#i myself am at a point where i just want to read these two cuties do aaaaaall the stuff đ
was supposed to write the advent calendar fics, ended up writing an extra scene for let me down slowly. woops. anyway! I hope you like it, it's Olli's POV, titled let go of my tears and you can read it on AO3 đ€
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Hello cutie pie! How's your day going? Great? I really hope so!
I was passing by and see your request are open, so imma gonna just drop it here in case you feel like writing :)
Rise!Leo x reader (female or neutral, your choise) when the reader is the "affectionate captain",adore givin hugs,hung outs,bein close or not always respecting people bondaries but,when she's got a crush on Leo, she unconsciously begin to be away from him like,less hugs,hung outs,contact because she starts to get nervous around him without notice.
And yeah, that's it,hope you like the idea,bye bye! âșïž
Rise!Leo x Reader
OF COURSE!!! THATS SUCH A GREAT IDEA AHHH!!
Note: This is the first request i got, so sorry for the delay! and for the other reqs, I'll try to finish it as soon as possible!
Note (2): im so sorry again if the fic isn't like the request but i tried! also i wrote this like around 2 am so, excuse my grammar đ
Summary: Leo started to notice that you've been avoiding him, less contact and etc, despite of you two being more close with each-other, he decided to confront you about it and it ended up you having to confess.
Reader's Pronouns: She/Her
He noticed it pretty quickly.
Whenever he goes in and tried talking to you or goes in to hug you like the usual greetings you two always do, he always sees you slowly moving away or having excuses to go off somewhere.
assuming you were busy at the moment so he brushed it off.
But, he's starting to suspect it because it happens all the time whenever he's tries to talk to you.
He can't help and be jealous whenever he sees you and his brothers hang a lot like you guys were so much closer than him.
He overthinks it, ALOT. he thinks that he did something wrong that made you so upset with him!
He even tried talking to one of his brothers or april, asking for an advice or just rant to them.
and of course, they would be sick of him from listening to his rants, since he rants about this to them 24/7.
It was a saturday night, requested by april that they should watch a lou jitsu movie or have a movie marathon.
of course Y/N was invited, thankfully she agreed to come.
so everyone prepared some snacks that they could provide at the table near.
"hey uh april, as much as i wanted to join you guys watch the lou jitsu movie for the hundreds of times, like i really REALLY do. but i still need to read my jupiter jim comics." leo says as he crossed his arm in a lazy stance.
"What! no no, think about it! the only reason i agreed to do this is for you to have the opportunity to go talk to Y/N, confront her about the whole situation!" April quickly stood up from where she's sitting on, leaving the others as she goes to leo.
"what's the point? she'll probably push me away, she HATES me april! and that makes me hate myself." leo frowns, his hands down in defeat.
April then goes and grabs his shoulders firmly. "and do you want her to hate you forever? i don't think so."
then when april saw Y/N's presence in the distance, she pushed leo to go on, as she goes back to the others.
Leo stumbled as he glanced at Y/N, he gulped then he stood straight, taking deep breaths, patting his plastron to keep him calm. "you got this leo.. just.. go talk to her!"
before turning to where Y/N was, as she looked at him, she stood there. completely frozen.
"Ohhh, Y/N it's so great to see you! do you mind talking for a bit?" Leo smiled at you.
"Uhm.. sorry, the movie's about to start and i don't-" She replied, cutting of her sentence while smiling awkwardly.
"I understand! totally. but it will be quick, i promise so please, just listen." Leo sighed, his genuinely looked concerened.
Y/N just stood there, didn't know what to say. she could feel her face heating up, trying to keep as much eye contact as possible to make it less awkward.
"you haven't talked to me, didn't answered all my calls, and we barely hang. what's wrong?"
No reply once again.
"I'm sorry, Y/N for whatever I'm done! but please talk to me, tell me what's wrong?" he says as he held your hands gently with.
Y/N gulped when she felt her hand touched his, soon looking at him. "I- uh.. i just.." she couldn't find the words.
Leo looked at her, as he leaned in closer to her face. "uhh Y/N?? are you okay?"
"Okay! OKAY! fine I'll tell you what's the problem!" Y/N moved her hands off him.
"I have feelings for you! i haven't felt this feeling from anyone else but only from you.. it hurts me to see us hanging less but you always take my breath away whenever you're around and can't help but feel so nervous! god.. i hated to tell you this because i didn't wanna ruin our friendship that we have." Y/N sighs, feeling humiliated with herself.
she noticed leo wasn't replying. assuming he was still processing all of this or something more worse.
"Y/N, is that really the problem because you couldn't handle my charm this much?" Leo chuckled, soon he cupped your face with his hands.
"but in serious thought, i also love you too, and i would hate to see us being apart ever again." he said this as he slowly leaned in to kiss you.
Y/N was so happy and is also glad to hear that it didn't end so badly, as she closed her eyes waiting for the kiss.
"Awwwww, this is so adorable!" mikey says from the distance, wiping a fake tear.
"Mikey!"
Leo soon glanced at his brothers, shocked. "you guys were watching us!?" he blushed
"we're still here, remember?" donnie rolled his eyes with a small smile on his face.
"This is better than watching the movie!" April Cheered.
Leo's hands didn't let go of Y/N's face, who was also blushing as hard ever, stunned at the situation.
"Well, might as well enjoy the show" leo smirked, as he looked at Y/N again as he leans in to finally kiss her.
Which Y/N returned happily, wrapping her arms around his neck.
and everyone started screaming.
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Talking a little on the recent mangas I've started reading this weekđâšđ(two of them are new to me, for the others, I've picked up on the manga after finishing their current anime seasons) đTHERE MIGHT BE SPOILERSđ
1) Tomodachi Game:
So i think I've only read up to around 12 chapters or so and it's so good????
The roller-coaster of emotions it's making me have though- like i started loving Tenji with my whole heart and soul then he...disappointed me. Then he earned my trust again- a whole twist.
Yuuichi is a pretty good MC so far. Bro is a cutie.
Sawaragi pisses me off a little. Idk how to explain it though.
Yuutori my girl đ
Shibe um... đđđ Yeah. And no i don't dislike him for what he tried to do in chapter 2 or so. I just... He's too dumb.
Also the art?????? Muah
I watched some scenes of the anime in the beginning after i read a couple of chapters and it's...disappointing. Even the animation is wonky.
But just- the art style has me in luvvvv
Manabu-kun keeps on gaslighting, gatekeeping and girlbossing every chapter.
Also, I'm praying for my boy Yuuichi's sanity. At first i was like "Sawaragi, i get hes cute but WHAT do u see in him??" and i see now. My girl has some amazing taste, at least for that.
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2) Mairimashita! Iruma-kun
I've only read 4 chapters but this shit has me ROLLINGGGG
It's so funny pls
The art is also pretty good too. I'm not really a fan of Slice of Life, but this one hits.
Also, pretty boi alert:
My favorite character so far is this guy though:
He's so babygirl âšâšâšâš
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3) Demon Slayer
So I started reading it right after the events of season 3, of course.
Giyuu's backstory lowkey hit home-
He needs a hug. I won't say more.
Tanjiro is precious, as always, just like Nezukooo (a loud 'Nezuko-chan' came in my and after i typed that)
Oh yeah, Zenitsu:
Me to Shinobu, "Doctor, hes out again"
Nah because he didn't have to chomp Tanjiro's sky wide forehead like that???? đđđ
So i have two volumes of Demon Slayer at home and i gotta say, the art improved and it's nice to have seen it grow. I know it's like this for most mangakas, but here i didnt see a whole art style change or whatever but something becoming finer while keeping that style very present.
The story is at its peak right now, i reached up to the point where Muzan decided to heehee himself in the no-no place for him. (idk how to say this without spoiling)
I'm luving it so far
Also, my husband:
I miss his gorgeous face LAWDDDDD HAVE MERCYYY
Though i already loved him before seeing his face.
I've finally memorised the master's name: Ubuyashiki
It's an achievement.
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4) Blue Lock
Ok i can't add pics anymore but I'm confident most people know what it is without having watched it.
I wanted to share some nice Rin pics but guess it'll be for another time. (yall will be missing out on my man)
So, i picked up from where the first season stops and-
I miss Kunigami. A lot. He was one of my favs đđȘ
Shidou is special (him telling Isagi he'd love to see him explode again got me praying for him fr)
The story has taken a nice turn with the U-20 team rushing things up. I love it but i want to see Sae play already so I'm being an impatient little bug.
The art is MUAH as always. I love the lines added for light shading, ill probably inspire myself off it for future drawings.
Hiori needs to be friends with Chigiri so they can talk about hair products (Hiori is like a short-haired Chigiri with cyan hair. My boy has naturally long lashes (Rin's remain better đ
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That's all, folks!
I hope to read even more in the upcoming days and hopefully I'll get to talk about them like i just did above.
Expect headcanons from each of these mangas đđđ
And you can even send me recommendations đâš
It's midnight where I am like damn-
Bye byeeeee
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hii you donât have to answer this but i just had to share bc iâve been going insane in my room about this mostly by myself and none of my friends really like piwon like that but
i just got into piwon a month and a half ago after my boyfriend told me to check out their comeback and i got tickets to go see them in may at the beginning of this month but NEEDLESS TO SAYâŠ
i am obsessed with them like idk whatâs come over me (itâs been a while since iâve gotten into a group and just binged all their content like this so thatâs a big factor) theyâre all iâve listened to on spotify for the last 6 weeks straight like itâs CRAZYYY and itâs gotten so bad to the point where iâve already had 2 separate dreams, one about theo and the other about jitak like iâve never experienced brain rot this bad
but intak is sooo pookie and heâs such a cutie like i love him so much and have been having intak brain rot like no other, but then all of a sudden, jiung just comes out of nowhere and swoops me up like IVE BEEN GOING CRAZY BC OF THESE TWO đ§ââïžđ§ââïžđ§ââïž
also youâre one of the best piwon writers ive found so far so i just wanted to share that, like youâre single-handedly moving theo up my bias list and like a switch has flipped seeing him after reading how well you write him
sorry for yapping so much thank you for coming to my ted talk đ¶ââïž
AH I LOVE THIS FOR U welcome to p1usworld !! đđ
becoming obsessed with them so soon is SO real, they rlly have had a crazy impact on my life like
i became a fan in jan 2023 bc i just wanted to go to a concert with my friend so i only had two weeks to learn about them . i only watched a few vids and listened to a few songs, so by the time i was at the concert, everything was so new to me like wow
they put on SUCH a good show i was shocked . i walked in keetak biased and walked out HEAVILY THEO and intak biased. dont even ask my wreckers bc atp its everyoneđ (but very much keeung)
but they quickly took a spot in my ult list and even became my top ult group (surpassing bts and ateez) which was shocking (especially when theo became my ult ult when ive been soooo jimin ult since 2020) so i understand the brain rotđ
and AHH thank you so much đđđđ ily thanku thanku i appreciate the kinds words
also the biasing someone new bc of reading fics is so real (literally me with beomgyu tbh)
have fun at the concert !! đ„č
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Twisted Wonderland Octavinelle trio
âwhat if you just recently got broken up with your partner and you decide to go to Mostro Lounge to get a drink, but youâre like very sensitive and sad over the breakup and end up crying? Would they care? Would they just ask if youâre ok? Or will they just ask for how youâll pay? Idk man just read this Iâm desperateâ
there are no OC mentions or Y/Nâs neither
Recently, I had broken up with my partner. I really thought they were the one, but they ended up telling me they didnât really enjoy my company, that I wasnât the best person out there and they just couldnât see me romantically because I was too plain, boring and just stupid in general. That they didnât like me to even begin with, they would just feel like a bad person if they were to turn me down. So they went out with me, upon hearing the news, I drowned myself in tears and practically stuck to my bed in despair.
I felt horrible, but the one time I decided to at least go out, I wanted to get something to drink. Something to get my mind off it, but I couldnât necessarily get off school ground to go somewhere, since we were literally on an island and I was too lazy to even get up in the first place. I decided to visit the infamous Mostro lounge, and thereâs where I was greeted with an extremely tall waiter whom was like 6â3? I assumed it was one of the leech twins because thatâs how tall they are apparently.
They asked me for my order, I told them my order then they left. âCan you believe it? I bagged this hottie recently and gosh, I hit the jackpot with this one! Sheâs a total cutie, and sheâs actually kind!â They continued to brag about their girlfriend to their friend and I just felt the urge to cry, I donât know why I was an actual crybaby when it came to people talking about their happy couple lives or stuff like that, but maybe I was just salty that other people are happy and Iâm not.
Just like I mentioned, I began to cry. I tried to choke back the tears but they fell out one after another, and I noticed the waiter from before approaching with what I had ordered. Also with his twin brother, but my eyes were too blurry and watery to even notice there were two of them. I just assumed it were my blurry eyes multiplying them, so I just ignored them and continued to cry. The two arrived at my table and just stood there in shock and confusion, the older one placed the drink down whilst the other twin put down the food I ordered.
The two stared at each other before deciding to just stand there in silence, âpssttâ jade youâve dealt with this before! you do something about it, plus I donât feel like fighting right now, Iâm tooooo tired for that.â From who I assumed was called Floyd whisper shouted to their twin brother, and the other one stood there staring at me. I was embarrassed at what I was doing, I was not supposed to show myself to the world like this, this was not supposed to be my first impression but here I am.
Jade and Floyd ended up leaving, to what seemed to be a VIP room. I ended up eating my food with tears steaming down my cheeks, the people around me just assumed the food was that good and ordered more. Then, more people approached my table. It was the twins from earlier and another guy, heâs who I assumed was Azul Ashengrotto aka the mafia boss of this establishment. âAlright.. um, will you be paying with card or cash?â I slowly swallowed the drink that was in my mouth before looking at him. My eyes were red and another tear dropped from my eyes, Iâm pretty sure I looked fucking ugly but thatâs not the point.
I mumbled out a quiet but loud enough to be heard âcardâ. Azul grinned before accepting my card and went to do the process, I sniffled a few more before stopping. âHey man, you ok? Honestly Iâve never seen a human cry this much, your parents die or something?â Floyd looked at me, bending down and hovering his face around mine. Jade just snorted and told his brother that it was disrespectful to ask such things. Then Azul came back, âYour card declined, would youââ he didnât get to finish his sentence before I slammed my wallet onto the table, and placed it near him, I raised my head to make eye contact with Azul, âjust- take what you *sniff* need..â
he did exactly as I told and I immediately left, the food and drinks were pretty good.. but the lack of space was just not it, at least give me a few moments to calm down. Iâm definitely not coming here if Iâm in a depressive mood.
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Hello angel! haven't requested in a hot minute! I don't want to give you too much work! đ
So take your time with this!
Let's see! Request fro my boy Binnie (changbin)!
So,this is pretty simple! As yk many idols aren't aloud to date or do so publicly at least (even tho JYP entertainment let's their idols date after being active for 3 years, let's just pretend) so, changbin keeps his relationship w reader a secret, and reader understands and doesn't mind but binnie feels bad so, reader comforts him about it after he apologised for not being able to properly go out with them đ
Hiii!! Thank you so so much for requesting! I always love your ideas!! Also I am so sorry for taking such a long time with this one but college is kicking my ass lmao so to make up for it I am going to post a fluffy scenario with Hunter soon!! Also hope you enjoy this, it's probably not my best work, but I hope you like it!! Love you and happy reading <3
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Just like this
Genre: fluff, idol!Changbin, GN!reader
Contains: affection, Changbin feeling sorry and sad and being a cutie (lmk if I missed something!)
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You and Changbin met in a convenience store two years ago because he tripped on air and fell on top of you, how romantic!
And now you had been dating for a year and a half and you couldn't be happier with your man.
Lately you felt like he was being somewhat distant, and at first you thought it might just be from work but this mood of his had been going on for two weeks so you thought it was better to confront him.
"I'm home" Changbin said sounding quite exhausted as he took his shoes off and put his bag on the floor.
"Hi bab- where are you headed to?" You asked as he speed walked past you into the bedroom.
"This can't continue.." you said to yourself as you made your way to the bedroom and knocked on the door softly.
"Binnie?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I come in?"
"Uh, sure?" He answered sounding unsure of himself.
You entered and sat on the edge of the bed he was laying on.
"Let me get straight to the point, why are you being so distant?" You asked while looking at him.
"It's work"
"Binnie, if it was just work I know you would've told me earlier, so one of us must have done something wrong!"
"Alright! It's just that.. I see so many happy couples on the street and I feel bad because you can't have that! You're with me in secret, so I thought maybe if I distanced myself from you, you would be mad and break up with me and find someone better and-"
"Woah there, you think I'm unhappy dating you in secret?"
"Y-yeah?"
"Changbin, I love you more than words can say! I would never leave you for something like that! I don't care that we can't go out like normal couples, I love what we have and our little dates!"
"But you can't always see me?" He said getting teary eyed.
You hugged him close and stroked his cheek.
"Oh Binnie, that's what makes spending time with you so special! I appreciate every moment! And I actually like being with you in secret a lot!"
"You do?" He asked lifting his head from your chest to look at you.
"Of course! It's kind of thrilling and I love indoor dates! Like the one we're about to have now!"
"I didn't plan anything?"
"Well neither did I, but I wanna cuddle up to you and watch a random show, can we do that?"
"Of course we can baby!" He said kissing your cheek softly and hugging you tight as you put a show on for you to watch.
"I love you so much Binnie, don't ever doubt that!"
"I love you too bub" he said as he kissed you softly
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Ok yeah. I'm not done, and I'm making that everyone's problemđ. Sooo, other random thoughts!!
I remember in LBAF I, Selena said Rapunzel was her favorite princess when he asked David to tell her a story the first night he arrived at the NY Institute, but pretended not to know it so he could tell her anyway (CUTIES!). The thing is... I didn't realized that was foreshadowing for her powers until recently and I was like WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE?! But same, Rapunzel is my favorite, my first princess crush lol
That Never have I ever fic lives in my mind 24/7, Dani!! And it was so heartbreaking and traumatizing, and omfg Rafael, what are you doing?? I love pain, I need more :)
Where dreams come true was also AMAZING. It was so adorable I wanted to stab myself đ„șđ„ș. Milo Thatch was my crush since I saw that movie and came out of it bisexual without realizing it LMAO.
Also now that I'm thinking about it, I had a lot of crushes when I was little, but I didn't realize it until later... Is this a bisexual experience????
When youâre married to Magnus Bane, you donât question whether God exists. You know he does, and you know damn well youâre his favorite. Malec really be saying the most profound things about each other with so much devotion and going on with their lives as if it didn't just destroy mine??? I love itđ„°
At this point there's no way David isn't a direct descendent of Jonathan Shadowhunter. There have been way too many connections with him looking like Raziel to be a coincidenceđ€ istg if shadowhunters start to love him after/if it happens I will kill someone đȘ
I was wondering if the rest of the Lightwood-banes ever found out about what happened to David in IALS? Because he and Max said they wanted to keep that to themselves, as they felt so much of their lives were already shared (good for them). But I'm really curious how they would reactđ€
I've read "Good boys go to heaven but bad guys bring heaven to you" like thrice and I'm always laughing like the first time. Those two are so horny and down for each other (no pun intended!) since second 1 in every universe đđ
I realized I am a dumbass, because I was reading the name Gabriel as you would say in english and not spanish... SPANISH IS MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND GABRIEL IS FROM SOUTH AMERICA AM I AN IDIOT? ffs, my dad's name is Gabriel, my mind took so fucking longđ
Also, what do you mean some people pronounce Rafael as Rafa-yel??? That name I read it right from the first moment, I've always liked it a lot lol. I'm still confused as to how people say the nickname though, because it is written as "Rafe", but I've never heard that nickname to someone named Rafael, just "Rafa". Idk, I just say the full name lmao
I just want David to be fucking happy and I'm ready to get into a fistfight for him ok??? The way everyone keeps describing him in LBAF with a sad face and knowing something is up because David used to smile even in his sleep?!?!? đđđ
I love how Jackson literally looked at David and went: "This is the gayest, horniest, most fucked up person with traumas I've ever met. I'm keeping him. This is my human now. I will protect him at all costs and kill for him without hesitation." In every universe, makes me soft đ„°
You better pay for my therapy, because now I can't hear the word "louder" and not have war flashbacks of that asshole of Malory đĄ
Fun fact: I use art and music as foreshadowing A LOT. Including rapunzel - and Paradise Lost and some other stuff in LBAF V hehe.
I might write David's Never Have I Ever next. It's the only one I have a proper/concrete idea on. But I keep second guessing like "could it be worse????" lmao.
MILO THATCH GIRLIES ARE BISEXUAL I SAID WHAT I SAID.
No one else other than mavid family ever finds out about what really happened to David. It's what he wanted so they let him have that :)
NO NOT YOU PRONOUNCING GABRIEL LIKE A WHITE PERSON NOAH WHAT IN THE HECK.
Jackson rights only. Always.
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Greek GeoGuessr goes sideways
So I have been obsessing over GeoGuessr lately. After a few surreal experiences around the world like being forever trapped in a water park in India or stupidly choosing to take the northern route in a Swedish forest and as a result I almost reached the Arctic without a sign of life - I literally saw the vegetation change (but also including some Greek-related ones like in a Serbian city where the game dropped me first thing in front of a Greek Tourism office and then there was some Greek graffiti in another part of town for some reason and I was convinced I was in some strange Greek place until 10 minutes later I remembered Greek is not written in Cyrillic so this felt like an AU where Greece is a Slavic country PLUS me bumbing onto a theater playing Zorba the Greek in Santiago, Chile ^_^) ANYWAY I decided to play Greece for fun and potential material for the blog and BOY
Classic mode has five rounds so first round ever in Greece, GeoGuessr dropped me in
a godforsaken muddy graveyard. Nice. There was a grim village nearby and as I was getting out of it I found a sign with its name:
ÎÎ΄ΥÎÎÎÎÎ. Meaning BLACKEARTH. Yeah, no kidding. What a happy start.
Second, third and fourth rounds were relatively normal.Â
Now fifth round dropped me there.
Finally! A pretty place! I decided to go towards the mountains.
A nice way to forget GeoGuessr dropped you in a dirt road and youâre not guessing the place anytime soon. It felt like I was walking for hours trying to get close to that bloody mountain or any sign of life. After a long time and many turns through small paths I find myself in a main road.
Pretty aesthetic. But these mountains are still far away. Like, do you see the difference with the previous image? Do you get how much I have travelled? In this picture I am literally in the horizon of the previous picture.Â
Ahhh how beautifully the sunbeams fall on the sign AND DONâT LET ME READ WHERE THE FUCK I AM.
The odyssey of a madwoman.
This place gets farther instead of closer.
Why did the season change so drastically? Am I on the road for months?
Oh okay itâs autumn again. Itâs been a full year.
ROADSIGN!!!!! IâM IN KRYONERI!!!!!!!!! Quick, letâs check where that is.
The bloody lack of inspiration in this country I swear... I have to hit the road again.
At this point I feel that if I just took the car and searched for that place IRL, I would be able to find it sooner.
This is how Frodo must have felt when he was trying to reach Mount Doom.
Op! What is this though?
Excuse me? Bouboukas? BOUBOUKAS?
You mean that Iâve spent an hour in this bloody game wandering in Kolofoni (which means glorious peak ROFL but it also sounds like âButt-voiceâ) and trying to find Bouboukas (cringy masculine floral dimunitive)??? Thatâs it, Iâm not playing Greece ever again.Â
P.S but Bouboukas is a cutie pie of only 24 inhabitants. Letâs give some love to lilâ Bouboukas.
PS 2: I still donât know what these mountains are called. Didnât get any closer and I probably donât want to anymore. This was by far my longest round all over the world, beating the two trappings in Indian theme parks (yeah, there were two of those for some reason), beating almost reaching the North pole from a Swedish forest, beating another massive nothingness in Texas and an endless wandering in St. Petersburg, Russia where I couldnât understand any of the road signs and labels. Unbelievable.
 I love this game though - I only barely keep myself from making posts about random international GeoGuessr adventures - can you tell? XD
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Tag Game!
Okay so the wonderful @turningtoclown tagged me in this and I figured it looks like fun so why the hell not lets give it a go!!
-Rules: Tag 10 people you wanna get to know better!
Favorite time of the year:
Okay my favorite time of year would have to be fall, I love that sometimes it can be a little chilly so you are able to bundle up, but I also like when it can be a little warmer and you are able to wear like jeans and a T-shirt! It's that weird time in fall where school is just starting but the colors of the trees are changing, it's my absolute favorite!
Comfort food:
Honestly the cutie/clementine things that you can buy like pounds of, I can eat like 10 in a sitting they are so good! that or a bagel and cream cheese, but that is one food that you can never go wrong with!
Do you collect anything?:
I collect two things! Pop Figures and the Starbucks Been There Series Mugs! The Funko Pops allow me to share all of my favorite Fandoms and the Mugs let me share every place I have traveled to so both are a great way I express myself, I think I am well over 100 pop figures at this point and probably nearing like 40-ish mugs! I also have like 6 ukulele's that I love to play!
Favorite drink:
It depends on the context! If we are going full on alcohol then the Smirnoff Green apple is my favorite so far! But if its a mocktail then a Pina Colada. Otherwise my go to coffee is a Chai Latte or if I don't want the caffeine I go for a frozen hot chocolate!
Favorite song / artist:
Oh boy, my top song so for this year based on apple music is Shouldâve Been a Cowboy by Toby Keith it has such a good memory attached to it so whenever I am sad I'll listen to it! But an all time favorite that I always go back to for some reason is Matilda my Harry Styles
Current favorite songs:
Keep Driving - Harry Styles
Home - Michael Buble (a good one for ldr!)
Cleopatra - The Lumineers
When I Met You - Ethan Nestor (if there are any CrankGamePlays fans)
Favorite Crime - Olivia Rodrigo
Great Balls of Fire - both Jerry Lee Lewis and Miles Tellers' versions
5 Foot 9 - Tyler Hubbard
Kiwi - Harry Styles
Someone New - Hozier
Therapy - Andrew Garfield and Venessa Hudgens
Favorite fics:
Oh man, right now I am in my Top Gun and Top Gun: Maverick Phase and so I am absolutely loving those fics rn but I am also a huge Marvel Fan! So here are my top ten!
He's so Pretty (when he goes down on me) : This is a Bob fic by the fabulous @seasonsbloom it's hot, like very hot, so if you are a fan of the lovable Robert Floyd and you want something a little spicier (and by a little I mean a fuck ton) I definitely suggest this one!
Be My Angel : This one is by @mitchellpete and if you guys are a fan of my Pete Mitchell fics you'll definitely love hers!
Leave the Light On : This is a toothachingly sweet fic about Rooster and his soon to be wife! @halfway-happyyy wrote this one and honestly it made me tear up a little bit!
The Running series by @Ichawriter is so unfathomably good I literally sat and waited by my phone for the notification that she had posted the next part, I added part one!
Bun In the Oven this one is by @glodessa it's another icky sweet fic but it always puts a smile on my face when I read it!
A Glimpse of Them I just about cried reading that one, to see it from Mav's perspective was absolutely genius and I love the writing style of @bradshawsbaby
Home This one is glorious, you get to see a wonderful glimpse of Bradshaw being a bad and it is just super fluffy!
That Didn't Go as Planned oh my god do I love this fic! that fact that everyone is just as panicked as Rooster is absolutely adorable! @sebastianstangirl01 wrote this and its a super light hearted fic!
Hold My Hand this is a series by @mads-weasley with two technical breakdowns and I absolutely love it, I thing each part is beautifully written and we get the grow with the characters instead of just watching them!
Of Reunions and Sacred Traditions is a cute fic written by @gloryofroses19 it's simplicity yet raw moments drew so man y emotions out of me!
Okay I am gonna tag:
@mrsroosterbradshaw02, @It-Bradshaw, @Ichawriter, @belowtheharddeck, @top-gun-rooster, @youlightmeupfinn, @bratshaws, @nickie-amore, @itscheybaby, @dilfsandtherapy
Good luck to you all, have fun! And obviously don't post if you don't feel like it! It's not like I have a say, all I ask is if you do post tag me! I wanna see the responses
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Queen Peaches đ would you bless us with a blurb. Like maybe y/n is studying for uni and itâs taking up a lot of her time so Damon gets all needy and sad but when he shows up sheâs having a meltdown bc sheâs so stressed and he just babies the fuck out of her and maybe a soft blowjob.
HERE YOU GOO! So cute v fluff. Enjoy
Word count: 2,604 (18+ filth)
Damon stood in the living room of his girlfriend's childhood home, politely dismissing her grandmother to make his way upstairs to her bedroom. The old stairs creak beneath him as he nears her door. It reminds him of when she still lived here before she went to college. He was always intrigued with her, coming to check on her in the middle of the night or press his ear against the wood to listen to her, Caroline, Bonnie, and Elena during a sleepover.
With the end of term approaching, Y/N chose to come home to study. Damon remembers her mentioning how she wanted to spend more time with her grandmother so he didnât bother trying to coax her into staying at his place. Usually, she comes over for sleepovers almost nightly, but recently sheâs been studying in her room, isolating herself from her friends and her boyfriend.
Itâs not by choice- he knows. Yet, this is how she handles stress, as unhealthy as it is. He misses her though. Misses the sound of her laugh and her smell surrounding him. The pitter-patter of her feet in the boarding house. Finding locks of her hair everywhere. She hasnât texted him back all day, or anybody for that matter, and after a long talk with Bonnie about how Y/N stresses herself to the point where she gets sick, he decided to intervene before things got bad.
He hasnât been up to her old bedroom in years but when he opens her door, it all comes rushing back in an instant. The walls of her room are still painted a faint yellow and fairy lights are strung up across the wall, casting a warm glow across the room. Posters decorated her walls along with an assortment of framed photographs that had gathered dust over the years. Her bedspread was still white, holding a pile of pastel stuffed animals that all stared at him as he walked in the room. His eyes fell on his girlfriend who sat at the white desk facing the window, headphones over her ears, aggressively typing on her computer.
Cold coffee mugs cluttered up the corners of her desk along with assorted pens and pencils and could hear the quiet thrumming of Deftones playing through her headphones. Not wanting to startle her, he picked up a build-a-bear off her bed and threw it against the legs of her chair. Her shoulders tensed before she turned around with a furrowed brow, softening when she saw Damon standing by her window.
She pulled the headphones off her ears, laying them against the keyboard of her laptop. âWhat did Peach ever do to you?â She said, leaning over to pick up the pink plush bear and hold it against her chest.
Damon smirked and walked over to her, bending down on his knees to kiss her deeply, fingers tangling in her hair. He could feel her body relaxing into the kiss and her hold on the bear loosened until it laid in her lap, staring at Damon with beady, plastic, eyes.
When they pulled apart Y/Nâs hand went to her lips, feeling the tingling sensation that arose. âHey.â She greeted, her cheeks turning a pink tint that blended in with the glow of the fairy lights across her walls.
âHey.â He responded, bringing his hands to rest on her knees where he squeezed assuringly. âHowâs the studying going?â He peered over to the computer, finding a written essay on a google doc. The side of the document was heavy with comments and edits made at different points during the day.
She sighs, glancing at her laptop. âI finished my research paper. Iâm just trying to edit it now.â
âYou finished everything else though?â
She nods quietly, blinking at the words on the screen. He draws her eyes back to him by swiveling her desk chair back and forth. âWhat's wrong, cutie?â He juts out his lower lip when he finds tears glistening behind her eyes.
She shakily raises a hand and swipes at her eyes before the tears fall. âIâm just mad. At myself. Nothing sounds good and I used the word âandâ too much. It sounds stupid.â
âHow long have you been working on this?â
âSeven hours.â His mouth falls open at her answer. He doesn't know why heâs surprised. Her eyes are squinting and sheâs worked a wrinkle between her eyebrows from staring at the computer so intensely. He wishes she would wear her glasses while she was working, but sheâs always losing them and never wants to wear them. Her lip quivers as she snaps shut the lid of the laptop. âItâs awful.â
Tears fall from her eyes, marking up her doll-like cheeks in wet trails.
âAwh, baby.â He draws her in for a hug, wrapping his arms around her torso when her head falls to his shoulder. Her shoulders quiver with the oncoming sniffles and tears that prick at the cotton of his shirt. âShh, shh. Youâre under a lot of pressure right now and youâre probably really tired. Hmm?â
She doesn't answer, just cries into his shoulder letting the weight of the stress sheâs holding melt onto her boyfriend. He holds her steadily, slightly rocking them side to side as she works to calm herself down.
âListen,â he said, taking her face into his hands. âLetâs get you cleaned up and take a little nap. Iâll wake you up in an hour so you can get back to work, ok?â
âNo-â She protests before Damon holds up a finger, hushing her retort.
âAh-Ah. How about tomorrow we can go bother old Stefan and get him to read your paper before you turn it in? Heâs always been better at that kind of stuff than I am. Then after we can go see a movie, or do whatever you want.â
It takes her a minute before she nods with her cheeks squished between his palms, letting her body fall forward when he brings her close for a kiss. âCâmon, now,â Damon says, gently pulling her to her feet by her elbow and wrapping an arm around her waist to steady her as they shuffle into the bathroom.
Under the harsh white light of her bathroom, Damon can see the purple shade underneath her normally bright eyes. Her face looks so dejected and exhausted that it makes his chest twinge with an ache to hold her. They share soft words as Damon hands her a damp washcloth to wipe her tear-stained cheeks with. He combs through her hair with a brush, sighing at the silkiness of her locks. Y/Nâs eyes melt closed as he brushes, the soft bristles against her scalp soothing her.
Damonâs got her into a pair of panties and one of his old shirts, which has been hiding in one of her drawers for the past two years. He knows she finds comfort in wearing his clothing, similar to how he finds comfort in smelling hers.
He tugs the hem of the shirt down to her thighs, smiling slightly when she leans into him for support. He strokes her back reassuringly, pecking the fleshy part of her cheek. âHave you eaten anything today?â
She shakes her head against his chest and Damon frowns because if she hasnât eaten anything today he doubts sheâs eaten the other days itâs been like this. âI canât eat right now⊠too anxious.â She says, her voice muffled in his chest.
Damon sighs, peeling back the top corner of her white comforter and situating her beneath it. âThen Iâll make you something when you wake up. Deal?â
âMmm.â She mumbles, stretching out her arms to Damon. âCuddle with me?â
After kicking off his boots, Damon slips into the bed beside her, instantly bringing her body to his chest. She nestles her nose against the warmth of his throat, her breath soft as she exhales against the skin. They sit in silence for a while, soaking up the warmth of one another. With all the stress of dead week, Y/N has hardly had time to share with Damon. It makes her feel like a terrible girlfriend.
Sheâs been shut in her room, pouring over term papers and projects, giving them her all, and exhausting herself to the bone. She just wants to do well. Wants to be proud of herself. The thought of school has her tensing again and her ever-so-aware boyfriend notices, beginning to massage between her shoulder blades.
âJust relax, baby. I got you.â He assures her, dropping sweet kisses onto her hairline. His body feels so warm and sturdy beneath her that it spreads an all-too-familiar feeling throughout her body. His hands are rubbing gentle patterns into her skin as arousal grows in her abdomen. She shuffles a bit on his chest before she lifts her head, peering at him through the layers of hair in front of her face.
âYou should try to sleep.â Damonâs voice is gravely, she can hear sleepiness in it. She sits up so her legs straddle his hips.
âI just want- I want to-â Tears prick at the corners of her eyelids and need bubbles in her chest so harshly she feels like she might go into a fit. âI want to suck you off.â The words slip from her quickly before she can catch him. Usually, Damonâs having to coax her wants out of her with teasing measures except that now sheâs too tired to care and she just needs something to hold onto.
Damon rests his hands on her thighs, rubbing his thumb at the skin. Her eyes are beady, glistening in the fairy lights of her bedroom. âBaby, let's get some rest, hmm?â He tries to brush off the subject because heâs worried this is tired Y/N talking and he doesn't want to start anything if sheâs second-guessing herself.
âNo!â She whines, jutting out her bottom lip. âI donât want to rest right now, I canât. I need you.â
His mouth forms a slight âoâ o shape when he realizes how she needs him. Soft, coaxing, supportive. He drums at the top of her thigh as a way of giving her permission to situate herself between his legs. Her head comes to rest on his hip bone where her warm breath sends goosebumps along the skin. Damonâs sensitive to her touch right now. They havenât had sex in a couple of days and it has his mind spinning with filth. As much as he tries to hide how much heâs aroused- this is her show after all- he canât help the semi that stretches the crotch of his jeans.
With a small hand, Y/N presses her palm against the tent of his pants, squeezing over the bulge and biting down on her bottom lip when Damon cranes his neck against her pillow, his mouth falling open in pleasure. She wants to make him feel good because he does so much for her. Heâs patient and understanding. He doesn't see her crying fits over school as silly or naive.
With dainty fingers, Y/N pops open the button on Damonâs jeans earning a soft, relieved, sigh from him. She pushes away the rest of his clothing before taking his dick into her hands, sliding him into her mouth. She sucks and licks at the pinkish tint of his member before relaxing her jaw and filling her mouth.
Damon groans loud, reaching up a hand to brush away the fallen strands of hair that gather in front of her pretty eyes. He wants to watch her face while she sucks him off and his arousal grows when he sees her eyes closed and her face relaxed as she bobs her head. Her head comes up to lick repeatedly at his slit. His hips jolt with her movements, bucking up into the velvety insides of her mouth when she opens up for him again.
âFuck, baby. Youâre so good at that.â He murmurs, composing himself to finger-comb her hair behind her shoulders. One of her hands wraps around the base of his cock, squeezing with two fingers. She gazes up at him through thick eyelashes, taking in his pleasured expression. It urges her on further and she goes so deep that the tip of her nose brushes against the skin above his groin.
He has one hand holding onto her thighs while the other strokes her cheek softly with a thumb. âSo good, baby doll. Right there.â He praises her with a soft voice that makes her feel taken care of and small. Her body is warm with the affection that swirls inside of her. Sheâs already starting to notice how her brain is calming down. She can only focus on Damon and it makes her feel a lot better. She knows sheâs doing a good job with this because heâs told her before and his expression is pure bliss.
âYouâre so perfect, you know?â He continues stroking her cheek so gently the act alone makes her want to cry. How he can be so gentle while sheâs giving him her best head, she doesn't know, but sheâs not complaining one bit. The reassurances are all part of the fun. âMy perfect girl. I love you so much.â
She moans around him, feeling the wetness of precum slipping down her throat. He gives her little warning about his incoming orgasm, panting at her to get off before he comes but she stays where she is, continuing her pulse until heâs coming hard into her mouth. Spurts hit the back of her throat, coating her mouth in the stickiness that tastes sweet yet bitter at the same time. She swallows the cum gratefully before she pops off, a string of spit stretching from his tip to her mouth.
She smiles as she wipes her mouth with the back of her hand. âHoly shit, babe.â She crawls up beside the bed, situating herself on her side in the crook between his arm and his torso. âYou donât want a turn?â He asks, gazing at her tender expression. She shakes her head, blinking sleepily.
âNo, I just want snuggles.â
He finds her lips and takes them to his, kissing her passionately. He can still taste himself on her lips, theyâre sticky and he wants to coax her into the bathroom to brush her teeth but her eyes are growing heavier by the second and soon, sheâs asleep.
~*~*~
Heâs done some tidying up around the room, took down the coffee mugs that crowded the surfaces in her room once he made sure her grandmother was sleeping in her bedroom. He unplugged the fairy lights and switched on her bunny nightlight, tucking Peach beneath her arm then situated himself in bed beside her, stroking her back. Then, as promised, he wakes her up an hour later. Something tells him she wonât be waking up to edit her paper but he does it anyway to avoid her being upset with him later.
âHey, baby girl.â He coos, playing with her hair until her eyes peel open slightly. The bunny night light casts a pink glow across her face that she turns away from, burying her face back into his chest. âItâs been an hour, do you want to get up?â
âNo.â She pouts, sleepily pushing his shirt off his body. âCan you spend the night?â
He takes off his shirt and pushes off his jeans. He knows she likes the feeling of his skin against hers. Itâs warm and smells like Damon. He situates himself on his back, pulling her close once more. âSure.â He agrees, his whispers landing against her cheek.
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I Know (Part II)
Pairing: Changbinxfem!reader
Genre: smut
Warning: mild stalking, stripping, phone sex???, mutual masturbation, semi-exhibitionism, a tiny bit of corruption kink, and an even tinier praise kink, switch!changbin, switch!reader
Words: 2.8k
Extra Notes: like Iâve mentioned in the last part, everyone is above the age of 21 (think senior year of college age), so thats that. Iâve also noticed that the lyric is not that related to the story, but oh well :â) anyways, hope you enjoy this
And baby, I know, I know whatever city youâre in, youâre still the boy that Iâd pickâŠ
PLEASE READ PART 1 FIRST BEFORE THIS !!
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This is no way representative of the way Stray Kids act. Theyâre nothing but references of character, and in no shape or form is this how they act. And I am in no way romanticizing or glamorizing any toxic behavior exhibited, theyâre just stories that is meant to be read. Readers discretion is advised.
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Changbinâs calling meâŠ
What in the world does he want to talk to me about in this ungodly hour? It wasnât late, but it certainly wasnât early enough for a call like this. I looked back at the window and I still see the curtains still closed, assuming he was out or maybe in another room. I answered and put the phone in my ear.
âHello?â
âHey, (y/n)! I just wanted to call to check up on you,â he said, âhow are you?â
Damn, he only called for innocent intentions... Why is he so damn cute?! (y/n), you got two choices to respond back; you either respond give him a nice sweet response, or you give a sly yet friendly comeback. It can workâ
â(y/n)?â The voice out of the phone took me out of my inner selfâs debate.
âYes! Yes! I am fine,â I said, embarrassed and mentally facepalming myself. This is not doing well, he already thinks I am a creep and a loser. Or maybe not, since its seems like I heard a faint chuckle and the word âcute,â followed by, but that could just be a figment of my imagination. âHow are you?â
âOh, I am good, just came back from hanging out with Chan and Han,â changbin responded, there were shuffling in the background so he could be doing something while on the phone, but what is it? I wouldnât know. I heard him and Chris mentioning a âHanâ in our conversation we had while preparing for my apartment, so that name is familiar, however the ownerâs not. âYou should meet him one day, I think you both will be good friends.â
âWoah there, you better take me to dinner first before I meet your friend,â I teased. Keep it going, (y/n), youâre on the right track, youâve definitely caught him off guard, like you always do.
âGive me a place, time, and date, youâll get that dinner, or maybe Iâll let Chris take you.â Changbin nonchalantly said, oozing confidence just by his voice. That bitch⊠Always makes it harder for me than it already is. As if he saw my blushing reaction, he began laughing.
âWhatâs wrong, princess? Catâs got your tongue?â He said it in a low voice. Usually, I would gag if anyoneâlet alone a manâcalls me princess, but with him, it felt different. It felt⊠arousing? No! No! (y/n), get a grip!
I rolled my eyes and laid on my back to be more comfortable, âWhat is it, Changbin?â I said, changing the subject, âWhat is that you wanted to call me at 10 p.m?â Yes, pretend like he didnât just call you princess in the sexiest tone of voice youâve ever heard. Totally would work.
âI told you, I just want to check up on you,â he confessed but he also paused to say something further, âand also I am bored and I kinda felt like talking to you. Iâm not wasting your time, arenât I?â Although I couldnât see him, he does however sound really sincere with his words. I donât want to sound naive, but he sounded truthful.
âNo,â I shook my head, âyou really didnât, besides I just got out the shower and was just scrolling through instagram.â I said, looking down in my nails.
âOh, really?â He said, âwere you going to sleep?â
âNo, I stay on social media for a long period of time, I donât sleep that easilyâ
âI see,â he said, but then he stopped talking. As the awkward silence has erupted between us, I started to think more about the first time I saw him and how I felt. While I thought it would be better for me to tell him later on and on person, but this balloon inside of me was getting bigger and bigger as guilt is inflating it. I sighed and started to speak, âHey Changbin.â
âYeah?â
âCan I confess you to something?â
âTell me anything, doll, Iâm all ears.â
Dammit! Youâre not making it easier.
I bit my lips, âuhh,â I am glad he wasnât looking at me, grimacing and slapping my head.
âYou know hitting yourself isnât gonna help,â as soon as Changbin uttered these words, my heart sank. My eyes widened as I got up and looked out window. His curtains were open, and it showcase a very, very pleasant show.
I see Changbin, sitting at the edge of his bed, facing me as his black shirt was fitting his form really well, especially with the semi-flexed arm that has his phone near his ears meanwhile the other arm was holding the elbow of the occupied arm. He was look at me straight at my eyes when we made eye contact, and fuck, was that an image to look at. As I looked like a deer going through a headlight, Changbin tilted his head in confusion, but he still had a smirk, âwhat is it you wanted to me?â he said through the phone.
âI-Iâ I stuttered. At this point, Iâve lost all sense of dignity and my self thought, I am about to get called a creep by a good looking man I met not too long. Here goes nothing.
âI may have invaded your privacy,â I said, which caused Changbin to furrow his eyebrows in even more confusion, still having a slight smile to it. âWhat are you talking about?â
âUgh, Changbin, I saw you half naked when apartment touring numerous times!â I yelled in frustration, as he kept pushing my button. I looked away, not bearing to look at him, as I closed my eyes out of guilt. âI understand if you donât want to be friend, even though we met for only a week, but I just couldnât bear the guilt that Iââ
As I confessed, I heard a laugh coming put of the phone, I opened my eyes and looked at Changbin looking down, with shoulders shaking up and down. Now, I have the confused look that he had, âWhatâs funny?â
âOh, princess, you have no idea,â He said, still looking down. Me still being bemused, he noticed my silence and looked up at my frowned face.
âI knowâŠâ He smirked, while my eyes were widened. Son of a bitch.
âW-wh-â
âI thought you knew that Iâm doing all this on purpose, Iâve been trying to catch your attention every single way.â He leaned forward, placing both elbows in his knees, âI thought you were smart, only to be a gullible baby.â He whispered the last part, as I gulped at the last part. God damn, heâs so intense with his gaze. His eyes wandering all over me meanwhile maintaining a very dark yet exciting aura, which typically puts me off but now, Iâve never wanted to pounce a man so badly.
I smirked at him, the guilt I had had fizzled away, only to replace with arousal.
âSo youâre not mad?â I looked at him, with innocent eyes, now laying on my side, facing him, as my robe slipped and exposed a part of my shoulder and the upper of my chest. He breathed in, as he was examining me, âno, why would I be mad at you?â He leaned back, as his head was thrown back, neck exposed, placing his free hand on the back of his neck.
God, is he so fineâŠ
âI could never be mad at my precious baby.â He smiled a seductive smile at me, which made me riled up by rolling my eyes and looking up. âYou like getting called that, donât you?â He may have said it in a question form, but it didnât feel like one, it was rather a statement than a question. âHm,â I said, looking back at him, eyes half opened out of hunger for him.
We had an intense eye contact, where if it werenât for the distant and the glass that is placed in front of us, weâd probably be all over each other.
âHas your hang out with Han and Chris worn you out?â I asked, decievingly innocent. Man, the power this man has over me is no joke. He scoffed, âso youâre just going to mention other men like that?â
Ignoring him, I got up, letting the towel that was loosely in my head fall onto my bed, and went closer to the window, âlet me relieve you of your stress, if you donât mind.â I shyly fidgeted on my robe belt. He looked at me up and down, licking his lips, âI wouldnât mind, if you donât as well.â
Thereâs nothing more sexier than mutual consent. (y/n), shut up, donât ruin the moment.
I smiled and backed away from the window. I put my phone on speaker and put it on the side. I looked back at him, as I held onto my robe belt, he looked at me with a smile. I turned around with a slight sway on my hips, as I slowly undid my belt, slowly exposing my back at him, smiling as I heard a shuddering breath coming out of the phone.
As the robe completely fell off my body, being just in my underwear, exposing whatever secret flaws that has been hidden from the public. I silently gasp at the cool breeze as I held onto my chest, sensing my nipples getting hard. âTurn around for me, baby,â Changbinâs breathy voice echoed all over the room.
We may not be in the same room, and we maybe exposing ourselves to whoever is above and under us as well, but neither of us care. In our eyes, we only got each other, and weâre the only ones in existence.
I turned to him, letting go of my breasts and letting myself be bare, only to see him palming himself through his tight pants, groaning at his lack of full on skin-to-skin touch. Itâs like he was waiting for me to tell him touch himself, which proved correct when he said, âplease, let me touch myself.â
I smiled sympathetically, and also slightly astonishingly. I have never met a man with such switch like that. His dominating demeanor has faded and been replaced to a submissive cutie, which I obviously seem to admire very much. Pretending to thinking, I sat down, and looked at him, putting my hands behind me, âonly if you give me a show too.â
I smirked at his state. He was disheveled, and adorned a beet tint all across his cheeks and nose. He looked beaten, but I loved it, and he does too. He put his phone on speaker too, quickly got up, and rapidly got his shirt.
âAh ah!â I said, which caused him to freeze, looking at me, desparation was seeping through his eyes. Menacingly smiling, âslowly.â
Which he obeyed, surprisingly patient and sensual, I jokingly remarked that âhe got dancer hips,â with the way he took off clothes while his hips moved in a way not many who can control their bodies can. He chuckle, âyou should see how it works wonder,â his cocky attitude has made a comeback, which should piss me off but it made the whole thing hotter than it already is.
Weâre both in our underwear, looking up at our eyes and looking down at each otherâs half-nude bodies. Changbin wasnât the tallest man I have ever metânot that it mattersâ, but he got many aspects that makes up for it, and its not just looks or personality. Just by the outline, I can tell that his little guy wasnât little.
I propped myself with my elbows as I spread my legs, for him to see the wet spot that is stained in my underwear. He grunted at the sight, while I chuckle, âyou like what you see?â I faux-innocently asked as I trailed my hand from my neck, making my head fall back, down to the valley of my chest, onto the waistband of my underwear.
âFuckâŠâ Changbin cursed, admiring the sight in front of him. He didnât realize how lucky he was to see me in a state like this, not many have the privilege, especially not with men I met in a short amount of time.
I tugged my panties, took it off and exposed a part that he was dying to see, which caused him to gulp. He sighed with a smile, âgod damn, (y/n),â he shook his head in disbelie, âIâve always thought you were gorgeous, but now Iâm convinced youâre a goddessâ
I giggle at his words, âand you, sir, are a demon disguised as a greek godâ I teased back, tracing my two fingers around my lips, I noticed that he still was in his underwea. He still waited for my permission. How adorable.
âYou can take off your underwear, Binnieâ I didnât even mean to give him the nickname, but I was too excited to even think straight. I looked at him, and saw him reveal his friend, and I gasped loudly, which made Changbin alert. âWhat? Whats wrong?â
âNothing, its just,â I chuckle, âyou have a nice dick.â
âThank you,â He smirked as he sat down and looked at me, with full attention. I put my two fingers into my mouth, while maintaining eye contact. I then trailed my finger down to clit, which resulted in me letting out a blissful gasp. Meanwhile, Changbin was repositioning to a comfortable position as he began to touch himself, which caused him to let out a choked out groan.
âBinnie, as you touching yourself?â I half-whispered, but it was still loud enough for him hear along with my fingers movements that moved from my clit onto my slit, which made me moan.
âAh-y-yesâ Changbin groaned and nodded, as he was stroking his dick following the pace that I was going at.
After hearing Changbinâs groans, I began inserting my fingers at my slit, making me whimper in the process, âoh, fuckâ I cursed, as I started to thrust my fingers in and out, noises coming out of my mouth along with the wetness of my pussy were getting louder, which excited Changbin, as his stroking was audible through the phone along with his beautiful groans.
âgod, (y/n), if only I could touch you,â Changbin spoke through groans when he saw me fondling my breast and going faster. I was getting louder with my noises, in contrast of Changbinâs quite yet beautiful and audible noises. So much so, it sounds like Changbin was watching porn, rather than getting fucked at a distance.
âAh-are-fuck-are you close?â Changbin asked through whines, his speech was getting difficult as he was getting closer to climax with his strokes going as fast as I was.
I nodded, out of struggle of speech, whining out, âAh! Binnie!â
âFuck, (y/n), Iâmââ Changbin grunted, as his strokes was started to get sloppy, he began to thrust onto his hands. I began to feel like something burning up in my stomach, moaning at the sensation, âChangâIâm cumminâ Iâm cummingâ
âMe tooâŠâ He choked on his words, as his groans and moans were also getting louder. Our phone voices combined was dirty but erotic, topped with the scene of two people masturbating to each other, now thats even a hotter view.
âBinnie!â
âGo ahead, baby... cumâ
And just like that, I let out a squeal as I reached my peak, still playing with myself until I sensed an overstimulation. Not too long after, I was hearing a lot of grunt from the call and then I looked at Changbin, who ended up cumming onto his stomach, his chest raising up and down, letting himself catch his breath. Still out of breath, we both looked at each other, we both laughed at our fucked out state.
âHoly fuck, was that hot?â Changbin commented, taking the phone, putting it out of his speaker and back to his ear. I laughed at his sudden remark, nodding, âoh yeah, canât wait to feel what you feel like,â I bit my lip.
âAt least buy me dinner first,â He teased, referring to the remark I had at the time, which made me roll my eyes and him to chuckle. âYouâre a dick,â I said.
âA big one, and a pretty one according to you,â He teased again. I started to jokingly groan at his words, causing him to laugh, âalright, alright, Iâll stop.â
I got up and picked the phone, looking at him, âI had fun, we should do this again,â him and I started exchanging a smile, this time it was more pure than the smiles we had earlier. He nodded, âfor sure, but the next time is going to be in one of our beds, I really need to touch you.â
âThe feeling is mutual.â
We began to talk a little more, until we both have felt that slumber was starting to sneak up onto our eyes. We both ultimately had to hang up, since we donât want to raise our phone bills with our already long call. While facing away from the window, I couldnât help but started admire Changbin in my head.
I typically hate men, but Changbin wasnât just like any man.
He was Changbin, and I highly doubt that youâll ever find a man like him.
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ăyouâre dating him but heâs not your biasă
reaction fic; NCT Dream
A/N: this is nct dreamâs reaction to realizing your bias is not him (and youâre a couple). gender neutral, got way too deep at some points and was NOT meant to be this long. enjoy.
note that english is my second language and i speak mixing slang, accents and spellings from 3283928 places so i did notice thereâs practice written with both s and c down there so
just dont mind it pls
also, todayâs photo theme is dream looking cute in low quality shots.
đđźđ·đ»đźđŒ: fluff (âĄ), angst (â), comedy (âŒ), crack (âą).
đŠđȘđ»đ·đČđ·đ°đŒ: lots of swearing, my tough love for the neos, one mention of cheating that doesnât actually happen, a couple of mentions of alcohol and drinking, some violence hidden in metaphors, me being chaotic, it got a bit more angsty and darker than i intended, but we do have all happy endings.
word count: 6.8K
pairing:Â nct dream members x reader ( includes mark, renjun, jeno, haechan, jaemin, chenle, jisung)
disclaimer: the characters in the story below do not reflect real people or present real facts. this is purely fictional, and you may not copy, change, translate or repost my work in any way. all rights reserved © cherry-hyejin 2021.
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Mark
oh, poor baby
i feel like he would be a little heartbrokenÂ
just a little
not so much if itâs someone from dream, because theyâre his little brothers, but if itâs one of his hyungs from 127 or wayv,,,,,
boy might cry
heâs not super dramatic about it or anything but i donât see him as being super confident about himself
so he might think like
âdo they think heâs cooler than me?â
and itâs silly, yes, he knows
but itâs just something that pops up in his mind sometimes when you bring him up
so for the sake of this fanfic letâs pretend youâre johnny biased
because gods know i am
at least when it comes to 127
mark would be divided into fanboying with you and being like âYO, HEâS THE COOLEST GUY ON EARTH OH MY GOD IâM SO GLAD YOU AGREEâ
and
âa hâ
<gives you a little tiny smile to cover up the sound of his heart breaking>
would constantly try to get closer to you when johnny is around, and just
showing off in little (kinda dumb) ways
complimenting you
being even more whipped than usual
like yes heâll give you all of his watermelon slices just please donât look at johnny like that again
i think johnny would kind of play into it with the whole âimma steal your s/oâ thing
and he doesnât do it to make mark jealous or hurt
we know heâd rather get hit by a train than ever actually upsetting his son on purpose
but we also know heâs johnny
cue âOH DUDE HEâS FLIRTINGâ
so yeah he might call you lil pet names (beautiful, cutie, you get it)
just to see you giggleÂ
(and see your soul leave your body)
might say heâs taking you out for dinner when heâs just driving you to get more ice cream for a movie night with the gang lol
and winks
expect a lot of winks
anywhere and anytime
which makes mark sometimes feel like heâs intruding???
and that you appreciate johnny more than him???
he genuinely doesnât understand how you can date him and still not have him as your bias
donât you like, love him above everyone else or smth lol
his âshowing offâ phase eventually fades tho
now every time you hang you with the boys and johnny is around, heâll be a bit more distantÂ
he thinks heâs giving you space to interact with his friends but heâs just shying away from competing with one of his favourite people ever
and itâs a competition that Does Not Existâą
but heâs not 100% aware of that
and youâre not that denseÂ
so ofc you notice
and you wait till you two are alone to talk to him, and he BEGRUDGINGLY admits that you being johnny biased makes him feel kinda small and unimportant
heâd never try to make you change your bias or anything
he just needs reminders that heâs your #1 boy sometimes
which is fine by you
and by him
cus now itâs you calling him pet names all the time
and hugging him
and kissing his cheek
and praising his work
and blowing kisses from across the room
and just telling him straight up that no matter what, youâll always go to him
(not that you ever had any chance with johnny lmao)
THIS GOES TO SHOW COMMUNICATING IS KEY, CHILDREN
COMMUNICATE
Renjun
wym donghyuck is your bias lol
literally are you fucking kidding him
donât get me wrong ok
everyone knows renjun loves haechan
theyâre bffs and could not live without each other
but at the same time,,,
what is wrong with you
who did he choose as his s/o gods help him
if it was jeno, or mark, or jaehyun, or winwin, or kun, or lucas, or yuta, or taeyong, or ten, or,,,,
literally ANY of his other members
heâd understand your point and be like âok fineâ
but haechan???? hmmm bestie no
heâs not gonna throw a fit
not after the first time you told him anyways
HE WAS SURPRISED OKAY
and he just whined very loudly after having laughed for 5 minutes thinking it was a joke
<flashbacks of that one time he had to sing the ottoke song with haechan on weekly idol>
if you donât know that iconic scene, renjun had a whole ass meltdown in 3 seconds while yelling âaAAAAAH JINJJAAAAAâ and getting ready to punch the living shit out of hyuck
for no reason other than the fact that itâs haechan weâre talking about and injunâs little body is filled with rage
BACK ON TRACK
would probably try to act all cool about it and be like âi donât mindâ but bruh does he mind
and it doesnât help that haechan is such a little shit about it
he doesnât even flirt with you
he just
constantly reminds renjun that heâs your biasânot himâand then constantly praises himself over you
âah, y/n~ did you choose me as your bias because iâm the best vocalist? or was it because iâm the best dancer? mAYBE IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY OH SO BROAD SHOULDERSââ
(pause for injun to punch him)
(unpaused)
and ok in the beginning it was funny seeing him all worked up but now itâs just annoying to be in the same room as these two
haechan wonât let either of you live
and renjun just wants to
fight
so it eventually gets to the point where youâll talk to renjun and jeno will talk to hyuck cus even the other dreamies are tired of it
except maybe for chenle, he always laughs his ass off when they start bickering
ANYWAY
your conversation goes something like âoh my god renjun iâm literally dating you, i donât like haechan better or anything you little pile of furyâ
while jeno sits hyuck down in front of him and jaemin and just
âbro why are you like thisâ
âbroâ
no but renjun would apologize for going overboard with his protectiveness and jealous energy because heâs not generally like that
heâs angry all the time but never about something involving you, you know
he tries his best to treat you like the royalty you are
but something about hyuck being your bias makes him feel a bit like a castaway???
heâs very creative and as an artsy kid myself i know weâre very prone to feeling left out because weâre just different from the others
so heâd think maybe haechan really has a better voice
or better dancing skills
or he looks better
he is taller than injun after all, and has broader shoulders, and his hair is all fluffy andâ
the whole thing just made him insecure about things he had settled with himself long ago
he was fine with being him
but not so much when it came to that
i donât think you two would fight over it cus tbh i think renjun would really only get with someone who can be very understanding of him
and i think hyuck would actually apologize to renjun too
not when everyoneâs around but like, maybe after dinner or something and he just needs to feel like theyâre besties again
hyuck never meant for things to get out of control
he just really likes both injun and you as his friends, and aside from skinship his most prominent love language is,,,
teasing
he was really just trying (very poorly) to grow closer to the person his best friend loves so muchâyouâbecause renjun is SUCH a big part of his life it would just feel wrong to not be good friends with you as well
donât tell them i said this but they hug it out
injun strikes me as someone that could take a bit of time to bounce back from something that hurt his pride or his sense of belonging
and his way of healing and bonding is just,,,
art
sure, keep being haechan biased, but also please read with him
and talk about his fantastic animal creations
and watch those buzzfeed unsolved alien theory videos because he really wants to discuss it and maybe even draw what he thinks the aliens look like
hyuck tones it down, you make sure renjun knows you like him for him, renjun starts to (secretly) appreciate hyuckâs talent along with you...
and now letâs take a moment to imagine the minute you watch their latest mv with injun by your side
and yes okay the first thing you see is CLEARLY how good renjun looks because holy fucking shit heâs an angel (and iâm clearly not renjun biased)
but then,,,,,,
wAS THAT A HAECHAN HIGH NOTE
(thereâs always a haechan high note, just look for it)
and ok maybe he did scream a bit with you because of how good it all sounded
and you know what, it works out perfectly bc you two are my new otp and you were meant for each other
but we do have to mention the eventual happening of chenle saying like âoOoOoOoH y/N wErE yOu dRoOliNg oVeR hAeChAn AgAiNâ after a special stage
and then you, injun and hyuck all attempt to choke him
iâm kidding
or not
Jeno
ah, lee jeno
aka samoyed boi
yes i do call him that no i will not stop
everyone is always writing jeno as being super protective and literally about to burst a lung if someone else ever does as much as look at you
but i justÂ
donât see him that way
heâs a taurus and from what i know about taurus they can be v v jealous, yes, but they mainly seek comfort
so heâs fine with you biasing jaemin
as long as youâre not ditching him or anything lol
and ok, imma be 100% honest here even if it sounds like literal no fun (jenojaem wink wonk)
jaemin doesnât flirt with you
not any more than he flirts with
every other breathing creature
ever
heâs really only platonically interested in you, never remotely romantic or anything lol
on the other side, he is in love with jeno
basically, if jaemin is your bias, jeno is his
so nothing really changes
we know how nomin are, okay
they hold hands, they stare deeply into each other eyes, they nearly kiss at least once every time they go live
it's just them
you gotta respect it bruh
i know this is the most boring reaction ever so letâs create the one (1) instance where jeno would actually dislike that you bias someone else
i think he would feel a bit hurt if you seemed to be more supportive of jaeminâs work than his
and itâs not something big or on purpose
itâs just something like going with him to a recording session but not going with jeno because you have homework
or after a very busy practise day going to praise jaemin first
even if itâs just three words
âyou did goodâ
and then youâre going towards him, heâs gonna feel like maybe he doesnât deserve your praise as much as nana????
i actually feel like, among the dreamies, jeno is the least confident one when it comes to his performance
he knows heâs not an awful rapper or anything but i think it can be a bit too much, being around such bright and huge presences like the others while his nickname literally means âno funâ
his members are just so loud and full of energy most of the time
and sometimes he just really needs to be quiet and observe in silenceÂ
(yes i do know heâs chaotic and a crackhead, iâm just saying as we know he can be a bit introspective)
so what if you just
stopped seeing him?
did he become invisible to you?
did you finally fall for jaeminâs beautiful smile and stupid pick-up lines?
heâs not gonna let it show that heâs affected, though
earth signs are nearly always the ones to âstay strongâ because we have this image that people are relying on us???
so we do what we do
bottle everything up and overwork ourselves bc we only got two modes
1. chill, super balanced and down to earth (ay for the pun)
2. please make us take a break weâre literally about to cry if we work for one more minute but we canât allow ourselves to fucking take it easy
so yes youâve guessed correctly, weâre going with 2
jeno is going to go so, SO hard on everything he doesÂ
literally every single activity you can think of from dance practice to photoshoots to cooking for the dreamies
he stays up later than usual to get that one tricky move in the choreo just right
he works out more because he thinks he has to look absolutely perfect for when they shoot the mv
jisung asked for ramen? heâs making it but you bet your ass heâs spending over 40 minutes just chopping so
many
vegetables
AND STUFF THAT JISUNG WONâT EVEN EAT
but heâs doing it anyway for the reason being that it just has to be the Bestâą
and itâs not like heâs competing with anyone else to be diligent
this is just about being better than he was and showing himselfâand maybe youâhow painstakingly hardworking and driven he can be
maybe then youâre gonna acknowledge him as much as you acknowledge nana :((
:(((((
writing this is making me downright sad, jeno is so underrated and unaware of his power UGH
and i need to point out this is NOT about making you change your bias from jaemin to him, this is solely about having you recognize his efforts, even if you already do
if you just thought jeno was like going off in work because it was asked of him to, jaemin would DEF notice and talk to you about it
turns out itâs a habit of jeno to go extra hard sometimes and he needs someone to make him take a break
so it goes down like you breaking into the practice room when jeno and jisung were practising
the first reaction is confusion
the second is oh hey babe how are you
third is
a-are you dragging jeno and his bag out of the door while screeching at jisung to order pizza and doughnuts for everyone??
yes you are and iâm proud of you
so jeno is still confused and making those cute âhUhâ noises he does omg i love him so much
and youâre just rambling about how much of an amazing artist he is, and you love his voice, and heâs a fantastic dancer, and his expressions and gestures are on point, and he takes such good care of the dreamies and
heâs perfect
and he knows jaemin must have talked to you, and he feels so vulnerable to have you know how on edge heâs been
baby boy just needs some rest
and thatâs exactly what you give him, with a bath full of those fancy bath bombs and flower petals and candles at your house/apt
then a quick sheet mask while you massage his shoulders and keep saying how much you genuinely admire him
the mask might be ruined cus he started crying out of exhaustion
after thatâs been done and youâve hugged for at least like 5 min nonstop, you head over to the dorms, where hyuck was in charge of setting up a blanket fort while mork and nana gather board games, jisung gets the food and chenle
well chenle just had to make sure jisung doesnât forget to order for someone and doesnât break like 10 plates trying to set the table lol
this is way longer than the others so imma wrap it up
make it obvious and loud that you see and respect jenoâs hard work and heâll be alright again
and maybe make those game nights a weekly thing when possible, it would make him very happy
heâll never again feel sad when you praise jaemin cus now heâs sure he does enough, and above all, he is enough
Haechan
haechan = full sun
why would you ever bias someone when youâre dating the goddamned sun
does not understand
but also does not care that much
actually, one out of two really depending on who your bias is
if itâs one of the members he has that tom/jerry relationship with, prepare for so
much
complaining
and clinging
AND HEâD BE SO LOUD OH MY FUCKING GOD
donghyuck please stop screaming about doyoung not deserving to be your babyâs bias, itâs 2 am
on the other hand, if itâs one of the (few) members he,,,
adores with all of his heart and is not afraid to show it
ex: sungchan, jaehyun, taeil and yang2x
then you can bet heâs going to be right beside you whenever you feel like throwing a fit because heâs just so handsome and talented
IF ITâS MARK OSHDISJD
iâm going to write you as being mark biased ok? ok
i honestly donât know if heâd feel more jealous of mark or of you
he loves you both
a lot,,,,
and he really doesnât like it when mark blushes when you compliment him
and he doesnât like it when mark literally just walks past you and you trip over your feet because bro tf u doing, thatâs some embarrassing shit
lowkey done with you two
but also PAY HIM SOME ATTENTION
or donât, heâs fine either way (cue crossed arms and staring at you from across the room until you come give him a kiss)
âheâs pretty cute but iâm cuter right babyâ
pouty pouty pouty if he ever feels neglected
will be so fucking annoying lmao i canât write haechan, i love him but i do understand why renjun is always trying to beat him up
heâd be a show-off in a different way than mark because he can be so petty
will take every chance he gets to pull a one-liner
will sing everything he has to say just so you know he can hit those high notes
what do you mean dream doesnât have a schedule today
oh man, he could swear they did
because that is the sole reason why heâs wearing his most expensive clothes and shoes + makeup to walk around the dorms, yes
no he doesnât want to impress you
shut up
will text you like every single fancam he sees on twitter
every
singleÂ
one
and are they markâs?
lol no, theyâre his
he is so genuinely trying to make you a member of his sunflower cultÂ
<whispers> âtell me iâm your biasâÂ
âdonghyuck what the actual hell why are you standing at the end of my bed in the middle of the night like a fucking demon childâ
he really wants to act all cool and composed but he wants to be your bias so fucking bad
heâs a bad bitch all around and just does whatever
cus haechan privilege
and he tends to not care about what people say and think???
bc he knows heâs lee donghyuck
heâs fully aware of the effect he has on people
but you
not biasing him
naw, he canât take it
will do anything and everything he can to make you say, JUST ONE TIME, heâs your bias
then you can go back to loving (his) mark
so for your sake, for his sake, for markâs sake
just give donghyuck what he wants
i can promise heâll keep being an ass no matter what you do
like yeah did you just buy him coffee and his favourite cake? well thatâs sweet but iS HE YOUR BIAS YET
âaw babe thanks so much for taking a bullet for me but now please say iâm your biasâ
if you still donât do it, itâs time to be extra petty
will actually drop you for mark
his logic is something like: he canât be your bias? pity, so heâs just gonna date him instead
and mark is mark so he has no idea whatâs going on
everyone in 127 and dream finds this absolutely hilarious cus suddenly donghyuck seems to be doing his best to win over markâs heart and i mean more than usual???? and heâs treating you like his bro????
<you leaving the dorms to go to uni or smth so you go to hyuck for a goodbye kiss> âno can do, iâm committedâ
âiâm your partnerâ
âno thatâs markâ
itâs not 100% a joke when i say i can see him getting down in one knee to propose to mark while making eye contact with you to
assert his dominance
and mark is just
âdude
what HAHAHAâ
and you are so done, iâm so sorry you have to go through that bby
i donât think thereâs another way to fix haechan other than just admitting he was your bias for an era, or a comeback or something
like yeah with the other dreamies before him itâs bonding + healing time bc i wrote it all kinda angsty (lol sorry) but with donghyuck
no
âwill you stop this if i say you were my bias during reload eraâ
âmark wasnât in dream that era thoâ
âyes i knowâ
i say heâs gonna take what he can get and now things can finally go back to normal
with the exception that something else comes along with hyuck being satisfied with you biasing him
he just has a full pass to fanboy over mark now too
what am i talking about?
new 127 mv is out
you: watching it beside haechan and going off about how pretty mark looks
him: going off even harder bc heâs whipped too
this is what a happy couple looks likeÂ
but now i pity mark because he has you two idiots fanboying over him irl
savemork2021
Jaemin
nana is just such a chill and fun guy
i canât see him being actually jealous or anything if he finds out you bias someone else
and so the two of you become insufferable together
bitch, iâm telling you
he (ur bias) is not gonna have one peaceful day ever again in his entire life
cus you know the thing jaemin does where he just looks at someone doing some random shit and goes âoOoOoH sExYâ
yes that thing
heâs doing it to your biasÂ
and youâre doing it too
and your bias probably wants to run away to some very far away land
PLEASE IF ITâS JISUNG
iâm not gonna write this whole thing as if you bias him but letâs just imagine
two fully grown people
pilling on top of poor, poor park jisung playing games on his phone
âURI JISUNGIEEEEEE
MWOYA, MWOYAAAA~"
i genuinely think he would avoid being around you two at the same time
cus individually he can handle it
like yes y/n please let me go this hug has lasted for about 4 minutes now
or oh hi jaemin hyung my cheeks hurt when you pinch them that hard
but when you two are together
bruh
a power couple not bc you two are v confident or some shit but bc you can and will be extremely affectionate towards anyone that comes too close
and now letâs talk about how it would be if you biased jaehyun
jaemin loves jaehyun
theyâre 2jae
2jae are soulmates
therefore,,,, itâs also kinda hellish but in a different way???
bc 2jae are on the end of that spectrum about the neos that know how in love the entire world is with them
theyâre too powerful
theyâre aware of their charm and they do everything they can to rub it in our faces
so the flirting between 2jae and you would be insane
and i mean insane
insane as in even johnny is kinda disgusted tbh bc
theyâre doing a photo shoot with the 23 of them for some shit, idk donât ask me
and of course, you had to tag along
but oh my god you three, please stop calling each other sexy/hot in weird voices now, the staff is staring
there are def rumours the 3 of you are a poly couple lmao
jaehyun denies everything on social media (throwback to saying âno way lolâ when we asked if he REALLY slept in the same bed as jungwoo)
but every piece of content there is of you and jaemin or you and jaehyun or just them is so ridiculously flirty
you can bet there are compilations on youtube likeÂ
ây/n being in love with 2jae for 8 minutes heterosexualâ
ok i was having way too much fun with that, moving on
i donât think heâd ever be actually upset about you biasing someone else
he trusts you and treasures you a lot so he doesnât see the problem in you also appreciating another one of his members
bc gods know he does
heâs a bit in love with everyone so why shouldnât you be too lol
one time he would feel a bit blue because of it???
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i think itâs possible heâd turn pouty or whiny or just kinda needy (not in a bad way, he just misses you) when heâs like
done with people
and needs some time away from everything
we know heâs an introvert, even if he acts very, very loud around the boys and itâs honestly just a matter of time until an introvert grows tired of being around humans
it depends on each person, of course, but thereâs a 99% chance every once in a while heâll start to feel too drained
and heâll need a break to get his energy back
jaemin would probably want you around even when he feels like that, though
i see you being such a big source of comfort for him in a relationship
he enjoys taking care of people so please take care of him too
and for just this one day donât talk about your bias that much, or donât leave nana to go over to him to chat
and just cuddle him a lot
that will make him a smiley baby again
and then things are back to how they normally are
and by that i mean most neos hiding from you because theyâre scaredÂ
i donât have a lot to say aside from that so letâs think about the neos that would be the most intimidated by your shared thot aura
dotae would be confused in different ways lol
taeyong would be just ????????????blush/awkward smile/hahaha??????
and doyoung might actually ask what is wrong with you
<points to jeno and his s/o> âwhy canât you be like themâ
mark would laugh-scream and slap his knee into oblivion whenever you two are cornering him
but then go super shy and be like âdUDE DONâT DO THATâ
resident confident gay jungwoo would rejoice in the attention and make so many goddamned jokes
a literal comedian i love him
i think sicheng and renjun would be on the same wavelength of repugnance towards you lol
chenle would deadass call you weird and tell you to leave him alone
shotaro and kun might faint (or kun will panic-scold you)
taeil is as confused by affection as usual (have you seen the face he makes when haechan kisses him LMFAO heâs smiling but like wondering wtf happened on the inside)
ten is not very amused but might play into it
yangyang: thatâs disgusting, man (cue flashbacks to that live with renjun after the from home stage where renjun pretended to lick his hand and slick his hair back,,, catboy injun,,, you know the one)
xiaojun and hendery are such panicked gays they just turn to stare at whoever else is around and make that âhelpâ expression like theyâre on the office
haechan is haechan, kinda doesnât mind it
jeno is used to dealing with this at this point
lucas and yuta love the attention but while yuta will flirt right back lucas is just gonna smile and try to jop his way out of there while screaming
sungchan will go hide behind haechan and say âhyung theyâre being dumbasses againâ
this turned into âhow would nct react to you and jaemin being super flirty togetherâ and iâm not sorry
Chenle
chenle is so fun to write i love him lmao
okay so
he doesnât strike me as the possessive type with anyone other than jisung (bc i swear he can be a bit jelly towards his bestie but i think it comes with sungie being the sweetest bean ever, heâs just protective)
heâs such a ray of sunshine and witty jokes and dolphin laughter i love him
back to the plot
he literally couldnât care less about you biasing someone else
b u t
i will say thereâs an exception
this exception is tall, kinda lanky, very awkward and born on the 5th of february
youâve guessed it, itâs jisung
i think most of the time heâd tease THE SHIT out of you for it because câmon
you had 22 chances not to mess up
and you still somehow ended up biasing jisung? lol do better next time
and this is not me and chenle hating on jisung, pleaseâ
heâd just find it funny that your bias is his best friend and
hold the fuck up
your bias is his best friend
oH NO NO NO NO NO
i think after realizing that he would lowkey try to keep you two apart because heâs somehow jealous of both????
and if he canât help it then you can bet your ass he will be screaming all along
itâs his sweet, dummy jisung
with his sweeter and dummier y/n
what is he going to do
probably has a mini-breakdown with kun because like heâs always wanted you two to get along bUT NOT LIKE THAT
kun will just sigh like the tired father he is and pet his back while saying âthere, thereâ
and a genius idea is going to come to chenleâs mind
you know the teasing thing?
well itâs upgrade time
heâs gonna turn into such a try-hard with tmi and embarrassing shit you two have done
and heâs not trying to stop you from being friends
he just wants you to like
know who youâre befriending
bc i think since heâs really really close to jisung, he doesnât want you getting closer to him bc you like his idol side alone
and he doesnât want jisung getting close to you just because youâre his partner either
if you had high hopes for each other and ended up kinda falling face-first into the ground bc it was nothing like you had imaginedâ
heâd be so broken
because he loves you so much :((((
so like, if you can get past the teasing and annoying barrier heâs putting up, heâll be more than happy to have two of the most important people in his life being buddies
so get ready for it
if youâre the type of person to go batshit crazy when you drink, oh boy, oh boy
so you and the dreamies are just having dinner when lele feels like itâs the perfect time to disclose some of your drunken adventures
âhey y/nâ
âyeah babe?â
âremember that time you got really really drunk on vodka and candy and wanted to call your momâ
âchenle the hell donât talk abââ
âbut then you tried using the microwave as a phoneâ
â...â
â...â
âor that other time you were equally as drunk and watched the make a wish mv and cried because you noticed the height difference between xiaojun hyung and lucas hyungâ
yeah so nowâs the part you get up to chase him around the dorms and try to land a kick
BUT WORRY NOT, HEâLL MAKE SURE TO EMBARRASS JISUNG JUST AS MUCH
he likes doing that when itâs just the three of you though
so picture this
movie night the girls boys
chenle would 100% pick the most terrifying horror movie he can find so that he could see jisung clinging to whoeverâs closest to him
and then right before a jumpscare, heâd whisper like
âjisungâ
âw-whatâ
âwhy donât you do that thing you were doing while you slept last nightâ
(honestly, iâd be mildly scared if i heard lele say this with no context at all)
and then the jumpscare happens and jisung is nearly fainting and crying at the same time
but chenle is laughing
and trying to get out what he wants to tell you between wheezes
âhe-heâ <dolphin wheeze> âhE WAS SINGING CHEER UP BY TWICE WHILE SLEEPINGâ <more wheezes>
and look this is just gonna go on for weeks until you and jisung are over it
and stop being weird and awkward around each other
lele needs you two to be bros ok
so be bros
once you do adapt to being pals with your bias i think chenle would take the teasing down a notch just to make you more comfortable
and like heâs so happy now the three of you can hang out and thereâs just no tension
happy chenle is the thing i love the most i swear to gods
and if you donât adapt to it?
well,,,
i honestly think heâd be pretty disappointed, cus it means to him one of you isnât ready to fully embrace the weirdness within????
and like what u scared of
jisung is a weirdo, what about it, so are you
either that or heâd think youâre maybe being judgemental
so yeah please accept jisungie and your dumbass boyfriend
then everyone can be besties
i love thinking about the three of you as just this hellbound chaotic trio
because chenji already wreak havoc wherever they go as the two of them
but now that youâre coming along,,,,
no neo would escape from your pranks ever again (and even members of other groups lmfao watch out sehun, iâm talking to you)
and itâs so incredible infuriating in a good way that it just turns to be endearing
youâre cute as fuck so no one gets actually mad with the shit you pull????
which is dangerous, someone should really keep an eye out on the three of youÂ
we donât need sm to be on fire
well we kinda do cus theyâre pretty bad but not my point
i said somewhere above that chenle would tone the teasing down but i donât mean heâd stop
bc câmon guys
heâs chenle
no limits here
but sorry, i really cannot write jealous!chenle cus his heart is just too pure and filled with joy for him to be jealous for real
last scenario?
chenle after a comeback stage: ya y/n, i was gonna ask how was my performance today but you were probably more focused on jisungâs arms right
jisung is choking on water somewhere behind you
Jisung
itâs maknae time <plays i.nâs maknae on top>
i donât mean to picture jisung as being like
ridiculously innocent or just downright naive because i really dislike it when people do that
heâs a literal 19 yo and jaemin himself has said heâs not as innocent as we think lol
however
i do see him as being quite new to all things loveÂ
i think youâd probably be his first partner and with first relationships comes a lot of other firsts
first kiss maybe, first time holding hands, first time being jealousâŠ.
first time being jealous, yes, focus on that
i donât think jisung would be aware that like
you not biasing him is even a possibility
cuz youâre dating
doesnât that come along????
ah poor baby i love him
if you biased chenle i think heâd be just
disgusted and weirded out but okay?? you do you i guess???
heâs comfortable enough with lele to not feel intimidated
but if itâs another member
ESPECIALLY one of the oldest ones
i think it would be a blow straight to his confidenceÂ
you biasing ten, kun, taeil, taeyong, doyoung or johnny and maybe yuta would make him feel a bit hesitant and concerned
his first thought would probably be that you donât like being with someone as young as him
and who knows, maybe youâre even younger than him, maybe youâre the same age, but what if you actually like older guys??
what about him then???
and jisung doesnât mean to feel so worried and insecure, ok, pls understand where iâm coming from
first relationships normally take like a very long time to build trust and acceptance of the other personâs feelings bc itâs literally a whole new world for you
and that goes extra hard for jisung because he is so fucking whipped for you itâs still hard to believe you like him as much
and it absolutely does not cross his mind that youâd cheat on him with your bias, GODS NO
he really respects you and his hyungsÂ
so no, never
thatâs not a thing that can happen
but you realize youâre too good for him and maybe see he doesnât fit your ideal type?
well, yes, thatâs what heâs thinking
probably goes straight to chenle or renjun (he talks about renjun so much asjahj) to vent and ask for advice
i think theyâd be surprised to see whatâs going on inside his pretty little head because itâs so obvious for everyone that you just adore jisung
and they do tell him that
however, i donât think it would completely calm his nerves, and again, this has nothing to do with not trusting you
itâs just that
his hyungs are so coolâŠ
HE CANâT HELP IT OK
would probably try to mirror your bias (iâm saying itâs taeyong for the sake of what iâve imagined ok) and like
grasp onto some of his qualities?
so in his mind taeyong is: nice, sweet, caring, amazing, perfect, smart, perfect, sexy, mature and did i mention perfect
i can see him trying some new rap styles that mimic tyongâs a bit???
like would lowkey learn his raps from cherry bomb and supermâs one and listen to recordings frequently to pick up on how taeyong does it
i think heâd also just change the way he acts in general to dodge a bit from his maknae image
so now he tries to speak with a more formal-ish language and learns random facts about things you like to seem more intelligent???
âgood morning y/n, you look as beautiful as one of voielloâs paintings today :]â
âwait i thought that was a pasta brandâ
heâs just trying to show you he can be mature and serious if you want him to
long story short, heâs not acting like himself (not that heâs childish, heâs just out of it) and you donât like it, so you ask about it and wait for him to feel comfortable with sharing
when he does talk about it breaks your heart so much :((
youâre going to need some patience to try and show him youâd choose him, and not your bias, even if you had the chance
theyâre completely different people and you love him BECAUSE heâs jisung, not for any other reason
please reassure him so he can go back to acting like his authentic self, i think it would be such a relief for him too
your words and affection are obviously enough for him, but if it ever happens that he feels especially low and insecure again, it would help if your bias talks to him too
and taeyong wouldnât have a problem with it
actually, scratch that, taeyong probably knew what was going on all along
he just has that motherly 7th sense (ay) that is even more acute with the dreamies cus likeÂ
127 has him, wayv has kun, but dream hasâŠ
the dreamies
and that, my friend, is terrifying
anyway heâd come to talk to jisung asking like âwhatâs wrong buddy :(â and sungie would be a bit ashamed because it sounds so silly when you say it out loud
of course tyong wouldnât judge him, and he just really has to tell jisung what is it you and he are always talking about
itâs him
âwhen they come around to talk and hang out here it all goes back to you, jisungie. they canât spend one second without mentioning your name
itâs so cute; itâs always like âoh jisung would love thisâ or âjisung likes it that wayâ
so please be kinder to yourself and let yourself see that theyâre in love with you, not with me and not with any other member they ever mentionâ
jisung would feel 10000000% better
and smiley
and giggly
and oh my god do you really talk about him that much
LOOK HEâS BLUSHING
would just go over to your house immediately and hug you, burying his face on your neck from behind you
and not let go
ever again
the whole situation just teaches him a lot about accepting your love for him and not questioning itÂ
shut up iâm not crying
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final notes: this was my first work after the humanity series and it was so fun lol i think next up is probs gonna be an ideal type scenario for ot23 (but if i really write it iâm gonna post it by subunit and its gonna be way shorter than this, donât expect 23K words at once lmao)
if youâve enjoyed this fic please consider reading my humanity series, which is a zombie apocalypse au with kun <3
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since your Possessive!Remus thing was literal perfection, would you consider writing Possessive!Sirius? I feel like Loops would get hit on by a lot of guys who see it as some sort of challenge to steal him away from Cap and I wanna see Cap react... strongly to that đđ
Ohohoho, I like the way your mind works! Hope you enjoy! The possessive!Remus fic is called Hey, Jealousy and is linked here if anyone would like to read it.
TW for implied sexual content and heavy flirting, attempted groping/ the inability to understand a simple ânoâ.
Coops credit goes to @lumosinlove, as always!
The music was loud enough that Remusâ head hurt if he paid too much attention to itâluckily, he was a little preoccupied dancing with his fiancĂ©. Their cheeks brushed every few seconds, and if Remus glanced up slightly he knew he would see Siriusâ face illuminated in the vibrant club lights that flashed in a thousand different colors.
Sweat made his hair stick to his forehead and he pushed it out of his eyes; he felt it on the back of Siriusâ neck as well, as if he had just played a hard shift on the ice. He couldnât even remember which of the guys had suggested going to a club in the first place, but they had come along to let loose and get out of the house for a change. It was a Friday night, after allâwhy shouldnât they have some fun?
He tapped the back of Siriusâ neck and tilted his head toward the bar, shouting âwater!â as clearly as he could. Sirius smiled and kissed his forehead before letting go of his waist. People jostled him on all sides and he thanked whatever higher power existed that nobody spilled their drinksâor anything elseâon him.
âTwo waters, please,â he panted to the bartender, wiping his forehead off with the shoulder of his shirt. The woman nodded and headed back for clean glasses.
âThis oneâs on me,â a deep voice said as someone sidled up to his right with a smirk. âHey, sexy. Iâm Cal.â
Remus smiled politely. âThanks for the offer, Cal, but I think waterâs free.â
âThen Iâd be happy to get you something else. Whatâs your name, cutie?â
âIâm not really in the habit of talking to strangers,â he said. God, this place was so fucking loud. âCoincidentally, neither is the person I came here with. Have a good one.â
Cal squinted at him in the low light and his smile broadened into a challenge. Shit. âWhereâs your boyfriend, mystery guy?â
Itâs not a mystery that I donât want to fucking talk to you. Remus rolled his eyes and leaned on the bar counter, searching the crowd for Sirius; he was hanging out by the back wall, laughing with Kuny as Remus pointed to him. âThere. The one with the backwards hat.â
âThat guy?â Cal shook his head with a laugh and Remus bit the inside of his cheek. âI saw him dancing earlier, he has no rhythm.â He turned what was probably supposed to be a smolder on Remus. âDancing with me would be a lot more fun, I can promise you that.â
He snorted. âUh-huh. Sure, dude. Sadly, I donât have any rhythm either.â
âI could teach you.â Cal was leaning closer and Remus could smell his overdone cologne.
âIâll pass.â
âCome on, donât be like that.â Movement caught the corner of his eye and he reached down, hauling Calâs hand upward by the wrist.
He made direct eye contact with him. Blood thundered in his ears. âI said no. Touch my ass and weâre going to have a real problem.â
âHey, chill out.â Cal pulled his wrist away and held his hands up in surrender. âCan we talk about it outside or something?â
Remus almost laughed. âFucking hell, youâre persistent. What part of I am in a relationship are you failing to understand with the two braincells left in your goddamn head? That updo might be sharp enough to cut glass, but apparently all the hairspray has rendered you incapable of understanding simple words. Should I say it again or do you want me to get a whiteboard?â
âLook, man, I just donât think you actually have a boyfriend,â Cal said defensively.
âHe doesnât.â Remus recognized that low voice, as well as the warm arm draping over his shoulders. Sirius reached a hand out and his ring glinted in the light. âIâm his fiancĂ©. Who the hell are you again?â
Call didnât take it; he just stared at them. âSirius, this is Cal.â Remus kissed his cheek. âApparently, he thinks you have no rhythm.â
âIt was just a joke, manââ
âHey, donât worry about it,â Sirius laughed, though there was no humor in it. âYouâre right. I donât. Neither does the man Iâm marrying in a few months, but that hasnât stopped us yet.â
âSirius,â Remus warned under his breath.
âCal, Iâm sure youâre plenty nice when thereâs not music blasting at a hundred decibels and you can actually see someone more than two feet in front of you.â
âThanks, man.â
âIâm not finished.â Siriusâ tone became hard and unrelenting. âBut as nice as you might be then, that doesnât change the fact that you tried to grope my fiancĂ©. Iâm giving you five seconds to get lost.â
Cal straightened up indignantly, though Sirius still loomed over him. âWhat are you going to do, call the bouncer?â
âNo.â Sirius made no outward threat and did not elaborate. Cal vanished into the crowd in half the time given to him, but Remus didnât feel him relax. âAre you okay, mon coeur?â
âIrritated, but fine. You can take a breath now.â He ran his thumb along Siriusâ cheekbone and smiled up at him. âNot that it was fun, but that was kinda hot.â
Siriusâ eyebrows rose. âReally?â
âYeah. You got all growly.â He knocked their hips together with a smirk and pressed a water glass into his hand, taking a sip of his own.
âHe tried to grab your ass.â
âHe did indeed. Itâs a good thing Iâve got sharp reflexes.â
âAnd a sharper tongue.â Sirius grinned around the rim of his glass. âOh, yeah, I heard what you said.â
âWas the whiteboard bit too much?â
âNah. It really drove the point home.â They set their glasses down at the same time and Sirius inclined his head toward the dance floor. âCare for some more no-rhythm dancing, sweetheart?â
Remus grabbed him by the hand and dragged him back into the crowd, where he turned and wrapped his arms around Siriusâ neck as they swayed. Siriusâ hands were tighter on his hips than before; it sent a thrill through his veins and he pressed back into him a little more.
âRe.â
âHmm?â
âWhat are you doing?â
âClubs are overrated, especially when youâre rumbly like this.â He ground back again and Sirius let out a harsh exhale. âWhat do you think?â
âI think we should go home before I make an absolute fool out of myself over you.â There was a smile in his voice and Remus leaned up to pull him into a kiss.
âI always make a fool out of myself around you,â he murmured into Siriusâ lips, biting the bottom one just enough to make him whine. âTake me home?â
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the worst case scenario 2
i did decide to make this a little parter thing, but really want to be as sensitive as poss (honestly using this as a sort of therapy for what I see myself ah). So please  do not read if anything in the warnings may trigger. I very much am not trying to âromanticiseâ these sorts of situations in any way but also be aware medically this is NOT accurate.This part is short but I think there will be more.
warnings: hospital - ICU, respirators / mention of death , maternal mortality / talk of family dynamics and abandonment of a child
[previous part]
The sight Nikki walked into is something that as a parent you never want to see. Walking into this cold and otherwise empty ârelatives roomâ to see her son collapsed in a world of pain onto his best mates chest. Tom was too busy sobbing to even notice her entrance but her and Harrison instantly locked eyes . Not even able to muster up a greeting smile, Harrison just nodded her in, admitting her entrance to the most horrific situation.Â
It was about half an hour since she had been texting Haz, arranging when theyâd be able to come and visit the newborn in hospital or whether it would be better to just wait till the new family got settled back at home, when Nikki had got a call from Tomâs number. With an excited grin she had instantly whipped her phone off the kitchen counter within one ring- a facial expression that didnât last long at all.Â
Met with the distant sound of crying first, Harrisonâs deeper voice then emitted itself from her phones speaker, alerting her to the fact everything was very not right. Heâd asked her to come to the hospital, said it was Y/n, that the baby was fine and then hung up. Dom immediately agreed to come with her but right now he was still parking the car, having dropped Nikki off right at the front. It had sounded that bad.Â
Now, she knelt down infront of Haz and Tom, the latter who still was leaning over the arm rest and currently silently crying into his friends chest. Haz didnât miss Nikkiâs hands shaking as she reached out and rubbed up and down her sons back, the action prompting him to suddenly lean up to face her. He was broken. Totally and completely broken. Wordlessly, Nikki looked up for a second, communicating with Harrison so as if rehearsed he stood up and Nikki took his place in the chair - giving him a break from being Tomâs support. Beyond appreciative of how well Nikki could read a situation, Haz quietly but still in a hurried fashion made his way to the door.Â
Because he was about to crack too - Tom couldnât see him like that, not right now at least. And so his legs, completely of their own volition, carried him down the hallways. He had absolutely no idea what time it was, all sense of time passing had completely been thrown off earlier in the morning. He was oblivious to a lot, very much in his own thoughts and only realised where he had ended up when a nurse he vaguely recognised managed to garner his attention.Â
âYouâre here for baby Holland? Sheâs just round here.â
âI-â He couldnât respond but the nurse just nodded and then started off down the hallway, practically forcing the blonde to follow a couple of meters till they got to a perspex viewing window.Â
âSheâs the little cutie in the far corner over there.â The brunette middle aged lady softly spoke as she pointed through the glass to the incubator in the corner. â Donât worry about all the equipment, the doctors already come round and cleared her. Sheâs good to go home when you guys areâŠare ready.â Her words had trailed off, Harrison guessed she didnât know how to phrase the current âsituationâ Tom and Y/n were in either. After a couple of moments, the nurse placed a gentle hand on Harrisonâs shoulder, giving it a squeeze. âYou want to have a cuddle? I know your not dad butâŠâ
âYeh-yehâŠplease.âÂ
Harrison just felt awful. The little girl was barely hours into life and yet she wasnât receiving nearly as much as love as she should be. Instead unnamed and alone in a cold and clinical setting. So he silently nodded away, taking in all the instructions the nurse gave as she sat him down in the arm chair next to the incubator.Â
Once she placed the little blanket wrapped bundle in his arms the nurse smiled gently up at Haz âYou want to feed her? Iâm sure sheâd prefer it from you than me love?â Ah. Now Haz really was stuck between a rock and a hard place. Sheâd never been given a feed before - except presumably the midwifes.Â
âI-uh Y/n hasnât even so I probably shouldnâtâŠâ
âI can promise you Miss Y/l/n would probably want her baby to be cared for by someone that loves her and that Miss Y/l/n trusts herself.â Ooof. How were nurses so intuitive? She literally read his mind and broken down all the ill-founded ideas Harrison had built up.Â
âIâm not her Dad.â
âBut you care.â Looking down once and briefly at the squished little face that wormed herself into Harrisons broad chest a little more, he then immediately nodded in agreement. Looking almost relieved, the nurse handed him a bottle and directed him as to how to hold it. After mere moments she gasped happily, leaning back whilst the blonde boy waited for her input.Â
âSheâs latched on easy peasy. Youâre doing great, I can leave you to it if you want - Iâll only be round the corner.â
âCan you check if thereâs any news on Y/n?â The kind lady nodded, before promptly exiting the room - leaving the two actually alone for the first time ever.Â
He didnât even think about it, whilst Haz cradled her in one arm and held the bottle up at the angle shown by the nurse, he quietly spoke to the little bundle.Â
âIâm sorry you were lonely⊠your mum and dad love you lots and lots⊠we all do.â Not realising he was crying, Harrison almost scared himself when a single strangled and repressed sob escaped from his chest. â Youâre mumâŠ. Sheâs a pain in the arse right?â Haz laughed a little wetly â Sheâs sarky as hell and she always has an answer⊠youâd probably think sheâs a badass⊠she is. And-andâŠ. Your dad is just scared⊠He loves you I promise, he just⊠heâs worried about you mum.â Now there was actual tears welling up and overflowing his lower lash line, not matter how much he tried to blink them away. âBut whatever⊠whatever happens. You got all of us kiddo⊠you got me.â
Jolted out of his thoughts by the ladies knuckles rapping twice on the door, Harrison immediately shook himself out of it, wiping his face on his arm to hopefully remove all the evidence of the slight emotional breakdown.Â
âMr Osterfield⊠the doctor wanted me to let you know heâs on his way to talk to Mr Holland.â
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Harrison managed to get back to Tom, Nikki and now Dom before Dr Webber returned, so with a greeting nod to Dom he too took a seat opposite Nikki and Tom. His best mate wasnât crying anymore, which could be considered a positive were it not for the sinisterly empty look in his eye. He looked almost robotic, staring almost straight ahead at the light grey wall, sat straight and rigidly except for his one hand clasped in Nikkiâs.Â
âYou went to see the baby?â Nikki broke the silence, making Harrison smile sadly over at her with a nod. It didnât even look as though Tpm heard his mum speak, even if he was sat right next to her. âSheâs okay?â
âYehâŠI gave her a bottle. She-sheâs very cute.â Harrison could see Nikkiâs face morph into one of kindness before she looked left toward her son. Nikki was still yet to see to unnamed girl but just thinking about her made her heart flutter. And then stop when she thought about what that little girl was already going through, barely hours into existence.Â
âYou hear that Tom? Maybe you could go down and see her soon? After weâve spoken to the doctor?â Nikki was only trying to do the best thing, Harrison knew it and deep down Tom did know it too. But now really really wasnât the time for some gently encouragement from his mother, it wasnât just Tom being a little stubborn. This was his whole entire world falling apart around him. He didnt have the energy or focus to even shoot down his mother, instead Tom chose to stay completely still - engrossed in his own thoughts.Â
From the outset, when you take that leap and say to a person âI think we should try for kids nowâ you are completely putting yourself at the mercy of the other. But when they agree? Then itâs a commitment. Not it the same way marriage is - because thatâs a completely selfish gesture, you get married because YOU want to be married to each other. Rather, agreeing to have a kid is a promise, a promise of something more. Promising that you are bringing this life into the world - and half of that life is yours. You create it together and it becomes a joint responsibility. You can never, no matter what people think, ever stop being a parent. At the end of it all there will be another person that knows, scientifically, it is half you. Even if they never met you - they still âknewâ you. They would know you had to exist, they would see things in themselves that cannot be explained rather than the influence of their creator.Â
And sure, it didnât always work out that way. A parent would up and leave, a child always with questions and a sense of betrayal. But that child⊠they know you. Because there is half of you in them.Â
So it was Y/n and Tom together that was slumbering blissfully on a ward downstairs. That was the scary thing. Tom was so sure he didnât have it in him. He wouldnât do this without her. He couldnât be a dad to a baby without a mum. He couldnât be a parent without Y/n.Â
Almost thankfully for the atmosphere in the room, a soft know had them all snatching their heads up the very same grey slightly potato like doctor waddled in, this time followed by 2 others; a tall, dark haired woman with a soft and empathetic smile; then another man but this one tall and slender, unlike the other two who were wearing professional clothes, he was donned in scrubs (with the scrub hate too).
âMr Holland and uh⊠familyâ Dr Webber awkwardly greeted the new arrivals of Nikki and Dom, somehow apparently sensing they were Tomâs and not Y/nâs parents who were hours away. Oh fuck, Tom hadnât even phoned them yet.Â
âThis is Dr Alison Goodwell and then Dr Rohan Avinash, he is Y/nâs surgeon.â They filed in and took seats surrounding them, Dom and Harrison standing up to stand off to the side, not wanting to get in the way of the doctors. All Tom could do though was overanalyse everything. Why was the surgeon here? What was this other lady doing here? AÂ pathologist? â no, he wasnât going to think like that. Then the taller and most scary looking of the three inched forward, commanding the attention of the whole room.
âMr Holland, I just wanted to go over what happened. Ms Y/l/n developed plactental accreta, which was the cause of the what we call here a post partum haemorrhage. When you raised the alarm she had already lost, at best guess, 3 pints of blood which is a lot, thereâs no denying. Dr Webber and his team quickly brought her up to my team in surgery. We transfused her with blood but we couldnât stabilise her and the bleeding didnât show any signs of stopping so we had to perform emergency surgeryâŠ.â Dr Avinash slowed down as he took in how close Tom looked to bursting out in tears once again, offering him the chance to have a moment to collect himself. Vehemently shaking his head in refusal, Tom crung his hands together furiously. He just needed to know. âOkay⊠Now the nature of the surgery, because we had to be so quickâŠit is quite invasive and is a lot of stress to put on anyones body. That and the amount of blood she had already lost makes the situation very dangerous. Sometimes when this happens a persons heart-â Tomâs breath halted in his throat at the mention of her heart, Harrison sharing the bleak trigger which made him shift uncomfortable between his two feet. â-notices this, it goes into what we call hypovoloemic shock, this just basically means its not getting enough volume of blood to pump properly. So we have had to stimulate Ms Y/l/nâs heart with electricity to keep it pumping-â
âYou shocked her?â He felt so numb and now adrenalin was coursing through his own veins, images like you see on TV shows of her body arching up not he table from the volts of electricity.
âIâm afraid we did have to but it meant we could keep her stable enough to fix the bleed. I am sorry to say this but weâve had to remove her whole womb because it was so damaged.â
âBut Y/n?â Again Harrison lost all willpower of control, though to be fair he wasnât sure if he was being impatient or not -Â this doctor appeared to be delivering this news painfully slowly, as if to torture everyone as much as possible.
âYour fiancĂ© lost a lot of blood and her body went through a lotâ The towering doctor kept his focus on Tom the whole time, Harrisonâs interjection seemingly falling on selectively deaf ears. âWeâve had to use a machine to control her breathing and for the moment she is still in a very dangerous place. Right now she is stable but I donât want to make any promises to you. We are nowhere close to out of the woods yet.â Seemingly, feeling compelled to add in, the brunette doctor spoke for the first time since entering.
âBut itâs still one hurdle she has got through⊠Now that the surgeons are finished with Ms Y/l/n me and the other intensive care doctors will be keeping a very close eye on her okay? We are all going to be working with you and your family 24/7, to keep Y/n as comfortable as possible.â Her soft smile managed to somehow break through to Tom, who jerkily nodded while Nikki squeezed his hand tight. There had been a lot of that going on today and even if Tom would say he wished nothing more that it was Y/n rather than his mums grip - he still appreciated it. The doctor continued, leaning forward so her elbows were resting on the tops of her thighs. âRight now sheâs asleep and probably will be for quite a while. We first want to be sure sheâs not in any pain, so she is sedated. Now assuming everything goes okay tonight and she stays stable we might want to think about possibly reducing that sedation, however for right now I hope you are all in agreement that we just want to make sure sheâs comfortable?â The whole room nodded steadily in response which the doctor acknowledged with a satisfied smile.Â
âAnd we are all aware this is a lot to take in so if you have any questions or think of any please just let us know - itâs important that you guys are all fully in the know⊠How is your daughter?â Dr Webber started off so well, Tom was almost going to smile thankfully at him, until he mentioned it. Instantly, the cold and empty look reappeared behind Tomâs eyes as the room was held in silence for long enough to be uncomfortable. To be fair, the doctor wasnât to know that recently Tom had taken to refusing to acknowledge he even had a child.Â
âI-sheâs really good⊠the nurse there said sheâs ready to leave wheneverâ Harrison had to show that at least someone was looking out for her, he couldnât not.Â
âOkayâ sharing a knowing look with Harrison, Dr Webber pitifully clasped his hands together, before looking back to Tom. âWould you like Dr Alison take you up to see her, sir?âÂ
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Nagi Rokuya Birthday Photobook Rabbit Chat Part 3: Nagi And His Senior Idols
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 4 | Part 5
Tsumugi: Thank you
for gathering here
today..! This project
was created to show
more of Nagi-sanâs
true nature as a
way to commemorate
the release of the
Nagi Photobook.
Tsumugi: Iâm sure
you must be busy,
but Iâd like for
you to talk as you
usually do. I look
forward to chatting
with you!
Nagi: Feel free to
discuss every one of
my good points. Now,
begin.
Ryunosuke: Hello,
Nagi-kun! I was excited
for your photobook!
Nagi: Hello.
Yuki: You're as cold
as I heard.
Momo: Yoohoo,
Nagi~! Mind giving
us a little more of
a warm welcome???
Nagi: I do not
mean to treat you
coldly. This is how
I normally operate.
Yuki: Like a train?
Gaku: You're not like
this when you talk to
me. What's going on?
Nagi: Hm, is that so?
Perhaps I must correct
my conduct around you...
Gaku: Why? (lol)
Tenn: Gaku, are you
done trying to act like
the two of you are best
friends?
Ryunosuke: Wait, Gaku
and Nagi-kun are friends!?
I want to be friends with
him, too. Do you think we
could make that happen?
Tenn: Ryu, you're
veering dangerously
close to flirty territory
again.
Ryunosuke: Huh!?
Yuki: It's almost
scary, how unaware of
his own flirting he is.
He and Nagi-kun are pretty
much polar opposites.
Momo: I think you're
a little like Ryu in
that respect, too...
Yuki: Am I?
Tsumugi: Nagi-san,
please say something
><
Ryunosuke: Did he
fall asleep?
Nagi: Of course not.
I was merely observing
our chat log, in case any
of you felt like talking
about my photobook.
Gaku: Geez, you're
really gonna keep
doing this aren't
you? (lol)
Tenn: Nagi Rokuya,
your crying face makes
you look like a child.
Momo: Ah, you mean in
the social media pic~!?
Wasn't that taken during
one of his Cocona marathons?
lolol
Nagi: OH, I was not
expecting you to open
with that. Cute, was it
not? Although Mitsuki is
the only cutie we need.
Gaku: I thought we
were finally gonna talk
about your photobook, but
now you're just bragging
about your teammates!
Nagi: Is that a
problem? :-)))
Gaku: No!
Nagi: I do
enjoy your banter,
Yaotome-shi.
Momo: Nagi, you're
so funny, lolololol
Nagi: Am I?
:-P
Yuki: I didn't know
you even could cry.
Nagi: ?
What do you
mean?
Yuki: Nothing.
Ryunosuke: That
picture of you with
the cherry blossoms was
cool! I was completely
drawn to it.
Nagi: I think you
should take a photograph
in front of the nighttime
sakura, as well.
Ryunosuke: I'm not
really the type who'd
look good around
sakura, lol
Yuki: You're more
of a hibiscus kind
of guy.
Tenn: Totally.
Nagi: Uminchu (1).
Tsumugi: Mitsuki-san
just sent me a message
saying: "Nagi's trying
to mail order a ton of
hibiscuses and send them
to Yaotome Productions,
I'll go pretend I'm Cocona
until he comes to his
senses"..!?
Ryunosuke: W-why!?
Yuki: That's
hilarious.
Tenn: No, it's
not...
Gaku: Yeah,
it is.
Tenn: It
shouldn't be.
Momo: Hey, Nagi!
Why were you trying to
send them hibiscuses!?
lolololol
Nagi: So Tsunashi-shi
may be photographed
against a hibiscus
background? He may not
look as good as me, but
I am sure they will suit
him nonetheless.
Nagi: Consider it a thanks
for his appreciation of the
photobook Sogo produced
for me.
Ryunosuke: B-but...
I just said what I felt,
are you sure I should
accept the flowers?
Tenn: Don't look
so happy, Ryu.
Yuki: Maybe you
could send me flowers,
too
Nagi: Will edible
flowers do?
Momo: LMAO
Tsumugi: Um,
I received another
message from Mitsuki-san,
this time saying "He's just
got this creepy, serene
look on his face! And
he's not stopping, in
fact now he's trying to
buy edible flowers"...
Momo: He's actually
doing it, lolololol
Yuki: How many were
you planning to get
us, by the way?
Nagi: 1100.
Momo: Figures!!! Are
you rewarding us for
talking about the Nagi
Photobook or something!?
lololol
Gaku: Is this some
kind of reforestation
campaign?
Nagi: You are to
photograph yourselves
in front of the flowers
I send you, holding a
Nagi Photobook, and then
upload it on social
media.
Nagi: On June 20th,
at exactly midnight,
of course :-))))
Yuki: That'll be one
hell of a picture.
Sounds fun
Momo: Let's do it!
A handsome Nagi in bed
plus Re:vale in front of
tons of edible flowers
equals a massive reaction,
lololol
Ryunosuke: Now I'm
getting nervous! It's
a big responsibility,
but I'll try my best to
take a good picture.
Gaku: Ryu, if you're
doing it, don't take theÂ
photo yourself. I'll do it.
Ryunosuke: Thank you!
Tenn: I don't care
anymore.
Tsumugi: Before we
get more sidetracked,
here are some questions
the others prepared for
you...
Nagi: I was waiting
for this. It is about timeÂ
for me to free Mitsuki,Â
who is still pretendingÂ
to be Cocona for me
X-P
Choices/outcomes:
1. Why do you like anime?
Nagi: It is a long story...
But to put it shortly, anime is
one of the things that saved me.
2. Meat or veggies?
Nagi: I like both. But if you
mean my conduct with the ladies,
I am more of a carnivorous type... ;-P
3. Do you do anything specific
to maintain your physique?
Nagi: I watch Cocona. The
sheer excitement is enough for
me to break into a sweat, and
it has a detoxing effect.
Nagi: I lookÂ
forward to each of yourÂ
photobooks, as well.
Gaku: Oh, that's
nice to hear. Let us
know what you thought,
okay (lol)
Nagi: I think I will
be able to judge them
based entirely on how
Sogo will be acting when
they release.
Gaku: Why Osaka?
Ryunosuke: He did
say he's our fan!
Nagi: Unfortunately,
that appears to be
the case ;-(
Yuki: Unfortunately?
Nagi: Sogo and Mitsuki
are such rabid fanboys ;-(
Nagi: By the way,
Kujo-shi, I hope you will
look forward to the Riku
Photobook, which I will
be producing.
Tenn: ^^
Tsumugi: Aaaah,
I'll cut this part
out of the public
version..!
Tenn: Oh. Okay
then.
Tenn: I expect a
cover portraying your
center as the healthy
and wholesome 18-year-
old he is ^^
Nagi: OH, do not
fret, Kujo-shi. I understandÂ
completely (V)o„o(V)
Tenn: What is that
kaomoji supposed to
be..?
Nagi: (V)o„o(V)
Momo: I knew this
when I read your
photobook, but you've
gotten soft, Nagi!
In a good way!
Nagi: What? But
I have not gained
any weight!
Momo: That's not
what I meant, lololol
I meant your personality
and vibe, stuff like that.
Nagi: What makes
you say that?
Momo: Just
a hunch!
Nagi: A hunch?
Momo: You used to
be like Yuki, when
he was younger.
Yuki: Did he now?
Does that mean I should
get into Cocona, too?
Momo: Nah, I think
you're good, lololol
Gaku: I kinda get
what you mean. My
image of him changed
after we did MATSURI
together, too.
Nagi: If that is the
case... Then perhaps I
have finally found a
place where I can truly
be myself.
Ryunosuke: Are you
happy right now,
Nagi-kun?
Nagi: Yes. More
than anyone else in
the world.
Ryunosuke: That's
great!
Tenn: You've found
something to hold
dear.
Nagi: Moments of
happiness, sadness,
and anger. It is a routine
we have come to share. I think
it has changed not only me, but
each and every one of us.
Nagi: Meeting all of you
has changed us greatly.
Thank you for paving
the way for us.
Momo: He's finally
warmed up to us..!
Yuki: That he has.
Nagi: Though we will be
the ones paving the rest
of the way for you :-P
Gaku: Nah, he's
still his usual self
(lol)
Tsumugi: We've
changed because of
you, Nagi-san.
Tsumugi: Thank you
for keeping your cool.
No matter what happens,
I feel like we can always
get back on track, as long
as you're with us.
Tsumugi: Still, I know
we can't keep relying
on you like this... So
I'll make sure to become
the kind of manager you
can even complain to!
Nagi: I thought a
true man should never
complain.
Nagi: However, I
now realize that my
feelings on the matter
might be hurting you.
Nagi: Thank you all
for coming here tonight.
I was happy to talk
to you.
Nagi: Though I do not
dare wish for more, I have
come to feel that maybe having
12 of us is even better than
having 7 of us. I hope you will
understand this feeling, too.
Translatorâs notes..?Â
1) Uminchu basically means âman of the seaâ in Uchinaaguchi/Okinawan
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Drunken guest and a tail
lee jeno x reader
description. you headed over to your comfort space which is Jenoâs apartment, only to have a unexpected guest tagging along with you as you spent the night there.
genre. PURE FLUFF
word count. 1.6k~
warnings. nonees
a/n. i suddenly had the thought of jeno being allargic to cats then i figured how about write a short story about itt
20th December 2020.
You etched this date in your brain as you made your way to the bar. You looked down on your phone, feeling vibrations from it as you see Mark calling you for the fifth time. You were this close to switching off your phone completely if he called you one more time.
A lot went through your head while you walked down the dimly lit streets, trying to get your mind off everything by watching cars pass by or looking at the street lamps that flickered every few seconds. Yet, it wasnât working.
The thought of your two year relationship with Mark ended in the blink of an eye the moment you saw him with another girl. To be honest, you knew it was going to happen someday when you realise him not contacting you as often, and your dates with him became less and less, moments away till it dissolves into nothing.
Knowing youâre going to have a long night ahead of you, you decided to call Jeno. Your only close friend that you could trust at this point. After hearing Jeno pick up, you gulped and looked up to the sky. âWhat?â You heard Jeno say in his usual monotone flat voice which he uses whenever he picked up any of your calls.
âDonât lock the door tonight. Iâm going through some shit and I might come to your house.â You heaved a sigh as you bit your bottom lip.
âWhy? Did something happen-â
You hung up, way too tired to explain your situation with hope that Jeno would be asleep by the time you got home so he wouldnât see you in your wrecked state.
You finally arrived at the bar. To your surprise, it wasnât crowded. You scanned your eyes over your surroundings but decided to just take a seat in front of the bar.
âVodka, please. And keep it coming.â You said lazily as the bartender appeared in front of you to take your order. Moments later your shot of vodka came. You wasted no time to down it all in one go.
You knew you were very resistant to alcohol but with all these emotions filling up your mind, you bet you wouldnât even realise anything if youâve exceeded your limit. But at this point, you didnât care, wanting to desperately drink your sorrows away for just one night.
You felt your phone vibrating beside you. Not even wondering who called, you switched your phone off immediately.
âMiss, you seem drunk. Do you have anyone I can call to take you home?â You suddenly hear the bartender speak. You looked up with eyes that were half opened. One thing you didnât notice till now was that he looked extremely good looking. You did a double take before clearing your throat and running a hand through your hair.
âI can go home myself.â You muttered as you rose from your seat, coughing as the alcohol that kicked in moments ago start to settle in with your head spinning and a mind that wasnât in the right space.
You tried making your way to the front door, staggering your way there as your vision was just slightly beginning to go bad. You felt the bartender hold your arm to assist you, but you quickly pushed it off once you arrived at the door.
âAnd you cutie...â You said as you tapped a finger on the bartenderâs shoulder. âHave a great night. Unlike mine when it got ruined in seconds.â
You pushed the door open and tripped on your way out. You suspire in despair, not even knowing what time it was. You started to walk, to who knows where. You wanted to go anywhere but home, wanting to feel the night breeze against your face as you walked down the streets at are now peacefully empty.
Absentmindedly, you somehow ended up in front of Jenoâs apartment. You squinted your eyes and tilted your head as you tried to read the number on the door. Yup, you were definitely at Jenoâs apartment. This was surely not the first time youâve done this.
Whenever you have gone through a hard time, you would be standing outside Jenoâs apartment, not even knowing why. You could only assume that it was your feet that unconsciously walked you here. It was weird to feel comfort from just looking at the door of Jenoâs apartment from the first floor, but that became your habit ever since you became friends with Jeno.Â
Running a hand down your face, you push the door open and entered, taking off your shoes and throwing them to the side.Â
âHey, I tried calling you so many times why didnât you reply? Oi-â Jeno instantly got cut off when you pushed him aside and made your way to the living room. Before you could drop yourself onto the couch, you hear Jeno calling out your name.
Irritated, you spun around and glared at Jeno. âThe fuck you want? Iâm tired.â You growled, dropping your purse on the floor and letting out a whine.Â
Jeno narrowed his eyes down on you and pointed down to the floor. You looked down at the direction he was pointing at, suddenly seeing a cat roaming around Jeno.Â
âWhatâs a feline doing here? Did it follow you home?â Jeno asked with the raise of a brow. You huffed and scratched your head. âDoes it look like I know?â
The two of you stared at the cat that was rubbing its head against Jenoâs leg for a long minute, not sure what to do with it since it just suddenly somehow showed up. âYou wanted to adopt a cat, right? Keep it or something...â You mumbled before finally sitting down on the couch, taking a pillow and getting yourself comfortable while closing your eyes to let them rest.
Jeno glanced at your drunken tired state before fixing his eyes onto the cat once again. âHow did you follow her here, cutie?â He whispered under his breath. Though it whisper was louder than he thought, making you open your eyes to see Jeno squatting down beside it and petting its head.
âWhat are you gonna do with it?â You asked, resting your chin on the palm of your hand as you leaned your body against the arm of the couch. âYou tell me.â Jeno stood up and walked to the kitchen, filling a small bowl with water and going back to the cat, placing the bowl in front of it which resulted it to drink almost immediately.Â
âDo you think I have the brain power to think?â I asked, shaking my head as I shrugged my shoulders and letting your body sink into the soft couch.Â
Jeno sighed and placed a hand on his forehead as he stared down at the cat. The two of heard the cat meowing while it looked up at Jeno with big eyes. Of course, Jeno couldnât resist, picking it up and holding it in his arms. He made his way over to the couch and sat down beside you, placing the cat on his lap.Â
âIt doesnât look like a stray...â Jeno said as he inspected the cat thoroughly. You did the same, noticing how it had beautiful brown fur and big round brown eyes. It didnât have a name tag or any sign of ownership either. âWe can take care of it?â You puckered your lips as the cat moved into your lap, getting comfortable in it and rubbing its head on your hand. You smiled to yourself softly as you started to pet it, running your hand down its body.Â
âWe?â Jeno asked in confusion.Â
You slowly laid your head on Jenoâs shoulder, moving your head around till you found a comfortable spot in the crook of Jenoâs neck. âI broke up with Mark.â
You didnât hear a reply, only breathing could be heard. You didnât bother looking up to Jeno to see his reaction to your words, only wanting to keep your eyes on the mysterious cat that seemed to like your presence. You didnât mind since you felt comfortable with it as well.Â
You suddenly felt Jenoâs hand creep up your head, running his hand down to caress your hair and run his fingers through it, untangling small strands of hair here and there. âI already told you to break up with him when you told me about the red flags, didnât I?â Jeno replied with a light scoff.Â
âStop making me feel worse than I already am.â You begged, your voice muffled from the fact that you had your lips brushing above Jenoâs skin.Â
You heard him sigh, placing a light kiss on the crown of your head before whispering, âMove in with me. She can move in as well.â Jeno jerked his head towards the cat that was already sleeping peacefully in your lap.
You didnât know what came over you. Without you realising, you had your lips on Jenoâs. It was probably the alcohol that controlled you, but maybe perhaps your underlining feelings for Jeno as well.
Not recieving a response, you wanted to pull back, only to have Jenoâs hand cupping your cheek before pulling you back in, kissing you nice and slow. You tried not to move so as to not disturb the cat. Before the kiss could get heated, you were first to pull away, breathing heavily.
âArenât you allergic to cat fur?âÂ
Jeno only shrugged. âIâll make it work.â He mumbled before connecting his lips with yours once again as the two of you kissed in silence with the cat sitting comfortably on your lap, Jeno unconsciously connected his hand with your that laid lightly on the cat, interlocking his fingers with yours as you allowed him to kiss your sadness and worries away.
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