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learningto-write · 11 months

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it can't quite explain this feeling

I've heard so much about mending broken hearts, with time, with love, with the right person

but I never hear about the hearts that are so shattered they can never fit back together

I never hear about the hearts that have been betrayed and tormented countless times

I never hear about how guarded and closed off our hearts become, and how truly nothing feels as though it can break through

I never hear about how deep, whirl wind, soul tied love feels impossible - is my heart even capable anymore ?

I never hear, about hearts like mine

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things-never-spoken · 1 year

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Anything you’d ever need is lying right here. A peaceful state of mind. Love. Care. And yet…you’re too focused on what I might not be able to offer.

//things-never-spoken//

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protanomaly-0c1420 · 2 years

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mania

If I had shouted it loud, across rooftops and valleys Proclaimed it before the world Would the world have given acknowledgement back. A more permanent form. If I pulled myself out of your embrace on that rainy day, shielded my heart from the excitement in your eyes. From the taste of your lips in your car, mixed with the cold of the rain. Pulled myself from the step in front of your apartment the night of our first kiss. Stayed in the warmth of Arizona rather than learning of the warmth of your fingers, lips, eyes, your bed. Guided my eyes away from the sunlight kissing your face in the morning. Stopped it at the start, would my heart have been spared. Kept my palm out of yours in the cold, left your cardigan in the suitcase rather than pulling it tight around me. Never learned how deeply I could love you in the winter months. Would I have kept this mania inside, undiscovered. Would it not eat me out from the inside. Devour me whole in a brand new terrifying way.

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sinligh · 10 months

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I’m my mother’s favorite child; I’m full of sacrifices.

Hers and mine, and so many women before us Substituting security and affection with systematized delusions.

I'm falling down the rabbit hole, not because of curiosity, nor distraction. But because of something akin to reality call.

All the rage that belonged to my ancestors before me, spilt ink that I spend my days crying over

And i wonder if I’m the one dragging it along with me, or is it the emotion that keeps weighing me down.

I was raised to be paranoid mother said that will protect me when she’s not around..

Now, I’m just my mother’s child and I only know how to define versions of myself through her.

Always free, never enough.

A mother lullaby can blend into her child's bones, my mother used to lull me to sleep by humming

"I love you madly, enough to embrace you in my eyes and see the world through you as I cover you with my eyelids"

I’m my mother’s daughter, a wound that refuses to heal.

I poke at it every time I question how can i convince someone who spends days and nights writing and rewriting my future that i grew up to be blind to all that is prewritten ?

That l'm building a pathway for a little life In the shadows of dreams that are out of my reach

That silk sutures hold my organs in place and lies dressed in white sew me dreams that my brain didn't dare to conjure.

That i learned to dilute the amount of love I have for everyone in my life. I don't understand the whys and hows of it but I know that I'm at the stage of life where I don't love without guarding myself.

And I refuse to be punished for feeling anymore, even if it meant I'II only ever know rage.

Meaningless and absolute.

I lose my details as i go. Leaving tracks of my soul behind me.

I shed pieces that i don't know how to define, like a snake does its skin. The only difference is that a lot of my potential lay there underneath it.

I think i overlooked discipline in my journey to search for wildness and inspiration,

and it seems like the only consistent in my life is my desire to change.

I know empathy the way I know my father. Should be present; but isn't. And I'll never be my mother, doesn't matter how much of herself she sees in me.

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•Quotes:Elana Dykewomon/ Chelsea g. summers/Azra.T/Robert Goolrick/hayan charara/Hannah Green/Sylvia Plath/ Fariha Róisín

•original context: Sinligh

•Art reference:

1. Winged Goddesses. Psyche II - Nudes & Butterflies By Carsten Witte. 2.Winged Goddesses. Psyche Il - Nudes & Butterflies By Carsten Witte. 3.Winged Goddesses. Psyche Il - Nudes & Butterflies By Carsten Witte. 4. 2. Metamorphosis 2 by Giovanni Gestel. 5. My Crisis are Blessing by Andrea Galad. 6. Papillon |I" or "Woman in Wings", by Louis Icart. 7.Art by Will Kim. 8. Art by James Jean.

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lill-cute-fluffy-devil · 4 months

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Art improvement!

I didn't realize I improved this much over the months! I'm happy with how I've improved. I might redraw some old art

#Candy Corn the creature #skeeter the feldron #rex the angel cat #crow the scarecrow dog #riptide the dragon #bi beast #blotch the wolf #chris pierre #christopher pierre #chris p #the distortionist #Karter the spirit jackal #Bloom the protogen #bendy and the ink machine #ink bendy

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kankuroplease · 2 years

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So saw you hadn't had asks lately, so here is one. Can we get Ino dressed up to the nines, ready to go out to paint the town red? An absolute knockout like the beautiful, drop dead gorgeous queen she is?

Like she turning about all those heads in a room and making a statement.

I have a strapless black little number in mind that teases the mind to wonder.

Although I prefer brighter colors for Ino, she’s still a vision in black 🖤

#ask #ino yamanaka #naruto modern au #my art #yes I did still manage to make this Saiino #ink blotches to match the dress 🥳

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existentialcrisis-24-7 · 9 months

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Boutta go away on a trip but here’s a doodle of Eclipse without a single reference used

#the blotches on the sides are there bc the ink was bleeding through from the previous page #reminder to not use sharpies they kinda suck #also side note it’s been nearly a year since I’ve properly drawn any of the daycare attendants #which is wild to think about #fnaf #fnaf eclipse #fnaf ruin #art #fnaf daycare attendant

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chucklinggg · 24 days

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What will it be?

The love for you is of the aching kind

Knowing it won’t be returned in the way I’d like

I stare into your green almost all-knowing eyes,

Conversing to soothe the edges of my mind

But can I ever bring this up?

Storing the secret burns, the shimmering coal

Maybe you’d be flattered, to know that you’re loved

Slightly discomfited but you’d smile and squeeze my hand,

Asking when did I know?

Or more likely, you’d be horrified and you’d smile still,

But that smile wouldn't reach the corners of your eyes,

Either way, the months will turn into years,

You’ll find your first grey hair and think I had forgot,

Of the love that had kept me up,

That let salt-water weave its way down,

Still not realising,

The love for you is not of the fading kind.

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shroom-vroom · 2 years

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Absent”, first spit itself out of my kindergarten mouth after the name of a missing friend during classroom attendance. Absence is a measurement. It's the empty humans measure with all things important to them. Absence spells like a brutal telegram bearing bad news, the possibility of absence is a rat trap I'm terrified of walking into. I believed what Darwin said about the survival of the fittest and of every species that lives only a human once watched her children laugh by the fire- then grazed her fingers in soot after they slept and drew them on the rock where the moonlight fell. I know what is today probably won’t be tomorrow so I take my campfire moments and put them in a poem. Life doesn't break its rules even if I do so I become a caveman painting the feeling when you grab my hand to bite it but give a soft kiss instead. every time life and I play cards she gets all the aces while I, in my trembling heart hold a card called 'hope' and before my turn, I scribble in brackets, your name.

~ anatomy

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learningto-write · 7 months

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And as I knelt next to her, my heart on fire

I whispered

Whatever your soul is made of my darling - mine is made of the same stuff

- on truely being in love

#inspireamuse #poetryclub13 #poetryportal #poetryriot #24hoursopen #recognizingthevoiceless #inkstay #spilled ink #blotched ink #spilled poetry

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doodlebugs-and-doodleart · 5 months

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sketch page of ned and silas

#the hearts are to cover up ink blotches btw #full body drawings my nemesis #doodle's art #doodle's history guys #my art #historical fanart #sketchbook #pen sketch #traditional art

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protanomaly-0c1420 · 2 years

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always in my head; forever present

and I said I love you, chanted it alongside your name like a prayer in my head. over and over as if it was beyond my control it repeated. as if it were the breath in my lungs that kept me alive, the blood in my veins was the love that pounded in my heart and in my head, filled me as if I was a cup, and poured over the edges

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justwilfee · 1 year

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I want a hug from the ink demon Brothers. Bendy, Ink, can I please get a hug?

Bendy: Of course you can, pal!

Ink: Yeaah, c'mere, you'll have many hugs!

Bendy: Woah, easy, big guy xD

(Sorry for making you wait so long! For some reason I like this "blep" on the second art xD He just picked up Blotch with his arms like a plushie xD)

#wilfee #wilfee answers asks #batim #bendy and the ink machine #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #batim au #bendy au #bendy #batim bendy #bendy the ink demon #ink demon #ink bendy #bendy the dancing devil #bendy the dancing demon #bendy the little devil darling #not my oc #Blotch the wolf

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randomassperson-09artz · 7 months

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Digi and Blotch interacting cause they’re “friends,” currently.

(They made a truce that is about to be broken because Digi is insufferable and Blotch hates him so much)

#my art #undertale #undertale au #utmv oc #utmv au #utmv #error sans #ink sans #blotch!error #digital!ink #my children bout to fight. Will I draw it? Prob not #errorink?#it’s one sided if it is #randomassdoodlz

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new-lorien-artist · 1 year

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Stohn AU where it's that one Quiznos oven commercial

#lorien legacies #i am number four #number four #stohn #number nine #sorry for the ink blotches but hopefully it doesn't get in the way #scrappy doodles #au

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lill-cute-fluffy-devil · 1 year

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@justwilfee , I finally got these done! Sorry it took 6 hours. Sketching it took forever, then church took 2 hours. It's now 9 pm. Anywho, i hope you like them!

(Crap I forgot Boris! XD. Cartoon Cat can't ice-skate! XD)

snow kiss! And yes, I decided to give Cuphead a freaking neck. And I'm debating it for Bendy too.

#cuphead #bendy and the ink machine #bendy the dancing demon #bendy x cuphead #cuphead x bendy #cendy #bendystraw #I really enjoyed drawing these!#I was testing out new things while drawing #And I think it turned out well #Good night!#If I don't stay up all night. XD #I personally really like the first drawing #It shows a lot of story #blotch the wolf

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