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angelyuji · 11 months
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yandere headcanons :0
across the spiderverse characters: peter b parker, miles, gwen, miguel, hobie, pavitr
warnings: the usual yandere stuff (kidnapping, manipulation, stalking)
(imagine miles, gwen, pavitr like college age) (gender neutral reader)
peter b
literally so in love with you
he’s not the type to sit and stalk you from a far, but he’s also not straight up kidnapping you
he’ll watch you, find out your interests, find your social media, everything he needs to figure out how to be your perfect lover <3
he becomes your friend and integrates himself into your life
if you like him, he has no reason to separate you from your family or friends becuz he’s the perfect boyfriend. no one has anything negative to say abt him
if you don’t… he’ll do anything to make you like him.
convince you your whole family is evil and he’s the only one really looking out for you
he’s awkward and sweet and kind and so funny and it’s hard not to believe him
wants the American dream life: white picket fence, house in the suburbs, marriage, kids
that’s his dream for the both of you and he doesn’t really care if you don’t have the same dream
“you’re my dream, (y/n). everything i do, it’s always been for you.”
miles (aged up!)
miles is similar to peter b but like also not
very stalker but like without knowing, he’d pass your place over and over during his patrols around the city without realizing
he’d never kidnap you or do anything reallyyy morally wrong
howeverrr he’s absolutely in love with you, so like small little things
stalking, stealing small things from you, finding out the shampoos or different things you use or eat.
he feels closer to you, knowing he knows you better than anyone else.
after a long time, he’ll work up the courage to talk to you (“accidently” bumping into you at a coffee shop or a place you visit frequently) miles (albeit awkward) is a charmer, so you’re instantly smitten.
plus! he loves all the things you do, so you’re a match made in heaven :)
“hey, (y/n)! we meet again!”
gwen (aged up!)
gwen doesn’t try to interact with you much
she’s definitely afraid of putting you in danger or losing you just because you got close
she’ll watch over you and protect you from danger tbh like
for example, sayyy someone was harassing you at work and/or school, you’d probably successfully get that off your ass or at least they leave you alone for the day, butttt gwen would not feel satisfied.
gwen would find where they live and absolutely beat the living shit out of them
seeing someone bother you makes her vision go red like
basically your guardian angel
she would never bother you really just protecting you from afar
you’ll never notice tbh
unless some big bad guy found out that ghost-spider has been following around a random civilian…
well then, she’ll have to keep you safe
she’ll keep you safe in her apartment, whether you want to be there or not.
“every single thing i do, i do it to keep you safe.”
miguel (won’t be writing in spanish cause i don’t know spanish srry guys) (but he def calls you cute nicknames in spanish)
HEHHEHEHEE (my bad im just literally in love)
gwen but like 10000000 times more intense
the moment he lays eyes on you, babes you’re FUCKED
he’s snatching you up
however! the first thing he’ll check is if you’re super important to the “safety” of the timeline
no offense but ur not at all important saurrr FREE GAMEE
he’s definitely kidnapping you and keeping you hostage at HQ
he doesn’t bother with the whole stalking thing or becoming friends or anything like that
he doesn’t care if you don’t want to come with him, your opinions do not matter to him at all
he believes that he’s your protector, that everything that he’s doing is for your own good
you don’t know what’s best for yourself, only miguel knows what’s best for you (at least that’s what he thinks)
his only goal is to keep you with him, he wants a family and he believes that with you… he can achieve his dreams
if you’re a part of the Spider Society, Miguel can’t really do anything to you without other people noticing or disrupting the timeline
but yk… it’s better to be a rando from whatever universe to have miguel’s attention (but that’s just my opinion i suppose)
“you are mine. you will never leave me.”
hobie (will not be writing his british accent sorry im bad at accents)
i love him he’s so funny
you’ve been friends for a long time, he was in a band with you before he quit
he doesn’t really stay in one place for long
he’s a lot like a mix of gwen and miles
he believes keeping you safe is by staying close to you, but he also watches over you when you’re alone
he falls for you because of how positive you are, you never talk badly about anyone, but you’re always down to do anything.
you always join him for every protest, at his every show
he flirts with you constantly, loving how you blush away at the attention
constantly giving you attention and love, but a little manipulative about it at the same time
he never wants to kidnap you or keep you hostage, it’s against everything he stands for
he knows that if you didn’t like him, you’d never be by his side
so he believes that keeping you free is what keeps you near him
“we’re free birds, (y/n). with you by my side, we’re unstoppable.”
pavitr (aged up!) (this is gonna be very non-yandere tbh) (ILOVEHIM)
my little cutie pie i love him
i can’t really imagine being a yandere type character but he would be similar in miles and hobie
no kidnapping or stealing tho
slight stalking, just watching over you all the time, making sure you’re safe
he’s my little cutie pie moroenfakds
he’s flirty and funny
you’d be classmates when you meet him
you’d click very quickly tbh he’s just so easy to get along with
he’s absolutely terrified of your parents, very respectful tho so your parents love him
very passionate about how much he likes you, would quite literally shout it from the rooftops (and he does every day)
ugh i love him
"you're my world, (y/n). i love you so much."
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nokacchan · 1 year
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enhypen as dads (act)
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pairing : enhypen x fem!reader
genre : dad!enhypen , fluff
not proofread
📎rei's notes : this is just my opinion and we will never know if I'm ever correct 🥳 I know it's weird include the younger members too but I hope you understand that this 'how they'll act' not 'how they'll be'
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Heeseung :
rate him 10/10
he has the father figure
It doesn't matter how many kids he has, he treats all of them equally.
he is the type of dad who would stay up late to prep his kids lunch box and leave a extra note in it that says 'I hope your day in school goes well! Don't get into any trouble!'
his kids all love him bc he picks them up from school and buys them ice cream (even though you told him to stop)
"don't tell mom I brought you guys ice cream"
... you'll find out eventually when one of them spills the tea
Jay :
rate him 10000000/10
literally the definition of dad
he treats his kids and you well. Cooking you guys dinner even when he is tired.
just note he is definitely going to dress up your kids in branded clothing only (bc he has the money)
"jay, babe, I don't think they need branded clothes at a young age"
"y/n, shh. This is fashion"
every saturday, he would bring his kids out to have a father and child(ren) bonding day while you rest at home.
he would tuck his kids in bed and make sure to leave them a goodnight kiss.
Jake :
rate him 9.5/10
that 0.5 is him, losing his brain cells whenever he brings his kids to his dance rehearsal.
"NAURRR! LEO! COME BACK HERE!"
* chases after your 3 y/o son *
he would be super duper adorable if you guys have a daughter. especially if she's only 1 y/o.
he is going to dress her up in those cute outfits and take many many pictures. (*whispers* he has a dedicated folder for his kids)
Sunghoon :
rate him 8/10
a menace to society...he tries to be a good dad
BUT THEN
he likes to annoy the hell out of your kids
your son doesn't like him very much bc sunghoon likes to prank him a lot.
"Jun, your mom loves me more than you"
* cues your son cries *
"PARK SUNGHOON! YOU BETTER SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" *smacks hoon's head*
RIP /jokes
Sunoo :
rate him 9/10
probably the calmest among the rest BUT
he would probably get nervous whenever your child cries
"Why are you crying!?!?"
* your child cries louder *
"please don't cry, I'll give you my wallet" 😓
Jungwon :
rate him 10/10
I mean he is the ✨LEADER✨
your kids flavor him more than you
why?
he buys them whatever they want...and maybe bc he has the most adorable face that makes your kids melt.
"he won't stop crying", you handed your son to jungwon. Your son immediately stops crying.
you looked at him like 👁️👄👁️
"what the hell, yang jungwon..."
"It's the face y/n"
"are you calling me ugly then?"
*panics* "N-NO! WHAT! BABE!"
Niki :
rate him 8/10
as much as I love him...he is the real menace to society
your kids always complain about their dad not being fair
"Riki, what did you do?"
"*gaps* Y/N! WHAT HAVE THOSE DEVILS DONE TO YOU"
you face palmed yourself. Niki tries to hide the candy behind him.
"Riki, just give them back their candy"
Niki pouts and throws a tantrum. You blinked blankly at him.
Your child enters the room and yeets a pillow right on his head.
"SEE I TOLD YOU!! THEY ARE DEVILS!!"
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hitomisuzuya · 1 year
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Hello, happy valentine's day to you!! Your writing is really amazing, people writing for genshin women are so rare idk why 😭
It's the same Ning, Lisa and Signora x tired reader anon from earlier btw. I'm sorry but I'm down bad for these 3 women like mommies 😩😩
Very self indulgent request here so it's fine if u reject, can I have foursome with them and fem reader? Completely up to you how you do it, if not foursome then I don't mind threesome with any 2 of them either. Thank you, hope you have a good today and be sure to rest! <3
a/n: There is no need for you to apologize for being self indulgent, dear. My writing is 10000000% self indulgent lol I chose a threesome with Ningguang and Lisa. Content is too few and far between for Genshin women. Come out, come out, wherever you are, I know you guys are out there. 😊 I put some extra spice in it for you to make up for the wait.
Ningguang x fem!reader x Lisa Threesome. Smut. Praise
Feeling Ningguang nibble on your lower lip, you moaned against her mouth. She took the opportunity to push her tongue into your mouth, stroking your hip. You were so lost in her kiss that you barely heard Lisa chuckle softly behind you. Nor did you realize that you were using Ningguang as leverage to push yourself back against the vibrator Lisa pumping into in your soaking cunt.
"You are so eager tonight, cutie," Lisa was pleased that you were. You always were when you are making love with them.
A trail of saliva connected your tongue and Ningguag's together, making you blush when you pulled away, moaning. "It feels so good, Miss Lisa!" You could feel your orgasm approaching. Little did you know it wouldn't be your only one that night.
When you felt you couldn't hold yourself up anymore, Ningguang curled her legs under her, resting your head in her lap when you slumped forward. Your moans were starting to sound shameless. Lisa groped your ass as you buried your face in Ningguag's lap, wagging the tip of the vibrator against your throbbing clit.
Ningguang stroked your hair in encouragement. She wanted you to be as loud you wanted. "I'm cumming," you groaned lewdly, a little bit of drool trickling down onto Ningguag's thigh. The vibrating toy felt so good inside of you, buzzing intensly against your most sensitive parts. Lisa always enjoyed using the highest setting.
It was like Ningguang read your mind as you slid your body down a little, shaking from your orgasm. She spread her legs for you so your mouth could latch onto her clit, swirling your tongue. Bracing her hands on the bed, her back arched with pleasure, a honeyed moan sounded sweet in your ears, making you wish you could taste sound.
You worshipped her pussy, your eyes darting over to Lisa as she crawled in front of you to enjoy the show between you and Ningguang, blushing as she licked the toy clean. Before she could start stroking and fingering herself, you beat her to the punch, eager to make them feel good.
"You are so hardworking, cutie," Lisa praised as you pumped two fingers inside of her. She moaned when you hooked your fingers snugly against her G-spot.
Both of their moans were starting to were starting rise in pitch, becoming more consistent. If you could, you wanted to make them both cum at the same time.
To Ningguang, there wasn't enough Mora in the world that could buy anything that was better than the way you made her feel when you so eager to please her. She was going to do well in assuring that your second orgasm of the night would be just as strong as your first.
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littlelioncub43 · 1 year
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Alright, here we go!
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SFW Justin Capshaw headcanons:
He loves playing Animal Crossing with you. Totally has a whole house decorated and dedicated to you. Will make funny dresses/outfits for your character every month, because he loves you, even in the game. His favorite days are rainy days when you both dont have to do anything, so you curl up on the couch and play games together
Makes the best fucking homemade hot chocolate you've ever had. Also lemonade. You have no clue what he puts in there, but it tastes 10000000 times better when he makes it. Which he does! All the time! He loves how you react to his drinks, how the praise just flows from your mouth so easily. Plus he likes to make sure you've gotten enough fluids throughout the day.
Can't do a cartwheel. That's it. That's the headcanon.
He wants to learn how to ballroom dance! He loves watching the couples ballroom competitions from time to time, and is mesmerized by the coordinated movement of the dancers. He will ask you to join him for classes, because who else would he ever want to dance with?
He loves Greek food. Loves it. Always has to have a tub of tzatziki in the house. Has learned how to make dolmades at home as authentically as possible. He can't get enough of it
NSFW:
He isn't always shy. Once he's comfortable around you, this baby boy has the filthiest mouth ever. He used to stutter and whine and blush when you'd coo naughty things to him but now? Now he moans happily. "Such a good boy, Justin, always so good for me," yes, all for you, Mommy, only you! f-fuck yes! Take my cock, Mommy, y'take it so good, l-look so pretty when you ride me! Fuck me! Fuck me! Oh my god!
Loves to dry hump first thing in the morning from behind with his cock in between your panties and your cunt. He gets to feel how wet you are, and how warm you are without penetrating you. The glide of his hard on through your wetness and the pressure of your gorgeous thighs pressing closed is maddening.
Free use kink, baybeeeeeeeee! Whether it's you fucking/sucking him when he's working from home or him licking/fucking you when you're doing the dishes after dinner— he doesn't care.
Loves wearing a collar a notch too tight. He's got a choking kink too but it's very light. He loves the snugness of it around his neck while your tight pussy suffocates his dick. Oof. When you tug on the leash to get his attention because he's already fucked stupid??? He's in heaven. A very, very, very kinky heaven.
He has been known to prematurely ejaculate. He really tries to hold it back, but it always seems to be out of his control. His fists shaking, his face red, eyebrows furrowed in concentration, jaw switching between slacked and clenching, but it's no match for the teasing and totally not on purpose squeeze of your pussy. Then he's moaning out his apologies while fucking himself as deep as possible. He gets so embarrassed by it too! He's whimpering how you just felt too good, that he's sorry, he'll eat you out or finger you as much as you want until he's ready to go again. You both know he'll eat you out for less than 3 minutes before he's begging to be inside you again, whining about how he'll last longer this time. And he does 😏
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youareonyourownkid · 1 year
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prayertorn · 7 months
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mauve, blush, razzmatazz, saffron, tangerine, burgundy !! <33
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hi i'll cry rn!!!!!!! ugh i love val sooooo much and seeing you on the dash 10000000% also makes my day better! seeing your creativity just makes me so <3 <3 <3
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thickaltgf69 · 1 year
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Hi Laura, i just wanna write this message to you because i wanna tell you how much I love you for existing and how much i just love you ❤️
I would like to say that to be your boyfriend is the best thing ever. Everyday i think about you, i wake up in the morning all grumpy and shit but then i recieve a text from you and i instantly become happy.
My heart is just full of you, i can’t stop thinking about you, i am so in love with you. But i wanna tell you this
From the moment i saw you, i just knew you were the one, you had everything i’ve been looking for. A thick, emo, funny, kind, hot, fantastic, beautiful, intresting and similar too me girl. I wanted to be your boyfriend from the start, i looked at your pictures all the time and i was always waiting for an answer back, i didn’t care how long it took i always looked if you had seen my messages. Sometimes it would take like a few days but that didn’t stop me, i NEEDED and WANTED you.
as the days go i love you even more and more. I love your cute hair and your tattoo, you’re unbelievably pretty and beautiful and you could honestly be a model. I can’t stop staring at you thinking “how is she so fucking pretty"
The way you talk is so attractive and turns me on, everything about you makes me hard and turns me on. I love how visible your collar bones are and how soft you are, like lying on you could make me fall asleep in minutes.
Your smile is so contagious and everytime you smile i can’t stop smiling too, just seeing your smile makes me happy inside and makes my heart warm.
When you’re playing games it’s so cute how you play, it’s so heartwarming and i get so emotional sometimes because you’re so cute, i often just lay in the bed and think about what you’re doing. Sometimes i’m too scared to call you because you might be playing games or doing something else so i don’t wanna interrupt you.
I love talking to you both on the phone and texting, but mostly on the phone because i can just lie there and relax and just hear your voice talking to me, nothing better then just a rough day and lying and hearing your voice and your laugh. I also love texting with you, it’s so funny how you type sometimes and i think it’s really cute that you use those emojis to express your emotions :3
Your body is just.. wow.. never have i ever thought someone could look this gorgeous and pretty, like first off your face, i love the dimples on your face when you smile, i love your nose and how it’s a bit round on the tip and i love your piercing! I would love to buy you some! I love how soft your cheeks are and your pretty lips they’re so kissable :3 i love your hair it’s so pretty with purple and i love how it looks! I also love your pretty ears and because of that one ear it makes you 10x more attractive, i luv scars or whatever they’re called. I love how it looks :3 now we have your chest, i just love it, i love how soft your boobs are and your nipples, i love playing with them because they exactly fit my hand so i can perfectly play with them :3 and your arms are so hot, i like that they’re similar to mine and i love your hands and how they are small and especially smaller then mine, it’s incredibly attractive :3 then i love your collar bone, it’s so hot that you can see it at ALL times like whenever i see it i just wanna grab it and KISS IT, then we have your stomach. I luv piercings and you fit so well with them, like that stomach piercing is so sexy and hot, and it just makes you alot more hotter and i love how soft your stomach is, literally both of your boobs and stomach can be used as a pillow which is really hot and i love how warm and comfy you are, i also love grabbing your hips during sex because it’s like i’m grabbing you towards me 💓
Then we have your bottom, i love it i just love it 10000000/10 it’s so fucking attractive and hot and sexy, like your thighs are so fucking sexyyy, i love them so much and i love how big they are perfectly big for me to be able to move them and shake them, also i love those pretty stretch marks they make me hard, and i love how some part of the skin folds kind of, like when you sit down it folds at the edges of your stomach and waist ish, i love how your thighs move everytime you move or walk, i always look at your thighs, and that tattoo just makes them so much hotter, then we have you’re hot ass, it’s just perfect down to the bottom of the earth, i love how big it is perfectly fit for my hand, and i love how bouncy it is, when you walk i can see it bounce and jiggle, i also love the folding thing under your ass when you stand up it’s so hot. I love spanking you because i can feel your ass just moving with my hand and i love the sound and you moaning and how it moves ❤️ then we have your pussy, i love it i love it i love it, first off it tastes like heaven, i can never have enough of it, i would love to just live with that taste in my mouth every single second. I love your pussy hair it’s so drippy and cutee, but also when you have it shaved because it’s so soft and cutee, i love both, then i love having my dick inside of you it’s soo warm inside there ❤️
I love fucking you, as soon as i see you i just think i wanna bend you over and fuck you till you can’t breathe, it’s so hot when you say things during sex it really turns me on and i love your moaning it makes me so hard, and i just wanna cum inside you everytime i just see you, i love how your ass, boobs, stomach, thighs all moves when i fuck you, especially in missionary and from behind. I just wanna grab every part of your body and use you. I love using you as a sex slave, i love pulling your hair and see your face and choking you and seeing your face and how your eyes goes back inside your head. I also love spitting inside your mouth and on you because you look so good with my cum and spit all over you ❤️
I love you Laura-Liisa you’re so fucking hot. Mwah i love you so much and you’re the best girlfriend ever. There’s nothing i would change about you, i just love how you are and how you treat me. I love how you care about me and i love that you think i’m actually sexy and hot it really makes me happy how someone this hot could think that of me ❤️ you’re so cute and i wanna make you my wife. ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for existing and being with me and here on earth, you’re so hot and i love you to death. If i die i wanna be put in a grave with you. If i ever happen to be put in a coma i just wanna have a coma in your bed so i can be with you, if i ever become a rock i just wanna be your rock. If i ever move then i wanna move to your house, to your skin, inside your body ❤️
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dreaminginvelaris · 2 years
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Unpopular opinion: I don’t like Cassian. I liked him in ACOMAF and ACOWAR, but ACOSF ruined him for me. Before this book, his friendship with Feyre was amazing. They shared a fun banter. He helped train Feyre and show her she can be strong and powerful. And Feyre never balked at him, never looked down at him, and kinda saw him as a brotherly figure. And he once defended Feyre to Nesta; had stood between the two sisters just to protect Feyre because he wasn’t sure if Nesta was going to hurt her. But ACOSF totally ruined his character.
Formerly a smart general in charge of an army, Cassian was reduced to little more than a man blinded by lust. He jumped into bed with Nesta, even knowing what she did to Feyre and that she showed no remorse/regret for her treatment. He totally disregarded Feyre and the complications of her pregnancy in the favor of spending time with Feyre’s abuser. I don’t understand how you could do that to someone you consider a friend.
But perhaps it isn’t that surprising. After all, he had little regard for Azriel’s feelings when he willfully played the barrier between him and Mor. He knew that it hurt Azriel when he flirted with Mor, but still did it. If Feyre or Elain had done that to someone Nesta liked, they would be crucified in the fandom. And yet, the only person that receives hate for this is Mor. Perhaps she should’ve made it clear to Azriel that she didn’t like him, but at the end of the day, it is not her responsibility. Azriel should’ve grown up and simply asked Mor if she had feelings. Or better yet, moved on when he saw she made no moves to turn their relationship romantic after being friends for centuries.
hi anon <3
i completely agree with you. acosf cassian was nothing like acomaf/acowar cassian and it still breaks my heart thinking about this. sjm destroyed cassians character and for what? everything i loved about cassian was pretty much stripped from him in acosf.
i've said this before and i'll say it again: cassian's role in acosf was reduced to be a fuck buddy, trainer and a semi-therapist. absolutely no character development whatsoever, and the little character traits that we had of cassian that we adored in him, was gone too.
what you said sums it up pretty much "Cassian was reduced to little more than a man blinded by lust." 10000000%
i still dont know how cassian ended up falling for nesta or "seeing" something in her since acomaf. like oh so you're gonna call out feyres abuser but then start fantasizing about her immediately?? it doesnt make sense to me. their whole relationship, the way it starts off, just doesnt make sense to me because of the close friendship cass has with feye.
idk about y'all but i would not be entertaining the idea of seducing my friends abuser or even flirting with them, like thats so wrong??
"He totally disregarded Feyre and the complications of her pregnancy in the favor of spending time with Feyre’s abuser. I don’t understand how you could do that to someone you consider a friend."
the man literally just gave no fuck about feyre potentially dying. feyre his friend, his little sister figure. the female he was distraught for after learning she had sacrificed herself and went back to spring court for them. he litterally did not care at all for feyre. he didnt even try to help rhys find a solution. he didnt even try to spend time with feyre. the cassian we knew and loved was truly gone. and for what really?? so that he can keep on staring at nesta's ass in illyrian leathers and just think about sex and sex and sex 24/7?
"I don’t understand how you could do that to someone you consider a friend."
a true friend would never do that but cassian forgot what it means to be a friend, a brother, in acosf, not only to feyre but to rhysand too.
in regards to the morrigan, azriel and cassian situation:
personally, i think cassian playing the "buffer" between them is not a bad thing, and i actually really respected him for it. the way i see it is cassian helping out my girl Mor in terms of keeping az away from her. like putting distance between them, bc even cass could see mor wasnt reciprocating azriels feelings lmao, and tbh i dont rlly care if az got butthurt or not.
i understand that cassians actions may have hurt his brothers feelings but he also was helping out his friend mor too so like idk im okay with what cass decided to do. 🤷🏻‍♀️
"Perhaps she should’ve made it clear to Azriel that she didn’t like him, but at the end of the day, it is not her responsibility. Azriel should’ve grown up and simply asked Mor if she had feelings. Or better yet, moved on when he saw she made no moves to turn their relationship romantic after being friends for centuries."
i think mor walking out on az when he was confessing his love to her was such a clear sign that she's not interested lmao, but yes you are correct, az is an adult who knows that mor is not into him and yet decides to keep obsessing over her. whatever butthurt feelings he got over the past 500 years is on him not morrigan.
thanks for this ask! it let me vent about my feelings for cass and i appreciate that :)
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sorry for my behaviour but all of hearts for marcus <3
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youre both going to kill me dead on the ground with this one. thanks!
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💓 BEATING HEART - what gets their heart racing?
literally any even slightly romantic thought makes him go :bonk emoji: he can't deal with it. he imagines someone holding his hand for .5 seconds and he's on the floor. and then sometimes nothing even remotely romantic or anything happens, jason just smiles at him and then he becomes a puddle of sludge. he loves affection but the poor man cannot handle it at all at the same time. he's trying SO hard to be normal about it but it's not working. you know that one post that was like "i wrote my crush a note that just said 'get out of my school.'" thats him. thats him.
💘 HEART W/ ARROW - what traits do they look for in a relationship? do they believe in love at first sight?
someone who's funny, most importantly. if he can't laugh with them then he is OUT of there. taller than him also preferably bc he is a short little man who wants to be lifted up and held SO bad. also obviously someone who's genuine, which is very funny considering danny cheats on him and also jason has been lying about his name the whole time. one is significantly less terrible than the other but. HEHggh. anyway. all he wants is someone who's kind and will love him for who he is and will not get annoyed when he goes off on his tenth rant of the day about stroads.
he doesn't believe in love at first sight - again kind of funny bc the first time he saw jason he became a little fruit and it was over for him. not necessarily love, just like. a weird jealousy??? that turned into an appreciation. that then turned into love. YA KNOW.
💗 GROWING HEART - if they have a crush, is it noticable? what changes when they're in love?
OH IT IS VEEEEEEEERY NOTICABLE. HE'S NOT SUBTLE AT ALL. jason is just SO oblivious it's not even funny. he can't make eye contact, he gets easily flustered by any sort of smile, or touch, or Anything. again. he turns into a puddle of sludge. he goes a little bit insane, he daydreams a lot. he wants to talk to them nonstop and spend as much time with them as possible - which is Awfully convenient for him in this situation. in each other's company 24/7 like a dream come true.
but at the same time he's trying so hard to convince himself that it's NOT a crush, and he doesn't deserve a relationship, it's all just circumstance. these feelings mean Nothing. all of it is just a weak defense tactic at stopping himself from getting hurt, but he's SO in love that it kind of. immediately destroys any sort of wall he put up in the first place.
❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?
quality time and physical touch 10000000% he LOVES being held. and holding hands. and getting little kisses planted all over his face. it ALWAYS makes him feel better. always. he is like a little teddy bear
💙 BLUE HEART - do they miss their s/o easily? how do they act when their s/o isn't around?
DEFINITELY they've been in each other's company for SO long that jason not being there for whatever reason feels Wrong, like a chunk of him is missing. he tries to be happy and get on with his day, but he does mope about a LOT. whenever he's at the apartment eating ice cream morgan and lou just KNOW jason has gone somewhere they don't even need to ask. which is something that has happened at least 10 times now.
💚 GREEN HEART - what things make your oc feel comforted? hugs, kisses, food?
HUGS. KISSES. HAND HOLDING. being wrapped up in jason's arms. just his whole presence. it makes him feel safe, warm. he's marcus's personal weighted blanket.
💖 SPARKLING HEART - are they a subtle or a showy lover?
he TRIES to be subtle but because of how easily flustered he is, even after they've been together for a WHILE, he still kind of accidentally 'overdoes it' [in his mind], which jason just finds very cute and endearing. who cares if he's showy. it lets jason know that he's not scared to love him. and that makes my brain EXPLODE. theyre holding hands almost all the time, something which marcus ALWAYS initiates just bc he LOVES holding jason's hand. and they swing their arms a bit while they walk. and kiss each other's hands. and if that isn't showy idk what is.
💌 LOVE LETTER - do they like love letters? what kind of messages do they leave for their partner?
jason can't ready very well, so if marcus were to leave a note for him at any point, it would be a very simple i love you <3 written in all caps surrounded by hearts. and a couple of little smileys + a doodle of them holding hands. over time as jason gets better with it, he does start writing a little bit more in them. and then jason would maybe even write some back. aughgfdjh. he is not good at writing either, so his notes would also be a very simple "i love you" in very wobbly handwriting, with a little (: x at the end. he ends EVERY message he ever writes with a smiley face. i know this is about marcus but that's an improtant jason fact.
💔 BROKEN HEART - what could their partner do that would absolutely break their heart?
JASON WOULD NEVER DO SUCH A THING BUT. CHEAT. 10000% I KNOW THAT'S LIKE. A GENERIC ANSWER. BUT. YOU KNOW. IT'S HAPPENED TO HIM ONCE WITH THE MAN HE ONCE BELIEVED WAS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE, IF JASON ENDED UP DOING THE SAME THING AFTER THE COUNTLESS PROMISES HE MADE OVER THE YEARS, MARCUS WOULD BE IN SHAMBLES. he literally 100000% would NEVER love anyone ever again.
the second thing is uhhhhhh. die. lol < evil
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thebaileyam · 4 months
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I have known my friend M since 6th grade. It has been 12 years. I introduced her to our friend K. I have known K for 19 years. When M got married I knew that our friendship would cool down as she had kids. She would get busy and my place in her life would get replaced. I dont hold it against her or the kids. I just wouldnt fit in anymore. We could see each other in a couple years.
What I didn't think would sour our relationship would be my autism. She had her first kid in April. The last time we talked on the phone was March. We have only seen each other 3 times. I thought she was just busy. But M is always talking to K who is my roommate. They evem get together a lot.
K told me that M has been avoiding me. M is upset that I am not excited enough about baby stuff. Not that I am not supportive, but not excited. I have never liked kids. She is upset that I dont want to hold her baby. I dont like touching people. Before the baby was born I said I wasn't interested in babysitting a baby. Then talked about fun things we (including the baby) could do together. What she heard was that I dont want to be in her or her kids lives. Instead of talking to me about this she just cut me out. And K knew all this. A lot of her problems with me and her babys relationship are caused by her or just my autism. Both M and K are not happy with olmy relationship with the baby. I am not treating the baby bad. I am just not 10000000% in love and always wanting to touch the baby. I have only met the baby 3 times. M and K know I have trouble making emotional connections with people. I dont have an emotional connection with my aunts, uncles, or cousins THAT I SEE MULT TIME A YEAR. When M, K, myself and the baby got together I was constantly pressured to hold or touch the baby. K even played this fun game where she would push the baby at me and laugh as I avioded touching the baby.
I am not mad at M for not talking to me as much as we have in the past, or for not seeing me as often. She had a new baby to deal with. I am not mad that she had trouble reaching out to me as I know (not from her) that post pardam has been kicking her ass and that she cold turkeyed her meds. I am not mad that she though that K could give her the emotional help she needed. I am not mad that K gave her what she needed. I am mad and hurt that they both forgot who and what I am. That when they set those goals that they forgot we are not all playing the same game. I am hurt because 12 YEARS of history and knowing who I am did nothing. I am mad that they forgot that I am autistic. Both M and K are neurodivrse. M has dyslexia, ADHD, and bipolar. K has ADHD and her sister is on the spectrum. I dont understand why those who would normal advocate for autism have suddenly forgotten it exists. I know I can be hard to deal with. That I say things that arnt ment to me rude but is. What I ask is that you tell me when I have fucked up so I can fix it. But they didnt and almost a year has passed. March 17 was the last day I talked to M on the phone. About a month before the baby. Its like the birth of the baby was going to magically make me allo.
It hurts that I am the one expected to fix all of this, when the only thing I did wrong was be autistic. I know that if I say I need time, I will be the bad guy. I have spent my life learning not to care when people judge me for my neuordivergence. I have seen it in the eyes of other kids when I dont do things in the ways they all know. I have seen it in the eyes of teachers who cant understand why I am having so much trouble. The eyes of my grandmother when she cant understand why I cant just do better. The eyes of my mother why I have once again forgotten something that I should of remembered AGAIN. In my father's eyes when I dont socialize like him ir others. I just never thought that of the few people whose opinions do matter, I would still fail in the way I always have.
I dont expect M or K to see this. M left tumblr long ago and K was never on. But for once I hope my thoughts can reach you in a way that you can understand them without you reading past what I have said.
Thank you to any who read. I just needed to fet this out somehow.
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alicanta77 · 3 years
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NCT Dream Reaction: You wearing their shirt
Mark:
it takes him a while to realise that it’s his shirt you’re wearing
so it’s only a couple of hours into the day where he noticed and did a triple take
but as soon as he did realise
mark would absolutely stop functioning
goes wide eyed like a deer in highlights
but since he hasn’t mentioned it throughout the day, you just assumed he didn’t think it was a big deal
and now he’s staring at you with his mouth hanging slightly open like a fish out of water
“is that my shirt?” *he finally manages to ask*
“you’ve just noticed?” *you ask in disbelief*
he just blinks at you a couple of times, confused as to how he didn’t see that it was his shirt you were wearing
and now he’s incredibly aware of how good it looks on you
and how he secret hopes you never take it off
this would be one moment where it hits mark like a truck just how much he loves you
and how he never wants to let you go
Renjun:
i cannot even describe how soft this would make him
he just melts into the biggest pile of uwu as soon as he sees you
he walks straight up to you and pinches your cheeks
he just loves the way it fits you
no matter what mood he is in or what has happened before
you can always make renjun smile by appearing in his shirt
there’s just something about seeing you in his clothes that makes his heart beat faster than before
buys clothes with you in the back of his mind cause he knows whatever he buys you will wear
and gets excited when he sees you in a new shirt compared to one you usually wear
makes a mental note of what your favourite shirts of his are and he brings them with him when you’re having a bad day/in need of cuddles
a cuddle session is suddenly not complete without you in one of his shirts/hoodies
is one to tell you not to ask to borrow them and just to take it
he is NEVER going to be anything other than over the moon to see his beautiful s/o in his clothes
he’s completely and utterly whipped for you and moments like this make him realise just how much
Jeno:
EYE SMILE LEVEL 10000000++++
would not be able to stop himself from grinning like an idiot
literally stops mid sentence just to smile at you in his clothes
“.... jeno? what were you saying?” *you ask confused*
*realises he's completely forgotten* “you’re pretty” *cue your blush*
his mind had like 20594725 things on it and suddenly all he can think is “holy damn i love them”
tries to find reasons for you to wear his shirt more often
but is not subtle at all, literally anytime you need to wear something he offers
you’re going to sleep? wear his shirt
you’re going on a walk? wear his shirt
you’re staying at home all day doing nothing? wear his shirt
also the protectiveness pops out
cause he likes seeing you in his clothes
it just screams to anyone that sees it that you’re his
and also he likes it because it also proves it to himself
that someone as amazing as you is actually his s/o
cause he sometimes has trouble believing he’s that lucky
Hyuck:
would definitely tease you first
calls you a little thief
asks you why you don’t wear your own clothes, and asks if you have any
whines and claims he was going to wear that shirt he wasn’t
just to hide how much he loves the sight of you in it
and so that you don’t notice how the sight of you walking past him in his shirt caused him to die in his game
but it’s not his fault it’s just you look so amazing in his clothes that it’s distracting
like jeno he finds any excuse for you to wear his clothes
but he’s very blunt about it
doesn’t wait for you to need something to wear
literally sees you and goes “hmmmm why don’t you wear this? it’ll look better with those jeans” and hands you a shirt of his to wear
but the smile on his face when you put it on makes you want to only wear his clothes for as long as you live
but hyuck would gladly let you
every time you put on his shirt when he offers it he can’t help but just think that this is all he wants
just to have you with him, wearing his clothes, and loving him as much as he loves you
Jaemin:
becomes the human form of the heart eye emoji
carries on talking/doing what he was before
but just with a growing smile on his face
immediately grabs his camera/phone to take a million photos of you
his favourite photo of you is the one that he has saved as home screen
and it’s you making pancakes in the morning, smiling down at the pan dressed in his shirt
it makes him smile and think of how lucky he is to have you every time he opens his phone
like renjun he makes a note of which shirts you like to wear the most
and leaves them for you when he goes away on tour
or offers you them when you’re having a bad day or need one to wear
subconsciously buys hoodies and shirts that are a similar shape/style so that he knows you’ll wear it
has a folder titled <3 in his phone of you wearing his shirts and clothing in general
goes through it any time he misses you and it always puts him in a better mood
but nothing brightens his mood like facetiming you and seeing you in his clothes
he swears in that moment he falls in love with you all over again
Chenle:
does a double take when he sees you
“oh look they’re wearing my shirt”
“OH LOOK THEY’RE WEARING MY SHIRT”
and then would not be able to stop himself from smiling
his eyes follow you literally everywhere you go
this is incredibly distracting if he’s on live and needs to act professional
he’s would find his so distracting cause you’re practically announcing to the world that you’re his
even though the only ones who sees this are him and daegal
oh god if you’re wearing his shirt AND holding his dog?
that may be the moment chenle knows he’s set for life
but he won’t be so obvious and instead accuses you of stealing his clothes
and just offers to buy you a store of shirts instead
but his entire defence melts off him when you say to him “but i like yours cause they smell like you...”
and he just HAS to hug you
and kiss you on the nose to see you smile
doesn’t know what power you’ve got over him, but he’s okay with it since you make him happier than he’s ever been
Jisung:
goes through about 5137492 emotions and reactions in 30 seconds
blushes and gets nervous and can’t remember what he was going to say
then looks at how his shirt looks on you and is just filled with so much love
then can’t stop smiling because you’re so beautiful and you’re his s/o and he’s so lucky
and then gets nervous again cause it hits him that it’s his shirt you’re wearing
and then falls in love again cause it’s his shirt you’re wearing
and this circle repeats for quite a while
he eventually comes to settle in a general state of “i love you”
walks up to you
pulls on the shirt slightly and raises an eyebrow while smiling
“i think i recognise this” *he grins*
“... you should i bought it for you” *you reply*
pouts at your reply until you laugh and wrap your arms around him
“is it okay that i’m wearing it?” *you ask nervously hoping he isn’t annoyed you didn’t ask*
“it’s the best thing you’ve done all day” *cue forehead kisses*
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sondepoch · 4 years
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HC: Married life with the boys!
With one chaotic human and a handful of boys too attractive for their own good, it's always been a simple matter of time before love found its way into the Devildom. And where love blooms, marriage often follows—and nothing will stop these boys from giving their human all the love in the world.
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*Mild NSFW themes for Beel & Diavolo ;)
Characters: All Brothers + Undateables - Luke
MASTERLIST
Lucifer
It highkey blows everyone’s mind when the two of you get married
Because absolutely nothing changes
Lucifer still reprimands you if you do something ridiculous, he still crosses his arms and frowns when you tease him, he still sends a scowl your way when you mess around with Diavolo - if anything, the two of you are distant, and alarmingly so to everyone who gazes upon the supposedly happy couple
But that’s only because they can’t see what goes down in private
And yes - the grass is greener behind the closed door of Lucifer’s study
It was different when the two of you were simply in a relationship: Lucifer’s pride was always there. He would allow you to have your way with him, touch his hair and kiss him and hold him, but he could only reciprocate so much
But now that you’re married?
If anything, Lucifer’s pride dictates that he now has to be open with you, the single person he trusts more than anyone else in the world
Something that he can only do in private
And honestly - you savor moments when you’re alone with him because of it
For the first time, he is the one to initiate contact. The barrier of pride is broken, and in its place lingers Lucifer’s neverending desire to be wrapped in your arms
It doesn’t matter if you’re smaller than him, you are big spoon
You pamper him, giving him all the forehead kisses and tight hugs and quiet handholding he could ever desire. And in exchange, he finally becomes honest with his emotions - finally casting his pride away so that he can ask you when he wants a hug, when he wants a kiss, when he’s needy for affection and love, and he wants you to give it
It’s reached the point where he only wants to be alone with you, eternally savoring the feeling of your arms around him and pulling him closer - finally vocal about his desires 
But he does feel guilty that he can only do this behind closed doors
So slowly, very slowly, he tries to sacrifice his pride and begin treating you different publicly
It starts small: a more tender voice whenever he addresses you, a secondary “are you sure?” whenever he’s worried that you’re uncomfortable, a ghost of a smile on his lips when you laugh so merrily
But soon, it morphs into small touches: fingers brushing against each other when you walk, a hand on your back when you’re next to each other, standing closer to you than everyone else
Slowly, the people around you become relieved. They start to understand that you are like any married couple, but that Lucifer was simply having a hard time adjusting to the abrupt closeness
And then, on the day when you and his brothers throw him a surprise birthday party, Lucifer is so overwhelmed by love that he kisses you then and there, right in front of everyone, pride be damned
And the process is slow going, but eventually he becomes as open with you in public as he is in private, until the two of you are so close that it seems nothing can ever keep him from holding your hand the way he wants again
Mammon
s m u g
It still blows his mind that you chose him out of everyone, that you chose him to marry and love and spend the rest of your life with
And while he is absolutely dumbfounded by this fact, it won’t stop him from rubbing it everyone else’s face at every chance
“Hey guys, wanna go to this all-inclusive resort next month?” Mammon grins, an uncharacteristically innocent smile on his face. “I’ll pay and all!”
“Oh, yes!” Asmo squeals while Beel’s ears perk up at the word all-inclusive. “I have so many cute outfits that I can’t wait to wear!”
“Oh wait, my bad!” Mammon exclaims dramatically, a silly grin on his face. “Looks like it’s only for married couples. Guess I’ll just take MC then, sorry guys!”
PDA turns up by 10000000%
Man is a touchy demon by default, so in private (now that you’re married) he finally has the courage to quietly cuddle you the way he’s always wanted to
But bring him into public?
Oh boy
You cannot get him to stop touching you. Ever.
There is always a hand on your butt, or two arms around draped around your neck, or a single arm linked with your arm, but no matter what, Mammon makes sure that you guys are touching and that you are intimate
The only time you’re in public and he might not actively touch you is if you’re the one touching him - and holy hell, when you do, this demon melts in your hands
LOVES it when you get possessive. Man wants you to be greedy with him, just like he is with you, so if you yank his attention away from other demons in a fit of jealousy, he’ll just find it hot
Tangibly, the nature of your relationship hasn’t changed much after marriage. You both still live in the House of Lamentation (though you have moved into his room) he’s still in debt (but things are better than before, and Lucifer doesn’t shout as much), and he still has an only slightly unhealthy obsession with Goldie (fixed only by the fact that you have told him that no, he should not sleep clutching his credit card like a teddy bear)
But inside, marriage means everything to this demon
Man was assertive before, but never confident, ya know? All those big, fancy words were more of a coverup for his insecurity after being made fun of for so long
But now?
His confidence is real
And because of it, being around him is actually easier. He doesn’t need to call himself The Great Mammon or remind you to come to him when you need protecting - because at last, he believes those words
Why?
Because when he falls asleep every night with his head buried in the crook of your neck, it’s to your words of praise, slowly but steadily building his confidence up
And he loves it
(Bonus:) When he proposed, he proposed with ten rings because “you’re better than everyone else so you deserve more rings than everyone else”
Leviathan
Sigh
This man really tried to talk you out of marrying him
Of course, by that time the wedding date was already final and everything ,so you shut him up with a firm whack on the back of the head, but that never stops Levi from being continually insecure
It’s not that he doesn’t want to be married to you
It’s that he’s worried you’re missing out on something by being married to him
:(
Poor baby is so precious
And so insecure
At the beginning of your marriage, it takes hours to convince him that he’s not “unworthy” of your love 
Often in the morning, you’ll be able to tell that he’s having self-deprecating thoughts just by the look in his eye, so you’ll cuddle and kiss and love him for hours until it’s almost lunchtime - and only then, after hours of you reassuring him and reminding him why you love him, does he begin to believe that he isn’t a “yucky otaku”
For the remainder of the day, Levi makes sure to repay you in full - literally showering you in love as he makes you his Player 2 for every video game, going as far as to allow you to sit in his lap while he reads manga over your shoulder
And while things often reset at night - and the next morning the demon looks equally fearful about your decision to marry him, there’s no denying that the amount of time it takes to convince him that you love and want him is growing shorter and shorter
And then, one day, when Levi wakes up, he doesn’t have that look in his eyes at all
And he just straight up kisses you
This is the story of why Levi kisses you every morning, first thing in the morning (even if it’s just a forehead kiss)
Man is eternally grateful to you for bearing with him (despite you insisting that you weren’t “bearing’ with him - you were doing it out of love) while he was so hesitant and fearful, and vows to return every ounce of love tenfold
Man will do anything for you
Of course, he still prefers to stay indoors and to marathon TSL with you
But he does stop glancing away every time you praise him, and all the instances where he might have previously insulted himself now turn into simple blushes where he wraps you in a hug to hide his warm cheeks
Man is surprisingly touchy, even when he’s not fighting with other for your attention
100% sleeps best if you’re spooning him - no questions asked
(And please don’t ask questions - he’ll get so embarrassed)
And yes, after much begging him, he does finally purchase a bed for the two of you to sleep in instead of his bathtub (which is surprisingly comfy, given that you can just lay on top of Levi and cuddle him)
But yes, sometimes he will randomly lift you up in the middle of the night and carry you to the bathtub, because while there’s no chance this man is letting go of you as you sleep, he will always prefer the bathtub 
Sigh
But you love him anyway <3
Satan
No one would have thought that the Avatar of Wrath would be able to lead such a peaceful life, but the second you guys get married, that’s what things are
Peaceful
Man treats you like royalty, making sure that things are always perfect for you
Mornings are no longer spent at the dining table, but are instead spent on the small table in Satan’s bedroom, where the two of you roll out of bed every morning and lazily curl up together on the same armchair while drinking tea and coffee, chatting about whatever dreams you had
Afternoons are quiet: Satan’s nose in a book and your fingers occupied with whatever your favorite pastime is, but you guys are always right next to each other, always touching in some way 
Evenings are calm - Satan will sometimes play a disc of your favorite human world band or will put on some music of his own preferred Devildom artists, and the two of you will simply talk until it’s nighttime and you both are sleepy
In essence, man mellows out after you marry him
And the reason?
He always feels so calm. It’s like you’ve quelled the eternal storm within his heart by marrying him, by promising that you’ll spend the rest of your lives together - and Satan hardly thinks he has any need for emotions like rage and anger when he always feels so blissfully happy with you
It becomes his favorite thing in the whole world to just pull you onto his lap and play with the ring around your finger, listening to the sound of your voice
He’s just so soft for you
Highkey wants to spend the rest of his life locked away inside his room with you, away from other people and other things that make him angry, but he will venture out into public with you because he knows that there’s value in exposing oneself to various social environments
In fact, now if he leaves the house at all, it’s usually with you by his side
His favorite place to visit is 100% the cat shelter, with the local, cozy bookstore taking its place as a close second
But this man will not hesitate to throw hands with anyone who disrespects you
It’s actually one of the reasons why he finds it so tedious to go outside - because no matter what, there’s always some foolish demon that treats you poorly, and then Satan’s disposition dictates that he can’t let that demon go home until the fool learns his place and apologizes
Of course, after the whole ordeal you guys 100% go somewhere to cheer each other up, and that’s the story of how you become the local ice cream store’s most valued customers
But Satan will always prefer being safe in his room with you, surrounded by his books and your things and everything that screams home
And are you guys secretly hiding a cat in your room?
Who knows? 
All you can say is that when the stack of “books” eternally buried under Satan’s desk sneezes, it’s not because Satan “enchanted them” to do so 
;)
Asmodeus
d e d i c a t e d 
h u s b a n d o 
Anyone can see the switch in Asmo when he settles down and marries you
Like
Man changed when you guys started dating for sure. His posts on Devilgram began featuring you, he spent money he would have spent on hair products on buying you gifts, he stopped talking about himself and began focusing on complimenting you
But now that you’re married? And shit is official?? And you’ve actually legally sworn that you want to spend the rest of your life with him???
It’s the first time Asmo cries tears of joy
Man pulls a full 180 - there’s no longer any such thing as Asmo, or even MC. No, the two of you are now a package deal - and everywhere you go, it’s Asmo AND MC
And the whole Devildom knows about you two
And really, how could they not?
Ever since Asmo made that one post on Devilgram where the two of you are posing, flashing the camera your engagement rings - every single post Asmo has made is of you
In fact, some of his posts don’t even have him in it - they’re just you
Because this boi is so smitten for you
And he wants the whole world to know it
You guys start matching everything (or everything that’s fashionable. matching t-shirts are NOT the wave, honey, so put those back)
Nail polish? Matching. Jewelry? Matching. Aesthetics? Matching.
Asmo has so much love in his heart that it literally comes pouring out in every action he does
Man will miss his beauty sleep for you if you ask him for a glass of water in the middle of the night. And better yet, he won’t even complain if you keep him up late, as long as it means he gets to hold you close and shower you in kisses
And if you thought Asmo before marriage was touchy, then you have a big surprise in for you
Asmo’s touches are no longer sexual. (Or some of them are, but only when you’re ready for it ;)) He’s now more preoccupied with the closeness that accompanies touching you, and so his skin is always brushing by yours even in the briefest of touches, because it always sends such a lovely rush of warmth to his heart whenever you touch
Everything reminds him of you
Man will send you pictures of trees, birds, flowers (honestly anything beautiful) with the caption saw this today and it reminded me of you xoxo
And though he maintains the ruse of this being completely casual, that this marriage is just another wonderful thing that’s happened to him, you know that he never stops fangirling over the fact that you’ve actually chosen him to love and marry
And yes, he was an angel born to be loved: he was the jewel of the heavens and everyone who looked upon him was instantly charmed
But to him, none of that matters
The only love he cares about is yours, and now that you’ve given it to him, you’ve literally brought heaven to him because there’s nothing in the world he would trade for this
Beelzebub
Imagine being married to Superman
That.
That is what this marriage is like.
To the rest of the world, you are literally untouchable - because the moment you marry him, Beel will not allow anyone to mistreat you
Did you think he was baby? That he was precious?
Well, you were right. But now that the two of you are married, he looks at you with that same lens of protectiveness, and he wants to shield you from all the evil in the Devildom
Man is devoted in public and in private: nothing will stop him from showcasing his love for you
Expect to be offered food at all hours of the day, to be lifted up and hugged at random, and to be given forehead kisses on the daily 
And listen, when Beel kisses you on the forehead in public, it’s not just a show of affection to show the world how much he loves you. It’s a silent threat to anyone who might hurt you - a silent warning that Beel has extended his protective domain over to you, and now anyone who messes with you is messing with him and will not be shown mercy
That’s only in public tho - in private, this man goes back to being the most precious thing in the world
So 
Many
KISSES
Contrary to public expectation, Beel is just like his younger brother in that he adores lazing around with you in bed, laying kisses across your skin for hours on end while you just sigh in bliss
He just adores the intimacy of the whole situation alongside the sensation of your smaller frame being literally enveloped by his own
His favorite thing in the whole world is laying on his side with his head resting on top of yours, your back pressed against his chest while he hugs you from behind and listens to you rant about whatever. And while this is going on, he will absolutely slide his ring off his finger and absentmindedly slide it onto yours, watching as the larger band dangles so loosely off even the thickest of your fingers
It actually opens up a whole new kink realization to him: that he adores seeing you in his things and watching the way your smaller frame is nearly swallowed up by all his clothes
And while it has always been normal for you to casually wear his shirts and walk around his room in them without anything else on, the fact that the two of you are married gives him the confidence to sneak you out of his room looking like that, where you occasionally run into his brothers. And the sight of you dressed in his clothes in front of other people awakens a side of him that he never knew existed
100% tries to get you to leave the house looking like that
“Babe, I can’t wear this outside”
“Why not?”
“Because I’m not wearing any underwear beneath this and if the wind blows, then—”
“You’re not wearing any underwear?”
And then Beel realized that he really had discovered a new kink
Belphegor
The marriage no one foresaw
Nah, but fr tho
It’s not that Belphie doesn’t love you - even a blind man can tell that he’s hopelessly fallen for you
It’s just that you guys were acting like a married couple so long before you guys got married that no one thought there was any point in actually sealing the deal
And honestly, things really don’t change much after you both get married
You still sleep in the same bed, you still cuddle each other at night, you still bicker back and forth 
From a distance, it seems like the nature of your relationship is entirely unchanged, save for the fact that you both have matching bands around your ring fingers
B U T
That’s only because no one else can see how Belphie treats you in private
Where there would once be peaceful naps where he dozed off on your thighs to the feeling you playing with his hair, he now spends that time lost in slow conversations with you, their topics varying based on whatever has popped through his mind that day
Man realizes that, now that you’re his spouse, he wants to know everything about you
And he’s willing to spend all the time in the world learning these things
He’ll lie you down on the bed and play with your hair, asking you the most random questions
“Do you dislike mushrooms?”
“If you had a pet frog, what would you name it?”
“What do you think of stickers?”
Of course, that may be because your answers are utterly ridiculous
“Only if they stand over four inches”
“Fluffy”
“They’re only good if they smell good”
And for the longest time, you really only humor his questions with responses because, well, he’s your husband and you think that he just wants to get to know you better (albeit in a rather unorthodox method)
But then, one day, the two of you are casually walking through the Devildom market in preparation for it being Belphie’s turn to make dinner, and the demon selects the ingredients to your favorite dish without even consciously knowing what it is
And you realize that every question you answered was one Belphie took to heart, and that the reason he always wants to learn so much about you is so that he can use the information to be the best husband he can be
And when you figure it out, you nearly tackle Belphie to the ground in a hug, because you’re so touched
“You’re the best husband ever!” You murmur, wrapping your legs around his waist as you bury your face in the crook of his neck, clinging to him like a koala as you trap him in an embrace he can’t wriggle out of
“Did you really just realize why I always ask these things?” Belphie questions, sighing as if he’s disappointed
But even he can’t hide the small grin that creeps onto his face as you hug him tighter, and you know he’s just savoring the affection. And who are you to deny him any?
Solomon
cHAoTiC
Arguably the most stressful marriage, but not for either of you: for the people around you
You guys are that couple
Things were hectic enough before, when you guys would pull pranks on the demons every time you were together. But now that you’re in love? And married??? And ALWAYS together?!?!?
RIP to everyone around you
The two of you never really seem to grow old - your energy is seemingly inexhaustible and you’ve already pranked all 72 demons that Solomon has pacts with four times over (and yes, that does include Barbatos, who has now made multiple threats to break the pact)
But, again, this is one of those instances where there’s a sharp difference between how you guys act in public vs. in private
In public, things are a hot mess. You guys are always laughing, always joking, always smiling
But in the privacy of Solomon’s bedroom, without any potential targets for pranks and any demons that you guys need to keep your guard up around, things change substantially
Contrary to public expectation, you guys are almost completely silent when you’re alone - but it’s not an awkward silence, by any means. No, the silence that you and Solomon find is nothing short of comforting, and every time you guys escape to the confines of his room, you both let out a breath neither of you realized you’d been holding
Because although you guys are strong, and arguably the most powerful team of humans in the Devildom, the fact remains that you guys are human.
And you can only let your guards fully down around each other
Nights are spent in the absence of any loud laughter or obnoxious rackets, the two of you preferring to savor the sound and comfort of silence. You guys fit together like pieces to a puzzle, and no words are necessary for the two of you to change into your nightwear and snuggle up under the same blanket, soft sighs escaping your lips the moment your skin comes into contact with one another
It’s only times like now, when there’s no one else in the world around, that you both can find true peace
And on nights like these, Solomon will just hold you close to him, sometimes pressing his forehead against yours, and he’ll stroke your sides softly, thumbs rubbing soothing circles into your skin
And of course, you’ll reciprocate in full, pressing soft, open-mouthed kisses to the man’s jaw as he continues his ministrations, sometimes letting out a quiet hum of contentment as you pull him closer
It’s a relationship where speech isn’t necessary; you guys are so in sync with each other and so helplessly in love that words only complicate things
But still, on occasion, one of you will open your mouths to disrupt the silence, and on nights like these, there’s really only one thing either of you will even consider saying
“I love you”
And if there’s one certainty in life, it’s the fact that the other will repeat the same phrase back, punctuating it with a kiss that reminds you both why you love each other so much
And just how worth it this marriage really is
Simeon
The marriage that everyone foresaw
Nah, but fr tho
This is the relationship where everyone knew about it except for you two
Even the day Simeon proposed: it was so spontaneous - he was planning on doing it the following week - but every single person who crossed paths with him could see how helplessly in love he was with you, so it shocked no one when the two of you announced the “surprise” that you were getting married
And this is arguably one of the best decisions you have ever made
In every way
Simeon’s an angel, so marriage is probably the most important to him out of everyone. He was treating you like royalty long before you two got together, but now that the two of you are married? This man CANNOT hold back. And believe him, when he says he will get you whatever you want - he will get you whatever you want
Funny part is, most of the time, this man knows what you want before you do
You’ll be diligently taking notes at the RAD library and you won’t realize that your pencil is blunt until the words are barely legible - but when you get up to find a sharpener, you’ll see that Simeon tossed one onto your desk right before he left to grab a book
You’ll wake up at three in the morning and realize you’re thirsty - but the moment you open your eyes and sit up on the bed, Simeon will already be there with that charming smile and a glass of water in his hand
You’ll be returning from a session of painting your nails with Asmo, only to realize that there’s no way you can grab your keys from your pocket without smudging the semi-dry nail polish - and Simeon will miraculously come home at that second, kissing you on the forehead before opening the front door for you
Like seriously, it’s a gift
Of course, then there comes the day where you try to return the favor, trying to study the way his eyebrows furrow as he reads his book to determine when he’s about to stop and turn on the TV instead (only for you to triumphantly hand him the remote)
And then the affection never ends and the rest of your marriage is characterized by nonstop trying to outdo each other in thoughtfulness that everyone just looks at and sighs because it’s so wholesome
And will Luke become your and Simeon’s honorary child?
Absolutely.
And does Luke hate this in every single way?
Oh yes:
“This is ridiculous! I am two thousand years older than MC! You can’t expect me to have to listen to them every time they tell me to do something! They should be listening to me!”
“Watch your language, young man,” Simeon warns. “I won’t have you talk that way in this house.”
“It’s not even a house!” Luke screams in defiance. “And I refuse! I will say what I want, when I want, and how I want!”
“That’s enough, Luke. Go to your room and think about what you’ve said until you’re ready to apologize!”
And God help Luke the day he accidentally calls Simeon “Dad,” because nothing can break the family after that moment
Barbatos
“Teach me.”
Listen, marriage isn’t a concept that demons are familiar with
They love you, so they’ll do it for your sake - but if a demon weds a human, the demon is 100% playing it by ear and desperately hoping that they’re doing things right
But Barbatos?
Nah, this man gives everything his all, and you’re more important than everything combined. So suffice it to say that when he marries you, he is committed to being the best husbando he can possibly be
And how does he go about achieving such a thing, you ask?
Why, two simple words: “Teach me.”
He asks that you be completely upfront and honest with him about what you desire, and he does everything he can to fulfill them
Things start slow, of course
You mention to him that married couples often sleep in the same bed and share a bedroom - and then he’s requested that Diavolo provide him a new room (one which doesn’t have doors that lead to other timelines) where the two of you live together
Then you talk about how married couples usually have matching wedding rings, and the next morning you find two obscenely expensive (but beautifully artistic) rings, and a wide-eyed butler asking if they’re to your liking
You explain that married couples sometimes get closer to each other by having a family pet and (bless his heart) Barbatos takes you to an aquarium the next day and the two of you bring home a pet fish
And things are slow going with Barbatos, but progress is steady
And soon, he starts to get the hang of it
You guys don’t just sleep in the same bed, he starts to pull you closer. Casual touches turn into cuddling, and then all of a sudden he can only sleep if he’s spooning you in the process
He decides that he likes it when you wear things he buys you, so he gifts you even more woefully expensive but equally stunning jewelry, until you’re always leaving your shared room with one of Barbatos’s presents adorned on your figure
And although Barbatos is too responsible to get rid of the (immortal) pet fish he bought, the two of you have a talk and then you head down to the pet store and buy an actual pet, one which you guys can touch and hug and cuddle
And before long, Barbatos doesn’t need you to teach him how to be a good husband, he realizes that most of it is instinctive; he understands that to make you happy, he really just needs to do the things that make him happy
Of course, he still approaches many things textbook style
Every morning and every night, man will whisper that he loves you - no excuses. You guys could have a fight and he will still do this
But gradually as time moves on, he sees that marriage doesn’t have to be a big, fancy show
And he starts to just savor the sensation of being helplessly in love with you
Diavolo
POWER COUPLE
No, but literally - you guys are the most powerful couple in the world
And Diavolo is living for it
You are royalty now, and Diavolo won’t let you forget that for a single second
You want a snack? That’s fine, here’s a nine-course buffet featuring food from the human world, Celestial Realm, and Devildom
Been feeling tired and want a break? No worries, the next week has been declared a newfound Devildom holiday, so rest up for as long as you want
You don’t like this specific brand of nail polish? Oh okay, there are now four hundred samples in your room to help you find one you do like
It honestly gets to the point where you have to sit Diavolo down (*cough* sit on Diavolo’s lap *cough*) and tell him that no, when you tell him you’re considering cutting your hair, he doesn’t have to hire four professional hairstylists and a consultant to help you select the style
After much discussion he agrees to talk these things out with you
And it’s the sweetest thing in the world
“Babe, can you help me get this jar? I can’t reach it.”
“Does this mean you just want me to get you the jar? Or do you want me to make it a law that all Devildom households cannot have shelves higher than the reach of the standard human height?”
“Just the jar, hon.”
“Oh”
Will never deny you anything, ever
Actually begins putting your interests in front of his own, asking Barbatos to cook your favorite meals and desserts instead of Diavolo’s own preferences because hey, food is just food, and it makes him so happy to see your face light up when you find that dinner is your favorite dish
And listen there’s one thing you need to know about: this man’s bed
Holy shit, nothing compares
It is the most comfortable thing in the world, and you’re pretty sure that even God is missing out if he hasn’t taken a nap on Diavolo’s bed because goddamn that shit is amazing
Like you love Diavolo to death but his bed is absolutely revolutionary with how comfortable it is, and you really feel like you could spend an eternity just starfished out under the covers
And of course, since you love the bed and Diavolo loves you, the two of you can spend hours just lazing around in the morning, cuddling and giggling until it’s almost lunchtime
And mornings with Diavolo are the best
Again, though, you’re royalty, now that you’re married to him. So Diavolo isn’t going to let you be woken up like a commoner. With him, there are no alarms, no loud voices, none of that obnoxious shaking you awake or any such nonsense
No, when Diavolo wakes you up every morning, it’s truly in a way fit for royalty, in a way that only he can do - a way that you honestly prefer to all the others ways you’ve been woken 
And does this include Diavolo smirking up with you every morning from between your thighs?
Absolutely.
But does that stop him from doing it every day? 
Never.
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Hi saint! I just wanted to tell you how much i love your story, and it makes me sad to hear you’re having a bad time :( writing should be fun for the author! We’d be so sad if you dropped SY but we’d understand! Take care of yourself! But also while there’s the negative Nancys out there, I’m sure there’s much more positive interactions out there! I include myself! I’ve been having a rough time and reading SN/SY has seriously made my days better event though it’s full of angst haha. Thank you for making a difference to those of us that appreciate your writing, and regardless if I agree with a character or not, they’re YOUR characters who you’ve thought about and created these stories for. And besides the 20k+ word count? I LOVE IT, it sometimes feels like 2k words and not enough 😣
I loved the latest chapter and I heard happier as I believe one of your posts had recommended? I’ve listened to that song before but after reading chapter 8, MY GOD. the song broke my heart 🥲 I understand that y/n told Satoru to move on and utahime was there for him in his lowest times, so it makes sense their relationship evolved to that but I STILL will root for y/n and Satoru be together in the end 😭 “and I thought my heart was detached from all the sunlight of our past” like… this line? I want to believe she still has intense feelings for him, based on this song and all the character interviews but IDK 😭 I’m hoping time apart, being with other people, a coparenting relationship for sachiro will help them grow, heal and find their way back to each other 😍
@ao-minecchi said
ugh my poor saint, all i wanna do is give you the biggest hug ever, i swear. honestly, whatever you choose to do with this series and the future, you have my support 10000000%. I try not to send any asks that may come off as offensive to others, but it really annoys me to see the audacity and absolute ignorance that people can show towards your complex and beautiful writing, and extremely hard work. this is something we get to read FOR FREE, and something you dedicate yourself to all while having a job, and trying to live your personal life, too. i wish i could put my frustration into my words but i’m such a dunce when it comes to that but,i really, really want you to know i’ll always support you. :,) i always look forward to your posts, whatever they may be, or whatever you want to discuss because you’re truly one of my favorite people on tumblr. i hope you know so many of us will always be in your corner and are always here to give you all the extra love and support you may need. sending all my love and support as well. <33 (sorry if this made no sense, my head is so scrambled. T_T)
Anonymous said
i’m sorry that people are making you not want to continue this story! i hate that they can’t comprehend that this story is complex and full of angst with characters who are just as complex and who might not make decisions that would make everything instantly better. but that’s why this story is sooo amazing, bc it’s realistic in the fact that not everything is always going good, some things don’t have a happy ending. it’s a beautiful story! it’s raw, complex, broken but so well written. like if this was a book in a store i would buy it in a heartbeat. hope you don’t let them get to you but if you do decide to stop writing it, i support you 100%. <3
Anonymous said
saint, i beg you not give up on us as your readers. we love what you are writing and through it we would know how sy ending going to be. that one anon who blames you just got no akhlaq. so girl keep doing what you’re doing!!! saint best author <33
Anonymous said
Saint
Some of actually love your work and we love you tbh.. so we need you to prioritize your emotional well-being..♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
@sagekko said
hey saint,
not a question again 😂 sorry for wasting ur time(maybee), but I just wanna say thank u for ur astonishing unparallel creativity, whenever u release a new chapter of sy I prepare myself beforehand to not get a heart attack but u always manage to kill me, give me anxiety for days and make me tear up!!!! im just in awee, u're amazing istg, I talk about how brilliant u are to all of my friends and they're like shut up we get it but i'm like nooo 😂😭 that's not even the half of it, I have more to tell u about herrrr
& I saw that u're thinking of quitting and I just wanted to say that ur work is so special, rare and original, people like to tear others down, I'm sorry if u received any kind of hate🥺 and no matter what decision u'll make, I'll, alongside every other reader of urs; support you 4evaa.
sending u lots of love and positivity 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍.
Anonymous said
tbh is you feel the need to drop SY or put it on hiatus you should. your mental health is more important than a fan fiction. the haters can suck my non-existent dick.
Anonymous said
TO MY FELLOW READERS, this is a friendly reminders that writers/authors are the god of their own work. They write what they want and they get to decide what the characters’ fate CAUSE IT’S THEIR STORY and we’re not to dictate them of what we want them to write just to match our feelings and emotions.
IF YOU DON’T LIKE WHAT’S HAPPENING IN THE STORY OR YOUR EXPECTATIONS OF THE SCENARIOS YOU WANTED DIDN’T HAPPEN THEN DROP IT OR WRITE YOUR OWN.
I’m so pissed. Saint, I love your works huhu please don’t stop writing😭 always take care.
Anonymous said
hey saint! sorry you are feeling bad and frustrated, its totally valid. some of these anons need to realize it is not that deep. they are not yn. as a recommendation turn off the anon option like you did in your main (I saw another reader with this idea) at least just for a few chapters. if you still get this insane hate and stupid asks, you can block the people since they won't be anon
Anonymous said
I some how feel with the influx of bullshit your receiving, that people dropped your story on tiktok or something. The vile things people are spouting even in comments regarding Hime’s infertility is disgusting. In Hime’s case, her infertility isn’t permanent and we all know Gojou has super swimmers. If i knew POS wouldn’t make miscarriage comments, i’d enjoy Hime being pregnant even if it physically sickens me because of pure spite for the people who can’t handle MATURE, fictional works of art.
Anonymous said
Lmao people should really think like a writer.
As a reader I'm bias to certain characters but when I'm in writing mode i have to be neutral and give some "fairness" to all characters. I feel like discussions like these should be among the readers and not directly to you saint.
Anonymous said
To that one anon,
Please just step out for a bit. If you don't like how the story is going right now so much, just get out. You obviously can't handle rising actions. You don't get the point and the meaning behind the events in the story. Just wait for it to end, then read it. Just don't comment anything. It's not even finished yet. You're acting as if the fates of the characters have already been announced. And to accuse the author of being biased, how dare you
Anonymous said
THE AUDACITY OF THAT ANON OH MYGOD! They obviously doesn't understand the story and it's point. Please don't get bothered by people like them Saint. You have lots of supporters who trusts you and we all know that you know what you're doing. Shake them off, Saint. You're doing great.
Anonymous said
To that anon who basically called Saint biased:
what the fuck? we're only in episode 7 why are acting like as if it's already decided for the characters? You think Saint is being biased because Utahime's character got things going her way right now, but do you think it will be like that for the rest of story? The author knows what she's doing, sit down and wait for the story to unfold. y'all frustrating.
Anonymous said
Saint I'm so sorry that some readers get exhausting here 😔 Like yeah I'm mad at Gojohime too, but so was I at Sera&Gojo, Sophia etc... As long as YN gets her justice and happiness at the end I'll keep my sanity 💆🏻‍♀️... People really need to lay back and look forward for YN taking care of things, girl still needs to understand wtf is just happening. I really hope that you'll stop getting asks, that make you uncomfortable. Take care of yourself and thank you for your hard work 🛐🌻💐💓
@femhades said
hello! im so sorry that some anons are making you feel emotionally exhausted. sometimes i do feel annoyed too when you have to repeat your stance again and again, when people disregard the characters development in the series again and again, when people are rude in your asks/comments section and you entertain them anyways again and again. there's nothing much else i can say other than that if you feel that dropping sy would end this mess and make yourself happier, do it. by the end of the day, it's your story and efforts, so why should you listen to other people? there's seriously no reason for you to put your concerns on the back burner. do whatever that makes you happy (: every 50 hateful anons on this blog, there will be another 100 anons that are here to support you and i am one of them.
go read some manhwas, have a good meal and rest. you deserve it the most right now ((:
Anonymous said
They seem to lack reading comprehension… I’m so sorry, Saint. You’ve done an excellent job with this story.
I feel that your DEVOTION is overlooked by these unneeded comments. Your writing is compelling, dimensional and knotty (in the best way possible), the way you layered things attentively. You’ve given so much color and flavor to your work!
You’ve done absolutely nothing wrong. You’ve only made smart, considerate decisions.
🤍
Anonymous said
This is for you
Honestly I'm very thankful that you wrote sy and sn I hope you don't drop it. But if you ever feel stressed out you deserve a break at any time you want it's your book your rules. Sn and sy are amazing books and I hope you don't pay attention to all the negativity that you get and of course stay happy and healthy.
I wish you the best and I love your book and thank you for writing it again ❤️❤️❤️
Really this is the only book that's keeping me happy during my depression
(sorry for the bad grammar and spelling mistakes)
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hello hello hellooo i’m sorry i can’t respond to everyone but i do appreciate these words of encouragement :’( i’m just very, very disappointed this weekend bc i was rly looking forward to write sy8 and interact w u guys, but the moment i opened my askbox, there’s just so much unnecessary discourse and negativity. i guess it was a cherry on top on an already stressful week and i felt like i had no space to breathe. the fact that some asks i receive are just plain ridiculous too.
ngl it’s been making me think twice abt continuing the series bc i feel like i’m giving u guys my 101% pumping out 15-20k words a chapter and yet some people can be so entitled and ungrateful and just rude. but i know many of u aren’t like that so i guess that’s what’s really keeping me going T^T
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rating the hats in The Untamed
apparently ranking things is my brand now! (and one day i will rank les mis adaptations by the quality of their nun hats) 
honestly my main takeaway from this was actually that there aren’t Enough hats in The Untamed. also shoutout to @aemlai​ for reminding me of a couple of them!
1. jin guangyao’s monstrosity
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-1000/10
this fucker is almost the entire reason I’m making this post in the first place. I hate it so much. I hate it more than any character. every other bit of high fashion in the show is impeccable but this hat fills me with such a deep rage that words can’t do it justice. it’s a horrible hat and if i had the editing skills of digitally removing it from every scene i would. this hat killed my parents and framed my uncle. 
2. wen ning’s farmer chic
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5/10
I like this hat. It’s a bit on the tattered side (hence the middling score) but it’s a nice look. Admittedly, this is also because Wen Ning looks nice most of the time and I can’t bring myself to say anything bad about him, but it’s a good hat! visually interesting as it changes up his look, as well as thematically appropriate for selling vegetables.
3. ?? clan hats 
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6/10
I don’t know who these guys are but I wish I did because their hats are sick. finally some good fuckin food. I like the rest of their outfits too but that’s not what we’re rating here. their hats are tall and fun shapes. it’s a crime that they’re relegated to background shots. 
4. i also don’t know who this dude is
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7/10
i’ve only watched the show once all the way through and i Did Not keep track of the minor characters/less important clans. I will say that this clan as a whole loses points for trying to shoot wwx but I can’t say anything bad about their hats. stylish AND they look secure enough to stay on during battle. i really like the combination of shapes. excellent hattage all round, pity about the guys wearing them.  
5. the hat wei wuxian is wearing when he says that if he’s going to die, at least it could be lan wangji who kills him
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10/10
On a practical, aesthetic level, this is a Good Hat. It’s well-made, visually appealing, keeps the rain off wwx’s face so we get a front seat to his expressions of determination and despair. 
on a thematic level, I love this hat. It’s not fancy, it’s not grand, it’s just the right thing suitable for the occasion. The show has the long-running joke of “the Yiling Patriarch must be doing horrible things” and then cutting to wwx gardening/playing with a-yuan and this hat embodies what is happening in this scene so well. wwx’s rescue of the wen POWs and rebellion against the other clans is constantly portrayed by said clans as an act of malicious arrogance, he thinks he’s better than them/he does whatever he wants/he makes everything about him/he’s wildly irresponsible
but the hat?
the hat is something a farmer might wear, to keep the rain or sun out of their eyes. it’s sturdy, sensible, unshowy. it’s neither glamorous not exciting, but it needs to be worn. there are plenty of times that wwx does draw attention to himself in an conceited way, but the truth of this moment that is so widely perceived as arrogant and threatening is hammered home by the simple, unassuming hat. He’s not thinking about how he looks, just what he needs to do. 
5. wen qing’s goth hat
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 10000000/10
you can’t complete an extremely risky and painful medical procedure if you ain’t cute ! not sure if the veil is meant to be a failsafe in case jiang cheng’s blindfold slips off or whether wen qing just hasn’t had an opportunity to wear it but either way absolutely stellar decision. sure, it “hides wen qing’s face from the audience so her identity can be revealed later” but lbr it was super obvious what was going on with the core transfer to everyone but jiang cheng lol. this is easily my favourite hat of the series! this is the hat that made me wish we had more hats!
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zutaraplatter · 3 years
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Avatar: The Last Airbender Critique
There are already a million of posts like this one, and I might be saying things that’ve already been said a million times but I’ve recently become reheated about the ATLA ending and wanted to let it out -_- No one asked, this is true, and this may or may not be a way to stall from this final project I still have to complete, but here’s 10 things I didn't like and/or would change about the show that likely shouldn’t need changing because they should have been done in the first place.
1. Katara should have apologized to Sokka after TSR
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It should have happened and it didn't. In my canon-avoiding mind, Katara and Sokka have a heartfelt conversation where she apologizes for the awful things she said, Sokka says he forgives her and he's sorry if he wasn't as there for her as much as he should have been, which he follows up with "but I'm happy you listened to Aang and took his advice," leading into my next point
2. Katara should have said that not killing Yon Rha was her choice
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And thats why it was the right one. Not because Aang already said it was wrong. No no. It was the right choice because that's what she chose. I love my mom to death and can't imagine losing her in any way, let alone the way Katara did. And I can't say for sure that if I was in her shoes that I know what I would have done f that yes I do I would have killed that motherfucker. But I also know that if Katara decided not to kill him, then that was one of two correct choices because they were Katara's choices to make. Not Aang's or anyone else's and this should have been clarified. I know it's a kids show but I said what I said. Next point.
3. Katara should have said more after telling Aang she was unsure at the Ember Island Players
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Katara hasn't had any trouble saying how she feels, especially when it comes to helping others and making them feel better, whether she was right or wrong. But she holds back or overly softens blows and seems to even shrivel up at times when it comes to Aang. And me no likey. I had a boyfriend who I adored and admired and just genuinely looked up to. I'm also a shy and anxious person who hates confrontation, but because I loved him, I never refrained from telling him when he was wrong. I might have been a little shaky about it but I did it tho because when you want to be with someone you walk through the grass and stomp through the mud. And I personally feel like either in that moment or later on in an added scene that Katara should have voiced to Aang how unheard and disrespected she felt about his words before TSR and his actions on the balcony. I hate being uncomfortable and my secondhand embarrassment is toxic but I would love to see a scene of this. I always imagined Katara saying stuff like "But I'm not you Aang, and I'm not an Air Nomad," or "Zuko could understand why I needed to go, and I'd hoped you would too," or...I'm out of ideas but you get the idea. And you know what, I know I'm a hard Zutara shipper, but them having this conversation would honestly make me respect their relationship a whole lot more should it be believably written to end on a good note (I don't see how it could be but hey I'm an open minded person and I did think they were cute together once upon a time). Basically, all I'm saying is that Katara is no small voice and she should have been written that way when with Aang. Boyfriends can make you shy but should never make you weak. Period. Next point.
4. No rock! ONLY GROWTH!!!!!!!!!!!
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I still squint my eyes whenever I remember that rock that unblocked Aang's chakra. What even was that? The laziest writing possible in my opinion. That's what. And Aang deserved better. What should have happened should have been that Aang started to lose to Ozai. And then as Ozai's about to deliver the finishing blow, Aang has flashbacks of everyone he's trying to save and honor, ending with a very prominent flashback of Katara with the guru's disembodied voice reminding Aang to let go of his attachments to become all he needs to be...then BOOM! Baby boy is back on his feet, chakra unblocked, he kicks Ozai's ass, I'm crying hysterically on the floor, as are the rest of us, and he wins. Then at the end of the series, instead of a kiss, he gives Katara an apology. She accepts, everyone else comes to join them on the balcony, cinematic group hug, camera pan into the sun. I don't know lol. Basically what I'm saying is that Aang did not deserve some deus ex machina. He deserved to grow and become his best self like everyone else got to.
5. Aang should have heard differently in The Storm
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Katara is a very fate-minded person and this is when I saw potential for her to become a toxic character in regards to Aang. When he admits that he ran away from home 100 years ago, Katara tells him that that was basically a good thing because he was meant to be here and now. Like...no? What Aang did, though understandable for someone so young, was still wrong. Yes he would have maybe been killed but I'm like 10000000% sure they had a plan to protect and evacuate the literal avatar. And what was technically "meant to be" was a new avatar. But hey, what's done is done and kicking Aang while he's down is a no-no in this household. But that doesn't change the fact that Aang needed and deserved honesty. Maybe the fisherman could have said this, I don't know, but I feel like Aang should have been told by someone that although running away was wrong, it's a blessing he and Appa were able to survive and be able to help save the world now with his amazing friends found-family. Maybe this is too harsh, and maybe even outright wrong, but I felt like Aang deserved a truer answer here to support and comfort him.
6. MAILEE!!!!
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Do I even need to go into detail?
7. Spiritual sigh*
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Don't make me go into detail -_- I will say though that although Aang and Katara are both amazing individuals capable of earth shattering things, they were not a healthy fit for one another. This is evident in the original series and especially in their children from LOK. They both deserved the best but better than one another.
8. ZUTARAAAAAAA
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This is a Zutara blog you KNEW this was coming, as it should. There's just too much. There's too damn much. I would give a real paragraph to this too, but, I mean, there's already so much proving that this was the pair. Fics, metas, rants, this site. Scroll through my blog or any of the ATLA related blogs I follow and...dude. These two were meant to be together and I'll mourn the narrative brilliance WASTED for no good reason every day for the rest of my life. No reason these two shouldn't be married with three kids. sob. I will take this part to say thank you to the amazing fic writers that gave Katara, Zuko, Mai, and Aang what they deserved that the writers didn't have the guts to give them themselves. Next point tho.
9. AANG AND ONJI
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Good God almighty. Why not this? WHY NOT THIS? I'm putting on my bullet proof vest and I'm going to say this; Aanji is cuter than Zutara. Now before you scorn me or whatever, let me explain. Zutara for me is like steak. No. Chicken parmesan. I like chicken parmesan better. The point though is that Zutara is savory. You know? I don't see them as cute, I see them as Obviously. Aanji on the other hand is like a bag of my favorite candy. They are like a brownie. A cookie. Girl Scout Samoas!...I don't know what words are anymore. This post got way out of hand. I guess what I'm saying is that for Zutara, I scream, but for Aanji, I squeal. I hope that makes sense. But here's the main point I want to make. Onji never knew who Aang really was. And Aang was always, at his core, himself. She very obviously had a crush on Aang for his personality and that was crazy cute and frankly preferable to Katara's "I...guess he is." (you know exactly what I'm talking about) Anyway, I kept wanting more of them together. I wish all the time that we'd gotten to see her again, with a more fleshed out character and all. And in the way that I imagine the show should have gone, she could have been the perfect love interest for Aang, during this episode or way later, even in the comics! Another WASTED opportunity for greatness and I will, again, never recover T-T
10. Iroh get your ass back here
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Maybe this is a misguided critique but I hated that Iroh just left Zuko alone in the fire nation at the end of the series. Baby was in trouble in every sense of the word and Iroh was just like "See ya! You got this nephew." I'm expected to believe that? I'm expected to accept that? No no no. He should have at least stayed for a few years to help Zuko stay upright and, you know, alive. And by "upright" I don't mean "good." I just mean been there to support him because Lord knows he needed it, at least in the beginning of his reign. It was cute that Iroh was able to settle down with his own teashop after all those years of violence and mourning and running and this and that. I was more than happy for him for being able to have that peace finally. But I still think it could have waited a little while longer so he could support Zuko.
That's it I guess. I know not everything I've said makes the most sense in one way or another, but I enjoyed putting it together all the same. Thank you for reading and have a great day. I'll go finish my final now.
(Edited for a typo)
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baejl · 3 years
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THE S IN SM STANDS FOR SOMI
exo 10th member au 
somi moments fans think about a lot 
masterlist 🌻 requests are open feedback is always important to me!
1) Her single appearance on Chanyeol’s first vlog.  
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"You only come to me when you're hungry..." Chanyeol whined filming her as she ate her salad.
"Uh?" she asked.
"What?" he frowned.  
"I thought I heard you complaining."
2) Her reaction when the fans said she had to be single forever. 
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"So the boys have to wait until their 50's and Somi must be single forever?" JYP asked the fans, laughing. Somi also giggled, thinking the fans were only joking.
"Yes!" the crowd answered him, and she was surprised.
"Wait a second," she said, emotionlessly laughing. "are you guys serious?"
"Calm down, Somi-ssi." Suho teased her, but she was pretty sure he was also uncomfortable.
"That's so unfair!" she said, making the crowd and the boys laugh. "They're almost on their 50's and I've just turned 20!"
3) 'Sehun was jealous of me because I was better-looking.' 
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"You must know that Sehun oppa was the one who was more against me being in the group with them, right? So, he told me yesterday it was because I was better-looking than him."
4) When she shocked us with her acting skills in While You Were Sleeping and Vagabond. 
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There’s nothing else to say but perfection.
5) That V-Live she told us about her trainee days.
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"Everything was so difficult at that time. I was shy to the point the teachers had to threaten to call my parents to make me sing or dance. And then, they (managers) came to me saying that I'd be part of a boy group, out of nowhere. I wasn't a dancer, but they gave me the title of the lead dancer in a group with Kai and Lay were the main dancers. I had to work so much to get to their level... But it was all worth it." 
6) Making bank for SM. 
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Throwback to when Somi was in EVERY commercial (Sprite, Samsung...). Some say she probably made more money off of endorsements and appearances on television than EXO’s first activities. 
7) Getting her first win against Baekhyun + the boys cheering them. 
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"I'd like to thank all the people that helped me with the production of this song, the staffs, G-Dragon oppa for kindly helping and participating... " from the corner of her eyes she saw Baekhyun sulking. She laughed and hugged his waist. "To Baekhyun oppa who also worked hard on his song, we're all winners today."
8) "Kyung", "Mi", "Cross!" 
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Every time Kyungsoo and Somi were about to be weird together, and they did their KyungMi Cross thingy. 
9) How she was in every time Suho got hit by Kai and/or Chanyeol.
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She’d be playing with Kai and Chanyeol every time poor Suho got hit and was probably the first one to laugh. 
10) being 10000000% unbothered by shirtless EXO. 
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When the whole fandom went crazy on how indifferent she reacted when Kai was shirtless and she entered the room.
"Oppa," she called him. He turned around, still fixing his face mask. "here's your blanket." she threw it on his lap.
"Thanks So."
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