Suspected BPD culture is checking again and again to see if your FP is online and not replying to you and looking at their online status almost constantly just to hurt yourself because they could be talking to you and they aren’t.

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(Questioning) BPD culture is hurting yourself when you’re angry, because you just want to punch someone or stab someone but you’re not gonna do that, but the anger’s still there, and it’s a release.

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questioning npd+bpd+avpd culture is oh my god you text me too much, its annoying. wait, why havent you responded in 15 minutes????? (breaks down)

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Questioning BPD culture is splitting on the only friends you have left because you feel so conflicted by the push and pull of the relationship.

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Questioning BPD plural culture is wondering if it’s your constantly shifting view of yourself, or if there’s actually other people living inside your head (Is it possible that it’s both(?))

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i miss when i was effortlessly nice what happened to that version of me? why is it so hard to be kind without seeing it as weakness?

bpd + ppd is aah i love my fp!!:))) i love him i lov. do you think hes faking it??? does he actually care about me??? what if this is all a ploy hes using to secretly throw me down from the inside??? what if awwwww he said he loved meeeee<3333333 what was i thinking about<333333333

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hpd + questioning bpd culture is going down a spiral of overthinking when your favorite person texts your other friends and not you because does she not like you? did you do something wrong? and you start worrying because of the lack of attention you get from her

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Cluster something culture is questioning wether it's possible to have both npd and avpd at the same time or if it's maybe just the audhd and I should be sleeping it's 4 am

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is frequently doing the 16 Personalities MBTI Test online and getting different results almost every time because you are basically undefinable and have an unstable personality and inconsistent, ever-changing trajectory BPD culture?????

BPD (+NPD?) + Autistic with a special interest in psychology culture is analyzing Crazy Ex Girlfriend like "this isn't her all time low, but it is definitely a local minimum"

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Questioning/Self-Dx BPD culture is

What do you mean it’s not normal to devote yourself entirely to one person? They’re all I need, I don’t want anyone else but them. You’re telling me it’s NOT normal to feel like you can’t breathe when you aren’t with them or that you don’t sleep when they aren’t in bed with you? You’re saying I’m not supposed to be entirely willing to put my life on the line for them if they asked? Pfft what do you mean. Clearly that’s just how love is, right?

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questioning bpd + madd culture is having a fictional character as your fp and going into a rage when people tell you "they're just a character"

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Maybe NPD + BPD culture is going absolutely batshit insane whenever you see your fp interacting with anyone else or posting about anyone else. Why are you talking to them? I'm more important. I SHOULD be the most important person to you. Go back to paying attention to me. Go back to talking to me. I have more to offer than any other scum ever would.

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Questioning BPD culture is splitting on the only friends you have left because you feel so conflicted by the push and pull of the relationship.

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Fuckfuckfuck here we go again. That should've been me. They told me I was the first choice. Why the fuck is everything not going MY way? Why can't I get everything I want? I fucking deserve it. I want that spot. It's supposed to be ME. Me me me me FUCK. Please just choose me for once. I'm pretty, aren't I? I'm smart. I'm talented. I can totally do much MUCH better than HER. I'll win if it was me. Please. I can prove it. I can be perfect. I promise. I can be better than everyone else. I swear.