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heartsforkazuha · 2 years

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ೃ⁀➷ 💌 thank you, miss cupid !!

warnings ; reader gets jealous often,, EXTREMELY LONG SHSH ,, a bit of angst (mostly fluff)

,, swearing (from both me n shinobu😭)

genre : fluff !! contains : venti x reader ; itto x reader ೃ 🍰

[sticky note : I barely got any sleep last night thinking about how I’m gonna

do this fanfic.. ive decided to make a few changes, reader is human,

just they consider her as cupid jokingly !! zhongli might be a bit ooc in pt 2 if I make one.. okay I’ll try my best TT 🫶🏻🫶🏻]

⋆·˚ ༘ *

how you two met

you were sitting on the edge of the cliff.

you were looking at the sunset with an empty look in your eyes until you felt a soft

chuckle and someone sitting next to you.

you quickly looked beside you, it was a boy wearing green clothing.

he smiled and gave you his hand ; “I’m venti, you?” he asked, biting an apple.

“mhmm.. I’m [name].” you replied, he stood up and asked you ;

“pretty name. want me to show you around ? you don’t look like you’re

from here.. ehe !!” he asked, giving you one of his hands to help you stand up.

you gave him a smile and then stood up with the help of his hand.

you two walked around and around the city and explored every corner of the land.

late at night, you two were sitting on grass, next to each other.

he has a tired face expression and he rested his head on your shoulder, closing his eyes shut.

you couldn’t help but close your eyes too.

⋆·˚ ༘ *

a few years went by, and you had developed feelings for him but you never had a chance to tell him.

you were sitting next to him at the tavern , he was completely drunk.

“mm… [name] , can you help me with something?” he asked, you replied with a small “mhm??”

“well.. there’s actually someone I like, and.. I don’t really know how to confess to them hehe..”

you gulped.

you were nervous, he already had someone in mind. but you were happy as long as he was happy.

so you helped him, with a forced smile.

“well, who is it?” you tried to stay calm as possible.

he came closer and whispered into your ear

“traveller !!” he whispered and let out a small giggle.

you were upset. you knew it was wrong to be upset but you couldn’t control it.

“uhm..I’m…im gonna go home.” you said, trying to not let tears flow out.

you tried to distance yourself from him, not wanting your feelings to grow.

it’s been about two weeks, you prayed that venti wouldn’t notice.

early in the morning, you were awoken by a knock on the door.

you went to open it, it was venti holding a bouquet of flowers,

smiling happily.

“good morning ~ I came here to ask something.” he completely ignored you and walked

into your home.

“wow.. your place is pretty neat.” he commented,

sitting on your bed.

“you can’t just come in here as you please, broke bard !!” you replied,

venti put the flowers on the table.

“why have you been avoiding me ? have I done something wrong?” he asked,

with adorable eyes.

“n..no.” you nervously replied as you laid your eyes on the flowers, face red.

venti cupped your cheeks, making you turn your face to him.

smiling and teasing you in a playful voice.

“archons !! ~ your face is so red !!” you tried your hardest to

look away in an embarrassed way.

“alsooooo ~”

“travelers going to come stay in mondstadt for a while !!

isnt that exciting?? i can finally have a chance to confess !!”

you had an empty look on your face again, you were pissed.

but tried your hardest to keep a smile.

“well.. let’s go outside and talk to her then.”

he was happily holding your hand while hopping and walking,

while you had a headache and let out a long sigh.

there she was, the blonde attracting everyone’s attention.

venti immediately let go of your hands to run to her happily,

screaming out her name while you watched in jealousy.

venti ran to hug her with a smile on his face.

they hung out the whole day, and the worst part was you had to watch your crush

act clingy with another woman.

when you felt left out from the attention he was only giving to her, he would

call out your name happily and encourage you to smile more.

but when lumine was temporarily going to liyue, you and him were alone.

sitting at the roof of your house together.

then, venti came closer to you and kissed your cheek, an “ehe” was followed after.

you blushed.

the next day you saw a letter on your table, reading

“[name] ~~~~ come see me at the windrise tree !! i need to practice

my confession for lumi !!”

you sighed and then you went to the tree.

“ah , youre here, lumine.” he said.

“there’s something I need to tell you.”

“I’ve had these feelings for a while now and..”

“I think I love you, will you be my windblume, lumine?”

there was something in his colorful eyes that

you needed. something about his personality and his adorable looks

that made you fall in love with him.

⋆·˚ ༘ *

on the day that venti had to confess to lumine

you sighed heavily, but him being happy made you happy, so you went along.

there was nothing you can do anymore, if he was happy, then you let him find his happiness.

and that piece of happiness was not you being with him, it was lumine.

it was late at night, you were sitting alone on the place that you and venti met.

until you got a phone call.

it was from venti

you sighed but in a joyful way.

“hello? what’s wrong , venti?”

“behind you.”

you looked behind and saw him, holding a bouquet of cecelias.

you blushed, you were surprised

he came to sit next to you.

“how did the confession with lumine go? are you two..”

your sad tone of voice came back.

“together now..?”

he closed his eyes with a smile,

“actually..”

“well.. I don’t know how to tell you this but you’ll understand.”

he kissed you as your eyes widened in shock, blushing.

“what ?! what about.. lumine??”

“ehe.. there was no lumine. actually..

after lumine left, I started feeling different for you.”

he was on his serious side.

he handed you the bouquet of cecelias, asking a genuine question.

“will you be my windblume?”

⋆·˚ ༘ *

headcanons as a bf !! ⋆·˚ ༘ *

omg he would be so clingy 😭

flirts and flirts everywhere, he would cling on to you

and let everyone see that you two are dating.

should I make taking care of bf drunk venti

uses <3 / ^^ / 🫶🏻 in text 100%

uses windblume / love / dove for sure !!

⋆·˚ ༘ *

you were shinobus best friend, it was a sunny afternoon when she took you to meet itto.

he was so fucking hot.. you were shy to talk to him so whenever

his energetic personality would try to make a conversation with you,

you’d blush and turn the other way.

it was until he hugged you from behind, feeling the warmth of his arms around your shoulder.

you had a surprised face.

accepting the hug as he smiled playfully.

“just call me itto okay? shinobu told me that your name is [name], right ?!”

“mhm. nice to meet you, itto.”

and that’s how you and itto met, months and months passed by.

it was something about him that make your heart feel things. his energetic, happy personality,

his hot looks, and the way he treats people.

he may look tough on the outside, but the way he plays with the children says otherwise.

under one of the sakura tree, it was finally decided for you. you wanted to confess your feelings.

so you called itto to talk to him, he ran to you, panting when he arrives.

“sorry, I didn’t..hah want to be late.”

you smiled softly.

“itto. can I talk to you about something?”

“of course !!” he said.

just as you were about to tell him about your feelings, he stopped you.

“wait, I actually have something I wanted to tell you.”

..?

“[name] , I think I have feelings for sara.. can you help me confess?”

your heart dropped.

but he always supported you, always happy to see you happy, of course you had to support him too.

that evening, you and shinobu were sitting next to each other in front of the public

bathroom.

not knowing itto was shitting on the fucking toilet, listening 😭

“shinobu, I tried talking to itto about my feelings today and..”

“he told me he liked sara.”

she sighed, rubbing your back to try console you.

“that fucking oni is so clueless. well.. since youre too shy,

just scream out what you wanna say to him.” shinobu replied, both of you two

not knowing that he was near you two.

you sighed, standing up

“I FUCKING LOVE YOU ARATAKI ITTO YOU DUMBASS ONI!!!”

itto was still on the toilet, listening.

sticky note : HELLO DO U GUYS WANT ME TO MAKE A PT 2 WITH ITTO AND ZHONGLI??

posted two weeks ago

#writing #itto angst #genshin impact itto #itto my beloved #venti x y/n #venti x you #venti genshin impact #venti headcanons #venti fluff #venti angst #genshin impact #fanfic #fiction #writers on tumblr #if this flops it flops

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moonjxsung · 5 months

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i’m just getting caught up with your asks and i’m also from puerto rico like 🪲 (this is rlly weird/cool bc i’ve never publicly seen other stays from here!)

and alsooooo, i’m super lino biased bc im a huge cat lady and i got him twice on my first album ever and the fangirling was real. the amount of serotonin that opening albums and seeing pcs brings me (and most other kpop fans rlly) is crazy, i don’t get it.

i also don’t know what to do with my other inclusions thooo. sometimes i just put them randomly over my apartment as deco but im careful with that bc ~cats~

-🐈‍⬛

NO WAY THAT’S SO COOL??? Making friends left and right here fr 🫶💓💓🥺

LITERALLYYYY THE SEROTONIN BOOST IS INSANE also I love cats so fucking much please do share cat pics if and when you can………. 😽

Same on the inclusion thing tho I just like frame random bits or try to use the stickers but most of it just rots away on my shelf ☹️☹️ BESTIE SAME ON THE CAT THING…. My cat has destroyed some of my fav kpop items it’s actually insane omg.. she broke my hope pot set from the bts artist merch collection and I cried for like 2 days straight 💔💔 I couldn’t even look at her fr

(ILY I hope you’re doing well!!!!)

#🐈‍⬛ anon #ask

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crowning-art · 1 year

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TGCF SPOILERS

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Whew! Feeling loads of mixed feelings (mainly good ones!) but wow

Lmao this is me and you guys celebrating reaching the end of book 3:

So first of all, OH MY GOD OH MY FREAKING GOD I CANT HANDLE THIS CUTENESS I WILL PASS OUT WHY ARE THEY SO CUTE I WILL CRY

Having been held onto like this, Hua Cheng’s eyes were twinkling, and a moment later, he smiled. “I suggest you both hold your tongue and just follow. I’m in a good mood, so I won’t fight you for now.”

This line really caught my attention because it really brings to light how Hua Cheng and White No Face are two parallels in so many ways, and like yes Hua Cheng would never kill Xie Lian and neither would White No Face.....but for very different reasons

Xie Lian shook his head. “It’s not that, San Lang, We’re not the same. He…won’t kill me, I can swear it.”

MY HEART IS ACTUALLY BURSTING WITH EMOTIONS CUZ I CANT THIS IS TOO MUCH FLUFF LIKE OVERDOSE OF FLUFF LIKE TOO MUCH TOOTH ROTTING CUTE FLUFF I LOVE IT SO MUCH I wanna squish them, put them in a little bottle, and just keep them in my pocket

Only with his reminder did Xie Lian recall there was such a thing, and he quickly said, “Wait! The other things aside. San Lang, your…are your ashes properly hidden away?”

“A long time ago,” Hua Cheng replied.

Xie Lian nodded, but after a pause, he still couldn’t help but double check. “Are you sure it’s properly hidden? That place is secure enough? It won’t be found?”

Hua Cheng answered leisurely, “To me, it’s the safest place in the world.”

Xie Lian, however, didn’t think there was anything that was absolute in this world and pressed,

“You’re absolutely sure?”

Hua Cheng smiled cheerfully. “If its hiding place is destroyed, then there’s no need for me to exist either. Of course I’m sure.”

Oooohhhh OK BUT IMAGINE THIS? SO BEAUTIFUL YET HAUNTING and also WTFFFFF????? LANG YING????? NO WONDER HUA CHENG WAS SO APPREHENSIVE OF HIM And also what the hell it's so creepy that he had been with Xie Lian dressed as Lang Ying the whole time....like again back to how White No Face and Hua Cheng mirror each other in that both followed Xie Lian but one did it in such a disturbing and boundary breaking way while the other was so respectful

Under the white veil was a divine statue of him. This was a God-Pleasing Crown Prince statue, a sword in one hand, flower in the other, a smile hung on the face. Only, there was a trace of blood on that smile.

The source of that blood was the sword gripped in its hand. There was a youth pierced upon the blade, his head wrapped full of bandages, his body covered in blood. It was Lang Ying!

Ok but I love love love the imagery here and the underlying message cuz it's like yes White No Face was the one causing trouble, but it was Xie Lian's OWN sword that broke his statue and I feel like this is some heavy metaphor for what is to come....

Xie Lian’s face was instantly paled by a shade, the veins on the back of his hands popped and he slashed with his sword, shouting, “SHUT UP!”

White No-Face sidestepped and avoided the strike, but CLANG! The attack sliced through the sword gripped in the hands of his own divine statue. Now he’d done it; the God-Pleasing Crown Prince statue wielded a broken sword, and the statue itself thus became a ruined artefact. Xie Lian instantly snapped out of it, like he was suddenly drenched by a bucket of cold water.

One of my fave shades of Xie Lian is flustered Xie Lian!

Xie Lian “en, en, en”-ed randomly a couple times, and was just about to run away when Hua Cheng pulled him to a stop, pointing out, “Your Highness! Where are you running to? You’re going in the wrong direction.”

Only then did Xie Lian discover he was running back the way they came and immediately turned back around, even slipping on the ice once. He quickly pressed down on his bamboo hat.

“N-No. I, I’m just a little cold, thought I’d jog around a bit, warm up…”

ALSOOOOO AHHH THE KISSS OH MY GOD IT WAS SO SOFT AND SO GENTLE OH MY GOD I WILL CRY DJDMDKCKFMFMF

See!! Again the similarities are so blazingly obvious and yet Hua Cheng and Xie Lian couldn't be more different. Like one came for safety and protection while one came for pain and distress, and I guess I didn't notice til now since we are finally getting to see White No Face interact and all

White No-Face easily dodged every single one of his strikes, and Xie Lian cried in rage, “Why haven’t you died? WHY DID YOU COME TO THE KILN?”

“Because of you!” White No-Face replied.

Xie Lian’s movement faltered, and he huffed a breath. “What do you mean?”

White No-Face answered languidly, “Because you’ve come. So, I’ve come too.”

Just had a sudden, rather freaky thought. What if White No Face had been with Xie Lian throughout the book (present day) the whole time the same way Hua Cheng had....

WHAT THE FLIPPING HELLL WHAT THE AUDACITY THE ABSOLITE AUDICTY but also that's low key kinda so smart BUT ALSO HOW DARE YOU?!?!?!?

White No-Face lifted his face to look at his eyes, and he said warmly, “Your Highness, I think you might have misunderstood. There certainly will be a Supreme who will emerge from this Kiln, but, it won’t be me. It will be you.”

OH MY GOD HUA CHENG WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU WHAT THE HECK MAN COME BACK QUICK I am so worried for my baby T-T

Then, without giving him a chance to protest, that tragically pale cry-smiling mask melted with the infinite darkness as it was heavily pressed onto Xie Lian’s face.

And with that book 3 = done!!! I'm so excited for book 4 and am ready for whatever comes my way! 😊✨️

#tian guan ci fu #tgcf #xie lian #heaven's official blessings spoilers #hua cheng #heaven’s official blessings #tgcf spoilers #tgcf journey #ch 178-180

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harlowcomehome · 1 year

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Sure, basically my coworker that was annoying me asked me today “what are you working on? How are you spending your time?” I was fuming, like WTF?? I was so stunned but then I just explained what I’ve been doing 🙄🙄🙄 alsooooo are you ready to talk about chicken shop?? 👀👀🥰 how was your day btw? - 💀

That’s so annoying to be micromanaged. Nope, I’d be pissed. Bestie, I watched it! Did I miss a chapter though? Him and his gf broke up? I don’t keep up with him, I should though. Haha. I thought it was cute!!

My day was okay, if I’m being honest I didn’t work very much lol. 🤭

#💀 anon

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haikyuu-appreciation-club · 4 years

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heyy can i request head canons with the haikyuu captains or the karasuno first years with how they would react to a haunted house. just to get in the spirit of halloween :)

heyyy anon!! yes ofc, i love that request :)

i hope you don’t mind but i decided to go with the karasuno first years bc i have a lot of ideas for them. If anyone wants though i can make a part two with the captains :)

alsooooo im sorry if anyone seems ooc, this is just how i think they would react + this is my first headcanon sooo forgive me if it isn’t the best <3

anywhooo, ty for the request, i hope you enjoy !!

•Haunted House w/ the Karasuno 1st Years•

[art credit : @boonooniee on twitter]

warnings: a few curse words

genre: crack

characters: hinata, kageyama, tsukishima, yamaguchi, and yachi

•Hinata•

surprisingly enough, this whole thing was his idea

he just wanted to spend time with his friends

he had to practically beg everyone to go, half of the group was scared out of their minds and the other half just weren’t interested in the slightest

when everyone finally agreed, he was quite literally jumping for joy

days leading up to it, he would not shut up about it

this boy was beyond excited

“Are you guys excited for the Haunted House? It’s gonna be so much fun!”

he was all smiley and giddy about it until he was standing at the entrance

now he was about to shit himself

“Heh um, who wants to go carve some pumpkins?”

mans had to be dragged in that hoe

he kept trying to tell himself that everything was fine and this would be super fun

then the first jump scare happened, and every ounce of courage in that tiny body was gone

he was clinging onto anyone that was in proximity of him

at some point he got a little bit of courage back and started to threaten to beat up one of the decoration

yeahh that “decoration” was one of the actors

that boy literally screamed and tackled the nearest person poor yams

now tiny yelps could be heard whenever he suspected something was about to pop out at him

at one point he literally started to hold his breath and Kageyama had to smack the back of his head so he would exhale

he finally reached the end after one of the actors chased him all the way to the exit

had to stand there for a minute to catch his breath after he realized the actor went back to their post

on the walk back home he kept talking about how it “wasn’t so bad”

luckily Tsukki had gotten a video of him jumping on Kageyama and knocking him over to remind him just how bad he seemed to think it was

little pouty after he realized that video was sent to the team group chat

he cheered right up when Yachi suggested they go get hot coco though

•Kageyama•

just no

he did not want to spend his time going to a haunted house

he had volleyball to practice

which is why, initially, his answer was no

but Hinata would not stop asking him about it and it was making it impossible for him to focus

he thought that if he agreed he would finally get some peace and quiet

ohh boy, was he wrong

Hinata would now not stop talking about how excited he was

Kags definitely had mixed feeling about all of this

he wasn’t the worst when it came to scary stuff but he’s never actually had to experience anything like a haunted house before

he figured if he could handle scary movie, he could definitely handle this, right?

he was a little nervous once they arrived but he would not let himself get startled so easily

mainly because he didn’t want to freak out the others 10x more and also because Tsukishima would never let him hear the end of it

so he decided he would suck it up and get through this without getting the absolute crap scared out of him

at first things were actually going pretty good, just some gory decorations on display

maybe this would actually be kind of fun

then one of the actors popped out and all hell broke loose

everyone was now terrified well except tsukki, mans got the popcorn out

Kageyama was trying his very best to play it cool but on the inside he was losing his shit

this was definitely so much more terrifying then the movies

Hinata and Yachi’s screams were not helping either

he tried to mask his fear by yelling at Hinata any chance he got

Tsukishima saw right through that,

“Oh? is the king getting scared?”

yes, yes he was

but Tsukishima did not need to know that

flinched at anything that could potentially pop out at him

got knocked over by Hinata a few times

Yachi had a death grip on this mans arm half the time to be honest he kind of felt less scared with how scared she was so he didn’t mind

ended up using Hinata as a shield a few times

he got to the end after what felt like an eternity

never wanted to do something like that again

Tsukishima unfortunately got most of his unfortunate experience on camera

cue the never ending teasing

Yachi had told him it was okay and asked if he wanted to get hot coco with the rest of them bby is too kind

sir was definitely in the mood for some hot coco after that nightmare

•Tsukishima•

“No.”

that was his immediate answer

its’s not as if he was scared to go mans knows everything is fake and does not care in the slightest

he just did not find them as entertaining as most people did

and going with the others?

yeah, count him out

but Hinata was determined

Tsukishima was ready to resort to violence when Hinata had bothered him about it for what felt like the millionth time

when he realized that that midget would not shut up until he got the answer he wanted, he finally caved

“Fine. Just shut the hell up, would you?”

Hinata did not shut up

listening to Hinata go on and on was worth it once they got there though

this was one of the most entertaining things he’s seen in a while

everyone was already loosing it before they even got inside

teasing was at the max today yams was the only exception

Hinata was the main target of his laughs

Yachi was runner up but he didn’t really have to try, miss girl was scared of everything tbh he went a little easy on her bc he lowkey felt bad

he even got to poke fun at the king himself

documenting everyone’s misfortune and sending the videos to the gc

purposely walked in front of the group so they’d bump into him and get scared

he and Yamaguchi were the first one to reach the exit so he got to watch everyone run for their lives

now he was really running his mouth

told Hinata he never wanted to do something like that again though

in reality, he had a lot of fun

he surprisingly agreed to get hot coco with them afterwards mainly because he knew the cafe they were going to had strawberry shortcake

•Yamaguchi•

oh no

Yamaguchi was definitely not one to willingly participate in things like this

he honestly was about to refuse the offer until he found out Tsukki was going

he decided it was now or never to get over his fears I’m convinced that if Tsukki jumped off a bridge, Yamaguchi would too

Hinata talking about how excited he was did nothing to calm his nerves

every time it was brought up he would try to change the topic

he preferred to pretend as if it wasn’t a thing that he was actually involved in

As soon as they arrived, Yams was clinging onto Tsukishima for dear life

he was very grateful that Tsukki didn’t deny his attempts to use him as a human shield

It didn’t start off too bad

sure there was a few props that were uncomfortable to look at but for the most part he thought he could actually get through this pretty easily

he had even loosed his grip on Tsukki’s arm a little bit

then things started popping out at him

sir did not sign up for all of this

he was right back to cutting off the circulation in Tsukishima’s arm

Yamaguchi wasn’t the type of person to scream when he got scared

he preferred to shut his eyes as tight as he could and repeat that he was okay over and over again in his head

if he wasn’t so terrified he would probably be laughing right along with Tsukishima

but at the moment all he was focused on was getting the heck out of that place

funny enough, he didn’t even notice that they had reached the end until Tsukki told him he could open his eyes

poor baby was pretty much on the brink of tears after all of that

Hinata apologized profusely as Kageyama scolded him

he felt much better later, laughing at all the videos Tsukishima took with some hot coco in his system

•Yachi•

poor girl

when Hinata suggested going to a haunted house she felt her heart drop to her stomach

she agreed none the less though, figuring that it would make Hinata sad if she refused seeing how excited he was

leading up to it, she was still scared out of her mind but some of Hinata’s excitement had surprisingly rubbed off on her

maybe she could get through this

her mind changed when they actually arrived

nope nope nope nope nope nope

definitely could not get through this

she was furiously nodding at Hinata’s offer to get the heck out of there but that idea had been shut down

she tried to gravitate towards Tsukishima, since she figured that he was big and he could be a shield or something of that sort

she ended up taking off in the other direction once he began telling her about all the scary stuff that was inside he was just teasing but poor baby definitely did not sense the sarcasm

she opted to clinging to Kageyama since sticking around Hinata and Yamaguchi just made her more nervous

“Kageyama-kun, am I going to die in there”

once they got inside she calmed down a little bit

the decorations at the beginning were mostly just bloody props and Kageyama kept hitting them to show her they weren’t real we love big brother Kags

it was probably just a coincidence that every prop he hit ended up smacking Hinata in the head

then the jump scares begun and Yachi was just about ready to faint

miss girl was just babbling nonsense, trying to distract herself from how terrified she was

every single jumpscare she would let out a squeal and shut her eyes

she ended up bumping into Tsukishima a few times which just made her even more terrified I mean, mans is huge and it’s dark what do you expect

almost got lost

she had run in the opposite direction and Yamaguchi thought one of the actors kidnapped her

Hinata started flipping out

Kageyama just started yelling at him

Tsukishima ended up spotting her running back to the group after getting chased back by one of the actors

someone was now in front and behind her at all times

by the end of it Yachi was on the cusp of needing medical attention

she suggested getting some hot coco once she calmed down mainly just to get her mind off of everything she just had to experience

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skiesofthesketchy · 4 years

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New Series Sneak Peak

AN:// Hey guys! I’ve recently gotten a bunch of new followers, so I would just like to say

hello

Alsooooo, here’s a lil sneak peak of a new series I’m working on. A very short sneak peak I’ll admit, but enough to cause ~intrigue~ I’m very excited about this one in particular, so please enjoy and let me know what you think!!

Dylan O’Brien x reader

***

“Enjoying yourself, y/n?” Dylan asked once Natalie was gone.

“Not as much as you are, asshat.” He laughed heartily at my insult. I leaned against the kitchen counter, crossing my arms in annoyance. “So what exactly is this payback for again? Because whatever it is, this doesn’t seem fair.”

“I think it’s more than fair, sweetcheeks. Ironic, even.” I rolled my eyes at the sickening nickname he keeps calling me. He took this opportunity to throw a fortune cookie to me. Instead of unfolding my arms to catch it, I let it hit me in the collarbone before the cookie broke onto the floor. His eyebrow quirked up in question. “And it’s payback for your obliviousness of course.” There’s that classic little smirk again.

“My obliviousness to what?

“For all those times I was trying to ask you out and you brushed me off. You’ve forgotten already?” He was referring to our conversation before Natalie had shown up.

I felt my cheeks heat up but didn’t let it affect my tone. “I’m still not even sure that actually happened, since I can’t remember it at all.”

“Oh, it happened alright.” He slowly stepped closer. “You were probably just too stuck in that pretty little head of yours to notice.” His tall form bent over to pick up the smashed fortune cookie by my feet. Standing once again, I felt the heat of his body from how close he was. Does he realize that his proximity fucks with my emotions? Because the part of me that isn’t mad at him is completely drawn to him.

“I really did just figure you weren’t interested in going out,” he stated, looking down at me with his piercing gaze. “But now, I can see how utterly attracted you are to me.” His eyes under his thick lashes darkened seductively. I was dazed, unable to find something to say. Is it getting hot in here?

When I didn’t respond, a wicked grin landed on his face. Still bewildered, I watched him remove the piece of paper from the cookie and smooth it out with his fingers. “Let’s read your fortune, shall we?” His honey-colored eyes darted to me once more before squinting at the small paper. “Give in to your desires, because the devilishly handsome man in front of you wants you just as bad as you want him.”

My breath hitched in my throat. The small distance between us grew even smaller as he put the bits of the fortune cookie on the counter behind me. Both of his hands were now resting on the counter either side of my hips, caging me in with his arms. For the second time tonight, I found myself unable to breathe under the gaze of the alluring man.

“So, what will it be, y/n?” His husky voice rang in my ears while his warm breath fanned over my face, making my skin erupt with goosebumps. “Are you going to ignore your fortune,” his eyes fluttered down to my lips. “Or give in.”

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This series will be coming soon :)

Masterlist

#dylan o'brien #dob #dylan o'brien x reader #dylan o'brien fanfic #sneak peak #teen wolf #stiles stilinski #mitch rapp #american assassin #stewart twombly #the internship #the maze runner #tmr #thomas

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crushzone · 4 years

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nin your art is beautiful and im glad you’re having fun with it and i cant wait for kinktober 🥺👉👈 this is stuff you work hard on and post for free and that’s incredible!!

Thank you so much, Jessa 💙

I’m absolutely having a blast with them, and is learning SOOOO much; both technique and mental stamina-wise haha. So thanks to all your interesting requests, every new drawing is always something I look forward to doing.

Though I will admit, some money would be wonderful because I am so broke and is mostly unemployed (Except for the occasional film freelancing gigs I get, here and there.).

I may do commissions in the future

— so I’m taking advantage of Kinktober as a fast way to build my portfolio on Tumblr. But not going to lie, I may be too anxious for commissions, because I do not want to disappoint haha, but we’ll see! This event is me trying to coax myself there.

Alsooooo,

I’m dropping a lil teaser for my Kinktober artworks on Sept 25th at 4:30 PM (EST), so you’ll all get a taste of what’s coming. 🙊😉

#chats with nin #haikyuu!!#haikyū!!#comission #haikyuu!! x reader #artists on tumblr #haikyuu!! art #fanart #hq!! art #art #haikyuu!! fanart

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lousfairylights · 4 years

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I’m very conflicted rn because I want Harry merch but I also want Niall merch but I also kinda want Wallows merch but alsooooo there’s a pair of converse that I want but they’re expensive and I’m broke.

#harry styles merch #harry styles #niall horan #wallows #fine line #heartbreak weather #nothing happens

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franzkafkagf · 6 years

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Top 10 non LI choices characters

Disclaimer: These are all my opinion, but then again i‘m absolutely right. Alsooooo these are not a particular order anything

1. Corgi, The royal romance

A real friend to MC, the only one there for her.... skinny legend also his extra scene in the kitchen in the last chapter? God bless better than any drake scene ever

2. Whitlock, The crown and the flame

THIS BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART..... also his lil robodog......... i‘m dead a,, very good character

3. Diego, Endless summer

My main man Diego... I’m just saying you’re so cool I’d be glad to be your sidekick any day of the week. The only best friend my broke ass made in endless summer. Every choice I made was to please you and Michelle

4. Michelle, Endless Summer

And on this note, I LOVE HER! Whew thank god i complimented her make-up in the first chapter. But she‘s just such a genuine and good character!!!! PB you did greattttt! And now i‘d like to shoutout all ES gang characters. Y‘all deserve to be on here but I had to give other series a shot at this too

5. Poppy, Hero

Fashion icon, hype woman, mom friend...... whew queen but tbh i‘d like her to be an LI lol

6. Zack, TF/TS/TJ

The real one!!!!!!!! Always chill, except in TF4 but oh well... also he needs a make-over by the fab five but I still love my son, his friendship is too good for MC by the way

7. Olivia Nevarkis, The royal romance

I‘d let her stab me any day of the week. I was hyping her up more than my husband. I would run away with her, if she asked me to. The BEST TRR character don‘t try to change my mind.

8. Varyyn, Endless Summer

I know I said no more ES but a shoutout to Varyyn,, soft boy with his pop culture references and bad disguises. Mans so gay left the village he is leader to spend time with his boo and make him feel better about himself. Variego 4ever

9. Cow, Big sky country

*bitch i‘m a cow playing softly in the distance* True mvp, showing snobby city kids what‘s like in the Wild West. Legend.

10. Margaret, The crown and the flame

SKINNY LEGEND!!!!!!! SAVING THE FIVE KINGDOMS BY HER SELF!!!!! we decided to stan forever

#playchoices #the senior #the royal romance #endless summer #big sky country #the junior #the crown and the flame #hero #bsc #desire and decorum #variego

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connorissoftboi · 5 years

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Tell Me Why I’m Waiting.

(Connor x Reader)

(Sad boi hours ahead. AND SWEARING.)

You cared about Connor, more than you felt comfortable to admit. Him on the other hand, he was a machine. He didn’t care for your petty, human emotions. He had a mission and he’d complete it with or without your annoyances.

Still, you held onto the hope that you could get through to him. Past the cold, calculated, programmed shell and into the person you knew he could become. You struggled with his constant need to complete his missions, his life risked at every single turn. Not that he cared, but you definitely did. You hated the fact that everytime you expressed your concerns about his well being and constant need to put his own life in danger, he switched you out and shunned you. Your pleas always fell upon deaf ears, unwilling to accept your feelings.

You were unsure why you continued waiting for him, he didn’t give a fuck about you, you knew that as a fact. You were an annoyance that had become a constant in all of his missions, holding him back. He had told you that, yet you still sat and hoped. You wished he would snap out of it and realise everything he can feel, do, see. Perhaps he just needed a little help.

It was a bitter, cold Saturday evening, everyone but you and Connor had pretty much left the precinct. You had stayed behind, finishing off the work that Gavin hadn’t, his incompetence frightened you at times, how had he become a detective in the first place? You finished typing up the details of your latest homicide case, making sure you covered all of the evidence, the state of the scene and probable motives, so far you had nothing, the case was fresh and suspects were low. It was frustrating to say the least. Gavin had been of no help in the ongoing investigation, choosing to slack off and let you do the work, claiming that you were basically an android, also saying you were “smart as fuck, do it yourself short-stack.” That man infuriated you beyond belief, but he was better than nothing you supposed.

After another hour of typing and stress, you glanced down at the time. 1am, fucking fantastic. You’d be here until tomorrow, but at least you could take the day off, that would be a bonus. You could feel your hands cramping and your legs growing numb from the lack of movement so you decided to stand and walk around the precinct. You walked around, glancing at all the desks. Senior Forensic Detective Jones was still in her cubicle, typing away at what you could only imagine was her newest case, some serial killer and it was gruesome. Her first case at this precinct, she’d only just transferred over from LA and she was already hard at work here in Detroit. You continued walking, your body thankful for the blood flow your were allowing it to finally have.

“Detective (L/n)?” Your body stiffened and you felt a shiver run up your spine, that voice was electric to you. You turned, as if in slow motion, and gazed up at the android that towered over you. “Hello Connor, nice night, huh?” You spoke softly, scared to break the somewhat peaceful silence of the precinct. “Indeed, I brought you coffee. I noticed that you have decided to stay overnight and so I calculated that coffee, although terrible for one’s health, could help prolong your work hours.” You took the coffee from his outstretched hand and took a sip. “Thanks, I-I’m gonna go back to work.” You swivelled around and strode towards your desk, sitting in the seat that was mildly uncomfortable, but better than holding awkward conversation with Connor.

You continued typing, listing details, descriptions, witness statements and interviews with friends and family. The case just wasn’t making sense, there were no signs of a break in. None of the family of the victim lived in the country, friends were unable to get into the victims building without authorisation and no other names were authorised for access. You were stumped. The security footage had been tampered with.So, no suspects were caught on camera and witness descriptions were useless, it was too dark for them to provide a solid description. “Uggghhhh. How the fuck am I going to solve this when there are no leads.” You groaned and palmed your face, this was an amazingly done crime. Props to the criminal.

“There has to be something you’re missing. Have you checked recent records?” You sat up, turning to the person that sat beside you, Connor. He watched you expectantly. “Not yet, I received bank records earlier but according to processing they hold no useful evidence.” You brought up the bank statements and scanned through them until you noticed it. “Connor, do you see it?” You spoke softly, the air being taken from your lungs, you were excited. A lead. “Notice what, Detective?” You scanned the records, noticing that the victim had had an unregistered maid working for her. The bank records stated that fifteen minutes before her murder was reported the victim had removed a security code belonging to the maid, something that you must pay for.

You opened up another tab, bringing up footage from the days prior, scanning them for facial recognition on the maid. You came up with a match, the night before she and the victim had argued, causing her to be fired from her services. To your surprise footage from a street cam also had caught her getting into an automated taxi five minutes prior the the murder, a five minute walk away from the residence. “Connor you absolute genius! You did it, you helped me crack this case wide open!” You grabbed him by the shoulders, shaking him, tears of joy slipping down your cheeks. Finally. You had a lead!

In your overly emotional state you stopped thinking and kissed him straight on the lips, hard. It was short, too short, and ended with a small shove from the android. He looked rattled. You watched him stand up quickly and take rushed steps away from you, disgust evident on his face. “(Y/n) you kissed me, why would you do that?!” He was shaking, his LED flickering between red and yellow. “I-I, god Connor I’m-” “Sorry?! No, (Y/n) you’re human, alive. I don’t think you understand. I am an Android, I don’t breathe, I don’t feel, I don’t love. When will you get it through your head, that this-” He motioned between you both, watching you face, scrutinising it’s every detail. “-Will never happen. So stop trying, your futile attempts are getting in the way of my missions. Enough.” He turned his back and started walking away, shaking.

“Connor-” Your voice broke and he whipped around, his eyes glinting with what looked to be sadness before going cold once again. “I said ENOUGH. Shut the fuck up and listen for once, I don’t need you. You aren’t Important. So, stop.”

With that he left and your world crumbled. You wished you could fix the relationship, but how do you fix something that was apparently never there in the first place?

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Well, Hey! I’m back, I finally graduated and I have more time than ever to do this stuff!

Do you want a part 2 to this? If so, sad or happy ending???

ALSOOOOO: Requests are open! My ask box is open (Make sure you state who it’s for i.e Gavin, Connor, rk900 (carter), Narrator/Narri (me!), or Hank!

We also do RP for anyone who is interested in having SFW convo’s with my boys.

For now though,

peace! -Narri

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galaxystony · 6 years

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fortune’s fool: peter parker V

peter parker x reader

A/N: I PROMISE THIS PART AND THE NEXT WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ONE CHAPTER BUT.... IT WAS LONG AF SO HERE IS THIS TO TIDE YOU OVER THX & GOD BLESS! Alsooooo so so sorry it’s been a whole ass year lmao i’m tryING my best!!! i hope i can have part 6 out within the week thanks for bearing with me!!

requested: nope

Words: 900+

Warnings: none

summary: Two Empire State University students fated to meet

let me know if you’d like to be added to my tag list!

requests are open!

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5. Correspondence

28 y/o Peter, 26 y/o reader

8 May

Dear Peter,

Thank you for that very… vivid description of Thor’s morning routine. (We all could kind of tell he was a bit full of himself anyway, but pep talks in the mirror? Come on!) All is well here in the city. MJ and Ned have coerced me into volunteering at the rec center every Sunday despite my heavy workload, but I’ve found myself really enjoying it. This last semester is kicking my ass, but I’m powering through it with the help of my professors. I visited May last week. She said you broke your arm fighting off bad guys. I wish you’d have told me.

Until next time,

Y/N

14 May

Dear Smarty Pants,

Yeah, I did break my arm a couple of weeks ago, but it healed right up in a matter of days. (Perks of being a super freak, right?) I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to worry you, but if it happens again, I’ll be sure to give you all the gruesome details! I’m glad you’re enjoying yourself at the rec. Ned and MJ are lucky to be able to see you every week. In interesting news, Tony and I are working on developing a prototype for an updated web fluid. If all goes well, it’ll be stronger while simultaneously using less materials. There’s talk of him bringing Princess Shuri from Wakanda back in to take a look at it, too. Remember how she fixed up my suit a couple of years ago? So far, there have been more explosions than breakthroughs, so any help is welcomed.

Hope to see you soon,

Peter

(P.S. I caught Thor singing Firework by Katy Perry into his hairbrush the other day. I’ll send a vid if you want!)

21 May

Peter,

Please, for the love of GOD, send me that video of Thor!!! And actually, we may as well switch to email entirely at this point. I’m getting sort of tired of waiting by the mailbox every week. Anyway, I hope the tests are going well. What version of web fluid would this batch be? 12.5? 13? You’re updating them too fast for me to keep up! Now that school is coming to an end, I’ve found myself in search for a job or internship somewhere. How terrifying is that?! Soon I’ll be out in the real world doing…. adult things….. I miss having you here with me.

Write back soon (or email!!!!),

Y/N

(P.S. I never would’ve pegged Thor for a Katy Perry guy! I would’ve guessed Taylor Swift. Hmmmmm…)

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: hey friend!

Smarty Pants,

Look at us entering the 21st century!! This would be web fluid version 14 already, can you believe it?!? It feels like only yesterday I was working on version 3.01. Anyway, if you really need a job, just ask Tony! I’m sure he good make good use of your talents up here. If not though, I’ve got a connection at Oscorp that I can get in touch with for you, so just say the word and I’ll give him a call. By the way, May told me she dropped by and found that you adopted a puppy (!!!). I wanna know all about it! And I miss you, too, of course. Let me know when and I’ll be back whenever you need me.

Love you tons,

Peter

(P.S. I think Thor was humming Shake it Off the other day when I was grabbing lunch. Closet Swiftie?? I think so. Let me know your take)

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: hey friend!

Pete,

Thanks for the tips! I think I’ll see if I can get an interview at Oscorp. I’m not very sure how I feel about moving upstate to work for Tony Stark (sorry!), but if nothing works out here, I’ll give you a call. And yes, I did adopt a puppy!!! He’s a little mutt named Kipper!! He’s got mile-long ears and paws that are way too big for his little body. He was hit by a car when he was a newborn, but luckily he only lost one of his legs, which (obviously) just makes me love him even more. I hope you can come see him while he’s still little!

With love,

Y/N

(P.S. Thor is most definitely a closet Swiftie! Why do you think his hair looks like that?? You should definitely test our theory out next time you see him)

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: He’s a swiftie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SP (I shortened it!! How do you like it??),

I couldn’t leave this to the post-script because it’s too exciting, but I played Hey Stephen (arguably one of Tay’s less popular songs, but my personal fav) in the kitchen with Thor the other day and guess who TOTALLY SANG ALONG!! I don’t even think he noticed he was doing it, because he grabbed a bottle of water and left without even acknowledging me!!! But now I know his secret!!! MUAHAHAHHAHA!!! Anyway, I gave Mr. Osborne at Oscorp a call He said he’d be reaching out to you soon if he hasn’t already, so be on the lookout for that. Kipper sounds absolutely adorable!! That’s sad about his leg, but I’m sure it gives him much more personality.

Missing you daily,

Peter

From: [email protected]

To: [email protected]

Subject: i miss you.

come home.

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x-got-to-get-away-x · 6 years

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Under the Night Sky (A Niall Horan one-shot)

"Come on, you slowpoke!" I pulled myself onto the terrace as I heard Niall's laugh from a few feet behind me.

"I can't go faster than this, love, then I'd have to wait till ya moved," he replied. His head popped up over the edge of the terrace, grinning from ear to ear.

"What have we got here, then?" he grunted as he climbed onto the terrace.

"Welcome to my secret spot," I said, gesturing around.

I had been coming here for three years now. Anytime I wanted to be alone, this was my go to place, my hiding spot. No one, not even my best friends, knew about this place.

"Wow," Niall breathed, looking at the view. From here, you could see buildings with cracked paint on their exteriors for miles, this being the tallest in the neighbourhood. The sky was amazing to look at as well, as it was one of the regions with the least pollution.

"I've set up a couple of chairs, and I've got a blanket, for the cold," I said. Niall looked back at me when I said that.

"This is bloody brilliant," he replied, walking towards me. "How d'ya find this place?"

"The security guard of the building's an old friend of mine, so..."

"Wow."

He walked towards the chairs and settled on one of them. "Let's get comfy then, yeah?"

I giggled and sat on the other chair, and Niall draped the blanket over the two of us.

"Thanks for bringing me up here, love, this is absolutely beautiful," he stated. I smiled.

"It is beautiful, isn't it?" I sighed. I loved coming here, I would live here if I could. But I doubted it would be this nice in the daytime, under the blazing sun.

"Why did you bring me here?" Niall asked pointedly.

Why did I? Why did I bring HIM there, of all people? I had been friends with him for, maybe, a month, now, and here I was, showing him my secret hiding place. I hadn't brought anyone else here in all this time, why did I bring him, and now?

"I don't know," I replied. "Maybe..." I could feel his ocean blue eyes boring into my face, trying to find answers.

"Maybe 'cause I trust you?" I looked at him, to see his response. His eyebrows were raised, but his face betrayed nothing else. I nodded. "Yeah, I trust you. Don't know why, I just... do."

A hint of a smile that slid onto his face. "Thanks for trusting me, then."

I let out a laugh. My eyes drifted to the gorgeous night sky. A few stars had already come out, and I could even spot a few constellations.

I pointed at one and said, "That's the Orion constellation, you know." I heard him shifting a little bit beside me. "He was a legendary hunter in Greek mythology. He claimed he could kill all the wild animals on earth. This pissed off Gaia, who's the earth goddess, and she sent a scorpion to kill him. Orion jumped in the sea to escape the monster, and was then shot by Artemis, who's, you know, the goddess of the hunt, on a dare and- " I suddenly broke off my sentence when I realized Niall was staring at me.

"Sorry, am I boring you? I get it if I am, this- "

"No, no, god, no, you're not boring me, love," he cut me off. "I was just listening to ya. I like- " he took a deep breath. "I like listening to your voice."

That caught me off-guard. Sorry, WHAT? Niall Horan, who had the voice of an angel, liked listening to MY voice?

"Um, thanks," I whispered. Thank god it was so dark, he wasn't able to see me blushing.

"Go on, then, finish the story. Does he die?"

"Oh, right, that, I, um-" Why was I stammering so much? Why did I have to be so awkward? Get your stuff together, girl. "He, uh, he dies, yeah, and then Artemis feels real bad for killing her friend and stuff-"

"They were friends?" he interrupted.

"Did I not mention that? Yeah, they were, god, yeah, I'm such an awful storyteller, sorry, I-" I was blabbering, which I did when I was panicking, and then I felt his hand on mine.

"Hey, hey, breathe, it's fine." He rubbed his thumb against my hand. "You're a really good storyteller, yeah? You were doing fine."

It worked. His touch sent shivers through my body, but at the same time, he was actually managing to calm me down.

"You alright, love?" he asked softly.

I nodded. "Yeah. Thank you."

He smiled and went to pull his hand away, and I grabbed it again. "Sorry, I- "

He laced his fingers with mine and held it tightly. "Finish the story?" he asked.

I nodded slightly. "Right, so, Orion. He dies, and Artemis feels really bad for killing him, and begs the gods to bring him back to life. They say no, and so Artemis put him in the sky so that she could always see him."

"Wow."

"That's the third time you've said wow tonight."

Niall laughed out loud, his laugh ringing through the terrace. "That's 'cause everything's so... wow, d'ya know what I mean?"

I smiled. "Yeah, I do."

His thumb was drawing circles on my hand. I didn't move an inch, so that I didn't accidentally make him move his hand.

He was a good friend, who had always been there for me in the time that we had known each other. Did I like him as just a friend, or something more? That was a question for another time.

But right then, sat under the stars, snuggled under a blanket, holding his hand in mine, everything was good. And I could get used to this.

Hello! This is a tiny little Niall imagine that I wrote. This is the first time I’m posting something that I’ve written on here, so I hope you guys like it!

Alsooooo don’t be shy, send me requests and stuff, that’d be really cool :D

#one direction #one direction fanfiction #niall horan #niall horan fanfiction #niall horan imagine #harry styles #louis tomlinson #liam payne #zayn malik #1d #fanfiction #one shot #writings #fanfic

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cosmictulips · 3 years

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Hello 🔮 For your free readings may I ask about E and P feelings towards me? What energies are between us? Are either or both having romantic views towards me? Thank you in advance 💜 I’m M and over 18 🌸

Hello Friend =D Thank you for your patience =D

I broke this up into three sections. the bolded will be each section.

So Let's begin with 'E' for that I pulled the 10 of swords, king of cups in reverse, and queen of swords.

so this tells me right off the bat that there is something going on in their life that has made them emotionally disconnected. I don't think it has anything to do with you, but it feels like something is going wrong in their life and they're kind of taking the L for it right now. I see that they might have a fear of failure and it's shutting them down in the realm of connections and emotions. so you might not be the only one they're "giving the cold shoulder" to. I think as of right now they are not interested in a relationship with someone.

I can alsooooo see this as them seeing you as the queen of swords and they are kind of... shutting down because they feel like you're out of their league lol. The Queen of swords is someone witty, doesn't take shit from anyone, knows how to get what they want lol. and it could be intimidating to him lol.

But I really feel like someone is just... not helping this poor person out lol. they have been getting hit with something in their life and they ain't feeling too good about anything right now.

For P: 9 of cups, King of Pentacles, two of pentacles.

okay so for this oneeeeeee I feel like a budding relationship is happening here. they are feeling very emotionally secure in most aspects of their life. this is a person who is generous, and nurturing and I think this is how they see you and what they want to bring to you. there's a very protective kind of energy here. Like it feels like, to them you are protective lol. like they see you as being someone who would give their heart to someone if you could ya know? so stable and grounded. they also want to work with you. they want to plan something out with you and have a stable foundation for a relationship.

There were a couple other energies that came out. Mostly intuitive ones that talk about connecting with you on a deeper level. so I do feel like they want to reach out and actually try for something. I think you two might have an emotional connection and they want to take it further.

Then for the overall energy we got the 2 of cups and Temperance.

so.... there is something going on here lol. I think it's going to take a bit more time to figure out who you actually want to be with and I'm seeing that you should be patient with E. I think E is just having a rough time with something but once they come around, they'll try to woo you. this could also be having some time with P lol. I think P is very interested ;))) and I think that even to them they feel a connection to you and eventually would like to take that further.

I had another message here and I forgot what it was.

Take your time. I see both connections needing a bit of work. I think P here is going to end up winning your heart if they ever say anything but I think they will to be honest. they seem pretty emotionally... in control lol so I don't think they'll have a hard time expressing themselves to you.

I think E is going to take a litttleee bit longer to come around.

I hope this helps =D if you ever need anything, or just wanna say hiiii feel free to stop on by lol

#free tarot reading #tarot reading

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trulymadlysydney · 3 years

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Syddddd!!!! Have you done your Christmas shopping yet? What have you gotten your parents? Also what’s one Christmas movie you HAVE TO watch whenever it’s Christmas time?

OKAY so like ;afkljdf;kld I’m very broke this year so we arent really doing anything great for each other this year lol I may get them something small but I deadass have like... very little money to my name right now :(

ALSOOOOO our family tradition is to watch The Muppet Christmas Carol on Christmas Eve night and then I open one present lol and then on Christmas we watch the Disney Christmas parade and then Christmas Story all day long

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grumpyglosoli · 5 years

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Having too many ~thoughts~ today, though I realized part of it was due to too much caffeine (and exacerbated by hormones). A lot about the validity of certain emotions, questions about how valid it is to feel something like hurt or resentment if I know that the intent wasn’t malicious in the first place. Wondering if I’m valid to feel hurt/resentment in situations where I haven’t explicitly stated my feelings and/or desired results (sometimes yes, sometimes no)

Realizations that there’ve been times in my life I’ve felt low-key used but haven’t really labeled it as such and only realized it after the fact, and always kind of forgave it or brushed it off because I wanted to be perceived as chill/low-maintenance (or generally just wanted to be liked)

Also had a moment where I was like “well is this still valid if I can attribute it to hormones” but..yes? They’re things that’ve bothered me, and I’m only feeling them more intensely due to hormones imo

Alsooooo kinda thinking about my relationship with food and my body and how some of it is verging, or has verged, into unhealthy territory and how maybe that’s actually gone on for a long time but I’ve only started questioning it somewhat recently.

I’ve never suffered from what’d be termed an eating disorder but I’ve definitely had restrictive eating behaviors followed by (mild!) bingeing behaviors followed by more restriction due to whatever food rule I broke

which has never been followed by purging or anything, just guilt and anxiety

i.e. recently: ate a bunch of Reese’s peanut butter ghosts I got on sale after Halloween, instantly felt bad & guilty about it, and am trying to eat very “clean” now to make up for it

and I mean, it’s not a mystery to me how I got here or why this is, it obviously stems from really long-standing physical insecurities I’ve had that are getting worse with age

like I know that my face has never been conventionally attractive (and I feel it’s just going to go downhill as I get older) so I’m counting on my body to kind of place me in the “acceptable” range in terms of looks...I really feel like I want to avoid gaining weight at all costs, and would definitely prefer to lose weight/tone up

SO that small binge on peanut butter cups (and similar perceived food mistakes) leave me in a state of anxiety, especially because I haven’t been exercising this past week because I’ve had gross sinus issues and thought I was getting sick looool

so part of me is just like “YOU ARE GOING TO GAIN WEIGHT YOU ARE GOING TO LOSE ALL MUSCLE DEFINITION STOP EATING GARBAGE AND EXERCISE RIGHT NOW”

hhhhhh

I need to find a healthy medium and I don’t think I’m there, but I also think I’ve only recently started to think “oh, maybe this isn’t totally healthy” and I’m not sure how to turn my thinking around

anyway I swear I’m OK. was feeling fairly morose earlier but am feeling a bit better after a hot shower (and honestly? caffeine wearing off) and am going to attempt to focus on self-care shit for the rest of tonight I think

#stfu kenzie #weight tw

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