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oifaaa · 5 months

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Fuck transphobes

Fuck transphobes!! Slight side note what made you want to send this to me after I posted about crocodile mum theory???

#ask #anon #not to show how long it takes me to reply #but you sent me this #right after i posted that #so you know #just curious #also side note #but we all agree sanji is trans right #idk if they're a trans woman in deep denial #or a trans man who's dealing with deep internalised transphobia and is horrified someones gonna figure it out #but they are definitely trans #and handling it horribly #they got sent to queer Island for fucks sake #what is this show

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cemeterything · 9 months

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my dreams need to stop giving me fucked up ethical dilemmas i'm sorry but i don't think like that. if you put me in a survival situation i will simply do whatever i want.

#🐉#last nights dream was a massive tidal wave and all the people around me were insisting we had to stay and help #as many people as possible escape. and i was like erm no we dont. and walked off and just told people i met along the way to start running #if they wanted to live or stay and die and let them handle the rest.#and when all my companions called me a horrible person for it i was like well being a good person isnt going to mean anything #if im dead is it. lol.#ill take my tortured conscience over oblivion. see you in the afterlife maybe.

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batcavescolony · 1 year

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I know the fandom trope of "Tim hates Dick for what he said in Red Robin" but like

He probably felt hurt for a minute but the second he saw Dick again it was instant forgiveness. He is in awe of his big brother, he thinks he has it all together (even though he very much doesn't), he thinks the world of Dick. in the alt universe vampire comic Tim probably forgave Dick for crushing his scull in. Tim at his core is a Dick Grayson Stan first, human second.

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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people practice w Them <3

#posting this and then shoving my head into a hole Bye #i am! Not Confident!!! in my people scribbling abilities!!#but im trying!!! im fucking trying!!!#i already see improvement #not enough to make me go 'wee the masses are gonna love this'#but enough that i can fathom posting. i can handle it. i can do this #if i dont do it now then i never will!!!!#im still gonna scream into a pillow rip it apart and then eat the stuffing!!!!#ah... the mortification of Existing... of Being Perceived...#it is ever present and inescapable! youd thing id be used to it by now!!!#ill be on my death bed asking people to leave the room so that i can die w/o feeling horribly self conscious and Seen #no seriously every time i think about my potential death and or coma should that happen #i prematurely cringe at the Attention. people potentially crying at my bedside Eugh No Thank You Please Do That Elsewhere #either call me a loser and drop off a single flower or leave me be <3 #THIS IS A WELCOME HOME SCRIBBLE POST. IM SORRY I FORGOT #scribble garnish #uh um uh so uh wally and barnaby am i rite fellas-#in my mind they're picking up takeout for dinner <3 #yeah no im not tagging it with a fandom tag. i dont want to be perceived As We've Established #im somewhat satisfied with that first wally.... swag <3 #& do i have major gender envy for barnaby? yeah #im not used to drawing people but i should be... i need to be...#THERE ARE GUYS I WANNA DRAW! mine and others!!! ngl mostly mine!!!

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months

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Peeped the horrors

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #a-qing #xue yang #A-qing went 'there are horrors he is committing and I am going to peep them' and then faced horrors that she could not fathom #The fact she sees the evidence first hand but it genuinely is too much to handle is a lovely tragedy that betrays her youth #It is interesting that she clearly does have more knowledge than the lay person about cultivators and night hunts (possibly from xxc?)#she does mentally call out xue yang for using the right terminology (betraying his 'no one important' façade)#but corpse poisoning is...well....probably not something she could have known about #so instead she has to encounter this horrible and suspicious event and justify it to keep herself sane #Ah....that's not going into the really interesting ambiguity of xue yangs targets #the people he kills specifically slandered *all three of them*#Was it just for himself? Was there a sense of protectiveness over his two blind companions?#I don't want an answer. I love that it is ambiguous #And oh man. having the noble XXC do the killing is so deviously evil. What a loaded chekov's gun.#you know xxc is gonna have a breakdown over it *when* he finds out. Its all a matter of timing #ok ok funny tag time #I think little apple and xy should meet up so they can swap arson tips. Truly the power team nobody wants. Not even them.#they would fight to the death and little apple would *win*#EDIT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE YANG

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chorusofcrows · 3 months

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FOUR.

"I love you."

Villain scoffed, "No, you don't. You're drunk."

Hero steped forward, trying to take Villain's hands in their own. They were brushed off, "I do." they insisted.

Villain sighed, "You don't even know what that word means."

"I do." Hero protested.

Two 'I do's, you may kiss the bride.

Villain shook off the joke.

If they were anyone else, if their situation with Hero was anything else, perhaps it would actually work. They could be domestic, cuddles, binge-watching Modern Marvel's re-runs, dates, hand-holding.

But they weren't and it wasn't.

"Do you even know what this-" Villain gestured between the two of them, "-means? What you- your feelings mean?"

Hero frowned, "It's not wrong to feel this way."

"I didn't say that." Villain wished Hero never told them this. Villain could live with the ignorance and the dancing around the bush, the flirting, the snarky comments, "It's wrong to feel this way about me."

Hero's voice, despite being intoxicated, was certain, "Do you think yourself undeserving of love?"

Villain laughed at that. A paniced, insane, broken, hurt laugh they didn't know they had, "I don't want you." A lie.

Hero smiled softly, "That's okay. I just wanted you to know."

Well, did Hero, perfect, warm, gold, and special Hero ever wonder if Villain wanted to know? No, they were selfish and egotistical and sacrificing and perfect and pretty and put people before themselves.

Just above a whisper, Villain said, "You deserve someone better."

Hero's grin faltered, "So you do think yourself undeserving."

Villain chose to stare past Hero, instead of meeting their eyes, "I think that you shouldn't waste your time on someone who thrives on everything being the same. Someone who can't bring themself to care for you the way you deserve to be cared for."

"Well, self-awareness is a great start" the charming, beautiful smile was back. It was blinding.

"How much have you had to drink?" Villain said instead.

Hero's smile was sad, "I don't want to forget tonight."

"I rejected your advances."

"It's okay. I just wanted you to know that I love you."

Villain took a step away from Hero, avoiding their gaze, on the bridge of breaking down, "Please, stop saying that."

Hero smiled still.

Villain hated change.

#hero prompt #hero x villain #villain prompt #villain x hero #hero x villain community #villain x hero community #angst #dude i swear i didn't mean to put so much of myself in this oops #I Cant Handle Change by Roar playing in my mind on loop #reactions to the phrase i love you #villain rn: a horrible decision really

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cryptiduni · 10 months

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ok ok, listen. I am gonna be straight with you. I am not a Patholic nerd and I really like the game. it has one of the most extraordinary stories/lore, plus its gloomy aesthetic is just my shit. but as a local Khalkh Mongolian, I very much dislike the herb bride designs. they have no inspiration from the cultures they are supposed to vaguely resemble, like literally nothing. i am a visual type of person and love it, ADORE it when shit is pretty to look at, it's in my blood. instead they opted for looking like straight-up savage unevolved cartoon cavewomen with skimpy outfits and foliage in their hair for good measure.

they look so out of place here, which you could argue its intentional but cmonnn???

here’s my take on how they could have looked like or at least what kind of things the devs missed out on:

—and their hair should have been braided in many different styles? all three of the major inspirations for the kin doesn’t like loose hair, if we are speaking traditionally. i really like these thin braids:

yeah, i get Orkhon economy is in shambles so no jewelry and colorful clothes but at least cover their boobage?? idk just slap on thin deel + belt and then just rough it up? make decorations out of wood?? and beads out of bones without just dangling them?? just because shit is desperate doesn't mean we gotta lose our dignity too?

edit: This post’s main point is not about restricting the nudity or the creative liberty i am only saying they should have approached this aspect from a different perspective with a native eyes on the IPL development team. It may have came off that way because i used the word boobage huh?

#everything doesn’t have to be accurate but keep your shit AUTHENTIC #do not ‘umm actually’ me unless you are a local or studied altaic cultures #deepening my lore perspective is ok too. but do not be a snob w/ me #dancing so hard that your clothes fall off is kinda bullshit excuse but ok fine. it's an interesting idea. initially #yeah herb brides get empathtic moments but we do agree this is a fetishization of poc women to a degree right? like a sexualized caricature #one of them straight up die for a open your heart joke lol wtf #and if you are gonna sexualize something at least DO IT RIGHT #there’s much so cool shit you coulda done here but nooOO savage east-asians are apparently the hip thing to do ugh #but handling of the colonialization aspect is horrible #you google traditional clothes on our culture almost every single one of those women and they will have a hairdo and a deel+belt #p.s. we don't worship bulls #or an evil entity #our religion is tengri or buddhism. some of us are monotheist too #random trivia: the pronoun “I/me” is not written “be”. it's “BI”#random trivia: unmarried woman/girl is called a sewger #pathologic #pathologic 2 #мор утопия #мор утопия 2 #herb brides #flintstones looking ass #god i am so gay for all these women above (except the herb bride hell nah)#makes the 4 hours i spent on this so worth it #if I had a nickel every time if slav games i liked had an anti-asian undertones #I’d have two which is not a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice #mongol #tibet #buryat #mongolia #buryatia

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conjectureand-gloom · 5 months

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so let’s get something straight: if i cover my ears because i cannot stand the sound of someone chewing, im being rude. so i don’t cover my ears and instead end up in tears, and im being dramatic and im an attention seeker. so i move away from whoever it is who is chewing, and im being disrespectful and making that person feel bad, so clearly im a horribly selfish person. so i blast music to drown out the sound of somebody chewing, but its rude to listen to music at the dinner table, so obviously i have no manners and im a horrible person. how can i win this???

#personal #vent #the first few times i had to move away because i couldn’t handle the sound‚ my parents yelled at me and i ended up in tears anyway #but genuinely there is no way to win this #there is no way to handle my own issues without being told that i’m a horrible person #i swear i have some form of misophonia because i seriously cannot hear chewing without wanting to kill that person and then myself #misophonia #neurodivergent #anyway i’m defs not neurotypical let’s just say that

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nerdyfangirlingbooks · 1 month

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Okay the thing is with the Williams decision is that it's obviously so horrendously shit at a personal level. Logan should NOT be having to pay for someone else's mistakes, let alone this severely. And because of this whole situation, there's an insane amount of pressure on Alex to perform well now too.

But they don't have the luxury of looking at it solely on a personal level, because the whole reason they're in this mess is because of funding (and their lack thereof). As insane as it might seem that they're doing this so early in the season since we don't even know what place they might be fighting for later and whether this would make a difference, that's exactly why they have to do it. Placing higher in constructors means they get more money, which improves their chances in the future. Sure, this might not amount to anything later, but it also might be what gets them that extra place and extra money.

Objectively, putting Alex in the car is the best decision for the team.

Should they have been in this situation at all? Of course not. Is it fair that Logan is taking the consequences of everyone else's mistakes? Of course not. But they don't have the luxury of ignoring what's best for the team right now, however much it completely sucks

#australian gp 2024 #before y'all come for me I am literally a logan girlie and have been since he debuted. I think this decision is horrible and even though #he's handling it well he shouldn't have to. but he does and it's the right call for the team #logan sargeant #alex albon #williams racing #williams f1

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chaosgenasi · 2 days

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#idk if this makes sense but complicated mentor-mentee relationships my absolute beloved #also i keep saying it but i'm so obsessed with how midst handles POV. i thought sherman was dead but that was just lark's perspective #and i loved not really knowing what to make of spahr for most of season one and then this episode #it's like oh obviously he and phineas are very similar bc the trust is horrible/he's probably training phineas how he was trained etc.#just. it's all SO GOOD. and now we're in the FOLD and LARK is here. i'm so excited #midst

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incorrect-hs-quotes · 4 months

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Roxy: wehere's seasons greasons

Roxy:

Roxy: its that tmie of year agian

Dirk: It doesn't have to be.

Roxy: its not optional!

#submission #dirk strider #roxy lalonde #dirk #roxy #okay i know this is horribly out of season now (january) but hear me out #them vibes #also i so desperately want to post this with the text coloured but my phone does not handle selecting text on the tumblr submission box #like at all. it's a shitty iphone se from 2016 and the screen is so small #that the keyboard+formatting selector+random 'FOLLOW THE TUMBLR SUBMISSION GUIDELINES' box at the top is too much #okay well it doesn't say that exactly but it does have a link to the TOS so it's like... that but subtle. anyways #it cannot display and the text floods right off the fuckin screen never to be seen again #until i misclick the tag section that is #that's entirely unrelated i am so sorry lol #//#homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #mod terezi #listen the seasonings are greasoning right now i see no reason to keep it restricted to just december #(editor's note: it is currently -7f right now where i am. the seasons do be greasons)

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poketcg-art · 1 month

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Honestly I wish I had more awful cards to show but I haven't really ever come across cards quite like those three.

#not tcg #the manaphy is there because of the awful scaling of the png #you can see the jagged pixels from a horrible resize job #some 'png slapped on a background' sugimori cards genuinely bring me delight #like stunfisk and togepi #manaphy is there because of how poorly the png is handled

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crimeronan · 11 months

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luz and hunter are the funniest hand in unlovable hand pair of all time because they are patently fucking NOT hand in unlovable hand but they are both SO CONVINCED THAT THEY ARE. hunter and luz out here like "i'm gonna destroy and kill us both we're gonna take this whole world down with us i am the cancer in your blood i am the monster under the bed we're evil and wrong and bad and MIRED IN SIN" while the rest of their giant family who all love their lovable asses so fucking much are watching them like "for CHRIST'S SAKE. can you PLEASE just eat a fucking meal. and STOP BEING CATHOLIC"

#i've got thanks to them on the brain. THEYRE SO FUNNY.#we have to handle everything ourselves because no one else will ever understand our evil hearts of darkness #you guys are crying and cuddling in the middle of a giant puppy pile filled with love. kids ffs #can we PLEASE get some accurate self-perception in here. i know we cant. but can we #toh #horrible mindscape trauma pals #luz noceda #hunter toh

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fischiee · 7 months

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look ive been getting so caught up in the misogyny of tex but i am always thinking about the scene where church forgets her bc like

the world is already ending. church is 100% positive both he and tex are going to die in there and he is fully prepared for that moment. and so the moment of him forgetting her isn’t actually him erasing her from the narrative or killing her himself to break the cycle or anything like that.

it’s him promising to let her go. to stop bringing her back. to finally let her stay dead and stop dragging her back to a world she doesn’t actually belong in. he’s finally returning her agency to her, by letting the ghost that he has resurrected time and time again finally rest.

#these two…#constantly torn between the fact that she was just an extension of him and how horrible that is #and also how she and him were so in love and deserved to be able to retire together and spend the rest of their lives bickering and in love #augh too many thoughts too many thoughts i could literally write an essay analyzing them and their story i can’t handle it #they were made for each other (they made each other)#rvb #red vs blue #rvb church #rvb tex #rvb chex

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angellic-critique · 5 months

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Oh yeah, Angel Dust has a sister, her name's Molly, there are a bunch of speed drawings with her.

Anon I think you are the only fan of Molly as I have not sent her be mentioned outside of 2017.

Genuinely thought that Molly was like Niffty/Vaggie situationship because I had NO fucking clue what stance Molly even was outside of just looking at a distant glance over definitely not realizing that was what happened to the past 'Angel Dust Drag'..... The fact that it personifies into a woman that is barely mentioned [much like angel representing or doing drag in the first place], turned into fucking THIS????

I cant even begin to comprehend.... She speaks for herself honestly. You can tell that viv genuinely did not give a fuck about the implications here or the lazy design that is 'Hmm angel dust but pink girly'

I feel like she just became cut content considering there hasn't ever been a mention about angels' family besides his Arackniss

Kinda weird how angel is more focused and put down upon in the spotlight more with Valentino and less with his 1930s mobster Italian spider persona :/ Even attempting to make a different womanly character known as the sister of angel dust, she is still tied down to him and has nothing besides this rainbow vomit old design.

How could I not be confused over angels' stance on dragging while VIV can't even fucking make characters up for him without retconning over herself!

You want this mess of a character design to be made but not Baxter???? I'm baffled. Thanks for bringing this horrid 'writing' decision to my notice. Since viv doesn't give a single lick of sense about Molly I too did not realize that Molly was supposed to be the hyper feminized pink eyesore that was SUPPOSED to be Angel's DRAG PERFORMING CARICATURE???

Your ask has the exact same amount of punch as telling me that Blitz has a sister, they are underwritten to be one of the same since they're women obviously Viv just doesn't like writing women ! :/

#also she looks like she wouldve been hell to animate :/#didnt even mention how turning a males DRAG QUEEN persona into an ACTUAL FEMALE REPRESENTATION is a horrible thing rlly #anti vivziepop #fucked up #trash askbox #helluva boss critical #hazbin hotel critical #anti spindlehorse #please stop supporting spindlehorse #thats like even worse that she was supposed to be his sister ugh 😑#she looks more coked out then the character NAMED angel DUST #still #there is no characterization or bite to angel outside of his drag sona #im just baffled over arackniss and cherry bomb having more spotlight then the fact that angel is a drag performer :/#i got into hazbin for angel dust because he made me realize i was transgender at a really low point in my life.#hence why the character USED to mean a lot to me alongside stolas but like wow im not excited over vivs' spark of hope for addiction #she can barely handle that stolas is a pill addict much less angel dust genuinely trying to kill himself through pleasures #vivziepop critical #please stop supporting vivziepop #spindlehorse critical #for a bit i thought they were the same fucking character #scopohobia tw #anti hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel criticism #leather with no mystique and lace with all the abuse blatantly written over :x

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fagbearentertainment · 3 months

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Every time I learn something new about Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss I feel myself die a little inside

#like the shows? not funny and handles serious topics extremely poorly #the work conditions? awful #the company? even worse #vivsiepop herself? the most horrible unpleasant person imaginable #hazbin hotel critical #helluva boss critical #<- I guess???

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