Very proud to announce that I’m officially a lost cause! Thank you all for your continued support but it was all for nothing!

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

Why is everything so heavy? 😖

i can't get over the fact that i feel like everyone hates me

bpd develops for a reason. don’t ever let anyone make you forget that.

you were hurt and had no one when you needed it most. you’ve been through so much pain and trauma. regardless of what the world sees you as, this was the way your brain decided to cope. this was the only way your brain knew how to survive and keep you alive to this point. you’re amazing and i’m proud of you

honestly if life stays like this suicide wont be just a thought.

my existence is pretty much going back and forth between

🥰✨🌈☀️insanity☀️🌈✨🥰

and

💔⛓🩸🔪insanity🔪🩸⛓💔

its so humiliating having to admit to people that sometimes my only motivation for doing something is for validation or attention

Honestly the world ❀⋆୨୧˚

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

i need some fucking pills to knock my ass out cold for the rest of my life

to everyone who has ever faked an illness, injury, or disorder for attention: i love you.

i know you didnt have bad intentions. i know you probably didn't even know what your intentions were. i know you likely do have some type of mental illness. and i know it makes you need attention, or that you feel like you need to have something worse to be valid. i know you just want someone to see you. i see you. you are seen and you are loved. you are not evil. you are not defined by your actions. you will recover from the consequences you may have faced for what you faked. you will find new, better ways to cope. you will be okay.

when they meant everything to you and you were suffocating for just the smallest piece of their attention but they moved on like you never existed