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#i formatted this on mobile so heres to hoping that it looks okay lmao
quil12 · 1 year
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souyo + manic pixie dream girl yosuke but just like as the stereotype
This one was actually more fun to write than I thought it would be lmao. I wasn't entirely sure at first, but I like the direction I went with it
Yosuke stared into the mirror, sighing as he adjusted the wig on his head. It was a pale pink bob with light blue ribbons attached to the side. 
How had he let this happen?
He made videos sometimes. It was always of him playing the guitar, mostly doing tutorials of songs. After college, he had gotten hired on at Rise’s production studio as someone to help write songs for the idols - he mainly did stuff for Rise since she was the reason he had gotten hired, but he still did stuff for the other idols there as well. A lot of people liked having him - someone who had actually worked on writing the songs - teach them how to play it. The production studio was even for it, enjoying the good will from their fans. 
About a month ago, he had been asked by the production company to take part in a charity live stream. He had managed to gain a small following of his own, so they wanted people who were more interested in him to come as well. He had agreed, and that was where his problem had started.
One thing had led to another, and, by the end of it, he had promised to dress up and shoot a video playing a character if they managed to raise a certain amount of money. Needless to say, they had reached that goal, so now, in order to keep that promise, he was about to shoot a video - a video in drag - a video in a type of drag far more embarrassing than what he had been forced to wear at the crossdressing pageant in high school. 
The one silver lining of all of this was that he had only agreed to a pre-recorded video. That meant that he could edit out any parts that were too embarrassing for him to handle. He also didn’t have to deal with anyone else being there to laugh at him.
Yu was even out of the house for the afternoon spending time with some work friends. He had actually waited specifically until he had a day like that to do this. The idea of Yu seeing him like this was so unbearably embarrassing.
He had struggled a little bit getting ready, having to watch tutorials to do even the most basic of makeup. It had taken him about two hours to get himself to look presentable on that front. After that, he had to put on the outfit - he wasn’t about to wear a dress again, so he had settled for a pair of jeans and a lacy blouse - no one was gonna see his legs anyway. After that, he had once again struggled for a long while to get the wig on. 
Now though, there was nothing else to do but record this video.
He hesitated as much as he could before exiting the bedroom, walking down the hall to the room where he had his instruments. He had quite a few - a couple different types of guitar, a keyboard, even a box of miscellaneous percussion instruments. 
This was also where he had his setup to do videos. 
He took a deep breath before grabbing an acoustic guitar off of its stand, walking over to the desk on the other side of the room. He had already set everything up, so now it was just time to record. 
He sat down on the chair in front of the desk, staring at the camera in front of him. He could do this. He wouldn't die of embarrassment. He would be all right. He just had to record a super quick video and hopefully no one he actually knew would ever bring it up to him. 
He took one last steadying breath before reaching over and hitting the record button. 
He readjusted the guitar in his lap before looking up toward the camera, smiling widely. 
He raised the pitch of his voice as he spoke, keeping it as energetic as possible. "Hey everyone! I just wanted to record another wonderful video for you today. Now, I've already made a tutorial for this one, but it didn't have quite as much flair as I wanted it to have. So, we're gonna try making it a little bit different and fun this time. I-"
He was cut off by the sound of the door to the room creaking open. 
He immediately moved the guitar, holding it up in between him and the door, hiding behind it. He looked to see Yu standing there, staring at him, his eyebrows knit together. 
His heart was pounding. He didn't want him to see him dressed up like this. This was so embarrassing. 
Yu hesitated. "Uh, is this a video or a live stream?"
He looked away, reaching over, and pausing the recording. "Video."
"I was just coming to tell you that I was home, but I guess it's not the best time."
Yosuke didn't say anything. He just wanted to curl in on himself and stop existing. He really hated that he had come home now. Why couldn't it have been in like an hour? When he had finished shooting the video and had had time to take everything off. 
Yosuke wasn't looking toward Yu, but he looked up as he heard footsteps coming toward him. 
He stopped in front of him, laying his palm on his cheek, humming. 
He leaned forward, pressing a soft and chaste kiss to his lips. It was so tender that he almost forgot what he was wearing. Almost.
He pulled away, looking at his face almost consideringly. 
"I'll start on dinner in just a few minutes."
Yosuke nodded, watching as he headed toward the door. 
Just before he left the room, he turned to face him. "Oh, and Yosuke?"
"Yeah?"
"Your eyeliner is smeared."
He let out an involuntary noise of embarrassment.
Yu laughed, leaving the room, closing the door behind him.
Yosuke groaned, holding his head in his hand. Why did he have to say things like that? 
After a few seconds, he straightened, looking at himself in the camera.
His eyeliner really was smeared.
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archived-kin · 3 years
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you go to a devildom zoo and a penguin attempts to seduce you (the brothers are not happy)
note from kin: this was meant to be out way sooner but covid-19 and a whole lot of catch-up coursework said no to that idea >:(
anyway formatting on mobile is actual ass so let me know if this ends up unreadable!
enjoy, darlings!
fandom: obey me!
character(s): gn!reader, lucifer, mammon, leviathan, satan, asmodeus, beelzebub, belphegor, diavolo (mentioned briefly)
pairing(s): demon brothers/reader, penguin/reader (one-sided), a bat also very briefly tries to seduce you
warning(s): reader really loves deadly creatures which i know isn't really a warning but just as a heads up for those who can't relate i guess??? also this is ended up WAY longer than i intended lmao
genre: fluff (but also crack)
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oh the pure joy you felt when you found out that there are zoos in the devildom
zoos full of sphinxes, chimeras, hydras, krakens, manticores, basilisks and griffins, but zoos nonetheless
in fact, you’d argue that the fact that the zoos here are full of potentially lethal legendary beasts is even COOLER
so, naturally, you begged lucifer to let you go to one
his response?
“absolutely not, you could be killed.”
well now that’s just unfair
there are so many things down here in the devildom that could kill you! the heat, the food, the dragons just wandering around in the skies, your fellow students at rad, belphie, not sleeping enough, the stupidly narrow staircases, lucifer himself! in fact, you’d argue that lucifer has already come close to killing you more times than any of those creatures at the zoo
unfortunately that was entirely was the wrong thing to say because now lucifer’s gone all broody on you
you just KNOW he’s gonna spend all of next week either drowning himself in work or sulking in the music room if you don’t cheer him up quickly
so you guess it’s time to pull out the puppy eyes and hope that they work
spoiler alert: they do. you also end up being stuck in lucifer’s arms for about five hours afterwards as he cuddles out all of his negative thoughts, but that’s not a bad thing, so you’re not complaining
the next day, however, you are BACK on your bullshit
and you are back with a vengeance!
you are getting a trip to that zoo whether lucifer likes it or not and you will not rest until you succeed
your first idea is to go to diavolo for help because.... he’s diavolo and lucifer would listen to that demon before anyone, including himself
unfortunately that doesn’t work because diavolo is out on a business trip to the human world with barbatos
(which means your butler buddy, who could probably have helped you make your case, is also out of the picture)
you suppose that you could try getting simeon in on the scheme but you’re pretty sure he’d end up making it worse with his insatiable penchant for teasing lucifer
your final solution?
cry
and it worked a treat too!
lucifer is just a sucker for his human and he doesn’t like seeing them sad okay :((
he finally agrees to let you go to the big zoo just north of RAD since it’s directly under diavolo’s jurisdiction, but he also makes you promise that you’ll take at least one brother with you
(he’s hoping you’ll choose him)
but then you uno reverse card him!
jokes on you, lucifer, your human wants a family day out!!
lucifer would be lying if his heart didn’t swell slightly when you proclaimed you wanted all the brothers to come with you so that you could all spend the day together having fun
although you may have just made a mistake because now lucifer is going to do everything in his power to make sure the day goes perfectly, and if that means smiting the rude demon in line in front of you, then what about it?
(luckily you stop him from the killing someone before you’re even inside, but it was a close call)
the moment the eight of you step into the zoo satan whisks you off to look at the devildom equivalent of big cats
which means the sphinxes and manticores first, then the giant fire-breathing tigers
he’s planning to have a nice heart-to-heart conversation with you while the two of you stroll along the exhibit, but then you both get distracted by how cool the animals are
so the two of you just end up dragging each other back and forth to look at one creature after another
not the romantic scene satan initially had in mind, but he’d be lying if he said this wasn’t also absolutely perfect
holding your hand while you talk enthusiastically about how majestically that manticore leapt thirty feet into the air with your entire face lighting up like the most beautiful lantern in the world? stunning. outstanding. he wouldn’t want to be anywhere else.
meanwhile, back at the entrance, levi is sulking, mammon is fuming, beel is already stuffing himself with overpriced food stall delicacies, belphie has crawled under a bench to nap while he waits for you to come back, asmo is taking pictures with the extra long-legged flamingo billboard, and lucifer is so preoccupied with trying to figure out just how the hell the walking system here works that he hasn’t even noticed that you and satan have just disappeared into the void
in the end the remaining brothers split off into pairs, all agreeing that whoever is the first to find you and satan will get to have some one-on-one time with you next
and, drumroll please, that lucky pair turns out to be... beel and belphie!
(really they have an unfair advantage though since beel can smell out anyone he knows from a mile away)
meanwhile satan has just spent just about all of the grimm he brought with him on a hideously overpriced plush version of the manticore you were so fascinated with
but the smile on your face when he gives it to you?? the LIGHT that exudes from you when you declare that the plush’s name is now greenie because it has green eyes just like his?? worth it. absolutely worth it.
but uh oh, the moment is soon to be gone, because guess who’s here?
beel and belphie can’t let satan have all your attention! beel is a little more forgiving, but belphie is going to make sure he’s the first to get a kiss today, anti-lucifer club alliance be damned!
he’s not going to admit that of course. instead, he’s going to very subtly hip-bump satan out of the way so that he can hold your hand instead (beel can have the other hand, but if he tries to pull you away, he’s getting what-for.)
normally satan would be pretty miffed by this, but hey, he’s in a good mood right now and he doesn’t want to spoil the day by getting pissy, so he lets the twins get away with it. younger sibling privilege, am I right?
belphie wants to take you to his particular favourite exhibit here, the giant carnivorous cattle with horns the size of chair legs
beel, on the other hand, suggests that maybe you don’t want to see a gargantuan mammal tear apart a giant piece of meat that may or may not have been sourced from a human graveyard (the giant carnivorous cattle are picky, okay? at least they’re not murdering people for the meat)
you, however, are absolutely fearless
besides, what harm can a giant carnivorous cattle with horns the side of chair legs do to you when it’s being kept behind six inches of hellfire trench, with three of the devildom’s most powerful demons close by to swoop in to your rescue?
beel begrudgingly agrees to go see the giant carnivorous cattle, but makes you promise to stay slightly behind him so that he can jump to defend you should they get out of hand
your big strong demon standing in front of you, protecting you as you get to look at a super cool and also deadly creature? you are absolutely on board with this.
(satan is slightly concerned by your willingness to go near creatures that could tear you to pieces in a second, but if he gets to see you smile like that again then... well, what can he say, he’s a simp)
so off you go!
the giant carnivorous cattle are AWESOME. you get to watch a trio of them eat what appears to be an entire car in, like, two seconds, tops, and they don’t even look bothered by the metal disappearing down their massive gullets.
(you ask belphie in an undertone why the cattle are eating cars if they’re carnivorous. his response is that even giant carnivorous cattle need their minerals, so the zookeepers feed them a bunch of the metal stuff you get in human scrapyards.)
(sounds like an RSPCA violation to you...)
you’re practically tumbling over the fence as you lean forward to get a proper look at them and their adorable tiny wings, so belphie ends up having to pull you back
just as he does it, however, he has a very bright idea
so instead of gently tugging you back as he’d originally planned, he practically yanks you into him, conveniently slipping your hand out of beel’s in the process
listen, it’s not that belphie resents letting beel hold hands with you at the same time as him. a demon’s just gotta get his hugs sometimes, alright?
of course you’re a little miffed about being so violently yoinked, so you’re about to turn around and give belphie a piece of your mind, but then he pulls you close to him and nuzzles his nose into your hair
how are you supposed to scold him for that???
he seems so content and he’s even doing that adorable little purring thing demons do when they’re happy that he never does in public
you can’t just pull out of his arms! it’s probably illegal!!!!!
belphie gets a pass for being cute this time. only this time. no more.
(as an aside, this sort of thing happens at least once a day because belphie’s a whiny little baby who can’t go twelve hours without your love)
anyway now beel looks a little downtrodden which you are not having
your solution? wait until belphie lets go of you on his own and then you can give beel a hug of his own.
unfortunately belphie doesn’t seem interested in separating from you
luckily you don’t end up having to deal with that, because then satan steps in
partially because he feels bad for beel and also partially because okay that’s enough touching now, know your boundaries
which means it’s BEEL’S TURN TO SHINE
does this demon want you to die? because that is what’s going to happen if he keeps being so friggin sweet
first of all he buys you a bunch of treats from the nearby food stalls with his own money and offers every single one to you
is he on drugs? is that what’s happening here? what happened to the avatar of gluttony who ate first and asked questions later???
of course you aren’t going to be so cruel as to take every single one of the treats he’s offering when you can physically hear his stomach rumble as he holds them out to you
instead, you take a handful or so and tell him to eat the rest himself because he deserves it
beel almost tears up he’s so happy he loves you so much in that moment
some may say he’s being dramatic but beel says that every moment with you is a treasure and he has every right to be emotional
belphie is a teensy bit pissed that satan simp-policed him when he’s just as whipped but it’s beel so... he’ll stay down
satan, meanwhile, starts snapping pictures of you at every opportunity, most of them candids, to save to the album he has dedicated especially to you, and also to send to the brothers’ group chat to brag
asmo responds to each one with even more heart emojis than the last, levi always has some kind of jealous comment to make, lucifer stays silent (satan knows he’s saving the photos to his own gallery to gaze affectionately at later though), and mammon just keeps sending angry stickers and then quickly adding that they’re not aimed at you but at satan for having the audacity
anyway, the four of you end up leaving the giant carnivorous cow exhibit after spending a few minutes just sitting together on one of the giant benches while you and beel (mostly beel) eat the giant pile of food he purchased
(beel’s not evil so he offers satan and belphie some obviously, but he makes it clear that you’re getting first pick)
beel’s about to ask where you want to head next when
here comes trouble
and make it double
asmo and levi are IN the building (zoo)
levi, having gotten so antsy waiting for you to show up, disregards all subtlety and basically throws himself right at you, scoops you up, and takes off
leaving behind your poor manticore plush, a stunned satan, beel, belphie, and asmo, who immediately starts running after the two of you, shouting ‘hey, that isn’t fair!’
satan, belphie and beel are left to exchange disbelieving looks and attempt to follow
(don't worry about greenie, satan picks him up and vows to keep him safe until he meets up with you again)
meanwhile you are being quite literally swept off your feet
“levi. levi stop i can walk. levi i’m coming to aquarium with you. you don’t need to pull me. levi i’m getting a little dizzy over here. levi please”
luckily you are saved from your impending doom (because, realistically, there is no way mr hasn’t-exercised-in-several-millennia can carry someone halfway across the biggest zoo in all three realms without tripping) by asmo
now, asmo does not like exercise. it makes him all hot and sweaty (and not in the sexy way) and it’s just... not it. however, because it’s you, he will make an exception just this once.
so he grits his teeth, pins back his long-ass fringe with a cute butterfly clip, and runs for it
normally jealous-mode levi will not stop for anything, but a running asmo in the right situation is even more terrifying than a quiet angry lucifer, and a quiet angry lucifer normally means multiple people are getting burnt alive
so what does levi do? naturally, he stops in his tracks, lets out a scream of such a high frequency that he disturbs a flock of deathseye hawks nesting in a tree nearby, and almost drops you on your head
asmo immediately stops running, takes a moment to dab off any sweat on his forehead with his dainty little pink handkerchief, and lets his hair back down
because he is not exercising for a second longer than he has to
anyway, now that you’re not being torpedo’d halfway across the world, you can finally take a second to breathe and actually ask levi what he wants
he goes pink and stares shame-facedly at the ground and refuses to say a word, especially with avatar of lust ‘i like teasing my brothers to the point where it might be sexual harassment’ asmodeus Right There behind you
but you want your purple boy to be honest!! which means it is puppy dog eyes time again
finally, staring determinedly off to the side, levi mumbles, “you promised we’d go see the fish...”
oh your poor heart
you’re inclined to start pressing kisses all over his face, but you just know he will immediately blow up on the spot if you do in such a public area, so you settle on giving him a subtle hug and reassuring him that yes, you will go see the fish with him
now, asmo’s a hoe for attention, we all know that, but even he has his moments
so, making you promise to go see the birds of arcadia with him later, he departs with a wave and a very sneaky kiss planted on your cheek to let you and levi have your time together
thanks asmo
so off you and levi go!
the aquarium FUCKS
sorry that was too strong
the aquarium is GORGEOUS
it’s got this beautiful deep blue-green ambient lighting, and there are enormous tanks for the giant sharks that essentially make up the walls and ceiling
and there are SO MANY FISH!
rainbow fish, neon pink fish, fish with tiny markings that make them look like they have moustaches, fish with scales that change colour every five seconds, glow-in-the-dark fish, fish the size of a small car
literally any kind of fish you can imagine? they HAVE THEM
you’re almost too distracted to notice levi tugging aggressively on your sleeve
when you do, though, he quickly ushers you over into the tunnel exhibit, where the dolphins live
devildom dolphins look pretty similar to regular human dolphins, except they live in what’s essentially hydrochloric acid and are pitch black in colour with bright purple eyes
you’re pretty confused as to why levi wanted to drag you in here so quickly - you’d have thought he’d go for the goldfish, or the venomous water serpents, or even the special hydra exhibit they’ve got for a limited time
but then levi pulls you over to the very edge, taps his fingers lightly on the glass, and... starts clicking and chirruping?
you’re about to very concernedly ask if he’s feeling alright when something amazing happens
the giant male with scars all over it who, according to one of the signs along the tunnel, spends most of his time skulking as far away from the glass as possible and will eat any demon who comes too close, swims over to him
then, wearing the gentlest little smile, levi turns to you and tells you to say hello to captain
you almost yell out of sheer excitement, but you manage to collect yourself
instead, what comes out is an aggressively whispered:
"hello!! hi, captain!! it's lovely to meet you!! i love you!!!!"
and captain loves you too!!!!!
he swims right up to you and butts his nose against the glass
well you can't not immediately press your face against the glass as well so it looks like you're bumping noses with him can you???
so you do exactly that
all the while going "hello!! hello!! you're such a pretty boy!! what a handsome boy!!"
levi almost cries because you are just too perfect
you love captain? and captain loves you too? he seriously has to hold himself back from dropping to one knee and proposing right then and there
after taking a moment to get his heart to calm down, he translates what you're saying to captain, who immediately starts clicking back
and guess what??? captain says you're the prettiest!!!!!!!!! you’re the handsomest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now you're going to cry
you and levi spend ages in that tunnel together, just talking to captain and holding hands and exchanging little kisses now and then
levi is so in his element here in the aquarium that he isn't even as nervous and stuttery with his affection as usual
it's almost jarring, but are you complaining? absolutely not
when and levi emerge from the aquarium, both a little giddy and still enthusiastically talking about all the other creatures you said hi to after captain (who you are most definitely coming back to visit sometime), asmo is waiting outside so impatiently that he's getting a lot of irritated looks for his aggressive foot-tapping
levi wants to go see the reptiles now, but then asmo plays the 'i let you get away with having alone time, now let me have mine, bitch’ card
and to be honest levi's pretty sure that even self-proclaimed romance expert asmo can't top the mini-aquarium date you've just had with him, sooooo...
buying you a little keychain replica of captain just to get a final one over his brother, he bids you goodbye and goes off to the reptile house on his own, pulling on his headphones on his way so that he won't accidentally end up talking to some stranger again
it is now asmo's time to shine!!!
and so off the two of you head off to the birds of arcadia exhibit
however, it seems that asmo doesn’t have much interest in the birds themselves apart from for taking pictures with them for his devilgram
the birds are beautiful indeed, but guess what else is also beautiful? here is a short and concise list:
1. holding asmo’s hand
2. giving asmo kisses
3. receiving kisses from asmo
4. giving asmo hugs
5. receiving hugs from asmo
6. cuddling with asmo
7. sleeping with asmo (in the literal sense)
8. sleeping with asmo (in the not so litera—)
this has been a short and concise list of things that are very beautiful and you should absolutely do right this second (not ghost-written by asmodeus, avatar of lust, not at all)
anyway, it’s kind of hard to concentrate on that adorable neon striped pecker sitting close by to you when asmo is draping himself all over you like a damn scarf
it’s cute! it’s cute. but.... the birds...... you want to see the birds.........
in the end the two of you settle on a compromise: asmo will let you have some time to just look at the pretty birds as long as you keep holding his hand, and then the two of you will go and get matching face paint together
asmo’s kinda pouty about it at first, but he quickly changes his mind when he sees how enamoured you are by the birds
you really are too cute!! he just wants to scoop you up and cover you with kisses, but he’s already promised to leave that for when you aren’t in the middle of a busy public space
(he definitely isn’t the slightest bit jealous of them because he wants to be the only beautiful thing that you look at like that. he knows he’s prettier than those birds.)
(but, like... he’s still gonna puff up his chest a bit when he catches one edging just a bit too close to you. he may be the avatar of lust, but he does have his moments of jealousy as well… even if they’re at blooming birds.)
finally, when you’ve decided that you’ve had your fill of gorgeous birds, asmo immediately pulls you off to the face-painting booth
all the designs the demons managing it have come up with are pretty beautiful, so he’s not bothered about which one to get as long as you two are matching
which means you get to choose!!!!
at first he thinks you’ll ask for the super popular one that imitates the feather pattern of the most popular bird of arcadia, the lesser spotted spectra
but then you turn to look at him, think for a moment, turn back to the demon doing the painting, and ask if they do custom designs
asmo can only watch on, confused, as you and the demon whisper conspiratorially back and forth for five minutes
then the demon has started painting, and the cheeky little grin on your face is making him a little worried that you’ve deliberately asked for a really stupid design just to mess with him
but then, as the strokes and colours all come together, he realises something that might make him a little teary eyed. just a little bit.
the design you’ve asked for just so happens to be the gorgeous, swirling pattern of the avatar of lust’s pact mark
and it’s not just that, either. he takes a closer look and realises that the little flowers added around the edges are his favourite kind of rose as well
and THEN the demon doing the painting turns to him and tells him with a smirk that, by your suggestion, the paint he’s using has been enchanted so that it goes rainbow when you kiss the person who’s wearing it
oh, he really should have had more faith in you! this is even better than anything he could come up with!!!
(he takes about a million photos of you while he’s waiting for his own turn and sends at least a quarter of them to the group chat)
asmo is practically vibrating with excitement as he sits there getting his own face painted
and if you think he doesn’t drag you off to some secluded corner for a good half an hour just pressing little kisses all over your face and giggling when he pulls away and your face paint has gone all the colours of the rainbow, you are severely wrong
of course, he wants kisses as well. this is a give-and-take system and he wants just as much as he gives!!!
unfortunately, there is one disadvantage to spending so much time just canoodling
the others haven’t heard from you or asmo in a good hour and they are beginning to PANIC
mammon in particular is practically shooting off the walls and just constantly spamming you with ‘WHERE ARE YOU’ and ‘COME BACK’ messages
asmo doesn’t want you to go but he’s also kind of running off a high right now so he decides it’s okay and sends you off you find mammon with a cheery wave (and a love struck sigh once you’re out of earshot)
you find mammon just walking in circles in the communal area outside the cannibalistic not-zebras exhibit
he almost bursts into tears when you come up to him and tap him on the shoulder because it feels like he hasn’t seen you for what feels like hours and hours and he just,,, he missed you okay
after five minutes of him just furiously rubbing his eyes and refusing to admit why, he gathers himself and asks you what you want to go see
you have to think for a good long while because, while you’ve been to plenty of zoos in the human world and know by now the sorts of animals most of them have, devildom creature species are unpredictable
you could jokingly say ‘hyper-aware empathetic goose’ and they’d probably have one
but then you have a look around you and see the big map
and what is the first thing you see on that map?
‘vampiric venomous bats’
oh fuck yeah
mammon is a little concerned because the vvbs are known to randomly swoop down and attack the people who walk into their exhibit
he knows you can protect yourself!! but when you’re being swarmed by a horde of more than fifty giant bat creatures with enormous teeth full of venom that can kill you in seconds, there’s really not much you can do
and there is no expressing the amount of absolute misery that would descend on him if he let you get hurt
so instead, you make a compromise and decide to go to scheduled talk on the vvbs in ten minutes instead
normally mammon finds these zoo talks boring as all hell, but heck, if he gets to hold your hand for a whole forty five minutes without having to make an excuse to do so, he’s down
so off you go to the talk!
you’re having the absolute time of your life as the keeper shows you one of the more lethargic bats and describes exactly how it paralyses its prey with high frequency screeches and then kills it with a single bite to the neck
mammon, on the other hand, is honestly kind of spooked
that bat may be half-asleep, but it’s got the eyes of a murderer
so what if he shuffles a little closer to you every time the bat moves?? it’s not like he’s scared of it or anything! no way!
(please hold him or he may cry)
but then... DISASTER strikes
the keeper looks out across her bright-eyed audience, listening attentively to her explanation of how the vvb detects prey through the slightest vibrations in the air... and asks if there are any volunteers who want to hold it
everyone goes quiet. they’re all looking at the floor and avoiding eye contact like students who don’t want to be picked to answer a question in class. they may be demons, but even they know danger when they see it.
except...
mammon is just commenting to himself in amusement about how quiet everyone’s gotten when he looks to the side and practically feels his heart freeze
your hand has flown straight up into the air, and before he can pull it down, the keeper has called on you
mammon may be just as terrified of that bat as everyone else, but he isn’t going to let you go near that thing without him to protect you
the keeper looks a little befuddled as to why one of the most powerful demons in the devildom is following you up to the front like a very attached duckling, but luckily she goes along with it
first she gives you a super thick dragonhide glove to wear, just in case the bat gets violent
then she attaches the little lead around one of the bat’s feet to the end of the glove, so that even if it tries to attack an uncovered spot on your body, it’ll just get pulled back
(meanwhile, mammon, standing just behind you, is just barely holding back from bursting into demon form and wrapping himself around you to protect you)
and so, as you watch in anticipation and mammon in terror, the keeper slowly moves the bat from her arm to yours
at first it just kind of sits there and blinks and... doesn’t really do much
the keeper, however, seems very happy about this
“it means she already trusts you!!!”
and she tells you to try a simple little trick
“just flick your wrist up and she should swing down to hang from your hand!”
mammon is very pointedly whispering to you that that’s enough, you’ve held the bat, come on let’s get out of here
but you are determined to continue putting your life in danger, it seems, because you do exactly what the keeper says
and it works!!!
piki, which you have learned is the name of this particular bat, lets out a quiet squeak and drops to hang from one of the enormous fingers of your glove
you immediately go ‘wooAAAAAAAAAH’
mammon almost bites his tongue in half because of how on edge he is, but it turns out that he doesn’t need to be
because the bat turns to you, blinks once, and suddenly puffs up around the neck
you panic a little at first, but the keeper seems incredibly excited
“she’s displaying!!!!!!! she likes you!!!!!!!!!!! she sees you as a potential mate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
okay mammon is not having any of that
he is not about to be upstaged by a goddamn bat
and so the instant the bat and glove is removed from you, he grabs you by the hand and charges right out of that room, shouting something about it being urgent
leaving poor piki the vampiric venomous bat squeaking sadly because her new crush is gone
sad :(
now mammon is buying you a giant plush to make up for dragging you away like that
happy! :)
and you KNOW this means a great deal because mammon does not part with his money very easily. in fact, most of the time, one would have to physically threaten him into buying something for them
and the fact that mammon bought you a ridiculously expensive enormous plush that probably dug a pretty big hole in his savings without you even asking??? your heart basically melts on the spot
now you definitely can’t get angry at him for pulling you away so suddenly
so instead the two of you go to see the giant narwhals
you’re fascinated, but mammon is too distracted to even look at the narwhals
he just keeps staring at you looking so happy hugging the giant plush he bought for you so close to yourself with this giant dopey grin on his face
(s i m p)
he’s shaken out of his infatuated daze when he hears a camera shutter directly behind him
at first he whips around ready to fight because he’s expecting levi or asmo, but then he looks up slightly and comes face to face with none other than his beloved older brother
lucifer doesn’t even try to hide the tiny grin on his face as he very slowly raises his phone and takes a photo of mammon’s half shocked and half irritated face
mammon is so dumbfounded by how much kinder lucifer looks when he smiles like that. he doesn’t even recover in time to tell you who’s just showed up - you end up noticing by yourself
you should have given lucifer a bit of warning because the moment you turn around and and greet him with such a bright and happy smile on his face he is DECEASED
all you and mammon see is his cheeks going pink but let me tell you this man is screeching like a trapped possum on the inside
lucifer may act like he’s a Big Important Unfeeling Demon but everyone else knows that this man would quite literally bring you the moon if you asked (he probably wouldn’t be able to pull down the entire moon, but damn him if he isn’t going to try)
he has to stay silent for a moment because he knows that if he speaks his voice is going to crack and mammon absolutely would NOT let him forget that for the rest of his long life
once he’s managed to get his puddle of a heart back to a state where he can speak without sounding like the physical embodiment of being smitten, he’s quick to offer to take you to the nearby penguin exhibit
he’s paid attention to the messages he’s been receiving periodically from the other brothers throughout the day about the things you’ve been getting up to with them, and he has seen a pattern in the sort of creatures you like the best
that pattern is: the more deadly, the better, with bonus points if it still looks cute
and lucifer has been to this zoo enough times to know most of the best exhibits pretty well (especially since diavolo’s taste in deadly creatures is very similar to yours, so he knows that any of the demon prince’s favourites will probably end up pretty high in your list as well)
therefore he knows that the devildom’s penguins are about two and a half meters tall, with millions of retractable fangs in their beaks and venom sacs in their necks that they can spray so violently and quickly that they’ve become known as ‘venom machine guns’
and you are ALL ABOUT THAT
you’re so excited by the concept of these penguins that you don’t think twice before tucking your arm into lucifer’s outstretched one and following him off to the exhibit
leaving mammon pouting furiously behind the two of you
now, while the avatar of greed doesn’t dare to directly interfere with his older brother, he most certainly dares to inconvenience him
what does that mean? it means that mammon is immediately whipping out his DDD and shooting a quick message to the group chat specifically made without lucifer to let everyone know what’s going down
and, within ten minutes, every single one of the other brothers are heading right for the penguin exhibit as well
lucifer is in the middle of listening to you excitedly talk about piki the bat when he feels something hit him in the back
he turns to see, with great dismay, that the six other brothers have started following behind the two of you, and have begun taking turns throwing things at him. satan doesn’t stop even when he realises that he’s been spotted.
lucifer feels a vein pop in his cheek when satan manages to nail him right in the middle of the forehead with a screwed-up ball of paper
unfortunately for lucifer (and fortunately for the other six brothers), you quickly take notice of the group following behind you
the avatar of pride can only watch in dismay as you call out for the others to come join you to see the penguins
well, obviously, the others are coming now that you’re inviting them over!!
asmo immediately jumps to give you a little kiss on the nose just so he can see your face light up in all the colours of the rainbow again
(which earns several surprised noises from the other brothers since, while they knew from the pictures from asmo that the two of you had gotten your faces painted, they didn’t know the paint did that)
belphie subtly shuffles up behind you to give you a little prize figurine he spent way too long trying to win on one of the zoo’s mini claw-machine games, while beel attempts to find a stealthy way of sneaking the bag of treats he’s carefully sourced for you into your pockets, but ends up giving up on that and just hands you the bag instead
levi is still on a bit of a high from the mini aquarium date, so his face immediately goes fifty shades of red when he sees you, but instead of running off like he usually does when he’s flustered, he just offers you the WIDEST smile
satan is a little disheartened when he realises just how much bigger the plushie mammon got for you is than greenie... but who cares!! greenie is small and cute!! he most definitely isn’t puffing up slightly like an indignant owl when he sees you hug that plushie to yourself like it’s the softest thing in the world!! no sir!!!!!!
mammon is being kinda whiny about lucifer barging in and ruining your one and one time together, but then satan reminds him that they’ve all just interrupted lucifer’s one on one time with you before it could even really begin, and also points out (a little saltily) that, judging by the giant plushie in your arms, he’s already spent more than enough time with you
(luckily mammon isn’t exactly perceptive so he doesn’t pick up on it or else satan would be in for one hell of a teasing)
you, meanwhile, don’t miss the way that lucifer not so subtly presses himself closer to you as the eight of you are walking to see the penguins
so close that your arms are physically touching
it’s not like lucifer to be this clingy (well, clingy by his standards, anyway), but you aren’t going to bring it up considering that he would probably immediately move away out of ~pride~ if you did
unfortunately the other brothers don’t need you to point out lucifer’s behaviour to immediately start attempting to sabotage him
by the time you all get to the penguin exhibit, you’re surrounded completely by all seven of them, and they appear to be executing a genuine attempt to crush you if the pressure on all sides is anything to go off of
looking on the bright side of things, though, the penguins are SO CUTE
sure, they’re about nine feet tall with beaks full of millions of tiny serrated teeth and very toxic-looking feet-claws. but they’re ADORABLE
you love them so much!!!!!! but now the brothers are being big MEANIES and aren’t letting you get close to the fence
“those penguins can shoot venom up to twenty feet, we’re not taking any chances” so WHAT you just want to see the goddamn penguins!!!!!!!! you’ve survived countless near-death experiences down here, you can manage a bit of venom!
eventually your very pointed complaining finally gets most of them to relent (asmo is still against it, but majority vote says you get to get closer to the penguins, so HA) and you are allowed to go right up to barrier that separates the attraction from the spectators
you’re absolutely delighted, but the brothers quickly realise that their concerns about this whole thing were not unfounded
because that fucking penguin over there is totally giving you the googly eyes
levi is the first to notice - as the general of hell’s navy, he has a natural connection to all animals of the seas, even the ones that are only semi aquatic
satan notices soon after him - he’s been to plenty of ‘taming dangerous creatures’ club meetings, and he knows how to recognise attraction in animals
you yourself are pretty clueless until you suddenly notice that one of the flock is now sliding beak-first on its belly towards you
levi silently hopes you’ll be scared into leaving, but instead you just lean right up to the barrier (lucifer hurriedly grabs you by the arm before you fall over it) and whisper-shriek “hi baby!!!!!!!!!!!”
oh the brothers did not like that at all
but the penguin seems absolutely THRILLED
you’re pretty sure you see its eyes light up. like physically light up, not in the metaphorical sense - its eyes glow
(do devildom penguins understand human/demon speech?? you could swear from the penguin’s reaction to your greeting that they do, but when you ask satan about it later, he just scowls and shakes his head, proclaiming that devildom penguins have ‘a brain smaller than a tangerine and the motor function of a slightly bent paper clip’)
(damn satan you didn’t have to do the penguins like that)
anyway, this penguin, now thoroughly convinced that you are its destiny, hops to its feet, nods its head several times, then proceeds to start making the weirdest noise at you
you don’t even know how to describe it. it’s like a laser beam has been combined with a motorbike combined with a vacuum cleaner combined with levi when his favourite idol group releases a new song combined with that godawful screeching violin satan has been playing on repeat for two weeks just to annoy lucifer combined with, i don’t know, a turbo-charged printer or something. and then the whole thing’s been shoved through a dubstep filter.
it’s such a rattling sound that asmo, mammon, levi and belphie clap their hands to their ears, beel frowns so hard his entire face squishes inwards, satan recoils so far backwards that he’s about two feet further away from you than he was at first, and even lucifer actually physically flinches
(short break for a personal headcanon of mine but hear me out here: this man probably listens to nothing but full professional orchestra classical all day. he absolutely has that thing where his ears are sensitive to poorly played notes or just harsh grating sounds in general. you know, like how lan wangji and lan xichen in mdzs are physically repulsed by the sound of bad music? yeah that)
you wince slightly, but the pain in your eardrums is overpowered by your thrill about the fact that this penguin is actually talking to you
you smile wide and reply, leaning right up to the banister, “hello!! hi!! it's nice to meet you too!!”
if the penguin was happy before then it’s absolutely over the MOON now
it makes the weird honking sound again, nodding its head furiously at you, all the while shuffling closer and closer to the barrier
you are positively delighted by this development, but each of the demon brothers seem to be taking the penguin’s approach as a personal threat both to them and to you
beel’s expression is steadily scrunching up more and more in displeasure as each second passes, asmo’s glare could probably boil the penguin alive, and you’re pretty sure you just heard levi hiss at it
you turn around to try to tell them off for getting jealous over a penguin out of all things, but they are just not listening to reason
the penguin meanwhile is desperately trying to get your attention back by nodding even more frantically and honking so loudly that lucifer actually reels back a little
you try to turn back to it but then belphie decides that he’s going to shove his way right between you and the barrier and block the penguin’s line of sight
the penguin immediately sets up an extremely loud complaint, but belphie refuses to give it any rope at all
at this point the other brothers begin catching onto what he’s doing
mostly because of his weird twin telepathy thing, beel is the first to join belphie’s quest, with his giant frame being substantially more effective as a barrier, while asmo and satan work together to not-so-subtly start ushering the entire group backwards and away from the penguin
you’re attempting to protest, but lucifer is practically shouting over you about how interesting and fun you’ll find the giant giraffe exhibit, which just so happens to be on the other side of the zoo
the penguin is positively screeching at this point, but a moment later is suddenly goes silent. for a moment you’re afraid that one of the brothers have lost their nerve and actually killed it, but then you manage to spot it sliding away again around beel’s massive shoulder
turns out that, though his brothers don’t seem to care about his status and power placement at all, the avatar of greed’s glare is enough to silence even the most passionate of penguins
while the brothers exchange triumphant looks as they lead you away from the penguin exhibit, though, you’re more than a little upset by this whole ordeal.
the disrespect? abundant. the lack of sympathy? rampant. the audacity? sheer.
you make your displeasure very clear by scrunching up your face, crossing your arms, and refusing to respond to any of the brothers when they try to ask you something
goddammit, it was supposed to be a good thing that they saved you from the so obviously dangerous penguin, but now you’ve got them feeling bad
in the end, though, you still can’t stay mad at your boys for long
they all apologise (well, all of them except lucifer, whose pride will forever be his downfall, and belphie, who genuinely doesn’t think he’s done anything particularly wrong), and you can’t bring yourself to keep dampening the mood
so, with a short scolding that’s really little more than a light slap to the wrist to remind the boys that you don’t need to be protected from everything like some sort of delicate glass case despite how much they might think that’s the case, you’re back to your previous happy self
thank fuck
the rest of the day goes smoothly! the eight of you do indeed go to see the giant giraffes, which you actually get to feed, and beel somehow manages to knock down an entire row of rigged carnival targets to get you a pretty wooden carving of a super cool dragon
(you’re still not entirely sure how that happened but it was probably the sheer willpower)
you convince all of the brothers to take about three hundred photos with you in the cheesy green screen safari booths (it was mostly levi, lucifer and belphie who needed convincing, since beel and satan weren’t too fussed about it either way, and mammon and asmo were downright thrilled to do so)
lucifer buys the whole group matching keychains, despite the fact that they were pretty basic wood-and-plastic affairs but still cost a good fifty grimm each
(you’ve noticed that he seems to like doing that, considering the harrison porter keychain you’ve still got from that trip up to the human world back during the whole body swap fiasco)
he gets himself a fire-breathing peacock, mammon gets a gold-hoarding crow, levi gets a sea serpent, satan gets a good old regular cat, asmo gets a lesser spotted spectra, beel gets a manticore (since they’re known to eat more than three times their body mass on good days), belphie gets a giant carnivorous cow, and he begrudgingly lets you pick out the giant penguin design - as an apology for his actions earlier.
(you don’t fail to notice the slightly irritated looks levi and satan in turn both send the keychain as you tuck it safely into your pocket)
all in all
a lovely day out
10/10 would do again
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dumbikawa · 3 years
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Fighting /W HQ Boys And Being Comforted By Their Teammate
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GN!Reader | Angst to Fluff | Warnings: None
Characters: Oikawa, Akaashi
A/n: I tried to edit the format on mobile so I hope everything is in the right place lmao
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OIKAWA
- Oikawa had been training much more than usual, which was already an ungodly amount as it is, leaving the two of you barely any time to talk let alone hang out.
- You understood, though, to some degree. Volleyball was his passion and Nationals was his last chance, in his mind, to prove he was good enough. Winning this was everything to him.
- You tried to bring him snacks every day either in-between classes, before practice, or after practice because it was obvious he wasn’t taking care of himself the way he should, and it pained you.
- The night before they left for Nationals, you waited for him to get out of practice so you could wish him luck in person since they’d be leaving early the following day. Your planned speech was forgotten, though, when you noticed a slight limp in his step.
- Not being able to hold back your concerns anymore, you asked him about it, and he snapped at you before heading off in the opposite direction.
- That night you walked home alone. Well, almost. Iwaizumi found you, knowing the route since often all three of you often walked together.
- He allowed you to rant about his sometimes idiotic best friend, explaining how you had been desperately trying to keep the relationship afloat, how understanding you were when he couldn’t spend any time with you, and the various ways you tried to take care of him since apparently he wasn’t capable of doing it himself. Yet, he showed his appreciation by yelling at you?
- Iwa laid a gentle hand on your shoulder, his attempt at comfort. You leaned forward and gave him a quick hug, thanking him for allowing you to just complain and blow off steam.
- What neither of you noticed, though, was an apologetic, guilty Oikawa watching as his best friend did the job he had ran here to do, and, honestly, probably doing a better job then he would’ve. It was only natural for you to gravitate to somebody who could actually be there for you, he thought. He should’ve known it would happen sooner rather than later, so he turned and walked away.
You feel slightly idiotic as you step out of your car and follow the crowd towards the packed stadium. After not returning any of your calls or texts from last night or this morning, and the last exchange you had with him being less than stellar, you’d still made the drive to watch him at Nationals because, despite all that happened, you loved him much more than he even knew, and you wouldn’t miss this for the world. Whether it ended in celebrations or tears, you wanted to be by his side through it all.
And, as heartbreaking as it was to watch their final match, you realized there would be no celebrating.
-
It hadn’t sunk in yet. He refused to believe the pain, the dedication, the putting everything else on hold had only led him to defeat. It wasn’t possible. He needed to stay strong, though. He couldn’t allow himself to cry afterwards with the rest of his team.
He trailed behind as they walked out of the gym, his eyes betraying him as they watered while he tried to scan the stands for a face he wasn't even sure would be there. You were another thing he had sacrificed to be here. The best thing he had in his life next to volleyball. Why would you want to see him after he was so awful? Especially when he had nothing to show for it.
Yet, there you were. The sadness he couldn’t yet express was written on your face. His eyes trailed down and noticed you were wearing one of his sweatshirts. That’s when it all came crashing down on him, and there you were to catch him.
“I-I wasn’t...I wasn’t good enough,” he stammers, his muscular body colliding with your sturdy figure. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, finding comfort in the way his sweatshirt now smelled like your perfume. “Not for my team, not for you--”
“Tooru,” you hum, his name feeling like home coming from your lips, “what are you talking about ‘for you’?” You place your hands on either side of his face, pulling him back just enough so you can look into his teary eyes.
“I saw you with Iwa after I--” His face contorts in pain as he thinks back to his words from last night and more tears spill past his lashes. “You turned to someone else because of me.”
Your heart breaks at the thought of him seeing that and thinking that you’d begun to move on from him, as if that were even a possibility.
“No, no, baby. I was upset, yes, but Iwa was just making sure I was okay. He could never replace the love I feel being in your arms or the butterflies I get when kissing you. Nobody could.” Oikawa feels his rigid body softening at your words, allowing himself to believe that’s the truth.. “I wish you would take care of yourself, or, at least, let me help pick up the slack. I’m so proud of you, your team is proud of you, and, most importantly, you are good enough, okay?” He wasn’t sure there were any tears left for him to cry, but another wave of sobs rack through his body. You pull him closer, whispering reassurances and sweet nothings for only him to hear while tracing soft circles on his back.
He felt a weight lifting off his shoulders as he allowed himself to relax in your arms. He wasn’t sure if it was from knowing you were still there for him, or if it was because, regardless of how it ended, it was all over and that provided a confusing relief in itself.
All he focused on, though, was the thought that there was no one else he wanted by his side for the rest of his life.
AKAASHI
- Akaashi felt the self-doubt creeping up on him. It seemed like he’d been on a steady decline in nearly every aspect of his life lately; volleyball, school, and even his relationship with you.
- His sets felt messy and it was only a matter of time before his team would take notice of it. And with practice nearly every night after school, he wasn’t finding the time to get the work done that he needed for classes. Then there was you. He never thought he was good enough for you and with everything else weighing his mood down, he didn’t want to make you feel bad, too.
- That’s when he’d put up a wall between him and everybody else, including you.
- You knew the moment he pulled back and decided to give him some space for a week or two, hoping that’s what he needed.
- When that didn’t work, you decided to ask him about it. Even if he didn’t want to talk about it, perhaps just knowing you were still there would be enough to make him feel a little better.
- Safe to say, it didn’t go as you’d planned.
- “I have to get these assignments done, y/n, I don’t have time to talk.” Keiji, I just want to-- “Y/n! I can’t right now, can’t you see? I can’t deal with this at the moment.”
- You didn’t feel like fighting, so you left, letting the door slam shut behind you.
For the first time since you and Keiji started dating, you wore your own hoodie to school. There was no inherent statement behind it, but if he wanted to take it as some sort of low blow you didn’t care. It had been a couple days since you left his house with tears pooling in your eyes and it felt like your heart was hurting more and more each day the two of you didn’t talk. 
Bokuto could tell there was something off between the two of you. He’d observed it weeks before, but figured it wasn’t his place to necessarily say anything. At this point, though, it had been going on for too long and he didn’t like seeing two of his closest friends hurting.
“Hey y/n!” Bokuto’s cheery call cut through your miserable mood. You hadn’t been swinging by to watch practice and avoided the dining hall, so you weren’t seeing him as much as you’re used to. You found it easy to return his ear to ear grin and began walking with him in the direction of the gym.
“It might not be my place to ask, but what happened?” The smile slipped right off your face and you had to physically turn away to avoid meeting his puppy dog eyes that would have you telling him everything.
Your eyes begin to water as your mind walks back through that night. A scoff leaves your lips as you begin to dab away the escaping tears. Bokuto, alarmed and guilty that he made you cry, envelops you in a bone-crushing hug. It felt...incredible, though. In trying to get Akaashi to open up, you forgot to follow your own advice.
Everything spilled out as you let the tears fall on Bokuto’s blazer. How Akaashi had pulled away so you tried to give him space. That when you attempted to talk to him about it he lashed out at you. Bokuto listened thoughtfully, recognizing times he’d seen his friend put up these same walls before. There wasn’t much he could offer in the way of advice, but all you needed was for him to listen.
Akaashi watched you pull away from Bokuto’s arms and laugh at something he’d said, a genuine smile gracing your lips. It hadn’t occurred to him how long it’d been since he saw you smile like that. He felt awful for what he said the other day and regretted it all the moment he saw the hurt on your face. Letting you go seemed like the best thing to do because maybe then you could find somebody to make you smile instead of cry. And, perhaps, you already had.
He closes his eyes with a sigh, letting himself slide down to the floor, thinking about the way you were smiling and imagining a scenario where it was because of him.
“Keiji?” Your soft voice pulls him from his thoughts as he looks up to see you standing a little bit away from him, an unsure look on your face.
“Y/n.” Everything he wants to say is stuck in his throat, so he settles for a simple, “I’m so sorry.” It wasn’t enough, he knows, but you still sit down next to him.
“What’s going on in your head?” You hug your knees close to your body and turn to look at him. He wants so badly to reach out and hold your face, watching your eyes drift close when you lean into his touch.
“You deserve better. Someone happier like Bo. I’m not a good boyfriend--”
“When did you become a liar?” You cut him off, wanting to stop his harmful train of thinking immediately. He’s taken aback, not sure what to say, so you continue. “Do you remember when you brought me my favorite food because my favorite character died? Or how whenever we’re in a crowd you put your hand behind your back for me to hold so we don’t get separated?” He wants to smile, thinking back to those moments, but remembering the things he said the other day stops him.
“But I’ve been so horrible to you recently.”
“You haven’t been horrible, Keiji. You’ve just got a lot going on up there. There’s no pressure to tell me about it, but I’m here and I’m not leaving unless you really want me to.” 
Nothing else had to be said. He leans forward and rests his head on your shoulder. Your arm goes around him, a physical affirmation that your words are true. One talk wasn’t going to solve everything. The self-doubt would still be there, and they might always be. But he felt comfort in the fact that he could share more with you without that fear of bringing you down with him.
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iamanartichoke · 3 years
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... All right, let’s do this. 
Under the cut bc there’s SO MANY images, and I’m sorry, and I know the cut is worthless to mobile users but, well, here we are. Please don’t unfollow me for this post specifically. 
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^^ I can’t decide if this woman holding the Tesseract is impressive or not bc, I mean, she’s wearing a glove - but, Red Skull probably was, too? Also the TVA are obviously not humans, so “impressive” may be generous. On the other hand, “only beings of enormous power” can wield the Tesseract/infinity stones, so. 
Loki looks pissed. 
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“I know what this place is.” I like this, bc it provides us with some narrative evidence that Loki has always known much more about the universe and How Things Work than anyone cared to realize. Loki’s always known what’s going on; that he isn’t ignorant to the existence or inner functions of the TVA feels in-character. 
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Inception! 
Lokiception! 
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Why does every shot of the TVA’s headquarters look like the inside of a poorly-lit DMV? Though I guess it fits with the “timelessness” of it all as, after all, time ceases to exist or have meaning once you enter the DMV. 
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But I digress. 
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I’ve already remarked on the “I’m smart” comment, but I do like this shot. 
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I really love what Loki’s hair is doing here, I don’t even care. For better or for worse, his hair’s doing it’s own all-natural thing and I dig it. Let it move, let it dance, let it fall into his face and obscure his features as fanfic has allowed so many times. 
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I’m not a fan of the exaggerated jump or “wtf” expression along with “this is absurd” but THIS moment? Classic Loki. He looks 500% done and we’re only 51 seconds in. Also, I refuse to believe that stack of papers is everything Loki’s ever said. I know we all complained about the “you love to talk” line but, I mean, certainly he’s said more than approximately the total sum of Ulysses in his 1000 years of existence. 
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Here’s what I want to know: 
1. How does Loki taking the Tesseract result in so many new timeline branches? Surely he’s only responsible for one new timeline? I really, really hope they address that this is all the Avengers’ fault. 
2. What timeline is WandaVision and TFatWS taking place in? The main one, I presume? How do we know it’s not one of these alternate ones? 
3. Which timeline is Agents of SHIELD in and will they be addressed? Bc they got up to all kinds of Time Shenanigans in seasons 5, 6, and 7 to the point where I’m pretty sure they split off into their own universe (which is why they weren’t affected by the Snap or that whole thing, or so I’ve heard). If Loki crosses paths with Coulson & crew, I may pee my pants.
4. So where does Jessica Jo - ah, forget it, I’m not even going to ask. 
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I wonder what it is about this “unique Loki perspective” that Mobius is interested in recruiting. (Incidentally, I don’t think I’ve ever seen Owen Wilson in, like, a real role - wherein he’s not playing some version of Owen Wilson, that is. He’s got a costume and everything here. Fun to see!) 
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This is a bamf shot, okay. The way it’s framed is pretty intimidating. 
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“You listen well, brother -” 
“I’m listening.” 
^^ I figured out what kind of energy this moment has, lmao. 
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“It’s adorable that you think you can manipulate me.” I mean, do I even have to comment? I am here for narratively validating the “Loki is ten steps ahead” (heh, and I quote) canon. Here’s another place where I feel like Tom was involved, since I’m pretty sure that somewhere, he’s literally said “Loki’s always ten steps ahead of everyone else.” 
That said, I’m not crazy about the delivery of this line; the over-confident tone of it smacks of “here’s someone about to get knocked the fuck off their pedestal” and I’m not here for that. 
That said, these next scenes - 
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- not only show Loki with the upper hand but, also, it’s clear that Loki goes rogue at some point, possibly early on, and I do like that. Drag me if you will, but I want to see Loki scheming and being manipulative, in his own interests. 
I think that Loki being the protagonist will allow them to portray his manipulation in a way that the audience is on his side. I don’t think that the TVA is being framed as the “reliable narrator” through which the audience should view Loki, or “good guys” at all; I think that maybe they’re not evil, but there’s probably a lot of morally-grey shenanigans and goings-on. 
I also think Loki is capable of outwitting them; Loki, being ten steps ahead, has probably figured out something that the TVA has not even thought of yet, so he’s going to fix things his own way, according to his own plan. And I want to see that, because I think that this will give the narrative room to really explore both how Loki thinks and what he does when his plans go awry (as I’m sure they’re bound to do); like, how will he fix it and still remain on top in the end?
So, I mean, I’m pretty intrigued (and still cautiously optimistic). 
Lots of action shots happening, I won’t add even more images to this post, but this magic is still giving me life. 
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What is this, a food court? (Speaking of which , what’s up with all the action in the mall earlier?) 
“I’ve studied almost every moment of your life” 
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(^^ Missed opportunity)
“and you’ve literally stabbed people in the back like 50 times.” 
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Receipts or it didn’t happen, and that’s all I’m gonna say about that line right now. 
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Thanks, I hate it. This is all wrong, this whole thing - just awful, scrap it, toss it out. Tom, I love you, but this was the wrong delivery and an all-around bad acting decision. It’s too over-the-top, too earnestly “well I never!”, too comical (as in, feels like it belongs in a comic with a speech bubble as opposed to funny). 
Once more, with feeling. From the top! 
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I like that we get to see Loki doing a wardrobe change, as I don’t think we’ve gotten to see that before. He always just shows up in a new outfit or illusions one on. 
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That’s one ugly ass outfit, but you make it look passable, Loki. You’re beautiful, in case no one’s told you that today. 
The remaining shots are very visually pleasing and action-y and I dig them, except the volcano one (stop posing with your arms outstretched every five seconds, Loki, it’s kinda cringe. In the above still, it works; in front of a volcano, it’s just tonally off. I say this with love, don’t @ me). 
Overall, I think I maintain my 7/10 rating. I think that the trailer hints at a lot of potential in the story that I will enjoy seeing, and I think that the nature of it being a trailer means that it’s a little tonally hyperbolic (this is kinda the format for Disney shit; show the flashy bits, the funny (”funny”) bits, to draw in the casual viewer. Save the story bits for the show. (Case in point: there’s a lot of great material in TFatWS that happened just before or after the one-liners shown in the trailer.) 
So, yes. Sorry this is such a mammoth post, I just needed to explode my feels. If you think the trailer’s awesome, kudos and I love you. If you’re disappointed and upset, I’m sorry and I love you. If you’re hovering in the middle, still in cautiously optimistic territory, pull up a seat and have some popcorn with me. 
That is all. 
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heffrcns · 4 years
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william schofield falling in love with a stenographer:
this is my first hc request, so i’ll give it a shot :) though please keep in mind this is my first time doing anything like this, so please be easy on me (esp. with typos/mistakes) !! also, this ended up being pretty long i’m sorry ahhh !!
warnings: none really, fluff! kinda cliché in parts though oop, i’m a sucker for it
(also i apologise for any historical inaccuracy, this is all for the purpose of the story!)
will was in the trenches, which he was somewhat used to at that point, when he first saw her
a beautiful young lady (he especially thought so) stood with her pen and paper in hand, scribbling down her observations
will was instantly intrigued by both her beauty and what she was doing
she was allowed restricted access to near the front lines, in order to record her eyewitness accounts of the horrendous war that was happening around her
this made will think a lot about how different their roles were, in the same place at the same time
while being deep in thought, he also made the decision that he needed to talk to her, at some point or another
but initially, he couldn’t bring himself to
what if he made a fool of himself? why would such a beautiful woman want to speak to him? she was surrounded by men, after all
he brushed away his irrational thoughts by moving along the trench to check on his fellow soldiers
he also made a promise to himself - that he will talk to her next time
the next time her saw her, however, she wasn’t alone
another soldier he didn’t know the name of was striking up a conversation with her
although he was too far away to hear what they were saying, he did hear her let out a laugh
and wow, was it the most angelic laugh he had ever heard
but he then remembered why she was laughing
because of another soldier. another soldier that wasn’t him
filled with involuntary jealousy, he stayed put until the soldier (finally, he thought) left her alone
this was his time to talk to her
so with sweaty palms, a nervous gulp and sigh of frustration for getting so worked up, he started to make his way over to her
his jealously faded more and more the closer he got to her, her beauty being undeniably overwhelming to him
when he finally got to within a metre of her, she noticed his eyes directly on her
this lead to the most vibrant smile making its way onto her face
oh boy, will almost died on the spot
the smile was aimed at him
he faintly smiled back, being in too much of a trance to reciprocate it properly
if he could rewind time he would’ve replayed that moment a thousand times over
but since he couldn’t, he found himself clearing his throat nervously, realising he should probably say something
“uh, hi, i noticed you here a while ago - not that i was watching - well i was, but only a bit, uh, and thought i’d say hi.. so, hi?”
he cursed at himself in his head for saying ‘hi’ 3 times and being a blabbering mess
but she let out another one of her angelic laughs, to which he suddenly took back the mental cursing
he didn’t care what he said, he made her laugh
“well, hello” she smiled again, following it up by introducing herself, “and you are?”
it took a few seconds to even process his own name
“i’m lance corporal schofield, uh, william schofield. but uh, you can call me will”
“we’re going by nicknames already, will?” she joked
that was it.
that was all it took - her beauty, her smile, her laugh and her witty remark was all it took to know he had fallen
and he had fallen hard
from then on, that was how it went
every time he saw her (which he made the effort to do a lot), he’d make conversation
he gradually got more confident around her, making jokes himself
and he definitely appreciated her laughs he received in return
it even got to the point where blake noticed his frequent visits to the young woman
so of course, teasing endured
will always replied with a “shut up” or “get lost, you bloody idiot”
but he couldn’t ever deny blake’s remarks
because he was right - he was well and truly whipped for the young stenographer
after a few more weeks of talking, laughing and even a bit of flirting (go on, will ;) ), the time had come
she had to retreat back from near the front lines, as she had a satisfactory amount of records to keep her going
but she didn’t want to go, she really didn’t
and will most definitely didn’t want her to
but duty called
as relectuant as will was to let her go (for now, he determinedly thought) he was also partly relieved that she was going to a less dangerous place
he thanked god that nothing bad happened to her while she was here
and although war doesn’t stop for love, he sure as hell felt like it did when it came to her
so they both savoured the last few times they shared with each other
where it became apparent, for both of them, that their love for each other had grew immensely
out of all the things will expected from the war, falling in love was definitely not one of them
and he really, truly had
never in his life has he felt this way about a woman
no girl he’s ever met at school, the pub or down the street has ever come close
so when they were sharing their last moments together before she had to go, will simply couldn’t keep it in any longer
“hey, uh, i have something to tell you before you go,” he stammered
the same nerves he had when he first met her came flooding back
and she noticed this too
“yeah, what is it?” her intrigued, somewhat concerned voice asked
“i- well, you’re just so amazing, funny, beautiful, god, you’re so beautiful, caring, and every other positive word i can think of,”
he was rambling again, like he did during their first meeting, but still, it felt so different this time
“and anyways, what i wanted to say is, uh, i love you”
and again, just like their first meeting, she laughed
it was a lighter laugh this time, almost like laugh of relief
will looked confused for a second, almost regretful in case she thought he was being ridiculous, until she replied to his confession
“i love you too, will. so much. i wish i didn’t have to leave you just yet”
let me tell you, will’s heart EXPLODED
e x p l o d e d!!!
and the fact she felt the same, combined with the fact she was leaving, gave him a confidence boost
to do what he’d been wanting to do pretty much since he laid eyes on her
with literal heart eyes and a deep breath, he slowly leant down
and then he felt her soft lips on his, as she met him half way
they both melted into it, like their lips were made for each other
cliché, i know, but that’s exactly how he felt
his hands went to rest on her waist, while her arms wrapped loosely around his neck
when they finally (and reluctantly) pulled apart, their foreheads lay against each other, neither of them wanting to move
“hey, will, promise me something?” she broke the silence
he hummed in recognition of her question
“when all this is over, you’ll come find me?”
“of course i will, but you’ve got to me promise me you won’t get hurt. stay safe for me, love, and i’ll come find you as soon as i can” he said
even just the thought of something happening to her made his heart beat faster
“then you’ve got to promise that as well, stay safe for me”
and that sentence, that very sentence, gave him all the determination in the world to make it through the war
he kept going, through each gruelling day, just to see you again
he saw some sights he never wants to see again, lost some people he wish he didn’t, and escaped close calls along the way
but he knew, deep-down, that she was still out there - his love
and she was, waiting for the day will came back to her
thank you so much for reading, i hope you enjoyed :) i feel like i ended it kind of abruptly i’m sorry, but i already got too carried away lmao. i’m also experimenting with tenses, and my next one might be using ‘you’ rather than ‘she/her’, which will also help to make some of my future ones gender neutral :D
P.S. i hope the formatting is okay, it’s done on mobile so let me know if it’s not worked!
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softpine · 4 years
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1/2 okay so, ik ur a lesbian so this doesnt apply to you but I need advice and i can't ask my parents bc they are 1. asleep and 2. oblivious to the fact I have snap chat, okay so let me set the scene me and this boy have been talking for like 30 min, and he asks me how freaky I am, i tell him idk bc I have ne experience and try and change the subject but he asks if i'm down to gain some, i could say no bc thinking abt it makes me feel sick and anxious but also if I say no he'll stop talking...
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sorry for the weird format, i'm on mobile but i didn't want to leave you hanging! but if you want my advice, please don't do anything you're not 100% comfortable with. fifteen is so young, i promise you that you're absolutely not the only one with no experience!! that's the majority, it's just that the people who have experience are louder. so PLEASE do not let other people inform your decision. listen to your instinct and decide whether you actually like this guy, and if you actually want to do something with him. and no matter what, i would highly suggest not sending any pictures (this goes for him too), because 1. you never know whose hands they'll end up in, and 2. people under 18 can be criminally charged for sending/receiving explicit pics.
also since you mentioned it, i actually do have experience with this type of situation so maybe this will make you feel better? when i was 15 i was still in denial & hoping i was straight lmao and there was this guy in my gym class who was always nice to me and he was one of those popular jock types so i was like damn i guess i better jump on this before he comes to his senses and realizes i'm ugly sjfjks but anyway one night he was texting me and i said i was going to bed and he did the annoying "without me? 😋💦🍆" shit lmaoo and i was so insecure at the time that i saw it as an opportunity, not a warning sign. so i said something cringy like "what would you do if you were here" lol and he asked if i could sneak out and he would pick me up. that's when i got scared and tried to back out because even though i wasn't saving myself for marriage or anything, i still wanted to feel comfortable with the person & be dating them first. so i asked if we could go on a date first and he got mad but he eventually said yes. well... the next morning he was supposed to pick me up and we would go to breakfast, but he never showed up. then at school he was telling his friends i was a stuck up bitch and "ugly anyway" 🙄 BASICALLY what i'm trying to say is that you never know people's true character from the start. even if this guy is nice to you, it doesn't mean he'll be nice to you whether or not you do things with him. which means you need to look out for yourself and only ever do what you're comfortable with. anyway i'm sorry this is a whole novel skjfks but i hope this helps a little 💖
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eurydicum · 5 years
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road trip — s.h
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Henderson! Reader
Category: fluff 
Summary: You and Dustin planned a little road trip to go see Suzie in Utah, and of course Steve was gonna come along for the ride.
     Requested by: @ofrosesandteacups ! 
Word Count: 2.8k
Author’s Note: This is best read on the website rather than the mobile app, the app flubs up the formatting of it all
I really really liked this concept hehe :) 
Honestly, I liked it so much that I’m going to be doing a few spin-offs for this :) 
(I have five in mind!) 
Also! This takes place during an alternate universe proceeding season three, but all the demogorgon stuff didn’t happen, Mews is alive, Starcourt Mall and The Palace are present, the Byers (and El) didn’t move away, and pretty much Hawkins is very normal but all beloved characters are thriving and here. 
Lastly, this is kinda bad now that I’m re-reading it lmao sorry :( 
harrington master list 
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    “Got everything packed, dears?”
     Your mom asked for the millionth time, checking over all of your belongings alongside Dustin’s things. You and Dustin both nodded, going over everything necessary once more from the list for your mother’s sake. Two weeks of planning and packing and so many long, extra nights of putting up with Keith at The Palace finally led to this fateful day  — and would actually lead up to a whole month of rest and recreation. 
    To put it simply, you and Dustin were very eager to go on another summer get-away. As much as you both loved Hawkins, it was nice to get a breath of fresh air from the insanity at home. On the plus side to everything going on, you’d get to spend your month with your favorite boys and finally meet the girl that stole your brother’s heart nearly a year ago.
    Dustin helped you pack everything into your minivan, placing the cooler in the middle and the bags on the chair that Dustin wasn’t going to be sitting in. You ran to your mom and gave her the tightest hug, Dustin joining soon after calling ‘group hug!’. 
    “Take care of Mews for us okay?” Dustin nodded at his mom, giving that concerned parental look to her. Your mom laughed, obviously agreeing to take care of the poor kitty for you both. Mews was your precious baby and you didn’t want anything bad to happen to her. 
    After long minutes of smothering hugs and kisses, you and Dustin drove over to The Palace to say your good-byes to all of Dustin’s friends. The car ride there was full of you two discussing ideas of what to do while you were in Utah and the like, Dustin scribbling ideas down on the backside of your checklist. 
    Roughly five minutes later, you pulled up to The  Palace and hastily parked the van. You looked to Dustin for a moment as he grinned at the sight of the arcade, and you could tell straight away that he wanted to get a couple of games in before ultimately leaving. 
    “You can play,” You murmured in your silence, tossing a bag to him as he sat in the passenger’s seat. Dustin smiled wider than before, throwing his arms around you in a tight hug. “Now go! — I didn’t put up with Keith’s shit for extra hours for nothing,” You jested, shoving your little brother out of the car. 
    The quiet buzz of fuzzy arcade static, cheering of kids, and intro start-ups on replay rang in your ears. In a way, it felt peaceful to walk in here without having to reprimand kids for beating up the machines when they got angry. You walked around the carpeted floors for a little while longer, eventually spotting Dustin with the rest of the gang. You chuckled softly to yourself, quietly reminiscing of your middle school days with all your friends. 
    “So you’re finally leaving, huh?” Keith questioned, bursting you out of your slight daze. He slowly chomped on Cheetos, eyes narrowing at you. You smiled sheepishly, nodding as you met his gaze. 
    “Yep. You’re gonna have to hold up fort without me, bud,” You joked, raising a fist up to Keith. He rolled his eyes, giving a small smile before returning your fist-bump. “Gonna miss you,” You added in softly, snickering lightly. While Keith was a creepy piece of shit, you guys became really good friends over time and you were quite pleased with that. 
    “No you won’t,” Keith laughed, making you snort and shrug. “Have fun in Utah,” Keith finalized before you saluted him and departed from him and join your brother. 
    “Ready to jet?” You asked, swinging your arm around your little brother. 
    “Do you guys really have to leave again?” Will frowned, walking over to give you and Dustin hugs. 
    “It’s only for a month,” You reminded as you were hugging Will. “We’ll be back before you know it,” You smiled. 
    “And you could help me with my new campaign?” Will asked with hopeful eyes, and you smiled at the charming boy’s question. 
    “I wouldn’t trade it up for the world,” 
    There were numerous farewells exchanged between Dustin and the gang, and of course, you said your good-byes to the children that stole your heart. Before leaving, you gave Keith one last smile and wave — and of course, this caught Dustin’s attention. 
    “Since when did you get along with Keith?” Dustin asked as he slid into the passenger’s seat. 
    “I said he was creepy, never said I didn’t like him,” You chuckled, buckling up. “The guy is weird with single girls, but he’s … decent … enough with me,” You carefully chose, backing up out of  The Palace parking lot and toward the Starcourt Mall. 
 — 
    You and Dustin luckily found Robin’s car in the parking lot of the Starcourt, and you took the convenient spot beside her. You snagged your wallet with you and gave a quick glance at your brother. 
    “Wanna buy ice cream before we head out?” You asked with a grin, and of course, he nodded. The both of you hastily walked into the mall and toward Scoops Ahoy with a determined stride. The two of you were so goddamn excited and were minutes away from heading out on your day-long trip and month-long vacation. 
    “Robin!” You cheered when you saw the pretty face of your favorite worker. She smiled and glanced over her shoulder to yell at Steve. 
    “Hey dingus! Your wife and kid are here!” Robin drawled with a teasing tone, and you’ve never seen the guy stumble out from behind the backroom faster. He had already changed out of his uniform, dressed in a thin sweater and jeans. 
    “You forgot something,” You teased, striding over to him to pluck the hat off of his head. Steve chuckled and gave you a little kiss on the cheek, taking the hat from your hands and tossing it onto the back counter. Robin rolled her eyes endearingly at the two of you  —  honestly finding you two disgustingly adorable. 
    “Let’s hurry up and go,” Dustin exaggeratedly said, causing a short laugh to come from Robin. 
    “Yeah, come on, lovebirds,” Robin teased. “Little Henderson’s gotta see his girl too,” You laughed, parting from Steve before leaning against the counter. You tapped the silver bell and gave a cheeky grin at Robin. 
    “Mind if we grab some ice cream first?” 
 — 
    In less than thirty minutes the three of you had left Hawkins with bubbling thrill in your stomachs and smiles on your faces. Steve took care of the driving duties while you were his not-so-alert passenger. You were hunched over on the dash, the list from earlier and a pencil in hand. Thus far, you three had hiking, ice cream, and museums vaguely written down.
    “How about the movies?” Steve suggested. “If memory serves me right, ‘Ferris Bueller’ should be coming out,” 
    “Oh! ‘Aliens’ is coming out too!” Dustin reminded, and you hastily wrote down their suggestions. Steve glanced over to you for just a moment, quietly admiring you and silently doting on how cute you were. You were sat cross-legged on the seat and your face was hard with concentration as you attempted to write as legibly as possible.
    “Eyes on the road, Harrington,” You called him out with a little smile playing on your lips. His eyes shot back to the road, a light blush across his cheeks. After writing down the lists, you looked back over to Steve and quickly left a short kiss on his cheek. Steve blushed a little more and giggled lowly, reaching over to hold your hand without taking his eyes off the road. 
    Dustin smiled to himself when he noticed Steve holding your hand daintily. Honestly, Dustin was insanely happy that you and Steve were dating.  More often than not, you were full of bright grins around him. It was obvious that Steve made you happy, and that much made your brother elated. 
    He loved you both in his own way, and he couldn’t imagine a better summer than the one he was about to have. He was going to be surrounded by some of the most important people in his life and soon come back to see the rest. 
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    By the time it was 8:00 PM, you all reached a mostly empty campsite. Sunset would come by nine and it was best to get yourselves situated sooner rather than later. Steve parked the van and you hastily popped open the trunk, crawling inside to grab the giant blankets and pillows you instructed for them to bring. 
    Steve began to set up a little campfire while you and Dustin set up the sleeping space — one thin blanket laid across the surface of the van as a make-shift comforter and the numerous pillows scattered where your heads would be. While Dustin worked on setting up the radio and numerous snacks for the lot of you, you fumbled with stringing up the back end of the van with the numerous set of fairy lights that you purchased from the shop. 
    “Good job, campers,” Steve proudly appraised, a cheesy grin on his face. 
    “Wow, Eagle Scout Harrington  —  look at you,” You jested, gesturing over to his campfire set-up. Surprisingly, he did rather well with the whole thing. Dustin applauded him and the fool bowed as if it were some performance. You chuckled at their silliness and gathered together the graham crackers, marshmallows, and chocolate. Steve lurched inside the van and grabbed the metal hangers he brought along for this particular moment. 
    The three of you sat in the comfy back of the van, at ease with the world and one another. The night was quiet, save for the occasional bustle of the trees due to the wind or the howl of distant creatures. You head was leaning against Steve’s shoulder and your hands were intertwined while you toasted your marshmallows. 
    Not even a few hours into the day and the moment was already perfect. Dustin and Steve shot jokes at one another —  one of which included Dustin turning into a gummy-mouth monster with the melted mallow. Music was softly playing in the front of the van and the fire warmed your shivering forms. 
    The meal eventually subsided, and all the laughter came to a gradual halt as you all felt sleep creep behind you. Steve held you in his arms, and you were facing your brother. While both of your boys had been asleep, you were still awake. You brushed a stray curl away from Dustin’s face and smiled to yourself, peaceful as can be. 
 —  
    Back on the road and only a few miles away from Suzie’s house. Dustin could barely contain himself as he practically bouncing in his seat, entirely fidgety and restless as the destination came closer and closer. Steve checked out Dustin through the rearview mirror and laughed. 
    “C’mon, bud,” Steve smiled. “Don’t get all hyper now, we’re almost there,” You smiled at the little comment and lulled your head against the seat, staring out at the barren land before you. Hawkins was filled with trees and yet here in Utah it was deserted and you could feel the heat radiating from outside. It was definitely a lot hotter than Indiana. 
    Before you knew it, Suzie’s house came into view and Steve parked as excruciatingly slow as possible  —  obviously to torment Dustin. Before Steve could even drive up to the house, Dustin was already unbuckled and literally ready to hop out of the van. 
    “Fuck this!” Dustin complained as Steve joked to adjust the parking one more time, and leaped out of the van. He hastily ran up to Suzie’s house and knocked on the door, rocking back and forth on his feet as he waited for the door to open. 
    “Should we go too?” You asked Steve as he set the van on park, and he nodded in your direction with a grin. You both stepped out of the car and by the time you approached the house, Dustin and Suzie were wrapped up in one another’s arms. 
    “So she is real,” Steve hummed in amusement  —  causing you to chuckle and slap him square in his chest. 
    “Of course she’s real, idiot,” You laughed, rolling your eyes. Dustin and Suzie began with the cute, but cringey nicknames and that alone almost made Steve burst out laughing. You had to cover his mouth and suppress your own laugh too, both you just grinning stupidly at one another before Suzie interrupted you two. 
    “Hi! You must be Dustin’s sister,” Suzie addressed you first, beaming sweetly at you with her hand extended. 
    “[Y/N] Henderson,” You grinned as equally bright as her. “It’s a pleasure to meet you finally,” You shook her hand firmly. Suzie returned the gesture, her smile practically never ceasing. 
    “I’ve heard only good things,” You added on with a little wink, your gaze flickering over to Dustin for a moment. 
    “I sure hope so,” Suzie giggled, giving her boy a playful glare.
    “It’s nice to meet you, Suzie,” Steve then cut in, offering his hand out to the young girl. 
    “You must be Steve,” Suzie said as she adjusted her glasses for a moment, reaching to shake his hand immediately after. “Dustin talks a lot about you as well,” She mentioned. 
    “I’ve heard only good things,” Suzie mimicked, smiling in your direction as she said this. You chuckled lightly at the repeat, your cheeks flushing a light red. 
    “Come in,” Suzie motioned, leading the lot of you inside. Once past the living room, you were met with a gorgeous dining room with plates of food waiting for you all to devour. 
    “Did you make this?” Dustin asked with a surprised smile. Suzie nodded with a proud grin, quickly asking for your preferred drinks before heading out to the kitchen. 
    During the lovely lunch, the lot of you were chatting among yourselves — telling embarrassing stories and teasing one another. You told Suzie all about the embarrassing moments of his and he did the same for you, but this was all in good fun. The room was filled with the beautiful sound of absolute bliss. 
    Suzie asked all about Hawkins and what it was like out there. She was grinning at the prospect of endless miles of trees and having snow fall on your tongue during winter. 
    Midway through the dinner, you felt Steve’s hand reach for yours under the table. You happily took hold of his hand and gave it a soft squeeze. While you continued to eat and listen about Suzie and Dustin’s adventures during summer camp, Steve stared at you lovingly — and back again toward the children. While you were listening, Steve leaned over and whispered sweetly into your ear. 
    His comment raised heat to your cheeks and your hold on his hand tightened just a little bit more. You looked at him with a soft gaze, lowly resisting the urge to kiss him right then and there. Dustin picked up on this new exchange and gave a curious look to the pair of you, narrowing his eyes and suspiciously looking to you both. 
    “What did you tell her?” Dustin asked slowly, assuming that he said something promiscuous or something of the sort. You shook your head and dismissed his question, waving your brother off. Dustin rolled his eyes and picked up from where he left off. 
    The entire lunch was lovely, and the rest of the entire month was even better. Every moment shared between you four was filled with laughter and smiles, practically emitting the personification of summer and love. Honestly, you didn’t want to go home and miss out on more of this. 
     Throughout the entire vacation, you couldn’t help but ponder on Steve’s whisper from the first day. They were the words that kept you attached to Utah truthfully. And you entirely believed it was true. 
    “We’re like a cute little family,”
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youare-mysonshine · 5 years
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duele el amor || oscar diaz
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Summary: Oscar breaks up with the reader to protect them
Requested: Technically yes (shout out to @2ndseason for giving me the idea)
Pairing: Oscar Diaz x Reader
Warnings: Angst, soz lmao, cursing
Word Count: 1440
A/N: I’m baaaack lmao. I hurt myself writing this, enjoy! There are some Spanish words as well, and I am a Spanish speaker, growing up with a mom who only speaks Spanish, but I might’ve misspelled some words cause while I’m used to speaking Spanish, I’m not used to writing in Spanish. And the format on mobile looks gross, I’m sorry. It makes me wanna vom. The format may look gross on both mobile and desktop. Anyways, Enjoy!
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It was like someone had dumped an entire bucket of ice cold water over her, awakening every single part of her body. It was like she was frozen in place, trying to comprehend the words that had come out of his mouth but each time she tried, it confused her and broke her heart even more.
"We're done. I can't do this anymore."
Y/N sat on the bed staring up at the looming figure of her boyfriend of a few years now. That was what made the situation so much more bizarre. They had been together for years. They met in high school, back before Oscar was the cold blooded gang leader people fear today. She had been by his side through everything, even staying with him when he got sent away to prison. She was the definition of a ride or die. "Wha.. What? De que hablas? What are you talking about 'we're done', what's wrong, Oscar?" She tried to remain calm, keep her composure but she couldn't mask the worry that presented itself in her voice. Usually when he looked at her, it was usually with love, adoration, but now? He was looking at her with those same cold eyes everybody tried their damn hardest not to stare into when they stood face to face with the one they call Spooky.
"I mean, we're done. I can't do this anymore, me, you, us. I think we need to break up." His voice was cold, hard, as if he was talking to one of his men or conducting a business transaction. Those words I think we need to break up were not ones she expected to hear, not from him, not when she thought everything was okay between them. This time, she couldn't stop the tears from pooling in her y/e/c colored eyes, blurring her vision. "W-What did I do?" She questioned, and the crack in her voice damn near broke his heart. He almost took back his words. Almost. He couldn't. As much as he wanted too, as much as it killed him to hurt her, it was a necessary evil. He lived a dangerous life and he'd be damned if he let her get hurt because of him. She was better off without him. At least that's what he kept telling him. Standing up from where she sat on the bed, y/n stood chest to chest with Oscar and tried making him looking down at her but he averted his gaze. "Look at me, look at me." She said, grabbing hold of his cheeks with her hands, making him look down at her. "Why are you breaking up with me? What the fuck happened? I thought we were good."
"We ain't." He said, face not showing any emotion at all. "I'll let you pack your shit so you can go." Oscar removed her hands from his face and backed away, heading for the door, but she didn't let him go so easily. The y/s/c skinned female closed the gap, reaching forward and grabbing his arm with her small hand, halting him in his tracks. "No, no. I'm not gonna let you walk away until you tell me why you're pulling this shit. I'm not fucking leaving until you tell me why you're breaking up with me. We were good yesterday, Oscar. I thought we were good. We've been together for years. Years, and you wanna throw all that away?" The hurt started seeping through and she couldn't contain it, she couldn't stop the flow of tears that streamed down her cheeks. "I stayed by your side when you were locked up, I watched over Cesar. You didn't ask me too but I did it because I love you and now what? You wanna leave me? Why?!"
Something in Oscar snapped.
In a split second, he spun around and took a step forward, almost closing the space between them. "I'm not fucking safe! Entiendes? Two kids got shot, y/n! One of them fucking died." He roared, face twisting in anger and pain. "This shit with Prophet$, that truce ain't gonna last forever and when shit starts cracking again, who do you think they're gonna come after, me or you? They know you, they know you're my vieja, so what makes you think they won't put a bullet in you just to hurt me? I let this shit get too far and I have to make choices, sacrifices for the greater good. Even if it hurts. I've lost too many people to this life and I'm not about to lose anymore." Oscar said, looking tired, as if he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. Y/N shook her head, stepping forward and taking his cheeks in her palms once more. Her thumb ran over the teardrop under his eye. His closed his eyes for a brief moment and allowed himself to enjoy her warmth, her smell, because it would very well be the last time that he got to enjoy it.
"Papito, how long have we been together? We've been together for years and nothing seriously bad has ever happened to me. I'm alive, I'm breathing and I'm here, I'm with you. With you, I'm safer. No one is gonna mess with me if I'm with you. We're stronger when we're together. I know you wanna protect me but I can protect myself and I can decide for myself. I'm a grown ass woman and I want to be with you. I don't care what anybody says. I told you when you were locked up that I'd always be here, I promised you, and I'm not breaking that promise." For a split second, she saw his dark eyes soften. For a split second, he leaned his head into her palm as she caressed the teardrop tattoo. It gave her hope that he was gonna tell her he took it all back, that he didn't mean what he said about breaking up with her. But that hope vanished when, in a split second, the cold look was back in his eyes, and he was pushing her hands away from his face, creating a distance between them.
There was no other way to describe it other than her heart felt like it was physically breaking into a million pieces. This was it. He was serious. "You should leave. Take whatever you can right now and.. and I'll have someone take the rest of your shit to you." Without sparing another glance her way, Oscar turned around and walked out of the bedroom, leaving behind a crying, broken-hearted Y/N.
In his mind, Oscar did the right thing. It killed him, seeing her crying, acting cold with her, but it had to be done. He told her he had to make decisions and sacrifices and this time, he was sacrificing his happiness, his love, all so that she could be safe, so that she wouldn't be caught in the crossfire when the truce inevitably ends. The tattooed man walked out of the house, down the front steps and over to his cherry red Impala, hastily climbing in the drivers seat. He wanted to be gone for when Y/N left, he didn't want to make the situation any harder than it already was by being there as she took her stuff out of the house. That would just kill him too. But the harsh slap of heartbreak came in the form of a picture sitting behind his steering wheel. A dejected Oscar grabbed the little Polaroid picture and stared down at it with a wistful smile on his face.
It was of Y/N. She had gotten one of those Polaroid cameras and one day when they went to the beach, she kept taking pictures of just about everything that she saw. But then she handed him the camera because she wanted to dip her feet in the cold water, and knowing her clumsy ass, she would probably drop it if she wasn't careful. It was when the cold water touched her feet. She let out this delighted laugh. Her mouth was pulled back revealing her pearly white teeth, her hair flowing behind her because of the wind, her eyes sparkling bright because of the sun, and Oscar swore he had never seen anything more beautiful. So he took a picture. And that picture always stayed with him in his car, as a reminder of what he had to come home too.
Now? Now it was reminder of what he let go.
"Siempre te voy a querer. Hasta el fin."
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jebazzled · 4 years
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jcink skinathon: week two
this week started on a blursed note: #blessed, I’ve been playing with my neighbor every day after the Howl (colorado’s weird version of clapping for essential workers); #cursed, my reading glasses fell off my head during simon says and my replacement pair hasn’t arrived in the mail yet. 
this week i decided to do post row, mini profile, and main profile. 
the thing abt post row and miniprofile is that they are easy enough to design and get functional, but all the detail shit is such a pain. like i fully expect this shit to break lmao but here we are and it... seems okay.....
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Triggers are a hover with triggers in the tooltip, a thing I need to style HA HA. also that nav strip,,,, nearly fucking killed me
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I’m pretty happy with this - I wish I could get the hover to only happen on hovering over the image rather than the entire mp panel, but I haven’t been able to manage it, so I will probs leave it. 
while fretting abt main profile design I hammered out a new format for our canon list, hoping to make it easier to spell out and see family connections. I like the idea of making this a webpage but I want to minimize New Things for Members to Get Used To, so this will be in our existing canon list thread. maiden names link to the character’s birth family on the list, so people will better be able to keep track of cousins or what the fuck ever. 
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I am not looking forward to making the transfer but I am looking forward to it being done lmao. 
and finally, main profile! I.... cannibalized my postrow design. listen, fam, i’m barely any good at coding. do not ask me to be inventive. i do not have the skill for it rn. 
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I talked to my site’s staff abt if we wanted to give this more bells and whistles. We didn’t want to add more images/profile fields and have profiles look incomplete if their writer can’t be fucked with updating things. our current skin’s profile has two images but I don’t mind eliminating one, and having members put all their Good Image efforts into avs. 
anyway I like how this is coming along! thing is I keep forgetting I haven’t styled the forum row yet so when I go into forums I CRINGE in HORROR. 
also, everything looks DISGUSTING on mobile, but I decided to make that a problem for Future JB
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lisabonay · 4 years
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Angel.
“How long do I have to keep sitting here?” Jodie had been posing in a chair in the corner of her boyfriend’s room while he painted his portrait of her.                   “Normally muses don’t complain.” Austin said with a smirk.                                 
“Well this muse is losing blood circulation in her toe.”                                           “Alright we can take a break. I’m almost done anyways.” Austin chuckled. He started to place his brushes away as Jodie came to sit on his lap. She started to stare intently at the painting. Right now the only thing there was a silhouette and a heap of curls.                                                                                                      
“Glad to see you’re only with me for my body.” Jodie sighed and rested her head on Austin’s shoulder.                                                                                              “Guess the cat’s out of the bag.” He playfully pinched her nose and kissed her temple. Jodie playfully rolled her eyes before standing up and stretching. Just as she was about to turn around she felt a sharp pain in her calf.                                “Shit!” Jodie yelled before flopping on to the bed.                                                    “What’s wrong? What happened?” Austin rushed to her side. “What hurts?” He said as he carefully examined each body part. Once he got to Jodie’s legs she let out a loud yelp.                                                                                                   
 “Ow ow ow! Don't touch it.” Jodie whined with her eyes squeezed shut.              “Okay, okay. Don’t move. I’ll be right back.” Austin said before leaving the room. Jodie sat there waiting. Focusing on her breathing instead of the agonizing pain of the cramp. After about ten minutes Austin returned with ice, a blanket and snacks in hand.                                                                                                       
“So I got ice for the cramp, a blanket and snacks because I feel bad for giving you a booboo leg.” Austin pouted. Jodie softly smiled at her boyfriend.                 “You’re such a cornball. But I really appreciate it bubs.” She said reaching for him to give her a hug. Austin walked towards her and climbed into bed with her. He rested on top of her, being mindful of her leg, and rested his head in the crook of her neck.                                                                                             
“How about we watch a movie?” Jodie suggested while running her fingers up Austin’s back. He nodded before getting up and setting up Netflix. After a little browsing, he decided on ‘A Goofy Movie’ and settled back down with Jodie. After about twenty minutes Jodie felt her eyes growing heavy. Eventually, the steady rise and fall of Austin’s chest lulled her to sleep.                                                    ********                                                                                                                     Jodie woke up about an hour and a half later to Austin humming a song she could barely recognize. She looked over to see him sitting in front of the easel in deep concentration. She sat up stretching her arms and yawning.                        “Good morning sunshine.” Austin beamed before walking over and giving her a tight squeeze. “I missed you.” He said before kissing her forehead.                       “How long have I been sleeping?” Jodie looked out the window realizing it was dark out.                                                                                                                  
“Forever. But look! I finished my painting.” He said turning the easel towards her. She looked to see a drawing of a girl laying down. She was sleeping but had a small smile on her face. She had light freckles on her nose and her curls drooped a little in her face.                                                                                      “So I smile in my sleep?” Jodie couldn't fight the smile spreading across her face. She still hadn’t taken her eyes off of the painting.                                          “There’s a reason I call you angel.” Austin smiled and kissed her cheek.               
hey guys!! so i decided to do an Austin imagine because i don’t see a lot of Austin. but i really hope you guys enjoy this one. and again, please give me feedback. also, the formatting is a little off for mobile users. so i apologize for that. i’m still trying to figure all of this out lmao. but anywho,  thank youuuuuu 🌼
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namjoontunes · 5 years
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Lost and Found, Chapter Six
BTS Members x Reader
Genre: Fantasy AU, Fluff, Minor Angst
Warning: N/A
Word Count: 743
Author’s Notes: Lmao guess who's not dead! I really had wanted this to be a regular fic but life had other plans for me. Thank you guys for all your support it's really the only reason i keep coming back to this fic. If the format is messed up at all i'm kind of stuck on mobile for the time being :/ but I hope you enjoy this (kinda short) update!
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While the majority of the boys were busy deciding Y/n’s fate, Jungkook was busy deciding her sleeping arrangements.
“So that’s where Jimin and Tae sleep and this is where I sleep and I know as a cat you just kind of slept wherever but I figured since you’re a full sized person you’d want your own bed now I mean I’m not opposed to sharing my bed but I think it’d be really cool if we also had a bunk bed like Jimin and Tae but of course ours would be way cooler OH but would you want the top bunk or the bottom bunk?”
Y/n had been patiently listening to Jungkook babble about the bunk beds with a fond smile on her face. She wished she could be as excited about them as he was, but she didn’t even know if she was going to be allowed to stay here past today, and that thought weighed heavily on her mind.
“Oh um… I don’t really know? I’ve never had bunk beds so I don’t really have a preference…”
“Well that's okay, you can test each one out once we get them and- what's wrong?”
Y/n looked up from where she was nervously fiddling with the hem of her shirt. “Oh, sorry! I was listening I swear! I'm really okay with either bunk so if you have a preference that's okay I'll sleep wherever, even if you want me in the living room or outside or something that's okay. I'm not picky.”
Jungkook frowned, “No way I'd let you sleep outside, and I'm not letting them kick you out either! I've got your back, so you don't have to worry anymore, okay?”
He smiled, and Y/n felt tears welling in her eyes once again. “Okay,” she replied shakily. She still couldn't understand why they were being so nice to her, but even if it was some trick she decided that she would rather enjoy it while it lasted.
“Good. Now come sit over here and I'll show you my pokemon!”
“And this one is a Blastoise, and I named him after Jimin because he used to be small and cute but now he's big and buff but I didn't want to change his name after so long.”
“So they all grow up as you play?”
“Kind of. It's called evolving and it happens in stages instead of gradually.”
“Oh, that's weird.”
“Yeah but it's fun while you're playing.”
“What's that one called?”
“That ones a Skitty. But I named it Mittens cuz it was really cute like you.”
“Oh! Well I guess it is really cute…”
Tae had paused outside the door, eager to tell Y/n the good news but also curious to see what she and Jungkook could be talking about. Leave it to him to just start talking about video games, but Y/n seemed to be having fun so he guessed that was what counted. Still, he had more important things to bring to their attention so he pushed open the door.
“Okay so I have good news and bad news,” Tae began, interrupting Jungkook's pokemon tutorial. “The bad news is that Namjoon forgot to go shopping, so we won't be having tacos tonight.”
Jungkook groaned from besides Y/n, who giggled in response. “How could he forget about taco night,” he whined. “Again! You would've thought the shame from last time would've been enough to make him remember.”
“Well the good news is that he's getting us pizza as an apology,” Tae laughed.
Y/n smiled at the thought, but the smile quickly fell from her face and she looked nervously between Tae and Jungkook. He hadn't mentioned what they had decided to do with her. Did that mean they had accepted her and he was just messing with her by not telling her? Or that he thought it was obvious she needed to leave?
Jungkook noticed Y/n beginning to get anxious again, and put an arm around her protectively. “Enough pizza for eight, right?”
“Of course!” Tae replied with a big grin. “We wouldn't leave our newest family member out of pizza night!”
Y/n stared at Tae, completely dumbfounded. “Really? I can stay?”
Her voice was so soft and full of hope that even Jungkook felt his eyes tear up just a bit as the two boys enveloped her in a warm group-hug.
“Welcome to the family, Y/n” Tae whispered.
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saltine-kakyoin · 5 years
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Okay two questions: 1) what's your Pinterest so I can follow your jojo board and 2) what's "sda" bc it sounds like a rewrite of sdc and I'm so here for that shit thank you
fhfhahf thank you for dropping by my ask box!! ;o;/ I’m so sorry for the late reply, i mostly use mobile so i had no idea you’d sent this until a moment ago. i hope my answers make up for the wait!
1.) I hope this works! my fandom boards are actually all private because i made the mistake years ago of letting my irl friends and family follow me on there + i’m deeply afraid of them finding out i participate in fandom. here’s a link to the board, let me know if it works!! I will warn you, all of my pinterest boards are like hoards of aesthetics and quotes and mildly overwhelming. i am more of a dragon pinterest lady than an organized pinterest lady lmao. another warning, my jojo board is a weird conglomeration of pins for canon, the sda, and other aus! there’s a lot going on in there, so pls beware ^^;/
2.) ohhh this is The Question omg. thank you for asking, my heart cries whenever anyone notices my wee lil au!! Basically, the sda stands for the sergio-divergent au (it wasn’t originally intended to be that or look so similar to sdc, but the “almost everyone lives au” was too long to write out lmao), and it’s a lil thing i’ve been working on with the counsel of my brother @za-chariot for some time now!! It sprung up initially because i REFUSED to accept that joseph would cheat on suzie, thus the creation of a son, sergio, so that josuke is his grandson instead of his son. B) while i was writing that, i was also writing a fix-it au because my weenie heart couldn’t take half of the crusaders dying, and then i realized...I could combine them! :o so it’s both an au to address the Tomoko Debacle and to mend my poor broken heart after part 3 lmao. If you’d be interested in reading more about it (i can talk for literal hours on end about this...@asexualjotaro can attest to this.. btw ily bro! ;o;), I also have an evernote board where all of my ideas are compiled! c: Again, though, beware!! It’s a mixed bag of finished concepts and small details that i Must Write Down this instant or i’ll forget them, haha. lots of character names and backstories are jotted down in there, but actual things pertaining to the sda plot? fuggedabout itttt!! Here is the link for that! i also made a (kind of badly formatted) page about it on my desktop blog, so that you can access it if this ask gets lost to the sands of time! ^^/
bro tysm again for asking- I’m really sorry for the wall of text! I go absolutely mad whenever the sda comes up, but if you’re ever curious about anything, don’t hesitate to shoot me an ask or slam dunk yourself into my inbox! 
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kweebtrash · 6 years
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Nights in White Satin (M)
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Pairing(s): Kino, Hongseok, E’Dawn, Hui x Reader. This one is Kino focused
Genre: SMUT AF, College AU
Summary: Sexual Liberation Pt 8. First person POV, heavy characterization of reader. just a bunch of smutty goodness in college.
Warnings: there’s a lot of sex over the course of the series. In this chapter, double kino sexy time, fuckboy/tsundere kinda Kino (but we all knew this),phone sex, squirting, masturbation, hearing kino moan, i literally have this kink with rings i’m so sorry yall have to experience this but please bare with me, creampies, wet and rainy, hair pulling, choking, car sex
Word Count: 11.5k
A/N: I flipflop between stage names and real names. Sometimes the formatting can be weird between mobile and desktop:/ Italics mean memories/past events and thoughts. In this one specifically it’s thoughts, a voicemail, and a fantasy. This one took me forever as well and it’s a freaking honker so get ready. but there is double the pleasure with this one.
Sexual Liberation Masterlist
Fic Inspo (Please listen to all these songs, they go along so well with this fic lmao)
Backseat-JYJ
Wet- Jooyoung (THIS ENTIRE MV YALL)
Nights in White Satin- The Relentless (yes this lowkey became a songfic shutup and this one is like the important one clearly because it’s the title lmao)
Hyuna fucked me against the window of the hotel room. Hui fucked me on the balcony. Hyojong fucked me in the hottub. And we had all somehow fucked each other in the giant shower stall without anyone slipping and sliding to their doom. To say that i was exhausted was an understatement. I was just a walking corpse, drained of any feeling and energy (or cum). Sunday morning we bid Hyuna goodbye before she got on her private jet. She cried a bit when she had to leave Hyojong and he spent several minutes reassuring her. It was really sweet. They seemed perfect for each other. I squeezed Hui's hand as i watched. I was being a bit of a glutton for punishment at this point.
She said goodbye to us next, a little bit faster since her plane was scheduled to leave soon. Hui and I received a kiss and a hug each and a promise that she would be back soon. We watched as her car drove off, leaving us to drag our luggages to the train station and endure the ride back home. We all slept on the train but it didn't even feel like enough. The three of us were still shuffling around wordlessly until we finally collapsed in the dorm. I flopped onto Hui's bed and didn't move. He flopped beside me, joining me in my feeling like we were hit by a bus. If we had larger beds, Hyojong would have slept with us too but he stayed in his own room for the time being. Being asleep felt like a comforting void close to death but not exactly there yet. I wanted to stay in this limbo forever.
I was shaken awake aggressively and yanked out of my blissful coma. “WHAT?!” i rasped
“Get up. Class starts in 15 minutes.” Hui said. His voice sounded as bad as mine and he still looked like a truck had run him over. I looked at the window that was pouring in light through the blinds. It was the next morning but i felt like i had only slept for a few hours. I think it was about 15 though.
“Fuck…” I got up and tossed off the clothes I had slept in and pulled out an outfit i had packed for the trip but hadn't worn. “Can i borrow a hoodie?”
Hui yawned as he pulled one out of his closet and handed it to me. I threw it on and tied my hair up in a knotted mess of a bun. “Fuck…” I said again, now realizing that i didn't have my backpack. “I don't have anything to take notes with.”
Hui grabbed my shoulders and gently shook me. “Who cares? If we didn't get points taken off for attendance we wouldn't be going to this dumb class. Just borrow my notebook.” He walked out of his room and banged on Hyojong's door.
I grabbed Hui's backpack and went out to the living room area. Kino came out his room and stopped when he saw me. “When did you get-shit. What happened to you?”
I glared at him. “Kino, i'm really not in the mood.” My voice cracked.
“You look horrible.” He glanced over at Hui who was pulling Hyojong out of his room by his shirt. Hyojong didn't even look like he could function at all. “What did you guys do??”
“What didn't we do is the better question.” Hui answered. He got a bottle of Listerine and took a shot of it before handing it to me. I did the same and passed it to Hyojong, none of us actually having any time to thoroughly brush our teeth. Now we only had 10 minutes to get to class on legs that were too sore to move.
Kino's mouth stood agape for a moment but he didn't dare ask any other questions. We all walked to our Music Theory class and sat wayyyy in the back trying to hide from the prying eyes of teacher and students. Kino kept giving us the once over, finding new marks to pick out and make suspicions about. All hell basically broke loose when Jisoo arrived. She wanted to question everything that happened and wondered why the Trio of Doom had their new found seats beside me. I flopped onto the desk, the sound of everyone's voice drilling into my skull. “We fucked. A lot. A lot, a lot. We're tired and i'd rather be dead than here. And when my voice doesn't sound like a prepubescent boy I will tell you everything. For now, please shut up.”
Jisoo snapped her mouth shut and crossed her arms, staring at the presentation down in front, angrily. I spent the rest of class pretending that I was paying attention when in reality I was basically sleeping with my eyes open. It took about two more days to fully recover enough stamina. Classes were kicking my ass in full gear so I didn't have any more time to waste as midterms were in a few weeks. I had eventually sat Jisoo down to talk about what happened. I opened with, “So, i'm bi.” which earned me a loud screech from Jisoo.
“What the fuck do you mean you’re bi? What the hell happened on that trip? What kind of sex did you have???” She paced the length of her bedroom as she tried to wrap her head around what I was saying. I laid back on her bed and answered a text from Hui.
“Well let’s see...Hyojong got me vibrating panties and somehow got me to put them on without me noticing and he turned them on in the damn train station. Then I found out he brought sex toys and to get back at him I fucked him with a strap on. Then i found out he had a girlfriend-”
“WHAT?!”
“Hold on, it gets better. So his girlfriend is totally okay with me fucking Hyojong and we basically fucked the entire weekend. I got deepthroated like 7 times which is why I sounded like a croaking frog. And Hui is L O U D so he sounded terrible too. I was handcuffed and spread every which way so my body just gave out on me.”
Jisoo stared at me for a long while. “What even is your life….”
“You’re telling me. Fuck if I know. I just need my voice to recover so I can make up my stupid vocal lesson. At least that paper for Music Theory is out of my hair.” I sighed and looked at my phone again as I got another notification.
“You are...is this your life now? Is this just what you’re going to do for the rest of college?” Jisoo asked.
I sat up and looked at her, confused by what she meant. “What do you mean exactly?”
“Like are you just going to focus all your energy into becoming obsessed with fucking these guys?”
“Jisoo, all my energy isn’t going into them. My grades are still good and I’m working hard on all my practices. I danced through my pain and I still have blisters on my feet from practicing all day yesterday. Just because I’m involved with them doesn’t mean they’re going to get in the way of my dreams.”
“What happens when you start having feelings for them? Then what? They’re going to go back to Korea and Hyojong isn’t even going to think about you since he has a girlfriend!”
I got up quickly. “Why are you acting like this? It’s not cool.” Tears were starting to brim on my waterline. Jisoo had never spoken to me like this before.
“I’m just telling you the truth in hopes that you realize what it’s doing to you. You can’t just fuck people for months on end and not develop feelings for them. It’s only a matter of time and then you’ll be stuck with trying to figure out who you want to be with.” She sighed. “Look i’m not trying to be mean, I just need you to get your head together before this all dumps on you at once.”
I looked away from her and tried to blink away my tears. “I’ve got to go. I-I need to meet Hui. I’ll see you later.” I rushed out of her apartment and headed towards Hui’s dorm. I didn’t want to think about Jisoo being right, I really didn’t. But I thought back to what Hyojong said to me about me being his girlfriend. And about Hui saying that Hyojong would basically have to fight him if he wanted to have me. I shook my head to try and push those thoughts back where they belonged, in the box of denial in the back of my mind.
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I knocked on the door waiting for Hui to answer. I was instead greeted by Hongseok. “Oh, Hongseok, hi. Is Hui here? I was supposed to meet him.”
“He's not but I know his piano lesson is today and that's usually like 3 hours or so.”
“Maybe i misread his text. I'll just head back to my dorm then.”
“Uh...no, that's ok. You can hang out here if you want, though it's just me right now.” He said a bit nervously.
“Oh, ok! I like hanging out with you.” I stepped into their dorm space and set my backpack on one of the couches. “How'd your history test go?”
He beamed. “I actually passed thanks to you. Thank you so much for helping me.”
I gave him a high five. “Yay! I'm happy that it went ok. I knew you could do it. You're really smart.”
His cheeks turned a bit pink. “Heh...thanks. Um...but i kinda need your help again. If you dont mind?”
“Oh? What class is it this time?” i asked.
He swallowed hard and stared down at his feet. “Latin dance.”
“A latin class?” i chuckled a bit, surprised. “I didn't know you were taking a dance class.”
“It's just the required dance credit I have to take. But i definitely chose the wrong class. I’m not much of a dancer. Do you know anything about it?” he asked.
I nodded and stepped closer to him. “Yeah, I took Latin one and two last year. Here, put one hand on my waist,” I guided his hand to right above my hips. “And one hand up, hold mine.” Our hands cupped together in the air. “Now for the basic step it's about two steps forward, slight pause, two steps back. Lead with the left.”
I guided him into the basic step, laughing as I had to repeat and slow down for him. Our heads even bumped together a few times because he was so focused on staring at his feet. “You have to look up when you do it! You're gonna have points taken off!”
“Im sorry, Im sorry!” He rubbed his forehead where we had clashed together. “Im trying!”
“I know! But now we have to add the hips.” I placed my hands on his hips and lead them into small isolations. “When you step you have to add some hip movement. It goes with the beat.”
“O-oh...hips?”
I looked up at him and smiled. “Yes. Hips. All Latin dances are fun. Some are sexy and sensual You have to move your hips. Here maybe you should hold mine instead.” I switched the position of our hands and swirled my hips. “Feel that?”
He nodded. “I feel something.”
“Do you want to try it with music?” I reached for his phone that was on the dining table and took a misstep, my foot rolling slightly. Hongseok caught me instantly since we were still so close, my chest was pressed against his now, his hands on the small of my back, cheeks burning crimson. “S-sorry.” I stuttered. “I can literally trip on anything.”
“It's okay. I'm glad i caught you in time.”
He didn't let me go for a moment and I couldn't help but stare at his full lips. They just looked so soft and kissable. His hands around me were so warm; I could feel it spreading throughout my back. I dared to look up at his eyes which had been staring down at me. A nervous smile crept onto his face but neither of us let go. I swallowed back some of my nerves. “Hongseok...I…”
The door to the dorm swung open and Hongseok and I scrambled to pull away from one another and look as casual as possible. Kino kicked his shoes off and looked over at us, eyebrow raised in suspicion. “Oh I didn't know anyone was home. What are you doing here?” he asked me.
“I was waiting for Hui but I think I came too early. Then Hongseok asked me if I could help him with his dance class.”
“If you want better lessons, you should've just asked me, Hongseok.” Kino quipped.
“Well to be quite honest, Id rather not dance Latin with you. Unless you want to grind against me.” Hongseok chuckled.
“Ohh grinding. Is that what you two were doing?.” Kino teased as he came into the dining and kitchen area with us. “Is that why you want her to help instead of me?”
Hongseok rubbed his neck nervously “I- I…”
“I should check with Hui to see how long he's going to be.” I tried to shift the tides and ease the awkwardness of the situation. I leaned over the back of the couch and dug into my backpack to retrieve my phone. I sent a quick text to Hui to see when he might be done. I felt a slight unease as if Hongseok and Kino were watching me but when i looked back their eyes were shifting and avoiding me. I smoothed out the back of my skater skirt. “What?”
Hongseok's face was even more beet red. “Nothing! Nothing…”
“You guys are weird…” I made my way over to the fridge and grabbed the filter water pitcher and a glass from the cabinet. Kino crept behind me and grabbed my ass firmly, making me almost drop the pitcher.
“You look good in that skirt. Did Hongseok have some wandering hands during your practice?” he whispered in my ear.
I shoved him away quickly. “What? Are you jealous now? It's just dancing, Kino.”
“Me? Jealous of Hongseok? Please.” He jumped onto the kitchen counter and took the glass of water from me.
I glared at him as he took a long gulp. “He has way more manners than you will ever have. And i'm sure if something was going on between us-which it's not, by the way- he would be nothing short of a gentleman.”
“Gentleman cant fuck.”
I tried to keep my voice as a whisper but Kino always made me want to scream. “Well gee, Kino, did it ever occur to you that I don't always want to fuck!? Maybe I want to go out on a date or two.”
He rolled his eyes. “Dating would mess up what we have. That's like the rule.”
“I didn't say go on a date with you, jackass. I wouldn't stoop so low.”
“Ouch, damn.” He said, and I almost thought he was actually offended. He set the glass down and jumped off of the counter. “I wouldn't say that about you.”
My mind was still a mess after my conversation with Jisoo. “Well which is it? I don't get you Kino. What exactly do you want?”
He didn't answer me and instead stormed off to his room. What the absolute hell?? I patted Hongseok's shoulder and advised him that i'd be right back. I followed Kino to his room and shut the door quietly. “What's your deal?”
He pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it in his pile of dirty laundry. “Nothing's my deal. Go finish dancing with Hongseok.”
“Ok, correct me if i'm wrong but you just said you weren’t jealous of Hongseok and insinuated that if I were to have sex with him it wouldn't be good because you can fuck better than him. Then the topic of dates came up-”
“You brought that up. And I had to remind you that dating isn't part of our deal. I know you can't resist me but don't you think that would muddy up the waters, hmm?”
“There is no muddying of waters!” I stomped my foot, frustrated and annoyed at him. “I never said I wanted a date with you. But if I had to go on a date with Hongseok it would be much nicer.”
He took off his basketball shorts and tossed them in the laundry as well before going over to his dresser to pull out some fresh shorts. “Doubt it.”
I crossed my arms over my chest. “Ooohhh, I get it now. It's competition. You don't like anyone one-upping you. I can see that now. Yeahhhhh for sure! Everytime i would tell you about something I did with Hui or Hyojong, you'd want to do something better and harder.”
“I have no idea what youre talking about.” He didn't look at me though and I knew it was true.
“So, Kino,” I smirked as I sauntered over to him. “You would want to prove that you're a better date than Hongseok-if I were to go out on a date with him.”
“You're literally the one that's so obsessed with dating me now.” he said flatly. He still wouldn't look at me though.
“I'm not obsessed at all. After all, I’m not competing with others to coddle my fragile masculinity. But I'll grant you the favor of a date. It won't make things complicated but it will shut your mouth up. You just better make it worthy of being the best date I've ever had.”
“Fine!” He snapped back at me finally. “At least i know you'll put out on the first date.”
I was taken aback. I felt a stabbing pain in my chest as if his words had pierced through my heart. I grabbed the door handle and quickly walked out, not even wanting to stay for Hui or Hongseok. Was everyone just taking a stab at me today? Was this some cosmic karma bullshit coming to strike me down? I was over my friends being assholes to me and was ready to go back to being an introvert.
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Hey….i just wanted to say that...im really sorry for what I said the other day. I mean, i wanted to say it in person but you walked out. I know why you did it but…-sigh- call me back, please?
It had been a few days since I had talked to anyone at all. I had ignored several calls from Kino this afternoon but when the voicemail icon showed up I decided to take a listen. I replayed the voicemail again just to make sure I heard everything correctly. He was being sincere which was a new thing for Kino; actually being nice and recognizing when he was wrong. I was shocked. I decided to call him back and see what else he had to say.
“Hello?” his voice seemed a little groggy.
“Kino?”
“Mhm...hey.”
“Were you asleep?” I asked and looked at my phone for a quick second. It was only 10 pm on a Friday. It wasn't really like him.
“Yeah.” He groaned and I assumed he was stretching. “I haven't slept much these past couple of days.”
“How come?”
There was a pause on the other end of the line. “I've been thinking about you. And what i said. I didn't mean to hurt you. I really didn't. I just don't want things to be weird between us...but I kind of realized that going on a date didn't matter if you were mad at me. I don't care about Hongseok or what you do with him. We can just...hang out as friends right? We can do fun stuff together and still fuck, right?”
“Yeah...yeah we can Kino. It's all i've ever wanted. We fight a lot but...we have good chemistry. I don't want anything to mess it up either.” The tone of his voice had my cold demeanor towards him melting in a matter of seconds. Hearing him apologize meant a lot to me and it felt good for us to want to do something together without bickering. “Do you want to maybe go to the arcade with me? We can get some wings too. It doesn't count as a date. It's not a fancy restaurant.”
He let out a small laugh. “Yeah, that's totally how that works.”
“It’s true! Wings are bro food! We’re bros.” I laughed at my lameness then cleared my throat. I adjusted myself in my bed. “Are you going to go back to sleep now?”
“Only if you forgive me.” He replied
“If i don't forgive you would you stay up and talk to me?”
“If you forgive me, i'll stay up with you anyway.”
I smiled to myself. “Ok, then I forgive you...but you didn't answer my question. Do you want to go to the arcade with me?”
He chuckled. “Yes, i do. Tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow's good. If you meet me at my dorm we can go to the student parking lot to get my car and leave from there.”
“Sounds good…” There was silence for a long while. I had thought the call dropped.
“Kino?”
“Hmm? I'm still here...keep talking to me. I like the sound of your voice.”
I fiddled with the edge of my fleece blanket. “What do you want me to say?”
“You tell me, you’re the one begging me to stay up with you.”
That was true but we had never really talked on the phone like this before. Who even talked on the phone anymore? I talked to my freakin’ mom on the phone not my fuck buddy. I chewed on my bottom lip. “It’s kind of cold here… I have the heat on and i’m under the covers.”
“Well what are you wearing?” He asked.
“What am i-? I mean...like just a t-shirt and panties really. Why?”
He didn’t respond and it was like I could hear his smirk through the phone. “Kino, are you trying to have phone sex with me?”
“Well damn, it’s better than listening to you complain about the weather. And you woke me up. I need to get back to sleep somehow.”
Even though he couldn’t see me I covered my face in embarrassment. “I can’t do that! I’m not good at talking dirty!”
“Hah! I beg to differ. I remember a certain someone telling me that I was a good boy at the library. And you called me by my name. You know how to talk dirty. Don’t play innocent with me.”
“It’s different over the phone! It’s like...i have to think about it. I have to think about saying sexy things.”
“Don’t think about it, if you do you’re gonna force it and it’s gonna be awkward. Just breathe. Pretend I’m there with you.”
I set the phone down beside me and put him on speaker. Laying back, i closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths. I was thankful that my roommate was gone for the weekend visiting her parents. “You should be here. You could warm me up.”
“I’d love to. Your thighs would be really warm around my head. You like that don’t you?”
“I do.” I sighed and rubbed my thighs. “I really do. It’s my favorite thing when you put your mouth to better use than annoying me.”
“I like when your mouth is moaning my name instead of annoying me.” Kino retorted. “In fact...i love when you do those short little breathy moans, like when my tongue is inside you and you pull my hair.” He let out a soft groan and I shuddered.
“You do have a talented tongue.” I dared my hand to go a little lower and rub the center of my panties. “You know you’re kind of quiet when we fuck. You make rough sounds but i’d really...really like to hear you moan for me. I want you to whimper and feel your breath catch in your throat. I want to hear you say my name, Hyunggu.”
He cleared his throat. “W-wha…”
I rubbed myself slowly, imagining Kino in his dark room, his hand wrapped around his cock. “I would love to hear you baby. Please? For me?”
“I-i-i’m sure I don’t sound as sexy as you...you know i-”
“Are you shy now, love? Do you not want to make me wet for you?”
He was silent for a moment but I could hear his sheets rustling. A few moments later I heard slick sounds of skin on skin. His breath was becoming slightly heavy. “I do...I want you dripping and fingering yourself, like that video you sent me.”
“Oh, the snap.” I let out a sensual giggle. “I had been thinking about you coming into my dorm and begging me to fuck you. I was using my vibrator but it wasn't enough. I wanted to feel you inside me Kino.” My fingers trailed inside my panties dancing in the wetness that pooled from my entrance. I stroked myself slowly, up and down...up and down, spreading my slick over my folds and clit. The more I thought back to that fantasy the more it fueled my passion.
The softest of moans escaped him. I had to strain my ears just to hear it but it made my toes curl instantly. “Fuck, I love being inside you…”
“You're still holding back, baby.” I spread my legs a little wider wanting better access to my entrance. I pushed one finger in easily but that didn't last long. I added another, curling the tips ever so slightly against my walls. I swallowed hard and licked my lips. The sounds on his end were getting faster. He was working his cock and I could picture how swollen he was; his hand traveling the length of his shaft, twisting slightly at the head that burned with sensitivity. Soft whimpers turned into harsh curses then short groans of pleasure. He sounded so good. My walls clenched around my fingers as my body shuddered. Just his sounds were driving me to the brink of an orgasm. Like music to my ears.
Then I heard my name. Over and over and over as the speed of his hand increased. I could hear the pace of his strokes quickening, the slickness of his precum was probably spread across his shaft. I thought about the way he tasted, the way his thick cum felt on my tongue. I lifted my knees towards my chest, fingering myself deeper as I was so desperate for him to hear me cum.
His breaths were ragged and intense now but he managed to speak. “I hear how wet you are, slut.” His short chuckle was filled with his usual sarcasm.
“You're the bigger...ahh...slut!” The last word came out as a cry as my fingers found my spot. “Now youre so loud. You like being loud for me, don't you, Hyunggu? You love being a good boy for me?”
He let out a loud gasp. “F-fuck! Don't call me that.”
I pushed a third finger inside me, my hips rocking up to meet my thrusts. “W-why not? Does it make you cum hard? Is that your little kink?”
He was a panting mess on the other line. I could tell he was trying to keep his mouth covered or at least bite down on his lip. I wanted to see him but the mystery of how he looked spread across his bed right now thrilled me. I slipped my hand under my shirt and grabbed at my breast, teasing and pulling my nipple to its sensitive erect state. My mind was at work again, taken back to my fantasy of him begging me to fuck him.
My hips worked in rough circles, feeling Kino plunge into me deeper. Harder. Faster. My head was tossed back as a slew of moans released from me. His hand landed hard smacks to my ass leaving burning red prints all over my cheeks. I could feel him watching my tits bounce, that evil tongue of his peeking out from his mouth to lick his lips. Everytime he did that it made me want to fuck him even more. I grabbed onto the headboard as he arched against my chest., his cock throbbing hard inside me. My free hand gripped a handful of his silver hair and forced his head towards me. “You want to cum like a good little boy, don’t you?”
He nodded breathlessly. “Make me cum, please!” He begged.
I smirked down at him, watching every muscle in his body tense under his skin. I licked his lips and whispered against them. “Cum inside me, baby.”
My walls clenched around his swollen cock fueling his cum to spill within me, warming me completely. His hips bucked with each strand that left him, his hand gripping my thighs so tight i could feel the bruises beginning to form. I slowed my bounces down pulled off of him gently. I could feel his cum threatening to slip out of me. I moved my hand between my thighs and gathered his cum on my fingers pushing it deeper inside me. I curled my fingertips against that little pleasure center inside me, crying out his name as I brought myself to the edge.
“FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!” My thighs shook as my cum shot out of me, dousing my panties and bedsheets. My breath felt like it was knocked out of me and my whole body was tingling. My whole head felt fuzzy as if I had just fainted. I looked around the room still upset that Kino was in his bed and not here with me. I swallowed hard and reached for my phone with my clean hand. I took it off speaker and pressed it to my ear in time to hear Kino moan deeply as he came. His wet strokes were slowing down as his breath struggled to keep up.
“Y-you ok?” I panted.
“Yeah...yeah I’m good. You sounded so fuckin’ sexy.”
“Yeah..uh...i squirted. Like everywhere. So that’s a new one.”
“Wait by yourself?” He asked. I had normally only done so when he, Hui, and Hyojong were inside me at the same time.
“Uh-huh. I was thinking about something in particular and I guess it...just…”
“Will you send me a picture?”
“God you’re gross.” I rolled my eyes. “Only if you send me a picture of your cum?”
He scoffed. “You’re such a hypocrite. You first though.”
“Fine, Fine. But you pay for the wings tomorrow.”
He groaned. “The things I do for you. Now hang up and send me the pic.”
“You’re so commanding!” I hung up on him quickly and decided to make him wait. Mostly because my legs were sore and i didn’t want to move at all or attempt to make myself look sexy. I felt my phone vibrate and of course it was Kino sending me a bunch of chicken emojis. I sighed and opened up my snapchat trying to find the best angle to show off my soaked sheets and panties, my hand still rubbing lazy circles on my clit. Once i was satisfied with the video I sent it. Eventually i willed myself to get up and change my sheets. I got up and dropped my panties to the floor and pulled off the dirty sheets. I tossed them in my hamper and pulled out some other sheets I had gotten on clearance. They were some white satin-y kind of material and not quite the right size for my dorm bed but it would have to do. I wasn’t in the mood to do a load of laundry now.
My phone vibrated again and I opened up my snapchat knowing it was a notif from Kino. I clicked on the video and saw the expanse of his cum covered abs, his cock beginning to soften. He dragged his fingers through his cum and the video switched angles, showing his face as he sucked it off his fingers one by one. His saved his middle finger for last, pulling it out with an audible pop, and flashing it to me. He stuck his tongue out, the icing on top of his irritatingly sexy video. I groaned and flopped back onto my bed, screaming into my pillow about how he was going to be the death of me. That stupid fuckin’ fuckboy!
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I finished misting my face with my makeup setting spray and checked myself out in the mirror. Not too shabby. I adjusted the waistband of my suspender skirt and fussed with my hair a bit more. I don’t know why I was trying so hard to look good. Maybe because he looked like a Korean supermodel and I didn’t want to look like a whale-potato next to him. I sighed and willed myself to stop fussing. I was about to text Kino to see where he was at but I heard a knock on my door. I opened it and stared at him. He was leaning against the doorframe, casually, dressed in tight skinny jeans, an oversized black shirt and a leather jacket. His hair was perfectly styled in such an effortless way and I hated him for being so ridiculously sexy.
“Hey.” He said. His eyes were crawling everywhere on my body.
“Hey…You look so…..Korea.”
He pushed his hair back and I wanted to scream. “And you look so America. What the hell does that mean anyway?”
“You know like...fashionable.” Attractive. Gorgeous. Deadly. “Just you know…” I stared at the rings on his slender fingers that was sliding through his silver locks. He was going to kill me today. I just knew it. Maybe we didn’t even have to go to the arcade. We could just stay here and fu-
“Are you gonna keep creepily staring at me or are we going to leave?”
I stopped staring at his hands and grabbed my purse. “Yeah, uh...Let’s go.”
There was no talk about what happened yesterday night. No talk about the dirty snaps we kept sending to each other until we fell asleep. No talk about the way he was currently holding my hand as we walked to my car. I stared down at our fingers and could only think about how cute they looked together. I unlocked my car when we were close enough and was surprised when Kino opened the door for me. I gave him a brief confused stare before getting in. He was still silent as he got in the passenger's seat. The ride was only filled with the soft drull of my music from my playlist. My hand fell comfortably to the center console as i drove and i felt Kino wrap his pinky around mine. I glanced over at him but he seemed to be occupied with staring out the window. This was...strange. Was he nervous? Did he not want to be here with me?
A lot of questions played in my mind as I pulled into the arcade parking lot about a half hour later. We got out of the car and I shoved him playfully. “C’mon, loser, I’m ready to kick your ass!”
A smile finally brightened his face which infected me with warmth. It was nice to see him smile like that and have it look genuine. It wasn't a smirk or a shit eating grin. It was Hyunggu. “Race you there!” He called out before sprinting towards the entrance of the arcade. He got there first, sticking his tongue out when I arrived seconds after him, panting slightly. He opened the door for me and i stepped through, taking in the smell of cheap pizza, sweat covered plastic, and stinky teenagers. I loved the arcade.
I went over to the change machine and Kino and I both slipped in a 20 in exchange for some tokens. “What game you want to do first?” He asked me.
I looked around surveying the selection of games. “Zombies.” I ran over to the booth, pleased to see some annoying kids move out when I arrived. I stepped in with Kino following behind me, closing the curtains to create the dark atmosphere. I pulled a few tokens out of my purse and put them in the coin slot. Kino did the same and we grabbed onto the guns. “Okay, i'll lead and you watch my back and the sides.”
“Sir, yes, sir.” Kino quipped. The countdown begin and the sound effects of labored breaths came through the speakers. Our characters ‘woke up’ as the throng of zombies crashed through a metal fence.
“Left.” I said as i landed two headshots. Kino aimed his gun and fired off several shots until he was empty.
“Wait, how do i reload?”
I groaned as I shot at zombies to pick up his slack. “Point the control off to the side and press the trigger. Hurry up!”
He did as I told and joined me in a murderous frenzy. We watched as other characters died and we prevailed. Kino landed a shot to some barrels of gas and made an entire crowd of zombies explode. I high fived him in excitement, loving the thrill of the high score. We were both acting like kids, laughing  and teasing each other to see who would die first.
“If you die first then you have to buy me a shot.” I told him.
“What, you mean in one year? I’m twenty, you idiot.”
I rolled my eyes. “I forget about that. Well fine, if you win what do you want?”
He fired a few shots as he thought. “Can it be anything?”
“Depends. I’m not going to like get naked in front of people or anything.”
“Ok, if I win, you come visit me in Korea”
I looked over at him briefly. “You serious? Like spend time with you there?”
“Spend time with all of us. For maybe like a few weeks or something. On your right.”
I adjusted my aim guide and hit the zombie on the right. “Ok, if I win you have to pay for my trip to Korea.”
“Deal.” He said instantly.  I leaned closer to the screen, determined that moving my body with the control would definitely help me land my hits more accurately. I was deep in concentration when i felt Kino’s fingers stroke my neck gently, his rings sliding gently across the surface of my skin while his tongue traced the outline of my ear. My entire body shivered and I let go of the gun.
“S-stop that!”
Kino pulled away and smirked as he landed a four hit combo. My character was already dead, my high score tossed away and replaced with Kino’s. I whacked the back of his head. “You cheated!”
“Ow!” He rubbed the sore spot and glared at me. “I didn’t cheat. I just used tactics.” He let go of the control as he died  “All's fair in love and war, princess.” He slid out of the booth while I cursed at him. I scooted out after him and saw him halfway across the arcade, heading towards the dance games. I had to run to catch up to him.
“Gee, thanks for waiting for me.” I grumped and crossed my arms over my chest.
He popped in a few tokens and hit the player one button. He raised his hand so the motion detector could register him before he selected a song. “You know you can do two player right?” I said.
He looked back at me after selecting his song. “Just watch and learn.”
The dance screen came up and filled with some anime looking girls. A sickly sweet pop song came on and I burst out laughing instantly when Kino started dancing to the cutesy moves. He had no shame in wiggling his hips and making cute faces. “Shake it but don’t break it baby!” I called out to him. He turned back to me and winked, holding up a peace sign before bouncing around again. I couldn’t help but record him, after all it could be used for future blackmail of him getting my ticket to Korea. But most importantly, he looked so adorable. The song finished and he pulled me over to him, panting slightly. “You want to try? You might want to start on easy.”
I rolled my eyes. “Maybe you should watch and learn then.” I stepped up to the machine and registered the motion detector. It took me a minute to find a good enough song but I chose something a little bit more sexy. The music started and I followed along, a little worse for wear at first but getting into the rhythm of the pre set moves. I swung my hips and shimmied, bouncing my ass just a bit because I knew he was watching. I looked back at him and he had a smug look on his face. His thumb was between his teeth holding back what he really wanted to say. I finished the song, watching the results of my score. “Not too bad huh?”
He put his arm around my shoulder and hugged me tight to his chest. “You’re a cock tease, you know that?”
“Of course. That’s what I do best.” We walked away from the dancing games for now and tried to see what our next target would be. We passed by a photobooth and I watched as the display photos popped up on the screen. I stared at it a bit longingly. Kino stopped and looked at the booth.
“You want pictures?” he asked.
I looked up at him. “Y-yeah...I don't really have any of just me and you. I have pictures of me with everyone else and our group ones, but not any of just us. But we don't have to.”
He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the booth. “Let’s go.” I plopped down on the hard seat and fixed my hair, smiling a bit to myself. Kino fed the machine a 5 dollar bill and clicked through some options. “What should the first pose be?”
“Sexy! Always.” I replied. Kino got a little closer to me so we were both in the frame. He bit his lip and entangled his fingers in his hair while I winked and showed off my boobs. The flash went off and we only had a few seconds to readjust.
“Aegyo!”
Kino scrunched up his nose and put up two peace signs while I puffed out my cheeks and poked them. The flash went off again and we couldn't help but laugh when we caught a preview of our aegyo picture. We looked so dumb. I didnt even notice when the third flash went off, capturing us mid-laugh.
“Shit! We messed up! Now we only have one left. what should we do?” I asked frantically as the timer wound down.
I looked at Kino for a second before he pulled me close to him and kissed me. His hands held my jaw gently and his lips were nothing but warm caresses. My fingers curled against his jacket as my stomach released a fury of butterflies. I heard the sound of our photos printing and Kino pulled away slowly. “We should get those.”
“Hmm?” I still wanted to be wrapped up in his kiss and didn't care about the photos now. He chuckled.
“C'mon, loser. I have to beat your ass at another game before we get wings!” He stepped out and sprinted off somewhere again, leaving me to gather the strip of photos. I looked over them again, laughing at our silliness until I saw the bottom photo. Surrounding Kino and I was a frame of little pink hearts with a little cupid in the corner. I bit my lip as i stared at our lips together, the way his hand rested against me, the way i held onto him so tightly… my whole body felt warm and even though I kept trying to clear my head those feelings wouldn't go away.
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Kino and I stepped out of the arcade later on in the evening. He was holding the giant teddy bear I won him while I had on the crappy glitter bracelet he won me. A sprinkling of rain had overcome the parking lot and it looked like it was only going to get worse. “Shit, let's go before it starts pouring.” I said.
Kino nodded and we shuffled to my car. He tossed the bear into the trunk before we hurried into our seats. Our ride back was quieter, our energy mostly spent at running around and playing dancing games at least 40 more times. When I pulled into the student parking lot the drizzling outside had turned into a torrential downpour and I didn’t have an umbrella. I groaned and sat back in my seat. Being soaked was not on my list of things to do today. Kino rolled his head to look at me. “Well?”
“Well what?”
“Are you going to get out?”
“Kino it's pouring! And we have to walk all the way to my dorm! We're gonna get soaked.”
“It's just rain. We'll be fine.”
I crossed my arms over my chest. “You can go out and catch a cold, i won't.”
“Fine, maybe if we wait it'll calm down a bit.”
I glared at the rain splattering around my windshield, angry that it was ruining my time with Kino. He had turned back away from me, his head pressed against the window, eyes closed. His slender fingers drummed lazily on his knee and i watched the metal rings on his fingers catch the light of the streetlamp above my car. I don't know what it was but his hands were so attractive? Is that even a thing? Every single time they were touching me today I felt my entire body shudder. The drumming stopped and instead his fingers spread across his thigh. My eyes trailed a little higher towards his-
“You’re staring again, creep.”
I jumped up, startled at his words. I tried to say something but I could only stutter as heat rose to the tips of my ears. “ I-I was not!”
He turned and faced me. “You’ve been staring at me all day. What’s your deal? If you want to fuck just tell me.”
I rolled my eyes. “It was so much better when you weren't annoying today. I actually had a nice time with you.”
“I wouldn't be me if i didn't tease you a bit….but i had a nice time too.” He shifted a bit in the seat. “I want to do it again, if that's ok?”
“Y-yeah?”
He nodded. “We can go to the movies or something. A nice dark room in public. You love public places.” He smirked. I sighed and ignored him for for now, turning my attention back to the rain. The temperature had dropped quickly as the sun went down and the weather wasn’t really helping. A chill was starting to creep into my car. I hadn’t brought a jacket since the day started out fairly warm. “Are you cold?”
“I’m fine,” I lied.
He stood up and maneuvered himself into the backseat. “Alright well, I’ll be back here taking a nap and you can wake me up when you want to get out.”
I watched him through the rearview mirror as he spread out as much as he could in the confined space. He closed his eyes and placed his arm behind his head, adjusting himself every few seconds until he settled in a comfortable position. The rain still hadn’t slowed down and it felt like we were trapped. I switched on a playlist from my spotify so it wasn’t as awkwardly quiet between us. The minutes ticked on and I almost contemplated running out in this rain just to leave the car. But the prospect of being drenched while I was shivering still didn’t sound all that thrilling. I sighed and climbed into the backseat, whacking my head on the roof and practically falling onto Kino. “Shit! Fuck…”
Kino caught me, jumping up instantly when i fell on him. “Christ! Why are you such a klutz?”
“It’s hard moving in this car!” I yelled as I rubbed the back of my head. I plopped down between his legs and adjusted myself on top of him, my head laying on his chest. I felt him tense for a moment then relax under me. He settled his arm around my shoulder and shifted slightly.
“You still cold?”
I nodded and played with the lapel of his jacket. I wanted to tell him that i loved the way he helped me kill zombies, or how cute he looked when i beat him at table hockey, and that i really loved the shitty glitter bracelet we won me with his 20 tickets but i was too much of a chicken to even let him know that. I looked at him and his eyes remained closed, completely relaxed with a steady breath. Now that I was closer I could smell the musky sweetness of his cologne. It was lulling me me into into a steady comfort. I had never really spent time with him like this before. We barely touched after fucking. Sometimes, if i even stayed in his dorm, we would just sleep side by side and he’d remain closer to the wall as if he was allergic to me. But this was nice.
His hand came to rest on top of mine, his index finger tapping to the beat of the song that started playing. I lifted my head and watched as his lips effortlessly wrapped around the notes, my heart filling with the sweet sound of his voice. I had never heard him sing before. We had only ever had dance classes together since that was our majors. I pushed his hair back gently and his eyes opened. “You sound...amazing.” I whispered.
He licked his lips slowly and chuckled softly. “Thanks...i just really like this song.”
“I’ve never heard you sing before. I didn’t know you could.”
“I write and compose songs all the time. I just…” He shrugged and looked away. “Think I’m better at dancing.”
“I know what you mean.” I chewed at my lip a bit. “I-i don’t like the way I sound when i sing either.” I looked away from him, returning my face to the nook between his neck and shoulder.
“You don’t sing, you rap that’s different.” He said. “...Or do you mean you can-?”
“Hui says I can but i still think that sound like a dying cat.”
“If Hui says you’re good then you must be amazing. He’s basically the best singer along with Jinho.”
“Don’t ask me to sing for you because that’s not happening. I hate singing for people.”
Kino sat up, moving me with him. I had have expected him to tease and force me to sing but he leaned in closer, angling his head so that our lips were only centimeters apart. Now i thought that he was just going to land a kiss but instead he resumed his soft singing, the notes whispered against my lips. I closed my eyes and drank in the steadiness of his voice. My hands slid up his chest towards his neck where I rubbed the shaved nape of his neck. He responded by cupping his hands around my waist, holding me tightly. “Hyunggu…” I whispered.
He pressed his forehead to mine and I connected our lips. I kissed him slowly, our body heat finally putting a bit of warmth in the car. His tongue slipped easily into my mouth, dancing against mine and pulling a small whimper out of me. He smiled against my lips. “What was that?”
I hid my face in my hands. “Be quiet.”
“Oh, you’re really gonna be shy? Around me? Really?” He pulled my hands away and kissed me again. I leaned back in the seat, pulling him down on top of me. His hands slipped under my skirt and caressed my hip and thigh, pulling my leg around him so he could nestle between them. I don’t know why I felt a little shy. Maybe it was because he let me hear him sing...a certain air of vulnerability between us? Or maybe it was just the way he looked today. You would think I was a teenager with a crush. Whatever it was, it was slipping inside me with every kiss and pooling within the pit of my stomach. I could feel his jeans pressed against my center and my hips dipped into his. “You should’ve just told me this was what you wanted…” He cooed against my ear.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered. “I was still thinking about what you said. About me putting out on the first date.”
He kissed at my neck, gentle presses of his full lips on my jugular. “This isn’t a date remember? If you want something all you have to do is ask. And i also said I was sorry.” His right hand slid over my shoulder, down to my breasts, over my stomach, and under my skirt where his fingers danced across my panties. I nudged my hips up to meet his hand so he could cup me fully.
“Make me feel good. That’s what I want, Hyunggu.”
He licked his lips and nodded, barely saying a word as he busied his mouth with kisses across my neck and collarbone while his fingers moved under the lace fabric. His slender fingers stroked the length of my folds, the coolness of his metal rings against my skin made me gasp. My body shuddered as my thighs tried to keep shut.
“What’s wrong?”
I swallowed hard. “Y-you’re rings are c-cold…”
“Oh. Sorry, I’ll take them off.” I gripped his wrist before he could pull his hand away and pressed my entrance onto his fingers.
“Don’t you dare.” I moaned. “Keep going.”
He clicked his tongue and kept his fingers pressed inside me. “You never cease to amaze me.” His free hand gripped mine tightly, our palms pressed together, fingers hugged tight against each other. My eyes fluttered shut as I tried to spread my legs wider but my car was so small it was hard to move around. I groaned, a mix of frustration and pleasure. I wanted him deeper inside me and it was driving me insane.
“K-Kino…” I opened my eyes and found that he had been looking down at me, a small smirk across his lips. “W-what…?”
“Nothing. You just look good.” He shrugged and slowed his thrusts. “Your car is really small.”
“Yah, ya think?” I sighed and sat up. “Do you just want to go inside?.”
“No. Not at all.” He pulled me up from the seat and bent me over the center console. I gasped as i almost fell into the front seats, bracing my hands near the gear shift. Just as I was about to yell at him, I felt Kino’s warm tongue on my center. “F-fuck, Kino don’t do that.”
He ignored me and continued small licks to my folds, letting out a soft moan in between. My breath hitched as I gripped the sides of the seat. His hands rubbed the swell of my ass until he grabbed my panties and yanked them down. He went back to work, kissing my pussy lips slowly while flicking his tongue against my entrance. His hands gripped and kneaded at my cheeks and thighs, his fingernails digging in ever so slightly. “Y-you’re not gonna let me out of this car, are you?” I asked in a breathy moan. I felt him shake his head while his tongue was still inside me. I nudged my legs apart a little bit more and rocked my hips back against him. His name became written in the visible puffs of breaths I exhaled as i desperately wished for him to touch me more.
As if he read my mind his hands moved around my thighs and down my calves, every ridge of his rings sliding over my skin like a newfound sin. My legs buckled when his hands came back to my upper thighs. He stroked the length of my slit slowly with the underside of his fingers before he nudged the design of his larger square ring on his index finger against my clit. I gasped loudly as my nails dug into the seats a wave of pleasure becoming a dangerous tsunami. He rocked his finger against me again, slow and torturous until I was screaming his name and begging to cum. My body was shuddering when he yanked me back onto his lap. I immediately felt his cock underneath me. “So, this is what you’ve been wanting, huh? I didn’t know you’d like these that much.” He held his hand up in front of me and i could see the silver glistening with my cum through the light from the street lamp above. “What about this one?” He pulled the textured metal band off his thumb and switched it to his middle finger. “How loud can you scream for this one?”
I tried to squirm away from him, afraid of the shit that was going to come out of my mouth as soon as his hands got near me, but he pulled my legs open and propped my feet on the headrests in front of us. I was panting hard, my back against his chest so I could feel his heart beating as fast as mine. I was spread open for him and he had enough access to slide the band through my folds. Every pass of the textured metal seemed to hit all my nerves that were bursting with excitement. “Kino...fuck...God. Please don’t tease me. Please…” I mewled.
His unoccupied hand slid under my crop top and yanked my bralette to the side. His had smaller, simpler bands on this hand but they still elicited that same thrill against my skin as the others. He was making small windshield wiper strokes across my nipple, making it bud to the surface. I could feel his breath across my neck before his swiped his tongue across my jugular. His teeth wrapped around the sensitive skin and pulled blood to the surface in a gaping mark just below my jawline. It was a spot that always made me go crazy, especially when Kino was the one teasing it. My hands were grasping for anything to stabilize myself and ending up twisting in Kino’s hair, yanking his head back hard.
He growled and released the hold his teeth had on my neck. “Ow! You fucker.” My eyes rolled over to him and i saw the dangerous smirk cross his mouth. “Do it again.”
I swallowed hard and pulled on his hair again. “Be a good boy for me, Kino.”
The sound he made was almost inhuman and made every hair on my body stand on end. I could feel his cock throbbing against my ass eagerly awaiting freedom from the confines of his jeans. “Is all that for me?” I asked in a teasing tone. He wasn’t going to be the only one going crazy in this car. “Are you gonna cum inside me, baby?”
I felt him tense beneath me, his dark eyes questioning every word I had said. I leaned in closer and pressed my words into his neck. “You are going to cum inside me Kino. I can’t wait to be so fuckin’ full with your hot...thick-” I gasped as he grabbed me by my shirt and slammed our lips together. His tongue was vicious, teeth painfully tugging at my bottom lip while his fingers dove deep inside me. His rings were pressing against my entrance, occasionally entering me as he forced his fingers knuckle deep. I could only swallow back my screams of pleasure as my hips snapped up harshly to plunge him deeper into me. Kino wouldn’t even let me pull away to breathe. Every moment was filled with him taking over my mouth and pussy. My nails were embedded deep in his scalp, my body shuddering violently as it begged for my orgasm to overflow. My back arched high as i felt his fingers curl deep inside me. My mind was screaming YES!YES!YES! as I tiptoed closer to the edge. But all of that was gone in an instant.
Kino pulled away from me completely leaving me breathless and pissed off. My legs fell from their propped up position, tingling like they were filled with pins and needles. “Get up.” He commanded. I growled and hauled myself up within the confined space. He worked himself out of his jacket and shirt before unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down around his ankles. My eyes immediately fell to his cock that was now laying on his stomach, finally freed. He adjusted himself in the seat, spreading his legs a little wider before he gripped his shaft. I watched the rings slide across his skin, the metal clicking together ever so slightly. That simple sound triggered something inside me and if that wasn’t bad enough Kino let out a deep low moan. His head fell back against the backseat as he jerked himself a little faster. My cum that was still on his fingers mixed with the bit of precum spilling from his slit as he twisted his hand over his sensitive tip. I couldn’t wait anymore. If i did i was going to go crazy.
I pulled away my shirt and bra before climbing onto him. He looked up at me, our eyes locking as I sunk down onto him slowly. “Ohh fuck…” He groaned.
I bounced slowly, even though i wanted to fuck him into oblivion, teasing him as payback was going to make my orgasm that much sweeter. Inch by inch i felt him sliding in and out of me, our hips kissing every time i settled him in all the way. His brows were furrowed, lips frozen in a permanent moan. His hands were placed on either side of my ass keeping a firm hold of my cheeks as if he was trying to hold himself together. The windows misted with the fog of our breaths intermingling. He pulled me for another kiss, slowing down his pace a bit. His thrusts were starting to meet my bounces, matching the way his tongue caressed mine. Going slow was supposed to be torture for him yet...it made everything even hotter. We eased into a steady rhythm of grinding, his hips snapping up to meet mine in a harsh thrust. He was coaxing every feeling out of me in just one night and my mind could barely wrap around any of it. His kisses made their way down to my breasts and he captured my nipple in his mouth, sucking hard.
I held him tight to my chest, pulling at his hair when he pressed against my spot. He was filling me completely and it was as if my fantasy from last night was coming true. I was shivering in the stillness of the air but Kino’s hands kept exploring, grabbing, and rubbing wherever he pleased, warming me a little bit at a time. His mouth continued to work across my chest, leaving small hickies in hidden areas that only i could look at later. He was normally one for aggressively marking up in the most visible of places but these...looking back at these would help me think back to this moment with him. My body convulsed when i felt his ring covered fingers spread across the small of my back, the other hand crawling up my chest to drum its fingers across my throat. The grip came slowly at first, testing the water and my reaction. Of course, i fell into it easily, loving the way the metal clung to my skin, pressing into it like a branding, hot and stinging.
“Good boy…” The compliment fell into a rasp as his hand seized tight at my words. My eyes fell shut and it was like all I could hear were our moans mixing and the soft music still playing on my phone.The song seemed to be connected with our own tempo; a nice harshness mixed with a tender pace.
Nights in white satin Never reaching the end Letters I've written Never meaning to send
I could feel him throbbing inside me. He was coming undone but the look in his eyes screamed for my pleasure. He yearned for it just as badly as i yearned for his. My walls were keeping him trapped, flexing around his swollen cock begging for his cum. He landed a bite to my rib cage and i could barely squeeze out his name through the hold he had on my throat. My hand slammed against the fogged up windows, leaving streaks behind as my orgasm hit me hard. I clung to him, my nails making deep scratches between his shoulder blades when i at last felt his heat spread inside me. The sound he made had me riding another wave of ecstasy, extending my orgasm to another degree.
He fell back against the seat, his teeth chattering as our body heat wasn't enough to keep us warm any longer. The beads of sweat across his forehead felt like ice on his skin. I pressed myself to him trying to share what little bit of warmth we had left. It was a stupid idea to remove what clothes we had on just to get a bit more pleasure. It was mostly worth it though. Kino grabbed his jacket from the seat and wrapped it around me. “Here, you need this more than i do.”
I pulled my hands through the sleeves and adjusted the form fitting jacket around my breasts.  His eyes trailed across my torso and he grabbed my face, pulling me in for another kiss. His fingers on either side of my face had me feeling so comforted as our lips mated into a slow rhythm.
Beauty I've always missed With these eyes before Just what the truth is I can't say any more
Our foreheads pressed together as we separated for the last time. “I want you in bed with me.” i whispered.
He nodded and pushed me off him gently so he could pull up his pants and put his shirt on. With his cock no longer inside me i could feel his cum start to drip down my thighs. I tried to hold it in as best as i could, wanting to keep it there but it was no use. “I’ll give you more later, I promise.” He kissed the back of my hand before opening the door and sliding out. The rain drenched him instantly but he held his hand out for me to grab. I zipped his jacket up and took his hand cursing as the drops felt like icicles impaling me. I grabbed my purse and my phone, locking my car before we ran out into the night. The short run to my dorm made us look like we had gone through a hurricane. Kino was visibly shaking at this point and I rushed to try and get my key to swipe through the door lock. I finally managed to get us in and we shuffled to the elevator, leaving splatters of water across the tile. I looked over at him and felt so bad. His hair was dripping on his face and his body looked so small with his shirt clinging to him like that. I pulled him close to me which he accepted even though I’m sure the leather jacket wasn’t doing much to help.
I couldn’t help but laugh a little as we got to my floor. “We look like Jack and Rose.”
“Y-yeah. Just throw me o-off the door then.” He said through his chattering teeth. I pulled him along to my room and opened the door immediately turning up the heat. I helped him pull his clothes off and grabbed my towel to dry him off first. I pushed his hair back and guided him to the bed giving him a quick kiss before he slipped in.
“Get under the covers, baby.”
I didn’t have to tell him twice. He pulled every blanket i had over him slowly easing his shivering down. I pulled off the rest of my clothes and dried off, tying my hair up before shutting off the light and retreating to the bed. Kino unwrapped himself from the blanket burrito and beckoned me to join him. I eased in and laid down. He pulled himself on top of me, settling between my legs and enveloping us in the building warmth. I kissed his forehead and pushed his hair back, whispering sweet nothings in his ear.
“Stay with me Hyunggu…”
He nodded against my shoulder, eyes falling closed as his hips rolled against my center. “Always…”
Cause I love you Yes I love you Oh how I love you Oh how I love you
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parchmints · 6 years
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JuLance Day 17 - Hero
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day 17/31 - Hero
Set two months into the space road trip
(Gosh this one is REALLY late. Sorry about that. I’m coming down from a super busy week so I was just exhausted and this one was like pulling teeth to write. It’s also un-beta’d so I hope it’s not awful lmao)
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Day 17: Hero
Whenever he can, Lance likes to visit Shiro. It’s been two months since Allura recovered his well, soul, from the Black Lion and he’s still not fully healed after being so thoroughly put through the wringer.
And Lance is still swimming with guilt over it. Keith tried to convince him it wasn’t his fault at the very beginning of it all, but Lance never could believe him. The fact that Shiro tried and reached out to Lance when they were on Olkarion haunted him and hasn’t stopped haunting him since. So much pain and suffering on everyone’s part could have been avoided if Lance had just paid a bit more attention.
But he didn’t and that’s just something he’s going to have to live with.
He tries to atone in little ways--he brings Shiro juice pouches when he gets one for himself, he helps put up his tent when they camp on wayward asteroids, and he visits him as he’s resting. Shiro’s been able to move up and about much more recently, but Lance can still see how frustrated he is by his own limitations. The body he’s in isn’t really his own and it’s injured besides, so it’s not what he’s used to.
When Lance visits he always keeps it light--he tells Shiro some stories of home, of his family, and of the Garrison. Shiro’s favorite stories are the ones about how much trouble he always gave Iverson, so Lance tells those the most, eager to hear Shiro’s laughter.
It’s one night after training with Keith that Lance makes such a visit. He comes into Shiro’s tent (a gift from Prince Elmuk) with juice packs in hand. Shiro is laying in his cot, staring at the ceiling when he notices Lance and props himself on his elbow to greet him.
“Hey,” Shiro starts with a friendly smile. “You just get back from training?”
Lance smiles back and hands Shiro a juice pack after he sits up, “Yeah, I’m exhausted.”
“You and Keith keeping it civil?”
“Hey, I’m very civil. Any and all incivility is all on Keith.”
Shiro chuckles at this. “Yeah, you’re never giving Keith a hard time.”
“Ha ha,” Lance says sarcastically as he sits on a crate across from Shiro. “But no, it’s actually been pretty good. I think I’m starting to get the hang of it.”
“That’s great, Lance. I knew you would. You’re a fast learner,” Shiro says with a sincere smile.
Lance’s heart feels light at the praise, but he also feels a natural resistance to it. He’s not a fast learner. If he was, there’s so much he’d be really skilled in and so much he could have prevented.
But denying the compliment isn’t very polite so he smiles and says “Thanks.”
Shiro gives Lance another sincere smile before taking a sip from his juice pack and Lance does the same, letting the tension in his tired body go as they have a moment of peace.
This peace is broken, however, when Shiro asks a sudden question.
“So you and Keith seem to be getting closer?”
The question makes Lance choke on his juice and squeeze the pack so hard that the contents come spraying out like a geyser and get all over Shiro’s hair and clothes.  
“Ah, Lance!” Shiro says as he wipes some juice from his cheek, clearly annoyed.
Panicking, Lance jumps up and feverishly looks around for a towel or anything he can find to pick up the mess. He has a stroke of luck when he sees a towel flowing over one of the nearby crates and he scrambles to grab it.
Way to go, Lance! Just do whatever you can to make your hero fed up with you! That’s just great! He thinks, bringing the towel back to Shiro.
Lance immediately puts a knee on the cot and brings the towel to Shiro’s head, then tousles it, “Sorry, Shiro! I’m really sorry!”
“Lance--”
Lance moves on to wipe away some of the juice away from his shirt.
“I didn’t mean to do that. I’m sorry you just surprised me. I--”
“Lance, Listen--”
“Should be more careful, but I’ve been really clumsy lately--”
“Hey--”
“I’m sorry. I know you have so much on your mind right now and this is the last thing you need--”
“Lance!” Shiro says, voice commanding and it makes Lance stop in his tracks to gape at him.
God, you really stepped in it this time, he thinks.
“I’m sorry,” Lance repeats, slumping down to sit on the cot.
Shiro stares at Lance for a good, long second, his eyebrows knit in confusion. “It’s fine. It’s really not a big deal, but Lance, are you okay?”
“I--yeah, I just--I’m--” Lance stutters and something snaps within him. Nonsensically, his eyes begin to water as he looks at his lap. “I’m so sorry, Shiro. I’m really, really sorry.”
He hears his voice crack on the word and his face heats in embarrassment and mortification. The absolute last thing Lance would ever want to do is cry--for seemingly no reason--in front of Takashi Shirogane.
“What are you sorry for?” Shiro asks and Lance can tell he knows it’s not about the juice.
Lance feels a fat tear roll down his cheek and he just knows he’s going to divulge all, that he finally has to say what he’s been meaning to for two months.  
“I don’t know if you remember, but when we were on Olkarion last, we were all in the astral plane together, but you weren’t there at first, but then you were, and you called out to me. Just me. You tried to tell me you were the astral plane, Shiro and when I asked you--well not you, but the other guy, he just said he didn’t remember. And I always felt weird about it, I always knew something wasn’t quite right about the whole thing, but I didn’t do anything. I...you were in the astral plane for so long and I could have helped you, but I didn’t and I’m so, so sorry.”
The words tumble out Lance like a mudslide, unrestrained and constant, and more hot tears are sliding down his cheeks as he continues to speak. He keeps his head down, too afraid to see what kind of face Shiro is wearing--is he upset? Angry? Disappointed? Lance doesn’t want to know, but he had to apologize to him. He’s wanted to for the better part of two months, but now that it’s here, he realizes it’s possible that he might lose Shiro forever. This could be the final straw that makes Shiro never even want to look at Lance again.
“Lance. Lance, look at me,” Shiro starts and Lance is startled to find that it sounds almost gentle. He slowly lifts his head to meet Shiro’s eyes and when Lance sees his face, it’s not contorted with anger, but soft with concern. “Have you just been sitting with this for two months?”
“I--I dunno. I guess...I--yeah, since Keith told us what happened.”
Shiro’s eyebrows raise to his hairline before they slope into sympathetic arcs.
“Look, I need you to listen to me, okay? Everything that happened to me was not your fault and I’ve never once thought it was.”
“But--”
“No ‘but’s. I do remember that moment on Olkarion, Lance. I remember because I fought tooth and nail just to reach out to someone for those few seconds. It was like trying to call out to someone through a wall of wet cement, but I got through to someone. I got through to you.”
“But why does it matter? I didn’t do anything.”
“But you did. You heard me and that was like a miracle. You have no idea how much it meant to me that I got through to you. Sure, I wasn’t able to relay my entire message to you, but it gave me hope. Because of you, I knew it was possible to reach the other side. I knew that I had a fighting chance because you were listening.”
Lance shakes his head, his head a jumbled mess after learning all this new information and he still looks for a way to blame himself.
“But Keith was the one who reached you. Keith--”
“Keith was only able to get through to me because he was in the Black Lion. Keith and the Black Lion’s quintessence were intertwined which meant Keith and I’s quintessence were intertwined. We had a direct link, so it’s not fair to compare yourself. I reached out to everyone that day, Lance and you were the only one who heard me. That wasn’t small. That was a testament to how in tune you are with the team. That’s why when Keith told me he wanted you to be his second, I told him it was a great idea.”
Lance stares at Shiro dumbstruck, still barely able to process Shiro’s confession, and wipes away at his eyes. “You-you did?”
“Absolutely. Keith told me about what happened when I first disappeared and I have some vague memories left over from this body, and--from what I can tell--you really stepped up. You’re always thinking of what’s best for the team and that’s gonna make you a great leader. I’m really proud of you,” Shiro says, placing his hand on Lance’s shoulder and giving him a soft smile.
“You are?”
“Of course I am. You’re a hero, Lance.”
And that’s too much for Lance. He starts crying again and he covers his eyes with the length of his palm when he feels a strong arm cross behind his back and crush him into a hug.
“Sorry I didn’t tell you sooner,” Shiro says kindly.
Lance, face wet with tears, smiles and returns the hug.
“Thanks for telling me now.”
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1800-seungshine · 6 years
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i’m serious.
member: ong seongwoo genre(s): fluff, romance, college!au   summary: there are numerous perks of being his teasing, mischievous self but one disadvantage? he can’t seriously say how he truly likes you. (bullet point format) word count: 1.9k
note: ok so this is not a requested scenario but rather something my mind has been bothering me about for a long time and i need to dump it somewhere or else i can’t do anything else lmao. lowkey inspired by one of my favourite songs (click here) bc day6 songs are life and need more love and attention < 3 
p.s. i’m sorry if i haven’t posted a scenario recently, i got sick and while laying in bed watching wanna one videos is fun, not writing bc of a constant headache that made me take so many naps (which i don’t really regret ehehe) made me sad :’(( 
ong seongwoo
first thing people think of is his good looks 
i mean just take a look at his face
one smile and congratulations! you just turned into a puddle
but y’all srsly do you even know how good looking he is like oh my god 
the next thing people remember is his lit ass humour 
he’s the funniest guy you’ve ever seen 
besides, his humour was why you both got closer 
you weren’t necessarily the most social person in the world 
but he was 
and it was that one class that you shared together where everyone knows who he is
yet somehow he takes the seat right next to you 
“the other seats weren’t appealing enough. someone with looks as good as mine needs a chair that represents his shining visuals.”
ok first of all,,, 
what a c0cky hoe
usually guys who say such pretentious things would have met your fist but there was something different about him
and achievement unlocked! ong seongwoo made you laugh 
might not be a big deal to other people but your laugh indicated a lot more to him 
bc if he can make you laugh in one go you’re instantly his friend
hence the beginning of your blooming friendship 
eventually you ended up looking forward to that class bc seongwoo was there 
even if he did distract you all the time by pulling weird ass faces
and whispering jokes to make you laugh 
but that was the joy of befriending a guy like him 
really, it wasn’t that hard for you to get along with seongwoo
so what was simple class interactions became lunch hangouts to study sessions and everything in between 
you two matched each other really well 
you always laugh at his jokes
he drags you to his adventures 
you have a sense of humour that blended with his 
he has the funniest memes to combat your savage remarks 
you would always help him when it came to anything 
and he knows how to instantly cheer you up 
your best friend has to grab ice cream before she can hear you rant
yet when it came to seongwoo all it took was one mobile phone and fingers rapidly typing in allcaps to emphasise the anger in your body
and you’d feel a million times better bc he had the funniest replies that makes you happier than eating your favourite flavour of ice cream
so is ong snatching the best friend title??
yeah probably 
and while you two may consider yourselves as close friends
it doesn’t seem to be that way to the eyes of others  
the amount of times you and seongwoo have been assumed as a couple became so endless to the point where you two gave up on counting
and seongwoo being the prick he is eventually played along to people’s assumptions by wrapping an arm around your shoulder, “come on babe, i don’t want you falling for other guys.” he’d teasingly say, sending a cheeky wink before he’d drag you elsewhere
he does it anywhere, no matter who you two were with, just to tease you
you: you’re such a little prick, ong - i’m gonna end up jumped on by your admirers >:(
seongwoo: whoops my bad  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
you: smh you’re deleted bye. i hate you so much-
seongwoo: love you too y/n ;) 
the closeness of your friendship was so tight that it was ultimately questioned by everyone else 
and kang daniel were one of the few who had enough of simply pondering and presuming so he bluntly asked you when he invited you to sit with him for lunch one day
“y/n....are you dating seongwoo hyung?” 
you were about to spit the water you were drinking at him bc of the sudden topic but you hurriedly gulped the water down, lightly choking along the way 
“is this a new approach on conversation starters?” you asked after having a coughing fit, “because i’m rating it a zero.” 
“no, i’m genuinely asking; nearly everyone on campus think that you two have something going on and i can see why they think that way.” daniel pointed out. 
you let out a seemingly forced chuckle as your eyes land on seongwoo who stood across the vicinity, surrounded by swarms of girls 
seeing the sight of seongwoo smiling and laughing with other girls, you pushed the giddy feelings aside by instantly shooting it down with your denial before you discreetly point at him 
“turn around,” you told daniel who obediently followed your instruction to observe his best friend for a minute before his attention returned to you
“see? ong treats me like that too, there’s nothing special - we’re just friends.” 
you took your gaze away from seongwoo to get rid of the sudden heaviness in your heart and met with daniel’s confused expression as he scratched his head.
“really...? but it doesn’t seem that way to me though.... i’ve known seongwoo for a long time and the way he treats you is different. for me at least.”
“daniel, what are you talking about?” 
“ah, forget it.” daniel remarked as he ruffled his hair, mumbling a little to himself before digging into his food, “hopefully you figure it out.” 
time skip bloop bloop
“hey, seongwoo!” 
a voice calls out to him and quickly he spins around, hoping that you’d be there
even if he already knew from the start that the voice didn’t resemble yours, disappointment still washes over him as he realises that it wasn’t you
but rather it was your best friend approaching him 
“y/n doesn’t feel well so she can’t come to today’s lecture but can you please take notes for her?” 
(ngl i got inspired by my flu and overall inability to properly breathe) 
the neutral expression on his face is visibly replaced with worry, “is she okay? what happened?” 
“she just needs to rest - i have to go now, my class is starting soon.” 
“wait!”  “the passcode’s 0000. bye seongwoo!” 
seongwoo furrows his brows together in confusion, “how did she know i was going to ask that...?” 
meanwhile you were casually dying on the sofa with multiple blankets wrapped around you
your best friend was the one who got you in the living room in the first place as you couldn’t get up in the morning
and before she could leave for her classes, she forced you to eat and made sure that you drink medicine 
(#bffgoals)
now you’re just cuddling a tissue box as you try to watch television
but there’s a sudden knock on the door and you hear the door opening 
believing your best friend came back, you rise from your resting position, “oh why are you back so earl-” you abruptly end your sentence as you see who came entered in
“seongwoo...?”
“you look like a sad burrito.”
“i’m going to take that as a compliment,” you say with a sniffle, “what are you doing here?” 
he simply lifts up the plastic bags he’s been holding, “i’m here to take care of you, what else?”
“don’t you have other classes to attend?” 
seongwoo places the bags on the table, gently pushing you back down on the sofa as he kneels beside you
“first class was our lecture so i took notes and left as soon as it finished,” you watch him speak as his hand reaches out to touch your forehead, letting it sit there for a few seconds, “you have a slight fever...”
you remain silent as you observe his face at a closer glance; your gaze travelling from his eyes, his nose, the constellation moles adorning his face and down to his lips before you find yourself looking back at those dark brown eyes staring right at you
and suddenly you’re unable to breathe even more than your current condition was letting you.
bc in that moment, you finally accepted how much you liked seongwoo 
that it wasn’t even out of friendship anymore 
and knowing that you got caught, you begin to hide under the covers from embarrassment as you try to calm your palpitating heart
“oh my god, ong get out.” 
“but i just came??” 
“i’m just sick, this is nothing - i’m fine. my heart’s fine.” you ignore the fact that seongwoo’s presence still remains in the room as you talk to yourself under the blankets 
until he pulls it away from you and your eyes immediately land on the person you last wanted to see that day 
“what? are you okay, y/n?” 
you grab the blankets once again and hide yourself from him, “no i’m not okay. i practically look and sound dead, don’t do this to me”
“do what? we’re both dead inside- come on, just look at me and tell me what’s wrong.” 
“no thank you. i already caught the flu, i don’t need a broken heart.” 
“and what makes you think that way?”
words fail to escape your mouth as you’re unable to reply and you both fall into complete silence 
seongwoo takes this opportunity to hold onto the blankets and gently pull it away from you, “what makes you think you’ll have a broken heart?” he questions
although you’ve seen his serious side a number of times, it still sends chills down your spine 
because you know that this time he isn’t kidding 
you finally sit up curling into a ball, “because i’m just a friend - nothing more, nothing less.” 
you feel him sitting down beside you and you avoid his stare as much as possible by looking at the television that became a mere background music since seongwoo’s arrival 
his soft chuckle rings sweetly into your ear, “what’s so funny? did you just think of a weird joke in your head again?” you casually ask, pretending like nothing happened a few minutes ago.
“it’s funny because i don’t treat friends with coffee every morning. 
i don’t spend money to go cinemas just to watch a movie with friends, especially when there’s just two of us 
i also don’t think i’d spend fifty bucks in an arcade to cheer up a friend
nor do i send my friends pick up lines to brighten their day 
and of course, i don’t ditch daniel for friends. 
so if i ditch daniel for you then you’re very special to me - a lot more special than daniel himself and that’s a lot for me to say because that guy is like my brotp,, my soulmate even.” 
after his words sink into your head, you realise that everything seongwoo has listed 
he’s done them for you 
“so how many times have you ditched daniel?” you ask as you turn your head to him, instantly caught in his stare as you realise that he had been staring at you this entire time.
“never.” he starts off, “but for you? countless of times.” 
you feel your cheeks heat up and you were sure that it wasn’t your fever acting up, “i hate you, ong. do you know that?” you tell him. 
you hated him because of what he was doing to you.
you hated him because of what you were feeling towards him 
you hated him because you were falling for him
and you hated him because of the next words he says 
“i love you too, y/n.” he simply says as his lips curve upwards into a heartwarming smile as his gaze never leave you 
“and this time, i’m serious.” 
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@burnhamofvulcan replied to this post (that i’m too lazy to find and link)
AGH tumblr fucking ate my essay long reply to this bUT. while i do think that trek shows after tos did some good social commentary, i also think it's pretty... silly honestly to assume much about the show from the first four episodes (tng anyone?).
but yes lorca is set up as a good villain. he really really reminds me of commodore decker from tos (though less moral). sunday’s episode had a lot of parallels with the doomsday machine, imo. yeah, like i’m not sure if people were just expecting a show that could have existed in 1990, but with better graphics? tv is a different medium now. i’m someone who is pretty squeamish when it comes to gore and horror and.. that was not bad.
(im on mobile so i can’t reply in essay format the way I’d like but) the (constantly shifting) standard of acceptability/perfection is... unproductive. There’s a line to walk — we need to be critical of media, but puritanical ideals are almost irrelevant? so this is to say like there need to be these discussions & writers & directors & producers need to be told to create more diverse stories, but it seems like the shows that really get pushback aren’t the ones with all white/str8/cis/abled casts
i think there needs to be a balance with criticism if that makes sense
(i hope i put all these in the right order lol)
first of all: WAIT YOU’RE TELLING ME TNG GETS BETTER?? holy shit i quit after the first four episodes oh lord :DDDD perfect example right here i guess (even though i barely bitched about it) and yeah, judging from what is only the first look isn’t too cool, and dsc is groundbreaking in many ways, so just because you don’t like some little bits of it you should maybe consider supporting it for those reasons (most notably a diverse cast, and funnily enough the two prominent white men (excluding saru here for obvious reasons) are kind of villainized, especially lorca, but stamnets isn’t making too nice of an impression either, which is pretty revolutionary (oh, and that admiral from the europa was an asshat too).
exactly! honestly, i think if dsc had been more like tos, there would have been little to no views. because when we watch tos now, we enjoy it for the social commentary, for the triumvirate and the family feels, but we smile about it fondly for its slow pace, its nostalgic feeling, its odd effects, its odd dialogue (iambic pentameter-speaking shatner anyone?), its completely ridiculously wacky science that was often more like “let’s add some multi-syllabic words here that have something to do with atoms or with radiation, it’ll sound cool”, its glitter and its general wackiness - but that wouldn’t survive nowadays. i wouldn’t want to watch a show like that if it were made now, because it’ll feel childish and stupid. and the only way they could’ve gotten closer to tos would’ve been by infantilizing and diminishing trek, by making it cutesy and not taking it serious.  do they still have a ways to go especially with the social commentary? yes. should there be less war and more peaceful space exploration? maybe. we are seeing a time where there is, canonically, a war - that time still exists a little in tos, and that war was certainly as big as it’s portrayed in the time of dsc. 
and yeah! it did kind of resemble the doomsday machine. and we smile on the tos eps, but dsc did something similar only using our current way of displaying events in media, and suddenly it’s bad? 
okay, that’s interesting. because i’m very, very not squeamish (luckily for my career, lmao), but then i was correct, it wasn’t that bad. so ... what is everyone getting so upset about?
“we need to be critical of media, but puritanical ideals are almost irrelevant”. YES! THIS! because there are no really puritanical ideals, because what is perfect to one person (ie a display of a mental illness) is imperfect to the other, because the way people perceive their situations differ. we do need diverse stories, definitely, but the second a story tries to be diverse, it gets shot down. the klingons are too weird. the bridge is too grey. the uniforms are wrong. i, a single person of this group, know that there is no way a person of my group would ever, ever have their hair like that and therefore it’s bad. the actor is wrong because they might be (group), but they’re not (something super specific). and meanwhile s//pernatural goes in the millionth season with an all-white, all-male, all-cis and all-abled cast and story creators hear that that’s what people want, because everything else is just never good enough. so yeah, people should criticize and should point out flaws, but they should also point out the good in the media that has been created to include them or other underrepresented groups. because we didn’t make progress by hearing nobody wants a black woman at the helm of a starship - we made progress by being told that that a woc being there made a huge impact on people, that her character was loved and appreciated, and that’s why we have a major sci-fi franchise with a woc lead now even though there were huge setbacks between tos and dsc. but that only means that we need to support dsc even more!
“but it’s not like trek!” maybe not, but we’re getting a metric shit ton of representation. (also, when has trek ever even adhered to its own rules, much less the rules the fanbase made for it? (other than the super rule of “more!!” ofc) )
so. yeah. thank you for your essay and have another essay in return and also i’m VERY EXCITED for monday’s episode!!
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