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ijumpedacrossforyou · 21 days
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Came across this post on my Facebook. The relevance. I've had this conversation with myself, as you can gain from previous posts.
I do and don't want to talk. Maybe we should, and I'll express every single thing I want to say. I would still look hopelessly heartbroken, he knows I am.
So should we talk? I know we shouldn't, because I just don't know how I feel anymore, it's so back and forth. Everyday is a different feeling. Sometimes I'm over it, other days I'm so disgusted (by my own thoughts).
I can't let my heart take the lead any longer. It's written enough excuses to forgive him. So I will not initiate talking to him. I keep telling myself that. I'm trying to talk myself through this phase of getting over him. I keep wondering how many phases I'll go through, though.
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thefirstlivingart · 1 month
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all this love i have refuses to die inside of me
pinterest / vonko magno on flickr / troye sivan, one of your girls / virginia woolf, a letter to vanessa bell, august 1908 / @hannahlockillustration on tumblr / sara luisa kirk, begin here / fyodor dostoevsky, a letter to anna gregorevna dostoevsky, may 1880 / archbudzar on instagram / jeanette winterson, lighthousekeeping (transcript under the cut) / caitlyn siehl / @wormbus-art on tumblr / jonathan safran foer, extremely loud and incredibly close / lidia yuknavitch, the chronology of water: a memoir / sleepy.corvid on instagram / @froody on tumblr / @borderlinejackiee on tumblr / always together 2, frrrankkky_art on instagram / andsome4747 on tiktok / arthur miller, the crucible / cheryl strayed, tiny beautiful things: advice on love and life from dear sugar
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unsentluvletters · 3 months
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corneliaavenue · 2 months
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do yall remember where you were when you found out about joever?
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desultory-suggestions · 5 months
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Sending love to those who are struggling with their long-term relationships and considering breaking up/breaking them off. Long-term relationships are a different type of experience, and ending them can be filled with unknowns and a sense of grief. It is okay to feel these things. It is okay to be angry, sad, or guilty when you realize you do not want to be with this person anymore. Whether they changed, you did, or you both did— these things happen. You deserve a relationship where you feel fully accepted, loved, and loving in return.
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i-wrotethisforme · 1 year
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There is unmatched power in seeing someone you used to drop everything for and not feeling anything.
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No no guys you don't get it what makes ritsu and reigen's dynamic so funny is the fact that it's not equal in hatred. Ritsu blows reigen up with his mind and throws underhanded jabs at him. Reigen had met him like twice and defaults to treating him like a slightly younger mob. Ritsu hates this, reigen is increasingly bewildered as to why his infinite charm has no effect on this prickly thirteen year old. THE BULLYING IS ONE SIDED THAT'S WHY ITS FUNNY
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the-hurt-soul · 1 year
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I think this is the most empty I've ever felt.
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shesmanic · 1 month
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are these my good years, or do i have none? are there really good years for everyone?
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designernishiki · 1 year
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well. at least he didn’t choose the pen name “i heart nishiki”
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ijumpedacrossforyou · 15 days
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He did see me. He told me he needed me to know how pretty he thinks I am. Not that you can see someone's features intimately as you pass them going 40 mph, but he said it counts for him. He was surprised to know I saw him, back/too.
We had a total solar eclipse the other day. A local distillery had a party for it, so I went before work with some friends. They had a tarot reader there, and I decided to pay for a 10-minute session. She asked me what I wanted to talk about, giving me some general, common questions. Ex. What's going on between you and a love interest/partner? So I said let's do that. What's going on with us? With him?
She used an oracle pack, a more serious one. As she shuffled, a card fell out. "I can't express myself." She said it was about him. I laughed at the relevance. She said, "Let's find out why." I told her he said it was because he never learned how.
She then began to shuffle her tarot deck. More cards began to fall. The tower - something really big had happened between us. The lovers - the love still there, but it's broken right now. Four of wands - it would require a lot of communication to fix. Ace of pentacles - there is hope. Knight of pentacles - but efforts are not being made. The emperor - on either end, because I'm trying to control the situation.
She said she could see I was struggling with what to do and asked if I was scared of being alone. I said no, because I'm not. I said I'm scared of never finding another relationship with this much intensity, in a good way. What I'm also scared of, really, is finding someone else and wasting more time. Be it because I will always compare something new to him, or that I invest more time into someone who won't appreciate me properly.
The advice? "I know this isn't what you're going to want to hear, but there is no wrong decision. Either choice will come to fruition." Ten of cups - it would take effort from both of us. Six of wands - but I would need to set strong boundaries. "If you choose not to be with him, you will be okay. If you choose to be with him, it will be okay IF you set and maintain strong boundaries." Strength - I need to know that I have the strength to make either decision.
I've spent the rest of that day and the couple since then thinking about instigating him to say something meaningful. Why does he want to keep in contact? Really. What does he want?? But to keep myself from doing so, I keep cherrypicking times I was left feeling so empty because of his carelessness, negligence, disrespect.
• The night I asked to go out with him and he told me, sorry, no, it's boy's night. Really, any time he went out and didn't invite me at all or agreed to meet up but much later on. I always crave him extra when I'm drunk. It's hard for me that he never considers me. • The time he asked to come see me on a Sunday afternoon, got to my house and he'd been drinking. He got off then left to continue drinking with his brother instead of staying with me. I was upset later that week, and he told me I could've come and hung out with them. When I said I wasn't going to invite myself, he said I should have. • The time I might've already mentioned when I asked to meet his children, and he said she said no, that he had to respect that. I don't believe he actually asked her. • The couple times we got into arguments about her tracking him down in the middle of the night. One of us always ending up walking away. There was a night in particular that he went outside to talk to her. When I found him on the phone, he tried to shoo me away, and I became reasonably but only mildly upset. I just wanted to know why he answered her call, and he wouldn't answer me. He immediately decided to leave. I blocked his way and tried to get him to relax, stay, and have a conversation with me, but he refused. I grabbed the front of his shirt and he pushed me away. He and his brother left. I followed him trying to persuade him to stay and please talk to me. His brother called me crazy.
Whether subtle omissions or blatant lies, they all hurt just the same. His lack of support, never prioritizing me... I can't text him.
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essektheylyss · 2 years
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I think the funniest part about Loquatius and Laerryn being divorced and Loquatius clearly being under the impression that she doesn't give a shit about him ("You have my undivided attention." "Well, that would be a first.") is that this power-hungry girlboss elf not only took his last name but also hasn't gotten rid of it.
Like, Quay, baby, I think she probably still loves you.
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paragon-httyd · 22 days
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it hurts to express
yet i yearn to explain
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botanicalsword · 9 days
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Davison Chart • will there be reconciliation?
Tertiary Progression - A new phase begins when a planet moves from one sign to the next.
What is the current state of the romantic relationship?
Any particular events that sparked a shift in the relationship?
How are you feeling about it all at the moment?
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➤ How to Cast the Tertiary Progression for the Davison Chart?
Go to Astro - https://www.astro.com/cgi/genchart.cgi
1 ) Creat a Davison Chart
Birth data: Person A + Person B 
Chart type: Davison Relationship Chart (between A & B)
Save > Add to 'My Astro" as Davison Relationship Chart (A & B)
2) Tertiary Progression for the Davison Chart
Birth data: Davison Relationship Chart (A & B)
Chart type: Tertiary Progression*
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Question : Is it a favorable period for reconciliation?
♡ Yes - higher possibility
Harmonious aspects between Moon and Sun / Venus / Jupiter - favorable time for reconciliation and there may still be a chance
Moon in Cancer / Scorpio / Pisces + Harmonious aspects between Moon and Pluto
Moon conjunct Descendant
Both have a strong desire to revisit to the past and revive the special bond they once had
Mars in Aries / Leo / Sagittarius + touched AC / DC / IC / MC - drive for actions to reignite the flame
Sun Conjunct Descendant
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♡ No - not the right moment
Moon squares / oppositions Saturn / Uranus / Neptune
Moon square / opposite Saturn - This can make both people feel emotionally repressed and unable to express their true feelings - emotional barriers and lack of understanding for each other's emotions. One person may not feel the love from the other, and tends to consider practicality and overthink.
Moon square / opposite Pluto - can give rise to a challenging dynamic characterized by mistrust, suspicion, revenge, and lingering resentment. They may find themselves testing each other and experiencing a mix of profound connection and discomfort. Significant issues are indicated.
When Saturn and Pluto enter the 5th or 7th house, it can create difficulties and obstacles in love and marriage. Relationships may face challenges, burdens, and slow progress. At such times, a person's emotional state may not be suitable for engaging in romantic relationships.
Moon-Uranus - Uranus represents change and separation. Whether the impact is positive or negative, this aspect often brings unexpected events or disruptions into the relationship.
Moon-Chiron - can be hurtful or healing
Whether the relationship will thrive or not depends on the overall picture and other aspects in the chart.
Please note that astrological placement can provide insights and tendencies, but it does not determine or guarantee specific outcomes. Personal circumstances and decisions play a significant role in shaping the course of relationships.
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crossbackpoke-check · 11 months
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN#honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog#where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags#kyle dubas#toronto maple leafs#& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe#& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor#the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi#that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like#ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds#how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid#the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines#i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer#brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc#bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always#know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works#no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs#i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen#narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel#about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO#did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner#if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf#simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2#one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry#liv in the replies
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maihonhassan · 1 month
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I may not show it but;
"Hey, since we're not texting like we used to, I don't know about your day, I don't know what you're going through anymore. I miss the moments when you share everything about your life. I wish nothing but the best for you but in the end, I just really miss you."
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