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Hoy es un día importante pero se me hace difícil percibirlo porque para mí todos los días son una mierda.
#sentimientos#emociones#miedo#frases#ansiedad#soledad#feelings#anxiety#fear#phrases#lonelinnes#solitude#emotions#my toughts
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This month has been quite a journey.
My oldest aunt got covid and my oldest uncle got pneumonia, both had to be in the hospital, and we had to be there (obv). Also, my mom got into a fight with another one of my aunts because this aunt is a fucking bitch.
I have even more things to say, like one of my best friends getting the results of the doctor, it looks like she has a tumor that won't let her have kids, and she really wanted to, so :( (I have MORE to tell, but I don't even want to, tired of just thinking about it)
This is my 4 week without taking pills for my anxiety, because I want to try to fight it in another way, and it's not going bad at all. I have my moments because things are not easy right now and because I also have been feeling terrible the last few years... But I'm trying and for now I'm on my 4-week, so I should be happy I guess... Still, I don't know, I wish everything could be easier or a little bit faster.
Don't even know if I am making sense, I'm just dumping random thoughts, probably. I just want to not think about anything, I want to be 5 years old again, watching Disney Channel and playing with my barbies or playing Pokémon on my Nintendo... I'm so tired.
#personal#me#mine#dear diary#toughts#tw: depression#tw: depressive thoughts#tw: anxiety#anxiety#depression#sad#tired
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Watching the progress bar while listening to music is too intense for me. Like, what if the progress bar finishes too quickly, and the music doesn’t get to finish? What if it stops just short and I don’t get a satisfying ending? How am I supposed to live with that?
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Could you do Johnny, Kitana, Kung Lao, Syzoth, and/or Smoke w/ a reader who has a Katya Zamolodchikova type personality/sense of humour? I'm talking pure chaos, but with a loving and caring vulnerable side. :)
──★ ˙ ̟ Johnny Cage, Kitana, Kung Lao, Syzoth and Smoke x GN!reader with a Katya personality
Note: I watched so much rupauls drag race just for this request because i was so scared of getting something wrong oh god i really hope you like it also @rueschronic you saved me i love you bitch
「 ✦ Kung Lao ✦ 」
* SHIT TALKING DUO
* you and Kung Lao are competitive and like to show off both of you can walk into any place and all eyes are on yall
* Both of you lift each other up as much as you can because you and Kung lao both know what it feels like to put on a character/facade or joke around people even when your hurting on the inside or try to hide it to appear fine
* When you called him queen he wore that like a badge of honour
* He picks up your vocabulary extremely fast and manages to confuse everyone around him
「 ✦ Johnny cage ✦ 」
* THE duo not a duo it’s THE duo
* I feel like Johnny has wanted to try out more ,,feminine” things but due to holywood and it being looked down upon he hasn’t yet until you gave him reality check and remined him that no one cares (bitch)
* Like Kung lao you and Johnny have that one thing in common: a character. Both of you act a certain way and have built a character to show off to people. People know ,,Johnny Cage” but do they know John Carlton. As more time passes you and Johnny start working on tearing those walls down and showing your true honest selves of course without loosing those confident attitudes
* Clubbing, going out, after party’s all the time most weekends will be endend with you and Johnny at his house not knowing how you got back home but not really needing to know because you’ll be too busy cuddling one another
* Has definitely asked you to be stunt performer because he knows that you can strut your shit like a its a performance
「 ✦ Kitana ✦ 」
* You captured Kitanas attention right away
* Kitana enjoys her status and work as a princess of Outworld but it does become dull at points. The people being careful around her, underestimating her and treating her almost like a porcelain doll
* Not you tho you treat Kitana like a normal person, tell her things honestly and aren’t afraid of what she can do
* Kitana is very observant she sees that you hide behind jokes and when she finally confront you about you let eveything out. All the toughts of self doubt, anxiety are washed away with promises from her to protect you and keep you safe for as long as she is alive
* A lot of time with Kitana and you is spent sparring or you telling her about Earthrealm, languages and culture (Kitana is prob a history nerd sue me)
「 ✦ Syzoth ✦ 」
* He was enamoured by you at first sight
* Because of his zetteran liniage Syzoth understands your struggles. Wanting to be yourself but the world rejecting it deeming it ,,too much” or even distasteful. He assures you to the best of his abilities that he’ll never leave you and will stay by your side no matter what
* ,,mother? But im a man” ,,slay ? Slay what ?” Her a little confused when it come to slang but slowly starts to understand it
* If you do drag or are interested in drag TELL IT ALL TO THIS MAN. Syzoth absolutely loves learning about earthrealm its cultures and norms and how people express themselves
* You insulted him once in a joking way and he didn’t understand that you were joking and it ended up in a hugs and kisses session for like 30 min and a long as hell explanation
「 ✦ Smoke ✦ 」
* The walking definition of polar opposites
* Smoke is quiet ,reserved and introverted meanwhile your loud, not afraid to make a scene and get dirty and extroverted
* ,,Excuse me he asked for no pickles” you say as Smoke stands in the background like a wet puppy
* Smoke is the only person who knows about your anxiety’s he does his best to assure that you are loved for who you are
* If you do nails he’s constantly asking you to do his. Smoke just really enjoys having pretty nails that match with his beautiful partner
*. ੈ✩‧₊˚༺☆༻*ੈ✩‧₊˚
#mk1#mortal kombat#mortal kombat x reader#mortal kombat 1#mortal kombat 1 x reader#mortal kombat x gn reader#kung lao#johnny cage#mk 1 smoke#tomas vrbada#syzoth#reptile#kitana#kung lao x reader#johnny cage x reader#mk1 smoke x reader#smoke x reader#tomas vrbada x reader#tomas x reader#syzoth x reader#reptile x reader#kitana x raiden#mk headcanons#mortal kombat headcanons#i got addicted to watching katya and trixie because of this request#im gay but i dont watch rupauls drag race#:3
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i am obsessed with the fem! proxy series, do you think i could get more headcanonss:3
Sure! I will write something a little bit different this time~
Fem!Proxy Headcanons~Circus Freaks
Warnings: suicide mentions
As previously stated,there are some entities that have personal business with our main character and her boss,and obviously they are working under Zalgo
The Puppeteer made his presence known to both yourself and the other creeps,especially the ones who suffer from suicidal toughts-so basically to everyone when they first got into the mansion
Jason is still trying to find the perfect doll for his collection and because of his huge charisma he thinks he might have a chance to get yourself both as a trophy to his boss and as a pretty porcelain lover for himself
Candy Pop is by far the creepiest of them all.He tries to lure you away with his balloon trick and if it doesn't work he just stares at you as his face and body start to shift into something more monstrous.
Most of these dreams are either in what seems like an abandoned amusement park or what seems like a room tangled with golden string.
They are vivid and nerve wrecking,making you scream and toss in your sleep.The worst part is that your powers are not as strong as they are when awake,that's why you try your best to not show your growing anxiety to the undead monsters
#creepypasta headcanons#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta#y/n#headcanons#candy pop#jason the toymaker#the puppeteer#creepypasta female proxy
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ Stucky Masterlist ࿐ྂ
Panic Attack (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Little reader woke up alone in the bed and is having a panic attack
Can We Have a Puppy ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You are ready to do everything to have a puppy
Sick Baby (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You're not feeling well so your Daddies are taking care of you PART 1
Food Poisoning (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) they finally know what's wrong PART 2
Snowy Night (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) a lovely weekend with your daddies in a cute cabinet on a snowy periode
No Change! (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You make your daddies chase you because of one little thing
Cranky Little One + dark punishment (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You miss your stuffie ever since you lost him. So when you got to see him in your dream you were so happy. Unfortunaly for you, someone whoke you up and set a bad mood in you at the same time
Overwhelmed (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) meltdown after a busy day
Cranky Baby (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you woke up cranky and enjoy watching your Daddies dealing with it
Accident (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you cut yourself and has a hard time dealing with your mind
Anxious Babygirl (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your Daddies help going through an anxious and sad day
Anxiety Attacks (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) anxiety lives with you since a long time so it's not a surprise that you fall into a panic attack after meeting your parents for the first time since a long time.
She's Not Your Little! (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader + a stranger ) What can goes wrong when you're at the mall with your daddies telling them a funny story that happened at work ?
Pull Ups (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) a lovely morning with your Daddis
Late Night Care (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you fell asleep in the car and wake up in a comfy bad. What a great surprise!
Car Accident (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) a deer comes in between the car and the road
Tought Time Sleeping (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) What to do when you can't sleep ? You go to your daddies for snuggles and cuddles
Car Sick (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you are sick in the car and your Daddies reassure you that it's okay and take care of you
Nice Snowy Day (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) a playful day in the snow with Daddies and cuddles afterward!
Tired And Sad little one (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your are tired but won't sleep until you have your stuffie
Nice Day at Home (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You can decide what to do today
Fever (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) being sick and the only preoccupation of your daddies is *chef kiss*
Mean Friends (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your friend upset you by being mean toward you so you ran in your daddies arms for comfort
Period Time (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) bad periods ? Cramps ? You’re uncomfortable ? Don’t worry, your Daddies are here
Cozy Day (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) what do you need after a long day ? Daddies will get it for you little one
Intruders (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) someone broke in and woke you up. He better runs before your Daddies get to him
Concussion (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you were thirsty in the middle of the night but missed a step...
Over Heated (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you got a bit over heated after a day under the sun
Episode of Minor Heart Issue (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you're about to prepare you a good lunch when something from earlier is suddenly coming back. Fortunately for you, your Daddies heard you and are here to make sure you're fine, as always.
Thunderstorm (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) When you're scared, you can always count on your lovely Daddies
A Misunderstanding (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) what happen when they punish you and discover you didn't do anything ? Soft punishment but hard words
Maybe She's Sick ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you woke up not feeling good at all but you couldn't explain what was going one. Your Daddies quickly saw that something was off with you when you weren't yourself, a playful and happy little baby.
Too Much Coffee ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your Daddy is leaving for a mission and you try to find things to make him stay
You, And Only You (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You only want one Daddy to make things for you
We're Here Baby (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) When your day was long, you always have daddies waiting for you with open arms to do nothing but taking care of you
Relaxing Day (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Just a lovely day and night with your Daddies
I know It hurts, Baby (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you were scared to have your wisdom teeth removed and your daddies reassure you before and take care of you afterwards
Trouble Washing your Teeth (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your dadies help going over your sensory issue by finding way to make it more fun
The Rain Will Get You Sick, Sweetness (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you play in the rain and eventually get sick afterward
It's My Arm Now! (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) after a nightmare, you decide to steal your daddy's arm so it can protect you from the monster in your closet
IUD Replaced (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you have to get your IUD replaced and you're daddies are here with you the whole time
Running Errands (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) a lovely afternoon with your daddies in the store
Nice Night In (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your Daddies cooked you a delicious meal and prepared you a nice and warm bath
The Unpredictable Happened... (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your Daddies thought they were safe from your disease but their worst nightmare is making it's way slowly toward you
Self Conscious About your State of Mind ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You're feeling super self conscious about your little space and end up breaking all the rules your Daddies asked you to follow
Bad dream, Princess ? It's okay, Daddies are here (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your Papa hears you having a nightmare and goes to calm you down. You're soon join by your Daddy
Bad tantrum (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) after a hard day, you let everything leaving your body no matter how it goes away
Too Much Love To Sleep (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) your Daddies suddenly wake up from all the love they have for you
It's Too Dark to Sleep (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) After your nighty died, you told your Daddies you were a big girl and could sleep without one but the truth is shown a few days after
Hurt Ankle (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You hurt your ankle after stepping on a rock in the garden so your Daddies take care of you
A Perfect Sunday Morning (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) What is better than a morning with your Daddies where they're playful, where you cook breakfast together ?
A Bad Period (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) In your bad period of the month, your Daddies take care of you
A Normal Day With Your Daddies (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) What a normal day would look like ? (List)
A Spoiling Little One (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies are spoiling you today
A Bad, Bad Dream (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies are taking care of you after a bad nightmare
You faint but are not alone, Daddies are here (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You faint in front of them and woke up under two scared and worries face peering down at you
A Bad Night At The Restaurant (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you got food poisoning after a delicious night out with your Daddies
Bad Chronic Stomach Pain (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) what happen when your stomach hurts too much ? Your Daddies take care of you of course
You Missed Your Nap (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You fall asleep on the couch because you didn't had your nap
A Very Big Obsession (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Who said you were obsessed with Winnie the pooth ?
Bothering Hair (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Papa has a good idea to help you getting over what's bothering you ; cutting your hair
Rescue (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies are ready to fight to have you back
Bad Screams (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You're scared to become like your father, but Daddies prove you that they'll protect you from that
Come Back, Please (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies were really busy with work so you wanted to show them the beautiful draw you had done for them but they snapped and scared you away..
A Night of Illness (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You're sick and your Daddies take care of you
Don't Hurt Yourself to Take Away my Pain, Sweetie (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You took a cookie behind your Papa's back which hurt him.
Not Enough (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You didn't ate enough food and your Daddies came back home just in time
Beautiful Sunset With a Lovely Picnic (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies took you on a beautiful picnic in picnic season to watch the sunset
Be Nice With your Body, Sweetie (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you always crack your fingers which worries your Daddies a lot
A Perfect Afternoon in the Pool (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you have a playful afternoon in the pool with your Daddies
An Anxious Day (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You anxiously wait for your Daddies to come back home because all you need is them right now
New Friends (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you meet your Daddies's friends at the tower for the first time
First Day at School (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You're scared of your first day at school but your Daddies reassure you before and take care of you after your day
The Most Perfect Gift (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Nobody would tell you where your Daddy is for days so when he comes back, you don't let him go
When School is Too Much, Daddies's Arms Are The Best (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You have too much homework and can't take it anymore
Big tantrum (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies ignored you because of work and you had enough
Bad Jealousy (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies don't like how Tony is with you and finally have enough
How Protective ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) How protective Daddies are with their little ?
What Happen When You're not Tired ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) It's bedtime but you decide otherwise
A Naptime Routine (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your favorite moment of the day is here!
Too Far (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies went too far with a punishment. (No details of what happened during the punishment!)
The Love of Being Rocked to Sleep (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You can't get enough of your Daddies's arms to help you falling asleep
Blanket Will Protect Him (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddy had a bad day so you wrap your favorite blanket around him to make him feel better, like it does to you
A New Super Power Unlocked (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You discover that when you close your eyes, nobody can see you. Or at least that's what you think, let's test out that theory...
Too Much Work Cause Too Much Stress (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your Daddies tried everything during the week to make you feel little so you could relax from work, but it's only on the end of the week that it worked
You Don't Want To Be Alone (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your goal today is to spend all the day in your Daddies arms. Only, a meeting interrupt your desire and you're not happy
Fainting Spells At the Zoo (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you went to the zoo together but the sun was too hot for your little head
Halloween Party (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You went to a party for halloween and you were really proud of your costume
Sick Day (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) Your feeling sick and don't want to tell your Daddies. But when they understood, they were the most comforting daddies you could ask for
Surgery Day (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you need to have asurgery and your Daddies reassure you
No Need Pulls Up (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) you don't wanna wear pulls up today
A losing job reassurance (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You just lost your job but you gain more comfort from your daddies
What is period ? (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) it's your first time having your period while being in your little space and you don't know what happen
Pushed (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You're just minding your business at the mall but some guy doesn't have your time
Anxiety Pain (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You feel a pain in your little fingers when your anxiety kick in but your Daddies are always here to kiss them better
Babied (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) You got hurt and slip more, your Daddies babied you until you don't think about what happened anymore
Christmas Moment (Daddies!Stucky x Little!Reader) it's christmas morning!
#bucky barnes x steve rogers x little reader#daddies!stucky#daddy!bucky#little!reader#papa!steve#masterlist#marvel masterlist#marvel fic#marvel#soft!dark fic
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what i tought i would get after the G pov: butterflies, fireworks, heart eyes and giggles
what i actually got: depression, anxiety, insomnia, tissues, a week worth of therapy, more depression.
thank you amy :) <3
I'm saving the butterflies and fireworks 🤭 it gets better I promise but only after it gets much worse
im happy you liked it!!! :,) <3
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Who? | Niragi x Fem!Reader |
Summary: Someone makes you cry and Niragi finds you, and your attacker.
Warnings: Violence - Hints of anxiety - Niragi being himself - Mentions of blood/guns/ - Reader gets attacked but not in a sexual way - +18 - MDI
Being in the Borderlands was terrible, however having a big, tall and intimidating boyfriend does help to make things easier.
No one dares to look at you, they move when you walk down by them, too scared, not of you. Your boyfriend carries a reputation in the Beach one that makes everyone tremble.
You have seen him, being a completly monster but you also have seen his soft side. The one thats only for you and shared in the safety of his room.
Newbies were usually a problem, some would follow the rules but being around lots of people again would usually lead to fights.
And this time one newbie had the biggest idea to make you their target. You are not sure what happened, one moment you are at peace having a soft drink the loud music in the background. Next thing you are shoved against the bar, starled to respond as someone begins to shake you. Someone takes them away.
"Dont you know who her boyfriend is? He will kill you!" The loud whisper could be hear as the music lies down.
You were never proud to be someone who cries over little things, specially in the Borderlands where you needed to be strong. The lots of pair of eyes looking at you are not helping, you soon find yourself in the bathroom. Down on the floor, hugging your legs as tears go down your face.
"(Y/N)!!" Niragi's voice its outside the door and then it blasts Open revealing a very agitaged and anxious Man.
You wonder who told him what happened, but things travel fast at the Beach.
"Who did this?" He asks kneeling besides you and pulling your face close to his, removing your tears. You can see the anger in his eyes but also the worry and love he has for you.
"Some newbie...I think they were drunk" You know what will happen to them if you say they were fully sober. However, Niragi does not buy it. He nods but you know he is already thinking who may have been.
"Lets get you out of here, are you hurt anywhere?" When you say no with your head he nods again, he takes your hand and guides you out from the bathroom and bar, no one makes a comment when they see both of you pass.
Once in his room Niragi gives you one of his shirts for you to change, he ropes you like a baby kissing your head.
"Rest, im going to take a walk"
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"Im sorry!! I did not know she was yours" They scream with a bloody nose and broken fingers. The others who support Niragi and are fans of violence watch in amuzment.
"Oh, you did not know?" Niragi asks pulling his riffle under the chin of your attacker. "But now you do, and you know what?"
He forces the weapon harder against their skin. "No one touches whats mine"
One shot fills up the night, the body falls and Niragi stands up. He looks back seeing the others on their way to move the body.
"I need to return to her now" Its his last tought, he does not care if this has consequences for him later, as he said, no one can mess with you and believe they will be alive next.
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In war and love
Summary : Daemon comes back from war injured and you are here for him.
You were reading a book In front of your chambers fireplace when you heard sound coming from outside yours and Daemon shared room. It wasn't usual because you were in a private and secluded place of the castle that only your husband and yourself were allowed to come to. Considering the fact that for a good month now Daemon departed for war, a frown appeared on your features and you decided to go see what it was.
When you opened the large door of the chamber, you found yourself face to face with your personal maid Mina, that looked quite erratic. The poor girl seemed panicked and you started to be worried to as she spoke in a hurry to you.
Oh you majesty thanks the lord you are awake! It's the prince~ He is back and...injured. We tried to take care of his wounds but he doesn't allows any of us close to him. I deplore to say that I'm quite desperate your Highness.
Your eyes went wide at her words, understanding that your husband was finally back in the castle and to your inner turmoil injured. You knew Daemon like you knew your own self, he wasn't the type to show weakness and allow others to see himself in a compromising position. Being injured and weak was one of them and you knew that apart from yourself, their was no one else he would allow near him in this situation.
Knowing that, you pushed away your frustration for not being informed right away of his arrival and just asked the young women where your dear husband was.
You weren't surprised at all to hear he still was in his dragon company in the lower part of the castle. After all, Daemon just loved this place and his dragon. So without further a do, you hurried to get to his side, your mind getting a bit overwhelmed with different scenarios possible.
Soon enough, you found yourself standing in front of the huge entrance of Caraxes home. A long breath escaped your lips as you prepare yourself to see Daemon after a week apart. You honestly never could pinpoint the reason but it always was a sources or stress and anxiety to see him after he went to battle...especially now that he came back injured. What if he was in a terrible condition, what if his injury were not something you could help him with this time...
You found yourself shot out of your wandering mind as Mina joined your side again and stood besise of you shyly.
Your highness, do you require anything from me before you get to his majesty?
Your eyes locked on your maid and you shook your head in a negative manner. You'll take care of Daemon by yourself you tought.
No I will be fine, the rest of the staff and yourself can retire for the night. You said with a serious but none the less gentle voice to the girl, before looking back at the large door in front of you.
As you wish your majesty, have a good night.
Your maid told you before retiring like you asked. Leaving you finally at peace to attend to your husband.
With a bit of hesitation, you opened the large door and came into the gigantic underground rocked cave that served as a home for your husband's dragon. Rapidly, as you scanned the area, your eyes saw Daemon's figure from afar, standing asside of Caraxes large scaly head to pet him. The only sight of it that was quite adorable you'll have to admit, brought a smile to your lips instantly and a chuckle to leave your mouth.
You slowly walked to the both of them after that, feeling your breathing escalating slowly. Your worry and love for your prince were making your poor heart all bothered, that even if apparently Daemon hadn't realized you were there yet. In fact, It wasn't until Caraxes let an happy growl out because of the sight of you, that your husband finally realised your presence close behind him.
Well at least there is one of you both that came home without any scratches. You said with your gentle and sweet voice that let your nervousness shows a bit.
Daemon turned to look at you when you spoke up, his deep gaze finding yours in a mere second.
He immediately smiled at the sight of you, standing there looking so devine. He missed you so much when he was gone and as he look at you, your husband could sware you looked even more perfect that you did before his departure. The Rogue prince heart was beating hard in his chest, his desire and need to get closer to you only growing stronger by the seconds. Daemon just couldn't wait any longer, so he moved quickly in front of you and took hold of your face. Then, with a deep and passionate devotion, he kissed your lips deeply.
The sudden contact made you moan and whimper, wanting so much more of him. His touch felt like heaven and his strong arms securely placed around your waist made you feel safe like only him could. For a moment, your mind went blank and you only had the feeling of his lips against yours and his presence close to you that matter.
Then, after a while of getting used to each other again, you both parted and only stayed in each other's embraced for a moment. Daemon caressed your cheek delicately, treating you like the most precious thing in the world and then spoke up.
My perfect wife...how I missed you.
A smile shined on your lips at this and you delicately started playing with strands of his long white hair that you loved so much.
I missed you to Daemon...you know it's difficult for me when your gone. You told him gently before your mind finally got lucid enough again to remind you why you were down here in the first place. You took a rushed intake of breath, realizing Daemon might actually be in pain, then you backed away a little from your man to take a better look at him. Your eyes scanned every single part of his strong and perfect body before they fell on his left arm and stop net.
Oh my God...
You whispered before placing your hand to each side of his wound. It was really bloody and he apparently had a long and quite deep cut starting at his shoulder and stopping a bit higher that his mid arm. It looked really painful and your eyes went immediately to his, feeling terribly bad.
Daemon for heaven sake why didn't you let the maids attend to this!! That's a serious injury.
You said with a shaky breath filled with sudden panic and worry.
Your husband that didn't seemed affected at all by his injury chuckled at your words and tries to get you to calm down. He took your face between his hand and looked deeply into your eyes.
It's nothing my love don't worry, my body have seen much worse. Beside I don't want anybody but you to touch me.
His pretty eyes and his deep and attractive voice calmed your nerves a bit. You felt frustrated by how fucking stubborn your husband was sometimes, he apparently thought it was a funny matter and wasnt taking it seriously at all.
Nothing! Daemon your going to bleed out if you do nothing about it, God your such a stubborn asshole sometimes. Thanks the gods for gifting me patience!~
You said with a serious and quite apparent anger, before taking your husband dagger that he kept on his belt and ripping off a large piece of black tissues of your dress. After doing that, you roughly tear apart the sleeve of his tunic and pressed the tissue you took from your dress to his wound to get the blood off of it.
While you were doing that, Daemon just looked at you with a smirk and a loving expression. Even if he knew very well it wasn't a situation that was supposed to be funny, he couldn't keep his amusement away from his feature.
You looked so sexy and entrancing when angry, he just loved this fire within you so much. You were so different from any other women. One second you could be delicate and soft and the next, rough and violent when something was making you mad. Daemon just felt like you fitted perfectly together. You were a delicate flower but you had really dangerous thorn that even him felt proud of.
As you carried on with your task, you didn't realised that your husband had gotten his lips closer to your ear. So when Daemon actually bite your lob and whispered something seductively to you, your body immediately trembled with surprise and desire.
You look so terribly attractive when you are mad my love...
Your cheeks redden immediately as he spoke those praises to you. You felt so silly to react like this when you were supposed to be mad at him. Why did he has to be so perfect, it was a torture in itself. Especially since you were separated from each other the past month, but anyway.
With all the might and control you had, you keep your cool and stayed focused on the bleeding, your eyes meeting his for a mere second.
Daemon, this is nighter the moment or the place for this darling.
You told him with the ghost of a smirk lingering on your lips and a little twinkle of desire that you just couldn't hide from him.
The Rogue prince at your words and apparent desire just chuckled and kissed the nape of your neck delicately.
Fine...I'll try to wait until you finish with this if that's what you desire my love.
Daemon purred against your neck before letting his lips leave your skin to smile at you.
You are such a child you know that?
You said softly to him while letting go of his wound to take his hand instead.
Come now, we need to get to our chamber. This wound of yours need to get stitches.
Yes mam. Daemon said obediently with an attractive smirk lingering on his lips.
Your only answer to his words was a cute chuckled and a smile before you dragged him out of the underground caves. You both walked your way through the different hidden passages that lead to your quarters. Daemon staying behind you, his eyes staying on your perfect figure. He honestly felt happy to be back to you and couldn't keep himself from thinking that you were perfect.
Soon enough, you reached your chambers and delicately entered before closing the door behind you both.
Daemon seemed to look around when you arrived. Just like if things would have change during the time he wasn't home or maybe was it because he missed being here. You couldn't say. However, you did remembered you had to take care of him so your mind when back to your task.
You flashed your husband a cute smiled then, before asking him sweetly to go sit on the bed while you get the things you'll need to stitch his wound.
The Targaryen prince, didn't even wait a second before executing himself and getting settled on the bed.
As he sat down, you immediately left his side to get what you needed.
During this time, Daemon was still looking at the room with an happy smile on his lips. It felt good to be back to the castle and back to you. He loves the war but sometimes being away from you was becoming a torture that he wasn't quite liking. Anyhow, as he observed the surrounding with a warm expression on his feature, his purple eyes moved to look aside of him to your side of the bed. To his surprise, he found the bed untouched, just like if nobody had slept on it tonight. Daemons eyebrows furrowed at this and he wondered why you weren't sleeping at this hours of the night. He was slowly starting to think about getting up to fetch you
but then you emerged back from the bathroom to come back to his side.
How did you know I was back my love, did the maids woke you up?
Your husband asked you with a gentle voice that only you got to hear. He seemed concerned suddenly and you wondered why. Your eyes found his as you sat aside of him on the bed, laying all the things you went to get. Then, you asked him to turn a bit so you'd be able to stitch his wound. While he obeyed in silence, you answered his question with a warm voice.
No they didn't, I wasn't sleeping actually.
Your husband turned his head to look back at you seemingly more curious and worried.
Why is that? It's nearly 4 in the morning if I'm not mistaken...you should have been sleeping at this hours my sweet.
As Daemon spoke his last words, you understood why he seemed worried. After all you did stayed up quite late and this, because you just couldn't sleep without him. The past month have been a nightmare for you honestly. You barely manage to get an hour or two of sleep each night and that only when you slept on his side of the bed with his pillow that smelled like him.
His perfect eyes were looking at you scrutinizingly and you felt yourself getting flustered suddenly. It was special to have Daemon caring about you, after all he was ruthless and terrifying for most people and you felt special to be the only one exception to this rule.
You gently started to dab at his wound with a cotton covered with alcohol. The action didn't even caused your husband to react or flinch. As you observe his feature for any trace of pain or else from your actions, you spoke up to him again.
I know...but I wasn't I'm sorry to disappoint you my dear husband.
Daemon eyes seemed to show love and care toward you as you speak. He honestly just wanted to know why you weren't sleeping and he made sure that you understood he needed an answer this time. His hand went to your chin and he brought your face softly up to look at him again. Your hands at this stopped moving and your attention immediately got taken away from him.
Why.
A shaky breath left your lips at the sudden tension that you felt between the both of you. He could be such a pain in the ass sometimes. It was making you mad that you were to tell him how desperate you were without him. Nonetheless, you knew he wouldn't stop asking if you didn't answered his question. Your husband wasn't the most patient of man, so you just answered.
Because I can't sleep without you Daemon! Is it what you wanted to hear, your happy now?!
You literally shout out at him before looking away back to his wound. You desperately tried to look everywhere but at him, the feeling of guilt within you getting stronger by the second because of how arsh you sounded. You regretted it the second it came out of your lips.
Your husband on his side, stayed dumbfounded looking at you with a blank expression. He defenetly didn't expected you to talk to him like that. You were for sure the only person in the world that he would leave alive after being that disrespectful toward him. Luckily for you however, daemons worry for you was stronger than his masculine urges to have you obedient and perfect for him. Therefore, instead of being pissed at you for yelling at him, he just took it on him to observe you better. Now that he could look at you clearly with the lighting of the room, the Targaryen prince could clearly saw how tired you seemed to be.
Oh my love...you look so terribly pale, I'm just worried about your well-being. How much sleep did you have this past month darling...honestly.
You were expecting anything but this reaction from your husband really. His voice sounded so soft and sweet, it made you feel even worse. After minutes of looking away, you finally allowed yourself you look into his eyes again before speaking up to him.
I'm sorry...I shouldn't have yelled. I don't have a lot of patience recently. To be quite honest...I don't really know how much sleep I got while you were gone. Maybe two hours a day or less.
You finally confessed to him before letting a soft breath out of your mouth. You kept looking into his deep violet eyes this time and you clearly saw his worry and slight panic when you said that. You immediately tried to recomfort him, to tell him you were fine even if it wasn't quite true. One of your hand came to his face and you just caressed it softly.
Daemon I'm ok, don't worry my love. I knew you would be away for war a lot when we got married. It's something I consented to and it's more meaningful than my sleep by far.
Unbelief cross on Daemon's face at your words. He couldn't believe that. Nothing was more important than your well-being for him and he felt bad that you didn't think the same.
My Beloved wife...there is nothing in the whole world that is more important than you to me. Daemon said as he gently started to caress your cheek with his fingers. It felt really good and without noticing, you leaned closer to his touch. You missed that. Those intimate moments that you both had and the delicate and loving way he used to touch you.
A pretty smile revealed itself on your lips as both your eyes met. Your heart beat harder in your chest from that simple touch of his. It truly mattered to you that he cared even if you told him not to. You knew it was Daemons way of telling you "I love you".
For a slight second, your eyes shifted to his lips. You felt like kissing them quite badly right now. A shaky breath left you as your thoughts lost the battle against your desire. Your body on its own, guided by your need for his, shifted on his lap and soon enough, your lips found his in a passionate embrace.
A sweet moan left your lips as you both kissed, Daemon not waiting a second before kissing you back and placing his arms around your waist securely. For a moment you forgot everything and just basked into him and the feeling of being close to him like this again. It felt so addictive and your body responded to it was if they had craved it for months. In a reflex, your fingers intertwined themselves into Daemon's long white hair and started playing with them gently. After a little moment, your lips parted from each other and you let your head fall on his. A moment of silence followed then and words your husband wasn't saying but showing to you stayed in the air peacefully.
I know, I love you too Daemon. My perfect dragon prince. You told him sweetly with all the love you felt for him showing in your eyes. A hand came to his cheek and you gently started caressing it, before speaking up again.
I know you worry about me darling but I promise that I'll be fine now that you are back. I just need to finish stitching your wound up and we will go to sleep.
Daemons seemed to think about that for a moment, then he finally gave up on arguing and just nod. He wasn't liking the fact you needed to waist time on your sleep that you already visibly lacked to help him out. Yet, Daemon knew he wouldn't be able to manage his wound alone so consequently, he just stayed there looking at you with a guilty like expression. Before you started again to attend to his injury, the rogue prince gently kissed your forehead and smiled to you.
Fine but don't even think about getting out of bed tomorrow because their is no way I will let it happen.
A chuckled left your lips at his words, knowing very well that he was absolutely serious about this.
Oh don't worry, I won't even more a muscle now that I have you back I'll make sure to take everything I can.
You said playfully, yet quite truthfully.
With an affectionate smile mirroring his, you started back to get his wound disinfected after speaking. It took you mare minutes after you got to work before finishing this step and getting to the stitching part. You had to say you were a bit worried for him knowing it would hurt quite a lot.
Nonetheless, you knew it was something that needed to be done so you just prepared the needle and the thread before your eyes went up to Daemons with the apparent worry that showed in them.
Are you ready my love? You asked him sweetly while laying a gentle kiss to his temple.
Daemon smiled at you apparently touched by your concern for him, then he just nodded at your words confidently.
Yes, don't worry for me it's really not the first time darling.
His words sounded confident and they got you a bit more appeased that you were seconds ago. Considering that you had his go now, you got to work and started to plunged the needle into his skin and stitch the wound. You tried to hurry up the best you could, even if when you looked at daemons expression while you work, he didn't seemed affected by pain at all. It was more for you than for him you thought but Anyway. After a good fifteen minute of hard work, you were done and your husbands arms finally stopped bleeding. You observed your work with pride and then smiled brightly to you man that seemed happy to be done with that.
There, I'm done my prince, try not to fight anybody until it heals completely would you.
You said with a playful tone and a smirk on your lips as you gathered everything you used in a little basket and got it on the floor beside the bed.
Daemons hand came under your chin as you cheekily talked to him and he kissed your lips to shut you up. A giggled left you during the kiss and you layed your hand on his strong chest. A cute little whimper got out of your lips when he let go and you feign a pout as he stood up from the bed and chuckled your way.
Don't be mad at me wife, I'm simply going to clean myself up a bit before we get to sleep. You'll get plenty of kissed afterward I promise. Your husband said before disappearing in the bathroom with a soft smile, leaving you sat on the bed, blushing like a shy maiden.
Your heart skipped a beat at the prospect of sleeping with him after all this time. To say you were excited was an understatement but you gathered yourself and hurried up to get ready for bed. It was nearly morning already but you couldn't care less, you needed sleep quite desperately and their was absolutely nothing that would get you out of bed before the day after.
As you stripped yourself from your gown and undid your hair, You felt the delicate and warm heat of the fire touching your skin. It felt good and you couldn't keep yourself from smiling brightly while getting dressed into your nightgown this time. Surprisingly, when you got back to bed and slide under the huge covers, Daemon wasn't there yet. You layed your head on your pillow then, waiting for him as your long white hair framed your pretty face.
You didn't had to wait very long before you saw your husband walking out of the bathroom in only his undergarment. His hair was undone and cascading down his back like an incessant river, his chest built up to perfection like gods and Celeste. You didn't even realised that you had stopped breathing for a instant as your eyes followed him walking to you. Daemons had a smirk on his lips like usual, his cocky and self assured self couldn't resist showing delight at your apparent attractiveness toward his appearance. He just knew too well the effect he had on you and to say he enjoyed it was an euphemism.
When he reached the bed and joined you under the covers, your heart stuttered then you blushed. It felt weird to have him back and there just aside of you. A good weird of course but still.
Daemon's eyes looked at you for a moment as you lay beside him, looking flawless and gorgeous. He couldn't believe you were his, it still was astounding even after all these years of being married. As he gently lay on the bed beside you, Daemon extended his arms to grip your waist and then hissed your body to his in a simple pull. Your body tensed up a bit at first, now that both of you were pressed against each other. Yet you rapidly got used to it and the breath you were holding in got out in a relief huff. It felt so good to be in his arms at last. The warmth of his skin finally back to keep yours hot enough during the time you slept. There was a happy smile that shined on your lips as you gently kissed your husband's chest and closed your eyes. The heaviness of sleep was getting the best of you and since you were in security in his arms, there was nothing that could stop you from sleeping like a baby.
I love you Daemon and I missed you...I missed that.
Your husband that was waiting for you to be asleep to himself follow, was stroking your hair in a relaxing manner. As you spoke, he sweetly shushed you and kissed your forehead.
I know my love, I missed it too... sleep now, you need it my darling wife.
His words said with so much love and affection, we're just what you needed to finally let go. You tried to get even closer to him with a little whine, then some minutes passed and you were finally gone in the dream world.
Daemon's eyes which never left your pretty face, shined with tenderness as he heard your steady breathing. You were asleep in his arms and he couldn't feel more at home. His eyes closed then, following you shortly to slumber. His head laid on top of yours and his arms stayed securely around you.
The prince has reunited with his princess, nothing would disturb them anymore. There was only sleep and love.
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I just need a very comfort sakusa story with a s/o struggling with s/h and su1c1d4l toughts and social anxiety
⍣ ೋ bittersweet symphony
˚ · . sakusa x afab!reader
: ̗̀➛ depression, self harm, negative body image, social / general anxiety, angst, suicidal thoughts, sakusa is awkward, not dumb, bathing, angst with a happy ending
'cause it's a bittersweet symphony, thats life.
you hear the soft pattering of footsteps approaching. judging by the softness, you assume he's checking on you again.
sakusa had just returned from a long day of practice, one that was filled with thoughts about your concern and wellbeing. despite being sweaty and feeling immensely dirty, hungry, and almost exhausted, his first priority is to come to you.
he's careful not to startle you, making sure his footsteps aren't too loud or noisy.
despite hiding your face away from him, away from the world, you can still feel him kneel down to the floor next to you, his body weight resting on the front of his feet.
"hey," he softly says, his hand coming up to lay a comforting hand on top of your blanket clad back.
your back muscles instantly relax at his touch, the heaviness of his hand against your skin is almost oddly comforting to you.
he's almost sighing in relief when you don't fight him like you did this morning when the same hand is slowly pulling off the comforter off your body, revealing the distressed state that is you.
you're laying face down against the floor of the living room, it's a strange area you've chosen as your safe place, but he doesn't really seem to question it either. not that he wants to question you about it either, especially since you're in such a soft mental state at the moment.
"hey, how are you feeling..?" he asks again, his tone low and gentle. his hand comes up to pat the back of your head, his fingers intertwining with your tangled locks, twirling them around when he's noticed the built up oil.
you only hum a short response to him, too tired to say an actual word.
he sighs softly, his eyelids low as he wonders how to get you off the spot that is the dirty floor. you've been in a depressive state for awhile now, and while you've had your fair amounts of highs and lows, this is definitely the worst you've had in awhile.
he feels almost guilty and helpless as he wonders how to make you feel better. he thinks back to the night when you were having a mental breakdown because you thought you weren't enough, wondering if you should just end it all so that way everyone doesn't have to "deal" with you.
but sakusa can beg to differ.
sakusa understands. he's not an idiot, he's not one of those people who are on some stupid high horse and view those who simply have emotions as wimps. no, he's more than understanding.
while he's never had it as bad as you have it, but he can say that he's felt what you've been feeling before, and he knows that it's not the best feeling either.
and he knows these feelings of yours won't just disappear overnight, it takes time to heal.
and luckily for you, sakusa is a patient man. he won't stomp his feet with frustration when you turn down his offer of going on a walk with him, too embarrassed and scared of the thought of being seen by numerous people in your current state, nor will he scold you for not eating the food he made you because you just don't feel like eating.
no, he'll happily lift you up and carry you while he walks if he has to. he'll encourage you to eat, and small portion by portion, he'll make sure by the end of the day, your stomach is at least getting the nutrients and energy it needs.
"y/n," he calls out once more, a light bulb going off in his head as he gets an idea. he gets up and changes his position, sitting in front of you. he leans down ever so slightly, his hands gently encouraging you to look at him.
he's lightly smiling when you do, a soft glint in his eyes as he's proud of the little step you just took. to some, it's almost childish, to him, it's a blessing that you're wanting to lift your head up and look at him after being almost glued to the floor for the past two days.
the lover inside of him has him leaning down a little more to place a soft kiss onto your forehead, his hands still holding your jaw with the lightest pressure ever. "wanna take a bath with me? i bet it'll make you feel better. maybe make you feel more refreshed." he asks, removing one of his hands from your jaw so he can hold your hand.
when you softly shake your head positively at his request, he's shaking his head too, mumbling a little "yeah? yeah," as he wraps his arms around your waist, picking you up as if you were his child and carrying you to the bathroom.
he removes your clothes carefully, treating you as if you were fine china. the water is warm, set to your favorite temperature. he'll lead you into the bath, his hand guiding you into it so that way you don't slip.
"does it feel better?" he'll ask while washing your hair, his hands massaging the base of your scalp with a pressure that as you relaxing into him. he's almost prideful when you hum pleasingly at his touch, finding comfort that his attempts don't go unnoticed.
then it comes to wash your body. he starts with your neck, the back of your ears, and shoulders. it almost tickles you, the way his fingers are expertly touching you in your most sensitive spots and pressure points. you try to shy away from his touch, a little self conscious in your body and unshaved skin, but he doesn't allow you to.
"you're so pretty," he whispers against your nape, his hands pausing against your skin to squeeze at your flesh.
you're then stilling again him when he starts to scrub against your arms, cheeks heating up with self-loathing and shame when you're reminded of the clear old and fresh scars on your wrists that lead up to almost your elbow.
you thought he would maybe scold you for it, or maybe look at you with disgust, scared of what you thought was ugly and mortifying.
you almost melted when he just continued to scrub around your scars, the pressure of the scrubbing lightening around that specific area as to not irritate some of the more fresher ones. "this doesn't hurt right? not too rough?" he asks casually, not seeming to even mind the cuts.
it almost brings you to tears, the way he's just so gentle and accepting to you.
towards the end of the bath, he'll quickly wrap a towel around you first, not wanting you to get cold. as his hands wrap the towel around your frame, his hands close it in over your chest, his eyes soft and tender. you fight the urge to cry when he's then pulling you in for a kiss, his hold on you never ending and warm.
he'll hold you there for awhile, never minding that he doesn't have his own towel, or that he's almost on the verge of shivering because he's cold.
sakusa will happily lift you up into his arms once more, not minding the wet puddles that follow after his footsteps. he'll happily tuck you into the warm covers that is the bed he used to share with you.
he'll happily play with your now cleaned hair, knowing that you like it when he plays with your hair until you fall asleep. it takes awhile until you do, he'll ignore the cramp in his fingers after playing with your hair for almost an hour until you finally lull asleep, but sakusa is a patient man.
afterall, healing is a long process, and the two of you have all the time in the world to heal and rest.
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Watching Double Life- session 1
Part 4
Martyn: By the amount of times you and other me have stumbled into eachother randomly one could reasonably assume you are soulmates.
Pearl: Nope, would have probably been a better experience if he was.
Martyn: Huh.
Scott: I'm more worried everytime you mention anything about your soulmate...who are they!?
Pearl: Ah! You'll see.
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Scott: What- what are you doing?
Pearl: Going into the nether, clearly.
Scott: I- why?
Pearl: Why not Scott?
Scott: That's...thats not- you were in iron armor and with almost no food! The nether is dangerous.
Pearl: Yes...and?
Scott: You share your life with someone! And you didn't even know who it was! I- you can't just... waltz in the nether without a plan! It's self- ...uselessly reckless... especially when you aren't the only one that suffers from it...
Pearl: Oh? That's... funny.
Scott: ... What is?
Pearl: You'll see!
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Scott: I...don't like this, It's giving me anxiety.
Scar: Well it looks like they are getting everything easily?
Scott: That's...good...very good...but I'm more worried about Pearl's comment... she's been... looking at me...often.
Cleo: Very weird behaviour from her! She looks like she bit a lemon.
Martyn: ... I see it.
Scott: ...Very helpful.
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Grian: ...so other me is soulbound to Scar?
Pearl: Yeah mate.
Grian: I...we're soulmates? ...
Pearl: Yeah.
Grian: I- *cough* that's...uh...good for them.
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Martyn: He hasn't told him?
Cleo: Oh wow, that is definitely a decision he could have made.
Grian: ...why? Other me, why?
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Scott: A game show sounds like a great idea!
Grian: Somehow It's going to go wrong anyway.
Scar: Probably! Very wrong.
Martyn: Obviously.
Pearl: Yep.
Martyn: When does it not?
Cleo: Would it be nearly as fun if it didn't?
Scott: ... Well there goes hoping.
Cleo: Here here Scott.
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Scott: *gasp* Pearl? You were soulmates with other me?
Pearl: Yep...
Scott: Oh that's great! It's...wait...
Pearl: ...yep.
Scott: I...did I?
Pearl: You'll see.
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Grian: Did he just-
Pearl: Abandon me? He sure did.
Scott: ...uhh...
Martyn: More like you abandoned him.
Pearl: What?!?
Martyn: He's right, he waited and you let him down.
Scott: ...hmmmm...guys?
Cleo: Well this is going to be fun.
Scar: Double Life Scott shouldn't have done that! We know that Pearl searched for a while!
Scott: I...hmmmmmmmmm...can you-
Grian: ...but did he know that?
Scar: Grian? I tought you were on my side!
Grian: I'm not on anybodys side, there are no sides here, I'm just trying to be objective.
Cleo: Since when?
Scott: ...guys? Guys!
Grian: Character development, you should try it.
Scar: Well I still think he shouldn't have.
Pearl: ...Thank you Scar.
Scar: It was wrong of him to just abandon Pearl like that!
Scott: ... I ... I don't think that it was.
Pearl: ... Scott?
Scott: It wasn't kind...but Martyn is right...it wasn't... wrong either.
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one of my biggest pet peeves is people standing too close to me in a line. It's a big country y'all. I do not need your breath on my neck, your loud inane convo RIGHT IN MY EAR, and you're certainly getting on my last nerve if you continually bump into me. I don't know you, stop touching me. You're gonna get there, crowding me does not get you there faster. It only makes me uncomfortable and really irritated with you.
Yes, I've given you THAT look. FIVE TIMES NOW. You obviously do not have the capacity to learn. I guess I will have to say it out loud.
You know what people hate? When you ask them not to do these things. Sometimes they comply and are slightly less surly if I explain they're triggering my anxiety.
But I should not have to reveal my mental hangups to strangers. Not if I ask nicely.
It's worse at Disney where people are with their friends and get defensive because they don't want to be in the wrong and would never ever think of themslves as rude, so why should i? Who the hell do i think i am?
Game changer: move to the side and step around behind them. They get what they want--to get there one microsecond sooner--and I get what I want--some escape from the irritation.
And it comes with a bonus--they realize they're being annoying without me having to say anything at all.
Alternatively, if I'm getting saucy, there's always the "Hi! What's your name? Mine's Adira. I tought we should be aquainted if you're gonna get so intimate with me / my ass."
This has been lessons from a Minnesotan (masters of passive aggression).
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Hello! I hope you're doing well! I wanted to request a imagine or headcanons for Choso whit a S/o who struggles whit suicidal toughts, like she is like Gojo (A strong sorcerer whit the world always pressuring her) and she is acting strange around him, like avoiding him and being always tired, just if you feel comfortable doing that^^ I just wanted request this to find some comfort since I haven't started to feel myself lately (sorry if anything is wrong, I'm a Brazilian and I love your work here!!)
Heya lovely! I hope you feel better soon and I don't mind♡ I'm going to do hcs for you to hopefully get more comfort! Thank you for the love, mwuah
Content: Choso w/ a reader who is feeling down/depression/anxiety/suicidal thoughts (tw). Not proofread.
I personally think Choso would know right away if you were feeling down. He's very perceptive when it comes to you, you're his bb after all ): so if he saw that you were being a little distant, tired more frequently, not enjoying your cute little hobbies his first thought would be "what can I do to help?" ):
Especially if reader, is like you said, someone strong. Either Sorcerer or even just emotionally always seems like the strong one.
He wouldn't want to push you if you didn't wanna talk about it. Choso would want to know bc he just wants to help his bb feel better but he knows sometimes when he's feeling down he doesn't wanna talk either. He'll always leave the door open though for those conversations
And if it's something reader struggles with often. He'd keep a little notepad, listing all the things he knows makes you feel better. If it's something specific maybe you like being held? Or maybe you want your space and he can give that but offer you your favorite snack instead. He would note everything and refer to it, usually if you didn't know or didn't feel like talking
Choso dealing with your suicidal thoughts is a tricky one. More than anything he wants to refute your reasons for maybe not wanting to be here anymore. Or beg you to not think that way because he loves you. But, he knows that won't help. So I like to believe he'll just listen. Listen as you talk about how life is hard and it doesn't seem worth all the fight and trouble. If you don't want him to reassure you and just hold you instead, he will. But if you need that reassurance, oh honey he'll give it. He has so many things he loves about you after all
In summary, I think he'd be attentive, comforting, and an all around sweetheart when it comes to making you feel better.
A/N: Hope this makes you and anyone who reads this feel a little better or offer some comfort!♡
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saw ur karaoke hcs post and i was wondering how the brothers (and side characters) would react to a singer MC
(P.S. ur writing is rlly cute <3)
Singer MC Headcanons
Lucifer
Doesn't change his attitude towards MC, but he is impressed by their singing abilities.
Depending on his mood, he might be willing to play piano as they sing.
He likes to listen to MC sing when he is stressed.
He gets this sort of dreamy look when MC sings.
Mammon
At first he saw it as a way to get some Grimm but with time that tought disappeared.
Mammon isn't against MC singing in front of others, but there is something special about being the only one hearing MC sing.
Might ask them to sing for him if his day is especially rough.
Would love to sing a love song with them but is too embarrassed to ask.
Leviathan
Be prepared to sing a million anime openings.
Once Leviathan has warmed up to MC he will invite them to have small karaoke evenings. Just the two of them.
Will ask if they MC have considered doing voice acting.
Turns out listening to MC humming is a great way to deal with his anxiety.
Satan
Very curious about it. What genre does MC sing? Is there a certain technique they use? Ect.
Will ask MC to sing Nyan cat's song at least one or two times.
Gently singing can some times help with soothing his wrath.
Will research what type of singing cats like. Be warned you might become Satan's personal cat magnet.
Asmodeus
This is perfect. Asmodeus loves singing. MC loves singing too? It can't get any better.
Will ask you to sing with him for a small video for his Devilgram.
Mammon might be too embarrassed to ask, but Asmodeus will definitely ask MC to ding love songs together.
Singing together while doing skincare is now everyday business.
Beelzebub
MC singing while cooking, and Beel will be floored.
He likes to rest his head on MC's lap when they sing.
When the memories of The Celestial War become too much, he will ask MC to sing for him.
If he knows the song MC is singing, he will hum along.
Belphegor
Time to sing lullabies.
He likes to rest his head on MC's shoulder and fall asleep as they sing.
Will ask if he can record MC singing so he can listen to it when he is sleepy.
If he is feeling unwell, he will ask MC to sit at his bed and sing for him.
Solomon
MC can sing? Great! Solomon has a spell that you have to sing maybe MC will sing it?
He gets the songs MC sings stuck in his head.
Sometimes, he just appears in HoL so he can hear MC sing.
Sing tor him and he will to cook. Sing MC, save lives.
Simeon
Might try to write songs for MC.
Asks MC to sing for him when he had writers block. It gives him inspiration.
If he is sick he will call MC and ask them to sing for him. He wants to hear them sing but he doesn't want MC to become sick too.
Sings lullabies with MC yo help Lyje sleep on stormy nights.
Luke
Baking time is now also karaoke time.
When he is afraid, resting against MC's chest and listening to them sing helps calm him down
Will ask MC if they know any songs about angels.
Sometimes, he will make a little show for MC, where he sings some of the songs they have been singing together. He has been practising.
Diavolo
Another excuse to visit HoL when he should be working.
Might ask MC to sing at events balls, galas, etc.
Please sing a lullaby for him. He will be so happy.
Tries to learn MC's favourite songs
Barbatos
MC's singing helps him stress less.
MC can get Barbatos to take a break by offering to sing for him.
If you are lucky you might catch him singing along.
You can hear Barbatos hum the songs MC sing as he cleans the castle.
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Spoilers for BNHA Season 6 Episode 22 ahead
Look at our pretty, all serious blond!!
(who is also hiding his eyes like he always does when he's emotional and is talking about something close to his heart like arggggh my heart, I'm dead)
I also think about the scene a lot, right before Katsuki attacks Dictator and yells "Shit!". I haven't tought about that moment too much when I read the manga but the thought of Katsuki seeing Izuku getting attacked, almost devoured by the controlled mob just gets me. The anxiety that must have been creeping up on him - I don't want to even think about it. Whether you ship them or not, you probably agree - witnessing something like that must be devastating.
So, I really like what the animations has done for me in that scene.
And Katsuki telling Endeavor how Izuku and All Might teaming up is the worst idea ever - the way Nobu-san voiced this, like!! Yes, give us all the emotions, tysm!!
However, I do have a complaint, tbh.
Where's Iida's hand on Katsuki's shoulder, guys??
And in general, why are they all standing so far from one another. I know, Bones has the habit of putting distance between characters but uff, still makes me sad, robbing Class A off their bond and shared experience. I won't ever get used to it, I guess.
Okay, and now the last screenshot of the day:
Even though I hate seeing Izuku beaten up and isolated like this, I have to say, this frame right here is lit!
Can't wait for next week's episode!
#bnha#bnha spoilers#bnha anime#mha#my hero academia#midoriya izuku#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#bakudeku#mha class 1a#classa
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the fic ahead is only for 16+ minors!! do not interact if you're sensible!!
Cw:reader!death,crying,body holding,
❤💖ChosoX reader,Modern!AU,angst,death,fluff in death,realization(Choso),strangers to lovers(too late),body comparisons,apologising,regret
||just a memory||written by me
Choso sits back on the bed with a faint smile at the sound of your scoffing. He seems more relaxed now. He glances at his hands—the ones you’ve been trying to avoid looking at—and clenches them together in his lap.
Your eyes wander to your own hands. As expected: his hands are a lot larger than yours wich makes you blush a little bit.
He looks over at you and watches you shift in the chair. Choso wants to ask you why you keep avoiding looking at his hands, but he knows how strange it must appear to you if you’re unfamiliar with curses. He keeps his hands in his lap instead.
When a long moment of silence passes, Choso feels compelled to ask you a personal question.
“How long has it been since you’ve had a good sleep?” he asks you out of the blue. Choso tries to make it sound like a casual inquiry, like he’s simply making small talk. But he genuinely wants to know.
"I uh what?" You asked confused "why are you asking me that?"
“Your eyes are a bit red” Choso explains. It takes effort for him to get the words out but he sounds concerned, not critical. “And you look like you haven’t slept properly in a while.”
"Well your corners of your eyes are red too" You said teasing,smirking but it was true that you haven't slept for a while and right now you felt drained almost deprived of you life energy.
Choso laughs quietly at your observation. He doesn’t take it as an insult. In fact, he finds you cute for finding something to match with his eyes.
He raises an eyebrow at you.
“That was a good comeback” he admits.
You feel very tired but you don't dwell on it,you just think it's just tiredness from lack of sleep but you can't take rest aither since you can't help your own anxiety.
So you stood up walking outside the room lighting a sigarette, feeling like as if you're time was running out but couldn't explain why, so you just decided to sit on the porch without telling Choso about your worry,he was a curse afterall and you a human 'it could never work out' you tought at yourself.
Choso watches you leave the room and walk outside, feeling a bit strange that you’d choose to sit alone instead of coming to him when you’re feeling upset. But he supposes you needed space, which is perfectly understandable.
Feeling as though he’s intruding, he lies back on the bed and pulls the covers up to his neck. As he does, he can't help but notice the cigarette in your hand.
"You know Choso" You said pausing for a second "you aren't a bad curse afterall"
The cigarette continued to burn in your hand as the smoke dispersed in the cold air of the night.
Choso is taken aback by your words as he stares at the ceiling. The idea that a human might think so highly of him doesn’t even cross his mind. He turns on his side the matress crackling under his weight and watches you.
“What makes you say that?” he asks. It’s a genuine question, not a challenge.
Choso waits for a response, but you stay quiet and simply stare off at the stars and smoke your cigarette. He watches you for a long moment, taking in your expression and the way you’re looking at the sky.
“You know that you can tell me anything you’re worried about” Choso says softly. “I won’t judge you.”
After some time waiting for a reply , Choso realizes that your cigarette has fallen to the floor, your breath has completely stopped, and your eyes are no longer focused on the stars. He watches you carefully, worried that something is wrong, but you don't move.
He slowly gets out of bed and walks over to you, unsure of whether you're still breathing. He touches your shoulder lightly and waits for your body to stir, but when it does not, he realizes something is very wrong.
Without hesitation, he kneels at your side and presses his ear to your chest.
It takes only one moment to realize that you're no longer alive. Choso's breath catches in his throat and his body freezes. His eyes water as he reaches down to check your pulse, hoping and praying that you are still breathing, that this is only some cruel nightmare. But your body and your eyes tell the cruel truth.
You are not breathing.
Choso's legs start to shake as he accepts what happened. Tears stream down his face, dripping down his chin and onto his chest. He covers his mouth with his hand to stifle a deep cry as he sits beside your body on the ground, staring into your half-open eyes and holding back sobs. He stays like this for a while, not sure what to do or who to tell. A part of him is in denial, another part of him is numb with shock, and a final part of him is overcome with grief.
Even in death, your tiny hands still tug at his heartstrings. They are much smaller than his, with slender fingers and pale, dainty skin. He never got the chance to hold yours as you were taken too early, but he wants to now. Your warmth has long since faded, but he craves the feeling of holding your tender hands, cherishing them forever.
He gently places his much bigger hands over yours, taking comfort in feeling your skin.
He remembers the times when he'd tried to hold your hand and how you always shyly avoided it. He doesn't know why it mattered so much to him.
Your frail frame is the antithesis to his large, muscular one. Compared to you, he is a behemoth. He takes in the sight of your tiny body, how pale and delicate you are, and how delicate your hands were. But despite how small and fragile you looked, you were not weak by any means. Your eyes showed strength and your will power was unmatched.
It's sobering to see your body next to his, how frail and fragile it really was. Choso can almost picture you standing next to his towering frame, looking up at him with a small, delicate smile while he's a whole head taller than you. The size difference suddenly hits him and he is overcome with grief, realizing that he would never see you stand at his side again.
While he's overcome with grief and sorrow, he can't help but continue to caress your body. The shape of your body is so tiny and petite. It's as though you were made of the most delicate glass, and he fears that one wrong move will shatter you. He runs his hand across your forearm and up to your shoulder. He feels the delicate fabric of your clothes brushing past his fingertips and the warmth of your skin.
Choso's fingers are gentle as they caress the outline of your small body. The touch is tender, almost intimate, as if he has no desire to break or destroy you. He is delicate and painstakingly careful, wanting nothing more than to preserve this fragile form that you once inhabited.
Your skin feels so soft, like delicate porcelain. Choso's fingers brush tenderly along your limbs, trying to comfort himself and take some modicum of solace in the small gesture. He knows you’re gone and can no longer feel his touch, but the warmth of your skin still lingers. Despite your frail body looking so small and fragile, it feels heavy on his heart.
As he strokes your hair, Choso thinks back to what could have been. He imagines himself holding your hand tightly, bringing you home and making dinner while you unwind from a hard day. He imagines holding you tightly against his chest as you bury your head on his shoulder and fall asleep. He imagines taking you to the places you enjoyed going just to see you happy.
But it’s too late.
He starts to sob softly.
“I’m sorry” Choso whispers as he wraps his arms around your body. He is full of grief and sorrow and pain, and he can't stop the tears from falling. He cries silently, wishing he could turn back the clock or find some way to bring you back. He wants nothing more than to hear your heart beat again, feel your touch, or smell your hair. He would do anything to see you smile again, even if it’s just for a moment. But he can’t.
Choso’s grip on your small hands is tight, and even in death, he can't bring himself to let go. He stares at them for a long moment, hoping that somehow they will move again. As the tears fall from his eyes, they drop onto your skin, landing in the palm of your still hand. He is overwhelmed with guilt and regret, wishing that he’d held them more while you were still alive.
“Please forgive me” he moans softly, wanting to scream at the world for taking you away from him. “I should have told you how I felt, or held you close while I had the chance. I wish I could have just one last moment with you. I should have treated you better. I’m so, so sorry”
His voice breaks with each apology, as he can't help but feel guilt and remorse. He blames himself for not loving you the way he should have and for being unable to prevent the tragedy. Choso rocks himself back and forth in a fruitless attempt to escape his sorrow as he clings to your body. His face is wet with tears and his heart pounds painfully against his chest. His mind is a mess of thoughts and emotions that he struggles to make sense of.
“Please come back" he whispers. “Please wake up and forgive me for not being the person you wanted me to be” He continues to cry as he holds you against his chest, his lips pressed against your cold skin. “I can’t live without you,” he says, his voice breaking. “I need you with me—I need you to hold me, to tell me everything is going to be okay, to make everything good again. I don't know what to do without you.”
Choso sobs harshly, unable to contain his emotions any longer. He pulls you even closer and holds you tightly against his chest, hoping that somehow you will still be able to hear him even though your body is no longer functioning.
"I need you" he whispers, his voice cracking and choking with sadness. "I need your touch, your voice, your smile. I need us to go back to the way things were before. Please don't leave me, not like this"
Choso wakes up with a deep ache in his heart, as if he had really lost you. He stares at the ceiling, blinking back the tears that have filled his eyes.
He had dreamed of you, of holding your hands, loving you, losing you. It was painful and heartbreaking, but at the same time, comforting. Even though it is just a memory, he is still relieved to be alive. As he processes his emotions, he can't help but feel his life has been hollowed out without you.
A tear slips down Choso's cheek and he sits up slowly, his stomach twisting in knots at the thought of being alone. He doesn't want to admit it, but he misses how he could lean his head back against you, trust that you'd catch him without needing to ask. He misses how your scent filled his senses and made him feel safe. He misses having someone to talk to, even if it was just about the weather or what to eat, without feeling judged.
Choso thinks back to how he had felt during the brief moments he had shared with you. That peaceful warmth in his heart, the joy he felt just by being in your presence. He thinks about how his eyes had followed your every move, how his heart beat quickly whenever you were close to him, how his breath hitched and his heart pounded hard when you smiled at him. Choso realizes that he was truly in love with you and still is, even though you had been taken from him.
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Yello yello thanks 4 reading,and sorry if this was long but I felt in the moment while writing this.
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