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soapskies · 10 months
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SCARECROWS WITH A DYSPHORIC S/O 🎃💉
READER IS A TRANS MAN. SHORT HEADCANONS. MENTIONS OF NEEDLES AND DRUGS.
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— BTAS
His understanding of fear and emotions makes him surprisingly good at dealing with these sorts of things.
Most chill about it
Would help with your testosterone shots if you’re afraid of needles
“It’s alright, dearest. Look away. This will be quick.”
Holds you close and calls you handsome 😫
Seeing you confident in yourself and your identity brings him unimaginable joy
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— AUDIO ADVENTURES
Bro’s got stacks of drug money, would spoil you like he were your sugar daddy.
Would pay for anything you needed for your dysphoria, binders, HRT, surgeries, etc.
Offers you drugs to take the edge off (hopefully not his fear-induced ones, but you never know with this guy.)
Would let you top him if your into it 🫣
If anyone is transphobic towards you on purpose he will lose his marbles
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— SALECROW
He’s all over you
Sorry, you WILL be cuddled and kissed all over.
He’ll avoid the places on your body that you’re dysphoric about though
He’ll give you the silliest, most lovey-dovey nicknames, like “my prince”.
“Mr. and Mr. Crane, Mr. and Mr. Crane…”
Bro is so in love with you
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— ARKHAM ASYLUM
This man… so silly.
Would probably try to take your mind off of it by showing you his completely legal and safe experiments. Yeah. 😃
Why don’t you help your beloved out and hold down his next victim for him, hm?
Wants to be the one who performs your top and bottom surgeries, if you want them, cause he’s freaky like that.
Another clingy bastard
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— NOLANVERSE
Reassures you that he doesn’t think you’re any less of a man no matter what others say
Will let you borrow his clothes/tailor them to fit you, if you’re into his style
As with most of the Scarecrow’s, he’s a fairly level-headed therapist, so he can definitely help you sort out any difficult feelings you’re having
He’ll always be there for you when it gets especially bad, bringing you your favorite food and anything else you ask for.
He won’t let anyone disrespect you, you’re not his boy toy you’re HIS MAN, thank you very much.
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tadc-ragatha · 7 months
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Them Receiving a Drawing of Themselves
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TW: breakdowns/shutdowns, gender dysphoria, crying
Type: Headcanons
A/N: "Reader discusses what they and the members used to look like, and decides to draw an artist's interpretation of that description with startling accuracy." As of posting, requests are open. Includes only the main six (who I shall now call the digital six/circus crew). Spoilers. Body-sickness = homesickness for body.
Pomni
I'm going to make this interesting for myself and go with the theory that when she saw herself in the mirror she got a bunch of gender euphoria because she's trans. So, for this, she probably wouldn't even bring up her old appearance on her own unless heavily prompted to. Even then, she's really awkward about it, and everyone probably gets the memo that she's at least insecure about her old looks.
Not you, though. You decided to take it upon yourself to draw her. You paid attention to every detail she said, and compiled it all together to create a drawing/painting of the real-world Pomni. She was...Less than enthusiastic. At first, she's angry, even. But once she realises you didn't know, she just turns to going down a crisis of reality and homesickness instead.
If we don't go with that theory, then she still has a crisis. She'd finally started to push her thoughts of home to the edge of her mind, and now it's brought up to the front again. It's best to just not make art of her.
Ragatha
You probably found out about Ragatha through a breakdown of hers. She'd been holding up the happy-go-lucky, optimistic, cheery persona for so long that it was bound to snap. And so, one day the dam had a leak that turned into a full-on collapse. She was crying and talking about how she missed home and her real body. She was starting to forget what she looked like, and it was driving her to the edge.
In an effort to not have her abstracted, you took it upon yourself to give her something to hold on to. You took mental notes of each thing she said about herself and once everything was safe, you went to your room. Taking out your art equipment, you got to work on trying your best to recreate what she looked like.
In the end, you made a bunch of different ones. Presenting them to her, she was surprised and sad. It fueled her homesickness even more. But she covered it up and accepted it; she knew it was out of love, after all. And after she calmed down she did get to looking at them properly and it did give her some comfort to recognise herself and know that she wouldn't forget herself just yet.
Jax
I feel like Jax cared a lot about his appearance. Really, this is just based on that moment where he checks his non-existent nails, but I digress. Either way, he was probably just complaining like normal when it happened. He didn't really care about what he was saying (on the outside, at least); he was just bored and wanting to talk. But you made it your mission to make him feel better about his "body-sickness".
When he received the gift, he would've tried to play it off real quick. Truth be told, depending on how long you had been in the DC he probably would've made fun of your art. But you could see his initial reaction being one of surprise. Still, he would've tried to twist it and tease you about supposedly having a crush on him or trying to be his friend (a "useless attempt" is what he would say).
He probably tried to just chuck it under his bed when he got to his room. But after a little while the temptation was too much and he grabbed it. Looking it over, it was creepy how on point it was. To be honest, he was half-convinced you had known him outside of the digital world. Either way, he was secretly pretty grateful for it and glad you had had that otherwise useless conversation. But he would never tell you that.
Kinger
Kinger would've just asked what you looked like and that would've led to talking about him. I feel like he's got a sort of dad vibe in the way that he'd make up grand stories about himself. Like, he was a world-famous Broadway star or something. But he'd drop the act and tell you he was just joking. Either way, he ended up telling you about his looks.
When drawing him, you realised just how old he was. Not in a bad way, but you did still feel bad for him. He had lived half a life already before being trapped in the DC, and then he had been there the longest. Who knew what had happened to him; what he had lived through, who he had cared about before all this happened. It made you sad.
Giving him the present, though, he was very grateful and told you such. It had been so long since he had seen anything that looked like him, and to have something so accurate seemed nothing short of a miracle. He was sure to show it off to everyone and soon the whole circus crew was wanting their own.
Gangle
Gangle is an artist herself, and you were likely drawing together when the conversation of drawing each other came up. At first, you just made art of each other's current bodies, but soon you were discussing what you looked like before being trapped in the DC. Thankfully for Gangle, her comedy mask hadn't yet been broken by Jax, so she wasn't too depressed when talking about it.
I bet she put a lot of effort into drawing you. Though, her style isn't realistic, so it looked very anime-ified. Still, the hair and eye colour matched. You put a lot of effort into making art of Gangle, too. Though, you were almost photo-realistic (when you had the time and resources) in your art, so yours turned out much more accurate.
When Gangle saw what she looked like, her comedy mask came right off and she started bawling. She hadn't seen herself in forever, and just couldn't handle it. She was so, so grateful, though, to have the opportunity to see herself again. But she didn't dare tell anyone; she wasn't sure that you'd want everyone bugging you for a picture.
Zooble
Zooble doesn't strike me as someone who'd want to talk about their past. She seems to me like someone who's very in-the-present (well, as in the present as someone who's been thrown into a digital world can be). You'd have to really be friends with her and encourage him to talk about what they looked like.
Still, when he does, she goes into some detail. You listen like a bat to every word they say. And once you leave, you rush straight to your room to start on the project. It's a bit weird imagining Zooble as a living, breathing person in the past instead of an abstract collection of living shapes, but it's also humbling to be reminded you weren't the only person to really lose your body.
Receiving the completed project, Zooble is pretty calm about it. Something along the lines of "oh, wow, you didn't have to do that" is what they'd say. But she takes it from you anyway and is sure to keep it in a safe and secure spot where Jax won't be able to ruin it. And oh boy, if he does, they will be after him.
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ariariari-png · 2 months
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Assortment of sillies.
Sleepy Pilby
Also a thing abt how Mach likes Pilby but Pilby likes Split but Split likes Bive (this isn’t canon but it’s canon in my brain) I love them all very much
Mach acts like she doesn’t really gaf about Pilbys crush but it actually does make her sad and she feels bad for being a little relieved that Split rejected Pilby
Also ignore how thin the first Pilby is I accidentally drew them at an angle and it elongated them lmao
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incorrectbatfam · 10 months
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any headcanons about jason and the lazarus pit?
Jason is a trans guy and the pit healed his dysphoria by giving him an instant transition
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ghost-bxrd · 2 months
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Uncertain if u know this but it's one of my favorite facts to share. Jason was 86 lbs and 4'6" when he died. I feel like the writers should have kept him as a short king bc can you imagine ppl going, "that's a child" to, "oh I'm going to die" upon seeing him.
Omg he was SMOL!!!!!
And yes I knew he was relatively short but I didn’t know he was THAT short. That’s—- okay, I’m not tearing up. My eyes are just sweating. (Pls sir that’s a BABY joker murdered a veritable BABY I’m not ok I’ll never be ok—)
But actually it isn’t even very surprising. From what we know of Jason’s childhood it’s safe to assume he rarely (if ever) had the amount of food children require to be healthy available to him. And I’m not sure if we have an exact time frame for the time he spent living on the streets, but food then must have been even scarcer, and most likely did not focus on nutritional intake. And we know he was 11/12 when Bruce found him, the time when boys that age usually go through growth spurts (10-15). Assuming he was on the streets for over a year at least, the lack of food may have very well stunted his growth permanently.
So basically what I’m trying to say is that it wouldn’t be far fetched to think that the Lazarus pit also cured him of the malnutrition he suffered during a critical stage of growth, and that the Jason we see now is what he could have grown into if he’d had a kinder childhood.
But honestly small people that look cute and shit but are able to absolutely DEMOLISH you are a special brand of badass and I love it. Jason could totally pull it off ✨
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cheatsykoopa98 · 2 months
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Not sure if I can really write properly about the topic being a cis guy, but I do hc Aibel as some sort of chat AI interface that Zooble used to vent to as a therapist, probably without money to afford a real one
And when they were sucked into the circus, Caine got hold of their data and made them into a changeable body. It was with good intentions but I don't know if it only made Zooble more dysphoric or not
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audhd-nightwing · 2 years
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modern trans steddie au where eddie is stealth among the Party, only wayne and corroded coffin know he’s trans. also there’s no upside down & they’re both in high school (16/17)
so one day he’s at steve’s (just the two of them, which has been happening more often lately much to eddie’s surprise and delight) and his ribs start to ache and it gets hard to breathe and shit he’s been binding for too long.
eddie attempts to leave, just wants to go home and take a binding break and wear his dysphoria hoodie for the rest of the day, but steve has already noticed that he’s in pain and no way in hell is steve letting eddie drive when all he can do is clutch at his sides and wheeze.
eddie figures shit, this is it i guess when steve asks what’s wrong. his brow is wrinkled in concern and he’s biting at his nail, trying find any visible injuries on eddie and eddie can’t take it anymore so he just blurts out “my ribs hurt.”
steve pauses, searching his face for something before nodding and sitting on the couch next to him.
“any, uh. particular reason for that?” steve asks hesitantly, messing with the hem of his shirt now.
eddie closes his eyes and takes a few deep breaths, mentally preparing to either lose one of his best friends or explain a lot of stuff. he doesn’t have the courage to open his eyes just yet so he says, through clenched teeth, “i’ve been binding for too long.”
what eddie doesn’t expect is the silence, and he opens an eye to see steve blinking at him, mouth hung open in shock. eddie sighs, getting ready to explain what binding is and why he does it when steve lets out a somewhat strangled laugh before slapping a hand over his mouth.
eddie doesn’t know if he should be offended or not but then steve shakes his head and asks “how long?”
eddie blinks at him. how long…?
steve clarifies, “how long have you worn your binder today?”
eddie, confused beyond belief, simply tells him “ten hours,” and watches as steve’s face scrunches with worry.
“okay,” steve says, getting up and pulling eddie with him, “you’re changing.”
eddie can’t do anything but follow steve to his room and watch as he digs through his closet before holding up a big hoodie triumphantly. steve walks over, dumps the hoodie in eddie’s arms and says “no more binding today,” before leaving and closing the door behind him.
eddie decides he might as well listen to steve and changes, thankful he wore sweats instead of his usual skinny jeans. the hoodie is big, and a deep navy blue with ‘Hawkins Swim Team’ printed on the front. eddie turns to leave but first catches a glimpse of himself in the mirror, specifically… he turns around again and yup, that’s ‘Harrington’ on the back. eddie thinks he might pass out, and not just from overbinding.
eddie can tell he’s blushing when he leaves the room but can’t do anything about it so he fights to urge to just run away and finds steve in the living room. steve looks up at eddie when he walks in and eddie can’t tell if it’s his imagination or if steve is actually blushing at the sight of eddie in his clothes.
steve coughs and averts his eyes, asking “do you feel better?”
eddie smiles hesitantly and sits next to him on the couch.
“yeah, thanks for that,” he replies, fidgeting before continuing, “look i don’t know if you don’t get it or you just don’t care or something but just please don’t tell anyone-”
steve cuts him off, eyes wide and a hand resting on eddie’s shoulder.
“eddie, hey. i would never do that. i swear on my life,” steve meets his gaze and eddie can’t help but believe him. at eddie’s nod steve slumps in relief, the hand still on eddie’s shoulder squeezing in reassurance before letting go.
“so,” eddie starts, feeling steve turn towards him to show he’s paying attention.
“so,” steve parrots, prompting him, and eddie rolls his eyes fondly.
“so, i’m trans. obviously. well, i think obviously. cuz you’re handling this shockingly well so i’m not sure if you’re actually supportive or just really stupid,” steve makes an offended-sounding squawk and eddie grins, “but i appreciate it either way.”
when steve doesn’t respond (again) eddie turns to find him smiling brilliantly at eddie, dimples showing and eyes sparkling, stealing eddie’s breath.
“what?” he asks, dumbfounded.
steve giggles, fucking giggles, and starts pulling his shirt off. eddie chokes on air and is startled into a coughing fit, fucking shit steve is gonna kill him one day, and next thing he knows steve is standing in front of him and handing him a glass of water. eddie downs it gratefully, opening his eyes to see steve standing in front of him still shirtless and eddie can’t help but admire the view before he sees the top surgery scars and realizes what steve was trying to tell him.
eddie can’t help but gape and meet steve’s eyes, who begins laughing even harder at the look eddie gives him.
“you? you, King Steve, prince of Hawkins High, are trans??” eddie exclaims. his worldview is shattering for a second time (both times because of one steve harrington) and he needs a moment to adjust.
steve just nods and continues laughing, managing to say, “what cis guy chooses the nickname King Steve?” before collapsing onto the couch in giggles
eddie can’t help but roll his eyes fondly and poke at steve’s chest.
“you,” he declares, “are an asshole.”
steve makes a mock-wounded noise and drapes himself over eddie’s lap dramatically, clutching his at heart.
“you wound me,” he replies, staring up at eddie. their eyes meet, and eddie feels trapped in steve’s gaze, his heartbeat stuttering when steve tucks a lock of hair behind eddie’s ear.
a moment later steve looks away, face dusted a light pink, and continues, “i didn’t know you were too until just now- otherwise i would’ve told you, promise.”
eddie trusts steve, and knows he’s telling the truth. he chews on his bottom lip a moment, contemplating, before cupping the side of steve’s face with his hand. steve’s eyes flicker to his, a question in them, and this time eddie knows the answer.
“i’m gonna kiss you now, okay?” eddie asks, smiling wide when steve nods emphatically and tucks his hand onto the back of eddie’s neck to pull him down.
the kiss is short and sweet, interrupted by smiles and laughter, and made worse by the awkward position, but eddie wouldn’t change it for the world.
when he pulls back steve is beaming and before eddie say anything else he blurts out, “be my boyfriend?”
eddie stares at him for a second before snorting and lowering his head to laugh into steve’s chest. when he looks up again to see steve’s pout he smiles softly and says, “of course, dumbass.”
when steve’s grin returns, eddie thinks it might be his favorite sight in the whole world.
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quadrantadvisor · 9 months
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I keep seeing content for transfem!2012!Leo and honestly she lives rent free in my brain. She is so pretty and dorky and silly and she loves her brothers so much and 💕💕💕💕💕
Her feeling guilty about coming out because they've always been four brothers and she doesn't want to ruin that for the others. Her grieving over the fact that she never told her master while she had the chance. Wanting to change her name but having trouble without being able to talk to her dad about it. And the others telling her that it's okay for her to do things for herself, she doesn't always have to be the selfless, fearless leader.
Getting support from April and growing even closer to her. Embracing girly shit that she likes like tea parties. Not letting go of the things that matter to her like her training and her strength and her discipline but redefining them as a kunoich. Raph sarcastically calling her mom when she gives annoying orders and her begging him to stop doing that. Donnie synthesizing her hrt even though none of them actually know what the results of that will be like because she wanted to try. Mikey being so excited about having a big sister 😭
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britcision · 4 months
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Alright, it’s time to talk about Lycion and dysmorphia and being a trans allegory
Because… yeah, I think a lot of people can really relate to being scared of mirrors because you hate everything you see in them, and going to extreme lengths to get a body you love
It’s not a complicated allegory
But, and I think this is pretty important and possibly more useful to the trans community than declaring him ours and trans… dysmorphia and dysphoria are not exclusive to trans people
They’re not even particularly related to any part of the body; it can be any part of it
And like 15 years ago when I was learning about trans issues and shit, I went and did a little research, because I eat knowledge. And y’know what fully settled any questions I had?
Found a case about a lady with what is currently being called body integrity/identity disorder, which is basically dysmorphia so severe that people have otherwise healthy limbs amputated to be able to live life in a body they can stand
This lady got both legs fully amputated, got a wheelchair, and became a pillar of her community where before she was almost bed bound
And y’know what, if that’s a thing that can happen and we can all agree that removing her legs was integral to her health, y’know what seems completely trivial by comparison?
Every gender affirming surgery ever
And y’know what is even more trivial?
All the other transition measures that have nothing to do with surgery, like hormones, puberty blockers, and social transitioning
Being trans has become a super political idea for basically no reason whatsoever, but it’s harder to maintain that ideology if you learn about things like dysphoria and dysmorphia as just medical conditions that absolutely anyone can get, and then look at what that means for gender dysphoria
Cuz if peoples’ brains can decide an entire limb has Got To Go then yeah, they’re probably also capable of deciding “that pronoun is Wrong” and we can take that just as seriously; it’s a much easier fix and also free
Basically I’m saying Lycion is our gateway drug cuz if you can understand this elf hates his body so hard he became a werewolf about it, are you really gonna throw a fit over someone getting a packer?
None of this to say you can’t or shouldn’t headcanon him as trans (and unless it comes directly and unambiguously from Ryoko Kui it’s a headcanon, nothing wrong with that it’s what fanon is for)
Just, y’know. Sound folks out on him without mentioning that part right away for your own safety and possibly entertainment 😁👉👉
Oh and super important: he’s not canonically cis either. Pretty sure it was just never specified. Enjoy and apply this knowledge across every character ever whose assigned birth gender isn’t brought up in canon
The thing Lycion definitely is in canon is a goddamn furry and an otherkin allegory, and arrested for awoo crimes. He’s one of only 5 characters in the Adventurer’s Bible with a stated gender (the others being Otta, Kaka, Kiki, and Inutade - everyone else has pronouns but no gendered nouns in English at least)
(Lycion’s “definitely a man” - or “definitely male” in the official translation, which technically excludes him from the gendered committee altogether)
You are, of course, welcome to disregard canon in all things you do - I personally encourage it, it’s much more fun to play in the space and do your own thing, and Dunmeshi has deliciously efficient story telling; there is so much empty space to play in
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blaackbiird · 2 months
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I headcanon Lucifer as being genderfluid/neutral (as an angel, he was created before the concept of gender was even thought of) and with his shape-shifting abilities he can change his body to reflect whatever he's feeling on any given day
In the last few decades he's been feeling generally masculine, but there have been decades or even centuries he's spent as a woman or in a non-gendered or intersex form, all depending on where his sense of self is leaning.
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skebbles · 1 year
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Aaaaah! Im late again! Have a headcanon! Happy trans day of visibility!!
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My silly headcanon is that Jonah didn't know that Elias was a trans man (without bottom surgery) when he did the weird possession thing so he just went "Wait.. Where's my dick?? Why didn't I know about this??" And the eye went "Dude don't be transphobic"
this doesn't really go against elias' canon gender presentation, but i do like it. it's fun.
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blu3b3rryj4mp1r3 · 1 year
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don't mind me venting for a sec 💙 btw, I felt inspired to draw trixie for this picture because of the song 'as strong as horses' by vylet pony, I really really love that song ♡
♡ ˢᶠʷ ᶦⁿᵗᵉʳᵃᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵒⁿˡʸ ♡
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rystiel · 2 months
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i think it’s interesting to consider trans dean in relation to canon tbh. i mean john winchester is most definitely homophobic, but dean being trans would imply that he practices trans-inclusive toxic masculinity… like “you want to be a man, then act like one.” honestly i feel like he may be more inclined to let dean transition, because being a man in the field of hunting is something john probably views as beneficial
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specterthief · 1 year
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first day at jouin academy - third year at jouin academy 🏳️‍⚧️ (he/him)
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haunted-headset · 6 months
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hi!! i have a wilbur x reader request if that’s okay ^^
what about transmasc reader feeling dysphoric so wilbur comforts them? (personally i’m genderfluid but anything transmasc would be fine with me i just want some dudely comfort for when i hate feeling feminine LOL)
or, another idea: reader coming out to wilbur as trans? like how he’d react and stuff?
i totally understand if you don’t wanna write any of this stuffs tho 🫶 anywho, i hope you’re having an amazing day/night and i just wanna say all your writing is so amazing and i really appreciate you + your blog <33
🏳️‍⚧️ Wilbur x transmasc/trans reader head canons🏳️‍⚧️
This man would be the best comforter EVER for dysphoria
He'd call you his precious baby boy & the most handsome man he's ever seen & alskfgsfhwiohfouw
^^ "Darling, I want you to look in the mirror for me, okay?" Wilbur says as he walks you over to the mirror with his arms around your waist. "Do you want to know what I see?" You nod. "I see the most handsome man on this planet. I see the most precious boy in the entire universe. I see my amazing boyfriend." He kisses your hairline.
He would probably cuddle you a lot & makes sure that if he's on calls with his friends & he talks about you that you can hear him call you his boyfriend
^^ "Yeah, so my incredibly handsome boyfriend told me today..."
He'd probably lend you some of his clothes & tell you how handsome you look in them
Wilbur's reaction to his partner coming out as trans head canons (& we're pretending he's bisexual)
He would probably be a bit surprised, but not insanely surprised. I think he would've suspected it a little bit.
This man would not give two flying fucks about it & he's be so supportive
^^ He smiles at you. "What's your name, love?" You pause & tell him the name you were thinking of. "That's a great name, darling. It suits you. & can I tell you something?" You nod. "That's a great name for a great girlfriend/boyfriend/partner."
He'd probably try & find sooooo many things to make sure you feel gender euphoric all the time. If you're trans ftm, he's buy you binders & more masculine clothes if you wanted, & if you're trans mtf he'd buy you feminine clothes & bras (with padding/stuffing) & other feminine stuff if that's what you wanted.
He would never forget your name or pronouns. Not once. He doesn't want to make his baby uncomfortable.
If someone were to mess up your name or pronouns, he'd correct them automatically
^^ "So! D/N (deadname), how are you-" "It's P/N (preferred name)," Wilbur interrupts.
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