please why cant i just be happyyyyy
i swear that every time i try to recover from my ed my sh urges get 100x worse out of nowhere. its not like i didn't sh while i was restricting, but since i've started "recovery" i've gotten back into the habit of it?
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I feel like cvtting on my face, ngl I might actually do it
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Found this pin at the mall the other day… It’s supposed to say never stop shopping but I read it as something else. 😭😭
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what the actual fuck is happening. i became so weirdly numb and angry at the same time, then the depressive episode hit me and i cannot even feel the fresh cvts, lmao. what is more, i feel like im hallucinating. im also kinda sick and my ana is waking up, cause i eat like one little something a day and it makes me happy :)) also, i feel like i lost absolutely everyone in my life and that i have no one to talk to about my mental state. i fucked up but i know i deserve it
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I cut myself for the first time in 2 years and now I'm afraid that if my parents see it, they will take my horse away... my only happiness
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Sh culture is loving the feeling of the blade in your skin & watching the blood pool, but hating the stinging once you cover up
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tw sh (clinical diagnostic info, not pics)
for those of you who think your sh isn't "bad enough"-it is. you deserve to get better and get help.
that being said i have absolutely zero intention of stopping lol
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No one is listening, my friend
Now I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
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