#I'm still crying over White's death 😭
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I finally watched the final episode of DFF and I can say the ending is very satisfying, except for my poor White. I thought he would be the final survivor but he died anyway (let me mourn in silence 😭).
▪️ Non was avenged for everything, if you believe death is the perfect revenge. Fluke and Top killed themselves in some way. White was killed by his lover. Phee stopped New and killed him too. Everyone killed each others and had to face Non before dying (except White because he never knew him and was innocent… Yes I still can't accept his death. 😅)
▪️ I know the ending of this episode was a bit controversial but I believe it was interesting. I like how they made us believe, at first, Phee, Jin and Tee got away from this house and carried on with their life (except Tee, but I want to talk about this after). The normalcy of Phee and Jin life seemed truly unlikely the more they talk to each other. The color was so bright, it hurt. It felt surreal. Then they went to the place where Phee brought his two lovers and after witnessing Non, he started questioning everything and it ended right here. There is no mistake. They never left and the final image is their last resting place: the house! I found this very poetic, in some way.
Now I wanna talk about each character's ending and if it was fitted with their behavior towards Non.
▪️ Fluke never did post the video and just witnessed everything and never tried to save Non. He believed himself to be innocent in some way, because he was never the one who did anything. He was just there, following the rest of the group. He was a coward and probably (I don't know if it was implied as heavily as viewers think) relieved the group had someone else to bully. His death was fitting to mee*. He wanted to act like he never saw anything, well he didn't need his eyes anymore. Why needing eyes when you want to be blind to everything that is not you. I also don't forget how much of a bully he was also to White (Have I told you how I was protective of him? 😂). He may have not been the meanest to Non but he became also like the rest of the group after Non's disappearance. I've heard a victim of bullying often becomes a bully and you can see it with Fluke.
▪️ Top was just a nasty being. He never had any ounce of kindness and I'm surprised he survived so long. I couldn't stand him. Every time I saw his smirk I got annoyed. He was an active bully against Non. He called him "Greasy" anytime he could. He lied and used him too. I also think he never really tried to cover his wrong doings. He never minded using the wit of others to save him. He never cared about ensuring their plans would work. He thought himself to be a leader but was mostly a follower. I think his death could have been worse. Something that would match his actions more.
▪️ White, my innocent poor boy who just made the mistake of loving the wrong person, he didn't deserve his death at all. He just wanted to spend time with Tee and love him. He was faithful, kind and a bit naughty but in the good way (the candy scene!). Dying by the hand of your lover… It's just sad. Tee killed him because he thought it was Non and when he realized it, it far too late. I don't like the narrative for White. He got punished for loving the wrong guy and it doesn't sit well with me. His mistake was a small one and it was also because he never had a way to know. I don't know how the writers could have saved him because it wouldn't work well in this story, but I still don't like it. I wish I could find a good ending for him that would go well with the story, but I can't imagine anything.
▪️ New died because of Phee and it was expected. As someone said here, he was a dead man walking. He had only one goal and no one to wait for him outside. His desperation was his only fuel. He wanted to avenge his brother and it didn't matter who was in the middle of this revenge. If he survived, it would have not worked. He had to die to put a final stop to this story. It's sad to believe his entire family and himself died because of a group of self-absorbed brats. He did what he had to and left with the feeling his work was done.
▪️ Now I have to talk about Phee… How the mighty have fallen. He was the previous lover and he acted like he wanted to avenge Non. His actions at the beginning of the story showed him to be the mastermind until we discovered it was New. From that moment, his actions seemed different and less pro-actives. He wanted to save Jin (which could be understandable because he was his lover… You know feelings and everything can get in the middle of a quest for truth) but why did he want to save the bullies of his past lover and even said he consider them as friends?! That's where I started to think Phee was lost. I admit he never said he wanted to act on them. He wanted the truth, while New wanted to make them pay. Phee probably would have given the info to the authorities and expected them to take the lead there.
▪️ Jin, in his hallucination, saw himself being filmed by others while he was having sex. It's a direct link to what he did to Non. He filmed him and released the clip online. He had a weird relationship with cameras. On one hand it was his hobby and on the other hand it was also a "weapon" he used to express his jealousy towards Non. He had a crush on him and he wanted him but instead Non was with Keng. He was jealous and felt betrayed (even though he never did anything to make his feelings really known by Non) and he wanted to hurt him the way he felt he was hurt by Non. So for him to hurt his hand was the appropriate punishment. Without a hand you can't act on your "ill-feelings" and you also lose the opportunity to use it for good things anymore (such as taking pictures as a form of art).
▪️ As for Tee, it was the most fitted punishment. He couldn't deserve the happiness of being loved and in love because of his actions because he had taken Non away from being loved and in love too. Losing the reason he started to act better and rethink his life, is a true retribution. I also felt his relationship with Non was the most interesting. There was this tension between them, especially when Non ended up at the service of his Uncle. Tee was in hell and instead of trying to find a way out, he dragged Non along with him, while still thinking he had no other choice. Tee grew up in a toxic environment, but we saw he could find a way out when surrounded with the right opportunity such as his meeting with White. The fact he met White, while finding a way to help Non get away from his Uncle is proof how "good" actions can lead to even better things while "bad" actions, like making Non being the scapegoat for the broke camera, leads to worse things. To be honest, the false ending of Jin, Phee and him being away from the house, is the best punishment for his actions if the idea is to really punish him. He is alive, but he has to live with the idea of killing his love and losing his so-called friends. He then get consumed by his thoughts. Very gothic!
To finish, I would like to say I had so much fun watching this series, reading about it here and writing the longest texts in English I've ever made. Even having people commenting on them and being able to exchange was truly a delight. I liked everything. I'm a bit sad it's already the end. I hope we'll get to watch the actors in other series. I found most of them to be good. I also like how this BL breached out of the typical BL's stories (even if I still enjoy them too). I like when they try to innovate and create something different. Let's hope we'll get another one soon as entertaining and compelling as this one. Thanks for the ride.
#my thoughts#thai series#thai bl#bl drama#bl series#random thoughts#dff the series#dead friend forever the series#dead friend forever#dff spoilers#episode 12#final episode#be on cloud#It was a satisfying ending#I'm still crying over White's death 😭#I don't mind if none of the theories was right it was so much fun to imagine them#Saturday will be different without DFF
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Alright so the TOH brainrot has come back in full force after the finale came out so now i too am making one of them lists of things that i liked/stuck out to me. Also sorry if this ends up just being a bunch of incoherent nonsense
HOLY SHIT TITAN!LUZ. the design is so cool what more can i say. Furthermore,
HOLY FUCK LUZ DIED????? i was so not expecting that and good lord was it heartbreaking. Eda and King's reaction to Luz's death were also heartbreaking, and so was the Collector finally realizing what death really is. And oh my god puppet!Camila crying as the balls of light pass by her, showing us that she has had the realization that her daughter died. After the grief and trauma of losing Manny, Camila and Luz had a heart to heart which made their bond stronger than ever, only for Camila to lose Luz aswell.
LUZ SAID THE THING! NOW EAT THIS SUCKAAAAAA!!!!!
THE BOILING ISLES IS BIGENDER BABY! i honestly love the titan so much now. His bad girl coven t-shirt and glyph pants and dad-bod are absolutely everything. (Also what's with the little hooty worm sticking out of her eye socket??)
The goddamn bread pun 😭 that warms my heart so much
The raeda in this episode was IMMACULATE. I was really hoping for a kiss but i'm still happy with what WAD gave us. The loving stares, Raine's absolute joy when Eda and Titan!Luz came to their rescue in the throne room, the hugs and nuzzles, the cuddling in their new nest, etc. They seem so relaxed and happy at the end. The world has been saved and now they can finally live their lives together and rekindle their relationship. Oh and how could i forget the EARRING SWAP!! they're wearing eachother's earrings!!! I've seen quite a few ppl interpreting the exchanging of earrings/jewelry as a marriage custom in the demon realm, implying that Eda and Raine are married in the timeskip. I never cared much for the idea of raeda getting married but you know what? I like this headcanon.
Raine whistling raine's rhapsody/eda's reqiuem.
Hunter is a palisman carver! And he has a new palisman! Apparently the little blue jay's name is Waffles and that's just adorable.
Raine also has a palisman now and it's a little fox! I wonder what their name is though.
The entire hexsquad has matching Flapjack tattoos! Also Flapjack's grave, that gave me so many feels. But im so happy to see how Hunter has healed!
Harpy Lilith!
Eda is the principal of a school now?
Eda's hook arm! Also just everyone's new outfits/appearances in general. I love Raine's fully white hair and their scars and their outfit just oozes gender. I love Luz's outfit and punk eyeliner. I love Amity's hairstyle. I love how Lilith kept her short ginger hairstyle. I love Gus's new hair and his little beard. I love Willow's shorter hair and sporty outfit. Mattholomule has a real mustache now!
Fuck yeah they figured out how to remove sigils so now the BI residents can do magic like the Titan really intended!
Aladarius canon??
Everyone reuniting with their dads. Amity running to Alador whilst Odalia just stands at the side with an annoyed face. Fucking priceless. Willow's dads kissed on screen! Hunter thinking no one would be there for him only for Darius and Eberwolf to show up and accept him into their family. my heart 😭❤️
Eda and Camila finally got to meet!
Luz reuniting with King and Eda made me sob so unbelievably hard.
Luz and Vee graduated together!
Luz goes to college in the demon realm!
I thought she was giving all her Azura stuff away at first but i think she's actually bringing it all with her to college.
I love everything about Luz's quinceañera (or should i say KING-ceañera)
I love the very last part where every character we've come to know and love over these 3 wonderful years (except Odalia lmfao) say "Byeee!" to the audience. What a perfect way to end this series.
I think that's it lol i have so many thoughts
#lizard-dumbass talks about stuff#text post#toh spoilers#the owl house#raine whispers#eda clawthorne#lilith clawthorne#luz noceda#hunter toh#willow park#amity blight#gus porter#alador blight#odalia blight#belos#phillip wittebane#darius deamonne#raeda#raine x eda#lumity#flapjack toh#titan!luz#the collector#watching and dreaming#vee toh#camila noceda#eberwolf#king toh#i think that's everyone#so many characters to tag lol
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i'm still here // dad!thor odinson x daughter!reader
!!!ENDGAME SPOILERS!!!
Summary: your brought back after 5 years...
Warnings: literally a single cuss word from rocket, fear of being alone, crying, character death mentioned, overall fluff,
Age: 16
A/N: hope yall like this one too 🥰
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You felt weightless, like you were floating. You gained physical consciousness soon after this. You were laying flat on your back on the forest floor, arms curled up as if you were trying to hold something.
You sat up and looked around to see more avengers also confused. You looked around and realized, your dad wasn't there like he was before you passed out.
"Dad?" You whimpered out, trying to find him. You whipped your head around as you heard sparkling behind you.
"Who the h3ll are you?" Rabbit asked (srry i love calling him that)
"Come on its been five years, we...the avengers need you" strange told you all. You blinked at him a few times in confusion, "its been how long!?" You shouted, eyes wide.
Strange helped you up and you all fell into the portal.
You had just started fighting the alien dogs. Not knowing what to do. You soon found yourself outnumbered by these dogs. You were trying to get them away but it did nothing.
You were pinned on the ground, they kept trying to get to you but tony flew by and blasted them for you. "Thanks!" You yelled at him, he nodded in response before flying off to the distance.
You stood up to brush yourself off, and your father was standing a few feet away from you, just staring in shock.
You gasped as you made eye contact with him, tears welled up in his eyes.
He pulled you Into a strong hug quickly. He squeezed you so hard you thought you might d!e.
He pulled away to look at your face, he let out a sad chuckle as he looked at you, innocently looking back up at him.
He held you to his chest as he sobbed. Yes, your father always acted like nothing and no one could make him cry, or even make him emotional. But when it came to you, he was a verryyy delicate flower.
"Im still here." He whispered to you.
He had lost everyone in his life, his mother, his father, his brother, his best friend, his lover, and the one person he couldn't let go of, You. But you, unlike anyone, came back to him. And healed his broken heart. He was the only person you had as well, after losing your uncle and watching it happen before your eyes hurt like no other.
Another space dog ran at you two and tony, once again, swept past and blasted it. "Second time! Not helping you anymore" he quickly spoke before flying away.
"We should help" you told thor. "Yes, we should" he smiled sadly, finally having something in life.
You both continued to fight together. You looked to your left after a while, to see tony, on his knees, with the stones.
Tony acted like your father when thor wasn't around, he was also your best-est friend, other then thor. Even once accidentally calling him dad. And though he would always deny it, he saw you as his daughter.
You gasped and covered your mouth as he said the words, "i.... am.. iron man" and snapped. You ran over to him immediately, Peter got to him before you. He sobbed out a small, pained "tony..." you held him as he cried.
You were the first one to Kneel before tony, a helpless tiny human, had saved the universe on his own. Everyone followed your actions.
You sobbed for days after this tragic event, your dad had to hold you up on his funeral because you were crying so much.
"Im still here" thor muttered to you as he held you close too him. It took a while to get over but eventually, it happened.
You found out through pepper that you and peter were the god parents for morgan 😭 thor was with every step of your healing, he thought leaving your side was a bad idea. Or he just missed you over the years lol.
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@animealways // @white-wolf-buckaroo // @tonystark-au // @yummyangy // @zebralover // @carellmcu
#thor odinson x daughter reader#thor odinson#daughter!reader#infinity war#reader insert#avengers#loki laufeyson#uncle loki#frigg#dad!thor odinson#marvel mcu#mcu
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Heyy, I hope you're doing fine ! I just love your prompts and your characters are always well written !
Also the NSFW is *chef's kiss* however I'm a slut for angst and I have a prompt for you when you have time :
So I'd like to know once the proxies are established with fem!reader, like they get steady-ish with her, how would they react if she dies/disappear ? Thank youuu ♡︎♡︎
Thank you so much!!Also,I LOVE THIS PROMT😭💞
Warnings: death and dark themes,angst
If you suddenly disappeared they would hardly assume a demon got you,that would be near impossible considering your skills
None would consider your death.Sure,maybe you ran away and that would make somewhat more sense.
"That stupid bitch wouldn't." Masky hissed,throwing the cigarette on the ground and smashing it with the tip of his boot.
Running away from Slenderman it's an impossible mission for all the creeps,including yourself.He would make sure to bring you back or to torment you until you break down and come back.It's only on HIS terms if he decides to let someone go,and even then he would always know where they are
"He wouldn't let..let go of h-her." Toby said,nervously rubbing the back of his head while EJ simply sighed while looking out of the window to the forest with him.
They would search your room for leads,considering the possibility of a runaway
None got any notice from The Operator,and none asked.That's why the three of them looked for you in the forest for two days before putting Smile to search for you
Masky's nerves were over the roof and he already consumed one month worth bottle of pills while Hoodie started to lose his calm demeanour,yet it was subtle,you could tell by the tapping of his foot
Surprisingly, Toby didn't get into a fight with Masky first but rather with Hoodie.
"Fucking hell guys." he suddenly snapped,taking fast steps towards the white masked man."If-If f-fucking only you would keep your m-mouth shut she-she wouldn't do this!" Toby yelled at Masky,still thinking about the slight possibility you are still alive.
Brian made his way to the younger man and held him by the collar of his jacket."Shut the fuck up,Rogers.This time-shut up." he demanded,still keeping his voice as cold as possible.
In the same night all of them got the news from Smile's owner about your death.
Their relationship would grow significantly colder,even between the pair of closer friends
The nights of the long missions all of them stayed beside a camp fire and made passive aggressive jokes towards each other disappeared along with you
Your name wouldn't be bought up,but whenever it would be a fight would erupt.It would be Toby who would bring you up the most,almost as if he's blaming the others for your death
Did they cry?The younger man had a few breakdowns who resulted in a lot of restless nights,after all you were the only one who was there for him and now he remained alone between two psychopaths who were barely human.
Masky would have moments where he would simply stare into the void,but he would claim he's actually glad you're no longer there,that's why him and Hoodie would get violent with each other
Tim on the other hand even bought a flower to the tree both of you used to talk before,it was his way of apologising on behalf of all of his fucked up doings towards you
"Damn,you are really gone,and now things are worse than they were before"
Hoodie doesn't make an effort to hide the way he feels,it doesn't make sense to hide it.He would sit down and run a hand trough his hair and he would go back to work,he secretly drowns his feelings into it
The loss of your presence it's too obvious for their liking,almost to the point the other residents acknowledged the way their dynamics changed
I don't see them going back to normal for a few years,even then their relationship would still have a cool tone attached to it.
I can see Toby keeping an object from your room with him and if Masky would notice it he would throw a tantrum
Hoodie and Masky were the ones to empty your room,while his friend went with it quite fast and quiet,Brian took his time to notice all the small details about how you really were in your life
Masky acts like you ran away just for a reason to be angry with you,it keeps him occupied from the guilt that finally caught up to him
People cannot be replaced,even if someone similar would come in they still don't have your name attached to it,and if they do they will never be you.
#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta headcanons#creepypasta#headcanons#y/n#tim wright#tim wright x reader#brian thomas#brian thomas x reader#brian x reader#masky x reader#hoodie x reader#toby x reader#creepypasta scenarios#ticci toby headcanons#tobias erin rogers#masky headcanons#hoodie headcanons#toby headcanons#creepypasta proxy#creepypasta proxies
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Hi, anom from recently who binge-read most of IEU:SIR. I finally read the No Capes AU. Thank you for putting so much fluff before the death and making the death relatively short in comparison.
I love how Dick still had no clue about the vitiligo. It's so funny.
Bruce's speech even made me teary-eyes. But more than that, the hug. That simple line "Whole. Jason felt whole"
And how AU!Dick sees Robin has something to share with them, when Jason just found out the origin of the name Robin.
I took a look at the next chapter and O.O WOW how many words are those? I don't think I can read all that in a single day. Heck, not even in two day.
But yes, I love No Capes AU and really wholesome chapter
Thank you so muchh for reading!!! I know it's a heavy story, and honestly, it's getting hard writing death after death after death, so I can't even imagine reading it. (I will a couple months after finishing writing the fic and I come back to read my own work with fresh eyes.)
It's just a funny little gag. Like Dick is super smart and competent, but "Jason? White streak? Must be from Magic."
I knew this chapter was going to HIT when I started crying while writing the speech. Cus I literally haven't cried over my own writing since.... I think the Toddler Jason chapter, because writing that completely desensitized me.
And Jason feeling like he finally has a support system is where I was getting to this entire fic. It's a subplot lmao.
I'd like to think that since No Capes AU Dick (and Bruce) probably went to therapy, instead of punching bad guys at night, and he's basically been Cass's older brother since he was 10, he would be more open to the whole family and siblings idea. And I don't think Normal Dick ever had a problem with sharing Robin, it wasn't Bruce's to give away, and that's why he was somewhat upset. But it was never with Jason.
The four AUs I had vividly in mind since the beginning were the Toddler AU, the No Capes AU, the AU you're currently reading, and the Last AU which I'm not gonna say anything about just yet because I still haven't started writing it
The chapter "A Better Ressurection: Part one" Is basically a third of the word count. It's 23,000 (give or take) out of 60,000 and that's not even the entire AU 😭😭😭😭. It's super long, because they're in that universe for much longer than they are for most of the other ones, and there's just a lot of info I need to stuff in there and space out just so that it isn't rushed and the foreshadowing doesn't feel glaringly obvious (it still is kinda obvious tho lmao) Lowkey, I've been hinting at this AU since the first chapter, but I barely remembered that I did that, so...
I loved the no Capes AU too. It was like the other married Talia and Bruce AU but even more family vibes.
#jason todd#batman#batfam#dc comics#red hood#dick grayson#bruce wayne#damian wayne#ask me questions#ask me anything#asks#ask
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Sorry sorry but I can't help myself, the power this man holds I swear. I feel like aaron and brian just fit them so right??
Sorry for the angst, I actually wanted to save it for when you're requests are open but I thought it's too sad and you might not want to write it. Is it ok if I extend it a little and send it a few days later? (Apologies if it's too much but you've just awoken something in me that I didn't know I had)
But I'm so in love wirh the idea that you'd be that one unfathomably cool trio that is just so reckless and chaotic. We'd be the brain of the group (if that makes sense) and the only one who thinks before we act. Feel like we would be able to handle ourself in small fights, so he sometimes just stands there, awe struck, watching you like, yep, that's my girl. But god forbid someone manages to lay a finger on you, he'll see red. He WILL choke the man to death, no questions asked.
In the novel it is mentioned that he likes to read while on missions (when he has the time that is) so I can just imagine him grabbing two books for both of you as you sit and read like the classy couple that you two are. ("Killed 12 people and y'all are over here reading." lem, probably)
This is so self indulgent so I apologize but if you're first language isn't english, he WILL learn a few things just for you. He adores the surprised look on your face, followed by that pretty smile and laugh of yours.
In an interview with aaron and brian, aaron looked confused at the word "simp" and I can just picture that with tan and lem. He doesn't spend that much time on the internet so when lem hits him with the "You're whipped." or "Man's got it down bad." he'd look so confused.
Ok but imagine you trim his moustache, omg, he'll have you sit on his lap, his hands gently placed on your waist, you'd be too focused to notice the soft look in his eyes. "Darlin' stop smiling, I'll mess up." he mutter a sorry but the smile still remains present on his face.
Rewatched the movie, love the way this man looks in his full suit. Gotta ask, what's your fav scene of him? Or maybe your fav line of his? I'm in love with the way he explains the white death's backstory, he looks so good in that scene too. Also like the way he says tickety-boo, it's just so silly. Again, I'm so sorry, I said I'll wait a few days but I just couldn't. Just when I send in the ideas I get new ones, no thoughts, head empty, only tan. If you want I'll write them in my notes and save them for few days later.
💺 anon
hii!
1. not to worry, he still has me in one too. and right?!?
2. don’t worry about it!! was a beautifully sad idea. yes yes!! you’re more than welcome to expand it
3. YES!!! like the brainy/ maybe techy one. I feel like he’d let you have your moment/ revenge/ fighting time etc until it gets too close, like he knows you can handle yourself and don’t need a guy to defend/ protect, but tan wouldn’t risk it. like after a few minutes if you’re still fighting, he’ll come and help (he knows you could’ve done it, but again he didn’t wanna risk you getting killed/ really badly injured) you’re like “I nearly had him” and he’s like “yeah, I know” but he’s grinning and checking you over for cuts/ wounds etc
4. UGHH I LOVE THAT!! very classy, sitting in first class, legs crossed reading the same book😩 that lem moment😭😭perfect
5. omg yes!!! even more cute and perfect if it’s broken and the verbs and tenses are wrong and he says something in different language and you’re like “you said, ‘I am very beautiful’” 😭😭😭 and you’re trying not to laugh or embarrass him
6. AHAHAHA yes!! I feel like lem knows lots of the lingo, and tan is at a loss, “peng? what the fuck is peng” “what the fuck does that mean?” so lem is always educating him on the words. I feel like he sounds old when he asks about it, like “when did people stop saying …” “what’s wrong with saying …”
7. 🫠🫠🫠🫠 that’s all I gotta say about that one, omg!!?! melting and crying at that thought. WANT THAT
8. well… I haven’t watched it in a while, but I have many memorable moments. so I love when he walks off the train and lighting his cig (for obvious reasons) when he’s punching the back train window (again, for obvious reasons) when he and lem are debating the 16/17 kill count. and quotes … “you following me? stop… arsehole” and something along the lines of “story about when gordon met percy and how percy’s bleeding from his fucking eye sockets” “not particularly, no” “some 80s dance off, innit” AAAAHH NEED TO REWATCH IT AGAIN SO BAD
don’t worry about it bby, if and evenever you get ideas, keep them in your notes and then like this time and last send them over. don’t worry about sending in a few days, if you wanna, send them when you want. I said send too many times😭😭 hope you catch my drift
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Piarles + 40 from the kiss prompts ('because the world is ending') 🫶
anna please... you destroyed me with this one 😭 This is a rough one so I'm warning you all in advance.
cw// implied character death(s)
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“How’s your family?”
Charles looks up, eyes glassy and nose still red and runny from crying. “They’re okay,” he manages to choke out. “Well-- they’re as okay as they can be. They’re together at least, that—that's enough.”
It has to be. They don’t have much left, not when death is at their doorstep.
The end of the world barely had time to register with Charles until now. Just this morning he woke up ready to race as he always has when news started to spread that a rogue asteroid had slipped past all detection and was on a collision course with earth by sunset. All hell broke loose not long after, by noon all forms of logistics and transportation had disappeared as everyone did everything, anything they could to make use of what little time they had.
He was spared from the chaos when Pierre found him and all but dragged him to his hotel room to hunker down and stay safe, using their phones to keep track of any news that comes in about their impending doom.
“What about yours?” Charles sniffles. “Are they...”
“They’re with their families,” Pierre confirms. His hair is disheveled, and tears are still streaming down his cheeks. He’s curled up at the foot of the bed with his knees pressed up against his chest, and Charles can’t remember when was the last time Pierre looked so small.
Still, it’s not like they care much about appearances when it’s just the two of them, and that goes doubly so when the end of the world is upon them, so Charles scooches over and presses himself as close to Pierre as possible like they’re still little kids huddling from the cold and rests his head on Pierre’s shoulder.
“How much time do we have left?” Charles asks.
Pierre shudders. “I don’t know. I don’t think I want to know.”
Somehow, Charles’ hand finds Pierre’s and they grip onto each other like a lifeline. Charles can feel the circulation getting cut off, but he can’t find it in himself to care, not when Pierre’s grip is so strong and warm.
“Probably for the best,” Charles agrees.
They sit in silence for a while, and it’s both companiable and immense. What else can they say? What words are there that could possibly hope to give comfort and fit in a time like this?
Somehow, someway, Pierre finds those words.
“For what it’s worth,” Pierre says. “I’m glad I got to spend these last moments with you.”
Charles breath hitches, his chest hollow and heavy, but when he opens his mouth to reply, he finds that the words escape his lips quite easily. “Me too. I’m happy that I’m with you.”
It makes its own sense, in a way. They’ve walked on the same path for so long, always by each other’s side, it’s only fitting that they reach the end together.
Charles pulls his head away from Pierre’s shoulder to get one last, good look at him, something to commit to memory for wherever Charles goes next, only to find Pierre looking straight at him with his big, blue eyes, all but ready to burst once more.
He’s not sure who inches closer first, nor who it is that initiates, only that in one moment they were staring at each other, and in the next they’re locking lips, the space between them all but disappearing.
Charles pours everything he has into the kiss, all the love that he’s bottled up inside, all his regrets, all his joy, and he feels Pierre respond in kind. This is everything he has ever wanted. He wishes this had happened sooner, he’s happy he has the chance to have this in the end, he never wants to let Pierre go.
Where else would they be?
Where else could they go but here?
It’s in this soft, loving embrace that Charles’ world turns into bright, white light, but throughout it all, Pierre never let go.
kiss prompts
#i cried.#also im throwing this out in the middle of wimbledon date breakdown. godspeed.#piarles#f1 rpf#my writing
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🌸 😭 for sweet boy Vince
CW: PTSD, referenced alcoholism and withdrawal, referenced death
Takes place after the end of the Same Bed Arc
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"You can't cry in there." The voice is raspy and muffled through the door. The pounding of a fist against it, though, is louder. Vince leans over, elbows on his knees and his hands pressed against his face. His palms are sweaty, it trickles down the back of his neck to soak into his t-shirt, joining the damp spots already growing. Designer shirts soak up sweat and tears just like the cheap ones, in the end.
He doesn't answer the voice.
Maybe if he doesn't answer, it'll just go away, and leave him here to be miserable and self-pitying and all the things the podcasts his old therapist used to tell him to listen to tell him not to be. Visualize self-confidence growing within you, like you've planted a seed of understanding...
He might be laughing, now. It's sort of hard to tell, because tears are still dampening his cheeks underneath his palms. His shoulders are shaking, just like his hands.
"I don't understand anything," He mutters, and wonders how many people would hate him if they knew the truth, that Vincent Shield is hiding in a house in a poor neighborhood, that he loathes his fortune and fame, that it was never worth the price he agreed to pay.
It had never been worth the deal he and Carlotta Grant had agreed to, it had never been worth all the nights he sat up drinking until he drowned out the voice of Owen against his ear. It wasn't worth Kauri's desperate dying struggle to survive on top of him. It wasn't ever worth it.
God, he wants a drink.
He needs a drink.
A moment later, the pounding starts up again. "Hey! I said you can't cry in there!"
Vince groans, sitting back up and rolling his head back to stare up at the ceiling as he drops his hands, silently entreating the flat off-white tile marked with evidence of a half-dozen repairs made over the decades to somehow intervene with him on this.
Nothing happens.
"Why the hell can't I?" He asks, willing his voice to stay calm and even. It only wobbles a little. He's sort of proud of that.
Once an actor, always an actor. Good job, Shield, too bad you're pretty sure you'll never act again.
"Because the other bathroom's broken, remember? Go cry somewhere else, literally anywhere fucking else, dumbass!"
Vince pushes to his feet, reluctantly, and goes to the door, pulling the little hook up to unlock it. It swings open inside on creaky old hinges, and he's face to face with Nat's only current resident runaway. "Fine. I'll go. Hope you're happy."
"I wasn't made for happiness." Jameson's eyes narrow, searching his face. "You look like shit, Shield."
"Thanks," Vince says heavily, moving past him into the hallway. "You look like someone got real drunk and took a lawn mower to your head and the grass just started growing back in."
He waits for the vitriol Jameson will spit, but there's only silence. Vince makes it a few steps before guilt makes him turn back, mouth open to apologize.
But Jameson doesn't look angry. Instead, he's looking at him over his shoulder. And he's smiling, crooked and pulled up more on one side than the other, emphasizing a deep scar from some long-ago blade. "Hey, so you do have a spine. Nicely done."
"Uh... thanks. Look, I'm sorry, I'm just having some trouble-"
"We're all having trouble. I've said worse things to better people. Just... you know what, come on." Vince, despite being about ten years older, is pulled along like a child when Jameson grabs him by the wrist, down the upstairs hallway to a room at the end of the hall. When the door opens, Vince is hit with the smell of old paper, books and dust and time. The room's a disaster area - just piles of storage. A giant old wooden desk with boxes and boxes on top of it. There's boxes stacked everywhere, some half-open, some closed. Yellowing papers half-fall from old photo albums.
"Wh-... what-"
"You can cry in here," Jameson says, letting his arm drop and gesturing inside. "I do. Or my closet, but this is a good spot, because you're alone and people mostly don't look. You can get under the desk, or, like, look real sad out the window... I get it. This is where I go when I want to think about him but I don't want to talk about him, you know?"
Vince's throat tightens, and he has to swallow past the growing constriction. His bruises are fading, now, but the memory of Owen's hands around his throat never seems to leave. He looks over at a framed photo on the wall, black-and-white, of two people that look immensely unhappy squinting out at whoever held the camera. "Him?"
"Yeah. Mine was a 'him'. Yours is that Owen motherfucker. There's always somebody to cry about, right? And... I don't know. You, uh. You seem like maybe you loved yours, a little bit, too."
"No, I-... I didn't want him like th-that-... I told him no-"
"I didn't say that you wanted to fuck him, Shield. I just said maybe you loved him a little, before all the trying to murder you shit." Jameson shrugs. "Fuck off if you don't like it, it was just a thought. Just trying to help, fuck me for trying."
This time, when he turns to go, Vince is the one who grabs his arm with one hand. Jameson turns to look back at him, and Vince searches his face, trying to understand what he sees there. Derision, dismissal, but something like compassion, too.
"Wait," Vince says, and his voice is hoarse. He can feel tears all over again, and he fights hard to push them down. How was it always so easy to cry on command in the movies, but he can't control shit now that he's here and it's over? "Wait, just. I'm sorry. You're right. He was my-... my best friend, when we were kids. He was my... my only real friend, ever, before Nat."
"That creep was your only friend? That's really fucking sad," Jameson says, and they both laugh - Vince the airy breathy laughter of someone about to fall apart, and Jameson the barely-there sound of someone trying not to mock, just gently rib towards good humor.
"It is, oh my God, it is so fucking sad," Vince groans, and finds himself sliding to the ground, ignoring the spike of pain right up his spine. He isn't fully healed yet. It aches, in so many places. It aches deep inside of him worse. "We did everything together, for years. We were everything for-... for each other. For years. And I-... I had to-"
"I know." Jameson, with a grunt of pain of his own, slowly makes his way down to seated as well. He has to balance himself carefully, and Vince notices how his legs don't quite bend all the way, how he kicks them out to one side.
"Yeah, I just-... I thought I'd gotten away, and then he sent flowers and showed up at my house and then there was-... I thought he'd killed Kauri. I think he had his corpse on top of me, that it was over, it... It was like watching him murder me, from outside myself, like... like watching myself die under his hands, because I c-couldn't save me, and just... I had to-... I had to-"
"You did." Jameson nods, and when he reaches out Vince grabs onto his hands and holds tight. "You had to do it, Shield, I get it. I did it, too, twice. I'd do it again. But... but I get how it doesn't... leave your head, after, does it?"
"No," Vince says, and his voice breaks. His head drops as the sob escapes his attempts to hold it back, and he leans forward, with Jameson pulling him gently, until his forehead rests on the other man's shoulder, until his hands are gripped into the fabric of an old thrift-store t-shirt. Until the tears break through again and he doesn't quite drown, because someone else is holding him up. "I see it-... every night I see how he looked when I-... but I h-had to-"
"You had to," Jameson repeats, softly. He slides his arms slowly around Vince. "You had to, and Kauri's alive because you did. You saved a life."
"I took a life-"
"You saved Kauri's when you did. And yours. Sometimes the motherfuckers have to die so that you don't, that's how it works for us. And you never wore a collar, but you're one of us, or good as anyway."
"I murdered someone!"
"But he didn't get to murder you."
Vince clings to that small, slim thread of comfort, the single shining bright spot in the well of darkness within him. And Jameson holds on until Vince is ready - and able - to let go.
"Jesus, I want a drink so much," Vince says, and hates himself for the childlike whine in his voice, hates the way his mouth is dry and his hands keep shaking. "I just want a drink-"
"Sorry, no booze allowed," Jameson says, but there's no vitriol in his voice any longer. "But can I interest you in a can of Spam she has in the kitchen cabinets for some godawful reason? That's kind of like alcohol, in that it's probably really bad for your liver."
They both laugh again, and Vince shakes his head, hair brushing the side of Jameson's neck. "N-no thanks. But... thanks, Jameson."
"Yeah, whatever. Come in here if you want to cry, it's a good spot for it. But don't use the fucking bathroom for it anymore, at least 'til she gets the downstairs fixed."
"Right. God, I was living in a mansion before this-"
"Yeah, it was fuck-ugly and looked like if a refrigerator married the internet and had an awful baby. This house is better. Now, I need to go to the bathroom for real."
With another grunt of pain, Jameson pulls away to get to his feet, and Vince watches him leave, how he limps a little when he wasn't limping just a few minutes ago. How it must have cost him to get down on the floor and back up again.
He looks around at the room full of the passage of time, and exhales as he takes in the dust and the age of everything around him.
"Yeah," He breathes, and finds himself calming. "This house is better."
#whump#vincent shield is not a hero#jameson bb#ptsd tw#referenced death#referenced murder#nightmares tw#trauma recovery#recovering whumpee#trauma recovery tw#bbu#box boy universe#grumpy caretaker#caretaker and whumpee#healing injuries
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I found a Notes file from my descent into emotional turmoil as I watched the last four episodes of The Clone Wars. Enjoy
But why is the logo red. It's supposed to be yellow 😰
Ashoka's talking to Anakin for the first time since walking away 😭
Anakin's having a whole mental break down over seeing her again.
The graphics this season and episode are amazing. The best visuals for the worst to come.
They're all back together 😭😭
R2 is so excited to see her, poor little guy.
Not Bo Katan pulling the Satine card on Obi-Wan.
The whole 501st standing to attention for Ashoka with her colors and markings on their helmets. Is this the last time they're all not affected by the chips?!
HER LIGHTSABERS?! Is Anakin about to give her her lightsabers?!?!
Commander Rex. He deserved that being more than an on the flu decision.
He did give her her lightsabers back 😭
"I took care of them, they're good as new. Maybe a little better" 😭
"Anakin. Good luck." Is that the last time? I'm so nauseous with the impending last time he'll be Anakin and his first time he'll become Vader to her.
I cannot get over how good the animation is. This is so unfair. They need to go back and redo the entire series.
Rex and Ashoka having moments before battle together. I'm unwell.
Badass landing!!! Let's go!
"Beat you." I swear if Rex dies or becomes a soulless drone😭
the lack of music during the opening sequence and credits is foreboding.
I wonder if the moment may be upon us.
I’m going to be sick
Dooku is dead. It’s coming.
Tell Anakin. Did he? Did he???
I keep having tears well up. I’m unprepared. 18 years and I’m unprepared.
They have Jesse.
At this point is it a mercy of the clone dies before order 66? That way they still have their own faculties?
If anyone had asked me during season one if I thought I’d become attached to the clones the answer was a resounding no. But now I just want to gather them all to me and hide them like they’re all little ducklings who need protecting.
Why did Maul want Obi-Wan /and/ Anakin?
What was the dream?!
Maul trying to team up with Ahsoka was extremely unexpected!
She’s going to help him?!
He is the key to everything. To destroy.
She knows. She knows. She knows.
I know Anakin. 😭
It’s looks so real it’s feels like live action
She’s become so strong.
We’re all going to die. You don’t know what they’re doing.
Why is it that the site are telling the truth and no one was ever listening to hear it?
2nd to last episode. This is it. I’m already crying.
I wish I was good at something other than war.
Mace Windu over here pissing me off. Ahsoka knows more!!! Get off your high horse and listen to her!!!
I’ll tell him myself when I see him.
Rex is a real one for not sharing what Ahsoka didn’t with the council.
Saying deserved to see her planet be free.
What ever happened to Korkie??? Did he die and I don’t remember it happening?
Is this box actually force user proof?
Rex and Ahsoka traveling through space, one last time.
She’s saluting him.
Is that the last time? Did I just lose Rex as I’ve known him?
It’s happening.
He’s trying to fight it
He’s gone. He’s sending them to find her.
The droids are so upset, their people aren’t acting right.
Fives!!! She’s looking up what Fives found, FINALLY!!!
Stupid Kaminoans. Rex told Padme 🥲
Is it now that the troopers have lost their ability to aim?
Tazing Rex, gotta love droids.
Is she going to be able to save him? Can she save him after the order has been given?
It’s not there 😭
“I am one with the force and the force is with me.”
They found jt!!!
He’s back!
Oh my god he’s back.
He’s the only one. How many can she save? Can she save more?
Last episode.
Not the monk singing
Victory and death.
What victory 😭
They’re only stunning. I love my 501st commanders.
The clones are starting to appear in their white uniforms.
Why is Maul destroying the hyper drive? Now they’re just sitting ducks.
If they weren’t trying to kill us I’d be proud.
What moon are they by?
There’s no way. There’s no way they’re getting to a shuttle.
There are too many. Besides I don’t want to hurt them.
Loyal Ahsoka.
Rex is crying!!! I can’t. Please. I can’t.
I love her so much.
They may be willing to die, but I’m not willing to kill them.
I love these droids so much.
Mail was an interesting villain but if he’s going to steal this shuttle without Ahsoka and Rex on it then I hope he gets forced choked out.
That was a cool move with the force and double lightsabers.
Not the droids popcorning the clones.the droids!!!!
They’re all gone. The entire 501st.
It’s just Rex now.
They buried them all of them. Their helmets 😭😭😭
She left her lightsaber. I guess they’re not the same since Anakin was the one to return them.
Who are these droids? Why are they in their Hoth gear?
Vader.
He found the wreck.
When is this?
He found her lightsaber. Oh my god he knows she’s alive.
Does she know Obi-wan and yoga are still alive??? Does she know that Padme died? Does she know about the twins? I have questions!
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TOMORROW'S LAND.
Piring: Eventual!Dean Winchester x reaper!reader
Series summary: The reader is sent to the United States to guide Dean Winchester's soul to Jumadeung where The Jade Emperor offers him a job for a year and a half, because his life was far from over.
Episode summary: Dean receives an interesting proposal that the reader doesn't know what it is.
Warnings: main character death, angst, not reviewed, English isn't my first language, more?
Words count: 3.5k
A/n: I didn't know what time Dean was born, so I just added a random time. I'm thinking of doing background stories, so the main story doesn't get boring... what do you think? Constructive criticism is appreciated. Do you have an idea for the next chapter? send me an ask💗
Disclaimer: Rights reserved The CW and Netflix. I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this fanfic. The writers, directors, producers, and the CW and Netflix own the quoted characters! This fanfic is for the entertainment of the audience, fans of the series and those who haven't gotten over Dean's death, like me!😭😭😭
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“Dean Winchester, born at 4h10, on the 24th of January 1979.” I said while he looked at me alertly. “This life has been harvested.”
I looked at that poor soul, he shouldn't be dead, but it's something he asked for, he let himself go. If he wanted he could let his brother, Samuel, save him. He would have a chance to live, but I know that the apple pie life he wants so much would not be possible, there are people to be saved.
He thinks more of others than himself. But, for the first time in his life, he allowed himself to think about him, and how he could rest.
He was tired, it was remarkable.
“Who are you?” he asked, his defensive manner making me want to laugh.
“Please, follow me.” I turned around totally ignoring his question and walked towards the exit. “Your brother will be fine, he'll make it out alive.”
He followed me, still reluctantly..
Taking the key out of my suit pocket, I place it in front of the wooden wall, instantly turning it into a door. I opened it and the blinding white glow hit us, I gave him room for Dean to go first, he's always alert.
“It's okay, as soon as you walk through the door, your future will come to light.” I told him softly. I wasn't one to show emotions, but I felt good and comfortable around him. Like that's my comfort person. What is that supposed to mean?
He looked between me and the door, walked to the door and before passing by, gave him one last look at his brother, who was crying while his forehead was connected with that of his lifeless body. One last tear ran down her face and so he passed through the door, instantly arriving at Jumadeung.
I went through the door immediately after him, without taking one last look back.
My way of going to Jumadeung was simple and easy for me, better than going to an Óctuplos shop and having that door process until I arrived in Jumadeung. On the other side, Dean was waiting for me to cross, he was fascinated by what he saw, having never seen anything like it. Maybe this is beyond him?
“C'mon.” I moved on, not giving him time to see everything.
He led him to The Jade Emperor room's, she wasn't there, but she would be here any minute. I gave him room to enter and soon he did, I followed behind him.
“I'll leave you here until the jade emperor arrives,” I told him and turned toleave.
“Who?” He asked, finally saying something after minutes of silence.
“She will explain everything to you, goodbye Dean” As soon as I left the room, I sighed heavily.
I walked just a few meters when a lady stopped me and handed me a box of juice, I took it and thanked her with a slight smile. The lady went straight to the Jade Emperor's office. Almost every day, she would show up and hand out drinks to everyone. She is the Jade Emperor, she takes care of everyone.
I moved on and went to my office.
I really wanted to know what the emperor wanted with Dean, I'm a curious person so to speak, but nobody needed to know that.
I entered my office and sat in my chair, there was a coffee waiting for me, Eun-bi probably put it on.
I took a sip of coffee, the coffee was steaming, the burning sensation was satisfying.
It's been a few hours since I last saw Dean, I wonder what the outcome was.
Knocks on the door echoed throughout my room, and then Dean and the emperor entered.
She had a cynical smile on her face.
“Hi Dean, did you find your answers?” I asked him gently, he nodded.
“Y/N, Dean will be your new work partner.” She spoke, her voice calm and smooth “I hope you get along. Excuse me.”
And so she left the room, taking with him all the answers to all the questions I had in my mind.
Why didn't Dean go to his well deserved rest?
Did he not want this?
What is the reason for me to specifically had to drive him to Alem?
So many questions and zero answers.
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I'm back. Fed my cats, watered my plants, took a shower, had dinner and then finally sat down and finished what I'd started. Mind blown tbh, might be one of my favorite one shots by you now. And listen, Daniel has never not been River in my mind, but your recent posts have rewired by brain chemistry a bit so I pictured him as Spader throughout the fic and let me tell ya, it was an out of body experience holy shit!!!! He might've awoken something in me 🥵 sorry River but you're gonna have to share now 🥵
"but then again, maybe the unnatural was the only place Daniel felt safe anymore. That by coming to love such an inhuman thing human experiences no longer cut it" That's my no. 1 boy!!! Coming to terms with his monsterfucking nature and embracing being unapologetically horny for the death guy, we love to see it.
“Yes, lover?” Armand murmured without putting the magazine down. Daniel rolled his eyes. He reached over and tilted the magazine down until he could see Armand’s face, stark white even in the warm glow of the lamp beside him.“ Can we talk without Cosmo in between us?” Daniel asked." Babies are learning to communicate! With words! Also it's extremely them to finally learn how to voice their needs via their sexual appetite/preferences lmao. The way you also fleshed out Armand's insecurities and uncertainty when it comes to Daniel and what really wants out of things was just lovely. "Yes, sometimes I'm more careful with you than you really know" 😭😭😭 he truly is just trying to navigate this relationship the best he can, he's just had a hard time with not letting his intrusive thoughts win, that's all.
“Oh. You took off your rings,” Daniel said. “You never do that.” Yeah this hit the spot, alright. Completely bare for the first time, fully in it for the experience. It's not just about Daniel getting what he wants now, not anymore.
"Daniel glanced between Armand’s hand and his face, his wide eyes, so dark they looked almost entirely black." full jungle cat mode, my favorite Armand mode. Blown asf pupils because he's that horny, the song of my people 🥹
"The thigh he’d just defiled, one he’d ruin further by coming on it", defiled!!!! at this point I was delirious lmaoo no coherent thoughts tbh just know that it just doesn't get better than this, in DA-verse.
“If there’s some kind of rules to this you better tell me now before I’m not able to stop,” Daniel managed to say between rough, messy kisses. He’d have felt ridiculous being so desperate his teeth clacked against Armand’s but he was too far gone to care." Also THIS. Daniel was beyond all logic here but he still had the decency to ask Armand for permission of some kind, he's so stupid in love and also the most ridiculous human, I love him so.
Life changing, this one. 15/10 no further notes xoxo DA
Dungeon anon I'm gonna cry haha You and desertfangs have been the only ones to make any comment on that fic at all and it feels so awful, but knowing you enjoyed it so much means a lot.
Also WELCOME to the wonderful world of Spader!Molloy, please see my masterpost I posted earlier and drool with me. His backlog of films is just so fucking perfect and his looks are incredible and ugh! I just love picturing him as Daniel.
That's my no. 1 boy!!! <- okay Daniel aside, are you a succession fan? haha Is this a kendall roy reference?
But yes! Making them communicate was the whole point! They're locked into this awful game of 'if I hint will you pick it up?' and 'i see your hint but i don't wanna ask what it means unless you can say it explicitly'. They have the ability to not use Armand's mind gift as a crutch they just gotta use it!
I love thinking about the opposite POV as I write and were that fic from Armand's POV it would be an entirely different story. Because what do you do if someone is saying in their mind 'yes I want this' but they're saying with their mouth 'no, I'm not into that' and then sometimes in their mind they're also like 'no I can't do that'? What do you do? It's so much pressure that I think he would retreat just like he did here.
I love Armand with his rings but I think there's so much intimacy in the idea of him taking them off. They're part of him, they're a symbol of the walls he has up and the defense mechanisms he hides behind, so any time I have him remove them around Daniel he's being the most honest.
Daniel was beyond all logic here but he still had the decency to ask Armand for permission of some kind, he's so stupid in love and also the most ridiculous human, I love him so. <- Exactly, he's always got the drive to get permission even when it's not needed! He loves being out of control. And I love him sloppy kissing, like full on messy teenage makeout mode and Armand being too into it to even tease him about it. They're both a mess!
Anyways I'm so happy you liked it because I don't think anyone else did haha Or they were all uncomfortable with saying so, I guess. I feel super defeated finally getting back on ao3 and getting crickets. But I love that you love it, I loved writing it.
ps- cats? Tell me more! Send pics if you can!
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😢😭🥲
I am totally fine. Nothing to see hear. I don't want everything about this AU while simultaneously unsure if I can handle the sheer devastation of it.
(Laying on the floir crying while a broom pats my back.gif)
...First Aid? 😶
Nyehehehehehehe >:) I'm so glad you asked
Poor, poor little First Aid. Due to Arcee's actions (sneaking out of the base, plunging into 'Con territory alone, making the kid promise not to rat on her), he ends up captured. She's on the ground, paralyzed bt Stungun, and First Aid had opened a ground bridge at her call. He hopped through to try and help, and was almost immediately grabbed my Cons and hauled off
First Aid just barely got a distress call through and it brings Team Magnus running--they manage to get Arcee back but not FA. He's already gone. Ratchet is in hysterics, already fretting about what they'll have to trade for safe return of his sparkling. First Aid is very young, even younger than Bumblebee, probably like 12-14 ish.
Once they're back at the base, Ratchet is immediately trying to track First Aid's life signal at the computer, and they're just in time to see it blink out of existence
It's complete pandemonium, and no one takes it well. Little Aid was a much beloved part of the team. He was like everyone's little brother/nephew, and Ratchet's much beloved son. He's too young to help with combat so he'd always support them in other ways: sitting beside them in medbay while they were recovering, bringing warm energon durjng long shifts, giving soft hugs whenever they needed it. He was a good kid, and now he's gone.
Shock settles over the base and the tension is so thick it could be felt from space. Ratchet hauls Arcee to the medbay, and as he's working on repairing her his hands are shaking. His optics are empty, his EM field reeling.
"...I'm sor-"
"HOW COULD YOU?!" Ratchet promptly explodes on her. "How could you, Arcee?! He was my son, how could you, I HATE YOU-"
She doesn't try to defend herself, just let's him scream it out. By the end he's huffing with exertion, griefstricken tears dripping off his chin, and he tells her to get out of his medbay. He wants to mourn in peace. Everyone does.
The base is near completely silent for an entire week. Hardly anyone says a word, and Arcee doesn't leave her quarters. The guilt weighs heavily on her mind, almost as heavily as the guilt from being unable to stop Tailgate's death in her first life. She doesn't even know him in this life. Funny how that works.
After several days the door to her room suddenlt flies open and Ratchet marches in, grabbing her wrist and pulling her out. Drags her to the medbay, and announces that he's going to train her. "I lost my assistant because of you," he tells her balefully. "You owe me."
And she can't really argue with him. She has small, agile servos. Ultra Magnus has grounded her indefinitely. Learning field medicine would only be a helpful skill. She has no reason nor right to refuse.
They don't have the luxury of medical school, but Ratchet's still a good teacher. Hands on lessons as well as data he's had saved since Cybertron's days of prosperity. It takes several months, but eventually he's confident in her ability to save someone on a battlefield, and firmly believes she could operate if necessary. He officially awards her the title of field tech, and insists she take up the colors. It's an important part of war, being able to recognize medics. She changes out her blue for white, and he paints the medic symbol on her right bicep himself. At the end of it all, Ratchet sighs in relief. Finally, it's over.
The very next morning, Arcee wakes up to banging on her door and distressed screaming. There's Cliffjumper, dragging her out of her berth, Brawn nearby yelling at her to do something.
"You're a medic, aren't you?! You have to help him, do something!"
Ratchet's found gray and cold in his berth, and she has to pronounce him dead on her very first day of being a medic. It was a painless death; he'd hooked himself up to a reverse energon pump, draining his systems as he went to sleep for the last time. With First Aid gone, so was his main reason for living. He wasn't just training Arcee to be extra help in the medbay, she realizes. He was training her to be his replacement. She feels like an idiot for not realizing it sooner.
It makes her all the more determined to fix her mistakes, however. Doubles her efforts to find the Fractal, so she can go back and stop herself from raising her weapons against sparklings.
...
So, now all that's left is the question of what happened to First Aid. Plot twist: he's not dead. Like I mentioned before, Galvatron takes sparkling/youngling protection very, very seriously. It's a top priority of all his soldiers, a prime directive they must all follow: if at any point a child is discovered on a battlefield, they are to immediately take priority. Escorting them away from danger immediately becomes the most important task. The Cons didn't know FA was on earth, and when he was nabbed, they quickly ushered him off world through the space bridge, to one of their sparkling sanctuaries. But because he was so far away, his life signal couldn't be tracked. He's not dead, but the team doesn't know that. He's tucked away in some guarded fortress with other kiddos his age, scared to death and really confused, but he's fine.
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STEOTW
Gotta write down my thoughts cause I can't help myself.
This whole album has got amazing choruses, so there's gonna be some repetitive thoughts so just be prepared for that.
Meltdown: BLEGH! GO! DOOMSLAYER AND ALIEN NOISES, I LOVE IT😭 Chorus is amazing. Good starter song, got me HYPE AS FUCK. On tonight's series finale, WE"RE ALL GONNA FUCKING DIE. Breakdown goes HARD
Sign Of Life: BARE YOUR SOUL. Yeah, I bared my soul alright. The sung "sign of life" lyric seriously sounds like a Breaking Benjamin song (which is an awesome thing!). Chris's voice is otherworldly.
Werewolf: BRUH, there is a reason this song is the band's favorite. Definitely worth the hype. So goth, very synth. The glitchy "werewolf"...chef's kiss. The high note in "head"...dude. And the REFERENCE TO SOMEBODY"S WATCHING ME BY ROCKWELL?!?!?!? I was SHOOK.AND THE FIUCKIN GUITAR SOLO????? JD PLZ, IT WAS TOO SEXY
Porcelain: Dudes...this song made me cry. I could hear the pain in Chris's voice. AND THE LYRICS, COME ON. Honestly, this might be my one of my top favorite of the album. It's so good and gives me so many feels. Sounds like it could be in a Tim Burton movie, like Edward Scissorhands, that's the vibe.
Slaughterhouse: Alright, yeah, we been knew that this song fucks. It's heavy, it's political, everything we could ever need in an angry metal song. Bryan was such a good choice for this song, his voice fits the lyrics so damn well. And the second breakdown after we thought the song might've been over??? Christ almighty, musical geniuses, I tell ya.
Masterpiece: The song that made me cry before Porcelain, especially seeing Chris cry in the MV. The song is literally a masterpiece. Kinda hit it on the nose there boys😂
Cause Of Death: Love the intro, the little xylophone type noises leading into the guitar. Awesome. This is another song that made me tear up, the lyrics are kinda painful lmao. Like a more restrained, softer, more emotional Puppets. Chris really be hitting those high notes this album, huh? And RICKY DUDE, I"M IN LOVE WITH HIS VOCALS. I was so happy to hear him in another song
We Become The Night: Oh man, this song is fuckin' wacky😂 It's so fun. The melody, my god. It's like a Nightmare Before Christmas song or something. Very Tim Burton esque. And it says the additional vocals are by Tom Hane, but it sounds like Justin to me lmao. Oh well, I can pretend
Burned At Both Ends II: Kinda wish it sounded more like the first song, but I'm happy with what I got. I definitely felt the little Infamous vibes there though. Again with the high notes Chris??? And the yells?? Jesus, seriously his vocals are the best they've ever been on this album
BFBTG: Corpse Nation: LOVE LOVE LOVE. I loved the first song on Disguise, but THIS? The creepy intro with the same radio announcer?? Just what I hoped. Again, the beginning sounds like Justin!!! To me at least, I really hope it is. This song is amazing regardless, absolutely love the creepy vibes. And the zombie noises...pleeeeease. Research this, motherfucker! BLEGH😂😂 Damnation now, fuck you.
Cyberhex: Perfect song to release as the first single. Just, yeah. Amazing. Hype as fuck. The Doom vibes really fit with the album theme and it really works in this song. And the opera vocals??? So fuckin' good. If you look up "perfection" in the dictionary this song pops up
Red, White, & Boom: CALEBBBBB, PRECIOUS BOYYYYY. Honestly, I thought he'd be in the song more kinda like how Bryan was. This song really screamed 'Murica, but like, in a mocking way. And like We Become The Night, this song is fuckin wacky dude😂 Chris borderline just talking in the verses, just amazing lmao. And then the smacking chorus to counterbalance. BUT, bringing back the lyrics from AMERICA??? Yas, that was amazing and I was so happy
Scoring The End Of The World: Some people were disappointed that the song didn't go hard cause Mick was featured, but like?? Who cares if the song was heavy or not, it's a fuckin amazing song. I could still hear Mick's influence without the CHONK. Again, Ricky's vocals...so good. I love when he sings. Amazing, just amazing. Everything's amazing.
All in all, the album was a work of perfection. 10 outta 10. No, fuck that. 100 out of 10. Now if you'll excuse me, I'll be listening to it on repeat until my ears bleed
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I posted 3,652 times in 2022
That's 1,645 more posts than 2021!
21 posts created (1%)
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#marvel fanfic - 2 posts
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Longest Tag: 54 characters
#forget watching a show in a day lets do books in a day
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
I'm sorry but I started watching Hunter x Hunter
I'm on season 2 and I have a few things to say
My precious cinnamon roll I thought you where such a sweet boy but I see you and I still love you
My little demon baby I love you so much you have friends 😭😭 best friends
I swear if they ever end up not being friends I'm going to cry full blown bawling
Pyschos clown... De fuck... Literally how, why, how thought of him. Like 1st he gets turned on and the animation around it is just uncomfortable also he's crazy so crazy "Don't look at me like that it's really turning me on" he says while being death glared at
I'm only on episode 10 of season 2. Do no spoilers please but I am so invested right now.
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Is anyone else seeing these all over Tumblr lately? They keep using the most popular tags
I've been reporting when I see them since there's so many accounts that are doing it
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#2
How anyone can watch this scene in the Princess Bride and not think they are lovers or something similar then I have no idea
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My #1 post of 2022
I'm sorry did Tumblr break?
All the posts are now white instead of my goth / dark mode. It literally hurts my eyes to see nothing but white backgrounds (gotta love medical conditions)
Is this happening for anyone else?
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I’m so excited for your Drabble weekend!! I can’t wait to read all the lovely works you’re going to write 🥺🥺 Here’s my participation to this amazing weekend. Could you do something with the prompt “you didn’t just break promises, you broke me.” With tasm!Peter (or any Peter if you prefer, I won’t mind!) go ahead you can break my heart into millions pieces. Thank you ily you’re the best 💛💛💛
this ended up being to sad and for that i'm sorry 😭😭😭
still feel.
pairing: tasm!peter parker x gn!reader
word count: 747
warnings: angst, no comfort, established relationship
“You didn’t just break promises, Peter. You broke me,”
Your voice trembles as you speak. Chest heaving uncontrollably as you try to stabilize your breathing. Your apartment was completely engulfed in darkness, only a small lamp illuminating the small space that was your bedroom. Peter stood right in front of the window, without a mask but still in his Spider-man outfit as the light gave the frame of his body a soft glow. You thickly swallow around the knot that had formed in your throat. Every time he came by, it was for you to patch him up. Tears threaten to fall from your eyes and you look up to the ceiling, blinking rapidly as you let out a stuttered breath.
The floor creaks under his feet as Peter comes closer, shifting your gaze back, you quickly take a step back. You fear that if he gets too close you will completely break down, forgiving him in an instant. You have no desire to forgive him. What you said was true, you were completely broken, stitching him up night after night, the wounds only growing in size and becoming more deadly. You can’t take it anymore.
“I-I’m sorry,” he whispers. “I didn’t…It’s not like I want to get hurt,”
A sudden force of anger awakens inside you, nostrils flaring, you bear down on him. Peter’s lips for a thin line but he doesn’t budge, standing still as you stop an inch away from him. Gritting your teeth, you point at him, fingers shaking as you do so.
“Don’t. You. Dare.” you hiss. “Don’t you dare give me that bullshit, Peter. Your little trickeries and happy mask might work on your friends but not me. I know how fucking self destructive you are, don’t you ever mock my intelligence like that.”
“I’m not mocking your intelligence,” he replies, voice barely audible. “I’m being as careful as I can, sometimes things get a tad bit out of control,”
“Then ask for help!” you scream, the tears you so desperately tried to keep back finally sliding down your cheeks. “Then retreat, gather your strength and try again! You don’t need to fight until you’re on the verge of death!”
Peter finally snaps, his brows furrowed as he grabs your wrist. He squeezes painfully tight, his knuckles white.
“If I don’t fight then people die!” he snaps back. “Why is it so hard for you to understand that? You can’t expect me to be your “Sweetheart Peter” twenty-four seven. You know who I am and what I have to do, stop making me promise things that you know I can’t keep!”
He lets go of your wrist and you pull your hand close to your chest, taking a step back as you avert your eyes. Your breath hitches as his words sink in, as painful as that might be Peter was right. Sloppily, you wipe your tears away with the back of your hand, nose running while you bite the inside of your cheek.
“You should go,” you whisper, heart shattering. “Just go Peter, please,”
“I…” you hear the tremble in his voice, his need to make this better but he can’t. “I don’t want to go. Let’s just talk–”
“Talk about what?” you reply, letting out a puff of air from your nose. “You’re right. I shouldn’t force you to make promises, it doesn’t work like that. But I can’t…It’s too painful, I can’t keep seeing you like this. I don’t want to see you getting hurt over and over again. It’s too painful, I’m sorry.”
“But…but I love you,” he raises his voice. Quickly closing the distance, he cups your cheeks and forces your gaze upon him. He’s crying. “That needs to mean something right? I don’t want to let you go– I don’t want this to be over,”
“Then how come it is?” you sob, tears sliding from your cheeks and onto his hands. “I love you too but I can’t keep doing this anymore– It hurts too much, please…just go,”
Without uttering a word Peter presses his lips against yours, the kiss more salty than sweet, a goodbye. You can feel your heart beating in your throat and when he pulls back you keep your eyes closed. You keep them closed until you hear the window shutting, only then you gather the courage to open them back. The room is empty, no trace of Peter or Spider-man left.
You cry into your pillows until the sun rises again.
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Fantasy AU Finn Headcannons
First time drawing finn . . . MY LINE ART GOT DELETED AND I COULDN'T GET IT BACK 😩😩😩😩😭😭😭😭😭
Now in the past i imagined him as a half goat half man thing
BUT I HAD A PREMONITION!!!!
What if he was a elf BUT not JUST a normal elf but a MAGE
😲😲😲😲😲😲😲😲
WHAT IF HES A MAGE IN TRAINING
Like he's been taken under the wing of a mysterious magic user
Could be the listener. it could be one of the other OC's its really up to to you
I can still see him having a shop thats filled to the brim with spell books, candles, dried flowers, ect.
In this world its rare to find magic users because ot would be like a forgotten art
If you are a magic user then it had to be learned by someone who still uses magic
Like its a family tradition that had been pasted down over the years
He would only practice in light magic no dark stuff
And if someone comes into his shop looking for dark spells he would be like 'im very sorry sir, but I have to ask you to leave my shop.'
Probs would shoo them out with a broom
Be gone THOT
He would be very muched liked by the people in the village
I can see him preforming little magic shows for the elderly and the children
He would mostly spend most of his free time in the forest
He would probably be the blonde male version of snow White
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Ok I'm gonna come up with a few ideas for different listeners so you can choose
Finns mysterious teacher
A fragile fairy with a wing disability
Or a hybrid of your choice (dragon/elf, werewolf/elf, angle/elf. Etc.)
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Mysterious teacher
He would slowly fall for you overtime
I feel like this listeners teaching style would be like the strict strong gardian type
Like 'be careful now, this spell is highly dangerous. Many of my succesers have failed this spell had have parished. Do not threat. I have faith in your abilitys. If I didn't you would of never have took you under my wing little rabbit.'
Yes his nickname is rabbit
And listener gives me those kind of videos
I can feel like they would go on adventures that finn had never even thought were real
I think it would be funny if finn is asleep in bed and listener just breaks into his house like 'Get up I need your help.' 'Really its the middle of the night.' 'I don't care I need your help. you can sleep later, and if you want I can sleep with you if you like.'
100% flustered boy
This listener is definitely a flirty type
Like there not shy to throw some complements here and there
Finn would definitely confess during a very romantic type scene
Like standing under a tree by a cliff while basking in the moon light
But things would go south and would gave to fight some monsters
MAYBE WEARWOLFS?!?!?!
And after the dust settles and there both coverd in dirt and blood and stuff
Listener would pull finn in for a kiss
And maybe something else wink wonk
Fairy listener
He would find the listener when he would be walking in the woods
His little animal friends would lead him too the listener
SNOWWHITE
They would lead him to a dim glow in some raspberry bushes and finds listener shivering and crying
Like the kind man that he is he would gently pick them up and like granny run back home to help them
Once home he would try to see what's wrong
Come to find out their wings are ripped
Now for a fairy their wings are very important for their survival
If a fairies wing is ripped or cut its would be similar to having your leg cut off mid thigh in a world that is constantly hunting you
So basically it's a death sentence
finn is their savior
They would be first very scared of finn thinking that he wants something from them
But it turns out that fin just wants to help them
After sometime the listener would start to bond and feel comfortable around finn
The listener would try to do small chores stuff they can handle with being so small
Finn would make them a small makeshift home with a old bird cage he had
Even though the listener has a small home they can still be found sleeping on one of Finns pillows above his head
Finn probably tailors small outfits for the listener
After a some time (a year or two) the listeners wings would of healed but they can't fly as well like before
Probably can only fly up a few feet
So they make a permanent home with finn
And they lived ✨happily ever after✨
Hybrid listener
This one is gonna be sad
So the listener would have been seen as a abomination that shouldn't exist
So they became a black sheep across the land
The listener would have met finn by going to his shop
They want a potion to make them 'normal'
Finn makes then a potion but before he gives it to them they ask for their story and why they want this
The listener would start to break down and tell him about the many tragic events in there life
After the venting is complete finn makes them a personalised tea blend and will explain what it means
In some way his voice and passion soothes the listener
Every morning the listener would come to Finns shop and finn would make them a small breakfest and talk about anything and everything
Soon they form a bond and get together
Even though the listener warns finn about loving them he doesn't care
MAN GOT NO SHAME
HE FUCKING LOVE YOU
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
Ok that's all the headcannons so far with finn and listener I hope you enjoy and sorry for the long wait
Schools been kicking my ass BUT im still creating some more stuff and I got a fan art ready to drop when the new bittersweet episode comes out. . . SO STAY TOONED FOLKS!!!
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