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ilovebokutokoutaro · 2 years

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𝗦𝘁𝗶𝗴𝗺𝗮

Oikawa x reader/ part 1 / part 2

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭, 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭, 𝐧𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭, 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐫 (𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐟, 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜)

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"𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦"

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Oikawa regretted it the second he woke up, he felt dread pick up at his skin as he saw your body lie next to him. Your hands held his arms with a desperation and it was as if you knew he'd leave. It was as if you knew he lied to you. His fingers slowly brushed the lose strands of hair behind your ear and his breathe hitched at the redness under your eye.

You looked so pretty to him.....but not pretty enough. You looked so lovely to him.....but not lovable enough. And even if he knew walking out of that room meant end, he couldn't help but pull his arm out of you grasp, he couldn't help but slide back into his clothes before he gathered his stuff up from the room. The small urge to stay pricking up at his heart had him folding your clothes and resting them on the edge on the bed.

A sigh left his chapped lips as he felt tears building up in his eyes, it wasn't his fault....how could he resist when you begged him like that...but he couldn't do anything more for you. He found himself walking out of the room then the apartment then out of the street your small apartment lied in.

And each step got heavier but he knew you weren't good enough for him, she was better. His feet carried him to her apartment and then he was banging his fists at her door. Before he could process he was already pulling her into his chest, holding her in his arms as he cried about how much he loved her and how he couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't deal with relationships and even if he liked you, being with you wouldn't do him any good. He was too scared to make any efforts into being with you and maybe this was why he sat holding someone else's hand while secretly glancing at you.

Your eyes looked droopy, as if you were tired of something and he blamed you for not talking to him, a small fury building at the fact you weren't asking him to come back. You loved him, you said. So how could you forget him so easily? He watched as you dug your nails in your palm while he laughed with her. And he felt a sense of accomplishment when your eyes bubbled up with tears.

He couldn't love you but he couldn't just let you go either and it would be a lie if i said you weren't getting tired of him. It was starting to fade away slowly, the love was turning into hate and at this point you didn't care what happened to him. Even tho you knew he had power over you, you knew you couldn't let him overpower the will to leave.

The past few months were hard to you and anyone who told you to just move on and be happy that it is not as hard as you were making it should be punched directly into the face. Except the fact no one actually knew about anything oikawa had done to you, you could do nothing. Even if you were to sit there and scream for ages you knew he wasn't the one you needed anymore, the hopes that things could have been different still clinged to your heart.

But you knew better, you knew it wasn't him that you craved anymore, no more pain, no more of him. That's why maybe sipping at your fav drink while you chatted away with your friends as he side eyed your figure to get just any reactions from you didn't bug you anymore.

You had come to accept the fact no matter how loud you screamed or how hard you begged he would never hear you. He chose not to understand and you chose not to make him understand.

At first oikawa felt okay just by seeing you tearing up at how he held her, slowly the adverse reactions changed to indifference, and he enjoyed it throughout untill he found you slipping too far away from his grasp. He couldn't change things if he wanted to and he knew, but the rage of knowing you weren't in love with him anymore...just....just struck him so hard.

"i need to use the restroom~" you whined, as your friend clinged to your arm, not letting you go, your attempts futile. Oikawa didn't like the way you stood up with much efforts, he didn't like the way every other person there teased you and the guy who clinged to you. 'Ooohhh's and whistles echoing through the room as he asked for a kiss in return to letting you go. Your face flushed as you hit his head, yanking your hand as you rushed off to the restroom laughing.

Oikawa could feel his hands burning to rip that guy's throat apart and he huffed at the way you looked like you were having the time of your life, you were supposed to love him and only him. How could you move on so quickly.

"he's adorable" you giggled drying your hands before opening the door to the restroom open, only to be pushed back inside, the sound of door locking echoing through the small room. "Oikawa?" You grumbled, hissing at the way he harshly grabbed your arm. "Let me fucking go." You warned as his grip tightened. "Didn't glare at that lil hoe of yours like this when he was all over you though" he growled, pushing your body back against the wall.

Your movement stopped, all the attempts to get out of his grip halting and then you half scoffed half laughed, looking at him as if he's gone crazy. "What the actual fuck do you not get in minding your own motherfucking business." You didn't remember the last time you talked so rudely to someone, not untill today. Your hands pushed at his chest, making him let go of your arms as he stumbled a few steps backwards.

"i don't have anything to say anymore oikawa- even if i do...... isn't the only thing you want to hear is me crying and apologising? Everything is always my own fault afterall..." You chuckled, eyes dropping as he gulped audibly, your voice was barely above a whisper and he only realised how you scratched up your skin when you felt sad or nervous, how your lips turned down and he suddenly felt really really aware of how much he has utterly destroyed you.

With that you were out of his sight again, and by the time he collected himself and reached the hall you were gone. You weren't here anymore and even as he sat with his gf hands in hands he still felt his heart turning into knots at the hopeless look you had on your face.

And after everything he could only apologise, but then again what would he apologise for? Was there any apology that could rip off the trauma he sewed so painfully to every inch of you skin?

Tears finally bubbled up in your eyes as you trudged past the stony pathway, falling freely yet again after months. You couldn't keep yourself from sobbing and you didn't want to. "Why does he not leave me tf alone?" you cried kicking a stone on your way, your soft cries pouring out everything you buried deep inside your chest.

You wished you could tell someone you wished you could cry harder, you wished the pain would vanish but you knew the moment his touch burned your skin. When your heart throbbed again, and maybe he really did care and at the same time you knew the moment you go back, he wouldn't.

It was all about everyone else but you, it was about him, it was about her, but never about you. You never really mattered anyway.

Why did he have to go ahead and date your only friend? Who could you go to after this? Even if you felt like dying you really wouldn't have anyone- actually not. "Oh god-" you rushed to pull out your phone as you remembered you did have someone maybe to help you throughout this.

"please pick up-" you sobbed out as a few rings passed by. "Hello?" You heard from the other side and suddenly all words felt stuck in your throat. "Y/n?" The voice muttered, lacing with concern and it had you breaking down further. "Haji-" you cried, sobs wrecking through your whole body. "Oh god- what happened?" Iwaizumi panicked through the other side and you felt more breathless as you cried throughout the walk home, with iwaizumi telling you he was here and would be at your place in a few minutes.

You cried incoherent words to him and the moment you saw him standing in front of your house with the phone pressed against his ear, you let out the loudest cry and ran to him jumping into his arms the second he processed you were here.

"oh my-" he groaned stumbling but catching you through the jump regardless. "It fucking hurts so bad- i hate him so much." You sobbed and iwaizumi could finally tell what this was all about.

"let's go inside?" He asked and you nodded against his chest, refusing to let him go. He chuckled, picking you up in his arms as he walked to the door, fetching the key from you before pushing the door open. He finally put you back down as he reached the show racks. "Why are you even wearing these heels?" He grumbled, pushing off his shoes as he watched you struggle with yours.

These heels were a gift given to you by iwaizumi's mother and as beautiful as the heels were they were very hard to put on and get out of. The moment you finally pushed the heels off you were back into jumping on iwaizumi again. Feeling your heart finally ease up through the pain.

"oh god what tf did this dumbass do behind my back-" iwaizumi growled pulling you to sit on the couch. "Water?" He asked and you hummed to which he nodded and walked towards your kitchen. Having been at your place far too many times to know his way inside.

And the moment he left, you felt your nails digging up in your palms again, which was also the reason you rushed off after him and were now sitting on the kitchen counter as he plopped on a chair he dragged near you.

"so?" He started and you sighed, fidgeting with the glass resting against your palms which he pulled out of your grasp and put his hand there instead.

"i- i don't know where to start-" you choked and iwaizumi caressed your hand, passing you a sympathetic smile at which tears flooded your vision again. "As you know- things between me and......to- oikawa haven't been so well, when we got into the same college, we found some new friends and- and he has been- idk? So mean to me since then. Treating me like shit and-" you were cut off with a squeeze on your hand as iwaizumi mumbled a quick "have you confronted him yet?" His voice low and you knew he was mad, not at you tho.

"yes- so many fucking times and he slept with me haji, he fucking slept with me after everything i told him, after everytime i told him how much it hurt, after telling me my fucking feelings were invalid, he never understood me and I'm tired ik he never would, he doesn't even try and you know the irony? He went ahead and dated my closest friend here right after, like literally the morning after fucking up my guts. I knew he was lying- but but he said he won't leave so many times- and i told him he would- i told him he would leave and he kissed me telling me he won't. Then just as I'm finally getting rid of all these messed up feelings he goes ahead and talks to me as if i belong to him- he gets jealous of someone else touching me, when all this time he eased at watching me tear up and rip my skin as he held someone else and i feel so fucking us-ed."

"oh my god" iwaizumi sighed, standing up as he pulled you into his chest again. "It fucking hurts so bad" you sobbed against his shoulder, hands fumbling to grip his shirt tight as he stroked your head in hopes of bringing any type of confort to you.

Your words may not make much sense to anyone else but you knew iwaizumi would understand, you knew he would understand no matter how messed up the sentences had to be. "Y/n- hey come on look at me." Iwaizumi confronted, pulling away as you looked at him and he felt his heart aching at the sight of your bloodshot eyes, nose and cheeks flushing as tears flowed freely down your cheeks.

"you should've called me earlier i would've kicked his dick off" iwaizumi sighed, wiping your cheeks off the tears. "Haji i feel so dirty, no matter how many times i wash myself off i still feel his touch everywhere, i feel so fucking dirty-" you sobbed, bringing up your knees to your chest as you sobbed again. Putting a distance between hajime and you because you felt like he'd find you disgusting, just like you did.

And iwaizumi was quick to call oikawa and you panicked at the sound of ringing. "Ha- iwa no!!" You squealed and iwazumi grabbed you hands, motioning for you to shut up. "I love you." He whispered to you as he pecked your forehead.

"oikawa what the actual fuck?!" Iwaizumi growled through the phone and the way his voice went so deep you knew he'd rip oikawa's throat off if the said man was here. "Iwa-chan!!! What's wrong?" Oikawa huffed playfully and you chuckled. "Don't you fucking iwa chan me right now, you know exactly what you did." Iwaizumi huffed, holding both your trembling hands in his one as he gave you a warning glace to stop scratching yourself up, which you immediately obeyed.

"oh. I thought you were close to my house or something but it's just about y/n isn't it?" Oikawa said and you hated the way you could listen through their convo, a choked sob making it's way past your lips at his cruel choice of words.

"what the actual fuck are you saying, do you even fucking hear yourself oikawa?!" Iwaizumi yelled and panicked at the way your hands trembled even harder against his.

"I'll be back in a second." Iwaizumi pressed his lips against your forehead once again as he left to your bedroom and shut the door close, leaving you alone to your thoughts. And suddenly all the things you refused to accept came in easy to you.

Oikawa really didn't care about you and you knew it now, you sat there pulling at your skin as his words echoed past in your head to which you put your hands against your ears, sobs yet again managing to take full control of you.

"come with me" iwaizumi growled as he pulled you off the counter suddenly, putting on his hoodie over your head as he pulled you out of the door to your house, and locked the door before rushing to his car and sitting you down.

"where are we-" you started but iwaizumi shut the door close hard, "let me." He stated after getting into his seat, pulling both your seatbelts to safety before driving off in a hurry.

The ride was silent with your thoughts burying every inch of you in disgust. "Ugh" you groaned, feeling like throwing up as you remembered the way he held you that night.

Iwaizumi passed you a concerned glance as you doubled over in nausea. And before you knew the car suddenly stopped, iwaizumi coming out to pull you out of your seat as he rushed off to somewhere, you barely being able to look up because you knew what was going to happen.

"oh- iwa chan!" Oikawa greeted and your head ached at his cheery voice before you heard a loud slap echo and you finally looked up to see oikawa laying down on the street and your friends freezing in spot. "Y/n?! Oh my god have you been crying? What's going on?" Oikawa's girlfriend gasped rushing to pull you into a hug and you suddenly felt very aware of how you couldn't stop crying.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU KNOW?!" Oikawa yelled pushing iwaizumi hard as he stumbled a few steps back and scoffed. "Every fucking thing." Iwaizumi growled and oikawa looked at you with such a stare you wanted to pull his eyes out.

"tooru!" His girlfriend warned and he huffed. "You only know everything from her side, and you're taking sides already?" Oikawa laughed and you couldn't help but bury your face in your friend's neck, refusing to look at oikawa any longer.

"oh? Have you got anything to explain over how you slept with her and told her you won't leave her only to go ahead and date someone else the morning after." Iwaizumi asked actually feeling amused at the audacity.

You quickly pulled your hand up to your ears as your friend hugged you tighter, you could feel her heart thumping against her chest as her hands trembled.

"y/n....?" She whispered, voice shaky and you sobbed out a series of I'm sorry. All your friend now huddling close to you as you shut your eyes close in pain. "She's- NO BABY SHE'S LYING!" Oikawa hesitantly yelled and you could hear the awkward silence before she yelled out a "I CAN FUCKING TELL WHO'S LYING. I knew it was weird how you came to me suddenly and asked me to be your girlfriend, i knew it was weird how you avoided y/n right after we started dating, i knew it was weird how you glanced at her everytime we held hands. How you were so much clingier with me when she was with us. I fucking hate you so much" she cried and you felt your heart aching at the realisation no one was blaming you.

"baby.." oikawa groaned before turning his attention to you, "it was cuz you kept begging, it's all your fault, i get it i was wrong at times, but it was almost always your fault. Even now i bet you might've fed iwa chan with your body, are you jealous iwa chan? That she loves me and not you?" oikawa scoffed and you could actually feel your blood boiling.

"what are you-" iwaizumi started, feeling his heart clenching at the harsh words. He expected a lot of shit from his best friend but this was beyond even his expectations and maybe because oikawa acted exactly how you expected him to you couldn't help but pull yourself out from the circle if people trying to comfort you.

Rushing out of the comforting arms of your friends to tackle oikawa on the ground, "shut up. Shut up. Shut up." You sobbed, slapping, punching him as if it'd end the strorm playing in your head. "UGH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH" you screamed, punching his face hard enough to make your knucles bleed and iwaizumi had to actually pick your thrashing body up to stop you from breaking his face.

"what did i do- WHAT DID I EVER DO THAT WAS SO WRONG FOR YOU TO TREAT ME LIKE THIS?!" You yelled, pulling your own hair in frustration as iwaizumi let you down. Oikawa laid there on the ground, not moving an inch.

"i hate you too." He finally muttered, standing up to gather his stuff before walking off. One of your friends rushing after him and you immediately turned around to bury your face in iwaizumi's chest.

"I'm so sorry y/n." Oikawa's girlfriend cried, the rest of your friends rushing to soothe you and maybe this was all for the better, maybe cuz you still expected oikawa to not understand that it didn't hurt as much.

And maybe it'll all be okay soon too, what you knew right now was that you didn't love him anymore, it was all just from the trauma of being pulled and pushed around as per his will that you felt so worthless, and maybe with so much support you'd soon get over it too.

Maybe it was really all okay.

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A/n: You all i cried writing this, so many breakdowns, so many times i deleted it to write this over and over untill i felt like it could reflect half of what i felt. I've gone through something like this irl, except the smut part ofc, but it still fucking hurt, most of the lines I've added in both the parts is something he has said to me and honestly there's so much more i could still add, but i couldn't get myself to relive the pain. I've learnt not to blame myself a little of few days ago. That i wasn't responsible for everything he did wrong. That hurting was really valid and that i wasn't wrong for reacting the way i did. It hurt, and i hated the way i was always to blame, i hated the way i kept blaming myself just like he did and never was really there for myself, i punished myself for not being what he wanted so many time untill i couldn't anymore and at one point i was done, done hurting myself for him. I never really got to solve this with him, and he probably gives no fucks about me leaving but I'm thankful. Thankful i left, thankful he doesn't care cuz if he did I'd walk right back into this hellhole.

This story means a whole lot to me and idk I'm just...idk what i feel about all this yet cuz I'm still healing, but I'm thankful for the people who stood by me throughout this and are still helping me gain myself back. This is not my best works and i think it's because writing this took me my everything.

Thank you for reading i love you all.

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windydayey · 2 years

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Fits perfectly

Atsumu Miya x Fem! Reader

Warnings : You'll have a mother (rip lol)

Safe to say you were extremely pissed right now, which is actually not very safe to say.

Your family were going to have a night picnic for New Years and the dress your mother wanted you to wear was a weird cotton night gown looking skirt.

You tried to fight against it but dear mother gave the puppy eyes as she folded it away silently to guilt trip you, which worked.

What can you say? You were an empath aww.

You and Tsumu were currently at the little restaurant near your school. It had always been a spot to hide for the two of you.

Tough day at school? Go there. He wants to hide from Kita? He drags you there. Hungry? Run there. First date? Also there. That place was like the refrigerator for you two, automatically going there without even any purpose now.

You both even had a regular customer discount there now, honestly? Good for you guys. Not to mention you and Atsumu both were good at buttering and sweet talking the owners out there you guys were basically their grandchildren now.

You were at your phone, your elbow on the table as your cheek leaned on your hand. You were reading urban legends. Atsumu didn't like this at all, he wanted you to chatter non-stop like everyday but looking at how you were tapping your foot. He knew it. He knew you were definitely not in the mood to tolerate any sort of crap.

So he silently cursed 'Tch what a weirdo.'

However you unfortunately heard that even in the noise of the utensils and the pressure cookers whistles. "The hell you just said now?" You looked at him and raised your eyebrow.

He just sucked his cheeks and looked away quickly. "Don't try me I'm not in the mood today." You warned him and he turned to you immediately and looked you in the eyes smiling like an idiot "Yer not telling me what happened I needa know what's bothering ya sugar" You sighed "Forced to wear some weird outfit by......you know"

And the next thing you knew you were in your house as the said gown is in Atsumu's hands "What do ya mean??? It's FINE" of course it wasn't a fine gown at all but Atsumu just wanted you to feel less embarassed about it "Yanno what? Wait right here." He just headed to some other rooms like that he's lucky your parents were going to be busy at the funeral of a distant friend of theirs for a few days.

You didn't even question where he was gonna go you were too tired so you just sat down and started texting your friend and rant to her.

"TA- DA!" He came out of nowhere.

You looked up from your phone and-

"pfft-" you started laughing, Atsumu wore the gown good thing it was strap gown else it wouldn't have fit him. It did yet the top part tightening around his flat figure was so hilarious to witness.

"whAT?? I look good in it!? Better than you atleast ??" You wiped a tear "ohh- hh definitely not-" he started posing and catwalking "If it looks this good on me it'll definitely look even better on ya duh"

"Stand there let me take a pic and send it to my mom" you raised your phone jokingly "wait- what? AUNTIE!? NO- NOPE" he covered himself with his hands in such a comedic manner. You got up and wrapped your arms around his waist then played with his hair "Why are you like this?" You smiled "Yer even weirder...you scare me sometimes" he pouted.

You sighed and layed a finger in his chest "This fits you well" he grabbed your cheeks and started lightly shaking your head "Then it will fit ya even perfectly."

//daily Atsumu brainrot at its job ah yes

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naoyaslut · 10 months

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Spoils of War Ch. 2

pairings: wakatoshi x fem reader x kiyoomi

warnings: violence, mention of rape, nothing too crazy.

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“What’s going on here?” The green-eyed giant spoke first, and you felt as if you’d roll your eyes. Wasn’t it obvious what was going on? What did he think was happening?

You could feel the knife at your neck retracting and since everyone was so caught up in the appearance of the newcomers, you took advantage of that gap in their distraction.

You kicked the man in front of you in the back causing him to fall forward, hopefully on his knife. The man behind you slightly rattled attempted to shove his knife in your throat but you were able to kick your leg backward flinging the heavy-set man over your shoulder and onto his friend.

Stupefied at how easily they went down, you ran toward your saviors and the man with beauty marks hopped off his horse to meet you halfway. He and his larger friend are both standing with wide eyes from the scene of you taking both men down without any assistance.

He snatched the blanket he had been using atop his saddle bringing it with him, and tossed it over your shoulders to cover whatever modesty you had left.

“Are you injured?” he asked, clearly surprised at how you had just handled yourself with the men who had just had knives pointed at your throat.

“I am uninjured, Ser, thank you for your concern,” He appeared to be kind in the face, although not as frightening as his counterpart.

The bandits snatched his attention away from you as they began to rise from the ground, the heftier one having fallen on his comrade’s knife. He was bleeding, the wound appeared to be superficial but he was whining as if he were in agonizing pain.

The knight who had given you the blanket stepped around in front of you as if to shield you from the bandit’s view and comrade got off his horse, unsheathing the massive great sword he had sheathed at his hip.

“What business do you two have in Azov, aside from attacking unarmed travelers? Women at that?”

They began to retreat. And in three wide steps, the olive-eyed giant was blocking their path pressing the sharpened edge of his sword against one of their necks.

“If you try to leave now without answering, I’ll kill you. Both of you.”

At those words, they remained in place hands in front of them defensively. They glowered at one another nervously, but still, neither of them said a word.

“Theft, assault, rape ... all these crimes are punishable by death in Azov, and you’re in my territory. I suggest you speak on your behalf or you’ll be dealt with right here,”

That exclamation piqued your interest. His territory? Grasping the blanket around you even tighter you attempted to step around the knight shielding you, just so you could see what was happening.

They began to blabber, both at the threat of being slain in the middle of the woods.

“She tried to rob us!” one of them exclaimed loudly.

“We were just trying to protect ourselves!” cried the other.

Your eyes widened in bewilderment at the accusation, but you said nothing in response. There was no way that either of them would believe the lies that these vagrants were saying.

The remainder of the traveling knights began to show up behind your small group and one of them had your horse by the reins walking in formation with the rest of them. You were relieved. It appeared that all of your belongings were still in place on the horse as well.

“Ser Wakatoshi, the others are catching up,”

The knight before you signaled towards the large group beyond the brush and the now-named Wakatoshi turned to address him.

“We’re taking all three of them back to Azov as prisoners, Kiyoomi, escort the lady back to her horse,”

Now it was your turn to refute what Wakatoshi was suggesting. Your nerves are on edge because of your situation. You’d left Ledora less than a week ago, if your father got wind, you’re certain he had, any other hold-ups wouldn’t’ be in your favor.

“I’ve done nothing wrong! You have no right to deem me as a prisoner!” You retorted.

Wakatoshi shot you a hard glare but nothing but silence followed. Wakatoshi looked livid and he merely ignored any further refute that you gave addressing Kiyoomi only.

“Kiyoomi, contain the lady and get a few of the others to shackle the other two,” He went silent after, turning and returning his sword to its blackened sheath.

Your own frustrations were now bubbling to the surface so you repeated what you had said earlier. You were right, you did nothing wrong. Why were you being treated as such?

“I haven’t committed any crimes-”

You didn’t realize how quickly the massive Wakatoshi had walked up to you and Kiyoomi, his gaze flat and his voice stoic as he interrupted you.

“Your crime is being a woman traveling out about without your husband. You’re in my territory and until we figure out who you are and who you belong to, you are a prisoner under my law,” He didn’t bother to wait for a rebuttal, he left you gawking in silence as he went to mount his horse.

“Tie them up and back on the road, we’re less than a day out of being home”

Kiyoomi escorted you back to your horse and helped you mount him, making sure all your things were in order. You were at a loss, and you were sure your face showed how shocked you were. How far south had you gone?

Azov, you knew it as a lone province under no one's rule. Were you in hostile territory? A million thoughts were running through your mind and the longer you sat on Shadow in silence, the more it felt as if you were being suffocated.

“My lady, please don’t stress over any of this. You’ll hardly be a prisoner, as soon as we are able to determine who you are Ser Wakatoshi will allow you to go as you please,” Kiyoomi’s voice brought you out of your own rancid thoughts and his words only made you lock up even more.

Determine your identity. You were screwed. You were sure that there was word all over that the king’s daughter was missing. Instead of bursting into tears, you merely nodded.

“O-of course…”

The trip to Azov was just as he said, though upon arrival you were mentally and physically exhausted. You’d never ridden a horse for this long in your life. Your backache, your calves were stiff, and all you wanted was to find a bed and tuck yourself away.

You were so desperate to get away from home, that you didn’t think of anything past escaping. Running into vagrants, lords, or knights being denied travel… being taken as a prisoner. None of these things crossed your mind at all.

Upon arrival, you watched as Ser Wakatoshi identified himself to the watch on top of a large steel gate. They sounded the alarm and you could hear groups of people cheering in the streets at his arrival. They called him a King and they were ecstatic that he had returned.

The city was a lot larger than you had anticipated. It wasn’t as large or advanced as Ledora but you could tell that over the past couple of years, since it had been nothing, it had expanded exponentially. The cavalry trotted through the streets waving at the people of the village, some of them removing their helmets to greet them with smiles and that too included their fearless leader.

You’d never seen your father interact with his people so casually before. Not since your mother had passed.

The Calvary continued through a large gate where an aging castle sat upon a slight hill. What seemed to be at least thirty servants stood upon the stone steps clapping in unison once the knights began to hop off their mounts and file before Ser Wakatoshi as he climbed the stone steps ahead.

He turned abruptly to address the small brigade; his expression even more so stoic than it was beforehand.

“A job well done men. Take this time to relax before we head out for the next campaign,” It was around dusk now, the sun beginning to set and the sky darkening. “There’s a feast being prepared for your return in the dining hall. Clean yourselves up and treat yourself to dinner, we will resume training the day after tomorrow,”

Some of the men hooted and hollered, while there were several other sighs of relief as finished addressing them. The servants that had been standing by began to disperse and assisted with returning horses to the stables and taking some of the equipment away.

You watched in silence from Shadow’s back as Ser Kiyoomi approached your horse. He offered you a hand, his expression just as plain and emotionless as his leader’s had been.

“I’ll help you down, my lady,” he offered.

Hesitantly, you took his hand and climbed down off Shadow. You were grateful for the assistance. Never had you ridden a horse for such a long time. Your back, your arms, and your entire body were sore and ached from the long ride.

Once you were standing on your own, it felt as if you’d fall over from exhaustion, but you refrained from doing so to avoid further embarrassment.

“Thank you Ser…” your words were barely audible, and the two of you were interrupted by Ser Wakatoshi’s abrupt appearance.

“Kiyoomi, take those two vagrants to the dungeons,” Wakatoshi urged. Kiyoomi only nodded without giving you a second glance and turned to retrieve the prisoners.

You watched Kiyoomi go becoming slightly unnerved by Wakatoshi’s stony demeanor. Once he was out of earshot Wakatoshi turned to you. The expression on his face was disapproving... and you knew from that moment forth he saw right through your ruse. His eyes told you that he knew that you were no ordinary traveler, that you belonged elsewhere and had no business traveling the wilderness alone as you had been.

“As for you, my lady ,” his words were thick with sarcasm. He scoffed before turning away from you once more to call out for a woman dressed in a pale-colored uniform, a scarf tied around her head covering her hair. It was obvious that she was the help, maybe a lady in waiting. An older woman at that too, who seemed to be giving guidance to everyone else in the area. “You’ll be given a room for the night, while we establish your identity. I’d rather not throw you in the dungeons with the other two and face the ire of an angry father or lord for doing so,”

Still, you remained silent; nerves now wrought tight because of his keen observation. If he found out who you were, he’d send you back immediately. All your plans thrown into the fire and for nothing at that.

The woman finally arrived being sure to bow at the waist before a faint smile graced her lips.

“Ser Wakatoshi, I am happy to see that you made it back safely... Welcome back my lord,”

Wakatoshi merely nodded, turning and sending you a pointed glare before he continued.

“Mei, this woman is a guest of Astov... please be sure that she is well taken care of until her departure,”

Mei’s eyes widened minimally before sure sent you a smile bowing as well.

“Of course, I’ll get her settled in right away,” She walked towards you gently grasping your elbow before guiding you up the stairs that led into the castle. “This way, if you please, my lady, I’ll be sure to have your things brought to you after a bath and some food,”

Wakatoshi watched as Mei guided you into the castle, his jaw setting rigidly in irritation at what he knew was a complete farce. Just to what extent though? Would your presence only bring him more grief? Perhaps he should have left you in the predicament you already were in. Not so knightly.

Wakatoshi’s own thoughts were interrupted when he was approached by his counsel, Sylas. He had a small scroll in hand that was still held together tightly by a wax seal. Wakatoshi recognized that seal, it was from Ledora.

“Greetings Lord Wakatoshi, I am thrilled to see that you have returned unscathed,”

Sylas was a middle-aged man. Maybe a ripe fifty, a salt and pepper beard covering his face. He was still relatively handsome, but the days of stress seemed to be taking its toll on his nerves.

“What is it Sylas, I don’t have the patience for more bad news,”

Sylas shrugged, adjusting the sleeves of his robe before he began to speak.

“I do not know if it is bad news or not my lord, since it came from Ledora I thought that you’d want to read it yourself,”

Wakatoshi scowled, freeing his hands from his greaves and tucking them into his belt. Tearing the scroll from Sylas’ hands he began to ascend the stairs that led into the castle before him.

“Aren’t you supposed to be my counsel? What good are you if you can’t relay the information?” Wakatoshi growled in annoyance. “I swear it, everything you do is just to irritate me, I know it,”

Sylas laughed under his breath as Ser Wakatoshi stomped away angrily, calling after him before he disappeared into the castle. Sylas was indeed like a father to Wakatoshi, he had been around since the beginning since Astov was established.

He had given Wakatoshi advice when it was needed and he took care of everything in Astov when he happened to be out of pocket. The two of them had a great working relationship, but Wakatoshi’s temper often overshadowed when he really felt inward. Wakatoshi often displayed himself as forlorn and angry, but Sylas knew that he had good intentions when it came to himself and the people of Astov.

Wakatoshi retired to the council room once he was inside. The room was the “War Room”, where he talked to his commanders, Sylas, and anyone else who was in charge about upcoming events. He removed his armor, responsibly sitting it on a stand by the door before he tossed the stroll that came from Ledora on the middle of the large wooden table in the middle of the study.

The round table was huge, it could seat at least six men at one time and there was a large map of all the surrounding provinces on the tabletop.

Ledora was one of them. Ledora had a King, a good one from what he knew of it. Wakatoshi had never run into any issues with any neighboring provinces or Lords. He was known to be very helpful to most of them but had never done any work for the king of Ledora.

Running his fingers through the mass of dark hair on his head, he picked up the scroll before breaking the wax seal to see what was written inside. It contained a short but sweet message, in fine script.

Wakatoshi’s mood began to sour drastically as he read over the message. It was just as he thought it, the woman that was now in his care was no solitary adventurer, he knew that from the start.

Sighing in frustration, he called for Sylas and gave him the scroll to read over once he entered the study.

“What will you do, Ser Wakatoshi?” Sylas asked, readying a piece of parchment on the table to write down a response.

“Inform the King that his daughter resides in Astov. In two days', time, I will escort her back to Ledora, personally,” Wakatoshi idly rubbed at his square jaw before crossing thick biceps across his midsection in thought. “Be sure that the princess is well looked after during her stay, her father is offering a very handsome reward upon her return,”

“You’re going to send her back? Perhaps there’s a reason she fled,” Sylas suggested.

Wakatoshi kissed the back of his teeth, shrugging out of habit.

“That is no business of mine, her father is a King we have no say over whether she goes back or not,”

Sylas nodded in agreement before pressing his quill upon the parchment.

“In the morning, I’d like to speak with the princess, please have Mei escort her to my study after she’s eaten,”

“As you please,” Sylas finished up his message and wrapped it tightly in twine before tucking it underneath his arm. “I’ll send this off right away,”

#spoils of war #haikyuu ff #wakatoshi x fem reader #kiyoomi x fem reader

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nissakii · 2 years

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Wedding Deal – Chapter 16 [Iwaizumi x reader]

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jasscheeks · 10 months

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haikyuu; the pretty setters

how would they react if you spent the whole day together, then had to go home?

pairings: oikawa, suga, kenma, kageyama, akaashi, atsumu x f!reader

kenma’s part is my favorite omg <3

warnings: ALL CHARACTERS ARE AGED UP, small mentions of seggs in akaashi’s, they all think the two of you should just move in tgt, slight begging and sulking

masterlist | ao3

pretty spiker edition.

OIKAWA knows what time it is, and he sees you glancing at the clock. he hates to see you leave because that means no more cuddles and no late-night talks when the both of you can't go to sleep. he knows it'll be a while before you visit again, and he just can't go without you. at this point, you should just move in with him. he physically cannot be without you for prolonged periods, plus, it would make his day a hundred times better coming home to you.

so as you're walking towards the door after giving him his goodbye kiss, he pulls you in from your waist, making you skid to a stop. "can't you stay for a little longer? i'll get really lonely if you leave," he whined, his chin pressed onto your shoulder as he held you tight against his chest.

"tooru, you know i can't," you try to pry him off of you but he's as tough as a rock, "you have practice, ugh, i have...school—tooru, do you really have to hold me this tight?" you tried to squeeze yourself from his grip, but he truly wasn't budging.

"you'll leave if i don't!" he insisted, but even then you found yourself still walking towards his door as he followed you along. “just a few more minutes, no one more second, please (y/n)!” he was trying his damned hardest to keep you in one place.

but seeing as you weren’t giving up, he loosened his grip on you, letting you open his front door. even as you turned to give him one more kiss goodbye he was still blabbering about you staying over. and expect an “i miss you” or “did you make it home safely?” text when you get home.

SUGAWARA is sulky about it, dramatic even. he's trying all he can to convince you to stay, from bribing you with all the food he can afford, his hugs and kisses, to smothering you against his body. but you're adamant about going home, even as you still lay in his arms.

"you hate me," he whined, as he shifted his weight on top of you. "my girlfriend hates me..." he may have had a few drinks that night, that'll explain his unusual clinginess. but even without the alcohol, this is more or less how he acts when you're leaving.

"i have a class in the morning, you know this," he groaned more hearing such a serious answer, it not containing the words he wanted to hear. "and i don't hate you, suga," you ended with a peck to his lips before pulling his comforter down so you could slip out.

he whined once more, quickly pulling the covers back over the two of you. "then i'll go with you, i'll even take notes for you," he slurred before snuggling back into your neck. his strong arms tugged you back against him, confining you against the soft sheets beneath you and this cage of his. "i'll be the best note-taker there is..."

as soon as he settled himself in with his face buried deep into your neck, you knew you weren't going to be moving around any time soon.

KAGEYAMA wants to tell you he hates when you have to leave. but as he watched you slip your socks back on from the comfort of his bed, he was at war with himself. debating if he should express that to you, he was scared he'd come off as clingy, that you'd still leave even if he said it.

as a fairly new couple, he was still adjusting to speaking up when something was on his mind. he knows he'll see you tomorrow, but he can't help but want to spend more time with you today.

he knew you both had different things to do in the morning, but who says you couldn't get ready for them together? "do you have everything?" he asked, as you stopped next to his nightstand. as soon as you looked at him he was hoping you'd drop everything to stay just by the look he was giving you. "i can bring whatever you leave with me."

but instead, you smiled his way before stepping towards him. instinctively, he was leaning into your palm, hand grazing over your waist receiving the sweet kiss you place on his forehead. "i'd like that, thank you so much, tobio," you chuckled at his robotic 'your welcome,' that followed. soon he was leading you towards his front door, praying to himself that you'd change your mind as you passed all his furniture.

but seeing as you turned to kiss him goodbye, you were set on leaving. so as he was hesitating unlocking the door, he turned to your confused face asking so quietly, "do you think you can spend the night instead?"

and much to his surprise, you giggled out a response, "i thought you'd never ask.”

KENMA is confused when you suddenly lift from his lap and step over his legs. he can hear you shuffling behind him, causing him to pause whatever game he's playing to turn his chair to face you. he watches as you search his room for something, "is something wrong, am i too loud?" he asked.

you pause, your bag in hand now, "oh no, it's not that," you smile at his concern. "it's almost seven babe, i need to start heading back home."

just hearing you say that makes him even more confused. he tilts his head just slightly, something he doesn't realize he does, "home?" he repeats, his eyes looking around the room and spotting all the little things that belonged to you scattered about.

you'd been staying with him for a little over a week, and he was starting to think you were staying for good. the two of you always joked that you'd end up staying here for so long, you'd forget that you even have your own apartment. even when you went out on errands, you’d return to his house like you lived there, kissing him hello and continuing onto the kitchen to cook something for the both of you. his apartment was your second home, and he secretly wanted it to be your permanent home.

so reluctantly he walked you to the door, sad hands wrapping around your warm frame to engulf you in a hug before he kissed you goodbye, something he hadn’t done in a while. "i love you," the two of you murmured to each other, those three words somehow making it even harder to part. and as he sat back in his gaming chair, not an hour went by that he began to miss the feeling of you in his arms. he missed your lips pressing against his every so often and your quiet snores when you fell asleep on him. he made it a point to bring up moving in together next time you're over.

AKAASHI’s fast asleep tuckered out from loving on you for hours on end. you’re close to curling back up against him and just going back to sleep, but you catch a glimpse of his alarm. it read 11:28 PM, meaning you needed to get back home.

but his arms wrap around you even tighter, pulling you even closer to his chest when he feels you moving.

“where are you going?” he asked, snuggling farther into your neck. his voice is raspy, low enough to make you stop moving. he presses his bare chest into your back as he takes in a whiff of your scent, sending chills down your back. half of you wanted to just sink back into his warmth, finding his strong arms way more comfortable than your bed back at home

you trailed your fingers over his hands, his skin soft and smooth. “keiji,” you coo, your voice sounding so sultry and soft. “it’s late, babe, i need to get back home i have work in the morning,” he hummed hearing your reply. but instead of letting go, he just cuddled deeper into you, his lips absentmindedly pressing into your bare shoulder.

he sat there, breathing so softly that you thought he had slipped back to sleep. but instead, he hummed once more, bringing his mouth closer to your ear. “i don’t want you out when it’s dark, love,” he murmured in that deep sleepy voice of his before he was cuddling back into you. “i can take you back to your apartment in the morning.”

hearing his voice was enough to have you settled back into his arms, dozing off just as fast as you did before. but best know in the morning he was asking how moving in together sounded to you.

ATSUMU is in a mood when you suddenly get up from the comfort of his arms. he had just taken you on a date, and the two of you spent the whole day together going out to food stands and shops. but he couldn’t just leave it at that, no he wanted to spend the entire day and night with you.

so he had brought you back to his apartment, as he planned to keep the date going with a movie and possibly something more… but you didn’t catch his drift.

“(y/n), you’re breaking my heart right now.” he whined, sulking from the couch as you gathered your things. “you’ll be leaving your boyfriend with a broken heart, you know.”

you rolled your eyes at the comedic cadence in his voice. this was one of his things, one of his little moods that reoccurred every time you made a move to leave, “‘tsumu, we spent the whole day together! let me go home in peace just once, please?” you pleaded with him, but somehow that just made it worse.

“aren’t i your home? aren’t i your peace, babe?” he asked, putting a playfully, sassy lilt to his voice before he crossed his arms over his chest.

“oh my god, ‘tsumu…” you groan as you place a hand over your eyes, as he continues to sulk in the other direction. you sigh as you trudge yourself back to his dramatic self. you kneel on the couch, placing your hands on his cheeks, “you’ll see me later on tomorrow, i promise.” quickly you pecked his puckered lips, and he can feel himself slowly softening his glare just for you.

he was quick to break his sulking just to wrap his arms around you, pulling you down into his lap, your gleeful squealing filling his ears. “why can’t we just buy a place together already?”

after that, atsumu came back into the living room toting his laptop, so the two of you could look at apartments together until late into the night.

for all the people who read my suna ff, a part three is on the way i promise 😭

but thank you so much for reading!

masterlist

#pretty setter squad #haikyuu #haikyuu setters #anime #haikyuu!! ff #haikyuu headcanons #atsumu x reader #kenma x reader #akaashi x reader #oikawa x reader #sugawara x reader #kageyama x reader #i’ll try and stop disappearing for months at a time #a bitch be busy

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lele-11 · 7 months

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ME: yall I love Suna Rintarou and stuff but like. Finding fanfics of him is sooo hard. Like, BRO I DO NOT WANT A SUNA STORY IN WHICH HES A DRUG ADDICT. I srsly believe he likes edgy aesthetic but HE IS NOT A DRUG ADDICT. like why can’t there just be something a bit more wholesome 😭

ALSO ME: *currently writing a depressing Suna fanfic that is the opposite of ‘wholesome’*

(But srsly. Yall need to make Suna stories that makes him NOT a drug addict or something)

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touchlikethesun · 2 months

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daichi can't catch a goddamn break can he kagehina are gonna give him grey hairs at 18 (if they haven't already that is)

#why can't he ever catch a break #also i wish daichi was allowed to be a kid more why is he always CANONICALLY forced to be a father of 10 #like let him be a teenager ffs #he shouldn't be dealing with this #let him live #also this scene is so freaking funny tho it's so dramatic i love it sm #sawamura daichi #karasuno #kageyama tobio #hinata shouyou #haikyuu #homework eps

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thyandrawrites · 11 months

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Free matsuhana fic concept: the team places mistletoe everywhere in a sweet but misguided effort to get them together, not knowing that they've already been dating for months. They still go along with it, wondering how many heated make out sessions it will take for them to catch on, since the double dates with iwaoi (who actually aren't together yet) haven't been evidence enough

#Matsuhana #Hanamatsu #hanamaki takahiro #Matsukawa issei #Haikyuu #Just posting this here instead of my sideblog for max visibility. Don't mind me #I haven't thought about them in AGES yet this was the first thing on my mind upon waking up this morning #Why a mistletoe fic? In the middle of june? I have no fucking clue #Maybe my subconscious is already craving the cold idk #Anyway this is up for grabs #I've never written hq fics and it's been years since I last read hq ff so I wouldn't know where to begin #But this has chaotic potential and it would be a shame not to let it roam free in the fandom. Hopefully someone can make this justice #Bonus: it's Kyoutani who figures it out the one time he actually shows up to practice #Despite not having seen the senpai in months #Because we all know kyoutani would never go along with the team's bs #Ok that last one is optional. No need to include it. But it made me laugh #Gosh I miss my seijoh children

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kuromiiyuuu · 2 years

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.*ೃ༄ he’s into her

—After finally ending things with your toxic ex boyfriend, your best friend comforts you in such a way that it makes him confess his unconditional love for you.

atsumu miya, (f). genres, tropes, warnings + word count. angst with fluff at the end | bestfriend to lovers! | toxic relationship! |

notes i. please send me some request, i’d be happy to write them for you!

“You’ve gotten skinnier.”

“You used to dress up back then, now you had let yourself go.”

“Go fix yourself before my friends sees you.”

Words, they were words that poked a needle right on your heart, the worst thing about it was those words came out from the person you thought wouldn’t hurt you, the person you thought would cry at the thought of hurting you.

Words, those words that was the reason you looked right at yourself on the mirror, agreeing with the degrading comments your significant other says about you.

It’s getting hard for you to keep a smile after those words shattered your sense of dignity and respect to yourself, smile through the pain. Is what you always tell yourself.

How did this happen to you? How did you end up in the arms of the wrong person? An awful person at it’s best, he was the worst in terms of persona. He took every chance he had to discourage you and it makes you question what it was that made him like to date you.

That’s why, you finally turned to the light at the end of the tunnel, you knew your worth and it was sure worth more than a jerk telling you about the things you can not change.

Ending things might’ve been the most refreshing thing you have ever done in your life, cause as soon as he was done cussing you out and he leaves, you feel the atmosphere of your apartment lift again, the once dull colors now spiking with hue.

But the refreshing emotion was over-felt by the feeling of sadness.

He showed you things no other men past him showed you before, but you guess it was just in the beginning.

“It’s freezing outside!” A familiar bold voice hugs your apartment, without even noticing a small friendly smile creeps it way to your face as you resumed your activities by finishing the ramen you heated.

It was your best friend, your partner in crime they would like to call. Atsumu Miya was the person you grew with, also including his silver haired twin whom was also close with you but if we talk about inseparable, its you and Atsumu.

Both of you knew things about each other that the other doesn’t even know about.

Atsumu blew at the wound on your knee when you were kids, he had protected you with bullies, he gives you extra piece of his sandwich even if you already have one. He was a sweetheart, and that’s all because he has you.

But you don’t know that, and it hurts him to say the least. You talk about the newest guys you talk to, and it tugs on his heart strings, he might not admit it but he’s thankful whenever one of your dates doesn’t go well. It gives him hope.

But after hearing you finally found yourself a boyfriend you were serious about, he was unsure if it was still necessary for him to chase after you even if you were running so fast and far you can away from him.

He was the one to always be the napkin to wipe your tears, the listener to listen about your rants and complains. He doesn’t complain, he loves you. Hello flip the whole world upside down if it is to see you happy.

Even if it means he can’t have you.

“I’m in the kitchen, tsumu.” You announce, finally throwing away the seasoning packets of the ramen. Placing two of the noodles on the small table of the kitchen, the blonde then shows himself by walking through the entrance, “You got here with that spare key of yours again?”

“What’s the purpose of the key you gave me if I don’t use it.” The blonde retorts at your earlier statement, his attractive face now holding a charming smile, but it soon fades away when he took notice of your puffy under eyes, nose red and eyelashes still fresh and glistening because of the wetness.

“Y/n, yer alright?” He softly asks you, trying to mask up his concerned tone but it was impossible to do so, his eyes not leaving your as he sits right next to you.

And then, the emotions you were building up finally bursts out, you cried. Hard, on him as if it will be the last day you will have on the world, and it worried him.

You leaned your face against his chest as you cried and cried, his hand moving to rub up and down on your back as he slightly snuggles his nose on your hair, exhaling your hair in the process of it all.

Your cries and sobs were hurting his heart, he hates seeing you like this. Because it hurts him too.

“It’s okay, I’m here. I have you, I’ll take care of you.” He says, wanting to tell you that he was here for you to have while you only resumed crying, but his words were clear as a crystal to you, “What happened?”

“W... We broke up.” You let out, barely. Your voice was small and at the end of your sentence was followed by another sob.

Atsumu sighs, his free hand making it’s way towards your right hand and he tangles his with yours.

How much more time does he have to bare for you to finally notice he was here, ready to risk everything he has just to give you euphoria.

“He was very mean to me, tsumu.” You say, now calming down to say the least but still sobbing, “I was stupid enough to think that he can change.”

“I’m here for you, you know that right? He was a bastard anyway, you deserve better, so much better.” The blonde tells you, his words leaves a print as it makes it’s way inside your ear, you shivered from the unknown.

“Are guys always like this, tsumu? Are they this hard to reach?” You let out, your emotions were everywhere and you weren’t so sure wether what was right to say, all you wanted was to vent your feelings before you break down.

I’m here, If you give me a chance I’ll show you. I’ll show you that I’m better. He wanted to whisper in your ear but he stops himself.

He knows the consequences, you were at your worst, it was about you, not about his feelings it was about how he can be a good friend at this time.

That night with Atsumu, your best friend was a great way to spend your first day after a hard break up. It feels refreshing to have your emotions out like that, and knowing it was to Atsumu, the boy whom you trust amongst everybody, you were more than grateful.

Now, the blonde offered you to spend the day with him, to clear your thoughts he reasons with you and you agreed, not wanting to decline such sweet offer since it was him taking you to the movies.

He wanted you to forget, your ex ever happened, you deserve better. And that you should never settle for less.

“That was so refreshing tsumu!” You say while stretching your arms up as you go out of the cinema with the blonde right beside you, his gaze only on you, “I can’t believe I feel so good, I never thought i’d ever heal this fast.”

“You don’t need to heal, you’re not sick after all.” Atsumu jokes and you slightly chuckle at his words.

You both then walked your way outside the mall, wanting to call it a day since it has been an hour or so that both of you spent together, having a good time that may last forever in Atsumu’s memories, oh maybe every memory with you will last forever in his mind.

“I hope you enjoyed today, Y/n.” The blonde says as he looks away from you to hide the sight of him blushing.

“Enjoyed? It was more than that tsumu, I feel so free.” You exclaim with a giggle, can’t help but to feel so excited about the day, it was the most fun you had since being with your ex, you then stop your tracks resulting for Atsumu to also stop on his tracks and you face him, your face holding a adorable smile.

“Thank you tsumu... for today, I enjoyed it very much.” Fiddling with your fingers you were unsure what made you so nervous all of a sudden.

“Anything for you, and I’m glad you enjoyed it. It’s nice to see you laughing again.” The blonde tells you, his hand moving on it’s own, he then tucks a hair behind your ear.

“Because of you.” You say, and it caught Atsumu off guard by how bold you were, was he dreaming? Did you really just say that, “I’m laughing because of you, tsumu.”

Before the blonde can open his mouth and reply, the clouds roared out a thunder before releasing rain down to earth.

“And it started to rain,” atsumu exclaims with a disappointing tone.

You looked up, watching as lines of water starts to fall on your sight and you can’t help but laugh at how refreshing it felt.

The rain seemed to have washed all the emotions you have felt.

And Atsumu notices this, the way your eyes seemed to relax, he can see it, the genuine change of your eyes as you smile tells him you were happier than the days you spent with that bastard.

“Y/n...” he calls out for you to look at him and you did, and he smile on your face still intact.

“Yes?” You replied, now your upper tooth appears. A smile, an actual smile on your face.

This was the thing Atsumu does, he brings the happiest in you. Just like he usually does when you were kids, but maybe you were too much of a slow person to notice his gazes at you.

“Dance with me and let us pretend the world doesn’t exist.” The blonde holds his hand to you, waiting for you to accept it.

This was his way to tell you he likes... no, he loves you. And he waits for your answer, there you finally realize, all this time of trying to find the perfect man to treat you right.

You forget to realize the real standard was right by your side.

How can you not realize, that he was into you all along?

#Haikyuu #atsumu x reader #haikyuu x reader #fanfiction haikyuu ff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu fanfiction #anime #anime x reader #atsumu angst #atsumu fluff #atsumu faniction

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urmelodysblog · 8 months

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haikyuu bf tropes

enemies to lovers - tsukishima, kudos, yaku, tendo

Childhood sweethearts - issei, hinata, daichi, asahi, kiyoko, kenma, iwazumi, Aone, bokuto

second chance love - Ukai, saeko, oikawa, kyotani

fake relationship - Oikawa

opposites attract - yachi, nishinoya, kiyoko, Yamamoto, kenma, aone, ushijima

forced proximity - iwaizumi, daichi, yahaba

friends to lovers - asahi, hinata, suga, lev, kindachi, akaashi

workplace romance - daichi

tutor - tobio, tanaka, yachi, kuroo, kyotani

#haikyuu ff #haikyuu #Fluff #Hc #headcanon #Daichi #sugawara #fan fiction #ff

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myprincejinnie · 4 months

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fic recs for my anime hotties!!

-separated by anime & character and then genre-

if it has more than one genre like mafia and soulmate au then i will put it in the section that i think it leans more towards, but most will have summaries and warnings as well so it will be easy to figure out (hopefully lol). the genre is more au based and not like friends to lovers and stuff bc most aus have those genres as well and it is hard to separate. if it doesn't have an au it is prob in others. this list looks kind of scuffed bare w it pls. i really just made this to keep track of my fav fics so i can reread them. + some of them i haven't read in a while. and others i didn't add bc they are either on hold or it is pretty obvious that they are never going to be finished )); i really like hybrid, a/b/o, and soulmate aus so lots of those !! i go to tumblr after finishing my manhwas and when i get tired of trying to find fics on ao3, so i prob have more on the ao3 list. in regards to this anime tumblr fic rec list, i have a lot more on the ao3 list but it is going to take forever to put together . . . i am scared.

find other group and fandom lists here.

>>the mentioned ao3 list<< this one is going to take a while lol . . .

📕 - one shot/head cannon/short

📚 - series

🔃 - ongoing

✅️ - completed

🔞 - smut + not going to put all warnings for the type of smut going on in each so make sure to read warnings on the og post jic

Kiyoomi Sakusa (Haikyuu!!)

___soulmate au___

Soulmate!Sakusa x Reader by watevermelon📕

Summary: request --

>> Warnings & Tags: none. Notes: I love this author so lots from them!!

Golden Swirls by hawks-supremacy📕

Summary: when Sakusa's sister told him how people found their soulmates, he was disgusted. or at least until he found his. >> Warnings & Tags: no warnings, fluff and angst

___childhood friends___

Envy by watevermelon📕🔞

Summary: Childhood friends with Sakusa Kiyoomi, you were sure that your unrequited desires would simply stay that way. From play-dates in his backyard to being the manager of the Itachiyama volleyball team, you were content with watching your friend pursue his dream. >> Warnings & Tags: SLIGHT SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 394, Explicit one-shot; smut, Porn with Plot; Unreliable Narrator; Jealousy but actual mutual pining; lots of Humor; semi-public sex; dominant Sakusa; near face-fucking; finger fucking; eating out

___fluff___

Quiet Sort of Love by watevermelon📕

Summary: As manager of the Fukurōdani volleyball club, there was no doubt that Itachiyama’s Sakusa Kiyoomi was a strong ace. He brought your team to their knees on multiple occasions, but what you were not expecting was getting to know the nationally acclaimed spiker beyond just the titles and labels. >> Warnings & Tags: Implicating language and slight spoilers toward the end (you will be warned beforehand :)), lots of fluff, angst, slight BokuAka, character development, mutual pining at one point, Buckle up boys cause this is a LONG one LMAO

Tetsurō Kuroo (Haikyuu!!)

___soulmate au___

He's my soulmate by honeypirate📕

Summary: You can communicate telepathically with your soulmate, sending thoughts and feelings to them. it’s a skill that develops through time after you hit 17. it takes a few months for the connection to grow so for the first little while not a lot comes through. So far you have similar songs getting stuck in your head and thoughts will come through quietly. You tried once to send specific messages but you never had any responses to them so you tried to just go about your day, excited with any thought or songs that come through. >> Warnings & Tags: Kuroo x f!Reader soulmate AU, soulmates

Soulmate Singer by sundrop-tetsu📕

Summary: your voice was truly something. he loved hearing it. and he often heard you singing. but honestly, he thought it was a mere hobby of yours. finding out his soulmate is american was a bummer because of the distance. but hey, you have a concert in tokyo coming up. and thankfully, his friends are your biggest fans >> Warnings & Tags: kuroo tetsurou x gn!popsinger!reader, gender-neutral reader

HAWKS (MHA)

___soulmate au___

Falling for You by flannel-cladpika📕

Summary: This AU is from my list of BNHA Soulmate AU’s. This one took a lot longer than most of my stories do, but I like the way it turned out. Enjoy! Hawks x F!Reader soulmate au >> Warnings & Tags: none, female reader

TOJI (JJK)

welp . . . i will just call this

___smut___

Bunny Girl Toji by aizawa-horny-brigade📕🔞

Summary: Request -- Toji with a cute bunny girl. She’s sweet and allows him to do whatever he wants with her. Always wakes him up with a bj 🥺Who knows how a mean asshole like him got her to begin with. Certainly seems like the type to have “won” her from a shitty owner after gambling. >> Warnings & Tags: male receiving oral, Toji being a bully

milkmaid. by aizawa-horny-brigade📚✅️🔞

Summary: straight smut, y’all. Downright filth 😤 ✨enjoy✨ >> Warnings & Tags: literally smut, read warning for each part, part 1 -- Farmer!Nanami x Chubby!Cowgirl!Reader (ft. Puppyboy!Yuji), part 2 --Wolf!Toji x Chubby!Cowgirl!reader & Farmer!Nanami x Chubby!Cowgirl!reader, part 3 -- Wolf!Toji x Chubby!Cowgirl!reader & Farmer!Nanami x Chubby!Cowgirl!reader

GOJO (JJK)

gojo. by demxnscous📕

Summary: gn + sorcerer!reader, mutual pining, reader and Gojo are good friends, he gets a little possessive(?) in this, extended metaphors yay >> Warnings & Tags: none.

LAST UPDATED/ADDED ON: 12.21.2023

#anime rec list #fic rec #jjk ff rec #mha fic rec #fanfic rec #rec list #fic recommendation #fic rec list #haikyuu fic rec

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windydayey · 2 years

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For my sweetheart Jas 💜

Caramel Milk Tea

Oikawa Tooru x fem!reader

Reader boba shop part timer au

It was a Sunday and of course our Miyagi's prettiest Setter was out to hangout at an afternoon, he wanted to check out the boba shop nearby. He heard they sell some 'really gOOOOOD' bubble tea like Hanamaki said.

"Oh Makkin this better be worth it" Oikawa whispered to himself as he walked into the store.

There were a few ladies and some other adults who of course started to secretly take glances at him. He was used to it sure and didn't pay any mind to it, it was getting late and wanted to quickly grab one and get home.

Boy were there VARIETY of options to pick from. His head started to hurt, all of them sounded so good. He saw a small lady with an simple apron out there so he assumed she must've been one of the workers.

"Excuse me ma'am can you help me out?" He called out and when the lady turned around, she had that innocent look in her face.

"Um yes sir?" She asked.

"Can you help me pick out what to drink I can't pick one there's too many options haha" he scratched his neck.

"Ah our speciality is M- Matcha! Would you like try that out?" She said nervously

Normally he would've agreed but something told him to-

"What do you like?" He asked

"...um?" She was confused

"Which one do you like?" He pointed at the menu on the cute Blackboard with his thumb.

"..ah Caramel Milk tea...?" Poor her she was even confused.

He smiled with his eyes closed "I'll take that then" seriously what was he doing? "I'll bring it please wait for a while there" She awkwardly smiled and walked into the kitchen.

Later some other worker came out with his order instead "Where is the lady from before who took my order?" Why? It was none of his business he just came here for the boba.

"Her shift ended just now sir"

"ah.. I see thank you" he payed the money and walked out the store

"Please come again!"

'Man she was seriously oddly so cute' he buried his face into the paper bag of boba 'whats wrong with me?

On the other hand you the said worker collapsed on the floor. The cold floor was so nice as you and the friend you were helping out for the day . "Thank you so much for today N/n !! You're a lifesaver you didn't run into any difficulties did you?"

"ah not really" you replied, speaking of which the tall and good-looking customer, you just wanted to help your friend pack the orders today. You came out the kitchen for some air why that time of all times!??? You were mad at the universe.

"Hey Makkin" Oikawa called out to Hanamaki during their break "The boba shop you mentioned wasn't bad"

'I should go again..'

#oikawa imagine #oikawa headcanons #oikawa x reader #haikyuu ff #haikyuu #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu imagine #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fanfic #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu hc #haikyuu headcanons

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manfarini · 8 months

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as a society we should study the phenomenon of people watching a sports anime and thinking "nice! I'm going to write a 10k words, abo, piss kink, mpreg fanfiction about this"

#ao3 fanfic #sports anime #haikyuu #alpha beta omega #pls help #I'm not referring to a specific ff I just blurted out the most out of pocket things I could think of

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nissakii · 2 years

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Wedding Deal – Chapter 16 [Iwaizumi x reader]

Tip: If you are using Chrome there is a little add-on called InteractiveFics with that the story is much more vivid since Y/N will be replaced with the name you type in. Give it a try you won’t regret it~ Chiaki immediately averted her eyes, probably a cue that I should as well but I simply couldn’t find the timing to.

Also sorry I didn't update in a while, there was a lot of going on but I still hope you enjoy

Chiaki immediately averted her eyes, probably a cue that I should as well but I simply couldn’t find the timing to.

I was torn between running up to hug her painfully, squeezing out where she had been hiding and what she was doing here, or simply choking her for giving me the idea she might be either dead or in jail.

Prince Tooru must have caught my inner fight as his smile grew wider, as if to tease me he placed both of his hands on her shoulder as he walked behind her and looked over her head, straight at me.

“You may leave”, he instructed and I furrowed my brows.

She nodded but I saw him whisper something which encountered with another whisper.

For anyone else it might have looked like nothing, but I knew that Chiaki was probably annoyed as she played with her golden buttons on a too fancy uniform she was wearing.

With a curtsy she left the room giving me one meaningful gaze and disappearing.

She is keeping it as professional as ever.

After she left the room, as if he made the best choice in his life, Prince Tooru strode elegantly to the chair across from me and seated himself with one graceful movement.

“What did I miss?”, he asked while digging into his plate and giving everyone a look of excitement and curiosity.

The King sighed and placed back his cutlery as if he had lost his appetite.

“This is not becoming of someone who will ascend the throne”, he wiped his mouth and motioned to me which made me almost choke on the little food I had put in my mouth.

“We were currently occupied showing the young lady how things work around here”, he muttered and narrowed his eyes, “yet it seems like you are fooling around as ever.”

“Dear father”, Prince Tooru smiled as he also wiped his mouth with a handkerchief and sat straight, “fooling around and gathering information are quite two different things.”

Prince Hajime straightened next to me, like a hawk ready to grab it’s prey he listened to what the brunette had to say.

Is he taking him seriously afterall?

“You have intel?”, he asked him and suddenly even the King stopped every movement to listen to his son.

“Ah Miss”, he called to the maid and pointed at the cake and whispered something I could barely make sense of, “I kind of developed a sweet-tooth for those, mind preparing a plate and bringing it to my office?”

Prince Hajime put a fist on the table and the maid as well as myself jolted at the sound of it.

“I-I am sorry”, he put one hand up as his olive-eyes quickly scanned me and then went back to his brother, “would you mind telling me what this is all about? You eat those all the time, why would you want a plate now? Are you stalling?”

“Aren’t you rude for someone waiting for my intel?”, Prince Tooru narrowed his eyes and had a victorious grin.

“Tooru please just hurry up, time is essential-”

He cut the King off.

I cannot believe he cut him off…

“Father, I never wanted to ascend the throne. I am not the first son.”

This is the worst breakfast, why can’t his sister come back at least she seemed like the type to loosen things up…

“You are in a sense, you cannot run from it”, both held the gaze of the other before Prince Tooru’s angry expression wandered to Prince Hajime and softened into something close to regret.

“Things have been changing up a bit, some Provinces seem to have changed their court and there have been changes to Sovereigns”, the air seemed tense.

I didn’t know much about the other Provinces, despite that our economy was falling quite quickly in comparison to others.

Now that I think about it, maybe that is one of the reasons my mother and this one pushed the wedding- no it’s too early to theorize about that…

“Do you mean Dateko? I mean it was declared a long time ago that King Moniwa would retire from the throne due to his condition”, Prince Hajime said and it seemed like beside those two talking everybody was simply listening.

I saw the Prince Tooru’s eyes wander for a second as he watched the maid bring the plate with some jelly, cake and chocolate away to his office and they stared at me before he focussed back on his brother.

Wait, that combination sounds familiar.

“Dateko is one of them with Kenji Futakuchi ascending the throne against his will. He is planning to enforce the militia more… he was never found of King Moniwa’s softness so we could expect a little more aggressive turn when he finally starts leading Dateko”, he sighed followed by a groan from Prince Hajime and the King rubbed his eyes as the mood seemed to plummet.

Dateko… they were supposed to represent a steady yet friendly country with their former King being a pacifist. Their emerald color visualizes their flourishing agriculture and wonderful landscapes protected by enormous walls. Not anyone can enter that Province.

“I will meet Kenji and try to make a treaty, more or less renew the one we made with the former King.”

Prince Hajime shot him a glare, “Did you ever talk to that brat?”

“Well seems like you shouldn’t be the one doing that if you call him a brat”, Prince Tooru took a sip from his tea.

“If you thought I was someone whose head was only filled with plans for our armed forces then wait until you get to talk-”

“Look I might look like a moron in your eyes, but I know what I am doing. Dateko is still Dateko whether the King changes or not. The people are still the same and I am telling you just like the color of their Province the people are all friendly and pacifists. We also have General Aone, he is very loyal to King Moniwa and the old traditions of the country, things won’t change that easily.”

“But if Kenji-”, Prince Hajime was cut off by his father.

“Even if that brat was to lead, I know King Moniwa, he wouldn’t have chosen anyone if he didn’t see great potential in that man. On the other hand”, he gave Prince Hajime and me a strong, serious and yet meaningful gaze, “a nation is not only about its Sovereign. A Sovereign can only exist because of his people.”

“I knew that”, Prince Hajime muttered and lowered his head.

It’s probably not the first time he heard that…

I watched him silently ponder over the words and still being slightly upset about them which made me wonder how they usually talk.

Prince Tooru on the other hand lowered his head as well but was watching his brother closely.

“Also, Karasuno reformed and they are now allied with Nekoma which means-”

“We are in danger”, Prince Hajime muttered under his breath, his elbows on his table while he held his head.

“Do not worry, not yet I have something on my mind”, and now Prince Tooru gave me a meaningful look, “some people who might be able to act as a safety net for us.”

Chapter 15

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