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Will I ever possess the softness I pretend to have?
— Fray Narte
Gif from: Stealing Beauty (1996) // Dir. Bernardo Bertolucci
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rayven-interrupted · 3 months
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I wonder
how your body
would be
against a window
freezing like dew
in the dawn
holding on
to my charred wings
fuel to the holocaust
of our sickness,
mutually understood
psychopathy
burning like stars
eventually into nothing
I wonder..
- the most beautiful poetry you ever inspired. Behind bars.
Whatever.
I fucking wrote for you until I bled out.
I still do..
-R
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aides-memoire · 7 months
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Falling in love feels like finding lighthouse; it both can be a guide or a warn.
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Amrin Ankh, "November"
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makatang-igorota · 1 year
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Midnight Symphony
My muted cries sync with the mumbling of the midnight moon
Along with the melancholic whistles of trees sympathizing with my forlorn songs
The gentle breeze even sings a requiem with grace
Mourning for a heart that failed to be where she truly belongs
This whimsical symphony is what kept my deranged mind sane
On nights when darkness has wrapped me in its cold embrace
A melody that'll forever live to numb my pain
~M.K. Sueño (12/06/2022)
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internalearthquake · 2 years
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a heart devoid of blue
this farewell has left my heart cracked
parched and yearning for nourishment
like a drought in a river, rock edges sharp
jabbing me relentlessly with every heart pulse
the brilliant blue tint of the sky mocks
as the blueness in my heart evaporates
bare, deserted, and meaningless is my life
the passion i once believed to flow with time
is simply a lonesome photograph of what was,
a still moment of what will never be again
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sonreyes · 2 years
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//photo courtesy of: Reynier Llanes Studio on Instagram//
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Memories
Memories faded with time can be erased
Abandoned dreams, spotless mind, effaced
Flashbacks of your sweet smile and face  
become a souvenir held still in space
Will we forget? Perhaps yes perhaps no..
We can't foretell what only many a moon will show
But I do know one thing that's not misplaced 
A true love is hard to forget and its memory cannot be replaced
-Sin The Black Rose
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elycwinters · 2 years
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Self Love
I know, I know darling. Self love is hard, a war in a world that finds fault in the most common of things. In imperfections that are not truly so.
How many time have you stared at yourself naked in the mirror and seen nothing but flaws?
I know, I know darling. But I also know that self love is a revolutionary act, a victory over those who would see you broken and in doubt.
So if you must stare at your body in the mirror, do so with the reverence it deserves, touch it. Love it.
Until that love comes so naturally that you wonder how come you never did before. And when that day comes you will see that self love is worth fighting for.
- Ely C. Winters.
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instruth · 1 year
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From Afar Looks Nice
From afar looks nice
O far from looking nice
Bet the better of the best
Beat the belly at the breast
No problem, then and there
New emblem then to here
A park, a glare, a glitter
A dark scare of slither
An old vow is broken
Long live the new token
A past long forgotten dream
Hail! Blast the forgone scream
Whosoever crosses the bridge
And leaves a fiery trail behind
Gallops round a hilly ridge
Before himself he finds
©Johnny J P Lee
27 February 2023
Photos: Unsplash Images
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persephoneshellhounds · 3 months
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my heart flutters like moth wings, once caught flightless on ice cold fire it’s forever looking for the kiss of the flames, the softest, kindest, slowest way of dying so that i may rest in a chest that’s not my own — yours, would you leave flowers on my tomb, once more? virginal white jasmines, if you remember — the color and predisposition of a ghost. would you kiss my resting ground, softening under torrential poems? would you say a made-up prayer? (my lover, who art in heaven) would you love me again if death is my rebirth, my second coming, how angels weep right next to me, how they break over my sorrows — pathetic bodies made of light, but they never burn, they never crash like fading embers. my heart’s still caught on ice cold fire, it flutters, wingless i arch in my quiet aching, godless, limbless — i’m sorry i’m made this way. in heaven, god fucked up for the first time twenty five years ago, he can take me back tomorrow for all i care but would you pick me, take me back and kiss me, bathe me in biblical oil (even if it kills me once more?) if i promise not to die once more?
— fray narte, "going insane in october" | written november 1, 2023, 5:11 PM
photo screencapped from: saltburn (2023) // dir. emerald fennell
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rayven-interrupted · 4 months
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Every minute echoes goodbye
but
I loved you
Didn’t I?
wait for you vitriolically
prayed for you
symbolically
my eyes cried dry
I watch the moon rise
tracing your name through stars in the sky
I still can’t stand to see the sunrise
on the unlit side
of this great divide
every time I close my eyes
It’s like the darkest suicide
have you any clue how hard I tried
you, my amorous demise
Just below my violent rage
pinned inside a bruised rib cage
my wounded heart
bleeds out
your name
When did you stop craving me
our violence over apathy?
choose silence over cadency
another place to replace me
this ache languidly killing me
foreshadowing a prophecy
claw marks on all our memories
death writing in calligraphy
all the words you’ll never see
-R
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aides-memoire · 7 months
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I spend my day and night with the endless reminiscence of you.
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Amrin Ankh, September Love
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makatang-igorota · 1 year
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Take Me Back
Take me back to the time right before everything started so I can choose a different path.
Before I was forcefully turned into a soldier and sent to the battlefield that I wasn't supposed to be in.
Before I dared to fight a war that turned everything into dust and quelled the sparkle in my eyes.
Or maybe take me farther back when I can still laugh like a carefree child.
Give me just one chance. Maybe this time, I'll be brave enough to choose me.
Maybe this time, I can save myself from turning into the despicable being that I didn't intend to be.
✒️ May Rashiele Sueño
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internalearthquake · 2 years
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to be a chameleon
dreams of the suns
not overlooked
as a pedestrian
not scrutinized
like an alien
just perfect
blending in
without
disappearing
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