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selfhealingmoments · 2 years

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wlwdaydreamms · 2 years

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people say you'll feel lost during your early twenties but i dont think thats the case for me. ive been lost for what feels like forever. all the paths that ive chosen seem uncertain. im still trying my best to survive, trying my best to stay afloat. ive been dragging myself to the finish line.

but where is the line?

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zorlok-if · 2 years

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Anyone have ideas for fun "filler episodes" they'd be interested in? Thinking about them for the future and to cheer myself up lol 😅

Ideas so far:

Beach Day (thanks raptorofwar)

Ski Trip

Game Night

Camping Trip

Amateur Theater Production

Museum Trip

Carnival (not haunted)

Sports Team

Aquarium

Group Volunteering

Horses

Game Show Episode

Cooking Contest

Fashion Show

Summer Camp

#i have too much work to do #feeling drained #but these ideas are making me smile

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fictionalwomenlover · 8 months

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#sudden sadness #ı want a hug #my posts #mental health #anxitey #a bit depression?#feeling drained

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majikstan · 6 months

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Will I ever get the happy life, I deserve.

Will I ever find someone that would love me.

Will I really find and connect to any real friends / Mates.

Or will I be left alone forever alone?

No one wants me!

And I'm not good enough for most Australians, so where would I find anyone that would appreciate having me or appreciate knowing me. I have no one.

I wish I was not single. I lost my last girlfriend over 10 years ago.

Am I a loser, really?

I hate my life!

#depression #loneliness #single with no one #Feeling drained #Feeling unwanted

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asphodelpoetry · 8 months

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stagnant:

on fixed point of time played before my eyes,

settled in the chair, my bones the support

time flows past my fingers and i grasp, desperate

the idea of living is foreign—

wash of rained chalk against my mind

i sit still, a stone to be weathered by eternity

#algaelove #ughhhhh #feeling drained #and grey #poetry #poets corner #poetblr #poetscommunity #my poetry #poets on tumblr #original poem #poems and poetry #crazy to think last night i felt like my body was filled with bugs #little worms #just doing their thang #queer poets on tumblr #this one is meh #kinda did it in a blur #its cool though

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lena1980love · 1 year

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there is a house inside of me.

it was designed and built by pain

and i am looking for ways to demolish it.

it is neither safe to live in nor valuable to me. it only harbours old feelings that i'm ready to let go of.

this house was never meant to exist for as long as it did.

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cameoutstruggling93 · 2 years

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I wish I could stay in my ice box room and watch movies/tv all day in bed instead of having to go to work and more social events tonight 😮‍💨

#feeling drained

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selfhealingmoments · 2 years

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psychomutantkerrigan · 2 years

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Tired AF!! 😴

#i need a nap #give me your chest to lay on #sleepy #feeling drained #personal #i'm tired

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lollipopdolly · 1 year

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#feeling drained

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plutoisaplanet0 · 1 year

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i feel so drained

like a towel that once was wet but it has been squeezed so much that it’s completely dry again

incapable of crying, feeling empty like there is a big hole in my chest and in my stomach and in my head and in my eyes

#help help help #feeling drained #there is nothing left inside of me

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reedact3d · 1 year

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every passing day that I can’t create for a living lowers my life expectancy.

#Personal #feeling drained

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frowzyfeathers · 9 months

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Dude

I just want comfy snuggles

Why can't I just have comfy snuggles with someone?

Like, fuck my boyfriend for being so horny all the fucking time to where we can barely talk to each other without wanting to fuck one another.

All any guy seems to want to do is get in my pants, and it's fucking annoying.

I like loose-fitting stuff for a reason. I really don't like my body, but there's nothing I feel that I need to change. I just don't like having others judge me as a sex object more than as a person, if that makes sense.

Idk. Love, sex, and all that stuff confuses me, and I really want a snuggle buddy but I'm way too scared to even say hi to anybody atm-

#rant post #really fucking tired #i just want a hug from someone honestly #my eye hurts too and idk why #feeling drained

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majikstan · 7 months

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Beginning of my 5th week of no work, feel like a washed out 3D Game developer.

Week 5, and still no resolve and n work, no new employer and feeling like a washed out hopeless game developer.

Its interesting too in reading up the latest Unity scandal for the last week, and glad I have moved from Unity over a year ago, although still have a version of the engine installed , just for Asset conversions mostly, never to produce or develop any demos from though, especially given what Unity have been doing the past 14 days. So many developers are now leaving that development engine, because of those proposed changes. Though they have claimed to have corrected this recently due to the bail out, but can you still trust them.

But that's beside the point, and comparing that UE5 really has the best visuals and better support.

But back on the subject, how am I really feeling? Is this really a question or a statement. Like I said I feel like one of those washed out people feeling lost. I wake up these days and don't feel I want to get up from bed, though to wake up back into this nightmare, sometimes I wish I could just escape it all, escape this nightmare and get away from all of this strain.

To be somewhere where I would not need to stress, not have to worry, To be appreciated, to be respected for being me, to be wanted, to feel more like I have more of a purpose, in this life, and not be constantly having my wrists and mind clamped down, away from freedom and have the free will of being creative. It just feels like more and more that ability to be creative, to be free, to think freely is being clamped down.

I know there is and realize that I still have also allot to do to update more of my online portfolios, but the energy and to push myself, I have not that energy and feel like my mind or this rotten cycle of depression is letting me down, I have less energy and less of a drive to much, I feel burned and finding no easy fast way to get my self back on track. I even as I write this, though I really should be in bed at this time, but I don't even want to sleep. I don't want to be alone, but to to go to bed to shut the computers off to close communications to the outside world and sleep in the dark bedroom at the back of my rented unit, with no one. This is the time I wish I had a Girlfriend with me or at least near by, but again no one here in Australia wants me, but those far way overseas.

Many thoughts have been going through my head lately in the last few weeks, thoughts on what future do I have or could I have given certain options. One being the potential move back to home down in Melbourne Victoria to stay with my sister for abit, as she said to start again. but I would feel like I failed on the last 23 years pf being up here. Another is the potential future relocation the big move to overseas, such as the Philippines, with many things that could be more ideal considering that the cost of many things, like a real owned house, could be more affordable, and possible. again another big chance. And I already know of women over there that if any of them could get to meet me, would inf act marry me to be there husband. And no one in Australia ever wants to know me other than family?

And my family don't even support that option, even though at one time until recent they were in agreement, but that now has changed, so I am now all alone again. And its all too quiet here, other than at the moment I have birds outside awake and its still dark, outside, I know dawn is soon though in about possibly 40 minutes away, so should be in bed. I just want to calm down!

And I need a job again and need a future, and need to believe in myself, more.

The one thing I don't need is this rotten depression, and the anxiety!

#depression #joblessness #loneliness #feeling helpless #3d modeler #Needing work #Accepting Remote Work #Feeling Washed-Out #Feeling Drained

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bigfatbreak · 15 days

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