I am motivated by one thing and one thing only in video games and that is romance. If I cannot woo the most (in any combination of the following) uptight, mysterious, theatrical, and/or tragic fictional love interest in the game, then what is the point of me playing? If I cannot shower them with affection and love and give them all the soft things they deserve, then what is the point???

The optimistic side of me, some might call it the unrealistic side, can't help but wonder how much of the world we would heal if we loved without restraint. If we just believed that the love we give will come back on a random Tuesday afternoon, at the park, when we're sitting alone and a stranger compliments our smile and offers half their cookie. Or love will be waiting for us at the entrance of a bar, where a girl overhears you say you wish you had a hair tie and without hesitation hands you the one around her wrist. Or maybe love will be waiting for us in a text from a friend we haven't called in a while "I know you've been busy with life but please call me when you're free. I miss you”

Maybe if we believed that love is always waiting for us just around the corner, then we wouldn't be so hesitant to give away all the love we have stored in our palms.....anyway.

youadan teddy // thoughts that haunt me at 2am

I just wannabe one of your girls tonight 🤍🎀

GAY WOMEN COME OVER HERE AND KISS ME (respectfully) (only if you wanna)

its so tragic being a hopeless romantic with no one to adore

why is existing so humiliating

angsty trans art

On the verge of insanity rocking back and forth: Its just the longing its just the longing its just the longing its just the longing its just the longing its just

11:11

I cannot, in good faith, say I love you without first admitting I am entirely afraid of my own heart.

youadan teddy // and I love you

meet me in the pale moonlight

I am doing bad actually!

i was talking to my mum today and we got onto the subject of relationships and stuff like that and she was saying that up until college she never understood the hype about kissing and even then it was just for a couple people and quite rare and i described my platonic crush feelings briefly and she basically said that that was how she used to feel and on one hand its awesome to know im not the only person ik who feels like this but on the other hand i am now catapulted back to an identity crisis :')

just wanna play video games with friends and act shallow and stupid and obnoxious and cocky, and to know that they like me and think it's endearing (but without having expectations of me that i have to meet to continue to be liked), and knowing that they're enjoying spending time with me personally. instead of feeling awkward and annoyed by me or just putting up with me or something.

one of my biggest dreams for when i grow up is to have a husband who will surely be the best man in the whole world, have deep conversations with him when we can't sleep while cuddling on the couch with no worries, have a house full of puppies and love...is that too much to ask?

the outro of ceilings by lizzy mcalpine is such an asexual mood and the lyrics just hit so painfully i love it