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are you excited for the big role sammy's going to play in Cage?? im apprehensive... i love him a feral amount and i was real disappointed with his 2 seconds of screentime in BatDR
also just saying ur sammy drawings give me life he looks wonderful in hats
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Hehehe aw thank you!! :D
Thereās a lot of things in Dark Revival I ended up disappointed about, but despite my love of Sammy Lawrence, Sammy barely appearing was not really one of them. At the time, Iād commented to friends that the complete lack of Sammy mentions in the hype leading up to BatDR meant he was either very important or had only a cameo appearance, and I was actually pretty delighted about the Cyclebreaker cameo ā itās a moment that takes him startlingly seriously, that wasnāt just him quoting one of his four catch phrases; itās... a kind of moment we havenāt seen from Sammy before. The part where he gets shot was like, where my expectations were, so the cyclebreaker thing was a pleasant surprise.
But like, ever since The Cage was announcedā¦ we knew Sammy kind of had to be in it. Like, Henry says āhow did WE escapeā and itās set in the SPECIFIC place and time that Sammy also is; literally the only reason for Sammy to not be a significant character is if the creators actually didnāt want anything to do with him. So I have to admit the announcement that WE CAN CONFIRM that SAMMY WILL PLAY A MAJOR ROLE IN THE CAGE!!!!!!! RESTORED TO HIS CHAPTER 2 CREEPY GLORY! is justā¦ā¦ ugh, itās hard to articulate why this tweet frustrates me so much.
Likeā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.. "he's in it more" is not the only thing people care about, surely! What is he doing? What is his role in all this? What does he even WANT? In a review, "he's back to his chapter 2 creepy glory" would be a powerful recommendation; in a tweet from the creator right after preorders go up, it feels more like, "Hey, remember the thing you wanted? we DEFINITELY did that thing you wanted and we did it SUPER WELL so preorder our game please!!" Give us an intriguing line of dialogue or a hint about what he's doing (opposing you? helping you? uneasy truce? trying to find bendy?) and you wouldn't even need to promise us that he plays a major role; we'd be curious to learn more.
So this reassurance ends up doing the opposite, for me, because I still don't know if the creators even understand what I like about Sammy. The thing is that the circumstances of BatDR (there's a little Bendy running around, the Ink Demon is claimed dead but actually it's not, Wilson is trying to become the Lost Ones' new Big Brother) could've been INCREDIBLY relevant to Sammy -- that's why people wanted him to show up in BatDR, to see what he thinks of these developments and how he would react to them!! So if you're interested in Sammy, the character, then it would not be hard to hint at like, what his deal is ā "Sammy knows the Ink Demon is out there somewhere and Henry is the key to finding him" or "after the disappearance of his Lord he's become a desperate man who's as much an obstacle as an ally" or even "Sammy was defiant when he went into the Pit -- what will Henry find when he encounters him now?" or w/e -- simply insisting HES LIKE HE WAS IN CHAPTER TWO, THE ONE YOU GUYS LIKE instead of being able to think of a single character-based hint that we might find compelling is, tbh, rather un-reassuring!!!
My complaint about Twisted Aliceās role in BatDR was that ultimately, it felt like they were just trying to capture the vibes that Twisted Alice had in BatIM instead of really exploring what that character would be doing HERE, in THIS situation. Nothing sheās doing really makes sense, and what IS there seems to have forgotten what her actual deal is, but sheās doing it with the right flair, so it feels like sheās in-character enough for the scene to be fun. Like an episodic cartoon that just forgets what happened in previous episodes depending on whoās writing this one. Soā¦ I think thatās a real risk for Sammy. For the people who just want him to show up and whisper cult-ish things so we can hear his voice more and go HEHEHE ITS HIM, this isnāt really a concern lmao, that will probably happen. I donāt have high hopes that heāll make sense as a character, but tbf I donāt know that he ever has.
And IDK, its still early, its possible the cage will come out and I'll look up spoilers and be like OMG NM I LOVE WHAT THEY DID WITH HIM. A game that's supposed to be psychological horror could, in theory, be a really fun place for Sammy!! Maybe the people actually writing him will give him more care, haha. It's a little silly for me to be so worked up about the marketing for a game that I am not going to buy b/c Iām still not interested in giving JDS, Inc. my money. AND YET DESPITE IT ALL I STILLā¦ CARE ABOUT SAMMY LAWRENCE LMAOā¦.. I think my main emotion about The Cage is just curiosity, though. I do want to know what they do with him. Iām curious if heāll play a major part in the story, or if heās like Henry or Porter in BatDR, with one big scene where he gets a bunch of lines and then runs off. A lot of people really want to see Henry and Sammy team up in this, but Iām not writing off the possibility heās an antagonist of some kind, so Iām curious which way thatāll go. But I donāt feel like I have any strong expectations, so I guess weāll see!
#sammy lawrence#i know you have questions you always do#bendy saltposting#finally makes a tag so u can mute me being salty abt the franchise if ur not here for that!!
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also the most unwanted drama esque shit keeps happening to me why can't my love life go the way i want to.
#who do u do when you have a relatively large circle of friends from your class#and one of those friends confessed to you a month prior#which u rejected#and his best friend who is also part of the group#confesses u just earlier#which u also turned down#THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS WHY DO MY FRIENDS KEEP FALLING FOR ME WHILE I'M HERE.#TRYING TO GET MY FRIEND FROM A SEPARATE GROUP TO INTRODUCE ME TO HIS VERY PRETTY BROTHER#man i have to meet my friends tomorrow to prep for an event next week. the other guy i'm giving sort of an attitude bcs he clearly still#hasn't moved on from me so i'm helping him by sort of being a bitch but idk how to interact with the other one š#they'll get over it eventually but it's honestly driving me insane that this shit has been happening since high school#BUT THE GUYS IM ACTUALLY INTERESTED IN ARE EITHER WAY TOO UNATTAINABLE OR BARELY EVEN KNOW ME#lord can u please give me the guy i actually want this time i think i deserve it ššš#delete later just wanted to scream into the void for a moment šš
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can i request relationship hcs w jason pls? ur writing for him is so cute
jason grace dating headcanons
a / n ; ur so sweet wtf?? i love u, keep complimenting me n my ass will be floating soon girlie š«¶š»š«¶š»
warnings ; cursing and i said sexy like once, also female reader AGAIN
- alright here's my favorite gentleman
- scary dog privilege fr
- he's cold to everyone but you
- everytime you hug him he'll spin you around in the air with him
- cloud dates
- he's your personal fridge in the hot weathers
- likes carrying you in his arms
- and like he does it so often
- will tie your shoes for you
- and will help you with your homeworks
- if you guys go different collages, he'll drop you off first
- carries your stuff for you
- do ya'll know that one korean boy who has the biggest heart eyes? yeah he's jason
- since he knows what a sith lord is even though he lost his memory, he'll watch star wars with you
- and recreates the romantic anakin scenes
- "from the moment i met you-" boy stfu i'll literally fall in love
- please teach him how to have fun, he's a very sarcastic guy inside
- will cry if you buy him lightsaber
- if you're a booktok girlie like i am, he'll be happy to buy you your books
- and traumatised after reading the first page
- also yeah, he's paying everything
- likes buying you sexy clothes to see you wearing them
- he's like a little kid in love actually
- he thinks he should give all the pleasure to you but when you returned the favor and like- idk listened to him ramble about something with lovey eyes he almost cried
- girl you make him cry sm fr
- cancer men ppl
- anyways
- he'll buy you matching rings, clothes, anything. he loves matching with you
- will make your hot chocolate a little bit colder for you be able to drink it with his wind
- carries an hair tie for you
- always holding you, ALWAYS
- a hand on your waist? check, on your shoulder? check, backpocket? double check
- mr grace the acts of service guy
- will hold your hand if you're going upstairs like a princess
- he usually sleeps better if he's laying on your chest
- he has one of your plushies with him and spreys your perfume on it regulerly
- it helps him when you're out on a quest okay??
- will watch you do your makeup with doe eyes
- he learned how to braid hairs from piper just to braid yours, bcs he loves playing with your hair
- likes holding your hand
- but not like intertwined, maybe holding your pinky or your fingers lazly, he just needs to feel you
- colarbone šš» kisses šš»
- he'll just bow you like you guys doing a tango and boom, kisses your colarbone
- buys you flowers and keeps one of them with him to know when he should buy you new ones
- writes you poetry
- he maybe can't say it out loud too much, but he can write it down or show it through actions
- he's actually very talkative and funny around you, leo was mesmerised when he first saw jason all chatty like that
- blushed the first time you wiped his glasses for him
- let's you style him however you want
- and like, pick his glasses for him
- he always pairs up with you in practices
- fucks the rules and makes you sit with him on the zeus table
- he can't just stay away from you too long and he's kind of obsessed atp
- but we love him for that ladies
#i ran out of ideas#hope u like it darlin!#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the heroes of olympus#percy jackson series#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson imagine#jason grace x y/n#jason grace x you#jason grace headcanon#jason grace imagine#jason grace pjo#jason grace
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WAIT DON'T CLOSE IT YET!!!!! the 'love story told in untraditional format' prompt and DABI??? mm.
would like to meet, touya todoroki ;
pairing touya 'dabi' todoroki x f!reader
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synopsis the dregs of society run rampant on hinge, and everyone knows you're not going to meet The One on there. but you know the saying... love does come when you least expect it. alternatively: catching feelings through the hinge dms.
content contains one reference to jumping off a building, some sexual jokes
author's notes OK not necessarily a love story, but there are feelings in involved, i swear. this is supposed to be fun & silly!!!!
You nearly throw your phone across the room. Download Hinge, your friends encouraged you. Itāll be fun!Ā
You frown at Shigarakiās ever-so-eloquent opening line of Iād blow yo back out. Yeah, you can see why this app was designed to be deleted. The fucking dregs of society are crawling all over this thing. Just one nice, well-adjusted individual. Thatās all youāre asking for!Ā
Apparently, any decent guy is either taken or not on Hinge. You debate throwing in the towel and just meeting someone organically, like, out in public, exactly as the good lord intended, but right before you do, your phone vibrates.
New Notification!
Hinge | Dabi liked your image!
Hinge | Dabi sent you a chat!
Itās a Friday night, and you know for a fact that there is not a single sane man on this app, especially at this hour. Considering the fact that youāre sitting in bed right now, about to rewatch Pride & Prejudice for the sixth time this week, what else do you have to lose? Dignity? You open the app.
Apr 22 10: 24 PM
Dabi: Youāre hot, whatās wrong with you
You: ??Ā
Dabi: Youāre too hot to be single and on here. Whatās your dealĀ
You: youāre on here too? š¤Ø
Dabi: Would you say Iām too hot to the point where itās suspicious Iām on here
You: iām not here to give you an ego boost
Dabi: Then whatās the point of being on here
You: so you just get on here for free compliments?
Dabi: Maybe I have premium. Maybe I pay for these complimentsĀ
You: yeah, you look like the type to pay for hinge premium nglĀ
Dabi: Bye Iām going to talk to girls that are easier to manipulateĀ
You: please do šĀ
Apr 23 1:21 PM
Dabi: Did you miss me
Apr 23 3:15 PM
You: so much
Apr 23 4:47 PM
Dabi: How much
Apr 23 6:01 PM
You: i was going to jump off a bridge if u didnāt text meĀ
Apr 23 8:01 PM
Dabi: Damn thatās crazy
Dabi: How I donāt careĀ
Apr 23 10:15 PM
You: donāt you have anyone else to bother
Dabi: I want to bother you thoughĀ
You: you probably scared off every girl youāve ever come in contact withĀ
Dabi: True
Dabi: Except for you because youāre stupid
You: you pay for hinge premium, thereās an idiot in this conversation but itās def not me
Dabi: I was jokingĀ
Dabi: I donāt have money like that
You: i can tell
You: you probably take girls out for coffee as a first date, and then make them venmo u their half of the bill
Dabi: Nah
Dabi: I make her pay the full amount
You: iām not surprised
Dabi: That was a joke too
Dabi: I never take girls outĀ
You: thank God
You: youād probably be every girlās worst date story
Dabi: Want to test that theory outĀ
You: no thanks, i donāt feel like being content material for some crime podcastĀ
Dabi: Smart girl
Apr 24 12:13 PM
Dabi: Wyd
You: at the police station, filing a restraining order on youĀ
Dabi: DamnĀ
Dabi: You want to be the one to put me in cuffs
You: the officer here actually has pink cuffs, i know some guys find that emasculating but you seem like you wouldnāt mind
Dabi: I love pink actuallyĀ
Dabi: Iām so down
You: i think youāre my dream guy
You: more like my sleep paralysis demon, but same differenceĀ
Dabi: Aw you think of me when you sleep
Dabi: Youāre that obsessed already
You: stfuĀ
Dabi: Donāt feel badĀ
Dabi: Iām a munch fr
Dabi: I need u
You: what you need is to be put on some medicationĀ
Dabi: Yeah youāre my medication
You: you need to be psychologically evaluatedĀ
You: r u a social experimentĀ
Dabi: Stop flirting with meĀ
You: youāre so childish
Dabi: Am I bothering you
Dabi: Do I elicit strong emotionsĀ
You: you donāt look like someone who knows the word elicitĀ
Dabi: Iām in grad school
You: wow
You: this is the first time youāve left me genuinely speechlessĀ
Apr 24 3:55 PM
Dabi: Yo whenās ur bdayĀ
Dabi: Do you have any siblingsĀ
You: are u gonna ask for my motherās maiden name tooĀ
Dabi: Yeah actuallyĀ
Dabi: Give me your ssn while youāre at it
You: ur a creep, ur lucky ur cute
Dabi: Wow, you canāt have deep convos with anyone any more without being accused of trying to get answers to their security questions
You: tell me something abt you first
Dabi: My dad sucks
You: yeah you look like you would have daddy issues
Dabi: Lmao
Dabi: Iām being fr though
You: yeah, a lot of dads do suck. what abt the rest of ur family?
Dabi: I havenāt seen them in years
You: oh
You: do they suck too?
Dabi: Nah
Dabi: I moved out as soon as I couldĀ
You: your dad was that bad?
Dabi: The worst
You: are you trying to get pity pussy rn???? donāt tug on my heartstrings if itās all just a lie
Dabi: Damn wtf
Dabi: But also depends. Do u wanna give me some pity pussy rn
You: bye i thought we were actually having a serious momentĀ
Dabi: I wasnāt lying. Swear
Dabi: Now tell me something too
You: im an attention seeker. thatās why im on here
Apr 25 1:56 PM
Dabi: Did u miss me not giving u attention
Apr 25 3:56 PM
You: sorry, i was having really crazy sex waiting for u to come back
Dabi: Fire
Dabi: You deserve it
Dabi: Me next?
You: only if you promise to tell me u love me before the post nut clarity hits
Dabi: I love manipulating women during sex
Dabi: Anything for uĀ
You: you say that but someone else is in my dms telling me that i can be his housewife and raise our kids and never work a day in my life again so pls top that offerĀ
Dabi: DAMN
Dabi: I bet heās boringĀ
You: heās not boring, weāre actually getting married and gonna have a big family
Dabi: Well clearly the fact that ur talking about him to me shows that u arenāt interested in himĀ
You: iām telling u abt him so u have something to aspire to
Dabi: Damn you should date him thenĀ
You: thatās the first intelligent thing youāve saidĀ
Apr 26 7:00 AM
Dabi: I hate you
Dabi: Wyd today
You: pls mind ur own businessĀ
Dabi: Smd
Dabi: Tell me or I block you
Apr 26 8:19 AM
Dabi: U suck
You: and swallow
Dabi: No you donāt
Dabi: You probably spit it out
Apr 27 9:34 AM
You: true but in my defense, you look like you would produce something that tastes like toxic waste
Dabi: Were u deadass ignoring meĀ
You: donāt be so needy, dabi. itās not a good look
Dabi: Sorry that was a moment weaknessĀ
Dabi: So what now
Dabi: Is this when u give me ur insta
You: i donāt have any social media
Dabi: Nah youāre a catfish
You: maybe
Apr 27 1:34 PM
Dabi: Wyd
You: youāre a true wyd warrior, do u realize that
You: iām currently getting my back blown out by a dude who posted his headshot as one of his hinge pics. i am not even faking my moans.
Dabi: Stfu š
Dabi: Do u even know what sex is
Dabi: Name one positionĀ
You: easy, missionaryĀ
Dabi: Well youāre on your phone so obviously the sex youāre having isnāt that goodĀ
You: im just a good multitaskerĀ
Dabi: tell me if ur shit is grippy
You: hold on, let me ask him
Dabi: Whats his name
Dabi: Whats he saying
You: donāt worry abt his name
You: he told me im gripping him so tight, itās like iām trying to take his blood pressure rn
Dabi: LMAOĀ
Dabi: That means ur not attracted to him
You: wow, a guy who knows that tight doesnāt equal aroused, iām genuinely impressed w youĀ
You: and for the record, i would never actually fuck a guy who posts a professional headshot as one of his pics on hingeĀ
Dabi: Oh now you tell me
Dabi: Guess I have to cancel the appointment I just made to get a headshot doneĀ
Apr 28 6:20 AM
Dabi: Im leaving Okinawa to go back to work. Iām sad, cheer me up
You: just commit a crime so they wonāt let you leave
You: also i think maybe u need a psych eval or smth bc why are u still talking to me š¤Ø
Dabi: Nah tbh youāre the most interesting person on here
Dabi: Iām gonna go to tokyo and commit a crime on uĀ
You: yea, u not being in my guts rn should be a crime
Dabi: Chill my dick isnāt big enough for that šĀ
You: i want you to seek professional help
Dabi: I want u to seek these nuts in ur mouth
You: when should i ghost you
Dabi: Whenever u want bae you can ghost me anytimeĀ
Apr 28 7:26 AM
Dabi: REPLY
You: u literally told me i could ghost u anytime WHAT IS UR DEAL
Dabi: Damn ok well when you do at least say goodbye
You: when i do, iām reporting ur hinge account in the hopes that u get banned and have to resort to meeting women irl
You: iām actually reporting ur account rn
Dabi: Good idea
Dabi: Iāll report u tooĀ
Dabi: Before you get banned from hinge, can I have your number
You: no
You: i donāt give my number out to random ass strangers online
You: and ādabiā is a weird name to have saved in my contacts
Dabi: Touya
Dabi: Thatās my real name
You: oh
You: who the hell uses a fake name on a dating app??? š
Dabi: Stranger danger is real
Dabi: If I take you out on a date will you give me your number
You: a REAL date???
Dabi: Yeah Iām actually a gentleman in case you couldnāt tell
You: i donāt know how i couldāve missed that fact.
Dabi: Iām being fr though
Dabi: Dinner reservations and everything
You: are you paying the entire bill š¤Ø
Dabi: Why wouldnāt I
You: hmmm
You: every sex joke i made was definitely just a joke though, pls donāt get any crazy ideas
Dabi: Obviously you were joking, Iām not an idiot
You: youāre not gonna try to hit on the first date?
Dabi: If itāll make you more comfortable, Iāll tape a 10 ft pole to my chest so I canāt get anywhere near you
You: cute
Dabi: Dinner tomorrow?
You: yes, dinner tomorrowĀ
Dabi: And if I do well, I get your number?
You: hmmm
You: i guess
Dabi: Fuck yeah
Dabi: Iām tired of texting you through hingeĀ
You: you only get it IF you do well
Dabi: Iām gonna rock your shitĀ
Dabi: RomanticallyĀ
You: sure you will
Apr 30 12:01 AM
Are you sure you want to delete the Hinge app?
Yes | No
You selected Yes! Reason for deletion?
[ ] No new matches
[ ] App is difficult to work with
[ ] Found another app to use
[ X ] I met someone
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(I can't paste links in the ask box :( but adoresbutlers posted two pictures of Austin cover in blood š) Can we have some vampire!Austin nsfw headcanons? (And maybe for vampire!Elvis too?) š„“š„“š„“
first of all the werewolf + vampire austin/elvis stuff coming around is making me crave halloween SO BAD š
me and a few of the other elvis writers have made a halloween/autumn prompt list and i'm SO excited to post it in octoberrrr š
ANYWAY ok so i couldn't find the post you were talking about BUT i've seen those pics before i'm like 99.9% sure so let's take care of business ā”ļø
ponytail ponytail ponytail, pulled back so elegantly. like i'm thinking the interview with a vampire type of ponytail š„“
since he's fairly old, this man is incredibly good at sex. he's soo gentle and tender but don't get it wrong he fucks deep and hard and firm.
the foreplay is AGONIZING. he has forever to get it done and he takes every bit of that time. he's not a smug tease but more of a cold, patient, calculated one.
eye contact at all times. he demands it. if you close your eyes, you're gonna feel his fingers gently wrap around your throat, reminding you to open back up and look at him while he fucks you.
he has a control obsession and he wants you to be as subby as possible. bondage is probably his favorite thing, although he rarely ties you up and mostly just pins your wrists above your head with his hand. tbh maybe he has longer nails that kinda dig into the skin? but jury is still out on that
he's a BIG neck guy lmao but he would never bite you. he refuses to change you, but he'll still use those teeth to his advantage. he likes to drag them slowly down the skin of your neck, just tickling you and giving you a taste of what it might feel like to be bitten.
not allowing himself to bite you actually makes him even hornier because while he does, you know, kinda wanna suck your blood, he also has the human instinct of just wanting to tear your neck to shreds. so he's teasing himself in the process.
but just because he can't bite you doesn't mean that you can't bite him. and he loves it. he would never admit it in words, but the moans and grunts you elicit from him while your teeth are digging into his neck oh my lord
but he's actually very quiet during sex overall. his entire goal is to please you and he rarely even cares about finishing himself off. he's done so a million times in his life and has much more time to do so in the future. it's all about you, bby
as much as he wants to go down on you, he always hesitates because of his teeth. he worries that he'll accidentally hurt you if he gets too excited.
if you're someone who has periods though...things might be a lil different during that time of the month. he's pretty desperate to taste you, both your juices and your blood, so when you're on your period, he takes advantage of that and slurps up every last drop.
can u imagine watching him lick your juices off his fangs, his tongue swirling around the tip as he glares up at you with his fingers slowly pumping in and out of u bye bye bye š„“
i am now obsessed with vamp austin FRICK
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Ey life got chaotic but we press on. First up is Ravening War episode three reactions, hopefully soon to be followed by Ravening War episode four reactions, and, if weāre lucky, Ravening War episode five reactions. Letās go! (also this is a long one just a heads up)
First combat episode this season I am HYPE
My partner prefers the role play episodes and I get that I really do but something about all the numbers and mechanics and trinkets in the combat episodes really tickles my brain
Colin :D
Aabriaās makeup on point as always
Fruity you say š
(Distant screams of ambushees)
Different degrees of strong and loose?? Malleable battlefield?? Ey??
Raphaniel so fucking ruthless Jesus
With a lot of swagger!!
Karna sweetheart
Karna why you gotta kill someone
Come on Provolone!
Aw lil Karna and Colin moment :)
You didnāt bring a carriage. You brought starfruit.
Awww everyoneās mini reveals
So excited to see Amangeaux fight
Gang it is once again Rick Perry Appreciation Hours
Sorry Aabria a WHAT kinda gal
Bloodthirsty radish yeesh
Karna is so real because if I had magic I also would just use it all the time regardless of how much danger I would be putting myself in if someone saw me
That looks like a real orange. Are you telling me thatās not? A real orange?
DOME ANTICS
I really hope that they do like. A series of destination/travel posters for Ravening War with the art theyāve been putting on the dome. I think those would be sick.
The camera movement this episode!!
God I want to work for them
Augh poor little cherries
The character choice āActually no, sheās gonna be dumbā is so important sometimes.
A little fuck with your mind cantrip?
Mind sliver oooooo
Itās really hard to see a woman spiral like this š
This is happening TO me sir no it is not shush
COLIN DEALS NECROTIC DAMAGE????
Nothing can heal this person from this blade????
Oh my god.
Oh my god thatās fucking horrifying. As someone with GI issues? The visuals of that Eldritch blast are horrifying.
A little guy??? You canāt add a wrinkle to the encounter!
Yāknow, if you wanted the rowboat guy to not notice anything. Maybe you shouldnāt have thrown a guy into the river?
Banana has the highest initiative???
You *feel* pretty hidden??
āPlease full dieā
Brennan was really trying for a Beardsley calling to Helio moment there and Did Not get it.
Like a delusional mary poppins <3
A Cody level turn!!
Pulling arrows out of her own body, still goes oof.
Chess jokes!
Ohohohoho intimidation
Oh god
Gonna kill Brennan with his own box!
Grape IS the worst candy flavor thank you Aabria for speaking the truth.
Pamela!
Brennan looks like heās losing his mind lmaooo
Is Deli just gonna flat out kill her in one turn
Ooh thatās a cool ability ngl
Pompous Mockery? Neat
All the multiclasses this season are so cool! Giving me so many ideas!
Donāt kill Colin :(
Horrifying. Horrifying!
Everyone gleefully watching Brennan squirm is so fun
Oh time for some Raphaniel lore!
Oh my god??
Oh does that end his turn?? Does it?
Oh dear lord
Thatās our third āhow do you want to do thisā in like 15 minutes jesus
Karna! So creepy! Love u bb
YOU. DIED. FOR. NOTHING.
Babe WHAT
Ohohoho the political intrigue
āNo secret was worth thisā Colin honey
Raphaniel is just so unhinged huh
Spiesssss
What. Whatās up guys. What? Hello what?
TWO NAT 20S on this poor fucked up apologetic skeleton thing?
SPORES?????
If karnaās bardic just saved him thatās beautiful ngl
Zombies?? Calorumās got zombies???
On a 22 arcana heās got no clue? Damn
Oh god what if thatās what Karna would turn into if she didnāt cut the rot out of herself?
Hive mind? Mold hive mind?
How many people have visibly used magic now?
Ooh camera antics
And we go back below the food pyramid!
Sanctus Putris means holy rot jsyk
Oh god oh fuck oh no
Oh this is so reliant on shame. That has so many thoughts attached to it.
Guilt is being utilized so effectively here
I also feel crazy!
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B, N, U and Z for the fandom ask game please š
B - A pairing you initially didnāt consider but someone changed your mind
Harrisco actually. Its so obvious to me now, but it was seeing the fandom edits and the like here on tumblr that made me go 'huh, I should check this ship out' and then I went and devoured basically everything for the ship on Ao3 at the time. And then started writing for the ship myself.
N -Ā Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice)
Well, in general terms, I wish I saw more aro headcanons from non-aspec people. I'm starting to see more of that to some degree but when I'm in the mood for aro characters the pickings are slim in fandom even when there's a canonically aro character. Or possibly especially when there's a canonically aro character? It's kinda gotten to where every time we get a canonically aro character in a show I wind up avoiding that fandom for a while because there's an uptick of allos going 'well actually what if i ship them romantically and ignore their queer identity anyway because fandom is boring without shipping' and well how dare I want representation that isn't erased by the fandom huh? (*insert big sigh here*) And that's not even touching what happens if you happen to mention headcanoning as aro a character who is popularly headcanoned as gay/lesbian but doesn't actually have a canonical sexuality mentioned. (Looking straight at Luke Skywalker and Queen Elsa.)
I think another thing I wish I saw more of in fandom was acknowledging character faults without it turning into character bashing. It's something I try to balance out in my fics, making space for character flaws to be called out while still showing them learning and growing from that. But I see a lot of fics out there where a single mistake in canon is the basis for damning that character forever and clearly they're secretly an evil monster. Its a phenomenon that happens more in some fandoms than others, but it does pop up everywhere and can be exhausting to run into. Cobra Kai seems to suffer from character bashing a lot in particular, which made my foray into that fandom rather short lived.
In the Flash fandom in particular, I wish there were more Gideon fights back against Eobard fics. It's a fun premise to write and Gideon deserves more love than canon gives her. So I'm always excited when I find that someone else has written her as more than a passive background character. (And then maybe Ao3 would finally stop conflating tags for Gideon on the Flash and Gideon on Legends as being the same character when they aren't...)
U - 5 favorite characters from 5 different fandoms
Yuri Lowell from Tales of Vesperia - He's a vigilante trouble maker who encourages delinquency in his friend Estelle (the Princess) and helps save the world because he's a good person who just wants to protect the people he loves and the world they live in. He's snarky and probably has a jail cell in Zaphias reserved specifically for him and has canonically shoved knights into the fountain for various reasons that had Karol going O_O why??? upon hearing it recounted later. (Yuri - I forgot about that. Still hilarious. *snicker*)
Cisco Ramon from The Flash - Genius mechanical engineer whose greatest power is his imagination because what else would let him create so many amazing inventions? He's steadfast and loyal, probably the kindest person on the show. His hair is amazing - which he knows quite well - and he gets flustered when complimented on it by cute guys. (Leo - Love the hair. Cisco - *blushes*). It's amazing when oblivious show writers think they've written a straight guy, but it's actually a character who is intensely bisexual.
Atton Rand from Knights of the Old Republic 2: The Sith Lords - Snarky former Sith accidentally finds atonement and joins the rebooting of the Jedi. Or rejoins the Sith depending on the path you take in the game. Are you good or evil? Atton Rand is ride or die for you either way. Also there's a chance that he'll make fun of the 'are you an angel' line from The Phantom Menace and that cracks me up.
Bastila Shan from Knights of the Old Republic - She's very much the stereotypical uptight Jedi and it's actually no real surprise when she falls to the Dark Side (briefly or not depending on your actions in the game) but she's a lot of fun when she actually lets loose. It's interesting to see her learn to relax and make friends and drop the holier than though attitude the Jedi hammered into her. She just very much wants to be a good person and protect others. And if you play with her as the love interest (default love interest for guys, mods to unlock her for the ladies) then it is absolutely hilarious to hear her say 'shut up and kiss me, you fool'.
Zelos Wilder from Tales of Symphonia - Tragic backstory? Check. Covering his crippling depression with jokes and innuendoes? Check. Struggles to open up to his friends and be honest about his feelings? Check. Triple agent causing headaches for everyone? Triple check. But if you get him the highest relationship values he demonstrates he may actually be gay or bi as he hits on Lloyd ("put on a show that'll make me fall in love" is not a straight thing for him to say to Lloyd... at all) and there a scene that will only change if he has the highest values at that point in the game - the rest of the scenes are different depending on every character, not just him.
Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go goĀ (prompts optional but encouraged)
Tales of Symphonia was the first game I played where player choices affected the game itself. While the game's ending doesn't really change, there are scenes in the game itself that are different based on the hidden relationship values system. I had no idea about this first time through and got Colette every time, but I learned about the hidden system as I started branching into fandom spaces and did replays with Raine, Genis, Presea, Kratos... and Zelos (sorry, Regal, I was just... uh, not super interested in you, my dude) and it was really Zelos who captivated me the most. And he's queer coded, heavily so, so I suppose it's really no surprise I adore the redheaded, gender non-conforming menace.
It was really my first real venture into fandom spaces beyond just fanfic too, so Tales of Symphonia is very near and dear to my heart for all sorts of reasons. I read a lot of fan theories about the game, but was still at a point where I was way too timid to really contribute my own too much. High school me was definitely struggling with self confidence at the time.
I've got a lot of headcanons for the game which have changed to some degree or other over time, so with the game's HD re-release happening in, like, three days, I've decided the time has come for a replay and I'm really hoping to see a bit of a fandom boom happening as new players discover this game and people who haven't played in a while rediscovering their love for it. Might be time to dust off my old fics, go on an editing spree, and start posting them on Ao3.
(So if you're reading this and considering picking up a new game to play... Tales of Symphonia. You know you wanna.)
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Ep 2, letās go
I can do another episode before I start writing, right? Right
I really like that they put actual warnings before the episode starts, thank you for that, The Boys
HELP MOVE THE BODY, HUGHIE
thank you
So what youāre saying isā¦. Youāre a mechenary? FucK HE ISNT DEAD.
Hughie: Thank fuck heās alive
Me: FUCK NO HES ALIVE
Pls donāt tell me they gotta kill him again?? Theyāre gonna torture him?? Oh no, they totally are, arenāt they?
Oh. Oh, she isā¦ wow. Hi
Of course he owes this weird dude money, you canāt just be a normal weirdly supes obsessed badass, can you Butch?
Chipped???? What in the world- ok fine. Iāll just accept it for now
The A-train isā¦. something, huh. Oh. Oh man. This is awkward. Oh so awkward. Cancer and kids. This isā¦. great. Theyāre really scripting this guy? Well I understand why
They wonāt like you, sweetheart, you actually wanna help people. āAnd that is why we love youā you are absolutely disgusting, lady, that is creepy. So sheās gotta patrol with her rapist? Oh joy
[jams] well at least the music is pretty good
āIām not a murdererā thatās ok, Butch- oh he said it himself, thatās good okay, at least heās not that much of a liar
Sweet of him??? He just called you old, lady???
Oh. Oh maybe sheās not the one who told him to kill the mayor person? OH MY GOD. HE EAVESDROPPED? And just- chose to kill- Iām!?? Oh my god
Heās unhinged, perfect
It took youā¦ [checks time] 1 episode and 14 minutes to show us who you really are. āSmile and look prettyā wow. Wow wow wow. Oh man, is she even worse than he is?? Was the murder just a tantrum?? WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE
That ringing has to mean something. Whyyyy are you breaking your own knuckles, you absolutely MESS of a man
Oh shit. Oh shit, she told him that Deep said- oh shit. Well at least he might get what he deserves now - just not from the right person but ok :)
You are scared shitless, huh. So they do know that heās fucking crazy, thatās great
Seriously, I thought I say fuck a lot, damn
They canāt kill him, thatās just great
āYou had a crush on meā AS IF THAT GIVES YOU THE FUCKING RIGHT YOU PIECE OF- oh ok, starlightās got her own back, thatās cool
Thought she was gonna kill him for a second there
Smuggling drugs in Homelander dolls, ok then. Was this- was this just a setup to look good? Ew
Who the fuck is this woman? I sense old tension. Yeah. Come on Susan, give the man what he needs. Come ooooon. Damn it
He did say it was far fetched, right??
DONT GO IN THERE HUGHIE FOR THE- oh youāre just completely an idiot. Unless youāre thinking of poisoning him or whatever, which would be good but more than youād usually be able to think up by yourself. Sorry
Oh no oh no theyāre so fucked
Holy shit, he did it, didnāt he? He found a way to poison that water, didnāt he? Oh my god whY WONT YOU TELL ME
Ok 1) wow that whole āmy heroesā thing is creepy and 2) BADASS ANNIE, but also youāre gonna get scolded for this, I just know it
Aaaand now i want a smoke, thanks a lot frenchie
Oh no, really? Are they gonna kill this guy too? OH MY GOD NO OKAY NO KILLING BUT J E S U S
Oh, is this the first time they speak alone? He.. damn, he sounds really lonely but I canāt get over that heās basically crazy soā¦ do I feel sorry for you- OH LORD OKAY STALKER NOPE
Just because you can look through walls, doesnāt mean you should, baby
Of course Hugh didnāt fix it, I had too high hopes
Oh man this lady is fucking crazy. What in the fucking- this entire show, holy shit. And he even tries to be chill but oh no, homophobia this a thing everywhere
God, donāt take it out on the poor girl, pleaseā¦ itās too bad he has such a nice voice and knows how to say āpleaseā so well
He- he put his- he put something up his ass
He put. A bomb. Up his ass
What. The fuck
āSavvyā oh no
Fuck. Homelander. Theyāre so fucked oh god oh no heās free this cannot be good
Hereās what I know: I like Frechie, heās gonna die
OH EW EW EW EW EW
heh. Cherry bomb. I get it
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which idols would u set ur mutuals up with on a blind date
i apologize for taking a bit to get back to you!
I've decided I'm going to do this by vibes and not necessarily who they bias. And I'm also doing two per, one which is an actual set-up attempt and one just for whom I'd think it'd be hilarious to see.
Anna
Serious Answer: Ateez Hongjoong. They're both very crafty and aren't afraid to go for something they want or want to do. They also are people who aren't the Parent Friendā¢ of a group, but they are someone that people look up to. I think that it would go well, but I don't think they'd date for the long-term necessarily.
Fun For Me Answer: Seventeen Mingyu. Tol and smol. Puppy and otter. Clumsy x2. Mostly though because he's so tall and she's not. He's also loud, in volume and personality, and from what I've heard with her, Anna is a bit more quiet. That could be bc she's British though. I know that the British aren't more or less quiet than any other nationality, Lord knows Jimmy Carr can rattle on for a while at volume, but she's like. Pastels pink, yellow, and brown aesthetic where Mingyu is navy blue, dark gray, and bright purple aesthetic you know what I mean? I think it might work out for like six months before they part ways.
Fabi
Serious Answer: CIX Yonghee. I think that they're both, and I mean this literally SO affectionately, giant nerds. I feel like they'd get on pretty well, and could probably hold a good conversation about whatever topic they end up on. Downside is that one of them has the definite possibility of dominating the conversation without knowing it if it's a topic they enjoy, which isn't a bad thing at all. I just think it means that the date is one that's like the waiter walking up to them and telling them that the restaurant is closing in a few minutes type of thing. I don't think they'd date, but they meet weekly for brunch or something similar. Deffo become v v v good friends.
Fun For Me Answer: NCT Mark. The epitome of Just Some Guyā¢ Syndrome-haver and Fabi would be *chef's kiss*. I think it would go decently well at the start, they're both polite and chill people, but he'd mention his favorite Canadian artist and Fabi would just peace out. Like, *shoving breadsticks into my bag* āI have to leave right now immediatelyā kind of peace out. They never speak to each other again, and Fabi always gets a haunted look on their face if asked about him.
Kenny
Serious Answer: MX Jooheon. They're both people with very strong personalities that I think would compliment the other's. I feel like the both of them are not afraid to say what they really think or feel about someone or something. They both also give me, like, bright orange (in a fun way that doesn't hurt your eyes) vibes. And they both know when to be serious when it's important. They're both supes creative, and I personally think Jooheon would have fun if Kenny offered to do his makeup. I think that this is a solid relationship, definitely 1ā3 years with a chance of going longer.
Fun For Me Answer: Nine Percent/Soloist/Cactor Lin Yanjun. Cold jokes. Oh, he's the best at jokes that absolutely fall flat on their face. He's Just Some Guyā¢, but in the way that like the cute veterinary assistant is who greets your pet by name every time y'all go in. He's dedicated to his craft, and he's started to expand his horizons even more. I think that the date would be a bit dry and the two of them realize they only have platonic chemistry and have drinking games to a TV show they're both watching. They also help each other dye their hair. Possibly at the same time as they're drinking for maximum Messā¢.
I hope that these answers were satisfactory for my friends, but if not, I'm not pressed about it. I spent more time thinking about how funny it would be to have them go out on dates with the idols I picked. Please do not ask Fabi or Anna especially about who they'd set me up with because I have a feeling I know who it would be, if they decide to follow the same formula as me.
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kiss and make up
- multiple charactersĀ
ā¤· atsumu, sakusa
genre: (an attempt at) angst to fluff ; established relationship, timeskipĀ
synopsis: in which you have an almost relationship-ending argument
word count: 2.1k total - about 1k each
warnings: fighting (obv), being called a burden, the boys are kinda mean but they make up for it i swear
- a/n: tbh i was kinda getting sick of writing just fluff so i wanted to spice it up a lil! if this sucks iām probably going to stick to fluff fics but i think it should be fine? this one also only has 2 characs cause idk how i would be at writing angst LMAO if this does well enough iāll post the one i have written w kuroo and iwa <3 but i feel like this kinda sucks so oh well
- thank u @kybabi for beta-ing <3
- miya atsumu
you n atsumu have been together since high school which is why youāve always been inseparable
you went to the same college & moved in together right after, but once he got his job with the jackals, he insisted that you didnāt work and focused on getting your masterās degree
you reluctantly agreed, if only to be able finish & earn your phd soon after
because atsumu is always busy, itās kinda become commonplace for you to do the chores around the house- like doing the laundry or washing the dishes or cooking dinner for him
but itās gotten to the point where he expects it
atsumu sighs, unlocking the door to your shared apartment. todayās practice was rough, it was a day of hard conditioning and bad sets and he wanted nothing more than a good meal and to cuddle. the first thing he noticed when he walked in was the mess. instant ramen bowls were scattered everywhere, empty coke cans and dirty napkins were all over the floor, and there you were, in the eye of the hurricane. the second thing he noticed was that there was no homecooked meal.
surprised, he walks into the dining room to see you, furiously typing away at your laptop with four different books surrounding you. you hear his footsteps and look up.
āhey baby! how was practice?ā you ask with a smile
atsumu grunts in reply and gestures toward the kitchen, āso.. whatās for dinner babe?ā
your eyes widen, āoh shoot! iām sorry, i was so busy studying for this final that i forgot to cook. do you mind-ā you stop when you see him roll his eyes and head out.
āum, where are you going? you just got home?ā you ask, following him.
āout. i have to get food somehowā he replies, āespecially because my useless s/o canāt cook a goddamn meal for meā he mutters under his breath
you stop in shock because did he really just say that?
āiām sorry, i donāt think i heard you right.ā you start but he interrupts you
āi said, i have to go get food because someone is too busy to cook a goddamn meal. what do you even do anyways- well, besides spend my money? the least you can do is cook for me, god.ā he finally turns to look at you but he feels his heart stop at the look on your face.
not wanting to escalate the situation any further, you try to calm him down, ātsum, hey, iām sorry i forgot to cook okay? this is my last final before the year ends and i just canāt afford to fail it, so iāve been studying all day. if you come back to the kitchen, iāll make you something, okay?ā
āi donāt want to eat your half assed attempt at a meal, y/n. the whole point is that you couldnāt get off your ass for an hour to cook when i make the money, i paid for the apartment, hell, iām even paying for your school! is it really too much to ask for you to stop being such a burden and cook and clean everyday?ā he fumed.
you gape at him, shocked that he would even say that. to hell with not escalating things
āat least i want to do something more with my life than hit balls around and retire at 35ā you hiss, āand i do everything in this house! i do the laundry, i clean the bathroom, i cook - i do all the things you refuse to. and do i complain? no. i offered to get a job but you refused.ā
you turn around to grab your laptop and your textbooks, ājust- just do whatever the hell you want to, atsumu.ā and with that you walk out the door.
atsumuās heart drops when he realizes that you actually left. sure, youāve had arguments here and there, but youāve never left. he pulls out his phone to call you when he sees youāve left yours on the counter. knowing thereās nothing to do but wait at this point, he begins to clean up and calls osamu over.
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itās already 3 am when you walk back into your apartment, and you blink multiple times when you open the door. itās ... clean? youāre sure it was a mess when you left, so how would it be clean? you sigh, too tired to think about it more and walk into the kitchen. your eyes widen at the sight. not only is your favorite food on the stove, but there your boyfriend is, asleep on the dining table. you smile slightly, well that explains things.
ā āāmu, hey, wake up babe.ā you kiss him lightly and shake him.
he grunts and sits up, ābaby! iām so so sorry for what i said. you are in no way, shape, or form a burden, i have no clue why i said that. todayās practice was just really tiring, but i know i shouldnāt have taken it out on you. just please-ā he sighs, ājust please donāt leave me again.ā
your heart breaks your teary eyed boyfriend. āshh, of course baby. iāll never leave you again okay?ā you say, tugging on his arm, ācmon babe, letās go to bed, okay?ā
āmm okay my love.ā he replies and practically pulls you into bed. āi love you, okay?ā
āi love you too baby.ā you reply
āto the moon and back?ā he asks
āyeah, and to infinity and beyond.ā you reply, your lack of sleep hitting you hard
āoh, i didnāt know i was dating buzz lightyearā
you let out a loud laugh and just like that you both fall into the same routine, love radiating off both of you in waves.
- sakusa kiyoomi
dating sakusa was,, challenging
it definitely took him a while to get comfortable with you
so you guys have been dating for a couple years now, and at this point heās def clingy
however there still moments when he reverts to his old self
this just happened to be one of those times
āOUT! AND JUST LIKE THAT, EJP RAIJIN TAKES THE WIN AGAINST THE BLACK JACKALS!ā
the stadium is silent before the ejp cheering section erupts in cheers. you stay silent, watching your team below. you watch as sakusa stills, still in disbelief. you make your way down, practically sprinting to your boyfriend.
he sees you on the sideline and makes his way over to you. you put on your biggest smile and attempt to make him feel better.
āyou did great, kiyo! youāll get them next time, yeah?ā you beam, knowing how hard heās been training to beat his cousin
he eyes you warily, not knowing what to say.
usually, sakusa gets pretty clingy after games, so you you move to give him a hug.
ādonāt touch meā he barked, jerking away from you. āif you hadnāt been distracting me, we wouldāve won.ā
you stare at him, refusing to let the tears flow. you both turn when you hear a certain setter yelling at the opposing middle and you sigh.
āum, okay then. iāll see you at home, yeah?ā you ask
sakusa merely nods and makes his way over to his teammates. you look around to see if anyone saw what just happened and you lock eyes with your boyfriendās cousin, who walks over.
ācongrats on the win komori! you guys did so well!ā you cheered
āthanks, y/n! and iām sorry about kiyoomi. iām sure you know he gets that way sometimes.ā he explains
you smile and shake your head, saying that youāre used to it and you both bid your farewells. as you walk out of the stadium, you think back to how your boyfriend, the one person you loved with everything you had in you, utterly embarrassed you in front of his whole team. before you know it, silent tears start streaming down your face.Ā
you enter your home and immediately rush to the bathroom. you draw yourself a bath and make some dinner while waiting. you assume that kiyoomi wouldnāt be home to have dinner with you anyways- and now that you think about it, you canāt remember the last time you had dinner together. after you finish your bath and eat your dinner, you decide to wait up for boyfriend and watch a couple episodes of your favorite show to pass the time.Ā
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kiyoomi walks into his apartment at around 1 am, completely and utterly exhausted. he kicks his shoes off and drops his bag on the floor. The rustling rouses you from sleep and you sit up.
āhey kiyoā you say with a yawn,Ā āwhereāve you been all night?āĀ
sakusa ignores you in favor of getting ready for bed and you frown when he brushes past you.Ā
ākiyo, babe, whatās wrong? youāve been ignoring me all night and i-ā you start but he interrupts you before you can finish.Ā
āgod, just shut up, y/n. canāt you tell i donāt want to talk to you right now? iāve already had the worst day, i donāt need you making it any worse.ā he snaps
"kiyoomi, look, i understand youāre upset but you shouldnāt take it out on me.ā you reason, reaching out towards him,Ā ālisten, iām here if you wanna-āĀ
āi said, do not touch me.ā he seethes. āyou are so fucking clingy y/n, lord, let me breathe a little.ā
with those words, you explode.Ā āyou know what, sakusa,āĀ he flinches when he hears his last name come out of your mouth,Ā āi think i have the right to want to spend some time with my boyfriend! i havenāt seen you in god knows how long- you leave before i wake up and i fall asleep in an empty bed. iāve been working my ass off to get some time off to watch your stupid volleyball game and what do you do? you embarrass me in front of your whole team!ā
you sigh, wipingĀ away the tears that continue that continue to fall. ālisten, i donāt want to fight right now. iām going to go stay at a friendās house for the night, alright? iāll see you tomorrowā you say, grabbing your purse. āif youāre even home tomorrow,ā you add under your breath.
sakusa is in shock. the moment he saw your tears start to spill, he felt an undeniable and unrelenting ache in his chest that only seemed to grow with every work that came out of your mouth. and when the door shut? sakusa fell on his knees, his heart dropping. he truly couldnāt believe he said that to you. now all he had to do was wait till you got home.
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2:38 pm - you check the time on your phone before pulling out your keys. you hope you made the right move, choosing to come back home while kiyoomi was still at practice. you open the door and the sight causes your eyes to widen.
there, on the couch with your favorite flowers in hand, is your boyfriend. he hears the door open and stands up abruptly.
āy/n, my love, i am so sorry. i truly cannot express how horrible i feel, and i cannot begin to understand how you feel.ā he takes a deep breath, seemingly holding back tears. āi- i do love you. i love you more than iāve ever loved anyone in my entire life. i know iām not the best at expressing it, but you mean the world to me- no, you are my world. without you, i donāt know what i would do. so please-ā his voice cracks, ājust, please give me another chance?ā
you run towards your boyfriend, practically tackling him. ākiyo, baby, of course. i love you too, you know? you just canāt do that anymore, yeah? you shouldnāt feel like you have the right to embarrass me just because you had a bad day. and please, donāt call me clingy? i know i do stick to you like glue sometimes, but thatās just because i never see you anymore.ā you reply.
āthat will all change, darling.ā he answers sincerely, āiāll make more time for you, i swear. in fact, iāll take the week off, how does that sound?ā at the sight of your smile, he relaxes.
āthat sounds wonderful, yoomi.ā you answer
sakusa feels the weight thatās been dragging him down lift and he realizes the effect you have on him- youāre his breath of fresh air. he also realizes how utterly idiotic it was to push away the one person who could make him feel better.
itās fine, he reasons, heāll just never make that mistake again. he swears it.
#haikyuu!!#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu angst#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu oneshot#haikyuu drabbles#haikyuu fluff#hqradiostation#atsumu headcanons#atsumu drabble#miya atsumu#atsumu scenarios#atsumu angst#atsumu x reader#sakusa kiyoomi#sakusa fluff#sakusa hcs#sakusa x reader#hq sakusa#sakusa imagines#sakusa angst#all my love - signed; isa
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BnHA Chapter 322: IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME
Previously on BnHA: Endeavor was all, āKirishima please take Hagakure and Aoyama and put them away somewhere out of sight until weāre finally ready for the U.A. Traitor Plot.ā Shouto was all āHEY DEKU DID IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THAT MAYBE YOU WANDERING THE STREETS LOOKING LIKE A GOTH PRAYING MANTIS IS EXACTLY WHAT AFO WANTS.ā Deku was all āIāM SORRY I CANāT HEAR YOU OVER THE SOUND OF MY CRUSHING MARTYR COMPLEX AND ACCUMULATED TRAUMA.ā Mineta was all āHEY DEKU YOU SWEET THANG, IF I COULD REARRANGE THE ALPHABET IāD PUT āUā AND āIā TOGETHER, ANYWAYS HMU šā, or at least thatās what fandom apparently thought he said. Everyone was all āWELL SINCE WEāRE BACK HERE IN KAMINO WE SHOULD DO THE THINGā and did the whole ālaunching someone into the air to save someone by dramatically grabbing their handā thing that everybody fucking loves to do in Kamino so damn much. Iida was all ā[bombards me and Deku with feels].ā Deku was all, āą„(ŹĢ“Ģ¶Ģ·Ģ .Ģ ŹĢ“Ģ¶Ģ·Ģ„Ģ ą„).ā I was all, ā(;*ā³*;).ā Horikoshi was all, āmy work here is done.ā
Today on BnHA:Ā
oh my god.
so I finally went back to look at what I wrote up for 321 last week, and itās a hot fucking mess lol, and I really donāt want to deal with that right now, so weāre just gonna skip it and go back sometime in the next few days or something because I really want to read the new chapter and I have no self control. IāM SORRY IIDA
oh my god heās breaking out the narration word bubbles oh my god. shit is about to get epic isnāt it
has there ever been a chapter that opened with these that WASNāT epic? serious question. anyways all aboard the Feels Express I guess
YEP
I saved a bunch of other crying kaomojis when I was looking for ones to use in the āpreviously onā summary, and right now itās looking like that was a good fucking decision you guys. if Iām going to be an emotional wreck I might as well do it in style Ź ą²” ļ¹ ą²” Ź
AND BY THE WAY!!
SHOULD I JUST THANK HORIKOSHI NOW AND SAVE MYSELF SOME TIME LATER. THE MAN ALWAYS FUCKING DELIVERS WHAT ELSE CAN I FUCKING SAY GODDAMN. IS IT TOO EARLY TO DECLARE THIS MY NEW FAVORITE CHAPTER? I SHOULD PROBABLY READ FURTHER THAN ONE PAGE BUT IāVE JUST GOT A FEELING
(ETA: itās like. maybe my second favorite lol. A HUG WOULD HAVE PUT IT IN FIRST, IāM JUST SAYING.)
anyway so Ochako is releasing Iida, which is actually hilarious, because idk if you all know this but Iida canāt fucking fly you guys
like, I assume Ochako released him because she already knew that Kirishima was in place to catch him, but I really love this split-second of panic on Iidaās part where heās all āHMM, IS OCHAKO TRYING TO KILL ME, ACTUALLYā
LOL THEREāS A THOOM AND EVERYTHING
thatās some plus fucking ultra on Ochakoās part right there. āIF THEY DIE THEY DIEā goddamn girl did you leave your chill in the same locker as Momo or what
now poor Kiri is all āDAMMIT DEKU ARE YOU PASSED OUT OR WHAT, I DIDNāT GET TO TELL YOU MY THING GODDAMMITā
oh my gosh he is curled up so small you guys oh my fucking lord
RESIDUAL āLOST CHILDā FEELS FROM LAST WEEK COMING IN FOR A LANDING!! PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR SEATBACKS AND TRAY TABLES ARE IN THEIR UPRIGHT POSITIONS OMG ( ĖĶĶĶĶĢ„Ģ āā ĖĶĶĶĶĢ„Ģ )
LMAO IIDA IS TRYING TO CONFIRM THAT OCHAKO PLANNED FOR KIRISHIMA TO CATCH HIM, AND KIRISHIMA IS ALL āNOPE IāM JUST HERE BY CHANCE BROā
Ochako is the U.A. Traitor confirmed. Hagakure I am so sorry I doubted you. Ochako get over here. so are you Toga now or what
anyway so now everyone is running over before Iida can react to this casual announcement of his attempted murder. and now Mina is taking her turn, and Horikoshi is all āHEY BTW IS MINA CRYING ON THE LIST OF THINGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY?ā and of fucking course it is, you bastard. Iām not made of stone
( ɵĢ„Ģ„ ĖĢ« ɵĢ„Ģ„)
SLDKFJLSDKJ:LKWEJ
IS THIS THE PART WHERE I JUST START SCREAMING INCOHERENTLY FOR THE REST OF THE CHAPTER LOL. SURE FEELS LIKE WE ARE GETTING TO THAT TIME
OH MY GOD KACCHAN AHHHHH
I CANāT OMG LOL I ALREADY GLANCED AT THE NEXT COUPLE OF PANELS, AND HEāS STARTING A WHOLEASS MONOLOGUE ABOUT ALL OF HIS DEKU FEELS AND OH MY GOD
āHERE YOU GO MAKESTE, A WHOLE CHAPTER OF ALL YOUR FAVORITE META TOPICS JUST THE WAY YOU LIKE THEMā THANK YOU HORIKOSHI YOUāRE A BRO (ć£ĖĢ©āā®ĖĢ©)ć£
SLKASODIFALWKFLKJ
THEYāRE JUST DEKU AND KACCHAN. holy shit you guys. because oh my god, but itās like when Deku was talking to the Vestiges about saving Tomura, and he turned into his little child self because his heart and intentions were so pure?? and itās like that again, except that weāre seeing them as their child selves because thatās who they are to each other?? like, not that they actually see each other as children, but just, they can see past all of the stuff on the outside and see each other to their cores, to who they are inside, and when they look at each other they each simply see the other boy that theyāve known their whole entire life. idk?? does that make sense??? DOES ANY OF THIS EVEN MAKE SENSE I DONāT KNOW WHAT WORDS ARE ANYMORE IāM JUST SWIMMING IN FEELS OKAY. IāM TRYING HERE
theyāre just boys, is what Iām trying to say, I guess. just Deku and Kacchan. all the walls are down, all the gaps are bridged, and all it is is the one boy reaching out and connecting with the other, and just,,, (ź¦ąŗ“āź¦ąŗµ)
OH MY GOD [GRABBING YOUR SHOULDERS AND POINTING WORDLESSLY] !!!1LK1
DO YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THIS IS YOU GUYS
HOW PERFECTLY FUCKING RAD. WELL LET ME JUST ENJOY THESE LAST FEW SECONDS BEFORE MY LIFE IS FOREVER CHANGED, I GUESS
OH
MY
GOD
CAN HE EVEN SAY THAT??? IS THAT EVEN LEGAL??? IS HE EVEN FUCKING ALLOWED TO SAY THAT. WHAT IS HAPPENING
OH MY GOD!!! OH MY GOD!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!
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GET IN HERE, EVERYONE!!
YāALL HE REALLY DID IT. āBAKUGOU IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE HE HASNāT EVEN APOLOGIZEDā WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT. GUESS FUCKING WHAT, YOU GUYS!! LETāS FUCKING GOOOOO ((((ļ¼ļæ£āļæ£)ļ¼ļ¼¼(ļæ£āļæ£ļ¼¼)))) AHHHHHHHHHH
OHHHHHHHH
HEH. IāM ALREADY DEAD, HORIKOSHI, YOU BASTARD. DO YOUR WORST. GO ON
YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON āUSā, HE SAYS. ALONG WITH A BUNCH OF OTHER STUFF OMG. KACCHAN, YOU STUDIED!! YOU UNDERSTAND!! PREACH!!
OH NO!!
OH WAIT!!!!
LOL I GOT SCARED THERE FOR A SECOND BUT ANYWAY! EVERYONE GET IN HERE!!! GROUP HUG!!! OR WAIT, NO, WHAT ABOUT -- [GRABS YOUR COLLAR URGENTLY] YOU DONāT THINK -- COULD THEY POSSIBLY -- !!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARE YOU GONNA HUG!??!?!?!?! I AM NOT OKAY!!!!!!! !!!hgk
REACTION PANELS LOL EVERYONE ELSE IS ON THE EDGE OF THEIR SEATS TOO WEāRE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER
LOL OCHAKO
I KNOW THAT IN REALITY THIS FACE IS JUST BECAUSE SHEāS CONCERNED ABOUT DEKUāS FRAGILE STATE RN, BUT I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE WAY SHE JUST DROPPED IIDA COLD THOUGH, AND I CANāT HELP BUT FEAR FOR KACCHANāS SAFETY LMAO. THAT FEELING WHEN THE CLASS PERV AND THE CLASS BULLY BOTH BEAT YOU TO THE LOVE CONFESSION. KACCHAN WATCH YOUR SIX
OKAY BUT LOOK, ITāS NOT THAT I DONāT LOVE ALL OF THE OTHER KIDS, OKAY, BUT CAN WE PLEASE!??!?! HELLO?!?!? MOMO, JUST -- COULD YOU JUST FOR A MINUTE --
NOOOOOOOOOOO
āDONāT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT, I HAVE TO SAVE SOMETHING FOR THE FINALEā HORIKOSHI YOU BETTER WATCH OUT, IāM COMING FOR YOU WITH A TWO BY FOUR!! NOT THAT IāM UNGRATEFUL!! BUT JESUS CHRIST, YOU CANāT JUST DO THAT, AND THEN ALMOST DO THAT, AND THEN NOT!! OMG I HATE YOU
sure letās cut to Thirteen then, yay. I mean Iām glad theyāre alive lol, donāt get me wrong
(ETA: I think that might have sounded a bit sarcastic so I just want to clarify that I really am happy Thirteen is alive and on the job again lol.)
itās just that if your name doesnāt begin with Baku or Deku I honestly am not interested for just these next five minutes okay lol. like Iām just gonna be completely honest. I am too invested lol, please, they were having a moment, JUST LET ME HAVE THIS PLEASE
OH DAMN U.A. GOT SWOLE AF
THIS SCHOOL HAS BEEN JUICING WTF. I THOUGHT YOU WERE TARTARUS LOL
Iām literally not even reading the speech bubbles though omg Iām so sorry. I really hope there is not a quiz, I promise I will come back to it later scroll scroll scroll
okay so they brought him back to U.A. and heās all tired and out of it yes
oh goody Hagakure knows all about the security system
(ETA: is it just me or is Horikoshi really laying it on thick with the hints about these two guys lately? Iām on to you sir.)
THATāS WONDERFUL NEWS. GLAD THIS CRITICAL KNOWLEDGE IS SAFE IN THE HANDS OF THE PEOPLE THAT WE TRUST
ffs Deku
WHAT WILL IT EVEN TAKE TO CONVINCE YOU THEN?? SWEET JESUS
-- holy shit, what??!
they know?? how did they find out??! holy shit???
Iām about to cancel the whole of Japan lmao. fucking try me dudes
-- THE PRINCIPAL!?
NEZU GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!! WHAT THE FUCK
āa ticking time bombā tell you what, this man is just asking to be punched in the face. literally begging for it omg
(ETA: I have been advised that I misread this part; Rat Principal told everyone how safe U.A. was, but heās not the one who ratted out Deku; that wasĀ āthe rumorsā, apparently. which, if I had to guess, were probably started by AFO.)
oh I see, so itās to be Feels, Part II then
he looks so sad and tired and lonely and she goes right for the hand, god bless. though if Kacchanās not gonna hug him, youād think someone would at least. or is it because he still smells bad. hmm
AND THE CHAPTERāS ENDING ON HER LOL WELL OKAY THEN
I MEAN ITāS GREAT AND ALL, I LOVE OCHAKO REALLY I DO, BUT WE WERE PROMISED GREAT EXPLOSION MURDER GODS, WHAT GIVES SOB. I WAS ALL READY TO BREAK OUT INTO SONG AND EVERYTHING. SURE, HE DID THE APOLOGY, BUT WHERE IS THE FOLLOW-UP GODDAMMIT
(ETA: just to clarify the reason for my rambling here, I was really waiting for the hero name reveal and the presumed deeper meaning behind it lol. but I guess that is a conversation still to come! and we still need Dekuās response to the apology too for that matter. lots to look forward to still.)
WELL WHATEVER, SO THAT IS THE END OF THE CHAPTER! SHOUT OUT TO MY BOY RAT āLET ME JUST TELL EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT DEKUāS SUPER SECRET IDENTITY, I GUESS THATāS ALL RIGHT NOW, NOTHING BAD COULD POSSIBLY COME OF THISā PRINCIPAL. listen here you little shit
anyway but if youāll excuse me... IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME. IF I COULD FIND A WAY. IāD TAKE BACK THOSE WORDS THAT HAVE HURT YOU, AND YOUāD STAY. I DONāT KNOW WHY I DID THE THINGS I DID. I DONāT KNOW WHY I SAID THE THINGS I SAID. PRIDEāS LIKE A KNIFE, IT CAN CUT DEEP INSIDE. WORDS ARE LIKE WEAPONS, THEY WOUND SOMETIMES.Ā BUM~ BUM~ BUM~, I DIDNāT REALLY MEAN TO HURT YOU. BUM~ BUM~ BUM~, I DIDNāT WANNA SEE YOU GO. I KNOW I MADE YOU CRY, BUT BABAY, IF I COULD TUUUUURN BACK TIIIIIIIIIIIME...
#bnha 322#midoriya izuku#bakugou katsuki#bakudeku#uraraka ochako#class 1-a#bnha#boku no hero academia#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#makeste reads bnha#IF I COULD REACH THE STARS#I'D GIVE THEM ALL TO YOU#IF I COULD TURN BACK TIIIIIIIIME
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disney+ & bust
this is part of my netflix & chillĀ collectionĀ !
summary;Ā Thereās a pounding on your door a little past noon, so hard and rough, that you almost think itās the police finally coming to catch you for all your years of illegally pirating Phineas and Ferb. Itās not. Itās just a really drunk boyfriend wailing for your forgiveness at the door.Ā
warnings; arguments, feelings of insecurity, bit of asshole jk, smut in the forms of degradation, dumbification, choking, fingering, spit kink, self punishment, unprotected but [ passionate ] sex, jk losing his cool, return of mean jk, he is actually an emotional mess in this one wtf
miscellaneous; ANGST, anniversaries, the L wordš³, app developer kook, rip āpretty girlā </3, we all become phineas and ferb stans
word count; 13k !!
notes;
me: *writes couple whoās whole arc is being silly*Ā yāall: MAKE THEM SUFFER GIVE US ANGST!!Ā u ask I deliver so now we all suffer š ngl it was hard writing this fic n u might notice thereās some parts that seem weird n thatās bc this was TWO fics w diff wording but I ended up mixing them bc Iām insane. still had a lot of fun! felt like I challenged myself!! not proofread bc when I say we suffer we SUFFER
please let me know what you think!!! a simple ask goes aĀ long way <3
previous part: kissanime & foreplay
Approximately one week after The Bullet Bestieās rise to prominence, Jungkook grows annoyed with it as his weirdly competitive nature rears its ugly head the more and more orgasms that little vibrator coaxes out of you. It turns on a weird switch in him, something slightly stuck up and snooty that heāll never admit to out loud but is there nonetheless. By the following Friday, The Bullet Bestie is nestled deep in your garbage can and Jungkookās back to pleasuring you with his tongue and fingers alone.
He had those moments in him, the ones where he liked to think he was better than any and everyone else, and occasionally they manifested against inanimate objects like a bullet vibrator.
Despite his polite and generally soft exterior, you catch glimpses of that cocky spirit more than anyone else. Over the past year, youāve come to realize that Jungkookās personality was like a coin that had been left out in the sun too long. He had this sweet and reserved nature you saw most times, a kindhearted boyfriend who adored you almost as much as you adored him. He was your angel whom you knew had a heart of gold, even if you were slowly bringing out his more childish tendencies. You knew him like the back of your hand, knew what his momās favorite color was and how he liked to stack the plates in his cabinet according to size and make. It was a side that was rusted from years of being out in the sun, basking in its adoring warmth, and you loved every inch about it.
And still, there was this other side to him you rarely saw. This cocky asshole who hid beneath the soft smiles and careful hands, making his appearance only through sly smirks and a tongue prodding against the inside of his cheek. He was a braggart, a man who knew his greatness yielded for no one and wanted that fact shoved down everyoneās faces. This Jungkook, this other side that never saw the light of day, was like the Hyde to his Jekyll. An unexpected, almost mean side to him that only dared make his appearance when his exhilaration was at an all-time high. Like when he was fucking you into another dimension, or kicking your ass in Mario Kart, or like now, when he was receiving an award at an annual tech ceremony.
On the eve of your one year anniversary, Jungkookās company invites him to an awards ceremony for other web and app developers like him. Itās a grand event, filled with all the biggest nerds in the developing industry here to present the baby nerds with awards. Jungkook lies somewhere in the middle of the spectrum, both a seasoned player and a rookie all at once. He spends the night tolling you around in a floor-length gown and fangirling over all the ālegendsā in the room.
You know next to none of these people and none of their accomplishments but still pretend you respect them to hell and back. By the end of the main dinner, youāre sympathizing with Barbieās ever-smiling features because your cheeks feel sore.
Towards the end of the night, Jungkook wins that random awardā okay, who were you fooling? He wins the Platinum Mobile Standard of Excellence Award, recognizing him for all the hard work youāve seen him put in this past year. Itās probably the highest recognition he can receive at this point in his career. It was an esteemed award that was bestowed upon only the most innovative developer of the year among tech companies, something Jungkook had briefly mentioned he always wanted. Itās basically the equivalent of placing first place in his field, but given Jungkookās competitive industry and his young age, you think itās like telling all these old Facebook lords to suck his big fat cock. (But that was your job when you got home.)
He gives a short little thank you speech, promising to work hard and own up to this title. The people around you are swooning, obviously endeared with his soft puppy dog features and melodic voice. They donāt know him like you do, donāt know that uppity twist to his grin like you do. It doesnāt slip off his face even when he steps down off the stage, arms wide open as he comes barreling towards you. Even with you in his arms, the congratulations that are thrown from every direction ring loudly in his ears and swell that ego of his.
The night goes like that for the most part, Jungkookās acquaintances approaching him every few minutes to rain down their praises. He goes a little crazy at the open bar after a while, shoving the gold trophy into your arms as his beloved work seniors whisk him off for drinks. You donāt mind because you resigned yourself to a night of playing Jungkookās perfectly perfect partner anyway, watching him politely mingling with his coworkers. Despite his earlier success, you know he wonāt brag about it verbally. No, heāll wait until the two of you get homeāyour place or hisāand remind you how amazing he is with a quick snap of his hips.
As you said, heāll never boast aloud.
However, that doesnāt mean you wonāt.
āThatās my boyfriend,ā you explain to the seventh person that greets you that night, excitedly pointing to where said boyfriend was slowly losing all sense of self by the bar. You donāt know anyone here beside Jungkook, and youāre pretty sure no one in their hammered minds is going to remember who you are anyway, so a little gloating never hurt anyone. āHe won the āIām Better Than Everyone Elseā award tonight,ā you emphasize to the tipsy woman beside you who only laughs at your exaggeration. You assume sheās like you, accompanying one of the many developers here, because as soon as you finish boasting about Jungkook she moves to brag about someone too.
Truth be told, you spend the whole night re-analyzing the Zootopia movie you saw on Disney+ the other night in your head. So if the little fox fellow didnāt control himself would the city have fallen to ruins? Why was the useless sheep girl so evil and bitter? Why was there an unreal amount of romantic tension between the fox and the rabbit? Whatever, youāll have to rewatch it some other night, and with your new Disney+ account, you could watch it anywhere you wanted to.
Now, you had never bothered to purchase a Disney+ subscription or even tried to swindle Jungkook for his password before. As far as you know, Disney+ was filled with old tv shows from your childhood, sitcoms that made you laugh when you were ten. Thereās nothing wrong with that, but personally, you were a firm believer that that which was perfect should not be touched once finished; in other words, you were utterly terrified youād rewatch an old episode of The Wizards of Waverly Place, only to find out the same joke youāve been regurgitating for the past ten years doesnāt actually go that way.
However, the harsh reality was that Disney+ was good for a few things. Ugh, you hate when giant corporations provide decent services. Aside from Zootopia, youāve watched about every animated media on there as well, all of which you replay in your mind as Jungkook has the time of his life with these nerds, knocking back champagne glass after champagne glass.
Anyway, the night ends a little past midnight, and Jungkook who is buzzed on alcohol and high on exhilaration ends up calling an Uber for the two of you. Your apartmentā the new one he had not only helped you hunt for but also helped you move into, greatly cutting the cost of movers out with those glistening biceps and thick thighs āis still going through her rebellious phase where the potted plants are trying to take over, courtesy of Kim Namjoon. So for now, thereās a potted plant in an awkward corner that both of you stub your toe against on your way to your bedroom.
Youāre thinking Jungkook is going to go to town tonight, given the fact heās on Cloud 9 and has had his ego stroked by a bunch of dudes for the past couple hours. Maybe you guys can try out the hot role-playing scenario you saw on GirlsWay a few weeks ago, or the handcuffs you impulsively bought from Amazon one Monday night. Or maybe, and this one really makes you flutter, heāll let you fully take the reins for once.
All those lewd fantasies end up being for naught because just as you shimmy out of your gown (with the help of his hands, of course) and turn to climb him like a tree, heās on the other side of the room getting your makeup remover out for you. And also talking. A lot. And way more than usual.
āDid you see him, babe?ā he sighs, dare you to say, dreamily, handing you the cotton pads as he begins pulling a million pins out of your hair. Slowly and with a lot of confusion, you pull your fake lashes off and begin cleaning your face. āHe was amazing.ā
āUh-huh,ā you say, having absolutely no idea whoĀ āheā is or why Jungkook is so in love with him and not you at this very moment. āBut so were you,ā you add. Perfect. Stroke his ego and then stroke his cock.
Jungkook sputters at your praise. Heās carefully placing your hairpins on your thigh, cheeks flaming red every time he leans over you. āWas I?ā he murmurs, voice sweet in that cute little way it always gets when heās downed one too many shots of whiskey, enough to be buzzed but not enough to be wasted.
You turn and the pins clatter to the floor and across the bedsheets. āYes,ā you confirm, ignoring his sad huff at the mess youāve made. Instead, you grab him by the collar of that pink button-up he taunted you with all night. āYou were fucking incredible and I think incredible men deserve to have their dick sucked.ā
Jungkook laughs at your vulgar statement, holding you gently by the hips as you climb into his lap. āIs that so?ā The soft, shy persona is gone now, replaced by the gentle stirring beneath his dress pants. You nod hurriedly, plopping down on his lap and running your hands through his styled hair.
āYes,ā you confirm, kissing the corner of his mouth. āLuckily for you, I know this nymphomaniac who would gladly gobble up your cock at your every command.ā
He snorts just as you push him into his back, nose adorably scrunched up. āFirst of all, you know I hate that word,ā he chuckles, finally gracing you with a sweet peck that only makes you want him to fuck you into the fifth dimension. āSecondly, please donāt ever say youāll gobble my cock up ever again.ā
Something inside of you squeals with excitement as he rolls the two of you over, firm body pressing down on yours. āOh, baby,ā you groan, lazily throwing a leg over his hip. Jungkook grins and then decides to entertain you for a few minutes with a sloppy kiss.
You say a few minutes because just as things are heating up, he pulls away. He smiles apologetically. āAs much as Iād love to be here with you, I actually have an early morning tomorrow.ā
You frown at the sudden change in events. āHuh? Theyāre gonna make you work the morning after a Gatsby party?ā you gasp, sitting up as he gets off of you. With every step he takes away from the bed your heart breaks a little more. āThey canāt do thatā thatās illegal!ā
From the doorway he levels you with a comically raised brow. āNo, itās not.ā
You scamper after him down the hall, watch the muscles in his back flex as he pulls his suit jacket on. āYou canāt work on our anniversaryā thatās illegal!ā you offer instead.
He stops at your front door, feet squeezed back into his shoes. āBaby, itās not,ā he rolls his eyes, leaning down to peck your forehead. āIt was either I work in the morning or work at night,ā he explains, giving your messy hair a soothing caress. Heās looking at you with those eyes, the ones that make your heart lodge itself into your throat and make life a tightrope experience. Thereās a devastatingly lovesick part of you that wants this moment, this kind face, to be engraved into your mind for the rest of your life. You want this to be the first and last thought you have and nothing else: just Jungkookās adoring gaze on you for the rest of time.
The moment ends too soon when he flutters one last peck against your lips. āIāll be done in the afternoon, okay?ā
You pout. āOkay, your place?ā you huff, making sure to get one last octopus squeeze around his waist. He nods. āPromise you wonāt be late?ā
The corners of his gaze soften. āYou know I wonāt,ā he smiles, leaning down to bump your noses together playfully. āCanāt stay away from my pretty girl too long. Besides, I have a gift for you tomorrow.ā
Itās with that sentiment and a hammering heart that you let him go. With Jungkook gone, thereās really nothing for you to do now. You took the next two days off in preparation for your anniversary sex, so you donāt have to head to sleep early like usual.
With nothing else planned, you decide on rewatching that Zootopia movie that had plagued you all night, ready to dissect every plot hole to hell and back. You donāt think Jungkookās seen this movie yet so you add it to your long list of animated movies youāre forcing him to watch.
Part of you is actually really surprised Jungkook left. Well, kinda sorta, very, but not really. Jungkook was a good boy, that much was obvious. He took his job seriously, and if his job wanted him to come in at the asscrack of dawn, then heād come in before the sun even rose. He was a goody-two-shoes, but even so, you were occasionally able to bring out that darker side in him.
Jungkook working, like actually working in an office setting, was pretty rare though. The dude had a chill job that let him stay home most of the time, and essentially clock in whenever he wanted. Every now and then you were able to convince him to stay, tucking him beneath your body or the covers, depending on the night, and refusing to let him go the morning after.
Once he had eaten you out until the wee hours of the day, ravenous between your thighs, and then went to work the next morning like he hadnāt broken you. Another time you had persuaded him into watching every season of the 2017 DuckTales reboot through the night. When the alarm had rung in the middle of the season finale, he had simply gotten into your shower and gone off to work.
So maybe you were a little confident in your skills, and Jungkook slipping between your fingers tonight was a huge bummer. But there was no use crying over spilled milk, you tell yourself, flinging your bra off somewhere in the corner as you snuggle back into your sheets. Youāre ready to tear this Zootopia movie apart, scene by scene.
Even though your apartment is a little cold, youāre comforted by the fact Jungkook will be here to keep you warm all day tomorrow.
All men do is lie.
Despite his promise to come home early the next day, Jungkook ends up lying. The meeting he had been in all morningā the same one that had stopped you from getting bent like a pretzel the night before ādrags on well past noon. Then, Kim Namjoon, AKA Jungkookās favorite senpai in the entire world, catches wind of Jungkookās success last night and absolutely has to take him out to lunch to celebrate.
You scoff, glaring down at your phone and the impulsive messages youād sent out an hour ago when Jungkook had first texted you telling you he would be late.
You whirl around to stomp off in the direction of his living room, where all of yours and Jungkookās favorite foods were growing colder by the minute. You had spent the longest time carefully laying them out, making sure the fried chicken was closer than the pizza but not closer than the breadsticks. Truthfully itās a nightmare. There are about eight stomach aches worth of food sitting on his coffee table, the greasy stench makes you gag and will certainly stick to your hair for weeks, but none of that mattered because it was all for your beau.
Your very late beau who was making you grow more and more agitated with each minute that passed. Ugh! How inconsiderate of him to test your patience on a day like this. You didnāt want to be upset with him, but this was your first, real milestone as a couple with him. You had wanted to spend the whole day cuddled up, maybe finally tell him how much he really meant to youā definitely not waking up alone with eyeliner crusted eyes and an aching heart.
Deciding youāre being a little too dramatic, you head into the bedroom to calm down. This was fine, you tell yourself, carefully laying out the damn near harlotrous lingerie you had yet to put on. Jungkook would come over soon and everything would be A-okay.
Except for the part itās actually F-not okay because soon itās nearing sunset and the food has gone cold so youāve stocked it into the fridge, and the pretty sheer bra has a wonky wire thatās two seconds away from piercing through your heart, but that doesnāt even matter because Jungkook being late for your all-day anniversary celebration has already ripped it to shreds anyway. Ā
You plop down on the couch in defeat, impulsively opening up the Disney+ app to cry through another episode of Phineas and Ferb. Youāve abandoned the satin robe that came with the lingerie in favor of donning a big t-shirt that smells like him and makes your heart hurt even more. The setting sun paints the living room in muted oranges, the chirping of birds outside the soundtrack to your lonely day.
You end up watching some other cartoon on Disney+, avoiding the Marvel section because you had promised Jungkook he could be there when you lost your Marvel virginity. Well, at least one of you was good at keeping promises, you think bitterly. For a second, you think about randomly watching one of the infamous MCU films out of order just to spite him. But then you think of that soft puppy gaze and how disappointed heād be in you.
Whatever! It wouldnāt ever match up to the way you felt now.
Anyway, you circle back. When youāre five episodes into Phineas and FerbĀ you hear the doorknob rattle.
You sit up just as the door swings open, visible from your spot on the couch. He meets your gaze almost immediately, big doe eyes caught in the act. What act? Youāre not really sure. In fact, you donāt even know what youāre looking at when he walks in because heās drowning in shopping bags. His lips twist into a grin. āHoney, Iām home,ā he says playfully.
You donāt laugh.
Jungkook frowns, dumping all his bags down at the entrance before waddling over towards you. āHey, whatās wrong?ā he asks, coming to stand before you and cupping your face in his hands. Heās towering over you, so tall and gorgeous but for the first time, youāre not dazed by his beauty.
āKook, you said youād be back hours ago,ā you say slowly, avoiding his gaze. You try to keep the frustration out of your voice, but youāve had hours to dwell on it now, and those annoying cartoon characters, though charming at first, had only served to multiply your annoyance. Ā
Jungkook blinks, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. āI meanā¦ yeah. But I got you presents?ā he beams, glancing back at the mountainous pile he made by the door. You look over too. There are some luxury bags squeezed in between other shops you like, the occasional jewelers' logo on the side.
You stand with a sigh, sauntering off into the kitchen with him on your tail. āI donāt want presents,ā you mumble, reaching to pour yourself a glass of water. Youāre briefly aware of how childish you must seem. Jungkook hovers behind you.
āWhat? Yes, you do,ā he says. āYou had an entire wishlist on my Amazon of things you wanted.ā Itās his turn to level you with an unreadable expression, slowly crossing his arms over his chest.
Your frown only deepens as you turn to match his stance against the counter. While it may be true that you did indeed have an entire list of impulsive items on his Amazon, that didnāt necessarily mean you wanted them all. Sometimes you just wanted to stare longingly at a pair of satin gloves without actually buying them. You donāt know how to explain this much to him. āTheyāre notā¦ā you stop with another deep breath. āForget it. Thank you for the presents.ā
Now itās Jungkookās turn to question you. āWhat,ā he says in an unimpressed tone, padding over to you before you can escape back into the living room to watch the entire princess movie collection on Disney+. āNo, tell me whatās wrong.ā
For some reason, thatās exactly what you donāt want to hear. āJungkook,ā you say flatly, narrowing your eyes at him. āYou come home six hours after you said you would without telling me why, and normally I wouldnāt care, but today was supposed to be a special day for us.ā
Jungkook reels at your bluntness. āBabe, I was out getting stuff for you. I know itās our anniversaryā thatās why I wanted to treat you,ā he responds, oddly condescendingly like youāre a child who doesnāt understand what exactly he was doing.
You brush his hands away from your shoulders. āYeah,ā you huff. āNow I know that. But I spent all day waiting for you,ā you stress, chest puffing as you grow more and more agitated by his inability to understand you. God, can he let you go now? At least a bunch of animated, geometrically drawn cartoons wonāt question you like this and make you feel as childish as he was.
When he doesnāt say anything else you stomp back into the living room, snatching up your phone from its forgotten spot against the couch. āIām going to bed.ā
At that Jungkook seems to kickstart back to life. āWhat? ___, itās barely six,ā he says as he follows after you into your bedroom. You ignore him, shuffling beneath the covers. In all actuality, youāre going to bed to mope and watch more animated family shows, maybe cry under the guise of the plot just being so sad. Jungkook sits beside you just as you click back on to finish off your episode. āBaby, I donāt get it,ā he sighs. āYouāre always talking about how much you want this or that, and I go out and get you it all but now youāre mad?ā
You bite down on your lip, eyes lasered in on the pictures moving before you. āJungkook, just forget it.ā
āNo,ā he says, more sternly than heās ever been with you before. āIf thereās a problem, tell me.ā Thereās a heavy pause, and then he says,Ā ādonāt make me waste my time guessing whatās wrong, okay?āĀ
āWaste your time?ā you scoff, sitting up with pinched brows that you find match his. āIām not trying to waste anyoneās timeā in fact, thatās hot coming from you, Jungkook.ā
He rolls his eyes. āWhat are you even saying? Youāre mad because I took a little long getting presents, for you, might I add,ā he huffs, plopping down on the edge of the mattress beside your knee. āYouāre always saying you want this and that, but you canāt handle me going out to get those things? Do you hear how weird you sound?ā
You whip the covers off of you. āMe talking about things doesnāt always mean I want them,ā you defend.
Jungkook snorts. āYes, it does,ā he says. āAnytime you ramble about stuff for minutes like a little kid itās because you want me to buy it for you.ā
You blink. āLike a little kid?ā you repeat, stunned by his comparison. Granted, you always knew you were the more childish of the two, but you never thought that would equate Jungkook thinking of you as a child. Something red and nasty flares in your chest. āWell sorry,ā you spit, crossing your arms over your chest defensively, āsorry we all canāt be perfectly mature golden boys who would never see the light of day if I constantly wasnāt dragging them out.ā You know itās a somewhat low blow, especially because Jungkookās told you before how his introverted tendencies were a sensitive issue growing up, but you canāt help it.
Jungkook groans, dropping his head into his hands. āBaby, donāt do this now,ā he warns, digging the heels of his palms into his eyes. āStop acting like this.ā
āLike how?ā you spit, ālike a kid?ā Jungkook says nothing, leveling you with a blank stare from the corner of his eye. You roll your eyes, phone falling off your lap. Another episode of Phineas and Ferb had started, the corny opening tune filling the space between the two of you. āAt least now I know what you think of me,ā you mutter over the guitar riff.
āOh my god,ā Jungkook blurts, sitting up wildly. āOf course Iām gonna think of you as a stupid little kid, look at you,ā he seethes, gesturing at the phone beside you. You flinch. āAll you do is watch kids shows and whine whenever I wanna watch anything normal adults watch. You complain every single day about the most normal things, like your job? Why should I fucking care that youāre working a dead-end office job in a field you didnāt even study forā thatās not my problem, __!ā he snaps, eyes narrowed into little slits. āI just won an award last night,ā he says suddenly, voice back to its regular volume. āIām at the height of my career and Iām only going up, but I canāt even enjoy that because I have to come home and cater to you,ā he finishes, a loud scoff punctuating the final word.
You had never imagined Jungkook finally bragging about himself would be at your expense.
A beat of silence passes, the angry glint in his eyes quickly fading away the longer you donāt say anything. You sniff once, turning your head idly to the side where Phineas and Ferb is still blaring loudly from your phone speaker. Picking up the device, you throw it across the room where it hits his closet door with a terrifying bang the breaks the silence.
The sound snaps Jungkook out of whatever shock heād been in. āBabyā¦ā he says slowly, carefully, like youāre a caged animal thatās just escaped the zoo.
āIām going home,ā you say, also a little too calmly. You saunter over towards his closet where your shattered phone screen glares up at you as you yank a pair of sweats off a hanger. Jungkook is still frozen on the edge of the bed, watching you with wide eyes as you move about the room.
Itās when youāre in the hallway leading downstairs that Jungkook finally snaps out of his daze, scampering behind you as you descend the stairs. āBaby,ā he rushes out, loudly bounding down after you, ā___, wait,ā he gasps, catching you by the kitchen counter collecting your keys. āI-I didn't mean that,ā he rushes out, eyes wide and frantic as they flicker over your expression. āI donāt think thatāI donāt, baby, please, justā¦ let me explain, please.ā
āJungkook, let go of me,ā you respond, shaking your wrist in an attempt to release yourself. Heās not even holding you tightlyā he never wouldābut the sound of your heart pounding in your ears makes your movements jerky and erratic. āI wanna go home.ā
āNo,ā he chokes, cornering you against the counter. āNo, baby, please just listen to me, I-Iāā
āYou what, Jungkook?ā you snap, placing a hand on his chest and forcefully pushing him away. He lets you, stepping back with a wobbly bottom lip. āYou need to tell me how youāre too good for me? How much I hold you down because I wasnāt lucky enough to get a job like yours straight out of college?ā He says nothing, swallowing roughly as you jab a finger into his chest. āWell let me tell you something,ā you snarl, chest heaving, āI may be childish and a huge complainer, but Iām not stupid enough to let someone walk all over me like this.ā
With that, you make your great escape. Truthfully, you donāt want him to see the tears in your eyes as you yank his door open, stomping down his steps and in the direction of the nearest bus stop. The door opens right after you tug it shut, painting your shadow across the sidewalk. Thereās the scrambled sound of house slippers against the concrete that follows you down. āGo the fuck back inside,ā you snap without missing a beat.
Sensing your obvious anger, he pauses before he can reach you. āText me when you get home?ā he calls out quietly.
āNo,ā you respond.
You would never admit to anyone that you spend the entire night eating a tub of mint chocolate ice cream. Itās disgusting and makes you gag, but itās the only one you have in your apartment. And of course, it was brought over by none other than Jeon Jungkook himself a few days ago. Even when youāre trying to comfort yourself over how mean he was, on your anniversary night no less, youāre plagued by thoughts of him everywhere.
As much as you want to brush his words off, put on that cool girl exterior youāve maintained since high school, thereās something different about this situation. You guess itās impossible to brush off such hateful words when they come from someone you love and adore so much.
Were you too childish? You had always believed that side of you was what made your relationship with Jungkook so perfect. The two of you meshed well because of your differences, like yin and yang. So how had he been able to so easily deconstruct every inch of that balance in a matter of a few seconds? Was this perfect reality all in your head this whole time?
You want to tell yourself it was just a heat of the moment outburst from Jungkook, give him the benefit of the doubt because heās never snapped at you like this before. Of course youāve fought a couple of times in the past year, but neither of you had ever stooped as low as you did yesterday. Furthermore, the insecure part of your brain says he obviously felt this somewhere in his heart to bring it up at all. What he had said to you wasnāt something someone could make up on the spot.
You donāt text him when you get home, partly to spite him, but mainly because you had left your phone at his place anyway. You know he tried calling you last night because the call log is synced up to your laptop. He called on and off for about thirty minutes before he probably found your phone in his room. Whatever, he can mope in his regret for all you care
āis what you wanna say, but the longer he goes without showing himself to you the more your insecurities and hurt fester. Was this it? Was this the end of what was probably the best year of your life? Itās too painful to think about, to even consider the possibility that Jungkook might have gained a new insight last night and decided, hey, maybe this is for the best after all.
You drown yourself in an ungodly amount of sugar for breakfast, your laptop blaring yet another episode of Phineas and Ferb on the dining table. Muscle memory has you making Jungkookās favorite pancakes before you can stop yourself, and by the time you do realize, youāve resigned yourself to the blueberry smell anyway.
Thereās a pounding on your door a little past noon, so hard and rough, that you almost think itās the police finally coming to catch you for all your years of illegally pirating Phineas and Ferb.
Itās not.
Itās just a really drunk boyfriend wailing for your forgiveness at the door. You open the door with a fright, jumping back when he slumps forward and almost crashes face-first into the floor. āYou didnāt call,ā Jungkook cries, leaning a little too much of his weight onto you when you reach out to steady him.
The thundering of your heart slows upon registering itās him. āKook?ā you frown, nose pinched at the ungodly stench of alcohol wafting off his clothes. āHave you been drinking?ā you ask even though the answer is staring you right in the face (and in the nose).
He groans, staggering deeper into your arms. You blindly push the door shut behind him, resigning yourself to this new situation while your pancakes grow cold in the other room. āBaaaby,ā he slurs, letting you guide him into the living space. Heās unceremoniously dumped onto the couch, half-opened eyes gazing up at you. āLet me,ā a hiccup, āexplain.ā
You wonāt lie. Thereās a very obvious sense of discomfort sitting in your chest, torn between two paths that you donāt wish to choose between. His skin is warm and flushed like heās just walked all the way here in this morning sun. You step over to the window that faces down onto the street below. Thereās no sign of his car; you would have killed him if he ever tried to drive in this state.
āDid you walk here?ā you ask instead, deciding thereās no need for one singular path, not when you can walk straight down the middle, both cleaning him and grilling him at the same time.
Jungkookās response is delayed, head lolling from side to side as you help him out of his sweater. His skin is sweaty beneath, scorching to the touch. āUh-huh,ā he groans. Jesus, you sort of assumed but him confirming it really set things into perspective.
By no means did you and Jungkook live on opposite ends of the earth. On a good day, a drive from your place to his took about ten minutes. But walking? Easily an hour. Had he walked all the way from his place, drunk on top of that?
You brush his hair away from his face, his eyes fluttering shut at your touch. His lips are pouty yet chapped, dehydrated from the sun and the alcohol he reeks of. āSit up for me,ā you instruct, scampering off to your room for chapstick and water.
āAnything for you,ā Jungkook wheezes, throat probably dryer than a desert. When you return, heās two seconds from face planting into the coffee table and breaking that pretty face of his. You catch him with a hand on his shoulder, keeping him balanced. āTell me what to do,ā he chokes out, voice hoarse.
āJust need you to drink some water,ā you say, pressing a cup against his lips. He drinks it, but a drop still dribbles down his chin.
āNo,ā he groans, catching your wrist in his hand when you reach up to apply some chapstick on him. āTell me what to do,ā he stresses, āto fix this. Fix us.ā
His words make you pause, the tube of chapstick hovering over his plush lips. āYou donāt have to do anything,ā you respond quietly, trying to finish the application so you can pull away.
Jungkook doesnāt let you go. You try to look away, but thereās something about him that looks off. Maybe itās the raw skin under his eyes, red and swollen. Or the sad droop to those same eyes that hold you captive. Or maybe itās the subtle tremble in his hands, the fingers that hold tightly to your wrist, not to keep you there but to ground himself. āI donāt wanna lose you,ā he rasps out, shakily bringing your hand to his mouth, where he presses one airy kiss to your knuckles. āTell me ho-how to fix this and Iāll do it,ā he pleads, a vulnerable look in his eyes.
Unable to withstand the sheer amount of agony on his expression, you look away. ā___, please,ā he chokes out, stumbling off the couch in his drunk and desperate haze until heās kneeling in front of you. āI canātā¦ I canāt,ā he sniffles, tears clouding those pretty eyes youāve come to love so much. āI donāt know who I am without you.ā
You clench your jaw. āYouāre Jeon Jungkook,ā you murmur, slipping your hand out of his hold to run through his hair. Itās knotted and a little too greasy, two things Jungkook would usually never allow. āThis yearās Platinum Mobile Standard of Excellence Award recipient,ā you remind him, trailing your thumb across his cheekbone when he turns to look up at you with those big Bambi eyes. āSweet and shy, but you love being rowdy with your friends. You love movies and TV and organizing your shirts according to fabric type. You work harder than anyone I know and never complain. You date me, even though Iām a huge child,ā you smile sadly.
āNo!ā he jumps, turning that frantic stare back into you. āY-Youāre notā itās not,ā he stammers, words still slurring together. āIām a liar,ā he cries, resting his forehead on your knees. His shoulders shake. āI donāt deserve you,ā he weeps quietly. You place a hand on his shoulder. āY-Y-You make my life so much better, ___, so colorful and fun. I-I wish I knew you in high school,ā he admits, āmaybe I wouldnāt have been so emotionally constipated now.ā
āYouāre not,ā you reassure him softly.
He disagrees. āYou bring out the best,ā he hiccups, āthe best in me.ā Your heart skips in your chest. āI-I love you, you know that?ā
You sputter, eyes wide at his sudden confession. āIā¦ love you so much, yāknow? I think about you ev-every night, ___,ā he rambles, eyes dreamily gazing off into some miscellaneous spot on the wall behind you. āI canāt get you out of my head. Like you're a song, o-on repeat but itās not annoying because itās my favorite song, and I could listen to it for the rest of my life, yāknow? My favorite song, I know all the words b-because itās all I think about! I love...Ā My loveā¦ I love you so much.ā
āKook,ā you rush out, cheeks flaming as you try to pull him away from where heās slumped over your legs. His passionate speech has you abuzz, body tingling everywhere until you feel overwhelmed, head spinning like youāre on a rollercoaster.Ā āLetās get you to bed.ā
He nods sleepily, seemingly coming down from whatever alcohol induced rampage has allowed him to walk for an hour straight in this searing heat just to confess to you. āY-You donāt have to say it back,ā he continues to stutter as you guide him through the living room on wobbly legs. āI just-I justā can I?ā he babbles. āCan I love you, ___?ā
You pass through the kitchen space, where whatever you were watching on Disney+ is blaring loudly. It distracts Jungkook for about two seconds before his attention returns to you. When you donāt answer, he presses on. āIs that okay?ā he asks, whirling around to face you, catching your shoulders in his hands. He towers over you by the entrance to your bedroom, dark curls tickling your forehead. His eyes are dark and glazed over, both in tears and an emotion so raw and unfiltered it squeezes around your chest until you canāt breathe. āIs it okay for me to love you?ā he murmurs softly, knocking his nose against yours.
Your cheeks blaze. āYes, th-thatās fine, Kook,ā you blubber, placing a hand over his chest, where his heart is also hammering away. āJust need you to go rest now, okay?ā
He nods sleepily, nudging your nose with his one last time, like a soft almost-kiss, before letting you push him into the room. āYes, yes,ā he breathes, his body finally crashing from his adrenaline spike. He flops down onto the bed unceremoniously, dark waves fanning across your pillows. You try to wiggle him out of his shirt, but it only gets about halfway up his chest before he blindly reaches for the covers. His legs stick out awkwardly, clad in the sweatpants youāve come to associate with him.
When heās all swaddled up in your blanket he finally goes limp, tiny snores leaving his lips as he dozes away from reality. You sigh, pressing a palm to his forehead. Heās still warm and clammy, but at this point, thereās nothing you can do but wait for him to sober up.
With a final kiss to his forehead, you leave the room, closing the door behind you before sliding against the wooden surface. Thereās a trapped bird in your chest, wildly flapping its wings in an effort to get out, and itās all stupid Jungkookās fault in the next room. Stupid Jungkook who demolished and remodeled your heart all in less than twenty-four hours. It doesnāt calm down, even when you rush off into the kitchen for a glass of water, or when you try to immerse yourself in some other show on Disney+. It stays beating against your ribs and your chest until youāre forcing yourself to sit down on the couch and process.
He wakes up a little before dinner. You hear him from the living room, where youāre flicking through the options on Disney+ for the nth time that day. Youāve seen the first fifteen minutes of about twenty different series and movies by now, always growing antsy and abandoning them early on. The only reason you know heās awake is because the shower turns on for a few minutes, and then his bare feet are heard padding across the hallway back into your room.
By the time he resurfaces in the living room, youāve resigned yourself to just more Phineas and Ferb, nonchalantly watching the silly cartoon. (Except youāre anything but nonchalant, and your heartbeat rings in your ears.)
Jungkook hovers by the door, clad in a pair of shorts heās left here before, and a t-shirt you stole from him. āHey,ā he says quietly, lingering by the doorframe. You nod back in response. āCan I watch with you?ā Again, another nod. Ā
Slinking over to the couch, heās rather careful as he sits down, leaving a few inches of space between the two of you. You donāt even think he can see the screen of your laptop until he murmurs, āheās my favorite character,ā when Perry the Platypus appears on the screen.
You hum. āThought you didnāt like these kids shows?ā you ask. You donāt mean it to sound as petty and backhanded as it comes out, but thatās really no one's fault but his own.
Jungkookās breathing tightens beside you. āNo,ā he admits, āI donāt. Only watch them because I know you like them.ā You contemplate pausing the episode and engaging in a real conversation with him, but at this point, youāre very tired from the events of the last day. Jungkook doesnāt press either, just shuffles more comfortably beside you.
You get about five minutes in, quiet chuckles shared between the two of you, before he strikes. āIām sorry about yesterday,ā he says, so hushed you almost donāt hear it. His hand is resting in the space between you, pinky brushing against yours. āAboutā¦ being late. And the presents.ā
You inspire slowly. āThat wasn't even the problem, silly,ā you brush off. From your peripheral, you see Jungkookās slow nod. āI didnāt want any presents,ā you mention, āI just wanted you.ā You look away from the screen immediately after, pretending like the spot on the ceiling is actually really interesting.
The two of you fall into silence, the animated characters on your screen rapidly chattering away. āOh,ā Jungkook says after a moment.
You roll your eyes. Theyāre moist but you donāt want him to see. āYeah, oh,ā you parrot back softly, relaxing into the couch again. āDid you eat the food I left out?ā
Jungkook shuffles beside you, the soft lull of the speakers soon being cut as he reaches over to pause Phineas and Ferb. A couple of seconds pass and then heās leaning into you, head resting on your shoulder. āIām sorry,ā he apologizes again, placing a palm over the hand he had been teasing for the past few minutes. āI thought I knew what I was doing but I was wrong.ā
His voice is so soft and sincere, it makes your chest ache. You try to burrow your face against your opposite shoulder, try to hide the stray tear that escapes out of the corner of your eye. āItās fine,ā you brush off, voice choked off and hoarse.
Jungkook leans up, pecks your cheek so tenderly it makes you go mushy. āNo, itās not fine. I acted like a know-it-all and said something way out of line,ā he murmurs, raising his head to look at you. His hand feels warm over yours. Itās the touch you craved all day and yesterday, the warm feel of his body against yours. Youāre embarrassed at how easily you melt into it. āYouāre the best thing that has happened to me in a long time,ā he tells you, holding your hand close to his chest. āI had no right to say those things to you.ā
You sniffle, resting your head against his shoulder now. His heart beats loud enough for you to hear. āWas it true?ā you mumble. āDo you really think of me like that?ā
He shakes his head, his soft breaths fanning across your forehead. āNo, never,ā he answers. āI think youāre incredible. My brain was just trying to justify my dumb anger.ā
You nod, even if you donāt believe it just yet. But that was a conversation for later, you suppose, sometime in the future when you arenāt on the verge of tears and threatening to crumble apart at the simplest word that leaves his mouth.
āI should have come home like you wanted, thought about my words before saying them,ā he says, snuggling closer to you. āIām sorry.ā
āStop,ā you sniffle, covering your face with your free hand as he presses a kiss to the vein that runs over the back of the hand heās holding captive. āNow it just sounds like I'm just being inconsiderate of your gifts and a crybaby.ā
Jungkook kisses your temple softly, gently. āDonāt think about the gifts,ā he says. āJust tell me what you wanted to do, doll.ā
His voice calms you, has you like putty in his arms. āWatch movies,ā you mumble, toying with a thread on your couch cushion. āBe with you.ā
He hums. āThen weāll do that,ā he says, reaching for your laptop again. The screen nearly blinds you when it flickers back to life before you, Jungkookās low breaths against your ear making it near impossible for you to process the titles on the screen. āYou liked Disney+?ā
Belatedly, you nod. āI like the animated movies,ā you admit quietly, the anxieties of before slowly melting away, even more so when he slides his arm around you, pulling you close against his chest.
Unlike other times where heāll critique the hell out of such childish films, Jungkook says nothing as he starts up the Zootopia movie instead, the same one you had wanted to show him before, right from the beginning. āThat bunny looks like you,ā you murmur when Judy Hopps first appears on the screen.
Jungkook snorts. āYou say that about every cartoon bunny.ā
You turn your head to glance at him over your shoulder. He meets your gaze with a small smile you return. āItās because youāre so cute,ā you say softly, lips twisting playfully when his cheeks grow scarlet.
He knocks his forehead against yours, eyes fluttering shut. āNot cute, just lucky,ā he chuckles. āLucky enough to have you.ā Your heart turns over in your chest, threatening to burst out of your rib cage at his words. You try to turn in his arms. Before you can say the words that have been sitting on the tip of your tongue for months now, heās beating you to it once again. āI love you,ā he confesses in a hushed whisper, no alcoholic influence.Ā
Something inside of you blossoms, eyes wide as he chastely kisses you. He pulls away without you ever reacting, too caught up in surprise to kiss him back properly. He stays close, curls tickling your forehead as he leans over you. āYou donāt have to say it back, I just wanted you to know. I love you,ā he says again, long lashes blinking down at you. āSo much. It makes me feel like a stupid teenager again, going to the mall to buy a gift for my crush.ā He laughs sheepishly, reaching down to tangle your fingers together. āIs that okay?ā he asks quietly, pressing a kiss to your knuckles.
It mirrors the confession heād given you that morning, those slurred words and teary eyes. It had been difficult to pinpoint the legitimacy of it before, the meaning scrambled by his hazy mind. But with him staring at you like this now, like you single-handedly plucked the stars from the sky to put them in those sparkly eyes of his, it makes something inside you ache.
Still, you choke on your own spit. āI-Is it okay for you to love me?ā you sputter incredulously, realizing the oddity of the same question heād thrown at you earlier. But now, youāre both sober and you can really tear apart that sentence. Jungkook nods a little too seriously for your liking. āAre you crazy?ā He blinks in confusion, brows pulling together as you slowly but surely lose the last bits of your sanity. āYouāre an idiot, Jeon Jungkook,ā you huff, āa stupidly handsome, rich, walking dream, idiot who goes out with stupid girls like me.ā
āNot stupid,ā he murmurs, closing in on you again as he finally understands the truth behind your masked insults. He smells minty and like his favorite body wash of yours.
āNo,ā you deny. āYouāre actually, like, insane. You have a bachelor pad, make enough money to sustain an entire litter of kittens, look and talk like every teenage girlās dream boyfriendā but you mess it all up by dating evil, conniving hoes like me who lose their shit over Disney cartoons.ā He says nothing, watching you with an amused grin as you talk over yourself, basically regurgitating his statement from yesterday except it kinda seems plausible now that youāre over it. āItās stupid. No, youāre stupid. Noā Iām stupid.ā
Jungkook chuckles, kissing the corner of your mouth gently. āDone?ā he says, a dimple appearing on his cheek. You could kiss it away, but you need him to know the amount of stupidity in this room was astronomically high. āYouāre not stupid, baby,ā he says. You level him with a look. āWell. You have your moments.ā
āMoments?ā you repeat, standing up in a hurry that has him flopping down beside you. Your laptop is lost somewhere on the cushions, the voices faded as they grow farther away. āI am so stupid. I called Namjoon a whore for taking you out for lunch!ā you cry. āI am the stupidest person in the world.ā
Jungkook cackles, standing up beside you. āYes, yes, youāre my stupid girl,ā he teases, tapping the pout on your lips playfully. āSo stupid she slanders herself instead of just telling me she loves me too.ā He bumps your noses together, dark eyes staring at you almost daringly after his claim.
You fold soon enough. āI love you,ā you mumble, āeven if Iām too stupid to say it.ā
He rewards your confession with a kiss, pulling you into his arms soon after. He sighs, almost wistfully. āWhatever shall I do with my very stupid girl?ā
After exactly three minutes of feeling safe and loved in his arms, he abandons the living room in favor of leading you back to your room, where he pushes you down against your mattress. You cling to him, leaving him positioned over you at an angle. His chest presses against yours, arm curled around the back of your head. āGotta get up, baby,ā he laughs.
You shake your head, caging him in your arms. āNuh-uh,ā you murmur, legs wiggling when he places a hand on your hip.
Jungkook chuckles, pressing a kiss against the side of your ear. āYour movie is still playing in the other room,ā he reminds you, thumb drawing soothing circles on your hip. You donāt release him, his mindless touch only encouraging you to keep him close. āBabe?ā
You say nothing, relishing in the comfort of Jungkookās presence. His hair smells good and feels even softer against the side of your face. The cotton shirt he found is crumpled beneath your fists, dark blue pattern wrinkling. Finally coming to terms with his new home, Jungkook eventually relaxes into your hold with a sigh.
āAlright,ā he hums, patting your hip as he repositions himself more comfortably. āI get it. My pretty girl mustāve missed me, huh?ā You nod, soaking in every detail about him in this moment. Jungkook shifts, the hand on your hip suddenly falling over your thigh instead. āOr should I say my stupid girl?ā he purrs, hand slipping between your thighs. āMy stupid, little girl?ā
A gasp catches in your throat when he runs his fingers over the front of your panties. Your legs kick out wildly at the sudden touch, toes curling at the hands you dreamt about all day and night. āOh,ā you pant, each brush of his fingers feeling better than the last.
āWhat?ā he says, mouthing against the side of your neck. His tongue feels warm, but the trails of saliva he leaves have you shivering. āToo dumb to speak?ā he scoffs, biting down against a particular spot on your neck. You whimper, unsure if itās because of his hands or his mouth.
āN-No,ā you try to sneer back, fingernails digging into his skin through his shirt. His hands are getting braver now, the pad of his pointer finger dancing over your engorged clit. The sheer material of your panties certainly doesnāt help, each touch feeling like itās being magnified three times over. And if it felt this good with underwear, you canāt even begin to imagine how itād feel without.
You donāt have to ponder for long, because soon after Jungkook is slipping his hand beneath your waistband, touching your sensitive pussy head-on. āKook.ā
He uses your momentary vulnerability to ease himself from your hold, finally recoiling enough to smother your mouth with his. You moan in surprise, thighs quivering as he gets to work circling your hardened bud sans your panties. Jungkook isnāt the least bit kind as he kisses you ruthlessly, likes heās trying to compensate for something with his movements. When he finally pulls away itās with an obnoxious pop and cherry red lips. He huffs, glancing down to see where heās got his fingers pleasuring you.
Your thighs are squirming back and forth, closing around his hand every few seconds. Jungkook snorts. āHuh, look at that,ā he mutters, trailing down until his fingers are gliding over your quickly sopping folds. āStupid girl is good for something.ā
Your cheeks burn. āKook, Iām notāā
Jungkook levels you with an unimpressed glare. āNot what? Not stupid? But I couldāve sworn you just spent the last few minutes saying you were,ā he drones meanly, landing one light slap against your cunt that makes your hips buck.
You bite down a whimper. āI was justā¦ā you trail off, eyes rolling back when he teases one finger against your opening.
āKidding?ā he supplies. āWell, I wasnāt.ā Your heart stutters in your chest, eyes growing wide as he finally pushes himself off of you, propping himself up with an elbow beside your head. His gaze is dark and unrecognizable. āI think youāre so fucking stupid, doll,ā he sneers. āAnd what are you gonna do about it?ā
You should have seen this moment coming, the manifestation of that shiny side of the coin finally reaching its full potential.
While Jungkook wasnāt exactly shy about his interests, he certainly wasnāt tripping over himself to tell you every new kinky thing he wanted to try. You sort of guessed he had some interest in this sort of play a few weeks ago when you watched the Barbie movie at his place. A lot of that night had branded itself into your three am wet dreams, but there was one particular moment that stood out to you. That was you, on your knees, with him condescendingly patting your head. Or just last week, you vaguely remember the term slipping through his lips as he pleasured you with The Bullet Bestie.
The thing about Jungkook was that, until last night, he would have never admitted, or so much as even thought, that he was better than you. That was fine because you would say it enough for the both of you anyway. Did you think Jungkook was amazing, an absolute diamond among these measly rocks? Absolutely. (Were you slightly biased because you were his girlfriend? Skip.) However, you also had this insane evil villain complex that made you want to brag about everything you possibly could, especially if that meant bragging about your boyfriend.
Realistically speaking, he was better than you, that much you could look past yesterdayās anger to admit, and not even in a stuck-up, conceited way; he had a really good job, an architecturally amazing house, and a hot girlfriend. Meanwhile, you had a mediocre job, an okay apartment, and an insanely sexy Calvin Klein boyfriend, half of which he had pointed out yesterday. Regardless of how powerful that third factor was, he still outnumbered you three to one.
Sue you, Jungkook was amazing. Anyone could see that! Except, maybe, himself.
And if the only time Jungkook would openly brag about his greatness or establish how much better than you he was, was in a post-fight, sex-induced setting, then you were more than happy to be his punching bag. So long as it was on your terms, and not as a result of his weirdly bottled up feelings.
(Yeah, you would have a long talk about that tomorrow.)
But for now, you pout up at him, clamping your thighs shut purposefully. āYouāre stupid too,ā you defend, āstupid and mean.ā
Something in his expression changes. Suddenly, heās moving at superhuman speed as he snatches his hand out from where you had previously trapped him between your legs, yanking you up by the front of your shirt. āMean?ā he mocks. āIsnāt that what you always wanted?ā You shiver, fingers wrapping around the wrist that holds your sweater. āWanted me to be mean and push you around like a little rag doll?ā
Jungkook looks at you for another two seconds, before heās slowly pulling away from you, leaning back on his knees. His tongue is pressing against the inside of his cheek, jaw tightening from the movement. āBaby,ā he says so quietly it instills a prickle of fear in you, tainted with delicious excitement.
āYeah?ā you whisper, sitting up tentatively as you watch him, He was a bit frightening, like a wild animal about to devour you whole.
Jungkook rolls his neck, the joints in his spine cracking as he begins tugging off his shirt. You salivate at the sight, too focused on the sinewy muscles of his body to catch the dark gaze he levels your way. He throws it off to the side, his sleeve of tattoos that wraps around his bicep and begins to crawl down his chest wonderfully unobstructed now. āEyes up here,ā he says and you quickly meet his gaze. He leans forward, muscled arms coming to cage you against the headboard. āStupid little sluts donāt have the room to make such comments,ā he rasps out, unamused expression adorning his normally soft features. āDonāt you think so?ā
āI-I donāt know,ā you stammer, leaning away as he comes closer and closer, eventually just turning your head to the side to avoid that emotionless look. Itās the wrong move, and Jungkook lets you know as much by forcefully digging his fingers into your cheeks and turning your face back around to meet his gaze.
A hand grabs beneath your knee, tugging harshly until youāre flopping down onto your back with a squeal. You settle with his knee pressed hotly against your core. Jungkook stays towering over you. āDumb little girls who make me watch cartoons,ā he spits, tracing a hand over your chest, molding your breasts beneath his hands roughly enough to make you gasp. āAnd watch little animal movies on Disney+. Arenāt they just so stupid?ā
āSo stupid,ā you concede, subtly shifting your hips for some desperately needed friction. Jungkook snorts, finally granting you your wish with one rough slide of his thigh against your core.
āI agree,ā he says, and surprises you with a hand around your throat as he leans in to properly grind his thigh into you. āAll theyāre good for is being dumb little sluts with good pussy,ā he murmurs darkly, thumb pressing into the side of your neck forcefully. āSometimes, they donāt even do anything,ā Jungkook continues, his other hand on your hip hauling you higher up his thigh. You mewl, soaked panties rubbing roughly against your folds. You miss the soft swirl of his thumb, the gentle prod of his fingers. Even so, you canāt deny this change in Jungkook is doing something to you, riling up a part of you that you hadnāt known existed. Maybe itās the horniness from yesterday that was left unfulfilled, the one year anniversary sex that was put on pause. āJust lay there and take it, too fucked out and dumb to say anything.ā
His fingers loosen for the briefest of seconds and you gasp for breath. āThatās terrible,ā you whimper, rolling your hips up into his thigh, so close to his swollen cock.
Jungkook chuckles without an ounce of humor, pressing your foreheads together as he helps grind you to completion. āIsnāt it? I think that stupid little girl is cute though.ā
āIām sorry,ā you blurt, vision spotting as he tightens his hand back around your throat. āIām sorry, Iām sorry,ā you moan, stomach tight from all the stimulation.
Jungkook hums, slowing you down with a tight grip on your waist. āHm, what are you sorry for?ā he croons, pink lips pulling into an evil smile. āYou said you werenāt that stupid girl, __.ā
You shake your head, trying to roll your hips up again but heās holding you too tightly now, rendering you immobile beneath him. āI am,ā you choke out shamefully, grabbing at the hand on your hip in a feeble attempt to remove it. āI am a stupid little girl.ā
Jungkook smirks, leaning down to slot his mouth over yours. āThatās right,ā he murmurs, ānothing but a dumb little slut.ā
You shiver, opening your mouth when he slides his tongue against your bottom lip. Heās not the slightest bit nice, and more messy than usual. He pulls away with a bite to your lower lip, meeting your trembling gaze with that same unrecognizable glint in his eyes. āCome on, dummy, keep up,ā he snarks before devouring you again. You try to, you really do, but heās moving like an animal today, despite his slow and drunken movements from that morning. So you end up with his saliva dripping down your throat, clinging to the corners of your lips as he begins slowly grinding you against his thigh again. He flashes you a wicked smile, pearly teeth on display for you as he glances down at your messy appearance.
āAre you gonna touch me?ā you ask, lower lip trembling at the thought after your desperate rutting. Jungkook purses his lips together in thought.
āMmm,ā he hums. āDonāt know yet.ā
You whine. āJungkook, please,ā you whimper, wrapping your legs around his waist. āI need you.ā
Jungkook chuckles, running his hand up your waist and taking your shirt with him. He slips his fingers beneath your bra, pushing the wire over your chest as he mouths at your neck. āCute,ā he says. āCanāt do it yourself?ā
You tremble, chest arching into him as he rolls your nipple between his fingers. āI-I can,ā you gasp. āJust feels better with you.ā
Jungkook follows your statement with a nip against your skin, tongue soothing over it right after. āWhy? Because I do everything better than you? Even make you cum better than you?ā
Your cheeks heat up at his blatant ego rearing its head, hands carding through the hair at the nape of his neck. You say nothing, and that only eggs Jungkook on. āCome onnn,ā he teases, finally, finally rolling his hips down onto your core. You squeak, head falling back against the pillows as youāre granted the one thing youād been chasing. āSay it.ā
āSay what?ā you ask, voice wobbly as he continues to slowly rut against you, the front of his shorts pressing against the soaked crotch area of your panties. āOh, oh, Jungkook,ā you whine.
Suddenly he bites down harshly, teeth digging painfully into your skin. You yelp in surprise, pussy throbbing at the pain that shoots throughout your body. Jungkook pulls away and doesnāt bother soothing over it as he leans up to capture your jaw this time. āSay youāre a stupid little slut who canāt do anything without me,ā he purrs, kisses too soft for the words he says.
Your mind blanks, torn between the humiliating phrase he wants you to say and properly checking him in his place. In the end, itās with a twisted need to please him that youāre repeating the words back to him. āI-Iām a stupid slut,ā you whimper, fingers digging into his shoulder blades as he continues pushing you right along the edge. The rope pulled tightly in your core is slowly being pulled apart, threads hanging on for dear life. āCanāt... can't do anything without...ā
āWithout who?ā he asks, reaching down and untying the front of his shorts. āCanāt do anything without who, baby?ā
āWithout you, without you,ā you cry, bucking your hips up against his, the combined movements of both your bodies making you shake like a leaf. āAh, K-Kook,ā you wail, hips stuttering as your orgasm finally swallows you up. Your panties quickly grow wet and icky from your own arousal that pools between your thighs. Jungkook lets you writhe beneath him as you chase your high, mouth sucking a pretty blossom against your jaw.
You know better than to expect the night to end here, especially after seeing the glint that had been in his eyes as he watched you unravel.
He leans close, letās his nose brush against yours as you catch your breath. āSo perfect for me,ā he groans, slotting his lips against yours. You can barely keep up with him, languidly going along with his hot tongue. āPerfect, perfect girl,ā he murmurs, a stark change from the less than friendly adjectives he used just moments before. āTell me you love me?ā he says softly.
You nod, mind fuzzy as you wrap your arms around his neck. āLove you,ā you exhale, letting your fingers knot in his hair. Your proclamation does something to him, makes him grind the front of his cotton shorts hard against you. For someone that was often rough and brutal with you in bed, he sure was sensitive to the mushiest of things.
āDonāt deserve you,ā he huffs, hot breath fanning across your skin. He switches gears fairly quickly. āTell me you hate me,ā he begs hoarsely, rutting against your soiled panties. āTell me Iām a piece of shit and you could do better without me,ā he pleads, voice too airy to be another one of his usual sex-induced thoughts.
You shake your head, pressing a kiss to his cheek as he rolls his hips. āItās not true,ā you whisper, āI love you more than youāll ever understand.ā
Jungkook groans, suddenly winding back and tearing your ruined panties down your legs. You gasp in surprise, letting him haul you about in his blind, self-inflicted rage. āStupid, stupid,ā he huffs, though at this point you canāt tell who itās directed at. With your underwear out of the way, he wastes no time plunging his fingers back into your cunt, bypassing the tight ring of muscle around it without any of his usual care. āYou should hate me,ā he snarls, lips pressed against your ear.
You moan, back arching at the sudden pleasure that blossoms between your thighs. āI-I donāt,ā you gasp, toes curling.
Jungkook groans, the sound traveling down your spine and straight into your pussy. āStupid girl,ā he huffs, slipping an arm around you to pull you so close until you canāt breathe, chests lined up together. His skin is warm to the touch, scorching almost. āFuck,ā he groans, curling his fingers inside of you. You whimper and moan, incapable of staying still beneath him as he tortures you with a thumb to your clit. āTell me you hate me,ā he seethes again.
Despite the fog thatās settled over your mind, you still manage a resolute shake of your head. āN-no,ā you cry, digging your nails into his back. They run dark red lines over his skin, making him hiss at the sting.
Whatever punishment heās trying to put himself through is falling through with your refusal to admit such a thing. It aggravates him even more, your adamant stance on loving him so, and heās retracting his fingers before you can cum again. āPlease,ā he chokes, face tucked into your neck. Heās sloppy with his movements; as he pulls his shorts down and kicks them away, he nearly suffocates you with his weight. āI donāt deserve you, ___, please.ā
āI love you,ā you whimper for lack of explanation. Jungkook leans back, that same madman gaze in his glossy eyes. Heās looking at you in disbelief almost, pouty lips puckered and swollen. Your hands slip from around him, falling on either side of your head.
Like a cobra he strikes, collecting your wrists in one hand he pins above your head. The sudden movement has him leaning in close, lips brushing over yours. His lashes are coated in a wetness he refuses to acknowledge, looking at you like you drive him insane. āIf you ever try to leave me,ā he whispers, jerky breath fanning over your skin, āIāll lose my mind.ā
He loves you so much it aches.
āI wonāt,ā you whimper, feeling your own eyes well up with an emotion that consumes every inch of your being. āIāll never leave you, you stupid, stupid boy.ā
A faint smile crosses his features at your words, lips quirking to the side. You relish in it for all of two seconds before heās ramming his cock into you, your sensitive walls spawning around him. You sob loudly, eyes rolling back into your head. Your legs instinctively hook themselves around his waist, digging into the base of his spine as he rolls his hips into you.
You feel full and complete like he belongs there in this moment and every moment after this. It makes your heart constrict painfully. Jungkookās soft groans follow your more unraveled noises, the vulgar slapping of skin on skin the underlying melody to it all. āFfffuck,ā he spits, greedily swallowing your moans up. You whine, arms bucking in an effort to hold him close. But heās determined in his act of restraining you, long fingers tightening around your wrists until they hurt. āI warned you, didnāt I?ā he huffs, snapping his hips into you.
Your walls clench around his hard cock, the drag as he exits sending shivers throughout your body. Jungkookās body towers over you, glistening in sweat as he nails you into your mattress. āRemember what I said?ā he asks, voice but a shuddery exhale. You shake your head numbly, overwhelmed by the rough drag across your walls. āAll those months ago, when you first came over,ā he adds. The hand on your hip abandons its post to cup you beneath the jaw, palm pressing sinfully against your throat enough to block the tiniest of airflow. āIāll fuck you and keep you forever,ā he murmurs, voice deeper than the pits of hell. He licks a fat stripe over your cheek like youāre nothing but a sweet for him to devour. āDo you remember that, pretty girl?ā
You nod jerkily, hips arching up into him when he thrusts into you again. Itās a memory that replays in your mind every so often, your first night with the man you had planned to humiliate over a mere misunderstanding, now your boyfriend of one year. āWant that,ā you gasp, tears blurring your vision when he begins picking up the pace. āWanna be y-your pretty girl forever.ā
Jungkook groans, kissing the corner of your mouth. His thighs are some magnificent beings, keeping his pace consistent even as he loses himself in his overwhelming need to kiss you. āAlways,ā he manages, soft lips pressed against yours. āI wonāt ever let you leave.ā
A shriek tears itself from your lips as he picks up that harsh piston, releasing your jaw to hold both wrists above your head. It makes his curls dangle in front of his eyes, covering that beautiful dark gaze. It makes his thin little necklace swing back and forth too, though itās too small to actually touch your face. The rhythmic swing has you hypnotized, just like everything else about Jungkook.
With the length of his hair, youāre left staring at his lips, pulled taut between his pearly white teeth. The word from before sits heavy in your chest, begs to drip from the tip of your tongue. But heās moving too fast and too hard, scrambling your thoughts until all you can think about is the cock plunging into your heat. His name falls from your mouth like mindless blubber instead, arms thrashing as your second orgasm swallows you up. It sends you crashing, body spasming as the sheer euphoria waves over you slowly and then all at once.
āPerfect,ā he grunts, leaning down to slot his mouth against yours, āmy perfect girl.ā Your cum makes the sound of his hips erotic, the loud squelching following your panting. Still sensitive from your high, your body unconsciously tightens around him, keeps his cock from fully leaving. It brings a soft whine out of Jungkook, one he tries to muffle against the side of your face.
āInside,ā you whimper, even though your body feels like jelly beneath him. āCum inside, Kook, please,ā you beg.
It only takes a few more thrusts into your leaking hole for him to finally reach paradise, hips stuttering when that first shot of pleasure hits him. āFuck, fuck,ā he growls, wildly snapping his hips into your achy cunt. You moan, feeling just about brainless at the overstimulation. His cum leaves you full, almost makes your belly bulge from it. When heās done he doesnāt bother pulling away, simply slumping into your limp form. His cock, though quickly softening, serves as a plug for the cum threatening to spill out of you.
Thereās a muted noise coming from the other room, the faint sound of the mail slipping through your letterbox, the quiet chattering of the street outside. And of course, the loud blaring of your laptop playing the Phineas and Ferb theme song. Jungkook registers it at about the same time as you, a soft chuckle leaving his lips.
He pushes off of you soon after, leaning on his palms over you. Heās got that molten look on his eyes, the heat of a thousand suns burning behind those irises as he looks at you. Like he canāt get enough, even though heās just about taken everything there is to take. āLove you,ā he murmurs quietly.
A drop of sweat rolls over his forehead, clinging to the end of his eyebrow. You reach up and brush it away, let your hand trail down his face to cup his cheek. Immediately he leans into the touch, eyes falling half shut. āLove you more,ā you respond.
āImpossible,ā he scoffs.
Soon after youāre both stumbling out of bed, clothes haphazardly shrugged back on as you drift through the living room. Thereās a thin, hot pink package sitting at the door, just having slipped through the letterbox; the stark Sexuality Unleashed logo is printed on the visible side, so you have to wonder what Doyeon could have possibly ordered this time that could be so thin. The laptop is awkwardly sandwiched next to a throw pillow, barely open a crack. Jungkook retrieves it, sets it on his lap as you scamper over to the couch.
āMore Phineas and Ferb?ā he asks quietly. He hates it, you know he does. And still, he wants to watch it with you.
You nod. āPlease.ā
He isnāt so concerned with the plot as you, clicking some random episode to start. You snuggle into his side, quietly singing along to the opening. After a moment, Jungkook speaks again. āPhineas and Flirt?ā he offers cheekily.
You roll your eyes. āThat mightāve been your worst one yet,ā you sigh, trying to drown out his indignant huff by focusing on the screen.
āI donāt exactly see you coming up with these,ā he points out, obviously feeling wronged.
Without missing a beat you say, āDisney+ and bust.ā
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a/n: just realized that the colors of my banners are different on laptop and phone and that pissed me off.
word count: 3.9kĀ
genre: smut, nsfw
warnings: noncon/dubcon, exhibitionism, public sex, thigh riding, squirting, sexual assault, stalking, power abuse
pairing: aizawa x f!reader
summary: where aizawa deliberately takes on the roll as your guardian inside the train, but of course he has other plans.
the worst place to be during the rush hour would be inside a train.Ā
aizawa never bothered to commute because he often walked to work and back home but for you, he was willing to make an exception.Ā
youĀ caught his attention during one of his evening patrols, walking alone in the big city with a short skirt that accentuated your curves and long legs. aizawa discovered the fact that you used the train to get to work daily and with the fact that you were always alone, he knew that you were always put in a vulnerable situation. so, he thought; why not keep an eye on you? maybe his job as a hero could give him a little advantage too.
like a child, he finds himself eager to get on the train. of course, he doesnāt really know which coach you would be standing in but his commute turns out to be so much worth it whenever he does end up standing in the same one as you.
in the morning, you would be there before he gets in and heās the first one to step off the train in the evening. he assumes that you live somewhere closer to the end of the trainās final stop but he doesnāt know exactly where. so far, he has learned which station you use to wait for the train for your ride home from work.Ā
and today seems to be one of those days where he is lucky enough to see you in the same coach, squeezed between a throng of people. aizawa always noticed the fed up and uncomfortable look on your face as you held on to the bar but it was because of no other than a pervert deliberately rubbing his front on your backside.Ā
heās sort of mad that you just let it happen, quietly accepting the assault being thrown at you. he can see how your face is contorted into anger and vexation as you try to nudge the man with your elbow and what he assumes as the man muttering half-assed apologies before he starts to blatantly repeat the same shit again.Ā
you look around pleadingly for someone to intervene and your hands are balled into tight fists, ready to swing any moment but you hesitate because youāre afraid of being the one who will end up getting into trouble and especially since you donāt have any concrete evidence that youāre being harassed either.
for a moment, his gaze locks briefly with yours before you turn away, probably to seek for someone else to come to your aid. he knows that almost no heroes ride the train, since they either patrol on the streets or keep watch from up above but he is currently the outlier, and what kind of hero would he be if he just continues to turn a blind eye on this? maybe itās time for him to steal the opportunity to play hero and finally get an excuse to talk to you after a long time of observing you from the sidelines.Ā
aizawa slowly pushes the people aside to make his way over to your side and takes you by surprise by putting his hand on your shoulder.
ābaby, why didnāt you pick up the phone?ā he sighs and says a little too loudly so the creep behind you can hear. you look at him perplexingly but he just gives you a silent look that tells you to play along.Ā
āu-uh.. iām sorry. my phone is on silent.ā you try to reply with the same tone. ābut iām glad you found me! thought iāve lost you.āĀ
the way you inch closer to him doesnāt go unnoticed, especially how your boob is literally pressing on his side. aizawa quickly glances to the man who still seems to be unbothered by the fake acting (not that he can tell) so he spins you around to face him instead.Ā
good lord. maybe he shouldnāt have done that.Ā
now aizawa can clearly see that your tits are squished against his chest through the unbuttoned top of your little white blouse. your gaze strays somewhere else, probably in embarrassment or maybe you donāt mind at allā he canāt tell nor can he think straight right now but heās here for one purpose and heās going to honor it.Ā
āhowās work today?ā he inquires, turning your head to him with his fingers so it would seem like you both are engaging in a natural conversation between lovers. he is able to see your tired eyes up close but they seem to carry the same soft look heās so smitten with.
āhard.ā he tenses up a little at the possibility of you noticing the erection in his pants but thank god theyāre baggy or else the tent would be obvious. āi missed you.ā
aizawaās heart is bursting in his chest but he places on his mask of unfazed expression perfectly.Ā he still has a role to play after all.
he leans down to whisper in your ear yet his eyes bore intimidatingly into the manās, āiām sorry to hear that, sweetheart. but i promised to take good care of you tonight, remember?ā
perhaps that was a bit of an overstate, but hey, it works. now that the man has caught on, he immediately walks off the train as soon as it stopsā not even bothering whether it's where heās supposed to go or not as he tries to run away from the possibility of getting into trouble with another guy.
āyou okay?ā he steps back and takes a good look at you only to realize how youāre avoiding his gaze to hide your evidently flushed face. how cute. āyou donāt look so good.ā
āi-iām fine.ā you mutter. āthank you for saving me.ā
āno problem. itās a part of my job. i just happened to be here.ā he points out in a blatant lie.
you look at him in surprise as if finally connecting the dots, āwait, are you a hero?ā
āuh, i guessā yes, i am.ā
itās the first time youāve ever seen a hero being vague about his professionā or maybe you just made him feel uncomfortable to admit that heās one when you, a quirkless citizen should be acknowledging the heroes that are risking their lives to protect the country so they should at least deserve some recognition, him included.Ā
āiām sorry. i didnāt recognize you and i donāt really keep up with the heroes.ā you laugh nervously, afraid of offending the male. though you canāt really tell what he thinks nor can you tell if he even cares from the look on his face but he only observes you silently before his lips turn to a lopsided smile.Ā
he doesnāt take it to heart, of course, but he finds it endearing that youāre trying to make him feel better. aizawa is not one that likes to be in the limelight anyway, so he doesnāt blame you.Ā
the number of people in the train gradually dissipates as the train stops station by station, leaving him and you together with some other few who have taken their seats to doze off. aizawaās platform has long passed by but he decides to stay with you with intent to know where you actually live.Ā Ā
aizawa doesnāt speak much the whole ride, only answering your questions and listening to you as you talk about your life. he learns that youāre a fresh graduate who just started working in an office and saving up to buy a car so you donāt have to trouble yourself with train rides anymore. he doesnāt know why you entrust him with the fact that you live alone in your apartment, but heās relieved that you do. maybe itās easy to trust a hero. man or not.Ā
but his filthy gaze lingers around your body once in a whileā blood rushes to his cock when he sees the plush thighs that are exposed from your short skirt as you sit, the two buttons on your blouse that looks like theyāre about to pop off from your breasts and the way your puffy lips jut out slightly when you stare out the window to watch the sun slowly disappears below the horizon to make way for the dark sky. the ride wouldāve been peaceful if not for the uncomfortable throb inside his pants right now.
and soon enough, you stand up from your seat and grab your bag in preparation to step off from the agonizing ride.Ā
āthis is my stop. thank you again, eraser head. itās nice meeting you!ā you beam sweetly before you walk off the train and wave him goodbye as the doors slowly closes between the two of you.Ā
aizawa canāt wait to see you again tomorrowā but now he needs a change of pace.Ā since he doesnāt want to take risk of you finding out that he intentionally missed his platform, he chooses to only ride the train in the evening now.
with his height, aizawa is able to see you looking around as soon as you step into the train with exhaustion written all over your face. however, itās instantly washed away with an exuberant look when you notice him staring at you from the other side. his heart swells with joy as he watches you push yourself through the crowd with your bag covering your chest protectively.
āfound you, eraser!ā you chirp as you stand in front of the male.
āoh? so you were looking for me?ā he replies coyly, sinking lower into his scarf to keep his burning cheeks out of sight.
you nod eagerly and sigh, āi looked for you this morning too, but i guess you were on a different coach or something.ā
āwhy? you wanted to use me so iād protect you from perverts?āĀ
āoops. busted.ā you laugh.Ā
if thatās the one thing that binds you and him, he doesnāt really mind. aizawa is pleased to know that youāre willing to be around him as much as he does. it then comes to a point where you both promise to be in the same coach in the evening.
it has been over a week since aizawa restrained his lecherous intentions. all of those days he has seen you don that short skirt that seems to hug your ass so well. every weekday evening he gets to glance down over your cleavage when you press yourself closely against him and when youāre not facing him? he can feel that ass just lightly brushing, teasing him when the train shakes and he knows he wonāt be able to take it any longer.Ā
what is he waiting for anyway? when this is all what he coveted in the first place? fuck playing the reliable hero.Ā
aizawa doesnāt want to regard himself and the creeps inside the train as equals. heās different. heās a hero and because of that, he got you always wanting to stay close to him without him compelling. youāre so sweet to him, so trusting and you never give him the dirty look whenever he places his hand too low on your back.Ā
more people are joining in from different stations so as usual, aizawa quickly pulls you into a corner nearby one of the doors which he knows wonāt be opening for people to get in and get out. he only keeps guard by standing behind you as you take in the view of the same buildings and skyline.
āyou have no idea how much iām dying to own a car.ā you sigh as you stare outside the glass window unheedingly and completely oblivious to your surroundings.Ā
āyes. youāve said that a million times.ā he carefully inches closer (as much as he can anyway) and bravely takes a whiff of your shampoo that never fails to fill and rouse his senses.
āiām sorry,ā you titter. āyou mustāve gotten bored of hearing it.āĀ
āno, i like it.ā he whispers audibly in your ear, just enough for both of you to hear.Ā
āiām glaāā youāre suddenly startled when you feel something hard prodding against your ass. you start to feel uneasy and try to shift away but a pair of hands brazenly grab your breasts, almost making you yelp in surprise.Ā
āshh,ā his hot breath fans over the shell of your ear, sending shivers down your spine. ādonāt wanna make a scene.ā
your heart instantly drops once you realize the person you trust most, a hero at that, is doing the very same thing he protected you from. you can see the vague reflection aheadā the way his hands are massaging your tits as he litters chaste kisses on the crook of your neck.
you attempt to pry his hands off of you, but he only grabs harder and pushes you closer to the front until your forehead presses against the cold glass.
āaizawaā stop.ā
aizawa can hear panic lacing in your voice as you whimper but he simply brushes off your plea, too busy soothing his carnal needs by grinding his hard cock against your ass.
āno. you feel so good.ā he nibbles your neck, sucking and biting the supple flesh to leave a bruising mark.Ā
āp-people are gonna see.āĀ
āthatād be really hot.ā he hoists up your short skirt to prop his knees between your thighs before one of his hands guides your hip and compels you to grind your pussy against his own thigh.Ā
your eyes lingers around the crowd in the train, in between looking for help and hoping that no one sees what heās doing to you but everyoneās either immersed in their phones or napping and even when someone does notice you, they just turn away uncomfortably.Ā
ālooks like iām the only hero in this train, kitten.ā he says ironically as the hand from your hips snakes in front to rub circles on your clit. āfeels good, does it?ā he coos as you try to muffle your whines from escaping.Ā
youāre clawing on his wrist in an attempt to make him stop, but the harder you try to, the harder he presses your mound and clit.
aizawa slips two fingers inside your panties, barely biting back a groan once he uncovers you wet beneath his fingers.Ā
āwhat a surprise.ā he chuckles, smearing his fingers with your slick before bringing it up to your mouth. āopen up, kitten.āĀ
you purse your lips in retaliation but he easily rubs his thumb on your hardened nipple, causing you to gasp and he quickly shoves his fingers inside your mouth. your tongue wraps around his fingers, sucking and tasting your own flavor as he observes you through the reflection.
āyou like how it tastes?ā he pulls out his fingers from your mouth with a lewd pop sound before tugging your panties to the side and sliding a digit swiftly inside your cunt. a surprised yelp manages to roll off your tongue from the intrusion but you quickly look down to hide your humiliation and away from the peculiar gazes of others inside the coach.
aizawa hushes you as he thrusts his fingers slowly, savoring the tightness of your walls while also attempting to keep down the squelching noises from your dripping cunt.Ā
āitās okay. most of them are going to step off soon, then you can be as loud as you want.ā he murmurs, holding you close to his body while his other hand continuously rubs your nipple with his thumb to stimulate you even further until your world is reduced to his satisfying ministrations.Ā
as time passes by, more and more people have left the train while a few sleepers still remain. aizawa already has two fingers pumping inside your sopping cunt and your slick is already trickling down your thighs as you try hard to hold in your whines.Ā
āpleaseā i canātāā your legs have grown weaker and you can only find support by leaning back against his broad chest. your toes are curling inside your heels and your breath has come out shorter and deeper as he keeps on edging you until he thinks itās safe to fuck you without the presence of other people seeing his unheroic actions.
āyou wanna cum, pretty girl?ā he finally picks up the pace, causing your body to squirm as you moan breathlessly.Ā
āy-yesā pleaseāā
āyouāre really sucking me in.ā he groans, dragging and curling his fingers against the spongy walls that makes your thighs tremble as you edge closer to an orgasm. ācum for me.ā
your hands are clenching hard on his forearm and you feel the muscles in your stomach tightening with so much intensity. with his finger pressing down on your throbbing bud, you eventually come undone and you bite on his arm to stifle your screams.Ā
āthatās it, princess. just what you need after a long day at work, huh?ā he kisses your temple soothingly as you regain composure and struggle to fix your skirt, but he stops you from doing so.Ā
āaizawa..?āĀ
āi had a hard day at work too, you know.ā he tugs your panties down to your ankles and picks it up. āi deserve something from you too, right? and iām not talking about this.ā you see him showing your panties through the glass before he shoves it inside his pocket.
aizawa wraps his scarf around your body and drags you to the middle of the coach. the fabric works as a bind around your wrists and ties onto the bar handle on top of your head to keep you restrained and exposed in front of a man that is sleeping in his seat.Ā
āletās hope he doesnāt wake up soon, hm?ā he chuckles and takes his place behind you.Ā
āyouāre out of yourā!āĀ
you can barely contain your shriek when aizawa suddenly rips off the middle of your blouse that sends the buttons flying across from you and he quickly slips his hands underneath your bra to fondle your breasts.
ācareful not to wake him up, princess.ā he tweaks your pebbled nipples between his fingers to provoke the slightest sound from you but you press your lips firmly to conceal your mewls. āor else heās gonna see me fucking your tight cunt.ā
aizawa spits on his hand and smears his saliva with your slick, making you shudder from sensitivity before his fingers prod into your hole to give you a few pumps in preparation for his cock.Ā
āiāve been waiting for this for far too long.ā he unzips his pants hastily to free his cock from its confinements and you gulp nervously when you see it in the reflection aheadā already throbbing and fully erected. aizawa lifts one of your legs up and rubs his shaft against your wet, puffy folds before lining his cock with your entrance.Ā
you look down at the man anxiously, praying silently for him to not wake up (or maybe just never at all) to see you with your legs spreadĀ in front of his face for god knows how long itāll be. you bite your lower lip hard when you feel aizawaās cock sinking inside your cunt, stretching it as he pushes through your walls.Ā
āshit. so fucking tight.ā he growls in your ear as he sheathes his cock into you, pushing through your convulsing walls and until he has filled you to the brim. he starts to pound into you slowly and you bite back a moan when you feel the delicious drags of his veiny cock inside you.
his tongue traces the shell of your ear, licking all around the erogenous zone that has you shuddering and clenching down on him even more.Ā
āmmphā youāre milking my cock so well, kitten.ā he grunts, flicking your nipple with his free hand before toying with your clit.Ā
āahā he-heās gonna wake up.ā you pant, tugging your wrists for release as if the way it binds so securely doesnāt tell you enough that it would be impossible.
āthen heās gonna get one hell of a show.ā he says nonchalantly before picking up his pace.Ā
the squelching noises begin to fill the quiet air as aizawa continues to fuck you relentlessly. your slick is dripping down to his balls and your thighs, pooling underneath you and you can feel that youāre close to reaching another orgasm.
as your state has become more delirious, the man in front of you suddenly grunts in his sleep and a cold rush of fear instantly creeps down your spine. yet, aizawa doesnāt seem bothered when he remains to be balls deep inside you.
āi think youāre getting off on this, princess.ā he says between breaths, rutting into you harder when he feels how hard youāre clamping around his cock.Ā
āb-butā iām gonna cumāā you whine, body squirming as you ground yourself to not cum.
your pussy is spread wide open in front of the man when aizawa easily lifts up your other leg. your heels have fallen under you and now youāre just practically hanging in mid air with his scarf and hands supporting your body. he angles deeper inside your cunny and your head throws back onto his shoulder when you feel the tip brushing against your cervix.Ā
āthen, cum.ā itās baffling how he manages to make it sound simple, not having a care in the world as if his reputation isnāt in the line right now. ālook at me.ā
you shyly turn your head to meet his heavy lidded eyes before he crashes his lips onto yours. you drown into his fervor kiss while the pressure continues to build in your lower stomach turns more intense and unbearable. at this point, you think itās best to just swallow your humiliation.
ālet it go.ā he whispers against your lips and locks his gaze with your wavering eyes.Ā
āf-fuckā cummingā!ā you instantly draw in for a deep kiss to make him swallow your moans as you finally let yourself come undone. it feels oddly relieving in a sense that has your mind turned to mush, together with the feeling of an insurmountable high. the momentĀ your eyes flutter open again, you realize that there are questionable droplets of water staining the glass window in front of you.Ā
āyouāre a little exhibitionist, arenāt you?ā he mocks, yet proud and even more aroused that he managed to make you squirt in a public transport. āhe might need to clean up.āĀ
your eyes trail down to the man in front of you to see some amount of your own arousal trickling down on his poor face. you're so dazed with pleasure that you donāt even bother to care anymore and you just let aizawa fucks you through your high before his cock begins to twitch inside your pussy.
ābe a good girl and take all my cum.ā his pace soon falters and he holds you still before releasing a thick load inside your cunt. after he has emptied out, aizawa leans in the crook of your neck to catch his breathĀ before removing his cock and putting you down gently.Ā
āthat was fucking good.ā he sighs gratifyingly as he pulls his pants back up. aizawa unties your restraints and your legs wobble once they touch the ground, but he quickly catches you in his arms to keep you from falling to the floor. as if on cue, the train finally comes to a halt.
āoh, weāre here.ā he picks up your shoes and bag before pulling you closer to him to stand in front of the automatic door. ādo you need me to carry you or something?ā
you look at him confusingly, then to the small map above your head; youāre at least two stops away from your station and three from his. ābut this isnāt our stop.ā
āwell, this one has always been mine.ā
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Yan!TF2 Ć reader headcannons (SFW and NSFW)
// obsessive tendancies, mentions of violence, blood, sexual themes, noncon
[SFW]
Let's start with the defense classes
Defense:
Demoman
Deffo didn't admit that he loved you
Tbh he probably blamed it on his drunkenness
But dude you're always drunk
I mean seriously if he sobers up he'll genuinely die so like-
He would usually drink with you or just around you if you don't drink
He's generally a fun chill guy to be with
He would watch you from a distance at times, especially during battle you might distract the cyclops
He's okay with you asking questions
One time he broke his eyepatch and needed a new one
You gave him a nice black eyepatch with the demoman emblem on it
He gets all red whenever you say his full name, because he knows you remembered it
He is generally against kidnapping, I mean especially since he lives with his ma he'd rather not
And because he's a gentleman
If you ever reciprocate his feelings he'll make sure to treat you right
He is a messy person but for you? He'll clean
Probably would get carried away and make home made bombs with all the cleaning supplies š¤¦āāļø
Takes you to meet his mom
"ooo Tavish, yer gonna get me some grand kiddos are ya?"
That made you both blush like crazy
Soft cheek kisses
Probably made a special bomb and named it after you
"this one's for you, luv!" *Proceeds to set off all stickybombs which blows up the entire enemy team*
Blew up the last guy who looked at you funny
Hell, even worse when they make a sexual remark to you scout probably did it
Likes to give you your space but when he's paranoid he follows you to wherever or watched you from a distance
Heavy
Two words: big boy
Hugs are 10000000000/10
Sometimes it fewls suffocating but man it's like hugging a cloud
Soft forehead kisses
Russian pet names
He sometimes lets you touch Sasha, that's how he knows he loves you because he doesn't even let medic, his best friend, touch her
Probably named a gun after you or one of the pet names he calls you
You definitely met his family and they loved you
Zana especially
Doesn't get jealous easily but will not hesitate to unload 12 pounds of bullets into someone who even LOOKS at you the wrong way
Lord have mercy on the ones who dare flirt with you, rest in pieces scout
Doesn't really follow you anywhere (you're a bit too fast for him) but he does watch you and check up on you
He preforms okay on the battlefield but when you're around, he'll show off
Will cook for you, mainly russian dishes
He's very against kidnapping and would rather not do it
Doesn't shut up about you when he's around medic
Engineer
F l u f f y
Very softspoken in general but he gets all flustered when you talk to him
Will check up on you occasionally
"Darlin'" "Honey bunny" things like that y'know
Huge smile when you're around
Will cook for you most definitely, knows what you like
Makes little robots for you
Likes seeing you use his dispenser
Doesn't get jealous easily either but will try and take you away from someone who wants your attention
Likes just having you in his presence, doesn't need to talk to be happy with you around
Very very against kidnapping like all other defense classes, wouldn't do it unless if he truly felt the need to, last resort kind of thing
The last guy who flirted with you had a sentry gun shoved up his ass
Doesn't really follow you anywhere
Offense:
Scout
Nothing short of a horomonal teenager
I mean he's 21 but
He gets so giddy around you, very loud, tries to show off
He loves you very much
"oh yeah? Well I once absolutely smashed a guy into peices, he was still screaming when he was dead!"
He brags about brutal things but hey you love it since you're also brutal
Flexes his non-existent muscles around you
Would talk about his mom to you all day
Definitely got a tattoo of your face and name somewhere on his body, most likely his bicep
Your name is probably misspelled too but you never say anything about it because he can't read so it's fine
He hasn't really thought about kidnapping in all honesty, again, a last resort kinda thing if he can't get you to love him
He will make a damn SCENE if anyone flirts with you
"you think that's funny, chucklenuts? I eat guys like you for breakfast lunch AND dinner!" "I'll blow yer freakin head off if ya talk to y/n like that again!" Would definitely drag you away
God help anyone that makes you uncomfortable, he'll fuck them up, if that person is medic I mean he'll try to but we all know how fucking scary medic is
Follows you at times
Pyro
"Mphmphmpph"
Seems more lovey around you
Definitely gave you a hand full of the enemy's bloody bones thinking it was a bouquet of flowers
Absolute baby
Just so precious, scary but precious
Hugs for days
Good luck trying to get their ass off of you when you're on cease-fire
Very warm though, they smell like smoke with a bit of blood
Likes petting you
Isn't against the idea of kidnap because they don't realize what they're actually doing, they think they're just taking you to a magical place
Snuggles
When someone flirts with you their whole world changes
Gets angry and starts yelling at them
"MPHMPHMOHMPHHH! MPHMPHNHUMAHUMA!" - Pyro 2021
Will not let you get a checkup alone, he trusts medic but not with you
Very sweet tho, he'll turn around when you need to strip down
Will follow you almost EVERYWHERE and if they can, while holding your hand
Soldier
Yells at you a little less than the others
At first doesn't realize how he feels but then realizes that he loves you
Is pretty protective over you
Rants about America all day to you
Probably got you an american flag to wear
Doesn't really take off his helmet but he likes seeing you in it, makes him proud
If you ever live with him you'll find out that he owns like 20 racoons
"YOU ARE CUTER THAN A RACOON" "YOU WILL BE SAFE ON THE BATTLEFIELD, DO YOU HEAR ME MAGGOT?"
He loudly wakes everyone up in the morning but tries to avoid waking you up
Loves you as much as he loves America
Will show off on the battlefield for you
Isn't against kidnapping you, he probably did it early on if you showed immediately that you didn't reciprocate his feelings
Will blow any guy that hits on you to absolute bits
"MAGGOT DO YOU HEAR ME? YOU WILL LEAVE THE LADY/MAN ALONE THIS INSTANT!"
Probably put you on his back and rocket jumped just to show you what it felt like
Follows you around a lot, it's really obvious because he wears a bucket over his head and crashes into things, when you look back he'll stand behind a lamp post or somewhere really obvious
Support
Ah yes, everyones favorite class including mine
Sniper
Very quiet
Takes secret glances at you
Pays more attention to you than the others
S h y
Asks how you are, how you slept, etc
Doesn't really need to be holding you, tbh he's against PDA
But he likes being in your presence
Just sit down next to him and he'll be fine
When he's on the battlefield, he'll look for you and make sure you're safe
God forbid anyone try to hurt you, he'll make them suffer
Talks about Australia to you and accidentally admitted that he wanted to take you there
Doesn't like the idea of kidnapping but he isn't totally against it, I can see him doing it
He smuggled you all the damn way to Australia
He'll nonchalantly show off to you on the battlefield, he'll let you get cornered and come in to save the day
"love" is a word he uses a lot with you
Will grumble to himself if he sees someone flirting with you
If it's a random person, well, that'll be the last time you ever see them
Has talked about you to his parents
Kind of follows you? I mean he sits atop a high placeand watches you through his scope whenever you're going somewhere
Spy
SEDUCTIVE ASF
He knows what he's doing
Will kiss your hand a lot
Likes to flirt with you and see you blush
"honhonhon"
Sleazy french fucker
Watched you from afar at first then approached you a little later
Isn't against the idea of kidnapping, pro kidnapping, definitely did it not only to have you to himself but for some sort of sexual satisfaction
Just very uh... Lewd? Can't find the right word
He treats you very respectfully though
If he hears anyone else flirting with you he'll be fuming but won't show it
"Oh please, like you could EVER satisfy y/n's desires"
That person mysteriously disappeared that night
Very cocky bastard
Definetly follows you home, not only that but he watches you through your window
And stalks you
He knows everything about you
Would get you either by knocking you unconscious or by blackmailing you
Medic
B a s t a r d
Gets LOUD when you're around
And giddy
Very touchy, always has a reason to put his hands on you
Talks a lot with you around, I mean he already talks a lot but now he won't shut up
Keeps his office nice and clean for you
He restocks on everything so when you come around you can take a loot at all his medicines
Big smile :D
Like spy he is not at all against kidnapping you
Makes sure you're comfortable during checkups
Will make you wait to be seen last just so he can take his time touching your body
"it's all part of the procedure".mp3
Compliments you in weird ways, ex: "your skin is so smooth and lovely, it's the perfect texture to make leather out of" "you have an amazing colon"
Look he's just trying his best here he has a screw loose
You're the only member who he's careful with really
Sometimes allows you to get hurt or has you get hurt by something just so you can see him
Always follows you wherever
Knows everything about you
If someone is flirting with you, he'll get quiet at first and use a low tone to speak to them
"you have guts talking to y/n like that"
They were never seen again
With kidnapping, he won't hesitate to use blackmail against you, or will just use anesthesia
Bonus: Pauling
Pauling
This lady values her work over her life, but to her you're so much more important
Will call you a lot on the battlefield to check in on you
Won't give you extremely hard missons to do because she doesn't want you to get hurt
"Hey (class), Pauling here. I need you... No not like that I just- I mean- for a mission yeah a mission"
Gets all flustered when you're around
Will take her only day off to spend time with you, what a sweetheart
Keeps multiple tabs on you
Follows you around
Doesn't really have time for kidnapping
But if it comes to that, she'll make something up so she has a reason to kidnap you
If anyone else is flirting with you she won't show that she's annoyed
She'll make something up as an excuse to execute them
[NSFW]
Defense
Demo
Has definitely thought of what you'd look like while naked
B l u s h
Has used a mental image of you to get off before
Probably has an actual photo of you
When he drinks a little more than usual, he'll accidentally brush his hand against your ass or get touchy with you
Will not force himself on you, he's 100% against that
If you decide to have sex with him, praise is what you're gonna get
"you're as beautiful as a shot of whiskey in the sunrise"
Very gentle with his hands
Heavy
Not the type to masturbate
Unless if he gets THAT worked up
Again, against forcing himself on you
But if you want it no doubt you will top
He's also gentle with you
And loving
Praise is all you're gonna get
Sometimes russian sometimes broken english
Either way he will worship your body
Engi
Again, a more modest guy, doesn't really touch himself
Might just use a robot to pleasure himself when thinking about you
Probably has a photo of you and him around his workshop
Never forces himself on you
He's sweet and gentle when you do want it though
Sometimes gets help from his robot friends
Offense
Scout
Gets off on thinking about you
Won't force himself on you though
Sexual remarks Ć 100
Calls you handsome/beautiful in bed
I wouldn't say he's the best in bed but hey he's good I guess
Cuddles after sex most likely
Probablh threw out all his sexual magazines because they just didn't do the trick anymore
Sometimes when he runs past you, your shirt/skirt gets lifted up by a gust of wind and he can't help but look ( Ķ”ā Ķ Ź Ķ”ā)
Since I hit the text limit, I'll be making a part 2, stay tuned
#tf2 x reader#medic x reader#engineer x reader#spy x reader#yandere hcs#yandere#scout x reader#sniper x reader#heavy x reader#demoman x reader#pyro x reader#soldier x reader#pauling x reader#yandere tf2
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Hi there <3
Idk if you take requests or somethin but like- I rlly love ur writing and I can't find a fic with this kind of plot.
So like- haikyuu characters falling inlove with their fangirl (Ā“ļ½„į“ļ½„`)
But not that crazy fricken fangirl who stalks them, probs like those who give them gifts on their birthday and supports them only on the sidelines. And probs tries their obvious interests when they feel like it and it suddenly became her hobby.
Oh! And I request it with Miya Twins, Oikawa, Sakusa, Suna, Kita, Akaashi if you could. ( ą¹>į“<ą¹ ) [It's ok if you can't, I kinda requested to much characters]
I feel so pushy with this request so It's fine if you ignore this!, if you did do it though, thank you very much!ā”
[P.S- Can I Call u Matcha-chan? It reminds me of ur gorgeous theme]
ofc you can call me that itās so cute! sorry if this took long but i was so busy with my college prep, that why i didnāt write all of the characters in sorry! for a plus, listen to ānumber one fanā by MUNA hope you like it anon <3
# falling for aā¦ fangirl?
what if they fall for a fangirl?
ā osamu miya, oikawa tooru, kita shinsuke
osamu miya
honestly you really try to be careful on this one
the thing is you know how many fangirls this guy and his twin have, so itās not that you are hopeless but
you also know hoy annoyed at least his twin is, so you figure out osamu is kind of the same just more respectful
you liked osamu bc of how mysterious he looked yet so open specially when it comes to volleyball
you happened to be in the same class as him so, you let yourself have the luxury of admiring him while he was taking notes or just staring at the board, he has better things to do than notice he has another fangirl so it really didnāt worry you a lot
but osamu notices
yes, at first he didnāt realize, but one day he just suddenly starts feeling strange, he suddenly paid more attention to his surroundings and thatās when he notices a cute figure close to him
he sees you among the crowd at his games, how blushy your face gets whenever he lands a spiker, how you tell other girls to keep quiet or control themselves but also how you cheer whenever he shines in the court
and honestly? he loves it, he observes you when you are distracted and it feels so good having someone who respected his space but at the same time has a spot for him and only him and enhances those feelings
like an idiot, he tells suna and atsumu about you and knowing osamu is too much of a coward sometimes they make sure to do anything in their power
āhey little y/n, uh- may i call you that?ā your heart stops when you hear atsumuās voice as he places his arms around your shoulder thinking he finally notice how you look at his brother and would tell you to back off, at his side was suna who just nods at you
āi guessā your face was red from embarrassment, the blonde twin noticed and the just spat āwhat would you think about a little reward, from your dear friends aka the volleyball team? as a thank you for yer supportā āw-what?ā
so imagine osamuās reaction when that day walked in the gym for practice and found you playing with your hands sitting next to the coaches on the bench
his face just fires up and he looks away finding a very pleased atsumu.
he gave his 200% just because he did not want to disappoint you, when he notices he is doing this he just smiles and waits for the practice to end
when it does he doesnāt even stop to drink water he goes straight up to you and with puppy eyes he asks āso how did i do today?ā his eyes are so hopeful he really just wants you to keep admiring him the way he started doing it with you š„ŗ
you blush SO hard understanding the situation and then say āthe best on the court as alwaysā now he is red and he unconsciously grabs your hand and squeezes it
ofc he then took you to dinner <33
oikawa tooru
oh lord
okay you didnāt expect to actually become a fangirl of the great king, in fact you were hesitant about what made this boy special
you regret it when you actually watch him play and pour all of his emotion in the game, it just naturally captivated you
but in this case you indeed were so hopeless lol
you gave up even before beginning bc come on this guy has half of the school at his feet there was no way he would look your way, besides you knew how much he put volleyball above anything else so yeah
you were so frustrated to be his fan, it was almost as if you hated to admire him you were just not used to the feeling
but you thought there would be no harm on putting a note on his desk āconfessingā your admiration, it was ridiculous but here you were looking around everywhere so no one would see you doing it
oikawa waits a while before entering, because yes, he saw you, he found out it was best to give some space to the girls who secretly left gifts or candy at his desk, i mean, they were doing it anonymously for a reason so he really just sees your back as you leave
but when he reads the āi like the passion you play with, oikawa tooruā his heart just- pow!
this guy has never felt so good with a fan note, all of them were about his pretty face and attitude but finding out there was someone out there who watched him play was heart stopping
he immediately tells iwa as mattsun and makki in order for them to just catch you, they do, but oikawa always wanted to admire from afar first
as weeks pass by he now knows you name, class and the way you are always the first to arrive at his games, but never approached him, who your friends were, but how they had no idea of what were you writing to him. you werenāt necessarily avoiding him, in fact he almost exchanged words with you a couple of times
you were gorgeous to him, itās the first time he feels his cheeks burn whenever you pass by
it is not until he wins against karasuno that the first thing he does after beating his nemesis, is hurry in between the crowd and he just calls āY/N!!!!!ā
you froze like wtf, your brain malfunctions thinking it was the oikawa who was calling you and before you could run away, he runs over to you and almost tripped ending up a bit too close to your face
āhuh?ā you manage to mumble way to panicked, he wraps both of your hands and itās way more embarrassing now
ānice to meet you, y/l/n y/n, the one who prefers beige notes with tons of bears on the margin, my name is oikawa tooru, and todayās victory is dedicated to you and only youā
he just radiates pure happiness that your heart stops racing and stops, seeing him so genuine was something else
āyou really are something oikawa tooruā you smile and he swears the world stopped.
longs story short, he really won a number one fan
kita shinsuke
please give this guy some classes on how to catch hints
you admired kita for being one of the most honest, hardworking and kind people youāve ever known
hearing he was in the vball team gave you the opportunity to approach him a bit more with the excuse that in fact you were a fan
his first reaction was so ??? normal ??? although he seemed surprised the twins werenāt the only ones to have fans he just felt like nothing big happened
āthank you, but we have to start practice now, iām not kicking you out but we need to start as soon as possibleā
aran and prettyās much all of the team was so shocked and he was about to say like āthatās not how you talk to a fan!ā but they were even more shocked when you giggled and waved goodbye so friendly.
ever since whenever you had the chance you gave little gifts and notes to kita, and he unconsciously grew fond of them, even if he was stoic you knew it, it made you happy he started to form a friendship with you, and were cool with the fact he was so blunt sometimes.
he likes it when you are around, how you always greet him in the mornings and how loud you are at the teams games! he doesnāt have the exact term to define you but he felt comfortable
but one jealous asshole had the audacity to say out loud that you were just interested so he would date you
so as he doesnāt have much experience he just asks to talk to you one day āplease stop giving me gifts and affection, i liked them but they are just a lot now, i donāt know if itās correct and honestly itās betterā
your heart ached sm because he sounded different almost made you think he didnāt want to have any relation to you, as if he was embarrassing and although you could not be sure, the cold tone he used was making you overthink
āo-okay, iām sorry if it was bothering, i- you were such an inspiration, thank you for thatā and you just tun not wanting him to see you cry
god the days after kita felt like a part of himself was missing, you avoided him at all cost and immediately knew he was wrong for letting that guy play with his head. you never looked his way with those divine eyes that made them feel at ease, or he no longer hearst your heartwarming laugh near him.
the team notices how he is basically yearning for you, and as the helping friends they are, they want to help his captain. so they find your locker and hide your umbrella on a raining day (lol)
kita spots you waiting at the entrance for the rain to stop, and the light breeze helps him smell your scent, he takes a place next to you
noticing he was there you began walking but he suddenly takes your arm and pushes you towards him.
āyou are going to get sick, and i canāt have thatā he talks holding you against his chest.
āi thought-ā you began quite shocked
āyeah, i thought that too, but i guess i am allowed to make mistakes right, darling?ā
your eyes widen as your face feels warm, and it is when you look him in the eyes you know hee is confessing. and you just giggleā
aran, suna, atsumu and osamu high five right behind you
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BANG CHRISTOPHER CHAN ā” : A TO Z - ( NSFW )
A = Aftercare (What theyāre like after sex)
well , we all know how caring he is?
he is so dad , caring , like yea daddy ( sorry ksjsk )
ok for real ,
I think he is the type to wait a little bit , to let you both calm down , holding you into his arms
after cleaning you up
heās gonna be soft with you
treat you right huh
little caresses and all
he is so affectionate , heās so adorable ,, I want to hug him foreverĀ
*crying session is open*
I definitively can see him wanting to cuddle you afterwards
he would lay his head on your chest at first , wanting you to play with his soft curly hair
NATURAL CURLY HAIRED CHAN SUPERIOR , BARE WITH ME
after awhile , he would put your head on his chest and his turn , he would play with your hair
holding you close with his hand on your waist until you both fall asleep
c u t e .
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
Well , before I start ,,
Chan said he loves his dimples when he smiles ,, well same
SO
I think Chanās favourite body part are his dimples and his whole body? I mean I donāt really know, and I canāt really explain , but the fact that he works out and take care of his body ,,
he prob likes his arms aswell ( anyways , I do )
For his partner , heād prob likes ,, oh no ,, loves your thighs , the skin so soft , smoothĀ ( so sexc sksj ) ,, he loves the fact that theyāre not too slim and skinny . He also likes your plump lips , so kissable and soft and your tummy uwu
knowing Chan , I bet this boy loves every parts of your body
I know yāall donāt care , but
I love Chanās veiny arms , his hands omfg choke me daddy , his cheeks , his hair , his smile omg, well ā¦ EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM ! His dimples are my weakness bye.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basicallyā¦ Iām a disgusting person)
not the greatest taste?
but more liquidy and not sticky gross
so I-
I think itās fine to swallow it?
he thinks itās hot when you do this
but heās not the type to want you to do things that make you uncomfortable
If you donāt want to swallow it , then donāt do it
If you want to , just do it
youāll just make him moan at the sight before him
he likes loves to cum inside
itās his fav place
when he doesnāt cum inside you
he would cum on your thighs ( because he loves them asf )
and your stomach too
but not on your face
you both find it gross so itās a big no no
and itās more embarrassing than sexy so , NO
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
chan is actually pretty open about his kinks?
heās a dom ( we all know it jk )
act like he knows what heās doing
but sometimes itās not the case
actually there is one thing heāll probably never admit
he acts like he wants to do all the job
the one who control
but daddy he wants to feel special sometimes
thatās why he f loves when you want to take control
heād act like he doesnāt want to , but boy inside is burning with excitments & anticipation
I also think chan is the type to use your underwear when he jacks off
the thought of you in them, really turns him on
heās just a bit ashamed to steal some panties of yours he loves a lot
ohh and he really wants to try fingering you in a public place
like in a restaurant? , library
Heās nervous about bringing it up tho. Itās a thought that he jacks off to sometimes
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyāre doing?)
not really experienced.
chris is super hot , well build , really charming , polite and all
letās just say perfect ( Iām not even exaggerating )
everyone want to get in his pants
but
Iām pretty sure chan is a virgin ,,
I mean , he prob just saw a few porns
my boy is really intelligent so
he just learn very fast skjsl
but yea ,,
and plus , he was a trainee since he was young , 14?
being under jyp had its own restrictions
and I donāt think he needed that and he had time for that
busy man *sigh*
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. will probably include a visual)
I donāt think he is very demanding
chan is someone very simple , understanding , heās just not complicated
not someone hard to please
so I think ,
he enjoys the traditional one ( lmao ) missionary?
he also enjoys doggy style too
he can pulls on your hair to lift you up and have your back against his chest
in this position he can put his hand on your stomach and your neck to slighty squeeze it
AND
he loves when you ride him
boy gets harder than he was ,, as hard as a rock
is that possible??
this position makes him horny asf
he finds it f hot
he loves the fact that he can see your pretty face making yourself feels good
with this position he can see your face when you orgasm
he can easily kiss your neck , make hickeys
he can holds you and yea ,,
he can do a lot of things with this position ( hell yea )
but like I said chan is a super easy person to please
missionary is his fav one
he actually finds it very confortable for the both of you
very soft in a way and romantic
making love uwu
depends of the situation obv;)
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Chan is a goofy person
I mean is so giggly most of the time
ma babey!!!
he loves to tease , oh yea he does
he can be the type to laugh during sex , if you make a joke ( yea why not lmao )
if youāre uncomfortable , heād try to make you feel better
so heād try to make jokes ,if his first option of consolling you doesnāt work
if you guys feel like laughing , youāll do
looking into your eyes and smiling at each other
c u t e
ngl he can get pretty serious
again , it depends of the mood
when heās frustrated , angry , tired..
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
Iām pretty sure
he is not bare down there ,,
veeeryy well groomed
doesnāt shave it all off, simply trims, all nice and neat
the amount of hair isnāt too crazy
armpits shaved , he feels more confortable and clean
guys , this boy armpits is cleaner than my whole face tf
happy trail shaved since
TOO MUCH TUMMY FLASHES
but wants to keep his happy trail ,, maybe??
ughhh I want him to keep it bcs damn this is so hot
please hear me out daddy chris
i want to suck hug him
but honestly I feel like
he can go natural when he has the choice?
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectā¦)
he is so caring
so very romantic
he is a passionate man and he shows it through many ways
we all know it
ahhh I love this man sfm
but sometimes he can be rough
not too much but it depends of his mood
I mean he is daddy so sometimes he feels like he have to show his daddyness lmao i just cringed help me ughhh
he feels like he have to show his dominance sometimes
but when I say rough
itās not something really wild x)
even when heās rough
he controls himself
and make sure to check if youāre alright
tbh rough sex happends very very very rarely
but it makes it more special ,, x)
he cares a lot about you
i think heās more into vanilla sex
yeaa Iām sure he is sooo into it
I mean c u t e
I mean I want him to make love to me!! lord forgive me
he is naturally sweet and adorable so
lord Iām so in love with this man <3
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
he doesnāt do it often
only when he really is alone
especially if you are not around
when heās really frustrated he also tends to jack off
and one of the reasons why he doesnāt really masturbate
itās just because heās constantly around the boys
and my boy is a really hardworking man
well , like I said before he doesnāt do it often
probably once or twice a week? Or not at all the week
itās when he really needs some reliefs
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
chris is kinky , PERIOD .
yāall canāt deny it
ā¢ daddy kink for sure , no doubt ahah
he said it himself sooooo
heās daddy material tho lmao
he gets turn on when he is being called daddy sometimes
if you call him daddy in public he will get a light boner for sure
guess what will happen next;)
BUT itās not a need !
he doesnāt want to be called that every time you guys have sex
ā¢maybe roleplay
teacher x student / doctor x patient or stuff like that ( I think he can prob play both, that boy is a switch )
I think heās definitively not into hardcore bondage ( sorry ) but doesnāt mind to blindfold you
ā¢edging : giving and receiving
he loves the way he can make you whine and scream when heās overstimulating you
BUT that is only for pleasure and not for torture
ā¢praise kink: giving and receiving
he thinks itās somehow important
ā¢biting kink : both giving and receiving
he likes feeling you bite down on his skin when he fucks you
he also loves it when you moan out for him as he nips at your skin
thinks hickeys are sexy ( and tf yes they are )
ā¢so marking kink: giving and receiving ,,
it makes him horny when you give him hickeys out of nowhere
and he loves it when you do it while he makes love to you
but most of time he is the one giving them to you
loves leaving hickeys and little bruises on your hips , neck , collarbones , stomach and thighs ( your whole body should be decorated by his soft lips skjsk )
having hickies and love bites on his neck and collarbones
he loves his back being scratched
likes seeing the scraches on his back in the mirror
oh my gosh imagine what it looks like when he takes a shower ,, the water cascading over the red marks omg help me Iām-
since I think he likes thighs ( idk why but yea)
ā¢THIGH RIDING is a big YES
his muscular thighs!!
he likes it when you wear strockings // itās so fucking hot
ā¢impreg kink tho itās so sexy and cute damn <3
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
chan is not picky , heās a simple guy
the bedroom is perfect
why? because itās confortable
AND secure , intimate
itās somehow warm and all
but the rest of the house is ok tho
kitchen ( but very rarely bcs you guys feel like itās not very hygienic but it happens only when one of you are reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally horny and impatient)
living room : couch , carpet ,, shower sex is one of his fav
bath sex with chan is a concept
heās not into public places
he wants thing to be confortable and intimate ,, thatās why he prefers doing it at home
Or maybe omg
s t u d i o
one of his fav for sure!!
he loves having sex with you in his studio ,, hot
having you riding him slowly
or cockwarming while heās working ( arg stop me )
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
kisses by his ears and down his neck
his ears seem to be really sensitive hehe
he really likes when you trace his veins with your fingertips ( it also turns you on , ugh itās like iām talking about me *moan * )
seeing you in his clothes really turns him on aswell
when you stroke his hair , like when youāre sitting on his lap and run your fingers through it , pulling at the strands a little ( goosebumps kskjs)
but ngl he can get turn on by you whatever you do lmaao
just smile , just breath , boy is turn on ( jk .. unless ahah)
N = NO (Something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
anything that involves bodily matter or fluids that are not sperm or vaginal fluid
he does not like degradation , itās a big NO !
He would never ever degrade you! He likes and respect his girl too much to talk down to her ,, chan is a gentleman . He expects you to treat him the same btw
AH!! sharing you sexually . Donāt even think about it
things like threesomes and all, arenāt his thing
anything that involves violence too
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
he f loves it when you go down on him kissing him from his neck all along his collarbones , abs ,, running your hands on his torso
it pleases him to hit the back of your throat ,, but stay careful to not hurt you
he loves the sight of you inbetween his legs
he likes threading his fingers through your hair ,, pulling at it a little
but my man chan is one of the few blessings on this planet
he equally loves both : giving and receiving
he likes pleasuring you ,, looking at you from between your legs seeing you rolling your eyes in the back of your head , throwing your head back
seeing the way your eyesbrows frown , biting you lips
seeing how you clunch at the sheets , and pulling at his hair ,,making him moans at the sensation and at how sexy you look like
oof this is so sexy I want to disapear helpsk
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Etc.)
he can be rough yāknow not really hard and fast but yea it depends of his mood
he is the one controlling the pace
even when you ride him , heād place his hands on your waist/ hips to guild you
but I think heās more into sensual things
heād be slow and sensual
really slow when he wants to tease the sh^t out of you
heād be gentle obv
yāknow into vanilla sex
Idk why people think he seems to be into really rough things but I DONāT THINK itās actually the case
my babie is so soft behind all those muscles uwuuuu
Q= Quickie ( Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex and how often? )
No, quickies mainly have to be done in a risky area and that freaks him out so no
plus he hates feeling rushed.
heās not the biggest fan but he def. wonāt turn you down if you suggest it
he wonāt push you away for sure
He finds it kinda hot because it mainly means you are needy for him.
Would rather have proper sex. He likes taking his time so quickies arenāt ideal.
On the very unlikely occasion heād go for a quickie it would definitely have to be in a place he would never get caught
R= Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks?)
He is not that risky, he wouldnāt do anything to hurt you or to get caught in a sexual act
He has his own boundaries
He is prob open to try new things
he just needs to be convinced first but mainly just to tease you. He wants you to give him reasons
ngl i think he doesnāt know a lot of different kinks and stuffs so he is probably quite open for experimenting ,, curious boy
As long as none of them involve pure pain and violence heās good.
S= Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
I donāt think I really need to write something for this one? He has a good stamina and can last a long time. I think he starts really slow at the beginning and then uses more force and speed after a while .
SO all night bcs of his crazy stamina , I mean he is pretty athletic so , but again DEPENDS of the day and mood
making love all night , taking his sweet time my fucking heart is beating so fast omgg
doesnāt get tired easily i think ; I mean boy canāt even fall asleep irl
BUT donāt get me wrong he can go for rounds but makes time to appreciate your presence and enjoy having conversations with you , yāknow?
So prob tried to not go too crazy bcs he wants to spend time with you afterwards get me
If i have to say the numbers of rounds iād say 3-5 rounds max . Again , it would depends on his mood and pace
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
Definitely NOT a toy user
heās not into it at all
a vibrator is what he will use ONLY if you ask him to ( I think you must really insist if you want it )
he def prefers tease you with his fingers , cock but not objects
itās skin against skin for him ,bye.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
lmao we all know he is a fcking tease
sometimes , I think it comes to him naturally and itās apart of his personality
he finds it so cute when youāre frustrated ,blushing and super shy ahah ( my body is burning just thinking about him teasing skjls)
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
L O U D.
I mean , please listen to 3RACHA songs , heās pratically moaning ( thatās so sexy tho *moan*)
deep , or high pitched ( lord help me ) soft grunts
moans , groans , breathy moan ( does not scream thatās it )
please just imagine when heās getting close and makes those sounds
( iām the one horny rn , brb imma fix my problem lmao )
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
he loves to hold your hand while you two are having sex ( uwu Iām so in love )
enjoys strip teases. Whether itās giving or receiving ( lord , imagine him getting rid of his clothes slowly and looking straight into your eyes , biting his lips .. IāM NOT OKAY!!)
loves it when you hold his head while he gives you oral , pulling at his locks
fucking loves buying cute and sexy ( not vulgar ones) lingerie sets for you
not necessarily for sex , he just loves admiring the way you look in black or red lingeries ( or even pastel colors )
he just lives for the moments when you dress up for him , only for him
like knowing heās the only one who sees
X = X-Ray (Letās see whatās going on in those pants, picture or words)
long and thick. veiny
6-7 inches
( please i just took a ruler to look at the length , the way i moaned iām-)
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
normal?, average. 1-3 times a week
but he doesnāt need to have sex every week to stay satisfied
Z = ZZZ (ā¦ how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
depends on how long you two were having sex
of course after a proper after care.
but would rather hold you for a moment , talking with you , making you laugh and smile. It means a lot for him , want to enjoy the warmth of your bodies against each other.
c u d d l e Ā to sleep. uwu cute
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