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One day the air is going to smell the same as it did when you were a child.
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Having borderline personality disorder is like watching someone else destroy your life.
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f0rc3ofn4tur3 · 20 days
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i have come to the conclusion that life is not about being the smartest or the prettiest or the richest it is actually about feeling the cool breeze from an open window and listening to music in the car and drinking the leftover milk after you have cereal and it's all sugary and sweet
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neutronice · 8 days
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are you aware of the news about ice adolescence? 😢 https://x.com/yurionice_pr/status/1781155766172565922?s=46&t=ac2O9C_-GJTV6PWIC_PMqg
I did hear about this! (for tl;dr Ice Adolescence has been officially cancelled.)
I have so many thoughts about this. First off, DAMN. Because getting to see what made Victor who he is was really cool and exciting!
But.
Russian skating has been plagued with doping scandals, and the Kremlin are invading sovereign countries and committing war crimes in them. I'd not be comfortable watching a movie about a Russian skating hero given what is happening there, which is not only broadly bad but specifically bad in skating. And that's not even mentioning Russia's disturbing (and escalating) record on LGBTIQ+ issues.
Second, it's been hard to be a Yuri on Ice fan in most spaces, because so much of what we see on social media is Mappa Where is Ice Ado?! and that gets really exhausting. It's hard to look for cute art and fun stories and meta about a series I adore when I have to slog through so much complaining and hatred of a series I love because the movie was indefinitely paused. Hopefully now that there is an answer, fans who are still creating and still trying to show their love for the incredible 12-episode gift we got of the original series will be what we see when we search the tags.
And finally, I'm originally a fan of Inuyasha. Inuyasha got a sequel, and the build up and hype coming into that was high. We got to see InuKag kid?! AHH! And then... the series arrived and (to put it lightly) did not meet expectations. And it caused an eruption of discourse in the fandom. Lots of creators left because they were being demanded to take part in ship wars and pro-anti wars and threw up their hands. So we left feeling less love for the original series based on the disappointment (and frankly, tomfoolery) of the fandom.
Am I disappointed? Yes. Because I love Yuri on Ice. I love Yuuri and I love Victor so so much.
Will this announcement do anything to reduce my love of Yuri on Ice? Absolutely not. It gives me more drive to create for the series, and to build their little world for myself since I now know that those 12 wonderful episodes (and amazing audio drama and manga!) might be what I get, and they can serve as a foundation for building my own little wonderful Yuri on Ice world with words.
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andrea-taylorsversion · 7 months
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Wish we could tell 2009 Taylor about 2023 Taylor 😭🫶🏼
@taylorswift
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kenneth-black · 23 days
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“You betrayed me
And I know that you'll never feel sorry
For the way I hurt, yeah
You'd talk to her
When we were together
Loved you at your worst
But that didn't matter”
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“It took you two weeks
To go off and date her
Guess you didn't cheat
But you're still a traitor…”
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Traitor by Olivia Rodrigo literally popped into my head the moment I saw this scene 😭😭😭 Poor Buck 🥹 Homeboy looked soo crushed 🥲🥲🥲
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grumelot123 · 3 months
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Crowley x Aziraphale Season 3 "Rejoice" PART 2!!!! ANGST AT FIRST! (This will be a happy ending dw!) TW! PANIC ATTACK
Part 2 will be the last part in this small series. But I will def post more after this. Anyhow let's get in to it!
"I forgive you"
"I forgive you" is the only words that could ring through Aziraphales head as Crowley left.
Even though no one was there. Aziraphale needed someone to talk to. No not someone, not something, he just needed to talk.
"Y-you forgive me? That's all he said? But I wanted...oh." This has to be exactly how Crowley felt after I left..oh no what have I done? I don't know what to feel right now. I think I need to breath for a minute. My chest feels tight, really tight. I can't breath. Im hyperventilating. The world is spinning. I can't.
"hey mr.fel-? MR.FELL ARE YOU ALRIGHT"
CROWLEYS POV (dw azi will be ok)
"let me explain"
"i forgive you"
What the fuck, did i just do? How the fuck? What in Satan's name? I just left him. He wanted to explain. He wanted to fix things. He wanted to fix us.
We could've been us.
But I just lost it all. To me being petty. I realize he's done this to me before. But he had reason. Reason he was going to tell me if I would have let him explain.
I should go back. I should apologize. I should do something. I need to do something. If I don't. If I just lost something, someone so important to me in my life.
What will I do?
What have I done?
AZIRAPHALES POV NOW
"Mr.Fell breathe in and out. Calm down. Can you count backwards from 10 in your head?"
10,9,8,7,6,5-
My breathing is going back to normal. I'm not as dizzy. But still shaking and still crying. I'm not sure I could stop crying even if I wanted to.
"Okay..Mr.Fell I'm going to call Crowley now, ok?"
Crowley? No she can't call him
"No..no need Muriel really I'm okay, I've just been a bit shaken up I promise I'm alright, I just need a bit of air, okay?"
My chest is still tight. I need to go sit down somewhere before even trying to explain anything.
"Oh, okay Mr.Fell, if you're sure"
I walked out of the bookshop and went to walk to a nearby park. I hope Crowley isn't around to see me like this. Not sure what he'd do.
MURIEL POV (muriel stan right here btw)
Mr.Fell was not okay when I walked in here and not much better when he walked out. Even though he told me not to call Crowley..I mean..it couldn't hurt, could it?
What's his number again? Oh that's right..
CROWLEY POV (dw it will get happier soon ok?)(also idk what Muriel's nickname for Crowley is so bear with me)
I'm pathetic. Couldn't even put my ego down long enough to listen to what my best friend had to tell me. I can't lose him like this though. I won't I swear I will do anything to just make him hap-
*ring ring ring ring RING*
Who the fuck is calling me?
*Caller ID "Bookshop Watcher Girl"*
Oh..Muriel? I wonder what she wants? Isn't Aziraphale there anyhow?
*answers phone* "What do you want?"
"Oh! Hello Mr.Crowley, uh..is there any chance Mr.Fell is with you?"
Aziraphale was just at the bookshop? Minutes ago?
"Uh er no? He was just at the shop minutes ago though?"
"Oh well. no I know that it's just when I had walked in Mr.Fell, well he was uh he was"
Can this girl stutter anymore?
"He was what? Just spit it out!"
"Oh sorry Mr.Crowley. He was crying! He was having a panic attack and well, I calmed him down and tried to call you but he insisted on me not calling you and him just going out to get a fresh breath of air and I probably shouldn't have let him go and oh I am so sorry!"
Aziraphale? Crying? A panic attack? Oh no what did I do? Where is he? I need to find him.
"Uh, it's quite alright Muriel. I'm not mad but I am going to go find Aziraphale now, alright? Bye now"
AZIRAPHALE POV
Well now that my breathing slowed down I can just sit on this park bench for a minute in the peace and quiet. Not thinking about anything. Pushing all my worries aside. I haven't really had a minute to myself in a few. I need this. Just peace and quiet.
CROWLEY (peace and quiet my ass. i know you all want your happy ending and don't worry it's coming faster than the depression hit you from season 2!)
If Aziraphale is anywhere he's at a park. Not just any park though. Especially if he walked. He's at the one down the road.
As I pulled up and got out of my car I spotted him right away. He seemed to calm and content. Poor thing probably hasn't gotten a moment to himself. But right now he needs someone with him.
As I walked over I couldn't help but to notice how tired and overworked he looked.
"Hey, Aziraphale..you okay?" I whispered, not even knowing why it just felt right.
"Oh hello Crowley you frightened me. I'm quite alright..why wouldn't I be?"
He's not telling me the truth obviously. I mean I understand but still. I want him to trust me.
"Well..Muriel called. You had a panic attack? Why didn't you call for me? If I were mad you know I would've been there for you right?"
He looked at me, almost surprised for a moment but then he calmly spoke.
"Well yes I understand you would have but my whole breakdown was really not of much importance I'm sure as you said you had other thin-"
"You? Not being of importance? Impossible. You are one of the MOST important people in my life Aziraphale. Anything that happens big or small I want to know about it. I need to. I want to make sure you're okay because angel, I love y-"
Azi and Crowley Pov
Aziraphale cuts off those last words with a kiss. Crowley kisses him back because he can't not. Aziraphale right then and there realizes how much of Crowley he really wants, and it's overwhelming in the best way possible. It's gentle but firm, they don't come up for air for what feels like hours. They could do this for hours. They probably will someday. Crowley is first to break the kiss only to say.
"Don't ever forgive me again"
There was joking in his voice but also a level of seriousness Aziraphale hasn't heard in a while.
That comment is followed by a breathless Aziraphale as a light laugh escapes his mouth.
"I wouldn't dream of it dear"
Even though Aziraphale went along with the tone. He knew what kind of promise he was making. He knew it was a promise he could and would keep.
And no, it may not be perfect.
But it damn good enough for the both of them.
I DECLARE MY FIRST (and definitely not the last) GOOD OMENS, CROWLEY X AZIRAPHALE FAN FICTION FINALLY FINISHED!
Can I get a wahoo?
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healinghamster · 2 years
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its going to be ok
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to-the-stars8 · 8 months
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Honestly guys, not to come off as weird or anything, but I just want to say it to someone who might need it, but it'll be okay. It's gonna work out, you're gonna get through it! I was just writing something, and it came to me that someone might need to hear this tonight, so just wanted to say it. I love you guys!
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smoking-witch · 17 days
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POV ur a baneful cottage witch, u just had a great day of hexcasting & now ur stirring ominous positivity into ur coffee @9.26pm (clockwise, ofc)
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zonai-of-the-lost · 8 months
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I love how the Zelda fandom is freaking out about there being no DLC for Tears of The Kingdom at this time. They said, "they have no plans AT THE MOMENT" (not their exact words but that's the jest of it, if I remember correctly), not that there won't be plans in the future.
So hold your horses and calm down. We may get DLC in the future, just not now, or they're misleading us to think there is no DLC coming but then they turn around and go, "Oh! Here are some Tears of The Kingdom DLC for you all!" It wouldn't be the first time a company has done that.
So please just calm down.
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effervescentdragon · 6 months
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i tell my friends "my therapy is working" and they tell me "this made my shitty day so much better" and i remember that i am loved and i persevere and i hope and my existence becomes less unberable in these kinds of moments.
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Romantising bad things and anything that makes you miserable and hurt is cruel
Time to ditch the negative/toxic and abusive people out of your life with preparation along with no explanation
Start off with your base (Food, water Sleep, Hygine +grooming, physical exersice etc)
Read self help and fiction books if you like
Talk to thoes who care about you and you care about esp who are your close friends and family
Physically take time to heal with things you need (food water ,perscribed meds etc) therapy
Try cleaning your area much as you can (try a 26min clean anything light or deep)
Possitive Affirmations do help in its own way
Listen to non vocal music if you have a hard time picking songs that make you feel down(sad songs or ones you wanna use when break ups)
Celebraing breakups is fine and wasn your fault for dumping them . If you get dumped ...honey it wasnt your fault they did bad things and want to waste your time (its also alright to have some snacks and recover step by step)
Hobbies and habit stacking is good (take your time ofcourse 😊☺️)
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d0wekn0weach0ther · 4 months
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“Find what you love and let it kill you”
- Charles Bukowski
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kiwicam · 3 months
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War is over idc idc about anything else
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