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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!
wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end
#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh#some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2#recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person#and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety#like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that#my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms#UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child#so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had#a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time#which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it#and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md#hilson#greg house#james wilson#stacy warner
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I sincerely believe that institutionalization is a deterrent for healing. The state of many institutions is incapable of handling people in acute need, and more often than not, we are traumatized from institutionalization because of this reality.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#institution tw#mental hospital tw#like i was not able to heal when i was being treated like a prisoner plus being aware that the hospital could NOT handle a trans patient#it was humiliating and i am not and won't be the only one with this experience#i may have spoken about this before but i was reminded of this so. and i'm not digging through 1000+ posts to find it#because searching for posts on a blog is so hard and i wish staff would finally fix it#i anticipate this being probably a controversial take... but i just don't think i can be convinced otherwise#before i was in a hospital i thought they were good. after i was in one i realized that that wasn't necessarily reality
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Okay so this has come up in my real life a few times, and I don't really know how to talk about it even now in text so let me try:
Please don't tell someone what diagnosis you think they have based off of their actions when they did not ask for your opinion.
They could have that diagnosis and not want to share it.
They could not have that diagnosis but feel uncomfortable telling you what they do have.
They could just simply not want to be told that based off their actions because it could make them self conscious about those actions.
It's not your place to diagnosis, it's not always comfortable for the other person to ask them.
Yes even if you have the diagnosis you are diagnosing the other person with.
#hello! i am back#if you want i can make a post explaining my unexpected break#but im gonna try to be back on here now#but going through asks may take some time#mental illness#neurodiverent#answered#nd#neurodivergency#mental health#mental health awarness
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I made myself sad drawing prompt 11 for @kaarija-inktober (Frank Edition); Alienated :'3
Honestly I was so ready to draw a silly piece of Jere fooling around bitching about being 'lonely' on his vacation but then I saw this post from World Mental Health day yesterday and decided to change gears and go for angst ... again :'3
Qoute under the line
"I'd had complete given up at that point.
I just lay in my parent's bed and they fed me
and the boy was just fading away."
#I didn't plan on making myself this sad what the heck#but thinking about jere being this far out did it for me#sending all the love to everybody who feels the same way#you are valid and loved#and I am sappy#If I find time I might draw a quick version of what I actually had planned to lighten the mood#oh yeah and the piece is entirely green given it's the colour of mental health awareness#as I learned by jere as well#jere pöyhönen#käärijä#(btw my 19 year old jere may not be accurate I didn't want to make even sadder looking up references of his darkest moment :'3)#käärijätober#käärijätober 2023
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Hey cleric? Random ahh thought but you got recommended to me
What should I expect?
Hello dear! Oh. Ummmm.
1) Being insane about Symphony. I'm deeply, deeply unwell over it.
2) Very short fics (if you'd even call them that) and imagines that sometimes occur multiple times a day but more often are very spread out
3) A fair amount of dark (?) content, including non con/dub con, somno, yandere behavior, and anything and everything angsty (mind the warnings, tread carefully)
#do you know how hard it was to answer this without being self-deprecating#I'll tell you: insanely hard#asks#although i will say you may also see some self-deprecation and vents and the like so if you're sensitive to that#maybe don't follow just for your own mental health you know?#i know negativity can be draining to see so again if that bothers you just be aware that you may see that here#i try not to do it too much because i don't want people to feel obligated to contradict my negativity or get annoyed with me#but yeah you will see it occasionally#sorry#oh. another thing i do. apologizing a lot#Anyway! it's insane to me that someone would like what i make enough to actually recommend it to others!#kind of blown away by that#(thank you!!)
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#soft life#soft girl#new month#may#shadow work journal#journal prompts#journal writing#writing prompt#writing#self help#self love journey#self love#self care journey#self care#mental health#mental health matters#mental heath awareness
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The Prince of Wales joins HMS Oardacious for an important conversation to mark Mental Health Awareness Week 2023, at Eton College Rowing Centre in Windsor, England -May 17th 2023.
📷 : Kensington Palace.
#prince william#prince of wales#british royal family#england#2023#may 2023#hms oardacious#mental health awareness week#mental health awareness week 2023#mental health#he is so handsome#the wales#my edit
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🥳🎉 Guess who turns 25 today?🎂✨
Today's my birthday!!!
I want to thank each and every single one of my followers and mutuals for spending their free time with me for the past 11 years. I never thought, in my wildest young teenage dreams, that I would make it this far. THANK YOU for helping me stay sane during the worst times of my life.
I love all of you, so very much. Happy birthday to me and here's to the rest of my life.
Buy me a little drinky drink? 💓
C4shapp: @grumpytrans1
V3nmo: @lellis0417
Ko-fi
#birthday#happy birthday#celebrate#celebration#queer#lgbt#lgbtq#mental health#mental health awareness#may 14th#bday#selfie#me#mine#trans
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Things are quite heavy in the world… it is okay to not be okay right now. The action of rest is difficult when your heart is weary. It’s easy to guilt yourself for not being able to move forward right now. It’s easy to tell yourself ~stay positive~ and just keep going. Allow yourself to feel and just be. It’s okay to be still. It’s also okay to relinquish control of your emotions, even for a moment.
#may god help us all#mental health awareness month#do not entertain these toxic positivity posts that will pop up after today#note to self#thoughts
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dude im ahving like. A major crisis level mental health mmoment rigjt now. And my phone buzzes and i look ofer and its fucking. ranboo long hair tummy boob window crop top half jaw mirror selfie. Hello
#text#I MAY BE HAVING A MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS BUT I AM ALSO VERY AWARE WHEN PEOPLE ARE PRETTY. AND THEY ARE VERY PRETTY
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There's something so painful and just plain... infuriating about someone becoming everything they preached against so passionately and continuing to keep preaching it. Like baby... why are you getting so pumped up over social justice, kindness, emotional intelligence, self growth, etc, and how horrible and ridiculous people are for not practicing those things? You absolutely didn't show me any of that once-so-ever in the entire years we've known each other.
#may be too personal to be relatable but eh what the hell#may delete later#abuse#abuse survivor#abuse awareness#mental health#toxic#toxic relationship#bullying#manipulation#abuse recovery#ptsd#complex ptsd#trauma#social justice#advocacy#trauma bond#bpd#npd#aspd#(diagnostic tags are none derogatory and used bc people with trauma based disorders like those listed above may relate)
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I saw somebody discuss it a while back ago, but it was so affirming and I wanted to open a similar discussion here...
I've noticed in myself and others this intense (genuine) trigger response to people not understanding us or our words or whatever it may be, and it can feel so important that you correct people, that people know you, not a shitty cut-out version of you.
I think this is a valid response, of course. It is completely understandable, and I get where it comes from. When I was in the middle of abuse, I was misrepresented in order to be abused, so it can be a genuine trigger for something "small" you said, did, or are to be misinterpreted or twisted into something it isn't. It turns from, "this person didn't bother reading what I'm saying," to, "this person might be just like them, they're going to hurt me."
My overall point is that a huge part of living is this misinterpretation of you or your character, and it isn't your fault, and it isn't in your control. Hell, even, a huge aspect of language itself is in not being able to fully represent you or what you're saying because language is interpretive and based (in part) on other people's interpretation of what you said. They fill in the blanks with their own experiences, desires, or their own character, and at some point, it isn't really about you, you know?
My biggest piece of advice is learning how to let people be wrong. This shit, of trying to correct every single person? Personally, I have found it to be exhausting, and it feels like I'm blaming myself not only for everybody's interpretation of every little thing I do but also for abuse that led to this intense of a response. It's really hard to let people be wrong, yes, but it also has allowed me and permitted me to be more interested in my own life, not in my life in other people's brains. It's given me that specific freedom from abuse, from worry.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#abuse tw#abuse mention tw#no this isn't me saying that only abuse survivors feel this way because it is a very human and very normal emotion#*however* i have also found that abuse trauma can exaggerate that normal emotion into something more sinister#just like my trauma disorders are exaggerations of normal emotions.#this is mostly for clarity but i am aware of how other people can (and will) misinterpret this#i try my best to be clear in my intentions because it is my responsibility but i am also aware...#...that there is only so much i can do before it is excessive. because i can be 100000% careful and people will misinterpret meaning...#...or whatever it may be. that's a part of life. weirdly enough but having this blog...#...has taught me something about being misinterpreted because i have seen so much horrific accusations of me being levied...#...with no evidence. with no proof. that part of me did feel triggered by that because that shit was used by people who abused me...#...but that wasn't my fault. those people who did that? they clearly had it out for me from the get-go and it taught me not to value...#...what was said. they were biased because of how i choose to exist on here - which is queer. which is trans. which is disabled...#...not because i am secretly knavish or whatever it may be
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⚠️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ED, body image, depression, mental illness ⚠️⚠️
I would never in a million years post something like this to any of my other social media accounts but I’m proud of myself and how far I’ve come and want to make a post. It’s likely that this will be taken down for the “inappropriate photos” and I sincerely doubt that many will take the time to read this, but oh well. I’m writing this for me.
The purpose of this post is to share my story and spread awareness as well as positivity.
My body image is something that I have struggled with for a very long time now. Since middle school, I was overly aware of how my body looked and I developed severe body dysmorphia. I refused to wear bathing suits, I cried in the dressing room whenever I went clothes shopping, and I constantly compared myself to those around me. I hated my body and the way that I looked. This obsession with my appearance and my weight continued to progress throughout high school and even college. I began working out frequently, I logged my weight and everything that I ate for years, I counted calories, I would use a tape measure to measure my waste. At 15 years old, I would sob quietly to myself while looking at my body in the mirror. I would force myself to throw up after meals or when I felt like I overindulged. I wholeheartedly hated myself.
It wasn’t until my adult years that things started to get really bad. From 2021 to late 2022, I was at my absolute worst. I was in a bad place mentally and I was feeling out of control. As unhealthy as it sounds, my eating disorder was one of the few things that helped me feel in control of my life. I began weighing myself 4-5 times every day, my hair started falling out in large clumps, I began passing out almost on a daily basis (at home, at work, in the shower, in public), I was freezing cold all the time, i was chronically fatigued, and my body hurt and ached at all times. I was refusing to eat more than one full meal a day, and that meal typically consisted of a bagel with butter. I would look up the calories in ibuprofen before taking it, I started drinking my coffee black to avoid the calories from cream, I was constantly lying to my friends and family about my eating, I wouldn’t even let myself drink carbonated water because it made me feel bloated. I was so so so sick. Within one year, I had lost a total of 50 pounds, gone down 2 bra sizes, and had no longer fit in any of my clothing. I am a 6’3” woman and was weighing in at 124lbs when I decided that I needed to make a change if I wanted to live.
In November of 2022, I decided to actively work on getting better. I threw away my scale and called my doctor to get a referral to an ED program. I was advised to go completely inpatient considering the severity of my problem.
It’s hard. Every single day of this healing process has been hard for me. I have not once weighed myself since November and have been eating normal meals again. I refuse to let myself see the calories of the things that I eat and I’m pushing myself to break all of the unhealthy “rules” that I had previously made for myself. It’s obvious that I have gained quite a bit of weight since starting this journey, and although I still struggle with that and frequently have negative thoughts… I’m recovering and I’m trying. And that is all the matters.
I’ve slowly been learning to love myself with this new and improved body and I’m proud of myself for making it this far. I promise myself that I will continue to grow and heal even on days where I want to relapse or when I feel worthless or uncomfortable in my own skin.
I just recently learned some information that caused me to really, truly think about this terrible illness and how deeply and negatively it has, and always will, affect my life. About 3 weeks ago I wound up in the emergency department with severe heart palpitations, tachycardia, and vertigo. After doing an EKG and further testing, I was diagnosed with a rare heart condition in which can cause sudden fainting, seizures, or even sudden death. Unfortunately, one of the few things that can cause this, are eating disorders, more specifically anorexia nervosa. I wanted to throw up when I heard this. I didn’t realize how badly my ED could have been affecting my health. All that ever ran through my head was that I wanted to be skinny. I wanted to be thin because I didn’t feel worthy if I wasn’t. Surely, nobody would love me or want to see me naked if I wasn’t thin. What absolutely bullshit that is. I’m heartbroken for myself and I am so sad that I ever let myself get that bad. It devastates me to think about how many other people (men, women, young, old, etc.) struggle with eating disorders every waking minute of their lives. It isn’t worth it.
Please, please, please reach out to somebody if you are struggling with an eating disorder. You are so worth it and you deserve a chance at a happy and healthy life. You are SO much more than a number on a scale.
The first 5 photos are pictures that I took when I was at my unhealthiest and the remaining pictures are recent.
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From the bottom of my heart thank you to adults older than their 20s who talk about getting better and who are open and honest about their mental health in the past and their present mental health and who make it their mission to be a beacon of hope for kids and younger people who don't think they'll make it past whatever age theyre at. Like I cant even express how invaluable that representation is. I'd go as far as to say it saves lives.
#this post is specifically about folk punk dad on TikTok but its also about all adults who do this on and off social media#ive been doing really bad lately and tonight I'm crying again and i feel so scared about everything I have coming for me in my life#but as odd as it is my mind drifted to folk punk dad and I just felt so much hope. if he can do it I know it's possible.#eben though I know bad days or episodes may never go away. at least there's hope that one day I'll be able to cope and manage.#mental health awareness#mental illness#og
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suspicious how pride month comes right after mental health awareness month 🤨🤨
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The Princess of Wales visits the Anna Freud Centre to mark Mental Health Awareness Week 2023, in London, England -May 18th 2023.
#princess of wales#british royal family#england#2023#may 2023#anna freud centre#anna freud centre 2023#mental health awareness week 2023#mental health awareness week#mental health#the wales#my edit
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