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slutforsfender · 5 months

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𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 - 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫

TW: SELF HARM, EATING DISORDER

𝐀𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚

The Sun

Secret Romance Between Two Musicians

The singer Sam Fender, 28, who rose to fame after his single Seventeen Going Under has recently been connected to songwriter, Arabella Young. Fender first got seen liking her recent posts as well as his bandmates like Dean Thompson who commented on a few.

Arabella was then seen with her best friend joining the boys in North Shields' local pub for a night out on a trip back home after several years. There were several tense moments shared between the two musicians throughout the night.

Is there a new romance growing? Is it going to end well? Tell us your thoughts.

I stared at the words in front of me reading how my past was going to come up sooner or later over and over again. My heart felt numb at this point. How could I have forgotten people now watched our every moment?

"Arabella come down here for a bit pet" Granny shouted from downstairs making me throw my phone on my bed and run down, wanting to forget the world for a bit.

"What's up?" I ask as I walk into the kitchen.

"We read the newspapers, my dear. Come on drink this and talk to me" She explained, passing me a cuppa and sitting down at the table.

"Gran it's really nothing" I lied.

"Arabella that boy may as well as ruined your life, I know full well it's nothing so talk to me," She said pointing at the chair again.

"I don't know where to start with it all," I say staring into my mug.

"Tell me what's been going on so far" Gran encouraged

"I first saw him in the co-op when I went shopping, we didn't talk to each other but kept sharing glances til I ran out to my car before he could finish up and try to talk. Then on the night out me and Pheebs went on, he was there but it didn't really phase me til I was talking to this guy and he called me pretty like Sam used to so then I ran out of the place. He then followed me and asked me what happened and we ended up on the beach having this chat. I then tried to avoid him which I did successfully until he messaged me on Mum's birthday telling me she was proud"

"So basically so far he's trying to fix what happened and you're running which is understandable. What did you do after the message?" She asked easing me into carrying on.

"I never responded, I kept rereading it but never replied. Then November 11th came around which is the date we broke up, I went for a walk to clear my head and I ended up seeing him and we talked about us and why we were home and then he kissed me and I let him. Then when I went to the pub to see Dean and the lads with Phoebe we were tense all night and someone said the wrong thing and I went outside him following me. I can't believe I'm about to tell my granny this, we slept together and then agreed to be friends but I've been avoiding him" I finished the catch-up as I stared at the table, not wanting to meet her eyes.

"Oh honey," She says, putting a hand over mine. "I think the only thing I can say and ask is how do you feel about this and him?"

"I've never stopped loving him Granny, and I never will but he hurt me too much for me to let him into my life like that again. I look at him and I feel these amazing feelings but at the same time, I feel all that hurt. I just feel like that little girl all over again. I just don't know what I'm doing, what to do, or how I feel" I explain the contradiction in my brain as a tear comes up.

"Bella outside of Sam you have experienced so much pain so young and you need to be able to live a life outside of that. There are so many people in this world, some you create lifelong connections with that never fade but that doesn't mean they need to be lifelong. I'm not telling you what to do because you are capable of that but I am telling you to start living your life. Rest your brain" She advises before we sit in silence over our cuppas.

"I love you, granny," I say, and before she can even reply my phone rings in my pocket.

Levi's name flashes up before I answer.

"Hey, what's up?" I ask.

"Bella what's these news headlines about you and Sam? Please tell me you haven't made a mistake and gone back to him" He asks with annoyance in his tone.

"No, we aren't back together," I say shortly.

The rant I knew was coming came next. As he spoke I felt my body dissociate from his words. Feeling like an idiot as he spoke. The same 16 year old girl who watched as he paced around threatening to kill him. Legs curled to my chest. The ringing in my brain. The cloudiness in my thoughts. The noise around me becoming background noise.

"I just don't want to see you ruin yourself over him again. Please be careful" He says with pain in his voice as if he was replaying it.

"Levi I'm fine. I know you are my big brother but I am capable of looking after myself. I promise I only feel a bit of heartache that's all" I assure him before we share I love yous and hang up.

I kiss Gran and tell her it was just Levi before heading back upstairs. I walk into the bathroom, making sure to lock the door before sinking next to the toilet.

I sat toying with my sleeves, staring at the walls for a moment or two as my tears fell. Suddenly my brain went back to that little girl.

I pulled my head away from the toilet, wiping my hand on my mouth before falling back against the wall. The guilt of my actions soon came over me as usual. The bitterness in my throat causing a pain to reside there.

Before I could even come back to reality, my hand reached into my pocket for the lighter. I fiddled with it back and forth for a minute before pulling up my left sleeve to see my previous damage. I flicked the flame on holding it for a minute, letting the metal get the heat.

The metal hit my skin not too long later causing a jolt through my body. I repeated this movement a few more times before throwing the lighter down.

I let my head hit the wall, the tears falling as I pulled my sleeve back down naturally going back to fidgeting with them as my legs rested against my chest. I cursed myself several times as my brain disconnected from my body.

The lighter rested in my hands as I looked at my younger actions. My eyes flicked back and forth between the toilet and lighter as I decided which would be my relapse.

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hi! so i'm back, i took a while off due to personal reasons and life being a bit chaotic along with starting college. I am gonna try to be a bit more consistent on here with this as I don't wanna come to an end however updates may take a bit longer. anyway tell me your thoughts on this chapter, I wanted to focus bit more on Arabella's damage from past actions. love you all and enjoy - ash x

#sam fender #sam fender imagines #sam fender x reader #music #fanfic #i love you #imagine #imagines #one shot #request #sam fender one shot #you shouldn't have said that #sam fender smut #samfender

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eunoiaastralwings · 2 years

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hmm all the more reason to Hug you

👀

#answered #the silm memes #feanor #🤣— the cat is me!#Oh— fefe #you shouldn't have said that

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whydooldpeopletalk · 2 months

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Speaking as someone who's been outed many, many times, by both "allies" and homo/transphobes, some of yall are way too comfortable sharing other peoples' queer identities.

"But what if I'm trying to be funny?" Doesn't matter.

"But what if I'm an ally?" Doesn't matter

"But what if the person I'm talking to is an ally?" Doesn't matter.

"But what if I'm queer?" Doesn't matter

"But what if the person I'm talking to is queer?" Doesn't matter.

"But what if the person I'm talking about is a stranger?" Doesn't matter.

"But what if it's really obvious?" First of all, ew. Second of all, Doesn't matter.

"But what if they didn't come out to me, I just figured it out on my own?" Doesn't matter.

"But what if they're getting misgendered?" It's just as easy to say 'actually she's a girl' as it is to say 'actually she's transgender and uses she/her'. If that person is pretransition, it's also easy to just bite your tongue and not say anything.

Unless that person has explicitly given you permission to share that information, you DON'T. No matter how certain you are that everyone is accepting, no matter how noble your intentions, it's not your information to share. Getting clocked sucks, getting outed sucks, and they're both an invasion of privacy no matter who's doing it.

#I told this girl I haven't seen hazbin the other day and she said 'you're gay and autistic how have you NOT seen it?!' and um.#This was in front of other people btw #im not actually gay or autistic either #Anyway. there are some things people say on tumblr that they shouldn't in real life.#lgbtq #gay #lesbian #trans #transgender #queer #bi

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redheadlesbianfreak · 6 months

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"Israel is more LGBTQ friendly than Palestine."

Let's say, that hypothetically, Israel is the most LGBTQ-friendly country on the entire planet. I STILL would be against them committing genocide. What they have done to Gaza is horrific and we should be talking about a ceasefire to prevent more innocent people from dying. But nah, people would rather shift the conversation over to something that's completely unrelated away from the war crimes the IDF is committing.

As a queer person who has lived in Texas and Mississippi her whole life, it has always disgusted me how gleeful some of you "progressives" act when something horrific happens to places you deem "conservative." Do you people not understand that every place has diversity, every place has LGBTQ people? People deserve to live full and happy and safe lives regardless of where they were born. There is nothing in the world that could ever justify the mass killings of innocent people.

#free palestine #free gaza #something like this shouldn't need to be said #also fuck the people who argue that Palestinians can just leave #how braindead do you need to be to have that take #i'm begging you to read a history book

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uncanny-tranny · 7 months

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Love disabled people who just lie about their disabilities to nosy, intrusive questions. Sorry, yeah, I lost my arm in the wash one day. It's funny how that happens! Oh, I got back pain from saving nineteen children from a burning fire department <3

#disability #sometimes lying is just. funny. SORRY.#look like... whether you lie about why you're disabled you're still disabled and it shouldn't have to factor into how you're treated...#...if it isn't relevant to your care needs or care plan.#like. if you lost your arm does it matter if you say you lost it in the wash like a sock or tell your actual story...#...like either way you still /do not have an arm/. that doesn't change if you lie or not #anyway. huge defense for a post that probably didn't need said defense #sometimes you just feel like lying in such a grandiose way that people don't know if they SHOULDN'T believe you #i think my lie will be that a powerful necromancer preformed Emergency Bone Shaving on one leg only...#...and he used the bone shavings to raise a skeleton army that looks like My skeleton but only on the legs

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whydoeseveryonehavetobelesbian · 9 months

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i don't know if you guys have been keeping up with the women's world cup but this past sunday spain won against england. and you would think this would be the best moment of their careers and their lives but you wanna know what happened?

the spanish football federation's president non-consensually kissed one of the players, jenni hermoso, on the mouth when they were celebrating. this grown ass man took it upon himself to ruin the celebration for ALL the women who just achieved the thing they have been preparing for all their lives, literally the peak of a football player's career, they did it and he by himself ruined it.

and i say all the women because the other players, along 58 currently inactive and ex-players, stood up for jenni hermoso and have refused to play for the team until luis rubiales publicly apologizes and renounces his spot. now the rfef says they'll take legal action against the players and jenni for lying and because they have an obligation to play for the team.

do you remember how the men's world cup celebrations went? i do, im from argentina. no one said anything to any of the players, they were treated like kings for months and they are worshipped to this day. and rightfully so! they earned it i guess. but we do see the discrepancy?

how is it that we allow as a society for one man to sexually assault a woman right after achieving the thing another group of men got ceaselessly venerated for not even a year later? what do women have to do to earn respect? win the world cup? become the pride and joy of their country?

#im so fucking mad #literally WHAT IS IT what do we have to do #and also calling her a liar??? there's a fucking video do you have no shame #but also it makes me really happy all those women support jenni hermoso #they shouldn't need to none of this should've happened #but women ✊#fuck luis rubiales fuck that guy i hope he dies #also some of the men from the argentinian football team turned out to be creeps after winning #no one said anything 🤣🤣🤣🤣#jenni hermoso #luis rubiales #women world cup #wwc 2023 #football #feminism

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andy-clutterbuck · 2 months

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The Ones Who Live | 1x03 - Bye

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marvel-lous-guy · 3 months

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Peter: Why do we even celebrate Valentine's Day? It's just a made-up holiday to sell greeting cards and chocolates.

Pepper: Oh, come on, Peter. Don't be so cynical. Valentine's Day is a time to show your loved ones how much you care about them.

Tony: Yeah, and it's also a great excuse to get drunk and hook up with strangers.

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14dayswithyou · 3 months

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That is all thank you

ANSWERED: Art credit for da first Ren meme goes to @meo-eiru!!

BUT HELPPPPP THESE ARE SO FUNNY JDSGJH T_T The Moth meme + Uno meme had me CACKLING lmaoooooooo

#This has been happening a lot recently (and is by no means directed to OP) but!! Just a reminder to credit artists if you use their art!!#And it's always better to ask for permission beforehand; some artists don't like havin their art shared / reposted / reuploaded / etc.#They put in effort to create content for you to consume; so it's only fair to give them da proper credit and exposure in return!!#''Credits to the original creator'' and ''I found the image on google / pinterest / etc.'' isn't a good enough excuse >.<#If you can't find the creator; don't share it. And at the very least try to reverse image search to locate the source #But!!!! With all that being said:#Everyone is welcome to use the official 14DWY sprites/game assets without asking for my permission or giving credit!#I personally think it's ok because game assets can be found /within/ the game itself; it's not like folks have to go on a search hunt--#--to find a specific artist. They can find the art/asset within the game without having to do the extra steps.#If that makes any sense??#Like the 14DWY style is fairly recognisable if you're familiar with the game; folks don't need to reverse image search for anything.#Anyways I'm done ranting in da tags #I might make this an actual post in the future because; again; this has been happening a lot recently in the 14dwy tag/my askbox #and all these talented artists don't deserve this ;n;#Plus it shouldn't be my job to be the one giving credit..... T_T /lh /nm #OKOK I'm done for realsies now #Thank you OP for making these memes!! And sorry for ranting on what's supposed to be a lighthearted post dghjdgjhsg ^^;#💜 — 14dwy memes.#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.

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almea · 1 year

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#RWBY #Blake Belladonna #Yang Xiao Long #Bumbleby #rwby spoilers #When your gay pining is so strong an entire magical world was created to get you to confess your feelings to each other #Not me avoiding gif-ing the Blake shot before this because it sounds like she said 'that didn't say it'#But that doesn't make any sense #Shouldn't it be 'but didn't say it'?#ALSO I'M FUCKING OBSESSED WITH THE ANIMATION OF YANG PUSHING HER BANGS BACK #I always loved Yang having a nervous tick of playing with her hair #otp: bumblebee #For my own tagging purposes

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slutforsfender · 1 year

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𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐞 - 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐬𝐚𝐦 𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐀𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚

The date I had been dreading came around sooner than I had wished. November 6th. My mum's birthday, one of the reasons I decided to come home for the month. Me and my grandparents always connected with each other in some way on this day and today we are letting a balloon go, small I know but it's a nice thing.

However, this date meant another date was yet to come. Twelve years since we broke up on November 11th. But for now I put that date to one side in my brain far away, today was about my mum.

I was in the front room, watching some classic British TV with my grandparents while we reminisced over her. Memories bouncing off all our heads, laughter echoing over the sad atmosphere.

Me and my grandparents struggled while I was teenager, a lot happened between us but now as twenty-eight year old they were my best friends. The day I told them about London, there were a lot of tears but they understood and wanted me to do what I needed. They didn't need me to say the words for them to know, I couldn't stay in North Shields near him anymore.

"You okay darling?" Granny asks as I begin to zone out.

"Yeah, just thinking that I want to write a letter with my balloon for mum, might go do it now" I said, placing my mug down and kissing both of their cheeks.

I ran upstairs towards my childhood room, thinking over the idea I had. I had never done this before, I wrote letters for her all the time as a teenager now in songs but never attached them to anything.

I placed a record on the record player in the corner of my room before grabbing my cigarettes, a lighter, a notebook and a pen before sitting on my windowsill like usual with my legs against a chair. I lit the cigarette in my hand and as I opened the pen and book.

Mum,

I haven't written to you in a while, well not since I was a teenager. In fact it was when I was going through the infamous breakup. I know you are watching so I don't need to catch you up on all that. I'm a different person to the teenager I was and I know you know that but are you proud of her?

I always wondered what you would have said if you were here when I ran to London and didn't come back til now. I have a feeling, you wouldn't have let me. Probably would have said something about him not determining the rest of my life and what I do that I should do it for me.

I used to imagine what you two meeting would have been like. Now I imagine you giving him the evils in the corner shop over the milk or pouring a drink over him in the Lowlights, purposely talking loud about me down in London doing music just to get in his head.

Gran tells me I get all my things like that from you. Even my bravery but I don't think I do. When dad left, you didn't run instead you kept me and we even lived in the same house for the first eight years of my life even when uncle passed you were strong for me. Guess your way of running to London was your alcoholism. I don't blame you, the boys like that truly fuck you up.

Sam was my version of dad in a way. He still calls me Rose mum because of you. I'm rambling because I'm wishing this was us over a coffee.

I miss you like no other mum, if there's anybody I have needed since that happened when we were sixteen it's you. I always look up to you before a show or a certain song. I cover p!nk all the time for you (a little for me), I do every day to make you proud and for us. My life is ours forever. Your dreams are mine. I will always be your little girl and the signs you leave will forever impact my heart because mum you were special to me. My inspiration for every day.

I love you forever from the moon and back - Arabella x

I wiped away a few stray tears and tossed a cigarette from my hand. I folded up the letter neatly before attaching it with a ribbon to the balloon in the corner of my room.

I grabbed my phone from nearby before pressing the ring button on Phoebe's contact.

"Hiya bella, how are you holding up today" Phoebe asks through the phone as she clicks on the kettle.

"Aye i'm doing okay, I'm still struggling being home and today is just bringing everything up especially with next week yanno" I admit, falling backwards on my bed.

"She'd be proud and you know it. You're a little her, not just the looks but the personality too pet" She soothes.

"Can you remember when she'd pick us up from primary singing Umberella by Rihanna with your mum? We'd both laugh out in embarrassment, running to them for them to stop in front of the other bairns" I laugh as I recall the memory.

"Aye, you two would go red as tomatoes but we knew you'd love it. Your mum always used to remind me of it when we got to the gate" Phoebe's mum spoke from the background of her childhood house.

I let a sweet smile come to rest on my face as I got a few messages ding all at once.

"Popular. Anyone special?" She asked, stirring the tea.

"No one that special, I better go do this balloon and other things. I'll text you later, love you" I say quickly, putting the phone down as she said it back.

I only checked one of the messages, the other being instagram which could wait til later. It was a message from my cousin who was like my brother.

Levi: Missing you loads today Arabella. The bairns are missing their Aunty Bella and Lily's missing her sister in law. You can ring me anytime, you know that. My little sister, forever being protected by me. Love you and so would she x

I smile at the message and send a love you back. I grabbed the balloon from the corner, running downstairs to meet my grandparents in the back garden like we had decided.

"Ready pet?" My grandad asked from behind me.

"As ever grump" I reply, letting the balloon go from my tight grasp as the grasp falls to my jumper sleeve.

We all love you with a few tears, sharing hugs with each other for a while before going inside for some wine and music with each other like usual.

𝐒𝐚𝐦

I was scrolling through my phone and of course I had recognised the date but I knew better than to think about it. I didn't want a flashback today to the day we spent this day together. The guilt would be too intense and it wasn't fair to Arabella.

It was no longer my business but then her post came up and I couldn't not do my following actions. She was in my heart no matter what.

Before I could even register what I was doing, i clicked on the message button on her account and sent her a message. It was automatic in my brain.

Sam: I know we aren't on the best terms but she loves you. She's looking down with immense proud as her daughter smashes the music industry and conquers London. You are doing incredible Rose and she knows it x

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omg is that me posting a long chapter for the first time in ages? yes it is as a future apology for the lack of posts over my gcse period. love you all and enjoy x

#sam fender #sam fender imagines #sam fender x reader #music #fanfic #i love you #imagine #imagines #one shot #request #wattapad #enjoy #you shouldn't have said that #indie #oneshot #have a good day

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revenantghost · 9 months

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I forget who in bookclub mentioned this (pls call yourself out and I'll @ you with credit in this post), but someone pointed out that we don't know if anyone knows what Meryl went through. What she knows. Wolfwood has a conversation with her earlier, but it's just about what Vash is, probably clueless as to their shared memories. Vash doesn't give any hints he has any idea what she's witnessed--he's so fearful of what he is and what he's capable of, it's possible he doesn't know what his powers are. Eventually, at the very earliest, it's seven months from now before we see her admit aloud what she's seen. And, hell. With how much Wolfwood and Vash tuck away and don't talk about, why would she feel like she could talk about it?

And yet, despite all that. Despite having trauma unlike anything she's ever known in her life before. Despite having trauma that no human should have to bear. Despite not being sure what to even do with that, with herself, with Vash (who she's seen witness and commit unspeakable horrors!). She still chooses kindness. She still chooses love and peace. She still chooses Vash.

We see a lot of people handle their trauma in really shitty ways in this story; in many ways, it's a story deeply about trauma. And Meryl, isolated and afraid and with this pain fresh within her, doesn't turn away from what she knows is good and worth saving on this hellhole planet. And, idk, I think that's beautiful, and I love her for it.

#Trigun #TrigunBookclub #Trigun Meta #Listen the jokes about being traumatized by chicken Vash are HILARIOUS #But my girl is handling this so well considering #And beautifully #She shouldn't HAVE to bear it #But she shows that you CAN #Regardless of whether you deserve what happened to you (no one ever does)#And how much fear and pain comes with it #I feel like the magnitude of this was lost on my first readthrough #And it's not perfect #BUT #I SAID WHAT I SAID AND I MEANT IT

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lurafita · 1 month

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CEO!Magnus and personal chef/bodyguard!Alec

(There is every chance that I have posted this before, I just can't remember. I tried to search through my archive, but.... there is a lot of posts there, did you know? 🤣😂 Anyway, in case I'm making you read this twice, sorry. 😅)

Magnus being like this really big shot CEO who has meetings 24/7 and charity events and social appearances and all that other busy stuff going on. So he gets a personal chef to keep an eye on his nutrition. And Alec is ruthless when it comes to making sure Magnus eats healthy. Magnus: "You know I love your cooking, Darling, but how about a good old fashioned fast food break?" Alec: "All that grease is bad for you. Eat your carrots. You look pale. How much sleep did you get last night?" Magnus, innocently: "Enough?" Alec: "Unlikely. No more caffeine for you today."

Magnus trying to sneak all kinds of unheathy Snacks, and Alec foiling him at every turn. Magnus had an energy drink hidden away in his desk, but as he opens the drawer, there is a bottle of water with a note attatched with "stay hydrated".

Alec even convinced the close by Cafe to not serve Magnus anything with Caffeine, after Magnus' last doctors appointment showed high blood pressure.

Maybe Alec is some kind of ex-agent or ex-military, who got into cooking for an undercover op, but really enjoyed it and wanted to pursue it further when he quite the force.

When one of Alec’s old colluegues comes visiting him, Alec is crouching behind the entertainment system to find Magnus' latest snack hidey-hole. Alec: "He gets more creative every time. Some of the drug dealers we busted could have learned from him."

Bet you Magnus is the type of CEO who has a loyal Twitter following and he tweets about everything Alec cooks for him (and the things he doesn't let him eat.) The Internet already ships them.

Possible tweet: The_Magnificent_Bane: Thank you for the suggestion @randomfollower, but unfortunately Alexander didn’t go for the argument that carrot cake counts as a vegetable.

Why am I know picturing a fight in the kitchen where Alec uses kitchen utensils and food to knock out people who have come to kidnap Magnus

Imagine someone broke into Magnus' place, and the police are called and as they arrive Magnus is like: "Thank you for coming. My chef has already apprehended and restrained the perpetrators, and is waiting for you to take them off his hands in the living room." Police: "... Your cook apprehended them?" Magnus: "Yes. Sadly, the confrontation did not result in the death of that cursed celery he bought earlier."

Magnus: "Tomatoes can't be trusted, my darling. Are they a fruit? Are they a vegetable? No one knows." Alec: "They are fruits." Magnus: "That's what they want you to believe."

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danwhobrowses · 6 months

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It shouldn't need to be said but I'm seeing a lot of vitriol towards Ashton about their actions and I have to say I don't agree with them.

At the clock tower Fearne brought up the shard, stated that in her opinion Ashton should take the shard because she didn't want it. Ashton decided then as a result they'd take it, but because it was an extreme risk made very aware to them all they knew the other Hells wouldn't allow them to go through with it. Ashton asked Fearne if she was okay with both of them going together alone with the plan, reiterating that they didn't want to put this on Fearne, that if they died Fearne would not be to blame, and that they have no intention of dying, and Fearne said yes.

Fearne having second thoughts at the Ziggurat was just worry, because she cares deeply for Ashton, Ashton kissing her was not manipulation either; it was letting go of fear, having no regret with the person they also care deeply for and taking the risk. And yeah, it was frightening, 10 rounds of perpetual fiery near-death situations and one actual death situation; Laura is fuming, Ashley cannot look, Liam is playing Mad World on loop in his mind, even Matt is completely on edge, but they survived. Accusations that Ashton manipulated Fearne to selfishly take the shard seem to misinterpret the shard saga as well as Fearne and Ashton's characters, they will get a very intense amount of chastising for sure, but it will be out of love, out of the fear that they were going to lose them, not because they thought Ash was manipulative.

#critical role #bells hells #ashton greymoore #taliesin jaffe #fearne calloway #ashley johnson #laura bailey #matt mercer #Ashton literally is comprised of things that shouldn't exist of course they're gonna not heed warnings when Fearne didn't want it #the group are stressed but I don't believe there's heat #if I recall 4sd is aired after an unaired episode so Tal Travis Matt and Ashley were happily vibing from that despite having already played #Tal and Ashley agreed on this gambit they just underestimated how bad it'd go #and I would wager that Tal knew he could lean on the ring to save Ashton at least once #overall no I don't think Ashton intended to manipulate or hurt anyone and in trying to shoulder it alone they were trying to be selfless #but reminder Ashton is 6 charisma they aren't gonna express their intentions too well #the Hells are rightfully so mad for making them worry but in the end they're just gonna be grateful Ashton's alive #also I have to make a point that Fearne said 'I shouldn't have listened to you' not 'I shouldn't have trusted you' there's a big difference #and Tal hasn't tried to wriggle or bargain out of it he's had Ashton accept all frustration because they know it's from a loving place #critical role spoilers #sorry for multiple edits I keep seeing me unconsciously use he/him and I have to fix it plus I have more to say but nobody to say it to

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If y'all don't believe that transmascs experience misogyny let me tell you something that happened recently.

There was a post that was essentially making fun of "pick me gays", where they were saying that "I don't watch rupal's drag race, I don't like being called "gurl" and I don't do *insert stereotypical gay activity"". And in that post I commented that some people don't like being called "gurl" or "girl" because it makes them dysphoric and you shouldn't label them a "pick me" because of it. The responses I got for that comment were SO hostile for the sake of my mental health I had to delete the comment. Some people even tried to PURPOSELY trigger my dysphoria.

In that same post a cis man said that he prefers men who are masculine and he shouldn't be shamed for his preferences, and EVERYONE agreed with that.

If you don't see the hypocrisy IDK what to tell you.

#for the record I don't think people shouldn't have preferences #as long as you're not INSULTING people that don't fit said preferences there's nothing wrong with that #I also prefer mascs but I'm not gonna insult fems for being fem #what I am saying is that if someone saying 'please don't call me this' is more controversial to you than “I'm not attracted to these people”#you need to check your priorities #I have more right to my boundaries then you have to your dating preferences #this just proves that in a bio essentialist society people will be offended by those who are percieved as women setting their boundaries #if you are offended by a trans man saying “please don't call me girl” but you're not offended by a cis man saying “I prefer mascs”#you have some transphobia and misogyny to unpack #lgbtqia #trans #ftm #transmasc #gay #trans men #transandrophobia

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leona-florianova · 1 year

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Dane and Dark Dane..

#fallout #fallout 1 #fo1 #dane #dark dane #the masters army #children of the cathedral #my art #sketches #body horror #tw death mention #if you manage to chat with him and get through all the brahmin noises and meandering #you end up with some great signifiers on how GREAT IS THE MASTERS PLAN DOING #Master! I shouldn't have said anything. I heard the Nightkin crying and I felt sorry for it.#NOT GREAT #...anyway..rip dane.. such tragic character

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