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starcrossedxwriter · 1 year

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Masterlist

Here is the master list for all my fics! The date at the bottom is the last time it was updated (I try to keep it as updated as possible)

Thank YOU for reading, liking, reblogging, and commenting! I appreciate and LOVE the reception and feedback and commentary more than you could ever know - it fuels me and keeps the inspiration flowing!

All stories have a face claim. However, with all my OCs, I encourage folks to see themselves in the story! Also I love angst BUT all my stories are happily ever afters so enjoy the emotional rollercoasters knowing everyone'll be ok lol Thank you again for reading! Love y'all!

MBJ Fics:

Built for Love Series - Michael B Jordan x Famous OC Reader Charlotte Elsbeth Jordan

Series Summary: Charlotte Bennett was not looking for love when she moved to LA and landed her first role in Creed. Quite the opposite actually. However, her costar, Michael B Jordan, makes her question everything she once believed possible for herself and her future. As she builds a life and relationship with him, ghosts from her past threaten to destroy it all.

Series Warnings: Violence, Mentions of past experiences with DV, Angst, Mature Sexual Content

** SMUT

(1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6**) (Interlude**) (7**) (8) (9) (10) (11**) (12)

One-shots:

Completely random one shots that follow Charlotte & MBJ as they navigate the world as Hollywood’s Black power couple. Whether it be stardom, their work, parenthood, or relationship drama, the Jordans are building a love that will last a lifetime.

Protective

Oscar Night Part 1** (Part 2**)

Bleeding Through (1)

Falling Apart (1) (2)

Date Night**

Asks:

Nicknames

GQ Couples Quiz

Wicked Fantasies - MBJ x Black OC

Moodboard: coming soon!

Series Summary: Raven’s life, as of late, was one unexpected turn after another. It seemed as though every time she got a break and could get her head above water, something came tumbling to knock her back down. As she struggles to get her foot in the door of LA’s call girl scene to make extra money, she stumbles upon her big break: Michael B. Jordan, Hollywood’s most famous, talented, and notorious actor, director, and playboy. One night of pleasure for him would solve many of her continuously mounting financial problems. However, an unlucky trip to the hospital and an ill-timed flash of a paparazzi’s camera snag her the proposition of a lifetime, one that would solve all her problems and allow her to live out her most wicked fantasies with the sexist man alive. However, she forgot one cardinal rule: fantasies and pretend never last and reality would always come around eventually.

Warnings: Mature sexual content (18+), HEAVY Dom/Sub storyline (the whole nine), this is for the kinky girlsssssss, angst

(1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8) (9) (10) (11.1)

Asks:

Late Nights

MBJ Requests:

A Love That Never Fades (MBJ x OC)

Erik Killmonger Fics

Unbreakable - Erik Killmonger x Black OC

Moodboard: Coming soon!

Series Summary: Naja, the younger sister of the Queen of Wakanda, hated few things. And at the top of that shortlist: Prince N’Jadaka. Well, if she were honest, he was the entirety of the list. Once destined to be a princess of Wakanda, Naja was the picture of kindness and grace. Now, she is hailed as Wakanda’s most fearless, dangerous, and reclusive war dog. After more than a decade of putting as much distance as possible between her and the life she almost had, Naja is forced to come face to face with the person she hates most again. With a threat looming over Wakanda and lives at risk, Naja must decide if trusting Prince N'Jadaka is worth the risk before it is too late.

Warnings: Angst

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Last Updated: May 31, 2024

#black writers #michael b jordan #michael b jordan fanfic #michael b jordan x oc #creed 3 #black panther #masterlist

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loudclan-clangen · 3 months

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Hey there!

Checking out Loudclan? That's great! Thanks so much!

Loudclan was originally planned to be drawn as I played the game like most other clangen blogs... Then I got frustrated about how slow it was moving and played ahead. Just a little bit, nothing to worry about, only about 1000 moons. So this blog should be running for A WHILE. I also take pretty big liberties with the designs and events. I think it's more interesting that way! Also it's been several real life months since I started playing and some things I just... forgot. Or lost. Either way, it's fun to stretch my creative skills.

As for the mechanics of the blog:

General Content Warnings Include:

Death, Animal Death, (Cat Death specifically), Death in Childbirth, Violence, Murder, Illness, Gore, Bad Parenting, Cheating, Affairs, Drama, Cursing, Language, Dirty Jokes, ECT. (if i missed something please let me know)

Updates are not going to be on a consistent schedule... ever. I'm a college student. I just don't have the time or energy.

The style is going to vary wildly. It's been years since I've consistently drawn cats and I wasn't ever really happy with the way I did it back then anyway. Come along for the ride with me! I'm just as surprised by what my hands create as you guys!

Overview:

Loudclan is set in a fictional location that is based on South Central Alaska. A group of rogues fled up the mountains to get away from the deep snows of the valleys at the beginning of a particularly harsh winter. The clan follows three "Leaders" in the form of the Leader, the Lead Healer, and the Lead Mediator. These leaders will each pass their position on to their oldest heir, the closest related member of their direct family. Issues regarding what happens when two cats have similar claims have yet to be sorted out by the clan, and may never be fully decided... *insert mysterious foreshadowing sounds*

If you are interested in more of a deep dive into the lore check out this post: Lore, or anything tagged #loudclanlore .

Want to see a list of all of the Loudclan cats? Go here: Allegiances.

Asks are welcome! I will do my best to answer them quickly and efficiently! I am happy to talk about characters, art, process, gameplay, pretty much anything. (I probably won't be showing sprites though, just because I've played ahead so far and a not insignificant amount of them are just... gone. Lost to the ether. Sacrificed so that my laptop could keep running the game.) All asks are tagged #loudclanasks .

Also fanart/writing/edits are more than welcome! You guys are so cool and talented and I am honored that you would want to make something based on my dumb little pixel cats. Referencing or imitating my style/designs/layout is absolutely allowed, just make sure to mention me so I don't miss them! All fan contributions are tagged #loudclanfan .

I will never complain about anyone "blowing up my notifications" or spam liking. I think it's so neat to see people go through the blog liking as they go. Don't worry about it. I enjoy seeing you enjoy my work!

A little bit about me, you can call me "D"! I use any pronouns, I'm pretty ambivalent about them but the majority of people use she/her for me and I'm fine with that. I'm 20, I live most of the time in Alaska and part time on a ranch in Texas and I'm working on my BA in Elementary Education. I started reading Warriors in 2nd Grade and stopped in 6th Grade but the brain worms never die. If you know me in real life no you don't: It took me all of high school to kill the furry allegations I'm not going through that again. Oh, and my main blog is @restinginpiecesofpizza but warning, there's spoilers for Owlstar's family tree for like 8 generations posted on there.

Anyway, thanks for checking out my blog! I hope you enjoy!

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geek-fashionista · 1 month

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A Business Proposal

A little while ago, I posted an interest poll for a series I'm planning. Since many of you responded that you were at least curious, I come today with... limited information. Limited, because the novel version of this series is currently being read by a literary agent.

But I've always felt that this story was too big to be contained in book format. Under a traditional publisher, I would lose the rights to my own property, so if they didn't want to see more of it, that's that for myself and the characters and the readers who fall in love with the characters. Self-publishing is harder. It needs to be a collaborative effort between writer and readers if it's going to succeed. Thus, I turn to the only audience I have with my "business proposal."

(Note: If you've been around long enough, you might recognize some of these characters from posts that have since been deleted.)

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Working Title: Trainwrecks Length of Series: 8 seasons Length of Seasons: 24 episodes, 12 main and 12 bonus, posted biweekly. (Each season will last three months.) Episode Length: 1000-2000 words Setting: Seattle, Washington and its surrounding towns, between the years 2004-2015 Genre: Contemporary, YA to New Adult

Trainwrecks follows a diverse group of six best friends from high school to their mid-twenties, with all the romance, heartache, college and career decisions, and confusion that entails. Our main cast:

A bubbly, fat Puerto Rican girl with a passion for art and matchmaking (Ages: 14-25)

Her adopted, Argentinian brother, who is adept at music and pretty much nothing else (Ages: 16-27)

Their childhood best friend, an Asian/British/American guy who hides years of trauma behind a flamboyant and overbearing personality (Ages: 19-30)

His ill-tempered younger sister, who has just moved back to the United States from London after their parents divorced fifteen years ago (Ages: 14-25)

An equally bad-tempered Hawaiian/French guy with a love of photography and a hatred of bullies (Ages: 14-25)

The coolest, most beautiful Chinese girl you'll ever meet, who is fighting a sex addiction after a history of abuse (Ages: 16-27)

Main episodes will be written in story format. Bonus episodes will be in epistolary format: MSN chats, text messages, letters, blog posts, and eventually Twitter posts. Y'know, cuz Twitter didn't exist in 2004.

The main series (8 seasons, 24 episodes each) will be completely free to read and delivered directly to your email inbox. There will be character artwork, a bio page to keep track of everyone, a tie-in Tumblr account for memes, Spotify playlists for each character, and helpful things like family trees and relationship charts as well. Each season will have its own key artwork---cover art, if you will.

In addition to the completely free story, there will be extra content for paid subscribers and Patreon patrons, including but not limited to:

Sneak previews/early updates

Side stories

Back stories

Character and universe development notes

Entire AUs with different relationships or different genres

Money raised will either go towards paying artists or towards my student loans. And if the series gets really popular, I intend to launch a Kickstarter for physical copies that will include all the artwork and maybe some bonus items as well.

That's my business proposal. If you like it or have questions, comment on this post, scream in my inbox, chat me---do whatever but do it vocally because I need to know you're out there. And then, feel free to follow my Substack for updates.

#original fiction #writing #writeblr #original characters #writing community #writers on tumblr

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serialeclipse · 24 days

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happiest opening, i'm so excited to meet everyone! i'm pom ( 21+, s/h ) & this is jeong domi, the girl who wouldn't have made it if not for terra, but now she's really flying high as the two time iron fist champion... though it's come with some strange side effects! jumped in with no pages prepared yet but info / plots are under the cut, pls like to plot or ask for my d/scord & i’ll be there! 💗

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domi’s born with a ticking clock from the moment she arrives—the doctors tell her parents to brace themselves for the worst, because while her baby avatar can't feel pain, or illness, they warn that there's something wrong with her physical body

but the worst won't come, if they pay for extra care on outer world. and so they do, because what other choice could they have?

she’s on the cusp of it, but terra always comes through for her. at least, that's what they say. everything's worth it to her dad, who pays up willingly, but love isn’t enough in the face of all of this, and her mum leaves & never looks back, tired from the constant reminders of her daughter's imminent almost-death. domi has pictures, but doesn’t rlly remember her face

domi gets used to the thought of dying, but maybe it's less scary bc she can't feel any pain or any real concept of death? is she still here? what if she's just an npc and her physical body's gone kaput ages ago? all questions with no answers, so she whittles her time away with as much as she can

it's kinda relieving when she realises she can feel pain in iron fist. there's something there about grappling w mortality in a game where you can die, & maybe it's the wrong sense of mortality, except she keeps playing, & then she keeps winning, & suddenly she's signed onto orbit with her own fighter & her ranking's climbing up & she's actually winning one tournament, then two, and now it's been 8 years since?

not to mention that she didn't actually think of the consequences of being signed so domi never hid her face or did anything to protect her privacy lmao. she has a side gig as a broadcast staffer for a late night podcast even tho she has big gamer money just to fill up her time

but as of late, she's been noticing that something's up with her. specifically, she keeps phasing through things like she's actually shadow, when she's... pretty sure she's not. unless she is? it's more a minor inconvenience bc it doesn't happen often, but when it does, she can't touch anything around her & gravity starts acting up, so she goes floaty!

her chart: gemini sun ( go fast ) aries moon ( & go big ) virgo rising ( & you’ll get to the terra moon! ) she’s been living like she never knows when she might kick it so she sits and smells the roses, but doesn’t know where else to go. domi says she’s content but it’s a lie she tells herself. in her existential crisis era rn bc she keeps being told she'll die & then she doesn't & maybe she has died but is a cookie? and the glitches don't help either... the conspiracy theory board is real! big What Do I Do Now energy all the time bc she’s never had to think about the future & still doesn't, not really. doesn’t think ahead & will pay for it in the future ( that she still has, can you believe it! )

i think i have everything important here but this might get updated later!!

plots

iron fist / shadow fans who've followed her career! or are just bandwagoning for one of the most successful players currently?

people she works with due to her gaming career! fellow gamers, orbit developers, maybe even offshoots of marketing campaigns or stuff that comes with her famous person ranking

she also works for a late night podcaster, mostly due to wack sleeping schedules and being used to staying up in fear of her own mortality. your muse runs the late night radio sessions, & she works for them!

she doesn’t have a lot of forward thinking experience, she’s easily tricked—so your muse figures this out and makes good use of it

new residents at one of the gated districts who came here for the privacy and quiet… so why is your next door neighbour trying so hard to befriend you??

someone she found via gaming & treasures very much ( potentially one-sided )

a friend who's in a similar situation ( bad physical body, keeps getting fleeced by terra ), who understands her situation really well

someone who doesn’t get her situation, but she appreciates them all the more for it. they don’t treat her like she's fleeting, like everyone else does

someone who’s tired of mourning her before she goes. something complicated and ancient and maybe codependent, relationship fraying at the seams

someone who’s her guide to living! bring her out let her experience life. touch grass ( not literally )

she falls in love easily, but doesn’t bother taking it seriously bc the long-term was never viable for her... she owes u an apology

ofc the usual suspects: besties, childhood friends, enemies, fwbs, exes! i also love a brainstorm too we should do that 💗

#ts:intro #// tags pending aa

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aswegoalong72 · 4 months

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31/1/2024 Writing Update

Hey, all! I'm here with another writing update!

First; a special shout-out to my partner, @gr33ngr1zz!! It’s their birthday today, so go and follow them! 💚

Sadly, there isn't much to really update this week; I've been busy and feeling a little under the weather (hooray chronic illness), so I've been lacking unfortunately when it comes to writing. I have something to make up for that though! It'll be under the cut at the end of this update :) Status: Dawn - 6% complete (696 words) Yuniv & Semat - ~1% complete Deep Freeze - ~1% complete To Touch Tenav - ~1% complete Piercing The Veil - ~42% complete (118,325 words) "Book Two" - ~2% complete (483 words) "Book Three" - ~1% complete Universal Ideal - ~1% complete

As you can see, very little has changed. The most work since this last update was in PTV, which was mainly just me editing and re-writing a few chapter titles essentially.

I'm currently doing an art trade with someone, and since art takes a lot out of me, most of my energy will be directed towards that in the coming days. I've been doing a lot of brainstorming when I can though, and have made a lot of decent progress in regards to that!

Now, for those of you who dislike spoilers, you may finish the post here. For those of you who are interested in the plots of the books, stick with me and follow me under the cut; I'll give a synopsis for each one! :)

Glad to see you! This'll be a bit long, as there are a lot of books to cover here. I'll try and keep it brief, but in the future, I'll give a more dedicated look at each one under the cut!

Dawn Dawn is the first book in the series, and will be a collection of short stories. It centers around their early history, ranging from before they discovered fire up until a bit after the first religious wars. There'll be about 8 or so total, as I have mentioned previously. This is one of the prologue novels, and will serve to set up the history and world of the Lyratet much better. Yuniv & Semat Yuniv & Semat is about the titular characters, who were instrumental in opening up Southern Reyal to the North. The book follows them as they depart from their hometown, and begin their treacherous trek up north. Yuniv is a botanist and artist, and Semat is a geologist and good at basic engineering. Together, they work hard to get through the dangers the untamed land has laid before them.

Deep Freeze Deep Freeze takes place a few hundred years after Yuniv & Semat, a bit after the beginnings of pre-nuclear industrialization hit Reyal. It centers around a small group of scientists who embark on the first ever expedition to the North Pole, and the discoveries they make along the way. This book will have more of a focus on speculative evolution, as I have a rich biosphere planned for the exotic poles!

To Touch Tenav To Touch Tenav is about the first ever person to be sent into space, taking place a bit after nuclear industrialization has taken place (they're late bloomers, what can I say?). This book covers more of the social aspects of the Lyratet, and how hard it is for them to not be with family, as well as with the idea of dying in space. This is the last of the prologue novels! Piercing The Veil* PTV is the first "real" book in the series, and documents Sav Rapalla'etka Estras (née Estunyas) and her voyage with 14 other brave souls to Thrallit, the icy moon of Olena, the system's only gas giant. There, they set out in search for signs of life, and are pleasantly surprised only a year into their mission. There, they find the Aulon, a civilization of post bronze age, hyper-aggressive, olm-like beings; a stark contrast to the peace loving Lyratet. "Book Two" Still thinking of a title for this one. This one takes place only a few years after PTV, and centers around another groundbreaking discovery that only takes place a little bit after the discovery of life on Thrallit; life on Earth! Book Two follows the journey of the New Dawn**, which is a massive ark capable of hosting up to 12m people. After the ~148 year trip between the stars, the New Dawn arrives at Earth in 1972, just a bit after the launch of Apollo 16. There, they change the history of the world as we know it. This book features a lot of alternate history, the difference between the Lyratet and Humanity, and how they get along and cope with the differences. Humanity's reaction isn't the best at first, so this will be a bit of a darker book at times. Despite this, it will be uplifting. "Book Three" Book Three, the final of the main novels, takes place in 2003, up until a bit after the present day. After the world has been massively restructured thanks to the friendship between the Lyratet and Humanity, they set forth on their first interstellar expedition together. They make their way to the Alpha Centauri system, doing a survey of all the stars and their respective planetary systems. Upon arrival at Alpha Centauri B, they discover the wreck of a planet known as Delnok Sharr. There, they meet up with the inhabitants by much surprise; the insectoid & voracious Vaurouii. After a bit of discovery, they find that they nearly wiped out the entire population over 20,000 years ago in a massive nuclear war. From there, the three civilizations work together to help each other in every way they can. Universal Ideal The last book in the series, named after a lyric from Todd Rundgren's "International Feel". This covers many topics; from the recovery of the Vaurouii Nomadic Arks that were sent out just before their destruction, to the first interspecies*** child, to the end of it all. A look at how love endures, how we're all not that different, and at the end of the day? We just want to feel safe and loved.

As We Go Along - What If? This is a nebulous idea, and is up for debate if I’ll do it or not. Another short story collection, this would revolve around multiple alternate scenarios in the setting. What if first contact between the Lyratet and Humanity occurred in the present day? What if the Lyratet were aggressive and wanted to kill all carnivores? What if the Vaurouii never destroyed themselves? This and much more would be explored! That's it for now! I'll do some more explaining in a later post, then! *When I started writing this book, I fully intended for this to be the first and only book. As I continued, I was enraptured, and wanted to write more. Much more. This book has recieved the most love out of them all so far, and will probably be the first I finish, followed by Dawn and then the rest. It will be published only after I finish all the other prologue novels though, as I want this to be done chronologically. **Name still up for change. ***Not interspecies as you would think it would be ala Star Trek; I've got this whole concept I'm very excited to share!! And no, it won't be graphically sexual. I don't do that kind of thing. And no, I don’t condone zoophilia. This is love between two advanced societies with language and an understanding of consent and each other.

#my posts #reyal #sophonts #worldbuilding #writeblr #writing update

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leiyahime · 8 months

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Reading Diary - Farseer Trilogy Part 07

Chapters 8 and 9

Sticking with chapters doesn't fit in with my spinning rhythm so... I will update this reading diary as I get to it. Also somewhere in Chapter 9 I switched to the English Version of the audiobook. But my problems with several names remain as my listening comprehension is still shit and I just don't really catch the names now xD But ow let's get to business,

Verity departs from Buckkeep and Fitz goes on his first trip since his arrival at court. He is supposed to wait on a very old lady with a reaaaally bad temper. It's been a while since I listened to this part of the story. But I remember I felt something torn about her. On the one hand I thought "Hell what a terrible old hag, may Fitz never have to interact with her again" and the vague feeling there was more about her. Well after a while of waiting on that moody ill-tempered ... lady they arrive at their destination. Fitz accompanies her to the inn where she usually stays and leaves for the keep where he tends to the horses but then has to go to Verity because his dog acts strange. Fitz quickly finds the cause of it and hopefully the poor beast will get his enrichment soon. (I love how Verity spoils his dog in secret)

Well Fitz gets a bath and, together with Verity, attends dinner with Duke Kelvar (Is he written like this?) and his very young wife. Fitz quickly sees that Duchess Grace is probably from lower birth and the Duke spoils her in riches - money that should rather go into infrastructure and manning watchtowers.

At night Fitz gets really hungry and goes for the kitchen to find something heartier to eat than what he got at dinner. While eating a young maid enters the kitchen with her retching child which turned out to be a dog. At this point I already assumed her identity. Fitz saves the poor dog from choking on a poultry bone the girl had given the poor thing. And while he lectures her on dog caring he, too, realizes that she is Duchess Grace and uses some kitchen table diplomacy to hopefully get the watchtower thing solved.

Then Fitz returns to bed.

At the beginning of Chapter 9 we get a little excurse on the fool - definitely an interesting person - I liked how Fitz states no one knows the fool's gender and the fool also doesn't clarify it!

He is woken up still far before morning because the lady he had waited on during their journey (I really didn't catch her name I just know it's different from the German name x.x) calls for him and only him. Whe he arrives at the inn, he quickly learns why: Waiting for him was no one other than Chade. Of course Fitz is suspicious the Chade came along because he didn't trust him to do his job. but Chade just did some listening in the streets outside of Fitz's reach.

Well some more politics, some more raids, abductions and a strange call for ransom. Sth along the lines of "Don't pay this and we will let the people go, Pay this and we will keep them." Then Chade and Fitz leave the town and travel back to Buckkeep to take care of that matter. Chade get visibly exhausted by the journey which follows another road than the one they had taken with verity: shorter, quicker, but on rougher paths that cannot be used with carriages. When they arrive at the sea a boat is waiting for them, they get on and continue Their journey on the water.

And that finishes chapter 9

I was not really surprised to find Chade waiting for Fitz in the inn. It makes sense for him to travel in this disguise. I guess he didn't want Fitz to know so soon, but well... things are urgent. And now I will return to my spinning wheel because this post gets too long.

#reading diary #farseer trilogy #assassin's apprentice #leiya reads

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masonsystem · 8 months

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hum humm miscellaneous observations from my current manga reading that i hadnt posted yet (chp 18 - chp 37)

- saeru and seto have a parallel to one another, both of them being the one who appears in front of azami and mary respectively when they cry out for help. in this way, they are kind of the antithesis of one another

- interesting to note that both favoring and saeru were formed after shion's birth. namely, they were both born from azami's love towards shion, an adult's love towards their child. favoring embodies the feelings of wanting to convey this love, and saeru embodies the desire to stay with her forever.

^left is saeru's awakening, right is azami talking about her receiving favoring eyes

- i had been wondering abt two things that the novels didnt really answer clearly; 1.) why didnt azami read tsukihiko's mind to know whether he was honest abt his intentions, and 2.) how can seto talk to animals? and both of these were answered in the chapters i read. this answer to question 1 is pretty funny:

and this was actually in the novels too, but the way it was localized didnt make it super clear, so i didnt catch it -_-;;

and as for question 2, no, seto cannot speak to animals (as i had thought)

- and ill turn this into its own post, but mary's thoughts regarding shion has many parallels to kano's thoughts regarding his own mother

- also rereading manga route 2 reminds me why it was so frustrating to keep up with back when it was still updating, bc it literally dropped the fucking bombshell of AYANO IS ALIVE IN THIS ROUTE?!?!?!? and would not follow up on it until like 8 months later or something like yeah..... this monthly manga format did not do any favors to the fact that this is The kagepro route with the most amount of deviations from the other routes. its literally like looking at a bizzaro timeline that does not make sense in the slightest until you reach the final piece of the puzzle, where everyones characterization has been turned inside out, bc like no other kgpr media has gone to the lengths that the manga has went to. if we had different backstories for these characters in the novels, songs, and anime, then it wouldnt be too jarring, but no, almost everybodys backstories and character motivations across the medias are pretty static; in every media you get the yuukei quartet, hiyori is stuck in the daze, mary joins the mekakushi dan after ayano's suicide, etc, EXCEPT in this manga that updates monthly. so it was very confusing keep up with and required soooooooooooooo much patience. but well what has happened happened, and its nicer now to go thru this knowing i dont have to wait for years to get the answers to plot revelations

#kgprambling #seto tag

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casspurrjoybell-31 · 9 months

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The Consort - Chapter 8 - Part 2

*Warning Adult Content*

Finn

Smoke billows around the patio door.

Fiona, unaware of the foggy air, takes another drag.

I cough and fan the bitter smell from my nose while I step out to join her.

"Still no word from Kelly?"

"Nope," she responds, popping the 'p.'

"I'm sorry."

She shrugs and takes another drag.

It's only been three days since Brayden left me at Fiona's apartment but it feels like an eternity.

It wouldn't be so bad if we knew Kelly was alright or maybe even if Brayden was giving us updates along the way.

But it's been static silence.

"Did you try emailing him again?" Fiona asks after a stretch of worried silence.

I chew on my lip and nod.

Yes, I've been emailing Brayden every day.

I'm reassuring myself it's strictly to get updates on my best friend's safety but on a deeper level I know it's more than that.

I want to see Brayden again.

Regardless of my feelings, none of my emails have been met with a reply.

I lean against the patio and try breathing through my mouth.

Fiona keeps staring into the forest, almost willing our best friend to return.

Grey, fluffy clouds gather above us.

It's like they're waiting too, holding their breath with puffy cheeks to see if Kelly will make his return.

A light breeze picks up in the distance.

The leaves shake with a sweeping submission and with it comes a scent that has my back rigid with anxiety.

I follow Fiona's gaze to the forest and squint.

I don't see anything.

Nothing.

Just as the wind dies down, though, two figures emerge in the distance.

"Fiona," I say, my voice barely a whisper.

"Look."

My limbs are too stiff for me to point.

Instead I nod my head in the direction of the figures slowly moving towards us.

Fiona follows my gaze, her nicotine stick hanging limply from the edges of her lips.

The two men traipse across the lawn.

It's Kelly and Brayden.

Fiona starts shaking beside me, her nerves shot after days of worry.

She doesn't wait for them to get closer.

She leaves my side and heads for the door.

Even though Kelly is dangerously close to a vampire, it doesn't seem to matter to Fiona.

All caution is tossed aside when she gets a glimpse of her boyfriend.

I don't know why I don't follow behind her.

Isn't this exactly who I want to see?

I expect to feel a wash of relief but as the two men get closer, I realize something is very, very wrong.

Kelly takes calculated and careful steps as they approach the apartment complex.

He doesn't look hurt. He doesn't look ill, either.

He looks... cautious.

Fiona's cries of delight burst into the air and her small figure runs across the pavement until she closes distance between them.

She throws her arms around Kelly, running her hands over the back of his head over and over again.

But he doesn't touch her in return.

In fact, he looks panicked.

He reaches out for Brayden who taps him on the shoulder in return.

What the hell....?

Fiona pulls away slowly.

She touches Kelly's chest.

His arms. His face.

Then she falls to her knees.. and screams.

Kelly frowns and looks to Brayden who simply shakes his head to stay silent.

During their exchange, I notice in Kelly what I only thought I saw before.

His eyes are now the color of blood.

He's been changed.

He doesn't remember Fiona at all.

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diaryoftheunidropout · 11 months

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DAY 133

I think it's day 133. Or at least around that number. Maybe it's actually day 132 or 134. I don't know and I'm sorry I forgot. Anyway, it's the 15th of July, and day 1 was March 3rd 2023. I never understood why Tumblr didn't show when something had been posted. It just stays really vague like "x months ago". Maybe I just haven't figured out Tumblr yet, that's highly possible.

I had to go back on antidepressants a couple days ago, on the 12th of July. It was a really hard decision to make because I was really hoping I could hold on until after I came back from my US trip to see my favorite band, but I had to face the truth: I wasn't going to be able to hold on this long. It's a bit disappointing to think a year ago I was slowly coming off antidepressants, looking forward to starting university in Paris, and today I'm just this depressed, anxious mess, absolutely petrified whenever she thinks of her future, a future where she'll probably end up working 8 hours a day just to earn the minimum wage in some shitty supermarket. And I know I'm capable of so much more than that. Or at least would be capable of so much more than that if I wasn't so ill.

I was so mortified at the thought of dropping out because it had just never been part of my plan, whatever the plan was. I always imagined I would have a normal life when I was a child. But what's a "normal life", really? I guess maybe I thought I'd grow up to be this cis, straight, happy woman, eventually finding a nice man and getting married. I thought I'd do long studies that I'd love and find a job that pays well and would make my parents and grandparents proud of me. I thought I'd have my dad til he would die of old age. And I thought I'd always be a feminine girl, never overweight anymore, with long hair, and no tattoos. And I am none of that, and will never be any of that. Not that it's necessarily a bad thing. But when I lost my dad, it's like my whole plan vanished because he had somehow always been part of the plan despite me knowing he was sick. And I knew I wasn't going able to follow my plan with such an important part of it being gone forever. Suddenly it's like I had no plan anymore. I just lost myself completely and fucked up and I know I'm turning out like two of my online friends who are a little older than me. I absolutely love them but I know they're unhappy, and they go to work because they just don't have the financial means or mental stability to study. I am the same.

I think most days I just hold on thanks to Alice. It's stupid but I have so much admiration for them, and they reply to me so often, and it keeps my heart warm. It's completely delusional to think this, but sometimes I wonder if we aren't meant to be more than strangers online. I wonder if I'm not meant to become an author, and she'd become, like, a friend and a mentor to me, because I am so young and she once was an author of my age as well. I have other delusions, like "oh it's fine, I'll just win the lottery soon" but I know that mentality only pushes me to gamble more and more, and for someone who has the most terrible spending habits, that's just very meh, and possibly dangerous.

Anyway, less philosophical thinking, more actual life updates.

I'm trying to finish preparing my US trip to see my favorite band but I find it incredibly difficult considering I fell into a terrible depressive episode about a week ago. I'm not even sure what triggered it. Maybe the loneliness? I may not have realized but since I knew my godmother wasn't going to be here for 3 weeks and my mom was mostly MIA because she was spending so much time with a friend, I might have been lonely. Not necessarily felt lonely, just been. Thankfully I have a friend who often comes to Paris and we spend a lot of time together. Like we spent the last two days at this massive convention, cosplaying our favorite characters. It did me a lot of good honestly, because for once I wasn't thinking about the future or all the stress from going to the US on my own.

For the depressive episode, I think what might have started to trigger it was after my godmother and I went to London Pride to see the cast of Heartstopper. It was this crazy, last minute decision and it was worth every penny we paid for it, and the shock of going back home after all of that might have been to much. Another triggering factor, and really what sent me spiraling completely to the point where I had to take meds was my mom. Couple days ago I was on the phone with her and she tells me about her friend whom she spends a lot of time with. And then I say I'm not feeling well because I'm so scared I won't find a job in September. And then she basically says, not as directly but that's what she was implying "oh, no worries, when you can't live in Paris anymore because you've gone completely broke and haven't found a job, you won't even have to live with me, my friend said he'd give you his apartment to live in". And when she uttered those last few words I was so angry, so out of my mind that I just screamed "I don't need some good knight to save me" at her. And I'm afraid that caused her to stop wanting to see that friend, and now she's isolating herself, walking 25km a day and living on salad and water one day, and everything she can eat the next. When she's not in a bulimia crisis she's in an anorexic one and the worst part is, she sees anorexia as a victory compared to bulimia and I don't know how to tell her that it's gotten too bad for her not to check herself into a mental hospital for her own good because she is just never going to get better on her own.

Life's fucking rough. I still have good things to look forward to. Season 2 of two of my absolute favorite shows!! And then seing my favorite band (although that implied a lot of stressful travelling)!!

Man I just wish I could sleep through everything except for the good moments.

Ps: the camping car trip I mentioned in Day 93 was overall quite bad. I was super sick with extremely high fever for almost half the trip and couldn't even stand up for more than 20 seconds. I had genuinely never been this sick in my life and I was getting pretty much zero compassion from my family. When I got home I went to the premiere of a movie based on one of my favorite series and it was a really good experience although I was still sick at the time. I went home for a while, saw my doctor who said it wasn't much, got better on my own, and that's about it.

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uselessbutfunny · 1 year

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Yo My People

TW:Eating Disorders And Other mental

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I wanna talk about this for a sec, Eating Disorders have been a huge part of my life since before I was born and I wanna share with you my journey (that is not even close to finished)

I am 156 kg, I have an eating disorder called Binge/Compulsive eating disorder

My grandma was anorexic and she pushed it on to my mom who was also anorexic.

I grew up knowing this because my mom never wanted to hide from me that she struggled

I knew that Eating Disorders were bad and that I should avoid them but then I got hospitalized for a suicide attempt and I was roommates with an anorexic depressed girl, Let's call her Emily (obviously not her real name) Emily was so depressed and I could see how she suffered but I found myself wanting her skin and bones body type...then one day I was sitting with her and another girl from a different room who suffered from severe clinical depression. We talked about our bodies and you have to understand, I never had a thin body type, I was born a big baby and I've been big my whole life. Anyway, Emily told us her story qnd how she realized she was quote on quote "fat"...and I found myself feeling inadequate and fat and disgusting...

That was the beginning of a long ass journey. I spent 73 days in the hospital and it was already my secound hospitalization. On my third hospitalization is when I was met face to face with Bulimia through my (at the time) best friend...let's call her Annabelle, Annabelle was bulimic and again, I saw Anna suffer so so much but I, again, found myself wanting her type of body l...I was 13 by then

I struggled with my weight, trying everything to lose weight but all the weight I would throw up or starve myself to lose came back to Me..I was getting really depressed qnd angry at my body

Fast forward to 16

I started to give up...I had an all or nothing mindset..either I lost weight or I gained it...there were no other options, then, following a trauma in school, I started to eat to calm myself down...

I ate and ate and stopped going to gym, I was so broken and in so much emotional pain that I collapsed qnd went back into the hospital for the 4-8 th time, where I gained even more weight.

Fast forward again to age 20...

My weight skyrocketed and i started to see the effects on my body, my knees are weaker and my back is more painful. It also effected other things, like, my clothes are more expensive cause they are custom made, my food was more expensive cause i eat more. My self Esteem was absolutly aweful and i had never hated myself more

So, i started, 1 month ago, to start the change. Im seeing a dietitian, i go to gym and im generally trying to change my life in a healthier way.

This is the beginning of something...this is the end of me the way ive always known myself

Im not saying this to make people jealous or because im magically cured

I still cant look in a mirror

I still have a BMI of over 40

I still hate myself

But i know that if i hold on qnd keep working for a healthier me...ill find hope

In this blog i shall post updates from my weightloss journey qnd my jpurney to a healthier mind

Remember: H.O.P.E means Hold On, Pain Ends

#hope #EDs #Eating disorder #Mental Health #emotional health #health #health journey #health journal

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crdenhart · 1 year

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Religious Reflections - Luke 16:1-9

June 1st, 2023

Today’s designated Gospel reading from the Book of Common Prayer is Luke 16:1-9. The text of which is as follows from the New Revised Standard Version updated edition (NRSVue) translation of the Bible:

The Parable of the Dishonest Manager

(1) Then Jesus said to the disciples, “There was a rich man who had a manager, and charges were brought to him that this man was squandering his property. (2) So he summoned him and said to him, ‘What is this that I hear about you? Give me an accounting of your management because you cannot be my manager any longer.’ (3) Then the manager said to himself, ‘What will I do, now that my master is taking the position away from me? I am not strong enough to dig, and I am ashamed to beg. (4) I have decided what to do so that, when I am dismissed as manager, people may welcome me into their homes.’ (5) So, summoning his master’s debtors one by one, he asked the first, ‘How much do you owe my master?’ (6) He answered, ‘A hundred jugs of olive oil.’ He said to him, ‘Take your bill, sit down quickly, and make it fifty.’ (7) Then he asked another, ‘And how much do you owe?’ He replied, ‘A hundred containers of wheat.’ He said to him, ‘Take your bill and make it eighty.’ (8) And his master commended the dishonest manager because he had acted shrewdly, for the children of this age are more shrewd in dealing with their own generation than are the children of light. (9) And I tell you, make friends for yourselves by means of dishonest wealth so that when it is gone they may welcome you into the eternal homes.

ANALYSIS:

A major lesson in this parable is the importance of being diligent in making things right as the end approaches. When you know the end is near, which could be when one is about to lose a job, is terminally ill, is ending a relationship, etc., it is wise to prepare for what lies ahead. The manager made good with the debtors to ensure that he would have support when the time of his termination of employment comes. He knows that he cannot make it in other professions, so he needs to make friends who can support him, and those whose debts he lowered probably would be kind to him. It is always good to have friends you can fall back on for when times feel like your life, career, or relationship is over. It is like how George Bailey reads Clarence’s message in the book at the end of It’s A Wonderful Life, “No man is a failure who has friends.”

From a business standpoint, this parable illustrates issues that can arise in a company. If an owner of a business tells his or her manager that he or she will be fired, the owner better let him or her go on the spot, or else the manager could retaliate to sabotage the owner’s business. There also is the idea that the situation in this parable could have been avoided had the rich man investigated the accusations more thoroughly to possibly find them to be false and allow the manager to keep his job.

CALL TO ACTION:

My call to action from reading this passage is to find workplace problems and ways to fix them. 70% of one’s life is spent on work, so if your workplace is in a poor state then most of your life is in a poor state. Solving the problems of work can help avoid workplace conflicts and get work completed more efficiently and make a happier work environment and lead to a happier life.

My other call to action is to invest in those friends and family who support you. Become close friends with those in your community so that you can help each other in times of need. Join a social club, a community center, and/or a church. Having a large group of friends and acquaintances can help you get the support you need, especially when you are down and troubled and need a helping hand (like the song “You’ve Got a Friend” by Carole King). It also is good to show gratitude to those who have helped you through troubled times, especially those moments when you would not have been able to go on without them, and always be prepared to help others in return to pay it forward.

#religion #religious #spiritual #god #advice #jesus #bible #sermon #bible reading #spirituality

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rntdry7896 · 1 year

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Im back again with another vent, i dont know if its the accumulated small thing or no but this friend triggered me so easily now.

Will be very vague because i want to kept it hidden but i was active on sns lately, because were supposed to be a set/pair i kept asking them to do their part, its been like 6 month since the stuff need to be worked on. Yet they kept saying they have no time is busy etc and dont rush her etc.

Lately i decided okkkayy... ill do my own sns work then posting this and that and shes 'lowkey' controlling, like mentioning why are you doing this, its bad etc etc. Why are you posting so much.. I know its not that good long term but i do really need to get my name kinda out there? Just because shes the extroverted one and always update (personal life sns) stuff she talk with much more people and get more opportunities, (she get a job offer the other day because dhe posted a reel, wearing my clothes) of course i do envy her because we both put effort into this. Like i took her sns pic and stuff too, i styled and assisted her on her post but ofc the cameraman doesnt get as much credit. Its the norm, i will just be unreasonable if i blame people and friends for not knowing/supporting me when she dont even say anything about what i do. Thats why i decided hey ill just do my stuff myself then, ill post some of my old/solo work, and.... she is really unhappy...

After she kept asking why are you doing this, its better if you do this, if you do it like now its bad later etc etc.. i ...because i literally have nothing to lose? I mean if i was 0 and i got like 30 people now to follow my sns and they became a ghost follower later its still better that i have that number, i mean which is more trustworthy? A 0 post 0 followers person or just 30 followers but actively post once a month ish? Of course i dont elaborate so much because she will literally argue about this too so i just say yeah i want to do it like this even if its not effective and stuff, keeping the tone polite and friendly ofc... and she literally goes, "okay" "suit yourself" "k" man... is it my fault youve passed the deadline like 6 mo? If it isnt so long i wont be doing this either but yeah of course im the egoistical prick, lately its so hard to be civil with her....

Edit : hah how funny she mention how can split the work stuff and yeah i say sure you take care of your stuff ill take care of the online stuff, we can exchange and she goes 'oh but youll die if you need to reply to so many people haha" like im the problem...? I can type just fine i wont die but i hate people wasting my time talking about unnecessary stuff. She make it look like im so incompetent while she kept saying tahts hes the one that cant do my work part, even dares ask me to come help her. If we split why should i help you? You wont even pay me fair 8:2 and you me to dirtch my day job and eork for 12hr for you? Funny

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amorgansgal · 3 years

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Masterlist - Fanfictions and HCs - Update

It's getting long now, so I'm adding a cut. But you can find most of my Fanfictions and Headcanons here. I try to update it once a week, so you may not find all of them here until the end of the week.

My Red Dead Blogs Recommendation Post - If you're looking for more RDR and RDR2 blogs to follow this has a list of some of my favourites. There are also mentions in the comments/reblogs that other people have included of some great RDR/2 blogs as well!

Arthur Morgan x F/Reader

Sweet Treats Series - Fluff, no warnings apply Sweet Treats Enjoying Something Sweet

Wildflower - Explicit sexual content in chapter 2 Chapter 1 and Chapter 2

Mr and Mrs Morgan Series - More sexual tension, than sexual content. But Is that a Promise, Mr Morgan has more explicit descriptions. Welcome Home, Mr Morgan Is That a Promise, Mr Morgan? Happy Birthday, Mr Morgan I Missed You, Mr Morgan - NSFW

Arthur Morgan x M/Reader

Table for Two - Explicit, public sex in camp involving Low Honor Arthur Morgan and M!Reader. NSFW.

Arthur Morgan Headcanons

Polygot GN/Reader - SFW Papa Arthur Morgan - SFW Hosea's Daughter (Brotherly Arthur Morgan) - SFW Submissive Arthur Morgan - NSFW Clingy, insecure Reader - SFW Age Gap, Older Reader - SFW Out and Confident Homosexual M/Reader - SFW Reader with Albinism - SFW Top Male Reader - NSFW F/Reader with Chronic Pain/Illness - SFW F/Reader Looks After Orphans - SFW GN/Reader First Kiss - SFW GN/Reader Carves a Pumpkin - SFW Arthur Misses GN/Reader - SFW Arthur's S/O Makes Him A Scarf - SFW Arthur and M/Reader Keep Their Relationship a "Secret" - SFW F/Reader Asks For Arthur to Shave Her - NSFW-ish Arthur Kisses M/Reader on Forehead - SFW Arthur Kisses M/Reader on Forehead Part 2 - SFW M/Reader Attacked By Bear - SFW(ish), includes depiction of injury and scars. Arthur and Italian Reader - With an amazing addition by @theretherefenton because they are from Tuscany and did a fantastic job! - NSFW, includes depiction of sexual harassment and spoilers from RDR2. Arthur and an African American Reader Part 1 - NSFW(ish), depiction of racism and threatened sexual assault. Sugar Daddy Arthur Morgan and F!Reader - NSFW(Ish), brief mention of a sexual relationship, but nothing explicit. F!Reader Struggles with Physical Appearance - NSFW(ish), body image and brief depiction of an eating disorder.

Arthur Morgan x OC

The Bitter End - A Thank You Giveaway fic. Depicts sex work and has explicit sexual content. NSFW. The Only Compass I Need - My longer fic with my own OC Ruth Shelton. I’m only updating this on Ao3. NSFW. Chapter 2 Sample Chapter 3 Sample Chapter 4 Sample Chapter 5 Sample Chapter 6 Sample Chapter 7 Sample Chapter 8 Sample

Arthur Morgan x Charlotte Balfour

Light Into Darkness - A RDR Rarepair fic. AU and deviates from canon. Depiction of injury and illness. SFW. Cruel, Cruel World Series - An exploratory look into Arthur Morgan, Charlotte Balfour and unrequited love. Sticks to canon. Some depiction of illness and slight sexual content. I’ve Been Living Too Long I'm Gone Moonlight as my Guide Desert Rose, Desert Plain Now I See Into The Eyes of a Girl No More, No More Cruel World A Winter Gift - My RDR2 Winter Exchange gift involving Arthur returning to Charlotte after the events of RDR2. AU.

Arthur Morgan x Mary Linton (Gillis)

A Good Man Within, a Bad Woman Without - An AU Fanfiction where Mary is the outlaw and Arthur is a happy, himbo rancher. VDL Gang never happened. Also features Abigail, John, Jack, Lenny and Charles. Summer Part 1 (Chapter 1) Summer Part 2 (Chapter 2) Summer Part 3 (Chapter 3) Fall Part 1 (Chapter 4)

Charles Smith x Reader

Songbird - Charles Smith and GN/Reader. Explicit sexual content. Dominant/submissive roles. NSFW. Flower - Charles Smith and F/Reader. Explicit sexual content including breeding kink. NSFW. The Shade of the Trees p.1 - Charles Smith and F/Reader. A/B/O dynamics. NSFW.

Charles Smith Headcanons

Protective over wife - Charles Smith x F/Reader. SFW. Let's S/O Wear His Hoodie - Charles Smith x F/Reader. SFW Charles and Reader Move Into New House - Charles Smith x F/Reader. SFW.

John Marston x Abigail Roberts

There Are Worse Things - Looks into John and Abigail’s relationship pre-RDR2 events. Explicit sexual content and includes depiction of sex work. NSFW.

Angel Series - Modern AU Bad Angel - A polyamorous relationship with John x Abigail x Reader. Explicit sexual content. BDSM. Forced orgasm. Oral sex. NSFW. Sleep Well, Angel - A soft, fluffy chapter that involves hurt/comfort with John x Abigail x Reader x Arthur. Lots of cuddles. SFW. Sweet Angel - Another fluffy soft chapter, with more focus on Arthur x Female Reader. Though still with hints of the polyamorous relationship. Naughty Angel - A smut fic involving John Marston x F!Reader in John's truck. NSFW.

Adult Jack Marston

Red Dead - The Story of Jack Marston - A series of drabbles that cover Jack's life after the events of RDR. Read Dead Call to Arms

Cold Starlight - Jack Marston and Bonnie MacFarlane find comfort with each other after coping with the loss of John Marston. Jack is 19. Cold Starlight Part 2

Dutch Van Der Linde x Reader

One More - F/Reader. Modern Day AU. Explicit sexual content. Dominant/submissive roles. Daddy Dutch. NSFW. Hot and Heavy - GN/Reader. Guarma Chapter. Explicit sexual content. Dominant and submissive roles. Choking. NSFW.

Sadie Adler x Molly O'Shea

We Are Made One with What We Touch and See - Written for the RDR Reverse Bang for @merryandrewsworld gorgeous artwork. Implied sexual content. Alcohol. - NSFW-ish.

Sean MacGuire x Reader

Thigh Riding - Sean MacGuire x F/Reader. NSFW. Sean Attempting to Flirt - Sean MacGuire x Reader. SFW. Teaching Sean to Read - Sean MacGuire x Reader. SFW

VDL Gang Headcanons

Pregnant Reader - Arthur, Charles, Sadie and John. SFW. Modern AU: What Jobs would the VDL gang members have - All VDL Gang Members VDL Gang Ladies Protective over Reader - Abigail, Sadie and Tilly. Cuddlin' with the Boys - Arthur, Dutch, John, Charles and Sean. SFW. Poly Relationship - Arthur, Bill and M/Reader. NSFW Prose Poem - Arthur thinking about Sadie, Charles and Charlotte. SFW. Cuddlin' with the Gal - Abigail Roberts/Marston. SFW Smol Reader - Charles and Javier. SFW. Shy in Bed Reader - Arthur, John, Javier and Sean. NSFW. VDL Gang Flirting with Arthur's S/O - Dutch, Micah, Sean and Sadie. - SFW. VDL Gang Halloween Costumes - SFW VDL Gang At A Party - SFW Catching the Boys Playing with Themselves - Arthur, John and Javier. NSFW. Catching Dutch Playing with Himself - NSFW Abigail Has a Crush on You - F/Reader. SFW Javier - Prompt: "You're my stallion."/"Yeah, I guess I am," he scoffed, "you like me better when I'm broken." - Features a working girl, but minimal relationship. Javier dwells on his past. Post RDR2/Pre RDR1. - NSFW(ish) VDL Gang Dick Sizes - NSFW F!Reader comes out as asexual to Lenny and Hosea - SFW VDL Gang Gang Bang - Very NSFW. Features all the boys, except Strauss, Swanson, Hosea, Pearson and Trelawny. Abigail Taking F!Reader's Virginity - NSFW. Abigail Roberts High School Modern AU - SFW. Features Abigail x John Hidden Kinks/Fetishes - NSFW. Low Honor Arthur Morgan, High Honor Arthur Morgan, John Marston, Dutch Van der Linde.

#masterlist #red dead fanfiction #red dead redemption fanfiction #red dead redemption fanfic #red dead fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic

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guacam011y · 3 years

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***SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 5 OF WANDAVISION***

HOLY SHITE MY MIND IS BLOWN

TOMMY AND BILLY CRYING

“Do you want me to take that again?” “Take it from the top?”

Agnes knows ! Tiger - Ralph

“Dark liquor” Vision being concerned

Billy and Tommy aged up?!

I DO NOT TRUST HAYWARD

SCARLET WITCH - TALKING ABOUT HOW WANDA DOESN’T HAVE A CODENAME

SIS STRAIGHT UP TOOK VISIONS CORPSE

HEX — HER POWERS GET REFERRED TO AS HEX POWERS SOMETIMES IN THE COMICS

CAPTAIN MARVEL REFERENCE

NORM SAYING NONE OF IT IS REAL

SPARKY THE DOG - VISION HAD A STAND ALONE AND STOLE A DOG

HER ACCENT

LAGOS

SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW ANY OF THIS STARTED IN THE FIRST PLACE

EVAN PETERS AS QUICKSILVER

DARCY GOING “SHE RECAST PIETRO?” MOOOD

X-MEN, START TO THE MULTIVERSE?!

WANDA CAN’T BE THE ONLY ONE CONTROLLING IT

IS MONICA MAD AT CAROL???

MONICA X DARCY?! WHAT A POWER COUPLE THAT WOULD BE

SIS REALLY ENDGAME - ENDGAME ENDED WITH TONY’S FUNERAL AND WANDA PROBS WENT STRAIGHT FROM THERE AND STOLE HER DEAD BF’S CORPSE (can’t really blame her, it looked like they were trying to experiment on Vis and could it be Hayward behind it?)

WHO WAS THAT ENGINEER THAT MONICA WAS GOING TO CONTACT?

BABY VISION

AND AGNES DEFINITELY KNOWS SOMETHING

DARCY FINALLY GOT HER COFFEE

SO VIS SAID THAT WANDA COULD’VE MADE EVERYTHING SUBCONSCIOUSLY AND THAT OVER TIME SHE BECAME AWARE OF IT, AND SIS DEFO HAS SOME CONTROL BUT IT’S NOT ALL HER. I THINK AGNES IS AGATHA HARKNESS AND EITHER MEPHISTO IS BEHIND IT OR IT’S NIGHTMARE AND THEY’VE MAYBE POWERED UP NIGHTMARE

***FURTHER UPDATES AND EASTER EGGS***

Auntie Agnes and Agnes saying she has a few tricks up her sleeve - we should definitely take note of that seeing as Agnes definitely has something to do with the whole situation

Wanda and Vision’s house changed again, being inspired by Family Ties, possibly Full House and Growing Pains

“Do you want me to take it from the top?” It seems as though when someone, this time Vision, steers away from the script, things either reset themselves or people become aware to some capacity, although Agnes probably already knows

Speaking of Growing Pains - It had a spin off called “Just the 10 of Us” in which the director for Wandavision, Matt Shakman, was apart of the cast - and seemingly also inspired the theme song for this week

We should definitely keep an eye on Monica and her potential for powers. With Maria last episode revealed to have gone by the name ‘Photon’ (which is a name that Monica uses as one of her aliases in the comics) and could inspire Monica’s name as she develops her powers - those scans didn’t look 100% normal. Monica has also used the Captain Marvel monicker in the comics

Wanda’s energy field and such being referred to as “Hex” short for Hexagon, could be a little nod to the comics where Wanda’s powers are sometimes called Hex powers

She’s never been referred to as the Scarlet Witch on the big screen - and it seems as though she soon may earn that code name

So we now know that Wanda stole Vision’s corpse from S.W.O.R.D, but did she actually re animate him fully? He’s still got the gem in the centre of his forehead, but the last time he had it was in Infinity War where it promptly got ripped out by Thanos - so has Wanda found her own way of reanimating him and he’s alive or is he dead and just a trick of the mind - though from other trailers/previews, Vis is seen trying to and looks successful at leaving Wanda’s barrier

They had a little call back to Captain America: Civil War with the Sokovia Accords, which were targeting the Avengers in general but were created when Wanda lost control of her powers and killed civilians

A little joke towards Vis as playing “Father Knows Best” in their little suburbia - Which was a sitcom that ran for 200 episodes in the 50’s

Sparky ! A little nod to the little green dog from the Walta and King comics run for Vision and unfortunately soon meets the same fate 💔

A little nod to Endgame when we hear from Monica that Wanda definitely could’ve taken down Thanos by herself had Thanos not rained fire - and Jimmy arguing that Captain Marvel could’ve just as easily done it - which leaves Monica with an angry look on her face

Good ol’ dial up internet

Can Vis “save” the residents of Westview? He can still seemingly interact with people’s minds, with or without the mind stone - Norm soon comes out of his trance as Vis snaps him out of it and asks to call his sister and that he has to save them all from “her” - now this “her” could be Wanda...but it could also be Agnes and then Vis shuts him down soon enough again and Norm goes back to his sit com self

Billy and Tommy are fully aware, or at least suspect Wanda’s abilities - after asking her to bring back Sparky from the dead and speaking of Billy and Tommy - could they be semi permanent fixtures in the MCU, it would help to introduce the Young Avengers eventually. They'll do Young Avengers at some point since Kang is supposed to be a thing in the third Ant-Man.

Teddy, unfortunately, I don't think will be here for a bit (I really hope he is though!). I think the guy they hired that everyone is rumoring to be Teddy might just be an episode about Billy coming to terms with his sexuality and Wanda and Vis learning to accept it in the way that era of tv they're in would go about with that kind of episode and the dude is just a dude - but again, I really hope it’s Teddy 😭

Wanda leaves the hex after a mini missile/plane tries to shoot at her - and she’s in her Scarlet Witch costume and is seemingly mostly back to her “normal self”, which includes her accent !

Lagos brand paper towels - “For when you make a mess you didn’t mean to” - a nod to Civil War again in which Wanda accidentally blew up a building in Lagos and caused the Sokovian accords to come to fruition

The mail man again - I also think he was in the commercial but anywho - “Your mom won’t let him go far” similar to “Much like she won’t let anyone leave” a potential nod to Wanda or Agnes not letting anyone leave?

“We can’t reverse death” and yet she brought Vision back - keeping in mind that he’s an android but still a little foreshadow to what happened at the end of the ep? Better yet, could Pietro coming back be a distraction for Wanda? Agnes or whoever introducing someone that Wanda lives in hopes that she won’t go full on breakdown superpowers or just to give her an attachment to Westview even more and make her not want to leave at all

“She recasted Pietro” EVAN ! I’m so pumped for this - it seems this could turn into the X-Men making their debut earlier than expected possibly? In any case, it’s a nice little Easter Egg to the previous Fox franchise of X-Men movies where Evan played Peter Maximoff “Quicksilver” alongside James McAvoy as Prof X, Hugh Jackman as Wolverine and so many others - and with Deadpool being confirmed as Disney’s first R rated film, it seems Mutants are definitely on their way to the MCU

Agnes is definitely Agatha or a gender bent Nightmare

The way Billy shed himself and Tommy up was scary - definitely a little nod to his powers coming in

Multiple different perspectives of Wanda saying that Monica left

Red Hex dialled up to around light sources (computer, window, etc.)

Vision mentions reading Charles Darwin’s The Descent of Man - which could refer to Mutants entering the MCU, Mutants being superior to humans

Agnes calls herself Auntie Agnes - in episode 2 during the title sequence in the grocery store there’s a product called ‘Auntie A’s Kitty Litter’

Agnes refers to herself as a Tiger and in the episode, there’s a Tiger on the dining table in the kitchen - could that be a listening device, her eyes and ears?

There are no other children in Westview - Billy and Tommy are immune because they have no prior trauma

Elizabeth Olsen’s photos are real and slightly altered with Sokovian flags in the background

In the birthday shot of Billy and Tommy, they have ‘1,2,3,4,5’ candles all on one cake

In the holiday photos, Vision goes from Turkey to Easter Bunny, to Santa and progressively gets more unhappy - realising he no longer wants to play along in Wanda’s Hex

During Monica’s callbacks to seeing Wanda’s pain inside her head, we see a new shot of Wanda crying - it looks like it’s around the time she stole Vision’s corpse, as the outfit she’s wearing is very similar, if not the same - could this be an after shot of when she’s trying to bring Vision back?

During the scene where we see the footage of Wanda stealing Vision’s corpse, the S.W.O.R.D logo that appears on the table has 8 stars around the rim of the logo but then has a 9th one in the middle - could this be a little Easter Egg to the nine realms of the Cosmos? And there’s also a map showing Cape Canaveral, could that be where S.W.O.R.D’s headquarters are?

Wanda and Pietro were born in 1989 to Irina and Oleg Maximoff - who were killed in an air raid when the twins were 10. In the comics, Wanda and Pietro were raised by Django and Maria Maximoff, before their true parentage was revealed as being the children of Magneto, however, in the comics this has been retconned so that Wanda and Pietro are no longer Mutants and the High Evolutionary had just disguised them as Mutants (something I think they should undo tbh - MARVEL, PLEASE MAKE WANDA AND PIETRO MUTANTS AGAIN!!!)

Speaking of the air raid, that was also referenced in Age of Ultron by Pietro and Wanda - “We were 10 years old, having dinner the four of us. And the first shell hits 2 floors below, makes a hole in the floor” - was the beeping Stark toaster be what that was referring to?

WHIH reappears for a brief cameo as the news service in the MCU - and Hayward cuts off Jimmy as he was trying to defend Wanda’s reputation, in which Jimmy then turns to Darcy and says “I try not to speak ill of people” Darcy then follows up with “Then allow me, Hayward’s a-“ and then she’s cut off by a shot back to Hayward saying the word “Terrorist” which would make sense as it seems with Vision’s corpse, he may have been trying to make sentient weapons and by subverting Vision’s will and blaming Wanda of doing the same. In the footage shown of Wanda stealing Vision’s remains, we see Vision broken up into parts and S.W.O.R.D seems to be experimenting on him and this seems to be the robotics/nanotech project that Hayward was referring to. Monica asks Hayward about the footage saying “When was this?” to which Hayward replies saying “9 days ago. Maximoff stormed our facility, stole Vision’s body and resurrected him” - this would mean that Wanda took Vision 2 weeks after the events of Endgame, about a week before Monica returned to S.W.O.R.D and Hayward didn’t tell her any of this and when he sent her in there, he knew exactly what he was doing - with her reputation after Civil War, this makes it easier for Hayward to paint her as the villain.

Back in Westview, Tommy wears red and Billy wears green - which are the colours that Wiccan and Speed wear in the comics, respectively. And it’s also the colours that Wanda and Vision are known for and appears quite a lot in their wardrobes

More in regards to Sparky, he was the synthezoid dog in Tom King’s run of Vision - the story being that he was originally a dog named Zeke who unfortunately passed away after digging up the Grim Reaper’s corpse and getting zapped. The Grim Reaper’s helmet appears during the title sequence of Episode 2 in the floorboards. Could Sparky have been trying to dig up a similar thing when he was caught by Agnes and consequently killed?

Monica mentions that she knows this aerospace engineer, they’re never shown but she is seen texting them. Could it be Reed Richards a.k.a Mr Fantastic? Hayward did mention that some astronauts used to work for S.W.O.R.D before a mission went haywire - though it seems a bit lacklustre to introduce such highly anticipated characters this way. Could it instead be the Skrull daughter of Talos that Monica befriended at the end of Captain Marvel? She mentioned that they had extraterrestrial allies in episode 4 working with her and Fury as apart of S.W.O.R.D - in the Spanish subtitles they use the feminine articles for this engineer - so I think it’s more likely to be Talos’s daughter

The board that we saw in Episode 4 now includes the mailman, drivers license and all - could he be Jimmy’s missing witness?

The tension in the room after Jimmy references Carol is similarly seen when in Spider-Man: Far From Home, where Peter asks Skrull Fury/Talos “How about Captain Marvel?” To which Talos replies “Don’t involve her name”. Fury, Monica and Talos were all on the side of the Skrulls by then end of Captain Marvel and the space station that Fury was on maybe apart of S.W.O.R.D. So did Carol betray them?

A slight reference to Captain America: The First Avenger is made when Monica pulls a Peggy Carter and shoots at something to see if it’s bulletproof, in Peggy’s case it was the iconic Captain America shield and in the case of Monica, it was her clothes that she was wearing after Wanda threw her out of the Hex

Abilash (Norm) never states that Wanda is the one that Vision has to save them from, it’s just “her” - could this instead be Agnes?

When Billy is training Sparky to sit, he puts the treat by his ear up to his temple - a future reference that Billy will one day share the same powers as his mum?

During the scene in which Wanda leaves the Hex briefly, she turns the guns onto Hayward but none are trained on Monica - she may still trust Monica slightly, whereas with Hayward, she slightly more pissed off because of what he was doing to Vision’s remains. And turning a bunch of guns on the people you don’t trust? Like father, like daughter as Magneto pulls a similar move in one of the X-Men films - Hopefully, the big cameo they keep teasing will be Ian McKellan as Magneto or the Magnus of this House of M adaptation

During when Agnes “found” Sparky, she says he died from eating too many leaves from her plants - in the Tom King Vision run, one of Vision’s kids ends up killing Sparky and sees inside his stomach that there’s a plant that Agatha Harkness grows in her garden

All the names that appear during the credits that Wanda tries to run to end the show and to stop Vision from talking are names of people who work on the actual Wandavision show itself

When Evan Peter’s version of Quicksilver shows up, he says “Does a long lost bro get to squeeze his sister to death or what?” I DO NOT TRUST THIS PIETRO - Similar to Wandavision, the Fox X-Men movies moved up decade by decade - First Class was in the 1960s, Days of Future Past was in the 1970s, Apocalypse was in the 1980s and Dark Phoenix was in the 1990’s - which would make even more sense as MCU! Pietro wasn’t born until 1989, whereas Peter was active during the 1980s. I reckon that this Pietro is Jimmy’s missing witness, Agnes’s husband Ralph and is disguising itself as a comforting presence to Wanda as Vision no longer brings comfort and is trying to bring Wanda back to reality - and when he shows up, the mirror in the background behind Wanda is slightly distorted but his hand looks red and in the shot as well, there seems to be a grey arm reaching towards Pietro - in the shot itself behind and in front of Wanda, there’s nothing there but in the mirror, there is! Either way, I do not trust this Pietro and it’s just an entity trying to give Wanda the last thing that could make her happy - but it won’t last, as everything is already breaking down around her.

I seriously seriously love this show so much 💙

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Wonderwall-part 5

Summary: Steve get closer to you the more your pregnancy advances and tony tries to keep his distance as he come to realize his feeling

Pairing: Tony stark x reader x Bucky barnes, some stucky x reader

Warnings: swearing, alcohol , some minor angsty angst,

Notes: Ok i really like wonderwall right now so i'm going to update this more frequently (i say and watch i suddenly just hit a wall for this story)

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It had been a month since your ultrasound and tony had been so distant but steve had been very close with you and bucky. if bucky was away he was everywhere you were caring for your every move. Bucky appreciated it and loved seeing you and his best friend so close.

You currently were laying in bed with steve watching a movie. your head was on his stomach and he was playing with your hair. you two were eating chips and really only half watching it as yall kept joking around.

Bucky was on a mission so steve has been caring for you these past few days. “you feeling ok?” steve asked and you chuckled “for the tenth time yes i promise i'm ok” you said tilting your head looking up at him. he smiled down at you and booped your nose. you laughed and smiled “just checking you've been silent for a while” steve said going back to playing with your hair.

“I was just thinking how nice its been being with you” you said reaching up and stroking his cheek. he smiled softly down at you. he cleared his throat “uh y/n-” steve started to say but the bedroom door opened. “oh hey steve figured you'd be in here” bucky said walking in “hey babe” you said. bucky walked over and kissed your forehead and gave steve a side hug.

steve's head landed on bucky's chest as he kept messing with your hair. “heard you've been taking care of her these past few days” bucky said. “he's been a perfect gentleman” you said with a small giggle. bucky laughed and out his stuff down sliding next to steve. you laying on both of them your legs on steves lap and head on bucky's.

“Tony said he's planning a party to celebrate our return” bucky mentions. you turn your head at the mention of tony. He had been avoiding you recently. Anytime you came near him or tried to speak to him he ran off in the other direction or suddenly had things to do.

“tony spoke to you?” you asked. bucky knew how tony was avoiding you more so because he was also avoiding bucky. “nope he told nat and also told her to tell me something about him being too busy planning to do it himself. i don't know” bucky said with a shrug

“he still avoiding you two?” steve asked and you and buck replied with a simple nod. you were hurt by it, he had started this vow of silence to you since you had told him your past. you started to wonder if maybe he saw you were too broken. did he even want to be in the baby's life anymore? you sighed before shaking your head “lets go tony cant avoid me there” you said sitting up.

“sweetheart honey you can barely spend an hour without puking or getting nauseas at least” bucky said stroking your hair “ill be fine. were going no if ands or buts about it” you said huffing and standing up. you walked to your closest and steve turned to bucky “there's no point in trying to change her mind” steve said and they both chuckled. you found a dress and set it up on the door handle. “now what time is it at?” you asked with a small clap.

bucky gave a small laugh before speaking. He knew that he had no choice but him and steve would be on your tail the whole time making sure your ok. “9pm” bucky said. you gave a small nod looking at the clock which said 5pm in glowing letters. only 4 hours then tony has to speak to you.

at 8:00 you walked into the large bathroom attached to your room.stripping down you looked in the mirror touching your small stomach bump. you were close to the 2 month mark and your stomach was starting to prove that. you walked into the shower letting the warm water wash over you. you closed your eyes relishing in the warmth. you soon felt arms wrap around your waist, one human one metal. letting your head rest on bucky's chest he gave an approving groan before reaching for a bottle of soap and washing your hair. “how are you feeling today?” bucky asked massaging your scalp “mmm good steves been so much help and such a great friend when your away its nice” you said with a small smile.

Steve was almost always around you and bucky. Anything you needed he got you any help you needed he helped. whenever you got sick he kept your hair out of your face. he’d always help you wash up after. he cared for you when your emotions got too prominent and took control. he kept you still doing small exercises and even researched what you should do when you got self conscious of all the weight you were gaining. He slept in your bed holding you close on days bucky was gone and you couldn't sleep. He cared for you, more than you or bucky knew.

This isn't just for you though, he spent every moment not with you with bucky. they researched on the baby together things to do once their born how to be a good parent. They even tested how to make baby bottles even thought you had almost 7 months to go before the baby was born. you often walked into the room to find the two boys joking around, laughing. There was the one time you walked in on them slow dancing together to music from the 40′s. They said it was from the last dance they had gone to. You of course recorded it and kept it no matter how much they begged you to delete it. Steve cared for you two and would put his life on the line for you two even if it meant it'd be the end for him.

You stepped out of the shower and bucky followed after wrapping you in a towel. “steve is great isn't he” bucky said with a soft smile. “yea” you replied with a soft smile of your own but also a smirk. you looked at bucky's soft reaction to hearing your approval of steve. how his eyes glistened in happiness and a small smile stayed pressed on his face.

When bucky had first showed up at the compound the connection him and steve had lead you to believe they were together. One night you asked steve and he gave a small laugh before telling you otherwise. Not long after you started seeing bucky. You were honestly shocked nothing was going on between them and nothing had ever gone on. The chemistry they had was unbelievable and the sparks was as if someone was trying to start a fire.

Thou bucky had also thought you had a thing for bucky when he returned into steves life. The way you two smiled and laughed with one another. He saw it as a couple, he was never jealous just happy his best friend finally found someone. That was till you asked him out and he was confused. That lead to you telling him how you thought him and steve were together.

You slipped into your nice dark blue dress. you and bucky walked into the loud living room at 9:00 seeing everyone dancing and drinking. steve spotted you two immediately running over. “hey you two” he said with a large smile. “have you seen tony?” you asked. steve pointed to the bar where you saw tony drunkenly flirting with two girls. rolling your eyes you strolled on over leaving the two boys together.

“shes gonna beat his ass if she has two isn't she?” steve asked and bucky patted his shoulder “that's our girl” bucky said before walking into the group chatting with other, That remark ‘our girl’ caused steve to chug down the rest of his strong drink. He wanted more no needed more but he really didn't want to enter the warzone known at you and tony.

You grabbed tony's jacket shoving him against the bar. the girl ran off in fear and tony put his hands up in surrender. you slapped him across the face before grabbing his jacket again “listen here stark your not getting away anymore ok. not happening nope. now your going to tell me why your avoiding me or ill keep slapping you till you do” you said pulling him forward and slamming him against the bar again.

Steve had walked over to natasha stealing her drinking downing it too. “jesus what's up with you?” she asked seeing her tipsy friend. “thor you have any asgardian alcohol on you?” steve asked. thor nervously handed his friend a small shot of it. steve immediately downed it feeling the tingly sensation down his body “them” was all steve said “both of them” he said dropping his head onto the table. they immediately got it “so you finally admit it huh?” nat asked rubbin steves back steve lifted his head “you knew?” he asked. and thor laughed “of course we knew everyone did except tony,y/n, and bucky obviously” thor said. steve groaned and rubbed his face “what do i do?” he asked. nat patted his shoulder “tell them dumbass” and with that steve asked for another shot from thor.

You were still interrogating tony “I told you i cant say” he replied and was hit with another slap. at this point his face was numb. “Bucky will slaughter me if i do and ill never be able to see my baby” he said tears brimming his eyes. “tony just tell me i wont let that happen” you said releasing your grip on him. “i cant” he said. you slapped him once more. tears fell “tony” you huffed out. he looked at you before rolling his eyes shaking his head “i'm in love you” he said tears flooding out, and with that he walked off. you felt your whole body freeze. you sat on the couch in the corner.

bucky walked over sitting next to you “you get your answer?” he asked. you cleared your throat trying to act natural “uh no no he would say i dont know” you said with a shrug. bucky groaned kissing your temple before walking back to the people. about an hour later a drunk steve plopped next to you. “heeeeeey” he slurred. you laughed before replying “hi stevie” you said ruffling his hair. it had grown out a little sense he'd been so busy caring for you he never had the time to cut it but honestly you thought he looked nice with it a little longer. “your so prettyyyyyyyyy” he said falling into your lap. you laughed and smiled down at him “your pretty too” you replied. steve pouted and you were confused but also adored it, he looked like a sad puppy. “what wrong stevie?” you asked rubbing his torso

“I have an issue” he said squirming and groaning. “what is it?” you asked tilting your head “i am in love with your boyfriend” he said. you laughed a little leaving steve confused. “I know” you replied. “huh?” he asked sitting up. “well yea i mean i knew” you said with a shrug “is that it?” you asked and he shook his head “i love you too” he said his head falling back. “me?” you asked with a small smile. “yes youuuuuu i am in love with 2 of the most perfect people and they love each other” he said slurring. “wait” he said looking at you “your not mad.” he stated. you laughed “no stevie a little shocked you love me? sure but i knew you love bucky always have and its not like you can control who you love” you said with a shrug. “look tomorrow when your sober tell bucky just trust me. tell him. ill deal with him after” you replied. steve fell into your lap again.

once he was asleep you gave a small smile to him “i love you too stevie” you sai combing through his hair. bucky walked up to you “he asleep?” he asked. you nodded with a small smile. bucky lifted steve bridal style starting to walk to steve's room “where are you going?” you asked. bucky looked at you dumbfounded “to put him in his room” he said confused. “come on” you said entering you and bucky's room. bucky shrugged walking in, he layed steve down and he immediately curled into a pillow. “why here?” he asked. you gave a small shrug and smile “cause he has something to tell you tomorrow” you said leaving bucky confused. Of course you still had no clue on what to do about tonys confession but that was another problem for another day. maybe one where bucky wont slaughter tony for it.

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