#nct 127 love story
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What We Do in The Shadows
What We Do in The Shadows- Lee Taeyong
Simple Summary- Two idols try to live a healthy life. This includes eating well, resting, and making friends and relationships. However, both will see the thrill of having a hidden romance is a lot more thrilling than they’d hope it be.
Suggestive, Fluff & Angst.
Word Count: 17K
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This is a long one.
After rehearsals for a comeback, I said goodbye to the dancers and left the building. I stepped onto the elevator my manager beside me. Once the elevator dinged I walked through the lobby of the entertainment building. My manager had walked me to the black Jeep that was parked just outside the building. Pulling a face mask over my face I walked outside waving to some fans that had waited probably all day to see me.
Sitting in the car I let out a sigh. Finally, rehearsals were done and I could go home. The days leading up to the video shoot were always stressful. Everyone was tight for time since my last comeback happened a month later than it should have. Unfortunately, I had gotten covid and couldn’t perform. This meant I had to work even harder to make sure this comeback would be perfect. I picked up my phone checking the time, one o’clock in the morning. I sigh shutting my eyes for a moment before my manager hands me my second phone.
“Post something on bubble,” he tells me handing me the phone. “Then give it back” I nod taking the phone from his hands pulling down my mask letting it rest under my chin. I hold the phone up taking a quick selfie. The flash shines on my face letting me know the phone was taken. I take multiple photos before my manager takes the phone picking the best one. He opens up the editing app on that phone and edits the picture in the slightest nothing too noticeable then he posts it.
Once I finally got home I stepped out of the car my manager walked me to my apartment. Once I stepped inside the lobby and to the elevator riding up my manager left and I was finally alone. I step inside taking off my shoes and placing my bag on a nearby rack. Taking off my coat is next and soon I let down my hair scratching the top of my head. “I should probably shower before I head to bed,” I say walking in the direction of the bathroom.
I let the warm water slide down my face and wash all over my body. The heat feels good on my tight muscles. After a couple more minutes of letting the heat loosen up my body, I step out drying off and putting on some pajamas. Walking over to my bed I hear my phone go off. Picking it up I smile at the name that flashes across the screen.
Taeyong- Can I come over? You’re bed it’s more comfortable than the dorm.
I smile biting my fingernail as I stare at his text.
Y/n- I’m getting ready to sleep, so don’t get too creative tonight.
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Taeyong- All I wanted to do was sleep too. Why what did you have in mind? 😏
Y/n- Goodnight
Taeyong- Don’t be mad at me
Y/n- I’m not mad. I’m tired 😩
Taeyong- Then let me come sleep with you. I’m tired too :(
I sigh my fingers hesitant to text him back. I want him to come over but I have to wake up early tomorrow and I know he’s not gonna sleep. He’ll do something to keep me awake whether it’s talking my ear off or in between my legs. I sigh, but I could use the company. Sometimes this apartment gets too quiet.
Y/n- Okay. You can come over but seriously just sleeping okay.
Taeyong- Okay. Open the door.
My eyes widened looking in the direction of my bedroom door then back at my phone.
Y/n- That was fast
Taeyong- Yes now please come open the door before someone sees
Y/n- Okay
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I throw my phone on my bed, put on my slippers, and walk outside my room. Walking over to my front door I slightly open it just enough for Taeyong to sneak inside. We could never be too careful regardless of how much security this place has. Someone, anyone could be watching and waiting to expose us. Shutting the door I don’t get to properly say hello to him until it’s shut and locked. He leans down and hugs me kissing my neck.
“I missed you,” he says whispering into my ears. I giggled moving us away from the door. “Bu I told you just sleep” he nodded moving closer to me allowing me to take in his scent, he always smelled amazing. Feeling him get closer to my neck I think he was taking in my scent too. He kissed my neck again. “Bu I’m serious,” I say pushing him off. “I need to sleep. I have a lot to do tomorrow” he nodded understandingly holding my waist. “Okay okay Let’s go to sleep. You need all you’re beauty rest” he said moving a piece of hair away from my forehead. He let his hand fall to the back of my head letting the pad of his thumb rub my cheek endearingly. I leaned into his warm touch. It always felt so right to be in his arms, but oh how it was so wrong that we were doing this.
If one person saw us, just one it would be enough to ruin our careers especially mine. Taeyong may be forgiven but it doesn’t matter to what point I’ve gotten to, the industry doesn’t take too kindly to women. I have to work as hard as I did to get to where I am to continue to be where I am now. And I know it’s not his fault that the industry is so flawed, but it’s just something I have to remember it’s what helps me be so mindful and careful about what we do and what we are. I don’t want to lose Taeyong, I can’t. As the days go by I fall more and more in love with him. Taeyong smiles staring into my eyes. I turn away guiding him to my bedroom. “Come on let’s sleep”
Next Morning
The sun peaked through my blinds. Turning away from the light I was faced with a still fast asleep Taeyong. Lightly touching his forehead and moving brown pieces of hair out of the way I smiled. I pulled my hand back as he stirred in his sleep. The minutes between waking up and just before starting the day are always the best. It’s so peaceful at this time. Letting the sun creep through the blinds. The birds chirping outside and Taeyong was right beside me. Nothing could be more perfect than this.
But like every morning, it’s short-lived. My alarm goes off causing Taeyong to wake up. I lean over shutting it off. “What time is it?” He asks rubbing his eyes. “Five in the morning” I respond yawning. He nods getting up from the bed and going to the bathroom. I gather some things and then follow behind him in the bathroom once I hear the water turn on.
As I brush my teeth my eyes follow the outline of the shower. It’s not a clear picture but I can see the outline of Taeyong’s body through the glass. My eyes follow his hand as he rubs and washes his body. I could start to feel the drool mixed with toothpaste start to fall from my lips but I don’t care. I don’t make any moves to clean it, I can’t. To lost in the man I call my boyfriend in the shower.
Once I hear the water turn off I turn around finishing what I was supposed to be already done with. I place my toothbrush back where it belongs and fix up my hair. Taeyong wraps a towel around his waist. Through the mirror, I watch his wet hair dangle and little droplets of water fall sliding down his chest. He’s still so wet, I bit my lip trying to hide a moan at the sight of him. I turn back to my hair trying to redirect my thoughts.
Maybe I should have had some fun with him last night because he’s all I’m going to be thinking about today.
I hear his feet coming up behind me. He swings both arms around my waist as I apply some makeup. He kisses under my ear letting his warm breath tickle my skin. He leans closer to my ear, “I saw you staring,” he says letting his hand travel down my waist to my thigh. He watched me through the mirror the mascara bottle starting to fall from the weakness in my hands. Letting his hands slide closer to where I desperately needed him. “Do you want me to help you?” He asks pushing my pajama shorts to the side only touching me on the outside of my panties.
Rubbing in slow circles he kissed a line of wet kisses down my neck, biting softly on the skin. “Taeyong…” I whined as he licked the spot where he bit. “Yes,” he breathed out. Holding onto his veiny bicep I squeezed silently begging him to quit teasing me and have his way with me. “Does my baby want me to touch her?” He taunted as he tapped on my clit. Letting out a low moan as his left hand slid my panties to the side his right hand finding its way slipping through my folds. I bit my lip as Taeyong circled my clit. “Taeyong please,” I pleaded. He smirked pulling his finger away for a moment bringing them up to his mouth and pushing past his lips. He hummed at the waste of my arousal. Bringing his fingers back down he slid his index finger inside me. I let out a moan leaning my head on his wet chest. He looked up at me through the mirror watching me fall apart in his arms.
Slipping in another finger he thrust them in and out of me.
My hips jerked back onto his already harden dick feeling it poke my butt through his towel that remain loosely around his waist. Keeping his fingers thrusting in and out of my whole he used his left hand to angle my body allowing my ass to poke out. He pulled down my shorts removing his fingers for just amount to remove my panties. Using his hand he spread my legs apart, letting himself fall to his knees.
He watched as my wetness dripped before his eyes letting out a loud groan watching as I dripped on my bathroom floor. He licked up my thigh sucking on any part where wetness lay. Making his way to my pussy. I clenched as his fingers continued to thrust in and out of me. Soon his tongue met my pussy sucking hard and fast on my clit. I let out a loud moan as he devoured my pussy. He groaned against my pussy bucking his hips into the air. The towel barely added any friction to his boner that was concealed.
“I’m gonna cum,” I say my eyes squeezed shut. Taeyong continued to sloppy make out with my pussy letting his skillful tongue dance around my clit. Letting out one last moan I came all over his tongue and fingers. He pulled his fingers out of me sucking on them soon moving his mouth back to my pussy sucking up all my cum past his lips. Rising back up he licked his lips immediately discarding the towel from around his waist. Taking his cock in his hands he glided it through my pussy letting it circle my clit for a bit. I moaned again. This was all too much, I felt so sensitive. Anything he did set my body on fire. Every small touch, lick, and kiss set me ten steps closer to being over the edge.
Taeyong slipped inside me easily letting me adjust to him. He waited until I said it was okay to move. I clenched tightly around him as he slid in his dick. He held onto my hips tightly watching as his cock began to disappear inside me. At one point I think I clenched too hard because h Eleanor’s forward grip on my hips tightened. “Baby please…if you keep doing that I’ll cum” he said almost begging me to stop. Once he was fully inside me and I was ready I tapped the back of his muscular thigh and he began to move. He slowly began to thrust inside me finding a good angle that would feel good for both is us. Once he found a good rhythm he started to move faster.
His hips smacked into mine the sound of skin slapping could be heard all over the bathroom and probably outside.
Taeyong groaned repeatedly watching himself disappear inside me. Groaning even louder when he felt my walls deliciously clench around him. Taeyong was always vocal during sex. The first time we were together was the only time he wasn’t. He was nervous the first time we got together. He had been a fan of mine. Let’s just say I did some very good fan service.
After telling him the second time we had sex that I found it attractive to hear a guy moan he wouldn’t stop. Now every time we fuck I’m blessed with the sound of his deep groans. Hearing him groan now so close to my ear turns me on even more. Feeling a gush of wetness pour out of me and slip down his cock he groans again turning me over and placing me on the bathroom sink. Spreading my legs out more from this angle he’s much deeper inside me. He watched his jaw slack as he slips in and out of me holding onto my legs just to make sure I don’t close them. His head falls back his lips pursed as he brings his head back down looking into my face. I let out a moan at the sight of him fucking me so well.
“You’re so good for me,” I say through half a moan. “You make me feel so good Bu,” I say watching as he squeezes his eyes shut fucking me even harder. He brings one of his hands to my clit circling the bundle of nerves. My head falls back in pleasure allowing me to slip into the euphoric state we’re both in. “Fuck baby I’m gonna cum,” he says pursing his lips. I lean up putting my hand around his neck and pulling him closer to me. Our eyes, nose, and lips are inches apart. He leans forward and kisses me allowing me to swallow all of his moans. “Bu I’m gonna come,” I say letting myself pull away from the kiss.
“Please come, baby, come for me,” he says against my lips. I cum all over his cock uncontrollably clenching around him. He groans, “Fuck, Fuck” he pulls out jerking his dick and cumming on my stomach. He lets out a series of breaths before he leans over and grabs a fresh towel. He cleans me up helping me off the counter and turning on the shower water. He steps out of the bathroom probably to grab some clothes and I quickly pee before he comes back then we both get into the shower and clean ourselves up.
Once I get out I reapply my makeup and blow dry my hair. Once I’m finished I check the time on my phone. Taeyong walks over now wearing a pair of sweats and a t-shirt he pulled from the drawer I left for him next to my clothes. He kisses my forehead and smiles coming up with an idea. “I was thinking we could eat breakfast together. It’s my day off and there’s this place I can take you where I can promise we won’t be bothered” he says. I sigh kissing him then pull away. “I wish I can but you know comeback season is the most stressful time. I have pre-video shoots today, but I promise once the comeback is over we’ll do something together” he sighs nodding his head and letting his hands fall from my waist holding onto my hands.
“Okay,” he says looking into my eyes and smiling. “Well go out on a date once comeback season is over,” he says kissing me then moving to the side so that I could leave for the day.
“Good morning,” I said bowing to all the dancers as I walked into the rehearsal room. We rehearsed the dance a couple more times before it was time to film. “This looks good. Everyone clap for yourselves” the choreographer said clapping along with the rest of the dancers. I clapped along with them as well walking over to grab a towel to wipe off my sweat. The dancers stood together gathering in their things to leave, making small talk. I took a sip of water watching the group of dancers shyly come towards me.
One of the guys stepped up first. “Hello,” he said bowing. The people behind him bowed I bowed back to them. “We wanted to say that we are grateful and honored that we will dance with you. We’re wishing you well on you’re comeback” he said politely. I smiled in return placing my water bottle back in my bag. “Thank you. Make sure you all get some rest before we film. Take care of yourselves, okay?” The man smiled nodding and bowing, the other dancers bowed as well. “We will,” they said all walking away giggling excitedly to one another.
I smiled watching them walk away. Soon my smile started to fade realizing I would never have that again. A while ago before I was in a group with eight other girls. Our group was pretty successful throughout Asia. We had performed, recorded albums, and went on three tours together before our disbandment two years ago. I’ll never forget the day we disbanded. One of my members, unfortunately, had gotten into a scandal that she couldn’t save herself from, a dating scandal. Usually, with dating scandals, the company would put out a statement saying it’s false. That the two are just friends or have never met. Either way, the scandal cannot be confirmed as the truth. However, in her case, the scandal was proven to be true.
She wasn’t even dating the guy, she was married to him. She had missed a comeback and people started to grow suspicious of her long absents. At first, people assumed it was because she was ill but she had gotten married and went on her honeymoon. She had an extremely private wedding only a few friends and family members showed up.
When she had gotten back from her honeymoon people started to notice she was gaining weight, especially around her face. Fans hid their fatphobia with back-handed concerns. People followed her, and they paid more attention to her. Noting that during parties or episodes of our show, she’d be the only one to pass down a drink.
When the public realized she was pregnant it wasn’t too long until they found out by who. Once they found out that not only was she married, but she was married to another idol both of their lives were put in jeopardy and soon it became too much to handle.
The fans started to come for the other members including myself now believing we all had a secret love affair happening behind the scenes. We did what we could to convince the fans we were single But to no avail. The fans and the media became obsessive and demanded a response or evidence to prove we were liars. It became so bad that people no longer wanted to support us. They felt hurt and betrayed. They stopped buying our albums, and our merchandise, and watching our show. I didn’t realize how hard it had hit us until we gave our final show and half the stadium was empty. The company decided it was best for us to disband.
Nowadays some of my other members have started their solo careers, some as actors and others as singers. One even debuted in a new girl group. And three others decided to leave idol life for good. I was lucky enough to build my career back up, changing the identity I had from my last group to the one I have now. In my group, I was the lead rapper and the main dancer who was the happy virus of my group. Now I’m a vocalist/dancer who is much more mature and toned down. I hated it. I preferred to be loud and colorful but my management told me, “No one wants to hear a pretty girl make a rap album. You’re too pretty and too delicate to make a rap album, don’t be so aggressive, try singing instead” what does that even fucking mean.
Walking into the music video set after getting my hair and makeup done I look to my left to see Taeyong. Widening my eyes I walk over to him pulling him to the side by his arm. “What are you doing here? Are you trying to get caught?” I ask nervously. My stomach turned at the thought of someone seeing. He smiled waving his hand. “It’s okay, I have a friend who’s here so everyone knows I’m with him. No one will know” he reassured me. I sigh nodding my head, “Okay but be mindful okay? This is my first solo album and I don’t need a scandal” I say rubbing my temples. He nods, “Don’t worry. Just do your thing okay?” I nodded walking away from him towards the set.
Placing my water bottle down and moving a piece of hair behind my head I let out a breath standing in position.
Currently, we’re filming one of the dance scenes, this one will be used in the performance video so it has to be perfect. The set was a meadow filled with fake flowers, trees, and a blue sky as the backdrop. Standing on my tape the dancers already placed on their tap wearing their costumes as well stood in position. Letting out a shakey breath I looked over at Taeyong who smilies giving me a thumbs up.
Once the music started had shot right into idol mode and danced flawlessly.
“I’m sorry the shoot finished so let,” I told Taeyong who currently sat across from me at one of the best restaurants in Gangnam. He shook his head waving his hand and picking up his chopsticks. “Don’t worry about it. If there’s anyone who understands long shoots it’s me,” he joked taking a bite of his dinner. Picking up some meat on a chopstick he leaned his hand over the table bringing the meat to my mouth. I gladly accepted it letting the flavor melt on my tongue.
I hummed in approval. “Thank you bu I needed this,” I say grateful he still wanted to go out so late. Even though we were in a room ourselves separated from the public with the windows closed it still felt good to eat outside my apartment and his dorm. “Of course, I just want to make sure you feel good,” he says continuing to eat his food.
“How do you feel Bu?” I ask also eating from my plate. He shrugs, “I’m okay. It felt good to sleep today, I needed it,” he says honestly. I won’t be surprised that he stood in my apartment to rest after I left just to make sure he got those few extra needed hours. I wouldn’t even be mad at him if he did, he always welcomed me there. At this point, he practically lives there. I have his toothbrush there, his hairbrush, skincare, clothes even some shoes. He even bought me a fish to keep in my living room, he set it up last Christmas. Before we got serious it was always his excuse to come over. “Can I check on the fish?” Or “Is the fish okay? I should come over and see” or my personal favorite. “I put the tank together so I should be the one to clean it”
Once we finished our dinner I walked out of the restaurant after Taeyong to around wandering eyes. However, on my way out I slipped causing Taeyong to turn around and catch me. Helping me up he held my hand staring into my eyes deep into my eyes. “Are you okay?” He asked. I nodded forgetting where I was or who would see. This was the first time we held hands in public. Even if it was because I almost broke up my face we were still touching one another in the public eye. It doesn’t seem scary at first glance. To maybe a child or an older person we were regular people holding hands, but to the man behind us with the camera we were rent.
Click
Dispatch: Taeyong and Y/n are rumored to be Dating. The two were seen leaving a restaurant at Gangnam together at night. This is Y/n’s first dating scandal since had been rumored to be dating Nct member Jung Jaehyun and Bts Jeon Jungkook. The rumors circulated back when she was in her now-disbanded group Moonlight. Now rumored to be dating Nct’s Leader Lee Taeyong.
Shade Room- Kpop Star Y/n rumored to be dating Nct’ s Lee Taeyong. Before this, she had been rumored to be dating fellow band member Jung Jaehyun. Does this make Y/n a Hommie Hopper?
TMZ Live- Kpop Star Y/L Y/n rumored to be dating a coworker Lee Taeyong leader of the K-pop group Nct 127. Before this, she had been rumored to have been dating his bandmate Jung Jaehyun who is also friends with Bts Jeon Jungkook who is friends with Jaehyun. Y/n must like Kimchi.
I sat on my couch late at night watching the news. My face flashed across the screen again and again. The same picture of me and Taeyong was shown all over Korean national television and apparently, the story was so interesting it made it to global news. My manager had taken me home refusing to let Taeyong speak to me, assuming enough damage had been created. I had only picked up my phone when multiple calls from the company came in. My friends had told me not to check Twitter or Instagram just to stay silent and wait for my company to handle it.
Which is what I did. I waited for my company to handle it. I didn’t know what to do. When I was rumored to be dating Jaehyun the Jungkook rumors came out at the same time so people started to assume they were false, which they were. I was dating a different idol at the time, Cha Eunwoo.
Biting my nails I waited for another company call to come in. What if I get fired? What if I lose everything I worked for? What if people hate me? What if the fans stop supporting me? I kill myself with these questions beginning to walk back in forth in my living room. I felt sick at the idea of losing everything I have. I could lose my record deal. I could lose the apartment. Overthinking another one of my poor qualities. Assuming the worst because I expected the worst was always my downfall. A knock at the door temporarily silenced my thoughts. Walking over to the door and checking the peephole making sure it was an obsessive fan trying to kill me I yelped in surprise seeing Taeyong.
I pulled him inside quickly not giving him a chance to take off his shoes. I shut the door locking it. I turn to face him. “What are you doing here? Do you know what would happen if someone saw you right now? Seeing you stand outside my apartment at this time? Do you know what they would say? Do you know what they're saying now?” I asked too many questions to keep count. Taeyong sighed taking off his shoes and walking into my apartment and towards the couch. He shut the news off changing the channel. “What are you doing?” I asked. He flipped through the channels.
“Everything is gonna be okay, okay? The company will clear this up and say we accidentally bumped into each other or we met over dinner to discuss business like a collab. We’ll be okay, okay?” He says wording the last part like a question. I let out my first breath of the night sitting beside him and letting myself lay into his chest. He holds me tight kissing me on the top of my head. “Everything is gonna be okay” he lightly scratches the top of my head. “We’ll be okay,” he says.
“I hope so,” I respond keeping my eyes on the tv. Taeyong finally finds a random channel to leave on keeping the volume low as he sings to me. His voice is the last thing I hear before I shut my eyes and fall asleep.
Waking up the next morning feeling myself still wrapped in Taeyong’s arms I snuggled up to his chest more taking in his natural scent. As I lay cuddled in his arms I thought for a moment. This was so unfair. All I wanted to do was do something normal in my life for once like dating. I know now becoming an idol meant that I had to give up any bit of privacy I had. I just never would have thought it would have been this bad.
Over two years, I’ve moved three times. My address got leaked in my last two apartments in Seoul so now I live in Gangnam praying that no one will find me again. The first time it happened I was terrified. It was late at night when I felt someone touch my hair. Waking up by the odd feeling I jumped in fear. A stranger stood by my pillow playing with my hair as I slept. Running away into my bathroom and locking the door I called the police. The stranger continued to bang on the door begging for me to return to my bed. I just stood on the phone with the cops until they had arrived.
Now I have cameras in my apartment and the building installed some in the hallway after I told them what happened, just to make sure everyone is safe. I also have security outside my door every day to make sure that never happens again. I sighed feeling a test form in my eye. My life is never gonna be the same. Sometimes I wish my life was boring, I envy those who live simple lives.
I can’t even have a boyfriend without everyone’s heart exploding in betrayal or head exploding in jealousy.
I leaned over to the side picked up my phone deciding to check my socials, even though I really shouldn’t. A part of me couldn’t help it. I was curious about what people said, even if it’s bad I wanted to know. I swiped up unlocked my phone and opened up Twitter. I clicked over to the trending page and sure enough, there were my and Taeyong’s names trending number one. I bit my lip my finger hovering over the hashtag. Pulling it away I looked back at Taeyong who peacefully slept on my sofa. Turning back to my phone I started biting my nails. Taeyong would tell me not to read them. He would take my phone and put it down and distract me in any way he could. Whether it was making me laugh, singing, or fucking he would do something, but he was asleep right now and couldn’t stop me so I clicked the hashtag which I really shouldn’t have done.
Neogirl127 - Y/n you better leave my Taeyong or else.
Y/nforever- Taeyong is just using Y/n for her money. Y/n, leave him!!!
Neogirl127- Taeyong doesn’t need Y/n for money, he outdanced and out-rapped, if anything he’s paying her bills. Neogirl127 replied to Y/nforever.
Y/nforever- Are you blind? He outdanced/trapped no one. Y/n is way more famous than him and has way more money. You’re favs are just broke and you’re mad. Cry about it. 🤷♀️
Fan wars were normal in the industry. I didn’t fear them too much, sometimes they just made me cringe by the things they would say. Outdanced? Outrapped? What does that even mean? I don’t even rap anymore. I started to scroll down more people telling me I need to leave him alone and that he belonged to them. Luckily my fans had my back, the only unlucky thing about that is a lot of them were putting down Taeyong to lift me and that is not okay.
As I started to scroll down I started to see more of the darker tweets.
Naneo127- I hope Taeyong-Oppa realizes Y/n is just a slut who will open her legs for anyone. I mean she already spread them for Jaehyun. Who’s next Johnny?
Nightjae- I hope Y/n dies so she can finally leave oppa alone.
Neocity- Y/n is too fat and ugly for yongie. She’s just a fat pig who needs to die.
Marksmelons- If she doesn’t leave him I’ll kill Bet myself. Marksmelons replied to Neocity.
Neocity- I’ll help you. Neocity replied to Marksmelons.
I left Twitter swiping it away. I felt so sick to my stomach. Everyone hated me. Why? Just like that everything I worked towards all started to fade away. My phone started to ring causing Taeyong to wake up. He rubbed his eyes looking into my direction mouth if everything was okay as I put the phone to my ear. My manager was calling. I nodded, and he nodded in return walking into the bathroom.
“Hello,” I said standing up and walking towards my kitchen. “Have you heard anything? Is there a plan?” I ask anxiously tapping my fingers on the counter. My manager cleared his throat. “Well, more people are talking but the company spoke with SM both are going to deny the rumors and say it was a slight run it and you two don’t even know each other. Who just overstepped and tripped and Taeyong was a gentleman and caught you. The fans will believe he’s a perfect guy and that you’re a little clumsy and made a mistake,” he said.
I scoffed, “So let's get this straight. Taeyong looks like the good guy and I look like what a cultz! How does that help me?”
My manager huffed, “Don’t fight me on this, this is the best we can do for you. Besides it helps your image. Damsel in distress. It’s perfect,” he said. I could hear the smirk in his voice. I huffed shaking my head and placing my fingertips on my forehead.
“Whatever,” I said hanging up. I slammed my phone on the counter.
“Be careful you might break it,” Taeyong said now in a change of clothes, his hair wet and fresh from the shower. I sighed picking up my phone and placing it in my pocket. “What’s the matter?” He asked coming towards me. He stood behind me using the tips of his fingers to glide up and down my arms. “Are you stressed because of the rumors? It’s gonna be okay, the company can handle it” he said hoping to lighten the mode. I shook my head scoffing pushing his hand away and walking towards my bedroom closing the door. The door opened again Taeyong followed inside.
I walked around my room gathering a comfortable outfit to wear after I shower. Taeyong watched as I did this quickly my steps full of frustration. Taeyong confused continued to watch me before speaking up. “Did I say something?” He asked a little worry in his voice. I shook my head grabbing a baggy graphic t-shirt. “No,” I said sternly not making eye contact with him. I could feel his eyes on me watching my face. The way my eyebrows furrowed every time I dropped a pair of shorts on the ground.
“Baby, what’s the matter?” He asked coming closer to me picking up the black shorts and handing them to me. I snatched them from his hand. “I don’t need your help,” I said walking away and into the bathroom. I sighed closing the door a test slipping from my eye. Maybe I was too harsh? No, I’m not crying because I was mean I’m crying because I’m angry. I’m angry at the fact that people around the world wanted me dead because I stepped away, out of the light, and played around in the shadows for a moment. I’m angry because my company doesn’t take me seriously. I’m angry that Taeyong is acting like everything is okay when it’s not. I’m angry that people hate me more than they hate Taeyong right now. I mean why? Is it because I’m a woman? I don’t know what to do anymore. I choked on a sob. A knock came on the door.
“Y/n? Baby, are you okay?” Now I felt even worse. He was so loving and so caring. He deserves better than to be treated the way I treated him. He did nothing wrong. People hated him too. I just wish he could see the reality of my life having to deal with such a scandal, this could break me. I cried in the shower until the water turned cold and I finally got out.
Picking up my phone the next morning I read the headline of the article that had just been published.
Lee Taeyong was spotted outside Y/n’s house. Click the link below to check out the rest of the story. How. How? I sat up on my bed a cold sweat falling down the middle of my back. The thick comforter suffocated me as I blinked my eyes constrained on my phone. How did they find me? I thought to myself scratching the top of my head I tried to think of anything I did wrong. I always kept my apartment private, I didn’t even do livestreams in my home just to be safe nor did u post pictures of the inside or outside of my apartment. My manager always made sure I wasn’t being followed home as well as my security. So how could anyone even find me? How did they even know where to look?
Did they follow me? Did they follow Taeyong? My eyes widened I clicked on the link leading me to the evidence. There were pictures of Taeyong outside my apartment building. Then more pictures of him walking down my hallway wearing a baseball cap and a mask. Then to the front of my door. The final pictures sealed the deal. I was outside my apartment door letting him inside.
I wanted to scream. How could I be so stupid? So unaware of my surroundings. What’s worse is these pictures were taken at night so who knows what crazy story they’ll put together. And my security. Where were they? How come they didn’t see this person taking photos or following Tae? I turned to my side for a moment trying to catch my breath. My mind was running a mile a minute and it was beginning to give me a headache.
My eyes burned when looked down to see Taeyong fast asleep snoring lightly his head peaking from the blankets. His arm was laid out in the spot that I was once laying in where he held me. I leaned over my phone still in my hand. I carefully touched the tip of my fingers over his forehead moving some strands of hair out of the way being cautious not to wake him.
He stirred in his sleep. I pulled my hand away looking back at my phone.
When will this end?
My phone rang causing Taeyong to jolt awake. “You set an alarm?” He asked rubbing his eyes. I shook my head. “No, it’s my company. They probably want to talk about the article” I say biting my nails.
“What article,” he asks now half awake. “The one that was published an hour ago,” I say standing up out of my bed and walking into my bathroom picking up the call.
“Y/n,” the owner said. I gulped stepping further into the bathroom and walking towards the counter. I held my phone to my ear my legs shaking in fear. Please tell me this isn’t the end. It can’t be. I’ve worked so hard to be here. I can’t lose it all again. “Yes sir?” I say more in the form of a question.
“Are you aware that you have been talked about in the media lately and not for good reasons?” I sighed letting my fingers fall from my mouth. “Yes, and I’m sorry I’m doing my best to keep everything a secret. I truly am, I just don’t know what happened I mean this is a huge invasion of privacy and I think we should be dealing with the person who did this” I respond hoping he’ll be on my side.
“Look Y/n you’ve never really given me any trouble. You do what you’re supposed to and I appreciate that. You’re very popular and you have contributed a lot to the company. You are our top star and we need it to stay that way, right?” He worded that last as a question.
“Yes and-“
“And I’m going to handle this on one condition,” he said. I smiled my heart thumping out of my chest. “Sure what it is?” I ask ready to do anything to keep my career.
“You mess up again and you have to leave Taeyong. I can’t have any more slip-ups from our star girl. Do you understand?” He asked. The thumping of my heart turned. Instead of excited me it was replaced with anxiety. What if he can’t take care of it? What if the media will continue to find “evidence” of my relationship? I can lose Taeyong to all of this. I can’t lose him, I won’t lose him.
I stepped out of the bathroom after taking some time to get ready for the day. Walking out Taeyong remained on my bed his phone in his hand scrolling through whatever app he was on. When I walked in closing the bathroom door behind me he let his phone fall to the side. Sitting up from the bed walked over to me kissing me before he walked into the bathroom.
What am I gonna do? I thought to myself. I walked over to my closet grabbing my workout bag. I had Pilates in thirty minutes and I didn’t want to be late. Getting my bag ready Taeyong came out of the bathroom. He frowned seeing me with a bag in my hand. “Where are you going?” He asked. I going the bag over my shoulder. “Pilates. Make sure you leave a little after to me. Also,” I walk over to the kitchen to get my water bottle. Filling it up my back faces him. “Try not to come over as much. I don’t want fans or the media to get suspicious. All I need is one more article about me and then..”
“And then what?” I sigh, “My company says if one more article comes out I’ll have to leave you,” I say closing the cap of my water bottle. Taeyong’s shoulders fall, and he stops following me around as I walk over to my door slipping on a sweater as well as more sneakers. “Are you gonna leave me?” He asks walking towards me. I could hear the sadness in his voice. I sighed, “I don’t want to. But if it protects us both then we might have to” I say walking out my front door and leaving a desperate Taeyong inside.
I’ve become more anxious about my surroundings since the article. I always look behind me, never sit with my back facing a door, I even fired the security guards that stood outside my door and hired new ones. One used to work for Beyoncé so maybe he’ll do a better job. Sometimes there will be fans outside the company door waiting for their favorite idols to walk in. I normally didn’t mind as long as they didn’t touch me inappropriately or the staff. They usually just sing praises and just want you to say hello. They don’t follow anyone inside so the fans were deemed harmless. And most times they didn’t show up. Only on special occasions. Like an idol's birthday or comeback day.
However today they were all waiting outside for me. And I knew it wasn’t good since I spotted some neobongs in the crowd. I let my head hit the car seat. My manager looked over seeing more fans than usual. Panicking he told the driver to park behind the company so that I could get out without being harassed. My fans and nctzens shouted at the black SUV.
“Leave Taeyong-oppa alone!”
“Stop being annoying and just leave!”
“You a waste of air. I can’t believe Taeyong Oppa breathes the same air as you!”
“Honestly just die!”
“Stop being so mean. Let them do whatever they want!”
“Y/n leave Taeyong you’re too good for him!”
“If you don’t leave him I won’t listen to you’re music anymore!”
“I’ll burn all you’re albums!”
“Y/n you’re too pretty for him!”
“You’re too good for him! Just let him date some other girl and you date a better man!”
Both fandoms shouted at the car, they shouted at me. Why was I being punished? Why were we being punished for wanting to have both a career and for being in love? This was so unfair I thought to myself. And all my company could think about was making their next buck off me. Unfuckingbelievable.
A couple of weeks went by since Taeyong last came to my house. We’ve only contacted each other through our phones. We text and call when we can but meeting up in person wasn’t the best idea for right now. We even let the others know where we were going just to make sure there were no accidental run-ins. It sucked that we have to do this but we were left with no choice. Imagine what people would say, do if the rumors were confirmed true. It would be over for both is us. I curled my legs together praying that this would all be over soon.
I had eventually fallen asleep still wearing my jeans and blouse. My hair had landed in every direction so I had to pull some out from my face when I woke up. I stretched almost cramping up from how long I stretched. I rubbed my eyes looking towards my window. When I had fallen asleep it was still bright outside, now it was dark and rainy the city lights glowing like stars. A knock at the door stole my focus.
I stood up from my bed putting on my slippers. Before stepping out my bedroom door I grabbed my white robe.
Opening my bedroom door I closed it behind me holding the robe tightly around myself. The knocking continued as I made my way to the door. The lights in my living room were off. The only light source coming from the windows. The moonlight mixed with the crash of thunder and lightning every few seconds would light up a path to the front door.
The knocking became more hustle. Whoever was outside really wanted to get in. By the knock, I knew it wasn’t Taeyong. He knows the code to my apartment and would have just walked in and even then he would have texted me to let me know he was coming.
Slowly I walked towards the door trying my best to remain calm and quiet. Standing on my tippy-toes I placed my hand on the door to keep my balance checking the peephole. Through the small hole, I could see a person wearing a black hoodie holding a duffle bag. One of my security guards lay unconscious on the ground. So much for my protection. The knocking stopped my eyes remained focused on the unknown figure. Trying to control my breath the thunder crashing and breaking the silence caused me to yelp. The figure slowly moved its head up looking directly at the peephole. I had made direct contact with the mask-covered person.
I quickly stood back running to the closet in my bedroom where my wooden baseball bat lay. Grabbing it I ran to my phone calling the police.
“Hello yes, a person is standing outside my door. I don’t know who they are. They keep banging on my front door and I’m afraid they're here to hurt me” I said panicking my voice barely above a whisper.
“What makes you think there, there to hurt you?” The female officer asks. I shake my head. “They have a big duffle bag. I don’t know what’s inside. Can you just please send someone? I don’t want to die” I said on the phone with the useless officer.
“Tell me did you see their face?” She asks. I sigh annoyed. “What? No, I didn’t see their face. Listen just tell me are you sending someone or not?” I ask. I hear typing on a computer. Another strike of lightning flashes followed by thunder causing me to jump. “We are sending a car now. Remain on the phone with me until they arrive. Is there anywhere for you to hide?” She asks. I nod, “Yes I could hide in the bathroom. I’ll lock the door” I say walking towards the bathroom holding tightly onto the bat.
“Okay. Lock the door” she says. I lock the door turning off the bathroom light. I hold the phone to my ear holding tightly onto the baseball bat. “Tell me what is your name?” The officer asks. “I’m Officer Park,” she says.
“I’m Y/n,” I said my voice shakey. My heart is leaping out of my chest. My throat feels so dry that it would hurt to drink anything. The banging on the door continues causing a chill up my spine to crawl causing all my tiny hairs on the back of my neck. A tear slips from my eyes. Why was this happening? I choke on a sob. Why was I being targeted?
“Okay okay now tell me what you see,” Park says through the phone.
“Uh the lights are off but I can see the candle I lit earlier,” I say looking directly at the candle. “Is someone coming?” I ask again. The officer reassures me someone is coming. “What else do you see?”
“How is this helping? I could-“
The banging stopped. But what caught my attention was not the on and off again banging. It wasn’t the groaning from behind the door. The thunder and lightning outside crashing together didn’t frighten me anymore. It became distant noise compared to the kicking of the front door. Tears slipped down my eyes as I placed my hand over my phone. Shaking in my white slippers I fell to my knees still holding the phone to my ear. The bat lay next to me now as I tried to control my breathing as I heard the keypad to my front door being clicked on and then,
My front door opened.
The house fell silent. The thunder turned into simple rain. I could only hear the floor creek as the intruder walked further into the house.
“Hello? Hello Y/n are you still there?” The officer asked.
I nodded holding my phone shut. Trying to not let out a sob. “It’s here. Whoever it is, is inside my house” I say hearing the intruder walk further into the living room. “Just remain calm, someone is coming,” Park said trying to help me relax, but to no avail. I was terrified. What if this person was going to steal from me or kill me or worse? Standing up onto my feet my knees wobbled to the bathroom door making sure I had locked it. Once I had checked I let out a small breath but not before it spoke.
“Where are you bitch?! Come out and show yourself!” The person said. It had a girl's voice, a young woman’s voice she can’t be any older than twenty-four. I thought to myself. “Y/n the police are ten minutes away. Try you’re best to remain calm” Park said. Ten minutes was too far away. They’ll never make it in time. “COME OUT!” The woman yelled. I could hear something break. Then another object broke. She was probably breaking my vase full of flowers. “IF YOU COME OUT NOW MAYBE I’LL SPARE YOU,” she said angrily as she broke more objects in my home.
I held the bat closer to me with my right hand. My phone was being held by my left.
“COME ON Y/N. I KNOW YOUR HOME. I SAW YOU THROUGH THE PEEP-HOLE” she yelled viciously. I could hear more things being destroyed as she made her way further into my apartment. “Oh, maybe you’re hiding in the kitchen!” She said tauntingly. Relaxing a sigh of frustration I heard the sound of plates and cups crashing onto the floor. “Maybe in one of you’re many, many rooms,” she said. I heard her walk further away from my bedroom allowing me to let out a sigh of relief. Hopefully, she’ll stay there by the time the police come.
“Okay Y/n now I want you to tell me you’re favorite song,” Park said. I raised a brow confused. “How is that going to help?” I whispered and yelled doing my best to keep quiet. “Trust me okay? Close you’re eyes and breathe” she said. “Answer the question please”
“I guess The Rainy Night, Nct 127,” I said keeping my eyes closed and letting out a breath. Every object that broke caused me to jump, but I could feel my heart start to slow down returning to its normal pace. However, my moment of relaxation was short-lived when I heard the bedroom door open.
“Maybe you’re in the closet,” she said and what I could only assume was break down the door to the closet. I heard her footsteps get farther probably checking the opposite side of the bed facing towards my window. “Not under the bed” she noted.
“Please Officer Park tells them to hurry she’s in my room,” I said starting to panic again. “Just relax Y/n the officers are minutes away,” the officer said. I shook my head shaking where I stand. “No no, I’ll be head by then”
“No Y/n you’re going to be fine just breathe” I shake my head dropping my phone. “I can’t I can’t-“
“So you’re in the bathroom,” the intruder says mockingly. I widened my eyes. My heart completely fell to my ass. I’m doomed. She’s going to come in here and kill me. I’m going to end up on the news tonight and everyone is gonna find out I died. I’m completely screwed and no one is here to help me. I back away from the bathroom door slowly. I try my best to save myself still holding onto hope.
“Please go away. I’ll give you anything you want! Money, cars, a house! I can even buy you a plane!” I said trying to bribe her to win my freedom.
She scoffed bitterly. “I do not want your money or connections. You think just because you’re rich you can buy you’re way out of this. You see this is you’re the problem. People like you assume that you can just through some cash and everything will be okay. Well, it’s not. You’re not good enough for this place and you’re not good enough for Taeyong” she begins to say. So this is what this is about. She wants to hurt me because of him.
“Just tell me you’ll leave him and I’ll leave. You will never see my face again if you tell me you will break up with him and never see him again. Tell me you’ll stop bothering him and his members and go away. As matter a of fact why don’t you just leave the country and never return? Yeah. Do that and I won’t kill you” she jeers.
“Listen I don’t know who you are but trust me I can help you. If you want help I can provide that for you. This. What you’re doing is not okay. Do you think Taeyong would be impressed or appreciate what you’re doing here tonight? Do you think be with you if you kill me? You being here is going to hurt him. Think about it for a moment…do you think he will still love you as his fan if he knows the harm you will cause the people he loves?” I ask trying to get the intruder to comply. I want us both to survive this and I want her to leave.
“I won’t call the police if you just go. I’ll continue to love my life and you can continue to live yours and we can both act like this never happened” I say the bat now sitting loosely in my hand. I walk closer to the door seeing the shadow of her foot from underneath shifting around. “Just please go home,” I say hoping this works and we can all just go back to how things were.
But that’s the thing. This world isn’t perfect and you don’t always get what you want.
She began pounding on the bathroom door.
“I don’t need him to love me. I need you dead.” She said hotly. The banging continued, she was trying to break down the door. I clenched my bat backing away from the door. Stepping into the bathtub I waited for the door to open. If she comes in I won’t hesitate to swing. I tried to be nice and understanding, it didn’t work. Now I have to use plan B, fight fire with fire hopefully I don’t get burned.
“Y/n? What the hell happened?” I heard his voice. My eyes widened looking towards the door. “No no no,” I said to myself hearing the banging on the bathroom door stop. “Look who’s home,” she said. I could hear her footsteps walking away from the bathroom door. I immediately jumped into action stepping out of the bathtub my slippers now slightly wet. Sliding across the white tiles I kicked my phone under the sink, Officer Park still on the line.
“Hello? Hello Y/n!”
I unlocked the bathroom door seeing no sight of the young woman.
“Who are you?” I heard Taeyong ask the intruder.
“It’s me? Don’t you recognize me?” She asked him. She had left the duffle bag in the room. I walked past it not wasting time searching. Making my way slowly to the bedroom door I clenched onto my bat tightly so tight my knuckles began to turn white. Without hurrying I opened up my bedroom door walking into the living room trying my best to around any spots I know will creek. Taeyong’s front was facing me and the young’s woman back was turned to me. I could see when she lifted the mask off her face.
Taeyong hadn’t noticed me yet keeping his focus on the girl.
“Still don’t recognize me?” She asked. I could hear the smile through her words. Taeyong squinted his eyes. “Shut you’re the girl that followed us around during our U.S tour. You're the same girl who followed Yuta around the mall and me and Doyoung around the dorms” She nodded excitedly. “I knew you would recognize me,” she said clasping her hands together.
“Where is Y/n? Did you hurt her?” He asked worriedly. I continued to creep up from behind Taeyong finally seeing me. I brought my finger to my lips telling him to be quiet, he nodded turning his attention back to the girl. The perfect distraction.
She huffed crossing her arms over her chest. “Really in here and all you want to do is talk about her? Well if you need to know I killed her. I killed her for you so that you could be happy. Y/n is only going to bring you down” she began walking towards him. He backed away from her which made her angry so she picked up a sculpture a threw it at my tv causing it to shatter along with everything else in my living room that I hasn’t noticed yet.
“You think that makes me happy? Why would that make me happy? You’re insane!” He said causing her to act out again this time taking a knife from her pocket. “So ungrateful. I guess I have to kill you too” Before she could get close to him I hit her over the head with my wooden bat causing her to fall onto the ground a small pool of blood beginning to form near her head.
“Are you okay?” Taeyong came running to my pulling me into his arms. “I was so scared I thought you were hurt” he kissed the top of my head a tear slipping down his eye and down the top of my head. “I thought you were dead”
“Freeze!” A bunch of officers holding guns and flashlights walked into my damaged apartment taking a look at us and then at the unconscious probably dead girl on my floor. They walked over seeing the wooden bat with blood at the top on the ground next to the young woman. They walked over to me taking both me and Taeyong away.
“Am I going to jail?” I asked as the officer stood in front of me. Placing a blanket behind me and handing me a cup of water. He shook his head. “No, she broke it and threatened to kill you as well as you’re boyfriend. It was self-defense” he said. I nodded looking over at Taeyong who sat in front of a female officer who also placed a blanket around him. The male officer in front of me cleared his throat. “I can’t be easy,” he said. Looking over at Taeyong and then at me.
“What?” I asked. “For the two of you, dating. We found where the woman was staying. She had a bunch of photos of him all over her wall. As well as pictures of you. I’m assuming she had been stalking you both, especially you. I would recommend getting a bodyguard or someone to keep you safe and you might want to move out of this place, this is just my advice to you. It would be a shame if a young woman as you got hurt” he bowed before walking away to the female officer in front of Taeyong. He leaned over to her and they nodded walking away.
Taeyong instantly came to my side holding me. I leaned into his chest taking in his warmth and his scent. I was going to appreciate him now before I did what I knew I had to do.
This was going to break my heart but at least it would keep us safe.
“I don’t know if it’s a good time to go into you’re apartment now being that the intruder destroyed a lot of your items. There is a place nearby where you can stay. You want to collect you’re things an officer can travel up with you to make sure nothing else bothers you tonight” I nodded slipping from Taeyong’s grasp removing the blanket and placing it in the ambulance. I watched as the young woman get placed on a stretcher and get slipped into the back of the ambulance. Taeyong stood next to me placing his blanket next to mine. “I’ll come with you,” he said. I nodded as he followed behind me.
“I’ll wait by the door,” the officer said as I walked up to my front door.
Opening it I gasped. Everything was destroyed. My paintings, my sculptures, my pictures even my computer. Why? Why would she destroy all of this? Was she trying to take everything from me? I walked further into the room Taeyong followed behind also letting out a gasp. Mindful of his step he walked inside behind me. “Be careful” he said taking my arm and helping me step over the large pieces of glass from the now-broken window. My brain could believe what I was seeing was real. Had my apartment been destroyed? What was the purpose of this? I thought to myself seeing my fish tank destroyed. All my fish lay on the ground dead. Picking them up I placed them into an empty cup nearby.
“I think we should go” Taeyong began. “You can stay at my dorm with me,” he said. I shook my head holding onto the cup full of dead fish. A tear slipped from my eye. “No, it’s unsafe,” I say. “It’s better if I stay with a friend” I place the cup down next to the table where the fish once swam. Taeyong shook his head. “No you have to come with me, please. I’ll feel better if you are beside me. So I can protect you” I sigh making my way around the couch. “I don’t need you to protect me. I need you to be safe, if anything by doing this I’m protecting you”
“I don’t need you to protect me. That’s not your job-“ he followed me around the couch where the broke tv lay in pieces all over the cream-colored rug. My face began to heat and soon the rest of my body.
“Oh, and what exactly is your job? To protect me. Why because I’m some helpless woman who needs a man to make sure she’s safe and secure. I don’t need you to protect me, I can handle myself” I said angrily. Was I just some weakling to the world?
“Y/n look what happened tonight. I mean honestly-“
“Honestly what? Last time I checked I saved you from getting stabbed to death!” I said making my way around the couch Taeyong quickly on my trail just in case I fall.
“Baby please just listen,” he said like he was trying to be reasonable. “No no, you like everyone else believe I need to be protected. Put in a box where I can’t get hurt. Admit it you think I can’t handle myself” I say causing Taeyong to sigh in defeat. “Fine. I believe you can’t handle yourself. I believe that you can’t protect yourself I mean look at you! Look at this place! For weeks you’ve been all jumpy by any ding of you’re phone scared that we’ll get caught”
“I’m not scared I’m careful. Unlike you, you seem to want to get caught”
“You see that’s it right there! I can’t live like this” He shook his head both frustrated and disappointed.
I stopped in my tracks turning to him but being mindful of the glass on the floor. I could feel the bottled-up anger forming in me bubbling up to the surface. “You knew what this was when we got together. You knew we had to be careful even when we were just friends”
“Yes I know but it shouldn’t be this way”
“We have no choice but to live this way! It sucks it truly does but what choice do we have. You can’t have a relationship and you’re career you know that"
“You’re so selfish for saying that,” he says. “That’s so unfair”
“Selfish? I’m doing all this to be with you. I’m risking my entire career just to be with you. I get it, it’s easier for you because well let’s be honest here the fans are more forgiving of a man. But for me it’s different. I mean look around you Taeyong. My home was destroyed by some crazy-obsessed fan. How many more have to break down my door for you to see that I’m risking my life to be with you” I say causing Taeyong to remain silent. He kicked the ground putting his hands in his pocket. Nodding his head he wiped a tear away from his eye. “You’re right. I’m not the one not seeing the problem here. I’m holding you back” he said. “You deserve so much more than this. I can’t keep holding you back” he says his throat cracking. He keeps his eyes away from mine as he speaks.
“Now that’s unfair Bu. Both of us are risking a lot to be together and you’re not holding me back. Taeyong I love you so much” I say slowly walking toward him. “But,” he says his eyes glued to the floor.
I stop in my tracks this is it. This is where it ends.
“But…” When I fail to finish my sentence he finished it for me.
“I can’t keep letting you save me. You always take the blame for me Y/n. Let me protect you this one time. Let me be the one to protect you just this time time” he said finally looking into my eyes. A sob left my throat and I quickly covered it turning away from him. I could hear his footsteps coming towards me and then stopping. I walked away from him down the hallway into a nearby room. Once I shut the door I opened my eyes. Blinded by tears I tried to make out what room I was in. Soon realizing where I was standing I let out a sound of pure pain.
It wasn’t the cry you make when you’re heart is broken. It was the sound you make when you have lost everything.
Both Taeyong and the officer came running in seeing me kneeling on the ground. Not yet noticing the room until they turned their eyes away from me. The officer widened his eyes and Taeyong gasped. My studio had been destroyed. My hand covered my mouth my heart beating out of my chest. I couldn’t conceal the sobs no matter how hard I tried. The pain I felt in my chest felt like I had been stabbed repeatedly. What did I do to deserve this? I know I am not perfect but why was I being punished?
My piano was crushed pieces of my records sticking outside the top. Keys from the piano lay on the floor next to many song pages from many books I own, most ripped into millions of pieces. My awards broke and were thrown across the room. My microphone and recorder were broken and laid across the floor. My guitars were impaired, bent, and broken, and next to them laid my damaged albums that received from friends over the years. Even awards I had with my former members were dismantled and thrown around in the ground. Everything I loved lived and grew in this room. All my old songs and my new songs that the world hadn’t even heard yet were gone. The pictures I had on my wall their frames smashed and the photos were ripped in too. I had nothing. I had lost everything and all I could do was sit on my now eradicate studio floor and cry.
A few days later.
I sat by the window of my former member Kim Yeri’s home. Looking outside as the rain poured I held a warm mug close to me and a blanket covering me from the waist down.
For days people in the media had been talking about me and my apartment. Pictures leaked of Taeyong walking towards my apartment and soon pictures of him leaving. While most people wished for my safety there will still be some who have wished the intruder had succeeded in killing me.
Taeyong had however denied the rumors himself restating that I was just a friend and he wanted to make sure I was okay.
The media seemed to take his word finally putting an end to our “Dating Scandal”. I let my chin fall into my hand. How stupid. A dating scandal. Why can’t I just make music and be free to date who I want? Don’t people realize that music sounds better when I have some sort of experience to relate to? Falling in love and getting hurt. Most people can relate to that. I thought people wanted to be my friend. Turns out they just want to control me.
Yeri sat across from me grabbing a blanket and holding a warm cup of tea. She looked over in my direction watching me as I watched the rain fall on the grass of her backyard.
“How are you feeling?” She asked. I turned my focus onto her. “I’ve been better,” I say sipping my tea. She smiled at me endearingly. “What?” I asked wiping my face. “Are there cookie crumbs on my face I ate some before” she chuckled softly kicking me. “No stupid,” she said causing me to chuckle too. I needed that. She sipped her tea watching as I did the same.
“You’re so brave. I don’t think I could ever do what you did” she said. I shook my head. “What hit someone with a bat?” I waved my hand. “I just did that in the spur of the moment. I wasn’t even thinking straight” I said waving it off. That was the past now and I had to move on from it.
“I mean you may have not been thinking about yourself but you were thinking about him,” she said. I raised a brow scoffing looking away towards her garden. “Who Taeyong? I mean, of course, I hit her with the bat to save him. I didn’t want him to die” I said avoiding my true feelings. I don’t need her to be right just for her to rub it in like she always does. She rolled her eyes. “Sureeee” she teased.
“You know I’m not going to say it. Since we were trainees all you do is tease me every time you know something I don’t or when you are right. I know you love being right but now is not the time Yeri” I say causing her to laugh. She sips her tea fixing the way she sat in front of the window. “You know me so well” she teased again. I rolled my eyes looking away from her and back at the flowers.
“Has he called you?” She asked this time being serious. I shook my head. “No, and I don’t think he will. He’s trying to protect me. That’s what he told me before he left” I said tapping my finger on my mug.
She nodded. “I guess that’s sweet” she shrugged.
“Yeri” I called.
“Yes?” She asked.
“What was it like for you? When everyone found out about you and Jeong Ho?” I asked hoping her story will help heal the aching in my body and heart.
She sighed leaning over to place her mug on a nearby lamp table. Once she placed the mug down she made herself comfortable again bringing the blanket back up to cover her legs. “Well for starters it wasn’t easy. You remember what happened. The fans left us, because of me. They stopped supporting us, they gave up on us. They didn’t love us anymore and why? Because I and Jeongho fell in love” She shook her head.
“What me and Jeongho have is real and at the time it was still real. It was so real that I gave up my life for him. I had always wanted to be a singer and I still do sing, but you know I always dreamed of having a family one day. Jeongho could give me that, he did give me that. Now I have one beautiful child and another one on the way. I didn’t just give music up because of Jeongho. I choose to be with Jeongho because it was my choice. It’s my life and I get to decide when I stop singing. When I stop performing. I get to decide who comes into my life and how long they stay. I decide the person I want to be and the story I want to tell. No one should tell you who you are and what you should be doing. Y/n if you love Taeyong then be with him. Make the music you like and that you’re proud of you. And those who listen will listen and those who will refuse to support you well they can leave. You have talent Y/n, but just because you’re good at something doesn’t mean you should live for it. You deserve to be happy just like everyone else” She paused for a moment taking my hand in hers.
“So I guess that begs the question, what are you gonna do? What are you gonna do with you’re life? Are you going to hide in the shadows safe but miserable and alone or are you gonna fly high risky but un regrettable and free?” She kept her eyes locked with mine and determined to look into her eyes. I stared back into hers with the same look in mine. I know exactly what I have to do. I stood up letting go of her hand.
“Be careful,” she warned. “Once you do this there’s no turning back”
I sighed, “It’s worth it. If they can’t love me at my worst then how do I know they love me at my best” I said before I walked out, putting on my shoes and heading straight to my company.
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“Y/n I don’t understand. You don’t want to resign? I thought you liked working with us?” My boss said to me shocked by the drop-by I made and the current news. “I think it would be best if I didn’t resign,” I said again sternly. He wasn’t going to change my mind. “But Y/n,” he came around his desk standing in front of me. “We can take care of you here. We can give you anything you need. Do you want more money? It’s yours!” He said trying to persuade me. I shook my head. “My answer is no. I don’t need you to take care of me. Besides, many other companies want me, I don’t need your money” I said grabbing my purse and walking out the company door.
My manager followed behind me handing in his letter of resignation. He had planned to stick beside me, especially after everything that happened with my apartment. Walking outside all the employees watched as I left the entertainment company. As we walked outside news trucks parked in front of the tall building. News anchors leaped out of their vehicles dying to catch on me on camera since this was my first public sighting in a while regarding my old home.
“Y/n! Y/n!” They shouted my name holding microphones and running towards me.
“Y/n any news regarding you’re Gangnam home?”
“Y/n please look here!” Even the paparazzi arrived.
“Y/n tell us where are things with you and Taeyong? Are you dating?
Did you break up?” A news reporter asked.
“Y/n tell us where are you staying now?” Another asked.
“Y/n there are rumors you are leaving you’re company is that true?”
I nodded. “I am refusing to resign yes,” I said. The news reporters gathered around even more seeing that I had responded to one out of a thousand questions. My new security team started to surround me making sure I was safe from the forming crowd around me. I tried to walk through all the people keeping my sunglasses on and close to my face. More people including curious predestines came to see exactly what was happening. “Y/n why did you resign?!” The news reporters continued to shout over each other.
“Stop for a moment,” I told my manager. He widened his eyes. “Are you sure? It’s too dangerous we have to keep going. The car isn’t far from us” he said concerned. I shook my head touching his shoulder. “This will only be a moment” he bit his lip looking over at the guards. “Make sure no one puts their hands on her, you understand?” They nodded making sure the news camera could see me but the people still couldn’t touch me.
“Y/n please tell us why did you resign,” the news reporter asked holding a microphone to me. “Is this live?” I asked pointing to the large camera in front of us. The man nodded still holding the mic up to me. I took it from his hands thanking him. He look confused glancing at his cameraman and then back at me. “Um I’m supposed to, “ he said I shook my head. “Not right now you’ve done enough,” I said before picking up the mic to my lips. “Hello everyone my name is Y/L Y/N. Now I don’t know whose watching, frankly it doesn’t even matter if one person is watching” I looked over at my manager who gave me a thumbs up. He let out a shaky breath nodding his head reminding me that everything would be okay. Turning back to the camera I swallowed the lump in my throat. “But there’s something I need to say”
Here goes nothing I thought to myself.
“For those who don’t know me, you’re going to get to know me today. For those who do well, you will be reminded of who I am today. I am an idol. A K-pop idol. What does that mean? Well, it means I’m a performer who sings in Korean. I was once part of a K-pop group with five other girls who also sang in Korean. Now I’m a soloist, my group disbanded a couple of years ago. You may be wondering why? It wasn’t because we fought or because we hated each other. We loved each other, we were like a family. It was because we believed we had no choice. A former member of mine Kim Yeri fell in love and ultimately it was her downfall. The fans ripped us apart why?
Because Yeri chose on her own. She chose to be in love than to listen to what others said about her. Now she’s inspired me to do the same thing. For a long time, I was scared of letting everyone down. Paranoid no one would listen to my music or my story because they would hate what I had to say” I paused for a moment. Everyone around me remained silent. The news reporter leaned over to the cameraman motioning with his fingers to keep rolling.
I took off my sunglasses squinting my eyes from the sun.
“Now I’ve realized I can’t be afraid anymore. I can’t let fear stop me from doing the things I love. And what is it that I love? Well I love music, I love art, I love the fall, I love my friends and family. I love wearing my hair down, I love eating as much food as I want, I love to put on makeup, I love to box, I hate doing pilates and I hate wearing clothes that don’t fit me and I hate not being able to openly love the man that I love. I hate being perfect in you’re image when no matter how hard I try I can’t achieve it. I am not just someone or something you can tell me what to do and when to do it. I am not a dog that you can order around or control. I am a person and It’s about time you all begin to see me like one. As I person I will make mistakes, I will be afraid, I will cry, I will get angry and I will fall in love. It’s what makes me human just like all of you. So after this, if you wish to no longer support me then that’s fine. I don’t need people who only love me and that were designed to make Me feel special. Those who see me and hear me well I hope you like the real me. Thank you everyone, goodbye” I say walking away. The news reporters continue to follow me to my car. Cameras flashed everywhere around us shouting my name.
“Y/n look over here!”
“Amazing speech!”
“Talk to us. What does this mean for you and Taeyong?”
“Y/n please just look right here!” They continued to shout even when I put my sunglasses back on and my manager opened my car door so that I could sit inside. The door shouted and their howls began muffled. I sighed taking my glasses off. My manager came around the other side of the car and sat opposite me. He shut the car door telling the driver to drive off. Once we drove off and away from the people I let out a breath I didn’t even realize I was holding. My manager took a water bottle from outside his bag handing it to me to drink. I took the cold water from his hands letting it slide down my throat. He watched as I sipped on the water trying not to spill it with my shakey hands. I placed it on the side of the door closing the top.
“How did I do?” I asked. He nodded looking puzzled. “I’m sure everything is gonna be okay,” he said. “I’m going to check Twitter,” he said opening his phone.
His eyes widened almost dropping his phone. He let out a gasp causing me to lean over the seatbelt preventing me from moving any further. “What is it?” I frantically asked. “You’re followers, they went down,” he leaned over and showed me the phone. I went from having three million followers to two million followers in minutes. I sighed my heart stinging a little. It hurt people who didn’t want to get to know me. People disliked me and they didn’t even know me. I guess that still makes me human.
“Wait a minute” he began refreshing the page. His eyes widened his glasses slightly falling off his face. He picked them back up the bridge of his nose showing me his phone. “Look” was all he said. This time less enthusiastic I leaned over to look at his phone. However this time I was truly shocked. I took off my glasses watching as each time Mr.Jung refreshed more and more people began to follow me. My followers had dropped to two million and now I was sitting with fifteen million followers. “Mr.Jung, what does this mean?” I asked my heart racing. “It means the people chose you,” he said, “I think it’s time you announce it,” he said pointing to my phone in my hands. I nodded opening up Twitter and tweeting the following.
Y/nforpresident- Hello everyone and new people. Thank you so much for your love and support. If you want to continue to hear me well good news! Tonight I’m dropping an album that will include thirteen songs. It will be available on Apple Music, Spotify, YouTube, SoundCloud, and Amazon Music. And to give you a little spoiler, it’s nothing like you’ve heard/seen me before. My new album is called Controversy. See you at midnight! 😉
I sent my tweet, now we wait.
11:30 pm
“You ready?” Yeri asked me. I had invited all my friends to come to my little own watch party in my new house. Most of my family couldn’t make it since they live farther away, but they are still supporting me all waiting for the album to drop to listen and stream it. I nodded my head Yeri stood behind me watching the tv in front of me holding a countdown for my new music video, I stared and directed myself. Thought the rest of the party songs off my album could be heard playing as well as other songs of mine including some from my girl group days.
More of my former members showed up in support telling me that they were finally ready to put music out again. I smiled proud of them all taking each of them in my arms. “Wait let’s take a picture!” My former member Emily said with her Australian accent. All the girls agreed surrounding the window that lead to a beautiful garden I planted once I settled in. We all posed for a group photo each of us posting the picture to our socials. “Awww someone said, “Miss this group, this is a reunion I was waiting for you!” My former member Haewon said. We were all awed taking a couple more photos together.
“Look it’s almost time!” Hoseok shouted. That’s right I’m friends with Bts. Well looked towards the clock on the large tv. Five minutes left until my music video and album would drop for the whole world to hear. I held a red solo cup in my hand watching the countdown from five minutes to four. “Are you excited?” I looked over my shoulder and saw Jaehyun. I nodded letting out a little shiver. “I’m both excited and nervous, is that even possible?” We both chuckled cheering together and taking a drink from our cups. “To controversy” I smiled bringing our cups together “To controversy” we smiled taking a sip of the alcohol.
“He’s here by the way,” Jaehyun said. “He wasn’t sure if he should come up so he’s been waiting outside on you’re porch” I shook my head in disbelief. “Wait he’s just been waiting outside?” He nodded letting out a small chuckle. “Yup. He doesn’t want to ruin the night for you or something like that so he said he’s supporting you in secret where people won’t judge him” I sighed rolling my eyes and handing him my cup. “Can you dump this for me? I’m going to go talk to him” I said holding back a smirk. Jaehyun nodded taking the cup from my hands. “Of course”
I made my way past all the people heading to my front door. From the window, I could see Taeyong sitting on a bench holding his phone in his hands. He was all dressed up like everyone else inside. He looked gorgeous as always and I just wanted to march out there and ruin all his hair and makeup. But I controlled myself, this wasn’t the time. I unlocked my door stepping out causing Taeyong to perk his head up.
“Hi” is all he said standing up to his feet and stuffing his phone in his jean pocket. “I wasn’t sure if I should come in or not. I don’t know if I’m allowed in”
“Why would you be? You’re the reason I’m able to do all of this” I said.
“I am?” He said confused.
I nodded, “I mean you’re part of the reason yeah. You helped me realize that I didn’t need to keep protecting myself from the world. I just needed to live. You wear part of that living. Living is all about the things you do whether alone or with the people you love. Taeyong,” I walked over to him gesturing my hand for him to take. He hesitatingly took it in his. Once my fingers touched he relaxed taking my hand in his. “Taeyong I love you and I’m not afraid to say it out loud anymore where people can hear. I want people to know about us, but only if you want that too”
His lips sat tightly on his face forming a line. He nodded his head pulling me closer to him. “If it means I can be with you then yes. I’ll follow you anywhere you go, even to the ends of the Earth” he said leaning in to kiss me. We held each other close kissing like we hadn’t seen each other in decades. He smiled into the kiss pulling me closer to him and my hands found their way past his neck and into his silvered locks.
However, our kiss was interrupted by a knock at the door.
“I hate to interrupt,” Yeri began. “But it’s time!” She squealed excitedly. We both smiled following behind her, holding each other's hands.
“Okay twenty seconds,” I heard Jungwoo say. We walked further inside making our way to the couch. Yeri made some space for me and him to sit and we sat down right in the middle facing the tv. Everyone gathered around waiting for the drop of my new music video.
“Ten seconds!” Joy said causing everyone to begin to count down.
“Ten”
“Nine”
“This is it” Yeri whispered to me.
“Eight”
“Seven”
“You’re gonna do so well” Taeyong whispered to my kissing me below my ear. “I’m so proud of you” he whispered.
“Six”
“Five”
“Four”
“Three”
“Two”
“One!!!” Everyone shouted now becoming quiet as the screen went black and my video What we do in The Shadows began to play.
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“Okay, you ready to see?” Taeyong asked still wearing a towel around his waist. My hopes of ruining his hair and makeup came true last night and now he continued to walk around my home in just a towel, such a tease.
I nodded putting my coffee mug down. “Yes I’m ready to see it,” I said Taeyong walked over to me holding an iPad. Leaning over so his wet skin could touch mine I took in a breath controlling myself from just throwing the iPad across the room and having him on the counter.
“Yay!” He shouted. “Everyone loves it. That’s a relief I was so scared for you” he said I nodded holding my hand over my chest. “Me too. I thought people would hate it but it turns out people love it!” He nodded proudly smiling big. “Yea all the comments are about you speaking you’re truth and not being afraid to be who you are. It’s inspiring Y/n and you inspire me” he leaned over and kissed me. I pulled him closer causing him to place the iPad on the table turning his body to face me.
"You're not tired?" he teased referring to last night. He smirked bringing his lips closer to mine and kissing me. I smiled shaking my head. He pulled me closer to him by my waist. I giggled his hair tickling my forehead. He smiled lovingly watching the tiny creases in my face form under my eyes and by my lips when I smiled. He moved a piece of hair out of my face keeping me in his arms.
"I'm going to marry you someday. I don't know why I felt like saying that or feeling this way but I just know. Someday you're going to be my wife" he said staring into my eyes. He had such beautiful eyes, they were big and brown and sparkled every time I stared into them. His eyes, his lips, and his body all made me feel at home. I leaned up kissing him, this time less heated. Replacing the passion with a soft embrace instead. The kiss was sweet and light. We weren't rushing it or trying to rip each other's clothes or lack of. We just kissed and it felt nice. Kissing Taeyong in the kitchen on a beautiful sunny Saturday morning felt right. He let go picking me up and placing me on the counter.
He knelt down facing me, lifting my silk nightgown past my knees and up to my waist. My finger found its way to my bottom lip playing with the plumped pink skin as I watched Taeyong pull down my black panties tossing them to the side. He smiled up at me leaning closer between my thighs. He kissed my inner right thigh and then made his way to my left sucking and biting the skin creating a small mark. I sucked in a breath one of my hands supporting my balance on the white counter and the other finding his hair. He smelled me groaning and closing his eyes to savour the smell of me.
"You smell so good, baby. Can I taste you, please?" He pleaded remaining on his knees watching as my wetness dripped out of me and down my leg making its way to the floor. Taeyong let out a low groan, "That was hot baby. Look how wet you are. Do you need Bu? I can help you" He said not even meeting my eyes, he just watched my pussy clench around nothing. He licked his lips silently begging for me to say yes. I nodded my head eagerly, "Yes please" is all I said and all he needed to hear.
He leaped straight into action wasting no time licking a long stripe on my pussy. He wanted to take his time with me. Prove his love to me with his words and his tongue. He spread my folds his tongue abusing my clit after I begged him to go faster. He groaned against my core devouring me and saving every taste on his tongue so he has something to remember when he is alone. "You taste so good baby" He praised his fingers making their way to my hole. He brought his two fingers to my lips, they slipped past my mouth allowing me to suck on them.
He removed his fingers from my mouth bringing them back down to my pussy finding their way back to my hole. They easily slipped inside me, and my hands left his hair to continue to balance myself. "Baby if you want to you can lay down, I'll take care of you" He purred. I shook my head taking my bottom lip between my teeth He continued to pump his fingers inside me. "I want…I want to watch" I moaned. He smirked leaning his head back down to eat my pussy.
"Bu I'm gonna cum" I moaned opening my eyes to see him still pumping his long fingers inside me and his plump lips still eating me. I moan again my head falling back. Taeyong's fingers reached my G-spot bringing me closer to my orgasm. My fingers clenched around him repeatedly. "Baby can I put it in?" he asked watching his fingers disappear inside me. He looked up into my eyes begging me. I nodded not saying a word. I couldn't talk, I couldn't think It just all felt too good.
He slowly pulled his fingers out of me, stood up, and quickly removed the towel. "Should I get a condom?" he asked. I shook my head. "I want to feel you and besides I'm on the pill" he nodded stroking his dick and bringing it up to slide through my folds, using to circle my clit a little. He groaned feeling my wetness mixed with his pre-cum. "Taeyong please," I moaned. He brought his cock down to my wet dripping hole and slowly slid it inside me.
Letting me adjust to him his whole body shuddered feeling me clench and unclench around him. "Baby please if you keep doing that I'll finish too quick" he groaned. "I'm gonna move okay?" I nodded watching his dick start to move in and out of me. He moved slowly at first and I understand he wants to take his time today but he feels too good in me to move at this pace. He can make love to me by fucking me. "Taeyong please move faster" I moaned. He began to pick up his pace moving his hips faster and a lot harder than before snapping his hips into mine. Holding onto my waist he leaned down to my ear.
"I want to make love to you baby. I wanted to savor you and make you feel special because you deserve it" he said softly in my ear. "But I guess my baby wants to be fucked and if that's what makes her feel good then I will do it" He kissed underneath my ear sucking on the skin as his hips continued to snap hard and quick into mine. He laid me down flat on the counter spreading my legs open even more. His fingers found their way to my clit moving the small bundle of nerves in a circle.
My arms leaned to top touch him. Holding his bicep and his shoulders. His arms flexed as he continued to fuck into me his veins on full display. "Bu I'm gonna cum" I moaned. He nodded losing himself inside me. "Cum baby cum for Bu," he said continuing to fuck into me quickly and hard. I came all over his dick soaking it. I could hear him slip in and out of me our juices mixing. His brows furrowed as he focused on meeting his high. I clenched and unclenched around him causing him to let out loud groans and moans. His eyes squeezed shut and his jaw slacked as he chased his orgasm.
"Taeyong be good to me and open your eyes. I want to see how cute you look when you cum" He opened his eyes staring into my mine. My cheeks flushed tinted with a shade of red. My hair stuck to my forehead, my body glistened in sweat. "I wanna be good…good for you" he moaned releasing himself inside me.
Once he came he stood inside me for a moment both of us catching our breath.
Eventually, he slipped out of me watching some of his cum slip out of me. He leaned over grabbed some paper towels and cleaned him and myself. He picked his towel back up from the floor taking my head and my nightgown falling back down to cover myself. He guided me to the bathroom by my bedroom. "I'm not done taking care of you," He said opening the bathroom door and closing it behind us.
Later that day.
"Y/n you have been in the news a lot recently. Some people are saying good things and some are saying bad things. How does that make you feel?" the lady asked me holding a microphone in my direction. I stood in front of a podium at a press conference for my the release of my new album, What we do in The Shadows.
I sighed looking over to Yeri and my manager who gave me a thumbs up. Jeongho sat next to her holding their baby in his arms. I smiled at them and they smiled back. Taeyong sat on the other side of Yeri keeping his eyes on me mouthing "You got this". I smiled at him too. I turned back around taking out a breath. I have to be confident. I can do this.
"It makes me feel unsurprised. As an idol my name is always going to be tossed around in the media whether i've done something postive or negative. This is the life I signed up for is what most people have told me which is try, to become an idol was my choice. Was I ready for this "excitement" No" I shook my head. "But," I pointed my index finger up. "I've been in this buisness for a long time. It's going to take a lot to scare or surpise me"
Once I finished answering more people can raised their hands. I picked a man in the front wearing brown.
"Y/n can you tell us where your relationship with Taeyong stands? The people want to know are you too involved romantically?" He said holding his microphone up. A lady part of my staff went up to him ushering him to either ask another question or sit down. I leaned over whispering to her, "It's alright" She looked back unsure of what to do. "Are you sure?" I nodded. She let go of the guy's shoulder allowing him to settle back in his seat. He picked his microphone back up facing it towards me.
"In a perfect world, you wouldn't ask me this question. You would ask me a question about the album or the music video. You'd ask me about my art. Except we don't live in a perfect world and instead, you choose to ask me about my personal relationships. Why? Is my life that interesting to you and everyone watching at home. I don't broadcast my life to the world ever and even if I did what makes you think you have the right to ask me such a question? My relationship with Taeyong is my relationship with him. It's not yours, or hers" I pointed to a random woman in the audience. "And it's not the people at home seeing me now. This information will not make your life better or worse, but I'll tell you this. If you can and this goes for all of you. If you can give me a good reason as to why my business is your business then and only then I will tell you"
The man and the rest of the audience remained silent. Everyone blinked dumb-founded. They all looked around at eachother. Yeri had a smuge look on her face like she wanted to laugh in the faces of all the people in the crowd.
"No response? Well then I guess you have your answer" I smiled at the man who sat back down in his seat quietly.
"Now I will not be taking any further questions unless they are about the album, if not then I will leave" Everyone stood back up yelling and shouting to be picked. Cameras flashed while taking my photos, I was definitely making headlines tonight. I smiled at one of the cameras waving my hand. Turning back to the crowd I called upon a woman wearing black.
"Who inspired your song, What We Do In the Shadows?" she asked holding her mic up.d
The people never learn. I shook my head getting ready to leave.
"Wait! Y/n!" a man wearing yellow called. "Yes?" I asked.
"Okay go ahead" I waved my hand.
"In you're song What We Do In the Shadows there's a line you wrote. The line is "And even if it's over no one would ever know. It's like walking down a dark alley way and know ones you're there. No one can find you or here you. Only the moon knows the stories you tell at night and when the sun comes up that alley way is full with light" he pauses for a moment.
"These lyrics are raw and relatable. Was that you're intent to tell you the truth with this album?" he asked. I smiled.
"That was my intent. I wanted a piece of the real me to show. I thought comparing myself to a dark and scary alley to a peaceful walk way in the morning would show just how good of an actress I can be when it comes to you all. Good eye" I complimented.
"I have a question," I said to him. He nodded, "Yes?"
"How old are you?" I asked. The boy raised a brow confused pulling back his mic and closing his notebook.
"Umm twenty-one" He said unsure of what else to say.
"You're young. I like you keep up the good work" I said walking off the podium. People followed behind me security blocking the reporters away from me. Photographers use this opportunity to snap as many photos as me as I can.
There may be hope for the future of music. I smiled put on my sunglasses walking outside, Yeri and Taeyong not too far behind me.
Fin
I KNOW THIS WAS LONG but I hope you still enjoyed it. I'm sorry this one took so long I just got really busy with family and school, but I took some time today to finish and edit this story. If there are any errors I missed, please don't hesitate to tell me. My computer glitched while trying to save everything, so I had to re-edit and may have missed some spots. I doubled checked and it looks fine but you never know. Anyways I hope you enjoyed it.
Also, I know this story ended on a happy note but this is a work of fiction. This is unfortunately not realistic for any idol in this industry. Now, please be careful about what YOU say to someone. Words hurt and we need to be mindful of what we say to others. Check up on idols, friends, family, etc. Take care of each other and yourself.
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6:04pm
“d’you wanna go get married?” you ask mark as you lay in bed together in your college apartment. “huh?” he gives you the most shocked look making you burst out laughing. “like just go get married. like now.” you were kind of serious but also kind of not. “babe, what? no. not that i don’t want to marry you,” he panics, “but we can’t go and get married now.” he goes back to watching the show you’re watching on your laptop and grabs your hand, intertwining your fingers, his other hand in his pocket, playing with the little box that contains an engagement ring. “why not?” you tease him, poking him on the arm. “cos, we can’t. when the time comes you’ll know.” his face flushes red and you decided to stop teasing him and go back to watching your show.
#this is stupid but whatever#writing long stories is hard#blurbs tho? love em#mark lee#mark lee au#mark lee scenarios#mark lee imagines#mark lee blurbs#mark lee fanfic#mark lee fluff#nct dream blurbs#nct dream fanfic#nct dream scenarios#nct dream imagines#nct dream au#nct dream#nct 127#nct 127 blurbs#nct 127 imagines#nct 127 scenarios#nct 127 fanfic#nct 127 fluff#nct#mark#minhyung#lee minhyung
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I'm always looking for you
#berita viral#viral stories#viral video#100 days of productivity#virtual youtuber#muscle car#addams family values#nct 127#natural history#natural hair#love#singing
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This basically defines my whole personality 😅💕🥹
#pretty much accurate I love this#don’t sweat it Wayv was number 6 lol#nct#one ok rock#my first story#NCT 127#NCT dream#dreamcatcher#replay 2022#replay 22#apple music#spotify wrapped
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“I love you”
A/N: hey guys! This is my first story EVER plz like and comment:) xoxo
*this story contains mature language and is 18+ read at your own risk!*
Chapter 1: The start
Mom: Y-Y/n honey please get me some Tylenol from CVS
Y/n: but mom I have to study for my upcoming entrance English exam-
*She slaps you*
Mom: Ya! What did I say about this stupid schooling. These textbooks are going to take you nowhere in life. Face it you’re born to be a druggie like me and your no good father. Now go and buy me my fucking Tylenol.
Y/n: Yes ma’am
While on your walk to the CVS you notice a bunch of girls around the same age as you walking out of the park lighting up cigarettes
Lisa: oh look girls it’s the depressed bitch from our precal class…
Jennie: what is that she’s wearing? Look like she hasn’t washed that hoodie in years!
“Those girls are made up in south koreas top 5% upper class. Why the hell are they smoking cigarettes? Isn’t their life perfect?”
You make it to the CVS and notice a cute guy
“What the is that? JAEHYUN?”
Jungkook: y/n? What are you doing here? Uhhh hellooo earth to y/n?
Y/n: h-huh? Oh! Hi jungkook
Jungkook: ohhh I see~ looking at jaehyun huh? Gosh just talk to him
Y/n: what the- no way he dosnt even know me. But anyways what are you doing here?
Jungkook: oh you know me getting the usual. Pre workout,condoms and birth control.
Y/n: woah how many girls are you knocking up ?
Jungkook: what? You wanna be one of them-
Jaehyun: next in line!
Jungkook: go get em
Y/n: hi..Um just this
Jaehyun: y/n? Aren’t you that girl who scored top 10 in the math test?
Y/n: uh yeah that’s me
Jaehyun: do you think you could tutor me one of these days? Gosh my parents won’t let me go to busan if I don’t score a 90 in my next test.
Y/n: aren’t your parents like ceo of apple? Why not get a professional tutor?
Jaehyun: well my parents have trust issues that if I bring some hot tutor they think I’ll fuck her. But it’s just you so they won’t suspect anything
Y/n: o-oh! Right um sure but it has to be after 8 since my mom doesn’t let me out and she’ll be asleep at that time.
Jaehyun: Bet sounds like a plan
I guess I’m not pretty enough for jaehyun
What was I expecting anyways…
I’ve always had a thing for him
Lisa: Get her ! Hold her down girls!
Y/n: what the hell-?! Get off me!!
Lisa:*grabbing y/n’s hair pulling it down making y/n groan in pain*
Jennie: who the fuck do you think you are to talk to jaehyun?!
Rose: did you really think you could hoe your way around him? He would never fuck a bitch like you
* all three girls punch,kick and spit on y/n leaving her there near a dark valley*
Y/n:it’s like if they left me here to die. Dad I miss you. Help…anyone…
???: Y/N!!
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Masterlist 🎀
NCT REACTIONS
-nct dream reactions to finding out you’re fwb/ secretly dating another member
-nct dreams reactions to meeting your baby who looks just like their dad for the first time
- nct 127 reactions to finding out you’re fwb/secretly dating another member
-how nct would react during an argument
- nct dream reactions to accidentally getting you pregnant
TEXTS
- nct dreams reactions to you getting off birth control
-dreamies reactions to you wearing revealing clothes around the other members
-nct dream accidentally exposing your relationship
-jisung bf texts
-dreamies jealous of your instagram story
-nct reactions to you on your period
-reader pretending to be a different girl and flirting with the dreamies to see how they react!
-dreamies reactions to “she’s busy rn” prank
-missing dreamies on tour
- suggestive jisung texts
-Jisung's reaction to you being jealous of the members got to touch his butt in public
-nct dream perv reaction from dreamies about your new comeback as an idol with a sexy concept
- dreamies giving you princess treatment!
-dreamies reactions to you being “needy” in public
-chenle suggestive bf texts
- jeno suggestive bf texts
-renjun suggestive bf texts
-johnny & jaehyun bf texts
- dreamies see the reader across the room smiling and they get jealous…
- pranking the dreamies by not blocking the guy who keeps commenting on ur ig post as if ur their gf
-member dreamies asking to cuddle
- suggestive haechan bf texts
- jaemin suggestive bf texts
-nct dream forgetting about your anniversary
- mark suggestive bf texts
- being mad at the dreamies
-dreamies reactions to you taking off your promise ring after a fight Part 2
NCT DREAM
•mark
- give it a rest
-lovestruck
- mark suggestive bf texts
•renjun
- love isn’t easy
- out of everything i love you the most
- renjun suggestive bf texts
•jeno
- the start of something new
- james dean daydream
- jeno suggestive bf texts
- alone at last (dad! jeno
• haechan
- sleep tight
-haechan suggestive bf texts
• jaemin
- 10:30pm
- step by step, little by little
-jaemin suggestive bf texts
• chenle
- stuck like glue
- for better, for worse
- switching my positions for you
- chenle suggestive bf texts
• jisung
-9:35pm
- jisung bf texts
- suggestive jisung texts
- not so innocent
NCT 127
-johnny & jaehyun bf texts
•jaehyun
- my princess
- my princess (ver 2)
OTHER
-forever only (eric sohn x fem reader)
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—｛🎂｝... LUVYENI'S; MAIN MASTERLIST !
WARNING:: 18+ most of these works are explicit content , if you are under the age of 18 please do not interact with the explicit content , but fluff and angst will be on this account , you may interact with that , but if i find out you're underage interacting with smut , you will be blocked completely from my page.
DISCLAIMER:: ‼this is a work of fiction , all the stories below do not represent the idols in any way.
recent work:: camera ready 00' line series
© luvyeni. translating and/or reposting to other forums are not allowed
m= mature s= suggestive f= fluff
—｛🍰｝... STRAY KIDS !
BANG CHAN
curious (m)
fear (m)
LEE KNOW
lonely (m)
listening ft. felix (m)
no permission ft. hyunjin (m)
CHANGBIN
first match (m)
lock you up (m)
let me use you (m)
HYUNJIN
distracted (m)
no permission ft. lee know (m)
forever with you (m)
HAN
audience ft. jeongin (m)
FELIX
dlmlu (m)(a)
1 am (m)
listening ft. leeknow (m)
tensions rising (m)
not together (you're mine) (m)
SEUNGMIN
car picnic (m)
I.N
mini skirt (m)
audience ft. jisung (m)
hands (m)
louder (m)
bad day (m)
OT8
loser has to share (m) (fic)
the condom breaks (m)
not friends but not friends (s)
perv/yandere!skz with 9th member (m)
a court of thorns and roses (series)(m)(a)(f)
sexting with skz (1)(2)
STRAYKIDS HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... ENHYPEN !
JUNGWON
HEESEUNG
campus secrets (f)
girl on the train (m)
make it up to me (m)
JAY
take it slow (m)
another one(m)
forever and always (m)
JAKE
good girl (m)
SUNGHOON
prettiest girl (m)
SUNOO
NI-KI
OT7
type of student they are (f)
not friends but not together (s)
different tropes with enhypen hyung line (m)
sexting with enhypen hyung line (1)(2)(3)
ENHYPEN HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... TOMORROW X TOGETHER !
SOOBIN
all mines (m)
YEONJUN
late night (m)
never again (m)
BEOMGYU
right now (m)
TAEHYUN
study (m)
HUENING KAI
ready for bed
OT5
changing your hairstyle with tubatu (f)
friends leaving you out (a)(f)
member looking at you (a)
teasing them and leaving (m)
free use with with tubatu and 6th member (m)
sexting with tubatu (1)(2)
TUBATU HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
— ｛🍰｝... NCT DREAM !
MARK
nice boy (m)
RENJUN
crazy smile (m)
camera ready ft. 00' line (series)(m)
JENO
mine only (m)
camera ready 00' line (series)(m)
HAECHAN
hands off (f)(s)
one more time (m)
wake up (m)
camera ready ft. 00' line (series)(m)
JAEMIN
sensitive (m)
camera ready ft. 00' line (series)(m)
CHENLE
my bestfriends roommate (m)
interrupted (m)
morning sex (m)
if you love me (m)
this and that ft. jisung (m)
JISUNG
first time (m)
first time pt. 2 (m)
lollipop
just one kiss (m)
date night (m)
alone time (m)
this and that ft. chenle (m)
OT7
backstage (m) (fic)
the condom breaks with nct dream (a)(m)
unplanned pregnancy with nct dream (a)
after the break up with dream (a)(f)
innocent touches (f)
hand jobs with dream (m)
sharing a bed with dream (m)
sexting with nct dream (1)(2)
NCT DREAM HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... NCT 127 !
TAEIL
TAEYONG
JOHNNY
that shirts (m)
wash day (m)
YUTA
whenever he wants (m)
DOYOUNG
on the edge (m)
JAEHYUN
JUNGWOO
OT7
sexting with nct 127 (1)
NCT HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
©️LUVYENI
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hey, can you do a 127 version of 'riize getting turned on after seeing ur instagram story? love ur work ^^
yesss :3
nct 127 getting turned on by your story
parings: bf!127 x gf!reader
warnings: suggestive,fluff,jealous 127
#kpop#kpop smut#nct imagines#nct x reader#nct 127#nct dream smut#nct dream#nct donghyuck#nct jaehyun#nct yuta#nct taeyong#nct mark#nct johnny#nct taeil#nct scenarios#nct icons#nct u#nct#nct 127 smut#nct smut#nct jungwoo#nct doyoung#doyoung#jungwoo
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Burden | Dream Reaction #11
Reaction: When their gf feels like a burden to them
Genre: Hurt/comfort
Warnings: mentions of anxiety, dark thoughts, mental health issues
Word Count: 3593k
Author's Note: This reaction was requested by an anon, which I am very grateful for. I feel like the theme for this reaction is pretty common in my stories. So I tried my best to come up with different scenarios and not sound too repetitive. Writing this story made me think of how all the members of NCT Dream are such sweethearts, honestly. I hope you guys like this and please feel free to request more! Thank you for reading ^ ^
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MARK
Lately, there’s been this growing distance between you and Mark. You hated yourself for feeling this way because Mark was nothing short of the perfect boyfriend. He treated you with kindness and respect. He didn’t hesitate to show his feelings for you and cared for you in ways that no one else in your life has.
But you were someone who carried a lot of insecurities. Frequently, you found yourself pondering if you were truly worthy of Mark's affection. He was constantly busy with his back-and-forth schedules between 127 and Dream. Yet he still made the time to call you and ask how your day went. You felt like you didn’t deserve him.
One evening, you were engaging in a deep conversation with Taeyong at the 127 dorm. As the leader figure of the group, you sometimes found yourself confiding in the male when it came to concerns about your relationship. Unbeknownst to you, Mark happened to be present at the dorm that evening, and as he walked down the hallway, he overheard your voice drifting from the living room.
“I don’t know…Mark is so sweet and loving,” you spoke with uncertainty, as you held a couch pillow close to your chest.“Sometimes I can’t help but feel like I’m a burden to him.”
He observed Taeyong place a comforting hand on your shoulder. “(Y/n), you’re an amazing girlfriend and Mark cares about you a lot. You shouldn’t be so hard on yourself,” he tried to reassure you.
You let out a sigh, “I know…but I just can’t shake the feeling that I’ll never be good enough for him.”
Mark genuinely had no idea you were feeling this way. He’d stay up the rest night, replaying your words in his head. You were so important to Mark, and he couldn’t bear the thought of his life without you. Knowing that you felt so insecure saddened him deeply.
A few days later you received a text from Mark, asking you to meet him at the studio. The message felt somewhat random, but you headed to his company building, unsure of what to expect.
When you walked into the studio, Mark was sitting on the sofa with a guitar in hand. At first, you were confused until his fingers began strumming to a familiar tune.
“Oh, her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they’re not shinin’. Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying,” he sang softly. “She’s so beautiful, and I tell her every day.”
You couldn’t help but laugh, finding it almost surreal that Mark Lee was serenading you with a Bruno Mars song. But the charming smile on his lips didn’t leave as he finished the first verse.
“Yeah, I know, I know when I compliment her, she won’t believe me.
And it’s so, it’s so sad to think that she don’t see what I see.”
His fingers continued to strum the instrument as he stood up and walked up to you, singing the chorus with heartfelt emotion.
“When I see your face, there’s not a thing I would change. Cause you’re amazing, just the way you are.” He gazed into your eyes, singing the lyrics with such love and admiration. “And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile. Cause girl you’re amazing, just the way you are.”
Your hands were clasped over your mouth, and tears glistened in your eyes as Mark sang the rest of the song. The raw emotion in his voice and the sweet lyrics touched you deeply, making this moment feel incredibly intimate. The romantic gesture felt so sudden, making you wonder what brought this all on.
After the song finished, Mark gently took your hand in his. “(Y/n), I heard you talking to Taeyong hyung the other day. And I wanted to let you know that you’re never a burden to me.”
You felt a mixture of surprise and gratitude, touched by his openness and the effort he took to address your concerns. The love in his eyes reaffirmed that he meant every word, and a sense of comfort washed over you as he held your hand, grounding you in the present moment.
"I cherish every part of you," Mark continued, his voice unwavering. "In good times and challenging ones, we're in this together. You can always lean on me. I'm here to support you through everything."
His words were like a warm embrace, wrapping around your heart and reaffirming the love you shared. In that moment, you knew that you were truly seen and valued by Mark, and your heart overflowed with love for this incredible person beside you.
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RENJUN
While you were in the kitchen preparing lunch, Renjun was relaxing in the living room. His group had just finished their promotional activities for their latest comeback, leaving him exhausted from the busy schedule. However, you became a bit flustered when you attempted to reach for an ingredient on a top shelf but found yourself unable to reach it.
Sighing in frustration, you stole a glance at Renjun, who was lying on the couch. Perhaps he could lend you a hand with this predicament. But as you started to hesitate when you approached him. His arm covered his eyes, as his chest slowly rose up and down with each slow breath he took. You didn’t want to disturb him when he looked so peaceful.
Renjun’s eyes slowly opened as he watched you walk away. Curious, he stood up from the couch and quietly followed you into the kitchen. The corner of his lips upturned in a small smile when he saw you struggle to get something from the cabinet.
When you felt Renjun extend his arm to retrieve the ingredient for you, you nearly jumped and turned around in surprise.
Renjun looked at you endearingly and said, “You could’ve just asked me, (Y/n).”
“I know, but you were resting and I didn’t want to bother you,” you frowned.
In response to this, Renjun planted a soft kiss on your forehead. “You could never bother me, darling,” he reassured, brushing away a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
You blushed at his warm gesture and whispered a "thank you" before returning to what you were doing before. Renjun was truly a sweetheart, and his caring nature never failed to make you feel loved and appreciated.
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JENO
The day had been long and overwhelming. Honestly, you were just glad that it was almost over. All you wanted right now was to be in your boyfriend’s arms. However, when you entered the bedroom, you found Jeno engrossed in a videogame on his computer.
Approaching him quietly, you softly called his name. “Jeno-ssi.”
“Yeah, babe?” He responded, keeping his eyes focused on the screen in front of him.
You felt discouraged when you saw how concentrated he was on his game. Not wanting to bother him, you took a step back. “I—actually, never mind.”
Jeno caught the hesitance in your voice and spun around in his chair. Just as you were walking away, he reached to grab your hand.
“No, babe, what is it?” he asked, concern evident in his voice. Your cheeks flushed with embarrassment now that you had his attention. Even if you tried to brush him off again, you knew he wouldn’t let you go.
“I was going to ask if we could cuddle. but I don’t want to distract you from your game,” you muttered, avoiding his gaze. You couldn’t help but feel silly for wanting something so seemingly small.
Jeno’s eyes softened at your words, and in the next second, you were being pulled into his lap. He loved nothing more than holding you in his arms and pressing kisses into your hair. The idea that you thought he would reject you, puzzled him.
“You can always ask me for cuddles, babe,” he whispered softly, his arms wrapped securely around you. “I love being with you, and I don’t want you to feel like it’s a bother.”
You slowly smiled and allowed your head to rest on his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart. His touch radiated so much comfort and warmth that it seemed to chase away any lingering insecurities or anxious thoughts from earlier. For the remainder of the night, he kept you in his lap as he played his game. Eventually, he retired from the computer and proceeded to cuddle you in the comforts of your bed. Jeno just loved being close to you and he wanted to ensure that you never felt like you were bothering him again.
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HAECHAN
Something didn’t feel right when Haechan entered your apartment. After sliding on the familiar gray slippers you always kept for him, he shuffled through the darkness of your living room. His feet padded down the hallway, guided by the faint glow of light escaping beneath your bedroom door. He paused outside the closed door. Apprehension filled him when he heard your shaky breathing.
Haechan swallowed nervously before raising his hand to the door and lightly tapping his knuckles against the wood. “(Y/n)?” he called out softly. “Is it okay if I come in?”
When he was met with an unsettling silence, his determination urged him to slowly turn the doorknob and gently push open the door. The second he stepped inside his eyes fell on you sitting at the foot of the bed with your head buried in your hands. His heart broke at the sight of your body visibly trembling.
Haechan knew you hated it whenever he found you in this state of vulnerability. When he was present, you often put on a brave face for him. You were always trying to maintain this cheerful facade, even when things were not okay. He understood the effort you made to protect him from your inner struggles. But the thought of you hurting weighed heavily on his heart.
With a small sigh, Haechan closed the door behind him. He noticed you tense up when he approached you cautiously.
“(Y/n),” he started to say, extending his hand towards you in a gesture of comfort.
But you shook your head vigorously and pulled away from him. “Please, just go away Hyuck. I don’t want to see me like this,” you pleaded.
His expression faltered at your attempt to push him away. He could sense the pain and he wasn’t going to let you face it alone.
“(Y/n), whatever it is…just let me be there for you,” he said.
But your head shook again, almost as if your brain was refusing to let Haechan’s words comfort you. Your fists repeatedly banged against your head, the pain momentarily numbing the overwhelming thoughts and emotions within you.
“I’m a mess, Haechan. I’m broken and damaged,” you cried. “I’m…I’m nothing but a burden right now.”
Haechan’s eyes widened with panic and he firmly grabbed your wrists to stop your self-destructive actions. “Hey, hey, don’t hurt yourself,” he murmured, trying to calm you down. “Who put those thoughts in your head, huh?”
As more tears cascaded down your cheek, Haechan loosened his grip on one of your hands and gently brushed away the tears with his thumb.
“Look at me, (Y/n),” Haechan whispered. He gently lifted your chin, locking your gaze with his.
“You are not a burden, nor are you broken or damaged,” he said, caressing your cheek. “Please don’t believe those lies your mind tells you.”
His voice was filled with a seriousness that resonated deep within your heart. The tears slowed and your body gradually stopped shaking. Once he was sure you wouldn’t resist, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a warm embrace. His chin rested atop your head, providing security, while his fingers tenderly stroked your hair.
“I know it’s hard for you to see yourself the way I see you,” he continues. “But trust me when I say you’re the strongest person I know, (Y/n).”
The outside world receded as his words sank in. Taking a deep breath, you closed your eyes and surrendered to his comforting embrace. No matter how frequently the inner demons resurfaced, Haechan remained steadfast in banishing them. Within his arms, you never felt safer.
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JAEMIN
Although you woke up this morning with a fever, that didn’t stop you from attending all your morning classes. It wasn’t that big of a deal, and you fully planned to spend the rest of the day in bed. However, when Jaemin sent a text asking if you wanted to come by his dance practice, you couldn’t turn him down. You also knew that if you told Jaemin you were sick, he’d get worried, and you didn’t want that.
Despite you not feeling your best, seeing Jaemin’s smile when you entered the practice room forced you to suck it up. The other members greeted you cheerfully, and their faces lit up when they spotted the bag of food in your hand.
“I missed you so much (Y/n),” Jaemin said. He spun you around in a hug that left you feeling a bit uneasy due to your headache. But you tried to push it off, not wanting to dampen the joyful atmosphere.
As you sat with the boys, you slowly started to realize that you weren't feeling any better. The fatigue and discomfort seemed to intensify, making it challenging to keep up with their energy.
Mark was the first to notice your lack of presence in the group. “Are you okay, (Y/n)? You look a little pale.”
“I—I’m fine. Just a little tired,” You mustered a weak smile as you gathered everyone’s trash to throw away. But as soon as you got up, the room started to spin.
Jaemin and the others stood panicked when they saw you lose balance. Luckily, Jaemin reacted quickly and caught you when your vision blurred out. The next thing you knew, you woke up a few moments later, finding yourself resting on Jaemin’s lap.
“Baby, why didn’t you tell me you weren’t feeling well?” he scolded lightly, stroking your hair. “You scared me.”
Seeing the genuine concern in his eyes made you feel a little guilty. “I’m sorry, I just didn’t want to be a burden to you,” you mumbled, slowly sitting up with Jaemin’s help.
Your boyfriend sighed and cupped your face in his hands. “No baby! You’re never a burden to me, especially when it comes to your health.”
Jaemin tried to convince you to go home, worried about your well-being. But you insisted on staying, wanting to support him. Throughout the rest of practice, he kept checking up on you. Despite some teasing and complaints from the other members about how disgusting and cute you guys were, you didn’t pay them much attention.
Seeing how much Jaemin cared for you and how attentive he was to your needs made you feel deeply loved and cherished.
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CHENLE
Gift-giving was Chenle’s love language, and it was something you still haven’t adjusted to. While you appreciated the thoughtfulness behind receiving flowers and stuffed animals from your boyfriend, you couldn’t help but feel a little guilty. You didn’t like him frequently spending money on you when he could save it for something more important. At the end of the day, you understood that this was Chenle’s way of expressing his love and you didn’t want to diminish that.
One afternoon, the two of you were at an outdoor mall on a date. The initial plan was just to do some window shopping. But there was a clothes shop place that Chenle suggested you guys check out. The two of you walked around the store for a bit and there was a dress that caught your eye. It was a simple plaid black dress adorned with white sleeves. The classic design exuded an elegance that matched your fashion style.
However, your interest was forgotten when you picked up the price tag. There was no way you were going to spend so much money on one dress. Chenle noticed your eyes widening and followed your gaze to the dress you were looking at.
“Oh, that would look so cute on you,” he remarked.
You smiled sheepishly and let go of the fabric. “Yeah, but it’s pretty expensive. I don’t think I should buy it.”
Chenle smiled and swung his arm around your shoulder. “Who says you’re buying the dress? Don’t worry baby, I got you.”
A frown immediately tugged at your lips. The idea of him paying already made you feel bad. Even if the dress was nice, you were perfectly fine with not having it.
“Chenle, you don’t have to do that. I’m not worth this,” you said quietly. The carefree expression on Chenle’s face turned to one of confusion.
“What do you mean you’re not worth it?” he asked. “You’re worth every cent of my money and love.”
“But I don’t want to burden you,” you emphasized. “It’s just a dress Chenle, I don’t need it.”
Sighing softly, Chenle cupped your cheeks into his hands, making sure you were looking into his eyes. “Listen here future Mrs. Zhong, you are not a burden or anything of the sort. You’re worthy of anything in this world and I will prove it to you at any cost.”
His words caused heat to rise to your cheeks. But when you lowered your head in embarrassment, Chenle brought your face back up and kissed you. He couldn’t care less about the nearby customers who were now staring at you two.
Feeling even more flustered, you pulled away in surprise. “Zhong Chenle, you can’t just kiss me in front of all these people!”
“Well if you don’t want me to kiss you again, you’re going to come with me to check this out.” Your boyfriend smiled mischievously and took the dress off the rack.
Any more protests from you went ignored, as the boy was already taking your hand and leading you to the checkout area. Chenle was definitely something else, always managing to surprise you with his spontaneous and caring nature. But you were grateful to have such a loving boyfriend. You could always count on him to make you feel like the most special girl in the world.
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JISUNG
He was just roaming around your apartment as you were in the kitchen making instant ramen for the two of you. It was Jisung’s second time visiting, and he wanted to become more familiar with your living space. He wandered into the bedroom, instantly picking up on how everything was so neat and tidy. He smiled when he spotted a framed picture of him on your nightstand. Seeing the photograph there filled him with warmth, knowing that you held him close to your heart.
However, he also noticed a small black journal on your nightstand. Curious, he picked up the object and opened it absentmindedly. His eyes quickly widened in horror as he read the top words on the second page.
It was a list of the things you didn't like about yourself. His heart sank as he saw pages filled with bullet points, each one representing the insecurities you carried within. Dread filled him as he skimmed over the reasons that varied from your looks to what you perceived as flaws.
What hurt him the most was the last one on the bottom, which said: “I am a burden to everyone around me.” The weight of those words hit him like a tidal wave, leaving his heart heavy with a mix of sadness and anguish.
“Jisung what are you—” You entered the room, wondering what he was doing in here.
Your body froze when you saw the notebook clutched tightly in his hands. The sight immediately filled you with panic, uncertain of how much he read.
Jisung glanced up, looking like he was about to cry. “(Y/n), do you really think you’re a burden?”
The sadness in his tone only confirmed your fears and caused a wave of vulnerability to wash over you. You took a hesitant step closer, wanting to reach out and comfort him, yet also feeling exposed and uncertain of how to respond. But when tears began to spill out of Jisung’s eyes, you rushed to his side.
“Baby I—” You tried to say something, but the words caught in your throat.
"Was there something I did or said to make you think that?" He fretted, his brows furrowing with genuine concern.
Shaking your head, you wrapped your arms around him. “No, you didn’t do anything Jisungie. It’s just me that’s the problem.”
Hearing your confession only made him feel worse. The realization that you had been struggling with these feelings of, and he didn’t know killed him. As your boyfriend, he felt responsible for not being there to show how much you meant to him.
“(Y/n), I…I love you so much,” Jisung cried, his voice muffled against your shirt. “You’re never a burden to me or…or anyone. Please don’t think that way.”
You slowly exhaled, offering soothing pats on the boy’s back as you tried to comfort him. Seeing how deeply upset Jisung was about this surprised you. It took a few minutes for you to get him to stop crying. You rocked him back and forth in your embrace, pressing kisses into his hair and whispering apologies. Once he calmed down, you promised Jisung you’d work on being less critical of yourself and be more open about your feelings with him.
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I’ve always thought about writing short stories here. This will be my first post here and I hope you all enjoy my writing.
I will be writing for Nct which includes all units. Nct 127, Nct Dream and Wayv.
I truly hope you enjoy my work.
My stories will include Fluff, Angst, Smut and Suggestive Smut. It may change depending on the story and what I feel is right.
See you all soon with my first short story First Love- Mark Lee
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☆ 90's Love.
PAIRING: MARK LEE X FEM!READER.
GENRE: SMAU + WRITTEN.
CONTENTS: work romance, mark is oblivious, non-idol! au, written chapters, fluff, slice of life, def a lot of profanity, joking around of killing… :p
SUMMARY: long boring office days seem to become shorter once your eyes land on him, trying to find a way to get closer to him you ask your friends for help, maybe you and him could end up more than just friends…?
AUTHOR NOTE: im finally back and this time with an smau 🙀🙀 i hope you guys enjoy this, its been so long since ive written something and this is my first smau so please show it lots of love 🫶 (creds to nia’lah for the story’s header <3 @itaehynz)
STATUS: ongoing.. !
SCHEDULE: every friday @ 10pm (MDT) !
FEATURING — . . . the rest of nct 127, TXT’s yeonjun & beomgyu, shinee’s taemin !
PROFILES: baddies w da fatties ‼️‼️ | sm doesnt pay us enough 🫡💔
01. who is that fine ass man.. 02. wdym i cant just stare at him
TAGLIST: open for adding! send an ask to be added ;)
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nct 127 being in a relationship with you
pairing: bf!nct 127 x fem!reader
genre: established relationship, fluff
warnings: pet names, otherwise none!
note: i’m starting this at 5am in the morning, so bare with me :/ but thank you for 300+ followers! <3
i feel like taeil is the type of guy who would basically buy you the world.
always making sure you’re okay, asking if you’re comfortable or if you need anything.
“darling are you okay?” i feel like that would be his most asked question right after saying i love you to you the whole day cause he likes to share what’s on his mind all the time, and you’re all he’s ever thinking about.
being completely whipped would probably be johnny. the big guy but big heart.
constantly opening doors for you, taking you out to eat, buying you flowers and neck kisses while holding the car door open so you can get in.
stroking your hair while you’re falling asleep, and always waiting for you to fall asleep first so he can cuddle up to you.
taeyong would be the calmest ever, definitely letting everything go your way, not even caring if he wants it differently!
“we can do it like you want it to happen baby” or “you can decide” even tho he wants it to happen his way but he loves you so much that he just wants you to be happy!
posting a lot of pictures on social media about you two, from date nights to just laying in bed cuddling.
yuta. he would be the wildest, but also the most settled down.
he knows exactly what he wants with you in the future always speaking about marriage, giving you little hints.
buying you your favorite things, cuddling with you while watching a movie or just brushing your hair after a long shower you two took!
doyoung is more of the calm guy i feel like, definitely complimenting you a lot, telling you how great you look and how much he loves you.
holding your hand while the two of you are on a date.
“we should get that princess, don’t you think?” calling you princess and always asking for your opinion cause he wants you to feel loved by him.
jaehyun, oh were do i even start.
you’re his world, his everything. he will always treat you like a queen.
“i’m gonna do that baby, don’t worry” always doing your chores for you, not letting you do anything.
buying you expensive things, ring with his name engraved into it, blow drying your hair after a long bath, cuddling and singing songs to you until you fall asleep.
jungwoo is the funny one, but still a little bit possessed.
always scared he’s gonna do smth wrong which ends up with you crackling up cause he’s so funny when he’s scared.
cooking? he leaves that up to you cause he still wants to continue living in the house and not burn it down.
he folds the laundry for you tho and helps you with other tasks like cleaning and running errands! that’s his way of showing his love to you.
mark, he’s definitely gatekeeping you cause he loves you so much, but whenever you ask “i wanted to go out, you wanna come with me?” he lets you go alone cause you also need your girl time!
calls you while he’s at work asking if you wanna pick him up cause he reserved a table for two at a fancy restaurant.
haechan is the mood maker, always keeping you company whenever you’re not feeling well.
ordering food for the two of you, putting on your favourite show & placing small kisses all over your face!
always sharing funny stories that happened at work, basically begging you not to tell the others that he told you!
cooking together with you, doing the dishes together & random dance parties whenever the two of you have time.
sharing his blanket with you when you’re cold, spooning you with small neck kisses until you’re warm and asleep.
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BOOK CLUB -
[ ot7 x reader ]
MILLIONAIRE CLUB + tae
8 participants - 8 online
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tae: my girl tell me to shut up and i do
hobi: do you have schizophrenia
jk: ong
my girl tell me to shut up i kill myself
yoongi: it’s 6 in the morning
tae: so…
i’ve been seeing someone…
jimin: as in dating??
namjoon: therapy?
hobi: hallucinations?????
y/n: gm 😚
jk: omg my girl online what do i do >.<
jin: send nudes
jk: u first
jin: ?
jk: ??
jin: send it to HER
jk: ohhhhh
yoongi: ur girl?
namjoon: our book is out btw
tae: we wrote a book?
jk: did my story about the aggressive zebra in my room make it in
jimin: what
tae: i don’t remember writing a book
namjoon: no
jk: wtf :/
hobi: he needs to leave those drugs ALONE i’m telling you
jin: awoman
tae: did you write it without me??
y/n: if exo and superjunior are at our doors with ak47’s and bombs in the next 48 hours don’t act surprised
jimin: i could take them all tbh 🥱
jk: in bed?
jimin: stop talking to me
tae: do i still get paid for the book?
namjoon: ur overreacting
jimin: ????
DID YOU NOT SEE WHAT THAT NASTY MANCHILD SAID??????
namjoon: not you
y/n: I AM NOT
they’re gonna come get us i’m not joking
hobi: what if they bring all of nct with them
yk for back up
y/n: the end of bts for realzies
yoongi: dramatic
jk: let’s bomb the sm building
tae: is it like a colouring book?
namjoon: tae stop talking
tae: ur not my girl i don’t answer to you
hobi: where do we get a bomb?
jimin: bet namjoon knows
namjoon: ??
why would i know
jin: but i like shinee
y/n: REAL
we have to think about this
yoongi: still 6 in the morning btw
jimin: okay big ben like???
jin: yoongi can you not be a hater rn
yoongi: get a job
jin: i just wrote a book actually
namjoon: technically
jin: shut the FUCK up
tae: SO YOU DID DO IT WITHOUT ME
hobi: what if we bombed it while shinee wasn’t there
jk: what about nct??
i think they’re cool
jimin: idc what you think tbh
y/n: i agree
jimin: great minds think alike
y/n: make sure shinee and nct are out
ALL of nct
jimin: nvm
jin: isn’t there like 400 of them
lowkey impossible
namjoon: 400 is a major exaggeration
there like 20 of them??
something like that
y/n: gotta make sure marks safe >.<
yoongi: ?
jk: what
tae: is the book only in korean?
jin: someone put a muzzle on him omg
hobi: isn’t he into that?
jin: ur right the only option is to kill myself
jimin: this bomb plan is getting long i’m out
hobi: yikes
same
y/n: hobi :C
hobi: sorry :c
jk: i’m also out i have a new mission
jimin: to shower??
sorry couldn’t help myself
i’m actually not sorry
i could help myself
i like to lie sometimes
jin: kim seokjin is also out
y/n: fine me it’s gonna be me yoongi and joon to save us all then
namjoon: i never said i was in?
y/n: you never said you were out?
namjoon: out
yoongi: i’m not involved
y/n: FINE
you all SUCK
poor lonely y/n will save the day then
assholes
we have to get them first
like are you guys suicidal??
hobi: a bit
y/n: i’m just gonna save myself then
hobi: saving you saving me
i really love nct
y/n: hope they get you first
hobi: i’ll literally become an nct member
i’ll be in wayV
jk: ur not chinese
unless…
jin: wayV isnt nct that’s two different groups??
namjoon: isn’t the group just called nct 127?
jin: like they are all under 127?
yoongi: so what’s nct dream then?
jimin: isn’t there an nct u??
jk: me?
jin: so the people that sung the perfume song are 127 not wayv???
y/n: no dojaejung are a separate unit
but they are also in nct 127
namjoon: what
yoongi: superm is also 127?
jimin: i’m having a stroke
this is so jin core
jin: excuse me??
jimin: ??
hobi: fake fans
you would never understand this nct life i live
namjoon: ur right
yoongi: what is going on
jk: have fun with nct i’ll miss you
jin: i’m back on the plan of bombing sm cuz wtf was that
unnecessary as HELL
down with sm
and all their fucking units
tae: can i get my money from the book now or…
yoongi: why are you still talking about the book
jimin: the broke era is really getting bad
y/n: begging for money is insane
tae: i’m NOT begging
y/n: so what are you doing?
tae: humbly asking for my cut?
i’m a businessman
i’m a millionaire for a reason
namjoon: act like it
tae: um?
rude but i’ll let it slide
pay up
now
someone
anyone
preferably now would be nice
JIMIN DID YOU JUST REQUEST 4K FROM ME WHAT THE HELL??
jimin: don’t have it millionaire?
tae: ofc i do!!!!!
but why in my right mind would i give YOU out off all people any of MY money
y/n: if you are in ur right mind i must be fucking insane oh my god
jin: about to cut some watermelon
hobi: yummy
jk: what if nct are all robots made by russia to spy on all of us
tae: what
jk: i’ll kill mark first
to test the theory
tae: ur not talking about my money and it’s making me itch stfu pls
yoongi: itch?
hobi: are you a crack addict?
jimin: namjoon would know a lot about that
namjoon: no i wouldn’t
stop saying that
jin: this watermelon just squirted on me
feeling violated
y/n: wtf?
hobi: i don’t think that’s normal
jimin: how tf a watermelon squirt
jk: pics
yoongi: what is wrong with you
namjoon: let’s do a phone detox
let’s all turn our phones off
for a month
tae: IM ITCHINGGGGG
jimin: namjoon 1 hour off the drugs
hobi: highkey gross get some cream or something??
jin: right i’m trying to eat here
namjoon: i don’t do drugs
jin: what if i sent a watermelon with a bomb in it to sm
namjoon: leave sm alone
jin: never
i’ll send a bomb for every unit they confused the poor world with
jk: 82
jimin: something about that number seems wrong
jk: 127
yoongi: didn’t laugh
y/n: think you did
tae: itched so hard i’m bleeding
hobi: we’re gonna let them kill tae before the bombs are sent right?
tae: ??
jin: that’s stupid
tae: right like 😭😭
jin: ofc lmao
tae: what
y/n: now we have a book out can we start a book club
namjoon: that would be cute
yoongi: idk if tae knows how to read like that
jk: i love boobs
*books
i SWEAR I MEANT TO SAY BOOKS
PLS BELIEVE ME
jimin: i don’t believe you
jk: PLS
tae: i love the sound of “book club”
hobi: ???
y/n: “book club”??
tae: what?
jin: he’s gonna say something dumb
tae: book club is code for sex?
jin: told you
y/n: what
hobi: bro
jk: it is?
yoongi: no
tae: guys i think ur getting old
all the kids know that
jk: i would like to try book club
did i say it right?
like the kids would
tae: no it’s gotta be more like
wanna join my book club 😉
jk: wanna join my book club 😉
tae: perfect
jk: i don’t have a book club tho
tae: that doesn’t matter
jk: i don’t like lying
i don’t think i can do this
yoongi: same
yoongi left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
tae: he’s mad he’s old
doesn’t know the slang of todays children
jin left left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
tae: lame
@y/n wanna join my book club 😉
y/n left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
jk: DON’T TALK TO HER LIKE THAT YOU NASTY LITTLE LIAR
jk left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
tae: lol wtf he mad as hell
hobi left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
jimin left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
namjoon: i really hope the person that you’re seeing is actually a therapist
namjoon left “MILLIONAIRES CLUB + tae”
#bts crack#bts fanfic#bts fic#bts fluff#bts text#bts x reader#bts imagines#bts x y/n#bts x you#namjoon x reader#jin x reader#suga x reader#jhope x reader#jimin x reader#v x reader#jungkook x reader#hobi x reader#taehyung x reader#bts fake chats#bts incorrect texts#ot7 x reader
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dating an nct 127 member and being besties with another
pairing: nct 127 member bsf x reader x nct 127 member bf
type: scenario
warnings: none really
a/n: so each one is the bestie and it says who the partner is. if that makes sense lol
masterlist | info
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taeyong- besties with doyoung’s partner
so you actually did a little work with nct on a title track. you wrote and produced the demo and worked really closely with taeyong and became besties in the process. you’re more freelance, so your time working with 127 was short but taeyong still wanted to work with you on different projects so he kept you around some. this is also how you met doyoung. you are quite literally the polar opposite of doyoung and your differences made him fall for you SO hard but it took him a little while to actually ask you out. ty was the one encouraging him the whole way but it took soooo much effort for him to not tell you. he was there and helped arrange for you to be at the studio for doyoung to ask you out. the second doyoung left after asking you, the both of you cheered and screamed together. he’s been your and doyoung’s biggest supporter and defender ever since.
taeil- besties with jungwoo’s partner
from the moment he met you he thought you were adorable. tiny and sweet, like a little sibling. he has a little sister and he’s the oldest in nct so the brotherly protective role came pretty naturally with him when it came to you. he NEVER let’s you pay when y’all are out and he just has a way of looking out for you when jungwoo isn’t able to. you and taeil also have basically the same music taste so you’re always sending each other new music you find. jungwoo thought it was very sweet the way his hyung took you under his wing and grateful to have someone look after you like an older sibling.
johnny- besties with haechan’s partner
it was just to be expected. donghyuk is pretty much johnny’s son so he had to get to know his new child. at first it started out as a way to protect donghyuk, getting to know you just to make sure he wouldn’t get hurt but eventually you two became very close. as time went on, johnny worried less about donghyuk getting hurt and more about you. donghyuk is actually really thankful to have someone around who might be able to protect you better than he can especially when it comes to the more questionable fans of nct. you had a few moments where he was definitely glad to have johnny around. both of your boys just want you safe. your boyfriend loved that you and johnny were so close… until he became the butt of the joke. all with love though.
yuta- besties with mark’s partner
you’re literally the perfect mirror of mark, like a little ray of sunshine. all of the endearing qualities mark has like being clumsy, goofy, and sweet, you have and yuta immediately took to you. he’s just as affectionate with you as he is with mark (in a respectful way of course). sometimes he’ll even push mark away when he tries to love on either of you. yuta treats you like his precious little angel and he will fight anyone that hurts you, including and especially mark. he will sometimes call you up on his off days when mark has to work for dream or producing and make sure you’re well fed and not bored. he’ll also just facetime you in general, especially when the boys are on tour. it’s really funny because he never tells mark he’s calling you and mark just walks in and you’re on yuta’s phone. “wait… is that y/n??” “yes, but they’re mine right now. you can call them later.” the thing that warmed yuta’s heart the most is when you started learning japanese just to have something else in common with him… also to shit talk about mark a little. despite being teased so much, mark is actually so happy that you and yuta are close. he’s glad to have him care for you so well and honestly him not liking you would have been a bit of a dealbreaker.
doyoung- bestie’s with taeil’s partner
funny story… doyoung was actually your bias. the look on everyone’s faces when he said this at your first meeting the boys was priceless—especially doyoung’s face. after the initial shock wore off, doyoung was totally endeared by your admiration and wanted to get to know you for who you were and because you were dating his group mate. his expectations were low, not thinking you would be close but he hoped to have pleasant interactions with you. come to find out, the reason you were always so drawn to him as a fan was because you were so much alike in a lot of ways. taeil actually found it kind of funny and preferred that you weren’t all over him just because of his role in nct. he was glad that you found a friend within the group of boys he’s known for so long and he feels like doyoung is one of the better choices among them.
jaehyun- besties with johnny’s partner
no one was surprised when johnny started dating a foreigner and he was incredible when you made the move to korea but the new environment had you pretty anxious when it came to making friends. it didn’t help that you were still learning the language too. jaehyun was the first to step up and offer to help you and be a conversation partner. of course, johnny was top choice but it was nice to have someone else. your boyfriend is incredibly confident in himself and never once was threatened by your friendship because he trusts you both so well. at the end of the day, he knows that you’re with him because you love him and not his best friend. when teaching helping you study korean, jaehyun had so much patience with you and never made you feel bad when you messed up your pronunciation or phrasing. this pair is really the best to go out with because they’re so goofy and comfortable with each other and you fit in so well. the three of you are the perfect trio.
jungwoo- bestie’s with jaehyun’s partner
you and jungwoo were pretty similar and close in age so when jaehyun introduced you to the group you clicked immediately. the two of you started hanging out more often and he would invite you to hang out at practices which threw jaehyun off when you’d walk in and he didn’t invite you. the group called you “the twins” because you were practically the same person and almost always together. jaehyun had to catch himself at first because even though he wasn’t normally the jealous type, he couldn’t help but see how well you got along. he was just so scared of losing you but honestly you and jungwoo laughed when he brought the notion up to you and were almost like school kids saying it was “gross”. truly, you never thought of each other in that way. from then on, jaehyun was happy that his little nct family loved you almost as much as he did.
mark- besties with taeyong’s partner
mark actually introduced the two of you. you had known mark for years and one day when you were with mark at his studio, taeyong walked in. he was so sweet and shy but very kind to you, it melted your heart. after that you would do all you could to get a chance to see him again. for months, you silently held on to your crush and thankfully mark is pretty obvious despite knowing you so well. it came as quite the shock to mark when you told him but he made it his mission to find out if he liked you too and set you up. years later mark was telling everyone the story during his best man speech.
haechan- besties with yuta’s partner
honestly, this shocked everyone a little bit. we all know how donghyuk tries so hard to receive yuta’s love, when he started dating you, donghyuk didn’t really try as hard with you. he was polite and kind but kept a distance but you’re the one that found him to be so adorable that he couldn’t help but have hearts in his eyes. you’re kind of like an older sibling with him. you care for him, take him out to eat, you listen and help him with his problems. donghyuk being your bestie meant that he’s over at your apartment A LOT which yuta doesn’t like very much but it’s the best time to poke fun at him. also whenever you come to see yuta at work, he spots you immediately and rushes over to hug you. sometimes even before yuta can get to you (which he HATES). most of the time when you’re with the boys, yuta has to fight him off you to give affection but it’s cute that they fight over you.
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—｛🎂｝... LUVYENI'S; MAIN MASTERLIST PT.2 !
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DISCLAIMER:: ‼this is a work of fiction , all the stories below do not represent the idols in any way.
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m= mature s= suggestive f= fluff
—｛🍰｝... STRAY KIDS !
BANG CHAN
hair tie drabble (m)
LEE KNOW
CHANGBIN
needy (m)
HYUNJIN
HAN JISUNG
for your pleaser (m)
FELIX
SEUNGMIN
JEONGIN
staying in bed (m)
don't mind (m)
make it up to you (m)
prove it (m)
DIFFERENT/ALL MEMBERS
sleep over changlix (m)
ranking places you guys had sex (text)(m)
SERIES
STRAYKIDS HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... ENHYPEN !
JUNGWON
waking up with you (f)(s)
HEESEUNG
butterfly garden (m)
backseat loving (m)
jersey (m)
when he's in the mood (m)
JAY
my favorite girl (m)(f)
JAKE
mad at me (m)
SUNGHOON
plug sunghoon drabble (m)
SUNOO
bite me vampire!sunoo drabble (m)
NI-KI
DIFFERENT/ALL MEMBERS
seeing you in your bra w/ hung line (m)
ranking places you guys had sex (text)(m)
vibrating panties w/ 02z liner (m)
SERIES
ENHYPEN HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... TOMORROW X TOGETHER !
SOOBIN
YEONJUN
BEOMGYU
TAEHYUN
HUENING KAI
DIFFERENT/ALL MEMBERS
SERIES
TUBATU HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
— ｛🍰｝... NCT DREAM !
MARK
RENJUN
handle me (m)
JENO
cute little intern (m)
HAECHAN
everyday text w/ bf!hyuck (m)
JAEMIN
dumb bunny , sly fox (m)
CHENLE
truth or dare (m)
sneaky link (m)
JISUNG
DIFFERENT/ALL MEMBERS
mutual masturbation w/ 00' line (m)
ranking places you guys had sex (text)(m)
SERIES
camera ready 00' liner series (m)(f)(a)
NCT DREAM HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... NCT 127 !
TAEYONG
TAEIL
JOHNNY
wash day (m)
YUTA
DOYOUNG
JAEHYUN
JUNGWOO
tell me you love (a)(f)
DIFFERENT/ALL MEMBERS
dream team - dojaejung (m)
blow jobs with nct 127 (m)
SERIES
NCT 127 HARD THOUGHTS HERE !
—｛🍰｝... MISC !
luvyeni 6k drabble special (m)
jealousy , jealousy - huh yunjin (m)
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ilichil as agere caregivers !
nct 127 x f!reader
warnings feminine nicknames dni if you sexualize age regression in any way . author's note i guess this is my opening to start writing cg!127 and cg!wayv ! mahae can be found here and winwin's headcanons can be found in wayv's when it's out .
moon taeil (´ ∀ ` *)
he’s just so entranced with you and age regression in general.
“wait, that’s a thing you can do?”
he can’t keep his eyes of you when you’re feeling tiny, not because he thinks you’re in trouble or anything, but because he views you as the cutest thing in the whole world!
a grandpa-like caregiver. loves pinching your cheeks and pretending to eat you up! nom nom nom
not a big title user. he’s just moonie and ur his kid! his baby :3 his precious bit of starlight
got a rocking chair just to sit in with you to sing you lullabies when you have trouble sleeping!
what’s the opposite of an iron fist? that’s taeil.
if it’s past bedtime and you’re small or you don’t want to eat a certain food on your plate, you can bet one of two things will happen: a) he just lets you do what you want or b) bribes you with a sweet treat
you can try to bribe him in return the few times he puts his foot down, but he’s surprisingly firm. he’s not a pushover by any means.
“please?” you bat your lashes at him.
“no.” the little bugger puffs his cheeks right back at you.
the worst at playing with dolls /lh
“oh no, we got kidnapped!” you gasp, moving the bingo mini figurine in your hand.
“oh no...” taeil moves bandit in his hand with a voice lacking so much emotion it’s actually impressive.
he’s doing his best. try playing pretend instead! (he likes playing doctor the most)
seo youngho (￢‿￢ )
you got him wrapped around your finger! not that he’ll ever admit it
saw a cute dress? he got it for you. your stuffie’s arm ripped? he’s learning to sew for you.
purposefully hides pieces of the puzzle you’re building and feigns innocence just to see you get mad when you find out his schemes
“how’d that happen?” he pouts, cocking his head to the side.
if he every truly upsets you, he’s quick to apologize, pulling you into his arms and leaving kisses all over your cheeks until you’re laughing again because it tickles so much and he’s holding you so tight you can’t get away!
johnny loves being called daddy! he’s your daddy and you’re his babygirl!
loves cheesy, old-fashioned nicknames like honeybun, buttercup, cupcake… he just thinks you’re sweet, is what he’s trying to say
he loves when you sit on his lap and show him the coloring pages you finished while he was gone. he’ll make up stories off them like the purple elephant that wants to be a trapeze for the circus!
another big fan of playing pretend
his favorite game is dinosaurs, stomping around the house in slow motion with an evil toothy grin. you always manage to sneak away from his t-rex arms somehow but he’ll get you one day!
but johnny isn’t just a big goof. he knows when to put his foot down and is more 50-50 with it rather than taeil’s 90-10.
“i said no. put that back, please.”
his serious voice never fails to cause a shiver up your spine, settling you down within seconds.
when you finally decided to tell johnny, it took a minute for him to understand what exactly age regression is but kept the line of communication open. very open.
once, you were at work and your screen lit up with a message notification from him reading ‘do you like pacifiers?’
you almost beat him up
lee taeyong (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
worrywart !
doesn’t wanna make your regression feel even the slightest bit off. prioritizes your safety and comfort
at the beginning, taeyong as a cg can be seen as… a bit much
in preparation for his first time caring for you when small, he bought so many things. just anything he saw mentioned just once in all of his research of agere.
from itty bitty gear to middle/teen gear, bubu bought it all. if you don’t use any gear at all and have the ice cold heart to tell him so, you watch the color drain from his face.
poor guy
he just likes to be prepared. there’s nothing he likes more than a good plan.
cooking together is always so much fun. never lets you near the knives or heat but likes to keep you around to be his taste tester!
“what do you think, sweet pea?” “so yummy, bubu!”
loves doing crafts with you, particularly finger painting. you do it regularly, always forgetting that taeyong’s going to make you take a bath when the two of you end up with paint all over your faces and clothes
if you are allow it, taeyong is great with bathtimes !! he’s got rubber duckies and bath crayons to play with while he washes your hair.
cackles like a witch with a cauldron when adding a bathbomb to the bathtub, saying he’s preparing ‘baby soup’
“mommy, stop bein’ creepy.” “sorry, bug (っ- ‸ – ς)”
nakamoto yuta (￣ω￣)
“so yeah, it was just me and this big panther booking it down the forest to get away from this bear.”
“and then?!”
“i dunno i made it up :3”
an evil, evil man that takes advantage of your imagination during your tiny time to make up stories only to not finish them!
“what do you think would’ve happened next, baby?”
evil, but a good storyteller that gives you ideas for games nearly everyday you suppose….
loves playing dress up and salon
learned to do your hair! it’s an ongoing process… how did you end up with one low bun and one high? don’t ask
your breath hitches because he pulled a little too tight and he drops everything. are you okay? are you crying? he’s sorry, so so sorry. you know what? let’s have ice cream for dinner
likes listening to acid black cherry while doing your (v-kei) makeup! lets you sit on his lap when its your turn to do his
“daddy’s making you a total rockstar, baby.”
lets you draw on him! might get one (or several) of your doodles tattooed on his skin permanently just because he likes it so much
cuddling is his true life’s passion. takes out all the pillows and blankets in the house to make a pillow fort for movie nights. if he has any left over he uses them to wrap you up into a burrito
kim dongyoung （´▽｀）
just smile and wave, doyoung, smile and wave
maybe he shouldn’t have introduced you to his friends… they help add to your mischievous streak
“bunny? kangaroo! …pogo stick?”
“doie… ‘s obviously you.”
“me?”
“yeah! when you can’t get the stuff on the top shelf at the the store so you did like this. ‘member? doie so bad at charades...”
“:D ?!”
simultaneously the most competitive and worst player when it comes to video games
says he’s gonna win as you load up animal crossing like ….? okay gramps
hates when you call him that so you do it as much as possible because you live to displease
always knows the right thing to say when you’re feeling big feelings that feel only bigger when you’re small
treats you like you’re made of porcelain, his fingers delicately wiping your tears away silently.
never tells you to not cry or to stop, just tries to makes the process of feeling your emotions as easy as possible by making sure you’re drinking as much water as you’re crying out and making sure nothing could trigger you further
when you first told him about your regression you weren’t sure what his reaction was gonna be. he just stared dead at you in silence for like 8 minutes and then whispered “yeah… that makes sense” to himself
what is that supposed to mean? you know as well as i
jeong yunoh o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
he really just wants you to think he’s cool
that’s his main thing. of course, you being comfortable and happy is first, but you thinking he’s cool is a close second
most of his cg work is actually done behind the scenes; trying recipes, researching agere tips, and learning different crafts so that when you’re finally little again he can see the sweet, sweet sight of your awe
if you two planned for you to have some tiny time after a long time spent without regressing because overwhelming stress and responsibilities, you can bet on jaehyun to have organized an entire mermaid scavenger hunt in your home at a 6pm on a wednesday evening
the reward is always a ticket for something like a veggie-free night or a warm hug (he’ll give them to you whether you have one or not)
he calls them baby tickets
yes, that’s really what he calls them. yes, he chose the name himself.
there’s a reason you don’t let him name your dolls or stuffies
you tried once, this is basically how it went:
“hyunnie, what you think?”
“it’s a bear… and pink… what about bearie? like strawberry and bear. bearie, haha. get it?”
“…”
likes being called mister! but it’s actually rare for you to call him anything other than hyunnie
“say ‘please’ and i’ll think about it.”
“please, mist-”
he’s already swiping his card
dong sicheng ♡✧( ु•⌄• )
read here (when it’s published) !
kim jungwoo (☆^ー^☆)
the silliest!!!!! how can you not love snoopy
your number one supporter in every single thing.
“the way you colored the sky with cerulean blue instead of the standard blue is just a peek into the artistic genius mind you have, my dear. how is every single art piece of yours just flawless?”
your babbles? “you don’t say! you know, i never did like that scoundrel…”
loves playing doggy! he could be cleaning around the house but if you slip that dog ear headband on him he’ll drop everything to entertain you.
he’s shattered a few plates...
he’s the most loyal friend you could have. he herds all your sheep plushies together and sniffs out the clues to help you solve the mysteries!
he also lets you doodle on his face. he’s just so easy-going it doesn’t matter what. whiskers? meow! mustache? hm, yes, it’s quite becoming of him, he thinks. you stuck some gem stickers on his cheeks? he’s an alien from the moon.
likes playing pretend much more than playing with toys.
sulky when you choose to play with your dolls rather than him. when he’s literally right there!!! your best friend :(( your buddy :((
i don’t know how else to describe this other than a dog-like caregiver
energy is always up, even when its bedtime which can be counterproductive sometimes. although? not completely? he definitely helps you tire yourself out until you’re knocked out on the couch
his nickname for you is giggles !! your giggles are his favorite thing in the whole wide world and makes sure to tell you that often.
lee minhyung (ᓀ‸ᓂ)
read here !
lee donghyuck ʕ˙Ⱉ˙‧:ʔ
read here !
extra ! ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹
cg!johnny+yuta is being hit with whiplash every two seconds because they can either be the sweetest people ever or pranksters from the deepest depth of WICKEDNESS AND DARKNESS. they always, always, always tag team too, so it’s not like you can run to one when they other is trying to tickle you to death
cg!jeno+jungwoo is what happens when a baby is left alone with an old, tired dog (jeno) and his younger brother that has all the energy in the world (jungwoo)
cg!taeyong+doyoung has the same power imbalance as djj, leaving doyoung groveling at the ground even when he’s supposed to be the one taking care of the others
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