ok but like imagine pool sex with Sam. itâs the middle of the night and readerâs parents or whatever arenât home, so she invites her boyfriend, Sam. they end up in the pool in the back garden (semi-public), Sam convinces her to have sex underwater đ¶đ¶ and he has to hold her up or lean her against the pool wall or something because sheâs short as fuck and her feet canât reach the bottom of the pool.
âCome on, no one will see us.â Sam grabbed your leg underwater to wrap around his waist. âI promise it'll be fun, baby.â He continued to try and persuade you into having sex in the pool while peppering kisses on your collarbones.
âBut what if the neighbors hear all the splashing..â He rolled his eyes at that. He loved you so much, but that didn't mean he couldn't think you were absolutely stupid sometimes. âBabe, we're in water. Any movement we make is gonna make splashing noises.â
You sighed, looking over at the balcony that one of the neighbors had. âWhat if someone watches us from there?â You nodded over to the balcony, Sam turning his head to it. âYou know, like that one scene in âto all the boys Iâve loved before.â Someone recorded that girl and her boyfriend in that hot tub!â Sam had to remember that. After all, you forced him to watch all 3 movies with you.
âOkay, first offâthey were making out, not having sex. Twoâwho the hell is pathetic enough to record a couple of teenagers in a pool having sex and then share it around? Only a sick fuck would do that.â He sat on the pool steps, having you sit on his lap. âPlease, please, please, with a cherry on top.â He teased a whine, sliding his hands up and down your thighs.
You laugh at his playful plea and groan. âFine, but if we get caught, I'm gonna say you got me high or something and tricked me into it.â You joke with him, earning a laugh from your boyfriend. âYeah, whatever you say, pretty.â He rolled his eyes and stood up, picking you up with him, going to a deeper part of the pool.
You furrow your eyebrows, looking around. âUh, what are you doing?â, âWhat does it look like im doinâ? I'm taking us to a deeper part. It'll make it more interesting.â He smirked, holding you up against the small wall that peaked over the water. âSam, what if I fall? I can't reach that deep, I'm not tall enough!â, âYou doubting my strength, doll? I'm not gonna let you fall.â He says and quickly slid your bottoms off, exposing your core to the water completely.
âI'll literally kill you if you do.â You replied, watching him place your bottoms on the edge of the pool. âYou act like you can't swim.â He laughed softly and held you up with one arm while tugging his trunks down, revealing his hard cock. âI'm not gonna prepare you, okay? Just tell me if it's too much.â You nod, and with that, he slid into you, letting out a small moan.
âFuck. So tight.â He hissed, then smashed his lips into yours. He started to slowly thrust himself inside you, hands holding you from beneath your thighs. The water splashed a little, but not so much. Maybe you were being a little dramatic about it.
You thought he was gonna be more gentle with this since you were in water, but you guessed wrong. After a few minutes of whispering things in your ear and leaving hickeys everywhere, his thrusts started to speed up. âMm, baby. You feel good no matter where we are. Pussy was made for me.â He says against your neck and sucked on it.
You moaned, tugging on the hair on the back of his neck. You didn't expect it to feel this good, considering you were underwater. But it seems your boyfriends dick would feel amazing no matter where you did this with him. For a second, he pulled your top to the sides, flashing your tits at him, but you gasped and put them back in your top. âSam! What if someone seesââ
âNo one is gonna see you, im right in front of you, silly.â He chuckled. âCome on, sweetie, let me see those pretty tits. Lemme feel âem, please?â He asked, groping them. It took you a few moments to think about before agreeing. He again pushed the top to the sides, revealing your chest to him. He kept holding you with one arm while his hand on the other arm kneeded you.
It wasn't long before he announced he was gonna cum, and when he was about toâhe somehow slid the both of you to the shallow part of the pool and set you in the edge. He stood up on his feet and stuck himself in you again, chasing his high until he came inside you.
He panted against you, eyes shut. âWe gotta do this more often, babe.â
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dr3 | deep blue but you painted me golden
part three â long live all the walls we crashed through
[ series masterlist ] part 1 | part 2 | part 4
pairings:Â daniel ricciardo x f!leclerc!rbr driver!reader, lestappen
summary:Â [ social media au ] red bull's second and third drivers learn to get along, y/n wins her first grand prix, and things get... complicated
warnings:Â mentioned/implied sex (13+ only please) (if you're -13 get off tumblr)
faceclaim:Â barbara palvin + random faceless checo/max pics + pinterest
authorâs note:Â technically max and charles aren't together yet. they're still in the friends-with-benefit-in-denial phase. oof. also the lack of gay paparazzi photos is a CRIME. enjoy!
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yourusername back home and ready for the monaco gp đ€
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pierregasly whoever places lower has to pay for dinner?
âȘÂ yourusername i'll hold you to it, gasly
âȘÂ user pierre is this really a wise bet to make with red bull's current pace đ
âȘ yourusername shhh đ€« i want free food
lorenzotl maman wants you and charles to bring arthur home before midnight
âȘÂ arthur_leclerc why am i the only one with a curfew đš y/n's barely older than me
âȘÂ yourusername formula 1 privileges đ
âȘ charles_leclerc more like maman knows you'll just sneak out like always đ¶
âȘ yourusername charles marc hervĂ© perceval leclerc i know who you've been pining after for the past decade. watch your words
âȘÂ charles_leclerc i thought we agreed not to speak about that???
Max Verstappen, Y/n Leclerc, and Daniel Ricciardo on Monaco â Oracle Red Bull Racing
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redbullracing We're ready for the Monaco Grand Prix as Y/n takes her first-ever pole position with Max locking out the front row in P2 đ„ł
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user literally can't wait for the race
user i wonder if y/n will be able to keep p1 đ€
âȘ user i mean at least she'll have an advantage on a track like monaco đ€
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yourusername je ne peux pas le croire, mais c'est la rĂ©alitĂ© đ« aujourd'hui est le plus beau jour de ma vie. merci aux fans, mon Ă©quipe, mes amis, ma famille... je n'ai pas de mots pour ma joie đČđšđ„
[ i can't believe it, but it's reality đ« today is the best day of my life. thank you to the fans, my team, my friends, my family... i don't have words to describe my joy đČđšđ„ ]
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charles_leclerc notre Ă©toile et notre championne â€ïžđ€ [ our star and our champion â€ïžđ€ ]
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pierregasly fĂ©licitations! mon portefeuille est prĂȘt đ«Ą [ congratulations! my wallet is ready đ«Ą ]
âȘÂ yourusername haha je veux du homard [ haha i want lobster ]
maxverstappen1 if someone else had to win at least it's you đ
âȘÂ maxverstappen1 jk great job y/n! looking forward to racing you
âȘÂ yourusername awwww tysm maxie đ„°
danielricciardo fantastic driving! guess i lost the bet đ
âȘÂ yourusername time to make good on your word, ricciardo. i want that falsetto to be PERFECT
âȘÂ charles_leclerc do i want to know what's going on?
âȘÂ yourusername daniel said that if i placed higher than max today he'd go karaoke-ing with us AND that he'd do a cover of heart attack đ
âȘÂ charles_leclerc oh dear...
âȘÂ maxverstappen1 please no i don't need a repeat performance from monaco 2018
âȘÂ danielricciardo too late, max, i'm a man of my word!
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(Sorry it's been a while since a big postđ¶)
So, after that Sally's Song analysis post, I thought I'd pull up another song that peaked my interest on Virgil's Spotify Playlist. "Thanks for the Memories" by Fall Out Boy.
Now, yes, it is an Emo classic so it makes sense for him to have it. But, like I stated before, there's a reason it's on there. "Thanks for the memories" has had a lot of back and forth on what it's really about. However, if you really read the lyrics..it is obviously referencing sexual intimacy in a relationship that was either falling apart and had themselves one more day..or a relationship that has already ended but still gets together for sex.
With lines like "One Night and One more Time", and the bridge of "Get me out of my mind, get you out of those clothes, I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood" Clearly in reference to sexual intimacy. The line "He tastes like you only sweeter" is in reference to a line in the 2004 film "Closer" but it could be in relation to someone in the relationship finding someone new. The meaning behind saying the title phrase inline with the lyrics is sarcastic. It's basically saying "thanks for nothing" or "yeah it sucked but I'll never forget it" or "it was good up until the end". The line "Collecting Page Six Lovers" is in reference to how in magazines and news papers, page six is usually the gossip column for celebrity scandals.. sometimes if not most times couple scandals from breakups, cheating or sexual tension like being caught kissing by paparazzi(which was common in the 2000s and even today)
So, in full, the song is about a failing(seemingly popular) relationship who had deep intimacy throughout the toxicity up to the end. Or the relationship still has casual sex or feelings for each other.
Now, how is this in connection to Virgil? Well, Thomas did say that some songs on each playlist are directed at other sides. Therefore, I am on firm believe that this song is directed at Janus from Virgil's POV. There's a few songs on his playlist that seem to be so, but this one is pretty big to me.
Think about it, They are the most scandalous relationship in the series. Full of mystery, tension, history, and clearly toxicity. It's been a hot topic ever since Janus appeared. So, the gossip column line fits. Janus is very promiscuous and flirtatious. He has quite the rizz(sorry lol). Snakes are symbols of temptation and seduction in some cultures, sometimes feminine sexuality and sometimes male with the phallic connections. Also, there's a lot of sexual undertones based in Janus' own playlist as explained here in a previous post. So, the sexual tension between them is there. Sure you could say it's directed at Remus with his dirty mind but do you honestly see Virgil screwing Remus? Like really? And we have yet to see how Virgil reacts to Orange but going off what we think of him so far, I don't think Virgil would be with him like that, especially since this song seems more bittersweet. It is possible it's Orange but it's slim. It only has to be Janus.
In conclusion, I believe "Thanks for the memories" is one of the songs directed at Janus. And if that's truly the case, Virgil and Janus have f*cked. They are bitter exes. Sure, they could be intimate in other ways but the song's too on the nose with what it's about. Anxceit is possibly canon y'all.
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Whatâs your opinion about their DOWN part:
Warnings: NSFW, BODY PARTS, NO MINORS
Lucifer:
As expected from The Avatar of Pride, he has a large size âbut not that much you think like it would tear you up!!-; its length is 22cm (How fascinating!) with a diameter of 5 cm (Mannnnnnn⊠Itâs a BRILLIANT size for a man; donât you dare to say it is NOT đđȘ). Due to having a nice size, heâs extremely proud of himself âhis cock, of course.
However, you never tell him that you really like his size âyou probably know if you tell him, there is NO way back and youâll have LONG nights for yearsđ. Every time you do THAT, you both reach to a very delightful result (I meant the orgasm).
Mammon:
Not having the size like Lucifer, but his size is very suitable for his body (Itâs not small that cannot give you the BEST feeling, itâs just medium). Its length is about 19 with a diameter of 4 (Ahhhhh⊠What a GORGEOUS thoughts you haveâș).
Even though heâs size âthe cock- is smaller than Luci and Beel, he love it! âDUDE⊠Heâs a MODEL with that size!!! So why not being proud?.
Also he knows that youâre OBSESSED with it; every night you confirm it with your sweet MOANS⊠What a bad liar you aređ.
Levi:
As same size as Mam has! âmost of the time, they have arguments about who has the longest cock :/ ⊠*Writer sighs*-, but thereâs a HUGE difference between Leviâs cock and the others⊠He has TWO!!! -Saints! It gives DOUBLE pleasure!! DAMN⊠You can NOT leave that man (Please ATTENTION that itâs my idea and NOT real⊠I guess youâve seen the pics of him that has 2 instead of 1).
In spite of having 2 unlike others, heâs a bit SHY (Oww⊠Cuteđ) âbut when heâs around you and has a lot DESIRE, FUCK being shy, heâs a WILD & HUNGRY BEAST which wants to taste ALL of your BODY!!!!
Satan:
Well, he has the same diameter like Luci but the difference is his length which is 20 -2 cm smaller than Luci that makes him angry and jealous⊠*Again writer sighs* (I donât get themđ). All in all, heâs satisfied with his size thatâs NOT smaller than now âheâs got a point about his brothersâs cockđ€ŁâŠ (This is the end of being MEANđ).
Itâs not the only thing that heâs satisfied with, the most important thing is he can make you feel AWESOME -the greatest climax you can ever feel- and he goes REALLY CRAZY due to your sweet voice.
Like Luci, you donât tell him how CRAZY you are about his cock; once you said, youâre tied up and welcome to your HEAVEN.
Asmo:
Among the brothers, he and Belphie have the smallest one âNOT as small as pinky fingerđ€Łđ€Ł- its length is somehow about 17 with a diameter of 3.4 âbut still heâs as LUSTFUL as ever⊠Having a smaller cock doesnât change the FACT that heâs the avatar of LUSTđ (Iâm pretty sure that you get me). As I mentioned about his size, he dies to see Luciâs COCK whenever he has the CHANCE (Heâs NOT the ONLY ONE HEREđ⊠I can feel it and Iâm counted with the âAGREEâ group) âas he said: âHeâs my SEXIEST brother, so why not ENJOY as MUCH as I can of the moments I see?â (Has a GOOD point).
But baby, Donât forget those sweet nights that he makes you to become a BAD BITCH Â -whereas he has the smallest size, he knows MORE than of his brother about *** and how to make you HORNY (Still waters run deep!!!).
Beel:
Son of a BISCUIT!!! He has the BIGGEST size!!! âeven than Luci!-, its length is 24 with a diameters of 6!! (The HELL, if Luci doesnât tear you up, well, HE WILL! How on the THREE WORLDS? Is it POSSIBLE ??đ¶). To be honest, he doesnât care about his size or feeling proud!!!! â unlike his brothers-, but if you say you like it⊠Thatâs a different story đ.
Heâs the avatar of GLUTTONY, so he has a HUGE desire when it comes to you âI meant your body- and he doesnât have any switch off button which makes you both to reach infinitive pleasures till got tired.
Belphie:
As I said about Asmo, applies to him âtheyâve the same size- and his opinion about it, is just like Beelâs behavior :/ (In one of my stories, I said that this twins have a problem with things like thatđ).
Furthermore, he enjoys seeing you under him while youâre moaning and begging for MORE (He definitely inherited this moral from Satan).
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Ë àŁȘâčâș ââ đđ
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pairing â mike wheeler Ă fem! reader
w/c â 0.8k
warnings â smut (obv), aged up! mike wheeler, unprotected sex, bit of cockwarming, kinda insecure mike, reader being holly's babysitter doesn't play a huge part but it does question mark, not proof read cus i literally finished this at the crack of dawn
a/n â guys guys GUYS !!! I WROTE IT đ€đ€ honestly don't exactly know how to fee abt it đ but it's done so who cares! didn't know what to write for the synopsis so i didn't write one đ¶ pls pls pls excuse any mistakes i have not had any good sleep for the past week lol bye!
mike wheeler didn't know how he had gotten himself in this situation. his fuzzy, polluted mind couldn't comprehend it.
heâd thought that all of it was in his head. the flirty comments, sly smirks, dirty jokes, and skirts that only got shorter over of timeâ all just a figment of his imagination.
there was no way youâd be into him. never in a million years. you, ex-cheerleader at hawkins high, one of the prettiest and most sought after individuals in town, and now his younger sisterâs babysitter, being interested in him? a lanky, introverted outcast who geeked over a fantasy game?
it was outrageous. insane.
but that clearly didnât stop your advances. no, if anything, it fueled them. you found it attractive. enough that now here you were, whimpering under him as he filled you up with his cock. your hands held tightly onto his veiny arms as he thrusted in and out of your prodding hole.
âgod, you feel so good.â you gasped.
mike didnât know what to say. what could he say? this entire situation was just a mere thoughtâ a fantasy of his. and now it was coming to life in the best way possible. he was completely in awe.
his hands were everywhere. delicate and slow touches gliding along the expanse of your skin. feeling your warm body under his fingertips as if youâd just poof! disappear.
âbeen dreaming about this for so long, mikey.â you propped yourself up on your elbows, pressing a quick kiss to mikeâs cheek. âyou donât know how many nights i went home, touching myself and imagining it was you.â
if he wasnât red in the face already, mike knew he was now. your words went straight to his head and down to his groin. ây-yeah?
you stared up at him with those doe eyes of yours, and mike swore to himself he could cum right then and there if he hadnât had the restrain. âmhm, youâve got the prettiest hands.â he watched as you took one of his hands in yours and brought it down to your swollen clit, guiding his thumb to circle it before letting go when he caught rhythm.
âand youâre so, so pretty, mikey. canât take my eyes off you.â his hips had stilled the moment you began talking, drunk of your words and the way your walls clenched around his cock tightly. he could stay like this for hours without complain.
mike watched as your dainty hands gently snaked up his body up from his pelvic bone up to his head, following as you pulled his face down and kissed him. the most intimate part of it all. it felt right. like you two were made for each other.
you pulled away first, staring into his kitten round eyes as he awaited your next move. âiâm all yours, mike. so fuck me like it.â
he thinks youâre joking. this is all just some sick, twisted joke of a dream that a random god is giving him, to wake him up and bring him to reality.
there was a small voice in his head telling him that this was wrong. it was telling him to stop before heâs in too deep. reminding him that your job was to babysit his little sister, not to please him. the guilt was slowly eating him up by the second.
but your eyes telling him otherwise. you want this. the way you gaze up at him shows all the need for itâ for him. that was all the confirmation he needed.
any doubt or insecurity that hid away in mikeâs heart was gone. nowhere to be seen as now he was acting on impulse, senses on overdrive as he gave you what you wanted. giving in to his deepest desires and making you his.
mike doesnât waste a second before heâs fucking you into the mattress, gripping tightly onto the plush skin of your thighs you know itâll be bruised in the morning.
it was erotic. something completely out of a porno the way your arousal gushed out of you and onto the mattress. youâd worry about it some other time. some other time when you werenât crying, hot and salty tears spilling over you cheeks as you came on mikeâs dick.
mikeâs hips stuttered against yours as he filled you up with his cum. a pretty bulge stuck out from your tummy as he remained still, buried deep in your sensitive walls. he delicately placed a hand atop it, smirking at the way you jolted.
you whine when he finally pulls out, hating the feeling of being empty. mike doesnât give you a second to recover before he trails a finger down your folds, playing with what is the aftermath of your orgasms. he chuckles as you push his hand away from your sensitive cunt.
âyou coming over tomorrow?â he asks casually.
you nod. âyeah, your mom asked me yesterday if i could.â
âgood,â mike replied lowly. he leaned forward and pressed a chaste kiss to your lips. âcause now you have two wheelers to take care of.â
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Mhmmmmm just thinking about Victoria getting pregnant by Sonny⊠theyâve been having their affair for a while by then and absolutely in love with each other and have such hot steamy sex but also soft romantic sex, Victoria being the only woman who could ever settle Sonny⊠and she decides she isnât that bothered if she did become pregnant by him as there are redheads in her side of the family so she could easily have a redhead baby too⊠The great thing is that nobody notices or realizes the affair or secret relationship between them⊠Victoria canât get enough of Sonny and she loves his huge cock so much that when Michael fucks her she wishes it was Sonny⊠they do have an affair baby though and itâs a little girl Luciana who looks just like her mamma and as Sonny and Victoria canât get enough of each other she ends up pregnant again by him and itâs a little boy called Angelo (the saintâs son is the angel get it?) and he looks like a mix of Victoria, Vito and Giuseppe and takes his height from Sonny but Victoria says itâs from her side of the family as her brothers are tall
The Victonny prompt of all Victonny prompts⊠đ¶đ¶ The request in itself says more than I can ever possibly summarize here. đ
What can I say except enjoy to all of you eager Victonny shippers? đ„”đ But also⊠Oh my God, I honestly had to re-read this submission over twice because there is SOMETHING in this prompt related to the canon fic coming up in the next chapter of Moth to Flame: Part II. đ
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âOh my G-God,â a barely audible whimper passes your lips as you keep your arms wrapped around Sonnyâs shouldersâstill wincing from the aftermath of your last orgasm.
With Sonnyâs cock still buried ten inches deep into your pussy, the two of you gaze at one another through lazy eyesâdazed from shockwaves of pleasure.
As both of you attempt to catch your breaths, an intimate silence follows through as both you and Sonny look into each otherâs eyes.
Six months into this affair with no regrets, no remorse and certainly no guilt, Sonny looks down not just to see his sister-in-law whom heâs always appreciated and had been close to, but the woman of his dreams; the woman whom Sonny secretly wishes was also the woman of his life.
Itâs no longer about sneakily meeting up or inconspicuously making plans to see each other and warm each otherâs beds, but a blossoming absolute love solidified by both of your mutual feelings.
Sonny only breaks eye contact with you for a split second to glance down and watch himself slowly pull out of you, prompting a little whine from you as Sonnyâs cum oozes out of you instantlyâfilled up with four rounds of sloppy, messy, unprotected sex and your brother-in-lawâs cum instead of your husbandâs.
Sonny may as well have redefined the word âaffairâ for you, because you certainly wouldnât use itâs current meaning to describe the bond the two of you have formed throughout half of the year.
What spouted from loneliness, desperation to be loved and adored while experiencing nothing but the bitter sting of being touch starved resulted in what you thought would just be a harmless one-night stand instead resulted in an affair past just sex.
Santino âSelfishâ Corleone as Sandra calls her husband in bedâor at least did right up until Sonny stop sleeping with Sandra entirely and anyone else for that matterâSonny became the opposite of whatever anyone told you, joking or not.
Sonny knows how to tease and please and if anything, heâs selfless in bedâprioritizing your pleasure over his first, always.
The sex never had to be a rough quick fuck to release sexual frustration; Sonny is neither just an outlet for you to use and youâre not just a hole to him either.
The soft, romantic nights spent with one another curled up over the satin bedsheets, breathily giggling, making sweet, gentle love to one another speaks enough to say just to what degree your affair has gotten to now with Sonny.
Sonnyâs no longer just a distraction to you away from thoughts like guilt, remorse or even fear of being caught, but his presence and the thought of Sonny alone is enough to keep you calm and reassured youâll be continuing your affair to your heartâs extend however you want it.
Michael isnât a thought when youâre with Sonny one way or another. Whatever guilt or remorse you felt after your one-night stand with Sonny in New York died out a few days only to never return; something solidified the second time you and Sonny slept with one another.
Sonnyâs a man who didnât even settle for his own wife but heâd move mountains for you with his bare hands if you asked him to.
For you, heâd settle for the rest of his life if it meant he could hold you in his arms longer, and without having to do it somewhere so secluded and planned out.
In the embrace and presence of one another, all thoughts of consequence and repercussion cease to exist.
You both live a double life of intimacy and love but simply donât care anymore; this is what you and Sonny want.
The two of you have never touched a condom either, to begin with. You donât mind at all if Sonny impregnates you whether on purpose or accidentallyâyouâll have him whenever, however, safe day or not.
You have plenty of redheads and curly haired nieces and nephews on your side of the family after all, and while keeping a regular sex life with Michael like nothing between you and Sonny exists to begin with, nobody can possibly question another pregnancy from you.
Six months in, there hasnât been a single curious ear or eye on the two of you. No suspicions or curiosity raised whatsoever, giving you and Sonny ample privacy and opportunity to continue your affair.
You may be living a double life with two menâfucking one, married to anotherâbut you certainly arenât living a lie.
This is your truth and Sonnyâs truthâitâs what you want, what you need and crave then and now onwards.
âI want you, I want you, I want you, baby.â Sonny groaned loudly, gripping your hips down to his as he let you bounce up and down on his cock. âYes, yes, yesâfuck!â
With your cum gushing down Sonnyâs cock yet again, you throw your head back and let yourself revel in the pleasureâbeing as loud as you want. âOh my G-God, harder! YES! Sonny, YES! Right there, fuck me, fuck me!â
Sonny could already see the outline of his cock bulging through your pelvis, pushing through and abusing your cervix again and again.
That âmonster cockâ as Sandra called it and wanted nothing to do with brought you to the heights of ecstasy without fail each and every time.
The tip of Sonnyâs cock already hit your G-Spot with every thrust and Sonny knew just how to get you in to a cumming, moaning mess by working his fingers over your clit while he fucked you at the same time.
âSonny⊠SantinoâŠâ Your mind would easily cross back to Sonny when you had your thighs wrapped around Michaelâs waist, having sex with your husband but imagining his brother fucking you insteadâwishing oh so badly how it should be Sonny instead.
Of course, neither you nor Sonny were surprised with the news of your pregnancy and only the two of you knew it was his and your baby instead of Michaelâsâa secret that would stay a secret forever.
It made no difference to you and if anything, only brought more joy to the family to welcome a fifth child and your second daughter at that.
Sonny loved the name Luciana for a girl and teased you enough about it when youâd barely be able to stand and get out of bed with all of Sonnyâs cum trickling down your thigh, so it was also the same name you chose to name your newborn daughter.
Despite being an out of wedlock affair baby, you and Sonny certainly didnât think so nor were there any further or new growing suspicions either.
âShe looks just like you,â Michael chuckled, unaware he was holding his brotherâs daughter in his arms instead of his own. âSheâs beautiful, Victoria.â
The second pregnancy coming six months later was just the icing on the cake. It made Michael happy to see how eager you were to have your family grow again despite the fact you were carrying Sonnyâs child for the second time.
You gave birth to your fourth son whom you named Angelo nine months later and while the babyâs looks were from a mix of Victoriaâs family such as your eyes, Vitoâs smile and Giuseppeâs nose, you already had the perfect excuse for height related questions in the future.
There was no doubt your son and daughter would both be much taller than your biological children with Michael, but it was undeniable that all of your brothers are very tall to begin with.
There stands to be nothing to question your affair or the legitimacy of your two new children joining the family back to back. Michael suspects and knows nothing, just as it should be and both you and Sonny refuse to break off the endless desire and passion the two of you have for one another.
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temptation tuesday
rules: share something about an idea you have/something that's speaking to you/an au you'd like to see and are considering writing/etc. etc. Basically anything that is tempting you away from your current wips!
tagged by @lu-sn, thank you so much!! still in awe that we're mutuals tbh, you're the coolest <3
well.... the question is, what is NOT tempting me away from my current wips đ„Č apologies to anyone who has kept up with my snippet posting bc none of those are remotely close to done yet fjdkskfjs. for starters, my main wips from before were the vegaspete oneshot ("when i look deep down") and lita polycule shenanigans (as yet untitled). now, i have several more ideas that are circulating and i have no idea where i'm going with ANY of them, let alone the actual wips đ đ anyway here's the shortlist eh oh el
vegaspete watersports of all things ??? i'm surprised too, this coming from a person who literally has never attempted smut ever and now i'm suddenly tempted to try THIS đ no title yet, but i do know that if this gets finished, there will be sexy gaslighting involved (both a threat and a promise)
drugged vegaspete sex where pete gets drugged as part of an earlier negotiation. SMUT AGAIN I KNOW. LITERALLY WHERE DID THIS COME FROM. anyway, if that even goes well, the working title is "i put your love on and sank into the glow" from a very lovely vegaspete coded song <3
had a thought recently (which i think i've read in fics before) about vegas having a garden and i just MAY have to write it smh. anywayyy most important part is he feeds pete with it and i think that's beautiful
toddblack something. very vague but i want biting and kissing for them so that's the starting point đ„°
3 will be free brainrot. consuming me always, to the point of me wanting to not only try smut but write sex for three people đ¶ although i guess if i actually go through with lita there's four involved there sooooo. basically i guess i'm looking to try writing new things hehe
winteam !!!! who knows lol but they are certainly speaking to me and i have a google doc open there so that's something
so yeah, those are the current brain worms! hopefully i can finish at least one of them in the near future, or i may be in danger of losing my mind :D enough from me though, better tag some other folks @pitchercries @mandaloresson @m-a-w-a @lady-guts @shubaka in case you're interested â€ïžâ€ïž
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Another ask about teasing Unknown? More likely than you'd expect đ¶
Anyways! So I've been thinking about my reasonings behind my love for finding all kinds of different ways of getting myself in deep trouble with our stern boss. It's especially interesting, cause my cmc for him is much more calm and gentle with her way of approaching him! And... I kind of realized that the reason for me getting under his skin like that is honestly much more wholesome in its nature than you'd think.
There's just something... so special about trying to bring some excitement and chaos into his predictable life, at least the good kind. His days are probably blending together into one tiring and angry fog, since there's not much for him to do or even think about, other than work towards his revenge. And I don't want him to live in these negative emotions, even if he thinks that that's the only way for him to get what he wants. I know this might be super silly, but watching him jolt in surprise or raise a brow in confusion whenever I'm acting stupid with him (sometimes on purpose whether he realizes it or not) is making me feel very happy :) It might be small, but for this fleeting moment, there's something different occupying his mind, something much more real and tangible than his usual thoughts of hatred and pain.
Making people I care about laugh is definitely one of my love languages, but since I know that Unknown is not the type to appreciate jokes or funny comments, I guess I'm just trying to lighten his mood by being silly. I wonder how he would react to me confessing my true motivations behind all my banter? Cause I'm pretty sure he might misinterpret my behavior and think that I'm trying to bring him down or exploit his weaknesses, when it's definitely not the case.
Watching you is almost like watching a child who won't stop trying to jam a fork in a light socket. You don't know when to quit and he isn't sure why he hasn't exploded on you enough to make you regret that you keep opening your mouth to say things that have nothing to do with his goals. You just don't get it and he doubts you ever will get it.
Frankly, he can't stand it.
But, what could he expect from someone like you? What could he expect from somebody who lived in a world entirely different than his own? What could he expect from somebody who knew what it felt like to wake up in the morning without having a gun pointed at their head? Was there a point in expecting anything different from you in this life?
"Guess what?" you asked, fingers prodding at the elastic that clung to his tank top.
With a disdainful noise that told you all he could ever feel about your distraction, he looked from the monitor and appeared at you with his piercing blue eyes. If you looked closely, you could see him debating if it was worth seeing what you wanted or not.
His voice was unpleased. "What?"
"Chicken butt."
Dear Savior, he regretted the day he took you from that apartment. It would have been punishment enough to leave you in that place with those morons and traders. It took all of his strength not to explode at you for distracting him for even a fraction of a second. There was no time for this.
"Why?" he asked, teeth grinding against each other as if he was going to get an answer to your lunacy.
"Chicken thigh," you chimed.
A part of him wanted to teach you a lesson for continuing to get on his nerves in this way, but it was his fault he brought you here in the first place. There was no way for him to get rid of you at this point because you knew too much and he didn't want to waste any of his time finding somebody else to take care of all the grunt work. But, it was wearing his patience thin.
So, he decided it wasn't worth the energy. He looked back to his load of work and continued to type, ignoring the distracting weight of you against his lap and the cheeky tone of your voice that kept trying to win him over for whatever reason. Well, he wouldn't have it. You were his and he would break you of this streak eventually.
Little did he know that you were the one pulling the strings behind him. You were going to make sure he didn't destroy himself, even if it wound up destroying you.
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Carrion Comfort
Episode thoughts dropping 2 days late because I was too busy having Emotionsâąïž and rewatching the episode? More likely than you'd think đđ€Ł
I've said this before, and I'll say it again, I am really, really loving the episode cases, and the vibes that come along with them. This episode especially was so creepy! Everyone say thank you, Jensen Ackles đ„
The car scene.
The way Beau was looking at Jenny before asking her if she's okay says so much đ„ș He's so worried đ I can't wait for him to realize he's fallen for her đ
Right after the walkthrough of the crime scene.
I love how Beau's clearly been working to help make the whole department run smoothly, make everyone feel useful and appreciated, he's such a good boss âđ»
Precinct scene.
Cassie Dewell, aka, the only Cass I know đ And she wouldn't leave her friends for dead because they didn't return her feelings đ
I want to see Beau's 10 year old photo for the department website (and I want someone to acknowledge that it doesn't look 10 years older, because he looks the same) đ
Cassie watching Beau and Jenny flirt and bicker like a married couple, like đđ She ships it đ« Love a supportive best friend, who just wants her two friends to have happiness and love in their lives đ„ș
"Is that a werewolf? That's a first for me." Bestie- đ„șđ Jensen bringing Dean with him everywhere he goes, and I'm on the floor in my feels, sobbing đđ
Ugh, Carla.
Carla divorced Beau which means that he's not obligated to tell her anything or practice his "communication skills" with her đ The entitlement is real. Truly canNOT stand this woman, she's so mean and passive aggressive and dismissive towards Beau, as well as condescending and rude towards Jenny đ She really came in and insulted both my favourite people in the span of one and a half minute, oh, and yeah, remember when she broke Beau's whole heart? And continues to make him feel small and sad? Yeah, to say I don't like her is an understatement.
Jenny defending Beau against Carla was such a nice moment, and just another reason she's the best, and why her and Beau are the perfect match. She actually cares about him, respects and understands him. Next time Carla is being rude and mean, I hope she doesn't care about being polite and wipes the floor with Carla. Would also love to see her about to punch her, and then Beau holds her back, because he can't have his undersheriff getting charged and we get another unintentionally intimate moment, before he cheekily thanks her for defending his honour đ
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Here's to hoping something dramatic happens before Emily comes to stay with Beau, to prevent it, I can't stomach even the thought of putting up with her insulting and dismissing Beau for a whole episode đŁđ And him spending the whole episode looking heartbroken and sad and on the verge of tears đ
Big Sky, Season 2, Episode 18, Catch a Few Fish
Jenny: and lemme guess, you're still in love with her
Beau: đđ¶
Big Sky, Deadly Trails, Season 3, Episode 4, Carrion Comfort
Jenny: you're still in love with her
Beau: No, I'm not. No. Stop it.
And I, for one, believe him. Especially since I'm still trying to understand what he saw in her in the first place. She's so mean!
Also, Jenny once again trying to gauge Beau's feelings for someone else by teasing him? Just for fun, no reason whatsoever? Just out of curiosity? đ Mm-mm, she wants to know if her heart will be safe with him if she lets herself fully fall (because deep down she's already fallen, all that's left to do is admit it) đ
Glamping Shenanigans.
Full offense, but I'd much rather watch more about Luke and Paige and their past (criminal?) activities, than Emily whining and sticking her nose where it doesn't belong every episode. Paige and Luke aren't likable at all, but they ARE interesting. Emily is annoying AND boring. And she keeps getting exponentially more obnoxious every episode.
Cassie and Cormac.
They are my, er, second "one" true pairing (after Jenny/Beau, of course). I really wasn't expecting to ship someone with Cassie this soon after Lindor after they broke up right after getting together after a one and a half season long burn, but I am rooting for these two for sure đđ»
Donno and Tonya.
Am I finding myself shipping Tonya and Donno or......? I mean, I could definitely be okay with them just being friends and partners, but...... I don't know, it could be tipped over to romance very easily đ
Sunny and Walt.
Wow, Walt really had me feeling bad for a minute there, I was like, damn, he did kill Mark, but maybe he didn't mean to......? But nah, this man is full-on Menace in the Woods đ±đȘ And I would not be surprised if Sunny and Walt became a full on killing team, they're both so unhinged! đŻ
The Cutter House. Part I.
Beau patting Jenny on the shoulder entering the house had no tactical reason, so I just love that they're such a team, so concerned for each other, that he did it to reassure her he's there, he's okay, he's got her back đ„șđ
The Cutter House. Part II, aka, The Sceneâąïž.
Them fighting the killer, Beau and Jenny are so badass and such a perfect team đ
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Beau fighting to protect himself versus Beau after the creep attacked Jenny, he was much more intense during the latter, I love the increased intensity and drive. He really said no one touches my girl đĄ and I love that đđđ«
Every time she thinks Beau got hurt, Jenny gets so worried, everything else loses focus. She rushed to him, completely forgetting the suspect, and if that's not love... đ and how gentle she is checking his wound, touching it so gingerly đ„ș True loveism đđ
It's so perfect how in sync they are, Beau knew he could count on Jenny to know why he'd turned her around, and Jenny trusted him and instinctually knew why, she realized exactly what he was doing. And him, physically having her back, holding her steady đ„șđ Plus, the way it ended with them holding on to each other đŻ They're so sexy for that đ„đ
There's also a moment where it looks like Beau might've been reaching for Jenny's hand, so maybe one of the takes had them shooting together and I'd love to see that outtake, though I do love how it actually played out, with complete trust and them in sync đ„ș
I also love how they just stay in this position just a minute longer than necessary, letting themselves be support for the other, letting themselves take comfort from the other, just breathing together for a moment đ„șđ
Also, is it just me or did Jenny just absolutely melt back into Beau once they both knew the danger was averted? đ„șđ I love the trust they have. And the đ« tension đ«
And this moment when they're both still breathless, and Beau feels the intimacy of the situation and Jenny just leans back into him, when he's finally looking at her, I think he's realizing he's fallen for her, irrevocably đ„șđ
I just, I love this scene a lot. And I really love that the scene is so warm and wholesome with their trust and teamwork, but also really hot and has a lot of tension! It's everything to me, and I just love how it was written and played so well, such a perfect balance of emotional vulnerability and display of feelings, and physical tension đ„șđ
The Hospital Scene.
Jenny reassuring Beau about how good of a dad he is đ„ș He deserves to be around people who appreciate and respect him so much đ
The more episodes go by without Beau calling her "Jenny" and only "Hoyt", even though he called her Jenny during the premiere, the more I become convinced that he's already in love, but denying it to himself (until he just can't đ). Although, he didn't call her Hoyt after the fight scene, might that be more evidence my man's catching on to how he feels about Jenny.....? đ„șđ
Beau, my beloved.
Beau really is the whole package. Kind, funny, handsome, caring & THIS good at his job? His instincts about the murder not being random were right, and when he was looking at the photos, his gut knew it was important, even when he didn't have all the pieces to know why đđŻđ„°â€
He used to build houses in the summers? And knows about antiques? I love a multitalented and multifaceted king đ„ș I want to hear more about his backstory, his parents/siblings, his hobbies, what he likes to do in his free time. Just, more about him in general. I truly do love him with my whole heart đ
"Wow, Beau was extra handsome and charming this episode đ„°â€" <- me after literally every single episode đ€Ł
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206 QUESTIONS
Pick a question and I'll answer
Then I'll pick and you'll answer
#till we're tired#
Anyone that fails to answer, will subscribe the other person's phone.
1:Do u still love your ex?đâ€
2:Will u marry me?đ
3:Are u in love?đ¶
4:Do u like me?đ
5:Can we date?đ
6:Are u single?đŽ
7:Can I be your bestie?đ
8:Can I be your gf/bf?đ
9: Let's be frnds wif benefits?đ„
10:Send me your nude?đ
11:What ll u do if we where locked in a room for 2 hrs?đ
12:Let's be fuck buddies?đ
13: Seduce me when we meet?đ
14:something u love about me?đ
15:Write a paragraph about me?đ
16:Who is your favourite person to chat with?đ
17:Who do u hate?đ€š
18:Date me or pass?đ€·đŒââđ€·đŒââ
19:Send me a screen shot of the chat with your crushđ
20:Confess to me something deepđ
21:Put a pic of me on your status an take it off after 2 minutesđ
22:kiss for an hour?đ
24: What's your nickname?
25:How would u describe me atleast 6 linesđ
26:Put me as your status saying my boođŠ
27:Write my name on your status with a heartâ€
28:Propose to međ
29:Send me your sexy picđ„
30:Send me your sexiest picđ„
31:Write my name on your status saying u love međ
32:Would u choose food or međ€€
33:Tell your bestie u like međ
34:The best thing we did togetherđ€
35:Tell me your deepest secretđ€Ș
36:Whose your boy bestie ?đ
37:Whose your girl bestie?đ
38:Smash or pass?đ
39:Ever lied to your crush?â
40:Ever cried for love?đ
41:Ever dreamt about me?đ±
42:Tell me something to make me blushđ
43:Post on your status u love me till the moon and backđ
44:Do u consider me a gud friend?đ„
45:Can I be your bestie?đ«
46:Post a pic of me on your status saying my bestie TLTđ€·ââ
47:Tell me if u see me as a angel or a devil?đ§ââđż
48:Tell me something that makes me happy and sad at the same timeđ§
49:Hug me next time u see međ©đ§
50:Tell me a secret about u?đš
51:Tell the person u hate u love themđ€Ł
52:Tell the person u love u hate themđ
53:Post on your status in painđą
54:Wright my name and your name on your status for 1 dayđ
55:Be my slave for 2 daysđ€©
56:send me your boob pic you can't say no tho
56ÂČ: pic in panty onlyđ
57:Tell me something u have never told anyoneđ
58:Rate me out of 10â
59:Where do u see our friendship in a months timeđ«
60:Whats on your mind?đ€
61:Send me a 100 hearts an say u love me đ
62:What atrackts u to me the most?âŁ
63:Let's have sex on the first date đ
64:Put my pic and write we had a great night đ
65:Tell the person who broke your Virginia đ
66:let's fuck for a nightđ€Ș
67:Tell someone u love themđ€€
68:Send me a v.n saying BABY I LOVE Uđ
69:Send me a song witch reminds u of međ
70:Tell someone u crying for međ
71:Tell someone #with your name for no reasonđ
72:Hug me tight next time u see međđ
73:Send me your naughtiest picâ
74:will we be together in the future?đ
75:What would u prefer singing or dancing with me?đŁ
76:Keep your breath in for 1hourđ¶
77:Send me 3 photos of u that u think is cuteâšđč
78:Tell me anything over a v.nđ
79:Kiss me on the chick next time u see meâșđ
80: Send me $2 ecocashđ°
81:What would u want our relation to be?đ€
82:Give me 10 kissesđ
83:What would u do if I asked u out?đ
84:Bribe someoneđ
85:Am I naughty?đ
86:Would u take me with u to a party?đ
87:Would u like to sing with me?đ€
88:Buy me a chocolateđ«
89:Tell someone there hotđ„
90:Eat a ladybugđ
91:Tell someone they look like an alien đœ
92:Send me a cute messageđ±đł
93:Send me a new contactđ
94:Ask someone do they love u?đ
95:Are u a lazy person?
96:Cry for 2 hoursđ
97:Send me one of your beautiful picsđ±98:Send me one of 9 your most embarrassing pics
99. Thoughts on me?
100. Would you ever date me?
101. Birthday
102. Worst mistake
103. Ur greatest fear
104. Crush
105. Best colour
106. Do u or have u smoked?
107. Do u drink alcohol?
108. Do u go for nyt parties?
109. Last time u cried and wat caused it
110. Ur dreams
111. Have u or do u masturbate?
112. Happiest moment
113. Best memory
114. Last kiss and wit who
115. Do you watch porn?
116. Your best body part
117. Ever been fucked hard nd u cried?
118. Complete d**k
119. Complete p***y
120. Ur most enjoyable sex,tel me abt it in details
121. Full name
122. If u have d chance wil u date me?
123. Will u kiss me?
124. Kiss or hug
125. Favorite song
126. Favorite movie
127. Ever kissed a same gender person?
128. Do u love bj?
129. Send me ur number
130. Ever maked out?
131. Wanna explore me?
132. Wanna kiss me?
133. Wanna fuck me?
134. Wanna date me?
135. Ever been abused?
136. Best hubby
137. Tel me 3 deepest secrets
138. Send me ur nude pics or porn videos
139. Favorite body part of ur opposite gender
140. Big dicks or normal dicks
141. Big pussy or normal pussy
142. Promise to kiss me wen we meet
143. Tell me how u really feel about me
144. Tell me a story
145. Do u wear bra?
146. Do u always wear pant?
147. Promise to watch porn wit me or gv me a Bj
148. Will u let me finger u or stroke ur dick?
149. Wat age did u have ur first sex
150. Wat year did u have ur first sex
151. Player or loyal
152. Single or taken
153. Have you ever been played?
154. Have you ever played someone?
155. Tell me an erotic story
156. Last sex
157. Ever had sex wit a same gender person?
158. Use my pic as ur dp for 1 week
159. Send me ur breast or chest picture
160. Do u sex chat?
161. If u see me naked, wat will u do
162. Shy or bold
163. Ever slept naked?
164. Virgin?
165. Wat turns u on
166. What do you love doing the most
167. Ever begged for sex?
168. D craziest tin u have ever done
169. Best friend
170. Ever had sex?
171. Age
172. Are you naughty?
173. Naughtiest tin u have ever done
174. Ever exchanged nude?
175. Buy me a gift
176. Wil you let me touch you?
177. Do you love me?
178. How do you want d dick or pussy to be.
179. Sex chat with me
180. Have some mistakenly seeing ur dick or pussy?
181. What gets u wet
182. Last time u felt like having sex
183. Favorite clothes
184. Ask me anything
185. Promise to have sex with me
186. Nickname
187. Favorite sex position
188. How long do you want sex to be.
189. Do you love sex?
190. Something u will change about yourself
191. Send me two of your sexiest pics
192. Tell me how you had ur last time sex in details
193. How much do you enjoy sex
194. Tell me things you want from me.
195. Hard fuck or normal
196. Send me 2 pics of your dick
197. Send me 2 pics of your pussy
198. Hairy dick/pussy or shaved
199. Send me your dance videos
200. Will you fuck me?
201. Ever fucked someone you don't love?
202. What do you like in a girl
203. What do you like in a boy
204. Tell me things you want us to do together
205. Send me a sex video of yourself
Ask away, Iâm really bored.
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I donât like the oc slander. While I can understand Tae, he is still in the wrong. I think he should be way more understanding. Weâre literally all witnesses to what oc has done for him & what she has tolerated. She is a character who has a very understanding nature and really believes in the good in people & redemptions. Whether he meant it or not, I think it was really horrible that he said while he was suffering she was off falling in love. We all know itâs not as simple as that, also if I recall correctly I couldâve sworn once all was well, oc asked if tae was okay with what her & yoongi had. He didnât say it bothered him then, so for him to say such a thing, in such a moment like the one theyâre in, really sucks. If I was the oc I would be just as heartbroken because not only has she lost one lover but now it looks like shesbon the brink of losing another. I would be extra heartbroken because although I know some people say things out of anger I also believe sometimes whatever they say holds some sort of truth to it. So that would definitely always be in the back of my mind. Like imagine if now she feels like she canât love yoongi anymore because Tae (who she also loves very much) thinks itâs wrong. Oc has never restricted tae from loving anyone, even when it was horribly toxic (yes jimin, this is about you). Sheâs endured literally watching him fuck other people & rave about how amazing they are!!!?? I get Taeâs frustration with wanting her to take care of herself but the delivery was definitely wrong. On a brighter note (kinda) oc is stronger than me because I wouldâve broke down after seeing them cater to me & taes fluffy pancakes and the reserved leftovers all for me, even though Iâve been such a bitch. That moment really solidified their family dynamic and itâs so sweet. Also kook:( !!! Heâs so sweet and so understanding. He literally scream comfort, I feel extra bad for him because I feel like heâs the type to think he canât be sad over Yoongi because you probably feel even worse. Almost like he doesnât have the right in a sense?? Idk but I feel like he has so much pain over the whole situation & hasnât been able to really deal with it head on because anytime he does cry, he doesnât just cry. He breaks down as if heâs been holding it in the whole time. I know deep down in my heart of hearts that Yoongi will come back I just really wish for her & tae to still be okay after it. The whole family too. I feel like her and Taeâs relationship is always on the rocks from him being an ass bcs of namjoon then because of jimin, then because of grief, then over jimin again & now over yoongi.. itâs all a.lot. I love this series & all the plot twists you add & how your characters are never dense. They seem so real, complex and relatable. Canât wait for the next chapter!!
Interesting take on the entire situation đ as an author I should stay neutral but..... i'm not saying that i'm agreeing but đ¶ hahahhaha NO BUT THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT THE TOPIC I AM LOVING IT NFANFDS
also if I recall correctly I couldâve sworn once all was well, oc asked if tae was okay with what her & yoongi had. He didnât say it bothered him then
You are calling correctly đ€ they talked about it and reassured each other that it was okay for both of them, which just makes the entire situation so much sadder :(
So that would definitely always be in the back of my mind. Like imagine if now she feels like she canât love yoongi anymore because Tae (who she also loves very much) thinks itâs wrong.
NOOOOO PLEASE NOOOO
Oc has never restricted tae from loving anyone, even when it was horribly toxic (yes jimin, this is about you). Sheâs endured literally watching him fuck other people & rave about how amazing they are!!!??
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oc is stronger than me because I wouldâve broke down after seeing them cater to me & taes fluffy pancakes and the reserved leftovers all for me, even though Iâve been such a bitch. That moment really solidified their family dynamic and itâs so sweet.
SAME BRO OMFG ISTFG THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH LIKE PLEASE THIS FAMILY IS GONNA BREAK ME đđ
Also kook:( !!! Heâs so sweet and so understanding. He literally scream comfort, I feel extra bad for him because I feel like heâs the type to think he canât be sad over Yoongi because you probably feel even worse. Almost like he doesnât have the right in a sense?? Idk but I feel like he has so much pain over the whole situation & hasnât been able to really deal with it head on because anytime he does cry, he doesnât just cry. He breaks down as if heâs been holding it in the whole time.
THIS THIS THIS FUCKING THIS HOLY FUCK THIS đđđ
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okay so what I was going to post before I noticed I got polls was!! i went through some of my sketchbooks and encountered some sketches i was đ about.. i wanted to share them on here!! I'll put them under a readmore since y'all know I like explaining things đ«Ł
first off is one of my Steven Universe OC's... pearl!! đłđ what pearl? I genuinely could not tell you anymore đ«Ł but from what I remember, she was a supporting character to my main OC, Aquamarine (the reveal of the canon aquamarine killed my interest in the show đ). The two worked on this off-Homeworld ship but rose up against the captain and iirc crash-landed on Earth a long time ago? and Aquamarine was looking for Pearl, who'd lost her memories in the crash. something like that? anyhow I remember feeling like GOD when I decided on that hairstyle! i also like her cape, it's like a translucent bubble around her (was the translucency thing associated with all pearls? I don't remember anymore đ
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next are some of my bnha đ«Ł ocs! They were second year students, if memory serves correctly. truthfully I forgot who they were until I saw the little nametag in the second picture đ¶đ
The one on the left is named Ikina Youta, and basically his quirk is that he's like the sun? He can superheat his body, emit light, and funnily enough charge stuff through solar power đ A big part of his story was that he was Terrified of his quirk, to the point Aizawa was going to expel him for wasting its potential. His family (he's actually a tie-in to my sister's own characters haha) develop adaptive gear that supports him and keeps him from burning himself alive when he uses his quirk, so now! in his second year! he is breaking ground and testing out the extent of his powers :]
The one on the left is named Uzumeru Tsuyume, and he's actually Recovery Girl's grandson! He has a mix of her and his father's Sandman quirk (i slappa you and you knock out đ.. which doesn't sound like a superpower at all... LOL!!!), so basically if he touches you you get knocked into a deep restorative sleep. his mother, chiyo's daughter, wasn't a huge fan of him going to UA after helping her mother patch heroes up her whole life, but Tsuyume thought his powers would be most helpful at ground zero and so he went to UA against her wishes. He really looks up to his grannie and has lunch with her twice a week :-] his costume is somewhat of a homage to her, although his friends tease him because it also looks like a racecar driver's outfit, which was not intentional he swears!!!!! but the little racecars on his nightstand tell a different story đđâ I think, similar to Chiyo, his power is a little draining on him so he's always a little tired and grumpy. he and youta balance each other out :D
they're actually 2/3 of my 2nd year trio! the third member of their group is a birdgirl (i was still debating how Bird i wanted to make her before i abandoned bnha..) named Koetaka Hanami, whose power is basically being an Offensive Opera Singer... her hero name is even Coloratura đđđ€ she's a huge fan of Present Mic and resembles him in some ways... She brings the heat and muscle in their trio! Tsuyume does most of the support work (although sometimes it's nice to have him smack someone just to knock them out lol) and Youta does a lot of person-to-person stuff.. i have forgotten the word for this just now </3 he can also be a human flare so that's pretty useful! but Hanami is the one running in and taking care of the baddies, with her glass-breaking voice haha
I moved on from bnha after the first movie (iirc? whichever one i-island was..) so I have no idea how they'd fit into the overall plot anymore teehee! they are just fun little dolls for my brain now :]
finally are some doodles of the one... the only.... mister sergio joestar dun dun dun! He's actually why I went digging through my sketchbooks to begin with haha!
i remember really wanting to capture his fuckt up Dad Hair + sideburns.. i think the left one does it the most justice- my sketchy style makes his hair lose the plot in the right drawing hehe. anyhow the context of the left sketch is that josuke was an evil baby and would constantly pull on his scarf, but. sergio refused to ever take it off because it was a present and reward for his swagrannie lisa lisa :') so he would just let josuke choke him out.. imagine he's doing the goku laugh, u know the one!
the right drawing is just the lament o' sergio to me. I forget the context but I think that look of mild concern/apprehension suits his journey pretty well.... POV you can sense Dio within a 100 mile radius (plot twist he is having his hot girl summer in japan and is unaware of ur existence đ€Șđ€Ș)
my first and i think Only drawing of giorno is here too! i wanted to try an animal crossing style out on him.. when I drew this I wanted to get more into an AC style for my cutesy drawing, to complement the looser and :3-ier style I would use that you can see to his left. i think it turned out nicely! I think the sketch on his left is of my main YOI character, but. your guess is as good as mine lol!
seeing these made me want to pick drawing back up again and maybe commit to doing some studies/use references! I've never done a study of anything and my use of references is. light at best <3 so these really are Pure Sketchies and Doodlies ur honor. i wonder what more serious art from me would look like!
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Tuesday, November 21st, 2023
6:30am I am having racing thoughts and would like them to stop. I am trying to fall back asleep and it's really hard. I'm nervous about tomorrow but I don't want to be nervous! I have not done anything wrong, I am only doing what feels right to me. I just need to take a deep breath and keep drinking water.
6:42am I just have to stay in the present moment. I just drank some water and I want to feel better physically. No more being dehydrated and tense.
7:00am I miss talking to him and I wish he would call me, lol I might just call him later idk
8:39am trying to stay hydrated but I just keep getting up to pee jfc đ too lazy to be hydrated fr
I want to keep working on myself and I want to stay true to who I am. I don't want to have to edit myself around people, especially the ones I love â€ïž just be yourself and clearly they can all make their own decisions (you can't control other people's decisions so please stop trying) â€ïž
9:28am ok so I called him bc I was bored lol and woke him up out of his sleep oops lol even though I've been up for 4 hrs already today đ we spoke for like 5 minutes before he told me he's stressed about his $300 phone bill đ¶ yeaaaaa buddy I didn't like paying that shit while you were cheating on me and taking me for granted so oops! It's so crazy how he legit had no idea how stressful bills were because I paid everything and never let him worry about shit. Don't come asking me for it though bc I got $1200 in rent to pay buddy so yeah wow that was honestly what I needed to hear this morning. This mf got a dumbass job and his whole check is not even enough to pay a $300 bill. Wtf I can'tttt. I swear I am 100% hustle and it's like he was born yesterday like ain't no $300 bill sneaking up on me!! He didn't even know either?? Wtf aaaaaa he didn't realize how much I was paying out of my own damn pocket just for him to text other girls smh gtfo with that bum shit bro. Like I love you but damn I can't live with that shitttttt ahahahaha
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Hello it's me again.. I made request for your 1000 followers event. I want to thank you for doing this!
I did it in order of your list! Hope this makes sense! :
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1. she her
2. jujutsu kaisen or attack on titan or txt(if you even do this) TT TT
3. Gender preference doesnât matter tbh
4. romantic (?)
5. infj
6. libra
7. honesty, responsiveness and trust
8. donât have TT
9. fair probably.. I like to feel harmony in the world and I donât like it when people donât adhere to elementary things like etiquette/manners, etc.
10. drawing singing dancing maybe
11. Iâm a school student, maybe Iâm quiet but when someone is giving me attention I would definitely continue our conversation. I hate selfish people
12. idk maybe awkward conversations and talking about deep and serious things.. like weâre away from people in our own world, just us having deep conversations and how that'll be like
Thank you in advance! I hope this made sense, if you have question, you can ask on post, I can always check out your blog to see đ
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1000 Follower Event Matchup #28
This event is CLOSED. You can view the event masterlist here.
Note: omg my đ¶anon! long time no see :D I hope you're still lurking around :3. I say this under all these matchups now, but I'm sorry it's taken me this long to get to yours. I'm truly the worst đł. Hopefully you like who I matched you with! Lemme know your thoughts if you see this! Miss you <3
also quick note for anyone new to my blog, yes I wrote this matchup for txt, no I do not accept requests for them! Just wanna make that clear. There was a time when I accepted kpop requests (I still like my kpop boys) but I don't feel comfortable writing actual fics about them anymore. thank youuu
I match you with: NANAMI, LEVI, YEONJUN
Runner-ups were: Yuuta, Armin, Soobin
Nanami:
A sensible man with a good head on his shoulders
He loves peaceful moments with you and is fully content with just watching you do what you love to do, whether it be drawing, singing, or dancing
Even if you sit in silence together, he finds it comforting just being in your presence
I see him doing some paperwork for jujutsu high while you do some work of your own
Heâd steal a few glances at you, a small smile appearing on his face, before he shakes his head a tries to re-focus himself
Nanami puts you first in everything he does, itâs his priority to keep you safe and happy, he truly feels like thatâs his responsibility as your partner and heâd put 10000% effort into making sure that happens
Deep conversations with Nanami?
Sometimes itâs hard to get him to open up, so I think youâll be more successful getting him to open up later at night
Itâs so awkward at first, he doesnât like being vulnerable with you, especially if he opens up about his past pains and losses
He might get scared that heâd lose you in the same way (I hope Iâm not spoiling anything omg) that he lost his old friend
But he trusts you, and having deep conversations like that with you does feel good, heâs also a great listener so he quietly listens to everything you have to say as well
Levi:
I hope you like them short o.o
But I think Levi just checks all your boxes
It does take a lot for him to trust someone, but if youâre his girlfriend, youâre one of the only people he fully trusts with his life
He was so scared to allow someone to enter his life romantically, heâs lost so much and losing you would be his breaking point
Hence, I think heâd be pretty protective over you, yet still listens if you tell him you need more spaceâso long as youâre safe then itâs cool
Your singing is so calming to him, especially at night
Donât tell anyone, but he wouldnât mind falling asleep to you singing to him (like a lullaby)
Heâs tidy and drinks tea like a king :D he has all the etiquetteÂ
Another one who wouldnât be bothered by your quietness, he finds it relaxing and sometimes just shows up to sit and be in your presence
Deep conversations with Levi?
Good luck oh gosh, he definitely has a lot to share, but he feels like heâd be throwing too much on you by sharing it all
Perhaps sticking to deep conversations that arenât so personal might be a better start
Like speaking in depth about music and songs, etc and getting lost into other conversations from there
It can get a little awkward, but Levi isnât fazed by it at all
Yeonjun:
Forgive me since I havenât been keeping up with TXT on a personal level recently ;-; Iâve just been listening to their new music, so big apologies if this is super inaccurate
As the oldest member and leader, I just felt Yeonjun has that responsibility to be good to you in a relationship
He has to manage four other members and make sure they communicate and get along, so heâs pretty good at being responsive
Trustworthy also falls under all that, along with having manners, he knows how to joke around, but he holds a higher level of maturity than the other members
You can sing and dance? He needs to hear it and see your dancing immediately
I imagine him wanting to sing a duet with you, perhaps a cover of a song (a little lovey dovey song perhaps)
Heâs excited to teach you TXTâs new dance moves to their single thatâs supposed to be released in a few months
You get all the behind the scenes and VIP info lol
He knows how to keep you engaged in a conversations and getting you interested in whatever you both talk about
Though quiet moments together arenât horrible, especially when he needs a break from the hustle and bustle of the idol life
He warmly welcomes a quiet evening with you
You keep him sane lol
Deep conversations with Yeonjun?
Awkward as heck frl frl
Heâs capable of thinking deeply and getting lost in those conversations, but heâs used to being around the members who would probably tease him for getting deep like that
Just give him a second to warm up to it
If you start it, heâd definitely join in and eventually get lost in those deep convos with you
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I'll check them out ((:
YES ANGST TO COMFORT IS MY FAVE AHHH okay here we go..
Kazu. And his lover (Fem! Reader) getting into a huge argument on board The Crux. We all know that usually he's very calm, collected, nice etc. But this time, you can choose the reason, he snaps and bursts out at reader, WHO, already feels like they're not good enough for him. I hc that when he gets genuinely angry, he spits out the worst, most ruthless words. Reader has no vision (she went on board for Kazuha and to help out with.. everything except for fight related things ig), isn't the best at words, and compares herself to Lumine, who, to her, has everything and she feels like Kazu is dating her out of pity. She loves the blonde, she really does, but her insecurities eat her up so bad. ("She has saved three nations, and what am I doing?" Things like that.) So, during the argument, he uses those against her. He uses her biggest insecurities against her. Anyway, she runs away, yada yada. /Additional part.. Beidou hears everything, she knows all about the reader since they grew up together, and so she gives the man a huge lecture. But scrape this part if you wanna since you don't want to write it since you don't write for her, but it's part of my brainrot hsjsh./ More angst you say? Sure!!! Abit of reader's backstory: her whole life, she's been looked down on, she's also very brainwashed.. to think that she's never good enough, not good at anything, she's useless, worthless and all that, so for her to join Kazuha on his journey/travels is a huge sacrifice for her (for him?? What is English-) since she's an introvert but she tries her best to come out of her shell; baby steps. ANYWAYYY, you can decide the ending but happy ending please, I can't take pure angst. đ Anyway yeah, I've had this brainrot for days and if you don't wanna write it, it's fine.
This is so long omg sorry, I tend to ramble and my attention to details is painfully strong. But yeah it has mentions of Lumine and it also features Beidou, so technically I'm breaking the rules here??? I shall stop here đ¶ And why did I just dump myself onto reader lmaooo.
Take care and stay safe!!!
(Oh and also wanna be moots/friends? I'm v shy to ask but you're so nice and jskshs okay bye)
Essence of the Stars
pairing: Kaedehara Kazuha x fem!Reader
genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst (the comfort part will come in part 2)
words: 2.5k
summary: It only took a few words for his voice to join the chorus in your head.
tw: arguing, insecurities, implied emotional abuse
a/n: This is for you @mako-yaki! I hope you like it! Also, to clarify, when I say I only write for the characters on my rules list, it means I only take requests for those characters. I should clear that up and update my rules. So no worries El, you're not breaking any rules here.
As the assistant to Yinxing, the Crux's surgeon, your main duty whenever the fleet returns to Liyue is to restock the supply of herbs for the concoction of medicine and potions. As such, you're no stranger to the Bubu Pharmacy and its mysterious owner, as well as his enigmatic apprentice who seems to have trouble remembering things.
As an avid botanical ethusiasts and endlessly curious about discovering the new healing properties of plants, you have the added joy of talking to said owner and learning new things from him.
On this particular errand, while collecting the bags of requested herbs from Baizhu, he told you about the appearance of a rare plant that was thought to have gone extinct years ago.
"Duskbloom," Baizhu says and your eyes lit up at the recognition of the name, having briefly seen it in one of your herbal encyclopaedias. "A flower that only blossoms in the light of the setting sun."
"And can only thrive in deep caverns with little exposure to sunlight." You finish.
"Very good, you still remember your studies." He nods in satisfaction. "The flower was thought to have gone extinct during the time of the Archon War, but recently one of my apprentices had discovered it growing in one of the caverns in Lisha."
Your eyes flitted over to the reception table, where the little girl would normally be. Changsheng, noticing this, speaks up. "You best not wait up for that girl, she's out collecting herbs somewhere. Who knows when she'll return with that head of hers."
"Unfortunately, any Duskblooms that Qiqi managed to harvest are being used for research. However, if you're willing to make the trip, exit Liyue Harbor on the south side and go past the stone Yaksha statues. Keep on the road until you see the river. Where it splits you should see a branch of it flowing down into the mouth of a cavern."
That doesn't sound too far off. Maybe you can convince Captain Beidou to let you and Kazuha have a day off, if even that long.
"Thank you, Baizhu-sensei," you say as you receive the bag of herbs from him, your heart filling with excitement. "I'll check it out."
Convincing Kazuha is the easy part. Your lover quickly agrees to your request of accompanying you, a gentle and adoring smile on his face as he listens to you talk about the flower and some of its medicinal properties with a sparkle in your eyes.
"Duskblooms! I thought I would only be able to see them in books. I never thought I would be able to study them in real life." Your face is bright and eager. "Just think about what sickness they can cure." You stop when you finally notice how he's staring at you, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "O-oh, am I boring you with this?"
"Not at all, love." He takes your hand in his, his maroon eyes still gazing at you with affection. "I love hearing you talk with such passion and vigor. And even if it is an ordinary topic, I can never be tired of your voice."
Your heart palpitated at his words as a flush creeps up your cheeks. Even after being in a relationship with him for some time, his words have yet to cease their effects on you, and frankly you doubt there will come a time they will not make your stomach flutter.
Although you have travelled with Kazuha a number of times throughout Liyue, they were mostly at places where both of you made absolutely certain there would be no enemies or danger lurking about. After all, as someone who was not blessed with a Vision, you couldn't wield the elements, and you weren't someone who took up fighting either â instead preferring to use your hands to bandage wounds and pound herbs into paste.
For a trip to a mysterious cavern like this, you both agreed it's best to call on someone with experience from the Adventurer's Guild to go with you.
After a few hours of posting the commission, someone accepted. You sigh in relief when you see that it's the Traveler, knowing that she's more than capable of handling a simple mission such as this. You haven't seen her since the situation at Inazuma ended, electing to stay behind on Watatsumi to help tend to the wounded and rejoining the Crux when the heat of the conflict passed.
You two meet up with her and Paimon at the Guild's reception desk, exchanging greetings before setting out. You catch up with Lumine along the way, and although she answers your questions with a smile, you can't help but notice how she looks as if though she's being weighed down â no doubt still affected by the events in the Land of Thunder.
It doesn't take long for your group to arrive at the location, with the way Lumine expertly guides you around one would think she has been in Liyue even longer than you have.
The sound of the rushing water fills your ear as Kazuha takes your hand and carefully leads you into the cave, your feet hitting the damp ground.
Scanning the place to the best of your abilities with limited lighting, you zero in on some flowers among the grass that's swaying with the breeze. You trot over and squat down, a smile lighting up your face when you see the dark blue and violet purple petals bleeding into a blush pink, the flower currenlty closed due to it only being midday. However, you know that when it blooms, it will reveal rows and rows of petals surrounding a yellow centre, just as described in your books.
"Is that it?" Lumine asks. "It looks really pretty."
"Indeed. Its colors remind me of the sky when the sun is barely below the horizon, but the stars are already in view. Duskbloom," he muses. "What a fitting name."
"Can you eat it?"
You chuckle at the floating fairy's question. "It's been said to also be used in cooking, yes. But I haven't been able to find any recipes with it as an ingredient."
You look around the cave, silently counting the amount of flowers in your head. There isn't a lot of them, below 10 from what you can see, so you decide to take 2 for now. But just as your fingers close in on the stem, an unexpected enemy burst forth from the ground.
You yelp in surprise and fall onto your butt as what you thought were Duskblooms turn out to be Whopperflowers.
"Dove, are you all right?" Kazuha says in a worried tone as he helps you up.
"I'm fine." Your legs shake as you stand.
"Paimon, you and (Y/N) find a place to hide." Lumine summons her sword and squares off against one of the Whopperflowers.
Kazuha kisses your cheek, muttering words of assurance to you before joining the Traveler. You and Paimon nod at each other and quickly find a wall to hide behind while Kazuha and Lumine deal with the Pyro and Cryo Whopperflowers.
The Cryo one is easier to deal with, the fire from its Pyro companion more than enough to neutralize its ice. The Pyro Whopperflower, however, constantly evades the attacks by retreating into the ground and appearing back again in another location.
Your eyes widen when you see the grass catching fire from the Whopperflower's fireballs, the blaze quickly spreading and threatens to engulf the other Duskblooms. Your heart pounds in panic at the thought of the precious flower succumbing to extinction once again, and even before you can harvest them no less.
To this day, you still don't know where you get the courage to propel your legs forward, ignoring Paimon's cry of your name as your mind focuses on nothing but the flowers. You rush forward, dodging the fire and plucks two Duskblooms just as the flames begin to lick at their stems.
You roll on the ground, panting and grasping the flowers to your chest, panicked yells of your name ringing in your ears. You sit up to see the Whopperflower right in front of you.
You scream, but there is barely any time for you to get up and run as it is already charging up to throw a fireball at you. You shut your eyes, teeth clenching as you await for the burning singe.
A burst of wind explode before you, and you open your eyes to see Lumine shielding you with her sword, the Whopperflower blasted away by her Anemo power. For good measure, she unleashes a ray of lightning to incapitate it and Kazuha finish it off with a slash of his sword.
Adrenaline still course through your veins as you watch it turn into dust, and only when you feel Lumine shaking you did you register that she has been calling you. "W-what?"
"Are you all right? Were you hurt anywhere?"
"N-no." You do a quick once over of your body, finding only dirt and grass clinging to your clothes and skin. You can't say the same to Lumine, however. "Oh! Let me patch you up."
You got out the supplies from your bag, applying a salve to her minor burns and cleaning up some of the cuts before bandaging them. You are about to do the same thing to Kazuha when he suddenly steps back from you, an unreadable expression on his face.
You flinch, not expecting for him to react like that, nor are you ready for the storm of emotions clouding his maple-red eyes. He turns away, obscuring his face from you, and simply says in an even tone.
"We should head back."
The journey back is uncharacteristically quiet, enough to make you squirm as you all follow the road back to Liyue Harbor. You keep trying to glance at Kazuha, but he doesn't say a single word to anyone, still retaining that emotionless look on his face that somehow unsettles you more than anything.
You part ways with Lumine and Paimon, and the trip back to the Alcor is not an improvement. You walk behind him, reluctant to speak up when you don't even know what's on his mind. There's something heavy hanging in the air, something you never thought would happen when you're with Kazuha, and the unknown nature of it makes your throat clench unconsciously.
You make it onto the deck and follow him down to the crew's quarters, where thankfully there is only the two of you. You set your bag down and hesitantly approaches him, but he still refuses to meet your eyes.
"Kazu-"
"What were you thinking?" You stop in your tracks at his tone of voice â still steady, but some underlying emotion hidden behind them makes your heart throb in nervousness.
He turns to face you, and you almost gasp at the way his eyes narrow and darken, stormy with anger and ire. Your legs shake, never having seen those things being directed to you by him before.
"I-"
"You were specifically told to hide." He cut through your words and make you snap your mouth shut. "Why would you run out like that? How can you be so reckless?"
You keep your mouth close and he continues. "Do you even know what danger you were in? You are Visionless." You recoil, something about the way he let out that word conjure up unpleasant memories for you. "You don't even know how to fight and you decided to barge into the middle of battle for what?"
"You don't have a Vision. You don't know how to fight. What good are you?"
He grits his teeth and let out a huff of exasperation. "What's worse, not only your safety but you put the Traveler's safety in danger. What if she wasn't there? What if she got injured due to your actions? Did you even think about that?"
"Look at what you've done!"
"Thank Archons for Lumine's capabilities. At least she has a good head on her shoulders," Kazuha mutters, and you feel as if though someone has gotten a hold of your heart and is squeezing it in their palm.
"At least one of your children is blessed."
"How can I trust that you're not going to make the same mistake twice? I can't look after you all the time, (Y/N). Especially not if we're out in the world and encounter some unexpected danger."
"I think it's best if you don't accompany us from now on, (Y/N). It will certainly relieve all of us of stress."
"W-what are you saying?" You manage to croak out, but your voice sounds disembodied. As if though you aren't completely there.
He doesn't answer your question, only staring at you with those eyes. Your heart pounds like drums in your chest as your breathing quickens, and you feel your stomach twisting into knots. You long to say more, to open your mouth and say sorry to him and please, I'll be good, I'll be better next time, just please-
"I need some air."
How much time has passed? A minute? A few seconds? It all feels like eternity to you. Kazuha brush past you, not even looking at you on the way up, the cold breeze he leaves behind making you shiver.
Your legs feel like jelly under you, and you would've fallen into a heap if not for your muscles locking up and putting you in place like a statue. It isn't even a hot day, but you feel like you're burning up from the inside.
"No good. Can't do anything right. Ruined everything. Only weighing all of us down."
"Visionless."
You shake your head vigorously and cover your ears, trying your best to deny that those words came out of your beloved's mouth. But it only makes things worse.
His voice begins to blend in with your parents' and sibling's until it morphs into a twisted choir that endlessly spats out insults at you. You want to scream, want to counter their words and say that you're better than that. But over the years you have come to accept their words, letting them drip into your ears like honey, only revealing their true nature when they poisoned your veins.
You don't know when you curl up into a ball, don't know at what moment the tears begin to escape your eyes, but you flinch all the same when you feel hands on your shoulders. You look with misty eyes to see the outline of your captain, but it did nothing to soften the voices in your head.
"Captain..." You rasp out. "I...can't breathe..."
Your heart feels like it's beating right out of your ribcage as your throat constricts, not even giving you the opportunity to let out the racked sobs that threaten to swallow you whole.
You feel her pulling you closer into an embrace, trying her best to tell you to breathe with her. You'll be fine, (Y/N), just breathe. Breathe with me. 1...2...3...That's it. Breathe. I'm here for you.
The voices don't stop.
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Neck and Neck (M)
The night's almost done, but I see your eyes
You wanna go again, girl, I'll go again
âą Pairing: Underground Rapper!Yoongi x Underground Rapper!(F)Reader
âą Genre: Smut, Enemies to Lovers
âą Rating: 18+
âą Words: 10.9k
âą Summary: This battle wasnât over yet, not by a long shot.
âą Warnings/themes: verbal foreplay, âfootsiesâ đ, Namjoon is clueless lol, reader is a bit of a brat still, swearing, dom!Yoongi, dirty talk, degradation, usage of sl*t, taunting, oral (m. and f. receiving), face-fucking, deep throating, hair pulling, ripping panties, fingering, pussy slapping, riding, scratching, biting, choking, spanking, protected sex (keep that rubber on, folks), rough sex, lowkey hate sex, sleepy Yoongi đ„ș, these two are competitive af
âą Notes: Yâall wanted a follow up to Sore Loser so here it is đ The thought had been floating in my head and of course, a couple of people encouraged me to do this soooo đ¶ Expect this to be rough as hell, the last part was only a hint of whatâs coming. So now I must say a special prayer for @sunshinerainbowsbtsâ because I donât know if sheâll survive after this đđŸ Shoutout to the wonderful @jeonjcngkookâ for betaâing AGAIN how could you come back after I tortured you with 37k ilyilyily đđ Also, Iâm happy this happened to fall around a special someoneâs birthday! Happy birthday, Yoongs! đ„łđ
âą Song Inspo: Often - The Weeknd (Spotify | Soundcloud)
âą Taglist: @sunshinerainbowsbtsâ @exileofloveâ @sugalaritaeâ
Masterlist | Sore Loser | Neck and Neck
One thing that Yoongi always prided himself on was his discipline and self-control when it came to things he wanted.
But you had been pushing his limits since you all sat down to eat.
Namjoon had been surprised to see you trailing behind his friend when they met up, knowing that the two of you werenât on the best terms. His jaw nearly dropped when Yoongi had asked if it was fine for you to tag along for dinner. He was about to ask if he was joking until the other gave him a look that screamed âdonât ask questions, just say yes or Iâll kill youâ.
So now the three of you sat in front of a grill at Spice, the atmosphere a little awkward despite the lively music and surrounding chatter.
âSo, uh, Y/Nââ You looked up from your menu at Namjoon, a sheepish expression on his face. âFirst time here?â
âNah, Iâve been here a few times with some friends.â
âO-Oh, well, thatâs good! Thereâs so many options, I was worried youâd get overwhelmed.â
You chuckled, shaking your head. âDonât worry, I already know what Iâm gonna get, just figuring out what Iâm drinking tonight.â
Yoongi cut in, raising a brow. âI hope you have money on you.â
You werenât fazed by his bluntness but Namjoon smacked his friend upside the head. âCome on man, donât be rude, you were the one who invited her out. The least you could do is buy her drinks.â
Yoongi scowled at him, both at the swat and the fact that he was right. âYeah but if she orders that expensive ass sake, she can forget about it.â
Just as Namjoon was about to scold him again, you giggled and waved to get their attention. âRelax, RM. Thanks for the offer but Iâm a big girl, I can pay for myself.â
âHmmâŠif you say so.â
âReally, donât stressââ You tilted your head at the mint-haired man. âHeâll make it up to me in some other way, right?â
At quick glance, your teasing seemed playful but Yoongi saw that spark in your eyes that was anything but innocent. Huffing a short laugh, he reached for his water glass. âYeah, whatever.â
A waiter stopped by a few minutes later to take everyoneâs order (Yoongi made sure to order extra kimchi while smirking at Namjoon). As soon as the food arrived, you grinned at the sight of the meats and veggies. You reached for one of the tongs only to find your fingers brushing against Yoongiâs, causing you to freeze. Your eyes stayed locked onto those appendages, mind wandering off as you remembered how good they felt inside you earlier. It took a few seconds before you came to your senses, looking up at him with a raised brow.
âWhat are you doing?â
âGoing on cooking duty, what does it look like?â
âI can help, you know.â
Yoongi scoffed. âAnd let you burn the food? No thanks.â
You scowled. âI can cook, let me help!â
He pursed his lips at your stubbornness, giving your hand a tap with his index finger. âRelax, rookie, I got it. Besidesââ That damn smirk came back. âConsider it a thank you.â
Your eyes darted to Namjoon, glad to see that he was occupied with figuring out what sauce to put on his short rib.
âPft, if you say so.â
You were glad that Yoongi insisted on taking over, everything he had cooked came out perfectly (he had to step in between you and Namjoon when you both reached for the last piece of curry chicken and glared at each other). To your shock, the two ordered a few more servings of food for the hot pot, making you swallow hard as you debated on filling your stuffed stomach up more. You decided to give it a shot but wanted to digest first.
So you chose to start up a conversation with the guys.
âWhatâd you guys think of the show tonight?â
Namjoon finished slurping up his noodles while Yoongi stiffened visibly. âI thought it was great! The others were on their A-game as usual but you really surprised me, Y/N.â
You blinked. âOh? How come?â
âFor such a newcomer, you held your own throughout the night. And taking down this guy here?â He shot you a dimpled smile. âYouâve got some serious talent, kid.â
You couldnât help the way your face warmed at having one of the vets compliment you. âThanks, RM. Be careful though, your friend is still pretty sore about losing.â
Namjoon scoffed. âWhatever, he needed to be knocked down a peg, heâs been getting too cocky lately.â
Yoongi grumbled and elbowed his friend hard. âFuck you, man, Iâm right here.â
âI know and Iâll say it again in case you didnât hear me the first time.â
You laughed at how Namjoon narrowly avoided a smack upside the head. It amused you how bothered Yoongi still was at the loss, an almost pouty expression on his handsome face. This led to you getting an idea, hiding your devilish grin behind your sip of water.
âI donât talk shit to you when you get your assââ
Yoongi stopped abruptly as he felt something brushing against his leg, eyes darting to you in shock.Â
âWhen I get my ass what?â
He ripped his gaze from you to look at Namjoonâs face, a brow raised at the sudden interruption.
âWhen you get your ass beat to hell and back and come crying to me.â
Namjoon scowled. âYou must have a selective memory, youâve done it more than once, asshole.â
Yoongi was ready to fire off again until he felt your foot climbing up his leg, the side of your shoe now pressing into his inner thigh. Sliding his hand down, he gripped onto your ankle, trying to push your foot off but failing. You were stronger than you looked.
Rolling his eyes at his friend, he let go of you but not before shooting you a warning look.Â
You didn't listen of course, waiting until Yoongi picked up the hot pot ladle before returning your foot to its previous place, biting back a grin as you reached for your bowl. He gave you a harsher look this time, not fooled by the innocent gaze as you held it out.
âMind pouring me some?â
He didnât want to look like an asshole in front of Namjoon so he begrudgingly nodded, dipping the ladle into the broth and gathering up some of the meat before bringing it up. But just as he was about to pour it, Yoongi jolted as the tip of your shoe brushed against his crotch, causing some of the liquid to slosh out and splatter a bit.
âHey man, watch it!â
You had to do your best not to bust out laughing at the miffed look Namjoon shot at his friend.Â
âS-SorryâŠhand nearly slipped.â
The other rapper sighed and shook his head, murmuring something about not letting Yoongi order any more whiskey. Little did he know that the liquor had nothing to do with the blunder.Â
âCareful Suga, you couldâve burned yourself!â
A pleasant tingle went down your spine at the heated gaze the other gave you, the tips of his ears turning red. âThanks for your concern.â
Nodding, you motioned Yoongi to continue adding to your bowl, shooting him a guilt-free smile before digging in. He hoped that you would ease up with the foot games but you would not leave him alone. There were too many times that he almost choked on a noodle or let out a grunt as he felt his cock start to awaken. He would have reached down and pushed your foot off again but Namjoon chose that moment to start a deep conversation with the two of you about next weekâs shows. His eyes were on him too often to get away with moving his hand constantly.
Eventually, Yoongi had to excuse himself, speed-walking to the bathroom to get under control. Why did he choose to wear leather pants tonight?
He didnât know mercy until the bill was paid and the three of you walked out of the restaurant, praying that he adjusted himself enough on his second bathroom trip.
âWow, canât remember the last time I ate that much, how do you guys make it look so easy?â
Namjoon shot you a proud smile, pointing to himself with a thumb. âWeâre grown men, we need to keep our strength up!â
You sighed wistfully. âAh, to be able to burn all those calories off with minimal effort. I feel like Iâm going to need to go on a long run tomorrow.â
Yoongi had to bite his tongue to keep himself from suggesting another way that you could burn the calories off.
âPft, youâll be fine, kid. Thanks for coming out with us, we should do this more often.â
âYou can thank your friend here, he was the one who invited me in the first place!â
Yoongi shrugged when you both looked at him. âConsider it a celebration for beating my ass.â
You chuckled, reaching out and patting him on the back (a surge of wickedness came at the way he tensed from the touch). âThanks Suga.â
Namjoon let out a yawn, looking down at his watch right after. âDamn, I didn't realize how late it was. You gonna be alright getting home, Y/N?â
âYeah, Iâll manage. I live in Hongdae so the rideâs not too long.â
âYou take the all stop line?â
You looked up at Yoongi. âYeah, what about you?â
âSame one, Iâm over in Yeonnam-dong.â
A sound of wonder left you. âWow, to think youâve only been a few minutes away from me. Maybe you can invite me over for some practice cyphers one day.â
Yoongi rolled his eyes. âOh sure, let me give you more ammo to take me down.â
You and Namjoon laughed at his expense once more, finally deciding to split off afterwards. Yoongi walked with you to the nearby train station, the two of you silent until you both hit the platform.
âAre you really going to let me go home by myself?â
The man next to you turned his head to see you facing him now, your arms crossed and your hip cocked out to the side.Â
âHmph, maybe I should, especially after your little stunt.â
You werenât fazed at his threat, seeing the faint greed in his dark brown eyes. âOh please, drop the tough guy act.â Your lips curled into a sensuous smirk. âYou know you still want me, baby.â
Seeing your eyes drop down to his crotch for a split second, Yoongi felt his cock twitch in response, flicking his tongue over his lips. âDo I?â
You stepped closer, leaving only a few inches between your chests as you whispered, âYou do.â
The two of you stared at each other, refusing to back down until the sound of the train started getting closer. The corner of Yoongiâs mouth tilted. âRookie, do you know what youâre getting into?â
âIsnât it a little late for that, Suga? I made up my mind backstage hours agoââ A finger came up and poked his chest, your nail digging into the fabric. âSo now you need to make up your mind.â
The train was about to arrive, leaving Yoongi with only a few seconds to decide.
â...Fine. But letâs go to my place.â
A bright smile stretched on your face. âSounds like a plan.â
The train ride was torture for the both of you, despite the short distance. Neither of you spoke but your eyes flickered to each other multiple times, thinking of just what was going to happen once you got to Yoongiâs apartment. The tension remained thick throughout the rest of the journey, increasing as his building came in view. He unlocked his door and motioned you to enter first with a nod of his head.Â
You didnât even get a chance to take in the environment as Yoongi pounced on you the second your shoes were off. He pinned you to the wall next to his front door, those cat-like eyes narrowed and swirling with lust and ire.
âYouâre a brat, you know that?â
You held back a smile as you looked at him with confusion. âOh, am I?â
âYeah, you are.â Leaning in, he hovered his face in front of yours, his hot breath washing over your lips as he purred. âGetting me all worked up under the table. You know how hard it is to hide a boner in leather pants?â
âMm, must have been difficult, I'm sure I could still see it on the train.â
A growl was all you got before his lips smashed onto yours, taking away your ability to breathe properly. The intensity from earlier was nothing compared to what he was giving you now, all of the contempt from the last few months coming to the surface. Yoongi forced his tongue into your mouth, lashing against your own with authority. A moan escaped you at the dominance, bucking your hips against the prominence in his pants. At the contact, he pulled his lips off of you, huffing softly.
âLook at you, rutting against me like I didnât just fuck you less than three hours ago.â
You gave the man a pointed look. âMaybe because you didnât satisfy me enough, Suga.â
In a split second, his large hand came up to wrap around your throat, making your breath catch as he gave you a heated glare. âFirst of all, donât try to play it off like you werenât squeezing me every moment, brat. Second, youâre not going to be calling me by my stage name in my own house.â
He wasnât pressing down on your airway so you were able to respond. âSo what should I call you then, hm?â
âYoongi.â
âYoongiâŠâ You said it like you were rolling it along your tongue, getting a feel for the name. âI see.â
âGet used to it, dollââ He leaned in to shoot you a sinful smirk. âBecause youâre going to be screaming it for the rest of the night.â
Before you could say anything else, Yoongi reattached his mouth to yours. You were sure the two of you were going to have bruised lips in the morning but that was the least of your concerns right now. You managed to hold your own against his aggressiveness, your panties getting wetter by the minute. Wanting to take this further, you thrusted harder against his hips, feeling his mouth pause, allowing you to pull away and pant roughly, âAre you going to just make out with me or are you going to actually fuck me?â
Yoongi laughed, rubbing his thumb over the front of your throat. âThat mouth is still running, huh?â
You swallowed instinctively at the touch, keeping your stare cool and collected. âYouâre not a mind reader, how am I supposed to let you know what I want?â
âHmph, true, but youâre starting to kill my buzz here, baby.â
Teeth flashing at him, you looked up at him through your lashes. âBut I thought you liked my mouth, Yoongi?â
He rolled his eyes. âI never said I did earlier.â
âOh, you didnât have to. I could see the look on your face when your cock was inside it.â
Yoongi hoped you didnât see the tips of his ears turning red at your call out. âSo?â
You smirked and leaned in to purr in his ear. âSo you want more, donât you?â
With your offer, he licked his lips at the thought of having that big mouth of yours wrapped around him again. Making up his mind, he stepped back and grabbed your wrist, dragging you further into the apartment to enter his bedroom. You couldnât help but look around in curiosity, despite the circumstances, only to remember what you were here for when you heard the door shut behind you. Turning, you smirked at Yoongi as he stalked towards you.Â
âIâm guessing thatâs a yes?â
He chuckled and reached a hand up to hold your chin, tilting his head mockingly. âWhat do you think, brat?â
You giggled. âHow do you want me?â
He let go and motioned with his head. âSit on the bed.â
Grinning, you backed up to perch yourself on the edge of the bed. You shucked your jacket off to toss it on the floor, looking up after to see Yoongi doing the same with his own. He walked closer, raising a brow when he saw you lean back on your arms. âDonât get too comfortable, Y/N.â
âAw, why not? Your bed feels so soft.â
Tsking, the man reached down to straighten you up by your shoulders. You shot him a pout that quickly fell once you saw him begin to undo his belt. His teeth flashed in a devious smirk at the expression while his hands moved.
âGonna fuck that pretty mouth of yours, doll. Didnât spend enough time in it earlier.â
Your lip caught in your teeth, nodding slowly as you continued watching him. Soon enough, Yoongi got his pants undone, shoving them down with his underwear to gather around his thighs and reveal his dick. Your mouth began watering at the sight of him, able to get a much more thorough look than earlier. Just looking at the girth had you aching to feel it rubbing against your walls once more.
âHey.â
Looking up, you saw Yoongi wrap a hand around himself, lifting his other one up to curl his index finger towards him. You wasted no time in scooting closer to him, being met with the reddened tip of his cock in front of your face.Â
âGo on.â
With his curt command, you scowled lightly, batting his hand away before replacing it with your own. You ignored how he chuckled at your attitude, leaning forward to lap at the head. That grin on his face began ebbing away the longer you did this, making way to an expression of lust.
âMmâŠâ
You kept eye contact with him, angling his cock upwards so you could run your tongue along the underside, laughing softly at the hiss that escaped him.Â
âFucking teaseâŠâ
âYou know you like it, baby.â
Yoongi rolled his eyes, bucking into your hand while he tangled his fingers into your locks, pushing your head a bit. âStop messing around.â
Not ready to give in just yet, you batted your lashes up at him, stroking slowly with your hand. âWhatâs the magic word?â
A growl left his mouth. âY/NâŠâ
âThatâs my name, donât wear it out.â
His nostrils flared at your stubbornness. âYou littleâŠplease.â
âPleaseâŠ?â
He could have been sleeping instead of dealing with this crap right now. ââŠplease get my dick in your mouth.â
You grinned deviously, throwing in a wink. âSee? That wasnât so hard, was it?â
Just as he was about to throw out another profanity, you stopped your hand at the base and began taking him in, stopping a little over halfway down. Yoongiâs breath caught as his tip was close to hitting the back of your throat, fighting the urge to start pounding away. Taking a moment to control himself, he let out a low groan as you pulled back, keeping only the head in your mouth before you slid back down, starting a steady rhythm close to the one from earlier. Yoongi took his bottom lip in, watching as you bobbed while your eyes locked onto his own.
âFuck, thatâs itâŠâ
Your eyelids fluttered at his mumbled praise, grateful that you could take your time with the man in front of you now. Those quiet groans he had let out back in the dressing room earlier in the night werenât enough to satiate your desire. Thatâs not to say Yoongi was a noisy man when it came to vocalizing his pleasure, opting for expressing in a more physical way. From his fingers tightening in your hair to slight jerks of his hips, he made it clear that he was happy to spend more time in your mouth.
âDamn, babyââ
Your lips stretched as a rougher tone escaped Yoongi when you gave a squeeze with your hand. Opting to give him a bit of a show now, you moved your head back until the tip was the only part in your mouth. You wrapped your other hand around the rest of his cock, only giving him a wink before you began twisting both of them around his shaft, forcing him to take in a sharp breath. That breath then came out as a lust-filled profanity the second you started sucking hard.
âOh fuck--! JesusâŠâ
Yoongi had to keep himself from pulling strands out by accident as the grip in your hair significantly tightens, thanks to your little move. He wanted to tip his head back and just let you continue working his length over until he filled that mouth of yours up with his load but he had other plans for you. Grunting at a strong jolt of bliss, he bucked towards you while practically snarling, âSlow down, rookie, gotta fuck that mouth before you make me comeâŠâ
Looking a bit put-off that he wouldnât let you continue, you obliged and removed your slick fingers before raising a brow up at him, the expression on your face screaming âwhat are you waiting for?â. Smiling crookedly, Yoongi pushed your head down until he ended up halfway in once more. Wasting no time, he eased himself in and out with harsh thrusts, grunting all the while.
âShit, dollâŠyou look so good with my cock in thereââ
The vibrations from your giggle were felt around his length, sending a shiver down his spine.
âMnhâ Of course youâre enjoying this, bet this is what you were thinking about when we were on stage, hm?â
At that, your eyelids fluttered. Yoongi noticed and barked out a short laugh, giving your hair another slight tug.
âWow, youâve got no shame, huh? What would everyone else say if they knew thatâs what their beloved Y/N wanted? To suck off the champ in front of that big-ass crowd?â
His taunting brought embarrassment painted with arousal to you, your face heating up as he continued directing that infuriating smirk down at you. You never thought in a million years that you would admit that something so lewd had run through your mind as you watched your senior spit out rapid-fire words just a foot away from you. But could you be blamed? The way his feline eyes would bore into yours with sheer determination and contempt almost ruined your concentration and flow. Seeing those large, veiny hands of his grip onto the mic had you wondering how they would feel on your body. And catching his tongue running over those pouty lips of his?
You nearly blurted how you wanted him to shove the pink muscle down your throat between verses.
Yoongiâs feral grin only expanded as you let your thoughts show on your face. âRookie, Iâm flattered, really. Itâs kind of cute how youâve been so nasty to hide how much you want meâHah!â
Tired of his mocking, you took it upon yourself to shut him up by sliding your head down until nothing was left out, your nose pressed against his pubic bone.
âY/Nââ
A grin formed around his cock at how he lost his nerve. Your eyes zeroed in on the way his pale neck was exposed to you as his head was thrown back, the Adamâs apple bobbing under the slowly reddening skin. Now you decided to torture him by swallowing around the portion of him that was in your throat. Yoongi didnât seem to appreciate that as a growl left him before his fist tugged harder, making you wince as he pulled you off of his dick, standing upright and dripping with spit now. As you caught your breath, he pushed your head back as he leaned down, a sneer painted on his flushed face.
âAre you fucking crazy?â
A humored scoff came out of your puffy lips. âI should be asking you that. Whyâd you stop me?â You gave him a cheeky smile. âWas sugar baby going to come already?â
His scowl darkened his face further, giving you the answer you needed.
âOh wow, you were! Damn dude, I know guys usually donât last long when I do that butââ
Yoongi interrupted your teasing by slamming his mouth onto yours, making the thin skin even more sore than before. His tongue forced its way in to fight against yours, not giving you a chance to come out on top, groaning quietly at the slight saltiness from having him inside just now. He made your odds worse with his iron hold on your hair and the way he had your head angled back, causing your neck to start cramping at the unusual position. Thankfully, he broke the kiss but kept up his control by staring deep into your heavy eyes with animosity and hunger.
âShut the hell up, rookie. What did I tell you about calling me that?â
âMm, you only said not to call you by your stage name, you didnât say anything about nicknames.â
Yoongi growled, reaching up with his free hand to wrap around your neck, wiping the smugness off your face to replace it with surprise. âGetting real tired of this fucking mouth of yours. Guess I need to shut it up some other way, huh?â
The danger lingering in his voice only served to increase the arousal soaking your panties, wanting to push him into the scenario he was offering. You were probably going to regret this in the morning by having to deal with marked skin and sore hips but fuck it.
With your tongue lazily creeping out, you licked up the saliva that had crept past your lips, looking at how his dark eyes followed the appendage. âI guess youâll have to.â
Your approval brought an almost feral smirk onto Yoongiâs face as he released his hands from you, moving them down to grab onto the underside of your ass. You squeaked as he lifted you off the bed all of a sudden before tossing you onto your back, causing you to bounce as you landed further up. Yoongi shoved his garments down the rest of the way to kick them off, leaving his lower half completely bare. He crawled up onto the mattress, eyeing you like a rabid lion sneaking up on a poor gazelle, ready to go through on his promise. It took everything in your being not to shift under his gaze.
The second he reached you, Yoongi brought his hands up to rest on your clothed breasts, beginning to grope them roughly, chuckling lowly at how you held back your moans yet arched your back.
âDonât do that, dollââ A hard squeeze gave him a sharp gasp. âWanna hear every sound out of that big mouth of yours.â
âMnhââ
You did your best to fight against every noise that wanted to escape but those fucking hands of his were ruining your resolve. If you werenât watching the avid expression on his face, you were watching the way the veins popped whenever those long fingers flexed on the mounds. You then felt his hands traveling down to the hem of your cropped shirt, gripping the fabric before sliding it upwards, leaving you to sit up quickly so he could tug it off. Tossing it off to the side, Yoongiâs dark eyes lingered on the tops of your breasts peeking over your bra. Just as you were about to taunt him for gawking, he brought his hands up to hold onto the cups, tugging them down to expose you. The air hitting your skin made your nipples harden, pulling a low groan from him as he bent his head down to latch his plump lips onto one of them.
âA-AhâŠâ
Yoongi quickly began lapping at the bud with his tongue, heightening the sensitivity before his teeth brushed against it, ripping a cry from your throat. Smirking against your skin, he returned to using his tongue again until he felt your body relaxing underneath his, only to throw you for a loop by giving a hard suck, feeling your hand dart up to grip his mint-colored strands.
âOh goddammit, Yoongiââ
Wanting to push you even further, he brought his hand up to grip onto your other breast, playing with the flesh while pinching and pulling hard at the nipple, savoring the needy whines falling from your lips. Once he got his fill, he slid that same hand around your torso to fumble with the clasps of your bra, pulling his mouth away to slide it off once it was undone. Letting it join your shirt, Yoongi returned to your tits, now choosing to lay bites all over the flesh. You wouldnât be surprised if you found evidence on your body in the morning with how hard he was digging his teeth into your skin.
Yoongi pulled back, licking his lips in satisfaction at the budding marks before he moved down to your stomach, eyes staying steady on your flustered face. His mouth reached the butterfly-shaped charm hanging from your navel, taking the jewelry between his teeth to give it a slight tug, loving how you gasped and arched your back in response.
âO-Oh--!â When Yoongi pulled off, you scowled down at him, despite your aroused expression. âThat hurt, asshole.â
He chuckled. âDid it? It seems like you enjoyed that, baby.â
Grumbling as you felt your face heat up more, you were ready to retort until his hands landed on your pants, quickly getting them undone before dragging them down and off your legs. Now you were just left in your lacy thong, smirking at how Yoongi eyed your clothed center with hunger. You brought one of your feet up to brush your toes against the side of his bare thigh, giggling at how he jumped at the sudden contact.
âCome on, Yoongi. Are you gonna keep staring me down or are you actually going to do something?â
Shooting you yet another unamused look, the man in front of you gave your own thigh a slap, making you gasp sharply. âShut it.â
âMnhâ Ow.â
Yoongi scoffed at your attempt at pain. âDonât act like youâre not enjoying this, Y/N. I bet if I took these offââ His long fingers ran over the flimsy fabric. âYour pussy would be soaking wet right now, hm?â
You did your best not to show the surge of desire on your face at his words, opting to roll your eyes instead. âWhatever.â
This didnât sit well with Yoongi as he growled before delivering a swat between your thighs, ripping a cry from your throat at the rush of pleasure mixed with discomfort. âTry again.â
âY-Yoongi, what the hell?!â
Another slap came, your hips jerking in response. âAnswer me.â
âFuckâ Youâre crazyâŠâ
Yoongi puffed air out of his nostrils, starting to hit his limit with your defiant attitude. His other hand took its place around your neck, giving a light squeeze while he gripped your mound, making your breath hitch as some of your air was cut off while a shock went up your spine. Those dark brown eyes of his were narrowed, piercing into your own with rigidity.Â
âStop acting like youâre above all of this, brat. I only gave you a taste of what I could do back in the dressing room and you were being so needy then. You must be in fucking heaven right now, having me manhandle you like this, huh?â His teeth flashed as your eyes looked away in mortification, unable to hold back anymore. â...I knew it.â
You did your best to ignore the burning in your face at him putting you on blast, looking directly into his eyes now. âSo what if I do? Youâre not the first guy to be rough with me, Yoongi.â
Even the way you spit his name with venom couldnât wipe that aggravating smirk off his handsome face.
âOh, Iâm sure. But after Iâm done with youââ He leaned his head in to bump noses, husking out over your swollen lips. âNo one else is going to compare.â
Your self-control was nearly dissolved now, thanks to him. That confidence he exuded on stage clearly wasnât limited to just the mic; it almost scared you just what he was going to do to go through on his promise.
Good.
Swallowing the spit that had been gathering in your mouth, you scowled at Yoongi, pushing your hips into his lower hand. âAre you gonna do it or are you just gonna keep talking shit, sugar baby?â
With the spiteful delivery of the beloved nickname, Yoongi moved his fingers to creep into the top of your panties, dipping the tips in enough to hold onto the lace. All of a sudden, his hand flexed into a tight grip.
Then the sound of ripping filled the air before you felt coolness on your heated center.
âY-Yoongi!â
At your stuttered gasp, the man looked up at you with heavy eyes, throwing the ruined scrap of fabric off to the side. âIâll buy you new ones, relax.â
Before you could even berate him for destroying your underwear, Yoongi placed his hands under your thighs, pushing your legs back and to the side, exposing the area between them further. The sight pulled a growl from the otherâs chest, eyeing the drenched folds with fervor.
âLook at this pretty little cunt, ready to get destroyed. Told you you were fucking dripping for me.â
The sheer ferociousness in his delivery made your breath catch. Now you were really in for it.
Yoongi pushed on your thighs until you were forced to lay back all the way, lifting your head up to watch with anticipation as he lowered his face down. But rather than dive straight into where you wanted him to go, he latched his plump lips onto your inner thigh, giving the sensitive skin a hard suck before nipping it with his teeth.
âY-YoongiâŠâ
Ignoring your plea, he continued attacking multiple areas of the flesh, your patience running thin the closer he got to the apex of your thighs.
âDammit Yoongi, hurry upâŠâ
Yoongi slapped your other thigh with swiftness, shooting you a side glance before pulling his lips off to mumble out, âBe. Quiet.â
You huffed, ready to rush him again until he descended to latch his mouth onto your sensitive clit, giving a hard suck that forced a shriek out of you.
âFuckâ!â
Another swat was delivered to your leg, Yoongi pulling his head up to shoot you a warning glare. âNot so loud, rookie, Iâm not trying to get noise complaints.â
âHow the hell do you expect me toâ Mnhâ!â
You were compelled to slap a hand over your mouth to muffle your noises, thanks to the devil between your thighs sucking your nub once more. He began flicking the tip of his tongue over it now, cat-like eyes zeroed in on the way you were reacting. Your back arched into a curve, stiff nipples aiming towards the ceiling while you gripped onto the sheets with your free hand for dear life.Â
Just what he liked to see.
Yoongi decided to have mercy on your clit and moved down to lick up whatever arousal smeared around before going to lap at your folds, grunting at the taste. âFuckâŠdidnât think someone so spoiled could taste so sweet.â
Of course your cheeks heated up at the compliment. But you didnât have time to savor it as he delved his tongue between, parting them to run over the smooth area with pressure. The obscene sounds emitting from the action traveled up to your ears, causing your pussy to leak some more wetness out for him. Yoongi seemed to appreciate it as a snarl vibrated against you.
âSo fucking filthyââ
You couldnât hold back anymore, choosing to give in and buck your hips against his face. But he wouldnât give you the satisfaction of moving, strong hands coming up to pin them down to the mattress, making you whine. âStay still, rookie.â
âYoongiâŠâ
Raising a brow as you complained louder, he moved back further, bringing a hand up to rest on your thigh. âY/Nâ,â Said hand went to deliver a light slap to your wet folds, ripping a sharp cry from your lips. âI said stay still.â
Now you were trembling from the shocks of having his swat make contact with your sensitive skin, biting back a whimper as he rested his forearm across your hips to keep them steady. Seeing that you werenât going to fight him anymore, Yoongi lowered his head once more to lick at you, blocking your view of his facial expressions. It was alright for now as this allowed you to focus more on the sensations of his mouth working you over. Youâve had your pussy eaten before but none of those experiences were living up to how the man below was consuming you. Ferocity laced his actions, lapping at your wetness like he was a man starved. There was no pause in the way he let his tongue and lips explore you, almost as if this was just another part of his daily routine.
You wished he could stay down there for the rest of the night, making you come over and over until you were nothing but a boneless mess on his bed.
As if he had read your mind, Yoongi slid his free hand up under his chin to press his pointer finger to your entrance, grunting at the way it clenched from his touch. Pulling off, he husked, âWant it, baby?â
âShitâŠplease, put it inââ
Nodding, the mint-haired man watched your face close as he slid the digit in, licking his coated lips at the way your mouth fell slack and your lids fluttered, a drawn-out moan leaving your mouth.Â
âDamn rookie, itâs only my finger and yet youâre gripping me so tightâŠâ
âSh-Shut upâŠâÂ
Giving you a gummy smile at your flustered reaction, Yoongi chuckled before curling his finger, feeling against your walls until he brushed against the spongy area that made you freeze. He didnât give you a warning, choosing to pump into it with unrestraint.
âFuckâ!â
His free hand pulled off your hips to smack your thigh, growling in warning, âI told you to keep it down, didnât I?â
You bared your teeth at Yoongi, torn between kicking him or pushing his head back down. âFuck you, asshole! You canât just do that and not think I wonâtââ
Your ranting was interrupted by a hand wrapping around your throat once more, pushing your head back into the bed, breathing halting when you saw Yoongiâs face hover over yours, hostility hardening his soft features.
âRookie.â Just the way he said the nickname had your stomach dropping and your pussy clenching.
His finger slipped out of you but you were unable to whine with how much he was pushing on your neck. âIf I tell youââ A smack hit your slick folds. âTo be quietââ Another one. âWhat does that mean?â
A harsher swat was able to pull a cry from your constricted throat, hips jolting. âI-IâŠâ
âAnswer me.â
A quiver ran through you at his command, doing your best to rasp out to avoid angering him further. âI-It means be quietâŠâ
Yoongi rewarded you with another slap, focusing on your clit this time; it took all your might not to scream at the two different aches that resulted from the contact.
âExactly. I know you donât like to follow directions but youâre not dumb, right?â You shook your head, making him smirk deviously. âThought so. So donât play stupid with me, slut.â
The derogatory name leaving his lips surprised you but left you shamefully more turned on than before, hitting something dark in you that wanted to hear more.
âDonâtâŠâ You couldnât even meet his eyes as you protested weakly. âDonât call me thatâŠâ
Yoongi tilted his head. âOh? You donât like that, baby? Donât like me stating the obvious?â
You reached a hand up to grip onto his wrist, gathering up whatever nerve you had left and managing to lock your gaze with him. âYou think I let anyone else treat me like this?â
âI donât know, do you?â
A snarl left you. âI donât. Be lucky your dickheaded self has special privileges. If you were any other man, I would have knocked you out by now.â
Slight surprise came onto Yoongiâs face at your admission. âSo why am I an exception, Y/N? Are you in love with me or something?â
His taunting only made your face heat up more and your irritation grow, digging your acrylics into his skin, taking joy in the way he winced. âWhat are you, a fucking psychiatrist? Either go back down on me or fuck me, Yoongi, or else my ass is leaving.â
With your threat, Yoongiâs shock disappeared, morphing into a look of apathy. âYou know you wonât leave, Y/N, unlessââ There went that infuriating smile again. âYou donât think you can handle me?â
A laugh came out. âI should be asking you that, baby. Maybe you wonât be able to handle me and Iâll have to tell everyone how the champ got taken down on stage and in bed.â
You were playing with fire by bringing up what started this whole mess in the first place but at this point, you were too far gone to care. It didnât help that the ferocity in Yoongiâs eyes returned in full force at the reminder, sending a pleasant chill down your spine. Even as his grip on your neck tightened, you grinned at his low voice rasping out, âIs that so? Then Iâd have to tell everyone how the rookie let me fuck her twice in one night because sheâs such a greedy little slut for me.â
Lids lowering, you batted your eyelashes at him. âThen I guess we should keep this going and keep our mouths shut, hm?â
Yoongi gave a short laugh, sliding his hand around to hold the back of your neck now. âFinally, something we can agree on.â
He only let you giggle for a second before he pulled you in for a hard kiss, grunting when you moaned against him at the way his tongue invaded your mouth, the taste of your arousal now on your tastebuds. You were able to tangle your own with his for a minute until he pulled you away, letting go to grab the hem of his t-shirt, tugging it off to throw it on the ground. Your eyes traveled over his now bare body, appreciating the slight tone of his torso and the way his cock stood stiff, the head wet and flushed red.Â
Yoongi crawled off the bed to walk over and rummage through his nightstand, pulling out a condom. Before he could open the packet, you swiped it from his fingers.
âHey!â
âShush, let me do it.â
Grumbling, he let it slide, listening to the way his dick screamed for him to shut up and let you take over so it could get some attention. He watched as you ripped the foil open, tossing it to the floor before beginning to slide the rubber onto his length, twitching as your fingers brushed against his heated skin. Thankfully, you didnât tease him at the reaction, removing your hands as soon as he was completely covered. But then you pointed to the bed.
âLie down.â
â...excuse me?â
You raised a brow. âI said, lie down.â
Yoongi scoffed in disbelief. âWhat do you think this is? Who said you can boss me around in my own place?â
Air puffing out your nostrils at his stubbornness, you grabbed his shoulders. Using all of your strength, you turned him around before pushing him to fall onto the bed, trying not to giggle at the put-upon look on his face from that.
âY/N, what the hell?â
âOh, shut upââ You straddled his hips, hovering your own above his cock while your head tilted. âDonât you want to see me on top for a bit, baby?â
Yoongi really couldnât say no to that, picturing how your head might lean back in bliss while your breasts bounced and your ass smacked against his thighs. With a roll of his eyes, he crossed his arms behind his head, giving you an indifferent gaze. âWhatever, go nuts. I guess I can kick back since I did most of the work earlier.â
âUgh, youâre such a dick, you know that?â
That cocky ass smirk returned. âYou love it, rookie.â
Rolling your own eyes now, you reached down to grasp his cock, giving it a squeeze to spite him (the grunt he let out made you chuckle) before angling it to brush your entrance. Not wanting to hold off any longer, you began sinking down onto him, struggling to keep your eyes open as he filled you up.Â
âGoddammitâŠâ
You swore when you finally got him in all the way, panting harshly. He felt different in this position, stretching you more than when he was behind you earlier.Â
âCome onâŠâ Yoongiâs gruff voice commanded you, paired with a buck of his hips. Squeaking at the motion, you narrowed your eyes before splaying your palms on his chest, using the leverage to start lifting your hips up and down. The pleasure you were denied started making a comeback, pulling soft moans from you.
âMmâŠyesââ
Underneath you, Yoongi was starting to think that his imagination wasnât as strong as he thought. Seeing you actually bouncing on his lap was nothing compared to the picture he conjured up in his head. Maybe he could let you ride him all the way if it meant he could come to a view like this.Â
âFuckââ His tongue flicked out over his lips. âLook at you, riding my dick like an expertââ
You huffed out, âYeah?â
âMhmââ Yoongi gave a crooked grin. âYou do this often?â
âNone of yourâmmâ business, baby.â
âOh? Donât be shy. You can tell me if Iâm not the only one who youâre fuckingââ
Yoongi was cut off by your hand around his throat, pushing his head further into the mattress with force. His eyes darted up to see you giving him a smirk, dripping with barely-disguised malice.
âJust shut up and let me fuck you, asshole.â
Although he wished he could taunt you some more, he wasnât opposed to letting you continue and so, he kept his mouth shut.Â
He figured that you would remove your hand from his neck by now but it was still wrapped tight, interfering with his breathing a bit. To his surprise, the feeling wasnât terrible. If anything, it heightened the sensations of everything else. Yoongi was hoping to keep the discovery to himself until you clamped down on him too tight at one point, forcing a strangled groan from him as his hands came out from under his head to grip onto your hips.Â
âOh shitââ
The sudden noise and action from him caught your attention, blinking at the way his face was screwed up in restrained bliss. Your hand clenched without thinking, bringing a hitch from him and another profanity. Now your brain put two and two together, grinning shrewdly.
âAww, does someone like getting choked?â
Yoongi refused to meet your eyes, choosing to close his own instead. âShut upâŠnghâ!â
A giggle came out at his avoidance. âWow, who knew the boss would like something like this? I thought you only liked doing it to others, guess I was wrong.â
A feral snarl came from the depths of his chest. âY/N, shut the fuck upââ
âOr else what?â You squeezed harder, making Yoongi thrust up with more force. âYou said you would let me do the work, no? So just lie there like a good sugar baby and let meââ
You forgot yourself as your mouth moved without thinking, not realizing what you had said until Yoongiâs eyes flew open, the almost black irises burning with scorn. Before you could finish your sentence, one of his hands came off your hip to give your ass a harsh slap, wrenching an intense cry from you.
âFuckâ!â
He didnât hold back on the other side, baring his teeth at how you gripped his dick and dug your nails into his chest in response.Â
âWhat didââ Smack. âI fucking sayââ Smack. âAboutââ Smack. âCalling meââ Smack. âThat?â
âJesus, Yoongiâ Ahâ!â The swats were bringing a pleasant sting to your skin, making you bury him deep inside before rolling your hips. âYou saidâ mmâ Not to call you that.â
The man underneath growled as he gripped a cheek and gave it a shake. âSo now youâre just trying to piss me off on purpose.â
You couldnât help the grin that came onto your face, leaning down closer to his. âOf course, babyââ You licked your puffy lips. âI already told you how fucking hot you are when youâre mad, didnât I?â
Indeed, you did.
Yoongi scoffed despite the way his cock twitched at the reminder. âIâm starting to think youâre a masochist, Y/N.â
âAnd what if I am?â
âThen thereâs no way this is enough for you right now, is it?â He asked with an expectant look.
You didnât answer right away, trying to decide how you should go about this. Something was telling you that giving an affirmation would unleash a side of Yoongi that your body just might not be able to handle. But he did have a point. As fun as it was to ride him, you wanted to see how much more he had to give.Â
Oh well, you could deal with the consequences in the morning.
âNo, itâs not.â
Yoongi flashed his teeth, giving your ass one last hit. âGet off and Iâll take over, doll.â
Ignoring the logical part of your mind telling you that this was a terrible idea, you waited until he removed his hands before climbing off his lap, watching as he stood up now. He bent down and lifted you up, dropping you so you laid flat on your back in the middle of the bed. Pouting up at him from the manhandling, it was quickly wiped off when Yoongi crawled on and took one of your legs, lifting it up to bend and rest on his shoulder.
âH-Hey, what are youââ
âRelax.â
Swallowing hard, you could only watch as he spread your other leg flat on the mattress, opening you up to him completely. Scooting closer, he took his cock in his hand, rubbing the tip against your swollen clit for a few seconds, smirking at the gasp you let out. Just when you started glaring at him, Yoongi angled himself to sink back into you once more, a guttural moan leaving his pouty lips. âShitâŠâ
You werenât faring much better, his dick hitting spots in you that it wasnât before, resulting in whines. Thankfully, he didnât wait a minute longer to start moving once he made it in all the way, starting up a merciless rhythm that had your body bouncing in time.
âOh Godâ! Y-Yoongiââ
âNghâ This is how you like it, right?â
âY-Yes, ah!â A deep thrust made you yelp.
Yoongi chuckled deeply, leaning down so you couldnât look anywhere but his face. âLook at you, practically screaming for my dick. Do you ever sound like this for anyone else?â
It was hard not to shut your eyes, from pleasure or shame, you didnât know.
âN-NoâŠâ
âHmph, of course. And you know why, right?â
You did.Â
âBecauseâŠâ Might as well go all the way. Your gaze didnât stray from his as you looked at him with defeat. âBecause Iâm such a slut for you.â
The gummy smile on his face did not match with what he was doing to you right now. âThatâs right, baby, glad to know youâre finally figuring it out.â
Scowling with your cheeks burning, you pulled your upright leg further back, thigh pressing to your torso. âWhatever, Yoongi, just stop messing around.â
The new angle made his breath catch, eyes darkening as he nodded. His free hand went to wrap around your neck once again, giving a light squeeze as he continued pounding into you mercilessly. The room filled with sounds of skin smacking mixed with his grunts and your moans and shrieks. So much for avoiding those noise complaints.
Yoongi kept up the brutal pace, panting harshly as he watched you reacting with intensity to his motions. Your eyes could barely stay open, only able to focus on him when they were. Your skin was drenched with sweat, sticking to his own whenever they touched. Your tits bounced with each thrust, the nipples stiff and begging for attention. He was starting to pat himself on the back for convincing you to let him on top; how could he miss out on a sight like this?
âGoddammitââ
A violent swear came out of you, paired with a strong clench that threw him off for a bit.
âShitâŠwhat is it?â
You croaked out, âI-Iâm so closeâŠâ One of your hands crawled down your body to begin stroking over your clit, gritting your teeth at how sensitive it was. âOh fuck, donât fucking stop, Yoongiâ!â
That little display paired with your words brought a sharp pang, cursing lowly as he sped his hips up.
âDamn, dollâŠyou trying to kill me here?â
You couldnât even respond with your own quips anymore, the pleasure starting to become maddening as you desperately chased your finish. All you could do was lie there and let the man above you help. Soon enough, a familiar tightening began forming in Yoongiâs lower stomach, leading him to focus on arriving at his own end as well.
âFucking hellâ I better feel this little cunt squeezing me soon, babyâŠâ
A nod was all you could give, words failing you as you tightened around him again and again. Yoongiâs mouth fell open, harsh breaths falling out the closer he got to his peak.Â
âY-YoongiâŠâ
Your breathless gasp caught his attention. He raised a brow, only to swear when a hand came up to wrap around his wrist, pressing his hand a little more on your neck. He gave a nod in understanding, keeping the pressure up, twitching hard at the way your eyes rolled back in response. Within a couple of minutes, Yoongi started feeling the hints of you coming, tongue flicking out to wet his lips.
âCome on, Y/Nââ
A broken whimper left you. Yoongi growled and leaned his head down more, baring his teeth in lust and dominance.Â
âFucking come for me right nowâ Be a good little slut and do it.â
Not long after he grunted out the command did you feel yourself be pushed over the edge, letting out a strangled cry as you shook fiercely underneath him.
âOh Godâ! Fuck!â
Yoongi could only enjoy the sight for a few seconds before being forced to still his hips, a guttural groan releasing from his throat as his own orgasm took over his whole body. âShitâ!â
The two of you released various sounds into the room as you both came apart, the tension building up since dinner finally being released. It took some time for the sensations to subside but once they did, you slumped onto the bed. Tipping your head back as Yoongi released your neck, you gasped for much-needed air, still feeling the heat from his hold on your skin. He also lowered your leg back down before choosing to lay his body on top of yours, much to your dismay.
âHey, get off.â
He grumbled, burying his face into your shoulder. âQuiet, gimme a second.â
You pouted. As nice as his body felt, he was heavy on your exhausted self. âYoongi.â
âMmh.â Growling, you moved a hand to swat him on the back of his head. âOw!â
âMove, youâre fucking heavy!â
Yoongi brought his head up to scowl at you, rolling his eyes before removing himself from you, pulling out in the process. He flopped onto his back next to you, letting out a weary sigh. âBrat.â
âShut up, dickhead, Iâm not your personal mattress.â
He gave a noncommittal grunt, closing his eyes to get his bearings together. You took this chance to sit up and look him over. His fair skin was covered in sweat, tinted red in the fleshier sections but mainly on his chest where your nails had raked over. His mint-colored hair was in disarray, the bangs sticking to his damp forehead and exposing his furrowed brows. And lower downâŠ
âYou gonna take that off or not?â
Yoongiâs eyes cracked open, peeking at you. âHm?â
Shaking your head, you pointed down at the soiled condom still sitting on his softening dick.
âOh. Yeah, hold on.â
Forcing himself to sit up, Yoongi stood and walked to his bedroom door, opening it before disappearing into the hall. He returned after a minute, giving a flourish of his hands with a deadpan expression. âTa da.â
You chuckled, shaking your head. âIdiot.â
Yoongi smirked lightly at that before it fell off. Now the room was silent as the two of you stared at each other, the atmosphere a little awkward now that the sex was over.
âUmâŠâ
His head tilted at your soft sound. âYeah?â
âYou, uh, mind if I use your shower?â
âOh. Uh, no, go ahead.â Motioning you to follow him, Yoongi waited until you got up. He almost ran forward when he saw you wobble for a second but was waved off when you steadied yourself. He headed back out to the hallway with you in tow, leading you into the bathroom at the end. Flicking the light on, he held his hand out to the shower. âUse whatever you need, towels are above the toilet.â
You nodded. âThanksâŠâ
There goes the silence again. And the staring. Jesus. Why did you have to look up at him like that? But why was he still standing here? You couldnât bathe with him there, obviously. Before he could step out, Yoongi found his mouth working without thinking.
âAre youâŠare you alright, after all that?â
His words brought you out of your trance, blinking rapidly as you scrambled for an answer. âO-Oh! Yeah, I am. I told you, Iâm used to the rough stuff.â
Even with the way your chest puffed out, Yoongi couldnât stop his damn mouth again. âAre you sure? You donât have to lie if you arenât, my ego isnât so fragile that Iââ
A hand came up and clamped over his lips, eyes widening as he looked down into your amused face.Â
âRelax, dude. Trust me, if I didnât like any of that, I would have been gone or your ass would have been out cold on the floor.â With that, a sense of ease came over Yoongi, leading him to nod. You removed your hand, only to pat one of his cheeks with a giggle (earning a pout). âNow get out of here so I can get clean, Iâve got work in the morning.â
Of course he had to say something smart to hide that little slip up of his. âWow, you actually work?â
It did the trick as you rolled your eyes, turning Yoongi around to push him back into the hall, shutting the door behind. He glanced at it for a second before sighing. Nothing else to do but wait for you to finish.
You didnât plan to take this long but Yoongiâs shower put your crappy one to shame. Not only did the warm water last longer and feel better, his showerhead had better settings, including a massaging one that did wonders for your sore muscles. You were surprised he didnât come along to bang on the door and tell you to stop wasting his water.
Drying off with one of the towels, you wrapped it around your body and left the bathroom to walk back down to his room. âHey, sorry it took so long. What kind of showerhead do you haveââ
Your question cut off as you spotted the person you thought you were talking to fast asleep in his bed.
Yoongi had curled up under his sheets, his bare torso peeking out. His cheek was pressed down to the pillows, lips parted as he snored softly. Sighing, you walked over to the bed, eyeing him with amusement as you poked his shoulder.
âWay to fall asleep on me, jerk.â
Not even a grumble came out. Looks like he was a heavy sleeper.
Shaking your head, you removed your towel and began looking for your clothes. Once they were gathered up, you slid them back on (you remembered that your panties were practically useless now and cursed Yoongi under your breath). Making sure that you had everything on you, you turned to look at his prone form. You were debating on waking him up to let him know you were leaving until you came to your senses.Â
Why should you bother? Normally, the guys you slept with wouldnât give a damn, choosing to shoo you out of their place as soon as they got their rocks off. But Yoongi had allowed you to use his shower and even double checked on your wellbeing; you were lucky to even get a wipe from the others. The least you could do was give him a heads-up.
But he looked so peacefulâŠ
Your eyes widened.
Oh hell no. You had to get out of here.
Making up your mind, you shot him a smile before heading back into the hall, carefully shutting the door behind you. You walked over to the front door to put your shoes on when you paused. Pursing your lips, you looked around to see if there was any paper or notebooks lying around. Spotting a nearly-empty notepad on the coffee table, you headed over to pick it up, along with the pen that was lying next to it. Taking a minute to think, you scribbled down what was in your head before setting the pad down and returning to the entrance.
Slipping your shoes on, you unlocked the door. Looking back into the apartment, you whispered with a pleased smile on your face, âThanks, sugar baby.â
Yoongi wasnât someone who had trouble sleeping but when his eyes cracked open, he could tell that he had one of the best sleeps in a while. He estimated that it was somewhere between 6 to 7 AM by the faint light shining through his blinds. He was ready to turn over and go back to his slumber until he remembered just why he was so tired.
Or who made him so tired.
Sitting upright quickly, Yoongi looked down at the opposite side of his bed, surprised to see it empty. That vanished when he remembered you saying that you had to leave. Right.
How long was he out for? And why didnât you wake him up?
Realizing there was no point in mulling it over, he sighed and stretched his arms up, wincing at the slight ache that came with it. Maybe a hot shower would help. Throwing the covers off, Yoongi stood and started heading to the door, only for his foot to catch on something on the floor. Frowning, he looked and reached down to pick the item up, eyes widening at the panties in his grasp. At least, what used to be panties.
Even though a part of him felt smug about it, his cheeks warmed at how far he had gone last night. He never got that rough in bed with previous partners but you were a special exception. Hopefully you werenât bullshitting him when you said you were okay with the way he treated you.Â
Tossing the fabric onto his bed, he made his way to his bathroom to take a much-needed shower. Once he finished, Yoongi realized that his front door was probably still unlocked. Trudging to it, he grumbled as he did the locks back up, glad that no burglar decided to target his place. He was about to head back to bed until he noticed one of his notepads sitting in the middle of the coffee table. He tilted his head as he saw writing on it.
Picking it up, he scanned over the words.
Hey Yoongi (Suga, sugar baby, etc.),
Thanks for last night, canât remember the last time I got taken to dinner and then fucked like that lol. And thanks for letting me use your shower, itâs 10x better than my shitty one at home, you gotta tell me what kind of showerhead youâve got. P:
Hope you slept well, was gonna wake you up but you looked so cute (for once) :D see you around in the underground but if you change your mind and want more:
xx-xxx-xxxx
Y/N (rookie, slut, etc.) <3
Yoongi stared down at the paper for a good minute before he started laughing, shoulders shaking in mirth.Â
Looks like this was the start of an interesting affair.
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