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h0wt0neverst0pbeingsad · 10 months
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samvents · 1 year
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[ID text — I met evil when I was only a child.]
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mycptsdstory · 8 months
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To add; "They left out that children aren’t your purpose in life. They shouldn’t give your life meaning. That’s something you should have already had."
Tweets and this comment found on Reddit.
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i never grew up with you and you're not my waiting room
Marjane Satrapi Persepolis: The Story of a Childhood / unknown / Clementine von Radics / Clementine von Radics / image (unknown) quote (Richard Siken Crush) / Louise Glück from Unpainted Door, "Poems 1962-2012" / unknown / image (unknown) quote (Phoebe Bridgers Moon Song)
i. Marjane Satrapi, Persepolis: The Story of a Childhood
[ "What is childhood like? It's a little like dying, a little like being born. Which is to say, it's nothing you can remember, but you know there was blood." ]
ii. unknown
[ Floating cutout of a wolf on a black background. Text surrounds the image. "NOTHING WILL BE LEFT OF ME / BUT A MEMORY / BUT EVEN THAT WILL DIE OFF TOO" ]
iii. Clementine von Radics
[ "Every time a man yells / you are seven years old again / and he is packing that suitcase / once more. Picking you up by the neck, / teaching you obedience. To be soft, / like the belly of a fish / exposed to a knife." ]
iv. Clementine von Radics
[ "When I imagine myself I am barely there." ]
v. Richard Siken, Crush
[ The background image is of two black men standing face to face. The man of the left holds the back of the man on the right's head. They are posed intimately with their foreheads touching. The words are cut out like a collage and placed in the middle of the image. "he / touches / you, / like a / prayer / for which / no / words / exist, / and you / feel / your heart / taking / root / in your / body, / like / you've / discovered / something / you didn't / even / have / a name / for." ]
vi. Louise Glück, Unpainted Door
[ Screenshot of a tumblr post from @/weltenwellen "I remember my childhood as a long wish to be elsewhere." Louise Glück from "Unpainted Door", Poems 1962-2012 ]
vii. unknown
[ "You can never leave home. / You take it with you no matter where you go. Home is between your teeth, under your fingernails, in the hair follicles, in your smile, in the ride of your hips, in the passage of your breasts." ]
viii. Phoebe Bridgers, Moon Song
[ Edited collage. The background image is of a teenage boy laying on a pile of books while his dog lays with it's chin on his neck. The words are cut on paper at the top and bottom of the image. There are silver stars sporadically placed on the image. "so i will wait for the next time you want me / like a dog with a bird at your door" ]
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teathattast · 25 days
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can't two autistic baddies with cptsd have normal reactions to innocuous things without being labeled crazy
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generic-whumperz · 8 months
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Oh buddy just you wait
*cue the night terrors
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lostmf · 1 month
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By @desnos
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smudgethebadbard · 17 days
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Y’know what. Screw it, random Harvey headcannon time:
This man is my personal little skrimblo, my grunkle if you will, so I have decided to compile my personal headcannons for him here for you folks!
His personal comfort show is Over the Garden Wall, I can imagine him listening to the soundtrack while he builds :]
He struggles with C-PTSD and RSD, which is possibly canon? Hinted at HEAVILY in his higher friendship/marriage dialogues. I just need him to know it’s gonna be okay ;-;
He enjoys antiquing and thrifting! I feel like he would heavily enjoy the pre-loved items, however making sure to properly cleaning them before he puts them away!
There is absolutely no evidence to prove this, but I feel like he would, or has collected coins. Really not sure why, I just feel like this fits him quite well.
Mentioned this in my last Harvey appreciation post, but I feel like he would be asexual or possibly demisexual! This might also be your local ace wanting more rep, but I get a strong vibe from this man.
He has a fear of getting tattoos. Both the commitment of having something on his body for so long, the risk of infection, and the fear of the actual process worry him, however he hopes to get one to represent Farmer soon :3
Harvey loves bugs. Another one I don’t have any evidence for, but I can just imagine him sitting on a bench outside with a little guy on his hand while he reads, or flipping over stones to make sure the pill bugs are doing well. (Also, he seems like the kind of person who had a bug hyperfixation, coming from someone with one)
He doesn’t know any instruments fluently per say, but he finds the mandolin to be a fun, and good instrument to play around with, especially learning songs for farmer!
He has a complex understanding of the International Phonetic Alphabet, and will go on happy rambles about etymology if farmer inquires! He is a doctor after all, and lots of medical terminology is based in latin, which has a deep connection with the IPA so this would make sense!
He is terrified of dogs, specifically small dogs. They just seem too evil and ill-intended, he cannot understand why these little goblins must be so aggressive, which is honestly valid
Anyways, that’s all i’ve got for now, but more coming soon possibly?? If folks want, I can do my headcannons for other characters as well!! Enjoy my friends :3
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demiboydemon · 3 months
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My new therapist: your mental health isn’t perfect, but it’s nothing to be ashamed of :) if you broke your arm, you wouldn’t be ashamed of that
Me, internally: bold of you to assume I would be unashamed of a broken arm
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bl0w-m3 · 10 months
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lucienmemento · 1 year
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Trauma is so fucked up. Like cool, imma just feel like a small child who needs to hide for no reason at all.
Can I cancel my subscription?
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all three of us were drowning, and we didn't know how to save each other, but there was an understanding that we were drowning together.
Hera Lindsay Bird Mirror Traps excerpt from "Hera Lindsay Bird" / Fariha Róisín excerpt from How to Cure a Ghost / Aeschylus excerpt from The Oresteia / Fariha Róisín excerpt from How to Cure a Ghost / unknown / Gillian Flynn excerpt from Dark Places / John Mayer In the Blood / unknown
i. Hera Lindsay Bird, Mirror Traps
[ "there is something wrong with you // there is something wrong with you that is also wrong with me" ]
ii. Fariha Róisín, How to Cure a Ghost
[ "sometimes i forget how i got here. / sometimes i forget how much i didn't want to survive." ]
iii. Aeschylus, The Orestia
[ "ORESTES This was always going to happen. / She's been dead since the beginning." ]
iv. Fariha Róisín, How to Cure a Ghost
[ "Your father could have been kinder, he could have been gentler, he could have held his tongue and his fists." ]
v. unknown
[ "I was not a loveable child, and I'd grown into a deeply unlovable adult. Draw a picture of my soul , and it's be a scribble with fangs." ]
vi. Gillian Flynn, Dark Places
[ "i don't want to just survive anymore, mom. / it hurts it hurts it hurts, mom." ]
vii. John Mayer, In the Blood
[ "How much of my mother has my mother left in me? / How much of my love will be insane to some degree? / How much of my father am I destined to become? / Will it wash out in the water, or is it always in the blood?" ]
viii. unknown
[ "All my mother wanted at the end of her life was to understand. Had she been the victim of an injustice, or was it she who responsible for her unhappiness? I am quite familiar with her unhappiness, I could even claim it to be mine too, but that would be asserting too" ]
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tazmiilly · 3 months
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i actually have a journal I've been sporadically writing to myself in since I was in 5th grade... with all the memory loss it's weird realizing that I was a real person back then. it's odd.
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moon poem by svetlana kim
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unspokenwordsbyhb · 1 year
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