i was not made for hookup culture, i was made for the most soul crushing experience ever. i was born to feel everything entirely and endlessly. i was made to feel everything deeply

i want to love you. it's a choice i make daily.

I want to fall inlove with you. I want to hold your hand and look at your eyes closely. See all of your happiness, sadness, pain and anger… see you working through it all and smiling bravely while your heart races… I want to love you. I want to love you for being exactly who you are and nothing more or less. I want to accept your highest of highs and your lowest of lows. I want to watch you control the need to possess me because you feel I might slip away as I battle my need to slip away out of fear of needing to possess you.. I want to make love to you in a home that screams every bit of our personalities , coming together in a beautiful clash of compliments of hard and soft… I want to love you… I want kiss your body while your in a deep sleep , bask in the glory of you being all mine and mine alone even away from you… I want to love you… I want to look at your eyes when we talk and watch them change with emotions and stop myself from kissing you because as much as I want to hear you talk I’m falling in-love with you for sharing you so honestly with me… I want to love you… I want to love you …

AHHH I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE

"I like you. I really like you. I want to love you cause I can't get enough.. will you be mine?"

My crush, crushing hard, I like you so much that you probably think I'm a retard - eUë

I want to be loved. I want light someone’s day. I want to smile and make someone’s heart skip a beat. I want them look at me and be filled with happiness. I want them to kiss me and hug me and say I mean so much to them.

But I also get so confused when people *do* like me. Why? What do I offer? I get so scared because I know I can’t love you the same way you do. I feel abandoned. I thought we were friends? Why do you love me that way? Why can’t I love you that way? And I know it’s stupid but I feel like I never meant anything to you as a friend. Was I always just a love interest? I know it’s dumb but it still hurts so much.

Let me in.

"Wasting the days to forget that I'm losing it

Stuck in my ways and I hate that I'm used to it

I don't know why I try anymore"

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I'm gonna be real here folks if I can't find a decent online community for Lorcana soon this tumblr might turn into a dedicated shitposting page for disneys dead-on-arrival IP

On the bright side, considering how little discussion I can find about the game it might be a totally untapped market.

i want to love you.

I'm having to cope with the realization that I love you more than I thought for longer than I thought. And I want to scream it from the roof. I want to whisper it to you before you dream. I want to show you how much I could love you.

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

"I like you, like you.. but I could love to love you. Don't you like the same things too?"

Come here and take this big hug that is breaking my back - eUë

The math just adds up!