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jahayla-parker · 2 years

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I have one for Peter to celebrate 100 followers.

Y/N is the daughter of Wanda and Vision (and she also possess the same abilities as Wanda) she’s dating Peter.

One night she gets a call from a crying Peter telling her to come to the school roof. When she gets there, she sees him on the floor crying. She goes over to him and hugs him, him hugging her back (afraid he'll lose her like he lost Aunt May). They stay like that for what feels like forever until MJ and Ned come and find them. They introduce them to Peter 2 and 3 and they agree to help cure the villains (basically the same scene from No Way Home)

When they get to the lab and get to work, Y/N notices some big cuts on Peter's face and uses her powers to heal them. They talk and Y/N wants to help them cure the villains. (I'm thinking Y/N can wear the same outfit as Wanda from MOM) .

During the fight, Y/N and Peter find the Green Goblin and begin fighting him. Peter loses control and begins to get more aggressive. Y/N tries to get him to stop but he won't listen. Peter 2 comes and helps Y/N reason with Peter to get him to stop.

(Can you just do the same ending as No Way Home but with Y/N remembering Peter even after the spell?)

Hope you like! ❤️🖤💜

Hiii! Thank u for this! I’ve been mentally writing one similar to this without te Wanda aspects of it, so This was a being able to actually write it out.

Thanks everyone for joining my celebration💟💜

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Loss: A NWH Holland!Spider-Man/Peter Parker

Summary: Peter has lost May and relies on gf!reader to help him. They fight and cure all the villains but are faced with Peter having to be forgotten by the world.

Fortunately, y/n remembers Peter even after the spell, but at what cost?

More details in the request above.

Warnings: NWH spoilers, death of May, angst, a few curses

Notes: when italics as used for whole paragraphs/sections it’s showing a flashback or otherwise previous event. I don’t think it was needed but hopefully cleans it up a bit lol.

Please lmk you guys want a part 2! Part 2 here

Waking up to her phone ringing loudly with Peter’s personalized ringtone, y/n abruptly mutes the sound so her mother won’t hear and then proceeds to answer his call.

“Petey? It’s late babe, is everything okay?” She asks, sitting up.

“C-ca-can you” Peter attempts, his voice breaking constantly.

“Peter?! What’s going on?! Where are you?! I’m coming to you!” Y/n promises, promptly getting out of bed and rushing to change into some clothes she can leave the house in.

“I-I’m on the school rooftop” he whispers, his voice still catching.

Slipping on a sweatshirt of Peter’s, she grabs her shoes but something feels off.

“Peter, are you safe?” She asks, wondering if his safety was in jeopardy and that was the cause behind her unease.

She would be uneasy with him simply crying as he was now, but this felt different.

“F-for now” he sniffles.

Squinting at his vague statement, y/n rushes over to her closet and decides to change once again.

As she changed into her scarlet colored “hero outfit” as the avengers called it, she kept Peter talking.

She hadn’t gotten him to explain what was happening that made him upset, but he’d finally stopped crying, him stating something about just hearing her voice making him less panicked.

Checking to ensure her outfit was complete, she zipped her boots.

Y/n threw on a black hoodie Peter bought her so that it concealed her leather corset-like top and threw her crown headpiece into her school bag.

She informed Peter she would have to hang up so she could get to him as she planned on using her levitation power to fly to him rather than walk or steal her mom’s car.

She was fairly experienced with using this power and used it more often than her mother Wanda, aka The Scarlet Witch did. Much to her mother’s disapproval as it often was done because y/n was late.

But, she knew she’d need both hands free to get to Peter safely and as quickly as she could.

As she rocketed across the sky, rain blowing past her once dry face, she looked around at her surroundings.

She and Peter always enjoyed looking at the lights of the city lighting up the evening sky and streets as they’d levitate/swing through the night.

However, tonight it was just her.

And while it was beautiful still, she couldn’t feel any positive emotions towards the city as she knew that something happened tonight here that made Peter upset.

She had told Peter she’d never use her abilities to try and read his mind, or otherwise do anything unethical, years ago when they first met.

However, tonight she dared to use her telepathy to communicate to Peter that she was nearly to him.

Doing so, she could feel the immense emotional pain he was experiencing and it nearly caused her to drop to the Brooklyn streets below her.

She had to fight to steady herself and keep her levitation going.

She also had to resist the urge to look around in his mind to see what was causing her precious boyfriend this much pain.

She knew Peter’s identity had been exposed but after Mr. Murdock helped him win his case against Mysterio’s false allegations, he’d started to feel more like himself.

She also knew that not getting into his dream school or even backup schools was troubling for him but she’d assured him they’d figure something out.

He felt horrible that he had impacted y/n’s college prospects as well, even though she assured him that her mother’s own mistakes a few years ago in Lagos already made it difficult.

She hadn’t heard much from him tonight as he simply told her he was going to speak to a mutual friend about college.

She knew he meant an avenger and while she didn’t think it was necessary, she figured no harm could really come of a simple conversation and asking for advice from one of their allies.

After all, they all knew who he was before his identity leaked and they had been sure to protect him and y/n from a lot of the more serious or dangerous aspects of their work.

She had no idea he’d went to Dr. Strange today to request he use a spell to undo the recent events. Let alone that he had done it to help y/n, MJ, and Ned with their schooling.

However, she was soon about to find out all of the chaos that erupted in the last 24hrs.

———

“Oh, Peter!” Y/n gasps, landing in the rooftop a few feet from him.

Peter’s head lifts and turns to her, breaking her heart as she sees the steady flow of tears on his face.

Y/n sprints to him and drops to her knees, her arms cradling his shaking body.

“What happened baby?” She asks, her hand pushing water out of his hair as she strokes his soaked head.

“M-May” he sobs, gripping onto y/n’s sweater with a vise grip.

“What about May?” She asks, her heart rate increasing as his does.

“I- I.. she… we…” he says, trying to figure out where to start.

“Shhh baby it’s okay. Where’s May Peter?” Y/n asked softly.

Peter sobbed more and held y/n closer to him, causing her to feel a tidal wave of nausea and anxiety rise as she contemplated what his reaction likely meant.

“Sh-she. She’s dead” he said, his body crumpling into her arms.

Y/n held her own emotions back for his sake and apologized to him as she merely held him to her.

She knew she didn’t need to apologize, she’d done nothing wrong.

But she wasn’t sure what to do and she knew what it was like to lose a loved one.

To lose a parental figure and have no control over it.

It was an unbearable pain that she wouldn’t wish upon anyone, certainly not Peter.

They sat there for a while just listening to each other’s heart beats and breathing.

“Peter, what happened?” Y/n asks, noticing his breathing has steadied from what it was when she arrived.

“I- I can’t” he whimpered, looking at his lap.

“Can you?” He asks, looking at her and tapping his head.

“Are you sure?” She asks. “Any limits?”

“No limits” he informs her, pulling her closer to him in desperation to feel her presence and know she’s here.

“Okay” she whispers, hesitantly reaching up to hold his face and let her telepathic ability connect easier.

Peter stared at her as she sifted through his memories.

He could feel the recollection of events faintly but realized she was manipulating it in a way that would allow him to not feel additional pain from it as she watched it unfold.

He knew she’d never try to erase his pain or emotions as much as she wanted him to be happy.

After a particularly rough mission, they talked about it and both agreed it was better to feel pain than to feel numb and that’s when she told him she’d never manipulate his feelings.

He acknowledged this was different.

It wasn’t his own brain forcing him to recall the memories at this moment.

If it had been, she would’ve left his emotional connection alone.

Instead it was the visual playback she was watching through his memories that was minutely noticeable rather than the memories themselves.

He watched her face trying to see her reactions and see if she blamed Peter the way he blamed himself.

Once she had finished, she lowered her hands as the tears she’d managed to contain thus far fell freely.

“I messed up” Peter whispers, hating that this is now causing his girlfriend pain as well, “and now May had to suffer”.

“Peter, this isn’t your fault and we’re going to get through this okay?” Y/n promises.

Peter forces a nod.

“N-no one has come to try to hurt you yet?” He asks, his eyes trying to look over her but the sweatshirt was covering her arms and upper body.

“No Peter. I’m safe, I’m here” she assures him.

Peter whimpers, “I was so worried you’d be hurt”.

Before she could reassure him again, he continued.

“If I don’t fix this, you could be. I… I can’t lose you. I already lost May… if something happened to you-” Peter rambles.

“It won’t. You won’t lose me. Okay?” She kisses his forehead as tears stream down both of their faces.

Peter snuggles in closely to her chest as he refuses to let her go, as if holding her tightly would prevent any harm to her.

Y/n embraces him back and rocks them slightly as she rests her chin on Peter’s head that’s tucked into her neck.

———

Neither one are sure how long they’ve been in that position when Peter hears someone approaching.

Peter instantly pulls back and stands up, stepping in front of y/n as she starts to stand.

Y/n places her hand on his shoulder to calm him when she see’s it’s Ned and MJ.

“What’re you guys doing here?” Y/n asks as Peter’s fear lowers but he doesn’t move away from shielding y/n.

“We heard what happened…” MJ replies.

“Yeah… the news covered it. We’re sorry Peter” Ned says, walking towards the couple.

After multiple apologies and attempts to comfort Peter, Ned bites his lip as MJ gives y/n a face that says she’s about to drop some big news.

Last time MJ made that face towards y/n it was about MJ admitting she actually had feelings for a classmate.

However, tonight y/n knew that face was likely a much bigger topic.

“What is it?” Y/n asks hesitantly.

Peter looks between his friends and girlfriend as he waits.

“So… you know how you said the villains were from other universes?” Ned asks, looking at y/n since she’d been the one to catch them up.

The news obviously covered the villains showing up out of nowhere, May’s death, and Peter’s connection to all of it.

However, it didn’t cover what exactly transpired with any detail which left y/n to do that for MJ and Ned.

Y/n nods her head, prompting MJ to respond, “well, we kinda knew that already”.

“How?” Peter asks, rubbing his already red eyes to get the rain out.

“That’s not a very easy answer… see… MJ and I were at my Lola’s house… watching the… news. When some people showed up” Ned explains.

“Are you guys hurt?” Peter panics.

“No, they were not villains” MJ says, “trust me, I even threw bread at them”.

“Bread?” Y/n laughs once in shock.

“Who were they?” Peter asked.

“Well, why don’t you ask them?” Ned points just as two shadows appear.

Peter steps back in front of y/n again protectively, even though her hands are already glowing in preparation of an attack.

“Aye, wait wait, woah” Peter blurts as the two men hop closer to their group.

“Sorry, about May” the older one says, his hands held up in surrender.

“Yeah. Sorry” the other one says, y/n and Peter noticing his outfit is similar to Peter’s Spider-Man suit.

This man tries to explain that he knows what it’s like but Peter cuts him off.

“No please don’t tell me you know what it is you’re going through” Peter remarks.

He turns his head back to look at y/n only to see she’s at his side now instead.

He makes eye contact with her before looking back to the man, “y/n is the only one here who knows and she didn’t even try to tell me that. She let me feel what I’m dealing with. So you don’t get to tell me you understand and hope it helps. She- May is gone”.

Squeezing Peter’s hand, y/n eyes the two men in front of them trying to understand what is happening.

“And it’s all my fault” he chokes.

Y/n tightens her grip on his hand as he holds his ground with the others, letting him know she didn’t agree about his self blame and that she was here for him.

———

It took some time but Peter and y/n were informed and caught up on who these two guys were.

Turns out… they were Peter Parker… well a Peter Parker.

Evidently there were Peter Parkers who were Spider-Man in other universes and when Dr. Strange did the spell, it brought them here.

It took some convincing to get Peter, her Peter, to once again agree to help the villains recover and get home.

Now they were seated in the school’s science lab, working on antidote methods for each villain.

Y/n pushed her notepad away and turned to face Peter. The real Peter. Her Peter.

“Oh Pete, do they hurt?” Y/n asks, her thumb underlining the gashes on his face.

“A bit” he admits, his hands on her thigh, “but I’ll be okay”.

She shakes her head and raises her other hand to cup his face.

“It’s an easy fix” she lies.

It wasn’t a particularly difficult task given her abilities but it was one she didn’t have a ton of experience with.

You’d think with her boyfriend being Spider-Man that she’d have used her powers to fix his wounds and ailments on a nightly basis.

However, she’d only recently learned how to utilize this particular power.

It had taken a random elementary school aged child bleeding in Europe after having fallen from the Ferris wheel during Mysterio’s attack projections for her to learn she could.

She’d watched the kid trying to limp away from the scene but struggling due to the large leg wound.

Planning on just applying pressure, y/n rushed to her and placed her hands on the injury and felt this tingling sensation in her hands.

When she pulled her hands back, the child’s leg was healed.

She’d worked to replicate that healing ability since and learned that -as with most of her powers- it required great concentration on the task at hand.

This was particularly challenging tonight considering there were two strangers with them (who shared her boyfriend’s new and alter ego) in their school lab that they’d all broken into in order to cure villains that killed Aunt May.

It was a lot to process to say the least.

“Are you sure about this Peter?” Y/n asked the pressing question she suppressed asking until his cuts had healed under her fingers.

“About?” He asks, kissing her hands as a thank you.

“This whole curing them thing” she says, shrugging.

She knew how it sounded, but she knew what it was like to be in his position.

She also was hurting herself over May’s death as they’d been very close.

“You don’t think we should?” He asks.

“It’s not that. Peter you’re incredible and I’ll do whatever it is you want to do. It’s just that need to know it’s okay if you’re hesitant about this” she tells him, looking into his eyes.

“I am a bit… namely with…” he trails off but y/n nods to tell him she knows who he’s referring to.

“But I think it’s what May would want me to do” he adds.

“I agree, it’s definitely a May thing and you pushing past your reservations is definitely a Peter thing” y/n comments, squeezing his hand.

“A Peter thing?” He laughs softly.

“Well a you thing I guess. I don’t know about the other Peters, but they’re here after all, so probably” she explains.

Peter nods, looking around at the older guys who share his name and identity.

His fear spikes knowing what they told him about losing their loved ones and namely about Gwen…

Y/n can see the turmoil in Peter’s eyes prompting her to squeeze his hand so he looks her way.

“You share a name and a hero identity. But you’re not the exact same. Things aren’t going to play out the same way. You’re my Peter, my Spider-Man. And together we’re going to accomplish this side by side” she assures him.

“Together” Peter nods, pulling her in for another hug.

———

“Osborne, please, I know you’re in there” y/n argues, struggling against the grip Green Goblin has on her.

She could easily blast her powers and send him flying, but that wouldn’t allow her to inject him with the serum they needed to cure him.

“As I told your little friend, Norman’s on sabbatical honey” he chuckles darkly.

Y/n groans and lightly pulses her power to send him off of her but keep him in near distance.

“We’re trying to help” she remarks, standing up and walking towards him with flaming hands ready.

“I don’t need your help” he hisses, stepping on to the mini hoverboard he used.

Y/n raises her hands to shield off the shots he begins firing at her.

Meanwhile, Peter (1) finishes tossing Ned one of the solutions when his spidey senses begin alerting him.

He throws his head back and forth, looking between each villain and his teammates.

His pace quickens when he still cannot find y/n.

His heart races, thumping wildly against his chest as his strained eyes search through the dark.

He mentally counts off which villains he’s found and which he hasn’t, hoping maybe he’ll find the villain she’s with first and then find her.

Just then, shots ring out and his body freezes as realization hits him.

She’s with Green Goblin.

She’s fighting Green Goblin, alone.

His eyes narrowing on anything green, he locates y/n and shoots a web as far as he can, swinging himself off a bar and closer to them.

His breathing hitches as he sees the panic on her face as her shield wavers slightly from exhaustion.

Y/n curses herself for not being more diligent in the training her mother wanted her to do.

Peter uses his webs to pull the hoverboard out from under Osborne’s body, sending him crashing down.

Y/n drops her shield and rushes to them as Peter lifts the hoverboard above his head and walks towards Osborne.

Y/n sees the rage in his eyes and decides to use her telekinetic ability to pull the board from his hands and set it down elsewhere.

Peter frowns before focusing back on Osborne as they exchange fists.

Y/n helps Peter in trying to incapacitate him so they can cure him.

However, without using her full abilities and both her and Peter being exhausted mentally and physically, they’re struggling.

Osborne gets a decent strike in and uses a shattered piece of glass from the ground to hit y/n in the abdomen.

Peter notices as she lands on the ground, pressing on her wound.

One downside to her healing ability? It doesn’t work on herself.

Peter was already enraged and wanting to kill Osborne but he fought it for May, for y/n, and the vision they saw of who he was.

But now, killing Osborne is the only option Peter can see. The only path before him.

Peter flips himself backwards to grab the board and while his webs deactivated the majority of weapons on it, the blades on the points at the front are still functional.

That’s all he needs to finish this.

Peter feels a surge of energy as he thinks about how ironic, how almost poetic, it will be to use his hoverboard to kill Osborne the way he killed May.

“Peter! Don’t” y/n yells, realizing his intent.

She scrambles to her feet and tries to reach him but she knows she’ll be too late.

She debates firing a bolt of energy towards the board to break it, but rejects it knowing her injury may cause her aim to be off and hit him.

“Peter please! This isn’t you! Don’t do this!” She pleads, shakily stepping closer to him.

While earlier tonight, she wondered if he really wanted to cure them, she never saw this coming.

She simply assumed maybe he’d just want to send them home without curing them first.

Not kill.

In her peripheral vision she sees Peter 2 running over and begs him to help stop Peter 1.

After much struggling, her Peter finally submits and drops the drone/hoverboard.

Peter 2 takes the syringe and injects Osborne as her Peter rushes to her.

“Are you okay?” He asks, pushing his hand against her wound.

“I’m okay Pete. It’s over now, look” she says, pointing to where Osborne, the true Osborne, is sitting next to Peter 2.

He nods and strikes her face with his free hand, “we need to get you help”.

“My mom can handle it” she says, laughing.

“Your mom will kill me, rightfully so” Peter sighs.

“Stop. It’s not your fault Peter” she argues.

Peter helps her up and supports her weight as they walk after she fights him carrying her.

“What’s that?” Y/n asks, pointing towards the sky where there is a bright purple glow.

Peter gulps and looks at Peter 2, “can you get her to safety? I need to handle this”.

“Peter what?” She asks, reaching for him as Peter 2 holds her up.

“I’ll explain when I can” he kisses her forehead before launching himself towards where Dr. Strange was waiting.

———

“No, absolutely not” y/n cries, shaking her head so adamantly it causes her torso to shift an tug on her poorly done stitches.

Since she couldn’t heal herself, Peter 3 used the stitching from her backpack (she’d brought with to carry the serums) and a shard of metal to stitch the wound.

He’d had experience stitching his own wounds, but he had limited resources here and y/n knew she’d need her mother to cleanse the wound and heal it so it wouldn’t be infected.

"I'll find you. okay? I promise you, whatever happens, I’ll find you, and we'll be together, and everything will be good again” Peter promises, cupping her face.

She shakes her head as tears keep falling, “I don’t like this. Peter… this plan sucks. Magic sucks. I’d give mine up to not lose you”.

" I'll always find my way back to you." He assures her, rubbing some dirt and dried blood from her cheek.

"Hey…. no tears, alright? This isn't goodbye” he says.

“I could never forget you, but I don’t like this risk. Magic has fucked us over in the past. Please don’t” y/n pleads, a firm grip on his suit.

"Y/n, I have to. I’m so sorry, I never meant to get you involved or get you hurt. I have to fix this and this is how” he says, tears rolling down his cheeks.

“Fine. But Peter, you... you must know, before anything else happens tonight. You must know that you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me” she says.

Peter closes his eyes and holds her tightly.

As the sky flows brighter, he pulls back and gives her a desperate, needy kiss.

“I love you Petey” she whines, resting her head on his forehead.

“I love you y/n y/m/n y/l/n. And I promise, I’ll make you remember me. I’ll explain everything. We’ll figure it out, together” he promises before heading back to Dr. Strange.

Y/n sobs as MJ and Ned embrace her.

They all watch as Peter and Dr. Strange begin the spell. Y/n attempts to throw up a shield around her brain.

But her exhaustion, injury, and promise to Peter to let him do this stop her.

Instead, she feels a tightness in her chest as she watches the sky glow so bright it forces her to close her eyes.

———2 months later ———

Peter felt his hands shake as he stood outside y/n’s door.

He groaned as the internal battle in his head reigned on.

For the last two months, Peter had kept his distance.

He tried to keep his promise, he really did.

Immediately upon the successful completion of Dr. Strange’s spell, Peter drafted a note trying to explain to y/n who he was.

A week later he was ready and went to the cafe MJ and y/n worked at.

He had the detailed note in his hand as he entered the cafe, seeing MJ at the counter and Ned drinking from a mug next to her.

His eyes darted around for the one person he desperately needed to see.

“Can I help you? A name for your order perhaps?” MJ asked, clearly not recognizing him.

Peter knew the plan had worked when he returned to no home and little to no belongings but hearing his friends not recognizing him hit harder.

He looked at the scratch above MJ’s eye and then the one on Ned’s arm.

While the sight of their injuries joined his plague of guilt, he knew seeing y/n’s would cripple him.

“I.. I’m Peter. Yo-your head, are you okay?” Peter asked.

“Oh, uh, yeah. I don’t know how it happened. I think probably a car accident as my friend Ned” Mj said pointing towards him, “has a cut too and so does our friend y/n”.

Peter forces a tight nod, “and you’re all okay?”.

“We are mostly. Y/N’s got infected as she was really upset after whatever happened and refused to let anyone treat it. She’s better now, but it wasn’t good.” MJ told him.

Peter felt bile in his throat as he crumpled the note in his coat pocket.

He knew it wasn’t likely y/n remembered him, she wasn’t supposed to after all.

But, her reaction told him she at least knew something was off and it caused her to act against her best interests.

And he was the one to blame for that.

He was the reason she was hurt.

He was the reason she felt off after the spell.

He was the reason she refused care.

Even if she didn’t remember him, he was the reason behind her trauma.

He couldn’t be that reason anymore.

If she never remembered him, she’d be safe.

If she never remembered him, she’d be happy.

If she never remembered him, she’d move on.

If she never remembered him, she’d find someone who deserved her.

If she never remembered him, she could live her life.

If she never remembered him, he would hurt for the rest of time.

But, If she never remembered him, she’d be better off so the pain he’d have would be worth it.

“Oh, I’m sorry” Peter said, ducking his head and quickly leaving the cafe.

Just as he stepped into the cold, he could hear her voice as she asked MJ what she missed.

His heart shattered as he hear y/n whisper his name, “Peter?”

He wasn’t sure if the confusion in her tone was her wondering why he was leaving abruptly without ordering, if some part of her recognized his name, or if she was simply reading the name MJ put down for his order.

He wouldn’t let the desire to find out win. He pushed it down and closed the door behind him without looking back.

That was two months ago.

Since then, he tried calling her, texting her, going to the cafe to see her, etc. But this battle in his head stopped him every time.

He let the guilt for May’s death and y/N’s injury take ahold of him.

He concluded the voice in his head telling him he was to blame and that the only way y/n could truly be safe was to let her forget him.

Yet, here he was… note in his shaking hand, knocking on her door.

Before he could regret his choice, the door opened and revealed y/n.

She was wearing one of his sweatshirts, her eyes red, no makeup on, blotchy skin from crying, an icecream container in her hand.

She looked just as beautiful as when he saw her last.

Her breath caught suddenly before she set the tub of icecream down.

Peter watched her for a moment, wondering how to explain who he was.

Little did he know, she knew.

Of course she knew.

She knew from the moment after the spell.

She didn’t now how or why she’d remembered him en no or else did.

But she did.

Everyone told her she was crazy.

That she made up her boyfriend as if he were some imaginary friend.

They told her Peter Parker did not exist.

But she knew they were wrong.

In fact, there were at least three Peter Parkers.

She’d met them just the other night.

There was only one though that was her Peter.

She needed her Peter back.

Since she remembered him, she hoped MJ and Ned would too.

But they didn’t.

She was all alone in her memories of the selfless boy she’d fallen in love with.

The boy she fought side by side with to protect their city and the world.

Yet, no one knew his name.

No one knew him.

No one but her.

It hurt her on a daily basis and yet Peter never showed.

He promised.

She trusted him.

She spent that first week trying find him.

But due to the spell, there were no traces of him anywhere.

Roughly a week after that night, she’d been at work when it seemed he stopped by.

She’d been in the bathroom but upon entering the cafe lounge, she felt this weight lift and she curiously looked around to see why.

Then she saw him.

Peter had his back to her, one foot out the cafe door.

But she’d recognize him anywhere, even from his side and/or back profile.

Her breath hitched but she called after him weakly.

He paused for a fraction of a second, reaffirming her recognition of him.

But then he was gone.

He heard her but didn’t respond.

He never turned around.

He never looked to her.

He never tried to tell her like he promised.

He just cut her off.

Now months later, he is standing in front of her apartment.

How he even knew where she lived was beyond her as she’d moved since last seeing him.

She couldn’t stand sleeping in a room where Peter had been.

A room where the photos she had framed with him in them were suddenly gaps on her wall.

A room where he’d comforted her when she needed it.

A room where that no longer happened.

A room that was a constant reminder of him.

A room that was a constant reminder of what they were.

A room that was a constant reminder of that night.

A room that was a constant reminder of May’s death.

A room that was a constant reminder that he was gone.

A room that was a constant reminder that they were done.

A room that was a constant reminder of his broken promise.

Her mom and Happy helped her get her own apartment hoping it would help her.

They attributed her suffering to May’s death.

And wile that was part of it, that wasn’t the whole story.

“Can I help you?” She asks, putting up an emotional wall between them.

“Uhh… yeah. This will sound crazy… but please hear me out. My name is Peter and-“ Peter began, scuffing his across her doormat.

“I know who you are Peter. Why are you here?” She asks, crossing her arms over her chest.

“Y-y-you do?” He stutters, eyes wide but a small smile starting.

“Mhm. Of course I do. We went to school together, we fought together with the avengers, we went nearly everywhere together” She begins.

“You were my best friend, my confidant, my l-l-love of my life… my boyfriend” She finishes, shaking her head.

Peter feels his heart swell at her compliments and recognition of him, but his stomach drops at seeing the emotion in her eyes.

“Well I guess you technically still are my boyfriend since we never officially broke up. I guess I’ll fix that now for us-“ she begins, desperately trying to reform her distance from him so he couldn’t hurt her heart again.

“Y/n, I-“ he says, his voice weak.

“No Peter. I don’t want to hear it. I’ve waited over TWO MONTHS for you to give me this conversation. Two months with nothing from you” y/n says, hoping he’ll just tell her he was too nervous she wouldn’t remember him to seek her out.

“You weren’t supposed to remember me” he whispers.

Y/n scoffs, “yeah well how well did that work out? Hmm? Because I do Peter. I remember it all”.

“I- I’m sorry” he sighs.

“For what Peter? For lying to me? For breaking your promise? For betraying my trust? For breaking my heart?” Y/n chokes as tears start falling.

“Y/n, I didn’t mean to hurt you” He frowns.

“Yet here we are” she says coldly, trying to keep her walls up against him.

“I thought it would be what was best for you” he admits, lifting his eyes to look at her.

“W-what?” She whispers, confused.

“I thought a fresh start with someone else would be good” He sighs.

“A fresh start?! So it was your way of ending things! That’s fantastic Peter! You couldn’t even just tell me you didn’t end to be with me any more. No you had to pretend I didn’t exist. That-… that we didn’t exist all because you wanted a fresh start?!” Y/n snaps, her chest tightening.

“Do you truly think so little of me?" Peter asks, tears in his eyes, “I didn’t want to breakup with you. I wanted you to move on to someone else, someone who wouldn’t jeopardize your safety “.

“You don’t get to make that choice for me Peter!” Y/n yells, the hurt in her chest reaching maximum capacity.

"I thought you’d forget me and if it stayed that way you’d be safe. It wasn’t easy but I tried to forget you. To protect you. I’ve never tried so hard in my life. But, it's impossible. It’s simply not possible for me to stop thinking about you” Peter rambles.

“So what?! I don’t get a choice because you wanted to ‘protect’ me. You fight to forget me but now that you can’t and now that you’re hurt , you come ? If that’s the case, you’re saying your pain isn’t worth my safety all of a sudden when for the last two months it evidently was?!” Y/n argues.

“No, it’s just… I realized that, like you just said, it wasn’t my choice to make. That if I focused the energy and time I put into trying to forget you, into getting stronger, faster, and otherwise more adept to precut you that we wouldn’t have to lose what we had not risk your safety. “ he explains, rubbing his neck.

“Your safety always has and always will come first. I wouldn’t be here if I hadn’t thought this through meticulously” he adds, trying to grab her hand.

She steps back, “I don’t need you to protect me Peter. I can take care of myself”.

“I know. You’re more than capable but I don’t ever want to be the reason you’re hurt” he sighs, looking at her side even though it is covered by her sweatshirt.

Y/n sighs and runs her hand through her tangled hair, “I don’t know what to do here Peter. I don’t know where to go from here or how”.

"Well, we're a team. Remember? So let's face this one together” he suggests.

“Together? Is that meant to be a cruel joke?! Where was the togetherness when everyone called me crazy? When everyone told me I made you up? When I had to cut MJ and Ned out of my life because they reminded me too much of you while they didn’t even recall who you were?!” Y/n asks angrily.

“I didn't mean for any of this to happen!” He defends.

“I know Peter. But you don’t get it, that makes this so much harder because then I feel bad for hating what you did to me. Because it wasn’t intentional. Except that part of it was. The outcomes may not have been what you wanted but they were a result of your choices and actions the worst part is you don't know what it was like” she sobs.

“If you’d wanted to, you could’ve talked about me to anyone. When I tried, I was told I was crazy. I had no one to go to. I should’ve at least had you. But I didn’t because you chose to remove yourself from my life without even consulting me. I was told I was crazy so often by those I cared about that I started to wonder if maybe I was crazy. After all, the Peter I knew, would never break a promise he made me, let alone my heart. But you did” y/n says, her fists clenching to stop shaking.

“I don’t care what your reasons were, you hurt me. I can't believe I ever trusted you...” she finishes, refusing to look at him as tears stream down both of their faces.

"I will never stop apologizing for this y/n but please, just... tell me how to fix this. " he begs.

“Peter, you lied to me. You abandoned me. I don’t think you can fix something like that” y/n says, breaking her own heart at the confession.

“I can't lose you...” he cries.

“Don’t you dare Peter! I was the one who lost you first, not the other way around! You say you don’t want to lose me yet chose to push me out of your life” y/n gasps.

“I know! Believe me, I’ve questioned myself everyday. Wondering if I was doing was really what was best for you or not. Because it hurt like hell. I’m sorry. I want to fix us, I want you, I want us back. So please?! What am I supposed to do?! I beg of you! Tell me, what the hell I am supposed to do?! " he sobs.

“If you don’t want to hurt me, please don't look at me like that...” y/n whispers, her eyes breaking away from him.

“Like what?” He whispers.

“Like you’re still in love with me, like you’re still the same exact boy I loved, like you’re still my Peter” she sighs.

“But I am y/n, I swear. You have to believe me” he pleads, stepping closer.

“God damnit Peter! I did! I believed in you, in us” She cries, stepping away, “but now…”.

“Now what?” Peter asks hesitantly a more of awkward and tense silence.

“I can’t trust you anymore” She concludes, choking on another sob as she shuts the door between them.

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Do you guys want a part 2 with a happy ending?! Let me know!💟💜 Part 2 here.

Peter taglist: @galaxyholland @spideysbae @mcushvft @fishingirl12 @raajali3 @justapurrcat

Why am I in such an angsty mood? Poor Peter has been suffering 😭

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bluegekk0 · 6 months

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Finally remembered an ask that I was meaning to ask when you were talking about the reunions between fpk and the main cast. How was the reunion between Grimm and Hornet? Was she angry at Grimm as well? Maybe at first since he is related to the Radiance, but came to her senses as he didn't cause the downfall of Hallownest. Or did she simply disassociate from him as she knows he'll just leave again? Maybe it wasn't until Holly got out of the temple was when Hornet finally talked with Grimm as she needed his help?

And since I am rambling, I thought of another question. If pk didn't wake up when he did, would Grimm have visited Hallownest for Hornet and Holly? I'm guessing he would but wouldn't make his base there for good.

she was angry at him, yeah. and she had her own reasons for that, unrelated to her general anger at the world

i've mentioned before that grimm, to her, used to be a role model. when she was a child, he was someone she looked up to, and with each subsequent visit she began seeing him more and more as a father figure. not that she preferred him to fpk, quite the opposite in fact. she loved her father, but part of her really wanted to have two parents. whether it would be a father and a mother, or two fathers, she did not care. perhaps that could be why it wasn't shocking to her that they ended up together after their reunion. maybe in her desire to have a "complete" family, she always saw them as a pair, even if subconsciously

but i'll get back to the point i was making. when fpk disappeared, hornet was left all alone. well, not completely alone, as she was training under queen vespa at the time, so she was able to find shelter in the hive for a while. that didn't last long, of course, the hive was soon hit by the infection, so she had to leave. and during all this time, she's never once saw grimm. of course, she wasn't aware that he did come back, more than once in fact, and he did try looking for her. but in her mind, she assumed that he didn't care and just left. just like her father did. so as you can imagine, she was very upset with him

of course, he was as lost at the time as she was, and it was something they could clear up with a single conversation. the problem is that she didn't really visit dirtmouth very often until holly left the temple, and it was only then that she learned about grimm's presence in the town. she hesitated before asking him for help, but holly needed it so she ended up visiting him. they didn't talk for a long time, hornet left soon after and didn't return until days later

like you said, part of her definitely assumed he would soon leave again, so she thought it would be pointless to get attached again. he even mentioned it once during their brief interactions - he wouldn't stay in dirtmouth forever, and the vessel (as he still called it at that point) needed her. so she ended up coming back, and after some time, she finally talked to grimm. she was still upset that he gave up so quickly before he could find her, but she matured enough to understand that he was as distraught as she was. she was still very distant towards him, that was just in her nature, so they weren't close or anything. there was still hostility between them, hornet would often snap at him and tell him to leave her alone if he tried to talk to her

but part of her was happy to see him, after all, he was her childhood hero. and whether she liked it or not, aside from holly, he was the closest thing she had to a family. he was her father's closest friend (and maybe more, if she did actually think they were already together at the time, which i'm definitely leaning towards), the only face she knew she could trust in all of this mess. but after years of being on her own, she struggled with communicating that, and a lot of their conversations ended up in her losing control of her anger, so she simply just avoided him whenever she could

but then her father returned, and as grimm decided to stay in dirtmouth, he became a more active part of her life, just like in the old times. i think she was surprised to hear that the two got together, but for the opposite reason you'd expect - she already thought they were partners before, so the news that they only became a thing now left her confused. but despite how insufferably affectionate they are with each other, she's happy for them. sure, she'll bite anyone who suggests out loud that grimm is her father, but deep down i think she does see him that way. and she finally has what she wanted all the years back - two parents, and a complete family

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as for the second question, i think that's more or less how it would play out. he knew he wouldn't want to just leave them alone, so he would return frequently to check how they're doing. they were fpk's children, he'd want to make sure they're safe and do anything he could to ensure they were okay. but seeing them brought him just as much pain, every time he looked at either of them he thought about fpk and how he failed to be there for him, and it was difficult to hide it from them. even after all those years, his heart still ached, and seeing hornet and holly again reopened the wound. so i could see that being the main reason why he didn't plan to stay permanently until after fpk returned

#ask stuff #feral pk au

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will-you-pick-me · 11 months

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Can we get a ranking of the LI's from best to worst on the yan scale? I don't wanna end up picking the biggest baddie for my first run haha-

Oof, that's actually kinda hard to decide, they're all pretty bad in their own ways. Maybe it's better if I just tell you their types, because one type might be light for one person but heavy for another--- Mikey: Our favorite little he/him lesbian gangster is... well, a gangster. As you might have seen in the "Unhinged Y/N" blurb, he's really erratic in his behavior, and starts out with kidnapping and keeping you, but if pushed too far, will ultimately get rid of you. This can result in either your death, or a new route and LI to unlock. (This route IS very heavy and gorey, though, even by my standards. Use caution with this guy.)

Ulrich: Ulrich is the CEO of a company, plus old family money - he doesn't need to use violence, he has money to pay off people to erase your existence from the internet and all other files and buy the silence of anyone who might have raised the alarm for you. Most people set aside their morals after the 5th fat stack of hundreds. He also has connections to people who would gladly stick a tracking chip in you for the right price. And if it means keeping you, no price is too high. (successful escape leads to new LI and route to unlock.)

Zachnaphael: Technically, this angel doesn't quite go "yan"... but if you push them hard enough, they won't ever be allowed back into heaven, and you'll have to be the one to pick up the broken pieces of an entity who corrupted themselves beyond all recognition for your sake. A shattered mind is not very easy to take care of, or put back together. And if you decide you can't deal with that and leave... Well, then you both are as good as dead. But in the ground, at least you'll be together forever.

Jessica: You hurt her? You dared to hurt her, after all she's done for you, after all she's already lived through? You're just like her "family" - better off as garden fertilizer. But don't worry - your friends will just adore the tomatoes she gives them next year, fresh, dried, sauced, in salads, it will all be just delicious. Jack: This sweet, innocent puppy turns into a feral wolf pretty quick when it comes to the idea of losing you. He won't hesitate to cripple you, cutting off your legs first, and if you still find the will to crawl out the door again in that state, he'll take your arms, too. He'll do everything in his power to make sure you can never, ever, pull that shit with him again. Don't you know it's dangerous out there, after all? Just let him take care of you. That's all he wants. It's not his fault you're too stupid to sit and stay. But maybe after a little training, he'll give you a treat... (successful escape leads to another new LI and route to unlock.)

Narrator: No canon yandere arc, but if you die enough times, he WILL start spiraling into despair and self loathing at not being able to save you. Why won't you listen to him? Are you angry at him? Is this all just to make him suffer? All he wanted to do was help, please, just stop, be safe this time... Please.

#pick me! arg #pick me! characters #sneak peeks #mun talks #teasers

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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The Possession (Sequel to Mystery of Laufey Manor)

Read chapter 6 here // Series Masterlist

Chapter 7

Summary : You find out who attacked Loki

You didn't move, you stayed in the hospital and didn't move even once. You swore to not leave him alone until he'd wake up and look at you, even after that. Bruce was by your side even though you asked him to leave, he didn't want to, however as the morning came around he left because he had to report at work. You kept looking at him from the little window on the door, when they cleared you to go in and visit him, you sat down next to him and linked your fingers with his.

The hands that held you, caressed you and pleasured you seemed so dull and lifeless.

"Please wake up Loki, please wake up,I love you and I'm sorry I let the jealousy get to us like that" you sobbed as you placed your head down on the bed.

Were you jealous of Wanda and Loki even though it was stupid? Yes. Did you feel insecure about his past with Laura? Yes. Did you want him to leave the apartment knowing too well that he'd get hurt? No. You didn't want him to leave the apartment.

You have replayed that conversation a thousand times in your head. And you can't help but wonder how you allowed him to leave around 8 at night when in the morning you were afraid to even let him be in the bathroom alone. Why didn't you ask him to stop? Why didn't your feet run towards him, it was as if you were compelled to not do it.

"Please I can't do this without you lo" you mumbled again, you would do anything just for him to open his eyes and look at you again. You can't even bear the thought of losing him forever. Who beat him up? Who did this to him? How did he end up in the alley? He wouldn't go there unless he knew the person who hurt him. If Steve was possessing someone to do it, he must be someone Loki might be familiar with.

Few more hours passed but his condition wasn't improving. Natasha came to visit you in the hospital and you broke down again in front of her

"Why did I let him go? I knew he'd get hurt then why didn't I stop him?" You sobbed and she sighed

"I think I know why, I can't tell you but I can show you something Clint captured on one of the cameras, however I don't think now is the right time for that" she wiped your tears and she went to see Loki. You followed her because you felt afraid, truth to be told after knowing that Steve can possess other people, you didn't trust anyone.

"You can trust me, he can't get to me, my mind is alot stronger than other people. I wouldn't be here and I mean in general if I was so easy to possess" she said to you and you looked at her surprised.

"How did you know I was feeling that way?"

"I could feel it, James always said that it's a gift"

"It must be so hard though, knowing other's pain, and being able to feel it"

"It is, but it's also comforting when I'm able to help in any way that I can, besides it might seem that way but a spirit can not possess anyone they want, remember the three stages we talked about?" She asked you and you nodded

"Don't worry about Steve, we will get rid of him I promise you that, for now you need to take care of yourself so you can take care of him" as you both stepped inside Loki's room she put her hand on his and closed her eyes. You don't know what she was doing, you just wanted him to get healed

"He'll be okay" she said to you and you felt a miniscule amount of relief surging through your veins

"How do you know?"

"He's thinking about you, he's fighting the death, he doesn't want to leave you all alone here" you started sobbing as she said that so she walked over to you and hugged you.

"Believe in your love, that's what would bring him back" she whispered softly and stayed with you for sometime before she had to leave. You didn't want to leave his side, so you sat down on the couch and kept your eyes on him. The sound of the monitor beeping kept you on the edge, you were afraid he'd flatline if you even blinked. You have been in the same situation twice before with your mom and dad, they didn't get to have their forever either, they died too soon and you didn't want to go through the same fate.

You closed your eyes for a minute, you haven't slept in 35 hours now and it was starting to get to you and that's when you heard his angelic voice calling out for you

"Darling….y/n" he whispered and you immediately got up from the couch and walked over to him, you were afraid to even touch him, he was bandaged all over, his face was beaten up and he had a broken nose. He was stabbed in his torso twice,and his chest as well which luckily for him didn't harm the vital organs but he still had lost a lot of blood. His ankle was broken, that bastard got him in the same leg that was broken previously.

"Lo baby hey..baby I'm here ..I'm here" you tried to control your sobs but your voice broke at the sight of him. When he finally opened his eyes and looked at you is when you burst into a fit of cries, he was there with you. He was there with you

"My love" his voice brought you the relief that you craved so badly

"I'm here baby, wait I'll call the doctor"

You ran out and yelled for the doctors to come and he checked up on him. "Everything looks fine, the critical hours have passed and him being conscious so soon is nothing sort of a miracle" The doctor said to you and you held Loki's hand. He was trying to smile but he couldn't, he had no energy left in his body. You asked the doctor about everything you needed to know about his condition and he told you that they would keep him there for two weeks until the stab wounds are healed and then he could go home.

Home what home? That place wasn't safe for him but then where was he safe from Steve? He could go anywhere and do anything. But then you remembered what Natasha told you and it made you worry about something. The night Loki got attacked in the bedroom upstairs by a man must be the same man who attacked him. It has to be.

"Lo…I'm so sorry baby, I'm sorry I allowed this to happen" you looked at him and he brought his hand up then tapped on the side of the bed.

"I don't think I should.."

"Just come here, I need to feel you darling, I'm here now, I promised you I won't leave didn't I?" Your eyes teared up again and you carefully scooted on the side of the hospital bed.

He knew you must be beating yourself up for the way things happened yesterday, he knew you'd blame yourself for that, he also knew that you must not have left his side even for a second while he was gone and he needed you to be at ease now. Now that he knew who attacked him and that you both had the help from James and Natasha, he was going to figure out a way to end this once and for all. But he needed to comfort you first

"Lo..I love you so much and I'm Sorry"

"No ..no my darling, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left, I should have known that you'd never want me to leave"

"But I let you go lo..I let you leave, why didn't I stop you?" You sobbed as you pressed your head between the crook of his neck, he smelled like the hospital but it was the most comforting smell in the moment. He was awake and okay, he was by your side.

"Because he didn't want you to, that's exactly what he wanted for us, he used your jealousy and insecurity to get you against me" you thought about what he said, there was something truly wrong with you yesterday, you could feel it. Just a few minutes after Loki left you felt the immense dread filling you up, you knew he would get in harm's way. Did he possess you?

"But lo.. if he was inside me then who attacked you?" You asked him as you put your head up to look at him

"First of all, wrong choice of wordings darling.." you giggled between your cries and placed a kiss on his forehead.

"Sorry" you mumbled meekly and he lifted his hand up to caress your cheeks

"He can't possess two people at once, he left your body you once I was out of the apartment and then he possessed someone else to attack me"

"Wait.. so that means, I'm dangerous for you?" You quickly got off the bed and sat down on the couch as the realization hit you. You were worried about everyone else hurting him while you're the one person who can hurt him the most.

"Darling..it's okay..calm down" he whispered softly so you sat down on the couch. "You're not going to hurt me okay? I won't let you.. even if he gets you, now I know what he's doing and I'd be cautious, I'll bring you back to me I promise, I love you" you nodded and he signalled you to come back to the bed so walked closer to him and laid down on the bed again.

"I love you lo.. more than anything" You placed your head back between his neck, just feeling his touch and warmth brought the comfort you needed. You had so many questions you wanted to ask him about the attack but you didn't want to stress him right now. It took you a few minutes to fall asleep. You woke up to a nurse asking you to leave as the visiting hours were over, you looked at him and he seemed to be asleep himself.

"Is he alright, can you check on him?" You asked her and she seemed to be annoyed by your request.

"He got stabbed and beaten, are you expecting him to dance around? let him sleep and recover" she told you, so you got up and waited outside. She can't throw you out from there. You got an hour of sleep and that was enough to charge you up for a few hours. Bruce didn't come back and you figured he must be busy, you couldn't stop thinking about the attack and you needed to go home and change. You were starting to stink..

As if they read your thoughts, you saw Natasha and James walking towards you and you got up to hug them.

"He's okay, he woke up..he talked to me" you mumbled to her and you saw a genuine smile on their faces

"Told you didn't I?"

"He'll be fine now, we won't let any harm come to him anymore" james said so you smiled at him

"Thank you for everything you guys are doing, I mean just coming here to see us and you have known us for two days, just thank you"

"You don't have to thank us, we are just doing what we do. Go home, change, eat something and then come back" you smiled and nodded but you felt afraid to go back there.

"Clint and Wanda would accompany you, she'd also help if something happens. You can trust her" Natasha told you and you looked at Loki from the window one more time before you left the hospital, you met Clint and Wanda outside and they waved at you to get in the car

"How's hubby doin?" She asked you and you smiled at her. You really did overreact yesterday

"He's okay now, he'll get better"

"You're very lucky" Clint said to you and you nodded as a small smile formed on your lips

"Indeed..I am the luckiest"

When you reached your apartment, you went to the bathroom and got out as quickly as you could. Wanda and Clint were in the living room

"Hey asshole Steve are you here?" You heard her yelling and it made you chuckle. You thought you could never hate anyone, but the way you truly despised Steve in the moment was astonishing. As you stepped out, she looked at you, Clint was using the kitchen to make coffee.

"Are you guys always this friendly?" You asked Wanda and she smiled

"Noo..only to the special ones, you guys are special" you smiled at her, you felt bad about judging her yesterday. Since when did you start to judge people?

"Loki said you blamed him yesterday for all this, why did you say that?" You asked her and she winked at you

"You know why.. for all its worth I think he did the right thing, this asshole had it coming" she was so sure about it you didn't even want to argue.

"Did you tell your sister?" You questioned her and she shook her head

"I think she have an idea, something about your story didn't add up"

"Then why are you guys believing in us?" You were taken away by their judgment, they were choosing to put their faith in you both. Like you did with Loki, your judgment was flawed but you weren't wrong about him, he was the kind decent sexy man you fell in love with. Not everything was a lie.

"Because we know evil when we see one"

When you went back to the hospital, the visiting hours were on again, and you found Loki having a conversation with James and Natasha.

"Hey.." you walked over to him and bent down to peck him on the lips. He smiled as soon as he saw you heading towards him.

"So what is the plan next?" You asked them and they looked at each other,

"Well now that we know that who attacked Loki we can make sure he stays away from you both" James said and you looked at Loki in shock

"Wait..who attacked you yesterday? You saw him?" You asked Loki and he nodded. You had a doubt that it might be someone you were familiar with, you just didn't think Steve would get him involved in this,

"It's your friend Bruce, he approached me yesterday on my way back to home"

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masonsystem · 3 months

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dunmesh spoilers rambling

its actually so clever but also crazy that marcille loses her desire to take care of her hair like brooo cuz throughout the series her various hairstyles are such a fun thing to look out for and at the very end its like oh. thats gone forever now... like Ok 🥲 but literally so clever and impactful cuz wow you'd never expect something like that to be something that can be "taken" from w character yknow

also just in general the ending is fucking crazyyy like its not super emphasized how fucked up it is but the fact that laios can never feel full again ever in his life is fucked up crazy. like that is torturous. yes he can keep on living but like O_O and also not being able to go near monsters again like very poetic and clever but also sad to a degree like thats his passion and love like... he meant this quote for real!!!

like he ate that fucking lion but in turn that lion ate the fuck out of him. yo wait

bro.... but also yeah he had to fucking KILL falin in order to "save" her. "save" in quotation marks bc i think falin is dead af (will make a post abt that later (hopefully) (inshallah)) but yeah he had to give up so much of himself to "save" falin like he ate so much and so much of himself was devoured like damn..

also since im rambling anyways since im a Tragic Siblings Enjoyer its crazy how tragic these siblings are! like they are unhealthily dependent on one another then one day laios just cuts her away and Leaves and its just sad and lonely falin eating meals by herself, but when she sees him again she goes with him despite there likely being a much better life for her if she stuck to her own path. but like thats her brother who she wants to go with she cant just let him go

and then when one day she does the same to him and leaves him, and gets eaten, he finds that he cant let go of her anymore. after leaving the village and realizing he cant fit in anywhere outside of the village either, he realizes he'll actually do anything to get falin back. like for so long they only had each other.. also omg falin couldnt fit in anywhere outside of the village either. even tho she made it to magic school she was also ostracized there and only befriended marcille. oh marcille. shes the link between the two....

back to the siblings. but like yeah they only had each other and couldnt let the other one go, and it cost them so much like laios can never be satiated food-wise and also monster-wise, and falin is likely just a demonically made copy of herself and not even the real thing anymore, with a body thats been altered into a chimera.. like had they let either of themselves go at any point then it wouldnt have come to this. and how this echoes thistle who couldnt let the golden kingdom go and it ended up like That. their love is cannibalizing and monstrous. but also beautiful but also sad. like damnnnn

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satohqbanana · 8 months

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Note: I do NOT remember writing this. BUT, I think you should take a gander at how frustrated I'd been over Aveyond 1. I kept everything intact from when I found it in my drafts besides some formatting.

Okay okay; AV1 reboot but now everybody has social links like with Persona's system. Building social links with the rest of the party members is pretty much small sidequests, but your reward for maximizing them is additional backstory (everyone), other party members improving their own relationships with each other (John/Elini and Teijal/Galahad), and some impact on what ending/skills you get (Lars and Dameon).

Marge

Backstory: She's been working her bones off to pay her family's large debt. Max Link: She leaves John alone to work on improving herself. Condition: None

John

Backstory: Working with dragons got him in jail. Max Link: He'll be strong enough to say no to Elini's proposal. Condition: Must be maxed out before they go to Veldt

Elini

Backstory: She became a summoner because being strong was an important trait for Veldtonian women. Max Link: She decides to propose without using a love potion. Condition: Must be maxed out before they go to Veldt.

Galahad

Backstory: He grew up on his mother's tales of heroic knights and thinks that if he believes in magic now he'll sully her memory. Max Link: He acknowledges magic and his vampirism. Condition: Must be maxed out before they reach Thais.

Teijal

Backstory: Her brother Gyendal's travels made her feel envious so she decided to one-up him by going out into the sun. Max Link: She'll change her ways of flirting/communicating with Galahad. Condition: Must be maxed out before they reach Thais.

Okay so this part is where it gets interesting:

To get to either ending with Lars or Dameon, you have to build one social link to half and the other to maximum, reflecting that both are important to Rhen's development.

Dameon

Backstory: He grew close to his father, and losing him was devastating. Dameon finds himself unable to forgive his mother for his father's death. Max Link: All of Rhen's important moments with Dameon will help him recover from the hypnotism and get back on his feet. He gets a powerful offensive spell which his mother once taught him, and he will join you in your fight against Ahriman. You will get the Queen ending no matter what and marry Dameon. Effect of Link with Lars: Rhen will be able to forgive Dameon's betrayal. Condition: Must be maxed out before they face Agas.

Lars

Backstory: His role model used to be his father, who was both a sorcerer and a sword singer, before the man along with his mistress was banished from the Empire forever. He doesn't know how to feel about his family. Max Link: All of Rhen's important moments with Lars helps him break free of Agas' temporary manipulation* in the Dreamworld. Rhen and Lars will be able to do a combination attack that Lars' father perfected. You will get the Veldarah ending no matter what, but it's still up to you if you want their relationship to be platonic or romantic. To make it romantic, you have to get Lars and Rhen to talk in Elini's house* before the final fight. Effect of Link with Dameon: Rhen will remember her "promise" to Lars about abolishing slavery. Condition: Must be maxed out before they face Agas.

* - I have to explain that beyond "I wanted Lars and Dameon to parallel each other so much" and "it follows my fanon", don't I?

And for funsies since Lars and Dameon's Links both affect the ending:

If you get only to at least half of both Lars' and Dameon's Links, Rhen will return to Clearwater and marry Danny instead.

If you don't get enough points for their Links, Rhen will decide to live as a hermit.

If you don't get enough points to build substantial Links with anyone except Dameon, Rhen will join Dameon and Ahriman.

#aveyond #av1 #anne's av musings

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marshmallowprotection · 2 years

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Hello. I saw your requests are open and thought I'd send one in. Could you write for Yoosung and Saeyoung (or just Yoosung if you wish) comforting an MC who's relatives are moving away after being close by for a couple of years. I never got to see them much as a child, so I don't feel like I've had enough time with them. It's also hard on me because I don't really have much local family that I'm on good terms with, so this is going to leave a big gap in my life. I can already feel myself missing them greatly. Thank you for your consideration. Have a nice day.

Yoosung knows what it feels like to lose family. He knows what it feels like to have family that you don’t see often but you wish that you could more. He gets that feeling because he wishes all the time that he knew Rika sooner than he did. He often wishes that he had more time to speak with her and learn about her because... even if you know someone, you may not feel like you actually do know them. So, that hurt in your eyes is something he knows like the back of his hand. He just wishes that you didn’t have to experience it.

It's not something that's in your control so it's not as if you can stop people from leaving. Sometimes, people have to leave for their own reasons and there's nothing you can do about it. That doesn't mean that you're not allowed to hurt about it or that you can't be sad. You’re allowed to be sad about losing people.

The one thing that he wants to do is make sure that you know that even though they're leaving, they're not going to be gone. It's never too late to get to know people and you can start to reach out through various means online to keep in touch. You don't have to feel as though you're losing something forever, there's always a chance to start over from the beginning.

It’s why he finds it important to hold you when you feel your worst. “Hey, it’s okay. I know you're going to miss them and you're going to feel like you're a little more alone in the world than you were yesterday. But you're not. You're not alone at all because no matter how far the distance or where people go, you're still connected. That's what I tell myself whenever I get down about my cousin. Somewhere out there, maybe not so far away, is somebody that you care about and they’re thinking about you too. Even if it feels like you're going to be alone, you're not. You just have to change the way that you look at it. Besides, don't worry, I'll be here for you so you could never be alone. “

Saeyoung knows loss. He knows what it feels like to be separated from your family while they're still alive. He knows the feeling of isolation and what it feels like to not be able to be face-to-face with someone that matters a lot to you. It is the worst feeling in the world. The distance isn't something he likes to contend with. It makes the world feel a little bit smaller every time you can't see people. It was a feeling that he had to live with for a long time.

It's not something he wants you to experience at the end of the day.

Yet, it is out of his control. Your situation is a little bit different than his so there are things that he can do to make it feel a little less harsh. If you want to set up anything online, he can easily help you. It isn't that hard for him to work together a way for you to have those bonds. If it means something to you, he's willing to go over the top to ensure that you don't feel alone. You'll never have to worry about keeping in touch because he'll make sure that there's an Avenue open if that's something that you want to pursue.

It’s why when you have frustrated tears, he can’t help but hold your hands. “You know, when Saeran was so far away... I felt alone. I felt alone for a very long time. Absence does not make the heart grow fonder, it just makes you feel as if you're going to suffocate. However, there's nothing stopping you from making a change in keeping in touch with people. There's nothing holding you back from that and you can make bonds that make you feel less isolated at the end of the day. You don't have to grieve when there’s still doors that can be opened, kitten.”

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forensicated · 5 months

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Ah. The culmination of one of the worst PM plots, finally. Usual rules apply, no Gina but it's the conclusion of a huge plot both are involved in so it's being covered despite not officially having both parties of Smiffina in. Also, I will forever hate that she's not involved in the end of the TFG (The Fake Gabriel) plot because she was so instrumental in it. Bloody Prosser.

As you all know - TFG - The Fake Gabriel, TRG - The Real Gabriel.

Sometimes I think back over the TB plotlines and history and wonder if certain parts were actual fever dreams rather than real. Can you imagine Roy, Mike and Ted dealing with the shitshow of TFG?

TRIGGER WARNINGS: ABH, Huge history of controlling and abusive behaviour and discussion of rape, a murder attempt and a depiction of suicide.

Strap in, it's a long one because it weaves across the entire episode.

Smiffina Episodes - Episode 353

TFG is angry Sheelagh went through his things. Sheelagh demands that he tell her who he is, she thinks everything he tells her is fake and lies even when it's the truth, especially as he insists he's an only child. He recounts what happened when TRG was adopted, they never asked him if he wanted a brother or told him he was coming - it was just a surprise one day. His father told him that his brother had a rough start to his life where as he (TFG) had everything so he should be grateful and get on with it. I have to admit, if it's the truth, and you never can tell with TFG, it is a horrendous thing to have happened suddenly one day - wallop, here you go. This baby is moving in and he's your brother and you have to put up with it without any preperation or discussion. He insists it was easier just to push people away and be a loaner as he felt they never loved him. He hated it and hated them, and often hated himself. So then the choice came up to be someone else... and he took it. And he doesn't regret it because it meant he met Sheelagh. He tells her he loves her... she tells him she can never believe a word he says.

June rings the hospital to find out how TRG is getting on. There's been no change after he opened his eyes. She wants to tell Adam everything as it's eating her alive but Smithy manages to reassure her and get her to agree not to. He insists that it's not enough for him to just lose his job for lying about who he is. June sighs and tells Smithy that she thinks she made 'the mess' so she should be the one to clear it up... Smithy tells her she doesn't know the half of it - and takes her into the Sgt's office to tell her about what Kerry alleged Gabriel did. June confides that before Kerry died she came to see her and wanted to tell her something but couldn't get the words out. June puts a time limit on it. If they don't find anything out by tomorrow, she's going to tell all to Adam.

June has to return to the hospital to collect TRG's clothes for a media appeal. She goes to tell her son how sorry she is for everything, standing with him for as long as she can before she has to return to work.

Sheelagh can't trust TFG or believe anything he says. TFG insists they can leave but Sheelagh insists too many people know the truth to be able to just run away. He insists only they know the truth and they're the only people who matter. He'll 'take care of his brother'. "What do you mean?" Sheelagh asks, wide eyed. TFG says it doesn't matter but she won't be calmed and asks again. He tells her he'd do anything for her - whatever it took. "So how far would you go?" "My brothers already in a coma. You're too important to let go." Sheelagh tries to escape and he lashes out, slapping her round the face.

Laura is worried about Sheelaghas she hasn't been seen. Dean says she was at the hospital and might have gotten chatting. Laura 'casually' asks about TFG who was apparently dealing with a domestic. She asks him to try and call him and he doesn't answer.

TFG tries to apologise to Sheelagh, telling her that sometimes his anger gets the better of him and he needs her to help him. He tries to do the right thing but it always backfires. People don't understand him... but she does. Sheelagh swallows and tries to reassure him so she can keep safe, forcing herself to touch him and comfort him to calm him down so she can get out of the room. She eyes the door, promising him they're a team. He calms at her touch and she finally makes a break for it, managing to open the door but he forces it close and drags her upstairs.

Laura goes to Smithy and tells him neither Sheelagh or TFG have been seen, nor at they responding to their radio calls. He tells her not to jump to conclusions... she has to tell him she's told Sheelagh the truth about TFG and TRG. He tells her to go to Sheelagh's house with Tony but to be discreet - only for TFG to bundle through the doors beside them. He claims he had a dodgy battery and he was at a domestic in Mercy Lane.

Laura heads off to go to Sheelagh's and Smithy has to tell June that Sheelagh knows. She asks if he thinks TFG might have done something to Sheelagh and Smithy replies it depends how far she thinks he might go to protect himself. Ah.. if only you knew, Sgt! June posts TFG with her for the day so she can keep an eye on him and keep him out the way. Smithy's not happy but June is incharge of postings and he can't override her decision.

Smithy lets Sam know that they have the clothes and he notices the label, googling it as it's an American brand that isn't available in the UK. He tells Sam to get onto the FBI as they use different security for people entering/exiting the US so they could have his prints on file and stop her wasting time on the local press where he potentially won't be known.

TFG wangles a visit to the hospital by influencing the victim of an RTA that she needs to go in, despite her insisting she's fine. June gets asked to go help a female patient by a nurse and TFG takes the chance to look for his brother, but there's a nurse with him so he can't get near. He forces his way into the nearest toilets, staring at his reflection before breaking a fire alarm and triggering the fire alarm.

At Sheelagh's house, Laura and Tony have broken in with Laura being told off by Tony as she 'needs to brush up on her section 17 as they're only supposed to break in if they believe they'll be saving life or limb.' "What do you think we're doing here?" She hisses at Tony, rushing upstairs. Sure enough they find Sheelagh trussed up and gagged in the main bedroom. She tells them it's TFG and he's threatening his brother. Tony is shocked and surprised but Laura calls it in immediatley.

As the hospital evacuates, TFG marches into ITU, standing over the prone body of his brother, TRG. He puts on a pair of gloves and removes his breathing tube, and finally smothers him with a pillow before replacing the breathing tube and turning off the whining monitors. TFG dumps the gloves in the medical waste and looks back at TRG.

Smithy finds out the TFG is at the hospital with June dealing with a minor RTC and dispatches Steve to attend at the hospital. TFG returns to June and tells her he went to the toilet and then got evacuated to the carpark because of the fire alarm. A nurse and Steve rush into ITU and find TRG and shout for help as he's had a cardiac arrest. June questions him further and he tells her that he got talking to a paramedic. Steve watches as TRG is resucitated. Sam has been brought up to date about TFG and TRG - but not all details. She doesn't know about June's involvement so suggests that they put out a bogus message that TRG died of natural causes. Smithy tells her they can't - because TFG is out with June - but tells her he can't get into it now. He hurries to comfort Sheelagh as she's brought in and warns Tony to stick to her side and not to let her out of his sight until TFG is brought in - in cuffs.

Sam updates Smithy that TRG's monitor and breathing tube had been tampered with and they involved the crime scene examiners. Sam wants to involved the Superintendent and arranges for CID to arrest TFG - but Smithy refuses, he wants to be the one who arrests him. Sam sighs - but agrees.

TFG tells June she won't have to put up with him for much longer. She asks him what he means by that but they get a call through the radio before he can answer. They get called to a girl who is burning the clothes of her fathers girlfriend who is abusing her mentally. She tries to close the door on them but TFG over reaches and boots it straight in. "If the mountain won't come to Mohammed..." he shrugs when June asks what he's doing. The girl is terrified and picks up a knife that she'd been using to make a sandwich, holding it up as protection. Jess is unstable and wants to kill herself, holding the knife to her wrists. She wants to join her mother who died from stomach cancer and June tries to comfort her but TFG keeps over stepping and almost getting stabbed.

TFG is on the edge, spotting the officers gathering outside the flat block after hearing a radio call from Smithy. He knows the game is up so starts to wind the girl up more, insulting her and insisting she's just pitying herself. He grasps a bottle of vodka on the table and drinks from it. He compares himself to Jess and tells her that her dad doesn't care - just like his didn't and that they are the only people who can look after each other as people only let you down. She runs to June who tells her to lock herself in her bedroom.

June tells TFG he is a disgrace to the uniform and she will personally see to it that he has the book thrown at him. TFG just scoffs, "It's already over." He tells her. "You're my nightmare you are, trying to destroy my life one way or the other." June yells that it's never his fault and he always has to blame someone else. "Aren't you man enough to take responsibility for yourself?" TFG shouts at her to shut up and he throws the bottle at her, causing it to smash on the wall which Smithy overhears.

Smithy orders officers to cover each exit and tells Laura to get him more back up as they rush in. TFG forcibly cuffs June, telling her he wants her to suffer like he has and forces her up to the roof. Smithy isn't far behind, reaching the floor that they were on. He locates Jess who is sobbing and terrified. He asks her if she's okay and promises that he'll leave her for a few minutes but someone is coming to her and will look after her. Smithy stalks up to the roof in time to hear TFG preaching at June, claiming she takes his happiness away everytime he finds some. He insists June robbed him of his entire life. She tries to calm him down, telling him it can be gotten over and to let her go. She'll pretend it hasn't happened and get him help. "It's too late for that. I'm a lost cause." "No, nobody's a lost cause. Not even you." "You don't know what I'm capable of. Andrea does, so does Kerry. My brother, he found out too." June begs him to tell her what has happened to her son and he remains ominously silent whilst she cries.

"I couldn't take the chance he'd tell people who he was. I'd lose Sheelagh." June swallows, telling him it wasn't TRG's fault, he wasn't driving the car that killed them but TFG still is adamant that he did because they were arguing over his decision to look for June. That, in TFG's head, makes it June's fault "for inflicting him on his family." June glares at him. "You always find someone to blame." "Not someone, June." he replies calmly. "You." TFG continues to berate her as June spots Smithy behind them. Smithy gestures for her to play for time and looks around him for ideas of how to restrain and arrest TFG.

Sickeningly, Gabriel blames June for being raped and mocks her that it's happened twice, claiming she has 'victim' tattooed on her forehead. "You are a monster" "You made me what I am."

June takes the opportunity to ask him what he's he has done, reminding him he mentioned Kerry and Andrea. TFG smiles, telling her The Sniper's death wasn't an accident and that he forced him over the edge and then let go because 'he would have pointed the finger at me'. He admits he left Andrea to die in the fire because she'd worked out who he was and that Kerry knew he was too - claiming all roads lead back to June. June spits that he raped Kerry and TFG insists that it takes two to tango. Having worked his way closer, Smithy loses his temper on hearing Kerry spoken about like that and launches at TFG and the two fight. With TFG on the floor, Smithy helps June out of her cuffs only for TFG to go back for more, striking him on the back with the ASP. Smithy turns, yelling in pain and they fight, with TFG kicking Smithy in the face, knocking him out cold for enough seconds to try force Smithy over the edge. Smithy fights back with both men strangling each other. TFG punches him out cold again and approaches June. "It's over." she tells him, which Gabriel agrees with. But he tells her it ends now... and he climbs into the top of the rails. "See what you've done to me." he spits at June before jumping off. June can hardly watch and Smithy comes round just in time to look over and see Gabriel's body. "Let's get out of here." he says gently, uncuffing June and leading her away.

Smithy is told that he needs to get his statement in and he tells Laura he knows the score. She smiles and asks if she can buy him a drink later. "I hope you've been to the bank!" he replies, before literal Super Sarge is wrapped in a red cape blanket.

Laura reassures June that her son isn't dead and that he is still in the hospital in a coma but TFG did not succeed in killing him. She rushes to his bedside as Sam reassures her the doctors don't know how long he was starved of oxygen but to stay positive.

Side note: well done to the drug addict arrested for telling Dan that whilst Rochelle might not be an addict anymore she is still clearly chasing that high for kicks hence taking stupid risks with him but not making time to see him when it's safer/Ian isn't around or in the building etc. She's using him and he can't see it. Woe :(

Shoe horning a Dan reference in? Me? Never.

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lady-eny · 2 years

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Fics Masterlist

Hi everyone! Eny here✨

Although I have many ships, I’m currently obsessed with LEVIHAN (those precious😍) so my fics here are about them. English/Español

AO3 accs: I’m LadyEny in english, and eallfan1 en español!

My ask box is always open, or feel free to reach out in any other way. I love chatting!

LEVIHAN

Multi-chapters

Real Love (Now COMPLETE!) (AO3)

Hange Zoe is in love with Zeke Yeager, a humble soldier. But to save her family, she's forced to marry one Levi Ackerman, entering into a marriage she despises.

Regardless, will Hange be able to find real love even in a situation where hate prevails?

(Love triangle/Period Romance/Hate-to-love)

On the Nature of Duty (Complete) (Tumblr / AO3)

When Levi, Eldia’s best agent, is sent to kill the marleyan star analyst Hange Zoe, he doesn’t expect what awaits him.

Forced to team up with his enemies to save the world, he soon starts losing sight of his duty. Despite reminding himself how much he hates her, being around Hange makes him question everything he thought was true.

Levi can’t prevent his brain from scrambling at her mere presence, ever closer…

Perhaps it’s that he knows her from a long time ago...

Time to Time (Complete!) (Tumblr / AO3)

When Hange met Levi, little did she know everything that would come after.

Not just titans and the end of the world, but their own personalities, problems, and not to mention those developing feelings none of them want to acknowledge.

Over time their relationship changes, for good and worse. But at the end they always come back to each other. It’s only a matter of time.

~AKA the LeviHan journey from meeting to friends, to something more, to hating each other (or do they?), to rekindling their relationship, etc

Once more with feeling (Complete) (Tumblr / AO3)

Hange's birthday was a good day—until Levi forgot her special day and the expedition turned disastrous.

Now, thanks to an unknown force, she finds herself reliving the same day with a big task: save everyone from their deaths—and maybe learn something along the way.

Will she be able to save them all, especially Levi, who tends to end up dead again and again? Can she face her true feelings for a certain friend?

One-shots

She would never know (NSFW)

Even though Hange loves him, there's already someone in Levi's heart. Someone who isn't, and will never, be her.

Angst/Some fluff/ Unrequired Love (or is it?)

"Love is not demanded or begged for; it’s given freely. It progresses naturally. It’s a fire that lits without much incentive and burns everything in its path.

Forced it withers and drowns. Ends without starting.

That’s why they were never going to work out."

a kiss that could last an eternity (NSFW)

Levi's been in a bad mood and Hange'll find out why.

“Do you want to f*ck me?” She asks all of a sudden, before considering it.

Levi’s mouth hangs.

“Oh my god,” Hange says, covering her face.

The waiting

Levi is sure that Hange will come back to him, in one way or another. And he'll wait for her as long as necessary.

The Queen and I

Hange is the Queen, Levi a bodyguard in love with her--in denial, of course.

Could they be together?

Meant to last Forever

Levi & Hange have been in a relationship for years when things start to fall down. (Angst with a Happy ending/Break-up and reconciliation.)

Dreams come true... in unexpected ways

Hange has her life planned and expects it to stay up to her wishes. She thinks it does, when she meets Zeke and believes him to be her soulmate. But what if her true partner is someone else, someone she knows since forever and who turns out to be her best friend?

The Love Effect

After Hange's experiment goes wrong, Erwin has to find out what happened when the Survey Corps experienced the effects of her "love potion".

Including whatever she and Levi are keeping from him...

Multiplex Tips

"What’s the best way to confess to someone?" wasn't a question Levi ever expected to ask, even less towards the newer—and well, only—members of the Survey Corps. But here he is, and here they are.

After a flood of advice, Levi needs to get ready for the great day... unless Hange has other plans—like a new lover, perhaps?

Wicked Costumes (NSFW)

Levi accepts to be Hange's costume partner for Halloween, but these costumes have a peculiarity: they seem to fire and uncover some secret desires.

The myth of the princess and the hero

(aka the levihan fairytale inspired by the myth of Calypso, with a happy ending)

Memories fade, but love never dies

Levi lives in in the past. Memories of his life, of the people he used to love, of her. But what happens if one day he can't come back and recall these days?

What if they meet again, and he can't remember her name?

I’d recognize you wherever you were

Levi wakes up and finds himself in another body---one with the days numbered. Can Hange recognize him like this? Believe him, at the very least? Will he survive?

Hange and the Holes

Hange's fear of holes dates back many years, to a time when she met a boy whose gray eyes soothed her soul.

The Abnormal Files

Investigating a mysterious disappearance, Hange believes aliens are behind it, while Levi is convinced there must be an entirely plausible explanation.

(AKA your average The X Files episode but make it Levihan)

A night lost in time

In the Underground, when Levi was a child, he met a little girl from the sky that was joyful and wild. Together, they wandered for one night alone, changing each other for the time to come.

Sweets and Feathers

To Levi, tonight will be the worst night of his life... or will it? Levi and Hange are best friends with a trick-or-treat night ahead, but when they make a stop at the Circus of Paradis, they ask themselves what the future has in store for them.

In the end, is destiny really that important?

if I only could...

Hange and Levi are a couple, and happily so. That is, until tragedy strikes. Now Levi has to pick up his pieces and embarks on a path full of vengeance.

The sun goes down

As the colossal titans approach, Hange and Levi are together. The sunset shines brightly before their eyes, and they can only cling to each other as the sun goes down.

Trust no one

“Was it all a lie?”

Hange rolls her eyes and dedicates him a smirk.

“Who knows?” is her only answer.

Español

¿No me odias?

Levi y Hange tienen que trabajar juntos para la presentación final, pero tal situación deja a Hange con la sensación de que su compañero la odia. Pero, ¿es realmente odio lo que se esconde tras ese comportamiento imperturbable, o hay algo más que ella es incapaz de ver?

¡No me piques los ojos!

Desde niños, Hange ha sido la mejor amiga de Levi. Pero, ¿qué hará este cuándo el baile de fin de cursos se acerca, y alguien más parece querer ir con ella? No picarle los ojos —idealmente—, pero la mano de Levi parece tener vida propia.

La belleza de los pequeños momentos

Lo que Levi más ama en el mundo es a su pequeña familia. Los mejores recuerdos de su vida son pequeños momentos con ellos.

Aunque Hange piense que es la peor madre del mundo, en esta excursión al parque de diversiones ambos demostraran que, para tratar con sus hijos, no hay nadie más adecuado que ellos mismos.

En el Bosque, el brillo es auténtico

Ha pasado poco tiempo desde que volvieron de Shiganshina, desde que se convirtieron en los último sobrevivientes veteranos de la Legión. Cuando Hange desaparece, Levi no puede más que ir a buscarla, para encontrarla en el bosque, el único lugar en donde siempre pueden ser ellos mismos.

Con la música, las estrellas brillan más

Tras la guerra, Levi y Hange viven en un mundo interno sombrío, rodeados de los ecos del pasado. Mas sin embargo, un poco de música siempre es capaz de encender la luz en sus corazones, de recordarles que están vivos, y que se tienen el uno al otro.

No todo está perdido, pues juntos pueden encontrarse en medio de las melodías que los envuelven.

La espera

Levi está seguro de que Hange volverá a él, de alguna forma u otra. La esperará lo que sea necesario.

Boda en la playa

Una boda en la playa, al aire libre y con todos sus amigos y familia para celebrar, parece ser lo adecuado para Levi y Hange.

Pero en realidad, todo lo que necesitan para unir sus corazones oficialmente, es estar juntos.

#levihan #masterlist #me #myfics #aot #snk #fanfiction

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