Starting a week fast no drink no food uhmmm idk y I just gained like 7 lbs so yk ….ye I’ll be checking innn x

sorry i’ve not been active!!

a few updates:

currently weighing in at a solid…. 152lbs! which i’m super surprised at btw cause i’ve been forced to eat semi okay recently so progress?!??

im gonna continue to post regularly now and hopefully shed some more weight cause i’m still a fat fuck

fuck the period binges

i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

I am so desperately in love with a boy and I will be absolutely perfect for him, but he will never look at me not like that. Not in the way I want him to look at me he looks at me and he sees a friend, a sister, not someone who wants to be in a relationship with why because I’m not skinny, I mean he’s not skinny but I’m a girl, I mean, I know not everything is appearances, but if I was skinny he would be at my feet. He wants a girl like me but not me do you know why because I’m not skinny I know his type he like thin, skinny girls and I weigh a ton. I am a fat ass motherfucker I fucking hate  myself I hate it or I want to do is be skinny, but even when I starve, I still am fat, so someone please tell me what I’m doing wrong 

I just fucking binged after I stopped that for almost a year. I feel so disappointed but I’m planning on starving until homecoming. I Alr lost 17-20 pounds and I love seeing the number drop. Plus who wants to look fat in a dress?

Does anyone have any long f@$ting tips?

crying like an idiot over food istg i can’t anymore with this life

Am I slipping into a depressive episode or did I accidentally eat gluten - a memoir.

haven’t eaten in 2 days 🤗 boycotting food makes me >

"W następne wakacje juz nie bedziesz czuć tego wstretnego uczucia ocierania sie ud w gorące dni, bedziesz wyglądac najlepiej z wszystkich twoich znajomych o ile nie bedziesz żarła jak jakaś obrzydliwa świnia, czy to takie trudne?"

I've eaten so much the past couple of days. I really don't want to weigh myself, but it will give me the motivation I need to get back into restricting/fasting. Here's to hoping I lose all this weight I've gained back quickly.

I hate food

Just let me be skin*y

Pretending to look at the food on menus when ur really looking at the calories <<

54/8kg - fml Im disgusting.

fuck calories.