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New Year's Resolution:
1. Get skinny
2. Die
#su1c1dal#vent post#i want to kms#sewer slide#suicudal#su1cide#ventcore#su1c1d4l#su1c1d3#That way I won't look like a deflated hippo in my coffin#su!cidal#su!cide#tw sui vent#tw selfhate#tw kms#tw sucidal ideation
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being attracted to men is crazy every day i think something like "hes so fine im gonna kill myself" and thats just normal for me. because what else am i supposed to do when a man is fine. live? get real.
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what’s the point of living if you can’t feel anything?
#i should kms#i wanna kms#tw depressing thoughts#unalive#off myself#tw kms#time to kms#self h@rm#sad thoughts#sad quotes#i'm sad#mentalheathawareness#mental disorder#mentally ill#mental illness#mentally exhausted#i want to die#i wanna die
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if Will dies I’m killing myself and Rick for it.
#/hj#I think#pjo#percy jackson#pjo memes#heroes of olympus#pjo hoo toa#trials of apollo#hoo#toa#nico di angelo#will solace#nico x will#solangelo#tw death#tw kms#tw kms joke#tsats#the sun and the star
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the feminine urge to smoke a cig and then just kms idc
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don’t you just love it when your parents get mad at you for having a depressive episode? being told i’m selfish and ungrateful is exactly what i need right now
#i hate it here#ready to kms#i hate my mom#depressing shit#depresed#bpd mood#bpd feels#mommy issues#i wanna kms#tw kms
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i need to go with friends to drink and smoke, cvt together and cry together while laughing
but i dont have friends
#depressiv#tw self sabotage#sh twt#sorry for being depressing#cvtaddict#i want to cvt#sh tumblr#tw kms#i should kms#tw depression
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TW CVTS
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idk hsoaow8widj i feel like everyday im dying a little bit more
#shtumblr#tw cvtting#tw sh related#tw depressive#tw cvts#tw kms#tw self destructive behavior#tw selfhate#cvtt1ng#fresh cvts#baby cvts
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I wish I would’ve tried harder at 16 to disappear, none of what is happening now would be if I had just cut a little deeper
#tw self harm#self mutalition#actually mentally ill#actually bpd#bipolar 2#tw kms#tw sh#i hate meeeee#i hate my existence#i want to disappear#i’m so tired
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i dont really like making "im gonna kill myself" jokes because they can be unpleasant for people and just in general its not usually type of humor. however when it comes to trigun, no words truly convey what im feeling and "im killing myself" is the closest i can get to explaining my emotions
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Why is death so hard to achieve?
#su!cidal#s3lfharmm#i want to kms#vent post#su1c1d3#su1cide#su1c1dal#s3lfh4rm#tw selfhate#tw kms#sewer slide#sewerslidal
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TW SFX NOT REAL
#tw s3lf harm#styroblr#s3lf harn#tw self destruction#tw depressing stuff#self h@rm#su1c1dal#tw sui ideation#tw kms#self h@te#sh tumblr
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1/10 people are angels. the rest 9 however, will send you psychological damage
okay hard disagree. i need to believe more people are angels for my own personal sanity and if i dont want to off myself dkjfghdkjfhg
#tw kms#but seriously one thing about me is i will fall in love with every person i meet. sometimes it sucks but mostly it makes everything v fun
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I got to the point where I actually mean it when I say I wanna kms
#mentally unstable#mentally fucked#imma kms#bpd#im gonna cry#im exhausted#im gonna kms#this is unhealthy#bpd stuff#bpd problems#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#tw kms mention#tw kms
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so , it’s been a while and for some time some thing got so much better. I have been clean for a year now, and i have to thank my ex girlfriend because she helped me so much. I don’t if i talked about her in the past but she is the love of my life. A month ago she left me when i was at my worst. She said to me that she wanted to leave for a couple month but she couldn’t. She said that she was relieved when she left me , and i spend my time thinking if everything that we passed was a lie.
I feel betrayed even if she didn’t cheat on me. I feel stupid for believing in something that wasn’t even there. I feel my heart collapsing every time i think of her. I feel stupid and angry at her for making me believe that she was loving me , that she liked me. I feel so stupid.
The fact that this past month i had so much anxiety that i thought that i was gonna die because of it. I lost so much weight and the thing that i usually enjoyed now they make me feel sick.
I cant do anything about it , i cant try to win her again because of the reason she told me . She left me with no choice. She left me alone.
She promised multiple times that she wouldn’t leave me ever, and that she wouldn’t hurt me like every one else in my life. But she did in fact hurt in much way worse than everybody else.
And i can’t tell her that. That she is making me bleed from my heart. I can’t tell her because i will lose the only connection that i have with her.
She said when she left me that i was one of the most important people in her life. Lately it doesn’t feel like that. I think she knows that she is hurting me but she doesn’t care at all.
I hate how she is continuing to live her life like always and im here crying my self to sleep.
I don’t have anyone but her. I don’t talk to anyone but her. And now i cant tell her how much i miss her, i can’t tell her anything about my day, i can’t tell her how i’m doing and my problems.
I have no one to talk to. I lost everyone. Im a failure.
All i wanna do is actually cut my self so there is a time to think about anything else. I want to stop feeling like this.
I just wanna end it. I cant take it anymore.
The fact that i’m so close to end it all makes me worry. Nobody would care if i leave. I have no one to live for. I lost everyone.
So the question is :
What i’m still doing here?
#self h@rm#i hate ms#i'm tired#tw self destructive behavior#self mutalition#tw sh implied#styroblr#tw sh related#beauty#wlw#tw kms#tw ed diet#tw self destruction#tw bad thoughts#tw sucidal ideation#su1cide#su1c1dal#vent post#i am alone#alone with my thoughts#self h@te#s3lf mutilation#breakup#i just wanna die
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