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#all my pants that I’ve had for YEARS are suddenly too tight and too small around my hips and thighs
lesbiansanemi · 6 months
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I think… I have figured out the reason I never get gendered as a guy anymore and it’s making me have…. A lot of really complex feelings
#most of my life I’ve been VERY androgynous#and ever since I cut off all of my hair when I was 16 and started dressing in men’s clothes#I tended to get gendered as a man or woman p equally by strangers#(until I talked because my voice tends to be a give away which is a whole other thing I have Thoughts about but that’s a different issue)#but in the past oh… idk… six months or so? I literally NEVER get gendered as a guy#it has happened ONCE#like sure ppl will ask for my pronouns but I know that’s just cuz I look like stereotypical genderqueer afab person#it’s not cuz they can’t tell what my gender is…#and I’ve been wondering what’s so different. why don’t I ever get gendered as a man anymore#I haven’t changed how I dress I still have a masculine haircut most of the time my facial features obviously haven’t changed#SO WHAT DID#I… I’ve figured it out….#I’ve gained weight. but only in my hips and thighs#all my pants that I’ve had for YEARS are suddenly too tight and too small around my hips and thighs#I’ve NEVER had curves anywhere before I was always stuck straight and now… I do#and like part of me wants to be happy. I’m gaining weight!!! I’ve always been so horrendously underweight#and I’ve battled severe disordered eating for so long that was the cause#this past year I’ve actually very steadily been eating three meals a day instead of one#I can eat whole portions without getting sick#and I’m really proud of myself for that like I’m def not upset I’m gaining weight#it’s just. it’s just that it’s literally all in my hips and thighs#and it’s giving me a more feminine figure which I’ve NEVER had before#and I know your body goes through more changes in your twenties and that’s probably part of it too#it’s just. I don’t want this. I don’t like this.#I haven’t felt genuinely dysphoric in a long time and now I want to crawl out of my skin whenever I look in a full body mirror#cuz I see it now. I see the change. and I just. do Not fucking Like It#but I can’t do anything about it 😭#and idk what to do#ugh#kaz rambles
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drabble of sub!robert fischer? i love ur work btw!!
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“Robby,” You purred, setting down your weighted fountain pen on your sandalwood executive desk. “What’s got you sneaking ‘round these parts?”
Robert rolled his eyes, “This venture is purely professional, I assure you.”
“You’re no fun, honey. Now, c’mere, tell me what you’re comin’ to beg for.” You pouted, crossing your legs and beckoning him closer with your index finger. 
His jaw clenched, obviously affected by your belittling words— but he was also not in any position to snap at you. “I’ve come here to introduce a business proposition to you. As you know, I’ve taken over Fischer Morrow after my father passed, and I’ve decided to—“
“Split up the company,” you grinned, getting up from your leather chair and rounding the table to meet him. “Didn’t know you had it in you, Robby.”
Robert’s gaze followed your fingers, which danced across his chest for a moment, before tugging roughly at his lapels and flattening the slightly wrinkled fabric. “My point here,” he sighed, “is that I don’t want Proclus Global buying anything remotely Fischer Morrow. My only option — and my very last resort, is you.”
You couldn’t help the laugh that bubbled out of you. “You are coming to beg.” You then ran a hand through his hair, offhandedly mumbling to him that it looked better that way, “Robby, honey, you know just as well as I, what you gotta do to make me say yes.”
Robert’s gaze tore away from yours, expression contorting incredulously. “I’m not going to— that was when we were dating,” he hissed, but didn’t flinch away when your hands snaked across his waist, sneaking your fingers into the loops of his belt. 
“Well, then, I guess Saito’ll be visiting you tomorrow morning to get ownership affairs all in order,” you informed sarcastically, pulling your hands off of him. 
Robert bit his lip, breathy and exasperated with your demands, and you could only smile: the way he looked now, puffy lipped, cheeks pink, hair disheveled and unable to respond reminded you of the fun you two got up to back when you were younger, before you’d started your business, before Robert played a major hand in his fathers. 
“Fine,” he mumbled quietly, squeezing his eyes shut in embarrassment; how stark of a contrast it was to the man he was at work, to how he was with you. 
“What’s that?” You teased, pulling his chest flush against yours with his silk tie. 
“You heard me the first time,” he growled, losing his patience. 
You raised a brow, “Looks like someone’s gotten naughty when Mistress wasn’t around to play.”
Robert gulped, your self-imposed title being used making his muscle memory activate. He’d hadn’t heard you refer to yourself that way in years, and it suddenly made him feel stuffy, like his tie was too tight and his pants were too small. 
Your hand then thrust forward to cup his crotch, palming his cock through the cashmere. When he didn’t speak, you frowned. “C’mon, honey. Beg for it. You don’t expect me to do everything for you, do you?”
He groaned - a small, barely audible one, but a groan nonetheless, before complying with your demands. “Please- take me, Mistress. Take me and -- buy out Fischer Morrow.”
You grinned. “There we go. I knew you still had those pretty manners in you.” With that, you dragged him to your office chair, pushing him onto it gently and spreading his legs. 
You undid his belt buckle and fly, relishing the way his breath hitched when your cold hands touched him— he flinched, but his cock sprung to life in his boxers, and grew painfully solid when you slipped his underwear down and pulled it out.
You hiked your pencil skirt up to your soft thighs, sliding down your panties and promptly balling them up, shoving them in his mouth and pressing a teasing kiss to his temple. You then backed up on Robert’s cock, still facing forward toward your desk, and situated his aching tip with your soaking slit, before sliding down. 
A hiss left you as you did so, but Robert merely huffed through the fabric of your lace panties, clearly fighting back those pathetic moans you always used to hear come out of him without a second thought.
“Now, honey,” you panted, blinking rapidly as you felt your walls adjust around his pulsing length, “be good for Mistress, and don’t move. I’ve still got some work to finish up, but I know your needy cock needs me now.”
Then, you heard really Robert groan, this time in dismay rather than reluctant pleasure, unable to protest against you nor the fabric muffling him. God, he’d forgotten how much you enjoyed torturing him… and he could only mentally ready himself for the long, long hours ahead. 
“Be grateful,” you chastised, leaning over slightly to grab a large stack of papers you needed to sign, making Robert whimper at the minuscule movement, just barely stimulating his cock, “‘cause Mistress could be so much meaner.”
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rafecameronsslxt · 1 year
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 Warnings: Short-lived fluff, angst, ABUSE, choking, manipulation, Rafe being the worst person to exist, Corruption?
Synopsis: Rafe suddenly changes for the worst.
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He is my everything. 
   Rafe Cameron is someone everyone hated, but they didn’t know him as I do. His gentle hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer to the guy I love, Rafe’s parted crimson lips that left marks on the nape of my neck and collarbone. He is so pretty with the sun streaking across his face showing his vibrant cerulean irises that study deep into my hazel eyes consisting of light green and gold flecks. 
   I rested my back against his stomach, my body in between his legs while Rafe’s hands massaged my shoulders softly. I’d never felt at peace until him. 
   Rafe’s thumbs move to the back of my neck. I hum at the sensation of my body loosening into his touch, which I’ll never get used to. “You’re so pretty. I wish we could stay here like this forever.” His harmless voice whispers sweet nothings into my ear, words I keep in my heart and cherish until I’m too full of his words. His sentences are purple butterflies gliding through the air, changing me and filling my mind and body when the days alter dreary and daunting. Oh, how he is my only true bliss on this frightening earth.
   “If he’s a serial killer, then what’s the worst. That could happen to a girl who’s already hurt?” I sing aloud quietly, droning on with the rest of the melody. Rafe’s lips coast my neck, placing small kisses all over. His hands find my stomach, resting for a minute. Then, he begins tickling my abdomen. I start giggling, trying to pull away, but he holds me tight enough, with only room for wiggling. My breathing is rigid, and I cannot contain my laughter from spilling loudly into Rafe’s ear.  
   I circumvent his grip and run around the beautifully landscaped yard, trimmed edges, low-cut grass, and the Tannyhill estate that outshines anything by a mile. I run around the lawn with Rafe hot on my heels, but he is quick enough to catch me once he tackles me to the freshly cut grass like a quarterback. I throw my head back, laughing.
   Rafe’s body hovers over mine, his lips parted, panting from chasing me. His laugh is low, and again his lips fall to my chest. I wore a sweetheart neckline floral crop blouse, easy access for Rafe and Sarah’s favorite pastel pink, green, and orange whitewash shorts. She’d kill me if her denim shorts transpired with grass stains. 
   I grab Rafe’s jaw lightly so he’ll look at me. 
   I kiss his nose, forehead, then lips. His face radiates happiness, but he acts like he doesn’t like my loving kisses. “Mhm, I’m offended. My tough boyfriend can’t handle my sweet kisses.” I pout at him, teasing like cotton candy, melting rapidly in your mouth. His lips turn into a wide grin, ear to ear. “My ethereal girlfriend is too good for me.” A smile still spread across his features as the degrading mention of himself fell smoothly from his tongue. 
   I’m his light, his girl who is too angelic for this vile world we live in, but I was his, and that’s all that mattered. My charming boyfriend Rafe, whom I’ve loved since junior year of high school and perpetually held me on the grand stage compared to himself, and I’d reassure him he was the ideal man for me; perfect, nothing less, my love. 
   “Oh, my love, what I’d do without you. But you have to check for grass stains. S will murder me if there’s any.” I give a slight grin, watching him get off me. Rafe lets out a sharp breath, his jaw clenching just an inch, and curtain hair falling to his sweaty face from being out in the heat with me all day. 
   I turn around, letting him check my butt for stains. Why had he looked so angry? It couldn’t have been me, right? 
   Rafe and I’s relationship has always been vocal about our problems, primarily me forcing him to talk when he was upset because I am the only person he has or one he can trust with his emotions and feelings. 
   “No stains.” His voice is monotonous and straightforward as I turn around to face him. “My love, what’s wrong?” I question slowly, taking my time with the words. I’m confused by his sudden mood change on this lovely day. I lock my hands around his neck, feeling the wind blow sporadically, cooling me down. “Why do you always have to bring up Sarah?” His tone was brash at the name of his sister. I crease my eyebrows and scoff. 
   “Rafe, seriously, right now!?” I wouldn’t have been so hasty with my words if he hadn’t wanted to ruin this day with covetousness. I hadn’t wanted to push Rafe to the edge, but I knew he’d never hurt me physically. “Now you’re being a bitch about it.” His laugh and voice are mendacious and manipulative. He says as if it's a fact, and I’m the one ruining today, not him or his short temper. “Rafe, stop.” I fold my arms, uncomfortable with the tension advancing the both of us. 
   Rafe kisses my forehead thinly. He puts his forefinger under my chin, causing me to look into his stunning blue eyes. “I’m sorry, sweetheart.” His voice was soft, along with his complexion, nor being as taut. I think this little argument had been my fault; I overreacted. “No, I’m sorry, my love.” I’m hushed by Rafe’s lips meeting mine, his forehead pressing against mine. I give him a wistful smile as his hand takes mine, and we walk through the giant dark wood door into the sunlight foyer. 
The first time had been the most threatening. 
   His hand grabbed my wrist harshly, a tightening grip that wasn’t departing anytime soon. His fingers crushed my veins, confirming there’d be a bruise stranded for me to be reminded of later. My eyes began laminating salty tears. “Rafe, what’re you doing?” My voice was hapless as I turned, looking at my boyfriends’ dimmed irises filled with enmity. His teeth gritted together. 
   “What the fuck have you been telling my sister!?” He said through clenched teeth. Fuck, I told Sarah not to make any remarks to Rafe about how he’s been getting verbally violent to me recently. His disparaging words that I lavished on day by day constructed a version of me that had been insecure and detached from the world, my friends that Rafe never liked because they were ‘disgusting filthy pogues’ or, ‘why are you hanging out with sluts, my sweet girl.’ As quoted by Rafe.
   Nothing I did was good enough for him. My kook “friends,” whom I thought he’d like, he didn’t. “That one, Becca, she’s not good for you, sweet girl. She’s been passed all around figure eight.” I cut her loose the day after, nervous Rafe would criticize me for keeping her around, though she’d been pleasant to be around, a different aurora from the rest of the girl kooks. 
   I tried to speak, but my throat was closing up. No words would come out, saliva filling my esophagus and my breaths quickening. “You better fix yourself in my bathroom unless you want my parents to start asking questions, too, my sweet girl.” Our world went dark. Something of a sort had been waiting for this moment. A separation from day to night. The divine experiences of sun-kissed skin had been burned into fragments of our memories that were becoming lost. 
   I nodded as he let my wrist fall to my side, and I walked into the bathroom. I couldn’t endure looking at myself in the mirror filled with the Polaroids of Rafe, and I taped to the glass. Smiles and laughs and pleasure that was long gone from where we’ve come. 
   My hand covered my mouth, attempting to muffle the lamentations and hiccups. Once cold water splashes my face, the noises and tears subside, although my eyes are puffy. I take a deep breath, tell myself it’ll be ok, that my love won't do it again. I look at my wrist, yellow and purple; god, it hurts so badly. 
   I open the door shakily, looking at Rafe as if nothing had ever happened. He gives me a smile, and I return it. He gestures for me to approach him and do like a puppy to its owner. 
   Rafe wraps me in his arms. 
   They aren’t the same warmth as the hugs were before. “I’m sorry, love. I didn’t mean to make you angered.” It started to feel like my fault, a growing pit of guilt in my stomach that if I didn’t say sorry, Rafe would ignore me for the day to come. Instead, he hums in agreement, caressing my cheek gently. 
The second time was direful.
   We’d just got out of the restaurant, yet another ruined day. 
   The rain pitter-pattered quickly against the windshield and windows. The stars are nowhere to be found, just the night clouded and unlit. Thunder off in the distance, followed by streaks of lightning. Usually, I’d call a moment like this idyllic, barely audible music: Happiness is a butterfly by Lana Del Ray, Rafe’s hand holding mine on the leather console, grasping tightly, but the downside was our estranged relationship.
   His sweet nothings had turned into nothing. 
   Nonexistent words that would fall effortlessly without the gaslighting. Rafe stopped throwing me onto a pedestal; no more ‘my ethereal girl.’ No more precious moments outside in the exhausting high temperatures. 
   I saw his eyes on a gorgeous woman. She looked twenty-five at most. Her straight hair, placed in a simply elegant ponytail, she was brunette, not blonde like I am. I have close to platinum blonde hair, and she has dark brunette hair. She wore a red corset dress fitting to show her thin body. Satin was the material. It couldn’t have cost more than three hundred dollars. Brown eyes, defined jaw, lip fillers, the total opposite of me. 
   She was more of a mystery, so appealing, and I was vibrant and glowing, but Rafe, my love, didn’t watch me like he was to her anymore. I felt childish compared to whoever this lady was.
   I rushed out to Rafe’s truck. I knew the consequences but didn’t think he’d take it excessively far. 
   After a minute, he was pacing to the truck. His figure was dark from the night, and he wore a black silk button-up. Rafe is silent as he pushes the ‘start’ button on the black truck. I was scared. What would he say? This question brings us to the present.
   “I don’t understand what I’ve done, Rafe. You’re always so fucking irritated with me. How can I make you happy?” My voice is weak. Everything I seem to say is quiet or hushed by his lips that turned cold. It is like my voice has become poison to his ear. 
   If I hadn’t had my seatbelt on, I think my head would’ve met the dashboard as he slammed the brakes, pulling to the side of the road. No car in sight, just trees swaying with the frigid wind.
   He takes his seatbelt off, and the hand once holding mine now squeezes my jaw. I tell myself not to cry, but tears fall anyway. “You know what I think. Stop making things in your stupid little head because you don’t seem to love me anymore.” Rafe pauses. His grip is agonizing, leaving pale imprints contrasting with the redness of my cheeks. All I ever did was love him. “If you did, you wouldn’t question me.” His face was disgusted with my unsaid accusations. Not the pretty girl at the restaurant who eyed him back. A smirk fell upon her crimson lips. 
   My heart was breaking. My body was shattering because of Rafe. My fucking insides had too much heartache that it felt gone. All the pain bunched up into a butterfly and exploded. I first compared his words to a vague purple butterfly, but it’s changed into a Monarch butterfly. 
   I once read an article that Monarch butterflies can symbolize mental illness, depression, or anxiety. 
   Monarch merely meant the highest authority, kings, not queens, because men would always have an advantage. They could do as they pleased, and no one would bat an eye. Speaking on this topic is hypocritical because I’ll be at Rafe’s side, wishing he wouldn’t hurt me and love me as he did before. 
   “I do love you.” I choke out, but my words affectionately dissipate thickly in the air, not touching his ears. Instead, his hands move to my throat. “Rafe, stop it, please!” It’s barely hearable through the sounds of choking and crying. 
   My hands wrap around his forearm, desperately pushing his hands from my neck. Every attempt failed. Stop it was all I could sob out. 
   The Sunshine that lived inside and outside snapped. I had everything all at once, and it got taken too quickly as my love had built me up to rip me apart daily. I thought I’d be full of his sickly sweet words, not deprived and left with bruises and words that gutted me inside out. 
   His hands roughly let go of my neck. A forced kiss, his teeth biting my lip, drawing blood which rushed down my chin, the metallic taste violent in my mouth. 
   My blood drips to the floral dress, staining it. The ruby red liquid, makeup, and tears combine, creating an appalling mess on my face. I felt nauseous and tried to regain my oxygen, but it never happened. My vision was blurry. 
   I grabbed Rafe’s hand, wiping the tears with my free hand so I’d see clearly.
Rafe’s hands replaced mine, wiping my under eyes: foundation and tears tarnished his now conciliate hands. I lean into his touch, then his lips become bloodstained; the blood he drew, and he’s kissing the damage of myself that no one ever could. 
   He presses his forehead against mine. “You know I wouldn’t have done that if you hadn’t been so… mean. I love you, my sweet girl.” His words bring immense warmth to my heart. Rafe smiles as I bring him in for another unrestrained kiss.
   I’m his sweet girl whom he loves and plans to build me up again just to tear my beautiful self down, over and over, but he loves me. “I am sorry, my love.” He wanted to hear it, but I was sincere and meant it wholeheartedly. If I hadn’t walked out on him or questioned his fervent love for me, Rafe would've never hurt me.
   He started driving again with our hands placed in his lap. Rafe’s once callous hands turned gentle, rubbing the pad of his thumb on my palm, keeping you close.
   Then an emptiness settled in me. There was nothing inside me. The events that played out tonight left a broken version of me. A blank stare. I couldn’t hear anything besides my heart beating rapidly and deafening. 
   My neck is in pain, but why can’t I feel it? 
   Sometimes nothingness eats you alive once you’ve felt too many emotions, and it becomes too complex to describe, yet it’s simplistic. 
   A simple void of vacancy enters you. 
   Oh, my love, what have you done to me.
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stylesluxx · 2 years
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[warnings: a tad bit of angst but that’s it]
summary: in which y/n and the boys misunderstand each other | part two and a half
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"Guys, stop," You whined as you tossed and turned in the bed, trying to hide your face from them.
"Never!" Jungkook yelled and turned your back on your back so Taehyung and Jimin could continue kissing your face.
You giggled and tried to push them away, but the warm, toned bodies wouldn't budge.
"You better stop before I call Yoongi," You managed to get out in between giggles and kisses. They suddenly stopped and you opened your eyes, blinking at them with a smirk on your face.
"You wouldn't dare," Taehyung eyed you.
"Try me."
The three men looked at each other before letting you go.
"That's what I thought," You hummed smugly as they moved away from your body.
"That wasn't nice cry baby," Jimin tutted.
"No, but you love me anyway, right?"
His response was a quick peck on your forehead, making you grin happily.
That wasn't reality, well it was, just not your current.
You immediately sat up as soon as you saw Jungkook's face next to yours, pushing right through his strong grip on your waist.
The rest of them were still asleep as you looked around the bed. They looked peaceful, happy even. But you were full of regret and disappointment. And you were so disgusted with yourself.
Though you were on good terms with the boys, how could you allow yourself to be so vulnerable around them? Especially when they hadn't worked for it ever since they broke your heart.
But you always had a soft spot for them and you assumed you always would despite everything.
You tried to slip out from under the covers as quietly as possible, which wasn't too hard. But climbing over Jungkook, Hoseok, and Jimin's bodies was a far more difficult task.
You huffed once you realized you were wearing Jungkook's button-up from the night before. The one he wore to your shit show of a wedding.
You grabbed your heels and dress from off of the floor, and your phone from the nightstand so you could call yourself a ride.
"Y/N, where are you going?"
Jungkook's voice was groggy and the way he rubbed his eyes with a small pout on his face would've made you melt two years ago, maybe even a year ago. But it only further irritated you.
He wasn't the problem necessarily, but your inability to keep your walls up around them frustrated you.
"Home."
"You don't want to stay for breakfast?"
"No. This was a mistake," You shook your head as you booked your Lyft.
You slipped your phone under your armpit as you looked around for some pants to wear.
You picked up the first pair you saw which might be either Jimin or Yoongi's basketball shorts. But you could care less as you slipped them on your body and tied the strings tight around your waist.
"Y/N-"
But you quickly cut him off, not wanting to hear anything that might persuade you to stay.
"Just let me go. I bared my soul to you last night; you know all my insecurities, all my fears. I'm so embarrassed. And the blogs are probably tearing me to shreds right now," You ranted. You grew hot at the thought of the blogs and how much damage control you'd have to do. It wasn't just about your reputation anymore, but about your family's business. "I have to deal with the consequences of my bad decisions. I can't lay up in this bed with you all and pretend we're in love. We're not."
Jungkook sat up from the bed, letting the covers fall to his lap and display his bare chest. He looked so vulnerable as he sat there looking at you with a quivering lip and big, begging eyes.
"We let you go before."
"Because you didn't love me."
"We always loved you, Y/N. We'll always love you."
You scoffed as you turned your back on him so you could leave and wait for your ride downstairs in their living room. "I've heard it all before, by way too many people. I'm done."
As you walked the halls of the house you once called home, you thought about the last time you were here. When you left them after they told you they didn't love you anymore and you refused to break down in front of them.
Yet last night, you had been so weak it made your stomach hurt.
You had no idea what made you want to watch Forrest Gump, but the boys easily obliged.
It was a dumb decision on both parts; you knew you would cry, they knew you would cry and the whole point of being with them was so that they could keep your mind off of what was going on.
"She didn't deserve him," You mumbled as the tears rolled down your face. "He... he deserved a pure love. He didn't deserve to be used when she was bored and then left by himself for years on end. He deserved so much better."
"We know," Jimin nodded and placed your head on his chest as Hoseok leaned over Jimin to take the bottle from your hands.
You were so out of it you barely noticed and just rested your head on Jimin's chest. You were curled up between him and Namjoon, the heat of their bodies bringing you comfort and allowing you to relax.
"I deserved so much better. And now I'm just... damaged goods all because I wanted to be loved." "Y/N, don't say that, you're not damaged goods," Namjoon quickly spoke up and rubbed your back with his large hands. Hands you used to love and crave holding. Hands that always brought you home.
"What was it about me that made you stop loving me? Was there someone else?" You looked up at Jimin, his eyes immediately meeting yours. They were questions that weighed on you for a while now, and it was something they knew they'd have to answer eventually. "Why won't anyone love me?"
"You did absolutely nothing wrong," Jungkook assured you as he shot off the couch to kneel in front of you.
"And there was no one else. There will never be anyone else," Yoongi promised.
"I don't know if I can believe that right now. I want to, but I can't."
Jungkook visibly deflated in front of you and let a pout rest on his face. The guilt you felt when you saw his pout wasn't even a fraction of the guilt they all felt.
As Jungkook rested his head on your lap, you were almost convinced to forgive them.
Almost.
Your last day in Bora Bora was nothing short of wet. The thunderstorm lasted all day and you were stuck wondering if it would affect your plane ride home tomorrow.
You hoped it would be sunny in Seoul; sunny and ready for the new woman you've become.
You spent a whole year here, doing small things for Y/L/N Incorporated and taking classes to stay on top of the ever-changing business world. You wanted to be prepared to take over the business by the time you got back home. And while the classes were stressful at times, they kept you on your toes and made you a better businesswoman.
Every Monday you talked to your therapist, which is something you don't plan on changing. You learned about the importance of communication and how much chaos there would be without it. You know firsthand how the lack of communication can ruin things that could've easily been salvaged. Your therapist also taught you how to let things go if you feel something is no longer worth your time and energy.
This time away from Seoul and all the drama you left there to die, did wonders. You truly took the time to focus on yourself and become a better person.
You forgave Kyong even though he never offered you an apology. That hurt wasn't something worth holding onto. It was only hurting you and allowing bitterness to manifest inside of you.
The boys were the easiest to forgive seeing as they tried offering explanations and apologies. And even though you didn't believe them at the time they were offered, you believed them now. You allowed yourself to look past your anxiety and believe you were a good fiancée. You were kind and loyal and thoughtful. And for a while, you believed you deserved everything that happened to you, but now you know that you didn't.
Most importantly, you forgave yourself. After starting to believe you deserved all the good things in the world, you were mad at yourself for ever allowing anything that wasn't such.
You were the hardest person to forgive but you knew to love yourself you had to forgive and let go. It's one thing to resent someone but it's another to resent yourself. You were only hurting yourself and you were tired of feeling weak.
This year helped you love yourself, so much so that you're not scared to be alone anymore. You were ready to take on the world and you were more than happy to do it by yourself.
So as the rain came down and the clouds swarmed over your vacation home, you allowed yourself to take a deep breath and think positive.
Rain is a good thing; it helps even the most neglected forms of life grow.
The first order of business after you settled into your apartment was having dinner with Ha-joon. Your loyal and protective best friend didn't go a day without talking to you while you were away. Whether it was a simple text or a two-hour-long phone call, Hajoon didn't miss a day.
You could see Hajoon jumping up and down and clapping excitedly as you walked toward her. The glaring streetlight showed every bit of emotion on her face and you don't think you've ever seen anyone so thrilled.
"Y/N!"
"Relax, it's not like Beyoncé's here," You teased once you finally reached her.
She wasted no time pulling you into a hug and squealing loudly in your ear. "I missed you so much!" She professed, not caring about the future of your hearing or the fact that everyone was beginning to stare at her.
"Okay, Ha-joon, stop yelling before you rupture my eardrum or something."
"I'm just so happy to see you."
"I know," You nodded as you pulled away from her death grip and held her at arm's length. "And I'm happy to see you too, but I'm hungry."
"Okay, let's go feed the boss."
By the end of dinner, you were almost certain that Hajoon's cheeks hurt from smiling so much. And it seemed like there was never a silent moment, not even when you were eating. Despite being in contact every day, it was like there was always something new to mention. Ha-joon was special and you loved that she loved you.
Ha-joon was the only love you obtained, that wasn't from family, that stayed. You loved being loved by her and you loved loving her. She was home.
"You know, this is the longest time you've been single since I've known you. I know you're smiling and all in vacation mode still, but are you okay? You don't have to pretend for me you know?"
You took a second and sighed before responding with a smile. "I'm good, I promise. I kind of... like being by myself. I only need to worry about the business, my family, and myself," You shrugged and leaned forward into the table. "Everything else isn't important. Nothing else brings me joy. Relationships have only ever hurt me and I want to be alone for once. It's less stress."
"I'm so proud of you," Ha-joon stated gently and reached over the table to squish your cheeks in her soft hands. "Always."
"I know. Thank you."
You stared at yourself in the mirror as your hairstylist put the finishing touches on your hair.
The blue Prada pantsuit was almost suffocating as your nerves began to settle in.
Despite you preparing for this day all of your life, but especially this past year since you got back from Bora Bora, you couldn't help but feel jittery.
You went over your speech a million times, you practiced in front of your parents, in front of the company's board members, and the mirror. You were more than prepared for this press conference, but public speaking was never your forte.
You fixed the collar on your white blouse and let out a shaky breath.
"Y/N, you can always cancel the conference. We know it's the professional route to go, but if it's making you this nervous, it's not worth it," Your mom spoke from behind you, resting a hand on your shoulder.
"I know, but... I can do this," You nodded and gave her a soft smile through the mirror.
"We know you can, but we're saying you don't have to. You've been through a lot."
You smiled at your dad who stood beside your mom. "I know but I'm okay. I swear, you guys know I've never liked public speaking. But I'm ready."
They both nodded and took a step back from you. "We're going to go get the conference started. We're proud of you, Y/N."
You nodded once more and watched them walk out of the meeting room set up to be your dressing room just for today's event. This conference room was a couple of doors down from the auditorium where the conference would be held.
The Y/L/N Incorporated auditorium was rarely ever used. The first time was 20 years ago when the building was first bought, 10 years later after it was renovated, and now as you're getting ready to take over the company.
The door to the room never shut, making you look up from your black heels and see Namjoon standing in the doorway.
"Hey!" You greeted him and turned around. 
Namjoon took your greeting as a sign to step further into the room and let the other six men in. "We came to watch the conference, seeing as we're partners," Namjoon explained, giving you a big smile, showing his dimples.
"And what are you guys doing in my makeshift dressing room?" You chuckled.
Hoseok looked over at your hairstylist before back at you, signaling they wanted privacy.
You turned to your hairstylist and let her know you were all set and watched her rush out, intimated by the bit of tense air in the room.
"We were worried about you," Taehyung admitted and moved to shut the door.
"Why?"
"Y/N, you disappeared for a whole year!" Jin exclaimed, allowing himself to be overdramatic. "We only knew you were alive because you'd send your weekly emails making sure everything was going well with the partnership."
"Well, I'm okay and I feel refreshed-"
"And then you were here for a whole year and refused to meet with us!" Jimin cut you off.
"I know, I know but I was trying to prepare for this day. I shadowed my parents all year and now I'm officially becoming CEO; I didn't need any distractions."
"And now we're distractions," Jimin continued dramatically. "Are you trying to hurt us?"
You and Hoseok playfully rolled your eyes at his theatrics.
"I needed the year away from the city and another year away from anyone that would stunt my growth, no offense," You expressed softly, trying to phrase what you were saying as nicely as possible.
Yoongi nodded, "we understand."
It was silent for a moment and you awkwardly stared at them as they did you. Their typical black suits were perfectly tailored to their bodies and their black dress shoes, were squeaky clean.
"We got something for you," Jungkook blurted out and gently hit Namjoon.
"Oh right," Namjoon nodded and pulled a black box from the inside of his jacket.
You walked across the room with a scrunched-up face, obviously confused at the black box he had. As you got closer, you could see how nervous they were, Namjoon's hands slightly shaking. "Hey, no need to be nervous," You told them, keeping your tone easy and tender. "It's just me, don't worry."
You took the box from Namjoon's shaky hands and slowly opened it, not prepared for what was inside.
"Oh," You mumbled, face full of shock.
"Oh?" Jungkook repeated, not sure how to respond to your response.
"You guys kept the ring."
"Well, you were supposed to keep it," Namjoon coughed and rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly.
Hoseok quickly picked up after him, "but you always said it was your good luck charm so we brought it for you. We put it on a chain so you could wear it around your neck."
"How thoughtful of you guys. Thank you, seriously!" You smiled and pulled Namjoon into a hug.
"You mean everything to us, we wanted you to have a piece of us," Namjoon said and wrapped his arms around you.
"We know it's tied to bad memories, but maybe we can find it in you to see the good in it. We had good memories too," Taehyung spoke up and gave you a small grin.
"Thank you," You nodded again and pulled away from Namjoon. "I'll wear it on my first official day. I don't want to risk any of the press recognizing it and then... you know. They focus on the ring and not what I have to say. I'm doing my best to avoid 'bad' publicity. Again, no offense."
"None taken, Y/N," Jin promised. "You've really matured during your time away. I'm proud of you." "I've been hearing that a lot lately. It means a lot.”
But the person you were two years ago would've appreciated it more. She needed it more than you did.
While it made you happy to make everyone proud, you didn't need everyone's approval anymore.
Meeting after meeting after meeting. Before you were CEO, your parents didn't take on meetings, splitting them between you and other employees.
But you wanted to be as hands-on as possible and you had a day set just for meetings, Hajoon by your side the whole time.
"You don't see all these people flirting with you?" Ha-joon asked you, cleaning up her notes and putting them all in a folder.
"Huh?”
You looked at the notes about the next meeting, relaxing a bit when you saw "Bangtan Enterprises" and slipped your heels off.
"You didn't see Do-yun staring at you with big heart eyes?"
"No, I was too focused on his horrible business plan. What was he thinking?" You scoffed and tossed your Apple Pen on the table next to your iPad. "The math wasn't mathing, there was no direction... it was just a mess."
"Hey, don't worry about it," Ha-joon shushed you and rubbed your bicep. "I'll draft up a rejection email, you'll look over it, approve it, and then I'll send it."
"No, don't reject him just yet. Allow him a second chance to get it together and we'll... set up another meeting I guess."
"You're so generous."
"Yeah yeah, give him three months," You softly demanded before standing up to stretch. "Next meeting should be coming in soon."
"I guess that's my cue to go."
Your mind drifted to the ring you let sit and collect dust for the past couple of months. It rested right next to your nightstand, one of the first things you see when you wake up and one of the last things you see before you fall asleep.
You always told yourself you'd put it in your jewelry box on your dresser but never got around to it. Or maybe you were purposely procrastinating. You didn't know but maybe you'd discuss it with your therapist next week.
"Hi Y/N."
The greeting had broken you out of your thoughts and you quickly snapped back into reality.
"Hi Jungkook, hi guys. How are you?" You quickly responded and sat upright in your seat. You cleared your throat and intertwined your fingers on the table.
Whatever nervousness you felt, you immediately pushed away. This was a business meeting, not a casual dinner; you need to be composed, professional, and on top of everything.
You don't know what you were expecting but you weren't expecting complete silence.
They stood stoically as you grazed over their faces with their eyes. They were serious but not business serious, they seemed to be controlled by their emotions. It was as if tables were turning and while you gained control over your emotions when it came to them, they were slowly losing their control.
The silence stood for a moment and it was awkward as the eight of you stared at each other, waiting for someone to speak. They were waiting on an explanation you didn't know you had to provide and you were waiting on them to tell you what was wrong.
"Are you dating someone?"
"Where's your ring?"
"Why are you ignoring us?"
Your eyes widened at the ambush of questions from Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook, respectively.
"Pardon?" You let out a shaky breath and moved your arms to cross over your chest.
"Are you dating someone?" Taehyung asked again, his voice was strong but he looked almost defeated.
"I don't really think my dating life is any of your business."
Yoongi's eyes narrowed at you and in retaliation, your eyes narrowed back. "Where's the ring?" He asked.
"My apartment."
"Why have you been ignoring us?" Jungkook asked again, lip wobbling, looking the most vulnerable out of the eight of you.
"I haven't been ignoring you, I’ve been busy. Can we talk business now?" You replied sharply, growing more and more frustrated and maybe angry.
"We just want what's best for you Y/N-"
"Oh and that's you?"
It wasn't the nicest thing you could've said but it wasn't the meanest either. You didn't understand why they had come into a business meeting questioning you as if you were someone that was supposed to be loyal to them. If ignoring their texts, calls, and even emails on your personal devices wasn't a hint, you didn't know what was.
Taking that ring back was not a sign that you were getting back together or owed them anything, but you don't know where they got off thinking that.
But deep down, you couldn't even pin down why you were ignoring them. The ring that they gave to you still held so much weight even if they did want it to now signify a new beginning. There would never be a fresh start; too much pain has been caused for you to be able to start fresh with them.
And despite how smart they were, you could see they still lacked emotional intelligence. You thought they understood things would never be the same again.
You've also made it more than clear to everyone that you were strictly focused on the business and yourself. You couldn't see where you ever gave them any indication of anything otherwise.
You took a deep breath and uncrossed your arms as you stood from the rolling chair at the end of the glass meeting table. You collected your things and even slipped on your heels.
"How about I have Ha-joon reschedule this meeting? And so that everyone is happy, you'll meet with her instead of me. Sound good? Okay, great."
You shuffled out of the room and toward your office.
As guilty as it made you, you walked by the people working on that floor without a greeting, a wave, or even a smile. You always said something to them, making sure they were okay and good to work, but all you could focus on was getting back to your office.
"Y/N-"
You quickly shut the door behind you, not letting Ha-joon finish whatever she was going to say.
"What did you all do?" You could hear her start to berate them.
Luckily your office was down the hall, away from anyone else that was working.
You sighed as you sat down in your chair behind your desk. You closed your eyes and rested your head on your desk, taking deep breaths as your therapist taught you.
You picture your toes in the white sand, the waves crashing against them as you watched the sunset. You remembered how at peace you were, excited to start new, proud of how much you've grown.
You remember wanting to stay in this moment forever and the reality you were in right now, made you miss Bora Bora more than you already did.
The certainty you felt mere months ago was gone, ever since you got that stupid ring back.
It's done nothing but keep you up at night and cause more confusion than you've ever felt in your entire life.
You heard the door open causing you to immediately groan.
Things were placed on your desk and there was a long silence. You've had more than enough silence for one day, especially since it wasn't a product of productivity.
"What do you all possibly want from me?" You asked as you sat up.
Your eyes searched their bodies but their eyes were focused on your desk. You looked down with a frown that only grew deeper when you recognized what you were looking at.
On your desk was the locket Jimin gave you, the Bangtan bracelet you made with Jungkook, and the polaroid picture of you and Yoongi.
"Why do you guys do this to me?"
Your lip began to quiver and your body grew due to embarrassment.
"Y/N, please don't cry-"
"Why do you do this when you know I'm trying to heal? Why do you want to hurt me?"
The hot tears began to trickle down your face as you stared at them, their faces guilt-ridden.
Good. They should feel guilty.
"It's-it's not like that at all," Jungkook spoke up, tripping over his own words. His big doe eyes began to mirror yours and you felt your heart break at his tears.
"We just need to know if there's ever a possibility that you'll give us another chance?" Jimin asked, looking down at his hands as he fidgeted with them.
"It's always been you, Y/N. It'll always be you," Namjoon confessed, making you roll your eyes. They were always too little too late.
"We're not even together and you're already making me cry. That's not a red flag to y'all?" Tears kept streaming down your face as you ranted. "No, there isn't a chance we'll get back together. I deserve better."
"We're sorry Y/N," Hoseok quietly confessed before making his way out of your office.
Namjoon followed after him with a sigh, Yoongi left silently, and Taehyung, Jimin, and Jungkook turned away hesitantly.
Jin stayed back and watched you slowly point to the souvenirs they left on your desk.
"Just take that stuff and leave."
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[AN: um heyyy y’all... long time, no see... this took way too long to write but I was in school and working and going ion vacation and depressed and blah blah blah but I’m so happy that this is finally done. I feel like this is a good place to end this series but it’s also open for a part four (and definite final part) if y’all want one. if you want to join my taglist, here’s the link to the info page]
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vampkaashis-wife · 2 years
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“You’re flirting with me just so you can eat my food, aren’t you?”
“Is that really what you think of me?” Kaeya smiles lightly at you. He’s dressed casually today, lacking much of the usual pomp and extraneous flair. Granted, it is summer, and that large fur coating he always has draped over his shoulder is much too warm for a night like this. “You haven’t seen me in so long, and now you’re making accusations?”
“Alright,” you shrug, handing him another skewer. “You’re such a slut, seriously.” Because usual dress aside, Kaeya has left much of his chest exposed still. Does he think he’ll die if he shows any semblance of decency as far as his chest goes?
He smirks. “For you? Always.”
“Will you shut up?”
“I paid for it, sweetheart. Don’t go getting your panties in a twist.” He pauses, an awful sparkle glinting in his eye. “Unless… You’d like me to untwist them for you?”
“Kaeya!”
He cackles, the little witch. 
Honestly, you had been worried about attending this festival. Diluc and Jean had invited you back to Mondstadt after your long tenure in Liyue. They missed you, they said, and so did many other of your old friends. They had no news of Kaeya, though - because no one ever had any news about Kaeya. He’s the only person you know who can be both a high profile figure and a cryptid urban legend all at once.
As suddenly as he burst out laughing, he sobers up. “How have you been, really? Anything new?”
You shrug. “Liyue is Liyue, same as ever.” 
“You must’ve met someone there.”
As you tip your head at him curiously, he adds, “I mean, you haven’t come home in so long, I’m sure you had someone keep you company while you were gone. Some friends, you know. A boyfriend?”
You haven’t come home in so long. The sentiment echoes in your chest. Did he mean Mondstadt? Or did he mean himself? Surely not the latter. When you originally set out for Liyue, he’d had feelings for you, you know that much. But it’s been years. Surely he doesn’t still…?
“I’ve met a fair share of people, yes. Some more peculiar than others. None more peculiar than you, though.”
“You think I’m peculiar?”
“Obviously. No other explanation for why you’re wearing such tight pants at a festival designed to make you eat a lot.”
“Oh, my dear, you know that if I’m not the hottest person in a venue, I will simply die.”
“Considering your cryo vision… You may want to rethink that sentiment. I do believe Diluc is the hottest one in this venue.”
His nose crinkles at the mention of Diluc. “You know he’s dating Jean now? You don’t stand a chance.”
“I don’t want a chance.” Not with Diluc, anyway. The more you talk to you old friend, the more apparent it is that the tables have turned. Maybe it’s the festival lights and aura. Maybe it’s the rare outfit he dons, or the time it’s been since you last saw that sharp-edged smile. “Are you done eating? I want to see some of the booths.”
The night progresses. Kaeya shortens his steps to match your pace, you can tell that much. It’s like he’s afraid your feet will blister, despite you wearing these exact shoes to travel all over the gigantic mountainous landscape of Liyue. He buys two of everything, handing the boxes of food and trinkets to you as he pays for them and smiles gently at the sellers. He spends the night attached to your hip, playing all the silly little games your heart desires, stopping to watch performances with you while making sure no one stands in your line of sight. 
And when you’re not looking, his hands hover. They hover over your own hand, over the small of your back. 
Maybe it’s the festival lights and aura. Maybe it’s the time it’s been since he last saw you anywhere other than his dreams. 
Maybe… He never stopped loving you at all.
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dollsonmain · 9 months
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Yeah that’s not going to work for me.
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...
Neither is this (tale as old as time), but I appreciate the thigh measurement segment. That’s something that’s often been a problem for me trying to order pants. I’ll get a pair that’s supposed to fit my hips at least and can’t pull them up past my knees because the legs are so tight.
Both pair of pants would have about 6 inches too much waist and there isn’t even a measurement for thighs on the men’s cut.
I might be able to get away with a 14 (uh... if they had any 14s in stock...), but it would be, like always, too tight in one spot and way too loose everywhere else.
Right now I’m wearing a US 12 from 5.11 and it’s MUCH too tight in the thigh and across my butt. I’ve been wearing these pants since I was at my lightest and was comfortable with how loose they were.
If I had Many Monies I could get the 16 (I’d probably be more comfortable in the 18 in the thigh really... I prefer a loose fit) and get them tailored.
Maybe an 18 would work after all... Other than falling off of my butt constantly.
I don’t know. I hate shopping for pants but can’t fit into my 5.11s anymore and need new ones.
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I hadn’t measured my thighs since I gained a bunch of weight and it’s funny how my weight distribution has drastically changed.
I mean, I knew it was going to happen. Every woman on both sides of my family did the same thing (other than my younger aunt who’s always been very heavy). Relatively small until 40 and then BLOOP suddenly rather heavy and mostly around the middle.
Up until the sudden weight gain I was 36-28-38 with a thigh measurement of 28 inches, and now I’m 35 (I have a shirt and a soft bra on so this may be a 34 actually)-32-42 with a 26 inch thigh. I’m all butt and gut now. It’s also funny that my bust measurement has gone down but my boobs are a lot bigger. I have cleavage now!! It’s all upper body fat and muscle that’s gone. Migrated to my bingo wings.
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I was thinking about just yesterday how I’ve gotten too big for all of my favorite clothes and I would be angry about that if they weren’t also falling to rags because I’ve worn them for years and years.
I’ve already replaced my favorite pajamas but maybe should have looked for an XL instead of an L, and I bought some new pajamas but need to get more and let go of the smaller ones that are falling apart.
Clothes I’d bought extra big on me now fit and that’s both amusing and distressing.
I would like my body to stay about one size please. Pick one and stick with it.
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maesterchill · 1 year
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Self Rec-o-rama
Recommend us 3 of YOUR fics: 1 that is “most popular” and 2 that are “hidden gems.” Then tag some folks.
Thanks for the tag @lqtraintracks @shealwaysreads and @tackytigerfic . It was so lovely reading through yours - what absolute bangers!! And so to my own Most Popular and two "Hidden Gems" (though I sort of feel it's not up to me to make that judgement tbh).
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Most Popular: December Never Felt So Wrong (50k, E)
This fic has the most kudos, so I suppose that makes it the most popular? Written in a frenzied whirlwind back in 2018 for the 25 Days of Draco & Harry fest, the premise is that 16-year-old Draco wakes up one morning and he's suddenly a 31-year-old man with a young child, and worst of all, his most-hated classmate is now his boyfriend. It seems to be one that people have enjoyed 💗 It's light on angst, given it's premise, has a little bit of case-fic-mystery, and it's high on domesticity and family feels and love (with some smut thrown in). It's been criticised by some readers because of the fact Draco is mentally 16, but to me that's the whole fun of the premise 🤷‍♂️ Draco has 15 years to catch up on. Can he get over his past (and present) and let himself be loved by his bum-wiggling arch-nemesis?
(Also, the fic was remixed for HD Remix 2021 (author currently anon) into a wonderful Harry POV called The Coldest of Days, which I highly rec.)
Excerpt:
Draco found himself on a dark landing and made his way quietly downstairs. The hallway below seemed familiar but he was too disquieted to think about that now. His brain was busy trying to recall all the defensive spells he’d taken down off the blackboard the day before, when he was hit with a scent of cinnamon and cloves.
Light spilled from an open door at the end of the hall. His pulse hammering in his ears, Draco approached the door, wand at the ready, and peered into a bright kitchen.
He was met with the alarming sight of what was very definitely Potter. Potter, who he’d seen the day before shovelling down sticky toffee pudding in the Great Hall—in between bouts of scowling at Draco with narrowed eyes—was now standing in this strange kitchen, wearing a tight white t-shirt and red patterned pyjama bottoms. Potter, currently facing away from him, shaking his bum and singing:
“They say I'm really sexy, the boys they wanna sex me.”
Hidden Gem 1 : Aaah why is this so hard?! Ok, I'm choosing Be careful what you hiss for (5.6k, E)
I've chosen this because it's fun, and a bit naughty! It was written for Drarry Spin the Wheel fest, and I was SO excited to get 'parseltongue', 'Auror partners' and 'dirty talk'. I loved writing it, and hopefully that shows.
Excerpt:
Potter always makes such good coffee, despite not drinking it himself, opting for strong milky tea every time. I groan in appreciation at the hot satisfying feeling of it warming and invigorating me.
And then I almost choke on it.
Because the hissing has begun. Already!
‘Sss-eth-arth lish-esseth.’
I quickly mutter the charm under my breath, and my ear starts to tingle right away. The hissing continues but it sounds like words now.
‘—not fair. Do you realise the noises you make? I want to make you moan like that.’
My mouth drops open in a gasp, and I only realise I’ve dropped my mug when Potter jumps up and begins digging in his robes for his wand. I look down and coffee is pouring off the desk and onto my trousers, and then I’m on my feet too, cursing up a storm.
“Tergeo!” Potter shouts, pointing his wand at me, and I feel my crotch drying up instantly. And then, with his mouth barely moving, a hissed, ‘God, I just want to drop to my knees, get my hands inside your pants and clean you up with my mouth.’
“Potter!” I say, shocked. 
“What? You had coffee on you? Jus’ doing you a bloody favour.”
I'm at an absolute loss as to what to say. 
Hidden Gem 2 : Harry, Harry, Quite Contrary (3.8k, T)
I've chosen this because it's silly and an homage to small-town England and involves a neurotic garden-obsessed Draco and an infuriatingly irreverent Harry. Again, it was fun to write, so that's probably why I remember it fondly. There's a brilliant podfic too by @timothysboxers!
Excerpt:
Upper Itchington was one of those wizarding villages.
You know the type. The ones that hold regular village fêtes involving homemade marmalade stalls, a hoopla and a coconut shy, and events such as pumpkin-tossing, flobberworm-racing and broom rides for little kids. And of course, yards and yards of pastel-coloured floral bunting. The sort of village with a tight-knit community where everyone knows your business, and if they don't you'll be regarded with high suspicion. The type of place with a strong pride in its local small businesses, and where if you can't buy a thing in Abbott's Ironmongers, well, it just isn't a thing worth having. 
One of the things the residents of Upper Itchington particularly enjoyed was a contest, be it the best Victoria sponge, or the largest marrow, or the bonniest baby. But there was one contest, held every Midsummer’s day, that was especially popular: the tidiest and most charming street. There was even a highly-coveted prize.
The villagers took pride in their neighbourhoods being neat and pretty and orderly—whether they contained large Tudor-style houses or quaint thatched cottages or rows of red-brick terraced houses—and none more so than local resident and renowned Prophet columnist Draco Malfoy.
Draco was proud to say that his street, Foxglove Close, was always one of the prettiest, and took any opportunity to talk about it. Everyone on the croquet team, in the Gobstones club and even at the bingo hall had heard all about how Draco and his neighbours had won the prize three years running. It was no secret that Foxglove Close was aiming to make it four in a row, and Draco just knew they could achieve it.
But that was before Harry Potter moved into the neighbourhood.
Right, who wants to have a go? Tagging @skeptiquewrites @aibidil @thebooktopus @kbrick @thesleepiesthufflepuff @meandminniemcg @april-thelightfury115 @basicallyahedgehog @shealynn88 @geesenoises @makeitp1nk @sweet-s0rr0w and tag me into yours please, as I don't want to miss any juicy fic recs!!
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bluewonderer · 1 year
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Hey Blue! I'm pretty curious about your "All At Sea"; actually I'm curious about all of them lol but I figured I should pick just one. How far along have you come with this one?
Hi, Soraya! 💕 Thank you so much for asking about my WIPs!! It's SO fun to talk about them!
Snippet and then some rambling below the cut:
Ace is going to die one day, it’s something a person like him deserves. But to drown on a fishing trip would be so stupid.  A small wave turns into a giant swell and suddenly he’s submerged to the crown of his head. He opens his mouth to shout like an idiot and near about swallows half of the whole damn East Blue. He clamps one hand around Luffy’s thigh and pumps furiously with everything he has in him to surface again. He coughs and gags up seawater. It burns his nose and throat and his chest feels so tight. Luffy is heavy and he’s so tired.  “You can… come back for me,” Luffy pants.  Ace ignores that bullshit, too intent on treading water and not dying. His heart is pounding and his limbs are so tired he’s worried they’ll just stop working.  (Is this how Sabo felt? Or was it over before he could even drown? Did he know what was happening to him? Did he know that Ace had abandoned him, in the end? Did Sabo know that Ace was a liar?) “It’s OK,” Luffy continues. “You can.”  “Shut up, moron,” Ace says forcefully, suddenly deciding that he’s too pissed off to drown right now. “I’ve carried you this far, you’re going to suck it up and go the rest of the way. No one else is dying in this shitty sea.” 
All at Sea has actually been sitting for a few months now and isn't very long yet--just about 1K, I think. BUT I did think up an ending this week! So I think I'll finally be sitting down to really work on it soon.
It's a fic about Luffy and storytelling. Specifically, the various people who have told him stories over the years. It started because one of my favorite parts of the ASL flashbacks is ASL playing pirates together, and how vivid their imaginations painted out the stories they were telling themselves.
Not as exciting as some other stuff, I suppose, but I'm actually really looking forward to it! I love character interactions and storytelling. I think Ace and Law will be featured. And likely Usopp since he IS the Strawhat storyteller. I'm also really loving the idea of Rayleigh and Sabo. I think it'll be hard to choose characters and keep it contained, actually!!
It's probably a gen/nakama fic, but I always headcanon that Everybody Loves Luffy so I'm sure at least some ship feels will sneak in somewhere when I least expect it.
Anyway, title is from "All At Sea" by Jamie Cullum!
But sometimes don't you just crave To disappear within your mind You never know what you might find So come and spend some time with me We will spend it all at sea
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alisonsfics · 3 years
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tattoo parlor
pairing: tattoo artist!bucky barnes x reader
summary: the beautiful artwork and craftsmanship wasn’t the only thing that kept you coming back to bucky’s tattoo shop.
( combined with this request: “a fic of bucky barnes with a heavily tattooed reader (not totally covered in tattoos but has quite a bit) and if you could include some smutty things in there too” - @wh0reonly4fictionalmen )
word count: 2.1k
warnings: smut, unprotected sex, oral (f receiving), masturbation, praise kink, swearing, minors DNI
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The bells chimed as you walked through the door. Your ears were met by the sound of rock music playing quietly in the background. You could smell the rubber gloves and cleaning products.
The shop was empty. Sketches of skulls, flowers, and animals littered the walls. You admired the drawings as you waited for Bucky, your tattoo artist.
You had been coming to Bucky for about a year, and he’d done six tattoos for you. You fell in love with his style when you moved to the city, and you refused to go to anyone else afterwards. His style was so unique, and you loved his artwork.
Bucky rushed out towards the waiting room to greet you. You were his last appointment of the day. Normally, he’d just be trying to finish and get home. Not with you. He’d never admit it, but you were his favorite customer.
The conversation always flowed naturally between the two of you, and you couldn’t hide the instant attraction.
“There she is” he said, walking towards you. Your attention was pulled away from the daisy tattoo you were looking at. “How have you been?” You asked, smiling over at him.
Your eyes were drawn to the gorgeous artwork that covered his bulging biceps. “I’ve been good. I’ve been really excited about doing this tat. I haven’t been able to stop drawing sketches” he told you, honestly.
He led you through the shop back to where his chair was set up. You sat and waited patiently while he ran to get the sketches he had drawn.
“So here is what I’ve been thinking. This one is a bit more minimalistic, but this one has more of those intricate lines…” he began to explain. You leaned over to look at the different drawings.
He caught one glance down your low-cut shirt, and his pants began to feel tight. He tried to focus on the sketches, but it was so hard when you were sitting next to him. You picked which sketch you liked the most and sat back in the chair.
“So, where are you thinking?” He asked, pulling the rubber gloves over his hands. The stretchy rubber slapped against his skin, almost making you jump. You knew exactly where you wanted the tattoo, but you suddenly felt embarrassed to tell Bucky. All of the tattoos you’d gotten from Bucky had been in relatively safe spots.
You had a few on your arms, a few on your shoulder, and one on your finger. This tattoo however, you wanted on your hip. It was one of the more scandalous places to get a tattoo.
“My hip” you told him, bracing for his reaction. He felt his cock twitch as he processed what you were saying. It was hard to do a tattoo on your hip because most clothes covered your hips.
He knew it was inappropriate how he felt about you, but he couldn’t help but. You were his customer, but fuck you did things to him.
His eyes raked over your outfit, wondering the best way to get to your hip. “You can take off your shorts, and I’ll get you a towel or something” he said, turning to his work station.
You shimmied yourself out of your shorts. Bucky struggled to keep his eyes away from you. The thought of you wearing just panties made him shift in his seat. You covered yourself in the towel, keeping your hip uncovered.
Bucky rolled his chair over next to you. The small glance he caught of your red lace panties made a shudder roll through him. He pushed your shirt up and pulled your panties down on your hip.
You rested your head back against the leather chair, watching as Bucky’s eyes watched you. You were loving the effect you had on him. You weren’t oblivious to him shifting in his seat.
Bucky started your prep work, using a wipe to clean your skin. He was all too aware that his hands were only millimeters away from your ass. You hissed as the cold wipe brushed across your skin.
“Sorry” he mumbled, glancing up at you. You nodded and closed your eyes. Every time Bucky moved his hand, your panties moved back into the way.
He tried to hold them back and out of the way, but they kept moving. “These really don’t want to stay in one spot, do they?” He asked, chuckling. You looked down at him. Without even thinking you said, “I can take them off.”
Bucky completely froze in place. His eyes snapped up to meet yours. Only then did you realize what you had said. “I didn’t mean it like that—” you quickly apologized. He just chuckled at your mortified expression.
“Are you sure?” He asked you. Neither of you were oblivious to the sexual tension in the room. “I trust you” you said, softly. He turned around and let you slip out of your panties. You wrapped the towel around you, so nothing was visible.
Bucky got to work on the tattoo, focusing on his work and not how close his hands were to your half-naked body. You closed your eyes, shutting out the deep stinging of the needle.
After about three hours of sitting in the chair, Bucky finished your tattoo. “And there you go, sweets” he said, standing up. You took the mirror from his hand to look at the tattoo. “It looks gorgeous. It’s just what I wanted” you said, in awe.
“It looks great on you, sweetheart” he said, admiring the ink against your skin. The heat rushed to your cheeks as you watched him check you out.
You shifted your legs, and he got a glimpse of your dripping cunt. A moan fell from his lips as he adjusted his jeans. You looked around at the empty shop before making your next move.
“You like what you see?” You asked, moving the towel away and spreading your legs wide. His pupils grew wide. He stood there stunned. He saw your arousal dripping out of you. “Fuck” he mumbled under his breath.
You let your hand fall between your legs. You ran your fingers through your folds, collecting your wetness. Bucky couldn’t hold back the moans as he watched you pleasure yourself. “Are you going to touch me or do I have to?” You teased him.
“Stay right here” he snapped, heading towards the front door. You heard him lock the door and close the curtains of the shop. When he came back, you had pulled off your shirt and your bra. He cursed under his breath at the sight of you, waiting for him.
“I can smell you from here, sweetheart. Are you that needy for me? You’re soaked” he said, stepping towards you. You whined, nodding your head. “Don’t pretend like you haven’t had a hard on since you saw my panties” you replied, smirking to yourself.
Bucky’s cheeks flushed, looking down at the obvious tent in his pants. “You know how fuckin’ sweet you smell?” He asked sitting back down in his chair. He slotted himself between your legs.
You could hear your heartbeat in your ears as you waited for him to make a move. “I gotta know what you taste like” he said, diving his face between your legs. You threw your head back as you felt his tongue lick a harsh stripe against your clit. You hooked your legs over his shoulders, grinding against his face.
“I was right, you taste so fuckin’ sweet” he said, lapping up your wetness. The moans leaving your mouth were almost pornographic, and they only egged Bucky on more.
You squirmed against the leather chair. He grabbed your legs and pinned them down. “Stop moving. Let me finish tasting you” he growled, keeping your body still. His muscular arms kept you pinned with barely any effort.
You could feel yourself getting closer to your high. Bucky skillfully sucked on your clit and ran his tongue through your folds. You were already coming undone. You bucked your hips up against his mouth. “Cum for me, peaches” he instructed.
With that, your coil snapped. You were thrown over the edge. You called out his name as you clenched your thighs around his face. “Good girl” he praised, standing up from his chair.
He stared down at you. You were leaning back in the chair, panting heavily. Your makeup was smudged as you tried to catch your breath.
“I still haven’t gotten to kiss you yet” he said, pulling your face towards his. He slotted his lips against yours, letting you taste yourself. His tongue ran along your bottom lip, slowly teasing you.
Then, he pulled away. “You want more or are you too exhausted from round one?” He teased, looking you up and down. You quickly shook your head. “I can take more” you told him, almost begging.
He chuckled slightly. “You sound kinda desperate, sweetheart” he teased. He pulled you up, so you were sitting straight. “If you want me, strip me” he instructed.
You would have done anything to get him to fuck you at that point. You weren’t going to refuse anything.
You pulled the tank top off his body. It was the first time you’d seen his perfectly sculpted chest. He was the hottest guy you’d ever been with, by a long shot.
“Keep going” he told you, seeing you get distracted. You moved your hands to his belt and unhooked it. You tugged down his jeans, and noticed how strained his boxers were. “That’s all because of you, sweetheart” he told you, smirking.
You practically drooled at the sight. Even through his boxers, you could tell how big he was. He couldn’t help but feel his ego grow as you sat there stunned. He pulled down his boxers. You audibly whimpered just from the sight. “Lay back” he told you. You quickly nodded your head and leaned back in the chair.
He stepped out of his jeans and his boxers before climbing on top of you. He met your lips in a kiss, cupping your face. You kissed him back desperately. You needed him, and he needed you.
While you got lost in the kiss, he pushed his entire length inside of you. You pulled away from the kiss to gasp. He loved the way your face contorted as you adjusted to his size.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, desperately clinging to him. “Fuck” you cursed under your breath. He began to thrust himself into you.
Bucky wasn’t the kind of guy that was against taking it slow, but he had wanted you for too long. He almost didn’t have a choice. His primal needs took over.
“You have any idea how pretty you look while you’re getting absolutely railed?” He asked, admiring you. He continued to pound into you, while you let out loud moans. Your sweaty body squeaked against the leather chair. You felt your entire body trembling.
He craved the way you felt around him. He would stay inside of you forever if you let him. You felt like heaven.
“—so good” you mumbled, unable to form a complete sentence. It only made him go faster. He buried his face into your neck, slowly sucking a hickey onto your skin. You called out his name as the stimulation became overwhelming. “You can do it. I know you’re close” he coaxed you.
He gave up on the hickey, gripping your hips tightly. It was hard for him to concentrate while you were squeezing him so well.
“You look so gorgeous, squirming because of my cock, all while you’re covered in my artwork. You’re mine, baby” he said. His words went straight to your core and pushed you over your edge. You squeezed down on him, crying out in pleasure. It wasn’t long until he came inside of you.
His sloppy thrusts slowed down as you both came down from your highs. He placed loving kisses along your face, helping you cool down.
You both laid there with your sweaty bodies sticking to each other. The shop now smelled of sex.
“You wouldn’t believe me if I told you how long I’d been waiting to do that” he said, chuckling. You cupped his face, giving him a gentle kiss. “I only wish we’d done it sooner” you told him, smiling.
He brushed some of your hair out of your face; it was pretty messy due to your previous activities. “How about we get cleaned up and go get a drink?” He asked you, raising his eyebrows.
You nodded your head. “I could use a drink” you said, simply.
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dr4cking · 3 years
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Caught
draco malfoy x reader | smut | (no plot just smut)
It was in the common room, draco and y/n was sitting with their friends hanging out like usual, y/n sat on draco's lap cuddled up to him while still talking and laughing with their friends, when suddenly she rolled her hips hard on accident while trying to contain her laughter when blaise was telling them a really funny joke. she didnt realized it but draco behind her already stiffened and trying hard not to moan when she keeps moving on his lap still laughing at blaise. that is until pansy walked in with a bag of candies and snacks in her hands and placed it in front of their friends. y/n stand up wanting to get something, draco let out a relief breath because if she sits longer in his lap, she will realized he had a boner it would be embarassing.
to his luck, y/n now sit beside pansy but it didnt help his horny ass as he watched her putting a lollipop into her mouth and sucking it deliciously, making his mind go wild as he imagined how would it feels to have her mouth sucking his dick. he shakes his head throwing off the wild imagination of his best friend since they were still in diapers. but the more he stare at her the more he cant control himself, he get up quickly covering his boner with his oversized tshirt.
"guys, i gotta head to bed, im really sleepy, see y'all tomorrow" draco runs to his room while y/n stared at him in confusion, she knows him too well, he doesnt go to bed at this time.
when draco finally arrived at his room, he closed the door and immediately go to his bathroom and sits on the closed toilet, pulling down his sweatpants and boxer, kicking them off onto the floor, his hard dick slapped up to his stomach, he hissed and begin to stroking himself. his mind instantly drift to the girl who made him do this, his thoughts of her sucking the lollipop earlier popped out in his mind, he lets out a moan imagining it was his dick that she sucked off. his breath got stuck on his throat and he fastened his pace while his thumb teasing the tip of his cock, collecting the precum and use it as a lube.
"fuck y/n" draco moaned louder at the thought of y/n on her knees, looking up at him with her innocent eyes, smirking to him while running her hand on his length, stroking it up and down before putting it into her mouth.
sweats started to running on draco's face while he brought his hand to his mouth to spit on it and use it as a lube to his cock. the thoughts of y/n having him inside her mouth and bobbing her head up and down, sucking him deeper until it touched the back of her throat causing her to gagged, looking up to him with her eyes watering, saliva dripping off her mouth, making him moaning louder and going faster.
on the other side, y/n was now walking to draco's room, she opened the door and raised her eyebrows in confusion when she didnt see draco in his room, until she hears a faint moans coming from the bathroom, her hand covered her mouth realizing what is happening, but what shocking her more that the curiousity got into her making her walking to where the sounds were coming. she stands straightly at the door of draco's bathroom that he doesnt bothered to closed, not be able to move but just watching the scene in front of her, she feels the wetness down there starting to grow when she heard her name repeatedly coming from the boy in front of her and just looking at how hot his face looks right now.
"fuck- im so close, y/n, please" draco screamed her name loudly as he feels his cock twitched on his hand.
but as he was about to come, his eyes suddenly opened and looking at the door and his heart dropped to his stomach as he realized the girl that has been on his mind standing alive at the door of his bathroom, jaw dropped, mouth hung open and eyes widening, looking at what he did right now. her cheeks is tinted red.
"draco?" y/n called out his name as she looking at draco who's still froze, his face full of panicked.
"holy shit, y/n! im sorry! i- i didnt- i was just- i was just- merlin! you werent supposed to see this" draco seems lost at his words trying to explained the whole situation to y/n while covering his part, looking down, scared at what her reaction.
to his surprise, y/n walked in to the bathroom, locking it and approaching him. she stood in front of him making him looking up at her and widening his eyes as he watched her stripped down her clothes showing him her body.
"oh draco, you're definitely not sleeping, baby" y/n smirking and dropped to her knees, spreading his legs so she gets the full view of him, draco's breath got stuck as he feels her hands running on his thighs and her lips kissing them softly.
"y/n are you sure about this? you dont have t-" draco's words got cut off by y/n placing her finger on his lips indicating him to shut his mouth.
"let me help you, draco" y/n grabbed his cock and pump it a few times before putting it inside her mouth. draco let out a groan when her lips touched his tip. she decided to tease it, give it a little blow, and kiss it softly. draco was getting impatient and grip her hair shoving his cock fully inside her mouth making her moan at the sudden contact. he throw his head in pleasure as y/n started to bobbed up and down, her nose touching the base as she keeps going down, sucking deeper.
"fuck just like that, baby" y/n keep sucking him harder and faster, she pulled away to catch her breath for a second and back again, she lick a straight line on his cock and putting it back on her mouth, her hand playing with his balls squeezing it softly, she swirls her tongue sucking him deeper, deep-throating him until she gagged, the vibration triggering draco to cum hard in her mouth, shooting his thick cum inside her, its so much that it started to drip out of her mouth, draco moaned as she swallowed all his cum and wipe the cum that dripped down on her chin with her finger, licking it clean with a 'pop'.
y/n stand up and straddling draco who is still sitting on the toilet. she grabbed his cock and pump it twice before pushing it inside her tight hole. they groaned at the feeling of each other. draco grabbed her jaw and kissed her passionately, their tongue move in sync swallowing each other faces. y/n pulled away and started to kiss his earlobe and jaw then sucking hard on his neck marking him, sending butterflies to his stomach while still rolling her hips on his cock. she pulled away, moaning his name and throw her head in pleasure as his cock keep hitting her spot. draco's lips instantly attached to her neck marking her too. his hand found its way to her neck and squeezed it tightly, choking her. his lips move down to her nipple, sucking hard and biting softly making her aching her back. his other hand gripping her hips helping her bouncing faster on his cock.
"fuck baby, you're so fucking tight" draco's hands holding up her thighs lifting her a bit and started to thrust upwards into her faster and harder making them both a moaning mess. y/n rest her head on his neck, her nails clawed at his back as she feels she's close. draco keep pounding hard into her biting her shoulder lightly as he feels his cock twitched inside her.
"d- draco im so close" y/n moaned and now looking up at him pressing her forehead to him keeping the eye contact.
"me too baby, lets do it together" and with final thrust, they came together, hard, screaming each other names loudly, both panting. draco grabbed her face and kissed her with so much love, muttering a 'thank you' and praising her before pulling away. they both stand up, staring at each other in disbelief and laughing together.
"i love seeing you with my cum dripping off your thighs, y/n" draco smirked while grabbing the tissue to clean her up.
"oh shut up dray! i cant believe i just fucked my best friend" y/n let out a small chuckles while giving him soft kisses on his face.
"you know i've been wanting to do that since forever, y/n. you're driving me insane but in a good way, i've fallen for you since years ago." draco said as they both walked out of the bathroom and lay her down gently on his bed before joining.
"trust me draco, me too." draco pulled her body into his, hugging her tightly, kissing her again showing her how much he loves her.
"be mine, darling? let me take you on a date tomorrow." draco said as he pulled away and caressing her cheek softly.
"i'‘ve always been yours, draco" with the last kiss, they both fall asleep cuddling to each other.
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btsqualityy · 3 years
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I Choose You
Taehyung x Reader
Genre: ABO (Alpha/Beta/Omega) dynamics, crushes-to-lovers, kind of a soulmate!AU (it’s based on their scents), fluff, and smut
Warnings: Oral sex (Male and female receiving), unprotected sex, dirty talk, soft Dom!Taehyung, impregnation kink, and creampie 
Author’s Note: This fic is based on a prompt from the Spring Fest “Spring Will Come Again” hosted by @bangtanarmynet! I hope you guys enjoy it!
Prompt: Every Spring Fest, the unmated Alphas had to choose a mate but when Taehyung felt a pull, he didn’t expect it to lead to you.
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“Come on!” Taehyung whined loudly. “Just tell me!”
“You know that I cannot tell you who is participating in the Mating Ceremony Tae,” Jimin giggled. “It’s against pack rules.”
“Alright, well just give me a clue,” Taehyung tried to bargain. The two of them were sat outside in the territory that belonged to their pack, deciding to enjoy their lunch in the newly nice weather.
“You know, to be an Alpha, you have no sense of patience,” Jimin laughed.
“And for you to be an Omega, you have no sense of loyalty to your best friend,” Taehyung pouted.
“Oh God, he’s pulling out the pouts,” Jimin groaned playfully. “If you’re so impatient about not being able to know who’s participating in the Ceremony beforehand, then why are you even doing it?”
The Mating Ceremony was an age old tradition in Taehyung’s pack that occurred every year, right at the start of the Spring Festival. For people who still believed in soulmates, the Mating Ceremony was an unbiased opportunity for those people to find the one that their soul desired. The Omegas and Betas would gather together, with their faces hidden, and it was up to an Alpha to use only their sense of smell to find the scent that they liked the most. 
Of course, a lot of people felt that scents weren’t the only important thing when it came to building the foundation of a relationship as time has passed but it was still an honored and revered tradition nonetheless. 
“Besides the fact that literally everyone that I know has found their mate during the Ceremony?” Taehyung huffed. “The fact that I’m almost 26 years old and haven’t found my mate yet.”
“Oh please, you say that as if you’re old and if you’re old, then I’m old,” Jimin said as he rolled his eyes. “And I’m definitely not old.”
“Well, you say that because you’re not alone,” Taehyung pointed out. “My parents found each other 27 years ago, Yoongi hyung found you three years ago, Joon hyung found Aareum the year before that, and hell, even Jin hyung found Jungkookie last year. Too long, didn’t read, I’m gonna die alone if I don’t do it.”
“I feel so bad for your future mate because you are so fucking dramatic,” Jimin laughed as he reached over and stole a French fry off of Taehyung’s plate.
“You’d have time to warn them if you’d just tell me who’s joining this year,” Taehyung tried to persuade him. “Come on, what’s the point in having the Head Omega as your best friend if he doesn’t supply you with useful information?”
“Oh, and here I was thinking that I was your bestfriend because I’m your platonic soulmate,” Jimin scoffed. “Look Tae, the entire point of the Mating Ceremony is to let your heart and your nose do the deciding for you. If I tell you who’s participating and who’s not, it’ll cloud your judgement and then the whole thing will be moot.”
“Ugh, fine Mr. “I wanna be ethical”,” Taehyung sighed as he stood up from the table. “I gotta go and finish up my gift for the Ceremony so I’ll see you later.”
“See you later, Pouty Pants,” Jimin giggled as he waved his hand and Taehyung began to walk around the territory. He wasn’t lying when he said that he needed to go finish working on his courting gift, but he figured that it wouldn’t hurt to take a walk around the pack’s territory before he did.
Taehyung’s pack was pretty tight knit, though it was considered to be considerably larger than the other surrounding packs. Even though Taehyung’s family weren’t the ones who founded the pack, his great-great-grandfather was one of the first members to join the pack so Taehyung‘s family line literally had stakes in the very beginning of the pack. 
Growing up, Taehyung had been pretty well known around the pack but after he presented as an Alpha, it was as if he were a celebrity. Every unmated Alpha, Beta, and Omega seemed to be after him and admittedly, he had enjoyed the attention for the last few years but now, he was ready to find his mate, settle down, and start a family.
Just as Taehyung walked around the corner that separated the school building and the doctor’s house, he collided with a figure that had literally rushed into him. 
“Hey!” Taehyung yelped, gasping when the papers that the person had been holding fell down onto the ground. 
“Oh my gosh,” you whispered, bending down and beginning to pick the papers up. Taehyung bent down as well, helping when he realized who you were.
“Y/N?” He called and you looked up at him, your eyes widening when you realize who he was.
“Oh Taehyung, I’m so sorry,” you apologized, bowing your head to him.
“No no no, it’s ok. Don’t worry about it,” he assured you. “Just let me help you with these.”
“I already ran into you, you don’t have to,” you tried to say but Taehyung just cut you off.
“I want to,” he chuckled and you just decided to let it go as the two of you finished picking up all of the fallen papers. Once you were both done, you stood up straight and Taehyung handed the small stack of papers that he had collected over to you. 
“So, where were you off to that has you in such a rush?” Taehyung wondered with a smile. 
“Well, uh, the start of Spring marks the halfway point in the second half of the schoolyear for the pups so I was in a rush to get their progress reports finished,” you explained and Taehyung couldn’t help but to smile at how shy you still seemed to be around him. 
The two of you knew of each other from around the pack and you went to school together, being as though the two of you were born in the same year. Because of that, you both had a lot of mutual friends but the two of you never hung out much because you were really shy and seemed almost scared of Taehyung so he always made sure to give you your space. 
“Ah, you do work in the school building,” he chuckled.
“With the seven to nine year olds,” you smiled. 
“I remember, I remember,” he nodded. “Well, besides that, how are you?”
“Good, good,” you replied. “Busy as ever this time of year, but good. How about yourself?”
“I’m good, just preparing for the Spring Festival, ” he told her. 
“Oh, are you doing the Mating Ceremony this year?” You asked and he nodded his head. 
“Are you?”
“I’ve never done it before and I don’t think I’ll start now,” you giggled. “It’s not really my thing.”
“What, finding your soulmate isn’t your thing?” Taehyung teased.
“No, I meant that not being picked by anyone wouldn’t be my thing,” you clarified. 
“Oh please, somebody would definitely choose you,” Taehyung said. “I know that we don’t talk much but anyone can see that you’re a good woman and a great Omega. I bet that any Alpha would be proud to have you be their mate.”
“Oh,” you uttered in surprise, and Taehyung couldn’t help but to feel a little sense of pride at how flustered he had made you. “T-Thank you Taehyung.”
“You’re welcome,” he grinned. 
“W-Well, I have to go,” you murmured. “See you around?”
“Yeah, see you,” Taehyung agreed but he didn’t know if you’d even heard him because you were already walking, almost running, away from him.
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Even though the Spring Fest was being held during the first week of April, Taehyung had made the decision that he’d be participating back in December of the previous year and this was because he wanted to make sure he had enough time to prepare his courting gift. A courting gift would show his future mate that he was serious about them so it took Taehyung a lot of thought to decide what he wanted to give his future mate. In the end though, it was actually Taehyung’s mother who helped him. 
He off-handedly mentioned that he was trying to figure out a gift and she ended up giving him his great-grandmother’s engagement ring. It was a ruby that sat on a nest of gold diamonds, with a gold band to accompany it. Taehyung was familiar with it because it was a family heirloom and he was so honored that his mother trusted him with it. 
When the first day of the Spring Fest arrived, Taehyung made sure that the ring box was nestled safely in the pocket of his slacks before he checked his appearance in the mirror. Wanting to look his best, he settled on a button up dress shirt that was a deep maroon color and paired it with black slacks. He added a few simple accessories like a few rings on both hands and earrings but he skipped any necklaces or bracelets, wanting to makes sure that nothing would get in the way of someone being able to smell his scent. 
“Let’s go find our mate,” Taehyung whispered to himself, making sure to fix his hair one last time before hurrying up and rushing out of the front door of his house. 
The Mating Ceremony was to be held in the large flower garden that was towards the back of the pack’s territory. The logic behind it was that finding your soulmate amongst beautiful things would help your relationship with said soulmate be beautiful as well. 
When Taehyung got there, he immediately spotted Jin and Jungkook sitting together on a bench so he walked over to them. 
“Hi Tae hyung!” Jungkook greeted him happily. 
“Hi,” Taehyung replied. “You guys came for moral support?”
“You know it,” Jin nodded. “You look really good Tae-ah.”
“Ready to find your soulmate?” Jungkook wondered.
“Thank you, and hopefully,” Taehyung sighed heavily. “I’m so nervous.”
“Don’t worry hyung, all you have to do is trust your nose,” Jungkook told him. 
“Kook’s right, you know our senses will never purposefully lead us wrong,” Jin added. 
“Thanks for the advice guys,” Taehyung chuckled, reaching out and ruffling Jungkook’s hair a little. Suddenly, a voice erupted over the loud speakers that had been placed around the garden. 
“The Mating Ceremony is about to commence,” the voice that Taehyung recognized as Jimin announced. “If you are offering a gift, please get into position.”
“Well, that’s my cue,” Taehyung said.
“Relax and don’t worry,” Jin advised him. “Just...let it happen.”
“Ok,” Taehyung nodded before turning around and walking over to a large wall of white roses. Falling into line with several other Alphas and Betas who were also participating in the Ceremony, he waited with baited breath as another line of Omegas and Betas stepped into the garden and walked over to stand right in front of the wall of roses. 
Every Omega or Beta had a veil or mask over their face so that they couldn’t be seen, and their own choice of outfit but most of them were dressed pretty formally, just like Taehyung was. 
“Alphas and Betas who are presenting gifts, you know the rules,” Jimin spoke up again. “No sneaking a peek at anybody until you offer them your gift and they actually accept it, no trying to force your gift upon anyone who makes it clear that they do not want it, and trust your instincts! Happy finding!”
Taehyung then closed his eyes, taking a deep inhale in order to smell the air around him. He picked up a few scents here and there, with hints of chocolate and mint but none of them especially stuck out to them. He then opened his eyes and they slightly widened when he saw some of the Alphas and Betas already offering gifts to some of the Betas and Omegas who had been waiting. He had to admit, it kind of shocked him because it was seemingly so simple for them but not for him. Deciding to follow everyone’s advice and trust his senses, he shut his eyes again and took another deep breath it, and that was when he smelled it.
The initial wave that hit his nose was reminiscent of tangerines, and then that was mixed with the scent of berries that seemed to almost intermingle with the tangerine scent. Those were two very typical scents, especially for Omegas, but what really caught Taehyung’s attention was the scent of pink champagne. It was something that he had never smelt in a scent before and before he could even realize it, he was moving towards the source of the scent.
When he realized that he had stepped up to the person that the scent belonged to, he took a second to look over them. It seemed to be a woman, who had on a flowing white dress along with a small matching white veil. Taehyung reached out and extended his wrist towards their nose for them to be able to smell his scent clearly and when the woman let out an appreciative hum, Taehyung’s heart clenched because this was it. He had found the one. 
Taehyung reached into his pocket and took out the ring box, extending it towards the woman. The woman then reached out and took the box from it, a soft giggle coming from her as she did so.
“Thank you,” the woman said and Taehyung’s eyes widened because he recognized the voice, he just couldn’t remember where from. When the woman reached up and lifted the veil back from her face, Taehyung wanted to kick himself for not immediately recognizing who the voice came from. 
“Hi,” you smiled. 
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“I cannot believe that I didn’t know that it was you,” Taehyung huffed.
“Well, that’s kind of the point Taehyung,” you giggled from your spot on his bed. After the ceremony had ended, Taehyung invited you back to his house so that the two of you could have some alone time.
“I just didn’t expect this,” he said as he sat down next to you.
“Are you...upset that I’m your mate?” You asked wearily and Taehyung immediately shook his head.
“No!” He exclaimed. “Even though we don’t talk much, I know that you’re amazing. Hell, Jungkook raves about you all the time. I also meant what I said the other day.”
“W-Well, that’s good,” you replied shyly. “By the way, I’m sorry for not talking to you much over the years.”
“Ah, don’t worry about it,” he shrugged. “I just figured that you were shy and I don’t mind that.”
“It wasn’t shyness, though,” you blurted and his eyebrows rose. 
“Really?”
“The truth is, I’ve had a crush on you since you presented,” you confessed. 
“Y/N, that was almost 10 years ago,” he gasped in surprise. “Why didn’t you say anything?”
“Because I never thought that I had a chance,” You chuckled. “For years, every unmated Omega and Beta and even some Alphas have been after you. When you look at them and then look at me, I’m not as interesting or as beautiful when compared to them. I don’t know, I just don’t think that I measure up.”
“Hey, don’t say that,” Taehyung admonished you. “You’re gorgeous Y/N-ah, and the sweetest person I know.”
“Really?” You deadpanned.
“Absolutely,” he nodded. He could tell that you didn’t believe him though, so he decided to be honest. “You wanna know something?”
“Hmm?”
“I’ve had a crush on you too,” he admitted, making your eyes widen. “Not for as long as you have, but at least two years. I just never made a move because you seemed so shy around me and I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable because I figured that you just weren’t interested.”
“Seriously?” You gasped and he nodded. “We’re a big pair of idiots then, huh?”
“Definitely,” he laughed as he reached over and grabbed both of your hands in his. “It’s a good thing that we both decided to participate in the Ceremony then, huh?”
“Another confession? I only joined because I was hoping that my Omega would be able to say to your Alpha what I’ve never been able to bring myself to say aloud,” you told him. 
“And what is that?”
“That I want to be with you, Kim Taehyung,” you replied. Taehyung felt his Alpha preen at your confession and it wasn’t that Taehyung had doubted the validity of the Ceremony but actually being able to feel the connection between the two of you only solidified everything for him.
“I want to be with you too Y/N L/N,” he smiled. “Can I kiss you?”
“Please,” you giggled and Taehyung let go of your hands to set his hands on your cheeks, leaning forward and pressing his lips to yours. The kiss began soft at first, the both of you feeling a little nervous since this whole thing was so new.
It wasn’t until you laid back on the bed, pulling Taehyung down along with you that the two of you became more comfortable, you opening your mouth and allowing his tongue to slide against yours. Taehyung set his hand on your thigh, gently tracing random shapes with his fingertips as you kissed each other passionately.
“Y/N, I have to ask you something,” he murmured and you pulled away from his lips to look up at him. 
“What is it?”
“Are you a virgin?” He wondered and you felt your cheeks warm up immediately. “I’m not trying to be intrusive or anything, I just want to know so that I can gauge how comfortable you are.”
“Do you remember when I dated Xiumin?” You asked him and he rolled his eyes.
“That dickhead? Yeah,” he huffed.
“I lost my virginity to him.”
“Well, I can’t say that I’m in love with that piece of information,” he admitted.
“I only dated him because I was trying to get over you, which sounds really bad when I say it out loud,” you laughed. “That was around the same time that you were dating Jisoo.”
“Ah,” he said as he set his fingertips over your lips to silence you. “We don’t mention that forbidden name.”
“Ok, sorry,” you giggled. 
“So, if I told you that I want to have sex with you tonight,” Taehyung began, making your lower half clench around nothing. “Would you want to?”
“Yes,” you rushed out. “I want to.”
“Good, because I want to too,” he smiled before leaning down and kissing you again. You moaned into his mouth when he moved over so that he was on top of you, his lips never leaving yours as he did so. He then trailed his lips downwards, licking and sucking on the skin of your neck. 
“Ohh,” you sighed in pleasure, reaching down and tangling your fingers in his hair. Taehyung pulled away and reached up to grab your hands, untangling them from his hair and holding your wrists firmly when he placed them back down on the bed above your head, holding them there. 
“You keep these here for me, ok?” He asked and you could tell from his tone that he was both asking for permission and clarification. 
“Ok,” you whispered and he smiled. 
“Perfect Omega,” he murmured as he went back to kissing your neck and you had to clasp your hands together because you were too tempted to reach down and touch him again. After he had left a few marks on your neck, he brought his hands up and grabbed onto your breasts which made you gasp.
“As beautiful as this dress is Y/N-ah, I think we should take it off now. Yeah?” Taehyung suggested and you nodded your head rapidly. He moved off of you so that you could sit up and he moved around the bed on his knees so that he was behind you. He reached out and pulled down the zipper on your dress, and you reached up and pulled the dress down off of your shoulders. Once your arms were out of it, you got up onto your knees and pushed it down your legs and onto the floor. 
“Fuck, you’re gorgeous Y/N-ah,” he muttered huskily as he took in the sight of you in your stark white bralette and white lace panties. Your Omega preened at his praise, making your cheeks warm up.
“Really?”
“Really,” he smiled, moving back around your body and leaning down so that he was face to face with your breasts as he reached out to grab ahold of them. “I’m so fucking lucky.”
“I’m the lucky one,” you whispered as he pulled the material of the bralette to the side, causing both of your breasts to fall out. Without another word, he leaned forward and sucked your nipple into his mouth. You couldn’t help but to fall back on the bed, Taehyung falling along without a problem and not letting up on the onslaught that was his tongue.
Once your nipple had stiffened to a peak, he switched over to your other nipple and gave it the same treatment. You could smell your scent from in between your thighs, the notes of berries and pink champagne becoming stronger and stronger the wetter you became. 
You knew Taehyung could smell you too, because you could feel the outline of his hard cock against your inner thigh. 
“Fuck, Alpha,” you whimpered. “Wanna suck you off.”
“Whatever you want baby,” he agreed easily after pulling his mouth away from you, sitting up and reaching down to unbutton his slacks. You sat up, watching with hooded eyes as he unzipped them, pushing them down a little bit so that he was able to pull out his cock and your mouth literally watered at the sight of it. 
Taehyung’s cock wasn’t enormous, but it was definitely longer than average and it looked to be thick. You reached out and wrapped both of your hands around his length, and you felt yourself become wetter when you realized that you couldn’t even wrap your hands around him completely.
“Fuck, I can smell you baby,” he grumbled and you moaned softly at the pet name. “Do you like what you see?”
“Mmhm,” you nodded, leaning forward and wrapping your lips around the head of his cock. He exhaled harshly, looking down to watch as you did your best to take as much of him in your mouth as possible. You actually managed to do pretty good, doing your best to breathe through your nose as you sunk down closer and closer to the base of his cock. 
“Oh fuck,” he huffed. “Such a good girl, taking Alpha’s cock down your throat.” Bringing your hands back up, you stacked both of them on top of each other as you jerked him off while suckling on the head of his cock. 
“God, that feels good. Makes me want to fuck your throat,” he grumbled. “You gonna let me do that one day baby? Gonna let Alpha use your mouth?”
“Mmm, yes Alpha,” you gasped after releasing him from your mouth, your spit acting as lube as you continued to jerk him off. 
“Fuck, lay down for me,” he instructed you. “I have to taste you.” You didn’t hesitate to follow his instructions, laying back on the bed and resting on your forearms as you watched him push his slacks and boxers down and off his legs before he moved onto unbuttoning his shirt. 
He wasn’t overly muscular but you could still see the outline of what would be a six-pack, and your inner Omega loved the fact that your Alpha would be able to protect you if need be. 
Taehyung laid down on his front in between your legs, pulling your panties to the side before leaning forward and licking a stripe up your pussy, from your slit up to your clit. You gasped, your thighs involuntarily coming to together but Taehyung’s hands came up to push them back down. 
“Be still and let me make you come baby,” he whispered and you nodded numbly. He then went back to licking at you, making you whine and squirm underneath him. 
“Huh, holy shit,” you gasped, your chest beginning to move up and down quickly as your orgasm approached you. “Please don’t stop Tae.”
“Mmm,” he moaned against you, shaking his head back and forth over your clit which made his tongue do the same. 
“Do that again,” you requested and he obliged you, shaking his head back and forth rapidly and you felt your orgasm winding to it’s end in your abdomen. “Fuck yes, I’m gonna come.” Your head fell back onto the bed and just as you closed your eyes and felt yourself about to tip over the edge into ecstasy, Taehyung pulled away from you. 
“What?” You whimpered as you opened your eyes, looking down at him. 
“I want you to come on my knot,” he told you. He reached out and grabbed the band of your panties, pulling them down your legs and throwing them onto the floor. He then settled himself in between your thighs, leaning down and letting his cock rub against your clit. 
“If you want me to come on your knot, you shouldn’t do that,” you whimpered.
“You could come like this?” He wondered in awe and you nodded your head. “We’re gonna have to test that out one day.”
“We have the rest of our lives for that,” you promised him. 
“You got that right,” he smiled, moving his hips so that he could slide inside of you. You wrapped your legs around his waist, your hands gripping onto his arms as he slowly opened you up. 
“Fuh, fuck,” you stuttered, your eyes fluttering closed at how good he felt inside of you, stretching you out in the best way.
“God, you’re so tight but you’re opening up so well for me baby,” Taehyung grunted, making sure to push his hips as close to yours as he could so that he could go as deep as possible. “You really are my mate, huh?”
“Yes,” you whispered, your mind barely being able to comprehend his words because the feeling of being completely and utterly clouded all of your senses. He continued to roll his hips against yours, his cock dragging against your walls as he did. 
“You have no idea how much I’ve wanted this, how much I’ve thought about this,” he muttered. “I’d see you walking around the territory all shy, keeping your eyes low so that people wouldn’t approach you and all I could think about was that you were the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen and how much I wanted to fuck you with my knot.”
“Mmm, knot,” you slurred, making Taehyung smile because of course knot was the word that you caught. 
“I’d watch you with the pups, teaching them and being so gentle and patient with them and my only thought would be about how I wanted to fuck some pups of my own into you so that you could be their mother,” he groaned, his hips stuttering slightly when he felt your walls clench around him like a vice grip. “Oh, you want that? Want Alpha to give you some pups?”
“Fuck yes,” you moaned wantonly, moving your own hips so that you were fucking back onto him. “Want your cum, want a pup.”
“I’ll give it to you baby,” he swore as he began to fuck you faster. “Alpha will give you anything you want.”
“W-want you,” you whined as you felt your orgasm quickly building back up again. 
“You have me baby,” he chuckled deeply. “You always have, I think.”
“A-alpha, g-gonna c-c-come,” you managed to utter as your body moved up and down the bed, the force of Taehyung fucking you literally moving you on the bed. 
“Go ahead so that I can knot you gorgeous,” he encouraged you. You reached down and set your fingertips on your clit, only managing to make two circles on it before you were coming. Your thighs spasmed and clutched around Taehyung’s waist, the rest of your body shaking on the bed from how forceful your orgasm was. 
“T-Tae,” you whimpered, your body shivering even after the crest of your orgasm had passed. Taehyung leaned down, pressing soft kisses against your face that were in stark contrast to how he was still fucking you. 
“So good for me baby,” he whispered. “Came so prettily for me.”
“Kiss me,” you pleaded weakly and he just smiled at you before pressing his lips against yours. The force coming from how hard he was thrusting into you caused your mouth to fall open and Taehyung didn’t hesitate to stick his tongue inside, exploring around.
You literally felt his cock pulse inside of you and before you could pull away in order to ask, ropes of his cum flooded into you. His knot inflated immediately afterwards, making you moan as it forced its’ way inside of you. 
“Holy shit Y/N-ah,” he panted as he hid his face in your neck, collapsing on top of you. “I don’t think I’ve ever come so hard in my life.”
“Me either,” you admitted with a giggle. “I loved it though.”
“Me too,” he muttered as he pulled himself up so that he could look down at you. “I know this is probably a weird thing to ask given what we just got finished doing, but you accept the fact that you’re my mate right?”
“Tae, of course,” you smiled. “My Omega would hate me if I rejected you and you know our wolf side doesn’t lie.”
“I guess I just wanted to know if it was as strong for you as it was for me,” he mumbled and you placed your hands on his cheeks, making him look down at you. 
“You’re my mate Kim Taehyung,” you told him. “I knew it and felt it the moment that you gave me your wrist and I smelled your scent.”
“I knew it too,” he smiled. “I’ll give you your bite in the morning, I’m just too tired right now.”
“No complaints from me,” you laughed. “Coming so hard can definitely take a lot out of a person.” Taehyung then laid his head down on your chest and you reached up, setting your hands in his hair as you began to play with the sweaty strands.
“I’m so glad that my Alpha chose you,” he muttered sleepily and you could feel the goofy smile spread onto your face before you leaned down and kissed the top of his head. 
“Me too Tae,” you sighed in contentment. “Me too.”
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Late Night Encounters Part 3
Pairing: Fred Weasley x Fem!Reader
Warnings: SMUT!! Female receiving oral, unprotected vaginal penetration
Word Count: 3.5K
A/N: It’s my birthday so I didn’t proofread this!! I’m sorry!!
Once again, Fred had a date. He woke up that morning and remembered every bit of what he had said, and stood by his words. He told Y/N he still wanted to see the ring on the table when he got home. He wanted her to think about it for at least 24 full hours before she made a decision.
Y/N and Fred had narrowly missed each other that morning. He was off running errands for the day and she had only just woken up. He was home for lunch and she was out with Hermione. Y/N felt her heart sink, feeling guilty for wanting to see him. Why guilt, though? She didn’t feel like she had a valid reason to feel guilty. After she got home from lunch Fred had already left for his date, so she fell asleep on the couch in the living room, figuring it was a good way to pass the time until she saw her new best friend again.
“Why was this on the kitchen table?” George asked, waking Y/N up out of her sweet, dreamless sleep on the couch. He was holding the ring.
“I can’t sleep with jewelry on.” She shrugged, getting up and going to grab the ring. He held it up higher. She almost laughed until she saw the look on his face.
“I’m serious.” She sighed heavily at this.
“I know, George.”
“You know what?” The audacity that men have.
“I know you’re sleeping with her again.”
“W-what?” He almost dropped the ring.
“I just don’t get it, George.”
“I w-wouldn’t do that again.”
“Except you are.”
“Why are you accusing me right now?”
“Because I’m not dumb! Just because I trust you doesn’t mean I’m dumb! I’m not naive. The first time, sure. This time, no! It’s the same as last time, but you thought I’d stay with you just because you proposed this time! Maybe I won’t, did you think about that? What if you get her pregnant? Did you just expect me to stay around and raise the kid? Or what if we both get pregnant, who are you leaving alone with their child?”
“I cannot believe this right now--”
“Stop that! Stop it! You’re gaslighting me! You know I’m right! Stop lying!”
“Fine!”
“How long?”
“A year.”
“So immediately after we got back to where we were.”
“Yes.”
“Why? What did I do? Why am I not enough for you?”
“Maybe if you--”
“Actually, no, fuck you. I’m enough for me. I’m enough for so many people. I gave you a second chance and you fucking blew it! I’ve done so much for you, for Fred, too!”
“I--” He sighed. He was speechless. It was the first time you’d really fully stood up for yourself. It was on him, he knew that. “I think...I’m going to spend the night at the Burrow, and we’ll talk about it tomorrow.”
“No.”
“What?”
“Go, spend the night with her, but don’t lie to me and say you’re staying with your mom.” She spoke bluntly, tears streaming out of her eyes quietly. It was a silent cry, the only way Y/N ever allowed herself to cry in front of people. He hesitated, but he turned around and left the living room. Y/N entered the kitchen, starting to grease pans for baking.
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Fred came home that night, mostly confused. Y/N wasn’t in the living room tonight, which didn’t make him feel great. That wasn’t the worst of it though. The date was great. She was perfect, but...he hated it. Something was missing. As she listed off interests, favorite movies, her favorite quidditch team...all he could think was that something was missing. When he got home, and Y/N was missing, it dawned on him. It was her. She was missing. The girl had listed off all of Y/N’s favorite movies, her favorite songs. She liked to bake. Her favorite quidditch team was the Holyhead Harpies, the team his little sister played on. Suddenly, Fred felt rather sick. He can’t have feelings for his brother's girlfriend--no, fiance!
With a pit in his stomach, he walked into the kitchen, where he opened his eyes wide. The entire kitchen table and window sill were covered in baked goods. There was one clean counter, where Y/N sat staring off into space, waiting for her next round of cookies to finish.
“Oh! I forgot! I’m sorry, how was the date?”
“What’s wrong?”
“Oh nothing--”
“Don’t, please don’t close yourself off. We’re close now, just let me in. What happened, what’s with the baked goods?” He asked, leaning with his arms crossed and his back against the island counter across from where she sat. He noticed the ring was missing, it wasn’t on Y/N’s finger, it wasn’t on the counter or the table where he’d seen it last.
“He admitted it. He’s cheating on me with her again.” She sighed, looking to the ceiling and holding back tears. “And it sucks so hard to know he wasted all this time of mine again. He proposed to me. I know he’s your brother, but that’s just so...crazy. Who does that?” She paused, and just as Fred was about to talk she kept going. “And the worst part is that I don’t...I don’t feel anything. The first time he cheated with Angelina it was like my whole world came crashing down. He was my best friend, my boyfriend, and my roommate. Now, it barely even feels like we’re roommates. I thought I could love him the same way after it all, and maybe he cheated because I couldn’t.”
“Don’t blame yourself. Cheating is always a decision. If he realized you didn’t love him the same way he should have communicated with you. Broken up. Not proposed and delayed this.” Fred sighed. Y/N wouldn’t make eye contact with Fred, assumingly because she was upset.
“I--” She paused, chest tight. She looked up at Fred, making blatant eye contact. “What if I’ve been emotionally cheating?” Fred’s eyes widened and his heart sank. He felt awful, like his feelings for her would just have to go away again. Right as they were getting close.
“W-what? With who?”
“You fucking idiot.” She sighed, pushing herself off the counter. She went to walk away, but Fred put his arms on either side of her on the counter, pinning her where she was.
“Don’t walk away.” He whispered, so close to her face. Her heart pounded.
“I--” She sighed. “Fred, I’ve felt more for you in the past five days than I’ve felt for George in the past year and a half. I waited all day for you to be here, and I kept feeling guilty for it. I’ve felt so guilty, and then I find out he’s cheating and I’m so numb to it because you’re all I can think about.” She paused to breathe before she continued her quick ramblings. “Also, the idea of having feelings for you is so weird, because we only just started to like each other, but you’re standing so close to me and all I can hear is my heart pounding in my ears. I can’t stop thinking about all the girls you used to bring home and how I don’t want to be just one of those girls you sleep with. But obviously I can’t just be with you because I think I just broke off my engagement with your brother and also because you haven’t said anything--” So Fred, in his overwhelmed state, pushed forward and pressed his lips against hers. She grabbed both sides of his face as he grabbed her hips. After a few moments, he quickly pulled apart, moving one of his hands to keep her hand on his face in place
“I couldn’t tell you the other night, but I had feelings for you that summer before the war, but you were with George. I couldn’t...I couldn’t just confess then, and besides you were so happy with him. Then we didn’t like each other, and the night before you got engaged I couldn’t stop thinking about you all over again. And...George made us spend all that time together and you’re the only thing I think about. The girl I went on the date with was so perfect, but I couldn’t get you off my mind and I realized she was just like you. But she wasn’t. She wasn’t you, no one will ever be you.” Fred spoke in a hushed tone with his eyes closed, as if speaking any louder or seeing her would make Y/N evaporate into thin air. Slowly, he opened his eyes to see her with tear tracks down her face.
“I don’t think anyone’s ever said anything that nice to me before.” She whispered, taking the hand that wasn’t trapped by his and wiping her face. He giggled, letting go of her hand and using both of his hands to hold the sides of her face. He leaned forward and kissed the tear stains on Y/N’s face. “You’re like this perfect man, it’s so wildly different from George.” She mumbled.
“I can’t account for where he went wrong, and I haven’t always been great. But if you give me the chance, I will love you better than anyone else could dream of.” With tears streaming down her eyes she pulled him in to kiss her again, he smiled against her lips. He held the small of her waist as she rested one of her hands on his chest, the other sat at the back of his neck playing with his hair. He moaned when she pulled it gently, causing her to smile into their kiss. She almost missed being able to see him rolling his eyes at her smirk.
“Love me, please. Tonight, tomorrow, every day. Just--love me tonight.” She whispered against his lips as they panted for air. 
He leaned down, kissing her again as he grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her back to a sitting position on the counter. Y/N threaded her fingers through Fred’s hair, one of Fred’s hands was on her thigh, the other rested on her waist. Finally, she bit his bottom lip in an attempt to get him to do anything. In response, he gave a noise that sounded between a groan and a growl, moving to her neck to leave bite marks. He licked the shell of her ear and bit the lobe as he moved down to the length of her neck, sucking hard. She moaned softly, whimpering when he used he grazed his teeth over her neck. 
She started grinding her hips against his in an attempt to get some friction. He grabbed her hips, pulling her closer to him to aid in her plight for friction. After he felt satisfied with the bruises he’d left on her neck he went back to her lips, sucking on her bottom lip briefly before licking it in a silent asking of permission to use it. She gracefully licked his tongue, granting his own tongue admission to her mouth. Their tongues wrestled messily, Y/N playing with Fred’s hair and occasionally pulling softly to hear him moan. She was starting to feel frustrated with just grinding, so she moved the hand that was on the side of Fred’s face to gracefully feel all the way down his body before she started palming him through his slacks. He gave a harsh groan this time, pulling apart from her mouth briefly.
“You’re so beautiful, so sexy.” His voice was deep with pleasure and she moaned at the sound alone. Her heart swelled, she hadn’t been praised like that sexually...ever. Fred took one of his hands off of her hips to thread into her hair, pulling gently to hear her moan. He swore to himself that he could hear that every minute of every day and never get tired of it. While Fred knew he was going to fuck her, his intentions were pure-- he wanted to make love to her. Y/N, however, was getting frustrated with his politeness. She started to unbutton his slacks and he broke off their kiss again. “Hold on, I want to take care of you.” He whispered, flush against her lips.
“I appreciate that, but I want you inside of me.” She whispered, her hand that had been unbuttoning his pants was now tangled in his shirt. Fred felt his heart drop to his cock when she said this, groaning at her lack of restraint. Y/N started unbuttoning his shirt as he separated her thighs and pulled her completely to the edge of the counter.
“You’ll just have to be patient, princess.” He grinned as he went to crouch, kissing her knee on the way down. He left kisses all over the inside of her thighs, leaving her soaked to the core before he had even really touched her. Both Fred and Y/N were thankful she was wearing a dress that day, making his access considerably easier as he rubbed her through only her thin panties. Kissing the inside of her thigh as he looked up into her eyes, he felt like the luckiest man alive. He almost grinned when he saw she was adorning another pair of fruit covered panties.
“You know, I wasn’t kidding when I said the cherry panties were sexy,” He smirked up at her, rubbing circles into her clit through peach covered cotton. “These are sexy too, but I think they’d look a lot better on the floor.” He grabbed the cotton on her hips and pulled them down, leaving them on the floor like he promised. Y/N’s thighs were shaking from all the teasing he had done already. He licked from her inner knee to where he promised to take care of her, latching his mouth onto her clit. She gasped at the feeling of his warm tongue, closing her eyes. He used his tongue to create figure-8’s against her clit, and slowly pushed one finger into her. At this, she threw her head back, resting the crown of her skull gently against the cabinet behind her. She laced her fingers through Fred’s hair, now pulling hard. He groaned in his own pleasure, creating vibrations against her clit which in turn made her moan. He pushed a second finger into her, slowly pumping them as he worked her clit. After adding a third finger, her legs were shaking violently, showing she was nearing the edge. He quickly swapped his fingers and tongue, using his thumb to rub circles against her clit and sticking his tongue as deep as he could inside of her warm pussy. He had his other arm wrapped around her thigh, one of her hands reaching to hold the hand there as she neared her end even faster than before.
“I want you to say my name when you cum, baby, can you do that for me?” He paused briefly, looking up at her, she nodded vigorously. His tongue returned to it’s warm reserve inside of her. The motions he made with his thumb against her clit became faster, and soon enough she was squeezing his hand and nearly screaming his name. Fred waited for her to stop squeezing his hand to stand up and kiss her on the lips again. “You did so good, baby.” He whispered against her lips.
“Freddy,” She whimpered against his lips. “You haven’t even fucked me yet and I don’t think I’ll be able to walk.” She almost laughed at the thought. He grinned, happy with his work so far. He tucked a strand of her behind her ear, kissing her ear as he spoke.
“You won’t need to, baby. I’ll fuck you right here,” He started licking and kissing her neck again, making her whine. “And I’ll take care of you so you don’t have to walk.” He whispered against her quickly bruising flesh. She whined again, reaching to finish her job unbuttoning his shirt and unzipping his already unbuttoned pants. He let her continue as he wrapped his hand in her hair once and pulled back, exposing the front of her neck to him where he continued his attack. When she finished unbuttoning his shirt he helped her pull it off his shoulders, exposing his freckled and scarred skin on his chest to her. She rubbed her hands against his chest, feeling every individual scar and wondering where each of them came from. He watched her eyes dart around, a small closed-lip smile adorning her face as she felt the raised white scars. He rubbed his thumb against her cheek softly, loving his own view. Using the same hand that was petting her cheek, he lifted her face to look up at his. He pulled her face close to his own and kissed her softly.
“I love you, Y/N.” He whispered against her lips with his eyes closed. She smiled, reaching her face up to kiss his eyelids. Angel kisses on his blonde eyelashes. It was a sweet moment, to remind them both that not only was there no going back after what they were about to do, but also to remind them that this wasn’t just fucking. This was real, unadulterated love. He opened his eyes, looking deeply into hers as she pushed his slacks and boxers down as far as she could with her hands, using her bare feet the rest of the way. He lifted her dress over her head, tossing it somewhere behind him, inevitably landing on some type of baked good. She rested one hand against his jaw, pulling his face close to hers, her other hand pumping his cock and gently rubbing the tip. He closed his eyes, letting out a deep breath at the feeling of her small hand around him. He rested one hand on her jaw, mirroring her. His other hand rested on the small of her back to push her closer to him. They kissed gently, feeling like this moment was fragile and could be broken. Y/N moved the hand that was on his cock and squeezed his bicep, quietly communicating that she was ready. He moved his hand from the small of her back to line himself up with her entrance, and as he pushed in the both gasped quietly at the feeling. Fred rested his forehead on Y/N’s shoulder, eyes closed as he waited quietly and politely for her to adjust to his size. After a few moments she tapped him to tell him to move, her eyes squeezed tightly closed for preparation of any pain that would come from his movements. He moved slowly, truly taking this moment to get to know Y/N’s body. He felt every groove inside of her, every dip and small raise in her skin, memorising her inside and out. As they both started to get used to this puzzle-piece moment in which it felt like the clicking of soul-mates finally coming together, they started kissing again. Fred’s tongue entered her mouth, exploring, dead set on memorising her entire body. Her hands found themselves resting on his back, nails digging in every so often. If this had been her sex dream, she would’ve been wondering how many girls had dug their nails into his back, but in person all she could think about was him. He filled her every sense, she could smell him, feel him everywhere, taste him, his freckled skin stuck on her eyes even when they closed, and their shared moans overwhelmed her ears. If this was what making love was, she definitely had never shared that with George.
Fred lowered his hand, rubbing her clit gently as his pace got faster. He wasn’t sure if he had ever felt so good so quickly, he was almost positive he hadn’t ever felt his high come so quickly. As he pounded into Y/N’s g-spot and rubbed her clit, she found herself loudly moaning. Her nails were now leaving deep marks into Fred’s back, and Fred hadn’t even noticed.
“Fred,” She moaned his name loudly, the sound of which made his own high come even faster. Set on finding their highs together, they were flush together. Y/N nor Fred had never been so close to someone, their entire bodies touching. Her legs were wrapped around him, her torso flush against his and her face buried into his chest. His face was buried into her neck, leaving occasional kisses to avoid his own moans. Quickly, they found their highs together. After hitting her g-spot so many times, she warned him. He quietly thanked Godric, his own high coming as well. So as they came together, panting, completely embraced, they felt loved. They’d both felt fucked-out before, but this felt different. This felt simultaneously heavy and weightless on their hearts, and they stayed together for a long time. They kissed quietly, Fred not really wanting to leave her, and she not wanting him to leave her either. Before he pulled out she spoke.
“I love you too, Freddy.”
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jjksblackgf · 2 years
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Can I request a valentines Drabble with Taehyung and Yoongi? In hooking up with the enemy and ‘dance for you’ by Beyoncé. I’m way too hype for this, you’re writing is so damn good 👍🏽
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pairing — taehyung x reader x yoongi summary — Keep your loved ones close, and your enemies even closer. genre — enemies to sneaky link, smut rating — smut word count — 0.5k warnings — explicit language, explicit sexual content, mentions of alcohol intake, cheating, toxic oc (my bad, lmaoo), boners all around, oral sex (m! receiving), exhibitionism. author’s note — aww baby, this was a fun one to write! thank you so much, and thank you for requesting it <33
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Red and purple LED lights, empty bottles scattered on the floor, and a party never goes wrong when Luv is Dro is playing. God bless Static Major’s legacy.
“Fuck, you’re hot,” Taehyung murmured, holding tight onto my hips as I wined against his dick. I smiled cockily.
This night would be perfect if I hadn’t had to look at Yoongi’s face. It would be nice to not remember all the times we fought for stupid things over the years, but this is Dana’s party. Best to just ignore him and continue to tease my boyfriend.
Taehyung’s hands were all over me as I continued dancing. He caressed my back, my shoulders, my thighs, and for a couple of minutes I could pretend nobody was watching us. As if it wasn’t hard enough to ignore the orange haired man sitting across the room, my eyes had to catch a glimpse of him licking his lips. While watching me dance.
My stomach fluttered as I stared back at him. He didn’t look away. He furrowed his eyebrows, and his lips were set in a small pout. Adorable. His hands were interlaced on top of a barely disguised boner, and I had to bite my lip to keep from smiling. We kept staring at each other as I danced on Taehyung’s lap. Only Beyoncé would understand me now.
“You need to chill out before I cum right here,” I heard Taehyung’s whispered voice. I chuckled but complied.
“Okay, I’m going to the bathroom,” I said after a few minutes, giving Taehyung enough time to calm down. I got up, and Yoongi’s eyes were on me again. I licked my lips as he stared at me, walking in his direction. His eyes were almost excited, but it dimmed as I walked towards the kitchen. I looked back long enough to see him get up and walk behind me. I snorted.
The normal light bulbs of the kitchen couldn’t cut the tension between me and Yoongi. I watched in silence as he poured brown liquor into his cup. No sarcastic jokes, no snarky remarks, no hostility. The only acknowledgement he gave of my presence were his stiff shoulders.
He suddenly took a deep breath and turned towards me, his face more serious than I’ve seen before. My eyes went to his sweatpants, his bulge in full view. I smirked, propping myself on the counter. When our eyes met again, he walked towards me and swiftly kissed me.
I moaned against his lips, pleased by their softness. His hands held my waist, securing me against his chest. My hands went to his hair, pulling them slightly. He moaned and got even closer to my body. I could feel his dick against my thigh, and a shiver went through my spine.
I broke the kiss and kneeled in front of him, sliding his pants down and releasing his cock from his boxers.
“Oh, fuck” Yoongi whispered, as my tongue was drawing circles against his tip. I licked his shaft from the base up. He hissed and threw his head back, biting his lip and pulling my hair.
With that encouragement, my mouth was salivating to cover his dick entirely. I prayed nobody caught us like this.
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Mummy's Best Boy - Harry Potter x Fem!reader
Warning: Smut, dom!reader + sub!Harry, Mummy kink (not the monster, like a nickname for your mom), face sitting, pegging, just all around smut.
Dating Harry James Potter was nothing short of absolutely spectacular. He was one of the most caring, considerate, beautiful men to ever be created. Y/N wasn't sure if he was crafted by the gods themselves or not. He probably was. But there were somethings that were very.... unexpected.
Namely being that Harry was a kinky shit.
Not that Y/N was complaining. She quite liked it, honestly. It was quite fun to dominate Harry. Imagine having the Chosen One squirming underneath you and begging for you to let him cum.
He was a bit of a brat, though. He loved teasing you in class because he was horny. He would break rules quite a bit (though when have rules ever stopped the chosen one).
Lately, however, he was being so good. He was following all of your rules. He was respectful. He never talked back to you. He even turned in his work on time and didn't get detention for a whole week, which for Harry was a goddamn miracle. You had to reward him.
You walked into the common room to see Hermione trying to get Harry and Ron to study. "Harry?" His head shot up at the sound of your voice. "Come up to your dorm." Harry practically bolted up the stairs to his room.
"Sit on the bed." Y/N said in a stern yet loving voice. Harry did as he was told. "Do you know why I asked you to be here?" Harry shook his head. "Words, button."
"No. I don't know, Mummy." Y/N groaned a small bit at the nickname.
"Do you think you're in trouble?" He refused to make eye contact.
"Y-yes. Did I make Mummy upset?"
Y/N smiled before saying, "No." Harry finally looked at you and a smile spread across his face. "You have made Mummy so happy! You have been so well behaved."
His eyes began to crinkle at the sheer size of his smile. "I brought you in here today because you get a reward. A reward for Mummy's best boy."
"Really?"
"Yes! You were so good." She kissed his cheeks, forehead, hands, basically any area of skin she could reach. "Now lay back, darling. Mummy's gonna take care of you."
He laid back. The smile never left his beautiful face. "Relax, my love." Y/N I said. She pulled down his pants. "You call the shots. If you want me to do something, just ask." His dick stood at half-mast. "Oh, baby." She gently stroked him. "Such a pretty cock." Harry's eyes rolled back into his head. "Prettiest cock I've ever seen."
Harry was biting his lip so hard that Y/N was worried he would draw blood. "Moan for me, baby boy." Small whimpers leave his mouth. Soon, he began begging.
"Please. Go faster. Please. Please."
"Whatever you say, poppet." She sped up her hand and watched as Harry's hip rutted into her hand. "You like that, don't you."
"Yes, Mummy. Love your hand so much."
Her hands felts a slickness at the top of his dick. When she looked down, she saw a bead of precum forming at the tip. She used her thumb to spread it around. His dick looked absolutely delectable. She needed to have a taste. As if he read her mind, Harry began to ask for her to suck him off.
She took him into her mouth. "You taste so good, angel." She moaned. Harry could feel his orgasm approaching.
"Oh shit! I'm close. I'm close. I'm close. Please let me cum. Please. Please!"
"Cum for me, sunshine."
A few seconds later and hot spurts of his cum landed in her mouth. She swallowed every last drop of it. Harry's eyes were squeezed shut and his forehead had a slight sheen due to the sweat. "You look gorgeous when you cum. You know that, right?"
"Yes, Mummy."
"Good." Y/N kissed his forehead. "Now, let's get you cleaned up-"
"No!" Harry said suddenly, surprise Y/N.
"No? Why not?" Harry became flustered again and refused to answer her. Even after being together since 5th year, he still got embarrassed quite easily. Too cute. "Do you want to cum again?"
Harry nodded his head and whispered a quiet, "Yes, Mummy. Can you use the..."
"The what? Use your words, button."
"The strap on." His words were so quiet that you almost couldn't hear it. Y/N let out a small chuckle.
"Don't be embarrassed, dear. You know I love pegging you." She reached underneath the bed and pulled out a shoebox. She opened it up to reveal a purple dildo and a bottle of lube.
"Can you suck on this, doll?" Harry parted his lips for you to push the toy into his mouth. "Good boy." She pushed it so far that Harry choked on it. She took it out, strapped it to herself, and put an ample amount of lube on the dildo. "Gonna need you to relax, yeah?" She slowly inserted the toy into his hole. "So tight, starlight." Harry had a small grimace on his face, a signal that you didn't use enough lube, which Y/N promptly added.
She kept moving in and out going deeper each time. When she hit his prostate, tears leaked from Harry's eyes from the stimulation. Y/N wiped them away. "Feel good, yeah?" Harry aggressively nodded his head.
"Yes. Feels so good." His legs began to shake.
"Are you close, flower?"
"Yes. So close. Can I please cum?"
"Of course, lovely." His orgasm washed over him and a puddle of white poured out onto his stomach. More tears leaked from his eyes and his moans, which sounded quite a bit like sobs, were so deliciously loud. Y/N praised him as he worked through his orgasm. "So good. So pretty. So beautiful, baby boy. So perfect. So perfect for Mummy." She pulled out and  brushed his hair from his sticky forehead.
Y/N laid down next to Harry. "So proud, my boy." She whispered into his temple.
"A-are you okay, Mummy?" Asked Harry.
"I'm much more than okay. So happy because of you, angel." Y/N reassured. "Why would you ask?"
"B-because Mummy didn't cum."
"Mummy doesn't need to cum. Today is about you, my sweet."
"But I want Mummy to cum. Please? I just want Mummy to feel good." There were some more tears forming in his eyes. "Please, let me make you feel good, Mummy." Y/N looked deep into his eyes and kissed his supple lips. He could still taste himself on her tongue.
"How would you like to make me cum?"
"May I p-please eat you out?" Y/N responded buy pulling down her panties and hitching up her skirt. She carefully crawled up until she was sitting on Harry's face. Her pussy was sopping wet. How can you blame her when the most beautiful man to ever walk the Earth came twice right in front of her?
Harry didn't wait a second later before he started devouring her. There was no need for foreplay. She was already worked up. His tongue circled her clit and his lips closed around it, giving a big suck.
"Oh, fuck! You're so good at eating me out." Y/N gasped. Harry stuck his finger into pussy. Her cunt almost sucked it in. The combination of that and his amazing tongue had her seeing stars in minutes. She rode out her high on his face for a few more seconds before rolling off of his face.
"Thank you, Mummy." Harry said as he relaxed into the bed.
"Why are you thanking me?"
"Thank you for letting me make you feel good."
Y/N looked back at the puddle of cum, which looked a little bit larger than before.
"Mummy, I think I came again."
Y/N looked at Harry's face. His eyes were closed. His breath was even. He looked at peace. "Don't fall asleep yet, my love. We still have to clean you off." Harry opened his eyes but the dazed expression he had still remained. "Mummy needs to run you a bath and get a wash cloth. Stay here, alright? Don't move." She did as she said she would, transfiguring one of his roommates bed into a full tub and grabbing a cloth from her bag, for she had already anticipated this. She dipped the wash cloth into the warm water and wrung it out. She gently wiped the white of Harry's lean yet muscular stomach.
"Alright, bubba. Come on. We have to get you clean." Harry slowly sat up and Y/N had to support him to the bathtub. They both got into it, Harry sitting in between Y/N's legs. She carefully massaged his shoulders and washed his hair.
"Thank you, Mummy." Harry said as he crawled back into a freshly made bed.
"Thank you, Harry. My beautiful, kind, considerate, lovely, fantastic, amazing baby boy." She kissed his forehead before cradling him in her arms and humming him to sleep.
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stratiotis-nth · 3 years
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Ever since Cas came back and turned human, it would seem he’s stopped giving a shit about literally everything. When Dean noticed this new aspect of Cas’ colorful personality, he had made himself paranoid that Cas would suddenly start flirting with him on the regular now that his big confession was out in the open.
So while Dean was scared shitless, he was confusingly disappointed when Cas didn’t do that at all.
No. The first thing the ex-angel did after surviving another encounter with death was start a Shotgun war with Sam.
And no, not the bang bang kinda shotgun.
“Shotgun!” Cas practically bellowed down the corridor as the three of them were getting ready to get dinner.
“That’s not fair, Cas! I’m in the bathroom!” Sam complained through the closed door. Cas ignored him completely as he strode past and ducked into the passenger seat of the Impala. Dean, who had been desperately trying to stay out of this war, just gave Cas a sideways smile.
“Y’know, the rules are you can’t call shotgun until you actually see the car, Cas.” He told him, his lips tugging up in amusement and…just happiness that Cas was close.
“Until Sam demands to implement this rule, I will abuse his ignorance.” Cas replied, smiling softly. Once again, every time Cas won the passenger seat, Dean wanted to ask what was with his sudden obsession with it. It wasn’t like Cas hadn’t been stubborn enough to claim it before he became human. He wondered what changed, why Cas suddenly cared about seating arrangements. But, as he had been doing ever since they got Cas back (again), Dean bit his tongue. He didn’t want to overwhelm the newly human with the tsunami of questions he had.
Sam griped the entire way to the diner, grumbling about being squished even though Dean knew there was more than enough space. Cas sat next to Dean, watching the trees amble by with a serene, totally unaffected smile on his face. Pleased as a pickle. Dean was fighting his own internal battle between his burning questions and undying amusement at Sam’s plight.
At the diner, Cas sat next to Dean. That much was hardly anything new. The two just naturally gravitated towards each other, and after Dean caught himself drifting mindlessly towards Cas more times than he could count, he stopped giving him grief about personal space.
Cas’ thigh brushed up against his almost the entire meal. Dean pretended not to notice, but internally, he was melting into a puddle of bi panic.
In the parking lot, Sam was quick to call shotgun when Cas got distracted by their waitress catching up to him and giving him her phone number. Dean was too busy bristling and snapping at Cas to hurry up to even notice Sam was sitting next to him.
Cas sulked the entire ride home, the waitress’ number stuffed into one of his pockets. Dean tried not to think that maybe Cas was saving her number for another time.
On Saturday, it was Dean’s turn to go on a food run. Sam was busy working a ghoul case with Eileen, so when Cas wanted to come along there was no yelling match over the front. He ducked into the passenger seat and just about blinded Dean’s poor weak heart with a smile that crinkled his nose.
They fought over eggs for about twenty minutes in the diary aisle. Dean win by threatening to give Sam exclusive access to shotgun. Cas relented with a glower that could have smote demons if he still had his grace.
Eventually, Sam did implement the rule about only calling shotgun with the car in sight, and as the weeks went by and Dean’s silent journey is self realization unfolded, the war at escalated. Now, neither of them could call shotgun without all three of them being in sights of the car. It had gotten bad enough that Sam and Cas waited impatiently for Dean in the garage, staring expectantly for him to round the corner so they could have their yelling match.
Cas nearly blew Dean’s eardrums out, bellowing “SHOTGUN!” loud enough to drown out Sam. He angrily opened his mouth to argue when his phone started ringing.
“It’s Eileen.” He said, his back snapping straight and immediately answering the video call. “Hey, what’s up?”
“Can you give me a ride?” Dean could hear Eileen’s voice over the tinny speakers. “My car broke down and the nearest shop is two hours away.”
“Where are you?”
“An hour away from you? It was supposed to be a surprise.”
Dean saw Sam’s face soften, the tension of worry falling away. He butted in, sticking his face in view of the camera so Eileen could read his lips.
“Just tow it here. I can patch your ride.” He said. “Sam can take the tow truck.”
“Are you sure?” Eileen asked.
“Course. ‘Sides, those guys won’t give you a fair price anyway.” Dean flapped his hand dismissively.
“Thanks, Dean.” Eileen beamed, and oh, Dean knew that smile. Mischievous and damnit, she had planned this from the start, hadn’t she? Just to get a free repair out of him. Dean squinted suspiciously at her, and Eileen just wiggled her eyebrows.
“Cas and I can pick up the curse box and meet you two back here in a few hours.” Dean said. He saw Cas immediately brighten, having secured the passenger seat.
Cas was looking particularly triumphant as they drove, his knees rocking back and forth in a content, mindless sort of way. Finally, Dean couldn’t hold back the question anymore.
He had done his work accepting the fact that he wasn’t as straight as he thought, that it wasn’t very heterosexual to stare at Cas’ lips or pop an awkward boner seeing him all cleaned up after Purgatory, or completely shutting down every time he died or getting all prickly when waitresses give him her phone number. He was gay for Cas, and he had just gotten around to accepting this. Cas said he loved him, right? so Dean shouldn’t be afraid or rejection or anything. Yeah, no he was terrified.
“Hey, Cas?”
“Yes, Dean?” He turned to him with that soft smile that Dean wanted all to himself.
“I gotta ask, man,” Dean chuckled a little awkwardly and kept his eyes firmly on the road. “Why are you so determined about sitting shotgun? You’ve never been before.”
“Ah.” Cas hummed, turning back to the road too. “I suppose now I have the freedom to pursue the things I want. Chuck is gone and my deal with the Empty is null in void. I have time to…focus my attentions on other things.”
“The things you want? What, you got a better view up here or something?”
“Well yes, the windshield does allow more viewing space.” Cas agreed. “But it’s not my main goal in doing all this.”
“Then…what is?”
“Dean.” Cas said in that ever patient, you’re-being-dumb-about-this voice. “I enjoy being up here because it allows me to be closer to you. You are the view I most admire, Dean. I’m always so helplessly drawn to you.”
Dean’s mouth had gone a little dry and his grip on the wheel was suddenly sweaty. The silence that fell was deafening. Cas didn’t even look concerned. He just sat there waiting the road as if he hadn’t just said something so…so…soft to Dean.
Helplessly drawn. Like Cas couldn’t bear being away from him. Like Dean was this perfect, magnetic thing that Cas was enchanted by, something worth having around.
With a jerk of the wheel, Dean was pulling over on the side of the empty highway in the middle of bumfuck nowhere. He threw Baby into park before twisting around and staring at Cas.
He didn’t even look vaguely concerned, the fucker. He just gave Dean a patient look.
Dean opened his mouth, and closed it. Did it again, ready to tell Cas everything. Snapped his jaw shut.
Cas watched in cool amusement. Dean felt his cheeks get hot.
“Screw this.” He grumbled to himself, before lunging across the bench, grabbing Cas’ face with both hands, and kissing him square on the lips.
He felt Cas freeze for a moment, probably in total shock, before he started moving.
Dean nearly choked on a gasp as the chapped, warm lips started pushing and devouring, Cas was suddenly the one taking charge, shoving Dean back against his window as he clambered across the seats to get on top of him.
Twelve years of pent up emotions came crashing out in a sudden burst of unstoppable passion. And as soon as it started, it seemed to have stopped. They both were panting, Dean’s jeans were tight and his entire body screamed to have Cas against him again. But Cas had made to move away, putting space between him as he looked at Dean with wide eyes.
He didn’t get very far. Dean grabbed ahold of his jacket lapels and held on tight with an iron grip, keeping Cas hovering inches above him, basically sharing air.
“Wanna hear a secret?” He whispered between heavy breathes. Cas just blinked at him. “I’ve always rooted for you getting shotgun.”
Cas’ kiss swollen lips split into a dazzling smile, and he rewarded Dean with another intense make out session. When they pulled away, Dean found the words spilling out of his mouth.
“I love you too, Cas. You can have me. God, you have had me, for years you have. Can’t believe it took me so long, I’m sorry I made you think you couldn’t have me, I’m sorry it took me so long—“
Cas shut him up with another kiss, and Dean’s ramble faded into a helpless whimper that too was swallowed up by Cas.
“Does this mean I get exclusive shotgun privileges?” Cas asked a few hours later than they finally took the curse box off the poor shopkeeper’s hands. They had arrived nearly an hour late, not that Dean (or his dick for that matter) particularly cared.
“Honestly? Play it up to Sam and he might let you get away with it for a while.” Dean chuckled. Without even thinking too hard about it, his free hand slithered over the bench, grabbing Cas’ and entwining their fingers. Something so small and simple, yet made Dean light up like a sun.
If Cas didn’t manage to convince Sam, Dean sure as hell would.
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band--psycho · 3 years
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Klaus Mikaelson x Reader-If Only You Didn’t Have To Forget
Written for the amazing @sweeterthanthis! Congratulations on hitting such a huge milestone! You totally deserve it!🥳  my prompt was ~You’re beautiful to me because you’re human. Your frailty. Your short years. Your heart. All that suddenly seems more precious than anything I’ve ever known~ (Find it in bold)
I also paired it with this request from @devilsbooksworld
I hope you all enjoy this!💛
TVD Masterlist / Klaus Mikaelson Masterlist
Warnings: Toxic relationship, mentions of death, hints of depression
“We’re done, Sean…” Y/n said, desperately trying to keep herself together as she walked away from the man she’d spent years loving.
“You can’t be serious!” Sean shouted, running after her. He grabbed her by the hand roughly, pulling her back to him.
“I can’t be serious? I walked into that party to see your tongue down some random girls throat!” She retorted back, her throat burning as the words left her mouth, her eyes lingering on the corner of his mouth where the red lipstick stain from the other girl was. The rage in Sean’s eyes was undeniable as he moved closer towards her, “I was drunk and if you’d come with me like I asked I would’ve been kissing you instead!” He seethed, his grip on her hand growing tighter.
“That’s such a fucked up thing to think let alone say! I’m your-” with a quivering breath Y/n corrected herself, “I was your girlfriend, that’s not something you do when you’re in a relationship with someone!”
Somehow she’d found the strength to pull out of his tight grip. As she pulled away she saw her ring fall from her hand but at that moment she didn’t care. There were too many emotions filling her head. She wanted to slap him, shout at him, make him feel how he’d made her feel. But as she looked at him, she realised everything her friends had told her about him was true. She’d stood up for him so many times but now she was done. He wasn’t worth it. She needed to get away from him, so with that thought in mind she made her way away from him.
“Where are you going?” Sean shouted after her.
“Home” Y/n replied bluntly, her pace increasing as she heard his footsteps following after her.
“Yknow, no one else is ever gonna want you after this! You’re not even that pretty” Sean hollered after her, “You were lucky to be with me Y/n/n. No ones ever gonna want you when I say what I’ve got to say,” he continued, storming after her as she ran down the road, trying to get away from him.
“I’m gonna make your life a-”
Y/n expected to hear an end to that sentence, but when she turned round, he was gone. Just like that he’d vanished. Her eyebrows furrowed in confusion as she tried to work out where he’d gone but she couldn’t deny the relief that washed over her body knowing he wasn’t chasing after her anymore. She ran a hand through her y/e/c hair before turning round to continue her walk home but as she turned round she saw a figure on the dimly lit street . At first she thought it was Sean but as the figure moved closer towards her, she realised it wasn’t Sean.
“Hello, Y/n,” the man said, his British accent catching her off guard. Her eyebrows furrowed again as she tried to work out who he was and  how he knew her name. She knew she wouldn’t forget someone as good looking as the man in front of her.
“Don’t worry, love, he won’t be bothering you again,” he soothed, his thumb wiping away a red mark from the side of his mouth. The way the nickname rolled off his tongue was enough to distract Y/n for a few seconds but then she realised that that mark on the corner of his mouth was blood. She mentally cursed herself as realisation dawned on her, this man was a vampire. A vampire who probably just killed her now ex boyfriend...
“Who are you?” Y/n asked, avoiding all eye contact with the man in front of her. Of course the one night she
“Oh yes, you haven’t seen me like this,” he paused for a second as a small smirk tugged at the side of his mouth, “I’m Klaus Mikaelson.”
Shit. That’s what Y/n thought when she heard the name fall from his lips. Her eyes darted to her hand before she remembered that she’d left her ring at the party. Typical. She thought to herself a small sigh falling from lips. She’d heard of Klaus. He was an original vampire...who wanted to kill Elena for some sort of weird  sacrifice.
“You’re the original vampire that wants to kill my friends…” Y/n stated, Klaus’ eyes almost beamed with pride as she said those words, “Where’s Sean?”
His eyes widened slightly, surprised by the concern that was on her voice, “Your pathetic ex is perfectly fine, I just needed a snack,” he began, his tongue slipping out of his mouth to lick his lower lip. It was such a simple action yet Y/n couldn’t deny the way her core ached when he did it. She managed to keep her composure as he continued to talk,”And as for your first point...there’s a reason I want to kill the doppelgänger,”
“Oh I’m well aware of your reasons,” Y/n scoffed, trying to brush off her growing arousal for the man in front of her.
“So what are you gonna do to me?” She asked, her voice strong and unwavering.
“Pardon?” A confused look was visible in both of their eyes.
“Well considering who you are and who my friends are I assume you’re gonna do something to me,”
“So what’re you gonna do? Kill me, compel me to hurt or kill my friends, turn me into a vampire?” She asked, noticing the look of confusion that was growing in Klaus’ eyes as he stared at her, “Why are you staring at me like that?”
“Because you’ve listed things that would terrify a normal human, yet you don’t seem scared at all,” Klaus replied, the confusion in his eyes turning into something else. A look of both adoration and worry. He couldn’t help but admire how brave she was. But it also saddened him slightly, she was so young and nothing that she listed seemed to scare her. He couldn’t help but wonder what her life had been like, had she always been this courageous or was it something that had happened recently.
“One of my best friends is dating a vampire, who also has a vampire brother, my other best friend is a vampire, the other is a witch and I’m human. Sooner or later something like this was bound to happen,” Y/n explained, snapping him out of his thoughts. He sent her a small smile,  “I’m not going to hurt you, I think you’ve been through enough tonight,” he soothed, reaching out to put a strand of her y/c/h behind her ear.
Y/n shuffled quickly away from his touch but his fingertips managed to brush against her skin, making her blush slightly. She shook her head, snapping herself back to reality now.
“Like you even care, you’re a psychotic original vampire, why would you care about me and what I’ve been through?”
“Because despite what most people think, I have a heart,” he answered back and when Y/n looked into his eyes all she saw was honesty, of course that could all be apart of his facade, “I see the pain in your eyes...it’s almost like you want to die,”
“I don’t want to, I’m just not scared of dying. It’s gonna happen one day,” she answered candidly and although her answer took her by surprise, it was the truth. Y/n wasn’t stupid. She knew the risks of being friends with who she’s friends with. It put a target on her back and unlike the majority of people in the group she had no way to defend herself nor anyone to really protect her. She was one of the least important people in the group and she knew it, she’d accepted her fate a long time ago. It was just a matter of time.
“That is a dark outlook for someone as beautiful as you to have on life,”
“It’s a realistic outlook to have given the world I’m living in, and I’m not beautiful,” She snapped, pushing past him slightly in an attempt to hide the blush that was frowning on her cheeks.
“You are,” he cooed, grabbing her hand lightly unlike Sean had.
“You’re beautiful,” he repeated, moving closer towards her, his hand stroking soothing circles on her knuckles.
“How could a vampire who’s a thousand years old think that I’m beautiful? I’m a human-“ Y/n began, trying not to think about how his touch made the butterflies in her stomach swarm and made her heart do somersaults.  
“You’re beautiful to me because you’re human. Your frailty. Your short years. Your heart,” Y/n hadn't noticed how close her and Klaus were until she felt his warm breath on her lips. That alone was enough to make all the words she’d planned on saying vanish from her mind. “All that suddenly seems more precious than anything I’ve ever known,” he continued, his voice barely above a whisper as he glanced down momentarily at Y/ns lips. He could see the fight she was having with herself mentally but he couldn’t resist her any longer. Within seconds his hands were on her waist, pulling her closer to him as he connected their lips. The kiss was much more gentle than Y/n had expected but no less passionate and it set off an explosion in her heart that she’d never felt when she’d kissed someone. It was the type of kiss that she’d only ever read about in stories. Klaus’ lips moulded against hers perfectly, like they were made for her and only her. Although part of her mind was telling how wrong all of this was, she couldn’t help but melt into the kiss. She knew this was wrong. He was the enemy. He was planning on killing her friends. But she couldn’t deny the way her heart burst when he pushed her up against a nearby wall. instinctively she wrapped her arms around the back of his neck, deepening the kiss. Being with him like this felt like nothing she’d ever experienced. It felt so...so right. She felt like she could stay in this moment forever, getting drunk off the taste of his lips.
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Neither of them had any idea how long they’d been kissing for but it was long enough to leave both of them panting slightly for air as they pulled away from the kiss, both of their minds caught up with the situation. Klaus knew what was racing through Y/ns mind, it was obvious, but he was also plagued by his own demons. He didn’t want to stop kissing her, he could’ve done it all night long if she’d let him. A small sigh left his lips as he rested his forehead against hers, momentarily glancing into her y/e/c orbs, almost getting lost in them as he imagined all the things that could be between them. But as he closed his eyes, realisation dawned on him. He knew what he had to do. He couldn’t be selfish with her, he was a monster to some but there was something about her that he just wanted to protect and protecting her, meant doing the very thing that would crush his heart. A shaky breath left Klaus’ lips as he pulled away from Y/n slightly, one of his hands moving to her chin, his finger tilting her head up, forcing those y/e/c orbs that first caught his attention to look up at him.
“Now, you are going to go home, call your friends and tell them what happened between you and Sean. You won’t remember talking to me but I truly hope you start to see the beauty in life again, you’re too young to not enjoy everything life has to offer.”  And just like that he vanished so Y/n wouldn’t see him. He watched her as she made her way home, a single tear running down his cheek as he watched her go further and further away from him.
Maybe in another universe, things could be different and he’d be able to show her how beautiful she truly was in his eyes. He’d be able to treat her the way she deserved to be treated. But alas, that was not this world and despite the way she made him feel, she had to forget everything that had happened. Klaus wasn’t stupid, he knew that her friends would use her to get to him and he couldn’t let her go through anymore pain.
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