I should kill myself, I should end it, I have the pills I could just them all make this all over, make it end, nothing matters anymore, go out with a bang and make it pretty. I won't have to worry ever again never ever ever, I get to be at peace for once no more human worry no more issues it'll finally be peace, a peaceful sleep. I don't want to do this anymore I don't want this life I was given someone else's gift I'm not deserving of it.
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Every-time I think I have a chance to be remotely happy, something a little worse comes along to push me back
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I literally feel like all of my feelings are wrrong and irrelevant. When people ask me how I am I smile and say "I'm fine" when inside I am screaming. I feel like I can't tell anyone that I feel like I'm failing myself and eeveryone around me because they'll just tell me that I'm not and logically I know I'm not but that isn't how it feels. I feel like I'm holding evryone else back aand they would all be better if I was gone. I don't want to d!e though. I just want to disappear and not feel or think anything ever again.
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Please i want to die i want to die i want to die i want to die i juste want to fk die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die
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i just want to be enough.
i try i try i try and i try.
i give everything i have.
i give everything i wish i could get.
and it’s still not enough.
why?
why am i never enough?
what am i doing wrong?
why do the people that do less get more?
why do the people who betray the people that love them, get loved?
if only people knew what i knew, read what i’ve read, saw what i’ve seen. things would be different.
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