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mimikyu-chr · 8 months
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if you have HPD, NPD or ASPD i love you. we’re either ignored or talked over, or flat out demonised. we’re seen as abusers. but we’re human, and a personality disorder shouldn’t change that.
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a-sip-of-milo · 6 months
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True-crime documentaries when the person displaying certain "problematic" behaviour isn't guilty: This is common signs of autism, adhd, depression, anxiety, etc.
True crime documentaries/channels when the person displaying certain "problematic" behaviour IS guilty: Cluster b!!! Cluster b personality disorder for you!!
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raccoon-queer · 1 year
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the bpd urge to rant about all of your problems vs. the avpd urge to never tell anyone anything ever
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doomsdayradio · 2 years
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i just feel like theres too much wrong with me like how is there So Much wrong with me what happened to me wasnt that bad i dont mean it wasnt bad at all like im not saying my trauma wasnt bad i just feel like it wasnt bad enough to warrant this many disorders i usually see this level of disorders in fucking cult survivors or smth but here i am i was just abused and neglected a lot like . lol why
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r0tting-fl0w3rs · 18 days
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i can be normal about the people around me also having my disorders i dont need to freak out and worry that im not better than them anymore i can be normal about the people around me having the same disorders i DONT NEED TO FREAK OUT I CAN BE NORMAL-
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it-is-only-a-novel · 5 months
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Neurodivergent: a list
A list of those who are included under the "neurodivergent" label.
Applied Neurodiversity
Dyscalculia
Dysgraphia
Dyslexia
Dysnomia
Dyspraxia
Dissociative disorders
Depersonalization-derealization disorder (DpDr)
Dissociative amnesia
Dissociative identity disorder (DID)
Other specified dissociative disorder (OSDD)
Unspecified dissociative disorder
Eating disorders:
Anorexia nervosa
Avoidant restrictive food intake disorder (ARFID)
Binge-eating disorder
Bullimia nervosa
Pica
Mental illnesses:
Anxiety
Delusional disorder
Depression
Complex post-traumatic stress disorder (CPTSD)
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
Personality Disorders:
Cluster A:
Paranoid personality disorder
Schizoid personality disorder
Schizotypal personality disorder
Cluster B:
Antisocial personality disorder
Borderline personality disorder (BPD)
Histrionic personality disorder (HPD)
Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)
Cluster C:
Avoidant personality disorder
Dependent personality disorder
Obsessive-compulsive personality disorder
Other:
Personality change due to another medical condition
Personality disorder not otherwise specified (PD-NOS)
personality disorder trait specified (PD-TS)
Tic disorder
Chronic motor or vocal tic disorder
Tourette syndrome
Transient tic disorder
other
Acquired Brain Injuries (ABI)
Angelmans Syndrome
Auditory processing disorder
Autism spectrum disorder (ASD)
Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD)
Body integrity identity disorder (BIID)
Bipolar disorder
Depersonalization-derealization disorder (DPDR)
Down syndrome
Fetal alcohol spectrum disorder (FASD)
Fragile X syndrome
Hyperlexia
Intellectual disability
Irlen Syndrome
Meares-Irlen Syndrome
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)
Obsessive love disorder (OLD)
Pediatric autoimmune neuropsychiatric disorders associated with streptococcal infections (PANDAS)
Prader-Willi Syndrome (PWS)
Prosopagnosia
Savant Syndrome
Schizophrenia
Synesthesia
Williams Syndrome/Williams Beuren Syndrome
This is by no means a full list.
If you: see that I'm missing something, or
want me to rephrase something, or
have a resource to share, or
have a suggestion for organizing the list
please let me know in the comments/rebloggs.
I'm autistic and I love making lists. I also hope it may help spread awareness about neurodivergent people!
I am not an expert. But I do believe that we should be careful to include people in the neurodivergent umbrella. We are stronger together.
Updated: 9/2/24
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correctproseka · 1 month
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HPD An Shiraishi
A post where I diagnose An with what im considering my whole system has. Because girlie you are not normal and neither am I.
HPD: histrionic personality disorder. It's the least talked about from the four Cluster B disorders, and so I'm also talking about it and what relates it to An Shiraishi from what we feel ourselves.
First of all, similar to NPD, HPD is an attention seeking disorder, and I'm not going to talk about the difference much because i can fuck it up, but I see An a lot into this.
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1- Attention seeking:
I'm calling it "spotlight" seeking in here a lot, for An, attention=spotlight, being the one in a stage and being the focus.
We do know An likes attention, (especially of two people, which I'll talk about it later), she loves the attention her town gives her, and got upset when she felt it being taken away as she felt Kohane was stealing it (even when it wasn't, An also knew it was quite a stupid thing, but it doesn't invalidate her feelings).
She wants people to look at her, at school she can be considered popular, she's a hall monitor (i forgot the actual word) so we know the teachers like her enough, she does sports, she is at the very least known.
At vivid streets there's not even a need to mention, everyone knows her, everyone "adores" her, she feels loved, because she has that attention.
She also hates when she's just called Ken's daughter, yes there is good reason for that, but also it shines the spotlight on HIM, and not her.
2- "Favorite person"
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I'm sorry to use the term i think it's bpd specific but I haven't seen a term used for hpd yet so I'm sticking with it here?
Anyways, An has two people she desires the attention of even more.
Nagi and Kohane.
Nagi is the person that made An follow music, she wanted Nagi's attention in that way, she wanted Nagi to look at her and share the spotlight with Nagi, and got devastated when finding out that Nagi can't do any of that anymore, she's still seeking that Nagi attention, just in a different way.
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Kohane is.. a complicated story, she wants Kohane's eyes on her, and can even get jealous of the girl, but instead of sharing the spotlight, for a long time she felt fear that Kohane was going to steal the spotlight, leave An alone, without attention and without love. As of the new event she's getting better, she got the win (and the attention) and now she knows they can share, but i dont think that little thing will ever fully leave her head.
While she loves Kohane, she can't help but wish that was her.
Even more when Kohane looks a lot like Nagi in her singing style, which An wishes it was her.
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3- Competitive.
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That isnt exactly a trait, but it can work as one here, because if she wins a competition, she gets attention, right?
She will do something she's scared of, just to win, just for attention.
So she competes with Haruka on basketball, with Akito on who's the best singer, didn't even think of having him as a partner until the vivids and the bad dogs teamed up because for her, he was competition for the spotlight, for her attention.
But even then, she never felt like those two were really a threat.
And also this whole post is me projecting and going "An, babygirl, you have issues".
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blog info
- always remember to start off your ask with some variation of "npd culture is..." ("npd system culture is..." "npd + bpd culture is..." ect ect).
- people who don't have npd but do have npd traits are welcome to send in submissions.
- this blog is run by one mod and isn't looking for others.
- i open this blog to be a place where egotypicals can learn about the experiences of pwnpd, but urge them to remember this blog will be mostly unfiltered and show the more unpleasant side of mental illness and trauma. if you cannot respect or handle that, leave.
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blended-being · 25 days
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I am currently making a 《Therapy Diary》...
And the first thing I'm putting in it is a graphic(❔️) of all Personality Disorders together, to make a global assessment on my issues. [I call it the C-PTSD wheel, because I believe that all PDs are just C-PTSD in different fonts, but I think no one's ready to have this conversation yet.]
Anyway, since I believe it can be helpful for some people to track their overall PDs symptoms in order to compare them, here it is❕️
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[you can use it and/or take inspiration from it] [credits would be appreciated, but not necessary]
Yeah I know it's wacky and kinda ugly, but it makes the job. Each Personality Disorder is classed in alphabetical order, and each dash on the PD's line is for 1 symptom of the diagnostic criteria. For example:
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OCPD have eight diagnostic criterias, so it has seven dashes + the border as the maximum & the shared center to indicated a lack of symptoms.
In the end, it should look like something like this:
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I personally put a color-code to distinguish when I can be diagnosed with the PD, have traits of the PD, or nothing at all... But it's not a must, as long as you have a shape, it tells enough. If you want to have a checklist for all personality disorders at one place, I'm putting them below:
AsPD checklist
AvPD checklist
BPD checklist
DPD checklist
HPD checklist
NPD checklist
OCPD checklist
PPD checklist
StPD checklist
SzPD checklist
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impunkster-syndrome · 6 months
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I'm curious:
Reblog for a bigger sample size.
I've been noticing that my cute aggression has been getting more pronounced as I get older. I don't have better words for it than "They look throwable (affectionate)" or "I want to put them in a meat grinder (affectionate)" so I was wondering if other cluster bs experienced the same thing.
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narcvampp · 5 months
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` I don't give a fuck 'cuz I'm a millionare! `
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INTRODUCTION POST
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Nonhuman nightmare(godkin, vampkin, and therian)
HEAVILY disordered; Npd. Bpd. Hpd. Autism. Did. Ptsd
Memory loss. Psychosis. Depression
Anxiety. Suspected bipolar. Aspd traits. Hypersexual. Paraphile(Anti-contact, have multiple.)
'Obsessive love disorder' . StPD . + more
Proudly 'claimed' /ij, but in all seriousness, do not try to engage in a "friendship" unless we do so first. Our guard dog bites.
Taken + dating someone in my thoughts tbh
Minor. MDNI blogs can int, but we also do not check blogs before we int/follow back.
CW for some of our posts; we will post/rb shit about drugs, possible sexual content, violence, and ocassionally triggering topics(e.g., self harm, sa)
All of our names + pronouns.
No DNI, block us if we fit yours, we'll block you if we want. However, some of our stances are; anti-endo(of all breeds), anti-transid/radqueer/whatever you call yourselves, anti-contact paraphile for harming or non consenting actions.(e.g., acting on pedophilia or zoophilia)
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sys-polls · 4 months
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feel free to share your experiences in the tags if you happen to have a PD! EDIT: PD-NOS is also known as PD-TS (personality disorder; trait specified).
- amaranth.
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azulserszzp · 1 month
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MENTAL AND PHYSICAL HEALTH HEAD CANNONS
(so like disorders, conditions or fears)
(the siblings or parents have similar disorders i also gave some of the characters a ton of illness realistically they probably only have 1 or 2 or be checked into a fucking ward dude)
(this will also probably be edited a ton so not everything will appear on reposts)
​im not a psychiatrist so don't take this to serious obviously also they're fictional so yk it wouldn't rlly matter and this is all maybes like they could
azula: bpd borderline personality disorder and is a clinical psychopath she also suffers form severe abandonment issues and victim of child neglect, schizoaffective disorder, antisocial personnality disorder, npd narcissistic personality disorder (she's a probably malignant narcissist), conduct disorder, machiavellian traits along with sadistic traits
usra: depression
zuko: bpd borderline personality disorder and/or chronic depression along with ptsd, severe abandonment issues, victim of child neglect, low self esteem, addictive personality disorder, anger management, his scar having phantom burning/pains, stockholm syndrome-ish (ps: not in a sexual/romantic way it's toward his father so gross), antisocial personnality disorder, insomnia, slight disordered eating
sokka: ocd obsessive compulsive disorder, anxiety, chronic pain form breaking his leg psa: he's still able to walk and fight but he tends to be weaker on that leg or have a slight stunt, low self esteem, public anxiety, stage fright , adhd attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (maybe idk)
ty lee: hpd histrionic personality disorder (this features provocative behavior or rapid shifts in emotion)
mai: clinical depression and empathy deficit disorder
ozai: clinical psychopath he also probably has narcissistic personality disorder
aang: anger management issues, ptsd, survivors guilt, slight anxiety and insomnia
katara: survivors guilt and obsessive compulsive disorder ocd
toph: low self esteem
jet: depression, anger management, ptsd, survivors guilt 
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raincamp · 8 months
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personality disorders in Avatar: The Last Airbender
i just rewatched The Beach episode of ATLA and i realized something during the fireside traumadumping scene. Ty-lee, Mae, Azula, and Zuko all represent each of the 4 personality disorders in cluster B.
Azula is NPD (narcissistic), feelings of inadequacy, jealousy, a need to feel superior, and to be perfect. she usually puts on her grandiose shell; she has a duty to represent herself as fire nation royalty, and it's rare we see any of her feelings at all. but the shell was cracking in The Beach, and her vulnerable self was showing. she admitted to feeling jealous of ty-lee, and even more amazingly, she showed a little bit of empathy for zuko, even if it was an act, it was still a roundabout way to show that she does care and does have feelings. we even see her admit to feeling like a monster, inherently flawed. a common sentiment for a lot of people with NPD.
Ty-lee is HPD (Histrionic), being raised in a family of ten other people who looked exactly like her, she was always invisible. as Mae said, she has "attention issues" of course she did, how could anyone pay attention to her when she was seen as just like all of her other sisters. In the beach, we see her relishing in the attention that she gets from the boys around her, as she makes them feel like they have a more intimate connection than they actually do. she chooses to wear bright pinks and draw attention to herself instead of blending in and wearing reds and dark browns like everyone else in the fire nation.
Zuko is BPD (Borderline), being abandoned by his father at a young age, we see zuko consistently push away the one person who cares about him (Iroh) because he sees any lack of support in his mission to capture the avatar as a form of abandonment, despite his uncle's continuing emotional support. in The Beach this abandonment trauma is shown with his insecurity in his relationship with Mae. When he sees her talking to another guy at the party he automatically assumes that Mae has moved on and that this guy is her new boyfriend.
Mae is ASPD (antisocial), this is the one i know the least about, i'm still learning about it, but i've read a lot of personal accounts of pwASPD who talk about an inability to feel emotion, or empathy, or to care about anything. this is Mae's biggest character trait, she's always talking about how much she doesn't care about anything, she hates that nothing exciting happens, she "doesn't hate" zuko because she can't feel love for him, but she knows that he's the exception to everyone else in her life.
maybe im not the first to point this out, but if i was a psychologist i would do a much deeper analysis of this. it almost feels intentional, but maybe it was just a happy coincidence on the writers' parts. just thought it was interesting
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hapshistrionicsdo · 2 months
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Histrionic pd criteria/behviours and examples
The DSM is notoriously vague, and it's mainly because of this that so many people with hpd don't realize/know that they have it. Personally, I think the criteria desperately needs to be revised.
It is because of this that most people, in the course of figuring out if they have hpd, have to base a lot of their research off of other people with hpd, rather than use the dsm. In this post, I want to discuss the hpd criteria/bahviours associated with hpd as well as give examples of how they manifest in my own life/how they could potentially present. However, please keep in mind that I do not meet every listed criterion, and exhibit a mild/moderate presentation of hpd, as well as having npd and bpd! This is also based off of my own subjective experience, these symptoms may present differently in another person.
1. I get uncomfortable when I am not the center of attention.
I find that I do experience this criterion. Feeling uncomfortable/upset when not the center of attention can show up in a lot of ways. I also think that it is important to mention here that hpd can be more covert, and that the idea that it is always obvious is an outdated and borderline ableist idea, rooted in stereotypes.
In my life, this criterion shows up in a myriad of ways. A few examples being: I tend to interrupt people, because I need the focus of the conversation on me. I have a HUGE issue with shifting the conversation to revolve around me and my life. I will exaggerate stories to make them more interesting (eg. Making myself out to have more of a backbone than i do/say more shocking things.), and I dress very noticably. In a less socially acceptable light, I also use a lot of my opinions as ways to get attention/make more friends, when I really don't care about the opinions I put out (these things also mix into the second criterion: 'when interacting with others, I make them pay attention to me', so I will skip to the third criterion).
3. I have rapid mood swings.
When people hear this criterion in regards to hpd, people tend to think these emotions are 'fake', or 'shallow'. While this may be the case and is relatively common, I think it is important to mention that people with hpd can and do experience intense emotions and express them authentically. What differentiates these intense emotions from bpd is the main need that motivates the behaviours. In bpd, it is usually in response to abandonment and other personal triggers, whereas in hpd it is more likely to be in response to lack of attention and other personal triggers. However, anyone (esp. cluster b individuals) can experience a fear of abandonment and react accordingly, as these disorders do overlap, hence why they are cluster disorders.
In my experience, I do both. I experience shallow and intense feelings, and I do tend to play them up, usually in a way that is disguised as a joke/in an environment where that type of behaviour is seen as normal (eg theatre, which is an AMAZING outlet for that type of stuff). I have a lack of empathy, which I really don't try hard to hide, and while I do feel it, it is very shifting and shallow. Music heavily influences my mood as well. Along with rapid mood swings, I feel that my identity instability sorta ties into this. I will take on different aesthetics/personality traits/etc based on how I'm feeling and what will get me the most attention/appreciation/makes me feel most superior (npd trait).
4. I often use my physical appearance to draw attention to myself.
HUGE HUGE HUGE thing with me. I wear bright makeup, weird patterns, unusual outfits, excessive/tacky/bright jewelry, dye my hair, etc to get people to notice me. I will forsake my own comfort for that type of attention. It gets me compliments, stares, helps me stand out (which i take huge pride in), etc. I also dress skimpy sometimes in order to achieve sexual attention, to compensate for my lack of physical confidence.
5. I have a style of speech which is impressionable and lacking in detail.
Personally, I'm not sure if I really exhibit this one. I feel like when it comes to school projects such as essays, I do take a while to get to the point/put a lot of emphasis on wording more than actually getting my point across.
6. I am incredibly hyperbolic or theatrical in how I express myself.
In a lot of instances, the way I naturally move is very spinny and flowy. I walk very fast, heavy and confident in order to be paid attention to and seen as confident.
7. I am easily influenced by others or circumstances
This shows up in a much less obvious way for me. Eg if someone says 'hey that colour really works on you' or 'that piercing would work well with your facial features', I will probably start wearing that colour or go get that piercing. If someone says I seem very extroverted, I will act more extroverted. If someone says that I am smart, I will act smarter/see myself as smarter, which ties into my npd as well.
8. I often misread relationships and consider them to be closer than they actually are.
For this, I am actually not sure. I do get attached fast to people who give me my desired forms of attention/hang out with them more, so I'm not sure if that counts?
So, as you can see, experiences are very subjective in nature and can be vastly different for everyone. The point of this post is to show that the vagueness of the DSM is harmful and that people should definitely make sure that they are fully understanding each criterion.
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92fs · 3 months
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Hi! I have a question? I’m not sure if it’s potentially obtuse of me to ask or if it’s offensive, I’m really sorry if it is.
But I’m a little confused, because I keep trying to find NPD articles because my friend said they may have it. and I keep seeing articles where a lot of the info is like. Incredibly biased. I don’t know a lot about NPD besides like the really stupid stereotypes, and I was wondering if you could give me like a basic rundown?
Sorry if it’s a little long, the articles were pissing me off.
Thank you in advance and thank you in general!
Hey there. Yeah, biased articles is something you're going to see all the time when handling anything regarding NPD. I'll share some with you. Some of them might sound a little annoying but they are as objective as it gets. I rather not link personal posts by people here. I assume you need scientific objectivity.
NPD is a highly stigmatized personality disorder with a high chance of being a result of childhood trauma/neglect/abuse. It's broadly split into vulnerable vs. grandiose NPD but this distinction isn't supported by every psychiatrist.
It's usually stated that pwNPD have low affective (reaction) and/or cognitive (comprehension) empathy, but studies on that have been pretty mixed. A common trait of NPD is a warped perception of yourself, your importance, and your value. PwNPD tend to have a need for "narcissistic supply", though I personally don't like the term & other psychiatry loosely based on Freud.
Here's a dry description from the NCBI website. Here's another article from NCBI with a more detailed look into comorbid factors that pwNPD experience. Both of these rather strictly focus on DSM-5 criteria for NPD. You might find that some pwNPD find DSM limiting and slightly biased.
This one talks about relation between childhood abuse and development of narcissism. Here's another article on how NPD develops as a protective strategy after early trauma. There's severe gender bias in diagnosing NPD: in cases of displaying the same symptoms, men are more likely to be diagnosed with NPD and women - with BPD. NPD is highly comorbid with other personality disorders, mainly BPD and HPD. An obvious TW but grandiose narcissists are more likely to plan out a successful suicide while vulnerable narcissists are more likely to attempt suicide.
Oh, also. "Narcissistic abuse" does not exist.
So, yeah. Maybe your friend can get a good therapist and/or check out some stuff on #actually npd (without fanaticism) to see if our experiences even relate to them. Good luck.
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