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sweetsweetbumblebee · 4 months
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god i hate being so sensitive lol
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iamfabiloz · 11 months
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THIS WORLD IS SO CRUEL... NO SYMPATHY FOR THIS POOR SOUL!!!!
edit: I ended up getting it… peace and love on planet earth
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wheresmulder · 2 years
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This is way too personal for tumblr but I think I wanna leave my fiancé lmfao
#even typing this gives me anxiety lmao#ive never experienced 'cold feet' before but im guessing this is it#we were talking and they casually brought up getting the license soon and my whole body went cold#like. it felt like the beginning of a panic attack but it went away after a second so yeah lol im uhh not doing great#this sounds so ridiculous like why is this happening and why now all of a sudden literally out of nowhere#i dont know if i want to marry him. after all this time. what the fuck is happening to me the thought of being married used to feel like#security? but in that moment i felt like i was suffocating like in a literal physical sense like my throat closed up#and now every time ive thought about getting married since then my stomach immediately hurts#like i feel sick rn#this is insane to me#nothing has changed#what the fuck is this#they're my best friend as fucking trite as it sounds#i dont even want to leave him????????? i just#this all sounds so fucking stupid. i love them but the idea of making it legally binding has me in tears AND FOR WHAT ima fucking#ima fucking anarchist idgaf about the government or their paperwork so why does this suddenly feel like the worst decision i could make#im afraid if i talk to them if i tell him how i feel and how scared i am it will hurt him so much#the worst part is i think i know what im rly afraid of#and its like. its so bad i cant even post about it anonymously on the internet#i think im actually a rly bad person#i cant do this like i feel fucking paralyzed and everyone is treating me weird bc they know im freaking out#and i know theyre all talking about me trying to decide whats wrong and what to do#but i cant fucking tell them bc then they'll know#my sister my mom my friends even my brother in law is like 👀 and hes fucking oblivious so obvs my sister is talking to him about me#joe has no clue tho#i told him im spending the day w my friend so he wouldnt reach out but im hiding in my room tryin to decide#if this is rly just cold feet or what bc it seems a little fucking extreme like is this what ppl talk about#i wish it was cold feet#it's not#personal
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peapod20001 · 11 months
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Ooooohh godd.
#vent#hep me </3 I feel sooooo uhh. negative. uhm#I’m having difficulty feeling rn I did smth to trigger this I think#see. I know I’m not fully there cus my sister is being silly and cute but I’m kinda. putting on a smile#instead of it being my natural reaction. mmm.#ooohohoogoho why can’t I just talk to peopleeeeee why is is contact so close yet so far awayyyy#ghhuuugg. I’ll just. finish my drawing and post it. bury this. get ignored. yadda yadda#I don’t like making ppl feel sorry for me but see also. I have less than 4 years experience holding relationships this close. so I am uhhh.#very bad. at starting and holding conversations. continually checking in. making myself be someone ppl wanna keep around. yknow#siigghhhh uhhh. realized that the reason I’m so good at creating a bunch of fleshed out ocs that can pass as real people is cus I want ppl#to be around me. and to uh. stick around for more than a year. and be genuine. and easy to read. and understand#yea. also they’re to help me understand ppl cus I don’t got enough experience with real people to understand how to people#it’s much easier to play out a conversation between characters. and know they’re inner dialogues. and their history. and why they’re speakin#the way they are. and I can replay it over and over until I understand it inside and out. and hope I’m able to play the part I need when#it’s called upon. mhhhmmm. woaoowwww we’re going into the own mind tonight huh? will anyone read this far? lol. idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#the only thing that gives me any idea of who has read a post is if they like it. or if they come in my inbox like ‘:( sorry. condolences’ ha#haho. preemptive thanks and hugs y kisses love u. mmm it’s so hot outside but I’m sooo literally cold rn yknow how it is boys#ahh. love seeing people get along with others sooo much. gives me so many ideas on how to write my characters. being lovey on each other.#ahmm. yea. soo. let’s hope tomorrow I’m better and less. like this haha woaoowww wish I knew how to be human#I will NOT be crying tonight. or maybe I will. idk. we’ll see I suppose. tears have already been shed today so I guess anything is possible
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hoeforhao · 9 months
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Dolled Up In Cherry Haze || C.S.C Oneshot ||
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🍒 pairing: bestfriend!seungcheol × fem!reader
🍒 warnings: smut with absolutely zero plot, minors dni, teasing in a public area, slight breast play, seungcheol is a meany tease here, tell me if i missed anything
🍒 word count: 0.9k
🍒 author's note: am finally back with a smut after ages with my hormones literally jumping out of the roof rn♡
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"Can you twirl around a bit for me,doll?" seungcheol pesters; his face plastered with the evilest smirk as he takes in the breathtaking view of his half naked best friend.
"Don't you wanna show your bestie how the red embraces each and every corner of your body! Hmm?" another nasty chuckle leaves his lips as he takes forward his pleasure torture with "so that he can help you be all dolled up to fuck your crush tonight...or..."
You had absolutely no idea 'bout how you ended up in this situation ; being half naked in the trial room, with only a lacey cherry red lingerie barely covering your cherished areas while your bestfriend seungcheol keeps his eyes fixed onto you, leaning onto the mirror of the room all this while.
All you remember was asking cheol to accompany you to your favorite lingerie store while you picked up the steamiest one to put on later at night - for your date with the guy you've been gushing about 24/7 to him.
"Don't make me repeat myself princess or who knows in how many shreds these pieces of sheer lace will end up...on the floor" cheol's voice sounds stern, trying to mask up the hormones rushing through his crotch at your sight.
"B-but you're my b-bestfriend cherry, it's embarrassing for me" what you actually wanted to say was that it was embarrassing for you to stain the brand new panties even before you've paid for them...even before being able to wear them for the actual purpose!!! Instead you were here on the verge of dripping like a fall onto the mall floor. Reason? Seungcheol's eyes glaring on your half bare body.
"Let me make it easy for you then. What would be more embarrassing - twirling around for me like a good lil princess or screaming my name out loud in the midst of a shopping centre, as I tear of every single thread of this lingerie from your skin, with my TEETH?!"
This man will now surely be the death of you. You close you eyes shut as you slowly twirl around, giving the best erotic show to seungcheol....'til your movement gets hauled by a sudden pair of hands.
"Aren't you such a dirty little slut, getting up all dressed in such scandalous pieces, hardly covering your perked up nipples and dripping cunt" by the time cheol was halfway through his sentence, your eyes were shut tight...from embarrassment? No! From the electrifying waves of pleasure traveling down from the tip of your mounds to the void of your womb; caused by none other than seungcheol's wet lips on your exposed neck.
"That too infront of your bestfriend? Such a desperate whore for being touched aren't you!!" cheol's lips vibrate against your neck as his hands gradually move to cup your breasts into his palms. "But i kinda feel bad for that little nerdy date of your tonight tho."
"W-why so?" you can't even form full words without stuttering like a two year old. What has seungcheol's touch even done to your needy body.
"This is why, my love" these are quite literally the last words that leave his mouth as well as the last ones that get to your head, as seungcheol grips your waist tight and in a swirl of a second turns you towards the mirror, while he's standing pressed up to your back.
"Open your eyes dove and witness the art I'm about to chalk out onto your skin." Not even a second of such a leg shaking remark from seungcheol and he's already biting down onto your neck like a wolf who was waiting for ages to devour the flesh of his mate.
"Do you think that silly crush of yours would even stay at the date after seeing how someone has already marked you, hmm?" a ripple of pleasurable pain runs down your back as cheol whispers these exact words into your skin, teeth still beastly grazing against your entire shoulder.
"F-fuck cheol am completely drenched.. p-pls help me" shocked at your own choice of words, you desperately beg for a climax.
"Not so fast princess. Needy whores need some extra care." the last of seungcheol's kisses paints your body as he withdraws his lips from you.
"Put on your clothes quick and come out. I'll be at the counter" he places one last kiss on your boobs while parting aside the curtain to leave the room. "Oh and don't even think about removing that set. I don't think you would want the entire shop to know how wet you're for your bestfriend"
"What have you done to me Choi Seungcheol. Got me all dizzy and heated up just to leave my core throbbing so bad for your touch huh!" these are the only thoughts that kept circling your palldium as you zipped up your dress and made your way out, body now intoxicated by his cherry haze.
"Let's go darling!! Can't wait to get home baby, right?" a strong pair of bulked up sweaty arms wrap around your waist, with three large shopping bags in his hand.
"DID YOU BUY THE ENTIRE STORE OR WOTT CHOI SEUNGCHEOL??"
"Nah love. Just every existing pair of that red lace embracing your sweet soft skin under the innocent flower dress of yours....one for every night" a wink from cheol is what it takes for your insides to start betraying you; AGAIN!
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tarothouselattier · 10 months
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I’m doing good, I’m on some new shit Been saying «YES» instead of «NO» - - the 1 by Taylor Swift
What you need to say "YES" to,
instead of the usual "NO"
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all the images are from pinterest
This reading turned out to be not what I was expecting, but I feel like this is even better. There are some heartfelt moving messages and also some harsh necessary truths that will ultimately benefit you. I just hope you enjoy this one, like I did!
PLS feel free to share your thoughts and impressions with me in my ask box or message me. There is nothing I value more in this blog than human connection!!
If you're not sure how to choose a pile, what I like to do is observe image, close my eyes and while taking a few deep breaths I repeat the question in my mind and ask spirit to guide me to my pile. After I open my eyes observe the piles again and one or more usually stands out to me. It just buzzes with energy. | just can't tear my gaze away.
No matter what, I come back to that pile.
If this is not your way of doing things, I asked my spirit guides to help me choose a photo that correlates specifically with you and your energy. Even the text "Pile" I chose for you based on your energy. So, feel free to just choose what you like.
PILE 1 🫸🫷
SAY “YES” to:
choosing yourself as you are rn and crowning yourself as a Queen
moving yourself and your world forward
taking the sword in your own hands
you are my lady in waiting. Which is weird because you’re actually the Queen of swords, all of the Queens in tarot are bad bitches and they’re the leaders of their own life, but it’s like you are waiting for someone to give you your sword. You need to realise that that sword is your life and all your life energy it comes from you not out. You just really remind me of the Timothée Chalamet quote “you need to realise that the life comes from you and not at/to you” yeah, something similar he said.
honestly pile 1 am flabbergasted with you. Can you imagine, IMAGINE the Queen of swords. LITERAL Queen of swords, like an actual real-life figure and she’s waiting for someone to give her a sword. Is she really THE Queen of swords if she’s waiting for someone to give her her own sword.
YOU NEED TO MOVE. It’s like if your leg was cranking up and making you uncomfortable you still wouldn’t move it. Nobody’s gonna do it for you.
You need to say YES to yourself, to your potential, to your actuality, to your abundance, to the money that you want and you know I don’t know why but like fame and recognition are coming through strongly. Create your own World. Collect all your Ls and be like okay, okay goodbye I’m taking this and I’m going away. And at least, AT LEAST .I’m moving .
Yeah, you may be down, really really down but you still got you you still can move, and that’s truly all you need to say yes to. MOVING. Because it’s like you you’re making it seem like you were stuck, I don’t even know, up with ivy and you’re just cornered into a wall and you were glued.
Obstacles and your past are not the things that are stopping you from your abundance and you living your best life and being the most incredible version of you. Yeah you may have made mistakes but your mistakes aren’t holding you back, you are holding onto your own mistakes. You are stuck in the labyrinth of your own mind. You need to move. forget about the past I just need to move. You thoughts don’t make your life. YOU make your life. It’s OK to grow and change. What is not OK is thinking you can’t!
Pile 2 ☀️ You are my sweetie honey-pumpkin pie. Here's a hug and a celebratory hurray for what's ahead of you!
you need to say YES to:
start getting dressed more fancy, the way you like.
say yes to your graceful elegant side.
Also you need to say yes to being more gentle with yourself. It’s okay to not rush with your feelings if you still feel hurt and shocked.
"Start looking forward and stop looking back" - What's the use of feeling Blue? Song from Steven Universe. My personal favourite quote for situations llike this. (You won't believe it but I once channeled it from Jinx oddly enough. She gave me great advice)
getting excited about your own life!
It’s like you feel that you missed your chance on something, or something in your life did not turn out the way it was supposed to it’s over and you just can’t accept that it’s over.
I can't make this shit up. The card that flew out next was the 2 of cups.
Did you go through a breakup recently?
If so, then I am with you. To be honest, I’ve noticed that people are literally collectively going through breakups right now. Doesn’t matter if it’s a relationship that lasted for years or several months. EVERYONE is breaking up right now. I swear to you. Me included. I’m with you, honey🥹❤️❤️
Okay, I fully understand now what I need to say to you.
I know how much it hurts. Trust me, I’ve gone through the same thing a week ago. It was a 4 year relationship. But it was dying. There is no saving the wilted flowers. They blessed your life with their beaty, served their time and left space for the next amazing thing to come in their place. Say yes to letting it go! Say "yes"! Understand, this was for the best! And you need to start thinking about yourself. What is over is already over and done with. You cannot get it back, you cannot change it. You need to understand, this break up, this thing, it happened. "There is happiness after you, but there was happiness because of you" I PROMISE YOU you need to get excited honestly say yes to getting excited. This is a new chapter in your life and let me tell you, I feel like you’re gonna be, man.. if I like you were in the dark, this whole whole freaking time and you’re kind of amazed how it’s over, but somehow there’s a glimmer of hope and you might actually feel better than you thought you would. And I keep hearing "bedazzled". You need to be out there at the frontlines of your life. You need to let your spark shine, don’t feel guilty. Feel sad, but also understand that the person may not have been your future but they did turn out to be your past instead. And they were there and it’s amazing, and now is the start of your next chapter and let me tell you, it’s gonna be exciting!! You need to like, you need to get excited about this, truly. Move don’t be pushed around by the paast that you own. Don’t stay stuck in the same place. Don’t let these thoughts and whatever there is overcome you. There is no need, you’re the Queen! The boss of your own life! Think about the fancy stuff that you want to buy for yourself, the concert tickets that you want.. I might be projecting, but truly this is a collective thing right now so I feel like I’m speaking to you as a friend, but also this is literally what the cards are saying. Your life will literally glimmer and shine as the Sun and the stars. Take control of your life. Be the leader of change. All of the things that you want to do. It’s time! it’s time to make plans and make them come to life because this is the going forward. It's the only thing that will make you feel better, not dwelling on the past. It’s over. It’s okay to relax into your bright future. HELL, into your bright present. Notice how you feel lighter. It's like you finally cleaned out your old closet. Like you felt heavy and stressed all this time without knowing why. And when you broke up you realised that the person that you so loved was the last thing holding you back. And you finally feel fresh. Finally feel like you have your whole life ahead of you. Breath and breathe out. The only one you need to love you is YOU!
But still, I love you! ❤️❤️☀️
Songs you might enjoy at this particular time(besides:
Bejeweled - Taylor Swift
Happiness- Taylor Swift
Midnight shy - Miley Cyrus
Truth hurts - Lizzo
Break free - Ariana Grande
Clean - Taylor Swift
Thank u, next - Ariana Grande
Honestly, the Renaissance album is the vibe rn, but skip the love songs, if you’re still uncomfy.
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Pile 3 My dragons🐲
I strongly feel you were given a precious gift in this life, a divine gift, truly.
YOU MUST SAY YES TO THIS OR ELSE!!!:
YOUR WILDEST DREAMS AND PLANS
SEEING YOUR VISION THROUGH TILL THE END NO MATTER THE COST
MAKE YOUR PROJECT/DREAM/DESIRE A REALITY RN OR I'LL BITE YOUR EAR OFF(affectionate)
RAGE AND SEE YOUR OWN WORTH
“YOU'VE NEVER GIVEN UP ON ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE. SO DON'T YOU DARE START NOW”
When I was channeling your pile:
What I meant to say: “my caterpillars, turning into butterflies”.
What I actually said: “ah, my butterflies, turning into caterpillars”. 💀
Crying rn.
Believe in yourself, no matter your doubts. You’re actually turning into a butterfly. You not believing in yourself is the only thing stopping you from seeing it. Believe and speed up the transformation.
I then heard “my dragons” ssoooo.
It’s you. You are my dragons.
I feel so strongly for you pile 3!!!!!! DON'T YOU DARE be careless with your gift, whatever it may be. Weather it refers to your inner power, or maybe an idea that you want to bring to life. Don’t you dare miss this opportunity because of your fears or your disbelief in yourself. You are this powerful for a reason don’t you dare give it up!!!!!!!! Don’t you dare be careless.
This is as much of a warning as it is advice and I advise you, I demand of you strongly! Don’t you dare pass up this opportunitybecause you think you are incompetent or not good enough, any of that crap. You doubt yourself for literally no reason, don’t let it cloud your judgement or stop you from taking action. You might believe what you believe but still do it anyway. You have a brain, you have hands. You may not think the best of yourself rn, but at least rage and be like: "like hell I'm about to let it go with the wind!!! NEVER." Because I feel like you’re extremely gifted psychically, or you have something to offer that only you and no one else can. it’s like you have a spark in you, it’s amazing. YOU are the one who is meant to bring it to life. I am just, wow. This is so incredible that I am kind of speechless and all I can do is be like "don’t you dare be careless with that, don’t you dare be lazy, don’t you dare doubt yourself"
You need to be worried about giving up, so don’t you dare give up!!! See it through whatever idea that you have. I don’t care, no matter what, put your blood sweat and tears into it and all of your burning passion and desire and your life force and see it through. BRING THIS SHIT TO COMPLETION. You will receive something MAJOR. the divine is on your side. Don’t you dare lose this halfway. Don’t lose yourself. This is crucial right now.
I keep hearing this part of a song, and the words “like I believe in you” . I was thinking whether it’s like a Disney song but I believe this is a Steven universe song and I love my animation, It's an incredible song. the song is called "Who we are". it goes "and I believe in them, and I believe in yOuuuuu". The whole song is a bomb that you need rn. Listen to the song or catch these hands.
like oh my God say yes yes say yes all "t baby can you bring me all the way" from a Beyonce song on the Renaissance album. Now it is not time to give up. Now it’s not time to suddenly be like "oh well, guess I’m not good enough, guess it’s not bringing me anything" SAY NO TO BETRAYING YOUR VALUES. SAY NO TO BETRAYING YOUR OWN SELF". I know this reading is supposed to be about what you should say YES to, but in order to lit a fire under your ass I need to be counterproductive like you seem to be right now. Don’t give up cause you fucking doubt yourself, okay!? I’m mad right now because I believe in you so passionately and whloeheartedly. I would literally, I don’t know, fight you and shake you by the shoulders with how much I believe in you and how much I want to see you shine it’s crazy. I swear like DM me or put an ask in my ask box and tell me what it is that you want to do in this world because oh my God, oh my God, I’ll be your listener, your viewer...not your buyer at this moment because I don’t have money right now, but I will definitely be your supporter!!!! I want you to win, baby, so win!
The universe wants you to win, most of all you are the 1. You have to be the one who wants you to win the most!!! There’s nobody stronger than you. Forget even "higher power" Only pay attantion to yourself. You are the force!!!! so bring it on!!! Also, by the way, I’m a pile three girly as well, like strongly. You are my spirit friend, spiritual siblings, so I also have some dreams. So if you like, feel free to message me or put an ask in my box.
I love you and I am moved by your extremely powerful energy. I was like welling up with inspiration and drive. I feel like Nicki Minaj right now with this particular quote: “barbz, don’t you dare be lazy. Stay in school”
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blissblossom · 4 months
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A/N: this is so bad but whatever I'm literally sobbing rn :( i wrote this while crying at 1 am btw 💗💗💗
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Currently, You and Satoru were laying on bed. He told you all about his mission today and you giggled as you listened attentively. Suddenly, Satoru stopped and sat up, leaning in close to your face. "[Name].. What if I disappear someday, not coming home to you, not laying in bed with you.. not being by your side?" You hesitate a little before answering, "I can't live without you, Satoru." You give him a peck on the cheek making Satoru hum in contentment, burying his face in your chest as he hugged you. "I'm not going anywhere." Satoru mumbled.
He said he wouldn't go, didn't he?
You ran to Satoru's grave, getting informed during work that the strongest sorcerer died. You stumbled and fell before weakly getting up to his grave.
"You said you wouldn't go.. so why did you go?!" You said in frustration, breaking down in tears. "You left me alone, Satoru. Why? You were the strongest sorcerer after all.." You bit your lip to contain your tears but they kept flowing and eventually you started sobbing by his grave.
He is no more. That white-haired whiny 6'3 man that you loved with all your heart is no more. He left you alone.
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sunmisbf · 5 months
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hi bestiesssssss i saw woodz yesterday n i am a changed person this is the best artist in the world to Me. i apologize to him deeply for ever looking at another man it won’t happen again like i was blacking out hes so fine n pretty n his smile is so nice i forgot my glasses in my car so i couldn’t see him as clearly as i would have liked help but i was really close n i did cry i’m not going to lie. i was doing pretty good n then he sang journey n it was over for me i love this guy so much n always wish him the best in everything. he’s so genuine on stage like u can tell he’s just having so much fun performing n he took off his ear piece a lot so he could hear us singing along. he played the guitar too i was blacking out sorry i do love a fine ass man that can play guitar like that’s literally my boyfriend n omg he took his shirt off at the very end before he left the stage n i Screamed so loud it hurt my throat n my boyfriend was like 🧍 n i was like i didn’t see anything even though i almost teared my vocal chords up… sorry. what else was i supposed to do i saw the gun tattoo w my own eyes he’s so fineeee. he’s such a singer u guys like we all know this but i was so happy to experience his singing live. he didn’t dance at all like other kpop artists but honestly it wouldn’t have fit the vibe like that’s the lead singer of a band. i’m in love sorry he’s everything to me. watching him sing busted n chaser n noid n i hate you n multiply n trigger n. well u get the point was everything to me who else is making music like this NO ONE that’s who‼️ seungyoun u will always be famous forever n forever i hope he knows that… oh n unfortunately he did not sing hope to be like you for me 😞 or better and better or lullaby or thinkin bout you 😞 but it’s okay we move forward ! he also took the time to read posters n accept song requests n i was really close to him so if i would’ve taken a mexicans 4 woodz/mexico loves u sign he definitely would’ve read it i’m so sad i didn’t make one omg. but he sang short parts of pool n waikiki n better and better n lullaby n deep deep sleep (kind of bc he couldn’t remember the lyrics 😭) n god hijack just came on while i’m typing this it was so crazy seeing him perform this like literally i hit the road running all the fucking time‼️ also he went crazy w ready to fight like he put so much passion into the “shut the FUCK up” part like damn okay.. anything for u king. the whole concert was fun but especially at the end when he performed i hate you bump bump n ready to fight i was so tired but i kept screaming n jumping help. n he was so energetic n happy like i have feelings for this man u don’t understand wayv close ur eyes but this is The kpop man to me n also omg when he opened w busted like i knew he was opening w that song but i still felt like that joker gif where he’s flying backwards like this was soty to me originally until wayv came in w the steel chair but i don’t know u guys woodz might have taken the steel chair out of their hands n used it on them i’ll get back to u on that i’m on a woodz induced high rn so i can’t think clearly wayv i still love u. n omg i saw him sing chaser live. i was singing so loud i felt bad for the girl recording on her phone next to me bc my ass is definitely in her videos singing about breaking down bc what else can i do that’s the song of all time n omg dirt on my leather was so fun literally why u gonna be so sad? rub some fucking dirt on it‼️ seungyoun the rockstar that u are…. n trigger n drowning n i can say this about every song honestly every song was life changing to see live i love singers who sing n i love woodz. i really regret not getting vip i would’ve loved to meet him he was so endearing on stage when he was talking… it honestly feels like a fever dream now like i really saw that man i was there… 🚬 this is so fucking long i’m sorry in conclusion, i’m in love w him i’m obsessed w him i need him badly n he’s a pop rock legend to me forever n ever. te amo luizinho 💙😭
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beneathashadytree · 2 years
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maya! I hope you’re doing well!
i’ve been on a one piece kick lately and am literally obsessed lol. i was wondering if i could request a hurt/comfort one shot with trafalgar law. maybe reader is overly sensitive and takes something he says to heart? he’s not really the type to dwindle on things like that. So I def feel like he’d just not understand why reader is being so sensitive over something so trivial.
LEARN TO LOVE - TRAFALGAR LAW X READER
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Warnings : a couple of curses, Law is kinda unintentionally mean and clumsy at love, this is not proofread, reader is gender-neutral!
Genre : hurt/comfort, fluff!
Word count : 1.6K words
Additional notes : THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR REQUESTING FOR ONE PIECE HOLY SHIT😭😭 I’m doing quite well, thank you 🥰 I’m literally hyperfixating on the show rn and no one ever requests for it 💔 Law might be a little ooc because I personally believe he’s on the autistic spectrum, and it makes perfect sense with this request. I absolutely adored writing this, please feel free to request at any time for more characters if you’d like! Hope you enjoy this 💗💗
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Rubbing their temple with pure exhaustion from the draining one-sided argument they were currently having, they sighed deeply, closing their eyes for a moment. “Listen, Law, just… all I’m asking for is some of your time.”
Their boyfriend clicked his pen twice, setting it down on the desk as he heaved out heavily. “And I’m telling you that I’m busy and don’t have time to spare. That’s all.”
“Time to spare?” they echoed incredulously, eyes widening with disbelief. “You’re making it sound like I’m an extra that you might or might not make time for… not, I don’t know, maybe your partner?”
With a small wave of his hand, he gestured to the pile of papers in front of him, scribbled with his black ink. “I’m a doctor. I need to be up-to-date. You know that.”
A frustrated expression made its way on their face. “I’m not stopping you from doing your job. I just don’t think it’s normal for you to set our relationship as your last priority.”
“Never said it was.”
With a pointed look, they said, “You’ve implied it plenty enough with your actions. I’ve barely seen you this past week.”
Law only shook his head. He wasn’t particularly impatient, per se, he just simply disliked the interruption. It wasn’t easy to focus again once his train of thought was interrupted, and this discussion had dragged on for too long. Already he’d begun to forget where he’d been on the latest research paper he’d managed to get his hands on.
Before more thoughts could slip his mind, he turned back to his desk, crossing his leg as he picked his pen back up. He needed to wrap this up and set a later date for this discussion. “I have important shit to do right now. We’ll talk later tonight.”
Law had already long turned his attention back to his work before he could spot the horrified expression on their face, stunned by how off-handed his comment was and how uncaring he seemed to be of the effect of his words. The callousness behind them would’ve probably hurt less had they been intentional, but the fact that he had no idea how deep they cut only drove the knife in even further than their implication did.
He hadn’t even stayed around long enough to see the consequences of his actions in the form of their reaction, only turning back to what he deemed his priority at the moment. Nothing remained for them to do but to leave the room before their tears began to fall. It felt far too humiliating to do that with his back turned to them and hunched over his desk once more.
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By the time Law had turned in for the night and got into their shared bedroom, they’d already been tucked in and fast asleep with their back facing him and a troubled look on their still face. Ruffling his hair awkwardly, he frowned a little. Hadn’t they wanted to talk about things earlier? It made no sense for them to not stay up for a little while when they had seemed so concerned that afternoon.
He didn’t dwell on it for long, instead slipping off his shirt and settling in for the night beside them. He’d get to the bottom of things later, when they’re both awake and free. Right now, he was positively knackered and could do with a proper rest—or as much as he could.
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The following day had been twice as confusing as the note the night had ended on. Having woken up before them as he always did, he’d expected them to have breakfast in his quarters as they’d gotten used to, but he’d instead found himself dining on his own. Though he’d scowled at that, he’d brushed it off soon as he busied himself with finishing up some notes he had to write. It was always better to pen things down when he was focused.
Come lunchtime when he was finally finished up with his work, he’d found them leaning against the submarine’s rails, taking in the fresh saltwater air and sunshine while it lasted. With the intention of lingering outside, he’d walked up to them to perhaps strike up the conversation once more, but they’d promptly ignored him and stepped back inside. In all honesty, it left him a bit irritated; he clearly had no idea what was going on.
Weren’t they always the one insistent on communicating everything? More often than not he found himself having difficulty with that, and yet he’d always done his best to express himself and his emotions (to the best of his abilities, that is—which often were none). So what was this evasion of him about?
With these thoughts in mind, he followed them back into their shared room, where they lounged on a chair, book in hand and completely ignoring his presence in the room.
“Shouldn’t we be talking about what you had to say yesterday?” he asked, brow arched as their jaw tightened in response.
“What do you want me to say?” they spoke in a low and controlled voice, “You’ve already expressed how you feel about that matter.”
Law frowned as he walked up to them. “I haven’t said anything. I just told you we’d discuss it later.”
“After you’d reminded me that our relationship wasn’t important enough,” they snapped, finally setting their book down, “”I have important shit to do.” Really, Law? Is that how little you regard us?”
His expression only grew more confused at that. “What’s that got to do with anything? I was simply working and didn’t want to get distracted at the time.”
“The way you worded it, Law, that’s what fucking hurt,” they ground their teeth, eyes shimmering with what seemed to be unshed tears as they stood up and glared at him, “There was the implication that any issue concerning us and our relationship itself wasn’t important enough for you to prioritize. You deny that being the truth, but your actions clearly speak louder than your words.”
Law was still none the wiser after they’d ranted. It wasn’t that he was particularly invalidating how they felt, but he truly didn’t understand how they’d come up with this conclusion after one single sentence he’d said. Perhaps the core of the problem being their request for more time spent together was the cause for this, but he failed to understand how his words had upset them.
To him, no matter how he’d worded it, he’d only meant that he’d needed to finish up some readings before he could give them his full attention. In all honesty, it felt a little too trivial for him to get.
However, the way they looked up at him with tears that threatened to spill over their lashes and a deeply wounded look in their eyes, he had to swallow that unnecessary commentary down. Despite everything, he hated seeing them so distraught, awkward as he felt when he knew little to nothing of how to properly comfort someone else. It was a brand new experience; learning how to love and be loved, and he’d come to realize how fragile of a thing that was.
Regardless of how he would’ve personally felt in their shoes, he forced himself to remember that not everyone reacts the same way to everything, and that emotional triggers are different from one person to the next. Besides, hadn’t he fallen for the way his lover always seemed to wear their heart on their sleeves? Hadn’t he thought it quite endearing that they were sensitive to their emotions and his as well? It wasn’t his place to dictate how they felt about things.
And so, with a slightly heavier heart than when he first stepped into the room, Law found himself gently taking off his hat and plopping it ontop of their head. It was far larger on them, and drooped in front of their eyes, but perhaps it was better that way. He’d rather not meet their eyes when he was feeling this sheepish and embarrassed by his actions.
“Sorry,” he gruffly apologized, patting their head, feeling a tug in his chest as they almost instantly sniffled in reaction to the small gesture, as though all they’d wanted was for him to recognize that he’d hurt their feelings. “Was just swamped over with work. I didn’t mean it like that.”
They sighed a little, sniffling twice afterwards. “I know, it just hurt.”
“Sorry,” he repeated, this time with a little more meaning and his heart pounding furiously for some reason. “I’ll make it up to you. Let’s sit and discuss how to better spend time together.”
Briefly, they glanced to the side, a trace of hesitance on their features. “I don’t want to be demanding—“
Huffing a little with exasperation, he pulled them into his chest. The embrace was a little stiff, even he had to admit, but he hoped that the message came across loud and clear. Their head nestled into his chest, and the comforting warmth had him inhaling shakily as he took his hat off them before he spoke again. “You’re not. You’re asking for the bare minimum.” His hand was gentle as his fingers brushed through their hair; the one affectionate gesture that came naturally to him. “Sit down with me. Help me fix up a better schedule.”
Pulling back from his hug, they clumsily wiped at their eyes, removing all traces of tears from them as they took a seat on the bed. “Better fit in six hours of sleep too.”
Without meeting their eyes, their boyfriend hummed as he sidled in beside them. “We’ll see about that.”
“Law…”
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merakiui · 2 months
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MERAAAAA THAT AZUL BDAY FIC!! THAT AZUL BDAY FIC!!! Quite literally life changing mind altering brain melting life defining.
It was so good that I think I'm currently too excited about it to truly explain my feelings so apologies if I'm rambling nonsense😭
The way you wrote about the second years graduating and how their school life was slowly coming to an end made me nearly tear up ngl. All the heartfelt moment with the side characters were so good!! You truly capture them all so well. I like how you brought up Azul and Riddle's rivalry and Jamil's desire for a vacation. All those little moments added so much life to the fic.
this was such a sweet read, I must have squealed and rolled around in my bed out of excitement at least 10 times like a possessed maniac(it's 3 am in my region rn so I probably woke my neighbours up, whoopsies)
The way you write Azul is the best honestly, I think you capture Azul's smug loser energy so well. The two sides of him are balanced so well in your fics. I also liked the way you wrote about the reader and her experience of falling in love with Azul, and how she captured different sides of him with the photos. it was so precious to read about🥹
I'm so happy you wrote such a beautiful fic on Azul's bday!! He's truly worthy of it!! Thank you for your hard work and creating such a happy ending for him🫡 you deserve all the azul cards to come home to you the first roll, considering your services to Azul nation.
THANK YOU!!! (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈) THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!!!!! I am so honored it was an enjoyable fic that you could love so much!!!! It was so much fun to write!! Only the sweetest of stories for Zuzu. orz
I'm so glad you liked all of the interactions with the second years!!! Those were my favorite parts to write in the fic. Getting to write all of them was so fun. I love their interactions and how they're sort-of-but-not-quite-but-most-definitely in on Azul's crush on you mwahaha. Since the story is framed around graduation, I just had to include them! These are friends (all of NRC just visibly cringed at that word) they've known since the beginning and have attended classes with, school trips, etc etc. Of course they'd all feel sentimental at the thought of those four years finally coming to a close. T^T graduation days are always filled with lots of emotion, so I hoped to capture those bittersweet and exciting feelings in this story!
Omg,,, potentially waking the neighbors over Azul.... that is a very valid and completely normal thing LOL. Sometimes you just have to squeal over tako hehe. <3
Thank you for liking the way I write Azul!!!!! ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ he is very smug loser all the time. I like his two sides!!!! And Reader falling in love with him AAAAAAA!!! >w< I wanted it to feel a little like a slap in the face. Whereas Azul's been marinating in this love for two years, Reader has never quite understood why she feels so drawn to him until she finds herself stuck between him and...him. Those two Azuls did a number on her heart. ;;;;
I'm pleased to serve Azul Nation delicious meals. ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ he deserves the happiest of endings on his special day!!!!!!!! May you be blessed in gacha every time you pull for the beloved tako. :D
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cookierunauprompts · 3 months
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Just saying but when Goldie disappeared the first time, the (pre-corrupted) ancients didn't mind at first because she became a shut in for the past few months until it started getting worrisome. She wouldn't answer the letters Eternal Sugar sent her anymore, Silent Salt and Mystic Flour wouldn't find her strolling about in her favorite places anymore. Burning Spice, though his interactions with her are slim, he never saw her anywhere or interacting with other cookies. The final nail in the coffin happened once Shadow Milk knocked on the door... Only for nothing to answer. The door to her workshop opens eerily... It's empty, devoid of life that thrived within the toys and dolls she used to make... Her equipment haphazardly tossed aside and abandoned... Dust hanging still in the air as it hadn't been cleaned in years, her books of research and design untidy and strawn about her work desk.
A few months go by... They've practically given up. Shadow Milk claims he hasn't, but he's closing in on that line. It's like Golden Butter disappeared without a trace, but there has to be a clue indicating what happened to her, right? Dead or alive? Kidnapped? What happened to her dolls? He'll take any answer for disclosure... He needs to know.
So he wanders back to explore and look into the one place he hadn't checked thoroughly yet. Her workshop. It used to be a simple toy store until Goldie had decided to rebrand into robots and machines. She was always so frustrated that they weren't good enough even if they seemed to work flawlessly in his eyes... She was always so busy then... Yet she always had time for him and everyone else...
As he goes through boxes of either melted scrap metal and old porcelain doll parts, he wonders if Goldie would have minded him going through her stuff without permission... She never liked people going into the storage room after all. But... She's not here anymore, is she?
He's frustrated to say the least... She always had time to listen to him when he needed to de-stress... She was always here for him, even if she wasn't seen as relevant as the other ancients... So why wasn't he here when she needed him?!
In anger, he knocks over a stack of boxes, the contents of the cardboard containers spilling everywhere, packing peanuts and bubble wrap sprawled everywhere on the floor in a chaotic matter... Bolts and nuts shimmering in the faint moonlight that illuminated the dark room through the small skylight window... Shadow Milk, distraught by his own actions, already goes to fix the mess he's made from his tantrum... But something catches his eye... There, on a small stool beneath the window, is a small, glowing, golden box. Intricate patterns carved upon its exterior, magic almost radiating off of it...
Huh, wasn't that the box Goldie was working on weeks ago?
He walks closer to it, mesmerized. A jack in the box, maybe? It has a little crank attached to it.
His body slides down the wall, the moonlight shining down in him as he cradles the small box in his arms as he sits amongst metal scraps and package stuffing, staring down curiously at it. His hand slowly wanders to the crank, winding it a bit before letting go... And soon, he hears an all too familar lullaby. Faint, but it's enough to bring tears to his eyes...
As soon as the music stops... It slowly opens... And suddenly his surroundings are obscured by the bright glowing light within the box as a vortex literally sucks him inside.
Welcome to the Toybox Realm, Shadow Milk Cookie.
ANON, ANON I AM LOOKING AT YOU SO HARD RN/VPOS
I love this idea, Shadow Milk first finding the toy box inside of one of Goldie's old workshops... I also imagine that he makes a shrine/sancutuary sort of place for it in the woods so it can be kept safe from people who would want to steal or destroy Goldie's Creations(eventually also from him and the other beasts). Well, once he gets out of the toybox that is.
As for how his first visit goes...
....
AU Ficlet #3 - 💔
" ... huh?"
Those were his first words upon the sight of this new, almost toy-like world displayed before him. This, this wasn't real... right? Did that song put him to sleep? There was no way he'd been sucked into that box... and yet, he knew that that was the case.
But... how? Curiosity nagged at him, telling him to explore and discover all that he could about this peculiar, strange world. And yet, he'd already invaded Golden Butter Cookie's privacy by going through her workshop, would this be going to far? The box itself had screamed that it was made by Golden Butter Cookie, well, not literally but you get what he means.
But, of course, Curiosity killed the cat, and Shadow Milk was said cat. So he wandered forth through what seemed to be the buds of a town, taking a moment to take in how... yellow everything was. Of course there were other colors, but yellow was the dominant one. It was quite odd to walk through such a town without seeing a single cookie although...
But, he didn't have to wait long to see something.
" Intruder discovered!" A squeaky voice shrieked, causing Shadow Milk to whip around in surprise to come face to face with... a doll? A cookie? he... couldn't really tell what it was, but it was pointing at him, menacingly. " Defense Doll Squadron, initiate containment measures!"
What the hell does containment measures mean-
He quickly got to find out what that meant when an entire legion of dolls( cookies? he still couldn't really tell but they felt like dolls) tackled him to the ground. He hit the floor with a grunt, squirming under the surprisingly formidable force of the dolls.
" Augh! Get... off of me!" He yelped, rather helpless against them. It wasn't that he couldn't free himself, rather, he didn't want to tear the dolls. He could tell that Golden Butter Cookie had made them.
It would be rather rude to hurt what she'd made, no? So he was rather helpless here.
" Thyme, please tell your squadron to lay off the intruder." A voice cut through the struggle, a painfully familiar voice. The dolls clamored off of him, all with a resounding ' yes mistress!' preceding their exit. He struggled still to lift his gaze, gazing into the familiar face of someone unfamiliar.
" Golden... Butter Cookie?" Shadow Milk began cautiously, looking at the unfamiliar sight before him. Golden Butter's eyes looked... dull, and she changed out her light and fun more Magical Girl-esque outfit for something more... sophisticated yet burnt. It also looked like her hair had melted a bit as well, yet her hat remained the same... mostly. " Is that... really you?"
Golden Butter Hesitated, he couldn't tell what exactly she was feeling behind the dull expression she was showing. He could see a sadness within her though, some kind of... despair he couldn't imagine. " ... Shadow Milk Cookie..." She murmured out, almost in disbelief.
" Where have you been?" He immediately question her with concern after picking himself up. " Have you been here this entire time? We've all been worried about you! You stopped responding to Eternal Sugar's letters, Silent Salt and Mystic Flour never saw you around your favorite places- you just... disappeared!" He exclaimed, his voice taking upon a worried tone.
She didn't say anything, just a simple nod of her head as she turned away. " I was worried about you too, you know?" He said to her, a frown upon his lips as he stared at her form. He noticed a certain... tiredness in the way she held herself, lacking the energy she once showed prior to her disappearance. She'd always seemed so bright, her smile shimmering like the golden sunlight as she enthusiastically talked about her creations.
And yet, that light seems to have dimmed. How could he have not noticed before? Had he been too ignorant? Too self-absorbed? He couldn't deny he'd been occupying himself with his works lately but...
but...
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kimbap-r0ll · 2 years
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Hiiii! Hope your doing good! If you don't mind and have time can you do a comfort headcanons or anything with dorm leaders! I could really use some comfort rn my puppy died 4 days ago. A truck ran over her and I still can't accept that she's gone. I feel like she'll come back but ik she won't. And I am sorry for venting.
Hello, I'm doing pretty well. I'm sorry for the loss, and no worries, it didn't feel like a vent at all. I just wrote general comfort headcanons for this one, hope you like it and hope you feel better soon as well.
Dorm leaders comfort headcanons
Riddle
He's super awkward with comfort tbh because he himself never got comforted when he was young ;-;. That doesn't mean he won't try though, and he really does!
He usually does it when you two are alone. He might just hug you tightly, no words and just holding you. You can listen to his heartbeat if you want to as well.
If you are crying, he won't ask you why and instead he'll give you some space. If you ask him to help, he'll sit by and run his fingers through your hair, wiping your tears away gently.
He's going to be available for you almost at all times. You might think he's super busy being a dorm leader, but his priority is making sure you are okay. He might invite you to play with some hedgehogs to make you feel better too!
Leona
He's so awkward with comfort as well ;-;. But he asks himself what would comfort him the most and the answer happens to be sleeping. So, expect lots of naps!
If you're feeling sad or stressed, he'll just pick you up and place you next to him while he goes to sleep. He tells you to relax and wraps an arm around you, closing his eyes. Good luck escaping his grip btw haha
He can't comfort you well on the outside, and his words might come out harsh instead of helpful. But know that he's trying, and most of the times he'll comfort you through actions. If you look stressed in public, he'll help you discreetly by wrapping his tail on your leg.
He lets you rest your head on his chest when the two of you are together. You can doze off while listening to his heartbeat, he won't push you off even if he needs to go. He just wants you to get enough rest.
Azul
He too doesn't know how to comfort others well. He was bullied growing up and he's more comfortable with revenge. He might offer that to you at first but seeing you get more upset he just throws that idea out the window.
He's someone who hates seeing you cry. He'll wrap himself around you and whisper sweet nothings. He kisses the top of your head while holding you tightly. He does this mostly in private, but if you need to be comforted out in public, he'll move you out of the crowd and somewhere where you two don't have peering eyes.
He won't ask you what you are upset about after a few days. He just wants you to know that you can trust him and that you can rely on him when you need help. He holds your hand whenever you two are going somewhere together for a while, he's literally so clingy to help you feel better haha.
Overall, he's trying his best. If you need to cry, you can cry on his shoulder. If you want to get revenge? No contract needed!
Kalim
Probably the best at comfort out of all of the dorm leaders lol. He'll know something's wrong even before you break out into tears.
Kalim will ask you at first what's wrong but he won't push it. He'll quickly open his arms so you can hug him and he'll be busy wiping your tears away and saying kind words to you. He'll pull an all-nighter if he needs to for you!
Kalim knows that food usually makes people feel better. Kalim will try to make your favorite food, only for Jamil to enter and help Kalim out in the end. He surprises you in your room with the food and basically is like the sun when he sees you.
He's the brightest sunshine, and you can feel better when you're around him. He'll take you for a ride on the magic carpet if you want to as well. Besides, the wind in your hair most likely will make you feel better (not to mention the beautiful sky!).
Vil
He's usually so cold it's hard to imagine how he would comfort anyone. When he sees you upset, he panics a little since he knows that he's not the best with comfort. He might hurt you at first because he doesn't know how to comfort you well.
He'll ask Rook for help, and Rook tells him to just "act soft," whatever that means. Vil sighs and ends up approaching you quietly. He'll hug you, whispering sweet nothings while brushing your hair out of your face. He kisses the top of your head, your cheeks. He's surprised that he's actually not that bad at doing soft things haha.
Once you feel a bit better, he'll offer you to do skincare with him. Besides, doing self-care together is always fun. He does your hair in the end, and you can do his as well. It makes you forget about what was making you feel bad for a bit, and it makes you feel a bit brighter.
He'll check up on you from time to time after a few days. If someone made you feel bad btw, expect them to not show up to school for a few weeks (poison).
Idia
He's panicking. He hates seeing you sad, but he has no idea how to help! He ends up stuttering if you're alright and holding your hands. Ortho comes by and ends up latching himself on you as well. The siblings are basically asking together if you're okay haha.
Afterwards, Idia might just cuddle with you for a bit. You guys will be close together, and if you're crying he's brushing your tears away. He doesn't say much because he doesn't know what to say, but he's rubbing the back of your hand with his thumb while one arm is around you.
After you feel a little better, he'll ask if you want to watch a comfort anime of his or play some calmer video games (*cough* Animal Crossing *cough*). The two of you end up pulling an all-nighter while doing any of these activities haha.
He hates seeing you with a frown or crying, and he wants to do everything to make you feel better. Though he's scared to do much in public, he'll help you calm down at anytime of the day.
Malleus
He's so stoic, but he's a softie on the inside. He doesn't know comfort very well, but he's read books about it. Seeing you cry, he asks you what the matter is. If you don't answer, he won't push it and instead will just hug you.
He'll move you out of others' eyes if you two are in public and let you listen to his heartbeat, holding you close. He'll place a hand on your head and smooth your hair. He kisses your knuckles while comforting you too.
He won't ever ask you about it if you don't want to, and instead he'll try to place your attention on something else. The two of you go on walks late at night, and he might ask for a waltz in the woods at some point too, it always made you happy when you danced with him.
Overall, expect a lot of silent hugging, cuddling, etc. He's super calming too. If someone was behind making you upset, well, let's hope they aren't cursed for life.
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lynxtheserval · 6 months
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RAHHH PRETTY PLS AIDEN X FEM!JPOPIDOL!READER???? (extra points shes gentle and kind of neglects her own needs for others, like a people pleaser. Which ticks aiden off)
Aiden x Fem!JPOP Idol!Reader
Imma be deadass rn, I know literally nothing about JPOP, so so sorry if I get anything wrong here!
Plus the Internet here sucks so I had to wing it, hope it's good enough!
ALSO IM SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING VERY WELL OR WRITING VERY FAST RECENTLY !! Ive been pretty busy! Sorry if some fics are better then others.
You just finished one of your more… taxing shows. Fans yelling at you, your boss yelling at you, all to "be better!"
You were trying, that's all you could really do, try your best but still, it wasn't enough. All you could do is smile and say, "I'll do better."
Practice after practice after practice, show after show, all you could see was people just… leaving.
After the show was over, you sat down on the couch, waiting for your ride to get here. About 10 minutes of straight watching through the glass window, your driver, and your Boyfriend, Aiden, pulls up to the sidewalk.
You open the shotgun seat door, getting into the car and closing the door behind you. You thought you looked fine but it was quite obvious you weren't.
Aiden looks at you, and sees straight through your mask of "I-am-okay"-ness.
"Okay, I see you. What happened?"
You said nothing for a moment,
"I'm okay Aiden.. really."
He raised an eyebrow, sighed, then asked again, a little more aggressively,
"What. Happened."
You looked at him, and everything just started to sit with you. You started tearing up. You looked away and put your face in your hands.
"They… I'm trying so hard, Aiden! All they do is think I'm some perfect person! They don't even think of me as a person!" You exclaimed, "All I want to do is see them happy but I can't even do that!!"
You explained all what was happening with the fans and your boss, Aiden looked at you for a moment, figuring out what to say. Then his facial expression just turned pissed.
"Why do you let them push you around like that?!" He yelled, "if they push you too hard then push back!! They have no right treating you like that!"
You stared at him,
"How am I supposed to do that! I'll get fired and then everyone will hate me!"
"Well one thing is for sure, I won't hate you, everyone you truly loves you for YOU, will stick by your side, I'm sure of it! If they don't I'll just teach them a lesson!" He said confidently, cracking his knuckles and grinning at you.
You sniffed, and wiped your tears onto your sleeve.
"Thanks Aiden, I.. I really appreciate that."
"Of course Y/N, it's what I'm here for!"
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midnightmah07 · 7 months
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I wasn’t prepared enough for what i did. so i am going to make part two. (tomorrow, maybe if you like it)
inspo: My love mine all mine - Mitski
Maybe this was it. Maybe he wasn’t prepared for this to happen, he could gave and have it all. But seeing her so close to that damn mirror… It pained him. So badly, so bad. So this it? Ruggie didn’t had words to make or convince Daisy to stay. He knew it. His lips trembles, his hearts races, his air fells to come out too quick and get in his lungs too slow.
And what does he do? Just stares. Stares at her figure. Fighting any urge to clingy to her.
This was only a high school romance, of course it wouldn’t last. Except that, the only reason it didn’t last is because fate, of some kind wished her to not born in his world. So, when she leaves, that she must to. Couldn’t Daisy stay, with him? A little longer? I mean, what can he offer for her to promise that his side is better than anything she’s ever seen? She will ever have?
What a selfish thought. Ruggie knows, yet, can you really blame him?
Love can make us as puppets of the worse kind. You can’t see, you can’t tell, you can’t break a promise.
“Daisy!”
Ruggie calls her out, she turns around, to clearly see his face. Her ruby eyes watched him through tears instead of following the one cold star that is her destiny.
A smile that hides his pure agony, stays in his face.
“Don’t forget me. Okay?”
No answer came out. She stares to him then to the mirror, no answers could explain what she wanted to say.
(kinda short, but uhm… i am crying, legit WHY DID I DID THIS TO MYSELF⁉️⁉️⁉️)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO9($!$9$+*+29$*-(#;#8*-$( DAISY TURN AROUND MY LOVE DAISY DAISY NO--
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It's ok I'm fine I'm normal.
Barbs u gotta be honest rn how the heck are u reading my mind bc I was literally thinking of what I was gonna do to portray Daisy's inner turmoil about going home or staying. What are u doing. WHAT SORT OF WITCHCRAFT IS THIS⁉️⁉️
This broke my heart, and you captured what these two had to go through perfectly 😭💔 Daisy really wanted to stay, like so badly but because of the abuse she went through (+ bc the mirror said her soul didn't belong there) she really thought she didn't deserve all this happiness and needed to go back😭 you did such a good job, I love this sm, I'm gonna reread this all the time--
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MILLION DOLLAR GIRL
Cole McWard x Old Money!reader
for clarification y/n is not related to the hughes she’s just rlly close with them and is practically a sister to them and Trevor. The title is a play on “Million Dollar Man” by Lana Del Rey
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y/n.user one for the money, and two for the show 🫶🏻💋
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_quinnhughes leave my son ALONE.
jackhughes when do i get to meet the little guy?
y/n.user Jack Rowden Hughes i swear to god.
jackhughes sorry mom
colemcward what am i marrying into
-quinnhughes who said anything abt marrying?
y/n.user this is why i said don’t say anything 🤦🏻‍♀️
colemcward i had fun seeing you cry over paintings from 200 years ago!! 💚
y/n.user this is not funny (i love you) 💙
user1 i will cry
_quinnhughes me too tbh
trevorzegras y/n can pull?!?
y/n.user do you not remember senior year?
trevorzegras NVM ABANDON SHIP ABORT MISSION 🚨🚨
y/n.user that’s what i thought Zegras
colemcward what happened senior year 🤨
trevorzegras nothing coley
_quinnhughes he had a HUGE crush on y/n and wanted to asked her to prom
trevorzegras i then realized that she was basically my sister and i told her abt it like two months later before she moved to Ohio and i lost feelings LMAO
y/n.user HE ALMOST ASKED ME TOO I REMEMBER WE WERE IN SCIENCE AND HE WENT TO ASK ME SOMETHING AND STUMBLED ON HIS WORDS LMAOO
trevorzegras Sweet mother of Christ
colemcward I’M CRYING JESUS
y/n.user hes literally crying rn i’m not kidding
trevorzegras i’m glad one of us thinks this is funny
jackhughes HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABT THIS?!?
lhughes_06 you were too busy with your gf at the time 🙄
_quinnhughes yeah jack we tried to tell you but you didn’t think it was funny
jackhughes i cannot recall this
lhughes_06 it was the night y/n did her taylor swift album slideshow
jackhughes OH YES I DO REMEMBER LMAOO
y/n.user you got pissed at me that i put 1989 and speak now at 1 and 2
jackhughes BECAUSE FEARLESS IS SEVERELY UNDERRATED
y/n.user I PUT IT AT 3??
jackhughes IT DESERVES A FIRST PLACE GOLD PRIZE
colemcward do you still have the slideshow @/y/n.user ??
y/n.user yes, Cole
colemcward i know what we’re doing tonight…🤗
y/n.user sweet baby christ
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y/n.user i love you so much oh my god
colemcward i love you too, pretty girl
_quinnhughes i will vomit (this is so cute)
trevorzegras you’re ruining the moment, huggy
colemcward yeah dad. stop.
y/n.user DAD IS SO FUNNY UR KIDDING
_quinnhughes is this what having kids feels like?
jackhughes you would know, father of the year 🏆
trevorzegras be nice to my sister
y/n.user we’re not related, Z
colemcward i don’t intend to hurt her ever. i’m being so dead serious rn
trevorzegras he passed.
y/n.user TREVOR ELIZABETH ZEGRAS
trevorzegras JOKES ON YOU I DON’T HAVE A MIDDLE NAME HAHA
colemcward you have one now. And it’s Elizabeth
trevorzegras ik 😔
jackhughes BRING HIM TO NJ SO WE CAN GO TO NYC TOGETHER PLEASE
y/n.user STOP BEGGING MY BOYFRIEND TO GO SEE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WITH YOU
colemcward I WILL GO IF SHE LETS ME JACK I PROMISE 🫡
y/n.user fine.
colemcward YESSS
jackhughes WE WONN
y/n.user not quite…
jackhughes you’re coming too?!
y/n.user 🤗
jamie.drysdale DUDE THE VAN GOGH EXIBIT IS SO FREAKING COOL
colemcward IK WE WERE TRIPPING OUT IT WAS SO FUN
y/n.user we both cried too 😊
colemcward we said that would never leave the museum
y/n.user i had my legs crossed
colemcward DAMN IT
y/n.user FORGET ALL THE TEARS YOU’VE CRIED
colemcward ITS OVEERRRRR
trevorzegras IT’S A NEW STATE OF MIND
y/n.user ARE YOU COMING MY BABY?!
jackhughes we can NOT let the three of them in the same house together. Ever.
y/n.user the lake house should be fun…
jackhughes QUINNN
_quinnhughes what do you want me to do?
jackhughes take care of them.
_quinnhughes why? solar power is literally one of the best songs on Lorde’s discography
jackhughes you too?! i’ve been betrayed
lhughes_06 get used to it, Jackeline. In this house, we stan Lorde
jackhughes quinny doesn’t live with us?
lhughes_06 THE METAPHORICAL HOUSE ROWDY
y/n.user you tell ‘em lukey pookie
_quinnhughes i hope you all seek help before i have to share a house with you this summer
colemcward don’t worry, dad. well fix em up before june !!
_quinnhughes thanks, son
y/n.user crying rn bc of my boyfriend and his father 🥹
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see i think the problem is you think you, as an israeli, are entitled to weigh in about anything that your shitty ethnostate is doing in gaza rn, but you lost that privilege long ago. +30000 dead people you can just deny it all you want but its the truth. your death cult of a country is becoming increasingly isolated because the world right now is realizing what your true colors are. push a bunch of people living in a ghetto to desperation and poverty and they will lose all fear, because they know the only thing they can lose is their lives. honestly stop acting like oct 7 was a surprise attack. if whats happening in gaza isn't a genocide, october 7th wasnt one either
1. As an Israeli I am well entitled to opinions about my own country.
2. Israel is not an enthnostate, I am not obligated to prove it to you, it's a ProPally rhetoric piece and a lie.
3. Palestine, in whatever shape or form today and in a presumably future IS/will be an ethnostate.
4. 30,000 dead, by HAMAS numbers. Fuck knows how many of those are men of age/combatants. Definitely more Than they let on, that's for sure.
5. Free Palestine Movement Is A Death Cult, as seen with the glorification of that poor dude going up in flames and the fact that it's literally built upon the foundations of martyrdom as the highest value and form of respected path in life.
6. Ghetto is a word made for Jews. You are appropriating yet again suffering that is not yours. Either Gaza was a wasteland or was it a paradise before the 7th, you people can seem to never able to decide which one you prefer. I know what it was for certain: corrupt leadership and huge disparity between those close to the leadership and those who weren't.
7. Isolated? Sure, what's new though? On the other hand, I haven't seen yet one country (Houthies don't count, Iranian bitches aren't a country) that sent any army to "Free Palestine". Kind of shows you who really is isolated.
8. "Stop acting like October 7th was a surprise attack". Wait, someone informed you ahead? Coz I did not receive any leaflets or calls. Why do you infantilize HAMAS to the extent that you don't even give them the credit of managing a surprise attack? Poor mewsmews.
9. On October 7th, within 12 hours there were 1200 casualties. Queen Raina the royal Idiot, claimed that the same is true for Gaza with a remarkably brow raising claim that "Israel had one October 7th, gaza had 156". If that was truly the case, then, simple math would give you 187,200 Gazan casualties. That's 6 times more than the the alleged current count.
Not even HAMAS claims that.
There is no Genocide in Gaza, but YOU really would have loved it if there was one.
7th of October was carried out with Genocidal Intent.
And that's the truth of it. Those people have nothing left to lose but their lives, you say. Maybe release the hostages and give up HAMAS. You'll see how quickly this ends.
But that's not what this is about. The whole point is, that HAMAS desperately clings to staying alive and drumming up as many dead Gazans as tear jerk material for anons like you, for clout, so that YOU do their dirty work of demanding a ceasefire. To save HAMAS. So they can rise again, and butcher more Jews, one day. Preferably all of the Jews.
You are an active participant of a literal Death Cult.
I hope you enjoy your membership.
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