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#don’t ask about the upside kiss I was asking my friend for pose suggestions and they pulled out the weirdest one
kelpermoosee · 25 days
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Can’t wait for June, I’ll finally get to watch them make out in HD! 😁😁😁
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viastro · 4 years
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the bakery | kim mingyu
ミ★ synopsis: in which minghao and seokmin take mingyu to a strip club to celebrate his 22nd birthday, but why are they standing in front of a bakery?
ミ★ genre: stripper!yn, suggestive, fluff
ミ★ warnings: the reader is a stripper in this so there’s mentions of borderline nudity !! if you’re uncomfy by that then i don’t recommend this oneshot is for you <3 
ミ★ word count: 2,264
ミ★ pairings: mingyu x female reader
ミ★ notes: hi guys! this is my most like... scandalous oneshot i’ve written omg. it’s funny though because there’s absolutely no smut in this but that’s fine. i got this idea when my friend and i were talking about our inside jokes, and i realized that our main one, the bakery, was actually a really epic prompt. i could’ve made this into a series but alas... closing my eyes. hope you like this <333
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“Okay, but I would rather not go to a strip club to celebrate my 22nd birthday. I would’ve been fine with bbq.” Mingyu says as he steps out of the car with Minghao and Seokmin at his side, excited smiles on their faces. He glances up at the sight in front of him, raising an eyebrow when he sees a small bakery. 
“I feel like we should go to a strip club at least once in our lives.” Seokmin tells him, to which Minghao nods his head in agreement. Mingyu’s eyes widen in confusion when the two lead him into the cute bakery, with a theme of baby pink and leafy plants used as decoration. Mingyu opens his mouth to protest when Seokmin walks up to the counter, only to freeze the moment the cashier pops up with a knowing smile.
“Jun?!” He glances over, winking at Mingyu as he walks to the other counter, raising it up to let the three of them in. Another coworker of Jun’s takes over the register, waiting for another customer. 
“Happy birthday big guy.” Jun greets Mingyu, patting his back as they follow him into the kitchen. 
“You guys are making me work on my birthday?” Mingyu asks with wide eyes as they step past the kitchen. Minghao lets out a giggle at that, shaking his head while Jun and Seokmin roll their eyes. Jun opens a door, showing a glowing staircase leading downstairs. He turns to glance at Mingyu, lips curving up into a smirk. “You’ll see.” 
Mingyu raises an eyebrow at the sound of a bass as they walk farther down the stairs, only for his mouth to drop open when they finally make it to the bottom floor. He takes in the dark purple lights illuminating themselves on the ceiling and floor, noticing a crowd beginning to gather around the stage. The ceiling is made of mirrors, and he sees his reflection from above. He’s about to look around more, but immediately covers his eyes when a girl walks past him in nothing but a thong and a bra. Seokmin and Minghao laugh at Mingyu’s innocence, and Jun shakes his head with a smile.
“You’re allowed to look, Gyu.”
“But they didn’t give me their consent.” 
“Mingyu, we’re in the middle of a strip club. That’s their work attire. You can look, but you cannot touch unless they give you their consent.” Jun explains, but Mingyu still continues to cover his eyes. Minghao and Seokmin giggle, patting Mingyu’s back as they continue through the club.
“The bakery you work at is an underground strip club?!” Mingyu asks Jun, still covering his eyes as the four guide him towards the front row seats near the stage. “Yup, only those with an invite are allowed to come here.” 
“Who decides who gets an invite?” Mingyu gets placed onto the seat, and Minghao removes his hands from over his eyes to be able to see the large stage with a pole right before him. Seokmin sits down beside him, as does Minghao, while Jun just stands in front of them with a knowing grin.
“I do.” Jun answers, and Mingyu’s eyes bulge out of their sockets. 
“Since when?!”
“This place was handed down to me by an old friend a year ago, and now I keep things running. I renovated the club a bit, the poles weren’t in the best condition and such.” Jun explains nonchalantly, settling down beside Minghao. 
“And you managed to not tell anyone in our friend group… how?” Jun chuckles, as do Minghao and Seokmin. 
“I’ve mentioned it before! You typically just close your eyes when I’ve talked about it at our hangouts though.” Mingyu raises a hand to the back of his neck, scratching it in confusion at how he’s the only one who hasn’t known about Jun’s double life. He’s about to ask another question when the lights dim, and then turn back on, then repeat two more times. Seokmin and Minghao grin excitedly, and Mingyu jumps slightly at the start of the loud hoots and cheers from the men and women in the seats behind him. 
“What does that mean?” Jun just points towards the stage as his response, and Mingyu turns his head to see a figure hidden by the darkness of the stage. 
“You’ll see.” 
You let out a breath as you wait for your cue, biting your lip to hide back your smile at the sound of loud cheers behind you. You hear the first beat of the song, earned it, and you turn around slowly. A playful smirk makes its way onto your face as the cheers get louder.
Mingyu’s breath gets taken away from him once the light finally hits you, and Jun knowingly smiles at his reaction. You glance up at the crowd, eyes hooded seductively. Similar to that of a tiger going in for its prey. 
a/n: horanghae <3
Jun leans back in his seat, high fiving Minghao and winking at Seokmin, feeling accomplished. All while Mingyu watches in a state of awe as you dance down the stage, slowly inching off the sheer pink, floral robe you’re wearing. 
He notices a twinkle on your face, and he feels his heart rate increase when he sees the single diamond under each eye. Your hair falls in waves, giving you the appearance that you’re soft when the way you’re moving is anything but. You smirk as you grasp one of the poles on the side, doing a slow spin around it. You smile at the loud cheers, finally letting the robe slowly fall behind you as you walk towards the pole at the center of the stage. Mingyu clenches the arm of the seat tightly when he sees the pink lace, feeling like he’s about to pass out at your beauty. There’s glitter painted all over your body, giving you the appearance that you’re sparkling under the different lights being shined onto you.
an angel, Mingyu thinks to himself as he watches you do a pirouette. 
You grasp the pole, and your eyes trail down to see Jun sitting in the front row. You almost raise an eyebrow at the sight of your friend/boss, only for you to glance to his right and see an incredibly handsome man. You spin around the pole, arching your back as you finally face him again. You give him a smile, sending him a wink, which sends your audience into a frenzy. Seokmin lets out a loud laugh at Mingyu’s reaction, finding him clutching his dress shirt tightly in his hands at the fact that you noticed him. 
Minghao and Jun cheer loudly as you grab the pole with both hands, lifting yourself up into the air and doing a fan kick. Mingyu watches with a clenched jaw as you let your feet touch the floor again, leaning your back against it for a quick second.
You smile at the feeling of his eyes on you, excited for him to see the climax of your routine. You grasp the pole with both hands, and give enough momentum to flip yourself upside down, spinning around on the pole for a moment. Before you adjust your hand placement, and let your legs open into a split. Mingyu’s mouth drops open at the sheer power you have, and you grin at the screams.
You land softly onto the stage, and walk down the steps to the floor. The men and women cheer loudly, calling your name in an attempt to try and get you to perform this next part with them, but you pay them no mind. 
you’ve already got your eyes on someone.
Mingyu watches with wide eyes as you walk up to him, and Seokmin squeals when you do a pirouette in front of him. You place both hands on either side of Mingyu, and you lean in close to his face, making sure to arch your back as you do so. You smile when you notice how flustered he is, and you step back after blowing him a kiss. 
Mingyu watches your back as you dance away, failing to notice that it’s the end of the song. He stares as you go back up to your pole, kneeling in front of it. You grind up against it at the last line, before leaning back into your ending pose. The cheers are deafening around you, and you smile at the money getting thrown onto the stage. You bow at the crowd, making sure to lock eyes with Mingyu, before turning around and walking down the stage. 
All while Mingyu stares in a trance as you disappear behind the curtain. 
“Who is she?” He asks after a moment of sitting in silence. Jun smiles, having already expected the question.
“Yn, her name is yn.” Mingyu stares at the curtain for a moment, hoping that you’ll come back out. 
“She’s beautiful.” Mingyu mutters, and Minghao chuckles along with Seokmin. Jun gets up from his seat, patting Mingyu’s shoulder. 
“She’s the best performer here.” 
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“Hi Junnie!” You greet cheerfully as you enter the bakery, walking up to the counter to order. He turns around and frowns at you, and you scoff at his reaction. “You want cookies? Again?”
“Bitch!” You reach your hand up to slap his shoulder and he laughs, backing away to go and get you the freshly baked chocolate chip cookies. Taking a quick glance around the cute bakery, you smile softly at how starkly different it is downstairs. It’s similar to that of your double life. 
university student by day, most popular stripper at the bakery by night.
You purse your lips once you consider the idea of buying something else, knowing that your classes run a bit longer today due to your lab in the afternoon. You flip your hair over your shoulder as you peek through the window of the display box, trying to see if you want to order something else before you head to your classes in an hour.
“I recommend the mangotale.” A deep voice says behind you, and you grin, turning around to thank them when you pause. Mingyu’s smile slowly falls off his face as he stares into your eyes, finding them to be a lot softer when you’re not performing. 
“You’re yn.” Mingyu mutters, and you nod your head in response, words failing to form in your throat. His black hair is fluffy and lays over his forehead, a contrast to it being styled up the night before. He’s wearing a simple muted green polo and jeans, and you find that he seems tiny compared to his actual height. You open your mouth to ask for his name when,
“Ah, so you two finally met.” You and Mingyu both turn to Jun at the same time, who is walking back up to the counter, box of cookies in hand. You let out a smile and clap excitedly at the sweet treats, making Mingyu coo internally at how cute you are. 
but also question your duality because how can someone be so cute yet so sexy and borderline intimidating at the same time?!?!
“Yn, this is Mingyu. Mingyu, this is yn. Now kiss.” Jun states nonchalantly after you hand him your card. You choke on your saliva while Mingyu gives Jun a death glare. To which he just smiles and shoots him finger guns. 
“Isn’t that a bit soon? I don’t kiss on the first date, let alone before the date is even considered.” You tell Jun, giving him a look that says:
I will murder you in your sleep if you continue to play matchmaker even though Mingyu is incredibly handsome and definitely my type. Do. Not. Test. Me. I swear to God I will literally break into your apartment and-
“Well, I can treat you to coffee?” Mingyu asks, and you pause your internal monologue to glance at the attractive man. He’s staring at you with a small smile on his face, waiting for your answer, and you gape at him like a fish out of water. Jun chuckles at your reaction, placing your card towards your hand and leaning back against the counter to watch what unfolds. 
“Y-you wanna treat m-me to coffee?” 
“Jesus Christ yn, you’re literally the most confident person on stage and yet off stage you’re panicking over Mingyu asking you on a date.” Jun states, and you turn to hush him. Mingyu lets out a giggle, and you feel your knees get weak at the wonderful sound. He tilts his head to the side, waiting for your response, and you take that moment to muster up the confidence you have on stage. 
atta girl, Jun thinks to himself as you glance back at Mingyu and flash him a bright smile. 
“Yes, I would like to get coffee with you.” You finally answer, and Mingyu lets out a breath of relief. He turns towards Jun, giving him thumbs up, before turning back to you and giving you a big smile. 
“Well, what would you like?” Mingyu asks as he gestures towards the display box of baked goodies, and then points towards the menu with a list of drinks. You giggle happily at the prospect of you being on a date right now, before biting your lip to hide another smile from coming up.
Jun chuckles quietly at you, she’s the most attainable girl at the bakery and yet she’s so giddy about being on a date with mingyu.
“Let’s try the mangotale.” You say, pointing at the mango jelly filled bread that he suggested to you earlier. Mingyu grins at you, feeling that this is going to be the start of something beautiful when you glance back up at him and give him a bright smile.
“Wonderful choice.”
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tuiccim · 4 years
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Terrigenisis (Part 5)
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Pairing: Avengers X Inhuman!Reader
Words: 4852
Summary: After undergoing terrigenisis unwillingly your life is turned upside down when you are deemed too dangerous to return to life as a civilian. You are put with the Avengers team to train and rebuild. As you hone your powers and skills, you must also decide if you can find home and love again. Or is your curse to be a lonely wanderer forever?
Part 1  / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4
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That afternoon you find Steve and Bucky in the kitchen when you go to get a snack. 
"Hey guys. What are you up to?" You smile at the two..
"Nothing really." Bucky says. 
"Got any big plans?" You ask.
"Just planning on working on our bikes." Steve says.
"That reminds me. I was thinking the other day that I would love to do some cruising. Can I borrow one of your motorcycles?" You look at both the supersoldiers being sure to keep your expression benign. 
Steve and Bucky exchange a look. 
"Uhhh…"
"You see…" They spoke at the same time. 
"There's kind of a, uh…"
"Code."
"Code! With motorcycles."
"Right. Ya know, rules."
"Like you don't sit on someone else's bike unless they give the okay."
"And… and… Bikes are sort of, uh…"
"Sacrosanct."
"Right! You know, like, really personal and, and…"
"It's not something you let people borrow, ya know?"
"Yeah! Not… not that we don't trust you."
"Right. Total trust, but bikes…"
You interject, "Are sacrosanct?" 
"Right." They both look at you with near panic written across their faces. 
You start giggling, "That was the funniest thing I have ever seen you two do. That was some vaudeville crap. FRIDAY, did you get that on record?"
"Yes, Ms. (L/N)." FRIDAY responds.
"Send the video to my phone, please." You can barely get the words out between laughs.
"Transfer complete." FRIDAY responds.
Steve and Bucky are staring at you in bewilderment. You explain, "My dad was a biker. He and his coastie buddies. I just had to see how you'd react."
“Really?” Bucky deadpans. 
“Serious. They had a whole crew of weekend road warriors. All in love with their bikes.” You grin.
“And what are your plans with that video?” Steve asks. 
“To keep it forever for my viewing pleasure. And maybe show Natasha and Wanda.” You smirk.
“FRIDAY,” Steve starts to say and as quickly as you can you begin to send the video to Nat and Wanda in hopes of disseminating it before whatever Steve was about to do. "Erase that video and delete it from her phone."
"Voice authorization required." As Friday speaks, you engage a firewall you programmed on your phone. Time to find out if you could compete with Tony when it comes to hacking.
"Rogers, Steven Grant." Cap looks at you with a smirk. 
"Video removed from all Stark systems. Unable to access Ms. (L/N)'s phone." FRIDAY says.
"Sorry, Cap." You smirk at Steve. Carefully, you pick up your phone and, deciding your pockets are too easily accessed, you pull the collar of your shirt out and slide the phone into your bra. 
"Why can't FRIDAY access your phone?" Bucky asks.
"I might have programmed a firewall onto it, ya know, just in case." You begin to slowly move towards the elevator. You are trying not to giggle as you feel your phone ding repeatedly. Wanda and Nat got the video.
Steve and Bucky exchange a look and when Steve gives a curt nod, they both advance on you. "Give me your phone." Steve says.
"Nope." You tuck tail and run, but of course you don't get far before a metal arm wraps around your waist and picks you up off the ground. You struggle for a moment but then decide to use a different tact. Bucky sets you down and takes hold of you by the upper arms. Steve stands in front of you in a full authoritative captain pose. 
"Give me the phone." Steve repeats.
Straining against Bucky's grip, you push your chest out. You look up at Steve with doe eyes and say, "It's right there." Before glancing down at your chest and looking back up at him. Unfortunately, you can't hide your smirk as Steve glances from your face to your chest several times. "What's the matter, Cap? I thought you wanted my phone." 
After a few more seconds of Steve's indecision, you're pulled back against Bucky and he wraps his arm around you, pinning your arms to your sides. "Steve's too much of a gentleman, Doll." Bucky says in your ear as his hand slides along your collarbone to the collar of your shirt and pauses. You look up to Bucky with eyes wide. "Don't worry. I won't take any liberties." Bucky smirks.
"You don't think putting your hand down my shirt and in my bra is a liberty? I do believe there are some strict sexual harassment guidelines for both Stark Industries and SHIELD that would beg to differ. Besides, judging from the amount of dings on my phone, Natasha and Wanda have already seen the video." You grin up at him. 
"Clever little minx." Bucky grouses.
"Wanna know what they're saying?" You look at Steve. 
"Let her go." Steve says in a defeated tone but he has a small smile on his face.
Bucky let's go of your arms but his hand remains at your collar. You trail a hand along his arm and slip it past his hand to retrieve your phone and open your messages. Bucky backs a few steps from you and you wink at him. 
Nat: That was classic! 🤣
Wanda: They looked like they were gonna have a heart attack!😂☠️
Nat: They were stumbling over themselves to keep your hands off their 🏍️!
Wanda: They couldn't just offer to take you for a ride? They had to defend the thought of someone touching their bikes! 😂
Nat: I'm sure neither of them would mind taking her for a ride. 😜
Wanda: Nat! 😂
Nat: You know I'm right.
"They say you guys looked like you were gonna have a heart attack at the thought of someone else touching your bike." You grin, deciding to leave out the second half of the conversation. 
"What else did they say?" Steve narrows his eyes at you.
"That you could have at least offered to take me on a ride." You smile as you look between the two.
"I'll take you out on my bike, Doll." Bucky smiles at you.
"It's been a while since we just took the bikes for a ride." Steve says. "We should take an afternoon to go cruising like you suggested."
"I'd love that." You clap your hands  and grin looking between the two. They chuckle at your enthusiasm. 
“Tomorrow afternoon?” Steve says.
“How about after training in the morning? I’ll pack a picnic.” You smile at them both.
“I’m game.” Bucky looks to Steve. 
“Sounds good, sweetheart.” Steve grins at you. 
“Should we invite any of the rest of the team?”
A look passes between Steve and Bucky before Bucky answers, “Nah, let’s just keep it the three of us. Clint is headed to the farm, the couples won’t mind some alone time, and Sam is headed to DC for some meetings.”
“Okay. I’ll see you guys later, then.” You head to your room. Finally, something to do besides train and missions. You can’t wait.
That evening you, Nat, and Wanda are sitting in your room, rewatching the video of Steve and Bucky and giggling. You get around to telling them about your plans with the guys the next day. 
“Wait, you are going on a date with both of them?” Wanda exclaims. 
“What? No! It’s not a date. We are just going out for a ride on their bikes.” You say. 
“Alone? With just Steve and Bucky?” Nat says. 
“Yeah. They’re my friends.” You defend. 
“But you know Bucky has a thing for you.” Wanda says. 
“How do we know that?” Nat looks between the two of you. 
“Game night. That kiss?” Wanda says emphatically.
“It was just a kiss! It didn't mean anything." You say.
“Ohhhhh, no. Wanda is right. Bucky does have a thing for you.” Nat says. 
“Oh, please, he does not. I’m the only available female living on the compound. That's the only reason you two want to pair me up with him so bad.” You roll your eyes. 
“Oh, please, yourself! You’re beautiful, funny, smart! How could they not be interested?” Wanda states. 
“And how can you blame us for enjoying the free entertainment. Plus I happen to know Steve has a thing for you, too.” Natasha smirks. 
“No, he doesn't! Stop.” You look at Nat in horror.
“Why else would he call you Doll all the time? Don't you like Steve?” Natasha looks at you. 
“I'm his friend. It's just a nickname. Of course, I do. He’s a sweetheart. I think you two are reading way too much into my friendship with them. I just, I mean, even if they were interested, I’m just me. They’re Captain frickin’ America and the Winter Soldier! Why would they ever think like that?” You put your head in your hands. It was frustrating you couldn't just tell them that Steve and Bucky are together. It would stop all of this nonsense.
Wanda laughs, “You mean they’re gorgeous, have incredible abilities, are sweet and kind and fun, right?”
“Yeah.” You say. 
“She just described you. You are gorgeous, have incredible abilities, and a sweet, funny personality. You guys are perfect for each other.” Nat smirks.
“Guys, please, please stop. It's just not like that with them. We're friends and that's it. Okay?” You scoff at their knowing looks. “I’m gonna go to bed. I’ll see you guys later.”
“Night.” 
“Sleep tight.”
Their giggles trail behind you as you head to your room. As you get close to your door, you can hear Steve and Bucky in Steve’s room. You aren’t trying to eavesdrop but your hearing ability makes it difficult not to overhear conversations.
“I just don’t know if this is gonna work out, Stevie.” Bucky grouses. 
"All we can do is ask. We trust her, right?" Steve says.
“Yeah.” Bucky says.
Your brows furrow at the comment and your mind runs amuck for a moment before shaking away your thoughts. You hurry past, putting your earbuds in to avoid hearing any more, and slip into your room quietly. 
Training the next morning flew by in your excitement. Afterwards, you hit the shower, change into motorcycle ride appropriate gear, and go to the kitchen to put together the picnic. Bucky and Steve come in just as you are finishing packing the little cooler. 
"You look great." Steve says. "The boots are a good choice."
"Thanks. You guys ready?" You can't hold in your excitement and are grinning like a fool. 
"Yeah. I'll get the cooler, Doll." Bucky offers returning your smile.
When you get to the garage, Bucky sets the cooler on the back of Steve's bike much to Steve's annoyance.
"Really, Buck?" He grouses. 
"I carried it down. Only fair, right?" Bucky elbows him. 
"Yeah, thanks. I get a hard cooler in the back and you get the beautiful dame." Steve throws an elbow back at Bucky and then stiffens, turning to look at you. 
You laugh and wink at him. "Tell ya what, I'll ride back with you and Bucky can have the empty cooler." You look at Bucky, "Only fair, right?"
"Right, Doll." Bucky chuckles. He hands you a helmet and you climb on the bike behind him. You'd be lying if you didn't admit that your body reacted to the closeness of his, the intimacy of holding on to him, and the vibrations of the bike. You cruise out and the wind whips around you. 
Steve and Bucky speed ahead of each other alternatively. You hear Bucky laughing. You grin over at Steve who is laughing at their escapades. He looks so happy and carefree as you head into the middle of nowhere. You rarely see any other cars and the scenery is beautiful as you speed down winding roads.
“This is great!” You hollar over the rumble of the engine. Bucky revs in response and you squeal. You can feel Bucky’s body rumbling with laughter. You wish you could see his face. 
Nearly an hour and a half later, Steve slows and veers into the woods with Bucky close behind. They slow down and you can’t tell if they are following a path or not. They are carefully weaving through trees and undergrowth until you reach a small clearing under a huge oak tree. 
Steve stops and turns to you and Bucky, “What do you think? Good for a picnic?”
“I think it’s perfect!” You say, already getting off the bike. The guys grin at each other and turn their bikes off. Steve retrieves the cooler and Bucky pulls a blanket out of his saddlebag. You spread the blanket under the branches of the oak tree and pull all the food out. 
“This looks delicious.” Steve says as he tucks into one of the hearty sandwiches you had made him. Fruit, cheese, crackers, hummus, and some bottles of water and soda round out the menu. 
“Hopefully, it tastes delicious, too.” You laugh and Steve nods while chewing. 
Bucky looks over at you after swallowing his bite of sandwich, “Thanks for making the food. It is delicious.” 
He mugs a face at Steve and you giggle as Steve says, “Jerk.”
“Punk.” Bucky replies. 
“Goofballs.” You pipe in. They both snap their heads to you and you shrink into yourself a little feeling like you’d interfered in their playful banter. “Sorry.”
“Goofballs? That’s the best you can do?” Bucky throws a grape at you. 
“Asshats.” You throw the grape back. 
“Ohhh! Okay, that’s better.” Bucky laughs. Steve grins and shakes his head. 
“What was it like growing up in the Coast Guard?” Steve asks.
“A lot of moving. My dad was stationed in Mobile, Alabama when I was born until I was 4, then Boston until second grade, Northern California for 4 years, Alaska for two, back to Mobile through high school. My dad was sent back to California then and I went to college in Louisiana. It was interesting because I got to live in different places with different cultures. It’s hard with friends. I still have my best friend from high school I keep in touch with. Most of the others faded away. My dad was great. He did everything he could to be a good dad.” You shrug. “What was it like growing up when you did?”
“Way different.” Steve laughs.
“You don’t have to put newspaper in your shoes anymore.” Bucky chuckles. 
“No Penicillin. Food wasn’t as good. Fewer people you were connected with but closer connections.” Steve says.
“Yeah.” You say quietly, staring off. 
“Hey, doll, where’d you go?” Bucky says.
“Sorry.” You give a small smile. “Just, connections are hard. Especially when you don’t stay in one place for very long. I thought that part of my life was over and, here I am, right back in it.”
“What do you mean, sweetheart?” Steve says. 
“I moved so much as a kid. Lost friends and nowhere was really ever home. And then I thought it was over. Charlie and I built a life and made a home. And then… terrigenesis. And I’m in SHIELD and it starts all over again. Two months to close out my old life with an agent constantly looking over my shoulder cause I can’t go back, six months of bureaucracy and evaluations and therapy, six months with one team, then I get moved to the Avengers team, and I guess in some ways I’m just waiting for the other shoe to drop. When am I gonna have to move again? Will I ever have a home again? Like I said before, limbo sucks.”
“You’re not going anywhere, doll. You’re stuck with us.” Bucky smiles sweetly at you. 
“Bucky’s right, sweetheart. You’re an Avenger. This is your team now. Your family.” Steve says. 
“Thanks. I hope you’re right.” You look between them before leaning back on your elbows and looking up at the branches of the oak tree. “This tree is amazing.”
“Beautiful.” Steve says, but when you look at him he’s looking at you not the tree. You mug a face at him. Looking back up at the branches you make a quick decision and begin unzipping your boots. You pull them and your socks off before walking under one of the lower branches. 
“Steve, give me a boost.” You turn to him and say. 
“You’re gonna climb the tree?” Steve asks as he gets up and walks over. 
“Yup.” You put your hands on his shoulders as he cups his hands for you to step up. You grab the branch and pull yourself up to it. You climb as far up as you can safely reach and looking down you can barely see Bucky or Steve who are staring up at you. 
You hear Bucky say, “I’m gonna take a walk.”
“She’ll be fine, Buck.” Steve tells him.
“Yeah.” Bucky keeps walking and you feel bad knowing he must hate heights from his past accident. You hadn’t thought about it before deciding to climb. You had just wanted the free feeling of being up high and maybe a minute to yourself. Your feelings were confusing you. Both Bucky and Steve treated you with respect and sweetness. It would be easy to fall for one of them and you reminded yourself often to not let your heart get ahead of your head. You take a few more moments sitting on the branch taking in the view and the freedom before moving back down. As you lower yourself from the bottom branch, you feel strong hands grip your waist. You let go and are gently lowered down.
“Have fun?” Steve asks, smiling down at you. 
“Yeah.” You smile back at him. He lifts a hand to your cheek and lowers his face closer to yours. “Steve!” You put your hand over his. “What are you doing?"
"I was trying to kiss you." He smiles at you.
"What about Bucky?" You ask.
Steve's brow furrows, "What do you mean?"
“I… I mean, I know about you and Bucky. Why would you try to kiss me?” You say.
“How do you know about me and Buck?” He asks. 
You give him a look. “I didn’t mean to overhear. But I can’t help it sometimes. I can’t keep headphones or earplugs in all the time.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?” He asks, calmly.
“I assumed you’d tell me when you were ready.” You shrug. “I didn’t want to force you into telling me something you weren’t ready to. Steve. Why did you try to kiss me?”
“Because he has feelings for you. We both do.” Bucky surprises you. You hadn’t heard him approach.
“What?” You look at him confused. 
“Let’s sit down, sweetheart. We want to talk to you about something.” Steve takes your hand and leads you back to the blanket. You sit down and put your socks and boots back on as Steve begins to explain. “You know our story. We were separated for 70 years and came out of it having lost pretty much everyone we ever cared about. We’re all we have left of our old life and…”
“And we don’t want to live separately.” Bucky picks up when Steve flounders. “We love each other and want to live our lives together. And when we realized we were both attracted to you. We hoped that you might be willing to be with us. Both of us.”
“Both… both of you?” You look between them. 
“Yes.” Steve fidgets nervously.
“Like, as a beard?” You ask. 
“No! Never. Like, as our girlfriend.” Bucky says.
“Girlfriend?” You say as you are trying to wrap your mind around this unexpected development. “As in a polyamorous relationship?”
“Right.” Steve says.
“How, how would it work?” You are intrigued by the idea. Immensely, if you are honest with yourself. You had felt attraction and emotion for both of them and felt like there was something there with each of them but this wasn’t how you expected this to turn out. 
“We would all be together. As equals. You’d be our girlfriend and we’d be your boyfriends.” Steve says. 
You nod slowly, “And you both want me?”
Bucky and Steve look at each other for a moment and smile. “Yes.”
“You haven’t noticed us flirting with you like crazy?” Bucky smirks. 
“I thought you were just being goofy with me. I mean, I thought you two were together and had no interest in me. Not like that.”
“Do you have more questions?” Steve asks.
“How, um, physical is your relationship?” You feel a bit like a creep for asking, but it would inform how things would work. 
“Fairly physical.” Steve says. 
“So, how would sex work?” You ask. 
A lightning quick look passes between them. Bucky grins, “Pleasurably.”
“Hopefully so, but what I mean is, will it be all three of us all the time?” You bite your lip.
“Yes. Unless one of us is on mission or away. It has to work every way for it to work, I think.” Steve says. 
“Say, you’re gone to a meeting and Bucky and I… ? Will that create tension, jealousy, anger?”
“Will it if it’s Bucky and I, while you are gone?” Steve turns the question around on you. 
A corner of your mouth goes up as you picture walking into the two cuddled up post-coital. You only feel caring when you consider your feelings and theirs. “I don’t think so. What about the team? Would we keep this a secret?”
“I’d like to keep it quiet until we’re sure if this will work out. I don’t want to cause tension in the team and it’s not the most conventional relationship. I think it would be a good idea for them to know you and Bucky are together. We'll work up to the rest.” Steve replies. 
"Is that what you want?" You look to Bucky.
"It's absolutely what I want. As long as it's with the two of you." Bucky says.
“Have you been in a relationship like this before?” You ask.
“No. This would be a first for us. We’ve both dated, but not since we decided that this is the way we wanted our relationship to be.” Steve says. 
"Are you sure you want me? I mean, why? Why me? Is it just that you're both attracted to me physically?" You ask.
"You're beautiful. There's no denying that, Doll." Bucky hooks some of your hair behind your ear. "But you're also smart and funny and loving. When Steve and I talked about this we knew that even if you turned us down you wouldn't judge us. Wouldn't spread it around for amusement." 
"We knew we could trust you. That's not easy. And you're amazing. Gracious. I don't know how anyone wouldn't want you." Steve says while taking your hand.
"So, is that a yes? Or a maybe?" Bucky asks, taking your other hand.
“Or you’ll think about it?” Steve’s looks at you with concern.
You look between the both of them, knowing there was only one answer. You pull their hands together so that you are holding their hands between both of yours. "If any of us are ever hurt by the others, we talk about it together. If one of us wants out, we talk about it together. Open communication, always. If you can both agree to that, then… then it's a yes."
"I can agree to that." Steve says, adding his other hand to the top of yours.
"Agreed." Bucky places his hand on top of Steve's. 
"Then it's a yes." You smile at them. 
"Does that mean I can kiss you now?" Steve asks.
"Hmm…" You smile and bite your lip before answering, "Yeah." You say grinning. Steve leans in and plants a gentle, sweet kiss on your lips. You smile once you separate and then turn to Bucky. "Does that mean I can kiss you now?" You say to him. 
"Hell, yeah." He says as he pulls you close. His kiss is firm but still sweet. 
"And one last kiss to seal the pact." You look between the two of them. They grin at each other and lean in for a kiss. You smile at them as they part and look at you. "Okay. Well, I still want to finish our ride and we have several hours of daylight left."
You pack up all traces of your picnic and Steve places the cooler on the back of Bucky's bike with a smirk. Bucky growls at him but doesn't protest.
"Did you just growl?" You grin up at Bucky.
"He's robbing me of the pleasure of having you against me." Bucky chuckles. You reach up and pull him down for a kiss, opening your mouth to invite his tongue in, which he takes full advantage of as he presses you to him. After a minute, you pull away. "Hope that makes up for it just a little bit." You smirk at him as you get on the bike behind Steve.
"That was hot." Steve says as he starts up his bike. 
You wrap your arms around him and squeeze. "Don't worry. There's more where that came from." You laugh.
"God, I hope so." You hear Bucky say. 
You're still giggling as you jounce back towards the main road. The guys weave around each other, rev their engines, and you exchange grins with Bucky and an occasional comment with Steve. Almost two hours later, Steve pulls into a gas station. He parks the bike next to the pump and you get off the bike and stretch. “I’m going to find the ladies room.”
“Okay.” He smiles as he watches you walk away. 
“You staring hard enough at her ass?” Bucky quips from behind. 
“You weren’t doing the exact same thing?” Steve smirks. 
“Maybe.” Bucky chuckles as he pumps gas. 
Steve finishes pumping his gas, “Hey Buck, you want a drink or anything?”
“Yeah, that’d be great.” Bucky says. As soon as Steve disappears into the store, Bucky takes the cooler from his bike and moves it to Steve’s. 
He turns when he hears you bark out a laugh. “That was slick, Bucky.” 
“Thanks, doll. It’s my turn again, right? Only fair.” He grins. 
“Bucky!” You both turn to see Steve’s scowl. “Really?” He hands you and Bucky both a drink. 
“Thank you.” You say to Steve. You pull him to you and slide your arms around his neck. He takes no preamble and kisses you deeply. He leaves you nearly breathless by the time he pulls back. 
“Worth it.” Steve says as he grins at Bucky. 
You giggle and swat his butt as he walks back to his bike. “Time to head back?” You ask as you climb on Bucky’s bike behind him. 
Steve and Bucky exchange looks. “A little further.” Bucky says. 
“Yeah.” Steve agrees and starts his bike up. 
About 45 minutes later, they turn off onto a small side road, and then onto a long gravel drive. They pull up to a cabin surrounded by woods with a creek running to the west of it. They switch their engines off before turning to each other and then to you. You feel butterflies begin in your stomach, “Who’s cabin is this?” You ask as you get off Bucky’s bike. 
“It’s one of Tony’s many properties.” Steve says. 
You begin to tremble. Not out of fear but nervousness. You knew from your conversation earlier today that sex was inevitable, but looking at the cabin behind Steve you understood the expectation. You weren’t sure if you were quite ready for that step. “Uh-huh. And what are we doing here?”
“I guess that depends on you, sweetheart.” Steve looks at you nervously. 
You wrap your arms around yourself and look at Bucky with a raised eyebrow wanting his input. He takes in your demeanor and immediately feels empathy for your discomfort. “Nothing you don’t want to do, doll. We can stay the night here doing whatever you are comfortable with or turn around and go back. No pressure. No expectations.”
“I’m pretty sure something like this always comes with expectations.” You say looking between the two. 
“There might be some hope but no expectations. Promise.” Steve puts his hands on your waist and looks at you earnestly. “Nothing will happen that you don’t want.”
You run through your thoughts for a minute looking into Steve’s eyes and then smile, “Seal it with a kiss.” Steve grins as he pulls you in for a kiss. Once he lets you go you face Bucky and look at him expectantly. He smiles and kisses you, too.
“I like the idea behind this.” You look at the cabin.
“What do you mean? Steve says.
“Having our first night together alone. Without prying eyes and ears. Outside the compound. It feels like a lot less pressure.” You smile. 
“I was worried it might scare you.” Bucky says. “Taking you to the middle of nowhere without telling you. We’re serious. No pressure.”
“I’m not scared. I could never be scared of either of you. Just nervous.” You say. “Now, show me this cabin.” 
Steve enters the code on the lock and holds open the door to the well appointed cabin for you.
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cibeewastaken · 4 years
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Hey can you write some fluff, it can be anything as long it features harry kissing dracos hands 😄💙💙💙💙
hello! this turned out more hurt/comfort, i hope you don’t mind. Huge thanks to @pineau-noir for the beta!
1581 words, eighth year to post Hogwarts, tentative friendship, getting together, warning for brief self-harm
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The robes felt too small for him, even though Harry had just gotten fitted for them at Madam Malkin’s a few months ago. Grown into such a handsome man, the tailor had said to him. Harry only felt old. 
The bell rang behind them, and Draco Malfoy had walked in, stopped at the sight of Harry, hesitantly looked at him, as though he didn’t know if he should turn back or not. Harry had stared back, wondering if it was a dream.
Madam Malkin had given Draco an encouraging smile and ushered him onto the other platform to wait. Harry had turned back to face the mirror, swallowing; it almost came as a shock when he didn’t see two 11-year-old boys reflecting back.
"Hello,” Harry had said, pins in his clothes, arms stretched out. 
Draco had cast him a quick glance, and let out a thin, shaky breath; no reply. He was still staring straight ahead when Harry left the shop.
They had to share a common room, and there really wasn’t a way for Draco to avoid Harry, not even hiding in his room. The expression on Draco’s face was almost devastating when he saw Harry, who had already claimed one of the two beds. Harry didn’t try to talk to him again even if he desperately wanted to know why Draco was wearing a T-shirt with holes in the armpit instead of silk pajamas like Harry always thought he did. And Harry didn’t talk to Draco even when he came back to his room to find Draco howling on his bed, squished between an also crying Parkinson and a wide-eyed Zabini. Draco’s left sleeve was soaked in blood. 
Harry only crouched in front of Draco and cleaned his wound up with what he remembered from the forest. Wrapped it up as Hermione would. Held onto Draco’s hands like a friend would.
Draco was the first to talk, and this time it was Harry who was crying. Harry wasn’t crying because he had a nightmare, or because he thought about Teddy, or because someone had thanked him for the war. Harry was crying because he couldn’t understand NEWT level Potions and the new professor was too starstruck to listen to Harry when he said he didn’t understand. Harry was crying because he didn’t want to ask Hermione when she was with Ron (which was always). Harry was crying because Potions was very confusing and he didn’t see himself ever figuring out since it didn’t involve killing Voldemort or sacrificing himself. 
Draco took Harry’s textbook from and made notes beside each paragraph, summarizing the welter of information into concise sentences, and drew arrows in green ink to link them all together. By this point Harry had wiped his face clean of tears and snot (on his sleeve) and was watching Draco through swollen eyes. When Draco finished, he turned the book back to Harry and explained the day’s lesson to Harry, reading everything from upside down and setting everything right.
And Harry passed his Potion NEWTs with higher scores than anyone but Draco could anticipate. And Harry celebrated it by looting the kitchen of food and drinks and surprised Draco with a feast by the lake. Though it didn’t take long for words to get out that there was food, and soon they were joined by everyone and more. Someone brought a Polaroid and Harry jumped at the chance. He grabbed Draco’s hand when posing for the photo, grinning at him with heat that felt wonderful in his cheeks. 
“Finally,” Harry said.
“What?” Draco said.
“We’re finally friends.”
Draco stared, unblinking. His hands tightened in Harry’s grip. And the flash went off.
They went into different fields after school. Harry went into Auror training as he’d planned. Draco didn’t know what he wanted now he was on his own. Hermione suggested tutoring in the meantime. I have no qualification, Draco said. Managing to help Harry Potter pass NEWTs Potions should be enough for anyone, Hermione replied.
It wasn’t, but Draco started out small. Teaching a few Muggleborn children that just got their Hogwarts letters some basic courses. Charms and Potions, navigating the wizarding world (which their muggle parents listened in on). Magical Theory. History—recent history.
He lost a few students after that, but Draco was adamant that it was taught.
Harry often went over to Draco’s flat late at night, because he knew Draco would be up scribbling away. Harry would sit by Draco and read his own textbooks, and when Draco inevitably put down the quill to shake his wrist out (the bones making cracking noises), Harry would take it in his hands and knead it. Would feel the bone under it shift. Would circle that wrist between his thumb and index finger, squeezing it, then down to Draco’s forearm, digging his knuckles into the sore muscles, then up once more, massage each finger meticulously. 
Draco would usually fall asleep on Harry’s shoulder around the ring finger, and Harry would press a kiss to his hand. 
It was a Thursday morning when the Auror Department got called to handle a Gringotts robbery. Harry seized up at the mention, mind blanking with fear because Draco always went to Gringotts on Thursday morning to deposit his weekly earnings. No one said anything when Harry tagged along, and no one stopped him when he burst in first (they probably all thought it was what he did), frantically looking through all the frightened faces. Harry didn’t see Draco.
“There were no casualties, thank Merlin,” Ester, one of the seniors Auror on site said. “One missing.”
Harry whirled around. Draco wasn’t in the crowd. “What do you mean, one missing?”
Ester looked at her notes, “One of them went after the robbers.”
According to the witnesses, the robber didn’t go for the vaults, instead they targeted the deposit line and Accio’d people’s valuables off of them. One witness said everything happened very fast, the robbers were in and out in less than a minute, and one of the customers went after them.
“Who?” Harry’s voice broke.
“Someone recognized it as the Malfoy kid.”
It was a sloppy crime. It didn’t take long for the Aurors to track them down at Knockturn. Draco was there, a purpling bruise on his face, locked in a struggle with one man. The Aurors Incarceroused the robbers and Draco fell on his bottom, hands tucked to his chest. 
Harry pushed past the crowd. When Draco saw him, his face broke into a relieved smile. A smile that shuttered when Harry starting yelling.
“What the hell were you doing!” Harry snapped at him. Draco reeled back on the ground, mouth agape. “Why would you chase them?! They were gone!”
“They took my stuff!” Draco said.
“Your stuff!” Harry screamed. “What could possibly be worth more than your safety! ” Windows around them rattled. Harry’s head was fuzzy with anger he wasn’t used to anymore. Everyone stopped talking at Harry’s outburst. Draco’s face turned bright red, and he made a startled noise when Harry snatched away whatever Draco was holding. Harry looked down and everything seemed to fall away. 
It was the photo of them, the words Harry wrote on it were faded (Finally friends!), but it was clear that someone had retraced it carefully, many times since. 
A hand snatched the picture back. Mouth hanging open, Harry looked up at Draco.
“You went after them for that?” he asked, voice cracking at the end.
Draco stared at him, face still red with humiliation, eyes wet. “Yes,” he said. “Fine, yes!” He pushed Harry. Harry stumbled, knees weak. “I don’t need you to tell me how pathetic I am, Potter, so just fuck off and go yell at someone else.” Then he turned around, beelining toward the entrance. 
“He can’t leave yet—” an Auror said, but Harry didn’t care about procedures. He ran up and caught Draco’s arm. Draco turned and shoved him, with little effect this time. Harry stood his ground. 
“God, Potter,” Draco said, every syllable shook violently. Tears streamed down Draco’s face. His whole face scrunched up miserably. “What do you want now? I don’t need you to tell me how worthless this is to you.”
“I didn’t—” Harry tried. “That’s not what I meant. You could’ve been killed.” 
Draco’s fingers clawed at Harry’s grip, trying to pry it off. “Shut up, shut up!”
Harry grabbed Draco’s scrambling hand and tugged, wrapped an arm around Draco’s waist and pressed his lips to Draco’s hand. Harry’s breath shuddered, “I could’ve lost you.”
Draco was trembling. The bruise on his face broke Harry’s heart.
Harry pressed a kiss to Draco’s palm. “I could’ve lost you,” Harry said, voice tight with tears held back. Harry tugged Draco in further, wrapping him in a suffocating hug, burying his face in the warm crook of Draco’s neck, breathing in the comforting citrus soap for a second before turning his face into Draco and kissed him.
“I,” Draco started when Harry pulled back. “I’m sorry.” He sounded confused.
“Don’t scare me like that again.”
“Okay.”
“We can always take more photos,” Harry said into Draco’s shoulder. “Let’s go buy a camera right now. And ten thousand rolls of film.”
“Do you expect me to be robbed ten thousand times?”
Harry snorted an ugly laugh and peeked up at Draco. Draco cocked his head, brought a hand up to cup Harry’s face. Harry turned into Draco’s palm.
Draco’s other hand found Harry’s. “Ten thousand rolls it is.”
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In absolute honour of Will Byers birthday though also because i just really want to post a section of it I'm posting a section - though to be honest, it's a oneshot in itself - of my Will Byers fanfic wonder if he'll ever know.
In this section, Will knocks on Jonathan's door one night after The Snowball and they have a little discussion.
(It's still a little bit of a work in progress, so somethings may change but there we go. I hope you enjoy!)
It’s not particularly late though it’s not particularly early either when he knocks on his brother’s bedroom door and Will hopes that Nancy isn’t here tonight. They’re home alone this evening, their mom visiting Hopper and El at the cabin. She’d been visiting a lot since her arrival to their house in November (not that Will was remotely aware of that El had done so) insisting that there was no reason she couldn’t give Hopper some help now that the secret is out. El still wasn’t allowed anywhere but the cabin - The Snowball being an exception to the rule - so Will hadn’t had much interaction with her, though he supposed that he was content to learn about how she’s doing and what’s she’s like from The Party and his mom for now. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to see her, but more that he was increasingly aware that El wasn’t his friend, not really. He didn’t have the shared experience that she did with his friends, despite their lives being so closely intertwined and, if he’s being honest with himself, right now he’s not sure if it’s something that he’s longing for.
“She does want to talk to you. Properly. I think you’d really like her”
Mike often said after his secret visits to the cabin. And Will is sure he would but for now, he’d nod, listen to Mike sing her praises and subtly suggest that maybe they could do something else now.
On the subject of secret visits, Will wondered if maybe his brother was the only one that wasn’t aware that the household knew of the, now regular, nighttime visits of Nancy Wheeler. It seemed to happen all of a sudden if he thinks about it - somewhere between possession and The Snowball just a few days prior, he can’t quite pinpoint when. Did I really miss that much? It was odd to think about - just as it was odd to consider that maybe this time it was over.
There haven’t been any surprise blips into the Upside Down either.
So did this mean they could move on? He guesses it did, his friends were clearly doing as much and he was happy for them, he was. Maybe it was selfish but it felt weird seeing them move on from everything - or maybe everyone’s actions at The Snowball being something to latch onto in an attempt to say ‘Look! See! We’re fine! Everything's a-okay’
There’s no answer from Jonathan, his music a little too loud. Maybe Nancy is there, gross.
“Jonathan? Can I talk to you - (and please say you’re alone) -” He knocks again, and puts his ear to the door. He hears the music soften, the shuffling of papers and Will exhales knowing it’s just him. He doesn’t have a plan, not really, and part of him wonders if just maybe he wishes Jonathan were busy with something.
“Hey.” his brother pulls open the door fully, leaning against the frame, “You ok, bud?”
Will nods, raising an eyebrow at his casual pose “Are you?”
“What? Yeah, of course I am. Want to come in?”
With no affirmation, Will enters his brother’s room, taking everything in - his record player playing David Bowie, the poster decorated yellow walls. Jonathan’s room, just like Castle Byers was a safe space, if he thought about it maybe safer than his own. Through everything with their dad, readjusting after The Upside Down, the one thing that had remained consistent was his brother, and for that he he was grateful.
“I’ve got some really good photos from the dance - stayed late in the dark room the other day after school. Want to see?”
“You willingly stayed past school hours just to process some photos?” Will smirks, pushing himself onto Jonathan’s bed a little further, now more situated in the middle, and crossing his legs. “Haven’t you got anything better to do?”
“Hey, I used it to process some of ours too. My life isn’t just extracurricular.” He laughs before his expression turns to one more serious. “I remembered, on my camera I took a few of mom and - well, you know. I’m not sure if she’d want them after everything but it’s coming up to Christmas and - I don’t know, it might be a bit too soon. What do you think?”
Bob Newby: Superhero.
There’s an indescribable guilt that Will feels he can’t shake, not really. It was peculiar; he knows it wasn’t really him at least that’s what they’re telling me but there’s this part of him that can’t shake the feeling that it was. Him in mind but Will in body; who was in control really? He was in control enough to tell his mom that he was sorry, in control enough to tell them to leave, in control enough to know what you did. His mom has spoken with him about it since, as much as she could (and as much as Will would let her). He didn’t like to hear her talk about Bob, not just for himself but her too - his mom’s smile never quite meeting her eyes whenever she mentions the good times and the crack in her voice in casual conversation. Yet, despite her reassurances that -“It wasn’t you. It was that thing inside you”
He sometimes wondered if there wasn’t even just a few times in which she felt differently.
Jonathan asks again, concern now laced on his face and Will becomes increasingly aware that maybe he let down that guard just a little too much.
“I- I don’t know. It’s not the easiest subject for mom right now-”
Jonathan hums in response, picking up the photos from his desk and joining Will on the bed.
“-but maybe her birthday? He filmed loads on his video camera. We might be able to give her both?”
And Jonathan smiles, simply saying “Sounds great Will”
Jonathan looks down at the photos in his hand, shuffling them a few times before passing them over to Will, “Here. I’ve got some great ones of you and that girl” he nudges him and Will grimaces.
She was nice enough, well nice enough for someone that called him Zombie Boy as a means of getting him to dance with her. He studies the photo, zoning in more than anything at the expression on his face - he doesn’t look uncomfortable per se, but there’s a definite underlying feeling of ‘I want to be anywhere but here’. He switches the photo, flicking through and Will thinks back to the day, thinks back to looking around the almost unrecognisable school gym and seeing his friends so happy - Dustin grinning though there’s an almost bewildered look on his face as he holds onto Nancy’s waist; Lucas giving him a waggle of his eyebrows as he catches Will’s eye as he dances with Max, her head on his shoulder; Mike, resting his forehead against El’s, a stupid look on their faces.
And then there’s Will, arms outstretched, loosely placed on the girls hips, her hands firmly on his shoulders.
-
“Hey, Zombie Boy?” - It’s Will - she’d said a few minutes into Every Breath You Take. “This is fun, right?”
“Um - yeah, sure” Will had replied, forcing a grin. His eyes flicker to his friends again before his focus is immediately pulled back to the girl in front of him, her face edging nearer to his own.
Oh god. Is she? Um.
He’d felt frozen, as her eyelids fluttered, beginning to close, edging ever more closer towards him. You could just get it over with is one of many thoughts spiralling around his mind. Get it done and then that’s it. He looks over to Mike, his eyes still on El, only El, then to Lucas who’s now attempting to flirt (“wow stalker, what a line”). Sighing, about to pull his attention back to the girl, there’s Dustin, giving him a look he can’t quite decipher. Will didn’t know what he expected, after Mike’s heavy encouragement to dance with her earlier, but as Dustin’s eyebrows furrow, he knows his answer.
-
“I said no” Will mutters as he reaches another picture of himself, this time in mid-conversation with Mike and Lucas. “Should I have said no?”
“Kind of hard to answer that if I don’t know the question”
He snorts, placing the photos down next to him on the bed - between himself and Jonathan . Will shifts slightly, one leg on the bed, so he can face Jonathan a little more. “She tried to kiss me. I said no. Should I have said yes?”
“Did you want to?”
“I don’t know. Everyone else was doing it” Will shrugs, pushing the photos closer to his brother, who picks them up and shuffles through, until he’s back and the picture of Will dancing with the girl.
“Who’s everyone?”
“Mike and Lucas - don’t worry, Dustin didn’t try anything with Nancy”
Jonathan gives him an incredulous look, “Will, I am not worried about Dustin dancing with my girlfriend” he scoffs - so he finally admits it - “Besides, I’m pretty sure Mike and Lucas don’t count as everyone”
“You know what I mean”
Jonathan sighs standing from the bed. Will watches as he puts the photos down on the desk before picking up a vinyl and slipping it out of the case. He takes the disc and slots it into place on his record player, carefully placing down the needle. Jonathan picks up the, now empty, sleeve once again, showing it to Will. “The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust? I know you like this record” and Will just nods.
Five Years rings out and Jonathan makes his way back, and takes to sitting cross legged on the bed, now fully facing Will.
“Do you remember what I said? It was a few years ago now, but do you remember?”
“Kind of hard to answer if I don’t know what you’re talking about” Will throws back, echoing his brother’s earlier remark who simply rolls his eye in response, though a smile is evident on his face.
“You shouldn’t like things because people tell you you’re supposed to. I know it’s not completely the same but it works. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do Will, or feel like you should be doing something just because everyone else is. If no-one else was doing it, would you have kissed her?”
“No, I don’t think so, no.”
“And that’s fine.” Jonathan reaches out and places a reassuring hand on Will’s shoulder squeezing it slightly.
Bowie’s vocals ring out throughout the room and Will can’t help but really take in the lyrics. People, places, all caught up in time, the end of days and he can’t help but draw comparisons to what they’d all been through. A Soldier with a broken arm, the nobody people, the somebody people, if Will’s being honest, he doesn’t quite know who he is. Nothing quite fits into place. But he wonders if maybe that’s ok for now, it’s ok knowing some things and not others. He’s still got time.
More than Five Years anyway.
“You ok, bud?”
“Yeah, of course. Just thinking about things.”
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holylulusworld · 4 years
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You know me well – Part 4
Summary: Winning a contest to earn a small role in the next Supernatural Episode is a dream coming true. The only problem is the man you admire for his talent thinks you are not good enough. When he finally admits something he turns your world upside down.
Pairing: Jensen x Reader, Jared Padalecki x Genevieve Padalecki, Misha Collins
Warnings: angst, sad reader, Jensen being a douche, unrequited love (kinda), comforting (Genevieve), heartbreak
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Only a few more weeks and you can go public. Only a few more days to keep on going and pretend you are not in love with Jensen.
Since Jared caught both of you Jensen is more subtle on set, always aware someone else than Misha or Jared could see him touching you.
“The party is this weekend. Are you excited?” Jared asks as you play with your barely touched food.
“I don’t know, Jared. I’m not used to this kind of stuff and attending it alone doesn’t make things easier.” Giving your friend a cracked smile, you keep on pretending it doesn’t hurt Jensen suggested you shall go alone to the party.
“Jensen will not go with you?” Misha is taking aback. He had hoped Jensen would reveal you are a pair during the party. The season is wrapped, hiatus is close, only re-shooting needs to be done but that’s it. “I mean the season is over, we could just announce it at the party.”
“Misha, don’t.” Jared is patting your back, seeing the hurting on your face. “I guess Jensen wants to wait for the first Con as we agreed to. You can come with me and Gen if you want to. This way you don’t have to go alone and keep your word.”
“Thank you, Jared. I’d like that even if I would prefer going with Jensen.” Grumbling you watch Jensen talk to a foreign woman. He’s joking, placing his hand onto her back and your heart drops.
You have seen him with that woman before, in a magazine. He was dating her before you and broke up with her not long after they announce their relationship.
“Why is Michelle here?” Misha cocks a brow, glancing at Jensen talking to his ex-girlfriend in front of you, in front of his friends.
“I’ve got no fucking clue.” Jared exhales as he gets up to talk to Jensen. The moment Jensen sees his friend he removes his hand from Michelle’s back, greeting Jared as if nothing happened.
“A word, Jay?”
“Sure. Later, Michelle.” Jensen smirks following his friend toward his trailer. “What’s wrong, Jared?”
“What’s wrong?” Pointing at you sitting next to Misha Jared shakes his head. “Your secret girlfriend sits right there, telling me you refused to go to the party with her and then we have to watch you getting all cozy with your ex!”
“Dude, relax. Michelle is doing me a favor, okay. The rumors got worse and I thought if I walk around with her a bit everyone believes we are back together, and Y/N and I can take a deep breath. Soon I can announce my relationship with Y/N.” Jensen doesn’t see your hurting or the way you play with the seam of your shirt. He doesn’t see the doubts all over your face.
“You better stop this shit, okay. Be a man and call things off with Michelle, tell her thank you and we can survive these few weeks till you and Y/N reveal your relationship.” Jared storms off to bring you away as Jensen walks back toward Michelle.
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The night of the party started surprisingly funny. Sitting in the hotel room with Genevieve you watch Jared bickering with Misha about the right way to wield an angel blade.
“Boys, we have to go. Where is Jensen?” Genevieve watches your face fall as you shake your head.
“I don’t know, Gen. Last night he said he’d be here at eight or so but it’s already nine and he doesn’t answer my calls.” Sniffling you try not to ruin your make-up.
“What the heck! We agreed to go together so if’s not obvious you and Jensen are a pair. As Misha is without Vickie tonight he’s with us too. Where is Jay?” Jared paces around the room, trying to reach his friend. “Doesn’t answer my call either.”
“We have to get going, Babe. Maybe he’s late or something.” Squeezing her husband's hand Genevieve tries to calm Jared. “He can meet up with us before we go in. Let’s roll and wait for him outside.”
“Still don’t know why he doesn’t answer our calls. Is this about the fan post last week?” Looking up at Jared you can see the tall man’s face fall. Remembering a fan wrote she assumes you and Jensen are a pair he rubs your back, shaking his head.
“No, Y/N. Listen, Jensen loves you and we are for sure meeting up with him before we have to walk over the red carpet, okay. Stay with us and everything will be fine.” Not believing his own words Jared nods as his wife.
“Don’t worry.” Slinging her arm around your shoulders Gen tries to calm your nerves. “Jay will be there, and you can dance all night. No one will disturb your fun at our party.”
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In the limousine, you tried to call Jensen again, but he refused to answer. Jared is getting antsier per minute. The pit in his stomach grows and he looks at Misha for help.
“How about I lead Y/N to the carpet until Jensen arrives. We can take a few pictures and wait for the rest of the cast.” Misha tries to break the awkward silence, patting your thigh. “We are going to rock the red carpet, Y/N.”
A fake smile on your lips you nod at Misha, knowing he means well, but the look on Jared’s face tells you he believes something is wrong with Jensen and your heart beats faster than it should.
“We are here, ladies and gentlemen,” Clif exclaims as Jared almost jumps out of the limousine to hold out his hand for Genevieve. Misha is close behind, helping you get out and that’s the moment you hear someone yelling Jensen’s name.
Your eyes search the photographer and then your eyes land on the red carpet and your heart shatters into pieces.
Instead of attending the red carpet with you and his friends Jensen poses on the carpet with his ex-girlfriend. Smiling he holds her hand as he nods at the reporter who asked if he’s with Michelle again.
Pale, panting heavily you feel Misha moving his arm around your waist. “We are going to rock this carpet and later Jared and I will kill Jensen,” Misha whispers leading you toward the carpet as you feel like your legs are jelly.
“How can he do this, Jared? I don’t get what he wants to achieve with it. We agreed to attend the party together and now Jensen messes with our plans and poses with that bitch.” Genevieve is balling her hands into fists as you shake your head, giving her a cracked smile.
“Gen just drop it. I guess that’s Jensen’s way to call things off with me. Maybe she’s the better choice. Look at me and then look at her, Genevieve.” Glancing down your simple robe you hold back a sob. “Jensen is way out of my league. I should be relieved, this way the lies finally end.”
Misha leads you toward the red carpet, angrily clenching his jaw while Jared glares at Jensen who dares to glance at you in Misha’s arm.
“I swear at the end of the party I’ll kick his ass. I can’t believe he pulls a stunt like that. I warned him, Gen. Told him to not hurt the kid. Look at her.” Pointing at you trying to fake a smile as Misha attends the red carpet with you Jared silently curses.
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“Y/N, you came here with Misha tonight, not with a boyfriend. Why?” The reporter asks and you clear your throat.
“Misha was alone, just like me. Vickie couldn’t make it and he was kind enough to offer his free arm to me as an old spinster as I didn’t find someone to attend the party with me.” It’s not a complete lie so you smile politely and answer more questions.
“We all cheered for you and Jensen. All of us bet you would make a cute couple. The chemistry on screen is so strong between the two of you.” Another reporter tries and you laugh, giving him a wink.
“It’s called acting, Sir. Mr. Ackles is obviously in a relationship with the lovely woman he brought to this party. I don’t think he could ever think about me as a love interest. I’m only a colleague.” Misha is keeping you upright, smiling into the cameras as Jared and Gen join you.
“Jared, Jared! Don’t you think Y/N and Jensen are a cute couple too?” The same reporter asks.
“Well, Y/N is a wonderful actress and a good friend, on top of all a great person. I think she deserves someone showing his love for her and making her feel special. I bet she will find someone giving her all of this in no time.” Jared smirks as he can see Jensen turned pale at his best friends’ words.
“One last question to Y/N. Please.”
“Go ahead.”
“What does your ideal man look alike.” The reporter asks and you smile, taking your time to answer.
“It’s not always about the looks. I prefer a man showing me his affection, holding my hand and making sure I’m alright. So far I didn’t find a man doing so…” Clearing your throat you point at Jared and Genevieve.
“I want what Gen and Jared already have. A loving relationship, someone who cares about you and is not afraid to show it even if it means getting a shitstorm.” Now you smile sweetly, let the photographers take some more pictures before you let Misha lead you inside.
“I’m proud of you, kiddo.”
“Thank you, Misha. Without you, I wouldn’t make it tonight. I needed all my strength not to cry. When this is over I’ll pack my things and leave his house…”
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Jensen is keeping his distance, always aware people are watching him so he dances with Michelle, ignoring you the whole evening.
“He could at least have asked you to dance with him. What the fuck is he thinking?” Jared curses, watching Jensen glance at you once again.
“You know he wants someone he can present. That woman is perfect. I’m only his dirty secret or she’s better in bed as he didn’t get any so far. I’ll call a cab and leave the party. I spend enough time waiting for him to explain his behavior.”
Walking away you want to use the restrooms but Jensen follows you to take the chance and kiss you, but you push him away.
“Get off me, Ackles. Go back to the woman you brought here, I’m no longer your latest fling.” Jensen is gasping at your words while you turn to walk away.
“Wait, I did it for us!”
“For us?” Furious you slap his cheek, not caring if anyone sees you.
“There is no us, Jensen. There are you and that perfect arm candy and then there’s me walking over the carpet with Misha as he had to keep me upright. I don’t know what sick game you tried to play with me but it’s over…” Turning on your heels you storm toward the restrooms as Jensen runs after you dragging you into the room.
“I tried to kill the rumors, Baby. I did it for you.” Trying to touch your cheek Jensen has to watch you flinch away.
“Rumors? Seriously. All the reporters were rooting for us. No one would’ve cared if you had kept your word and attend the party with Jared, Gen and me. Misha was there too. No one would’ve known we are a thing, but you came here with that woman. A woman you had sex with, Jensen and I shall believe you did this for us! I might be younger than you but I’m not dumb, go fuck yourself…or rather fuck her cause for sure you will never touch me.” Panting you slap Jensen’s hand away as he tries to reach out for you.
“Please, Baby Girl…”
“Stop calling me like that…we are done…”
The realization hits Jensen like a freight train as you leave the restrooms, not looking back.
Instead of making things easier for you, he lost you only as he was too afraid to go public yet…
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Gods & Myths
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Prompt: J-Hope + 3. A breathy demand: “Kiss me” - and what the other person does to respond.
Setting/AU: College AU
Warnings: Alcohol use, frat party, sexual tension, lewd humour etc
Word Count: 3,278
You didn’t want to be here. Every fiber of your being wanted desperately to be anywhere that wasn’t at the Gods and Myths party at Ravenwood Academy. It’s not that you hated parties, or despised dressing up, rather, it was that you hated ending up alone at these things. Your friends always came with you, spotted someone they were crushing on and left without fail. Leaving you alone for the remainder of the evening, easy prey for drunk creeps to hit on. Usually you left before they saw you all alone, in your mind you wondered if you had a huge neon sign above you that said Easy Target.
Every time you brought this fact up with them their responses were the same. “Well maybe you should try it sometime.” “It’s not going to hurt you to have fun. Live a little.” “Just do, don’t think about it for once in your life.”
All of that was easier said than done though. Overthinking was a skill of yours, one excelled at. Your friends meant well, you knew that, but it hurt to realise time and time again that in some aspects, they just truly didn’t understand you. You weren’t as outgoing as them and apparently didn’t have anywhere near as high a sex drive as they did. They said you were too picky while you thought that sometimes they weren’t picky enough.
You wanted to be the person who could just switch off and live in the moment but you were too observant, too analytical and too concerned with how what you did at any given moment would impact your life. Other people got to finish class and leave their academic commitments in their dorm, not concerned with how their actions in the night would impact them in the future but not you, the burden of responsibility weighed heavy on your shoulders. You had to get good grades so that you could get a good job and a good career. That was what had been ingrained into you since you were a small child. Romance and frivolity just weren’t luxuries that you could afford.
Regardless of how you feel about social gatherings, you’re here, sitting on Minhee’s bed with Sora while they brainstorm costumes for each of you to wear. According to them this party was a big deal and proper thought should go into your outfit. In your mind it was just middle ground between angels & devils and toga party. Wear a coloured sheet and something on your head and drink. It seemed simple to you but to your friends, it was more. They were well known for their partying ways and impeccable costumes. How you ended up with these two as your best friends you’ll never know, but you wouldn’t have it any other way… most of the time.
Minhee stands in front of her wardrobe facing the two of you with her arms crossed in front of her, resolute in her statement. “As a history major I refuse to allow the three of us to be basic. There will be enough Aphrodite’s, Hera’s, Athena’s and Persephone’s in attendance so we need something unique.” 
“Why don’t we go as the three fates?” Sora offers as she flips through a Greek Mythology book.
Minhee shakes her head. “No, then we’d have to spend the entire night together so that our costumes made sense.”
“Wow, you make hanging out together sound like a punishment.” You remark.
Her eyes roll. “You know that’s not how I meant it. If we do a group costume then we have to stick together. At the biggest party of the academic year.” Next to you Sora nods. If she thinks this is convincing you that she wasn’t being harsh before, she’s sorely mistaken.
“What Minhee is trying to say is that Jaebum is going to be there and she wants to get that.” She chuckles as she looks at you. “We love you dearly, but we both have goals for this party, and apparently that means we need standalone costumes. Otherwise Minhee will be insufferable because she couldn’t jump JB’s bones because we did a group costume… which is not a crazy persons reasoning at all.”
You can’t help but laugh at Sora’s bluntness. You knew they’d both be wanting to impress their crushes and that they would not be sticking with you all night. Still, the reality of being alone at a party yet again kind of dampens the mood for you. “Then Minhee should be Nyx.” You state.
“Primordial goddess of the night?” She asks, to no one in particular.
You shrug. “Look if there was a goddess of determination to get that dick then I’d pick that one for you. This is the closest thing.”
Sora collapses into the bed in a fit of laughter at your words while Minhee feigns offence, doing her best to not laugh yet. “Are you calling me a skank?”
“Of course not. If I wanted to do that I’d have suggested Peitho.” Minhee sputters as her cool facade cracks and she joins Sora in a fit of laughter, doubling over and grabbing the wardrobe with her spare hand to brace herself as she laughs.
“You bitch.” She says as she regains her composure.
“Honestly, the lengths you go to for dick.”  You do your best to sound nonchalant but a laugh breaks through.
“For that uncalled for comment you get to be Hecate, it’s not in the mythology books but I’m pretty sure she was a snarky biatch like you.” She points at Sora as you crack up laughing. “And you can be Kotys, you party animal.”
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The party is going almost exactly how you imagined it would. The three of you arrived, wading through a crowd of multiple Hades, Persephone, Zeus, Hera, Apollo & Aphrodite costumes. Minhee and Sora are ecstatic that no one seems to have picked the goddesses that the three of you did but a small part of you wishes you could blend in with the crowd, it would make escaping drunk horny guys later so much easier.
You had to give it to the decorators. They had outdone themselves this year. The large dining hall had been transformed into a Greek paradise. There was a Mount Olympus in the back corner, a Dionysus themed bar, hanging gardens, beautifully draped sheets around fake columns. There were games all around the room, based off ancient Olympics and myths. You spotted a stone grotto where you had to trick Medusa, a makeshift river Styx, the list went on.
It was hard to believe that this was the dining hall. The spot where you usually sat for your meals was currently the entrance to hell and where you normally sat was Yoongi, dressed as Hades, trying to convince people to actually pay him money to be kept safe. You laughed to yourself, remembering the time that Minhee had her sights set on him only to be shut down because he didn’t want to fuck someone who didn’t know what an arpeggio was. She had been livid for weeks. She thought it was some kind of pasta. You and Sora hadn’t let her live it down, much to her displeasure.
The rest of his group are performing similar grifts around the room. Namjoon is at Mount Olympus, dressed as Zeus and giving orders as King of the Gods. Jimin is dressed as Eros and is wandering around pushing people together, daring them to kiss. Dressed is a loose statement given the minimal amount of coverage he has going for him but that kind of goes hand in hand with being the god of sexual desire, attraction, love and procreation. Jin is dressed as Plutus and in his drunken stupor keeps telling everyone “Opulence, I own everything!” Taehyung is behind the bar, dressed as Dionysus, reveling in getting partygoers drunk out of their brains. Jungkook is Heracles, doing upside down keg stands and challenging people to arm wrestling and Mario Kart, probably not exactly the picture of the greatest hero but he fits the strongest man on earth part of the brief. Hoseok is Caerus, flitting around the room to each of the games and convincing people to do things they normally wouldn’t, telling them he felt lucky about their odds of winning if they did as he suggested. Whoever put those 7 in charge as hosts for the evening was either out of their mind or a genius.
Shortly after arriving Sora directs you to the bar, making sure the three of you have drinks in your hands at all times then drags your trio over to a group who are playing a range of drinking games loosely based off mythology. So loosely that you’d wager that they were just playing normal drinking games and adding one greek work to them to fit the theme of the party. You glance at Minhee, thinking she might have hit the nail on the head with the goddess she picked for Sora, who raises a brow at you as if to say I was dead on right?
You stand back with Minhee while Sora leads the next round of games, completely in her element as the life of the party. Out of the corner of your eye you spot the very person who Minhee keeps searching for. She probably thinks she’s being subtle but to you she looks like a lost bird with how much her head is darting around as she scans the room. You nudge her, directing her attention towards her mark. “He’s over there when you’re ready to go throw yourself at him.”
She scoffs at you and smirks. “Don’t be ridiculous, I won’t need to throw myself at him, have you seen me in this dress?” To make sure you get the full effect she twirls and poses for you, her shamelessness making you cringe.
“Oh my god, just go already.”
Sora appears beside you, laughing. “Looks like I have perfect timing!” she says as she latches onto your arm, her grip ironclad, tugging it towards the centre of the group where the games are being played. “Come on, we’re playing the next game.”
“Wha-” you start to protest, refusing to budge from your spot. You don’t join in at these parties. You observe. You’re not the free spirited type. You don’t know the social cues or the rules for these games.
“No excuses. If you fuck up the game you drink, if you win you drink. Pretty simple really.” She holds onto your arm tightly, no intentions of letting you flee. “For once, try to enjoy yourself.” She says.
Begrudgingly you give up trying to escape. She knows you too well and she has no plans on letting go of you until you’re in the circle and the game is starting. There’s no escape now, not when you’re surrounded. Your anxiety spikes for a moment, wondering if all of the people around you know that you don’t fit in here. That little voice in your head tells you that they’re judging you, mocking you, no matter how hard you try to ignore it.  
“What game have you been playing here?” Hoseok asks, appearing out of nowhere, his red locks wreathed in olive branches. That part of his costume irks you. Caerus was always described as bald, with one lock of hair, not a luscious soft looking full head of hair. At least he had the non aging, beautiful part down, because Hoseok was beautiful. His high cheekbones and strong jawline framed his face, inviting eyes and an infectious smile made him hard to resist. You have watched him from a distance at many parties, never actually interacting with words. A few times he caught you staring, only to raise an eyebrow at you and for you to avert your gaze. This is the closest you’d ever been to him at a party and you decide that it is incredibly unfair for him to look that good.
“Escape the Manticore.” Someone says at the same time as you say “Beer Pong.” Hoseok laughs as he moves to the center of the group. He raises his hands, beckoning those in the circle to listen to him.
“An excellent choice of game, however, might I suggest a change in proceedings before Jungkook/Heracles makes his way over here?” The noises from the group seem to lean towards agreeing to change games. Everyone knows that you can’t beat Jungkook at beer pong. The guy is stupidly good at it. Smiling, Hoseok continues. “Might I suggest Sirens Call?”
You scoff. “What’s that, truth or dare?” The crowd laughs at your comment.
“Closer to spin the bottle actually.” Hoseok responds, winking at you as he does so. “Alright, you lot” He says as he points to 7 others, Sora and yourself “are playing this round with me.” You do your best to ignore the wink, surely he does that to everyone. Like Sora, he’s always the life of the party. It probably doesn’t mean anything. Even if part of you wants it to.
Sora claps with glee as she realizes that his selection includes the man she’s been ogling all night, Shownu. He’s a mountain of a man with soft, kind eyes and Sora has been swooning over him for months. You know that she’ll shatter the bottle if it doesn’t land on him when she spins it.
“You look like you want to eat him alive Sora, maybe dial it down a notch.” You murmur.
Her eyes flit to yours for a moment, a mischievous grin on her face. “I’d rather climb him like a tree but eating works as well.”
You don’t get a chance to tell her to keep it in her pants as Hoseok produces a bottle and motions for the ten of you to sit on the floor. “The person spinning the bottle is the siren. Whoever the bottle lands on is their target. If their target succumbs to their call and kisses them they’re out of the game, Sirens were kind of evil guys, they lured men to their deaths. If you resist the siren for thirty seconds then you survive and they are out of the game.
The game progresses as drunken people lock lips and disappear from the game, often wandering off together to continue where they left off, much to Jimin’s delight. Shownu did his best to resist Sora, but your maniac of a friend legitimately climbed him when he refused her request for him to kiss her, straddling his hips and teasingly leaning in, ghosting kisses over his neck, face & mouth until he gave in and captured her lips with his. As she got up and lead Shownu away from the group she winked at you, happy to have secured her man for the night.
Hoseok spins the bottle next. You watch it spin round and round, wondering who it will land on and if they’re going to be able to resist his charms. To your surprise the bottle lands on you. You stare at it in mild shock. Hoseok isn’t supposed to get this close to you. No, you watch him from afar, wondering what it would be like to touch him, to be held by him, to kiss him. But those were only ever supposed to be thoughts, never a reality.
You watch with wide eyes as he crawls towards you, like a predator circling its prey. You don’t know if you are strong enough to resist him, not when his eyes were laser focused on you like that. He’d never looked at you like that before. Whenever he’d caught you staring at him he’d always kept that inviting look in his eyes but that was nowhere to be found right now. It felt like he was staring into your soul which unnerves you. You try to swallow but your throat feels dry, and your hand can’t seem to find your drink.
He closes the distance between the two of you quickly, stopping only once his arms are caging your legs where you sit. He is too close, so close that you can feel his breath fanning your neck, you can smell his cologne, you can’t concentrate. He licks his lips and leans forward, his mouth ghosting your ear. Breathily he says “Kiss me” then moves back slightly so that he can see your face.
If you do as he asks you’ll lose the game, but you will have kissed Jung Hoseok. That little voice inside your head tries to tell you that he’d only be kissing you because of the game, not because he has any interest in you. Another smaller voice speaks up, telling you so what if its only because of the game? You still get to kiss him and if the other voice is wrong, then you’ll have bagged Jung motherfucking Hoseok. Where is the loss for you here?
You stare at his lips longer than you care to admit, at his prominent cupids bow and soft looking lower lip, at the way he slightly smirks when he realises that you’re fixated on his mouth. It feels like aeons but in reality it takes only seconds for the two of you to stare at each other, your eyes flickering because for a moment Hoseok does look like a god, but one who is within your reach, and it causes a quiet breath to escape your lips.
Cautiously you inch forward, and Hoseok cups your cheek with his hand. He feels warm. You lean into his touch, letting yourself indulge in the moment. You press your lips into his, they are softer than you were expecting. He moves his head slightly and your lips slot together perfectly, his hand sliding into your hair. You could end it here, you had already failed the game and there was no need to continue the kiss.
Except that you don’t want it to end. You want more. You press into his lips harder, parting them, and you feel him smile into it as he deepens the kiss. Your hand grips his cloak, as if you’re scared he will let go of you and end this. The nature of the kiss shifts from a soft, sweet meeting of the mouths to a heated, passionate tangling of tongues. When you do break apart its because you both need air. His eyes are hooded and dark as he stares at you as if you are the only person in the room.
Gradually both of you realize that you have an audience and you blush furiously. Hoseok clears his throat and looks around, attempting to put on the mask of the host as he says. “That’s game over. You know how it works now, form your own teams and go.” He grabs your wrist and helps you stand, his eyes never leaving your face. It’s written all over his face, plain as day, that he wants to kiss you again. You want to kiss him again too, but not with so many people around.
“Come with me?” He asks.
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gma-crafts · 4 years
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The Purrposal
The biggest thanks to @iloveyou-3000 for beta-reading faster than I could say Boom! You’ve been such a big help! A big smooch to @robertdowneyjjr for being such a sweet co-parent to the feline trio - check out her fics about the catdad!ironhusbands linked below!
Word Count: 3,286 Warnings: just loads of fluff, “very soft and gay” - test readers Characters: James Rhodes, Tony Stark, and their cats Mochi, Susu and Jonathan Summary: Tony lost something. Rhodey offers his help. But sometimes you only know what you’ve been looking for when you find it.
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“Honeeey?” “What?”  “Where’s my super suit?” “Whaaat??” 
“Where the hell did she go?” 
Rhodey drew his attention away from the movie he was watching. It’s not like he was able to actually concentrate on it anyway, ever since Tony slid into the room wearing his fuzzy socks  ten minutes ago, and started opening  drawers and doors, growing more and more frantic each time. Mochi, who had been sleeping on Rhodey’s lap, posing as a fluffy white bun, woke up from the ruckus and hopped off the couch to find a less noisy spot somewhere else in the house; and, honestly, Rhodey couldn’t blame her. 
“You good there, Tones?” He asked over his shoulder, though he doubted he’d get a proper answer. Ever since he and his boyfriend moved in together two years ago, those hectic outbursts with Tony forgetting about everything and everyone within a two-mile radius became one of the less pleasant parts of their everyday life. 
Don’t get him wrong, Rhodey loved waking up next to this beautiful disaster of a man, brushing back the mess of curls and watch those Bambi eyes flutter open. His military operations had him exposed to raw, untouched wilderness all over the planet, from desert sunrise to dusk setting over a snow-covered tundra. None of those ever had him stop and stare as when Tony’s soft, chocolatey gaze fell on him, spreading a warmth he almost felt physically. 
But while Rhodey was a romantic at heart, as well as hopelessly in love with his oldest friend, he also was a calm and rational man - you’d never see him run around like a headless chicken in search for anything. Whenever something would be misplaced (and Rhodey liked to make clear that he was in no way affiliated with losing it in the first place), he would track it down systematically. 
Tony, however, was different. He could hyper-fixate on a scientific concept for weeks, only to then revolutionize it in his basement workshop on a Friday afternoon. He kept track of  a multitude of important things with an ease Rhodey only could envy. But if Tony discovered his favourite hoodie, the Stark Tech drafts Pepper had been expecting for weeks or Jonathan’s catnip toy weren’t where he assumed they’d be, the genius was gone in no time. You could set a countdown from ninety seconds down and watch him turn from chill to hysteric once it hit zero. 
The time must’ve been up way before Tony dashed into their living room. Rhodey’s question went unheard and the bang of the highboard’s bottom drawer sounded particularly final. Rhodey hopped over the backrest with a small sigh - this goddamn hectic! - and squatted down next to one of the world’s richest people squirming on the ground, face pressed into the small gap between the expensive leather couch and the Italian oak floorboards , cooing and frolicking with a tremor in his voice that replaced Rhodey’s bewilderment with worry. 
“Care to tell me what you’re looking for?” 
“-t now, she’s gotta be here somewhere, f'god’s sake..”, came the muffled response. Rhodey gave his nose a small rub with his knuckle, more to gather himself than  to cure an itch; he then hooked his fingers in the belt loops of Tony’s cargo pants and tugged him closer, ignoring the small yelp of protest, and cupped his boyfriend’s face firmly. Rhodey would tear up over the pout Tony sported later, he had to remain serious now. 
“Babe. We talked about this. Stop making yourself all panicky and tell me what’s up.” Rhodey emphasized every sentence with planting a kiss on the absolute mess of curls, and with each, Tony’s grip on his wrists loosened a little. Finally he let some of his tension slip and leaned into Rhodey’s touch, still a bit out of breath from crawling all over the floor. His eyes were suspiciously bright when he finally answered.
“It’s Susu. I can’t find her! I looked for her all day, went through every room twice, I checked the laundry, all the drawers, I shook the treat box til I spilt half of them on the stairs, JARVIS went through the tapes for the last 48 hours, I checked all the beds and scratch trees. She. Is. Gone.” He huffed and slumped down against Rhodey’s chest, who immediately wound him into a hug. 
“I lost my baby, Platypus. Probably locked her out days ago without even noticing and now she got run over by a car or froze to death or the Chitauri abducted her to-” 
“Tony”, he cut off his boyfriend’s ramblings “First of all, nobody freezes to death in Malibu, especially not in June. Second of all, if she really had gotten lost outside, JARVIS wouldn’t have tracked her chip to still be inside this house. That was the very first thing you told him to do, remember?” 
Tony nodded, his hair tickling Rhodey’s cheek. “Remind me to enhance the accuracy down to the very inch she’s standing on”, he mumbled against his boyfriend’s shoulder, hands gripping tighter on the fabric of Rhodey’s henley, his cheek vibrating from the chuckle the taller man let out. 
“Anything, babe . But first let’s get you a snack and some water. Something’s telling me you haven’t eaten all day. And then we’ll find Susu together.” 
Tony frowned at that suggestion, and Rhodey would’ve laughed out loud ‘cause it made him look so much like that genius, stubborn teenage boy that burst into his dorm room years ago, throwing his world upside down. Instead, he just smiled into Tony’s disastrous bedhead one last time before urging him towards the pantry. 
Five minutes later, a granola-munching Tony followed Rhodey around as they searched for the smallest member of their feline bunch. It’s been almost a year since the two of them had adopted the pitch-black ball of fluff along with their oldest cat, Jonathan. Officially, they were brought into their little family to keep their first furbaby, Mochi, company; in reality, Rhodey had suggested taking in another cat after Mochi declared him his favourite person, and after Tony became less and less efficient in hiding that he was genuinely hurt by this decision. 
While Jonathan never missed the opportunity to strut all over Tony’s face with a satisfied purr every morning, Susu and him grew especially close. Of course, Tony turned down any attempt of Rhodey’s to point out how much alike they were - tiny, soft, energetic bundles of joy, always on the jump to their next adventure, experiencing the world around them with a mind so sharp and a curiosity so insatiable Rhodey gave up on trying to understand them long ago. And every time  he thought he finally had it sorted out, discovered the pattern, they’d turn around and surprise him with an entire new facette. But yeah, he was totally making all of that up. 
They decided to start with their bedroom, since this was where Susu was most likely to be found - if she wasn’t napping in one of the twelve cat beds scattered in Tony’s workshop. While both Jonathan and Mochi mastered the art of coincidentally wanting to take a nap in the room you were already in, Susu never made her affection for Tony a secret. Rhodey often caught her checking in on Tony between naps with her high-pitched meows, her soft purrs, sometimes shamelessly bumping her head into his arm until he caved in and gave her some much-needed  belly rubs. Those two chaotic goblins clinging to each other like conjoined twins made it even more suspicious that Susu hadn’t been seen for some hours now. 
Rhodey tried his best to hide that he began to worry about the kitten’s sudden disappearance. With Tony still padding along behind him, he entered the bedroom and decided to start his search counterclockwise. Rhodey made sure to include Tony as best as he could, make him feel useful and not spiral further down; he asked him to hold up the sheets while he tried to squeeze under the bed with soft coos, or made Tony get the treats while he went through the first third of their wardrobe. Tony did as he was told, way calmer now as if Rhodey’s presence alone helped him to not lose his marbles. 
He was in the middle of searching the top of their wardrobe as well as the upper compartments, when Rhodey heard a soft “Oh!” from across the room, where their dresser stood. He half jumped, half tumbled down the chair he was standing on and hurried over to where Tony hunched over the second to bottom drawer - the one with the old shirts Tony wore in his workshop. Rhodey sat down next to him, hand reaching to pull his boyfriend into a comforting hug, when he caught a glimpse of why Tony was on the verge of crying. 
Two very yellow, very sleepy-looking spots were blinking up to him from between two stacks of black shirts. He now realized that Tony wasn’t sobbing, but non-stop mumbling to the little black cat squeezed into the already crammed drawer; a wild mix of profanities and affectionate murmurs. Rhodey let out a sigh of relief and reached over Tony’s shoulder to scratch Susu’s ear, much to her delight. 
“-was so worried you stupid tiny fur noodle… checked this drawer like three times and you didn’t even wake up”, his boyfriend croaked and quickly wiped his face with his sleeve, before bending down and planting a big smooch on the kitten’s head. Susu responded with a friendly mewl and nuzzled her face against Tony’s cheek as if she hadn’t been M.I.A. for the past few hours, as if she was just checking in on him as usual, and yeah, now Tony cried. 
Carefully he wiggled his hands around Susu’s tummy, lifting her a bit before placing one hand underneath her hind legs for support. But Susu, who had been fast asleep not even two minutes ago, wasn’t so eager to leave her hideout yet, and when Tony pulled her closer to his chest, two of the shirts came along with the cat, attached to her claws only by a couple of threads. And with the shirts and a small thud, something else fell to the floor, and Rhodey’s heart jumped to his throat. 
“What’s that? You’ve been hoarding treasures in there, you stinky gremlin?”, Tony cooed, Susu pressed against him with one hand as he leaned down. Rhodey suppressed a small yelp; he had forgotten what he had put in that drawer until now. He tried to snatch it before Tony could see what it was, but both his hands had been too busy with running his boyfriend’s back up and down in soothing circles. A slim, calloused hand closed around the fine leather, and the soft words muttered into the kitten’s fur faded into silence. 
Rhodey waited for a reaction, any reaction, but Tony just sort of froze, staring at the box he held, dumbstruck. He had no doubt Tony recognized the logo embossed into the lid immediately, connected the dots, and the longer the only audible sound was Susu purring like a fuzzy Bentley, the more anxious he became.  
“Rhodey, is this what I think it is?” He didn’t look at the taller man, just slowly turned the box over and over in his hand, brows furrowed. Well, that wasn’t exactly a No, right? With gentle fingers Rhodey took the box from Tony’s grasp and flipped the lid open with his thumb, his eyes not leaving Tony’s face. 
The frown slipped off his boyfriend’s features like a heap of snow from a rooftop, his eyes glistening with emotion and a sob tugging on the corner of his mouth. Tony lifted Susu a bit higher, buried his face in her fur for a second before he gently sat her down on the dresser, and reached to touch the slim metal band sitting in a bed of dark velvet. 
“It’s made from our suits’ old chest plates. Y’know, that ‘piece of my heart’ thing. It’s sappy I know, but I liked it better than some fancy white gold or platinum,” Rhodey explained, more to calm his nerves than to actually share the info. Tony remained quiet, his thumb brushing over the anthracite metal, separated by a thin line of hot rod red and the tiny aquamarine sitting on top of it. Was that a smile? Yeah, but a sad one. Rhodey waited in anticipation for Tony to say something. 
“I, um… I guess you want to keep that now.” Rhodey’s heart death-dropped from his throat to the soles of his feet. What? 
“Tones, what are you talking about?” While he spoke, he set down the ring box on top of the dresser, where Susu gave it a curious sniff. 
“I spent way more time on coming up with the perfect moment to give it to you than I’m willing to admit. The only reason I haven’t asked to put it on your finger yet is ‘cause I’m having the hardest time finding words for just how much I love you, and how happy it’d make me to be at your side, as your husband.“ 
Tony still didn’t look at him, arms wrapped around himself tightly and, oh no, Rhodey knew what that meant. They were back to spiraling, but the different kind. Quickly he closed the gap between them, his hands squeezing into the space between Tony’s biceps and ribs, gently forcing his crossed arms apart. The smaller man giggled involuntarily, and shied away from getting wound into yet another hug, but Rhodey wasn’t having any of it; his hands remaining on Tony’s waist, he pushed slowly, but firmly, until his boyfriend had to give in to the pressure. 
Stumbling backwards until he hit the bed, Tony found himself harboured in by Rhodey’s arms on either side of his face, anchored down by the taller man hovering over him, so close he could feel Rhodey’s warm breath on his neck. It was hard letting your insecurities take the best of you, when the man you loved smiled down at you warm and tender like that. 
Tony had a history with pushing through hard times alone, no one there to offer him comfort, even if he had been able to ask for it. Rhodey knew that isolating himself became one of Tony’s default responses to emotional stress, and he tried his best to let him know, at least physically, that he didn’t need to endure everything alone. Little did he know that for Tony, every kiss and every hug felt like a heating pad on an aching muscle. 
"Tony. You’re the most brilliant yet most dense man I’ve ever met. Honestly, who looks at an engagement ring and goes ‘Oh, whoops! Must’ve been a mistake, that can’t possibly be for me’? I’ve spent years trying to figure out how that beautiful mind of yours works, and all it got me was a thinning hairline. So, Tones. Babe. Tell me what on earth makes you think I wouldn’t wanna marry you right here, right now?" 
Tony squirmed around beneath him, his eyes glistening again; Rhodey didn’t move an inch. They’d talk this out, and they’d do it now, before Tony fled into his workshop and had JARVIS lock him out for three days straight. 
"I- it’s just…”, Tony started, rather at a loss of words than reluctant to open up to his boyfriend; but eventually, the dam broke. 
“I don’t see how you could possibly wanna marry me after I spent all day going bonkers over a cat, after I roamed the entire house twice, like an idiot, cried about seven times and didn’t even think of asking you for help 'til you physically dragged me away from crawling underneath the couch and- and”, he caught a quick breath, before continuing twice as fast “And I’m clearly not fit to be a good and supportive husband to you when I can’t even keep my shit together over a trifle like this, and just bottle up instead of asking for help, when I disappointed you and Susu with acting like an actual five-year-old and I don’t even know wh-" 
The rest of the sentence was muffled by Rhodey’s lips on his, taking the breath for further rambling straight out of his lungs. The first sobs escaped Tony, and Rhodey switched to covering his face with pecks, kissing away the tear on his temple, brushing a thumb over the corner of his mouth until it lifted up into a tiny smile. Underneath him, Tony’s body was pliant now, and he just let Rhodey shield him from the world. 
“Sweetheart. Dearest idiot mechanic. You may have synthesized a new element, but being brilliant apparently made you forget that you threw no less than seven birthday parties for your bots. And that I attended all of them. Going feral over a missing cat is not what makes me love you less, it’s what made me fall for you in the first place. You care about things most people wouldn’t even notice. The only idiot here? Clearly me for waiting so long with proposing and finally make you mine, with all your quirks. If you want, that is,” he added quickly. 
And now Tony beamed, and he sobbed, and he hiccuped all at once, and goodness gracious how did he manage to look so disastrous yet so beautiful, Rhodey would never get used to this. Slender fingers tugged on his neck, pulling him into another kiss. 
“Of course I wanna marry my Platypus. ‘course I wanna be yours”, Tony muttered against his lips, the tears rolling down his face not only his now. Rhodey smiled into the kiss, hands finding their way into Tony’s hair, lips trailing down the arch of Tony’s neck like they did countless times before. And when he got a soft, delicate moan as an answer it really couldn’t get any better- Only that it could. 
“Hang in there for a sec”, Rhodey muttered and got up, scurrying over to where he left the ring on the dresser, with Susu guarding it like a fluffy loaf of bread. He reached for the box when a streak of muffled cusses erupted behind him. 
“G’dammit Jonathan! Off my face you fuzzy bastard I’m. Not. Catnip!” 
Rhodey turned around just in time to see the big grey tabby stretching out contentedly all over Tony’s head, as if he were his favourite toy. Tony’s efforts to get Jonathan off of him were sabotaged by Mochi, who had entered the room along with the older cat, and now took a seat on Tonys arm, making it useless in the man’s attempt to not suffocate. Rhodey grabbed both Susu and the box and hurried over to save his boyfriend - no! - his fiance. 
“Didn’t strike you as the one to wear fur, Tones”, he quipped as he lifted the tabby off of Tony. Jonathan shot him a disgraceful look, before he scattered off to see if he could find some more of the treats Tony spilt earlier; Mochi and Susu followed heel. While Tony sat up and wiped the cat hair off his face with his shirt, Rhodey smiled down on him, opening the box once more to finally place the ring where it belonged. The small ‘click’ made Tony look up; and when Rhodey reached for his hand, and the cool metal settled against his flesh, his smile didn’t falter for a second. 
“So, Babe,” Rhodey spoke after a minute of silence. He leaned forward until their lips met, softly pushing further, and Tony let himself sink back all too willingly. “Wanna pick up where we left off?”
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Poster Boy // AIRFORCE7
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Summary: With the war approaching, the air force needed more men to join and prepare to protect the nation. Jackson readily signed up to help bring those numbers in, but he wasn’t prepared to lose you or who he stood for in the process.
Pairing: Jackson Wang x reader (ft. GOT7 in AIRFORCE7)
Genre: pilot au / 1940s era / angst / romance
Warnings: Due to the era it’s set in, this will contain minor war conflict in some of the stories. I will not be making the war-zone my main focus in this series however. 
A/N: I have been so excited to write this story for Jackson as soon as I came up with the idea of this series. Both Jackson and BamBam’s ideas were the first I came up with and I’m so glad to finally be sharing this one with you all.
Word count: 4602
This series will continue every Thursday until completed at 10am NZST. 
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If there was anyone in the air force who knew how to put on a show, it was Jackson Wang. The young pilot was known for his antics up in the air, gathering crowds on the regular to watch whenever he was training. Sure, it was pretentious sometimes, but he loved putting on a performance. There was nothing better than the rush of propelling his Mustang up to the skies on a vertical loop and hanging upside down for as long as he could muster. The freedom of flight was exhilarating.
“Alright Wang, what you got?” a voice radioed through and Jackson grinned, holding the joystick loosely as he got ready to start his show for the day. He didn’t need to look down at the crowd forming on the tarmac now, he knew the spectacle he was about to put on was going to garner a lot of attention.
And he anticipated it completely.
“I’m going all out.”
“Just because Cap has invited some extra faces to the base this week, doesn’t mean the training drills need to be fancy.”
“Why Tuan, after playing chicken with all our new recruits, are you afraid of my skills showing you up, huh?”
The other pilot scoffed at the challenge. Jackson knew Mark would never back down from an event like this. The man was far too competitive. “The usual?”
“Let’s warm up with that,” Jackson agreed, pushing on the throttle as he tightened his grip on the joystick. He started to ascend to the clouds for his first vertical loop, laughing when he got the air he needed to hang the mighty machine upside down. Jackson knew every part to this plane of his, and it was effortless in how he navigated his way through the skies. After several loops and controlled rolls, he allowed his Mustang to fall down towards the base below at a rapid rate. He pulled up before he couldn’t, screaming out in exuberant joy.
He saw Mark’s own rendition of his tricks and smirked. “Is that all you got, Tuan?”
“Training is over, Wang. Put your wings on the ground.”
“You mean you’re not going to play a little more with me?”
“You can see the flags down below Jackson, we’re being called back in. Prepare for landing.”
“Can’t we just do one more thing?” Jackson asked and Mark sighed heavily. He knew that was his friend’s way of giving him the chance to suggest what he was thinking of. “You are the king of playing chicken after all.”
“You never play it fair.”
“There’s more fun in not knowing until we’re right on each other of what way we’re going to go,” Jackson remarked cheekily, setting himself up to face the other Mustang in the air. He ignored the radio through from the tower, his sights set on Mark speeding towards him. “Alright boy, let’s see how well we do today with Mark, huh?”
Jackson had dubbed his plane the Crazy Horse. It suited him well. At first, the machine was a little temperamental from any other plane he had flown before. Now as an ace pilot of the air force, Jackson felt as if his aircraft was an animal that he had to work in harmony with.
It was as if he was as close to riding a Pegasus as any human could get.
“What way are you going?”
“Not telling.”
“Jackson, let me know!” Mark called through as his plane came as close as it could. Jackson knew Mark was good at this trick. It was his favourite pastime with all the cadets, and even though Mark had scared far too many men into the toilets for the rest of the day after going up against him, Jackson knew better. Mark would always have a telltale sign of what way he was going to choose.
“Right!” he called at the last moment, his laughter still echoing in Mark’s ears after they landed their planes and did their final checks before getting out.
Jackson whined when his comrade came over and punched him in the shoulder. “You crazy bastard! Next time, more warning!”
“Crazy Horse handled it well,” Jackson mused, unbuttoning his jacket as he turned to face the crowd. It was the biggest he had seen in a while.
As was the thunderous look upon his Captain’s face. “Jackson Wang,” she called through gritted teeth as he casually came to a stop in front of her.
He smiled graciously. “Yes, Cap?”
“Orders are orders,” she mentioned and pointed at the flags. “Not everything is about showing off.”
“Yet son, you did such a good job of it,” an older official stated as he approached Jackson, chuckling to himself. “What a fine pilot you are.”
“Why thank you, sir, I aim to please!”
“Say, about that deal, I want to do it with this pilot here.”
Jackson glanced between his Captain and the official, unsure if he should be smiling or not. He waited for more information and looked over at his Lieutenant standing nearby. Jaebum merely shrugged.
“What deal?” he finally asked, watching the dark look on his Captain’s face contrast the official’s.
“He’s one of my best pilots and belongs on my mission taskforce team.”
“We need one of the best for this,” the man countered and then turned to Jackson, slapping a hand upon his shoulder. “How would you feel about being the face of the Air Force, son?”
Jackson glanced around and then grinned. “I feel that sounds pretty fine, sir.”
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“You’re doing what?” you asked the man before you standing there grinning as he held his cap in his hands. Jackson watched as you stopped gathering your food from the rations laid out before you and turned to face him. “The face of the Air Force?”
Jackson nodded eagerly. “The base had some visitors today and one of them asked me after my training drill to take on the job. What do you think?”
“Well, what does it entail?” you asked, going back to getting your dinner onto your plate. Jackson huffed at your lack of attention on his offer, grabbing his own tray and mindlessly dumping food onto it. Once seated at a table together, he gave you a look. “What, how am I meant to be excited for you if I don’t know what being the face of something here would be? I work as a federal typist for the base Jackson. I don’t get the know-all of everything around here until it’s been decided and I have to type it up. So will you just spit it out?”
“He gets to be a poster boy, isn’t that it?” another voice joined the conversation and Jackson easily gloated in BamBam’s direction. His friend had been sour all afternoon and Jackson knew it was because BamBam would kill to have the role he now did. The difference was, whilst BamBam looked good beside a plane, he sure as hell didn’t have the skills to fly like Jackson did. He smirked and BamBam rolled his eyes.
“A poster boy?” you repeated and Jackson tore his attention away from BamBam’s distaste and back to you. “What are you promoting?”
“The war is coming and we need more men in the force. The official who came today said they need someone to represent the air force and make it more appealing to the young men of the nation.”
You nodded softly, still not smiling. Jackson was annoyed. As his girlfriend, he had expected you to be as excited as he was. He even had his chair back a little in anticipation that you would leap out of your chair and into his lap with admiration. After all, this offer was a pretty impressive one.
There could only be one poster boy and he was about to become it.
“Well, I guess it is a little exciting,” you admitted and he relaxed from his previous annoyance, nodding happily again. “It won’t interfere with your training though will it?”
“What training do I need? I can fly my plane with my eyes closed.”
“I’d rather not hear about that,” you said softly and then reached over to grab his hand. “Though I am happy for you. Obviously, they chose you for a good reason. So what do you have to do first?”
“A photo shoot,” he announced brightly, posing in his chair for you. BamBam groaned loudly as you giggled, shaking your head when Jackson claimed he’d have to work out to put the guns on show whilst flexing his arm.
“No one is going to want to see you act like this!”
And yet, that was exactly what was expected of Jackson the following week, standing in front of Crazy Horse who was sparkling in the afternoon sun. Jackson took photos in his full uniform, with his shirt off, and even in the cockpit of his plane. Finally, he sprawled out on the wing of his plane, holding up his signature pose much to the glee of the staff taking the photoshoot.
“That was a perfect pose! What do you call that?”
“Uh, just relax? It’s something I just do sometimes,” he admitted with a laugh and then hopped down off the wing, going over to the team. “So, did I do okay?”
“Okay?!” the man asked incredulously before nodding. “Son, do you dream as high as the clouds?”
“Uh…”
“Because your role now is as big as it can get.”
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Jackson hadn’t been ready for some of the details. He had assumed he would take some photos for the officials and they would be blown up and posted up around the nation. Which, when he very first saw one of the posters in town when he was on a date with you, he couldn’t help but be proud of himself.
And nor could you. “That’s you.”
“That’s me.”
“That’s my boyfriend!” you repeated with conviction, holding his hand as you ran over to the poster. When you turned back to look at him, your eyes were full of admiration.
“Do you like it?” he asked and you nodded before flinging your arms around his neck, kissing him with demand in the middle of the street.
That, he could easily get used to.
But doing rallies, well, he wasn’t so sure about that.
“It’s just like how it was when you were playing up in the clouds that day,” the man who scouted him mentioned, slapping him on the shoulder playfully again. “Just take that plane of yours to the skies and show off a bit. Get the men excited.”
“But being in the air force is more than the shows I put on. Don’t you think this might fool the men?”
“Course not! It’ll make them inspired. Jackson Wang, you’re a fine pilot, as your Captain said, one of the best. You’re going to show us all that now by getting up in your plane after giving the speech you prepared.”
Jackson nodded weakly, swallowing down his nerves before heading up onto the small podium. The crowd was a mixed bag, some there because they were interested and others because they had been dragged along by the girlfriend at their side. There was even a small team of ladies cheering for him and he smiled politely down at them before saluting.
He barely made it through his speech before clambering into his plane, feeling his nerves settle once he grabbed a hold of the hand stick. He smiled. “Just you and me, huh? Let’s show them what a team we make.”
Jackson ran through some basic training drills, taking off and then gathering up speed, doing a couple of laps around the base. From there, he launched into his usual playful antics of loops and rolls, even attempting a spin before flying down close to the ground and whizzing by. He saw the crowd and they were on their feet cheering.
His confidence soared.
From one rally to the next, the show became more elaborate than the last. Soon, he was travelling around the country, performing at as many places as he could. Jackson never expected becoming the poster boy of the air force would be more exhausting than his daily life at the base had been. His team was loud and proud, representing his new label of wild and sexy. Pilots were the hottest dating trend, and just as the officials had anticipated, numbers of enlistments increased. Men wanted to appeal to the women, and being a pilot in the wake of the war brewing overseas meant everything in this nation now.
Jackson, however, was looking forward to going back home after the tour. He craved some peace and quiet, away from the glam, the crowds and the cheers. He just wanted nothing more than boring training drills, joking around with his friends and most importantly, you.
Yet, when he returned home, the welcome wagon wasn’t what he hoped for. “Would you look at who’s back home!”
“Who’s that? Oh, it’s Poster Boy!” another comrade shrilled, the sniggers of his friends surprising Jackson. He thought those at the base would be thrilled with how much work he had put in to promote the air force lately.
He smirked then, realising what it was. “Are you jealous, Jenson?”
“Me?” the soldier he referred to asked pointedly, laughing as he shook his head. “Now why would I be jealous of a joke like you, Wang? You’re nothing but a sham.”
“Watch it,” another person warned and Jackson smiled when his friend Youngjae appeared at his side. “He’s still a better pilot than you, Jenson.”
“A better pilot? Listen here, Choi. Wang is nothing more than a bedazzled poster boy! He gets a kick out of pledging his allegiance to the country and then leaping into that plane of his and doing his little performances. When the war comes, do you think the enemies are going to care for his little antics? They’ll laugh at how much time he’s wasted flying loops up in the damn sky.”
“That Crazy Horse of yours is nothing but a pathetic trick pony now,” another soldier stated and the group roared with laughter, moving away as Jackson lurched forward. Youngjae held him back as their jeers were heard all the way out of the bunkers.
Youngjae sighed heavily. “Well, at least you know what to expect.”
“Does everyone think that of me?” Jackson asked softly, and Youngjae avoided his steady gaze. Jackson grabbed onto the shoulder of his fellow task force member and chuckled too enthusiastically. “You don’t think that, right? I mean, you know me as well as the others in Airforce-Seven do, I’m capable of doing more than putting on a show.”
“Really? I don’t know what to think anymore. Whilst you’ve been off with the tour, we’ve been here dealing with planning raids. The world you’ve been living is so different from the one we have here.”
“Well I’m back now,” he assured and Youngjae smiled weakly. “I’m not the poster boy for no reason. I can handle it all.”
Everything was different though. Relations were strained between Jackson and his teammates. Even when they joked around, it wasn’t as carefree as it was before. And whilst none of the rest of AIRFORCE7 joined in with the endless insults that Jackson was growing used to hearing on a daily basis, he could see their opinions too had changed on him.
“I don’t know what to do about it all,” he explained to you as he sat on the sofa in your small home, and you brought over a tea for him to drink. “I’m no different than I was before.”
“Except your face is everywhere,” you mentioned quietly.
Jackson regarded you for a moment before grinning. “You love that though! You got so excited about-”
“The novelty has worn off.”
“I’m a novelty now?” he interjected and you shook your head. “Don��t you dare tell me you think lowly of me as well?!”
“No, I don’t think poorly of you, Jackson,” you told him and he smiled momentarily before hearing the rest of your sentence. “But I do think this promotion has been unrealistic. My friend over at the hospital mentioned how many more men come in from training accidents because they tried to fly planes like you do. What you put on is a show, it’s not reality.”
“So you see me as a performer now too!”
“Aren’t you? Isn’t that what you’ve been off doing all this time? Going from town to town, with your little sparkle cheerleaders making you look like some celebrity as you stand on a stage telling everyone to join the air force so they can look as good as you up in a plane? That’s not real life, Jackson.”
“I can’t believe you’re not supportive of me!”
You got up then, shaking as the argument overwhelmed you. “Not supportive?! I stayed here to work towards our future and let you parade around the country with God knows who throwing themselves at you and hoping that when you came home, you would be as sick of being the poster boy as I am of being the poster boy’s girl!”
“You’re sick of it?!”
You nodded adamantly. “It’s not just you who was faced with the judgments of others. Every time I defended you, I was put into the same category. When this war hits us, it’s not going to matter anymore what you can do in the skies if you can’t avoid being shot down. And being the face of it all, now you’ve got a big target on your head. I can’t help but worry that the future I’ve worked so hard towards might be taken away from me because of one too many spins up in the damn air!”
“Or maybe it’s because you don’t believe in me enough!” he retorted, getting up and putting distance between you both. “I’m a damn fine pilot, Y/N! And I am a damn fine man too. Pity you let your insecurities pull you away from me!”
“No, it wasn’t me who has pulled away, Jackson,” you said through your tears and if he wasn’t so angry right now, he would have rushed to your side to wipe them away. You took a shaky breath before breaking his heart further. “You’ve changed and I don’t know how to be with the man you are now.”
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Jackson was determined to prove to everyone that just because he was the poster boy, it didn’t make him a joke that he was seen as by the soldiers on the base. He trained harder, and he studied the war tactics overseas when he could. His teammates had returned somewhat to how they had been with him and he felt his first sense of achievement with that.
Now, he just needed to get you back too.
But the commitments to his other job weighed down on him. The burden of being the poster boy was exhausting to divide his time up between the base and the flying for fun. He was running on low energy and every time he felt like he was making headway in his career as a pilot, he would have to go and do more promotions elsewhere. Some days, Jackson often thought of flying off instead of landing after his shows. He wanted to break free from being the Jackson Wang of the nation he was now. Maybe the men were right, Crazy Horse was nothing but his trick pony now, and he was losing interest in riding him around anymore.
“Where is everyone?” he asked the clerk in the office at the base, frowning when the usual meeting room for the elite team was empty. He checked the time on the wall and then cocked his head to the side. “Was training cancelled?”
The man behind the desk rubbed his neck awkwardly. “No, uh, it’s down in the other sector.”
“Why wasn’t I informed?” he asked briskly, his mood darkening. “I’m a member of this team too, am I not?!”
“I believe it’s because you have been away too long, sir. The plans-”
He didn’t wait to hear anything further from the clerk, storming through the building until he found the other meeting room they used to plan tactics in. The door was locked and he cursed loudly, kicking at it until it was finally unlocked and opened. He glared at his leader Jaebum, who was equally as annoyed.
“What the hell, Wang?!”
“That’s what I’d like to ask, Lieutenant!” he roared, stepping into the room. “I’m on this team too!”
“You haven’t been here,” another member, Park Jinyoung, pointed out directly, folding his arms over his chest. “We have some serious missions to undertake and need to focus on pulling them off accurately.”
“Are you suggesting I’m incapable of doing so, Jinyoung?!”
“Woah, no one is saying that,” Jaebum stated, his hands raised defensively. “Calm down.”
“I’m a member of this team,” Jackson repeated shakily before drawing out a chair and sitting down on it. “I can do this.”
He managed to understand the majority of the plan for their next mission, and after several hours with his members, the fight that had started off his time back on the base was long forgotten about. Jackson joked with Jinyoung on the way back to their bunkers and promised to meet him in the morning to start their preparations.
“Wang, you’ve been requested,” a fellow soldier mentioned as soon as he woke up and Jackson sat up, blearily looking at the official note held out towards him.
“Sir, I can’t today, I have orders elsewhere,” Jackson told the man who had called for him, saluting him and heading for the door.
“Son, when you became the poster boy of the nation, you made a commitment to promoting the air force. That became your priority. An order is an order and you’re needed today.”
“Sir, with all due respect, my commitment is to be a pilot first and foremost. The nation doesn’t need me to fly around and dance with ladies wearing glitter outfits. They need me up in the skies, protecting for what is threatening to come our way. Now, I’m needed on my team today and I will fly out with them.”
“Are you turning your back on your commitment here?” the official bellowed and Jackson nodded simply.
“Sir, I think it’s about time I return to where I belong, as a true pilot and not a spectacle anymore.”
He ignored the calls from the official, running over to the hangars where the others were preparing to take off. Only the Captain remained on the ground and she smiled. “I was worried you wouldn’t show.”
“No ma’am, I’m a member of this team.”
“That you are,” she agreed with a smile and patted him on the shoulder. “I made sure your plane would be ready to go. Hurry up and catch up to the others before they learn to be a team without their vital wing player.”
He grinned and dashed over to his plane, leaping up into the cockpit and after running through his takeoff checks quickly yet accurately, Jackson headed down the runway, taking to the skies just after Yugyeom’s plane.
“The Crazy Horse is back,” Yugyeom radioed through to everyone and Jackson sped passed him to his set place in the formation. He looked over at Jaebum flying next to him and nodded.
“It’s good to have you back where you belong, Wang.”
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The mission was a success, as were the following four too. It was obvious there wasn’t much time left before the war ended up being their fight too and Jackson was focused on ensuring he was ready to battle if and when that time came.
He refused to work as anything but a member of the elite task force and soon, talk of him being the poster boy died off. Sure, there were always one or two mindless comments from others but he laughed them off, no longer giving the same reaction to the soldiers who wanted to see him fail. He decided he wasn’t ashamed of being the poster boy anymore. The pain he had felt from the dark side of being famous had shaped him into a better man now, one who understood what it was like to be the centre of attention. It wasn’t as if he hadn’t sought that out as a regular pilot anyway. And he wasn’t going to let go of that side of himself either.
He knew he was pretentious and crazy, but that’s what made him him.
Jackson didn’t feel like he was complete though, and as soon as he wasn’t stuck doing missions day in and out, he went into town to collect supplies before driving back to the base, this time heading into the federal building that was onsite instead.
Walking towards the office he knew you worked in, Jackson smiled at those he passed by, their gasps and whispers only fuelling him on. He realised by the time he reached your office that he could never not be one to put on a show – even if he was being genuine right now.
“Y/N,” he called when he arrived at your desk and you looked up from the typewriter you were working upon, your fingers ceasing on the keys when you saw the large bouquet of flowers in his hands. “Now, I thought about how to apologise long and hard. I wondered if you would accept something private and quiet, but that wasn’t much like me at all. Poster boy or not, I’ve always been like this, haven’t I?”
A small smile curled the corners of your lips up but you didn’t respond to him yet.
“I’ll have you know, being away from you every day when I was touring was miserable for me. What you saw and heard of me was from the spotlight, but baby, that was just all an act.”
“Jackson,” you murmured, aware of the eyes and ears upon your situation. Your face flushed with colour and you got up, pulling on his arm a little. “Let’s go elsewhere.”
“I’m not yet done with my apology,” he told you and you bit at your lip, failing to contain your grin.
“I know you’re not. I’m pretty sure you have a lot to say and will continue to say it here, or anywhere that I take you.” You placed your hands on your hips. “I don’t need it though. I don’t need your words or these flowers either even though they are beautiful.”
He grinned and placed them down on your desk, freeing up his arms for you. “What do you need instead?”
“I just need you. Are you capable of giving me that?”
Jackson took you in his arms, the cheers of your colleagues around you deafening you both as you buried into his chest, half out of embarrassment and the other because he knew you had missed being able to. He held you tightly, not wanting to let you go ever again.
“I’m sorry I let you down,” he told you softly and you shook your head, eyes glistening with emotions when you lifted your head back up. Jackson smiled and wiped your tears away tenderly. “About that future you spoke of last time. I hope the offer is still there to work towards it, though this time together.”
“I was hoping you would say that,” you admitted, kissing him passionately, uncaring of the performance you were putting on together.
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bronzeflower · 5 years
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Freckles from Guardian Angels
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Chapter 1: Meeting
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When Present Mic and Eraserhead died, they were satisfied with the life they lived. But that didn’t make the offer of being able to go back and fix their mistakes any less tempting.
When they refused, they were given the option of helping and protecting the other as they grew up in the form of guardian angels. This, they accepted, wanting to offer their lover an even better life.
So they were sent back in time to act as guardian angels for themselves, split apart but still with each other. Present Mic was to be the guardian angel of Aizawa Shouta, and Eraserhead was to be the guardian angel of Yamada Hizashi.
They took their jobs very seriously.
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“Who’re you?” Shouta asked, looking up at the strange man that floated in his room, his eyes suddenly glowing red in a way they never had before.
The strange man was tall, with a banana-shaped hairstyle that only served to make him taller, and he wore a speaker on his neck, along with way too much leather for to actually be comfortable. The man was blond, had a stupidly tiny mustache, and wore dumb glasses.
The man also had wings. Brilliant white wings made of feathers that shone with gold. One set was large, looking like it could cover the man’s entire body if he so chose, and the other set was smaller, like they could only be used as a jacket.
The man grinned and posed in a ridiculous manner.
“Why, my most dearest listener, I’m Present Mic! Your guardian angel!”
Shouta blinked, the red in his eyes disappearing, and he blinked again, reaching up to rub at his eyes.
“Ugh, why do my eyes hurt?”
“Oh my god!” Present Mic squealed, his legs bending up and curling towards his chest while his hands went up towards the sides of his face. His grin became even more childish and wild. “Your quirk must have just manifested!”
“My quirk?” Shouta blinked back up at Present Mic. Mic could feel his heart absolutely melting at the sight of the young Eraserhead.
“Yeah! It’s absolutely amazing! You’re going to do great things with a quirk like that!”
“But what is it?” Shouta frowned. “Is my quirk the reason my eyes hurt?”
“Your quirk is Erasure!” Present Mic supplied. “You can erase other people’s quirks by looking at them, but it only lasts as long as you can see them and until you blink. It has the unfortunate side effect of dry eye.”
“So leveling the playing field,” Shouta said, and that’s what caused Mic to frown.
“You’re, like, five or six. Why would you need to level the playing field?”
“I’m not telling that to some weirdo in my room, even if you’re apparently my ‘guardian angel’ or something,” Shouta responded. “I thought angels didn’t exist.”
“Rude!” Present Mic pouted. “And you should be at an age where you do believe in angels and leprechauns and unicorns!”
“Next you’re going to be telling me Santa is real.”
“I can’t believe you! You’re too young to know that Santa Clause isn’t real.”
“At least you admit it,” Shouta shrugged. “Most adults just insist on it like I don’t know exactly who leaves presents under the tree.”
“Well, clearly they’re underestimating you,” Present Mic smirked. “But, you know, being underestimated isn’t always a bad thing.”
“Of course it is!” Shouta insisted. “People don’t take you seriously if they underestimate you!”
“There’s that,” Present Mic began floating upside-down, seemingly for the heck of it. “But! It also means that it’s easier to catch them off guard, which makes them easier to defeat. Why do you think I wear this as a costume?”
“Costume?”
“Yeah, kid, I’m a hero, don’t you know?” Present Mic’s signature grin was back. “Voice Hero: Present Mic! I’m loud and proud! And I dress like this to make people think I’m stupid.”
“And you’re not?”
“Of course not! I graduated top of my class, thank you very much!”
“And you’re a hero?” Shouta stared at him skeptically. “I’ve never heard of you.”
“Well, it’d be weird if you had, speaking that I’m from the future, you know?”
“Isn’t there some rule about not telling me about the future?”
“Hmmm, I wasn’t really given any rules when they sent me down here,” Present Mic explained, tapping his chin. “I accepted some conditions, and then they plopped me down here to be your guardian angel.”
“Why me?” Shouta was looking down at his bed sheets. “Why give me a guardian angel?”
“Because I asked to be your’s,” Present Mic said, internally freaking out over the accidental double meaning behind his words. Maybe it wasn’t the greatest idea to tell a young Shouta that he would be married to him in the future. Well, not him, but the him that was the same age as this Shouta.
But Mic couldn’t worry too hard about that as Shouta looked up at him with absolute reverence.
“Thank you,” Shouta was crying. “Thank you.”
Present Mic instinctively moved closer to the boy, unsure of whether or not it was okay to comfort him, or if he would even be tangible to the boy.
But, when Present Mic was close enough, Shouta had thrown his arms around him and cried into his chest.
Present Mic returned the gesture, his wings going around him in a protective manner, and he looked down to smile fondly at Shouta.
After a while of the hug, Shouta spoke.
“I get bullied sometimes.”
Mic did not respond, waiting for Shouta to continue, and he did.
“I don’t know why, but they call me names and beat me up, but, if I can erase quirks, maybe I can catch them off guard enough to fight back,” Shouta paused again. “And maybe I can help the other kids who get bullied.”
“You could try befriending those kids,” Mic suggested. “It’s harder to bully people if they’re in a pack.”
“I’m not good at that.”
“I’ll help you!” Mic insisted. “What’s a guardian angel for?”
“Aren’t you supposed to, like, prevent me from getting killed, or whatever?”
Present Mic had a small flashback to USJ and how worried and scared he was when he saw Eraserhead covered in injuries, not knowing if he was even going to survive.
“Of course,” Mic said, a more serious tint to his voice before forcing it to be more cheery. “But I’m also here to help you live your best life! And I think you could be great at making friends if you tried!”
Shouta, while unsure, agreed to try.
“Shouta?” Someone knocked on the door. “Who are you talking to in there?”
“No one,” Shouta answered. “Just speaking out loud.”
“Are you sure?” The door creaked open to reveal a woman with tired eyes. “You sure they didn’t climb out the window or anything?”
Shouta briefly glanced towards Present Mic who was still hovering close even if their hug had stopped.
“There was no one in here but me,” Shouta confirmed. “Also, I think my quirk manifested.”
“Oh! What is it?” Shouta’s mother’s eyes lit up slightly. Shouta bit his lip as he thought.
“I don’t know,” Shouta lied. “I think it activated, and now my eyes hurt.”
“Yeah, you really should think about getting some eye drops,” Mic said. Shouta’s mother made no indication that she was able to hear him.
“Well, tell me when you figure it out, okay, sweetie?”
Shouta nodded, and then his mother left him alone.
“So they can’t see or hear me?” Present Mic whined. “That’s so upsetting! I have such pretty wings, and the only person who can see them won’t even appreciate them properly!”
“Attention is a hassle,” Shouta deadpanned, and Mic pouted at him.
“Of course you would say that, Mr. Future Underground Hero.”
“Hero?” Shouta froze and looked up at Present Mic with hopeful eyes. It made every ounce of annoyance melt away. “I’m a hero in the future?”
“Yeah,” Mic’s voice was soft. “You’re the best hero around.”
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Eraserhead was faced with crying when he got to Earth. Loud, loud crying.
Great. Hizashi’s birth. When he manifested his quirk.
Eraserhead was extremely glad that he couldn’t exactly take damage in this form. But the others in the room certainly could, and Eraserhead found himself activating his quirk pretty much the moment Hizashi started crying.
Hopefully, it would minimize the damage done to the hospital. And to the people in the hospital.
Eraserhead relaxed once Hizashi had stopped crying at the top of his lungs and started sleeping, his bundled form going towards the mother that gave birth to him, who looked down at him with a fond smile.
“You’re going to want to invest in earplugs,” Eraserhead said. “His quirk is going to be difficult to control.”
Hizashi’s mom looked up to him in awe.
“Are you an angel?” She asked, the words spilling out of her mouth before she could stop them.
“I guess,” Eraserhead shrugged. “I’m Hizashi’s guardian angel. I can temporarily erase his quirk if he gets too loud.”
“Would you like to hold him?” She offered, holding the fragile infant towards Eraserhead.
“Are you sure? I’m just a stranger to you.”
“You’re my son’s guardian angel,” She looked up at him with shining eyes. “And if he’s the sunlight, I’m guessing you’re his night.”
Eraserhead flushed. His wings flapped slightly. They were black as night, with the feathers tipped with silver, so he could see how she had made the comparison.
“I insist,” Hizashi’s mom said, so Eraserhead tucked Hizashi in his arm and looked down at him.
He was so small. So, so small. Like any rough handling would break him.
Eraserhead knew it was somewhat silly to think that, especially knowing that, even as a baby, Hizashi could level a building with his voice, but it did not negate the peaceful and innocent look of the sleeping baby that was Hizashi.
Eraserhead leaned his head down and kissed Hizashi’s cheek. To his surprise, a freckle bloomed there.
When Eraserhead returned Hizashi to his mom, his cheeks were scattered with freckles, and his mom laughed weakly.
“I guess angel kisses do make freckles.”
Hizashi’s other mom, the one who Hizashi called Ma, was being ushered in to see her child.
“Oh, he’s beautiful,” Hizashi’s Ma was crying as she held her child.
“He’s been blessed by an angel,” Hizashi’s Mom informed.
“Are you talking about the freckles?”
“I saw him kissed by an angel,” Hizashi’s Mom insisted. “He was a man in a tracksuit with a belt. He wore a long white scarf that was wrapped many times around his neck, and he had long, dark hair and a bunch of scruff, and he had a scar that ran under one of his eyes. And two sets of wings that were dark as the night and had stars twinkling in them.”
Eraserhead was still there, but apparently, neither of them could see or hear him anymore. That was fine with him. His job was just to watch over Hizashi.
Eraserhead looked down again at Hizashi, who was cradled in his Ma’s arms. He leaned down to kiss his cheek again, watching as yet another freckle found its way on Hizashi’s face.
“I think I just saw him too,” Hizashi’s Ma awed. “He has another freckle.”
Eraserhead watched over the family, watched over as Hizashi’s siblings met him, wondering about the freckles that none of them had, excited to have a brother, another addition to the family.
And Eraserhead watched over Hizashi. It was his duty as a guardian angel, after all.
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coneygoil · 5 years
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The Home We Built Together, part 21
Two young Vikings. An arranged marriage. Hiccup always wanted to win the girl of his dreams, but not like this. Now he and Astrid must learn to live together and maybe one day, learn to love…
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9| Part 10 | Part 11 | Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14 | Part 15 | Part 16 | Part 17 | Part 18 | Part 19 | Part 20 
Astrid almost didn’t recognize herself these days. She had the same warrior spirit and desired to fight with all her strength for what was right. But what used to be considered right in her eyes wasn’t right anymore. She’d grown soft toward what she used to be hardened by.
A dragon was her friend. The enemy would lick her cheek instead of scorch her face off. A boy who’d she’d been indifferent toward before was now the most important person to her.
How did her life get flipped upside down this quickly?
She’d remarked once in her short life that she would never let anyone kiss her on the lips, but here she was lip-locked and panting with a boy she’d never given one single thought of being with before a contract was signed binding them.
Astrid’s cheeks stained pink as she recalled the night before.
Hiccup admitted his enjoyment for kissing her, and she made her own confession of pleasure as well. There was something unearthly when it came to intimacy, as if you were transported to the highest, most stunning mountain where the altitude made you feel as light as air and your head floated in the clouds. You could lose yourself in it and it felt so good.
“Earth to Astrid!” Ruffnut’s calling broke her free from her memory. “Are we gonna spar or what?”
Astrid shook herself from the feel of Hiccup’s soft hair carding through her fingers and the lovely pressure of his lips against hers. “Yeah,” was all she could mustering in her flustered state.
Ruff shifted back on her right leg, planting a fist on her popped hip. “Did you and Hiccup go further last night?”
“What?” Her jaw fell open and the axe in her hold drooped.
Ruff nodded in approval. “Yep, that face basically tells me you did.” She sidled over to Astrid, throwing an arm around her shoulder. “How far did you guys go?”
“Ruff,” Astrid whined, “do I really have to share my personal details with you?” If she was honest with herself, a tiny part of her wanted to blurt out everything. How nothing had caused her heart to race like the feel of Hiccup’s lips pressed to hers. How a simple touch on her thigh sparked a wildfire in places that had never burned with want before. It was exhilarating and confusing and she longed for more.
Ruff gave her a little shake. “Yes, and don’t leave anything out.”
Astrid sighed and dislodged herself from Ruff’s hold. “Okay.” She swept the fringe of bangs behind her ear, gathering exactly which details she’d disclose. She wasn’t sure how to even describe such matters. “There isn’t much to say. We kissed – A LOT – last night.”
Ruff’s lips puckered in delight. “Ooooo! Was it your first make out session?”
“If kissing for like an hour is? Then I guess so.”
“Like an hour? Whoa, you two must have been hot and heavy.” Ruff eyes glittered. “Did you slip him any tongue? Or did he slip you some?”
Astrid looked horrified. “No!”
“Anh…” Ruff waved it off, “you’ll get there. Did hands roam to certain places?”
Astrid thought back to the delectable memories of where appendages and digits had traversed. “We didn’t really touch any places that were very private.”
“What? No cupping a boob? No copping a feel of the buttocks?”
“No.” Just the idea of those places being explored caused an electrical strike all through her. “It was mostly face caressing and neck holding. Hiccup did slide his hands up and down my arms and shoulders, and at one point his hand made it to my thigh.”
“Okay, that’s a good start. I mean, hand on thigh is the gateway to other places.”
“How do you know so much about this subject?”
“I listen and observe, my dear.” Ruff waggled a finger at her. “Work harder at going farther, got it?”
Astrid rolled her eyes, but inwardly, she was reeling at the idea of crossing more boundaries with Hiccup. She turned her head so Ruff wouldn’t catch the flare up in her cheeks at the musings of what it’d feel like if Hiccup kissed her neck.
“How about taking Hiccup to the hot spring?” Ruff suggested, nodding encouragingly. “Give you an excuse to strip off the fabric barriers and get busy.”
As disturbing as Ruff’s way of suggesting was, Astrid had to admit, it was a promising idea. Villagers would visit the hot spring to bathe or relax in the steamy waters. Chatter floated around the Great Hall of couples using it to set the mood for a romantic rendezvous.
Besides the one late night she’d sneaked a peek at Hiccup’s bare back, she had yet to see Hiccup unclothed. The hot spring would be the perfect excuse for her to finally get a peek at what was underneath that green tunic.
“Astrid, I don’t know about this,” Hiccup voiced his uncertainty as she hauled him out to the hot spring that evening.
“C’mon, Hiccup. It’s not like you’ve never seen me undressed.”
“Technically, I’ve only seen you from the front with bindings on once. All the other times have been your bare back.” He sounded as if he’d just choked on the last two words. “And you have yet to see me.”
She glanced back at him then ducked a grin. “I actually have seen you shirtless.”
“Uh…when?”
“The night you came home late, and I wanted you to hold me. I watched you change into your nightshirt.”
“You blatantly watched without me knowing?” Hiccup gasped dramatically, a hand leaping to his heart. “Scandalous, Astrid!”
Astrid gave his arm a tug. “You’re such a dork.”
They arrived at the hot spring a few minutes later. Astrid hung the lantern on the closest tree branch sticking out over the water. The flickering candlelight washed the bubbling water in a soft glow.
She stepped up to Hiccup, who looked incredibly nervous. “There’s nothing to be ashamed of.” She gathered the hem of his tunic and slowly lifted it off his frame. The cold night air caused goosebumps along his bare skin. Hiccup averted his eyes off to the side.
Astrid’s gaze veered down at his exposed torso and raked upwards, thoughtfully. He was scrawny, no denying that, but who’s to say he wasn’t finished growing yet? He had time, and that’s exactly what she hoped to convince him of. It was her mission to protect him, even from his own deprecating opinions of himself.
“Not much to look at, huh?” Hiccup’s voice cut through her study. “I assume you’d prefer something more buff. Y’know, of the Snotlout variety.”
Astrid shrugged. “Sure, buff is nice to look at sometimes,” her hand rested over his heart, the beat increasing against her palm, “but I like this better.”
“Why?” he asked in disbelief.
She met his gaze. “Because it’s you.”
“I didn’t take you for being attracted to the talking fishbone type.”
“You may be a talking fishbone now, but don’t sell yourself short. I’m sure you’ll end up taller than the rest of us.”
“I have my doubts, but I won’t shatter your dreams just yet.”
Astrid chose that moment in his linger doubt to shed the top half of her wardrobe. She’d never stood this close to Hiccup when undressing and he stared wide-eyed and mouth gaping as she casually disrobed. The awkwardness had subsided for her a short while back. She didn’t wish for it to linger, especially now that her and Hiccup were finally breaking physical ground in their relationship. She audibly heard him swallow as she kicked off her skirt.
“Hiccup,” she coaxed him out of his trance, “you may want to remove your boots.”
“Right,” he croaked out before clearing his throat and getting to work on shedding his boots and socks as Astrid did the same.
“Now bottoms?” Astrid said, hesitation beginning to creep up on her.
Hiccup blew out a breath from his mouth, his nerves obviously showing. “Not yet.”
Astrid paused her thumbs clipped in her waist band. “Okay. Not yet.”
“Are you keeping your uh…” Hiccup twirled his finger, “bindings on?”
As much as she wanted to push through this ground, Astrid’s nerves were getting the best of her too. “I guess, for now.”
“No rush.” Hiccup’s sentiment made her smile.
They reached out for each other as they waded into the steamy water. They found themselves seeking out one another more and more to touch, hold, or just be close to. The warmth of the water engulfed them, and Astrid sighed at how wonderful the heat was on her bare skin.
“So,” Hiccup bobbed beside her, “why do you like this talking fishbone? Is it the sharp wit? Or all the raw Vikingness bundled up inside this—” He stuck a strong pose.
Astrid scoffed, sending a splash his way. “Not even close.” Hiccup skittered away, looking rather offended. “It’s mainly because it makes you travel-size.”
“What does that even mean?” Hiccup laughed.
“It means I can do this!”
Astrid lunged for him, tossing Hiccup over her shoulder in a blink. She waded toward the edge of the hot spring, effortlessly carrying Hiccup on her.
“Astrid! It’s not fair to manhandle your husband like this. There will be consequences!” He tugged on her braid in a vain attempt to show he was serious. “Now put me down!”
“Put you down?” she questioned, exaggeratedly. “If you say so.” She spun around and tossed Hiccup into the hot spring.
Hiccup sputtered and spit as he resurfaced, hissing about how hot the water was. He pushed his wet hair out of his eyes to glare daggers at her. Astrid’s amused laughter rang out into the night. She felt free, as if all their worries and cares had faded into the high heavens. Hiccup drew out a side of her she didn’t think existed and she never wanted it to go dormant again.
“Time to face the consequences!” Hiccup exclaimed. He swam to her, and before Astrid could regain her composure, he’d latched onto her ankle. With surprising strength, he yanked her back into the hot spring.
It was Astrid’s turn to surface, sputtering and wiping the stinging water from her face. Hitting the steamy water sent a shock through the body after standing in the chilly air.
They launched into a splashing war until they were worn out and sweat glistened on their foreheads, and they dissolved into panting laughter. Astrid watched her husband suspiciously as he swam behind her. He snaked arms around her bare waist, pulling her back against his front. He gave her a little squeeze, resting his chin on her shoulder.
Astrid relaxed in his embrace, allowing him to hold her from sinking in the water. It was nice not having to be the first to initiate their physical affection. Ever since she’d discovered his friendship with Toothless, Hiccup had become more at ease with reaching out for her without needing to seek permission. Maybe it was just her imagination, but Astrid felt as if Toothless had brought them closer together.
Astrid’s breath caught at the sensation of Hiccup’s lips on her throat. Every giddy little spark inside her jumped alive. She raised her arm back to curl fingers in his damp hair. This was what her body had begged for, the curious longing being satisfied. Another kiss then another then—
Astrid’s eyes popped open at the sound of footsteps heading their way. Whistling floated through the quiet night air. Someone was coming!
She tore out of Hiccup’s embrace, grabbing his wrist to haul him out of the pool. Hiccup tried protesting, but his ear caught the approaching visitor as well and he rushed to gather up his articles of clothing along with her.
The hot spring was a community pool and most of the time sharing it was a regular thing. But being a young couple and flirting with intimacy in the waters was something they’d wanted to keep to themselves. Besides, Astrid had no desire for another person besides her husband to see her in a state of undress.
Her and Hiccup dashed into the dark cover of the trees. Astrid suddenly stopped. “The lantern!” she hissed, but it was too late. The whistling drew closer, and Gobber emerged from the other side of the pool, lumbering up to the water. They both breathed a sigh of relief. Gobber was the last person they’d want to walk up on their private moment.  
“I’ll come back for it tomorrow,” Hiccup said as they tugged on their clothes.
Astrid lamented their time being cut short in the pool. She smirked to herself, planning to continue what Hiccup had started when they got home. The door had been opened and she would stroll through.
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Writer’s note: Even though Toothless has been introduced and big things will happen resulting from that, the main idea of the story is Hiccup and Astrid’s relationship. I wanted to show our two little budding lovebirds just being carefree and having fun in this chapter XD
Tags: @martabm90 @chiefhiccstrid  @lauracalabresi 
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gwen-writes-stuff · 5 years
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Damn Shirt | Tom Holland imagine
Imagine : You and Tom coincidentally wear the same clothes.
Word count : 3280
Y/N's POV
I was digging in my closet to try and find an appropriate attire for a walk around the city. I've been away for months, Filming for Spider-Man: Homecoming so I figured that for my first day off work I'd take a lovely stroll around Los Angeles.
It's not really exciting or eventful but the aim is to relax after the many days I was working non-stop.
After what felt like an hour, I spotted a black graphic t-shirt and I don't remember having it, I grabbed it by the hanger and held it up to scan.
Satisfied I threw it on the bed to fish for my favorite pair of jeans.
In the end, I had the small section on the middle part of the shirt tucked in my favorite white jeans while the rest perform like a normal shirt should and got lazy so I topped it all off with a high-cut converse.
As boring as my fashion taste sounds like right now, I clean up nicely during premieres and formal events.
I texted my sister where I'll be meeting her and I grabbed a random sunglasses running out my house to wave my cat goodbye.
I decided against driving because I actually wanted to walk, My sister_____ wanted to shop and I gladly accepted the invite. The Starbucks I asked her to meet is just a few blocks away anyway.
While crossing the street I didn't fail to notice a number of Paparazzis lurking, I sighed, They could at least try bring subtle about it.
As much as I love the fans, fame and love for acting I didn't appreciate the invasion of privacy. I can't do anything about it because I had this coming.
A few more streets crossed and I'm inside the Starbucks where my sister greeted me with a hug, I chuckled hugging her back.
"Missed me much?" She rolled her eyes but shortly nodded. I raised a brow at her when she brought the straw of her drink to her lips. "You know what I always get."
She giggled and handed me my drink she hid god-knows-where. "So how was it?" We sat inside for a while to try and catch up. I jusst get back last night.
"Eventful. I knew taking the role of Spider-Gwen was gonna be a pain but the stunts I pulled off..." I trailed off to groan indicating I had a hard time and she smiled at that.
"Knowing you, You slayed that!" I mockingly posed like a superhero and I got a few looks from the people around.
"Well I didn't get fired." I shrugged and took a sip of my (Fave Starbucks drink) and almost choked from the following words that left my dear sister's mouth.
"So how is it working with Tom Holland then?" I blushed and I could tell just by how my cheeks instantly heat up and _____ wiggled her eyebrows suggestively.
Ever since I saw him as Peter in Civil War my crush on him wasn't a secret to _____ and it was sheer luck that I got the part of his love interest.
"He was sweet. Very professional." I gave her the bullshit I'll probably give the interviewers and she obviously wanted more than such a plain answer when she rolled her eyes.
"Any kissing scene?" I snorted and almost had my drink coming out of my nose and I instinctively slapped her hand that rested on the table and she was a laughing mess.
"____!" I picked up my sunglasses and wore it, "Let's just go shopping." That was what we planned afterall and she gave me a suspicious look.
I didn't answer her question and I bet she already know that there is. I did afterall play his love interest.
We went to different shops just chatting about the most random of things and Tom didn't come up anymore.
I thought I was over that part of shooting but ____ had to go and remind me, I wasn't able to sleep for a week after shooting that scene.
We had about twelve takes because he was doing the iconic hanging upside down and we were a laughing mess. Five times, He almost fell off and I was the one to steady him.
I unknowingly shook my head to try and rid myself of the memory, reminding myself that I'm professional and was snapped out of thoughts when ____ poked my side.
"Damn Paparazzis." She whispered and I glanced down at our shopping bags and I barely have space on my hand.
"Isn't this enough?" She shook her head to point out that we also had to do a back to school shopping and I complained about how far it is.
But that didn't stop her from dragging me into three more stores and I ended up going back home with sore hands but I was happy. I was told to rest by my manager but I missed ____ and shopping was our way to bond.
When I reached the comfort of my home I flopped myself on the bed and let my cat walk all over me til she settled on sleeping on my back.
I rolled my eyes at the inconvenience she just put me through, Sleeping on my back, She's lucky I love her.
My phone that I left on my nightstand to have no distractions for the day just buzzed and I groaned. Reaching for it without interrupting my Cat who very annoyingly got comfortable on my back.
I opened it to see that I got fifty missed calls from my manager and immediately shot up, My cat landed on the floor with a very nasty meow and I sent an apologetic smile her way.
Rascal just hissed at me and I turned back to my phone, What is it this time?
It must be this important if I have fifty missed calls from my freaking manager so I called her back instantly hoping for the best but getting myself ready for the worst.
I haven't had a scandal. Ever. Since the beginning of my career I have actively avoided drama in the industry so I'm beyond terrified.
"Y/N? Where have you been? You haven't been answering my calls!" My very angry manager yelled through the phone and I had to pull the phone away from my ears for a moment.
"I went shopping with ____ and I know, I just got home and I left my phone. Sorry?" I replied quietly that I doubt it even reached the other end of the call.
I heard a very loud sigh and I braced myself for the news, "Are you dating Tom?" I was frozen from kneeling down on my bed.
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Laugh because that is ridiculous and how much would I be paying Tom to be my boyfriend? Cry because it's a slap to the face that I would laugh at how impossible it is to be with my crush.
"Y/N are you there?" I was pulled back to reality, I coughed to get rid of the forming lump in my throat and shook my head but I realised that I'm on the phone.
"No, Why would you ask that?" Fifty missed calls? What could I have possibly done to be linked to Tom when I was yet to do interviews with him?
I have a week to myself before interviews start and I already have this question from my manager?
"I'm sending you the links." With that she ended the call and I shakily scrolled to see my feed on twitter.
I didn't need to check the links (Manager's name) sent when I already know what the issue is.
Y/N L/N and Tom Holland dating?!
Actors starring in the upcoming Marvel film Spider-Man : Homecoming, L/N and Holland, Dating?
Those are just two of the many article title that have blurred my vision, I haven't seen Tom since the last shooting so why would people assume this?
I clicked one link and I could feel my cat snuggle into my lap as I read the article with shaking vision, I was too nervous.
Y/N L/N was spotted shopping with her sister _____ wearing a very familiar Black T-shirt that fans pointed out to be exactly like the actor Tom Holland's just this morning (Random date).
Pictures of her walking out of Starbucks were all over the internet when one fan pointed out that Tom Holland wore the same shirt months ago (Random date again lol) and alot more agreed.
This lead to fans believing that the shirt was originally Tom's and he had given Y/N the shirt when they started dating, Their relationship is not confirmed to be official but fans are expecting to hear the truth from the two young actors.
At the very end is a picture of me walking out of Starbucks and next to it is a picture of Tom crossing the road. I squint my eyes to see that our shirts did look exactly alike and how unfortunate it is that I just pulled that very shirt out my closet out of boredom this afternoon.
This is utterly ridiculous.
Before I could sleep the stress off I saw a highlighted notification, Tom tweeted me.
One of the many articles is attached and I braced myself for embarassment and cringe.
@ TomHolland1996 tweeted :
@Y/Nofficial Now you gotta give me my shirt back 😉😂
With that tweet he's not making any of this any better! I groaned in frustration and dropped on the bed face first, Glad my cat left knowing she was being ignored and I drifted into sleep thinking about the drama waiting.
***
It's been a week and interviews with Tom are coming up, We had a few with other cast members like Zendaya but the first one I'll be having is with Tom and questions about the shirt will surely come up.
My stupid ass forgot that shirt is actually Tom's.
I don't really remember the events following how the shirt ended up in my closet but it was really his.
How'd I know? I called him the next morning asking about that tweet.
The week went smooth, I went to the beach and a road trip with _____ to Vegas. The rumours about Tom and I dating still hasn't died down.
I suggested we go apart to lessen the assumption but he insisted we shouldn't let the issue affect our friendship which lead me to think.
Are Tom and I friends? Because Homecoming was the first time we worked together and I doubt he even knew of my existence before then.
We worked together, Got acquainted fast and got along...sort of but I wouldn't really call us friends. He was always closer to Zendaya who he always hang out with in between breaks and he was best friends with Jacob who he always talked to and we only ever made small talks.
He seemed to be so uninterested in me that I found it awkward to kiss him on camera when I felt like he didn't want me around but it was as if something changed and we were fooling around and teasing like good friends that after twelve takes, We got the job done.
As of now I'm in a dressing room watching Carla, my stylist fix my hair. I didn't want my make-up to be too much since I wasn't feeling too extra so I did it myself.
When it was finally time for the interview I was greeted by Tom who said an inaudible 'Hi' which I replied with a small smile.
“Y/N, Tom, It's nice to have you here.” The female interviewer chirped as we took our seats and I laid back with legs crossed, My hand rested on my thighs.
“Thank you.” I replied with a polite smile, “Pleasure's ours.” Tom added as she shook hands with us.
“Well you can call me Maddie. So let's start?” Maddie asked and we nodded, I turned to look at Tom who also turned to look at me with an innocent smile.
“So Y/N, We know that Tom has a background in Dance and Gymnastics but you don't?” I shook my head stealing a glance at Tom because I can feel the weight of his stare and it's honestly making me uncomfortable.
Not because he makes me uncomfortable, god no, But because of my stupid crush.
“I don't, I do dance around the house and in the shower.” I joked and Maddie let out a soft chuckle. I can dance really well if I actually tried but gymnastics? Nope!
“So how was your stunts? You had no background whatsoever, How did you do it?” Despite having not learned fighting or gymnastics I still insisted on doing my own stunts which surprised many, Even myself.
I went through alot of training and hardwork to even come close to an average performance, I shifted in my seat.
“Well, I may be no gymnast but my ballet days did a huge part. That, Along with practice and just determination to learn.” Satisfied with my answer Maddie looked down at her cards.
“Tom. This one's for you.” I fought the urge to turn to Tom and kept my eyes on Maddie as she spoke while looking down at her cards because I didn't wanna look at Tom.
Why? I am a hundred percent sure that I would be way too distracted by how perfect his hair looks and how pretty his eyes are.
But thinking about being distracted, distracted me anyways that the next question is directed to me that I didn't even notice Tom already answered his.
“What was the hardest part in playing Gwen?” I silently thanked God that none of the questions directed at me so far are about my body or diet.
“I think it's the stunts. Everything else is a breeze but the stunts man!” I answered and the three of us erupted into laughter.
“Back to Tom, How was it working with Y/N?” This time I instinctively turned and instantly regretted it when our eyes met and locked.
He leaned towards his left side to get a better look at me and my insides screamed. “She's...amazing.” He said almost out of breath and I could only pray to God that I'm not blushing right now.
I saw Maddie in the corner of my eyes raise her brow suggestively, Leaning forward to not miss a potential tea-spilling as I'd like to call it.
“She makes it easy, She's very professional and a really great actress. Sometimes I don't even feel like I'm acting anymore, You know?” His cute accent trailing behind every word as I listen to my heart race. But he plays as my boyfriend?
“So what is the funniest thing that happened on set?” Maddie asked directed to the both of us and I almost jumped at my seat from excitement.
“The kissing scene.” Tom with a dropped jaw looked at me as if I spoiled something but that's his job. Must've wanted that memory kept a secret.
“Do tell.” Maddie replied with a small smirk on her features that I failed to notice because I was too busy recalling the events.
“We had to take twelve takes.” Tom spoke up stifling a laugh. He was shaking his head with a toothy grin.
“I don't even remember why we were laughing but before our lips could even meet we would burst out laughing like idiots.” I added laughing at the end of my sentence and so did Maddie imagining how ridiculous we Must've looked like.
The interview went on well and Maddie was really nice but I knew the inevitable was coming so when she said we were off to the last one, I shifted again in my seat. Nonchalantly moving an inch away from Tom and pretended to ignore the small frown he gave me when he noticed.
“So this might be a little hot of an issue but you were spotted wearing his shirt, Right?” Maddie asked me gesturing her hand to Tom and I nodded. “How did that happen?”
I raised a hand like a schoolgirl to indicate I wanted to go first. “I didn't know it was his–I mean I did but I didn't remember. I was just digging through my closet and went ‘Oh that shirt looks cool’ so I went ahead and wore it.” I turned to Tom, “How did that get in my closet, Tom?”
I asked with a slight tease and a cheeky grin but I didn't expect him to look serious, He coughed and clasped his hands together. “Funny story actually.” He began.
“We were shooting this one scene in the night and it was really cold but when we were wrapping up I found this woman sitting alone in the corner hugging herself.” I would've grabbed a jacket but I was too cold I found it hard to move and my manager and assistant were talking to the staffs.
“So I ran to search my bag for anything, A jacket but I saw the shirt and I remember it being warm and I was afraid she would've froze by the time I find a jacket so I gave it to her.” I remember now, Just how my heart skipped a beat when I looked up to see who owned the extended hand.
Tom with his pretty face illuminated by the moonlight, His damn boyish grin. If I wasn't sitting down I would've dropped on the floor because my knees turned jelly.
“So you two are not dating?” Maddie asked and I couldn't answer, It hurts to say no and I wondered if it's still just a silly crush if it's hurting me.
I figured I'd let Tom answer but even he just stared at me so I raised a brow at him. Maddie cleared her throat but our eye contact didn't break.
“Are you two dating?” Maddie repeated herself changing thd question slightly and I can hear hope lacing in her voice but I shook my head still looking at Tom.
“Unfortunately not.” Tom replied and my jaw dropped at that, What did he just say? “But if miss L/N would be kind enough to go on a date with me then there would be a big possibility.” I was lost for words.
Is he serious or just stoking the flame of this hot rumour? Tom wouldn't do that just to gain more attention but he couldn't be serious about wanting to go on a date with me?
“I — I'm sorry, What?” Maddie was making inhuman noises of joy while I look at Tom with wide eyes and he only flashed me the same boyish grin.
“Is that a yes?” I couldn't form a word so I nodded slowly while Maddie clap and Tom look away briefly, Jesus, Is he blushing?
My manager is going to kill me.
Breaking News ! Spider-Man : Homecoming actor, Tom Holland just asked co-star Y/N L/N on a date during an interview.
Watch the interview here!
well this was long as fuck. I didn't really know how to start and end this because I just have this one stupid idea of you and Tom coincidentally wearing the same shirt and people going crazy about it so forgive how shitty this is.
PS : I take requests~
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Cable x Reader - burlesque fluff!
A/N - unedited because I got sleepy but I still wanted y'all to be able to enjoy it for Saturday Night!
Tag: @starman-thorsus-canos-jock @emma-frxst (idk who else would want to be on a Cable taglist if I had one, but here y'all go!)
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It was a Saturday night, and the team managed to not have a mission. Colossus tried to suggest a board game from the fancy high-strategy collection, but was quickly shot down by Wade (“What, so Domino can ruin us all again? I don’t think so!”). Wade tried to suggest a movie, but Cable cut him off before he could finish his suggestion (“I cannot watch the porno version of Predator again.”).
Domino hoped you might make a suggestion everyone could agree to, and finally asked, “Where the hell is Y/N?”
Wade howled at the top of his lungs, “YYYYY/NNNNN???”
“SHE’S NOT HERE,” Cable practically roared to make himself heard.
Colossus couldn’t help glancing around. He hadn’t noticed when you left, and felt a little embarrassed like he’d made a rookie mistake. “Do you know where she went?”
Cable fixed his gaze back on the gun he was cleaning. It was already clean; at this point he was fidgeting. “If she wanted us to know,” he hedged, “she would’ve said something before she left.”
“Ohhhh my god,” Wade gasped, “You do know!” He clapped his hands, excited to play a guessing game. “What’s she up to? Underground boxing? Secret meth habit? Robbing a bank?”
“No.”
“High stakes poker? Cock fighting?”
“No!”
They all said some variation of, “Then what??” in unison.
Cable sighed. He couldn’t deny that he wanted to see you, but he was pretty sure you wouldn’t want the whole gang showing up. Surely, if you had, you would have dropped some kind of hint. “We gotta dress up,” he said finally. “Black tie. And we gotta pick up flowers on the way.”
The gang had done their best on short notice. Domino wore a short, black cocktail dress cut so tight it was a wonder it didn’t split when she got in and out of the car. Colossus still wore his cargo pants and work boots, but classed up with a dress shirt, black suit jacket, and a tie. Wade, to no one’s surprise but everyone’s quiet exasperation, was in full Deadpool gear with a bow tie. Cable had managed to find a full three-piece suit, and though it wasn’t a perfect fit, he made it work. In his metal hand he held a bouquet of roses. They weren’t the freshest flowers, but they were the best that the store had.
They stood in the parking lot of a shabby strip mall and Domino said, “Looks like a nice neighborhood to sell your kidney.”
“This way,” Cable led them to the back door of one of the suites. He knocked and was quickly greeted by a drag queen in green glitter eyeshadow and three-inch long lashes.
“Hi honey,” the queen made a kissy noise and asked, “Who y’all with tonight?”
“Liz Lugosi,” Cable said as if he had been here several times.
The queen lit up with glee and put a long-fingered hand on Cable’s shoulder. “Ohhh! Lizzie didn’t mention anyone coming tonight!”
Cable gestured vaguely to the roses. “She’s not expecting us.”
The queen made a purse-lipped smile and shimmied her shoulders, hardly able to wait until she could spill this tea later. The team paid for their tickets and were ushered inside to pick a table.
The floor was full of glammed up people milling about, sipping cocktails and snacking on Chex Mix. The tables all faced a makeshift stage with a curtain made of cheap velvet. “What is this place?” Colossus folded himself into a chair that was too small for him, but he wouldn’t complain.
“It’s a kids’ ballet studio during the day,” Cable replied. “This is probably how they pay rent, though.”
Domino caught on and grinned, “It’s a speakeasy burlesque show.”
Wade cracked up laughing in earnest. Pretending to wipe away tears from his mask, he said, “What’s her act? Kicking off her boots and sexily peeling off a spandex onesie?”
“You’ll see,” Cable said impatiently. “Shit like this is probably why Y/N - Liz - never mentioned it, you assclown.”
The show started soon enough. Three performers in sparkly costumes made a show of sneaking out from behind the curtain. Each held a microphone. “Good eeeevening, daaaarlings!” the one in purple sequins drawled. The crowd applauded, some hooted.
The second performer wore something like a green velvet bikini with a lot of feathers. She tossed her blonde curls and said, “Who here has been to our show before? Come on, make some noise!” Almost everyone gave a shout except Cable, Wade, Domino, and Colossus.
“I don’t know that we should have come here,” Colossus whispered. Domino hushed him quickly.
The third performer wore a long, black satin robe, trimmed in purple rhinestones that glittered in the stage lights. She wore a wig of bright pink waves and cocked a hip as she turned toward their table. “I understand we’ve got some new blood in the house tonight.” The pink-haired performer sauntered between tables as she continued in a sultry purr, “So let’s go over the ground rules. If you’ve been here before, say them with me! Rule One!”
The audience responded, slightly drunk and mostly in unison, “No photos or video! We do this show live and only live!”
“That’s right,” she let out an easy giggle. “Rule Two?”
“No touching the performers unless you are specifically asked!” One young woman added in a buzzed, but enthusiastic slur, “Consent fucking matters!”
“YES, HONEY!” the blonde in the green bikini agreed.
The pink-wigged woman beamed. “Wonderful. You know, just to make a point,” she went over to the buzzed woman’s table. “Why don’t you give me a good slap on the ass, huh? Not too high on the cheek now, nice and low.” She leaned over, sticking out her round butt. When the patron gave a smack loud enough for every table to hear, the performer snapped straight again with a surprised hoot. “That’s how I like it! Haha, and Rule Three, let’s go!” She gestured grandly, long sleeves swaying.
The veteran audience chorused, “If you see something you like, make some noise!”
The three performers gathered in front of the curtain again and struck a sexy pose that showed off cleavage, thighs, and arched spines. The crowd made a good ruckus of whistling and applause, the X-Force gang included.
The show continued - there was an opening group number, the drag queen from the entrance sang a parody cover of a popular love song, there were a few aerial silks numbers, and of course classic burlesque striptease. Domino and Wade had gotten comfortable quickly, cheering and applauding each performer like they were the sexiest they had ever seen. Colossus took a while to loosen up, but even he enjoyed the athletic fluidity of the silks performers. Strength, flexibility, and making it all look beautiful with a big showgirl smile? Gold star in Colossus’s book. Each performer had gotten a funny and colorful introduction by the drag queen, who was emceeing most of the show.
“Our last lady of the night,” the queen teased, “has a slither that’ll make you shiver and she has NOOO idea how to just SIT in a chair!” The crowd chuckled. The drag queen bobbed her head and gave a wide flourish, “Just make sure you check for fangs before you kiss her - it’s Liiiiz Lugosiiii!!!!” The crowd hollered and clapped as the curtain drew back, revealing the pink wigged woman with the black satin robe.
Something steamy and full of saxophone blared over the sound system as Y/N, aka Liz Lugosi, swirled her robe - and disappeared. She reappeared a few feet away in a puff of smoke, similar to Colossus’s friend Kurt. As Liz Lugosi swirled, floated, and poofed around the stage, Colossus couldn’t help but note that where Kurt’s ability was abrupt like popping a balloon full of smoke, Y/N was smooth and soft, like drips of ink in water. A simple folding chair was on the stage, and in another few beats, Liz let her robe slide from her shoulders, down her back, and onto the floor. Domino glanced over at Cable and saw his face was relaxed in a gentle smile, eyes shining in the light.
Liz Lugosi turned to the front - and revealed that she appeared to be wearing nothing but black and purple rhinestones. Of course, her thong and pasties were there, but they matched her skin tone and the stones and beads had been carefully stitched and glued to cover them. The crowd screeched their appreciation. Wade yelled, “Holy shit!” but Cable barely even registered it.
“How did you find out about this?” Colossus asked him.
Cable answered without taking his eyes off Y/N, “I followed her to rehearsal once, to see where she goes.”
The stage floor filled with rolling fog as Liz Lugosi tossed her pink waves and slid over the chair so her chest was on the seat and her legs arched over her head. The rest of her routine was a series of acrobatic rolls and stands on and around the chair. Just when it looked like she would sit normally, she would turn and suddenly she was upside down, nearly sitting her butt on her head, with her legs in a deep split.
“Is that a mutation?” Domino asked, astounded.
“No,” Cable beamed, absolutely smitten, “she can just do that.”
Wade clapped for a particularly unexpected roll off of the chair. “I can’t believe she’s been holding out on us!”
Colossus agreed, smiling despite the awkwardness of seeing a coworker mostly naked for the first time, “You can tell how much she’s enjoying herself.”
As her number ended, Liz Lugosi bowed, dramatically tossing her pink waves. The team cheered louder than any other table and drew her attention. If she was caught by surprise, she didn’t let it show, maintaining her stage persona. She swayed her wide hips over to their table, and made the rounds expressing her thanks. She kissed Colossus on the cheek and left a red print on his chrome skin, though he froze when her boobs touched his arm. Domino soaked it up when she got a kiss on the cheek too. Wade didn’t get a kiss until he laid his palms on the table, and he all but squealed with delight. Cable, subdued and a little sheepish, offered the roses when she got to him. Instead of kissing his cheek, she pressed her lips to his and made it steamy enough that the crowd hooted and whistled louder than ever.
Y/N pulled away and teased in Cable’s ear, “Do I need to learn to cover my tracks better?”
“Aw, I hope you never do,” he was still grinning like a fool, “I’ve been wanting to bring you flowers for a while.”
She pulled away and she was Liz Lugosi again. Bouquet cradled against her heart, she winked and sashayed back to the stage to pick up her robe. The curtain closed, and Cable didn’t even try to hide how light and pleased he felt after getting to kiss the woman he’d been quietly pining after for months.
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sunflowersupremes · 6 years
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The Starhawk and the Slave: Chapter 4
Yondu’s (accidental) rescue by the Ravagers.
Characters: Stakar Ogord, Aleta Ogord, Yondu Udonta, Martinex T'Naga, Mainframe (Marvel), Krugarr (Marvel), Charlie-27 (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Slavery, Torture, Rape, Abuse, child endangerment, Non Explicit, it’s all in the past, flashbacks in later chapters
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Aleta was alone.
She’d run off the rest of the stragglers - her ‘girls’ as Stakar so creatively called them - and sat in the darkness of the forgotten rec room she’d laid claim to years ago. She needed silence, which she was greatly enjoying until the door opened and Charlie ducked his head inside. “Permission to enter?”
“You’re already in, you know.”
He lumbered inside, sitting on the floor rather than testing out the durability of one of the chairs. It was probably for the best, they’d learned years ago that most chairs weren’t meant for someone of his size. Hauling a replacement down to the old rec room would just be annoying. “You’re brooding.”
“I am not.”
“Yes, you are.”
Aleta glared at him, breaking the silence again to ask, “Did my husband send you?”
“Is he your husband again? I lose track.”
He was. They’d re-renewed their vows as Charlie was more than aware. He’d been there for crying out loud. “You’re a dick.”
“I’ve always had it.” He patted his crotch with a grin.
The most frustrating thing about Charlie - in Aleta’s mind, most people considered it one of his better qualities - was his inability to be drawn into arguments. Bar fights, tussles with customers or clients, brawls among the crew, illegal street boxing - anything physical and violent you couldn’t keep him out of. But when it came to fights with words he refused to step up to the plate, no matter how much Aleta goaded him.
“Where’s Marty?” she huffed, pushing herself up, a bottle of whiskey swinging from her hand. The Pluvian she could fight with. He wasn’t as fun as Stakar - swing a fist at Martinex and he’d probably jump under a table (or you'd break your hand on his face) - but he would quite happily yell back if she pushed the right buttons.
“With Mainframe, working on something of Udonta’s.”
“Udonta?” It took a moment for Aleta to process what he was saying. “Is that the slave?” She took a swig from her drink and felt the burn as it slid down her throat. “Damn,” she muttered, mostly to herself, “he named it?”
“You do not like him.”
“My husband or his newest pet?”
Charlie laughed, swiping Aleta’s bottle from her and downing half of it in one gulp. “Both, I suppose.”
Aleta snatched her drink back from him, making sure to cuff him upside the head. “He’s already attached. We don’t need any more kids around.” They’d just die, after all. Charlie’s eyes saddened and he patted her shoulder, mindful of his strength for once. Aleta resisted the urge to shout at him for being stupid and sentimental. She was the one who’d brought up the kids after all.
Tara. Sita. John.
As little as Aleta and Stakar talked about them - or any part of their past - word got out. Stakar talked about them more than Aleta did, he claimed it helped. He even went so far as to suggest that she should try talking to someone sometime. But her method was to keep them in a small, private place near her heart, where they were hers alone, not his.
“Something bad’s going to happen,” Aleta vowed, gulping the rest of the bottle in one swig. “Something with that boy and it’s going to destroy him.” She paused, looking at the now empty bottle and wondering if it was worth finding another. “It’s going to destroy us all.”
“You’re being melodramatic.”
She probably was. But there was still a creeping suspicion in her chest that things Stakar loved never seemed to stick around for long. 
Stakar hadn’t considered the logistics of someone never having touched food before, but thankfully the medic, Arc, had caught him before he could accidentally give him something to eat.
“He said his stomach’s hurting,” Stakar explained, feeling slightly put off by Arc’s horrified face. “I thought food would help.” Udonta hadn't said anything so much as he had pointed at his stomach when asked if anything was bothering him, but it was close enough. 
“With all due respect, Captain, food is the last thing he needs.”
“That’s fair.”
Arc tilted his head and sighed, pulling at the blue fur on his fingers nervously. “I’ve given him a shot to get his organs working again - without being used for so long, his stomach has likely shut down - which is the cause of the pain.”
“They hurt because they shut down?”
“They hurt because he’s never used them before. The shot I gave him is waking them up.” Arc sighed and reached for something on the wall behind his desk. Stakar took the opportunity to spare a glance over his reading material, unsurprisingly, it was all on Centaurians. “Give him this,” he said, passing Stakar a cup. “It’s just water with a bit of nutrients. See how he takes it.” Something in Arc’s eyes said that he half expected Udonta to spit most of it back up.
Joy.
Stakar took the drink with a nod. “I’ll see what I can do.”
Udonta was sitting up, looking around him with interest when Stakar entered his room, but as soon as he saw Stakar he slumped back, looking at the floor.
“Are you feeling better?”
“Yuh.” At least he had managed to remember that word, even if it was the only word that Stakar had managed to teach him so far. It was a start, even if it was a slow one.
But Stakar wasn’t convinced that he was magically feeling better, and his eyes narrowed slightly as he sat beside Udonta’s cot, dropping the cup Arc had given him onto a table. “Are you lying?”
It was the kind of question he would have posed to one of his friends - Aleta, Mainframe, Krugarr, Charlie 27, or Martinex - he hadn’t considered the impact it would have on the mind of the fragile rescued slave.
He also hadn’t considered how quickly Udonta could move when he was frightened.
The Centaurian practically threw himself to the ground at Stakar’s feet, pushing his forehead to the floor and licking at the ground. It was just as he had done in the cell earlier - or was it the day before? Stakar hadn’t slept and had lost track of time - but this time, the captain’s feet were within reach. Before he could do process what was going on, Udonta was pressing frightened kisses to Stakar’s boots as well. When Stakar stepped back he flinched, clearly expecting a kick, and managed to whimper, “Sor-rey.” 
Kneeling beside him, Stakar placed his hand on his shoulder and ignored his flinch. “Hey, kid. Look at me.” He waited until Udonta was able to lift his head and meet his eyes, then he reached out and gently stroked his forehead. “I’m not angry. I’m not going to hurt you. No one is going to hurt you. I know you don’t understand. But please, try.”
“Tr-y,” he sounded out.
Stakar offered him an encouraging smile, wrapping an arm around Udonta’s frail shoulder and rubbing his back. “Let’s get you back into bed,” he said, pulling them both to their feet. Udonta leaned into Stakar, seeming to cling to the comfort of a gentle touch. Humoring him, Stakar settled himself on the bed beside Udonta, letting the other bask in the attention as he pointed to the cup. “That’s for you.”
Udonta tipped his head back, staring up at Stakar with confusion clearly written on his face. Stakar picked up the cup. “It’s a drink,” he explained. “Do you know what that is?”
There was a slight nod, and Stakar pressed the cup into Udonta’s hand, wrapping his fragile blue fingers around it and tapping his finger against the straw. “Suck.”
Udonta’s response to that word was instant, shrinking back from Stakar, his eyes darting to the other’s crotch, confusion and hurt in his eyes. “Not- no. Not that.” Trying hard not to think about what that reaction meant, Stakar took the cup and took a sip, then passed it back to Udonta. “Try it.”
He did as instructed, managing to get some of the liquid into his mouth. Immediately he grinned - just as toothy as the last time, but more genuine - and much of it spilled back out onto his shirt.
Stakar made a point of laughing, hoping that Udonta wouldn’t panic over the spilled liquid. “Good. Very good.” Udonta blinked up at him, one eyebrow slightly raised. “Do you like it?”
The Centaurian paused from licking his lips long enough to say, “Yuh.” He took another sip, managing to swallow most of it that time, and Stakar patted his shoulder. To his surprise - and glee - Udonta was more than happy to lean back against him as he continued sipping on the drink and Stakar checked in on his crew through his comm.
Author’s Notes: 
I’m doing Camp NaNo this month with one of my own stories so updates will be slow. I’m still counting my fics as word count though because I can and I want to. I MAKE THE RULES. Plus if I write about my characters 24/7 I’ll be fed up with them pretty quick.
I KEEP WANTING TO CALL HIM YONDU AND IT TRIPS ME UP EVERY TIME I CALL HIM UDONTA. I promise he’ll get his first name soon. For the sake of my sanity. Also for the sake of my spell check with thinks, I'm writing a story about Udon Noodles.
Also, FYI, I’m making up tons of medical shit as I go. Yondu’s an alien so I doubt WebMD is gonna be much help anyway.
Don’t worry, Aleta will come around. I just wanted to info dump some of their past and she wanted to whine and also fight everyone. Mostly Stakar. She’s definitely going to fight Stakar. Ravagers don’t have a concept of “domestic violence” so I’m tempted to add that to the story’s trigger tags???
And I'm continuing my joke/headcanon about Stakar and Aleta having numerous divorces because no one stopped me.
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Write Me a Lullaby Part 15
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Summary: Delilah has been writing to her Penpal for almost six years. She doesn't know his real name and she doesn't know what he does for a living. When she's set to meet him, she's surprised to find out she's been falling in love with Sebastian Stan
Chapter Summary: Sebastian and Delilah adjust to being parents
Warnings: None
        “Hey, buddy.”
           I smiled as Sebastian gently handed Luca over to Chris. “He’s been waiting his entire life to meet you.” I teased. “The Captain America.”
           Chris chuckled and made sure he was supporting Luca’s head. “Everyone’s so excited to meet you.” He said softly. “You’ve got a huge family of actors who all want to meet you.”
           I sat down and tucked my feet under me. “Good, Uncle Chris will babysit whenever mom and dad need a break.”
           “Yep, Mackie and I will be the babysitting team.” Chris grinned.
           Luca yawned and opened his eyes to look at him. He stretched and blinked a few times.
           “So, he just kind of sleeps a lot, right?” Chris asked.
           “Yeah, he eats and sleeps.” Sebastian smiled. “But he’s still amazing.”
           I rested against my fiancée’s shoulder. He kissed my hair and wrapped an arm around me.
           “What does Rocket think about him?” Chris asked.
           I glanced over at our dog who was watching us from his bed in the corner. “I think he’s afraid of him,” I said.
           “Really?”
           “We looked up how to introduce them,” Sebastian nodded. “But Rocket just sniffed him and shied away when he moved. I think Luca’s a little too loud small for him to comprehend.”
           Rocket stood up, almost like he knew we were talking about him. He cuddled up with me and I stroked his ears.            
           “I know, you’ll always be my baby too,” I promised. “But in time, you and Luca will be best friends.”
           The Great Dane just looked up at me, resting his chin on my lap.
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           That night, Luca woke up crying. I wanted to get up but felt Sebastian move to get up. “I’ve got him.” He touched my shoulder before walking to the nursery.
           “Thank you,” I mumbled and closed my eyes again. After a while, Luca was still wailing. I knew that there were some bottles in the fridge, so I wondered why he was so upset. I decided to get up and try to steady myself as I staggered a little bit from being exhausted. I walked into the next room and found Sebastian doing his best to calm our son.
           “What’s wrong, baby?” I yawned.
           Sebastian let me take Luca from his arms. “I tried a bottle but he didn’t seem to want it.”
           I rested him on my shoulder and rubbed his back. “It’s okay, maybe he’s just getting used to life and it’s strange.”
           Luca whimpered quietly as he started to soothe himself back to sleep.
           “There we go,” I whispered and rested him back in his crib.
           “Rest easy, bud.” Sebastian softly touched his little hand before following me back to bed.
           I lay down and cuddled up to Sebastian. I looked up at him and noticed something was off. “Are you okay?” I asked.
           “Yeah, I’m fine.” He sighed and held me close. “I just don’t feel like…”
           “Like…”
           “Like I’m not good enough. I mean, you just came in and he calmed down within seconds. Maybe I’m doing everything wrong.” He looked visibly burdened by the thoughts he was having. I wanted to do everything I could to ease his doubts.
           “Sebastian, you know that’s not true at all.” I touched his cheek.
           He didn’t look at me and shook his head. “I didn’t have my dad when I was younger…and I mean, my mom married Anthony but still.” He closed his eyes. “How the hell am I supposed to know how to be a good father when I didn’t have much of a role model?”
           “Look at me,” I instructed firmly.
           He wearily opened his eyes and listened. “You don’t need to lie to me.”
           “I don’t lie to you.” I held his gaze. “Sebastian Stan, you’re a good man,” I whispered. “It doesn’t matter about your past, it matters who you are now. Parenting is all instinctual right? It’s been literally two days. He’s only forty-eight hours old. We’ve only been parents for forty-eight hours.”
           This made him smile a little. “It feels longer.”
           “I know, but it’s true.” I smiled and combed my fingers through his hair. “And as far as I can tell, you’re an amazing father. Now if you were holding him upside down by his feet and something like that, then we’d have a problem.”
           He shook his head. “I’d never…”
           “I know you wouldn’t. And that’s why you’re going to be perfect as a father.” I kissed his forehead.
           “I love you.” He sighed in relief. “I love you so much.”
           “I love you too.” I murmured and rested my cheek on his chest. “Let’s get some sleep, we’re going to need it.”
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           Six months later, Sebastian had to be in Spain for a photo shoot. I figured it would be a fun little adventure to tag along with Luca. The airplane ride was surprisingly uneventful. Luca spit up on me but that was the least of my worries.
           I was excited to see Sebastian in action. I’d photographed him a bunch of times, but I’d never seen him at an official shoot. It was pretty high caliber too, hence the location.
           “Doesn’t daddy look handsome?” I smiled as Sebastian walked up to us on the beach. I was sitting on a blanket with Luca in my arms.
           The little boy squealed when he saw him. He reached out his arms, begging to be picked up.
           “Hi, buddy.” Sebastian scooped Luca up and blew a raspberry on his cheek.
           Luca squirmed and laughed. “Da-da-da-da!” He babbled.
           “I think you should do a little Hugo Boss, father-son photo shoot instead,” I suggested.
           Sebastian struck a dramatic pose with Luca. “How about that?”
           I laughed and shook my head. “You two are goofballs.” I stood up to tickle Luca.
           “Sebastian?” The director of the shoot called him over.
           “Alright, I’ll be back. It’s going to be a long day.” He sighed and handed Luca back to me.
           “Put on your best bedroom eyes.” I kissed his cheek and smirked. “You need to help them sell.”
           Sebastian flashed me a grin and walked over to the docks where they were setting up.
           “Dada.”
           “I know, love, he’s working.” I sat back down and held Luca so he could see Sebastian from where we were sitting.
           “Are you going to follow dada’s footsteps? I’m sure you’re going to be just as handsome as he is.” I smoothed his hair back. I had predicted it correctly; his hair was already looking exactly like Sebastian’s.
           Luca cooed and stuck his fingers in his mouth. He rambled on more gibberish as if to answer me.
           I giggled softly and kissed his cheek. I looked up and watched a little of the photo shoot. It was strangely surreal but familiar. I loved it.
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surprises - tom holland
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---- requested by @hollandtomx i hope you like it & i’m sorry if it wasn’t that good, i don’t know why i’m rushing myself :(  but enjoy it anyway :)
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“Babe c’mon, it’s almost time for that Spider-man photo shoot you are all so eager to go to,” I say as I slip into my grey cardigan. I hear Tom utter some curse words from the bedroom as he runs around looking for god knows what. 
“Yeah, darling just give me a few minutes I seemed to have misplaced something.” Tom voices as he continues rummaging through his bag. 
“What are you looking for, it would be easier if I helped you find it,” I suggest, grabbing his other bag as I start to unzip it, his eyes widen and he leaps forward, snatching the bag from my hands, shaking his head furiously.
“N-No, why don’t you go wait downstairs? I’ll be down in a few,” He stutters, pushing me out of the room kissing my forehead before shutting the door in my face. I shake my head lightly at him before slowly walking down the stairs heading towards the kitchen. 
Grabbing out a bottle of water I head over to the living room, sitting down on the couch before grabbing my phone out and scrolling through my social media. 
A few minutes later Tom comes rushing down the stairs panting slightly, 
“Okay are you ready to go love?” 
“Shouldn’t I be asking you that, love?” 
He laughs at me before wrapping his arm around my shoulders as I stand up from the couch. He guides me out of the front door before heading into the car.
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“Tom, Y/N!” I hear Harrison yell out as soon as we step out of the car, I give him a small smile and a wave as I grab hold of Toms hand, I see Harry and some of the cast standing near Harrison. I wave at them as we walk towards all of them.
I let out a sigh as I hug the cast one by one, rubbing my hands together, the cold weather slowly getting to me. 
I watch as Tom gets whisked away by the makeup and hair people, I have some small chatter with Zendaya about how everything was going. Harrison smiles at me before going to Tom who was getting into his Spider-man costume.
“So Y/N, how is everything going with Tom?” Zendaya smirks, looking over towards Tom then looking back at me, a smirk still on her face. I roll my eyes at her before giggling,
“Everything’s perfect actually,” I declare a smile appearing on my face as I think about Tom, Zendaya smiles at me before pinching my cheeks,
“Oh you two are just so cute,” I laugh, pushing her hands away from my face. 
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The photo shoot is almost over but then Harry calls me over telling me he wants a couple photos of Tom and I, with Tom being in his own Spider-man suit.
“Can we try to have a few photos of the significant spider-man kiss?” Harry says as he looks at Tom with a smirk on his face. Toms eyes widen as I nod and he rubs his hands together. Harrison gives him a look and  whispers something in his ear as they ready Tom to hang upside down. 
They make me stand in front of him facing my back to him, as I stare directly into the camera with a smile on my face as Tom poses in the back. I see the cast recording and giggling as Tom and I pose, I furrow my eyebrows looking back at the camera seeing Harry telling me to turn around, obviously to do the kiss.
As I turn around, I swear I feel my heart stop, my hands raise to cover my mouth as I see Tom hanging upside down, with his mask on, and a beautiful diamond ring stationed in his hands. One hand lets go of the ring to pull me in for the kiss as my eyes are still wide with shock but I quickly close them for the photo. 
He pulls away all to quickly, as Harrison comes over to help him get down, more gracefully then I ever could.
I feel tears prick in the corner of my eyes as he takes the mask off, a big smile on his face as he gets down on one knee, I can hear Laura sniffle and I turn to her as she wipes her eyes, but she motions me to look back at Tom who is holding one of his hands out. 
I grab a hold of it with both hands as I bounce on the balls of my feet, forcing the tears not to stream down my face. As I grin at Tom in happiness, I hear him inhale deeply before he says,
“I would make a huge speech about how much I love you but I would hope that you already know how much I love you. I want to make this short and sweet because firstly it’s really tight in this suit right now and secondly I just really want to hug you right now, so will you Y/N L/N, become my beautiful wife?” 
I shakily reach to hold his face in my hands, I press a kiss to his lips softly.
“Of course I will,” I whisper looking away, his grin becomes the size of the moon before he puts the ring on my finger quickly before getting off of his knees wrapping me into a hug as I hear the cheers of his friends and family.
“I love you so much darling,”
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