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multifan2022 · 1 year

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*Prewarning.. this is my first attempt at writing again.. I haven't touched my laptop since January so bare with me lol*

You could feel the warm wetness running down the side of your neck as you sat pinned at a weird angle. There was a sharp and hot pain every time you took a breath as you tried to remember where you were. What was the last thing you did? You couldn't remember getting in the bronco. Didnt remember driving away from the house. All you could remember was fighting with Bradley.

“Why would you say that to him Brad?! You know how devastated he was when Goose died! You're not the only person that hurt Rooster! FUCK!” You slammed your hands down onto the counter, having a hard time even looking at your husband. While you and your dad were not close, you never blamed him for what happened with Goose. Sure you blamed him for the short break up between you and Bradley as young adults but clearly that was in the past. All you wanted now was for them to figure it out, you wanted to be a family, have a family. But now as Bradley stood here looking at you the same way he looks at Mav.. You were questioning things..

You hadn't even noticed that you called him Rooster.. A thing that just started after the move back to Fightertown. Because you had always known Bradley, he wasn't Rooster too you.. But every night when he came home, a little more mad, and a little more distant, your Bradley was being replaced by Rooster. The aviator who was the best of the best, who was part of the 1%. But was also the aviator who had taken the anger and trauma Bradley had and used it to mold himself.

“No one to mourn you when you burn in… Really Bradley, because last time I checked, I am the one and only emergency contact for BOTH OF YOU!”

That if your rattled brain could remember correctly was the spark that lit the match. You and Bradley did not fight often, but when you did it was explosive. The kind of fights that left people in tears, the kind that led to words that should've been left unspoken. One of you always ended up on the couch for a few hours, normally both in tears until one of you couldnt take it anymore. Tonight was the first night that one of you actually left.

You didn't even know which part it was that pushed Bradley over the edge. Was it you telling him you couldn't have kids with him if he couldn't get his anger under better control? That you refused to keep Mavs grandkids from him one day over some pulled papers? Was it when you said that you had sacrificed enough to be with him, that you had to draw the line? Was it when you told him Goose and Carol would be disappointed in how he treated Mav today?

No matter what it was, the words he spoke as he left stung enough to leave you standing in the same spot for at least 30 minutes after he left. When you blinked and everything caught up with you, you realized the quietness of the house was turning your stomach. Without thinking you slipped shoes on and grabbed your keys. Originally you wanted to just drive your jeep around, clear your head since Bradley had just taken the doors and top off. But when you noticed the bronco still in the drive you couldn't resist being just a little close to Bradley.

That's how two hours later you ended up driving down some road next to some beach. Honestly at this point you weren't even sure where you were. All you could think about was how hard you were crying as Tim McGraw and Tswift came on. Highway don't care, it seemed poetic, if a song was ever written for the aftermath of this fight, it was this one. When it ended, you had decided it was past time to call Bradley, to find out where he was and at least get you both home. Unfortunately you accidentally knocked your phone out of the old cup holder and onto the passenger floor. One last attempt to save it before it flew out the open door was made.

You should've let it fly out the door. Because as you stretched across the cab, a car full of intoxicated teenagers came down the middle of the road. You could've sworn you heard someone yell your name as you sat straight up, jerking the wheel way too harshly in your panic to try and miss them. You desperately tried to keep control of the bronco as you skid sideways, unable to get control before it flipped down the side of the bank.

That's where you were now, wondering how much more Bradley would hate you for crashing his late fathers baby. In your concussed mind, this would be the feather that shattered your relationship. The nail in the proverbial coffin. Part of you registered how long you had been hanging sideways in your seat, the truck having stopped on the passenger side after flipping a few times. You registered that you were struggling to breathe, and definitely were bleeding. You didn't hear any sirens, knew that the teens had not stopped. But thankfully, as one Amelia Benjamin, was dropped off at home her conscience overran her fear of being in trouble.

So she told her mother and her boyfriend how she had been out drinking. How there had been a vehicle, one she swore she knew, that ended up off the road and she couldn't get anyone to stop. The two adults reassured her that while she was in trouble, she made a good choice in telling them. That maybe she saved someone's life. Little did they know how closely this would hit their little family.

Jake was over Bradley, the new found friendship they had was great. But it was two in the morning, and Jake honestly just didn't get it. He couldn't imagine having a lifelong love. A childhood best friend turned into the love of his life. So he couldn't wrap his brain around why Rooster was sitting in his kitchen right now. He also couldn't figure out who Rooster was mad at, himself or you? He told him as much and was surprised and worried when big brown eyes lifted from the floor with tears in them.

“Myself, I think.” Roosters voice croaked “Because she's right ya know.. How can I ask her to give me a family when I cant even be nice to her dad? You know I didn't even ask for his blessing? Not because I thought he would say no, but because I thought it would be a slap in the face to him.. I've always used her as a way to hurt him..” Rooster broke off in a sob. It hurt Hangman's heart to see how hard of a time his wingman was having. But if he knew you, and he felt like he did, you were going through it worse.

Taking a deep breath he pushed off his counter, annoyed that he was pulling his boots on with his impromptu sweat pants and grabbing his truck keys. Roosters watery eyes followed him before he jumped from his stool, understanding what was happening. When the two were finally in the truck Jake spoke, “Look Bradshaw, I know we aren't great friends or whatever, but I'm gonna tell you something that's gonna suck to hear.” Without looking he clicked the radio off before he continued. “Y/n.. She's a once in a lifetime kinda woman. The kind that will put up with just about anything to make things work. But once she draws a line in the sand, its there forever. Not just for you, but for the next guy too.”

The hair on Rooster's arms stood on end, not only because of Jakes words but he swore he heard another male voice whisper his name. “What do you mean.. The next guy..” Jake scoffed at how soft and confused Rooster's words were. “My man.. Do you think she will stick around if the one thing she asks of you, is something you refuse to do? She has already given up her father walking her down the aisle.. He wasn't even at the wedding right? She's moved all over to be with you. The only long term roots she has are from when she lived with you as a kid. When was the last time she asked something big of you?”

Rooster couldn't recall, causing Jake to just sigh and shake his head “I'm telling you this as your friend.. Fix this.. Because I wont fuck up where Maverick is concerned” Jake smirked at Bradley as they pulled into the driveway of your shared home. Rooster was practically out of the truck before it was in park, neither of them registering that the Bronco was gone. Jake watched as Bradley yelled your name, panicking more and more as he cleared each room. When he made it back to the living room he was already pulling his phone out. His thumb didn't even hesitate to click the call button as he tried to get ahold of you.

He called over and over again, not knowing that you were watching as your phone buzzed just a few feet from the car. You could swear you saw a man who looked just like Bradley walk up to the Bronco and give you a sad smile. Your eyes closed just as the bright blue and red lights started flashing close enough to illuminate your accident. Your last thought about how Bradley would get what he wanted. What his final sentence had been to you, come to life.. It just cost him the Bronco.

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The ER was nuts on a good night, but tonight a Nurse named Layla was panicking. She had only met you a few times, being one of Hangman's regulars. At first, when she heard the explanation of the vehicle she was sure it was a Bradshaw, but unfortunately there was no IDS in the car and the police in the rush of trying to save you, had missed your phone. It wasn't until she rushed into the room to help with the CPR rotation that she knew it was you. Your hair was matted back with blood, the number of cuts and bruises amazed her. She was even more amazed that the tattoo on your hip was untouched. The one of a rooster with aviators on, the one that had confirmed who you were.

Quickly announcing that she knew who you were she ran from the room. Slipping sideways as she tried to open her employee locker. She had never dialed Jake's number so quickly.

Jake felt sick after he hung up. He was thankful for Layla, honestly he had always really liked her and this made him feel like he needed to take the whole thing with her seriously. But as he looked at Bradley, who was practically hyperventilating he didn't know how he was going to get him to the hospital. Layla had told him it was bad, bad enough that she didn't know if you were going to make it. Hangman heard the words come out of his mouth before he could stop them. They were harsh and he wanted to take the way he said it back almost immediately. “Bradshaw, looks like I found your wife.. She's in the hospital.”

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Bradleys entire world came crashing down in a matter of nanoseconds. He kept trying to say what by only the wh would come out. He could see Jake's mouth moving as he ushered him back to the truck, and could comprehend that he was on the phone with Mav. But he couldn't grasp anything.

Well that is until the last interaction he had with his wife, the wife who was currently dying, played in his head. The one where he stormed out, didn't tell her he loved her. Didn't give her a kiss. Just said words that want to make him vomit now. Jake didn't fully hear him the first time he spoke, but when he asked Rooster to repeat himself, it took a lot of self control to not hit the man.

“My last words to her.. They were that I'd probably be better off without any of the Mitchells..”

Bradley's mouth tasted sour, his whole body weighed down as he cried silently. Thinking about how much he would hate himself if he couldn't make this right. What if you left him after this? Would you move in the Mav? Get with someone like Jake? God he doesn't think he could watch it. Doesn't think he could handle you even packing an overnight bag to be away from him for a night. Why did he always let this happen?

Why does he always let his anger just blurt out, why does he always take it out on you? When Mav had pulled his papers? It had been you he left. When his mom passed and you were trying to clean the house up for the wake.. It had been you he screamed at, even you whose head was right next to the wall he threw her favorite coffee cup into. But he only ever remembered the parts he liked. The memories where you held him while he cried and tried to pick up the pieces of that cup. Where he found a replacement in the cupboard a few days later. The parts of your story that made him feel loved. Like when he showed up at UVA, standing on your townhouse step with a duffle bag, sad eyes and apologies. It had been pouring rain, you had made him beg on his knees on the front porch before letting him in.

He didn't hear any of Jake's words on the drive, and was out of the car even sooner this time. His feet eat up the distance between him and the front desk attendant. When they tell him you're still unstable and he will have to wait, he almost passes out. Once again Jake leads him to a seat. He doesn't register anything that doesn't have to do with you. He barely notices as the other members of the squad show up. Maverick kneels in front of him trying to catch his eye. But when he does, Bradley loses it. The tears that have been silently streaming down his face are now coming out in full sobs. Bradley keeps apologizing over and over, for not treating his daughter the way he should have. For what he said, for how long he has let this go on. It's like sad but relieving word vomit.

Once Bradleys done, he moves on to reassuring an equally distressed Amelia. Who crying and sobs every word out as she explains to someone she looks at like a big brother, what happened. Bradleys not mad at her, hes not even mad at her friends. He's mad at himself, because had he grown up sooner, had he not been the reason for this fight, you wouldn't have been out on the road anyways. You would've been at home, wrapped up in his arms watching trash tv before having sex and falling asleep. He put you here, he knows that.

When Layla comes out and says a soft hi, it breaks her heart and fills it to see the entire group here. She's surprised when Jake comes and hugs her, kissing the top of her head and thanking her profusely. She spoke as frankly and kindly as she could. “It was touch and go for a while. We lost her a few times.. She was unconscious when the cops found her.. She's got a long road ahead of her. Collapsed lung, small brain bleed, lots of bruises and a handful of broken bones. She's stable for now, but I don't really have good news yet. The first 24 hours are crucial.”

All Bradley could hear as Layla led him and Maverick down the hall was that you had died.. Multiple times. He heard Mav gasp slightly as he entered the room, and it was like glue that forced Bradleys feet to stay in place. Layla paused as your dad walked towards you and turned to your husband. “I know this is hard Rooster.. But Y/ns a fighter.. She fought hard while in the Bronco, fought harder in the ambulance and here to stay with you.. But now she needs you..” Layla squeezed his arm as he took the small step to the doorway.

The scene in front of him was nothing like in the movies. Ones where they show someone who was ‘in an accident’ but is barely bruised up. No, because the woman laying before him couldn't be his wife. Your skin was grayish, instead of the healthy tan glow you had developed under the Cali sun. The multiple leads and wires you had on you helping to sustain your life made him sick. A collar around your neck to keep your head stable. There were gashes across your beautiful face, and bruises on every inch of skin he could see. He knew the next moment he had with you would be make it or break it. You would either wake up, and be happy to see him.. Or you would wake up and ask him to leave..

Now all he could do.. Was wait.

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polarticket · 4 days

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i did somethinking on kipperlily's death and yeah it is kinda unfortunate that we didnt get anything from her final words because riz had the genius to cast hold person over lava but there is something about it that very thematically fits her character and im not talking about her inexperience.

Kipperlily took in the rage voluntarily. It made her stronger. It made her even more unbearably angry than she already was, but it made her so much stronger; especially after dealing the final blow to some weakened monsters.

everything she had done up until this moment was for this. to teach the Bad kids and Riz a lesson. to prove that she was as good, if not better than them. And he had exposed himself like a fool - she couldn't shoot him from this angle, but that was ok. Afterall, being closer just meant she could savour the surprise when she dropped him. It would make everything she'd done worth it. It would be justice at last for the unjustices done unto her. It would make the blazing rage inside her finally bearable. mabye it would make what had to happen to lucy worth it.

Mabye the old Kipperlily might have thought twice about jumping 10 feet over lava in an unsteady blazing battleground, might have thought twice about why this expert rogue dropped down from his seemingly invulnerable position, about why he exposed himself so much during their climactic duel. She might have been more anxious about acting so decisively. But she couldn't think - all she felt was rage. She tunnel visioned completely onto the chance for her justice to be served.

In being dominated by that anger, Kipperlily lost her heart and soul to it in the name of power and whatever mad Justice Porter wanted - but she didn't care about him, this was about her for once, and she would have her catharsis.

The rage didnt make dumber or less wise, but it did cloud her judgement. She didnt stop to consider if she was being fooled. How could she when she saw that golden platter.

#kipperlily copperkettle #klck #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year

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peachjagiya · 25 days

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this who-has-the-biggest-d1ck competition is crazy as the question shouldn't be

"who spends a little more time together"

but

"is there non platonic attraction here?"

Attraction, crushes, relationships, dont work on statistic charts or timetables. There are so many things to take into consideration such as adolescence, queer realisation/closeting, jealousy, fear, which all can lead to non stable relationships that often cause collisions and therefore a need to spend time apart. For example for me, when tae said "jk doesn't let jmn hang out with me" is actually extremely sus as it shows (at that specific moment) a weird dynamic btw the trio. why? and that is just a tiny example. A few seconds of tkk interaction can have the chemistry and tension other pairings didnt have in the whole of 10+ years and that is why tkk is still the most popular ship. one is a beautiful friendship, the other is a super suspicious, full of plotholes, deep bond.

For example for me, when tae said "jk doesn't let jmn hang out with me" is actually extremely sus as it shows (at that specific moment) a weird dynamic btw the trio. why?

I read an angle on him saying that and it actually kind of made a lot of sense. It was along the lines of Jimin being stuck in the middle of quite a lot of drama for a couple of years. Jimin is a sweet and empathetic soul who cares deeply for his friends. If he was stuck somewhat between an argument/break/whatever with Tae and JK, it wouldn't surprise me. Unfortunately the "mum friend" often gets tangled up.

Anyway I was so intrigued by those particular words that I started writing an original novel about three best friends and their weird dynamic because two of them are in love. Look forward to the adventures of Jimmy, Jay and TK* coming to a bookstore near you in, oh... I dunno... 2045. Even my non-Army friends are like "Peach, this is about BTS," and I'm like "shut up no it isn't even 👀"

(* that's not really their names.)

#my asks

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simplyender · 7 months

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Thanks for answering my previous ask! Unfortunately, my favourite characters tend to die all the time as well. I try not to lose hope though. Something I have noticed is that on the employee handbook in Spot's apartment there's "You are one of us now..." written on it. Knowing what kind of company Alchemax is, that is obviously not meant to be reassuring. But for someone like Spot, who is desperately looking for belonging, it probably sounded like the perfect workplace, only for him to be ostracized even before his transformation.

it says that? wow, nice eye. even i didnt notice that! and i mean, that slogan just sounds like your stock company bs. tip: never trust a place that tries pushing the "were a family!" angle. 90% of workplaces dont care about you, just like alchemax didnt care about spot.

#atsv spot #tagging bc this is a neat detail!#spiderverse #the spot #asks n answers

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alphinias · 1 year

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(I’m not sure you got this I think I sent it to you) Im so curious to know if the writers are gonna make it seem like Kie had a thing for JJ since season 1 or if they’re gonna make her start catching feelings for him and she realizes the major shift in her feelings towards him and starts to see him in a different light and she’s like oh no I’m falling and it kinda freaks her out because the only thing we got in season 1 was her saying “did you tell JJ” but that honestly could have been taken two ways either she didn’t want JJ to know because she did have a crush on him or she didnt want him thinking she would be easy and kiss him too or about breaking the no pouge on pouge macking or maybe she didn’t want to hurt JJ’s feelings because she rejected him when he tried the locked door and then we got the moment of Kie hugging JJ in the hot tub but that’s honestly what any friend would do in a situation like that so I can see why it can also be taken in a platonic way it wasn’t until season 2 that I started feeling a vibe and shift in Kie’s feelings towards jj when she told Luke do you have any idea how special your son is and then when they were teaming up in the season 2 finale and also having the surf trip convo she realized JJ is a lot like her and wants the same things she wants which is to travel etc and he protected her from getting hit with the machete which led to JJ almost drowning and Kie realized if he died he would have died protecting and trying to save her so that pulled out feelings she didn’t even know were there and she realized she didn’t want to lose him she was so scared so all of that really made it easier to open the first episode of season 3 with Kie starting to look at JJ in a romantic way…

You had sent it! Just haven’t had time to do anything but skim a lot of my anons just yet as I try to catch up with the excitement from the stills + date so if I haven’t answered a lot of anons that’s why! Especially ones like this that I have a lot to say about because they take me a while to write out.

I’m also really curious which angle they go with this. With JJ it literally has to be a thing where he’s just always liked her or else it won’t make any sense. With Kie, they have a little room to make it what they want. I’d also say the only thing I took as for sure hinting at any form of developed romantic feelings in S1 was the “did you tell JJ” and especially her acting and delivery in that scene. I don’t think any other explanation makes sense other than that she’s always at least subconsciously been looking for JJ, but this is outer banks… and more isolated, especially early, scenes like this have a chance of not ever being made to made sense. Unfortunately. And I don’t think Kie knows how much JJ likes her at ALL but I could also see the explanation that they had a confusing moment at some point they both tried to ignore. An almost drunk kiss, etc, and being kissed by JB reminded her of that (and JJ in turn took it as a “well that door is locked”). I don’t think they’ll make that type of thing canon this late but it would make sense.

Overall S1 left kie’s feelings ambiguous enough that it was more easy to say that she could already actively have a thing for him. S2 complicated things a bit more. I wouldn’t say there was any overt added evidence that Kie has always liked JJ, just that they are romantically compatible. I also think they really wanted to be careful and not get the pokie Jiara wires crossed as anything too dramatic or to make it look like Kie knew she didn’t like Pope too early. Their fault for making kie’s decision make no sense in 1x10 because then they had to try to fix that. Anyway, I took what we were presented with in 2x10 especially more as Kie starting to allow herself to view JJ as a legitimate option for the first time. I think most likely they’ll go the route of her not really viewing JJ as someone available as an option to her until now, but personally I’m a fan of the headcanon of their being long time subconscious feelings on her part. She was looking for JJ in a partner without realizing it.

#jiara #ask

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pinkseas · 1 year

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[parasocial bestie] GOOD MORNING ALY I SHOT UP TO WRITE THIS THE MOMENT I SAW UR ANSWER AND I JUST. I WAS. YEAH I WAS LIKE YEAHHHHHHH YYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAH so anyway firstly HELP I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AT "my cat is here as i write this she can explode too" PATCHES NO maybe yes like perhaps dont explode yet i would also like to know ur thoughts on xiao genshin impact before you do and i will allow it just get ur guts on the floor after ur honest answer patches

"NO BC i dont think ive seen full on infantilization of xiao (Yet.) but the thought of it just now esp w/ zhongli flooded dread through every ounce of my being dear Lord" i mean uhhhhh i Mean not gonna badmouth too much but there is Plenty of those fics and i definitely have my eyes unfortunately lay on age-regressing xiao but like. mentally. he acts like baby. i mean cool ok cool sure sure sure sure sure do what you enjoy of that typa familial interaction i respect u as i push it gently aside.

"zhongli Gets It zhongli knows whats up <333" yknow like THIS GETS ME SM its so important not just abt keeping them both in-character (at least in my perception of what canon is) its also. abt keeping their thoughts in line with it as realistically as possible. i think. i could go so far with how zhongli wud treat xiao with care and warmth and CAN address that sometimes,.. xiao can still be weak can still be the exact opposite of the hardened side he had been and while it does bring to the eventual guilt he feels like a child,.. like my good sir you didnt get to be a child before either. i think a little pampering is something u deserve (AND WHAT DOES PAMPER MEAN THAT DOESNT FEEL LIKE ZL IS BABYING HIM HONESTLYYYY cus in my view its just the former archon being indulgent but also treating xiao. as humanly as possible. as accordingly as what he needs. and xiao needs a Lot)

"said as if i dont put him in so many situations with So Much affection because i cant get the idea of him w/ the traveler specifically being very casually physically affectionate out of my head after seeing the way he holds onto them during that One cutscene" WELL I MEAN,... well i just eehhehehbvkfh though it does catch a lot of hearts especially in the beginning of liyue and iirc thats the second time xiao and lumine ever met in person at all. personally i dont see it that way then having that physical affection develop and have been staying like that in writing their development since (cus man am i so attached to the idea of an emotionally constipated/detached xiao so much that he doesnt just need guidance to overcome his conflicting worldview, but also to understand human emotion and how those two goes hand in hand).

"him being casually affectionate gets me so bad but him being touch repulsed or touch starved or both or him only really accepting physical contact of anytime in combat because thats just how it works or him feeling as though he doesnt deserve the affection" THAT OSIAL FIGHT SEQUENCE IN THE TOWER ASUNDER FIC WHERE XIAO AND LUMINE FIGHTS SO SEAMLESSLY that lumine chose him specifically not just bc of his battle prowess on short-range but his ability to stay mid-air and helping her stay mid-air. throwing her in all angles so every side of osial isnt left out as they both fought. their skills and techniques despite the years and worlds of difference melding in instantaneously after mere seconds of being introduced to each other feels like a form of affection itself in battle its so PERFECT I DIE OVERTHINKING ABT IT explodes explodes.

"i actually have partially written with him enjoying/accepting it from lumine but having no idea how to reciprocate in the slightest" yknow the bits of ideas i told u especially abt the xiao deadge brainrot and wings ask where they have a certain intimacy going on. well both of them are close to the end of lumine's journey hence an important kinda-resolution of how they think abt their relationship (brainrot) and after the journey ends (wings ask, post-teyvat). my interpretation of xiao reciprocating these affections that doesnt just center from lumine,..... its built up on that confusion and xiao hesitates a lot, but can become fully accepting once he understands it. like the times lumine would feel so torn about her brother directly (quests with dainsleif), or any circumstance that relates to him (aranara world quests with nara varuna) that she needs somekind of grounding and he KNOWS lumine herself does it in his own depressing moments so its like a 2+2 thing. what she does for him, he does it back, simple as that. it used to be a logical, but a little careless thought process without the genuine care, but soon enough the concern he had for her would match the gestures he does in turn.

i overanalyze dat shit and how xiao would act the way he does bc i do Not. like naur way NO WAY i dont rlly believe strongly he instantly cares and goes almost perfectly affectionate on the reason its for lumine and her only. thats a big problem with me and seeing xiao regarding attachments and im pree sure ive ranted that sht often enough here HAHAAKFJHSD ANYWAY I JUST!!!!!!!!!!!!! man xiaolumi can get so specific to me sometimes and i love to explore this certain aspect of their relationship where they do grow to be close, but theres this?? invisible distance, somekind of barrier i cant explain between them especially when they conflict each other with their worldviews and understanding. and post-teyvat is where that barrier didnt really destroy between them, but enough that they can reach for each other. like yknow!!!!!! yknow,............. shniff

[also this is the most oot thing ever did u know i actually did drafted my asks before sending it to u on this doc so i can rmb what the fuck i was talking abt and how it relates to ur response and it happened like. prolly my second ask in the Very Beginning so anyway. the doc reached 59 pages 32k words probably more than i could ever write for my uni thesis light and love <333]

HIIIIIIIIIIIII HI HI HI BESTIE I HOPE UVE HAD A GOOD DAY AND THAT UR NIGHT IS AMAZING <33333333

no bc. bestie shannon and i (first of all shannon if ur seeing this thats ur official title now second of all context shan is the one who reads at least half of these asks/conversations which is still WILD to me) have been watching rwby together lately and patches is there Most Of The Time and every time she shows up i point her out and we'll ask her rwby questions...... and idk ur rwby knowledge if any but blake is a character who has a largely black and white color scheme and gold eyes and cat ears and patches has gold eyes and she's black and white so every time Blake Specifically shows up we'll go "patches what are your thoughts on rwby character blake belladonna" and it makes me giggle sm and from now on whenever she shows up when im writing or playing genshin i know Damn Well im gonna start saying "patches what are your thoughts on xiao genshin impact" and she will Stare At Me with her big patches eyes and say nothing. and i will nod understandingly and say Wise Words Patches. sorry its not even 10am i got so much sleep and yet i am Deliriously exhausted anyways

AGE REGRESSION IS SO. i have sm respect for it esp as like a genuine coping mechanism and i cant really speak on fics for it but the thought of xiao specifically as a character regressing is so ??? i get it in Theory but in Practice. you can not tell me that that man would a) do that voluntarily under any circumstance or b) trust ANYONE enough to tell them if he did it involuntarily. sometimes u just gotta write fics where you baby the fave and i look away from those in general out of personal preference but i am especially looking away from ones where its xiao i can Not see it i can not imagine it in any world <- lying a little bit because now that im thinking about it i can under very specific circumstances but NONE within which and none of which would lead to him being like actually genuinely infantilized in any way shape or form. it simply would not happen i cannot see any fics babying xiao as being in character for anyone involved in the slightest

"xiao can still be weak can still be the exact opposite of the hardened side he had been and while it does bring to the eventual guilt he feels like a child,.. like my good sir you didnt get to be a child before either" LITERALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY king. king put down your weapon shed your armor let yourself Rest you were never allowed to do so before just allow it of yourself now trust the people around you to look after themselves and liyue and allow yourself to take care of yourself to maybe even be taken care of just a little bit. just a little. please. Please.

"cus in my view its just the former archon being indulgent but also treating xiao. as humanly as possible. as accordingly as what he needs. and xiao needs a Lot" naur dw i get it like there's a difference between like. okay how the Fuck do i word this. there's a difference between treating someone gently knowing their strength and capability and choosing to be soft regardless in a good, respectful way, VS flat out ignoring that persons capability and strength and treating them like glass and truly believing that they could shatter at any moment if thought of any differently. zhongli knows exactly who xiao is and what he's capable of, hes not about to forget any of that or cast it aside in order to act like xiao is this tiny, fragile thing. hes going to be well aware of it and still make the choice to be kind and gentle and accommodating, to try and give xiao some of the care and concern he's so rarely seen or known in his life. xiao can be cared for and maybe even pampered a little without it being weird or ooc or disrespectful or anything of the sort

"he doesnt just need guidance to overcome his conflicting worldview, but also to understand human emotion and how those two goes hand in hand" o(-( DIES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no bc i genuinely love this so fucking bad especially just. the emphasis on his conflicting worldview and thinking about it and sajbdnamfnafgdsag. I JUYST WROTE LIKE A WHOLE PARAGRAPH but it was super fucking rambly in a way that made NO sense whatsoever so it is gone now goodbye </3 but god. yeah. Yeah.

"that lumine chose him specifically not just bc of his battle prowess on short-range but his ability to stay mid-air and helping her stay mid-air. throwing her in all angles so every side of osial isnt left out as they both fought. their skills and techniques despite the years and worlds of difference melding in instantaneously after mere seconds of being introduced to each other feels like a form of affection itself in battle its so PERFECT I DIE OVERTHINKING ABT IT" no bc this scene is the most important thing in the whole entire universe YOU'RE SO RIGHT ABOUT IT FEELING LIKE A FORM OF AFFECTION ITSELF the way that they're able to just. to just. im. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM i cant even say anything the scene is Right There it speaks for itself you read it you Understand you get it. you get it. the fact that it happens So Quickly the immediate trust in battle the fact that they work so well together its just. and that had SUCH a huge influence on how i perceive them and how i write them, two very like-minded souls two people who've been through so much that no one else understands but who are able to find that understanding in each other, recognizing that the other has lived for millennia that the other has lost their closest family that the other has people they trust, people they care for, but still ends up isolated in so many ways. pasts and mindsets no one else could understand, seeing so much of themselves mirrored in the other. nothing exact but the similarities, the shared loneliness and hurt and deep buried longing, fuckidfngf. explodes. dies. ive already made a post about this im just repeating myself but man. MAN.

"the xiao deadge brainrot" DEADGE. FUCKIGN SOBBINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

this is the part where i got distracted and suddenly its 9pm instead of 9am and i am just now finishing answering this but also significantly more braindead adn it shows. um. anyways.

"its built up on that confusion and xiao hesitates a lot, but can become fully accepting once he understands it." BASED AS HELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what she does for him he does back... "but soon enough the concern he had for her would match the gestures he does in turn." crying shaking bawling sobbing GODDDDDDDD yeah. Yeah.

"i love to explore this certain aspect of their relationship where they do grow to be close, but theres this?? invisible distance, somekind of barrier i cant explain between them especially when they conflict each other with their worldviews and understanding" mmmmm i Think i get this like i am way too braindead to try to put it into words but i think i understand.

THE DOC PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i literally need to write at LEAST that much for this freakigngnfkng xiaolumi fic <- said as if i am not actively procrastinating writing more for it. but man looking at my guide/plan doc thingy for it i am Praying. 30k feels like so much and such a stretch but i also will like sneeze and the next thing i know there are 5k more words on the page so maybe. Maybe. perhaps. hopefully. Please. maybe.

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patrioticshortbread · 2 years

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the crinkle of white. i despise these chairs. i never seem to be the correct proportions to agree with them. my feet dangle. i should have worn different shoes. there is nothing so humiliating as being watched as you untie your shoes.

i stand with my back to the scale. i always have. today i didnt. it slipped my mind. i dont even believe i understand how to read a scale such as this. i never did well in science.

im picking at my hands. its soothing, or at least i assume it is, since i do it so often.

i dont know how to explain myself anymore. what is normal, what is extreme? what equates to a halt on life and a simple expression of disdain?

i am trying to be honest. i feel judged. when im anxious, the back of my head itches. i cut my nails last night. theyre blunt. it does nothing.

im staring in her eyes. im unfortunately well executed with eye contact. i want to gaze at my shoes. i want to cast my attention out the window. i can see my car when i flicker that direction. i parked like a maniac.

the wooden floor creaks. i can hear footfalls before someone enters. they knock, short and polite, a premonition to a greeting. not a warning.

im going to pick something up tomorrow. and at night ill swallow it. and the next morning i will too.

i hope it does something. im surprised i remember hope so well. it seems hope is best executed when in the throes of benevolence.

just hoping that a switch will flutter inside me. i am only hoping for that.

my car is cold. and the right heater wont angle right to press heat flush to my hands. my left hand ends up warm whilst the other becomes only more frigid. i never seem to be warmed these days. i wonder where the chill comes from. it follows even when i leave outside.

im anxious. i at least can discover that. my chest is heavy. it hurts. everything does. im ashamed. i shouldnt be. im punishing myself. i shouldnt.

its not easy to die. and if it were, i would be. its not easy to live. all of these pieces. this life. the mosaic of it all.

i should stop drinking. and smoking. and consuming caffeine. i should eat more. i should sleep more. i should relax more. i should do a great deal of things. i wonder why i dont. i guess its good that i might have a hope, though. hope is a bit futile all by itself.

i want to disappear. i know if i die i would. there would be nothing left to feel remorse nor guilt. i suppose thats the relief. should i care of it if it no longer affects me?

its late. im conversing with myself. im dreadful. im not at all. im a lot. i suppose im just that. a lot. so much. neverending. all the feelings. and emotions. and sadness. anger. desolate plains of my mind.

i feel foolish. i wonder when i ever dont. i dont want much. i want everything. i want ease. i want simplicity. i want love. i want forgiveness. i am selfish. it is so easy to want things.

im going to wake up tomorrow. and ill brush my teeth. ill probably shower. ill listen to music. ill pick up what i should swallow. ill see people i love. who care for me. and night will come again. and ill keep doing this. and one day enough things will change that i will have a new life.

i might shave my head. pierce my skin again. tattoo every fraction of flesh that decorates my body. the amount of times ive yearned to become someone new. one day i will. im sure of it. i change so often.

this is embarrassing. it all is. everything all at once is that way. its a spiral. it eats itself. it is what it sees. i am what i see. its a circle.

tomorrow will happen. the day after. and the day after. again. and again. its a relief and a horror. both. at extremes.

i only hope.

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astronomical-bagel · 2 years

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Rating the Hermits based on how much they paid attention to Grian punching the floor

I've become minorly obsessed with the way Grian decided to break the stone blocks at the beginning of the first episode of the season, so here's me trying desperately to see what the everliving fuck he's doing. There's no specific order to this because only the wind can tell which hermit I'm gonna watch next.

uh, also, this post is gonna get long sorry, I did my best to watch every hermit BUT i might have missed some, don't @ me im doing this for fun.

also pls dont let this flop this took ENTIRELY too long

Grian: just as incomprehensibly as he broke the blocks, he incomprehensibly failed to include footage of himself doing so, despite there being quite a bit of arguably important dialogue during that time. 0/10

Cleo: cleo passes over grian multiple times before staring at him for a few seconds as he breaks a block. she seems quietly confused, but moves on. bonus points because he entered the frame a couple times afterward and its REALLY funny to see him breaking the block in the background. 9/10, off to a good start

Tango: camera angles made it easy to see every hermit, i had a great view of grian the entire time. 8/10 loved the birds-eye view

Mumbo: didn't show the intro clip at all, nor did I see him look at Grian in other people's povs. 0/10 i expected better of you mumbo

Iskall: cut a lot of the intro out, stared a mountains a lot, but didn't look at grian. 1/10 at least he showed the intro

Impulse: you can see grian a couple times before he breaks the blocks, as well as a clear shot of him at 1:57 of him in the actual act. 3/10 we got to see him but impulse didn't take note of his odd behavior whatsoever

Scar*: He's the first one to log into the server, but we dont see much of grian until the very end of the reunion clip. However, we do get a closer look at grian than we did with impulse, with a much clearer view. unfortunately, cleo does get in the way, but its very possible that scar noticed what grian was doing. 6/10* he gets extra points for all those times grian killed him + his intro made me laugh

Doc: doc passes over grian quite a few times, even gets close to him at one point. its possible that he noticed his strange activity but simply didnt care. 5/10 its okay i guess

False: we get a good several seconds of grian in the corner of the frame, and at the end of the clip false moves like she's about to inspect what grian is doing. 7/10 im hopeful but we can't prove if she took note of it

Gem: again, we have an overhead camera view of all the hermits! Grian is a bit far away and it's very short, but we have a clear view of him! 6/10

Bdubs: we see grian for about .2 seconds. 2/10 (he gets an extra point because he included a sneeze as a transition in his video, and that is just as, if not more, confusing and incomprehensible as what grian was doing.)

Joe: Joe seems to by trying to look everywhere BUT grian. we see him a grand total of twice. 1/10

Pearl: YESSS!!!!! not only do we see grian multiple times, but Pearl baffedly ZOOMS IN on our dear Grian, providing us a clear view of his actions and highlighting how strange it is!!! 10/10, i have NO complaints

Cub: we get a good view of grian but not while he's breaking blocks. 1/10 he tried

Zedaph: didnt show the intro clip, which is a shame. I think he would've liked to study grian. 0/10

Xisuma: we can see grian breaking blocks for a good few seconds, i have more to say but ill save it till the end. 4/10 with a caveat

Keralis: It looks like those big eyes of his have come in handy!!! we get a delightful view of grian breaking the blocks, though it seems he didn't think to make a note of it. 8/10 im pleasantly surprised

TFC: we. we didn't see anything of grian. 1/10 he gets a point bc he at least showed the intro

Beef: we get a decently close shot of grian breaking the stone for about .5 seconds. Beef pays more attention to a sheep in the forest than anyone else. 3/10 the sheep is really cute

Jevin: Jevin is actually right behind grian as he breaks his first block!! we get a front-row view of grian for a good chunk of time, but jevin either doesn't notice or doesnt care about what he's doing. 8/10

xB: We see grian break a block, as well as him working on his next one a couple other times! 6/10 pretty decent

Wels: didnt show the intro 0/10

Stress: stress is standing farther back to see all of the hermits, so we can see grian in the back jumping up and down and punching the ground. its very cute. also we see a really quick shot of grian closer up at the end of the intro. 5/10 it gave me much joy to see grian hopping up and down

Aaaaand thats it! that's all the hermits who have uploaded season 9 videos!! but wait! I mentioned that xismua had a caveat!! I put asterisks on scar's score!! What was that all about??

Well, as I was watching Xisuma's video, staring at grian like a chameleon would at a fly, I noticed someone come over and investigate Grian closer. Who was it, you ask? Well, as you mightve guessed, it was none other than our beloved Mr. Goodtimes!! But that's not all-- Scar, at 2:42, JOINED Grian in punching the ground! I tried to take a screenshot but there were many nametags in the way. this was the best shot i could get

(additional terrifying bdubs for your viewing pleasure)

I dont know why xisuma is the only hermit who managed to even get a glimpse of scar joining in-- though keralis kiiinda sees scar at 1:20 of his video-- but honestly, after the ungodly amount of time it took to find and document all this, finding out that scar joined in has made my entire day better ajdnfg

Anyways! Final scores for Scar and Xisuma!

Xisuma: 7/10 (docked points because getting a good screenshot was so hard :[ )

Scar: 100000/10, i am kissing him directly on the lips. he understood the assignment even better than i did

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fuwushiguro · 3 years

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You Shouldn’t Have Made a Tape.

notes: weird combo of a fic, a set of drabbles and also headcanons I guess? idk u decide bye bye enjoy <3 if u see any mistakes no u didnt :o)

warnings: consensual sex tape, noncon sex tape distribution, masturbation, fingering, oral sex, vaginal sex, degradation, praise, (idk let me know if i should add anything i guess)!!

words: 1.5k

It’s not wise for two high ranking pro heroes to date. In fact, Hawks has been forbidden by the hero commissioners from doing it. But when he met you there was no way something like that was going to stop him. It’s only been a few months, but you’re infatuated with each other. You love him, really, you do. And you’re sure he loves you too. You’ve never felt more confident in the bedroom department either. He idolises you and your body, and neither of you are shy from trying new things. One day when you’re fucking in front of a mirror – he wants you to really see what a pretty girl you are when you’re moaning on his cock – you get an idea. A sex tape. It’s amateur at best. He has one camera set up on a tripod and he’s also using his phone to get a POV shot. It’s lewd, it’s scandalous… but above all, it’s hot.

It’s unfortunate for you that you don’t know who you’re fucking and falling asleep with every night. Because while you are dating the number two hero Hawks. He’s actually the hero commissions number one spy. He is infiltrating the League from the inside. And he has a meeting with them. They’re all sitting on desks with laptops, discussing how to destroy hero society. They demand Hawks get them some more dirt on heroes and deliver it to them. Something shocking and heinous. He doesn’t want to betray you… but it’s for the good of the people. He has no qualms sharing your little home movie with the villains, he’s even edited it himself. Skeptic snatches the device from Hawks so he can play it on the projection screen for everyone to see.

You’re so naughty.

You look so filthy with your mouth stuffed full of hero cock. So slutty as you pout and moan as his fingers sink in and out of your aching cunt. Absolutely perverse as his cock dips in and out of your throbbing hole at different speeds, angles and positions. How could such a strumpet be allowed as a figurehead for saving people? Someone to rely on in this rotten society?

Skeptic ends the film, thanking Hawks for his contribution. He will be leaking this footage. And it’s okay for Hawks, because he’s a man. He doesn’t care because the commission need him and he will likely be praised for his performance. But you… will be ruined.

And Skeptic is minding his business after the meeting. He’s wandering the halls in his best attempts to get on with his work, perform his tasks and his roles. It bothers him to no describable end that at different points throughout the day – Shigaraki, Dabi, Twice and Compress all approach him. Whispering in hushed tones asking the same thing.

“Can I get a bootleg of that tape?”

Shigaraki.

He watches it in the privacy of his bedroom. He’s got the perfect set up, you see. He has a three monitor set up that your little dalliance is begging to be played on. He has a big bottle of moisturiser (which definitely would serve a better purpose on his cracked skin rather than his cock), and plenty of tissues. He’s straight and to the point when he jerks off to your tape. He doesn’t edge, he doesn’t tease. He needs to cum as soon as possible. From one viewing alone, he’s already remembered his favourite parts and where they were in the timeline. He doesn’t just cum once, no, he wants to cum again and again. He cums early the first time, he wanted to cum when Hawks sprayed your pretty face with his seed. But instead he nutted early and busted while you were still sucking him off. He likes it when you’re messy and covered in white sticky cum. Because Shigaraki would do exactly the same to you, since he’s straight up nasty. He’d want to cover you and not let you clean up for a while, just marking his territory… that’s all. But at least he had the footage forever to use to beat himself off again, and again, and again. And soon, so would the rest of the world.

Dabi.

Sure Dabi masturbates, but he isn’t as desperate and pathetic as his incel boss. If he wants to nut, he can pay or threaten for pussy. But that tape, fuck, that tape. He had to have a copy. That bird bitch was too lucky to have you, to own your cunt like that. He doesn’t need a meticulous set up like Shigaraki. He has a phone, and that’s enough. He watches it while sitting on a balcony of the new hideout. He doesn’t instantly pull his cock out and start beating off, he just palms himself over his jeans. He physically can’t put into words just how jealous he is of Hawks. You’re perfect, everything about you is perfect. He hates the parts of the video that aren’t POV shots. He doesn’t want to see the blonde number two hero. He just wants to see you. He’s seen a fair share of pussy in his time, but he’s hypnotised by yours. He does eventually remove his dick from his restraining trousers so he can stroke himself. But he takes his time, going slow. He rewinds a few times to that one part that makes his cock throb and his tip leaky. He edges himself, seeing how long he can last without blowing his load each time you say ‘mmm… c-cumming! Cumming for you…” – it isn’t long until he cums right along with you, a broken grunting whine as his teeth clench. But who cares, he’s sure his very good friend Hawks won’t mind sharing you with him. You know, for the cause.

Twice.

A complex individual to say the least. He’s an unusual middle ground between Dabi and Shigaraki. He isn’t a total virgin like the boss. In fact quite the opposite. Back in his hey day he lost count of how many women he fucked. But after the clone massacre and in his older age, that was a distant memory. It has been a loooong while since Twice got any pussy. So yeah, sure, he liked to pleasure himself. When he saw the tape, he knew he’d have some fun with it. As far as heroes go, Twice quite liked you. You were pretty cute, and your hero costume was very sexy. And from what he’d seen in interviews, you were nice! You genuinely cared about what you were doing and the people you were saving. It almost made him feel bad that he was beating his dick off while calling you a pretty baby and a cock slut in the same breath. It’s the fingering for Twice. Hawks is pulling beautifully soft ‘ooohs’ from you each time he dips his fingers in your wet cunt. He’s doing it so slowly too, just toying with you. The sticky dipping in and out is making him harder than any other porn he’s ever seen. Because it’s you. He wishes he was Hawks. He wishes it was him dipping his fingers in you like that. He’s embarrassed that his ejaculate is so messy and uncontrollable. He doesn’t beat it often, so there’s a lot of backed up sexual tension there. But he’d like to think you’d forgive him, if you were here now. He’d even like to believe you’d be sweet enough to clean him up with that pretty tongue of yours.

Compress.

It’s so out of character for Mister to do something like this. He isn’t like the rest of the league. He’s a respectable, upstanding gentleman. (That is if you ignore the criminal activity). But like Twice, he has a soft spot for you. He feels guilty that Hawks betrayed your trust and showed this to them all. Of course he was expected to, to prove his loyalty, but Mister would never do that to you. Although that isn’t going to stop him from getting off to it. There’s a particular scene in this dirty dalliance that Mister enjoyed, maybe since it’s something he’s craving. It wasn’t filthy and lewd like the rest of the dirty movie. It alternates between the tripod and POV shot, but it’s just you and Hawks fucking missionary. It’s so intimate and there is so much love in your eyes. It makes Mister’s cock drippy. Do you know how beautiful you are? It’s all the more perverse that those eyes, those eyes filled with so much trust, are now staring into his. You didn’t know it would come to this. Mister has a lot of backed up cum too, but he doesn’t let it spray like a hose like Twice does… the dirty bastard. Compress has a sock and baby wipes on stand by, and as soon as he’s had his fill of you. He closes the film and draws himself a bath. He’s telling himself he won’t watch it again, the once was enough. But he thinks of those eyes… those big beautiful trusting eyes… and his cock still twitches.

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ellitx · 3 years

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Canonically, Venti can shapeshift right? So i don't think it is matter if he's below average like he can just make himself bigger down there to satisfy his lover (uh oh..did i just invoke size kink and shapeshifting kink ????😳😳😳)

This is what i thought of first as well but i think it will depend on whether his darling knows that he’s an archon or not

Like he didnt want to you to be scared he suddenly made himself bigger inside of you. he still needs to ask for your consent if it’s alright with you

But if you say yes and you’re into size kink, he’ll gladly indulge it with you. Just make sure to tell him if it’s starting to cause discomfort

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Your body shivered in excitement when you see how big his cock is. You even feel yourself start drooling just at the sight of it, his thick girth and the tip leaking with precum made you already so wet. Eyeing his erect length made you think if it could fit inside you. It was twice as big than before but you badly wanted his cock inside you and ram you recklessly.

Your hole was tiny and Venti couldn’t wait to see your small body stretched around his big cock. You were begging for this and he’s just granting your wishes. Now that he’s bigger than average, seeing your delicate and fragile body made him hard already at the thought of him pounding into you so hard until you could only see stars.

Fuck… he needs to feel you now.

Venti grabbed your waist and pulled you close to his chest. You shudder when you felt his tip rubbing between your thighs and his hot breath brushing on the nape of your neck. Both of you were breathing fast and he was delighted to know you’re already wet for him.

Wet trails were dripping down from your pussy to your legs and he can faintly see it glimmer under the lights. Gently lifting you up, he carefully sat you on his cock and you immediately gripped on his arms for support as you moaned in surprise.

You were so tight around him, walls clamping hard once half of him was inside and you’re squeezing him so good. You were practically a fragile doll in his hands. So small and delicate, and he can move you around anytime he wants to. You wanted him to take control over this and to let him play with you as much as he wanted as long as he made his cock bigger inside you.

He wasn’t really expecting to hear such dirty words from your taintless lips. And when you’re begging him like that, of course, he couldn’t say no to his precious muse.

After a few minutes, you lowered yourself even more, slowly burying his whole cock in your small body. You were twitching madly, nails digging into his skin as you gasped and panted heavily and you felt the room turned hotter than ever.

A moan escaped from your lips when Venti lifted you up and slammed you back down. A sharp cry came from you and you bit on his shoulder harshly, whimpering at the pain and pleasure that was filling up your walls.

It hasn’t even started yet and you’re already close to coming. Your breathing was ragged and uneven. Venti kept himself still in his seat, enduring to keep his hips in place. It was tempting to thrust his hips against you but you were still adjusting to his size. His slender fingers were raking through your hair whilst he patiently waits for you if you’re ready.

You shakily wrapped your arms around his neck and sniffled your cries. If he knows you’re in pain, he’ll immediately end this and that’s the last thing you wanted. Unfortunately due to his sharp ears, he noticed your discomfort and lifted your chin up to look at him in the eyes.

Hot tears are streaming down your face and his face turned into a frown.

“[Name], we can end this if you want to. You don’t have to force yourself.”

Hastily shaking your head, you rest your palms on his cheeks and looked at him in the eyes in an attempt to convince him through your wet perception. “N-no, I… I can do this. Just— just let me adjust first.”

It’s not that he doesn’t want this, he also wanted to do this with you but he’s scared of hurting you. He hopes you understand he’s worried about you and cares for you very much. He prioritizes you the most because he loves you.

You noticed his hesitant look and you tilted your head and leaned forward until your lips were connected with his. It brought him out from his train of thoughts and silently watched your peaceful face through a half-lidded gaze.

He angled back your head across his arm and kissed you, tenderly at first, before he gradually intensified the kiss that made you cling to him in your dizzy swaying world. His pleading mouth was parting your shaking lips. It sent wild shivers along your nerves, inducing you from sensations you had never known you were capable of feeling.

He didn’t realize you were already bouncing on his cock, rising and falling of your body until his length was fully sheathed inside of you. He held your hips— never breaking the kiss— and guided you so he can bury himself deeply inside your clenching walls.

He drank in your moans as he started to fuck you with shallow thrusts. Seeing you obscenely stretched on his big shaft was maddening. He wanted to bury himself fully in you.

You break the kiss and hide your warm face between his neck and shoulder. You could only think of his dick and how big it was in your small pussy. Your moans resounded inside the room and it was so beautiful for Venti to listen to. You were moaning for him, for his cock and it brought a smirk to appear on his face.

You threw your head back and tightly clung to him when he thrust himself towards you once more. Drool began to slip from the corner of your lips and your mind was clouded with lust, intoxicated by the feeling of his shaft pounding your tight walls.

Just the thought of it already made you shiver in happiness, relishing in his big size, wishing for him to cum inside you.

“Ahng~! Venti~!! I-I love you, hng~!”

Archons, your moans— so fucking delicious and beautiful. He wanted to listen to you moan his name again.

“Say my name once more.”

“Venti, Venti, Venti, Venti~!! Hm~!! F-faster, your cock— it’s… it’s so good! Hng~”

His momentum turned faster and harsher, shoving his big dick until it’s pressed to your womb.

“Scream my name. I want to be fully in you. I want to shoot deep inside you, princess. I want you to take all of me.″

His dirty talking worked on you just the way how you clenched on his shaft. You shut your eyes tightly and wrapped your legs around his waist, locking your ankles together so he can bury himself even deeper. He was relentlessly fucking your pussy with his cock and soon his index finger joined them and he was fucking you properly, turning you into moaning and panting mess.

You were so stretched and he didn’t hesitate to add another finger in to add more stimulation and to further help you reach your climax. You threw your head and moaned his name with your back arching. Venti buried his face between your breasts, drinking in your moans and feeling your burning skin against his face as you held on to his neck to prevent yourself from falling as you cum on his dick.

He couldn’t stop himself from moving in you and he saw his shaft jerk in your belly. The feeling of emptying his cock in you made his orgasm stronger and longer.

It’s so fucking good and heavenly to release his hot seeds inside you. He groaned and put his hands on the bulge and stroked his cockhead through your thin skin. Maybe that was all you needed. It was fantastic to feel you come around his sensitive cock and fingers.

He didn’t want to pull out yet. Venti watched you pant heavily who was still recovering from the intense orgasm. You opened your eyes when you felt his warm hand touched your cheek and stroke it lovingly. A gentle smile donned your face, then you leaned closer and pulled him to you for a kiss.

It’s what he always wanted. After both of you reach your climax, he wants to kiss you. That goes the same for you. It’s a sweet and short gesture after heated sex. Your lover was the first one to break the kiss and he placed his temple against yours, looking deeply into your still clouded and dazed eyes.

He nuzzled your noses together and gave you another quick peck on the lips.

“Was I able to grant your wish?”

You bobbed your head and enveloped your arms around his neck and pulled him down to your chest so you can brush his dark hair. He nestled his face and let himself enjoy the suppleness of your breasts.

If he were to lick your nipples and suck on them, it means he wants another session with you.

#genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact venti x reader #venti x reader #venti #genshin impact venti #anon ask #anon #ask #ellianswers #elliwrites #venti brainrot #genshin impact reader insert

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tortilla-of-courage · 3 years

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-Walks on in, farts loudly while stretching, flops onto the couch taking up all the space, and opens a notebook.

Fast food Ghirahim looks dead inside in the way I am, and makes him a thousand times hotter.

Demises laughter breaking glasses makes me wonder if the trye reason Hylia hates him is because he broke all the glass in her house

Bald Twilight, but theres markings on his head we didnt see with the hair there. The markings spell swear words in Twili

No, Twi does not look good with a mullet. He looks like my whitetrash cousin who never wears jeans that fit because he steals his fat dads jeans, but he himself is fairly scrawny. He ties bandanas to his belt looks and makes pig calls in the mall when we lose him. He wont wear a shirt unless its -20 or mandated by law.

Wild eats rocks to help with his digestion, I think fish or birds do it, I don't remember. Wild eats the philosopher stone.

Wild blowing things up whenever things get emotional is hilarious to me, because I do the same, but with puns, which I think equal explosions in ruining the moment

Legend telling people to perish with that face is funny, but seeing his face from that angle when taller than him leads me to suspect he is sitting upon tje victim

Twi has full Uncle energy despite Times child being his ancestor. Wars 100% is teaching the kid to call Twi "Uncle funny face"

Wild learns how to make the Donald duck quack by accident and just SENDS SKY its just such insanity they both losing their shit over this sound.

Wild and Sky have a burping contest to see who can burp a word the best. Burp words include "Egg" "Warrior" "beans" "bra" and "boobies" because byrp language is funny.

Sky whipping the other Links butts with the sailcloth

Legend: You look like shit ///Wars:"You're the expert"

Sky runs a sanctuary for exotic pet birds that people didnt realize they couldnt properly care for. He tries to release as many as possible back to their ecosystem, but some are too domesticated

Wind sees Rabbit Legend and, not knowing tje secret, starts calling Legend a pretty bunny girl

Adult Impa is so fucking dateable, like yeah, kick my ass I'll love every second you'll be a perfect mother to children

Sky gets the full body wiggles like his core vibrating when he's excited and does a tippy tappy dance like birds do

Sky farting while falling and going into a spin

The "Throwing birdfood at people" prank, but on purpose to Sky. He loves it. Its his birthday gift.

Lemony Tortilla seties of unfortunate events seems accurate

Beefcake Link is smart as a whip. Noodle Link is dumb as a rock. Together, they are an unstoppable force of chaos!

Vaati takes dustbaths too!!

That excited "DirtdirtdirtdirtDirtdirtdirtdirtDirtdirtdirtdirtDirtdirtdirtdirt" YESSS TRUE BOYS WILL BE BOYS ENERGY! Chaotic gremlins

All the Links have at least once carved a dick somewhere nearly impossible to get to, and it baffles archaeologist

Wars freaking out over sliny fish and wild just "I dated a fish once. Twice actually! But I don't remember the first time"

Wild "I may be stupid"

Others: And?...

Wild: neutral chaos face before the smell creeps in and everyone is coughing on bean fumes.

#DEAR GOD #IS THIS LIKE. LIVE COMMENTARY ON WHAT I'VE POSTED HERE TODAY #I DONT KNOW HOW TO REACT TO HALF OF THIS #I JUST KNOW EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE FELT LIKE GETTING SLAPPED #OVER NAD OVER AGAIN #linked universe #????????????????????????????????????????????????#ask to tag #tortilla asks #i need a drink #(water)#long post

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gb-patch · 3 years

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Ask Answers: March 30th, 2021- Part 1

We’ve been really focused on getting the Step 3 DLC done and keeping up with asks kind of got away from me, aha. Thank you for waiting for a reply! We’re still definitely behind, but here’s a good chunk of responses!

I love Our Life so much but if the release of the step 3 dlc is in April, please don't "release" it on April 1, my poor heart can't take that prank 😭

Don’t worry! I’m horrible at pranks, haha. When we do post something specifically for April Fool’s it’s always to pretend it’s a joke when in reality it’s something we’re actually planning to do. But we don’t have anything like that arranged for this year. Any posts on April 1st will just be like normal.

Omigod, can you end the game in love with Cove but not in a relationship? My character stayed calm at the restaurant and Cove slept over at her home and I think I may have missed it. I'm delirious if I did, may never stop laughing. The children are idiots

Haha, yes, it is possible to be in love and still not get into an actual relationship. There’s no forced ending where the two are made to confess their feelings and accept, it’s all optional/avoidable.

How can you see the new main character cut-in images? I'm not trying to be rude, but, all of my playthroughs, but I haven't seen them yet. (I know you can go through an entire game without seeing them, but I have went through multiple games.)

It’s a bit of a spoiler to say here, but you can check out the guide we posted on Steam HERE!

Is it possible to win first place in the library quiz with Lizzy (Step 1 DLC)

Yep, it is! Someone made a guide for the answers HERE (it’s also on Steam). We probably shouldn’t have required a perfect score to win a children quiz, but oh well, haha.

Hello!

In the future (in step 4) can you marry Cove even if you are friends? I would love to have a platonic wedding with him!

I’m afraid not. As much as he cares for the MC when they’re besties, Cove would only really want an official marriage if it’s based on romance.

Hello! I bumped into Our Life randomly last month, and it is one of the best coincidences I have ever laid on. I love how the choices and little details in the story changes throughout the game, and I'm excited to keep supporting you! I'm absolutely in love with Cove and would like to ask what keeps him to be especially interested in the MC? Other than how you can choose what fondness level you have with him, what ultimately leads him to be in sync with us? Sorry if it's a little much & thank u!

Cove likes the MC because, regardless of the different personality traits you can give the MC, they meet him on his level, listen to him, understand him (even if you’re indifferent and not really close the MC still gets where he’s coming from), and if you’re fond/crush/love than you’re there for him. He finds the MC someone he can respect, trust, and, if they’re close, feel safe with. I’m glad you enjoyed the game!

hi there! for xoxo droplets i see the that female pronouns are used in the description, in the actual game can you change the pronouns or are they stuck as female? i'm aware the game is free, but i have a bad habit of buying dlc's before playing the game so it would be helpful to know before i spend money on it. if anything i'll save that money for more our life dlcs when they come out :D

XOXO Droplets does have a set MC. It’s the story of a specific person rather than a game about making your own story. All of our games prior to Our Life were about exploring MCs that were fully fleshed out people in their own right, so you can’t get the OL experience from what we did before. But we do plan to do more custom-style MCs going forward from here!

For the our life nsfw dlc, will you have to be in the patron to have it or will there be another way for people who really support the game but can't pay to get it?

I’m afraid not. We might put it up for sale somewhere other than Patreon someday (though never on Steam or Itch) since we know not everyone can use that site, but it will still cost money on any other hosting page we use. It’s unfortunately not a piece of content we can give away for free.

Hello! I finally got to play Xoxo Blood Droplets and it mentioned about a DLC coming out soon. Is it already out or are you still planning it?

We are still planning to finish it when we can, we just had to put it on hold because 2020 was a tough year and we needed to put all our focus on Our Life. There’s some of the extra DLC stories available for beta testing on the Patreon.

Is there a link to the soundtrack for Xoxo Blood Droplets? I really like the music in this game!

That’s not available yet, but we’ll probably put it up for sale once the rest of the stories are done.

Would there be any chance for XOXO Droplets OSTs to be released in the future? (Please take my money-)

We might! There are some things we wanna do and fix before we really start advertising XOXO Droplets things again, but hopefully it all comes together.

Why does Cove dislike Shiloh so much despite all of Shiloh's efforts to get along? I can understand his dislike for Lizzie, but why Shiloh?

They met under bad terms (with an arranged play date he had no choice in), Shiloh’s sort of pushy himself when it comes to trying to get along, and Cove thinks he’s just kind of unusual in how he interacts/reacts with people. They don’t click, basically.

Is there a way to have your character be a tsundere? And have Cove toughened up a bit due to that? Sorry if the is a stupid question! ^^;

Maybe? The options in the game aren’t based on those types of personality tropes and I don’t know them well enough to say if you can accurately find a way to make it work with the available options. But it’s not a stupid question, I’m sure plenty of other people have considered something similar c:

do voiced names work only with their exact spelling? cause my mc is called Sophia and one of the voiced names is Soffia so i was wondering but if only works like that it's fine (sorry if i made any mistakes, english isn't my first language)

“Voice” and “text” are separate! You can pick the “voice” you want and then type in whatever “text” you prefer. And your English is really good.

Will OL:NF be based on a season/break like the first game? Or some other type of setting?

Our Life: Now & Forever takes place over the full course of Autumn. So, the start of school and then into the fall holiday season type of time period.

Will we ever see a jealous cove😭😭 please im begging u-

Only in small ways, really. Sadly, I’m just not someone who enjoys jealousy in stories and therefore I don’t know how to implement it in a way that feels enjoyable. Maybe I’ll figure out a angle I can work with in future projects.

Do you have any plans with Our Life once step 4 has been released along with step 3's DLCs?

After the Step 3 DLCs and Step 4 we’ll be releasing the Cove wedding DLC, the Derek romance DLC, and then the Baxter romance DLC. The project will likely be considered fully complete at that point.

Hello, I just needed to first of all sat how amazed I was when I discovered this game. I thought I would be disappointed by the lack of love interests, but you worked so hard to make sure Cove is the Best Boy for so many different people!! It really has been my comfort game for a while now, and I think all the different choices you allow make it the best romance game I’ve played in my life. The only problem is now my expectations for love are Cove level, and no one can live up to that. You’ve put so much consideration to make this game super inclusive and I think it’s amazing. If I can ask, for the exclusive NSFW Patreon dlc, will it only be available for the month it comes out? Or could I become a patron months later and still be able to download it. I just don’t have a job right now otherwise I would LOVE to subscribe to your Patreon and definitely will once I have the money again!! Thank you so so much for making such a lovely game that’s brought me so much joy.

Hiya! I'm so sorry for sounding like a complete degenerate for asking, but will the nsfw moment on patreon still be available even if i'm not a patron of the month it comes out? (e.g. i didnt pay/join the necessary tier before the moment is released) Thank you for your hard work on OL, I really connected with Cove in a way I never anticipated.

Thank you very much for such kind words! The Patreon DLC will be up for download on the Patreon indefinitely once it’s done. Just like the normal DLCs, you can pay to get it whenever you like but it won’t be up for sale until it’s finished. So take all the time you need.

Sorry to bother you guys, but there was an earlier ask detailing the OL LI's love languages and I was just wondering- Would that be for them personally, as in what they do, or the love language they enjoy receiving the most? Because I know for some people it's different for both on giving and receiving and was a bit confused, haha. Sorry for the trouble, your games are really nice!

For Cove and Derek it’s what they like to receive and what they give. For Baxter, it’s what he likes to get. What he gives is tailored to his partner. He’s flexible that way~ And it’s no trouble.

asking (and also fanning... fanboying? fangirling? fanpersoning? screw it- from a distance) anonymously because my confidence is nonexistent.

will you be doing a kickstarter for our life: now and forever? i know it's probably been asked and mentioned before, but will you be doing a kickstarter akin to the one done for our life: beginnings and always? if so, will you be doing similar tier rewards? (if you guys do so, i will [politely] throw my money at you).

now, to the fan.. personing? FAN. uhm. to the part where this anonymous agender idiot will begin to act as the fan they are.

THE GAME IS SO. SO NICE. IT'S CUSTOMIZABLE. I'M REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THAT PART. AAAAA I ALSO ENJOY THAT YOU GAVE US THE OPTION TO JUST STAY BEST FRIENDS OR SOMETHING A8DBAIHEW- AND YOU INCLUDED AROS AND ACES IN THAT SEXUALITY CHOOSING PART- aaaAAA AND YOU MADE ELIZABETH FILIPINO- THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR CREATING SUCH AN INCLUSIVE GAME!!!

to summarize; will you be doing a kickstarter? and thank you for creating such a nice game. i, and likely the majority if not all of those who have played the game, am thankful.

Aw, thanks <3! I’m so happy it was such a nice experience for you. We are planning on having a Kickstarter for Our Life: Now & Forever. It’ll have similar rewards to the Our Life: O&A Kickstarter, but some changes will have to be made. Like, we’ll definitely need to increase the rate for getting a voiced name. Originally it was $3USD, which was super low for how much work it really took to add in a customized piece of voice acting, aha. Live and learn.

So sorry if you've already answered this, I looked but I couldn't find anything. Is the 18+ DLC coming out alongside the Step 3 DLC, or do they have different development timelines entirely? I'm so excited for all the DLC coming out in the future, and even though the release dates aren't out, I'm already counting down the days. :)

They have different development times and will come out separately. Despite taking place in the same Step period, they’re disconnected pieces of content and making progress on one doesn’t mean the other is closer to being finished. The normal Step 3 DLC is releasing first. It’s great to hear you’re looking forward to them!

Hey!! I'm absolutely LOVING Our Life! I have been pondering on one question though, what's Cove's ethnicity, if there is a set one? Or is it something we can Headcanon?

hi hi! i wanted to say first of all that i absolutely adore our life. it's one of my favourite games of 2020, and i think it was just the perfect dose of positivity we all needed, even if you didn't intend to release it during such a hectic year lol! secondly, i wanted to say: if it's alright to ask, what ethnicity is cove? :-0 and what about his parents? i was just curious about it ^^)/ thank you!!

Cove’s mom, Kyra, is white. But his dad’s, Cliff’s, race doesn’t come up and players are able to headcanon it. So Cove is half white and half whatever you prefer Cliff to be!

hello! there was a post on the patreon where you can run your fingers down cove's chest in errands - how do you get that scene? ♥

That was an old mistake on my part- you can only get that scene in the Ending rather Errands. You have to leave the big family dinner at the restaurant to go into the car, be dating Cove for a while, have Cove come see you there, and then mention using your hands when Cove makes a joke about hands.

in baxter’s dlc, is there any point where you can tell him about the previous renters of the condo?

You can talk to him about that in the normal Step 3 DLC!

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Thank you for all the interest in our games everybody :D

We released a new FAQ! It answers common questions and we’ll keep adding more to it. Please check there before sending an ask. FAQ Also, if you prefer to just see the main posts without all the asks/reblogs, feel free to follow our side account instead: GB Patch Updates Blog

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princesstokyomoon · 2 years

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everytime i see an anti talk shit about something, it makes me want to VERY loudly start obsessing over the thing, even if its something i REALLY dont care about

shipping as a whole, i have little interest in, its pointless to me. but i do love pondering different character dynamics, including some immensely fucked up ones in some cases. doesnt mean i like it, its just somethin i will consider.

and that sorta shit is literally the way that i was taugh AS AN ACTOR to engage with media. you dont have to like or use every single possibility or interpretation for your final peice, but considering a script from as many angles as possible gives you a much firmer understanding of a text, and allows you to make specific decisions about YOUR interpretation.

doing this lead me and one of my classmates to make an extensive background story for our characters - despite the fact it was NEVER relevant to the plot because we had such minor roles - just based on the fact that "our kids" were cousins. we looked at how we had chosen to understand our own characters, looked at what the text said, and eventually came to the conclusion that, while we were not directly related, our now dead exs were. he looked down on me and thought of himself too highly, and i resented him for having money, and not sharing with us, his family. but he didnt view us as his family at all. it was never once relevant. we both had maybe five lines the whole play. but it changed how we chose to interact with each other in the background.

and i LOVE doing that for media! i LOVE picking apart what is actually there, considering all the posibilities, and then deciding what that means for my reading of the source material. and sometimes that conclusion is fucked up. as far as i can see, its canon that rick and morty are in love, regardless of how "problematic" that might be. the last handful of episodes basically confirmed that.

in the first unfortunate events book, olaf CLEARLY intends to rape violet once he marries her, and the netflix version of that made that even clearer. olaf clearly feels attraction to her too, im 90% sure he describes her as pretty multiple times. (its been a while, im a little rusty on the details).

if others choose to not read those situations that way, then thats FINE, they dont HAVE to! thats the JOY of analysing media! you can give a bunch of people the exact same material, and theyll more than likely all come away with a different understanding of it!

AND THAT IS NOT A BAD THING! THATS THE WHOLE DAMN POINT!

so seeing SOOO many people saying constantly "your understanding of a text is wrong and makes you evil" is BAFFLING to me. that im seeing people who say "EW YOU CANT SHIP THAT ITS INCEST" about characters who are literally not related, is BAFFLING to me. if you read it as them being family, sure fine whatever. but its not in the text, so let others ship it.

AND EVEN IF IT WERE INCEST, ITS FUCKIN FICTION?????? ITS NOT REAL?????? if you dont like it, you DO NO THAVE TO ENGAGE WITH IT OR THE PEOPLE WHO DO LIKE IT!!!!!

i just.... im so goddamn tired yall

i dont even know what the point of all this is, i saw a thing that made me laugh/mad and needed to vent so you all have to deal with it

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nikrangdan · 3 years

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photographer!ni-ki

pairing: photographystudent!ni-ki x gender neutral reader

genre: fluff, comedy

description: every time you went to the park you noticed a mysterious boy who would take pictures of the scenery on his cute little camera. you liked to see what he’d take pictures of from afar but one day you noticed his camera pointing straight at.. you

for ni-ki’s bday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE <33 sorry i posted a day late but i hope u all enjoy!

———

“y/n!”

you groan before getting out of your bed at 10am

it was a saturday why was your mom yelling at u ..

you walked into the kitchen all sluggishly and rubbed your eyes

“you need to start taking suki on walks to the park. you need the exercise too.” your mom doesn’t even spare u a glance before walking out the door to run some errands

right

u forgot u were taking care of ur cousins dog while he was out of town... her name was suki

shes a little shiba inu AND SHES THE CUTEST THING EVER!!!!

WELP

u dont even have a choice anymore

u got somewhat ready before heading out with suki in your arms

shes so soft and fluffy

though u dont like to admit it, u kinda agreed with ur mom about u needing to exercise and get out the house

you’ve been cooped up in your room for days with no social or nature interaction

the park was about a 10 minute drive from ur house

and it was actually a really pretty park...

there was a lake and really pretty flowers everywhere and alot of gazebos and benches

and a nice open field of greenery

it basically looked like a park out of a movie

so you weren’t suprised that there was a decent amount of people there

but not too much thankfully.. or else you would’ve driven to another park with less people

you got out the car with suki and put her on the leash

let the walking begin!!!!

it was a really nice day out... the sun was shining but it wasnt too hot or cold

you led her onto the sidewalk and she began sniffing at the grass around her

whenever a few people would pass they would coo at how adorable she was

it wasnt until 5 minutes later that ur eyes locked onto a figure infront of the lake

you were just walking with suki in silence.. admiring the scenery

until u caught sight of a boy

u could only see his back but u noticed the camera over his shoulder

he was standing in one of those photographer poses where like one leg is bent and kind of out while his back is hunched to get that perfect angle of a shot

he was infront of the sidewalk railings where the lake begins and he was taking photos of the scenery across from it

it was a beautiful sight honestly

there was another sidewalk but behind it was colorful trees and blossoming flowers and bushes

u understood why he’d take pictures of it

you didnt see his face but u kind of acknowledged the boy before walking past him with suki

basically thinking he was just another passerby that you noticed making a single appearance in your life and never expecting to see him again

OH BOY U WERE WRONG

the next time you see him is 3 days later at the same park

you were walking suki again but this time at 7pm after dinner

the sun was almost done setting so the sky was getting darker but there was still a hint of the orange circle peeking from below

this time you walked further down the sidewalk path towards the scattered gazebos

and you noticed the same boy again

this time he was sat in one of the gazebos with his tiny camera in his hands

his back was hunched over again and he was looking closely at the pictures he had taken

‘oh its him again’ u thought

and that was it

LOL

u just acknowledged him in ur head AGAIN before u thought nothing of it and continued ur walk with suki

so the NEXT time u saw him was another 2 days later at 7pm again

you wanted to take suki on a quick walk

but you got tired after like 10 minutes so you sat down on a blanket u brought

suki was just laying next to u while u were on ur phone

it wasnt fully dark out yet and there was still a few people in the park

the fairy lights that were placed around were lit up already

it was super pretty and the weather was nice

after staring at ur phone for a few mins u looked up just to look around

and u saw Him again

wow

why do u keep seeing him !?!?!

his back was faced towards u like always

and he was like 40 feet away from u so he looked so tiny

but u could tell it was him because of his blond hair and black coat he always wore

you kind of zoned out and unfortunately ur eyes were trained on his back without u even noticing

and he

turned

around

for the first time EVER!!!!

its like he sensed someone staring at him

but yes he turned around with his camera in his hand

the first thing u noticed was that he got a new camera

it was a larger black one

definitely more expensive

Awe good for him!!!!!

and then u glanced up to see his face

and u made EYE CONTACT

u looked away so fast

because

He was SO CUTE.............

u awkwardly started looking to your left and tried turning ur face away from him

‘oh look at those beautiful um... birds.. yeah’

hopefully he didnt notice

*nervously sweats*

u didnt dare look back in that direction so u spent the rest of your evening in the park on ur phone or playing with suki

eventually it reached 8pm so u packed up ur stuff and went home

U were still kind of thinking about that boy....

so u were like

i need to go back

and u did Lol

u went back the next day at 6pm this time with suki

it was lighter out and the sky was beautiful

perfect for a certain boy to be taking photos

*evil laugh*

u were walking for like 15 minutes and u didnt see him anywhere :((((

the one time u go there for HIM

u settled down under a tree

suki immediately went on the blanket when u sat down too

you played tug of war with her and fed her some treats while playing

playing with her for 10 minutes straight definitely tired u out so u laid down and just stared at the sky

it was a faded blue turning into orange and pink

U were kinda bored so u sat up and started petting suki

you would occasionally glance up at the strangers walking past u

and

let me tell u what Happened..

u looked up at another lady walking her dog and went like

‘aweee that dog is so cute’ in ur head

and u took ur eyes off the dog and glanced to ur right

idk bc u felt like it

AND GUESS WHAT U SEE???!??????

THE BOY

LIKE 20 FEET AWAY

STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIELD

AND HE HAD HIS CAMERA UP TO HIS FACE

and it WAS POINTED AT U ??!?!

as soon as u looked in his direction he jumped and put his hands down

he like

Blushed????? and awkwardly smiled u know rubbing the neck and all that

he was embarrassed

ur cheeks were turning so red

BUT HE WAS SO ADORABLE

was kind of weird.... stalkerish but um

he cleared that up BECAUSE

He started walking over to u

he was wearing black jeans that were ripped on the knees with black high top converse

and a gray sweater with a black coat over it

HE JUST LOOKED CUTE OK

ur were like OMg []£{€]%[#{%€]£{

n he just Plop

he stood right infront of u basically towering bc u were sitting under the tree

suki noticed the boy and tilted her head like hmmmm???

u had the SMALLEST smile on ur face bc u wanted to seem friendly but not TOO friendly

he had his camera strap over his arm while he held it and his other hand was rubbing the name of his neck

“uh... sorry about that.. i didn’t mean to seem weird or anything!” he waved his hands infront of him to deny it

u just sat there while he talked like ❤️_❤️

“im uh taking photos for my class and i thought u looked nice so i took some pictures.. im really sorry i should’ve asked first now i seem weird or something im really-,”

u cut him off so he didnt ramble any longer

“no its okay! i get it” you gave him a warm smile and pet suki while she drifted to your side and kept her eyes on him

u both just stared at eachother for a few seconds before you spoke

“um.. would you like to sit?” you scooted over and made room for him in the blanket

WOW U WERE FEELING BOLD TODAY...

“uh sure” he set his camera down and sat beside u

“this is suki.. shes my cousins dog” u said when she climbed into his lap and started sniffing him

he grinned and pet her before looking up at you

“im ni-ki by the way” his cheeks turned a bit pink which u thought was cute

“y/n” you smiled

“suki seems to like you” u laughed

“so how long have you been working on this project or whatever?”

“oh um i started last week... i just have to make a portfolio of photos i take and turn it in” he said while keeping his eyes trained on suki

u noticed he didnt make eye contact with u often but u knew it was probably because he was nervous because u do that too

“can i see the pictures...?” u hesitantly ask him

his eyes light up when u say that

“yeah!”

AWE HES SO EXCITED

he picks up his camera next to him and clicks a few buttons

“oh by the way... ive noticed u at the park before! you’re always with the camera” you laugh

“ah yeah, this park is where most of my project photos are taken.”

he leans over and shows you the pictures on the device

“woah” you let out a gasp

he showed u the picture he took of you first

How does a picture look better than real life...

you’ve never really been into photography but now that you’ve seen his work u might just have to start getting into it

“this isnt even done yet, i still have to edit it so it’ll look even more perfect” he shyly says

“this is amazing what the heck” your jaw is Dropped

“thanks”

“i need to see the final result” u said because it was such a nice picture

“um.. if you give me your number i can show you it” he sent you a cheeky grin

SMOOTH.....

he was so AGGGHGGHG ur kind of obsessed

you two exchange numbers and talk about random things for a whole hour until he says he has to go

“it was really nice meeting you.. i had fun” he tells you as he starts standing up

suki is sleeping so he tries not to wake her up

“i had fun too” you smile

“would you like me to walk you to your car?”

A GENTLEMAN !!?!?!?!

“oh yeah, thanks”

you two spend another 2 minutes together as you walk side by side with suki in your arms and he held your blanket and bag for you

you reached your car and thanked him

“ill see you soon, dont forget to text me! and good luck on the project, i know you’ll do great”

“thank you..”

ni-ki’s cheeks turn pink once more before he turns around and starts walking away with a smile on his face

he is just the cutest thing ever

you definitely need to see him again

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wornoutmouse · 3 years

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Shikimaru

Edit: YOU RAGITY HOES AIN'T TELL ME ALL OF IT DIDNT POST

Like i said before ik people have different personalities so this is a bold y/n. Side note: guys can feel it when you sit on their lap and 💢 clench💢 da cooter fyi.

"I got a stank ass walk, and a reckless ass mouth and my pussy so tight…"

You danced throughout the house as you swept the floor. It was a hot summer so you were wearing nothing but a crop top and some shorts.

"When he say, "Fuck me" I tell him, "Fuck me good" Chase these niggas? I wish I would."

At this point you were dancing around the home and had completely forgotten about chores you had as you bounced on the couch cushions. As the song went on, you grinded your hips as you lowered into a squat.

When you stood up again, you were a bit out of breath, "Guess I don't have Megan knees." You laughed and continued to pop your ass as you walked to your room.

"Don't stop, pop that cat. Mm, mm, just like that. Mm, mm, shake that shit…"

You twerked to the stuffed animals in your bed as you mouthed the words. For a moment you had to rest as the heat slowly got to you. With one hand on your back you stood in front of your room fan. "Man we really got to get an air conditioner."

"And I really gotta find a way to condition you to lock the door when I leave." You giggle as arms wrap around you. "Ah when did you get back Shiki?"

The man in question, kissed your temple as his hands trailed up your stomach to the edge of your crop top. "Since, "Fuck me good" and I've been intrigued ever since." You roll your eyes, "You can't handle the heat boo."

As the song went over "Or Nah" came on and you grinded against Shikimaru. He leaned back slightly so he would watch your rear against his front, and boy did he like what he saw.

You threw your head back onto his shoulder as you brought an arm back to hold his neck and brought him into a kiss. When you released his mouth, you smirked as he chased after you for more.

"Oh, sorry Shiki, but it's too hot to do anything right now." Shikimaru frowned as he watched you retreat. You hid your smirk as you glanced down at the obvious tent in his cargo pants.

As the day went on you made it your mission to tease Shikimaru. First you made him lunch, two ham sandwiches that, while making, you accidently spilled mayo on your breasts. And of course you didn't wipe it off, didn't want to keep hubby waiting.

To wash away your troubles, you took a nice hot shower but what's this? You forgot your towel? Now you have to go all across the house to get it out of the dryer. Oh well.

Shikimaru clients his empty juice box as he watched your naked form walk past him. No you weren't shaking your hips more than usual. No you bending over wasn't on purpose. Yes the towel was useless as you paraded back to the bathroom with it over your shoulder.

At the end of the day all you wanted was a nice cuddle with your boyfriend. But he was unfortunately playing GTA with Choji and Garra. "What are you doing?" He asked slowly as you sat in his lap. You said nothing as you wrapped your arms around his neck and pressed your chest against his.

Shikimaru rolled his eyes and continued to play his game. Feeling your legs fall asleep, you innocently wiggle your hips in his lap and totally didn't do it deliberately over his crotch. "Y/n." He warned into your ear and you couldn't help but throb at the sound.

Even with all the teasing you did, you couldn't deny you felt as if you were teasing yourself. Shikimaru focused his attention back on his game. You trailed your nails down his back, enjoying the shiver that went throughout his body.

"What's wrong Nara? Cat got your tongue?" You rolled your hips against his crotch and giggled as you felt him harden below you. Shikimaru sighed, and held his mic to his mouth, "Sorry guys I have something to take care of."

It was barely seconds till his hands were on you. Fingers slipped under the fabric of your pants. His mouth was on your neck sucking bruises onto your tan skin. "You've been mean to me all day y/n." You moaned as he guided your hips against him.

You leaned back and removed your shirt and he quickly latched onto your left nipple. "Nara!" He peppered your chest with bites and licks. A sneaky look came over him, "What's the problem? You made me wait all day, I think I at least deserve this much."

You take the initiative to place your own marks on his skin, dragging your fingers through his black hair. "I want it now." You said pouting as you bite the shell of his ear. Shikimaru rolled his neck, "Fine but since you wanted to be a little shit you're gonna have to do the work yourself.

You roll your eyes but do as you pleased. Shikimaru watched as you got on your knees and unzipped his pants. His penis looked back at you and you placed a small lick just to see it jump.

Feeling like being even more of a little shit, you wrap your mouth only around the tip and suck gently, not missing how Shikimaru's thighs flexed with each lath your tongue left.

Shikimaru placed his hands on the back of your head and pushed you down and you happily obliged. Bobbing your head, you reach your hand down and give your own self attention.

Your concentration varied from your wet regions to the throbbing cock in your mouth and you began to feel dizzy as Shikimaru's hips began to join the action.

Not wanting to make your own self cum, you give one final lick before standing up and climbing into his lap. Shikimaru grabs a nearby pillow and puts it behind him as he lays back and watched.

You stuck out your tongue in teasingly as you rubbed his dick against your opening. With skillful concentration, you slowly sink down with a low growl as he fills you. With a breathless laugh, Shikimaru claps, "Congratulations, truly a worthy performance."

"Don't be a bitch Shiki." You rock your hips slowly so you could get used to the feeling. Last time you started fast, you couldn't walk without a limp for 3 days. Shikimaru's hands come to your hips and you take that opportunity to start really moving.

What they don't tell you about riding someone, is that your legs get tired quickly and honestly it is hard to keep going once the pleasure builds. And those are facts you could truly relate to as you constantly adjusted your legs. "Wow you really don't have Megan knee's." Shikimaru said as he watched your change position for the 5th time.

You slapped him gently, "Watch your mouth before I give you blue balls." Shikimaru laughed, "You would do that." His grip on your hips got tighter and his hips began to move under you, "Not when I'm making you feel this good."

You place your hands on his chest as you shake from the repeated onslaught of your hips meeting. "Oh god, yes right there please!" Shikimaru was focused on every angle that made you tighten around him. "Right there?!"

You close your mouth to contain your noise but that was no use as a loud whimper still made it through. "Yes, yes, yes!" Your cried as you felt your orgasm getting closer. Shikimaru's hips stuttered as your insides constricted around him. At this rate he wouldn't last.

You move your hips in time with him and you soon cum around his cock. Shikimaru pulls out and settles with simply fucking your thighs till he came on your ass.

You both collapse next to each other, out of breath. Shikimaru, as always, turned to his side and declared he was tired. You smiled as you cuddled close to his back. Before he could drift off completely, you lean forward and whisper, "Real hot girl shit." Which promptly got you flipped off the bed.

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