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#so 14 days of this. another maybe 2 then we go home. hopefully
thenewrises · 4 months
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enjoy my brain rambles (18+ MDNI)
idk the last time i did a theory/full lore post on anything since 17 year old me played mystic messenger in 2017 (IN FUCKING PHYSICS!!!!!) but for some reason 14 days with you has been on the forefront of my brain for over a year so. also it's so funny how not into yandere games/dark romance i was years ago but the moment i started college and started reading shit like ACOTAR (not dark romance but like... y'know... rhys...) i am like damn... what if someone was THAT into me me... (this does not include haunting adeline i fucking hate that book)
anyways sorry for the ramble!!!! some fun stuff i have found in the last idk few days of perusing old stuff, new stuff, etc.
also, a lot of hints i've found have been followed up by "👀". this is not the case with everything but just a lil tidbit i noticed! :)
The official 14DWY blog is @14dayswithyou
edit: put 18+ mdni in title because the game is 18+! should have mentioned that LOL
Ren's name!
I have been super interested in finding out his name, which i will send guesses sometime to the ask box when i have more as to not spoil anything if i'm right. BUT, i can share everything i have collected! i do know we will know more about him in day 7 possibly but i want to hopefully give some help if anyone wants to guess like me!
(Not In Name) ❌ - T, D, Z, S
(In The Name) ✅ - N, R, A, E
does not begin with - E, R, B, A, P
does not end with - N, L, Y
extras ⁃ 8 letters (could be more) ⁃ not traditionally masculine ⁃ american ⁃ emerald has three letters (E, A, R are my guesses) ⁃ clarence (two letters right spot) ⁃ emerson (one letter right spot) ⁃ marienne (one letter right spot) ⁃ his sister called him ren
so, with this in mind i have a few ideas. it seems the letter "R" is in the fourth position in his name. the letter "E" seems to be at the end of his name. i believe his name may be unisex or possibly more typically feminine, but he was named by his mother after her two friends (which i believe are Teo's relatives). some guesses about the name i have are: i believe his name may begin with an L or F, but this is just a guess i have but i do not believe it begins with a C. either "ren" is in his name altogether or another variation such as rien. but! this is just a theory (matpat... thank u).
some extras:
_ _ _ r _ _ _ e
edit: upon some scrolling before bed i am starting to believe their name may end in “rence” or “riene”. will update but that’s where i’m landing right now.
edit 2: may ALSO end in renie!
2. Ren's hands!
so we know ren has scarred hands from an accident prior to the events of the game before he ran from home. i don't know exactly what caused the scarring, but i believe it was some kind of altercation with his father from the sounds of it. it was said that ren left his mom in absolute hysterics when he left, so i believe there are a few things that could have happened.
i don't know if ren's father would hurt his mother but let's assume he wouldn't, maybe ren was presenting more masculine, talking back to his father, becoming a "threat" towards taylor, who knows! whatever happened, ren got into an altercation with taylor that ended in the scarring. I believe it has something to do with fire, taylor may have been set of fire somehow. maybe taylor wanted to burn the house down. OR, maybe ren tried to burn the house down with taylor in it...
it's possible that taylor may have tried to harm ren's mother that he attempted to save his mom and burn his father/harm his father. whatever happened, hana was not present for this as i believe this is when ren ran away from home IF this is how it happened.
maybe what happened to his hands was much longer before he left. i've seen some questioning that when leon had a birthday party, he invited hana but she did not go for reasons unknown. what this could mean is that something happened WHEN hana still lived there before she was sent off to school. maybe this was when ren got the scars on his hands. maybe taylor tried to harm ren due to him simply being male, maybe it was something else. maybe ren fought back. maybe taylor tried to hurt ren's mother, causing him to be punished by his father. all i know is, ren in an ask has said “I-I didn’t mean to… He— I didn’t have much of a choice…”
3. Playlist!
a while ago, saint put out this playlist and explained that characters and endings are connected to the songs. from other's guesses and my own curiosity, i went through and did some eliminations and found these to be the most possible to be connected:
shapeshift - ren
almost had me - violet
glimpse of us - leon
angel - ending
god complex - ending (possibly leon)
EDIT: gun - ending (most likely bad)
heart-shaped hologram - EDIT: I believe this is ren's introspection now
these could be inaccurate! but from what i have seen i think these are the best guesses for some of the songs. maybe i'll try to guess more in depth, but for now, this is just from what i've read up! 14 days also has the potential to be an ending, but once again this may be another post.
conclusion
i am so out of my mind. but it is so fun to evaluate lore i have always loved doing it and this game itched my brain. i reccommend this game if you're interested in horror and are 18+ then i say check out this game! read the warnings ahead of time, but i find it funky fresh
anyways womp womp, redacted come home, emo boy by ayesha erotica lookin' ass
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queseraone · 1 month
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20 questions for fic writers
tagged by the fabulous @cfr749. Please go read her fics and join me in screeching over them!!
1. How many works do you have on AO3? 28
2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 103,520
3. What fandoms do you write for? The Rookie (Chenford), and previously for Chicago PD (Linstead)
4. What are your top five fics by kudos? - stay - i want you to be happier - i don't wanna think of anything else (now that i thought of you) - all at once this is enough - now everything is easy (cause of you)
5. Do you respond to comments? I didn't when I first started posting fics (though I often think about going back and replying to them now, but that would probably be weird lol). But yes, now I definitely respond to comments. I am absolutely giddy over every single one I receive, and so I love to express that appreciation!
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Hmmmm I don't think any of them? I tend to leave even the angstiest fics on a hopeful note. But I suppose either just close your eyes (you'll be alright) or you know the greatest films of all time were never made just because of where they land in relation to the events of the show?
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Probably in paper rings, in picture frames, and all my dreams, because, hello, 💍
8. Do you get hate on fics? Thankfully I have only seen positive feedback, which is so so lovely. This fandom is wonderful 💖
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? I do not, because I'm too chicken. Maybe one day? (iykyk)
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written? No. I can't stand crossover fics. 😬
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not that I'm aware of!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?  Not by me!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes! My babe @timandlucy and I have a collab that we started a while ago and have recently talked about picking up again! And we have an idea for another one brewing too! And @makeitastrength and I have on that's sitting on the backburner, but hopefully we will make happen!
14. What’s your all time favorite ship? Chenford!
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? I want to say none because I'm way too fucking stubborn to give up on anything. But *sigh* Home... 😬😬😬😬😬 (it's been 5½ years, so it's not looking particularly hopeful)
16. What are your writing strengths? Oh man, I don't know? I hope I do a decent enough job of getting their voices right? Dialogue is often a battle, but that's probably because of how insane particular I am. I will say things out loud, play around with words, etc. to make sure it really feels like something they would say.
17. What are your writing weaknesses? Being too indecisive and my lack of confidence (which, frankly, go hand in hand).
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? I haven't done it, but I would definitely be looking to lean on a native speaker to ensure I do it correctly!
19. First fandom you wrote for? Chicago PD (Linstead)
20. Favorite fic you’ve written? So hard, but i want you to be happier has a special place in my heart. It was a challenge to write, but the words still came so easily. And when I go back and re-read it, I don't cringe, so that's a win right there!
Thanks Lana! 🥰
Tagging @timandlucy @roguetwelve @makeitastrength @silverskull @goodgirlssayiloveyoutoo @chenfordspiral @sisterofficerlucychen @thisnightissparkling089 💕
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aj-2cfu · 26 days
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The frienemy project part one
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Staring at her phone, she watched as the bubbles popped up, signaling that her brother was typing. She sighed when the text finally came in, reading
‘Tell me when you get home. Ok?’
She slightly shook her head but not in a way of disdain. She knew he was just making sure she was safe
Ava was flying back from Tokyo Japan and back home to New York. She had gone for her relatives who hadn’t seen her in quite a few years. She figured it was time to pay a visit. The trip lasted 14 days and as fun as it was, she was ready to go home.
She looked out the window and smiled. The city was beautiful as the sun shone down on all its glory. She’s glad she made this trip.
Hearing the lady on the speaker say it was time to board her flight, she checked her phone quickly, the face of it reading 4:50
She pocketed her phone and grabbed her bags, waiting in line until she could board
—-
Making her way into the plane, she looked for the seat H-2, which was somewhere in the back. Once she found it, she sat down and got comfortable, pulling out her computer and finishing her study on a crystal that was deemed very rare
About 20 minutes had gone by and she was done. People were still boarding the plane, but not many had gone as far back as she was.
‘Maybe I’ll get to ride by myself this time’ she thought hopefully, grimacing at the memory of lady she had sat by on the way here. It wasn’t her fault that her baby was crying the whole time, but the 14 hour ride had been stressful until the child finally managed to fall asleep
Looking around at the nearly empty compartment, the girl put her headphones on and then looked back at her computer, starting to type up another chapter of the story she was making.
Just when she thought she could be alone, she heard a voice- no. Multiple voices coming closer to her as she tried to ignore it and keep typing
“Im so tired” one voice whined, seeming very exhausted by the way he said it. “We get it Leo. You have said it 36 time just in ten minutes” another monotone voice came. “Eh, who’s counting” the first voice asked “I am” the second answered. “Knock it off” a deeper gruff voice said next. “Just get to your seats” it finished
Than, taking off her headphones, the girl saw two boys pass by, looking at the seats intently
The first one, was dressed in blue, he had bleached, curly chin lengthened hair, tan skin and vitiligo, which seemed to be shaped in almost crescents, with spots around them. His jacket zipped halfway down to reveal a white tank top under and shorts where what he was wearing for bottoms. He looked back, a Cheshire smile on his face “I found our seats Donnie~” he called, almost taunting
“Oh fantastic” a voice muttered sarcastically “sorry if that sounded sarcastic. Im genuinely happy you did” the next boy said, who had a purple hoodie on and black jeans. Headphones around his neck. His skin was a pretty dark brown and he had dreads around shoulder length, which was tied back by the purple bandanna around his head.
“I know!” The one named Leo said, as a reassurance that he understood.
She could feel herself blushing. Why were these two so damn attractive?? What gave them the right??
She turned her head away from the one who she identified as Donnie, who just narrowed his eyes at what he though was “weird behavior”
She looked around and saw he wasn’t there anymore and she let out a sigh, only to see he and Leo where.. sitting behind her.. this was just lovely
“Ralph!” Leo called, and as he said it, another guy in an outfit which consisted nearly of one color, came walking into the row, dragging a smaller boy, who only rolled his eyes as he was thrown into the seat next to her
She looked at the guy and her mouth felt like it had dropped on the floor. This guy was over six feet tall, large shoulder and body build, which consisted of A-LOT of muscle. He wore dark jeans, a red tank top and a small necklace. He had short curls in his hair, which were also dyed red, dark brown skin and a sharp eyes.
The boy next to her had longer curls, the tips died orange. He had dark orange shorts and a multicolored jacket which wasn’t zipped up showing that he was wearing a black t shirt, which seemed to have orange paint in some places. His skin was a bit lighter than the guy dressed in red, who she learned was Raph. The boy had a younger looking face than the other three, giving him an almost innocent look
‘Oh great.. all of them are handsome as fuck and here I am looking like trash’ she thought to herself, and subconsciously she pulled out a mirror and started to check herself. Once she realized what she was doing, she quickly shoved the mirror back into her pocket, not wanting to believe she was even caring
The youngest looking one, whose name she had still not got, looked over at her and asked what she was doing.
“I’m writing a story” she answered, trying to ignore how close he was to her as he leaned over “can I read it?” She fidgeted with her hands as she moved her legs to keep her computer out of view. The boy studied her reaction and smiled lightly
“It’s fine. You don’t have to show me if you don’t want” she was very glad he said that, though she still felt bad “I’m sorry” she muttered, still typing to hurry up and finish the chapter
“No, it’s fine! I understand. Sometimes I make things and I’m scared people are going to judge them”
..judge her story? Was that what she was afraid of?
She was about to say something but stopped when he jumped in his seat “OH!” He exclaimed, sitting back down awkwardly once he realized what he had just done
“Sorry! I just figured out what I had forgotten!” She tilted her head and nodded. “I forgot to introduce myself. I’m Michelangelo, but you can call me Mikey” he said, smile literally beaming as he looked at her. She felt taken aback by his friendly attitude.
She sat there for a moment before answering with “nice to meet you. I’m Ava” Mikey’s eyebrows raised “Ava? That’s a pretty name!” He said, making her gush a bit. “Oh- thanks.. it’s not really anything special”
Just than, the one directly behind her stood up and said smugly “I’m Leonardo. But you can call me any time” Ava could hear Mikey and Donnie groan loudly, saying things like “leave her alone that that!” And “Leo, nobody wants to hear your awful one liners”
Ava shook her head, trying to hide the blush that was rapidly forming on her face. Leo caught this and smirked “see? She likes it!” The said girl started to smack her self in the face
“Leo, just because she’s blushing doesn’t mean she likes it. It could be from anger or embarrassment!” Mikey shot back, grabbing Ava’s arms in attempts to get her to stop hitting herself
She was blushing because what he had said, but she wasn’t about to correct Mikey. She was actually really glad he had said something
“Alright alright, I’m sorry Ava. In all seriousness, you can call me Leo” the boy said, patting her shoulder in reassurance. Mikey nodded, thankful that Leo hadn’t embarrassed him in front of a potential friend.
“So who’s the one in purple?” Ava asked, knowing full well who he was, but she also wanted to hear his full name. Based on what Leo and Mikey’s names were, it had to be something longer than Donnie. Only one name came to mind but she wanted to be sure
“That’s a need to know basis” Donnie said, not looking up at her as he scrolled his phone. “Donnie. No need to be rude.” Mikey told him, a look of disapproval on his face
“She doesn’t NEED to know-“
“That’s Donatello. Donnie for short” Leo interrupted. Donnie growled and glared at the boy next to him. “Seriously???” He questioned. Leo shrugged “you just had to introduce yourself. It’s not that hard”
Ava turned back forward in her seat when she heard the plane was starting to move. She and Mikey were seated comfortably and chatted as the plane started going up. Behind them, Ava could hear Leo squealing quietly as the plane made its way into the air
“I love it when this happens!!” He told Donnie, excited clearly. “I don’t” Donnie exasperated, putting earplugs in his ears which reminded Ava that the way up would make her ears feel weird. Mikey didn’t seem to mind at all as he just kept chatting about hobbies he had
Which consisted of drawing, painting, reading comics, skateboarding, watching his favorite shows, beating his brothers at video games and such
From the way he talked about his brothers, he clearly thought very fondly of them.
“Yeah so anyways, Leo was crying like a little baby when he landed on his face” Mikey said, laughing as he told a story about when Leo was trying to show off and ended up tripping
Leo scoffed and leaned over Ava’s seat to glare at Mikey “you trying to ruin my reputation with the new friend?? And just so you know Ava, that NEVER happened. I didn’t cry”
“Yes you did. I have it on video” Donnie said, now also coming into the conversation. “Whose side are you on??” Leo asked, now also glaring at his brother. The two started to argue
“How old are all of you??” Ava asked suddenly, which stopped the two from further discussing wether or not Leo cried when he face-planted
“I’m 16. Donnie and Leo are twins, they are 17. And Raph is 18” Mikey quickly answered. Ava looked back and met eyes with the one named Raph, who was sitting in the far back. He gave a small wave. She returned it and sat back down. “How bout you?” He asked her. “I’m also 17”
“When’s your birthday??” Leo asked, a smug smile on his face. “February 5. What about you?” She asked, still not sure why Leo was looking at her like that
Leo gasped and dramatically groaned, laying back into his seat and covering his face with his hands. “She’s older than me?? Are you serious??” His words muffled into his hands
“She’s older than me too. It’s not a big deal” Mikey said, lips in a thin line showing he wasn’t very amused with how dramatic his older brother was acting.
“Everyone is older than you” Leo shot back, now sitting up. “That’s not true!!” Mikey snapped
“When’s your birthday?” Ava asked and Donnie shot her a look “don’t tell her that” he tried to say to Leo but it no avail. “August 13” he said quickly, smirking at Donnie
“Fine. Don’t listen to a thing I say” Donnie grumbled, leaning back into his chair and crossing his arms, clearly annoyed with his brothers antics
“He’s embarrassed because he shares a birthday with me” Leo said, an edge of arrogance in his tone. “Your insufferable” was all Donnie said as he rolled his eyes and looked back to his phone
“Hey Mikey, you want to watch anything?” Ava asked, pulling out her computer and getting into Netflix. Mikey’s eyes lit up “yes I would! Oooo, let’s get some snacks!” He said, searching in his bag by his feet and pulling up a bag of chips and pretzels. “Want some?” He asked, holding out the bag of chips to her
“Yeah sure hold up” she said, getting the Oreos she had packed for the trip. Normally she doesn’t like sweets but Oreos are ok. Mikey took some when they were offered to him, humming in satisfaction as he chewed the sweet.
“Alright, what do you want to watch?” She asked, handing him a headphone, which he took gingerly. “Anything really” he said, eyes focused as she scrolled for something. Eventually she came across friends and clicked it. She looked at Mikey for approval, who just stared at it for a moment. “Have you seen friends?” She asked and he shook his head
“So episode one?” She asked. He shrugged “yeah I don’t mind!” She went to season one and clicked the first episode, letting it play.
A little bit later, Leo had noticed the two and stood up. “Ooo, are we watching something??” His eyes than landed on the Oreos, eyes gleaming in delight “can I have some?” He asked, pointing down to them
Ava was about to answer but Mikey beat her to the punch “no way! Bring something to share first!” He told him. Leo gave a chuckle “oh ho ho. Luckily for me, I did” he than pulled out a whole pizza, much to everyone’s, even Donnie’s surprise
“Wh- where did you get a whole ass pizza???” Mikey asked, now seeming annoyed. “That’s for me to know and you to find out” Leo told him, handing Ava and Mikey a slice. Ava than gave Leo a couple Oreos, who was more than grateful. “Leo..” Mikey seethed lowly. Leo saw the look on his younger brothers face and playfully rolled his eyes “relax Michael. I got it on the way here”
Mikey huffed and went back to watching the show. Leo was going to sit back down but his interest was piqued when he saw the show they were watching. “Can I watch with you guys?” He asked. Ava had to stop herself from smiling. These guys were honestly really fun to be around. She would totally have to get their numbers later
She than, without any word, took the earphones out of the jack to the computer and leaned her seat back so leo could see. Mikey than looked over at Donnie, who only sighed and nodded. Mikey smiled and leaned his seat back as well to see the show
About an hour later, Leo had already deemed Joey and Rachel as his favorite characters, making little comments like “that’s something I would do” whenever Joey did something funny
Leo then said “Ross is just like Donnie” upon hearing this Donnie put down his phone and started to watch as well and after a bit became amused when he saw that indeed, the character Leo had mentioned did share similar feelings on certain subjects. Ava didn’t know that Donnie had been watching but Leo and Mikey did.
“I personally like phoebe” Mikey said, putting his hand to his chest to make a bigger point. Ava finally realized Donnie had been paying attention once he said “yeah she’s weird. Like you”
Mikey scoffed and threw a middle finger Donnie’s way, who only ignored it.
—-
Another couple hours past and they had moved on from watching stuff to now chatting and getting ready to sleep. The computer was still on, but it was playing quiet music. Both teens in front had their seats lowered still to converse with Donnie and Leo in the back
Mikey had gotten a blanket out and shared it with Ava, who laid back and listen to Leo talk about what he liked and such.
“You want a pillow?” Mikey asked, holding it out for her. She had already accepted sharing his blanket but she wasn’t about to accept this. “No thank you” he just blinked and handed it to her. “What? I just said-“
“I have another one” he said, pulling out a pillow identical to the one he had just given her, laying on it and putting his hands behind his head as he continued to listen to the conversation Leo and her where having
“And so now Donnie over here was all like “you can’t do it. And I was like “yes I can. And guess what? I did it!” Leo exclaimed, finishing the story on how he had beat the pizza stack record.
Donnie scoffed and said “I assure you. It won’t happen again” a wide smug grin spread across Leo’s face “that’s exactly what he said last time” he told Ava, who chuckled and rolled her eyes.
“It’s getting late” Mikey said softly, staring at the time on his phone, which read 11:03. That meant that six hours of the ride had already passed by.
“You’re right. I’m kinda tired” Ava said, leaning back in her chair and yawning lightly. Mikey sighed contentedly as he snuggled up on his ginormous fluffy blanket. Behind her, Ava could hear Leo and Donnie getting their blankets and lying down.
“Hey Ava?” Mikey’s voice came from the silence on the plane. “Yeah?” She asked, leaning over to him so she wouldn’t disturb the other two. “Are we friends?” He asked, looking over at her. She sucked in a breath and blinked in thought before answering “yeah, we are friends. You guys are pretty cool”
Mikey smiled “that’s great. You’re pretty cool too” the girl could feel her emotional walls start to come down. “Thanks Mikey” she said, pulling the blanket further up her arms and looking back only to flinch and go “Jesus!” As she saw a pair of wide eyes staring at her. It took her a moment to register that it was just Leo’s sleep mask
“You ok?” Mikey asked, not opening his eyes. “I’m fine. Leo’s sleep mask scared the shit out of me” she answered, still shaken up by the sight
“HA! It worked!” Leo exclaimed as quietly as he could. Donnie groaned, rolling to his side to try and sleep.
From the back, Raph could hear the two talking. To be honest, he had heard the four of them talk for hours. A small part of him had wished to be part of it, but he also wanted to listen and hear how she was towards his younger brothers.
From the way they all interacted, the three younger brothers seemed to have no issue with her. Of course Donnie was being a bit edgy, but he’s always like that. He heard them all tell jokes and exchange stories about their childhoods, their hobbies and such, before they started to watch a show. He didn’t know what it was, but his brothers seemed to enjoy it, so that’s all that matters to him.
Honestly, just with how she was with them, he already liked her. He just hoped she would accept them if they ever showed her their true selves
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Ava woke up being shaken awake by Mikey. The plane had landed. The clock said it was 6:34. It confused her for a moment before she remembered. Ahh right. Time zone change. She looked back and saw Leo and Donnie getting packed up. Raph already next to the two
“Thanks for letting me use your pillow and blanket last night” she said, running her fingers through her hair to try and attempt to brush it out.
Mikey smiled “no problem!” He said, handing her a hairbrush once he noticed what she was doing
“Can’t have my new bestie being uncomfortable right?” He finished. Ava smiled lightly, handing him his pillow which he put in his bag. Ava went around him and tried to grab her bags, I say try because Mikey got to them first, lifting them out of the compartment above them and setting them down
“Thank you!” Ava said, surprised that he did that for her. “No problem!” Mikey answered back
Looking at him, a small part of the girl was sad that the plane ride had ended so soon.
“UM. Who said she was YOUR bestie??” Leo asked, swinging an arm around the girls shoulders. “Me!” Mikey answered and Leo was about to say something before Raph came and interrupted. “Let’s get moving”
Leo moved his arm from her shoulders and stood next to her as they walked forward.
“What do you guys plan on doing when you get off?” Ava asked, hoping to continue talking with them before inevitably parting ways. “Get food I hope” Mikey answered and Leo nodded “let’s get ice cream. I’m feeling some cookies and cream!” Mikey nodded vigorously
“Hey Raph! Can we get ice cream when we get off?” Leo asked, shooting a look behind him towards his older brother. Raph sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “Sure if that’s what everyone wants”
“Yes!” Mikey said. “How bout you Donnie?” Leo asked, looking over at said teen. “Sure” was all he answered with.
“Great! I’ll pay” Leo told them. Leo then stared at Ava “you should join us! Unless you have other plans” Ava nodded. “I’m sorry I do” it hurt her to say that, but it was true. She was going to head to the store that held Bluetooth items, maybe pick up a snack then head home
“Aw man” Leo said, sounding genuinely disappointed. “Maybe next time” he finished.
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Now off the plane, Ava and the boys said their goodbyes and went different ways. She could hear their excited chatter as it echoed through the air port. She smiled and made her way to the Bluetooth store
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mikaharuka · 1 year
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7 Snippets, 7 People
So, I noticed this new tag game that @late-to-the-fandom posted, and decided to jump on the open tag, because why not? From what I've seen, the concept is seven snippets with a common thread
I'll tag (no pressure): @tsunderewatermelon, @udaberriwrites, @mrsmungus, @sliebman10, @writingpotato07, @oceangirl24, @danceswithdarkspawn, @kayedium-writes, @sarahlizziewrites, @axolotlsupremacyowo, @alpaca-clouds, @frostedlemonwriter, @aohendo, and the open tag for anyone else interested.
For my seven snippets, I figured I'd capture the evolving friendship between Beau and Mike, over the 14 chapters of Apricity that are up.
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1 - Amethyst Impasse (Ch 3)
While Mme. Allaire took attendance, a hand tapped lightly on his desk. Beau looked over to find a conventionally cute, slightly baby-faced blond guy. “Are you Beauregard Swan?” “Yeah, though I go by Beau. And you are…?” “Mike Newton.” He nodded at the half-Korean boy. “Looks like you already met Eric.”  “He helped me find the room in time.” Beau looked at Eric. “Thanks again.” “All good!” Eric grinned at him. “By the way… what classes are you taking?” Beau put his schedule on his desk and motioned at Eric and Mike. “Honors student, huh? Definitely not me… we might share lunch though,” Eric said. Mike looked at the schedule. “We share a lot of classes… but in different blocks. We have AP Bio together after lunch, though. Did you need help finding the rooms?” “I think I can find them, but I’ll be sure to ask if I need help.” Mike nodded at him. Right then, Mme. Allaire called out another student for texting in class. Mike and Eric quickly turned their attention forward, not wanting to get called out. Beau was secretly grateful; though he appreciated their kindness, he needed a quick breather. He wasn’t used to that level of interaction or attention yet - hopefully that would change soon.
2 - Cerise Blossom (Ch 6)
Mike was only a few yards away from Beau when everything went down. Maybe he could help him make sense of things? Beau would have to ask him later, but for now, he read Mike’s messages. Mike: ‘Beau. Just wanted to check in’ Mike: ‘Hope you're feeling a bit better’ Mike: ‘Reply whenever works. No rush’ Mike: ‘Make sure to rest though’ Beau appreciated the space Mike offered, but he wanted to ask him about the accident. Or should he? He wasn’t exactly in the best state of mind. Maybe, Beau could give himself a few days. Beau: ‘On my way home now. Everything’s good’ Mike: ‘Glad to hear. We were really worried about you’ Beau: ‘I bet the gossip mill is running at full speed’ Mike: ‘More like it's working overtime lol’ [...] Mike: ‘Should I tell the others if they ask?’ Mike: ‘About the accident, I mean?’ Beau: ‘Sure, tell them whatever’ Mike: ‘Will do. Go home and get some rest’ Mike: ‘I’ll try to keep the others away for now' Mike: ‘We’ll figure out the notes and homework’ Beau: ‘Thanks Mike’ Beau: ‘I'm ready to call it quits for the day’ Mike: ‘See you when you get back’
3 - Jade Challenge (Ch 8)
It would be really useful to see Mike’s brain pick the hospital mess apart, but… “I… err…” Beau flushed slightly. “If you don’t want to say, that’s fine. Other clues will show up.” “No, it’ll be better to get everything on the table now.” “Are you sure? You’re looking a bit… err…” “It’s fine. It’s just… this is going to sound really stupid, but… uhh…” “Beau - we’ve already sailed well past stupidity into outright supernatural conspiracy.” “Oh my god. Mike! We’re full-blown conspiracy theorists now!” Beau cackled loudly. Mike put his head in his hands. “What even is my life right now?” “You sure you want to ask me that?” “Point. I can’t imagine what that feels like.” “Well, it became your problem ever since you overslept and ran late that day.” “Oh come on! I was just trying to do some last-minute studying for the midterm!” “And where did that land you?” Beau asked smugly. “...point. Again.” Mike shook his head. “So… what was your idea?” Beau sighed. “It’s a long story.” Oh well. In for a penny, in for a pound. [...] “I know everyone makes eyes at the Cullens, but wow. That’s certainly… uh… intense.” “Hey, you’re the one who asked!” Beau exclaimed. “I know, I know, thanks for sharing.” Mike appeased him, holding his palms up. “I do see why you think it’s related, though.”
4 - Azure Mystique (Ch 11)** [**this takes place in Agni: Nakshatra, Ch 3's fire/star phase]
The two boys stood frozen for several moments before Mike broke free first, tapped on Beau’s shoulder, and led them both outside. Once the door closed, Beau addressed him. “Dude, what the fuck,” Beau said in a rush. “That’s… one way to put it.” “How the fuck is this getting so complicated?” “You’re asking the wrong person, dude.” “No seriously - what is this? Some kind of cosmic joke?” Beau asked more rapidly. Mike looked Beau over and furrowed his eyebrows, deep in thought, before grabbing his free hand and leading him back to the coffee shop they visited earlier. “Let’s get something to eat before we head back. We should still make it back by nine,” Mike looked back at Beau. “Besides, it looks like you could use a strong mint tea.” “Huh?” Beau paused for a moment before he snorted. “Yeah, that sounds good. Thanks.” Beau looked over the other boy, deeply grateful for his steady presence through the entire mess they were caught up in. Mike pulled him along before Beau picked up the pace to match his stride. “What about you? It must be pretty crazy for you too.” “I just need some time to think over that info dump before Saturday. That’s all.” Beau really hoped that was the case, for both their sakes.
5 - Sapphire Precipice (Ch 12) 
“Wait.” Beau narrowed his eyes at Mike. “What were you thinking about just now? And don’t say ‘nothing’. Because I know something had your attention just now.”  Ah… well, shit. This was awkward. Beau continued a bit sharply. “You have this subtle, far-off but focused look when your mind runs off. It’s hard to spot, but I noticed it after spending the month with you.” Of course he did. Beau was more observant than most people, with only a slight delay in reaching the conclusions Mike did. If anything, this was inevitable. Mike really should have known better. “I…” Mike faltered. “Honestly, given everything that’s happened so far, I doubt you’d faze me much.” Beau’s lips quirked slightly. “I mean, this is me we’re talking about…” Beau wasn’t wrong - he owed him the truth, considering the situation. Still, he’d have to watch himself closely going forward. “I…” Mike forced himself to continue. “I didn’t plan on hiding anything. I didn’t want to, really. It’s just that things kind of got out of hand, and somehow…” Beau’s face softened slightly. “I get it, dude - trust me, I really do. But at this point, we need everything on the table to make the most of today’s trip, right?” Of course he was right. Mike sighed and resolved himself.  [...] “Would you have said anything, if I hadn’t asked just now?” “Yes. Later today, to be exact.” Mike met Beau’s eyes. He needed- no, wanted Beau to believe him at least on that count. [...] Beau paused, turned around, and gave him a smile. “Earlier, you said that part of why you kept quiet was because you were worried about me. That goes both ways, you know? So you’re not off the hook yet… but thanks. For helping me. For being around in general. I’m not sure how I would’ve reacted or handled any of this without you around… so yeah!” Beau finished before speeding off to the red sedan. How was Mike supposed to respond to that?
6 - Sangria Totality (Ch 13)
“You’re exactly as he described you,” Mina said as she met Mike’s eyes. “What?” Mike turned to Beau. “Hey, do you gossip about me during your little sauna sessions?” “Obviously not, you idiot. Why would I even do that?” Beau retorted. “She’s clearly talking about Edward.” “Huh? That makes even less sense! We barely even talk outside of AP Bio - what is there even to gossip about?” “Don’t ask me, dude,” Beau shrugged before considering him more thoughtfully. “Hmm… though now that I think about it, he has mentioned you quite a few times.” “Of course he has, dumbass. We’ve been bugging him this entire time about this mess of a mystery, and you’re the one who talks to him all the time outside of school.” Beau snorted. “Obviously that's true, but he also mentions you when-” A sudden burst of laughter interrupted them. The two boys turned to face the gold-eyed girl who was trying and failing to stifle her laughter and keep a straight face. “Sorry, sorry,” she said after calming down… though that smile never left her face. “He’s right about Edward, but that’s a completely different issue.” No? No it wasn’t? What the hell was going on this time? [...] “You didn’t talk to your dad after the bonfire last weekend, did you?” “Of course not!” Beau looked at Mike like he thought he was stupid. “What would I say to him? ‘Hey Dad, did you know that the Cullens are vampires and that magic is real and this strange mark showed up on my body? Of course I didn’t say anything to him!” Mike sighed. “At least your dad knows, so this won’t come out of the left field for him… but my family has absolutely no idea about any of this.” Mike turned back to Izumi and Mina. “That’s why I can’t stay here. I have to get back to Forks tonight.” “You don’t have to worry about that either,” Mina spoke up. “Charlie told your parents that you’d be staying with him and Beau in Seattle tonight and they seemed fine with it.” His parents went along with that story that easily?  Hmm… to be fair, though, his parents had no reason to think that Chief Swan was covering for him - after all, Mike spent quite a few nights at the Swan residence over the past month. Besides, it wasn’t like Chief Swan lied about anything.
7 - Midnight Freefall (Ch 14)** [**this takes place in Prakriti: Nakshatra, Ch 6's prime/star phase]
“Err… the situation turned out okay in the end, but Beau got this tiny scratch near the mark. Don’t worry though - it was quite minor and Mina looked it over. He’s doing fine now, probably off doing his own thing in peace,” Mike concluded rather quickly. “That certainly explains a lot. I am relieved to hear that Beau is doing okay. However…” Carlisle took a few steps towards him and Mike would be lying if he said that his first instinct wasn’t to step back - though he held his ground in the end. “I believe I asked after you, Michael. Are you faring okay, or at least well enough at the moment?” Why was the doctor asking him that? [...] “You don’t know what’s going on, then?” “There are a lot of mystic phenomena out there and I could make a few educated guesses with enough time, but no. I do not know very much right now.” “You…” It was Mike’s turn to look away awkwardly. “You know you have to talk to Beau at some point, right? You say you don’t know much, but he knows even less than you do, so I’m sure he’d appreciate any information… considering the circumstances.” “Yes, I am aware,” Carlisle said with a somewhat resigned tone. “I will speak to him and do what I can to resolve the circumstances as quickly and efficiently as possible.” [...] He… he really knew nothing at all. It wasn’t just the lack of control, but also the lack of foresight to even look within himself. Just stumbling in the dark, thinking he’d made sense of the hand he’d been dealt, only to find out he’d been doing it all wrong - wasting his time and energy and whatever else until a few hours ago. And even then, it wasn’t Mike who initiated the breakthrough - it was Beau and his throwaway comment. ‘Because it’s harder to see things when you’re in the middle of the mess.' Beau said that to him, but it wasn’t like the other boy was distanced from the mess. Hell, he was right in the middle of it! Even deeper than Mike was! Yet Beau still had that presence of mind, that way of pointing Mike in the right direction and sending him off. Really, Mike was an idiot for not talking to him about the colors before that morning.
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Had a dream the other night where Tim learned from a young age that if there was one thing that made sad, middle aged men feel better, it was knocking up a cute pussy
It started with his own dad, who seemed so sad and lonely all the time, and would admit to Tim that he and Janet just weren't in love anymore. This broke Tim's heart, and so he sat on his dad's lap to hug him. He's only wearing a nightgown tho, so when Jack grinds against Tim's pussy he feels it, and he /loves/ it. Twenty minutes later and Jack has Tim thrown over his desk and is pounding into his little pussy hard and fast. They fuck often from here on out, and it doesn't occur to either of them to maybe be careful, and by the time one of them does think of it, Tim is already pregnant (finally after 12 long years of being an only child, Tim is finally getting the baby brother or sister he's always wanted!)
He's worried about Jack's reaction but his dad is over the moon at the news, having always wanted more than one child, but Janet never wanting to deal with another one. At this point, Jack is home most of the time while Janet is almost never in Gotham, constantly going from place to place for their company while Jack stays home and fucks his pregnant, 12 year old slut of a son.
When Tim has his baby brother, it's only about two or three months before he's pregnant again. After his second brother is born, Jack brings something up one day.
"you've always been interested in the business, right Timmy?" Tim perks up and nods his head gently, not wanting to disturb the two week old nursing from his full little tit. "Well, how would you like to join me for a meeting in a few weeks? We can have a nanny watch the boys for the evening, and I can show you how you can help the company"
Tim's eyes shine. "I can help right now? Don't I have to be older?" And Jack smirks reaching out and pinching the unoccupied nipple, making Tim whine and squirm at the pleasure. "normally, yes, you would have to be older. But I have the perfect job for you. Sound good?" And Tim nods eagerly (he is surprised when later that night, after the babies are asleep, Jack fucks him hard and fast and then /pulls out/, coming on Tim's chest and face. Typically his dad likes to come deep in Tim's pussy, and Tim figured they would start trying for another baby now that he's gotten the all clear from their private doctor to have sex again)
A month later, and Jack brings Tim to a meeting of DI investors. It's boring and dull and Tim nearly falls asleep near the end, but then his dad excuses everyone but three men, and finally Tim learns about what his new job is
Jack let's the highest payer fuck and knock up his son, who is a proven breeder, having two babies before he was even 14. Tim is apprehensive but also incredibly turned on by the idea of being nothing better than a baby factory, just a little body designed to get knocked up and push out babies. He is fucked that night by some old man whose name he doesn't bother remembering, and he visits for the next three weeks to fuck Tim and fill him with come until the test comes back positive
These men are only paying for the pleasure of breeding Tim, and while they get video and picture updates as his pregnancy progresses, in the end, when the baby is born, they're Tim's and only Tim's, which is just how he likes it. 5 months before he turns 15, Tim has his first little girl
A month after she's born and Tim is ready for another one, but he manages to convince his father to contact Bruce Wayne, who is grieving the loss of his son, Jason. Tim thinks he can help Mr. Wayne overcome his grief and move on (and hopefully Batman will get better as a result, Tim has seen how violent Batman has been getting since Jason died) if he offers to give him a baby of his own. It works and Bruce fucks him brutally, like an animal, and Tim has never come so hard in his life
When he's 2 months pregnant, his mother dies. When he's 7 months pregnant, his father is murdered. Tim mourns his father (his mother not so much, she was never really around enough for Tim to miss) and is quickly invited to live with the Wayne's next door, along with his 3 - soon to be 4 - babies
Once he has Bruce's baby, the older man is quick to knock Tim up a second time, much to Tim's glee. By the time that baby is born, Jim Gordon is going through a divorce and a scandal, and Tim can't let him be so miserable all the time, not when he has a way to help! It helped his dad, after all, and Bruce as well. So he lets the commissioner bend him over the bat signal one night and knock his little 16-almost-17 year old pussy up with his sixth baby
After this, Tim let's Dick get him pregnant, and then Bruce again, and from there his reputation grows until he's got a plan to let almost every man on the JL fuck him and knock him up. He's booked solid for the next few years: after he has Bruce's baby, he gives one to Oliver, then Hal, then Arthur, then Barry, Clark finally joins in after being unsure about all of this, Bruce again, and a handful more JL members, some of the Teen Titans, too
Everyone is so happy and content to have Tim as their slutty little broodmare, and Tim is just happy to help (and being fucked pregnant so often is an added bonus, ofc, as well as all of his sweet little babies)
But yeah my dream was basically just
Tim, talking to an older man: you seem sad. Would knocking me up help you feel better 🥺
(spoiler alert: it does)
YES YES YES YESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE BREEDER TIM!!!!
tim knowing that the cure for depression is his pussy 🥺.
him getting fucked by his dad and having his own siblings, having a child with a DI investor who lets tim 'keep' the baby.
BRUCE!!! adopting tim when his parents both die and fucking him like an animal at the offer of giving him a baby. and then doing it again!!! him fuckign tim throughout his entire pregnancy because tim is so good at taking him despite being so small and bruce feels something other than pain and anger when buried balls deep into the pussy of this underaged slut.
then gordon (i'm so happy that gordon is here!!!!) fucking this little pocket pussy full of his cum and getting another red-haired baby out of it.
tim getting passed around the justice league!!!!! some of them are doing it because they want more kids and others because they find out they have a breeding kink by listening to others. either way tim gets more sweet little babies and a guarantee of a long list of fathers that will keep him full and swelled up with children. just how he likes 🤗!!!!!!!!!!
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I was tagged by @myfavouritelunatic ❤️ so here we go...
Rules: Share the first lines of ten of your most recent fanfics and tag ten people. If you have written less than ten, do not be shy and share anyway.
There's definitely several that aren't posted yet but here we go for things opened/touched in 2023, that I can currently find anyway...
Also definitely went with an intro section vs just the opening line. Whoops. I'll just add a cut here to hopefully save the length of the post.
Intro to Malum House || Gothic Romance Zemo
The scent of soot lingers in the air. It seems to have permeated the very fabric of the world. Two days hence, the ruins of the estate still produce enough heat to keep most well away and add to the growing buffer between society and those of the household that remain. 
2. (Current) intro to Haunting the Hampton House || various faceclaims
Something that you can take as true is that Elliot and Frank sort of saved one another. It’s a long story, and neither can be relied upon to tell it well in its entirety. Each claim the other brought them back into the world, back from the brink. Maybe both are right. Maybe neither.
3. Intro to Sins of the Father || sequel to the AU branch of LJH: The Baron & The Dove, Baron Helmut Zemo
An impossible thing has been delivered as a taunt to try to lure Helmut away from this safe haven - a video clip of Carl, aged 14, a young petulant defiant voice that sounds tinny through the speakers. You watch, transfixed, standing at Helmut’s shoulder. Both of you are held captive, unable to look away.
4. Intro to In Darkness I Dwell || Daniel Brühl AU
He’s proud of this -- and annoyed he didn’t think of it sooner. The idyllic little town is perfect to continue his work. The need is astounding. And there’s the connection -- the memory nearly lost for how long ago it occurred and how infrequently it has been revisited -- of skinned knees and summer nights spent howling with the other children. It was a time before thoughts turned towards vocation, before puberty and that fumbled first-time behind the garden shed. That memory has been revisited so often it’s become a warped, changed thing.
5. (Current) intro to WISH 5: Wish Among The Stars c.7 || Loki WISH series
SHIELD had provided the skills, the training, but never had gone so far as abilities. Captain Rogers was an accomplishment SHIELD never was able to replicate. HYDRA on the other hand --- there were whispers, whispers much like those that cast you as untrustworthy, as unworthy of the uniform. Rumors about fringe programs, rebooted. Rumors about science beyond what even Tony Stark – a man always pushing the limit – could dream up. If the rumors were true you had either never qualified or they had classified you as just problematic enough to keep them wary, to keep you relegated to a standard division without adding further complications.
6. Opening lines of The Long Journey Home c.31 || Baron Helmut Zemo/reader/Bucky Barnes
A sound machine is the theory that Sam and Bucky were discussing before breakfast. A sound machine for you to use to see if that will help with your inability to sleep. You’d looked between it and Bucky’s face, trying not to let your doubts show even as he squinted at the box itself and read out the additional features of the particular one he’d pulled from the shelf to analyze with you.
Tagging anybody that would like to play!
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2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022 New Years Survey
1: What did you do in 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022 that you’d never done before?
2014: Had sex
2015: Got further in my love life
2016: Went to the PAC 12 Championship, and about to go to a bowl game
2017: Graduated and moved in with friends
2018: Had a real film client
2019: Got a boyfriend
2020: Bought a car
2021: Got a M-F job
2022: Went to a movie premiere in theaters for a movie I worked on
2: Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? 2014: I don’t think I actually made any. I might try to this year
2015: I kept a lot of them, and I will probably make new ones
2016: I can’t remember what they were. I might make new ones
2017: I can’t remember what they were. I am making new ones
2018: I can’t remember what they are, and I might make a couple new ones
2019: I kept some, and yes
2020: I kept a few, and probably
2021: I think I kept some but I didn’t set the bar too high. I will make new ones
2022: I might have kept some, and I will make new ones
3: Did anyone close to you give birth? 2014: No
2015: No
2016: My mom’s ex-boyfriend’s daughter
2017: No
2018: No
2019: No
2020: No
2021: No
2022: No
4: Did anyone close to you die? 2014: No
2015: No
2016: My friend Zach, although we hadn’t really talked much for a couple of years so we weren’t close anymore
2017: No
2018: My cat and my great aunt
2019: Not really
2020: No
2021: My cat
2022: I don’t think so
5: What countries did you visit? 2014: I stayed in my home country this year, but hopefully I will travel more in 2015 or 2016, I am planning to study abroad
2015: I stayed in my home country but I am planning to study abroad in 2016
2016: I studied abroad in Italy :)
2017: I went to London with my mom
2018: I stayed at home
2019: I went to Israel on Birthright
2020: I stayed home
2021: I stayed home
2022: I stayed in my home country
6: What would you like to have in 2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022/2023 that you lacked in 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022? 2014: A boyfriend, more confidence, and a more interesting personality
2015: A boyfriend and more confidence
2016: A boyfriend already goddamnit it’s time
2017: An official boyfriend and a film job
2018: A boyfriend, a film job, and probably a car
2019: An interesting job (finally got the boyfriend!)
2020: A job, an apartment, and a vaccine
2021: A return to normal
2022: A hot body
7: What dates from 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? 2014: 12/13/14, the day I had sex, and it was interesting because I had my first kiss on 11/12/13
2015: 9/3/15 was the day of the Old Chicago watch party where Hawaii flirted me.
2016: 6/8/16 the day I found out Zach had died
2017: 8/21/17, the solar eclipse
2018: 8/7/18 moving into the B Flat
2019: 3/3/19 My anniversary with my boyfriend
2020: 9/3/20, the day I bought my car
2021: 4/5/21 My first vaccine shot
2022: 11/3/22, the premiere of Good Night Oppy
8: What was your biggest achievement of the year? 2014: I think my Blank Space video was cool. Also I got a job
2015: Maybe finally starting to go to the gym and get confidence
2016: My short film Pancakes, which had a full film crew
2017: Graduated college
2018: Did some film work for Sonic Octane
2019: Got a boyfriend lol
2020: Bought a car
2021: Got a couple film jobs
2022: Good Night Oppy premiered, which I worked on
9: What was your biggest failure? 2014: Letting myself remain unhappy instead of figuring out how to change it
2015: Losing some of the confidence I gained in the fall
2016: Kinda giving up on trying, in various ways
2017: Did not get back into working out
2018: Not letting myself try things and fail
2019: Let another year go by without getting anywhere in my career
2020: Gaining a lot of weight
2021: Gaining more weight
2022: Gaining more weight
10: Did you suffer illness or injury? 2014: I had a trifecta of stomach flu, pink eye, and common cold during finals week. I also cut my foot open at Water World and it got infected
2015: I was sick for a month from kissing Hawaii
2016: Yeah, that month-long Hawaii plague kinda turned into a year-long strike from my immune system. Also, I got a node in my thyroid. So far it’s benign, just a weird lump
2017: I had to get surgery to remove the thyroid node
2018: I had a cough for 2 months
2019: Stomach flu
2020: I hit my toe really hard on a table
2021: First whole year without getting sick
2022: I got a cold after like 3 years without one and then got another one a week later
11: What was the best thing you bought? 2014: A Netflix subscription
2015: My TV
2016: All my Italy souvenirs. Idk I can’t pinpoint one thing
2017: Sebastian the pirate merman ornament
2018: I think the gold Giani Bernini shoes were this year
2019: Maybe some jewelry? Idk, I din’t really buy anything big
2020: A car
2021: A 3D printer and a pirate coat
2022: Taylor Swift tickets
12: Whose behaviour merited celebration? 2014: My mom’s boyfriend is finally apologizing to her and trying to make up for cheating on her last year, and he actually seems to be working really hard to change
2015: Vincent has become close friends with me and shows a lot of bravery in how he handles things
2016: The football team finally got good
2017: My film class for all we accomplished and helping each other on projects
2018: My coworker and I actually became friends even though I didn’t like her at first
2019: My boyfriend for being a sweetheart
2020: Everyone who took covid seriously
2021: The scientists who figured out the vaccines
2022: My dnd group who are actually becoming a real friend group
13: Whose behaviour made you appalled? 2014: There were a few guys who bailed on me without explanation, but the biggest one is my friend who stopped talking to me, apparently because I vented to her too much, but did not give me any chance to fix it and seems to hate me now
2015: All the guys who were too cowardly to text me back
2016: This one dude in Italy on my study abroad program made out, etc with me, then told me not to tell anyone because there was a different girl he wanted to get with
2017: My friend and his girlfriend got mad at me for seeking out another ride because they drove recklessly
2018: A guy who cheated on someone with me, and me a little for enabling it
2019: Customers
2020: Everyone who did not take covid seriously
2021: The antivaxxers
2022: The supreme court getting rid of abortion protections
14: Where did most of your money go? 2014: A lot went into camera and film equipment rentals. Unfortunately quite a bit also went into the vending machine
2015: Random stuff, and more than usual went to holiday presents
2016: Groceries and clothes and knick knacks
2017: Rent
2018: Macy’s
2019: Jewelry
2020: Rent and dice
2021: Dice stuff
2022: Dnd stuff and crafts
15: What did you get really, really, really excited about? 2014: I went to the Telluride Film Festival with a school group
2015: Getting to go on a band trip
2016: Getting to go on 3 (three!) band trips
2017: Graduating and London
2018: Las Vegas film shoot
2019: Having a boyfriend
2020: D&D
2021: Getting a vaccine
2022: Good Night Oppy
16: What song will always remind you of 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022? 2014: Songs tend to remind me of people, and the songs that remind me of the people of 2014 are “Don’t Cha” for Captain and “Wildest Dreams” for Marble. Also, Blank Space for all of them
2015: Taylor Swift’s 1989 album
2016: Shut Up and Dance
2017: Not sure if I have one. Maybe the Anastasia soundtrack
2018: Maybe Waving Through a Window
2019: If I Were a Jolly Blacksmith
2020: Epiphany
2021: Dangerous to Dream
2022: Elephant Love Medley
17: Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? © richer or poorer? 2014: A) Maybe a little sadder. I’m just getting more desperate as more time passes with me single. B) About the same, maybe a couple pounds fatter. C) Richer, now that I have a job
2015: A) Happier. B) Thinner. C) About the same, maybe a little richer. I’m not excellent at saving
2016: A) Happier. I was about to say sadder, because I think this year as a whole I’ve been sadder than last year as a whole, but I remembered that in december I was trying to get over Hawaii and that sucked ass. B) Fatter. C) About the same, maybe a bit richer
2017: A) About the same. Maybe a little sadder, I kind of miss college. B) Probably about the same. C) Probably poorer because I actually have to pay rent now. But I also make a lot more money so maybe it evens out
2018: A) Maybe a little happier. B) Fatter. C) About the same
2019: A) About the same. B) Fatter. C) Poorer
2020: A) Definitely sadder. B) Fatter. C) Richer actually, because of the extra unemployment stimulus money
2021: A) Happier. B) Fatter. C) I think richer
2022: A) Happier. B) Maybe a little fatter. C) Richer
18: What do you wish you’d done more of? 2014: Adventures, swing dancing, and maybe a little more textbook reading
2015: Enjoying myself and trying new experiences, and getting the most out of school
2016: Exercising, making friends in Italy
2017: I wish I had done more in college as a whole
2018: Making friends and flirting, and learning how to work hard
2019: Looking for jobs
2020: Playing games with my friends
2021: Eating better and working out
2022: Creative projects
19: What do you wish you’d done less of? 2014: Fighting with my parents, perhaps, and maybe less being sad or worried around people because clearly it pushes them away
2015: Worrying about things
2016: Thinking about Hawaii
2017: Strategizing
2018: Overthinking
2019: Eating pasta
2020: OCD things
2021: OCD things and living with my dad
2022: Being unfair to my boyfriend
20: How did you spend Christmas? 2014: With my mom’s boyfriend’s family
2015: Oops awk, I’m doing this early. But I will spend it with my mom’s boyfriend’s family
2016: Lol I’m doing it early again. I think I am just gonna be chilling, I’ll probably do Hanukkah that night
2017: I keep doing it early. Idk maybe watch a movie or something
2018: I’m gonna chill and maybe see a movie with my mom
2019: I went home and had Hanukkah with my mom and vented about jobs and my boyfriend
2020: Chilled and watched New Girl
2021: Doing it early again but probably just staying home with my boyfriend who was supposed to go visit his family but we got exposed to covid
2022: Doing it early but celebrating a friend’s birthday
21: Did you fall in love in 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022? 2014: No, I don’t think so. Maybe, with Captain a little
2015: Not quite
2016: I stayed in love with Captain. I’m pretty sure that started before this year but maybe not. I told him that I loved him this year, though
2017: Almost maybe, but not quite
2018: No
2019: Almost but not quite there yet
2020: Still not quite there but felt close a number of times
2021: Yes :)
2022: I am still in love
22: What was your favourite TV program? 2014: Supernatural
2015: How to Get Away With Murder
2016: Suits
2017: Friends
2018: Dexter or Criminal Minds
2019: Dexter
2020: 3% or The Office
2021: Westworld, Brooklyn 99, How I Met Your Mother, or Shadow and Bone
2022: Ink Master or Mr. Robot
23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? 2014: My friend who hates me, I’m starting to hate her back
2015: I still don’t really hate anyone
2016: Don’t really hate anyone
2017: Yeah. Didn’t know her last year
2018: Not really
2019: Not really
2020: Trump and Mitch McConnell, I don’t think I had gotten all the way to hating them yet
2021: Well antivaxxers hadn’t really presented themselves last year
2022: Not really
24: What was the best book you read? 2014: Mistborn
2015: The Testing, maybe
2016: Mistborn series
2017: Mistborn series. Also not quite a book but the Choices game
2018: Here Lies Daniel Tate
2019: Didn’t really read anything good
2020: The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes
2021: Mistborn and Harry Potter (rereading both)
2022: Reread Harry Potter
25: What was your greatest musical discovery? 2014: Blank Space
2015: Shut Up and Dance
2016: Collabro
2017: Anastasia the Musical
2018: Dear Evan Hansen
2019: Spotify
2020: Was Come From Away this year?
2021: Olivia Rodrigo
2022: Jake Wesley Rogers, who opened for Panic! At the Disco
26: What did you want and get? 2014: A job, new experiences
2015: More confidence, losing weight, better friend relationships
2016: A bowl trip, a summer abroad
2017: I may be on the path to getting a boyfriend?
2018: Film work, good roommates
2019: A boyfriend
2020: A car
2021: A job, a place to live, dice
2022: A raise, more experiences with friends, most of the things I liked on Etsy
27: What did you want and not get? 2014: A boyfriend, to lose weight, more confidence and conversational skills
2015: A boyfriend
2016: A boyfriend
2017: Cadence
2018: A boyfriend, to lose weight
2019: A new job
2020: A new job, an end to the pandemic
2021: An end to the pandemic, a comfortable wage
2022: To lose weight, a Detroit: Become Human jacket (but I’m gonna try to make one)
28: What was your favourite film of this year? 2014: The Imitation Game or Guardians of the Galaxy
2015: The Martian or Inside Out
2016: Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them
2017: Coco
2018: A Star Is Born
2019: Rocketman
2020: I can’t even remember what came out this year
2021: Was Hamilton this year?
2022: Good Night Oppy
29: What one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying? 2014: Being in college
2015: Better friend relationships
2016: The football team doing well
2017: Graduating
2018: The B Flat
2019: My boyfriend
2020: Leaving my retail job
2021: Getting a vaccine
2022: Doing things with my friends again
30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022? 2014: Lazy
2015: Thift-shoppy
2016: Lazy
2017: Lazy when I was in school except for the days I saw Cadence, and then more fashionable when I got my job
2018: Business Lazy
2019: Lazy
2020: Literally the same 5 outfits on repeat
2021: Lazy
2022: Lazy
31: What kept you sane? 2014: Hope for the future
2015: Belief in myself I guess
2016: Genetics and environmental factors that have not yet caused insanity
2017: Not sure
2018: Structure
2019: Not meeting the threshold for insanity
2020: Who says I’m sane
2021: I did not keep sane
2022: Doing stuff with my boyfriend and friends
32: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? 2014: Chris Pratt
2015: Still Chris Pratt I think
2016: Chris Pratt is a sexy, sexy man
2017: Yup. Or Kit Harington
2018: Maybe Tom Holland
2019: Tom Hiddleston
2020: Tom Hiddleston
2021: Ben Barnes
2022: Ben Barnes
33: What political issue stirred you the most? 2014: Probably the Leelah Alcorn suicide that just happened
2015: The presidential debates are happening
2016: The presidential election, first one that I got to vote in
2017: Maybe Net Neutrality
2018: ICE Internment camps for immigrant kids
2019: Trump as a whole
2020: Covid, stupid that it was a political issue though
2021: Covid
2022: The overturning of Roe v. Wade
34: Who did you miss? 2014: My friend who hates me
2015: Hawaii
2016: Hawaii and Zach
2017: I missed Jessie while we were fighting
2018: Kylie
2019: Shaina
2020: Everyone
2021: The B Flat, my cat
2022: My friends from school
35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2014/2015/2016/2017/2018/2019/2020/2021/2022. 2014: Let it Go
2015: Bravery means going after what you want
2016: The importance of storyboarding
2017: Strategizing just wastes time
2018: I don’t have to be the girl who never has a boyfriend
2019: Boyfriends have feelings too
2020: Learning to put up boundaries
2021: Risk vs reward
2022: My friends actually like me
36: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. 2014: Got a long list of ex-lovers, they’ll tell you I’m insane
2015: I almost brought him up, but you start to talk about the movie that your family watches every single Christmas, and I’ll talk about that, for the first time, what’s past is past
2016: Buffaloes, Buffaloes, Go CU
2017: School’s out forever
2018: I’ve learned to slam on the brakes before I’ve even turned the key
2019: When will my life begin?
2020: Only 20 minutes to sleep, but you dream of some epiphany
2021: I guess a queen can change the rules but not the reasons they’re in place
2022: Oh, does it make you feel sad that the love that you’re looking for is the love that you had?
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🎄December TC Challenge (Day 1-31)🎄
1. Have you ever had any TCs before? If yes, describe them very briefly Yes. I have 4. S is tall and really cute. He is one of the kindest people you will ever meet. B is taller than me but not as tall as S and is handsome. He is there when you need him and he is so lovely. M is so fun he teaches. A is just so sweet and adorable.
2. What is the main thing that attracted you to them? Their personality and looks
3. In an ideal world where you’re similar ages, they’re not your teacher and they return your feelings, how far would you like your relationship with them to go? (Friends, dating, marriage., etc.) MARRIAGE ALL THE WAY 
4. How much of your attraction to them is sexual, romantic, platonic, aesthetic or admiration? Great question for my birthday! In the middle of sexual and romantic
5. Have you found them on social media? If yes, have any of their posts caught your attention? I have found S and M on lots of different social media pages but it’s all private. I haven’t told both of them yet that I have found them. I may ask to follow them when I graduate though. i am still on the hunt to find A & B's social media. i know they have it!
6. What is one song that makes you instantly think of your TC? A song that reminds me of B is “here with me” by d4vd. For S, that song would be “Enchanted” by Taylor Swift. For A, maybe “Hard for me” by Charley. For M, it would be “Somebody Told Me” by The Killers
7. At this current moment in time, what is your relationship like and how close to them are you? With S, we are SO FUCKING CLOSE to the point that I know I can’t turn back now. With B, We are close but not as close as S and I. M and i are also really tight! It's the same with A
8. If they hugged you, how do you think you would react? I would definitely hug them back while my heart would be absolutely melting, and i would be going feral
9. Have they ever said or done anything which gave you the ick? S decided to cut and bleach his hair at the start of the school year. My friend didn’t even recognise him. That didn’t stop me loving him though since it's back to normal now!
10. How do other students generally see your TC? Are they well liked or seen to be disliked a lot? S, M and B are liked by students. Some students even give S nicknames (This includes me. I have a little nickname for S and I call him by it all the time. He doesn't mind at all!). If A taught at my school, i'm guessing he would also be liked by students!
11. Have you ever felt jealous when you saw them with another student? If so, why? No. I know it's their job to help other students
12. How do you think they see you? Do they appear to have a good opinion of you? Hopefully they all see me in a positive light. They have a good option of me, I think. A said that i was his favourite student. i also think that M sees me as a good student since i participate in his class lots!
13. If your TC had to teach something else, what subject would you choose for them? I feel like B would teach Humanities and S seems like the guy to teach some sort of art subject
14. What do you think a typical evening looks like for them? S plays a sport outside of school on some nights, so he plays that then goes home to do some marking or chill. For B, I think it would consist of him marking work. A seems like the type of person who would go to a bar sometimes with his mates. M may just be sleeping or spending time with his family
15. Has your TC taken any holidays which you know about? If yes, where did they go and what did they do? I know that S recently went to Tokyo. I think he went to Disneyland while he was there. I recommend that he went there during Halloween since it’s all Halloween themed. He also went to Cairns in Australia. He visited the Great Barrier Reef which he said was really cool!
16. If you got the opportunity to have a date with them, where would you go and what would you do together? B: Going down to the beach when there is a sunset S: Out to a fancy restaurant most likely A: Watching a movie at a cinema M: Chill out at a park maybe
17. What’s the weirdest dream you’ve had about them? this is the weirdest one i've had so far, i guess. So, S and I were somehow riding a Penny-farthing together and we went to this massive fair thing. I then saw a teacher I had for 2 years in one of the tents. He yelled “what’s that?” While running over to it. He ran behind a wall of a tent and then I yelled “there’s this instead” while pulling out a pineapple. He crazily ran back while grabbing it. He then walked out as if nothing happened. Later on, we witnessed B fall down a MASSIVE staircase and just walked off like nothing happened like the other teacher. S and I wondered how in the world he didn’t die. Then we just chilled out for the rest of the time and sadly that's where the dream ended
18. What do they usually sit like while teaching? S sits with his back completely straight and his legs closed while he is mostly on his laptop doing work. B was more chill. He leaned back in the chair and sometimes his legs would be open a tiny bit. A is kind of similar to B, but the only difference is that we sit closer together! He also does the leg bounce thing like i do! I personally haven't seen M sit down that much while teaching since he is always up and about, but i have seen it once. He usually leans in while he lets his head rest on his hand!
19. If known, how long have they been teaching for? B taught at my school for 2 years and S has teaching for 3 years. M has been doing it for 4 years at my school.
20. Have you got any pictures of them? If yes, how did you get them? i have got pictures of all of them and I get them from our school website and social media pages
21. If you could tell them one thing with no limits, what would it be? i would tell them all that i like them!
22. How are you dealing with your feelings for them? Are you pulling away or getting closer to them? I’m getting closer with them in some way. But now that B is gone, i feel like i'm semi pulling away from him, but there will still be that part of me that will still like him
23. If you heard your TC was now famous, what do you think it would be for? For B, he may be working in politics. For S, maybe a scientist and maybe curing something. A and M would most likely both be mathematicians
24. If you could get them anything as a Christmas gift, what would you choose and why? I would most likely buy chocolate for all of them, since you can't go wrong with that 99% of the time.
25. Does your TC like Christmas? Merry Christmas everyone! I’m pretty sure they all like Christmas!
26. If known, what are your TCs political beliefs? I have no idea about their political beliefs
27. Does your TC set much homework? B and S did set a tiny bit of homework. M kind of did! A doesn't
28. Do you know if any other student has a crush on your TC? I’m HOPING that no other student likes them the way I do 
29. Is your TC currently dating anyone to your knowledge? Well, i know that M is married. i'm not sure of the others
30. If your TC was a colour, what colour would they be and why? B would be green because green is a calm colour and B is calm 99% of the time, and green is known to be a calming colour. I feel like A, M and S would be yellow because they are bright!
31. In the new year, how would you like your TCs class to progress?  In a positive way, I guess
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How to tell someone you don’t want to hang out – 50 examples
Safe ways to tell someone you don’t want to meet up
1. Hey, I have something else going on. 2. Sorry, I have another commitment. 3. Unfortunately, I’m not able to today. 4. I’m afraid I can’t hang out this week. 5. It’s a super busy day, I don’t have the bandwidth for that right now. 6. I’m flattered you asked me, but I can’t meet today. 7. Thanks for thinking of me. But, I’m not able to hang out with you. 8. I already have plans. Maybe next time! 9. Ah, sorry, thank you, it sounds lovely. I’m not free. 10. I’ll get back to you later, I’ll have to check my calendar. 11. Let me ask my partner if we have anything going on later. 12. Hmm, let me think about that first, and I’ll get back to you afterward.
It’s OK to tell people you just can’t
13. I might have to take my kid to practice that day. 14. It’s not a good day for me. 15. Thank you for the invite, but I’m focusing on work, so I’m gonna have to say no. Sorry! 16. Recently I have had a lot on my plate and I want to focus on myself. Thanks for understanding. 17. I can’t help you out here. I appreciate that you’re thinking of me, though! Good luck. 18. It’s gym night for me and taking my exercise goals seriously. I hope you can understand. 19. I’m so sorry. I’m not feeling social today, thanks for understanding. 20. I’d be happy to get coffee tomorrow instead of drinks tonight. 21. My partner and I have plans but maybe we can get together another time. 22. That sounds really fun, but I can’t make it that day—hopefully another time. 23. Can I take a rain check? I’m not feeling too social today. 24. Would we be able to meet another day? Next week is better for me. 25. I appreciate your time, but no thank you.
Candid ways to tell someone you don’t want to hang out
26. Thanks for thinking of me, but I have too much on my plate now. 27. No thanks! 28. Not today, thanks. 29. No thanks, not for me, thanks. 30. I’m afraid I can’t help today. Maybe another time. I have to get going, talk later! 31. I’m not really into [insert thing you’re not interested in], but thanks for asking! 32. Unfortunately, I have too much going on today. I might be able to hang out another time. 33. I’m flattered but I’m not available to hang out. 34. That sounds fun, but I have a lot going on at home and can’t hang out today. 35. I’m not comfortable hanging out. 36. Oh, sorry, it’s not a good time for me. I’ll let you know if my schedule frees up. 37. Sorry, I already have plans. I hope you understand. 38. No, I won’t be able to fit that into my schedule this week. Maybe another time. 39. When work is a little less overwhelming I might be able to meet up.
Don’t be afraid to tell people you’re busy
40. I’m focusing on personal things now. 41. The timing isn’t good right now. Keep me in mind for next time. 42. I’d love to go but I’m not available. Let me know how it goes though. 43. I enjoyed our time together but I don’t want to continue this. Thanks for understanding. 44. Thanks, but I’m not interested. Have a good day. 45. No, sorry. I need to prioritize my family right now. 46. I’ve been feeling too busy at work lately. I will have to decline this time. 47. I don’t want to hang out today. I’m going to stay home. 48. How thoughtful of you, but this time I’m simply too busy with work. 49. I don’t think I can be the friend you need me to be. I’m focused on other things. 50. Unfortunately, that’s just not possible. It won’t work out this time.
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Days 3 to 5
Day 3
Not a lot to report although it was quite a good day.  We had a dry landing at Patreksfjordur and took our respective buses to the Latrabjarg bird cliffs that we visited a week or so ago (where we had our tyre catastrophe). There were far fewer birds there today – and despite a comprehensive search, my Australian Geographic cap was nowhere to be seen.  Damn! I was sure some kindly bird would have picked it up and deposited it closer to the path so I could retrieve it.
I think most people were disappointed with the day because puffins had been promised – we definitely will see puffins there!!! – but they were very few and far between and the highest count anyone came up with was six puffins, mostly where they were not good photographic subjects. Not a big deal for us, but not good for many others.
I do need to correct one point from my earlier posts.  The cliffs are only 14 kilometres long and, according to our guide, only 440 rather than 441 metres high that I reported.  I would be prepared to dispute the latter but climbing down to sea level with a tape measure would really play on my phobia around heights.
The bus took us back to Patreksfjordur where some people roamed the town before we all returned to the ship for dinner.
Day 4
Everyone had to have a RAT test before breakfast and although there was no announcement about the result, I asked and found that there was only one positive test and the unfortunate person is now in isolation - a huge disappointment for whoever it is. (It was subsequently confirmed that at least two people tested positive and their close contacts were also in ISO.)  And we all now have to be retested after another 4 days. Hopefully, everyone will then prove negative.
Heather stayed on the ship all day but I went out on both the morning and afternoon shore excursions. Both were zodiac landings: a wet landing in the morning and dry in the afternoon, sandwiching a buffet lunch back on the ship.
Neither was all that exciting. We were at Djupavik in the morning and they took us on a short zodiac cruise before landing. We saw several gulls and terns, but the main points of interest for most people were the seals. Quite a few popped their heads up not far from our zodiac to have a closer look at these strange humans infiltrating their territory.
We then went ashore to wander at leisure and I went off on my own looking for birds. I got fairly close to an Arctic Tern nesting area so backed off and photographed the local foss instead. It had a sizeable drop off the plateau and then spread out very widely so the water running into the channel beside the road was at least 100 metres wide, all from a very narrow initial fall of maybe 2 or 3 metres wide at most.
After a short walk around town, I returned to the zodiacs to go back to the ship. I was joined by half a dozen others who had done the town to their satisfaction but our driver suggested we do a bit of a cruise before returning to the ship so we went quite a long way up the fiord to some more fosses. We saw a few more Harbour Seals, as well as a Humpback closer to the ship. Heather also saw that whale from our cabin window.
We enjoyed a hearty lunch (we will be emulating whales by the time we get home) while the ship moved to a new location at Holmavik (where we had previously tested positive to Covid).
I took the zodiac in to a dry landing at Holmavik and we were somewhat regimented into groups to visit the Sorcery Museum. There was a limit of 30 people at a time in the museum and I really wasn’t interested but had little choice. The museum was a tad gruesome for some people, particularly some women who were offended by the display of some necropants. That aside, it focussed mainly on witchcraft and the laws and punishments for it, including whippings and burnings at the stake just in case the poor individual might offend in the future, often even without any current accusation - much less evidence. A very harsh world. Before we had our turn in the museum, our group had a short walk around town, including past the guesthouse we stayed at and to the church just past that. By coincidence, the verger or similar turned up to open the church and she invited us in - much more comfortable for most of us than the Sorcery Museum.
I wasn’t much interested so left the museum ahead of the crowd and caught the next zodiac back to the ship for drinks before dinner.
The daily recap before dinner didn’t happen. Instead, we had a bit of a lecture about trolls. Moderately interesting, but not quite believable and it went for about twice as long as necessary.
Day 5
The ship berthed in Akureyri about 6.30 with enough noise to ensure everyone in town was awake for an early breakfast and we were on the buses and away by 8.30.
First stop was the Akureyri Botanic Gardens. It was not a big garden compared with those we know in Oz but it was beautiful, very colourful, featuring lots of familiar flowers as well as many beautiful local endemics. We had half an hour to explore and it was very picturesque with the tranquil lake below and the mountains towering above. A brief but delightful interlude.
It was then on to Godafoss that we visited a couple of weeks ago. This time we were on the opposite side of the river so we took lots more photos from a slightly different perspective. There were a million tourists there - or at least a few thousand. When we docked in the morning, I saw three other cruise liners in the harbour - one massive one and two large but slightly smaller ones. At Godafoss, I saw at least 16 buses of tourists from the big ship, but there were a dozen or more other coaches there too. It was a bit gross with people shoving others out of the way so they could get an unobstructed photo of the falls, often with 8 or 10 friends or family members arrayed side by side, with everyone in the obligatory photo. I was manhandled aside once and commanded to move twice to accommodate the wishes of other people trying to get the same photo I was.
Then it was on to Myvatn where everyone else bathed in the hot mineral springs. The mineral baths seems to be a big highlight for many of our people but it didn’t hold the least interest for us. It is quite close to Lake Myvatn, famous for its range of birds. I tried to negotiate a drop off and pick up so we could look for birds while everyone else took the waters but it all got too hard so we gave up and just sat and watched and wrote up notes and blogs while the bathers bathed. I went for a walk back along the road to photograph a lot of steam vents but it was a pretty pointless couple of hours for us.
We then went to Dimmuborgir where we had quite a long walk through the lava fields looking for trolls. This was where I photographed the photo of the 13 trolls a couple of weeks ago. Legend has it that the trolls enjoyed a tipple or two in this area and fell asleep late at night. A bad move because everyone knows that trolls immediately turn to stone if the sun hits them - and guess what? We found a few lava rocks that may well have been trolls, but until I see a real live one, I remain the ultimate sceptic.
We had a toilet stop near there and our guide sang the praises of the birds on the nearby lake and said we had time to go down to the shore for a look. I think I was the only one who set off to do that and was immediately shouted at and abused by the farmer who wanted my name and address to complain about me trespassing on his private property. I apologised profusely and blamed our guide for misleading information and got right out of there with my personal details and the name of our guide intact.
On to Husavik where the ship had repositioned itself (actually, it didn’t reposition itself – the Captain and crew helped it!) and we reboarded it for dinner. Our recap didn’t happen again, but we had a quick talk by the plant naturalist who Heather spends some time with. It was interesting and warranted a lot more time, but ‘Dinner is Served’!  It was a barbecue (of sorts) on the back deck.
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for some reason, I'm kinda gaining followers so I thought I'd make a pinned post with some of my fanfics info and links!
The fandoms are ordered from new to old, so I'm probably only open to the newer fandoms for requests, but my feel free to send an ask or a msg anyway!
All my fics are rated Teen or below, and the rating is for mild swearing or mild implied sexual content but nothing further.
Haikyuu!! (Kagehina)
People Keep Trying to Play Matchmaker For Tobio (series, 2 fics, complete) (only anime knowledge needed)
Fix Me Up Never : (multi-chaptered, 19.5k, complete) After Tanaka and Nishinoya try to set Tobio up with a stranger, in a panic he says he's already in a relationship. For some reason, they immediately assumed the relationship is with Hinata. Fake dating idiots to lovers with a pinch of pining and lots of fluff!
I'm Already Fixed: (one-shot, 4.4k, complete) Started out as the epilogue for the previous fic: Kageyama's mom thinks he and Hinata would make a great couple and keeps trying to push them together. What she doesn't know is that they already are. More fluff, supportive mom, and oblivious idiots.
(Manga spoilers) I thought maybe to add another one, post time-skip, post Adlers-Jackles match where maybe the media thinks Kageyama is dating Yachi or something, sort of a social media fic...?
How To (maybe series but only one fic so far)
How to Kiss Your Tall Boyfriend When He's Stupid: (one-shot 6.7k, complete) Hinata is short, his boyfriend is both tall and oblivious. Shenanigans ensue. A 5 + 1 fluffy fic about smooches, avoid if you don't have a dental plan.
I thought maybe to add more "How To" fics, like maybe "how to give a compliment to your insecure boyfriend". I'm open to suggestions and requests :D
Oceans Between Us (multi-chapter, 15k, WIP) - manga spoilers The one I'm currently writing in hopes of getting back into the groove, currently 15k in, hopefully I will finish soon :) Hinata is going to move to Brazil in a year and Kageyama is moving to Tokyo now so they navigate the long distance and their relationship while being fluffy supportive boyfriends. But it's hard and not as simple as they thought. Tons of fluff and a little angst in the middle.
Butterflies series This is kind of my baby, it's supposed to have at least 5 (or more) fics that follow Kagehina throughout the years and their relationship and personal growth. I have a huge doc and google sheet with a timeline and snippets of scenes and I plan to one day finish and post it :') it's going to follow the events of the manga plus some.
no-name getting together fic It's the first in the series, with the trope "wait are you flirting with me?" "have been for the past year but thanks for noticing". I need more flirting ideas if you have any ;)
ATLA (but not really, it's just an idea)
The gang finds out about Zuko being the blue spirit. That's the idea so far.
Spiderman: Far From Home (but also not really, it's just one snippet)
Me being mad at the post-credit scene direction (drabble, 0.5k, complete) Basically, I thought it was very stupid how seriously they took Mysterio's message and reveal I mean why would anyone believe it? So this is Peter giving an interview about it.
Andi Mack (all G rated, they are KIDS)
Friends Really Know Better (series, Tyrus and Bandi, 2 fics, complete) This is like the same events from 2 POVs- Buffy's POV is Tyrus centric, and Cyrus's POV and Bandi centric.
Friends Are The Best Matchmakers: (one-shot, 3.6k, complete) Buffy is trying to meddle because pining gays are being stupid (but maybe she's also a stupid pining gay).
Who Will You Tell If Not Me?: (one-shot, 3.5k, complete) Cyrus is on a mission to get his two BFFs together, just because he loves them and wants them to be happy and not at all as a distraction from his own totally one-sided crush on TJ.
Thought We Were Friends: (one-shot, 1.9k, complete) Welcome to sad-town :( This is angsty and teenage emo dramatic because they're 14 and exactly that. This is just Cyrus's thoughts after the costume day events.
The Bright Session (Adam/Caleb)
At Least I Have You: (one-shot, 1.9k, complete) It's been a few weeks since the Safe House Incident, and our boys are trying to get back to normal but it's not that easy. tw for panic attacks and football. Half of this is fluff tho :)
Young Justice (cartoon)
I have like 12 published fic in this fandom, most of them are Birdflash and the most recent one is 4 years old so I don't feel the need to list them all... maybe just a couple that I like and are not as old (and bad):
Charms and Wonders: (one-shot, 3.3k, complete) Wally's parents are SURE he is dating someone from the team. The problem is they think it's a girl. A little angst (and homophobia), some fluff, and a happy ending.
Practice: (one-shot, 2.3k, complete) Dick and Wally don't wanna suck at kissing so the logical thing to do is obviously practice with your best bro.
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imonthinice · 3 years
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The Criminal Psychology Majors, Jason Todd x Fem!Reader Part 2/?
Word Count: 2k
Author’s Note: Y/N - your name, A/N - any name (your best friend’s name)
Warnings: Swearing, no beta bitch we die like Jason Todd
Welcome Back! I have, once again, written more of Jason Todd because he’s a fucking teddy bear and I love him.
(Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (Part 5) (Part 6) (Part 7) (Part 8) (Part 9) (Part 10) (Part 11) (Part 12) (Part 13) (Part 14) (Part 15) (Part 16) (Part 17) (Part 18) (Part 19) (Part 20)
Y/N and Jason both returned from that date feeling all giddy about each other, but trying their dammed-est to not let their hopes get too high about the other. However, that was extremely, extremely hard for Jason to do with family like Dick in his life. It’s like coming home to a hopeless romantic of a shipper as a nosey bitch. Lovingly, of course. No one’s like Dick.
“So, Y/N?” Dick asked Jason immediately as he entered the Manor.
“Yeah, what about her?”
“So, many questions: Was that a date? If no, will there be a date? Is there going to be a second date? Do you like her? Do you think we’ll like her? Does she know you’re Bruce Wayne’s son?” Dick rambled at his little brother.
“Okay hold on god damn, yes it was a date, yes there will be a second, yeah I think she’s cool and I like her, slow your roll Circus Boy, I don’t know when she’ll meet you lot, I don’t think she knows who I am, she’s from Metropolis, so I don’t think she knows the Waynes well.” Jason answered Dick with confidence.
“So you like her!” Steph mocked as she entered the hallway, probably heard her brothers talking about Y/N, so she wanted in on it. Somehow she had evaded Jason’s gaze though, so she startled him immensely.
“Jeez, how many of you will scare me today? And yeah, dumbass, I like her. But I’m doing this magical thing called ‘Not getting my god damn hopes up about her since it’s only the first date’ you hopeless romantic fucks.” Jason barked at them.
“Yeah, but you love us.” Dick said.
“That might be true, but your meddling is only going to cause chaos, Dick and Steph.”
“What about my meddling, Jay?” Bruce asked. Once again, he had heard the talking about Jason’s new crush and decided he’d parent the boy on his girl. Jason jumped out of his skin, because, he had once again, not seen Bruce enter the hallway despite his best efforts to not get startled again.
“You, are going to give me a heart attack.”
“Looks like this girl let your guard down.”
“Can we just go on patrol and stop badgering me?” Jason muttered under his breath.
“Nope!” Barbara exclaimed. Clearly, there’s a pattern with Waynes escaping Jason’s attempts to not get startled today, “We’re still going to badger you, Jay,” Barbara finished.
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When Y/N made her way back to A/N, she couldn’t help but turn her radio as loud as she could and try to take the longer journey back home. Pieces of quiet and tranquility always surprised and drew her in. Like a good book on a Sunday morning before the rest of the bustling city of Gotham or Metropolis awoke itself. If New York never sleeps, she thought, then what the hell do Gotham and Metropolis call themselves. She laughed.
There were a few good things about Gotham, like the people you’d meet on the street at 4am were some of the weirdest but kindest people you’d ever know. It’s like the city radiated off of the energy of the people in it, and in spite of the villains constantly hitting the city with their worst, somehow everyone never let it get to them. It was admirable. Metropolis was the same in that avenue, but it didn’t feel like the cold Gotham streets.
Y/N thought Jason was one of the kinder people she had met in her travels and classes. And she never thought that she’d meet someone she liked this much in her criminal psychology class of all places, but hey, the universe had different pen strokes for her.
She went and parked her car in the driveway of the rental house she and A/N shared. Only the two of them shared it, but if either of them lost their jobs, they’d be looking for another roommate immediately. Pulling out her bag which was full of notes written by Jason, the original notes written by her, and binders upon binders of criminal cases she was looking into at the time, she would get out of her car and begin walking to her door.
Of course, like most people, she would kick off her heels the minute she walked through the doors of the house, to which, A/N paused her music and went to go question Y/N about Jason.
“So, you know how this works, babes, lay it on me, how’s hottie? Is he kind?” A/N pondered.
“He’s so kind, he paid the printing fees for my notes and rewrote all of them, I guess it’s a system for us now. I write the notes in class while he tries to take it all in, we meet up, and he rewrites them all and pays the printing fee.”
“He paid the fee?! At that college?” A/N said, completely shocked.
“Is that shocking?”
“Well, the printing fees are so fucking expensive, hun. Mans must have daddy’s money to do that.”
“Really? Well regardless money doesn’t matter, he’s kind and I can make a name for myself if I graduate at the top of my class.” She said, fully believing this. Smart woman. She knew she could do it.
“I believe in you, do you have homework tonight? I can make dinner for you so you can study.” A/N offered.
“Nah, I’m just going to go file my notes and shower, I’ll come join you and help after.”
“Well, don’t drown.” A/N joked.
“Do you know how much effort that would take?” She laughed as she walked towards her room, once she got there she pulled out her papers and began the slow filing process of them into her desk.
About 2 minutes into this, she got a text:
Hey stranger.
If someone had a heart monitor hooked up to her, they could have bet their last penny on her heart skipping a beat. 
Hey Jason. She sent back.
I had a fun time today with you, do you want to do the same thing tomorrow, I could use your fast writing skills to get by in classes. And I just like talking to you. What do you say?
She thought. Maybe something legit is here, hopefully I’m not just used for notes. She worried about that, since she was just a tad insecure about him. He was pretty. She knew she was a looker, sure. But he was something more.
I would love to go on another budget date with you.
Budget? Actually yeah, I guess it is budget lol. Maybe next time I’ll actually take you out to lunch like I said I would.
I, honestly, completely forgot you said you’d take me to lunch, I was just having fun as we were talking.
Me too. You’re a hoot.
A hoot? That’s a book nerd statement if I’ve ever heard one. She joked. She didn’t actually know if he was a book nerd at this time, but they had been joking the entire time when she was filing her notes. She was no where near done filing her notes, Jason was a distraction from that, it wasn’t that important, she would end up finishing it later. She just liked some semblance of organization so she didn’t have to put it off.
I’ll have you know I’ve probably read more books than you.
Well book nerds are cute.
Eventually the messages from Jason and Y/N started slowing, Y/N assumed he was tired or working so she took her chance to file her notes and start running her shower.
Sorry Y/N, this has been fun but I’m going to get really sparse with replies, I got work to do.
That’s fine! Where do you work, by the way?
And she got into the shower. Halfway through her shower her phone pinged, she assumed Jason was texting back, so when she finished her shower, before she even got her towel on, she decided to answer him:
I work at Wayne Enterprises with my dad. It’s quite fun.  He had said.
Oh! I’ve heard the owner of Wayne Enterprises is a lovely man, have you met him? She asked him back.
And within an instant, he answered.
He’s my dad, so yeah.
You’re the Jason Todd? Heir to the Wayne Manor and Wayne Enterprises? She started thinking back on what A/N had said. Yep, she thought, Daddy’s money indeed. She started to slip into her pajamas, which were literally a mess and not put together, because this is the real world, not every girl has matching sets, when he answered:
I hope that doesn’t change much, Y/N.
Explains the camera I saw but didn’t mention, and that’s about it.
You saw the cameras? Damn it. I tried to shield you, they may have pictured us together, sorry.
Worth it for a lovely date. I’ve seen worse, my mum works with Clark Kent, who I guess you probably know since he’s Bruce’s best friend, and the paparazzi loves to take Clark’s picture.
Oh yeah, Uncle Clark. Yeah, the pap love him. You get used to it. I guess you somewhat know my family lol.
Nah, that’s about all I know. Wasn’t really interested in drama about you lot because it’s just not my business. Probably not a shared ideal with the general public.
She finished getting dressed and went to go cook with A/N, and share the news.
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“Girl! You were right about daddy’s money oh my god,” Y/N said when she entered the kitchen.
“Go on,” A/N urged.
“You know Jason Todd? Guess what. That’s hottie from Crim Psych 101.”
“Are you serious? That’s insane. You’re probably plastered across the internet right now for that date,” A/N laughed, “are you scared to date a famous man?” She asked.
“No, he’s really sweet and if this gets serious, I can just block out the flashes.”
The two of them laughed and started cooking. A/N was Latina, so, of course, she was in charge to cook most nights. But Y/N made killer desserts and pizza. Tonight was fajitas, so Y/N kind of sat bat and let A/N do her thing. Trying to know more so one day A/N wouldn’t have to do all the work, Y/N went onto the internet and the first thing she saw?
Globally Revered Son of a Millionaire, Jason Todd, out on a DATE with a Mystery Girl?
Like clockwork, Jason answered:
I guess I have a lot to teach you, and I hope you haven’t been on the internet recently.
I have. Globally Revered Son of a Millionaire. She texted back.
Fuck those damn tabloids. He said, she couldn’t help but agree, the paparazzi seem like they’re very invested in stories that aren’t theirs to tell.
Can’t agree with you more. We should put on a show for them tomorrow, actually give them something to write about.
I like your thinking.
You’ve opened up a lot today.
Is it your turn now?
What do you want to know? You asked him before turning to A/N.
“Tabloids talk too much,” you sneered at her.
“Cat should get their tongue and choke on it,” she finished, “did you at least look cute in their pics?” she asked.
“Somehow. Wasn’t even posing,” Y/N finished.
“Well, food’s done, are you still hungry?”
“Always.”
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Jason turned to his brother, Dick, Nightwing, and said, 
“She knows now.”
“That you’re rich?” he asked.
“Yeah, I guess I have to be more wary of her now,” he sighed, “I hope she’s not in it for the Wayne fortune.”
“Doubt she is if she agreed the tabloids can suck it, Red Hood.”
“I pray you’re right.”
He then drew his guns and fired at the ground underneath their laest venture into crime-fighting. This was gonna be one hell of a ride Y/N embarked on, not even knowing what she was getting into.
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hwangsies · 4 years
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LIMERENCE
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(n) the state of becoming infatuated with another person
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pairing: hyunjin x female reader
summary: you haven’t spoken a word to hyunjin since he ghosted you after a fun new years eve together, so what’s the worst that could happen when fate (or chaeryong,...well, same thing) pairs you up for a road trip across the country?
warnings: e2l (ish), university student!au, non idol!au ,a lot of swearing. alcohol consumption,long flashback, mentions of infidelity, hyunjin is a giggly sweetheart, smut as in: dom!hyunjin, unprotected sex (wrap it up luvs),fingering, oral (f recieving), slight choking, praise kink, hand & strenght kink (manhandleing oopsie), slight overstimulation, hyunjin is really enthusiastic about consent (as you should be, periodt), reader is nervous and scared of hyunjins big pickle (ew i hate myself), motel sex (but it’s not trashy i promise!)
8.6 k words ,meaning grab a snack and a drink,
and enjoy!<3
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"alright everyone" your professor rubs his hands together "that was it for today... i hope you all have a great break and i'm very exited to see all of you again next semester. hopefully in person again" he chuckles.
You and your classmates exchange goodbyes with him before one after the other exits the zoom call.
"fuck" you sigh after closing your laptop and lean back on your bed.
"you did it girl" your dormmate chaeryong claps, at which you giggle before shifting your eyes to her on the other side of the room.
She's sitting on her bed, folding her clothes before putting it in her suitcase thats placed in front of her.
"finally" you sit up and watch her roll up a pair of socks.
"my last class was yesterday and mrs kim teared up" she giggles "it was kinda cute not gonna lie"
"oh god" you snicker.
"hey did you find someone to take to yongin?" you ask, remebering chearyong talking about wanting to find someone to share gas expenses with in exchange for a ride to her hometown.
"oh yea, i did" she turn to you "i think you know him, seo changbin?"
You furrow your brows in thought, you feel like you've heard of the name.
"he's a music major, one year above us, hes also from yongin" she continues folding a pair of jeans "funny you'd ask actually cause he told me one of his friends was looking for a ride to seoul, isn't that where you're going?"
"Yea i was thinking about finding someone honestly because gas is really fucking expensive if you aint rich" you say, placing your laptop onto your nightstand.
"Mm you aint gotta tell me girl" chaeryong mumbles, folding a sweatshirt.
"so who's that friend?" you ask, stretching out on your bed.
"he's in his grade, hyunjin"
Your neck almost cracks from how fats you whip your head “hwang hyunjin?”
"Oh yea" she points at you "you know him?"
"unfortunately" you huff.
"o-oh, what"s the tea?" your roommate wiggles her brows at which you shake your head.
"nothing much really" you sigh, leaning back again "he's just like the most arrogant and stuck up fuckboy ever"
"wow, well thats not nothing" chaeryong laughs "any reason as to why you think that?"
"you could probably ask any girl on campus and she'll tell you the same" you scoff.
"really girl?" chaeryong squints an eye at you playfully "cause i've only heard of him being hot but never of him being a hoe. And you know i'm the first to know the hot gossip" she winks.
Laughing defeatedly, running your hand through your hair.
"it's just- we hit it off at the campus' new years eve party, like really hit it off- at least thats what i thought"
"oooh spill it spill it" chaeryong leaps over to your bed to sit at the end of it.
"well there's really not much to spill, i gave him my number and he was talking all that smack about taking me out and stuff aaand to make a long story short i never heard from him again"
"well" chaeryong speaks slowly, biting her lip guiltily "i dont think you'll be very happy about me giving changbin your number for him, then?"
"you did what???" your eyes almost pop out of your head.
"sooorryy" she jumps up from your bed, clutching her hands apologetically "i didnt know"
"aaaaarghh" you whine, burying your face in your pillow.
"maybe he won't even text you though" chaeryong tries to console you, but the damage is already done...
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unknown number - hey i got this number from changbin, i heard you're driving up to seoul, i'd love to tag along if you're looking for someone to share expenses with -recieved at 9:12 am
You huff looking at the message on your phone.
After chaeryong had left last night you really convinced yourself that he couldn't possibly dare to reach out to you.
But here you are reading his message after just waking up, and your day is already ruined.
you - who is this? - sent at 9:56 am
You know who it is, but you're not going to give him the satisfaction of thinking that you do.
Scoffing when he answers almost immediately.
unknown number - this is hyunjin, did i reach the right person? - recieved at 9:57 am
You have two choices at this point.
1. be petty and bitter about a boy who probably doesn't even remember you.
Or 2. move on and help someone who is also just trying to get home and also maybe get some closure.
So you curse your mother for rasing you so well and suck it up.
you - yea sure, i planned on leaving tomorrow at around 6 pm - sent at 10:02 am
Damn you and your common human decency.
he sus - oh okay great :) i only have one suitcase and a backpack btw so i wont take up alot of space or anything - recieved at 10:05 am
he sus - also i feel weird bc i dont know ur name or anything changbin literally just sent me the number and nothing else lol, also 6 sounds good should we meet at the main building then? -sent at 10:06 am
You're quite honestly not shocked that he seems nice over text because he was the same when you met on new years eve.
you - sure lets meet at the main building, my car is white and my name is y/n - sent at 10:09 am
Cringing as you press the send button because you are 99% certain he won't answer anymore; not that you'd care, obviously.
he sus - alright y/n see you tomorrow at 6 then :) - recieved at 10:14 am
You raise your brows when your phone lights up with his message, does he really not remember you?
Was he that drunk?
Well, it doesnt matter because you don't want to pay for all this gas alone and he seems to be the next best option to fix that.
So you shrug it off and get out off bed to run some last errands and start packing.
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Your heart is beating unreasonably fast when you take a turn towards the main building at 5:55 pm the next day.
Calm down y/n it’ll just be 5 hours and who says you have to talk to him?
However you do know deep in your heart that you only wanted to arrive just a little early so you could complain about him being late.
That plan got cut short because your eyes fall on him as you pull up to the main building.
He’s- oh my god he’s blonde. You stop your car and he looks up at you.
“it is you!” hyunjin smiles at you when you step out of the car.
“who else would it be?” you ask, a little irritated at his reaction.
His face drops a bit when he sees you clearly annoyed by him, but the doesn’t blame you; he’d be mad too.
You open your trunk for him to put his weirdly small suitcase into, looking him up and down as he lifts it inside.
He’s wearing dark baggy pants and a windbreaker jacket, the top part of his chin-length blonde hair is pulled back into a messy ponytail.
He seemed to have bulked up as well, shoulders looking broader than what you remember.
The hair is different than the jet black hair that you remember on him, but it suits him very well; to be honest he would look good in any hair colour, not that you’d care though.
The first thirty minutes of the ride go by agonizingly slow and in complete silence.
When you drive onto the freeway you can’t take it anymore and mumble something among the lines of ‘wanna listen to some music?’.
You don’t wait for an answer, pressing the radio button right as you finish your sentence.
“uh, actually” hyunjin starts, his hand lifting to turn the radio back off, your eyes snap towards him, is he serious? Turning off your radio in your car?
“I wanted to address this situation” he says rather quietly.
You scoff “what? You realized that this is awkward just now?”
“no- I mean- yes I understand why you would think that but I just really want a chance to explain myself” he stutters.
“explain yourself” you repeat after him before mumbling “sure because there’s so much to explain”
“listen, I know you think I’m an asshole who just ghosted you b-“
“listen, I can handle rejection, you could’ve just said that you weren’t looking for something serious and I would’ve accepted that. The thing I’m mad about though is you literally making false promises and shit” 
Hyunjin blinks at you “can I please just explain to you what happened?”
You let out a long huff “sure” you wave your hand “go ahead”
“when you and your friends left at around 4, you wrote your number on my arm with your eyeliner, correct?” he asks.
Glancing over at him, you nod.
“after you where gone, I was already pretty drunk but then my friends decided to drag me with them to a different party that was still going” you see him fiddling with his hands in your peripheral “well I got super fucking shitfaced at that party and ended up puking on this one guys shoes”
You raise your eyebrows and hold back a laugh, which he notices.
“its okay you can laugh” he chuckles as well.
“anyways that guy was not very happy about it and busted my lip before kicking me and my friends out, so then back in the dorm my roommate sat me in the shower because I was full of alcohol, blood and puke”
“ew” you chime in.
“and when I woke up the next morning your number was gone” hyunjin looks over at you “we don’t have any mutual friends, I didn’t know what your major is so I couldn’t even asks for you in the administrating office, and then the covid lockdown happened and here we are”
“you called the administrating office?” you look over at him, he nods a little smile on his stupid pretty lips.
“yep, so, sorry to tell you but your eyeliner is not waterproof” he jokes at which you playfully knit your brows at him.
“believe me, I wanted to text you. I really wanted to take you out; and when you sent me your name yesterday I didn’t know if this was a lucky coincidence or if you’re a different y/n, that’s why I didn’t say anything” he explains.
You take a deep breath as you realize you have to apologize for going off on him just now, you believe him but you hate apologizing.
“well, I feel like an ass for going off on you like that after hearing all this” you chuckle “I’m sorry” you eye him shortly before looking back on the road.
“it’s okay, you don’t have to apologize I get how it looked, very much sus” he laughs with you.
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Coming back to your car after you took a bathroom break on a highway rest-stop, you see hyunjin sitting in the drivers seat.
“what do you think you’re doing?” you smile as you sit down on the passenger seat.
“I thought maybe you’d like to sleep since its dark already and you’ve been driving for almost 3 hours” he suggests while putting on his seatbelt.
“well, I wont say no to that” you shrug and put your seatbelt on as well.
“so when did you go blonde?” you ask curiously.
“uh- around end of june” hyunjin chuckles “it was a dare if I’m being honest but I ended up liking it and got it redone”
“oh okay” you check out his profile once more and follow his hair with your eyes “I like it”
“yea?”
“yea, which is weird cause I’m usually not into blondes at all” you wonder.
“hm” he grins “must be me then” he says before winking at you.
“pfff, in your dreams” you rebuttal playfully, at which he laughs and mumbles a ‘true’.
You don’t react to it because you think your ears are playing tricks on you.
“hey I have a question too” hyunjin says.
“what’s up” you lean your arm against the window as you look over at him.
His face is slightly lit by the lights of the other cars, no seriously, how can a side profile be so perfect?
“why did you even agree to take me with you if you thought I ghosted you?” he grins.
You laugh “well, I’m a nice person and I know not a lot of people there are from seoul and my mom raised me right, okay?”
“okay okay” he giggles, the way his eyes crinkle when he does makes you smile everytime.
“or…did you have such a good time with me on new years that you just had to jump on this opportunity?” he quips, carefully stealing a peek at you.
“sure, why do you think I was so upset when you didn’t text” you feign sadness.
The both of you laugh before falling into comfortable silence.
When looking outside your window, you think back to said new years eve.
-(flashback)
“oh my god” you said, stepping into the big hall that usually is the universities gym. But whoever planned this outdid themselves.
A dj was placed on one of the tribunes and a whole buffet of drinks and punches on the other, as well as a big disco ball hanging from the ceiling, making the room shimmery and shiny.
You could see people coming out of the doors that connected into the universities hall on one side and into the locker rooms on the others, as if it wasn’t already packed.
“this is fucking insane” lia, your roommate from last semester, squeaked while grabbing your arm and jumping a little, her voice overpowering the blasting music..
“I wanna get fucking hammered tonight” you turned to her.
“oh babe don’t worry,  we didn’t come here to drink soda” she laughed before spotting some of your other friends.
About five minutes before midnight you and some more girls gathered at the buffet of drinks and started doing shots.
You all had decided that instead of kissing someone at 12 o’clock you’d ring in 2020 with a shot, because alcohol can’t cheat on you.
You were laughing at something when some people started the countdown.
10!
9!
8!
7!
6!
5!
4!
3!
2!
1!
“HAPPY NEW YEAR”
Every one shouted and celebrated in union as you downed your shot.
“happy new year babe” lia hugged you after downing hers.
“happy new year!” you shouted into her ear, full of relief that this stressful year was over.
“lets do another one” she grinned widely after your whole friend group had shared their wishes with each other.
A girl you didn’t know very well handed you another shot, just as you emptied your glass you heard a guy yell something before stumbling into your back.
“jesus” you stumbled forward a bit before turning around, ready to throw someone a dirty look.
“I’m so sorry, are you okay?” in front of you suddenly stood a tall dark haired young man with almost too perfect facial features, frowning a little out of concern.
“nothing happened” you smiled, taking a step towards him so he’d hear you better.
“I’m glad” he replied, a grin slowly stretched across his handsome face
“I’m y/n” you giggled as you held out your hand.
His eyes crinkled with his smile as he took your hand in his “I’m hyunjin” he said before pressing a kiss to the back of your hand.
“okay guys let her have her fun lets go over there” you hear lia usher your friends away from behind you.
“happy new year y/n” he said before instinctively pulling you a little closer to him when a group of people passed behind you.
“happy new year hyunjin” you replied, a slow blush creeping on your face from how intensely he was taking in your appearance.
“well yea happy fucking new years to me for running into you” he joked before taking a sip, your brain wasn’t able to function anymore so you just giggled and nervously pushed your hair behind your ear.
It had been way too long since you’d talked to a guy, especially someone as attractive as him
“you’re fucking stunning” hyunjin complimented you and lifted your hand with his to make you spin for him, to which you complied because you took a long time getting ready and always appreciate being appreciated.
“thank you” you were crimson red by now but hoped he wouldn’t see because of the dimmed lights.
“how come I’ve never seen you around? I would’ve remembered you” he tilted his head.
“oh this was my first year here and I live on the other side of campus so…” you nodded slowly “but yea I would’ve remembered you too”
He grinned before downing his drink and putting on the table next to the both of you.
“wanna dance?”
That’s how you found yourself on the dance floor with hyunjin pressed against your back.
Slowly but surely the alcohol made you braver; and it didn’t take long for the dj to play perfect songs to grind yourself against his toned body to.
His reaction was instant, hands gripping even harder at your waist and his own movements matching your own.
You looked back at him just to have the air knocked out of your lungs, a barely there sheen of sweat was covering his forehead; his pupils were dilated and his lips were slightly parted before his tongue swiftly swept over his lower lip.
He looked like sex on legs and moved like it too.
His plump lips formed into a grin when he noticed you staring, you didn’t know if it was the alcohol running through your system but you so desperately wanted to kiss him.
“can’t stop looking at you either, pretty” he lowered his head to mumble against your cheek before pressing a kiss there.
“you’re so goddamn sexy” you blurted out as you turned around to face him, running one of your hands through his dark hair before positioning them on his firm chest.
He threw back his head as his chest vibrated with laughter.
“don’t laugh at me” you laughed as you locked eyes again.
“you’re cute when you’re drunk” hyunjin brought one hand to your face to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.
“you dont even know me sober” you giggle “also i’m not drunk!” you protested playfully, his hands found your waist in the meantime to pull you flush to his body; at which you gasped almost inaudibly.
“oh really?” he looked down at you, clearly amused “didn’t you drink like 5 shots half an hour ago?”
“well well well, I didn’t know I had an audience” you countered, looping your arms around his neck.
Hyunjin prodded at the inside of his cheek with his tongue before looking away for a swift second, slightly embarrassed because he just exposed himself.
You felt yourself gush a little when he licked his lips again after bringing his gaze back to you.
“so you almost knocked me over on purpose?” you grinned even bigger when he shook his head laughingly.
“listen” he chuckled, leaning down unnecessarily close because you could hear him perfectly fine but you weren’t going to complain.
“I actually didn’t run into you on purpose, that was my friends doing after he saw me notice you” he said.
You mouthed an ‘ahh’ while nodding, feigning disbelief.
“I’m serious” hyunjin laughed “I still have to thank him later; I would’ve probably chickened out”
He got quieter at the end of his sentence, his eyes jumping to your lips when you wet your lower lip with your tongue quickly.
“i-m glad he pushed you then” you replied, trying to hide the fact that your heart was pumping your blood in record time.
“yea” he inched his face closer to yours as you tilted your chin up to meet him in the middle “me too”
His eyes switched from your lips to your eyes one more time before closing the gap between the both of you.
His lips were firm but soft at the same time in the way they moulded against yours, you swore you could hear lia squealing from somewhere but maybe you were just hearing things.
But when his tongue touched yours in the most tentative way you lost contact to what was going on around you, slinging your arms tighter around his neck and deepening the kiss.
A tiny groan escaped hyunjins throat when you carded your fingers through his hair to tug on it and release some of the adrenalin that rushed through you.
He was slow and explorative and let you take control from time to time before sucking on your lower lip and making you loose it.
You didn’t know how many songs had passed; to be honest you didn’t even remember what song was playing when you started kissing.
All you knew in that moment was hyunjins lightly flushed cheeks, swollen lips and dark glistening eyes.
“let’s go somewhere else?” he questioned in a whisper when you bit your lip, nodding at his question.
He grabbed your hand in his before manoeuvring the both of you through the dancing and celebrating crowd.
Before you knew it, hyunjin pulled you into the entrance hall of the university where multiple people had the same idea as you.
Couples scattered across the big room, some just talking, most of them however making out heavily.
“come on” he softly tugged at your hand, smiling when your gaze falls on him.
He lead you up the big flight of stairs onto a floor of the building you’ve never been to, stopping in front of a random room before pulling a small set of keys out of his back pocket.
After unlocking the door, he opened it to let you step inside.
It was a dance studio, the wall right across from you was just one huge mirror through which you could see the big couch in the back of the room and the water dispensers next to it.
“why do you have the keys for this room?” you asked, giggling.
Hyunjin grinned as he closed the door “I’m a dance major, we all have keys for the practice rooms”
“that’s so cool” you beamed “I wish I could dance” you looked around the room, walking towards the mirrored wall a little bit.
“you were moving just fine earlier” hyunjin came up behind you, nimble hands finding your waist as he looked you up and down through the mirror intensely, now that you were under the bright lights of the room.
You couldn’t help but to smile a little at that, the tight little glitter dress that you had chosen really did accentuate your curves in the best way possible, paired with the cute black heels which made your legs look way longer than they actually are.
“but that was like club sexy dancing, you know?” you elaborated.
“hm” he hummed amusedly “whats wrong with sexy club dancing?” you turned around to him.
He didn’t look to shabby himself, all in black, a chic button up with some jeans and a belt; accessorized with rings on his pretty fingers, a  dainty silver necklace and some small earrings.
Some might say he was underdressed, but the way he carried himself with such confidence, and that face of his must for sure be a panty dropper, you thought.
“nothing but… I don’t know, teach me something” you pleaded.
“what do you want me to teach you?” he laughed.
“I don’t know a pirouette or something” you suggested, laughing as well.
“okay” he grinned “this is like the base stance” he positioned himself correctly before looking at you to see if you were following his instructions.
“mhm” you hummed, replicating what he was doing.
“and then you get momentum with one leg to be able to swing yourself around, like this” hyunjin explained before executing a perfect pirouette and ending it back in the base stance.
“that was fast” you chuckled.
“your turn” he grins before moving behind you “try to keep your eyes on yourself in the mirror otherwise you’ll loose balance”
“okay” you said unsurely.
“I’ll catch you if you fall” he winked at you, at which you scoff playfully before carefully swinging yourself into a pirouette.
You landed on wobbly legs but before you could tip over hyunjin stabilized you with a firm grip on your hips.
“you’re a natural” he grinned at you through the mirror.
“well thank you” you playfully feigned cockiness before he spun you around himself.
A few seconds pass of the both of you taking in each others features in silence, the only thing you could hear was the faint music of the party downstairs, before hyunjin spoke up.
“can I kiss you?”
You fell into giggles again as you let your forehead rest against his collarbone before looking up again “we’ve kissed before”
“yea but that was like a moment and I don’t want to catch you off guard or anything” he mumbles cutely.
“mm” you nod “ you can kiss me”
And with a smile, he does.
You weren’t surprised when his first gentle ministrations turned into more desperate ones rather quickly because you could feel the warmth spread in your lower regions as well.
He walked the both of you over to the couch, only parting from your lips when he sat down on the black leather material of the couch.
“come here, pretty girl” he took your hand to help you straddle him, your dress riding up but you couldn’t care less if he saw your safety shorts, and he didn’t seem to care either by the way he feverishly connected your lips again.
His hands travelled down to squeeze at your waist before smoothing over your ass and grabbing a handful of each cheek, you moaned into the kiss when you realized how big his hands were.
Your own hands were squeezing at his shoulders before one moved into his soft hair while the other softly rested on his cheek.
The kiss was messy and desperate, teeth clinking together and tongues licking at each other.
The things that riled you up the most however were his groans and praises.
“you’re so fucking sexy” he groaned before moving down to kiss at your jaw and down your neck.
A needy whimper escaped from your throat when he started suckling the sensitive skin at the base of your throat.
“fuck-hyunjin” you moaned when his teeth grazed over your clavicle.
Your hands fumbled before landing on his belt, at which he pulled away from your skin, gently taking your hands off of his belt.
“I’d love to take you out first, actually” his pretty kiss swollen lips twitched up into a shy smile as he pants.
“oh” you were taken aback, you were almost certain that this was something regular for him “I thought-“
“I mean if you just want to fuck we can fuck of course” he chuckled “but- I actually think you’re really cute and fun and I’d love to get to know you better”
Your mouth stood a little agape “uh- I mean-I” you stuttered, your brain not functioning properly because of the alcohol running through your veins but also him!
“its okay if you just want, you know-“
“no!” you blurted out all over sudden, making him flinch a little “sorry, uhm- its just been a while since I had a date” you smile apologetically.
His expression visibly brightens “that’s okay” he giggled “so is that a yes?”
You grinned, leaning in to just barely brush your lips with his, his head twitching upwards in an attempt to connect them fully.
“yes” you whispered, at which he smiled brightly before pulling your in for a kiss by your neck.
-(flashback end)
“y/n”
“hey, y/n” you grumble when you feel someone gently rocking your shulder.
“mmm-what?” you peek your eyes open just to see hyunjin smile at you.
“good morning sunshine” he teases as you sit up in your seat when you realize you aren’t driving anymore.
“just kidding its not morning” he says as you look around your car, realizing your on a parking lot.
“where the fuck are we?” you whip your head towards him “did you bring me here to kill me? kidnap me?”
“wha?- no” he laughs “no, I’m sorry. Right after you fell asleep there was this huge traffic jam because of an accident and we stood there for almost 3 hours so I drove off and found this” he points out the rear window, where you see a small motel building.
You look back at him before checking the time on your phone, seeing it was indeed almost midnight.
“fuck” you swear to yourself.
“I didn’t know if you wanted to keep driving because I was getting tired so I thought maybe-“ hyunjin starts rambling guiltily, not wanting you to thing that this was an attempt to get in your pants.
“hey” you put your hand on his shoulder after taking off your seatbelt “this is good, you made the right decision I think we both could use some sleep” you say.
You each take your suitcases and walk inside, it’s an old building but it looks pretty clean for a motel off of the highway.
“good evening you two” an old lady sits behind the, probably just as old, reception.
“good evening, could we get 2 single rooms, please” hyunjin speaks up politely.
“I’m afraid we only have 2 double bed rooms available, if you’d like to take them, they will however be more expensive than the rooms for one” she explains politely.
“its okay, we’ll take one of those, please” you decide, hyunjins head snapping towards you.
“is that okay?” you ask him.
“yea- sure” he nods.
“alright, room 301 it is” she hands you the key before stating that you’ll have to checkout before 12 pm and what the room costs.
“do you accept card?” hyunjin asks at which the friendly old lady nods before taking his card and swiping it through her little machine.
“I’ll venmo you half of what you paid” you say after unlocking room 301.
He tsk’s at you before shaking his head “don’t, it was my idea so I’ll pay”
“are you sure?” you ask closing the door behind you when he turns on the lights.
“yup-oh” he exclaims.
“this room is cute” you say, it’s small but the walls are a soft sunflower yellow, decorated with paintings of autumn leaves .
The bed looks clean, and when you smell the mouse gray blankets and pillows, they smell fresh as well.
“stop smelling the pillows” hyunjin laughs.
“I’ve never been to a motel, I thought everything would be dirty or ancient” you confess comically.
He chuckles as he comes out of the small bathroom “the bathroom is clean too, don’t worry” he says when you look at him expectantly.
“I’ll sleep on the floor if you want” he offers as you open your suitcase to get out your toothbrush and pj’s.
“it’s fine, hyunjin I’ve slept in the same bed as a male before” you joke.
“well how am I supposed to know that?” he counters, at which you throw your pj shorts at him out of reflex.
When you realize what you had done it was too late, he was already holding them out in front of him before giggling.
“very cute choice” he mocks the small white shorts with red hearts all over it.
“stoop” you whine, trying to fish it out of his hands but he holds them over his head like a kindergartener.
“I remember why I don’t like you” you pout, crossing your arms.
His face drops alongside with his arms “I thought we were past that”
You use his moment of weakness to snatch your shorts out of his hands “gotcha”
-
“see I told you I was gonna take you out” hyunjin beams at you before looking down at the various snacks he took from the motels vending machine, which were laying in between the both of you on the bed.
“and so luxurious too” you joke, crossing your legs.
“only the best for you” he grins when you open a pack of fruit jellies.
“you know, I was thinking about new years” you say “ and I realized that it was your fault!”
Hyunjin throws his head back as he groans playfully “why?”
“if you hadn’t lost your phone when we got back downstairs, I wouldn’t have had to write my number on your arm; or you could’ve just given me your number and I could’ve text you. But you didn’t even know your own number!” you laugh in reminiscence.
“listen” he laughs “I was drunk and you’re hot! I couldn’t think” he defends himself before taking a bite off a chocolate bar.
You blush a little but play it off with a laugh.
“but yes, I admit, it was indeed my fault” he dramatically holds his hand in front of his eyes.
“yeeees!” you exclaim victoriously.
“I’m kidding though” you pat his knee “I forgive you”
“I’m glad” he smiles.
After the both of you are done eating way too many sweets, you find yourself being really comfortable when talking to hyunjin.
He’s funny, doesn’t seem like he’s full of himself and just in general seems like a very kind person.
“I thought you were a fuckboy when me met” you confess, looking at him.
Propped on one elbow looking down at you, while you lay on your side towards him, his face illuminated only by the little lights on each of your nightstands.
“you did?” he asks confusedly.
“yea” you chuckle “you were so confident and…sexy I don’t know” you place your hand over your face in embarrassment.
“oh that was the liquid courage talking, I’m usually pretty shy” he shakes his head smilingly when you peek through your fingers.
“don’t lie” you push his shoulder softly.
“I’m serious!” he laughs.
“you were the first guy to approach me at a party” you pause “like ever”
“no way, you’re lying now” he furrows his brows.
“nope” you shake your head.
“but I was really close to not talking to you as well, I’m sure there were many guys before me that just didn’t have the liquid courage, like I did” he speculates.
“maybe” you say.
“have any exes?” he asks after a few seconds.
“yea, one”
“well how did you meet him?”
“he showed me around on my first day of freshman year, I transferred like in the middle of the first semester so I wasn’t with any other freshmen” you tell him.
“why’d you break up if I may ask?” hyunjin asks carefully.
“oh we were only together for like three weeks, you can’t even call I relationship. He used me to make his hot ex jealous and cheated on me with her” you say “but hey they’re back together at least” you scoff.
“i’m sorry” he mumbles at which you look up at him.
“it’s not your fault” you chuckle.
“well, still no one should feel that way” he says “you know that you were way too good for him right?”
You nod.
“what about you? Have any exes?” you ask back.
He snickers “only one in seoul”
“why didn’t you last?”
“it was a long distance situation, she was super jealous and couldn’t trust me. which I can understand to a certain degree but everytime I went out she wanted me to facetime her and show her what kinds of people were there with me. That was just too much” he explains.
“wow” you chuckle “that doesn’t sound fun either”
Hyunjin shakes his head “nope, but hey we got rid of ‘em, didn’t we?”
“yea” you giggle “plus if I hadn’t broken up with him I would’ve probably never gone to the new years eve party”
“I guess I owe him something then” he grins as you scooch up on the bed.
“can I kiss you?” you ask after a few seconds of silence.
“hm?” hyunjins eyes almost spring out of his head.
“I don’t want to catch you off guard” you grin as you repeat his words from the night you met, sitting up.
He licks his lower lip as a grin stretches over his face as he sits up as well “do your worst”
You get up on your knees to shuffle over to him, when you get close enough hyunjin grabs one of your thighs and lifts it over his legs so you’re straddling him.
Once you sit down on his lap, your eyes lock again and you’re once again baffled as to how someone can be so god damn attractive.
His eyes flicker from your eyes to your lips expectantly, a shaky breath leaving his lips when you lean in.
Your lips connect and it feels like all the pent up energy of liking him since that night finally gets set free, sparks glowing behind your lit and his hands leaving a trail of fire where ever they go.
They squeeze at your thighs and waist, pulling you impossibly close to himself.
A whimper tears from your throat when his tongue licks at yours, he tastes like chocolate and what could only be described as him.
He moans into the kiss when you tug at the blonde locks that weren’t pulled back into the ponytail; before pulling the hair tie out of his hair to free it and finally card your fingers through all of the blonde glory.
Before you realize what’s going on, hyunjin lifts the both of you before dropping you on your back and crawling above you.
The fact that he just lifted the both of you from a sitting position as if you weigh nothing makes you feel all types of hot.
“you’re so hot holy shit” you pant as you push his long hair out of his face.
“ditto” he only grins before attaching his lips to your exposed collarbone and sucking a bruise into the skin.
“take it off” you moan as you tug on the dark blue calvin klein shirt he’s wearing.
His lips release the skin of your collarbone before sitting up to pull the shirt over his head.
If your mouth wasn’t already open from your heavy breathing, you would’ve opened it now because his body is more sculpted and toned than you had expected.
Your hand lifts to smooth over his abs, muscles flexing as he connects your lips again.
His one hand slides from your waist up to cup one of your breasts, gently palming the soft flesh.
“I know I said I wanted to take you out first but-“ he mumbles against your lips.
“you bought me a lovely dinner” you interrupt him, threading your fingers through the hair that’s falling down into his vision.
He grins, dropping a short peck to your lips before his the grin gets wiped off his face “I don’t have a condom with me”
“I’m on the pill” you let him know “I got tested before the lockdown and I haven’t been with anyone since soo…”
“yea, me too, I was tested a few months ago” he nods.
You nod back, biting your lip as you absently play with his hair.
“do you trust me?” hyunjin asks, observing your demeanour.
“yea- yea I do I’m just nervous” you smile awkwardly.
“no” he coos before kissing you “why are you nervous?”
“just haven’t been with anyone for a while” you confess.
Hyunjin nods understandingly “if you don’t want to do this we’ll stop”
“no I really want to” you look into his eyes as confidently as you can.
“okay” he smiles, planting his lips on yours again.
“can i?” his voice gives you goosebumps when he mumbles against the sensitive skin under your ear, his fingers slowy undoing the loose knot of your heart shorts.
“yes” you say when he locks eyes with you.
“I love these shorts” he softly presses a kiss to your knee, trying to calm your nerves a little, before he gently rocks your hips to pull them off of you.
You blush a little out of embarrassment but smile when you lift your hips to help him.
“cute” he whispers when he see’s your panties have a little bow on the front.
He chuckles when you hide your face in embarrassment, pulling you closer to him again by your thighs before you let him kiss you again.
“can I take this off too?” hyunjin whispers, softly pulling at the fabric of the tank top you’re wearing, at which you nod.
You are still wearing a bra when he pulls it off so you take it into your own hands and unclasp your bra.
Your nipples stiffen a little at the sudden exposure to air, as well as to hyunjin’s admiring gaze.
“fuck” he muses when palming your breasts in his big hands, gently pushing them together an running his thumbs over your nipples.
A whimper involuntarily leaves your lips when he wraps his plump lips around one of the perked up nubs and sucks gently.
“so fucking pretty, princess” you feel yourself pathetically clench around nothing at his praise.
You feel one of his hands wander downwards to provide some friction for you, he slots his lips against yours when you tentatively roll your hips against his hand.
Hyunjin feels his cock get even harder when an almost desperate moan tumbles from your lips against his. So he ads a little more pressure and starts circling your clit with two fingers, your sighs of pleasure mixing into the kiss.
“you’re so sensitive baby” he whispers as he parts his lips from yours “can I go down on you?” he grazes his lips over your chest, looking up at you seductively.
You nod as you bite your lip, hyunjin placing a few kisses on your tummy before shortly sitting up to also free you from your soaked panties.
The first stripe he licks up your slit, and how he swirls the tip of his tongue around your clit expertly sends you to heaven.
His hands are gripping your thighs to prevent you from closing your legs, your hands are tangled in his hair and the sheets.
“hyunj-fuck” you cry out when his tongue enters you.
He carefully prods one finger at your entrance “is that okay?” he asks, his voice hoarse and dripping with lust.
“yea” you sigh.
Once you adjust to one finger, he adds a second one, curling them upwards to search for that specific patch inside of you.
“yes-fuck right there” you moan when his fingers press onto the sweetest spot inside of you, tugging at his hair a little harshly. But you feel him moan against you, getting lost in your taste as he sucks your clit in between his soft lips.
Your hips buckle against his mouth as your eyes roll backwards, feeling the warmth of your orgasm approach rapidly.
“fuck fuck yes-hyunjin” you cry out just before he tipped you over the edge with his skillful ministration, your orgasm rushing up your spine and into your head, endorphins spreading everywhere.
A cry of pleasure fills the room as your thighs starts trembling with the aftershocks, clamping around his head when he drives you into overstimulation.
“oh-shit-“ you pant as you softly pushed on his forehead to get him away from your clit, his fingers still inside you, guiding you through your high.
He nibbles on your inner thigh apologetically. You can still hear your heartbeat in your ears after hyunjin removes his fingers from you and sits up, gently holding your legs together to help you calm down.
“fuck” you mewl, a soft smile tugging at his lips.
He’s wanted to do this for so long and there you are, with all of your naked glory in front of him.
While he’s daydreaming about you, you sit up and start fiddling with his sweatpants.
“you want more?” he quips, once he realises what you’re doing, leaning in to kiss you.
“mhm” you humm into the kiss affirmitavely when his hand holds you close to him by your jaw.
With a quick last peck to your lips he simultaneously shimmies the soft black sweats and his boxers off of himself.
You apparently visibly gulp at the sight of his cock because hyunjin smirks cockily “like what you see?” as he crawls above you again, his lips finding yours again and not waiting for an answer.
“I don’t know if you’ll fit” you mumble when he suckles at the soft nook of skin under your ear.
“we can stop here” he offers softly before locking eyes again.
You shake your head as you reach down to fist his length, slowly pumping it and smearing the few drops of precum around.
“no, you’re just really big” you huff with a shy smile on your lips at which hyunjin groans.
“you’re gonna be the death of me, you know?” he mutters against your lips before kissing you deeply, his hand smoothing over the slope of your waist before coming up to gently pinch at one of your nipples.
Eliciting a soft high pitched moan from you, this only spurs him on.
Rolling his tongue against yours desperately and making you taste yourself before sinfully sucking at the wet muscle.
All the while you’re stroking him with your small hand before cupping his balls, as if he didn’t already feel like he’s gonna blow his load way too early.
“please” you whine, guiding his reddened tip towards your entrance.
Hyunjin releases a shaky breath before replacing your hand with his, rutting his hips against yours a few times, coating his length in your wetness.
This already had your toes curling, suppressing a whine as you lock your legs around his waist.
“tell me if it hurts, yea?” he breathes, only pressing inside you after you nod, dropping a kiss to your swollen lips.
“fuck” he swears softly, tucking his face in the crook of your neck when he breaches your tight walls for the first time.
Your fingers tighten in his hair at the back of his neck when a subtle sting flares up inside of you.
“ah-“ your body flinches a little when he presses further inside, hyunjin notices, observing your expression before kissing your cheek and sitting up slowly.
“you’re doing so good, baby” he lifts his thumb to his lips, swiftly kitten-licking the digit before bringing it to where your bodies join.
Gently rolling your clit under his thumb to distract you from the pain.
“you look so perfect like this” his other hand travels over your stomach to gently squeeze at your breasts “all spread out for me”
You whimper, arching your back when hyunjin thrusts into you carefully; the pain slowly subsiding and the ache to be fully filled up by him growing exponentially when his cock rubs against your g spot.
“hyunjin” you moan, gripping onto his hand, which is resting atop your breast.
“yes baby, I’m here” he groans at how tight you feel once he’s balls deep inside of you, abandoning your clit to grab you by the hips for leverage.
His other hand resting on your cheek now, after a few trusts you moan “harder, please”
Hyunjin groans and fulfils your wish, at one particularly harsh thrust, you latch your lips around his pointer and middle finger, sucking at them.
“oh my god-that’s so fucking hot” he grunts through clenched teeth.
His cock dragging along your walls deliciously, filling you up to the brim as you hum around his slender fingers in pleasure.
“you like my hands that much baby?” his jaw is clenched and the grip on your waist is rough , the contrast to how sweet he was just a few minutes earlier had you clench around him furiously.
“fuck-“ he breathes when you nod to the best of your abilities, eyes wide open and holding his gaze.
You only release his fingers from in between your lips in favour for a loud high pitched moan when his other hand finds your clit again, rubbing harsh circles into the bud.
“-gonna cum-huynjin” you dig your nails into his biceps, eyes squeezing shut.
“yea?” he grits through his teeth the fingers that were previously trapped in your mouth now wrapping around your bared throat.
Not squeezing tightly, just resting there as if to show you that you’re his now.
Your thought gets confirmed when he rasps “you’re gonna date me after this, right pretty girl?”
You do look so pretty right now, tits bouncing and skin slapping because of the fast rhythm that he’s snapping his hips into yours, not to mention the subtle sheen of sweat that’s coating the both of you.
A desperate breathy chuckle tumbles from your lips “ yes-yes fuck” you feel your second orgasm creeping up on you.
“cum for me princess, all over my cock” he urges you on, his tip hammering into the sweet spot inside of you repeatedly before you crash into your second high of the night.
Your body convulses in pleasure as you call out his name mixed with profanities, your toes curling so hard you’re not sure if you can ever uncurl them again, and your nails probably leaving painful indents in his skin.
His thumb on your clit slows down until you grab his hand for him to stop, his hand around your neck grabs your free one, holding both of your hands over your head now.
“so good, baby” he mumbles, kissing your lips; mostly just breathing into each other as he rocks you through every wave of your orgasm.
Hyunjin looses himself in you not long after with a guttural moan and his eyes squeezing shut.
You coax him through it when he rests his face against your neck again, running your fingertips through his damp hair and over his broad back, muscles tensing under your gentle touch.
i“don’t fall asleep on me” you whisper sneakily, grinning when he chuckles against your neck, tickling the soft skin there.
He props himself up again to scan over your features, pushing some hair out of your face before kissing you tenderly.
“you okay?” his hand resting at your temple as he gently runs his thumb over your hairline.
“more than” you assure him, cupping his cheeks to pull his lips onto yours again.You think you can never get enough of his lips, anything about him for that matter; not when he makes you feel so cared about and safe.
“so does this mean we’re dating now?” he whispers after he has cleaned you up and tucked the both of you in bed.
“hmh” you nod your head sleepily, positioned on his bare chest.
“so I can spoon you once we fall asleep?” he asks, grin evident in his voice.
“you can spoon me but you can’t wake me up in the middle of the night if you get horny” you mumble jokingly, enjoying his fingers running down your spine as your eyelids get heavier.
“okay” he giggles softly, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head before you whisper your good nights to each other.
And as promised, he doesn’t wake you up in the middle of the night because he’s horny.
It’s you who wakes him, because after 10 months of wasted time, you have a lot of catching up to do.
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a/n: oml this is my first ever long fic so pls pls pls give me feedback, i had so much fun writing his even though it made me feel even more single but hey :))))
allsooo i waited til after work to publish this and i just saw i hit 500 followers?!?!?! thats crazy to me omg i started this like 2 months ago and so many ppl liked my stuff so much that they decided to follow me?? so i just wanna say thank u thank u thank u for hitting the follow button even though im very unorganized and everything i do is spontaneaous and not thought out well. but hey i guess there is a reason that u followed me so thank u!
(i’d love if u sent me an ask with the first one of my writings that u stumbled across, and how <3 ...only if u want tho no pressure) 
anyways thank u so much for reading if you’ve made it this far! i hope you have a great day/ night! much love
-aj
(this is a work of fiction and does not represent the real actions of stray kids or hwang hyunjin)
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Dear #Swifties,
I'm new on tumblr, and I really don't know how to use it.
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Dear Taylor,
I keep writing and deleting this, over and over again.
I feel so dumb to write my personal story here, but this truly is my last chance to feel better and try to overcome this giant monster called depression.
I genuinly don't know if I can make it through this year. It's the worst period of my entire life and i don't even know if it's worth living this hell anymore.
I know you have millions of supporters (that probably write you every single day, and they are all better fans than I am, that's for sure) but I know that you proved, time after time, to be so down to earth and to use your time to read your fans messages.. so, in this moment, I'm just trying to share a part of my story with you.
You are the one that make feel understood, since I was like 13teen.
I'm so sorry if my English isn't very good but I'll do my best.
I'm not very active on social media , because I'm very shy when I have to talk about myself.. but If this could work, I must do it.
I will try to send a letter, If I can find the strength to mark this feeling on paper.
**IF I'M WRITING TO SOMEBODY FROM HER STAFF, PLEASE JUST LET THIS MESSAGE REACH TAYLOR**
I'll try now to resume, because I don't want to bother you too much.
This has been a crazy year so far, and the all the time I spent by myself during the lockdown didn't help at all.
This situation brought me back to childhood.
I spent a lot of my days back and forth in hospitals, due to my allergies.
I had to wear a mask all the time I wanted to go outside to avoid severe allergic reaction (that's why this Covid thing awakened some hurting memories)
I didn't have real friends back then, 'cause I've spent most of the summers at home, watching other kids playing around, from my window, or from the windows of my classroom.
It was so hard to make new friends, because the only thing that other kids saw was my mask.
I was the masked kid.
I was the strange kid.
I couldn't play with them.
Everytime I tried to play with them, the only thing I heard was "oh you are ill , I don't wanna be like you so stay away".
This situation made me start to write things in my personal diary.
I wrote small sentences, as a kid, and that was the only thing I could do alone inside an empty classroom during all summer.
This situation continued  for many years.
I wasn't the cool kid before, I wasn't the cool guy after.
The only things that let me enjoy those days were writing and listening to your songs.
I started to listen to your music thanks to my English teacher. She was a fan of folk and country music and she gave me a pic in which you were singing near a lake (I still have that photo somewhere, I strongly remember the white banner with your name written in red on it) and told me to listen to the cd she gave me that day.
I immediately fell in love (I think I still have a crush on you, I'm sorry).
I loved your album. I loved your voice. I loved the lyrics.
I remember having a "test" in school: each one of the class had to write their favourite lyrics and let the others guess the song.
If the someone guessed It, We could play the cd.
I chose Love Story and I translated it in Italian.
The class guessed the song, and I played it.
After the lunch break I went back to my desk and I saw some bullies that were breaking my cd-album and they started to laugh at me because I loved your music an I loved writing poems.
I was a boy so I was a loser because I enjoyed those things.
That felt terrible, but I continued to love your songs even more .
Those were my inspiration to write and to study english.
I felt so good when I listened to your album and this still happens.
Then I went to a private high-school.
Nothing changed, I still was the nerd guy that always got good grades and I have to say that the first year was quite good, but the second year was the start of the apocalypse.
I choose that school because two girls that I knew from childhood went there.
One of the cool new guys started to spread a fake "news" about me.
He said to everyone that I was the boyfriend of one of the two girls that I mentioned before.
So he was the cool guy and one of the girls believed him and told me to f*** myself.
The other girl was her best friend, so you could imagine by what happened next.
After 14 year spent together, I was nobody.
I didn't have "friends" in that class anymore.
I didn't say hello to anybody for 4 years, and nobody would say anything to me.
Nobody to talked with me.
That's great when you're a teenager.
I hated to wake up every morning.
I had an eating disorder, I lost like 22pounds in less than a month. Got hospitalized twice. I kept vomiting for 3 years, every single morning before school.
During that time I only talked with one of my cousins, who lived like 2 hours by car from me.
He was older than me but he always tried to help.
He knew that I loved to write poems so he started to give me guitar lessons.
I made it through a lot of things thanks to him.
I'm sorry, It's hard for me to write this part of the story.
I still get emotional when I think about this.
On the 10TH of December 2013 (some days after his birthday) we received a phone call from his mother: She warned us that he didn't return home after the last working shift.
I wrote a message to him like 3 hours prior to that phone call.
Never had the opportunity to get a reply again.
This year is the seventh year that he is missing.
That destroyed me.
I felt empty.
I felt like nothing couldn't help me.
I still feel that everytime I care about someone in my life, it will disappear someday.
This have happened several other times.
You know when ignorants say that men don't cry, is real bullshit. Men cry. I cried a lot.
I wrote so many poems , lyrics, thoughts in that period of time, that I destroyed my hands.
That was the only way to close my eyes and let me reach another reality because the real one was way too much for me.
Be a sensible man in this world is somehow a curse.
All these things made me afraid  even to hug someone 'cause I feel I'm too ugly or just to scared to be refused.
I will stop here my story, but there's so much more to tell.
I make it through all of these things and memories because I keep dreaming that one day I could meet you and we could talk together.
Dreaming about the fact I could spend a day with you made me find the power to battle my depression.
I'm 25 now and this year I'm not dreaming anymore.
I was going to start again university, I wanted to get a degree in marketing and have the chance to live in the us.
For years I believed that I would make it and hopefully be part of your marketing team.
I'm so stupid. All these years I kept dreaming to avoid pain.
I wanted to pursue my passion and continue to write lyrics but all I was doing was putting myself in unrealistic realities.
This covid situation made everything clear.
When everyone had someone to facetime (or video call) I was alone.
When everyone had someone asking them "how are you?" I only had myself looking in the mirror saying: "Will I ever feel better?"
I've never been the one for anybody, and I think I'll never be.
I won't be the one among all your fans to realize his dream.
Nobody likes me, and I'm exposing myself once again just because I want the opportunity to smile at something that could happen to me.
I'm tired to smile only for others best moments.
I've always seen the sun through a window.
I want to feel happy.
I want to burn my face with the sun.
I'm so sick of hiding my pain,
sick to cry when I'm alone in my car before going to work,
sick to let my eyes rain on my pillow every night.
I'm sick to say to my mother that I'm fine, just because I don't want to make her feel bad.
It's not her fault.
She is battling with a degenerative autoimmune disease, why I should put other weight on her shoulders?
I didn't give up to my weakness before because I don't want to hurt her.
I always say to her that soon she will feel better, that's why your song It's stuck in my head.
But when she won't be here anymore, how I can go through all of that?
I don't even know if will ever get better for me.
Will this pain ever stop?
Sometimes it's so hard to live and so easy to die.
Hope that my dream to spend some time with you can become true.
Thank you for everything, you gave me the strength to go on for many years.. But this time is so hard to put on my armor and continue this battle.
But is this even worth if thy I try to surround myself with people and I always feel lonely?
D.
@taylorswift @taylornation @jackleopards-thedolphinclub
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