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#and I’m out of water and I was already lightheaded and now I’m crying and I need to get more water but I can’t stand
nope-body · 10 months
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#I hate how I don’t trust my parents to be okay with my chronic pain to the extent where instead of texting them to ask them to grab me an#ice pack I waited until I stopped uncontrollably shaking enough that I could limp to the kitchen and back using my cane and the walls#and while they probably would have gotten me an ice pack that would have been it#it would have been here’s the ice pack. maybe can I do anything else to which the answer is no and then they would have just left#if I texted them right when I was able to I would have been on the floor shaking and crying from pain.#their reaction would have been to walk away once they did what I asked#and I’m not saying this based on nothing. I’m saying this because that is exactly what has happened every other time I have been stuck on#the floor in pain and needed a hot water bottle or ice pack or medicine or whatever#I would get it and then they’d leave again and tell me to ask them if I need anything else#there’s never any compassion or trying to make me more comfortable or just being with me so I’m not stuck on the bathroom floor for who#knows how long alone and in pain and miserable. there was never any comfort or compassion#and it hurts so much more than the physical pain I’m in right now#and I don’t want to deal with that again#so I chose to go get the ice pack myself despite not being able to use one of my legs because the alternative is worse.#being actively left to suffer alone is worse than choosing to be alone and in more pain#and that sucks. realizing that sucks#and I’m out of water and I was already lightheaded and now I’m crying and I need to get more water but I can’t stand#for so many different reasons and I just want to live with someone I can trust. someone who will care
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nyctophicbtch · 1 year
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Being Ao’nung’s expected mate:
Author’s note: Ao’nung is a huge simp for the reader, and the reader is just precious. Protect them at all costs.
At first, when Ao’nung found out that you were to be his mate, he was defensive
You tried to be as nice as possible when you had to introduce yourself
But he kept cutting your conversations short
You were already friends with Tsireya, but now that you were to be her brother’s mate, you grew closer
You saw her family more often too
It was a normal day when you bumped into Ao’nung
And he had to ruin your happy mood by being rude
Tsireya had enough
“You could be less rude to them, you know. They never wanted this either.”
They def argued after that
Ao’nung never felt good when he shut you out, but he couldn’t help it
If you hadn’t been forced to be his mate, he probably could’ve fell for you naturally
And he felt like crap every time he saw your smile fade because of him
In all honestly he found you and your smile beautiful
And he hated whenever Tsireya scolded him for making you feel terrible and cry
One day you were laughing with Tsireya and then you saw him
You immediately became quiet and looked uncomfortable
His heart sank
Tsireya gave him a look and he walked pass without a word
He finally decided to apologize the next day, asking you to meet by the waters
“I know I’ve been treating you in the worst possible way.”
Bla bla bla
You still looked uncomfortable just sitting next to him
He promised he’d make up for all the terrible things he had done
Starting now
He led you to an underwater alcove
Your eyes widened when you entered
It was filled with glowing flowers
‘Tsireya told me you love these. Will you take it as my first form of an apology?’ he signed, offering a bracelet made out of the stuff
You hesitantly offer your arm out and he tied it around your wrist
‘Thank you’ you gave him a small smile
He started getting less defensive around you after that
He stopped making hurtful comments or doing anything rude
And once he stopped, he was finally able to actually look at you, and when he did, he couldn’t take his eyes off you
The way you’d play with the kids, the way you’d run off with his sister to do something you weren’t supposed to, the way his name sounded when you said it
And the way you would smile at him
He always liked your smile, but now he found it even more mesmerizing than it already was
Tsireya started noticing how his lingering glances on you would last a tad bit too long
She held back a snort when he accidentally tripped because he was too busy looking at you and not the ground in front of him
She never said anything about it to you, but she made sure to always let Ao’nung know that she knew
The conversations between the two of you grew longer and he started to open up
He starts teasing you
Knowing that it annoys you spurs him to go on
Showing him any form of annoyed reaction is equivalent with encouraging him to continue
He would splash water to your face out of nowhere in the most unecessary times
You would hit the back of his head and give him a heated glare
Which he finds very hot
But you were still a little reserved
The thought that there was a high possibility that you still resented him hurted
Especially when he knew he fell for you
Some nights the two of you spent outside his Marui, talking and enjoying the reflection in the water
His whole body would unconciously lean towards you everytime
Tonight in particular, you decided to lean against him, resting your head on his chest
Ao’nung froze
“Relax. It’s not like I’m asking you to mate with me.”
He became even more flustered
Just because the thought had already crossed his mind multiple nights
Eventually, he would relax and wrap an arm around you
You both basked in the peace
Until Ao’nung randomly blurts out ‘Do you still hate me?’
You shifted yourself away to look at him, much to his disappointment
“What? No.”
Let’s just say it took a couple of bold words and moves to convince him that you didn’t hate him
You felt lightheaded
He had your back pressed up against the wall of the Marui and his hands were deperately trying to pull you closer as he deepened the kiss
His mouth was doing a good job at muffling the tiny sounds that came out of you
But eventually he had to pull away, keeping a finger below your chin as he gazed down at your flushed state through hooded eyes
The two of you couldn’t have been any louder when Aonung’s family were sleeping just through the wall behind you
Tsireya definitely heard.
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dollwritesarchive · 1 year
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𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 — 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐠𝐮𝐞
𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 ∣ smut ( minors dni ), overstimulation, ffm threesomes, dub con in some of them, orgasm denial, spanking, pussy slapping, daddy kink, size kink, dacryphilia, squirting, suggestions of anal, all characters featured are 18+ 
𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁 ∣ do not repost or translate. please reblog && leave feedback. not proofread so there’s probably mistakes. thanks for reading <3
𝗮𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗻 // 𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗿𝘆
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“You’ve still got plenty to give,” Arthur commands, one elbow resting on the edge of his throne, his head tilted ever so slightly to watch the way your bouncing, albeit haphazard now, sends ripples through your thighs all the way up, “keep fucking yourself.” 
you might be able to do what he demands of you, had his free hand not been pressed to your sex, large finger pads rubbing lazily against your puffy clit. he’d been teasing you for so long, edging you for so long that your legs keep trying to give out on you, making it impossible to ride him in a smooth, skillful motion. 
instead, you jounced up and down, crying out to punctuate each time your ass smushed against his thighs, the force at which his cock barrels into you per his demands making you lightheaded. 
bracing yourself with both hands on the expanse of his shoulders, you try to ease off of him, allowing an inch or two to slide free from your body before you pause, and close your eyes tight, your breath shaky, your thighs trembling. 
“I— I need… a m—minute—“ 
“Why? Are you already too sensitive?” his fingertips press against your button, pinching it hard until your hips are jutting, hoping to escape the torture. you nod, and his brows knit together, pensive, before his hand careens upwards, grasping your waist and pulling you back down flush against his lap, filling you to point of crying out, “Very well. You can take those sixty seconds impaled on my cock. Then, you can continue.” 
your nails threaten to scrape at his skin, your eyes watering. the constant, deep throb of his girth in your belly is one of the sensations you were hoping to take a break from, but you can’t rightfully deny the Ruler of Atlantis in his own kingdom— not while you were merely a guest, an ambassador. 
“And then?” you ask, breathless, one hand sagging to feel your belly. from the inside, you felt so full that you might burst, but you smooth your palm over it and feel merely a faint lump of his shape against it. “After I’ve satisfied you, your highness?” 
“I’ll have you cum, finally.” Arthur’s brow quirks. “And after that, my queen will have her turn with you.” 
𝗯𝗮𝘁𝗺𝗮𝗻 // 𝗯𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆𝗻𝗲 
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“Don’t stop!” it’s you that’s begging, because Bruce has you twisted in just the right position to overwhelm you. one of his massive hands is splayed against the obsidian behind your head, keeping his upper half level and hovering over you, so as not to suffocate you, while the other pushes your right leg up at the knee. his jaw is clenched, brows furrowed, as he multitasks. keeping your legs from jutting inward at the knee and digging into his chest to attempt to push him away, and rocking his hips to give you all that you’re asking for. 
“If you’re going to take it, then you have to take it.” he grunts, authority seeping into his strained voice. “Keep your legs open.” 
you were trying, you really were. even when you reached around to grip your thighs with both hands, the second he bottomed out in your belly, you were arching off the hood of the batmobile, your body fighting to protest the sheer amount of thickness you’re being fed, and how each bulging vein scrapes against your delicate walls. your knees spur into his ribs, attempting to work their way between the two of you. 
“Keep going,” you moaned, even as your nails sank into his chest, digging through the sweat-sheened, dark patch of hair found there, “I’m going to cum again!” your palms pushed against him, you writhed, and your legs were threatening to bruise his rib cage. 
that’s why he had taken over. pushing your knee up towards your chest, he could pin you back down to the batmobile and keep you in place; his bare chest heaving only inches from your face, raining droplets of salty perspiration on to your contorted countenance. “I’m not stopping until you beg me to,” he mutters, as if it’s obvious enough. “That would defeat the whole purpose of your endurance training.” 
he always had to make it sound like he was making you a better superhero, a more important asset to the Justice League. 
was that really true, or did he just enjoy the way your cunt clenched around him? 
“Your ability to follow orders, however,” pressing his shoulder against the back of your knee, he holds you in place so he can push his now liberated palm against the hood on the other side of your head, “we’ll work on that next.” 
𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄 & 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗿𝘆 // 𝗼𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝗲𝗻 & 𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗵 𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 
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the stinging slap against your clitoris already has you yelping, digging your nails into your own thighs as you keep them spread apart. Dinah rubs the sting into your button with her lithe fingers, whilst her other hand buries itself in Ollie’s hair, pushing his head down between your legs. the burn of his beard rubbing your most sensitive region has you squirming and panting. “We can play this game all night,” she croons, patting your swollen clit. the taps are firm and quick, nearly spanking, and you twitch each time, “Ollie can work your cunt over, tongue fuck you until you’re just about to cum…” 
and you were, you were trembling with the desire to release, since such a privilege has been withheld thus far, and your eyelids fluttered, your toes curled. every sensation they fed you was amplified by at least one hundred, due to the constant edging and soiling of your past, potential orgasms. now, within only a few seconds, and with Dinah’s soft crooning as she beats your clitoris, you’re past the realm of pleasure. so hyper sensitive that it had become torturous, and you were desperate to cum. 
“And then, we take it away.” 
Ollie came up for air, and to meet Dinah’s waiting lips, while you convulsed in disbelief as yet another climax is denied, and you snub pathetically. “P—please,” you stammer through ragged breath, “I’m so—so sensitive— it’s— too much… please…” 
Dinah moans, dragging her tongue along her lover’s lips, and gathering your taste on it before she looks at you, her ruby lips etched upwards into a smile. it was devious and lustful— you always did love when she looked at you like that. “If you want to cum that badly, you know what you have to have?” 
you nod, bashful but just needy enough to comply, “C— cock in my ass…” 
“Good girl,” Ollie mumbles, reaching around her midsection to rub Dinah’s bare sex with one hand, and yours with the other. his fingers dip into you, and you arch again, whimpering. “You must really be trying hard to hold it together.” 
“Oh, she is.” Dinah purrs, smacking your clit again. “She can’t even answer correctly, poor thing. Greedy pussy must be overloading her brain. Whose cock do you need in your ass to cum, sweetheart?” 
you’re shaking, grunting in frustrated pleasure as your hazy eyes drift to the strap on laying beside you. locked in the metal ring is a sizable, silicone dildo. your mind whirrs. 
“Y—yours,” you whimper, biting down on your lip. “I need your cock in my ass to cum, Dinah!”
𝗴𝗿𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗻 // 𝗵𝗮𝗹 𝗷𝗼𝗿𝗱𝗮𝗻 
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Hal will hit it from the back because he knows he can pound your sweet spots until you’re shaking. his cock has just the right curve upwards to dip into a nerve cluster when he pulls you back to meet his deep thrusting. it’s a section inside you that no one’s ever touched before him, and he bullies it relentlessly until it overloads your pleasure capacity, and you’re scrambling for something to dig your nails into, thighs trembling uncontrollably. 
“Attagirl,” he moans, tilting his head back to savor the way you quiver around him, “there goes daddy’s sweet, little vibrator.” when you babble his name, he’ll swat at your ass with his palm open, wearing a dopey grin. “That's a good spot, huh? Want me to keep hitting it right there?” when you nod, whimpering nonsensically, he uses his free hand to press into your shoulder blades, urging you to arch your back tighter, and you bury your face in the pillows you hug so tightly, muffling your mewling. “Go to town, babygirl, that feels good,” he encourages with another smack, this time, he digs his fingers in to grab a fistful of the supple flesh on your ass, “shake for me!” 
when you hear his moaning in your ear, feel the heat of his ragged breath and the pressure of his muscled torso against your back, it only sends you higher. 
you worry you may never come down. 
pinned to the mattress, tearing at the fabric of the pillows and sheets, your eyes rolling back, you manage to whimper his name, followed by a string of pathetic pleas. “T—too much— can’t.. I can’t—“ 
“You can,” he ensures, both hands running up the length of your body underneath to grope at your breasts while he rams you into the mattress. “My babygirl can. Just let me… fuck, let me give it to you. Let me fuck you ‘till you can’t think straight.” when he kisses your neck with his open mouth, he rasps out, “And when I fill you up, I’m gonna flip you over and eat my cum out of this sensitive, little pussy. Daddy’s not leaving for Oa until the AM. You’re gonna cum until you cry tonight, baby.” 
𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗻 // 𝗸𝗮𝗹-𝗲𝗹 ( 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝗸𝗲𝗻𝘁 ) 
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you cling to him. 
you know he has you, and you won’t be going anywhere, but you still hold tightly to his shoulders, hook your legs around the smallest section of his back, burying your face in his massive chest. his herculean form engulfs you in a shadow, encasing you in his warmth; you feel microscopic underneath him. 
you hadn’t realized how intense making love to him would be; he was always so gentle when he held you, so easy when he kissed you. he treated you like you were made of glass most of the time, and he did so with a smile. 
but when he was inside you, you could feel every muscle in his superhuman body, tight and fighting the urge to ruin you. he made sounds: guttural moans in the back of his throat, as he eased you into a rhythm he thought you could handle. 
even for all his holding back, you were still struggling— your body overloaded with stimulation, from the depth he could reach, to the force behind his rutting. the swollen tip of his cock bumped nerves you didn’t even know existed, prodded at your insides, and still? still, Kal wanted to give you more pleasure. 
with one hand slipped between the two of you, he used his first and third finger to spread your netherlips, petting at your swollen clit with his middle finger.  
it was enough to have you falling apart, over and over again. whining his name, wriggling under his weight. 
“You’re doing so good.” he was murmuring, just barely louder than your whimpers, as he kisses the top of your head, but his powerful hips piston at a steady, deep pace. “If it’s too much, you can tell me. We can stop—“ 
your grip tightens. 
you didn’t want to stop, even if your body were to give out. you wanted Kal to have you in every way possible, from your heart to your soul, to your body, even if it meant the latter was broken from his power by the end of it. but you couldn’t tell him that. instead, you shook your head, back and forth, several times, whimpering desperately. 
Kal understands, and the breath of a fond chuckle leaves his lips against your head. “Okay, no stopping, understood.” 
it was when you came unraveled again, starting to blubber, leaving tears streaked across his chest, that his grip on you tightened. “I’m going to rub harder, okay? I’m going to fuck you deeper.” 
for the first time, you were apprehensive. 
how could he possibly get deeper? 
“K—Kal…” 
“I can feel you on the brink,” he coos, slowly pushing fresh inches into you. you didn’t even know he wasn’t hilt deep until you felt his other hand press against your spasming entrance; he was using it as a bumper, keeping himself from burying what remains of his length into you too soon by keeping a tight fist around his shaft. “You’re so close to the big one…” 
you’re in awe as your mind swims with the possibilities of just how many more inches of cock Kal had to offer. 
and how much of it could actually fit inside you? 
“I want to give it to you.” 
with he scrapes at your clit with the tip of his finger, harder and faster, you look up at him, bottom lip trembling, babbling, and find his chin angled down, ready to kiss your tears away. 
“Just hold on to me.” 
𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗹𝗮𝘀𝗵 // 𝗯𝗮𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗻
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Barry was beaming when he could feel the soles of your feet against his shoulders, urging him back from his nest between your thighs. he’d been so diligent in the use of his tongue, swirling it over your aching clit so many times and at such an impossible speed that it felt as though he was conjuring a minuscule tornado with the velvety muscle, and siccing it on your body to assault you in a way that no other man could ever compare to. his fingers, and the way they worked you over from the inside, were just as skillful; thicker than you’d anticipated— and knuckle deep. he was tapping a button from the interior, teasing it, gauging how you react when his fingertip grazes over it. 
“Barry—“ whimpering, you push against him, “I really— I can’t cum again… without…” 
“Without…?” Barry grins wide, azure eyes alight with excitement as he pumps faster. “Squirting for me?” your eyes widened, and you felt the heat of a furious blush on your cheeks. you never should’ve told Barry it’d happened once before. 
“Barry!” you give him a shove with your foot, just barely harder than before, but he claps a hand on your thigh and pushes one foot off of him, pinning your leg to the bed, keeping it spread wide. “It’ll… make a mess…” with your hand fleeing for his golden locks, you grip them at the crown of his head, but you don’t try to pry him off of you. you merely hold on to his hair, staring down at him, panting. 
but his eyes are twinkling; mischief awash in the oceanic gems. “I’ll lick it all up. I want to taste it.” he answered simply, jamming his fingers into you somehow even faster. the pressure on your lower belly elicits a broken squeak from your lips as your head drops back against the pillows, and your grip tightens on his hair. Barry dives back in, slurping on your clit until you’re seeing triple. 
“B—Barry— the sheets—“ 
“We own a washing machine.” 
he wasn’t allowing you any excuses, nor was he giving you any time to find the strength to control the orgasm that follows shortly. even as you tried to pull his head back, to ease the intensity, your hips rock upwards, off the bed in tandem with his furious finger fucking, and you smash your sex into his face with a hapless cry of his name. you erupt, soaking his hair and face, as well as the sheets underneath you in a violent gush, and press your thighs together as tight as you can around his head. he allows this, trailing the hand that was keeping you pinned up the length of your torso to knead your breast in tender circles as he gurgles and moans. even as your vision was blurry and you were panting, you glance down at him weakly to witness the way his eyes rolled back in his head when he sipped on you. it was vulgar enough to have you whining, falling back against the bed, in exhaustive defeat. 
when Barry finally comes up for air, he’s drenched— his golden tendrils sticking to his face, and he’s sucking in as much oxygen as he possibly can, sitting back on his knees to admire the carnage he left. you were still trembling, legs falling open to either side, mewling soft and pathetic. you peek up at him, watching diamonds of your essence rolling down his chiseled cheek, and it only has your hips rocking more fervently, humping air. he smiles wider, palming at himself. there was a fat lump in his pants that was begging for treatment. “I’m so hard right now,” he purrs, and reaches for your hand with his free one, bringing it to his groin. you squeeze and rub, following the rhythm you know he likes, and he moans, watching you inch towards him on your back. you were much too weak to crawl expertly. “See what you do to me?” 
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piratefishmama · 1 year
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Forgiven not Forgotten | Part 3
Steve shared his shower with Robin.
He did for two years, watched her six while she watched his, there were no boundaries between them now.
At first, perhaps there’d been a quiet “don’t look at my boobs” from Robin, with Steve firing back “don’t look at my dick” which earned a very much expected “why would I look at your dick, Steve?” They’d fire quips back and forth until they were clean and ready to go. It was rare in the aftermath of the earthquake that they got showers, water had run out so quickly.
People assumed it was burst pipes.
It wasn’t. The government had cut them off. Barricaded them in, would have probably nuked the place or something had Eleven not been a continual menace to the military presence that lingered for the first year. Couldn’t get shit within half a mile of her without it being redirected elsewhere. They were still in there, they were still fighting.
They weren’t going down without taking that walking nightmare of a thing with them.
Steve still shared his shower with Robin.
Even at the house, the comforts of modern society feeling foreign, hot water burned for a moment, but in a way that seeped into their bones leaving them loose limbed and floaty, in a way that left them lightheaded when they stepped out, but laughing at the absurdity of how they never thought they’d forget what hot water felt like.
His parents weren’t kidding about the food either, after showers were had and clothes were changed, a feast of quick bite foods were laid out onto the modest kitchen table. Finger sandwiches that his mother seemed to be making at rapid speed, cocktail sausages, cheese, things they could grab and snack on quick.
It struck Steve a little stupid for a moment, just watching his mother there, two completely unrelated young adults stuffing their faces while his mother worked diligently to feed them.
It'd been a long time since he’d seen his mother doing anything in the kitchen. A long time since she’d been anywhere but following his father around, attempting to catch him in the act of adultery.
“Best grab something quick, kids, we’re meeting Harold at the hospital in an hour.”
“Harold?” Why did that name sound familiar? Robin didn’t question it like Steve did, content to hurry into a spot not occupied to gorge herself on finger foods to leave Steve running the name over in his head on his own. Groaning in delight over the cucumber sandwiches. Such simple things. She’d never take cucumber for granted ever again.
“Closest lawyer we have on the books thats any use, your father is in the living room on the phone with him now, he’s commuting from Indianapolis to meet us there.” Once again he found himself shocked. Who were these people?
“You’re actually…” they were actually going to help? Don’t question it, don’t question it, it’d just go away if he questioned it, just— “I’m sorry, but you’re actually going to help?”
Lynda paused in her sandwich spree, those gorging themselves on finger foods already prepared pausing momentarily as the atmosphere thickened with that one question. He didn’t believe it. Not for one second, he hadn’t believed that his parents would actually help. He’d just put the kids into the car because he knew it was better than staying at that hospital.
He knew a break from the sterile white walls, a break from the crying families, from the loss and pain around them, he knew a break from it would do the kids good.
“Robin… would you… would you take over for a moment, please?”
“Huh?” Robin startled, eyes darting to Lynda, before she stumbled out of her seat to take Lynda’s place “s-sure, yeah, got it.”
“Come with me, Steven.” She untied the apron from around her waist and hung it on a small hook by the door as she walked by, wordlessly, with the kids eyes on his back, he followed her out of the kitchen, out of the back door, into the spacious back yard where she stopped on the decking, her arms wrapped around her torso, fingers clutching her own biceps as she just. Looked out into the garden.
He closed the back door behind him.
“What’s going on, mom?” He half expected to be berated, how could he question her in front of people, make her look bad as though she wouldn’t help. How dare he allude to the idea that she wasn’t the perfect parent around people. What would they think?!
That wasn’t what he got. “…Do you remember when you were small?” He frowned a little, expression scrunching in confusion, she let out a soft huff of sad, short laughter at his lack of an answer. “No, I suppose you might not. Steven… we lost you. Your father and I. We didn’t mean to, but we did. There’s no excuse for it, nothing I say here can excuse letting my son disappear, so many should haves, could haves, and would haves. I could say we were young, stupid, didn’t have experience with a child to know what to do, but… it was as though one minute you were there, our bright, perfect little ball of sunshine, and the next…” she shook her head “you weren’t there anymore. Or you were, you were there, but— but that sunshine was gone. And we didn’t try to get you back. We didn't know where to begin looking, so we didn't.”
Steve swallowed hard, eyes diverting to the ground, that… wasn’t what he expected at all. He remained silent. Jaw clenched tight. He remembered. Of course he remembered. Remembered feeling wrong. Feeling dirty, gross, feeling… unclean.
Feeling like his parents had betrayed him by letting him be himself. By not nipping what people deemed wrong in the bud before it’d had chance to bloom.
For setting him up for heartbreak.
It wasn’t their fault. None of it was their fault. Time had just moved too quickly to fix what one stupid boy had so carelessly broken in him.
“Like I said, there’s no excuse… there’s nothing I can say that’d make up for letting you suffer like that, letting you suffer on your own instead of just… being there for you. Or trying harder to be there when I could have been, when your father and I could have been, I spent so long chasing him thinking… it doesn’t matter what I thought. It was stupid. I let stupid people feed my own stupid insecurities. But… we promised… we made a promise when we moved here, that if you came home… we’d try.”
“You’d try?” He failed to keep the waver out of his voice, she turned to look at him, a sadness in her gaze that seemed endless.
“To be there, in any way we could be, to stop just leaving you, to try and understand. I know it’s a little late to be your parents at this point, Steven… we missed you growing up, and now you’re grown, and the things you’ve been though… you don’t need us telling you how to live your life. We missed that chance to be impossibly overbearing and that’s entirely on us. But we still want you to know that we’re here… we’re not leaving you alone anymore. So, whatever you need… be it a roof over your head, a meal, or… or getting your friend out of a tight situation with the law then… we’re here. We’re going to help, and we’ll use every resource we have to do it.”
What did one say to that? How could he speak without his voice breaking? Without all those bubbling feelings overflowing? She was right, time had passed, too much had passed to simply ignore, and old wounds would always be there until he figured out a way to close them.
He never claimed to be emotionally mature. In fact he was usually pretty useless when it came to emotions.
Always feeling too much, never knowing how to control it.
So he breathed in sharply through his nose, and turned his head, swallowing harshly, jaw clenched, eyes stinging as he blinked away the water rapidly gathering, and he nodded. Nodded as she uttered a quiet “oh sweetheart” and crossed the short distance between them to wrap him up in her arms, wrapped his own arms around her and simply held on tight.
“Steven, your—” John cut into the moment unintentionally as he walked out into the back garden, but it didn’t break them apart, he offered a small smile to the two of them after taking the sight in, holding the wireless handset in his hand “It’s Nancy, she says the doctors are bringing Eddie out of his coma, she says they’ll wait for us, but we should head out. Harold will probably be there by the time we arrive too.”
“Right… right, okay” he wiped the side of his palm over his eyes, dragging the dampness away. He released a shaky breath, and then let his mother go. “Alright.” Time to face the man of the hour.
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reidslovely · 2 years
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Hi! I saw your requests were open so if you feel comfortable, would you write a NSFW blurb or headcanon with tasm!Peter x fem!reader where his spider abilities (either strength/stamina) or something hurts her and she has to use her safeword? (I'm 21 btw 😊)
Uhm, yes bestie I can 💚
I am sorry if this isn’t what you had in mine anon, but I hope you loved it regardless.
18+ MINORS DNI
Content Warnings: Rough choking, use of safe word, sexual acts, dirty talk, ownership, and overstim. Obviously there’s some aftercare.
AGAIN MINORS DNI
Also divider creds to @gettingrailedbyreid
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There was nothing, absolutely nothing more magical than getting lost in the moment with Peter.
The feeling of his cock sliding in between her folds, alone was enough to make her feel lightheaded. His breath fanned on her neck, as he left sensual opened mouth kisses on her neck. “Say please.” He let out a laugh that held a taunting banter to it. He had already drew five mini orgasms out of her her cunt twitched around nothing, she was still coming down from her last one. Her clit throbbed against the tip of his cock as he nestled there. His pre-cum coating her. (Y/N) looked at him; eyes doe like and bottom lip jousting to a pout.
“Pete please, hurry.” She begged.
His fingertip danced over her sternum, then over her collarbones in a slow manner. His finger stopped at the base of her neck, drawing little diagonal lines there. “That wasn’t so bad was it bunny?”
His sweet words distracted her as he slammed himself into her. The girth having no time to stretch her out, not that she needed it. She knew she was practically made from him, and it didn’t hurt that it was always Pete who was reminding her of that.
“This pussy’s made for me huh?” Peter taunted as he rocked into her, her body bouncing slightly at the strength of his thrusts.
That was one thing about Peter, in these lost moments he sometimes forgot how strong he really was. His fingers that previously rested on her neck now squeezed it tightly, her eyes widening. A moan fumbled it’s way out of her worn out body. His cock stretching her out, hitting the spot only he had ever been able to fine. “Asked you a question baby.”
“Yes, yes. Yours.”
“Good girl.”
As Peter slowed his thrusts, he looked in her eyes. He was gone, pupils blown in bliss, as he kept his rhythm while slowing his hips. All at once, it was like her sense where set on high alert, her cunt tightened around his cock and tears burned in her eyes. Peter’s grip on her throat tightened, she tried to swallow but it felt blocked. She panted her hands lifting to his wrist squeezing. Peter, however, did not ease up. She had never had to use the safe word, but here she was crying and panting seemingly all in pleasure.
“Wolf..Wolf-Spider.”
Much like the previous moan, the safe word tumbled out of her mouth strained and broken. As if someone had flipped his switch Peter threw himself off of her, staring at her in shock.
“(Y/N)..I’m sorry, I..are you okay.”
Suddenly she was glass, Peter sat her up against the headboard softly. He pressed his lips to her forehead whispering apologies.
“I’m okay. Got a little scared, your grip got really strong.”
When Peter looked at her he looked similar to a kicked puppy. “I’m never touching you again.” He says after a brief silence. A sad laughs left her lips as she took her deep breaths, her hand covering his as he passed her a bottled water from their bedside table. All Peter felt was shame, there was a small bruise in the shape of his fingertip forming on her neck already.
“That’s a lie, but whatever will help you sleep tonight.”
Peter returned the sad laugh kissing her hand, they rested against one another.
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(@shiroi---kumo) has entered.
It took a while for the two of them to make their way back to the Comodeen after found her but he can say that he is happy they picked up a few supplies in their travels because now they had a few things to bring back with them once they got there.
Miss Aurora was safe. Finally he could say that for sure.
He's taken it upon himself to show her around the area and where everything in the compound was. He's taken it upon himself to share a drink with her now that he's managed to help her find her own accommodations to settle in and that conversation seemed to drag on as it usually did.
One drink became two and he couldn't say he disliked the warm sensation building in his cheeks. A hiccup escapes him as he looks to her, watching the woman sway in her seat or was that him? There were two of her for a moment and then back to woman and it's in this moment that prince can only find it in himself to grin.
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"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh." He slurs as he holds a finger over his mouth clumsily and a cloud of white escapes through hissing lips. "It'll be okay Miss 'rora." And there is a hard drawl to his voice was never present before. "It be okay. I stay withchu. Don't cry. Don't cry."
Was she crying or was he? His cheeks feel awfully wet. He doesn't remember splashing water on his face though?
"Ev'rythin' gunna be okay Miss 'rora. I pomise. I do m'best n' I git you all back home. You be back in yer 'mestris 'fore ya know it. Kay?"
Their travels had not been easy, to say the least. Poor White Cloud had been the victim of a verbal lashing from time to time from a very volatile Aurora. It wasn’t his fault, and she did her best to control her paper-thin composure, but she was terrified. Waking up in such a strange place, and the last thing she remembered was her sister, it convinced her that Mar HAD to be in danger, or worse, dead.
She couldn’t put her life in a stranger’s hands, but Aurora did try. He could name her sister and others that were already at the location. It wasn’t much, but it was enough for her to follow him back. White Cloud kept his word to get her where she needed to go, and there weren’t any strings attached. That trust didn’t stop the tension Aurora felt radiating through her from growing. So when they finally reached Comodeen, she could finally relax. (And cried horribly while squeezing Mar so tight, she pleaded with Aurora to stop holding on so much.)
Now, after all was said and done, Aurora took a seat and poured herself a cup of some of the spirits they picked up on the way. When White Cloud also took a glass, she thought nothing of it. They continued their conversations from their journey, albeit with not so much formality or discretion. Every few minutes or so, Aurora would peer over at Mar, who was talking with a group at another table. (Best to keep tabs on her from now on.)
This…  Misterican spirit had such a smooth taste, it was no wonder the other drank it without so much as a scrunched face. It did more than just calm the nerves, and the Major could find herself feeling lightheaded as the night drew on (Though not so far gone as the prince, it seemed.)
She stopped mid-sentence as he shushed her. A laugh escaped her lips as he continued to bid her not to cry, “I’m not the one cryin’... anymore, c’m’here yer highness,” She pulled a handkerchief out of her pants pocket, awkwardly reaching over the table and wiping the tears from his cheeks, “Y’ got me back to my sister, it’s all I can ask for.”
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“I hope we can get back soon,” She leans back into her seat, “These people are wonderful- but between you and me…” Her voice drops to a whisper, “I miss the city.” 
Now it’s her own turn to press a finger to her lips with a smile, “Don’t tell anyone though; they’ll tell me I’m turning into a city-slicker.”
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Blood Ties for @narutoocshipweek
Sakumo is called away for a mission on the eve of his child’s birth.
Word Count:  2,229 Warnings:  pregnancy, character death
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Takane is awoken by the clinking of kunai.  In the dismal shadows of her bedroom, she can just make out the outline of her husband. Sakumo looks frenzied, his silver hair reflecting the minimal light of the moon which manages to seep in through the curtains.
“Sakumo, what’s going on?”
His eyes shine when he looks at her, pupils wide and alert.
“I’ve been summoned for a mission.  I have to leave immediately.”
Takane shoots up too quickly and she’s dizzy by the time she’s fully upright.  Sakumo is there in an instant—arms around her shoulders to steady her.  It’s become a common occurrence; the closer she comes to her due date, the more easily she is lightheaded.
“Not so fast, my love.”
Takane shakes her head. She doesn’t care about dizzy spells right now.  All that matters is what he’s just told her.
“You’re leaving.” It’s not so much a question as an accusation.  She places a soothing hand on her belly where her baby is kicking in angry protest at the unusual movement at such an hour.  Sakumo joins her, laying his palm on the protrusion of her stomach and then bending down to give it a quick kiss, murmuring something vaguely reassuring before his lips find Takane’s forehead.  All too quickly, his lips are gone and he returns to his pack to continue sorting through his equipment.
“I’m sorry,” he says, “I don’t have a choice.”  He snaps open a scroll, eyes scanning the parchment in the dark before he rolls it back up and shoves it into his pack.  “You know if I did there’s nowhere I would be but here.”
Taken stands, worry drawn taut between her eyebrows, the corners of her mouth turned down.  The baby kicks again and she rubs soothing circles over her stomach as she wanders out of the room.  It feels too stifling, the scent of soldier pills and weapons oil too potent.
The air is clearer in the main part of the house, once she makes it down the hallway—pointedly walking past the room intended for their coming baby because she knows the sight of it now will only make her cry.  It’s brighter in the kitchen—moonlight streaming in through the large window over the sink and the sliding doors that lead to the garden, the thin paper translucent enough it glows almost like a lantern.
“Takane.”
When she turns to look at her husband, he’s already got his pack slung over his shoulder and the sight of it—the realization that he is really leaving; that he may not be here when she goes into labor as he promised—pulls a choked, mournful sound from her throat.  She covers her mouth with a hand to try and stifle the noise, but it does nothing to tamper the effect it has on Sakumo.
He moves quicker than any shinobi she’s ever seen, crosses the house in less than half a breath to wrap her in his arms, to tuck her face against his neck where her warm tears dribble beneath the neckline of his uniform to gather in the dip of his collarbone.
“It’s okay,” he whispers against her hair, but she shakes her head.
“You don’t know that.”
Takane knows she is being too emotional—that her hormones should not outweigh her duties as a shinobi, even if she is on leave.  But the thought of losing Sakumo now, of giving birth to his child without him present, is overwhelming.  It makes her feel like she is trapped in a water prison, lungs caving in as they try to hold on to the last precious molecules of oxygen remaining to them.
Sakumo smooths her dark hair back and drags his palm over her cheek, the pad of his thumb resting against the beauty mark at the edge of her lip.
“I promise you I will be back in time,” he says, giving her his best reassuring smile.  And though she wants to believe him, she can’t—there is a sharp tug somewhere in her chest that reminds her he could die at any moment.
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”
He pulls away, frowning now himself, and Takane misses his warmth immediately, as she always does. The house is always too cold when he is away—the Hatake Estate, though small by the standards of many of Konoha’s largest clans—is too large for one person to wander the halls alone, even if that person has a second small soul nestled safely within them.
The smell of sulfur and flint draws her attention and Takane turns to find Sakumo licking his thumb as he kneels over a scroll, a smear of blood across the page and a small dog sitting in the middle.
“Takane, meet Pakkun,” he says, flashing his wife a warm smile.
Taken has met several of Sakumo’s ninken before.  But those hounds had been large and fierce, with sharp teeth and intelligent eyes.
The one sitting in her house now is none of those things.  It is small, with a wrinkled face and bored, flat gaze.  It looks more like a trinket won at a festival than a ninja hound.
“Pakkun is the newest member of our pack,” Sakumo says.  He holds a hand out to her and she walks toward him—drawn to him as she has always been, no matter the circumstance.
“He’s a runt,” she says archly.
Sakumo grimaces, opening his mouth to reply—to defend the small creature’s merits, no doubt—but a gruff voice cuts him off.
“I’m not a runt.  I’m a pug.”
Takane scoffs.  “And what good is a pug to a shinobi?”
The little dog growls low in his belly.  Were he in any way intimidating, Takane might have been scared.  Instead, she only rolls her eyes.
“Pakkun, that’s enough.”
The growling stops immediately and Takane chuckles a little, though she stops, too, when Sakumo shoots her a serious look, equally as chastised.
“Sorry,” she and the ninken say in unison.
Sakumo looks up at his wife with an expression that could only be characterized as pure and true affection; love deeper than the Naka River and as blazingly fierce as the Will of Fire itself.  “I’m sorry I have to leave, but I promise I will be back as soon as I can.”  She nods, though the sharp prickle of tears returns to her eyes, her nose suddenly stuffy.  “Give me your hand.”
Takane holds her left hand out and Sakumo takes it between his palms.  When he brings a kunai to her index finger, eyes locked with hers, she understands what he means to do, but still gasps gently when he slices it open.  After she signs the summoning contract, Sakumo presses his lips to her finger tenderly.  When he pulls away, Takane heals herself, her technique casting a soft green glow through the darkness.
“If you need me, you can summon Pakkun and he will find me,” Sakumo says as he pulls his wife into one last embrace before he leaves.  “I will return as quickly as possible.  I will be here when our child is born.”
It’s a promise made by Konoha’s White Fang—not an assertion to take lightly.  Takane is still not sure she believes it as she watches him disappear into the night.  But she knows hope is as important a weapon as a shuriken, and so she holds tightly to it.
Now in her eighth month of pregnancy, Takane can no longer wear her wedding band—the intricately carved jade ring instead hangs on a ribbon she ties around her neck.  As she wanders back toward her bedroom, she pulls the strand from beneath her yukata.  She runs her newly healed fingertip over the carvings as she slides back into bed, but the cool stone surface a poor substitute for the warmth of her husband’s body.
When she feels a slight movement on the mattress, Takane turns to find Pakkun making himself comfortable at her left side, turning in circles against the comforter emblazoned with the Hatake clan crest.
“What are you doing?”
“Keeping watch,” Pakkun says, finally settling down.
Takane frowns.  “I signed that contract so I could summon you if you were needed.”  Pakkun’s dark eyes glint in the darkness, but he says nothing.  “So you can go, now,” she says.
“When your pup comes, you’ll be too distracted to remember to summon me,” he says flatly, letting his eyes slide closed.  “It’s better if I stay.”
Takane wants to tell him to leave if for no other reason than on principle.  She is a shinobi of the Leaf and should be strong enough to handle a little solitude.  Instead, she sighs and settles back against the pillows, staring up at the ceiling as she wills herself not to think of all the exceedingly dangerous situations Sakumo might get himself into before he returns home.
If he returns home.
She wills herself not to cry, cradling her belly with her hands; silently promising her unborn child that whatever happens, she will protect them.  She will love them, even if she has to love them enough for two parents—
The gruff voice of the ninken at her side startles her.  “If you want,” Pakkun says, “you can pet my ears.  They’re very soft.”
Despite her best efforts, Takane laughs.  It’s a ridiculous offer—no amount of soft fur could make up for the absence of her husband at such an important and delicate time.
Still, she reaches out in the dark and finds the pug’s wrinkled face, trailing her fingers over to his ears.  They feel like velvet between her fingers and she falls asleep stroking them gently.
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Kakashi signs his summoning contract when he is barely six years old.  Immediately after he adds his name to the long line of Hatake men and women, Sakumo wraps a bandage around his barely bleeding  finger and Kakashi reads the other names while he waits for his father to finish.
But while Kakashi expects Sakumo’s name to be the most recent one, the one just above his own, instead what he finds are familiar characters between the lines showing their own names.
Takane Hatake.
The same name scrawled in his father’s inelegant handwriting on the modest shrine in their living room.
Kakashi knows that Takane was his mother.  Even now, he knows he is not supposed to talk about her—that doing so carries with it a dark shadow that pulls itself over Sakumo like a shroud.  But seeing her name there, Kakashi cannot help but wonder about her more acutely than he ever has.
“Okay, Kakashi.  Go ahead and try.”
When Kakashi uses the summoning jutsu for the first time, he is met by a small dog with a dull, bored expression that matches his own.
“Yo,” the dog says, “you must be the pup.”
Kakashi scoffs, indignant. “I’m not a pup, I’m a ninja.  You’re the pup.”
The dog growls until Sakumo scolds him.
“Be nice, Pakkun. This is my son, Kakashi.”  Sakumo turns to Kakashi and offers him a thin, weary smile.  “Pakkun is one of the best ninken I’ve ever worked with.  He…” There is the shroud, though it passes much more quickly than usual. “He even took care of your mother for me once when I had to be away,” Sakumo says quietly.  “I’m sure he’ll take good care of you, too.”
Kakashi doubts that very much, and the dubious look he sends the dog’s way makes that much clear.
Still, when Sakumo disappears on his next mission in the middle of the night, Kakashi makes an excuse to summon Pakkun.  “Scent training,” he says when prompted, “I want you to help me sharpen my sense of smell.”
They train long into the evening, Pakkun scoffing as Kakashi tries to push chakra into his nostrils, to focus the sense of smell until he can detect which room of the house Pakkun has just visited.  He doesn’t get any of them right and he finally has to admit defeat when he starts yawning so wide tears spring to his eyes.
“That’s all for tonight, Pakkun,” he says, “you can go, now.”
Kakashi pads his way to his bedroom, flopping onto his bed heavily.
He had hoped his father might be back by now, but it seems he is meant to spend another night alone in the dark, empty Hatake clan home.
Kakashi feels the pug before he smells him, which is not at all encouraging.  Pakkun settles onto the bed as if it is the most natural place for him to be.
“What are you doing?” Kakashi asks, tone flat and acidic.  “I said you can go.”
Pakkun ignores him, circling a few times before settling down with a huff.
“Your mother used to like to pet my ears when she was nervous,” Pakkun says for no discernible reason, “maybe you’d like it, too.”
Kakashi has half a mind to send the pug away by force, but the mention of his mother is enticing—too much so for him to pass it up.  So instead of dismissing the ninken in a puff of smoke, Kakashi reaches out and lays his fingers on Pakkun’s ears.
They feel like velvet between his fingers and he wonders if Takane might have thought the same.
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TW: mentions of blood and stitches.
I wake up, disoriented. I hear my name being shouted and people screaming.
I feel, murky.
Fluid.
Like I’ve been sleeping a great many hours and I’m just now waking up.
My body is being shook but I can’t move it on my own, I feel too numb, to frozen in place.
I feel like I’m drowning. Like I was thrown in the middle of the ocean with my hands and feet bound.
I take deep breathes to expel the water from my lungs, then it occurs to me im on the ground, dry.
I hear a small ringing noise fade into the background. As if it were fully present moments ago and now is too shy.
They ask me “Are you ok? Oh my God, are you ok?!”
They scream, they cry, and I’m not sure what’s going on.
My vision is blurry but as I fully open my eyes and look to the ground, I see blood dripping on the kitchen tile.
I feel cold liquid running down my left cheek, I wipe it away to see my hand stained crimson.
My mother screams, begging me to tell her if I’m ok or not. My sister dials the phone, I don’t know who she is calling. All I know is that I’m dreadfully tired and I wish to go back to sleep.
Sleep.
I wasn’t asleep.
I was eating lunch.
I’m in the kitchen.
I wasn’t asleep, I passed out.
Realization dawns on me and more adrenaline courses through my veins.
My mother now has our neighbor over. She looks at my face and says something of “stitches” my panic grows.
I don’t like stitches.
They grip my hands and help me rise to my feet.
I sit in the passenger seat as my mother speeds off to the hospital. I speak the entire duration of the ride, my mother scared the second I stop I’ll pass out again.
We finally arrive at the hospital, I’m checked in and now in triage. He is asking what happened and like a child I look to my mother for answers, since I cannot speak to what occurred.
I feel a head rush.
I feel nauseous.
I feel lightheaded and my vision unfocuses.
“I feel like I may do it again.” I say.
And that’s all I can say before I wake up once more to screaming and crying and begging to know if I’m ok.
Only this time, I’m in the hospital already.
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↳*falling for you* ༉‧₊˚✧
summary: you can’t seem to stay conscious long enough to talk to peter
warnings: fluff, some angst, a little dramatic
tom!peter x shy!reader
wc: 1.5k
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you weren’t sure what it was about peter parker that drove you crazy, but you knew your tremendous crush on him played a factor in it.
it was starting to become a problem though, as you found yourself fainting each time you saw him. it was like your brain went on airplane mode at the mere sight of him.
“i call it the peter parker phenomenon.” mj blurted, as she watched you try your best to keep from looking at peter, who was a few lockers down to your right.
you cocked your head at her, raising an eyebrow in question.
“you know, the way you just pass out when you see peter? that’s really embarrassing by the way, you should probably go see someone about that.”
“it’s not my fault. i can’t help it if he so cute, thoughtful, and sweet. i once saw him free a dog who got his head stuck in a bike rack, while other people just walked by.”
mj rolled her eyes and sighed as you went on with your rant.
“and he smells so good michelle. i once got close enough to him, and he kind of smells like cinnamon- or apple pie? one or the other. i can’t tell. all i know is that- what are you doing?”
mj had wrapped her arms around you, almost hugging you, in the middle of your rant.
“peters coming, i don’t want you to fall.”
“what!? mj let go, seriously! i have to go, right now.”
you pried at her hands and flailed like a fish out of water, but she surprisingly didn’t let up.
“too late, he’s here.”
you immediately stopped struggling as you locked eyes with him accidentally, and already felt yourself becoming lightheaded.
“hey guys, i was gonna ask you something but i feel like i’m interrupting… whatever this is.” he trailed off.
“oh please, go ahead and ask. we’re not doing anything, right y/n?”
the last thing you heard was peter muttering something as your body went limp, mimicking a rag doll. your head fell back onto mjs shoulder as she carried your weight.
“is she alright? she doesn’t look well.” peter pointed out.
“oh she’s just… acting! she’s in a drama class. she’s trying to see how many people she can fool into thinking she fainted. isn’t she so talented?”
peter gasped and poked at your eye gently, to see if you would move.
“woah, you’re really good y/n! she’s not even flinching.”
mj was starting to struggle holding your weight as she dragged your limp body while backing away from peter.
“yup, she’s going to broadway for sure. we’ll see you later okay?”
before he could respond, mj turned and dragged you down the hall towards the nurse.
the nurse let you go with a sip of water after you woke up. this wasn’t even your fifth visit to her, so she knew about your peter situation all too well.
*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*
you were embarrassed about what happened, as you’ve never actually fainted in front of peter before. you didn’t want to show your face around him much anymore, he probably thought you were strange now.
as you were walking home from school, you decided to stop by delmars for something to eat.
you grabbed a few other snacks and walked back to the counter to pay, running into the one and only peter parker.
“oh, hey y/n. or should i say broadway star?”
you froze like a deer caught in headlights, and even dropped your gummy worms on the ground.
he picked them up and handed them to you. “these are my favorite kind. how’d you know?”
you couldn’t speak, you felt if you opened your mouth you would’ve thrown up on him. you desperately wished mj was there to save you again.
“i- um…” you felt yourself getting dizzy again, but you were determined on not falling out in front of him again.
you left your things on the counter and ran out the front door, with peter shouting after you. the way you acted around peter made you feel utterly ridiculous. crying felt like best option as you ran home, so you let hot, frustrated tears fall down your cheeks.
*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*
the next day wasn’t much better as you found yourself hiding behind your locker door, avoiding peter like the plague.
“the peter parker phenomenon got a hold of you again, huh?” mj popped up randomly, making you jump.
“how’d you know? who told you?” you furrowed your eyebrows.
“the devil himself. he thinks you hate him, you know. he said you ran away from him or something.”
you gasped quietly. the one person who you were hopelessly falling in love with, thought you hated him.
“what? that’s ridiculous! it’s nothing like that, you know it.”
“i do, but he doesn’t. just tell him y/n. if you don’t, he’ll slip right through your fingers.”
“i would tell him, except i don’t want the rejection that follows,” you shrugged. “besides, how am i supposed to tell him when i can barely get a word out around him? i couldn’t even stay conscious long enough if i tried.”
mjs eyes shifted past you, landing on peter, who was hesitantly approaching you.
“well, here’s your chance now,” your eyes widen as you realized what she meant. “you got this y/n, just… don’t be yourself.” she gave you a tight smile followed by a thumbs up, and turned to leave you on your own.
you turned around slowly, being met with peters polite smile.
“y/n can i talk to you?”
you couldn’t find words, and decided to remove yourself from the situation. it was a tough decision, but if you couldn’t talk to him, then you shouldn’t be with him.
you stepped back, beginning to turn away from him but he stopped you, grabbing on to your wrist. you flinched at the sudden contact, feeling sparks run through your arm.
“please don’t run away from me again.”
you shook your head at him, as your voice came out quiet. “peter, i- i need to go before i-“
“it’ll be really quick i swear just- woah, are you okay?”
you fell against your locker, feeling yourself become lightheaded around him once again. he grabbed your shoulders straightening your stance and you grabbed onto his arms.
you were shocked with yourself. you spoke more than 3 words to him, and you were still kind of standing.
“i’m fine i’m just- i just got dizzy…”
“i have a water bottle in my bag. hold on…” he held onto you with one hand as he gave you his water.
you took it with a shaky hand, and sipped from it, feeling your dizziness start to subside. your heart was beating throughout this whole interaction with him. you never saw yourself in this situation, you didn’t know how you were still standing.
“do you feel better now?”
you nodded, avoiding eye contact with him as you realized how close you were to him, which didn’t help with your attempt to stabilize your breath.
“y/n, what’s going on with you? why did you run away from me yesterday? i’m worried about you.”
“you- you’re worried about me?”
“of course, i care about you. a lot actually. that’s what i wanted to talk to you about…”
he lifted your chin with his finger, forcing you to look into his eyes. he smiled when he could finally see them up close.
“y/n, i really like you. i think you’re amazing and smart and talented. i mean, i thought you actually fainted yesterday. that was amazing.”
you fought a smile, you never thought in your life you’d hear those words come from him. to say you were elated was an understatement.
“oh, i did…”
“wait, what? you actually fainted?” he frowned.
“yeah… i’ve never had the best luck trying to talk to you. i’d always get so nervous around you that i’d faint trying. that’s why i ran away from you last night.” you debated on telling him this, but you remembered what mj said, and you figured you should go for it.
“peter, i like you so much. like a lot. i’ve never felt so sure about wanting to be with someone in my life.” you confessed.
you weren’t sure where this newfound confidence came from, but you used it to the best of your ability.
“well, you’ll never have to be that nervous around me again, because i want you to be my girl. do you want that?”
“yes, i do. more than anything.” you answered almost instantly.
he chuckled at your eagerness and slowly leaned in to kiss you, but mj suddenly popped up, sighing loudly.
“finally! i’ll never have to drag your heavy ass down a hallway again. although, i won’t complain. have you seen my biceps lately? i should be thanking you y/n.”
you giggled at your friend and hugged peter, you were proud of yourself for finally being able to do so.
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How they simp ft the Aot boys
This is both Aot universe and Modern universe. I’ll separate them accordingly. 
(The charismatic simp): Jean  
•Aot verse:
☆ He's gonna become your friend as soon as he realizes he has a crush on you and he'll do everything in his power to stay by your side when that happens.
☆ He'll slide into the first available seat next to you in the mess hall and bring extra bread so that he can slide it onto your plate if you're extra hungry.
☆ If you spend a lot of time in the library he'll find a book similar to whatever he'd seen you reading before. (Of course he has to ask Armin what kind of books would be similar to your current choice.)
☆ And once he knows your favorite genre he'll head to the library late at night and grab a couple from that genre. Bookmarking his favorite pages so he can talk to you about it and you'll think he's super smart. (He's definitely fallen asleep with many books on his lap, chest and head since he started crushing on you.)
☆ If you have a hobby that's more interactive like sewing or flower picking he'll offer to carry your little basket or wear the thing you're currently stitching up so you can work better.
☆ And yes he did get caught wearing flowers in his hair by Eren. But it was because you'd smiled so fondly at him while sticking daisies in his brown hair. Giggling so cutely when they fell out. And he was gonna take that memory to his fucking grave regardless of what titan idiot had to say about it.
☆ And yes he did get caught wearing a skirt that you were fixing for Historia. By both Connie and Levi.
☆ Levi who went pale in the face and looked as though he was secretly praying for his own demise to come soon as he slowly closed the door and walked away.
☆ And Connie who laughed so hard he choked on his own spit and had to be helped to the infirmary because he was now coughing every time he breathed. So Karma ig 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️
☆ He just has to touch you..
☆ Oh God he wants to. He's gonna find a way. Whether it's a little shoulder nudge when you're complimented during meetings by higher ups. Or pats on your back.
☆ If you confide in him about your lack of confidence before a mission he's gonna sit with you and talk you through your feelings.
☆ He does this thing where he leans into you when talking. Rests his hand on your lower back as his breath touches your ear. Whispers sweet compliments into your ear because you need that shit.
☆ And it's good enough to make your toes curl.
☆ Guides you by the wrist through thick crowds so you don't get overwhelmed or lost and sometimes you expect it so you reach out for him and the two of you end up holding hands instead.
☆ He's become your little nurse. Like of course he's worried when you get hurt but there's also the opportunity to fix you up. So silver linings 🙄.
☆ If you're allergic to anything he doesn't have it in his first aid kit. Sometimes you'll get like the smallest little bruise on your knee of some shit. And it's not even from training, you just happened to trip while cleaning the stables and now: thumb sized bruise. But he's like "I don't care, sit so I can clean it."
☆ "It could get infected!" He'll try to convince you but like no, no it couldn't come on now it wasn't even really bloody..
☆ If you just so happen to have extra chores he'll go out and bring you some water then offer to help. Or he'll just ask Levi if he can go help you.
☆ "Those boxes could be heavy." He'll tell the Captain. "We don't need anyone getting unnecessarily injured before the next mission." And of course Levi knows what he's doing and sends him to go help because he honestly doesn't wanna listen to this anymore.
☆ If you have back problems or even if you don't he wants to carry your bag. No you don't get a say in it. But you can go ahead and argue with him if you want to.
• "I just think it looks too heavy."
• "Jean, I'm ok I promise."
• "Ok how about this? Let me hold it for a couple minutes then I'll give it right back."
☆ Yeeeaah. You're not getting your shit back. He's gonna walk you all the way to your designated location and then put the bag down where you need to be for that time period. Even if it completely inconveniences him.
☆ And he won't tell you that he had a meeting that he's now over 12 minutes late to. You don't need to know it'd just worry you for no reason.
☆ He has adapted some sort of like sixth sense when it comes to you. Like sometimes he'll wake up in the middle of the night to pee and just so happens to walk past your bedroom door as you're reading a book on the floor or crying or something.
☆ And now he's sitting with you even though his organs are currently failing.
☆ He'll bring you a glass of water or tea or whatever you want. You want food? He'll find it. Want a book? He'll go get it.
☆ Sometimes he sits in bed with you and just lets you cuddle up to him or reads you a book as you lay on his chest listening to the unsteady beats of his heart. Unsteady cause ya know it's you laying on him. And yeah his face is becoming redder by the second but he can't stop staring at your sleeping face. Even if you snore louder than a titan stomping he doesn't give a single fuck.
☆ At some point everyone thinks you two are dating and they talk to you both as if this is the case but you're not! At least not until Jean finally explains that yes, he does have, "Feelings for you." Tells you exactly how long in fact because to him it's crucial.
☆ When he kisses you it's the type of kiss that makes you suck in air. He takes you by the shoulders, slowly looking for even the smallest bit of hesitation in your face and presses his lips to yours. When you pull away you're lightheaded, pupils blown as you look at him with stars in your eyes.
☆ "Oh.. wow." Is all you mutter.
☆ Good luck, you just fed his giant ego.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Jean is more shy and reserved. He'll definitely try to become your friend but he probably has a lot less opportunities to get you alone.
☆ If you both work at the same place you're probably both confined to your own spaces and if you both go to the same school you might have separate classes.
☆ So here's what he's doing: finding anyway, shape or form to invite you out.
☆ He got an extra ticket to a concert. He'll just not tell Connie and invite you to come with him. Because you know.. you deserve a break after work right? There's a new restaurant opening near him? Cool he's already on the phone telling you their entire menu. (He might have memorized it before calling but he won't tell you he's reading off the menu.)
☆ Sometimes he might go to your desk and leave you something sweet or cute. Like candy or little desk ornaments but he's always too shy to write a note that has his name at the bottom so he settles for staying anonymous. His heart immediately grows three sizes when he sees you playing with the desk ornament he left or eating the candy while typing away at the computer.
☆ He'll look out your favorite band so he can find out when they'll come to the city where you guys live and buy the tickets. Maybe he stays up all night, what does it matter sleep is for the weak.
☆ Or he'll find out your favorite restaurant and go there when he knows you might be going so he can just happen to run into you. No obviously it's not creepy. 😑
☆ If he can't seem to connect with you plan b is to pimp out Sasha. He just has to connect with you! So he'll get Sasha to find out any useful information on you and report back or he'll ask Sasha to become close with your best friends.
☆ If not Sasha then Connie 🤷‍♀️
☆ Once he gets useful information that's when he steps in. Oh you have a presentation for school to work on? He's at your door at 10pm with snacks (that he knows you love thanks to Sasha), energy drinks, and information on the topic you're working on.
☆ I'm talking he brought papers full of information in case you need to beef up your slides. He also brought his own laptop so he can search up any information that seems incorrect. He'll listen to you as you talk about your project and give you feedback on your performance.
☆ This might take all night but he can't help his desire to help you. And of course he's not gonna tell you if he has his own homework to work on.
• "You think it's good? Really?" You'll ask as you close your laptop for the night.
• "You're gonna get an A. Especially since I helped so now it's guaranteed."
• He loves the way you snort and roll your eyes at him when he says this.
• "Thanks Jean, you're a life saver."
☆ If you hug him you might also need to help him up off the floor or bandage him up cause he's gonna hurt himself from the shock and excitement.
☆ If you have a work presentation or just in general need help with something you're doing for your boss. He'll dedicate as much time as he has open to helping you with that too.
☆ Need coffee before your presentation? He's running to the nearest shop. Don't really understand the project your boss gave you? He'll work you through it the whole night.
☆ If you happen to tell him on a Friday that something in your house needs fixing all of a sudden he's 'Fix it Jean' now he's telling you he can fix it tomorrow and the second he hangs up he's looking up how to fix a clogged valve or some shit.
☆ And Sasha and Connie are like, "Sir, what made you think you were a handy man??"
☆ He manages though. Brings like three books to your house and looks through all of them simultaneously. Thinks he messed everything up and is about two seconds away from crying on your floor like a toddler with a spilled juice box but he pulls through surprisingly. Has your shit fixed and gets a little kiss on the cheek.
☆ Which leads into him guiltily explaining the truth and telling you everything. From the trinkets to the tickets to now with this thing he nearly ruined in your apartment. But he's so relieved to see you're grateful for everything instead of annoyed like he'd been believing in his head.
☆ Now he gets a real kiss. And Modern day Jean is built different. He's so nervous to touch you like you're made of glass. But when he does he's got his hands on your sides, keeping you in place like you'll run. Your fingers delicately threading through his hair. Giving you the kind of kiss you don't wanna pull away from. You become so quickly attached to the taste of his lips and the subtle beats of hesitation still lingering on him.
☆ You wanna pull his tongue into your mouth. Keep him so close but he pushes you back. "I wanna take you on a date." He mutters with glassy eyes and bright cheeks.
☆ And obviously you say, "Yes."
(The informed simp): Armin
•Aot verse:
☆ As everyone has said a thousand times before. Armin is an informed simp. And within the first week of knowing he has a crush on you he has information on, your family life before you joined the Corp, your favorite food, your favorite color, your favorite flower, your hobbies etc etc.
☆ And every bit of that information is stored in his file cabinet like brain.
☆ When he found out your favorite color he wore it as often as possible in out of uniform situations. Even if it was just accenting the rest of his clothes he found a way to wear it somewhere.
☆ He skimmed through books that had information on attraction and started subtly complimenting you to make you notice him.
• "Hi, [Name] that jacket really brings out your eyes."
• "It's the same jacket everyone's wearing Armin.."
• "Oh.. yeah.."
☆ Sneaks references to things you like into conversation as often as possible. Because you know, right after a meeting is the best time to talk about how your favorite song is tied to the fact that your mom used to sing it to you to help you sleep?? 😃
☆ More power to him.. he's a little confused but he's got the spirit.
☆ He slipped flowers into your favorite books but it didn't really seem to matter because he was never there when you actually encountered the flowers. (But he did often see you talking about the plants with your friends and twirling them between your fingers) good enough.
☆ He found out ways to better help your digestion. You know because what's love if not healthy bowel movements.. cause like every other attempt made him look stupid so he looked through some books on foods to help keep your colon healthy. And he explained it over dinner..
☆ Safe to say the only one who thought this topic was at all interesting was Levi.
☆ He's absolutely bombing and he hates it. At this point you only give him shy little smiles and then just walk away. He knows you probably don't hate him but he hates that nothing is working for him.
☆ At some point Eren's talking to him solo and he explains that he knows about his crush on you. Following it up promptly with, "Why don't you just tell [Name] that everything you were doing wasn't to be weird, at this point coming clean is probably the only way you could still have a chance."
☆ And he hates it that Eren's right. But he marches right up to you when you have chores out in the stables because if he didn't he'd never say all the things rushing around in his brain.
• "Hi Armin." You greet with that smile.. that smile that makes his stomach tense and his heart want to burst.
• He breathes in before replying, "[Name], I.. like you.." You pause where you're getting water for the horses to see his sun kissed red cheeks. "Everything I've done is because I really like you.." He continues, letting out a shaky breath.
☆ A period of far too long goes by with neither of you saying a word and his blue eyes flicker up to you in concern. When you clap your hands together he nearly parts from his skin.
• "Oh! That explains the weird compliments and the stuff about my mom!" You sigh, slapping your head with a smile. "Oh thank God. Armin I like you too."
☆ More silence because 1. He didn't think you'd like him back and 2. Holy shit you like him back!! He's simultaneously having a party in his brain and melting into the floor.
☆ When he finally kisses you it's unsure. Makes you lean into him. Sweet but subtle like gentle breezes on a hot day. His mouth is closed and his arms cautiously wrap around your waist looking for any sign that you want to get out. But you don't. You just wanna keep pecking his cute little lips because he's so cute and everything he's done is so cute.
• "Finally." You guys turn to see Mikasa and Eren.
• "It's about time." Mikasa greets with a little smirk.
☆ And Armin is practically fainting trying desperately to explain that it wasn't what it looked like but his face continues to tell your little audience that yes. Yes it is what it looks like.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Armin is equipped with an advantage.
☆ Fucking social media.
☆ He went to your page and found out your birthday, your family's last name, how many friends you have in real life. Shit if he dug around long enough he could've probably found your heritage portfolio and your social security. (Social media's a little dangerous sometimes..)
☆ So when he becomes your friend and gets your cell number (Another thing he could've probably dug up online.) He sends you things you might love at any and all times of the day. He spends every free second he has, from lunch time to the last hour he has before he really has to go to sleep researching shit you might like so he can send it to you.
☆ And modern day Armin is so sexy in how he manages to get you into a ton of situations featuring him, your cute little blond simp. Modern day Armin needs to write romance anime 😭
☆ He heard you like aquariums not only did he send you a website to get those tickets way cheaper but he also invited himself (telling you that he was already going). And planned to take you around the city to get your favorite food and any other activities where he could drop his extensive knowledge on marine life. Oh you love astronomy? No problem he was just about to go to the planetarium this weekend, you should definitely go along so he can take you to the planet's light show and stare at you instead of the stars.
☆ Oh your favorite movie is coming out? He had no idea.. he just happened to have an extra ticket to see it the day it comes out. Not only is it now free of charge to you for that but he's also already brought a bunch of your favorite snacks to line his backpack with. Even if your favorite snacks are from a different country he got them express shipped so they'd be there sooner.
☆ He also has weather apps on his phone and laptop so that he'll know if the weather changes even the smallest fraction so that he can take you anywhere else if needed.
☆ Yes he definitely has spent a shit ton of money on you but every time he takes you somewhere your face lights up so beautifully that he'd repeatedly slam his credit card on the table to buy you a plane ticket if you even hinted at wanting it.
☆ In this beautiful opposite world you definitely confessed to him. (You better for his pain and suffering.)
☆ He could've jumped for joy knowing his plans worked perfectly but he simply takes a deep breath, eyes full of contentment as he mumbles, "I feel the same way."
☆ When he kisses you it's with his thumbs lightly rubbing the small of your back. Chewing gum spit out only fifteen minutes ago so his breath was still perfectly fresh. Adding just enough tongue to make you arch and gasp into his mouth. And yeah, he read up on how to do that too. And now that you're his, he's gonna need two jobs cause he came to spoil. No you don't get a say in it.
(The interested simp): Eren
•Aot verse:
☆ Yeah I know this one's weird but let me explain. Eren's simping capabilities are so simple they can be so easily described as, interested.
☆ He legit figured out he had a crush on you and then about 15 minutes later he'd found out everything you'd wanna be if you lived to see the end of the war.
☆ It's so obvious he's simping hard, I mean man's was enamored by you talking about your parents workshop back home. 🙄 You know what I don't even think he was actually interested he was probably playing it up but lowkey disassociated
☆ He definitely gets made fun of for it on the daily too but unlike Jean he kinda shrugs it off.
☆ He's not gonna scavenge the earth for information on you. He's gonna let you tell him and he wants you to tell him. Tell him literally everything about yourself and you will cause he'll know if you don't.
☆ Sometimes he plays little games with you to try to figure out some kind of information about you on like a long ride back from a mission or something. It helps him ease the tension in his brain and gives him something new about you. Win-win
☆ He beat the fucking system by just getting you to talk about you and dropping things you both have in common into conversation. He really did better than Armin!
☆ If you have trouble during training he'll talk you through what you're doing wrong and help you work through your issues. If that leads to some touching well then that's just how things will go 🤷‍♀️
☆ The second he has your favorite color in his mind he's buying you a piece of jewelry with the same stone color. Yes this is him marking you as his and no you probably won't realize but the second you put it on in his eyes you belong to him. And now you can never take it off. 😃
☆ He has a little notebook (not for writing journal entries or anything.) It's just sometimes he forgets certain things you tell him and you pretend to pout when he asks for the information again so he writes it down in the notebook so he can read it and remember it again.
☆ There have definitely been instances on more than one occasion where the two of you would stay up all night talking. Sneak into the other person's room. Sitting on the floor together or side by side on the bed. Those are definitely the best nights because you get to show off your Eren trivia and prove you've retained just as much information on him as he has about you.
☆ Another scenario has presented itself in which you're the one who ends up confessing. Eren would come close cheeks flush with pink and whisper, the ghost of his lips on yours, "I think it's kinda obvious how I feel." When he kisses you it's with both hands cupping your cheeks. So hot against your face. Thumbs curving delicately over your skin. He's leaning into your lips over and over again. Recapturing them every time he pulls back but he also loves making you work for it a little, smirking when you have to strech to capture his lips again. Taking every bit of oxygen from your body. You kinda hold onto him with slightly shaky arms when he's finished. But honestly he's only finished for now cause he'll never get enough of your lips now that he's had a taste.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Eren talked to you before he realized he was attracted to you and you haven't gotten rid of him since the day he realized he wanted you.
☆ He sees you walking to your next class or to the copy machine and he trots his way over to match your pace.
☆ When he's not with you, he's texting you nonsensical stuff he thinks you'll find funny. And when he is with you he's listening to every word you say with the dopiest grin adorning his features.
☆ Sometimes when you're talking he'll unsubtly lick his lips to see if he can make your eyes follow his tongue or he'll lean in closer, kinda crowding you a little if you're both standing. Speaking of crowding he pulls you into him by your hips if you just happen to be standing in the way and someone needs to get past you two.
☆ You'll never understand how much harder he falls for you when you look up at him through your pretty lashes. Hands slightly on his chest.
☆ He loves annoying you. Doing little shit like poking you with the eraser on his pencil or snatching your books from you when you're writing while he's talking. Cause he just thinks you should be staring into his eyes while he talks in the same way he does with you.
☆When he brings you dinner he always brings himself something to eat as well and he'll plop down next to you and ask you for details about your day. Smiling fondly at you when you complain about minor inconveniences.
☆ He loves your fingers so much. If he's not staring into your eyes he's looking at the way your thumb drags over your dripping boba/coffee. The way your fingers click perfectly over every key on your laptop. Every now and then he'll reach out for your hands massaging the knuckles because he just wants to touch them so bad. Bonus points if you smile at him while he does it.
☆ Not gonna lie it could definitely go either way with a confession. But it's probably more likely going to be on you unless he just so happens to accidentally confess while sleepy or drunk.
☆ When he kisses you, he cups your chin pulling you close, angling his tongue so it slides right up against your teeth. He softly hums into your mouth and you can tell he's at least a little nervous but his touch is so perfect. His thumb sliding over the edge of your lips as he sucks your tongue into his mouth. You're more than a little ashamed at the whine you let out when he pulls away. But the way he's blushing makes you feel at least a little bit better.
(The Childish simp): Connie
•Aot verse:
☆ Let's be honest, he doesn't know what he's doing. You know, cause you're his first crush.
☆ He's going to work extra hard to drop even the most random jokes and then look directly at you hoping you laugh. Just laugh cause if you don't he might repeat the joke again and that'd be uncomfortable for everyone.
☆ And when you crack a joke he's out here guffawing like it's the best thing he's ever heard. Like he'll legit pause all conversation with his loud ass laughing and everyone in the room is just like: 😒
☆ If he gives you gifts they're normally things he thinks are cool or awesome but every now and then he'll pick a flower and just randomly stuff it in your hair and when you look at him confused smile adorning your face he'll say, "It fits your face." And then awkwardly gesture at you. All you can really say is thank you.
☆ He practically crashes into the seat next to you at meetings. Jean dead ass started pretending to race him for the seat next to you and one time he tipped the chair over and fell on top of it, Levi made him reenter the room properly after he'd managed to stand up.
☆ He sometimes does that I'm not touching you thing to get your attention or taps your shoulder then looks away as you turn to look at him. He'll poke your shoulder a couple times until he's successful in keeping your eyes on him then he'll hover his finger over your head or shoulder until you roll your eyes.
• "Connie.."
• "I'm not even touching you!" He'll laugh
☆ He does nice things for you but they never really work out well for him. One time he got you a glass of water because he thought you looked thirsty and he placed it in front of you when you weren't looking. You turned from where you were talking with Historia and your elbow tipped over the cup spilling its contents all over your lap and meeting notes. He felt so so bad.
☆ One time you tripped during training and got a huge scratch on your leg and Levi stepped in to care for you. He asked Connie to go get the alcohol and in his excitement he ran back and tripped spilling the entire bottle all over the floor. Eren had to go run to the closest store and get more.
☆ At some point in time he walks into your room and sloppily pours his feelings out to you as you sit on your bed staring at him in confusion. His face is like beet red and he's breathing like he just ran a marathon. But you laugh and tell him you think he's adorable. You think he's gonna hug you when he pulls you in under your arms but he just holds your back super tight with both hands and swings you around till you can't stop giggling. His kiss is sweet a little sloppy cause it's his first but he's eager and cute as he pulls you into his chest. Probably bites your lip in a playful way and you can't help but lean into him.
•Modern verse:
☆ Modern day Connie is probably annoying the fuck out of you. He sends you memes all day! Put your phone on silent all you want you'll just come back to 40+ messages. And he likes to call you when he's not busy which means you're forever regretting giving him your number.
☆ He'll deadass go to the bathroom and face time you in the stall talkin bout some, "What're you doing right now?" And you're like, "Mfer what are you doing right now!"
☆ He takes any given opportunity to flirt with you and he's so goofy you won't realize he genuinely means everything he says,
• "I really hate your last name." He randomly says
• "What'd my last name do to you?"
• He shrugs, "I think you should change it."
• "To what?" You scoff
• "Springer 😘"
☆ And he calls you for the stupidest shit when he's at home:
• "Connie, what's wrong? You called me like four times in a row."
• "Which animals do you think would be the bitchest if they spoke human?"
• "Bye Connie 😑"
• "No wait!"
• "What?"
• "Send nudes."
☆ Loves to lay on you when you're sitting. Like he'll deadass drop his whole weight onto your back while you're sitting in your desk chair trying to work. He's just looking for a way to touch you and doesn't know how to express that.
☆ Yes he does have you in his phone as something crass and no he's not willing to change it. Most likely some shit like fat ass with a heart or Mommy/Daddy as a personal joke.
☆ And yeah you find him super annoying until this one night when he's texting you pics of his old family dog back home and he tells you everything about the dog's life from when he was a puppy to the day he passed and he shows you pics of him kissing the little pups head and holding him and things like that. The last video he sent was him crying while holding a framed photo after the dog's passing during Christmas time. And it's the first time you've ever been provoked to hug Connie instead of choke him.
☆ When the time finally comes for Connie to tell you his feelings you're in a good place to accept them and tell him you like him back. And that's when he pulls you in around the neck and gives you a surprisingly natural kiss. His mouth is parted slightly, hands gripping the back of your shirt a little as he keeps you close. He allows you to take the lead. Forehead warm where it's pressed against his. You both can't help but stay like that for awhile.
(The lowkey simp): Levi
•Aot verse:
☆ Rule number 1 you cannot know he is simping. He'll take it to his grave but if you're not oblivious you'll probably catch on.
☆ When he disassociates during a meeting his eyes get darker in the middle and he just rests his chin on his palm and stares at you. Doesn't matter that the meeting has been going on for more than an hour and he has yet to blink. He doesn't even know he's doing it. When he comes back down to earth he just blinks normally and looks away. And if no one tells him he'll honestly continue to do it. Sometimes in different positions, he's laying back in his chair head forward but his eyes are on you a couple seats down on the other side of the table.
☆ He picks up items whenever he goes into town. And I mean every. single. time. For you and he makes sure it's something you'll love and while you're out training he'll stuff it in a box and place it on your bed.
☆ He writes you anonymous notes with little inspirational words on them in places only you'll find them. But it's inspirational in Levi terms so it's shit like, "Stay alive for tomorrow." And "Don't look down because the sun is up."
☆ When he needs a break from work he just closes his eyes and thinks about you. Sometimes he does it just because he secretly loves that warm floating sensation he gets.
☆ Like Eren he'll trot up beside you whenever he can. But he won't say a word unless you say something first.
• "Hi Captain." You greet when he pops into your peripheral vision.
• Genuinely can not help how soft his eyes are when he looks at you, "Hello." He replies
☆ He'll find some reason to complain about the way his entire squad cleans their rooms so that he can also have an excuse to say he'll reclean them so that he has an excuse to make a bee line for your room first and be trapped in your scent. Taking your sheets off the bed and holding them to his chest, sweeping, getting that extra elbow grease on the windows so they're more spotless than even his standards.
☆ And of course because he doesn't want you to know he's simping hard for you he has to deal with you paying him the same amount of attention as the other higher ups which he hates with a burning passion. Like why don't you like him more? He does way more for you on a level that you can see. You should be more affectionate towards him. You talk to him everyday.
☆ I don't think I need to tell you Levi's shy so you'll be confessing. And you start by telling him you know the notes are from him because while Levi's intelligent he's also stupid. Like who the fuck else has access to your uniform clothes and would care enough to go in your drawers just to leave a piece of paper with the words, "Life is never so shitty that you can't at least better yourself."
☆ He kinda just lowers his head as pink soaks his entire face. And you lift his chin up to press a slow chaste kiss on his lips. He doesn't touch you. He can't bring himself to but he manages to kiss back. His irises so bright when you pull away. "Thank you Captain." You tell him before you leave. He's definitely genuinely worried his heart is getting ready to explode as he stares at the closed door.
•Modern verse
☆ Modern day Levi is a fucking mess. He doesn't know shit about having a crush and he knows it's you really early into meeting you but he's like, why them. He managed to spend his entire existence avoiding romance and yet here you are. He doesn't even know what he wants from you so sometimes he comes off a little more aggressive when he's talking to you.
☆ He stares directly into your soul when you're sitting across from him for any reason. You had to have had a crush on him first because he genuinely doesn't know what to do with himself.
☆ If you invite him somewhere he scoffs immediately following it up with a, "I'll be there."
☆ He rereads your messages whenever he's bored. And if you send him good morning texts he'll be thinking, morning beautiful angel. The one time you sent him a good morning text with a heart he analyzed it so long that he never replied back to you.
☆ The second he figured out how to use personalized ringtones he made yours something soft and sweet. Most likely with violins or maybe with a harp.
☆ A couple times while he was bored during a meeting or class he wrote your initials in cursive in his notebook. One time he wrote it on the front of his notebook by accident and had to throw that one away. Which honestly made him sad because he really liked how it looked.
☆ When you confess to him it's by accident and the way his face lights up is actually the most precious thing you've ever seen. He comes back down to earth slow and admits that he "feels the same." Under his breath of course but you heard and that's what counts.
☆ When you kiss him you instantly notice how small his lips actually are 🥺🥺 like you've stared at them before when he was eating and stuff but his lips are cute and so small. And he's so hesitant to kiss back. But then he does and you can kinda feel the tension leave him a little. His arms a little shaky as he supports himself. It probably looks like two middle schoolers kissing for the first time honestly. Right down to the sitting on the edge of the bed thing. But Levi's lips are so warm and he's such a naturally good kisser that you indulge for as long as you can.
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natty-taffy · 2 years
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agatha harkness with 'i didn’t have anywhere else to go' ptompt
here you go, dear! i hope y'all enjoy it as much as i did <3
(i didn't specify what happened to R, so you can just imagine what you feel more comfortable with)
arch-nemesis - [agatha harkness x avenger!reader]
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Summary: to most people, seeking refuge in your nemesis' house may not be the best idea (you find out you're not like most people)
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The rain thunders down on Earth, crying out every single drop it has inside itself, spreading the anger it holds down on humanity- the worst part of being on the receiving end of such heartbreak, is that you can understand it.
Your eyes don’t allow you to see much more than a palm away, but it matters little, since you have no direction to follow- you would only enjoy to, at least, being able to not have the risk of being hit by a car at any given moment, without realizing.
So you force yourself to stop, once you know you’ve reached the sidewalk, and take a look around your surroundings to recognize something.
That’s when you see the dimly lit front of a pet store and allow a breath of relief to leave your body; you know exactly where you are. Then you immediately take the breath back- you know exactly where you are.
Yet, not being in a position to choose anything, nor wanting to spend another second under the flood, you start running towards there.
You’re sure all of your bad karma is being paid now, at once.
When, two streets after, you reach the perfectly trimmed garden, your heart is almost jumping back on your throat, as if begging you to turn around and just find another closer place to seek refuge in.
Your lungs let you know that’s not going to happen- so, without giving yourself another chance to run away, you sprint to the door, immediately knocking on it.
The door is opened in such a short space of time that you barely had a moment to figure out what to actually say to her- so when Agatha Harkness, your nemesis, stares at you up and down, the only thing you do is to sob.
“I didn’t have anywhere else to go”
Without another half of second, her hands are immediately on yours, dragging you inside her house- she does it so easily that you feel like a rag-doll.
Before you could barely look at her face properly, Agatha is already enveloping you in a hot, fluffy blanket- that feels so much like herthat you can’t help but to get a little lightheaded.
It’s only when you have at least three blankets around yourself and is seated on her couch, fluffy slippers on your feet, that she actually looks at you.
“I-” an angry knot forms on your throat, making the tears to bubble from your eyes “There was-”
“Breathe, honey” She’s by your side in less than a blink, trying to get you to focus on her “You don’t have to tell me anything, it’s okay”
You can only nod, trying to follow her breathing “Agatha” It’s all that leaves your mouth- you don’t elaborate, you can’t, and she doesn’t need you to.
At the single moment you realize she’s hugging you the action is already over- as quick as a whisper, tender as a kiss, and you wish you had the words in your tongue to call her back.
Unaware of your small turmoil, she only makes you stare at her “You’re safe with me, okay?” and, when you arch an eyebrow in slight, but not truly, disbelief, she scoffs “I’m serious here”
You smile at how sincere her voice reaches your ears, knowing very well that, despite her way of demonstrating, and to an extent, Agatha does kind of care about you- as much as arch-nemesis can care about the other, that is.
“Thank you” you hope it translates as much of sincerity as you feel.
The silence, then, takes place on the house, neither of you really knowing quite well how to navigate in such unknown waters- your drill was to fight and get her to the Avengers compound, hers was to run as much as she could until one of you gave up.
This is completely out of the route, so you simply gaze at each other.
A dangerous mission for you, given the fact that you’ve managed to fall in love with her, so intense and care-freely that all you can do is wait for the day you meet the ground.
After a beat, Agatha is the one to dive into such waters first, she takes a breath intake “I have no idea how to move from here”
You smile with ease, following her into the ocean of the unknown you’ve just created “It’s your house, don’t let me interrupt your routine”
Her expression changes so quickly that you might’ve as well drowned her in said water “Oh, you’re boring”
You stare at her, wide-eyed “I’ve just barged into your house”
And she laughs- that laugh of hers with the whole chest- at you and you pretend you don’t notice the way it makes your heart jump and twirl in hot caramel “You haven’t barged, honey, you knocked and I had to yank you inside”
Your cheeks are tinted pink in that teenagerly type of embarrassment, so you clear your throat, trying to keep the conversation going “What should I do next time, then?”
Agatha, then, looks at you curiously, as a cat may do to a mouse when deciding it’s fate “Next time” she echoes with amusement “already setting dates?”
“I didn’t mean-” You immediately shoot back, groaning at her antics “God, you’re frustrating” and, when she nothing but chuckles at you, you try to gain advantage “I can just let the Avengers know where you are right now, you know”
Her eyes change to purple in a split of second, before returning to her jade green eyes “We both know you won’t, darling” and, grabbing your hands again, she guides you around the house “Now, come on, let’s dry you up”
You frown at yourself “I’m not that w-”
“Now, [Y/N]” She huffs, heading to the bathroom, mumbling to herself what you can only understand at the end as “-just asking to get sick”
-
The perfume of her fluffy warm towel floods you, and it’s so Agatha that you never want it to leave you- even with the way she’s while roughly drying your hair, making your head swing back and forth, left and right.
“I’m a good listener” She says almost nonchalantly, pretending to be super-focused on your hair “Like, my mouth? A tomb”
You can’t hide the smile that appears on your mouth at her very subtle attempts at comforting you, so all you can do is nod at her endearing way “Yeah?”
“Yeah” She catches your eye by the mirror- they hold that so familiar something that you just never seem to grasp, that look that’s reserved only for you- before it’s gone again “Not that I care about- you, you just look… desperate”
At her definitely not false confession you chuckle, focusing on your reflection- well, she's not wrong, you are a mess “Is that so?”
“Yeah, it’s bothersome” The smile on her voice makes itself known before you even have to look back at her.
But-
You don’t want to, you weren’t even thinking about that-but, suddenly, before you can even acknowledge the feeling hiking on you, your eyes are already flooded, completely submerged under your new, hot tears.
As you don’t grant her any answer, she swiftly gazes at you, and at the sight of your tears, she grips the towel she’s holding tighter “Oh, honey”
Her eyes are not grinning anymore, as they so often do- now, instead, they wear that purple-gray look you’ve ever only seen once or twice during a fight “Tell me, who am I going to kill?” Agatha walks around the chair you’re sat on, kneeling in front of you.
Your heart stumbles on itself at how fast it’s been running- a shy smile finds a way in between the slippery path of tears, so bright that could easily enlighten the entire room- denotatively speaking.
“Is the Most Evil And Powerful Of The Witches growing a soft spot for me?”
Agatha immediately scoffs and stands up “Oh, don’t flatter yourself, [Y/N]” and, carefully drying the final tips of your hear, lets out, after a second of pondering “It's just that only I can make that to you”
And there it goes your heart again, causing your whole body to tremble, and your voice to break only the slightest “Do what, exactly?”
She gently strokes a droplet of water off of your cheeks, before whispering as if it was obvious “Get under your skin, dummy”
You can’t bring yourself to answer this- because even if she didn’t mean to sound that way, your soul can’t really comprehend the nuances and has already completely left your body- you wonder if that’s how you ascend.
When you eventually do come back to yourself, though, you find your lips already a breath away from hers.
Huh, so she did mean in that way.
You let out a shudder at the proximity, shakingly holding her face on your hands- she feel like the softest porcelain to ever exist- fuck, how many times have you dreamt about this specific scenario over and over again?
However, before any scenario could actually happen, Agatha huffs at herself, tenderly pushing you back by your shoulders “Darling-” she murmurs “I don’t think you’re in the right mind for this”
Your pupils still too dilated to focus, try to stare at her “I am” you nothing but plead “I’ve been dreaming about doing this ever since the first time I saw you”
She smiles kindly- it’s such a different display that you ought to take a double take “I won’t lie and tell you I haven’t either, love”
Love.
“Just- you need some rest, deal with what’s on this pretty heart of yours and, when or if you’re ready, I’ll be right here, waiting for you, as I've always been”
It’s your turn to huff, this time in annoyance “No, Agatha, I-”
“You’re one stubborn girl, aren’t you?” She chuckles softly, a delicious sound, and holds her hand for you to hold, again “Let’s make some tea so we can settle some dates, as you were already wanting to do” she concedes with a wink “What do you think?”
You can’t help but blush under her charm, it is almost siren like- but a nagging question makes you pull her hand back, stopping her mid-walk “Why are you hesitating?” you ask, a little thrown back.
She clicks her tongue in a suave way and looks at you in such awe, as if you were the fullest moon of the month, before stating “Because I adore you too much, [Y/N]” as if it explained everything.
(And it does)
You, too, fear losing her before even having the chance to hold her with your whole heart “You really are losing your villain stance, Agnes”
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piecksz · 3 years
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another one. | (m)
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pairings: connie springer x fem!reader x jean kirstein
warnings: nsfw, dub con, drunk sex, creampie, double penetration, public sex, possessive dominance, loss of virginity, anal sex, vaginal sex, fingering, slight humiliation, explicit language
words: 2.3k
summary: connie and jean take you out to a club as a change of scenery for you, but your careless fun quickly turns into a drunk hookup with your two best friends.
a/n: bear with me bc writing a threesome is hard as fuck but this has been sitting half-finished in my drafts for like two weeks and i needed it OUT!!
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Jean’s back against the club’s door had the three of you stumbling out into the crisp air of fast approaching nightfall. The cold moved in only to meet your skin, made warm by the heat of your blood, the reaction to endless liquor you’d slugged until the bitter liquid began tasting like water.
You could feel the air moving through your lungs, squeaky and worrisome, as your jocund thoughts turned into dizzy confusion while Connie and Jean pressed you against the flat concrete of the wall. It only took one glance at Connie’s face, part desire, part mischief, to fully comprehend the situation you’d found yourself in.
Your soft cry was inundated with perverted laughter as Connie’s quick fingers hooked around the hem of your fitted dress, hoisting the fabric until it cinched around the bend of your hips. The frigid air was unforgiving as it lapped at the inside of your thighs, petting the exposed skin where Jean and Connie’s hands hadn’t touched.
“Come on, Y/N. Spread wide for us,” Connie soothed, mischievous hazel eyes polished with tangible lust, and once his silken lips attached to the hot stretch of your neck, you relinquished what little resistance you had and allowed your best friends to feel every curve and recess along your body.
Connie grinned lazily, grazing the tips of his fingers over the lace material that hugged the delicate skin between your legs. You parted them only slightly in response, the proximity of either men on your side hardly allowing you enough mobility. Connie’s movement was deliberate as he slid lithe fingers into your underwear, his touch skimming over your folds before dipping a finger between your slit to rub gently at your aching clit.
“God she’s so wet.” His voice was breathy as his trace traveled lower until his fingertip teased the outline of your cunt’s orifice.
“Yeah? You’re wet for us? What have you been thinking about, huh?” Jean questioned, his honeyed voice beckoning just below a whisper.
His mouth was warm against the taut side of your throat, drawing the tender skin between his teeth and sucking harshly, as though it was his intent to paint you with deep marks that would serve as a reminder that he’d been there. His hands moved swiftly in your periphery, sliding over the metal of his belt and unfastening it before impatiently tugging his cock out from the top of his black briefs.
Jean was already hard when he took himself in his palm, his swollen tip glossed with the glassy sheen of precum. He began working against his rigid length, slowly at first while he kneaded away the discomfort, and then his pace picked up until he was fucking the curve of his hand, lips sucking mildly at the bruised spots on your neck.
Your mind had been swimming since you three were on the dance floor, and you were moving wantonly with Connie and Jean as their tipsy hands roamed over your body, feeling you through the figure-hugging material of your dress.
You hadn’t been able to process what was happening fast enough, all you had been able to understand was that it felt nice, and your fog had caused you to forget what had happened in between.
Now your thoughts were inchoate as your brain tried to interpret what it could from your foggy vision, but seeing your friends bare and confident in their indecency didn’t help your disarray at all.
Your eyes drifted down to Jean’s hand, watching with parted lips while he flicked his wrist against his throbbing erection, and not that you’d previously given much thought to it, but he was bigger than you’d expected.
His skin was stretched tight over the expanse of his cock, thick and ribbed with veins, as he jerked himself off and moved in unrelenting strokes. Suddenly, your cheeks were aglow with embarrassment by your own drunk internal monologue.
Has he been hiding that in his pants the whole time?
“You’ve done a good job playing innocent, Y/N,” Jean teased, resting a sweaty palm at the base of your neck.
His grip was loose, but his partial strength was still enough to keep you constrained to the wall. His caress followed his stare and descended to your chest, palming over your breast before his fingers hooked around the fabric of your dress and your bra, pulling both down together to free a hardened nipple.
Your gasp bloomed as a pathetic whine that only intensified once Jean compromised his height, bending down to sweep his wet tongue over the stiff bead of your breast.
“You haven’t lost your virginity yet, have you?” Connie questioned, two fingers now perforating your tight hole.
You swallowed a desperate cry, your body writhing with the dual sensation of Connie’s fingers and Jean’s tongue. “No, not yet.”
Connie hummed. “Well, who better to lose it to than your best friends?”
Jean released your nipple from between his teeth to nod in concert. “Yeah, we’ll take care of you. Just relax.”
Your hands eased your tentative grasp on their forearms and traveled upwards so you could wrap your arms around their shoulders.
In one gentle pull you drew them in closer, sticky skin touching and sultry sighs marrying together, then you three locked eyes only for a moment, just long enough to reinforce the trust you held in them, and you nodded in submission.
“That’s it, good girl,” Connie praised, sliding his fingers into you once again, curling his digits against your tense walls. He flattened the heel of his palm against your clit, stimulating the swell of your cunt with the rhythmic twisting of his wrist.
Your skin began to tingle with a frenzy of static at the reception of your first orgasm, and the pit of your stomach gave host to the overwhelming buzz of ecstasy. Your breathing grew shallow and you shut your eyes with so much intensity that white dots flickered against the darkness of your lids.
“Please—” You begged to neither of them in particular, but your embrace on both of your friends tightened, and then your orgasm came as a technicolor blaze against your closed eyes.
Connie and Jean’s shifted to provide more support around your waist as your body went lax in their arms, and your unrestrained cry echoed slightly in the unguarded space of the alleyway.
“Fuck, you’re messy,” Connie remarked and withdrew his hand from between your thighs, an impish smile rippling across his languid expression, then he showed Jean the way your essence stretched into thin strings between his fingers whenever he spread them.
The two exchanged an unspoken counsel as though they both stumbled across the idea of how exciting it would be to watch you taste yourself off of Connie’s fingers, but then they waived their suggestion, figuring you weren’t yet ready to do something so obscene.
“Please, I need you guys so bad right now,” you pleaded once your rapture subsided, unaware of the vulgar fantasies that were brewing in your friends’ heads.
Jean’s hands toured over your partially bare chest to your sweaty thighs where Connie’s touch still lingered. “You want us to fuck you? How bad?”
“Badly, Jean. Please.” You looked at him from behind eyelashes damp with tears, and his eyebrows drew upwards in sympathy at the sight of you so tortured and desperate.
Connie quickly began unfastening the buttons of his pants, even with a slick grip. “You think you can take both of us at the same time?”
“Yes, please, just fuck me.” You exhaled heavily, quivering fingers trying to move the fabric of your underwear to the side, and once Jean detected your struggle, he dipped a careful hand between your legs to do it for you.
“Only because you asked so nicely,” he responded to your plea, then he bent down to wrap a long arm around the back of your knee.
He brought your leg up to his side, allocating your remaining weight onto your other foot, and your insobriety had you teetering for balance before Jean’s other arm enclosed around your waist and Connie’s palms rested on your backside to hold you up.
Jean’s cock entered you first, slowly stretching out your undefiled hole until your hips met his pelvis. He didn’t move while he gauged your expression, eyes wound tightly in discomfort and lips tightened to keep yourself from complaining about the soreness while you tried to adjust to the foreign experience.
“You okay?” Jean asked through a heavy grunt, and he sighed in relief when you nodded and began undulating your hips back and forth gently against the stiffness of his length.
“I’m okay,” you murmured through a subtle grimace.
“Are you sure?” Connie added over your shoulder, sensing the way your muscles tensed. “Loosen up, it’ll hurt more if you tighten up like that.”
Your ears began to smolder with heat at your lack of experience. Jean and Connie now unexpectedly treating you as if you were fragile made you lean forward until your head rested shyly against Jean’s shoulder. “I said I’m fine,” you stressed.
Connie nodded, taking your words for what they were, and his hands reassuringly stroked the skin of your ass before he sunk himself into you from behind, eliciting a quiet whimper from your trembling lips.
The duo gave you a few generous seconds for you to attune yourself to their size, and then they began to move, rocking their hips upward into you with even-paced movement until your body was oscillating with the force of each thrust.
Your lightheaded whimpers provoked Jean and Connie, and each fraught cry resulted in the quickening of their tempo.
“Look at you taking our cocks so well,” Connie praised, his heavy breath fanning over the curve of your neck. “You haven’t been whoring around without telling us, have you Y/N?”
You shook your head, inhaling deeply as you dragged the thick sex-soiled air into your overworking lungs.
“I hope not,” Jean said in response through gruff moans. “You’re our girl right?” He looked down to spectate as his cock disappeared into your cunt and receded, glazed in a gossamer layer of your arousal, over and over again. “Tell us no one got to touch you before we did.”
Your confession came as a quiet moan which made Connie dig his hot fingertips into the pert curve of your ass.
“Say it, Y/N.”
“No one’s—No one’s touched me before.” Tears brimmed your eyes, and you felt your clench low, both holes pursing around the thick girths of your friends’ cocks. “I’m yours.”
“Again,” Connie urged as he pressed chaste kisses to the curve of your ear and teased the bone of your jawline with his tongue.
“I’m yours. I promise, I’m all yours.” Your voice hit a higher register as the throaty cry left your mouth, and desire perfumed the little space between all three bodies that continued rising to a place of release.
Jean drove his cock into you, his own eyes closed as he threw his head back and savored the overwhelming sensation, penetrating deeper each time until the slick sound of slippery skin became audible.
“Such a good girl,” he coaxed, his voice deep and rich as his throat bobbed with each word. “That’s right, your pretty holes are all ours.”
“You’re lucky. Getting fucked by two cocks for your first time,” Connie hissed through gritted teeth. “You should be thanking us, don’t you think?”
You swallow thickly. “Th—Thank you.”
“For what?” Jean slurred, amber eyes holding your lethargic gaze.
“Thank you, for fucking me. It feels so fucking good.”
You held them closer around their shoulders, your leg hugging Jean’s waist while the three of you coalesced and both of them verged on their consummation.
You grew motionless between both bodies, not from unease, but from the satisfaction of being pampered by your two best friends.
Jean’s hips grew still first as pleasure flowed through his cock in a series of twitches, and then his wave peaked. He pushed up into you one last time and released, his hot cum painting your walls in sticky white as he held back a deep groan you knew he wanted to liberate.
Connie’s orgasm was a lot less contrived, failing to hamper the pitchy moans that cracked through his throat as his balls tightened. He dug his fingers into your ass as his cock jerked with each spurt, filling you up and unlading every last drop of cum until he grew soft in your used hole.
When the two withdrew from your entrances, you caught a glimpse of the way their cocks glistened with their own milky essence in the dim orange light of the alleyway.
Jean freed your leg from the hook he had around your knee, and once you returned both feet to the ground you stumbled slightly before stabilizing yourself with the hand Connie reached out to steady you with.
“How are we gonna get home?” you muttered, now realizing that none of you were coherent enough to find your way back home on the subway like you’d done in order to get to the club.
You adjusted your underwear and reshaped your dress, pouting at the damp and unpleasant feeling between your legs, and you kept your thighs together in fear that your cum-filled holes would begin to leak.
Although the night was still young, you could tell that your friends were spent just the same.
Connie squinted at the bright light of his phone in the darkness of the back-street as he tucked himself back into his pants and attempted to button them back up with one hand.
“Nearest Uber is like, seven minutes,” he informed you two, his quick tapping against the screen meaning he was likely requesting the ride without either you or Jean confirming.
You hummed, making sure you looked presentable before beginning to shuffle towards the street while your friends followed your lead in silence, and you hoped that once you were back at your dorm and sober, the night’s events would be forgotten in the midst of your drunken stupor.
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etherealeeknow · 3 years
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touchy-feely
• rated m for mature
• pairing: best friend!minho x fem!reader
• wc: 1.523
• tw: groping, slight nipple play & edging, explicit language, fingering & oral (f receiving), - i think that’s all, please do tell me if you find more c:
• note: I FINALLY POSTED HELLO. this isn’t proofread so i’m sorry for any mistakes! i’ll get to it tomorrow (hopefully 😂) and i hope you’ll enjoy it! also, please kindly note that english isn’t my first language. therefore, i apologize for any mistakes.
“minho despises skinship, but with you it’s an exception.”
it was supposed to be the typical saturday afternoon for you and minho, but thanks to what jisung said earlier, you were now left on the couch, laying there with what if’s relentlessly running on your mind. you didn’t even hear when he called you from his kitchen that he had to come and poke your side, making you jump. “chill, y/n. do you want extra caramel or nah?” minho shrugged when you shook your head and put the bowl of popcorn on the table so he could lift your legs up, sit down, and place them on his lap. “uh, what are you doing?” you asked when the guy took back the bowl and rested it on top of your tummy as support. “uh, making myself comfy for the movie? duh?” he answered and pressed play.
when you asked him to sit on the other couch, he shot you the most questioning look ever. “you nuts, y/n? you want me to sit alone through this horror torture? of course you don’t. now shush. it’s starting. aaa~” minho didn’t even wait for you to open your mouth properly; he shoved the popcorn into your mouth and continued feeding himself in peace, eyes now glued to the screen despite his claim that horror movies weren’t his cup of tea. you shifted awkwardly on the couch, trying to immerse yourself in the movie, which you eventually managed to.
things went by as usual—since both of you preferred discussing over movies after they ended, the living room was filled with nothing but the eerie and daunting sound from the TV. your body was no longer tensed and you didn’t even realize minho had been feeding you popcorn from time to time. it was until the jump scare popped out that you became self conscious once more upon minho’s touch. though his eyes never left the screen, his free hand was gripping tightly on yours.
“don’t be silly, ji. he has always been like that.”
“he has always been like that, yes, but only to you.”
rethinking over your conversation with jisung made you shake your head and because of that, minho loosened his grip to caress your hand softly, and it only made your eyes grow bigger. “w- what are you doing?” you asked for the second time that day, voice barely audible. “protecting you from the ghosts,” he replied as he put the empty bowl on the table and laid beside you on the cramped couch with his chin resting on top of your head, hands wrapped around your shoulders. before you got to call him out again, another jump scare came and the sound made you flinch, but minho was quick to run his hand along your arm, rubbing it soothingly and his soft touch sent shivers down your spine. “y/n, are you co-” you cut him off by standing up. the sudden movement made you lightheaded, but minho’s hand found its way on yours once again as concern was written across his furrowed eyebrows.
“have you always been this... touchy-feely?” you asked; confidence level so low but you managed to maintain eye contact as you waited for his answer. it had always been difficult to read what was going on in minho’s head, but it never bothered you, at least not until this second. after what felt like a year, minho let go of your hand and faced the ground while running his fingers through his hair. “did jisung say something?” he asked, finally looking back at you and you could only nod, scared of what might happen next. “what did he say?” he asked again, this time while running the back of his hand through your bare thigh and you swore you could feel your liquid gushing out just from the faint touch. “t- that you’re only touchy when you’re with me.”
“and do you agree?” you had so many thoughts, so many questions, but you could only nod. everything felt hazy just from the way his thumb caressing your inner thigh. “and do you like it? if not, i can stop.” when minho retreated his hand, you were faster than lightning, holding onto it as if your life depended on it, and your own action made you blush. “b- but we’re best friends,” you said and he chuckled, poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue. “that’s not the question, love.” before minho got the chance to pull away again, you straddled his lap and could directly feel his growing bulge underneath you that made you even redder. 
shaking your head, you told him, “please don’t stop.” although your voice came out in a whisper, minho could hear it loud and clear and he shot you a cocky smirk before leaning forward to meet your lips. your hands automatically found their way around his neck as he pulled you even closer by your waist and the two of you moaned in unison—both over the small amount of friction. the kiss deepened as no one wanted to give in, but minho was growing impatient, so he sneaked his hand into your hoodie, hiking your bra up to fondle your breast, pinching your nipple so he could hear you choking out your pretty little moans.
“off,” he commanded, breaking the kiss to take off his own sweater and sweatpants, dark eyes never leaving you. he quickly pull you towards him, hovering over you and began kissing you from your neck to your bare chest, then down to your belly, halting right above your undies. you shot him a pleading look, so desperate, yet your words wouldn’t come out. “i won’t stop if you don’t stop me,” he warned and you nodded almost right away. snorting, he added, “and i certainly won’t go further if you don’t say anything either. come on, what happened to the chatty y/n?” he teased, biting your undies to pull it down slowly until it reached your knees; the view made you roll your eyes back, shyness and eagerness all in one.
“minho, please,” you begged while facing the ceiling. “so i’m now a ceiling?” he mocked, a finger drawing circles on your outer labia and this time you sighed out loud in frustration. “for fuck sake, minho, ple-” you were cut off by your own moan when he rub your clitoris, spreading the wetness all over the place. the sensation of being pleasured by another person after months being untouched turned you on for the better, and for that person to be minho made everything far more exciting. you had lost count of how many times you had daydreamed for this to happen whenever he dropped by your apartment wearing nothing but a black sleeveless top after practicing or the way he came out of the shower, water dripping down his neck and veins popping out of his arm when he dried his hair with a towel.
just by having those flashbacks sent you over the edge and you managed to tell him you’re gonna reach your climax soon, which caused him to retreat his finger away and you grunted. “already? god, i barely touched you, y/n. are you that needy for me?” he chortled and you whined, no longer feeling embarrassed. the only thing in your mind was him. “i want you. i want you so bad, please,” you plead through your half lidded eyes, staring at him who was still below you. smirking, he shook his head in amusement and inserted one finger in you without warning, pulling it in and out of you right away before adding another; his lips came in contact with your aching core, his tongue playing its part, licking and sucking it.
you whimpered and spread your legs as wide as you could while bucking your hips, desperate for more. “fucking yes, just like that,” you said, followed with endless ah’s while your hand was squeezing your tits, the other gripping tightly on his hair; nothing turned him better than the way you pull them while he was eating you out, making you produce all of those juices for him to take while his own member was throbbing. your breaths were going shorter as the knot on your stomach began forming again. “minho, minho, minho, fuck!” you screamed as you pushed his face deeper into your pussy and the man did nothing but fastening his pace. “i’m cum-” it only took a few seconds for you to cry out, eyes closing blissfully while you shake and came all over his digits and his pretty face.
once you came back to your senses and the room was filled with only your raspy breathing, minho sit back and eyed you with the most heartwarming smile. “did you like it, love? did i make you feel good?” he asked and you nodded in response, throat too dry to utter a word. “i can’t hear you,” he said and you tried your best to mouth a “yes, minho.”
“such a good girl. now, on your knees. plus, it’s daddy for you from now on.”
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itsdanii · 3 years
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hii i just read all of your masterlist and i loved it kdjzjsj. Could i request a scenario where Asahi has been working long hours and never gets to see his wife. And his wife is secretly pregnant :o so they get into a scrabble and all is revealed but happy ending coz i cant do sad ending ny heart might shatter
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hey, bub. thank you so much for requesting! here's an asahi angst to fluff with a pregnant wife. i hope you like it ❤️ stay healthy and hydrated!
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genre: angst to fluff
warnings: mentions of nausea, mentions of monthly period, suggestive content
ft. asahi azumane
reminder 1: lashing out on your wife is not a good practice, especially if you're unaware that the said wife is carrying your child inside her womb
reminder 2: never slam the door shut on your wife
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With shaky hands, you stared at the pregnancy test you were holding. Tears of happiness were streaming down your cheeks as you took in the two lines signifying that you are indeed pregnant.
You've been feeling nauseous these past few weeks and the moment you noticed that you skipped your monthly period, you immediately bought a pregnancy test to confirm your suspicions.
And so, there you are, now holding the positive test as you let the feeling of hope and happiness embrace your being. You smiled and reached down to place your free hand on your nonprominent baby bump. Sure, it was too small to be noticeable yet but the fact that you knew that there's a life forming inside you made you happier than you could've ever expected.
"Hi, baby. I know you can't hear mommy yet, but I want you to know that she already loves you very much," you whispered while rubbing small circles on your skin.
Once you finally calmed yourself down from the exciting news, you took a shower and put on some presentable clothes, the red silk of the dress you're wearing shaping your body perfectly.
You stared at yourself on the mirror and smiled in satisfaction. Despite how the dress accentuated your curves, it wasn't too tight to suffocate your lower belly. You put on some light make up and kissed your wedding ring as you finished.
The next thing you did was proceed to the kitchen to prepare some fancy dinner for both you and your husband, giving the table a finishing touch with a bottle of wine for Asahi.
You glanced at the clock and noticed that it was already 9 in the evening yet your husband was still out. You decided to send him a message but only frowned when you received no reply. Sighing, you instinctively placed your hand on your lower belly as you felt a sudden distress.
What if he didn't want the baby?
What if he leaves you?
What if he realizes that he no longer loves you?
What if-
The sound of door opening interrupted you from your thoughts and you immediately stood up to welcome your husband.
Lately, Asahi had been coming home late, always overworking himself to the point of exhaustion. To be honest, you were seriously starting to get worried but everytime you tried to confront him, he would only grunt at you and head to sleep.
You made your way to Asahi and helped him with the stuff that he was carrying, making sure that you only took the light stuff in your arms. "Welcome home, love," you said affectionately and pressed a lingering kiss on his lips.
Unlike the usual, Asahi didn't wrap his arm around your waist nor buried his face on the crook of your neck. You frowned at the lack of affection but decided to let it pass.
"What's the occasion?" he asked, finally taking notice of the food you prepared. The smell of steak was still lingering in the air and despite how it slightly made you feel lightheaded, you held it in knowing how much Asahi loved it everytime you cook steak.
"Nothing," you said as you placed some of his stuff down. "I just wanted to make you some nice dinner since we haven't been spending that much time lately."
Instead of answering, he only sighed and flashed you an apologetic smile. He made his way to his seat and waited for you before eating.
Silence enveloped the two of you and you can't help but feel your palms starting to get sweaty. The way he seemed to rush his food made you feel as if he was only eating as to not offend you. As you were about to speak, he downed his glass of wine in one go before standing up.
"I'm finished. I'll go ahead to bed, okay?" your husband said as he placed a kiss on top of your head, the sweet gesture doing nothing to soothe the negative feeling bubbling inside you.
You stood up and wrapped your arms around him from the back, hands gripping each other to lock him to your embrace. "Love, I missed you," you murmured against his back.
"Y/n, I don't have time for this. I'm tired, okay?" Asahi tried to uncoil your arms around him and groaned when you won't let him.
"Don't want to let go yet. I know that if I do, you'll go to bed again and when I wake up, you'll be gone. Can't I have even just a little bit of your time?" Your voice almost cracked at the end as the toll of his absences finally made its way to you.
He applied a little force to remove your arms before turning around to face you, a deep scowl now present on his face as he stared down at you. "Time? You want time? I'm sorry if I don't give you enough. Unlike you who just stay at home and do nothing, I have work. I have priorities so I'm sorry if you think that I'm not giving you enough attention. Geez, y/n. I'm your husband, not your damn babysitter."
"You call yourself a husband when you can't even prioritize your own wife?" you spat angrily at him.
You knew that you offended him by the way his jaw clenched yet you stood your ground because you knew that the problem wouldn't be resolved unless you confronted it head on.
"I wasn't aware that it's a wife's job to nag at her husband nonstop," he spat back. "Stop being childish and maybe then you'll do something productive and not just spending your time sitting pretty."
Asahi didn't let you speak and opted on turning his back on you. Within a few seconds, you were left alone as the door of your bedroom slammed shut.
You felt your blood run cold as you stared at the door in front of you. "I'm sorry," you whispered, not to yourself nor to your husband but to your baby.
Quietly, you began to clean up the table and wash the dishes. You groaned as you felt an upcoming headache starting to form, no doubt due to the stress you're currently experiencing.
You dried your hands and turned off the lights before making your way to the guest room. Your husband basically slammed the door on you which means that he didn't want you to disturb him, right? So if it's space that he wants, it's space that he'll get.
You curled yourself against the bed, the empty space beside you making you feel lonely. You were used to sleeping beside Asahi. Despite him always coming home late, you never missed the feel of him pressing apologetic kisses on your skin.
It wasn't long until a sob escaped your lips. Your fingers gripped the pillow beside you tightly as you burried your face against the soft cotton, silently wishing that it was your husband you're embracing instead of the white material.
Unbeknownst to you, Asahi was just as distressed as you were.
He couldn't stop himself from tossing and turning as he anxiously waited for you to open the door and fit yourself in his arms. He didn't mean to slam the door at you. He only applied a bit of force not knowing that the impact would be that much.
God, he didn't even want to fight you.
But the feeling of stress and exhaustion from his work along with the expectations of people made him irritable which then resulted to him snapping at you.
Not being able to resist you anymore, Asahi swallowed his pride and made his way to the bathroom to splash his face with cold water to wake himself up before he talks to you.
But he guessed that the cold water was no longer needed.
Because there sitting on top of the toilet seat are two pregnancy tests with both positive results. He carefully picked up one of the tests and stared at it with shock evident on his face.
You're pregnant.
You're carrying his unborn child and he just shouted at you, called you childish and disregarded your feelings.
Instant regret made its way to him and he felt his heart rate picking up. "Shit," Asahi whispered to himself as he paced left and right inside the bathroom, hands gripping the pregnancy tests tightly.
Asahi quickly made his way to the living room, eyes widening in fear upon seeing you nowhere. He surveryed the whole house while calling out for your name and only stopped when he saw your curled up form inside one of the guest rooms.
He sighed in relief and made his way to you, gently scooping you in his arms to carry you back to your shared bedroom. He removed the few stray hair from your face and placed a small kiss on your forehead and both of your swollen eyes, obviously the result of crying.
"I'm sorry..." he whispered as he showered your skin with kisses.
"Azumane," you called out with a raspy voice as you woke up from the light feeling of lips trailing on your skin.
Your husband stopped what he was doing and looked at you. "You're pregnant." It wasn't a question, no. It was a statement, one that was enough to bring tears into your eyes.
"I am," you said with a nod and took his hand, placing it on the spot where your bump will soon make its appearance.
Despite being cover by the dress you're wearing, he leaned down and kissed your lower belly lovingly. Pulling away, Asahi shifted himself to lay beside you, his hand reaching for yours to bring it to his lips.
"Im so sorry for what happened earlier," he whispered. He took your lack of response as a signal to continue speaking, one hand sliding around your waist to pull you closer to him.
"Im sorry for shouting at you and for neglecting my job as a husband. I was too focused on proving myself to my co-workers that I forgot the person waiting for me at home." He let go of your hand and wiped your tears with his thumb, his hand cupping your face as you leaned to his touch. "Please don't cry, my love. You know I hate seeing you cry."
"It's your fault," you mumbled with a shaky voice. "It's just... It's so unfair that I'm your wife but I still have to ask for your time and attention when in reality, you should be the one to give those to me without me asking."
"I know. I know, love." Guilt and regret were evident in his voice and the more Asahi watch you let everything out, the more he hated himself for being a bad husband. "But I promise you it won't happen again. I'll be a better husband and the best father to our child. So please..."
You nodded and buried your face to his chest, his scent helping you calm down as you cried everything out. Your hand gripped the back of his shirt tightly as you sobbed in his arms, warmth enveloping you as he rubbed your back soothingly.
"You're okay, we're okay," Asahi whispered, pressing a kiss on top of your head as he held you without any intent of letting you go. "We're okay, right?"
You looked up at him with tear stained cheeks. "We're okay," you said reassuringly.
After a few minutes of enjoying each other's embrace, Asahi slowly pulled away. A whine escaped your lips making him chuckle slightly.
"You dressed up for me?" he asked as he raked his eyes down your figure.
"I wanted to look good for you," you said shyly. "I haven't got the chance to change since you basically slammed the door on me."
"I already apologized with words." Asahi gave your lips a peck before settling himself between your legs, eyes looking up at you as he slowly hiked your dress up, a gasp escaping your lips as his fingertips grazed your thighs.
"Now let me apologize with my actions."
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Promises
“I make no promises, I can't do golden rings, but I'll give you everything tonight”
Pairing: Mafia Leader!Jaehyun x female reader (cafe owner)
Genre: Friends to lovers au, fluff, smut and angst at the end I’m sorry :(
Warnings: shower sex, unprotected sex, slight choking kink, slight innocence/corruption kink, oral sex (male receiving), brief mention of violent attack towards the end
Word Count: 3k
((A/N: this is a short fic inspired by the song “Promises” by Calvin Harris & Sam Smith. I’ve been obsessed with it for a while now so I hope you enjoy!!!!))
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“Why do you always come to me when you’re bruised and beat the hell up?” You rushed you your bathroom to grab your first aid kit.
“And now, you’re bleeding all over my floor..damn it Jaehyun!”
Jaehyun only gave you a half smile as he watched you walk back and forth while flailing your arms in the air. He sat on the couch and held his stomach while breathing heavily.
“Last time I checked, I don’t have a son that’s a gang leader! Why don’t you go to your mom’s house?”
You sat down beside him with a bowl of warm water and a cloth to wipe his bloody mouth.
Jaehyun was just a man that frequented the coffee shop your worked at. He liked looking at you while he sipped his coffee at the table in the corner, you were the calmest thing his eyes saw in his chaotic world. He was quite nervous to speak to you, and as the leader of a mafia, he wasn’t sure why.
But just a few months ago, he finally mustered up the courage to speak to you.
The two of you grew relatively close. He stayed with you when you closed the cafe by yourself, making sure no creeps followed you home, but he also just wanted to talk with you.
Something about you made him feel..happy.
You weren’t like everyone else in his life, you didn’t have any experience with crime and you sure as hell didn’t want any, but despite learning about who Jaehyun really was, you still stuck around.
You didn’t push him away, you only asked that he make sure to not bring that mess in the shop. You were also interested in him.
The two of you talked about movies, music, food, virtually anything. You clicked like you had been friends for years.
Jaehyun was somewhat satisfied with being your friend, but he knew he needed more. He felt a tinge of jealousy when he watched you smile with other customers. Your eyes crinkling at the sides as you laughed. Your voice was soothing, heavenly even. In a cruel world like this, not everyone deserved to share a space with you, he thought.
Oh and the twinkle in your eyes when you got excited about perfectly baked and iced cupcakes. He loved it. He loved everything you did a little too much.
A clear sign to him that he was too far gone. But what would happen if he asked you to date him? Would you say yes or would you say no and would the friendship be ruined?
“Jaehyun...when are you gonna protect this handsome face of yours?”
You asked while delicately wiping the blood from his face away. It has trickled down his neck, covering his intimidating demon neck tattoo in the process.
Your sweet voice disrupted his thoughts as he looked back at your worried face.
You were close to him, lips just centimeters away from each other.
Should he close the distance? No, that’s creepy. And what about his hands? Can he touch your back? No, definitely creepy.
Jaehyun was a murderer and criminal, but a creep he was not.
And almost as if you hear his thoughts run wild because of your close proximity to him, you look up with those large doe eyes and lock them with his. Your chest is stuck in place, you lick your lips, but quickly shift your attention away from his eyes and look to his neck.
Your hand stops moving and Jaehyun’s mouth opens slightly as if he’s about to tell you to keep touching him.
But instead, he apologizes.
“I’m-I’m sorry for always coming to you like this..”
He sounds genuine and your heart drops at how soft his voice sounds.
“Jaehyun..can you..kiss me?” You let out quietly without actually thinking it through.
Jaehyun’s eyes widen and he moves forward without hesitation.
Your lips finally lock as the cloth slowly drops out of your hand.
Jaehyun holds you close, pressing his palm into your back while you roll your body into his, gently pushing him into the couch more.
He looked amazing in his tight black t-shirt and you had to admit, you just wanted to feel his body on yours. His eyes were always dark and tempting as they watched you, tracing over your figure whenever you reached up high for something in the bakery.
He was a typical bad boy, irresistible, sexy, and dangerous. But Jaehyun has only showed you kindness. He was a normal person, besides the life of crime he lived.
Jaehyun takes your limp and awkward arms and wraps them around his neck while you kiss. Contrary to his rough look (created by the scary tattoos and black attire he had), Jaehyun was incredibly soft, delicately pressing his fingers in your back to massage it. His mouth caressed yours slowly, passionately but still yearningly.
He closed his eyes first, turning his head so his tongue could dance with yours.
Your hands ran down his chest tenderly as the sounds of labored breathing and quiet moaning filled the apartment.
“Jaehyun..” you whisper, asking for more without actually posing the question.
You bite your lips and look at his eyes. You take his hands and intertwine your fingers with them.
He breathes heavily and watches your lips.
You bring his hands under your oversized T shirt and take in a sharp breath when you feel his cold fingers on the sensitive skin below your breasts.
Jaehyun doesn’t know if he’s lightheaded from the blood loss or the fact that he’s finally touching you.
You still hold his hands, bringing them to your breasts and moaning once you feel his large, calloused and bruised hands on you.
Your head falls back and Jaehyun immediately leans forward and lays sloppy kisses on your neck, his hands now kneading into your breasts and palming the hard tips.
Your hand reaches down to his jeans now, patting the bulge in them gently.
Jaehyun bucks into your hand on instinct and nips your neck. You cry out, but he then holds your throat, giving it a gentle squeeze.
Jaehyun nearly screams when you look down at him through your lashes. His tongues darts out over his swollen lips as he blinks rapidly. He wants to take you but the dealings of earlier have made him sweaty and dirty, and being a nasty man for you just isn’t what he wants. So he thinks of the perfect way to please you.
You’re about to question why he stopped, but then he smirks.
“Bathroom. Where’s your bathroom?”
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Your hand flings against the light switch as your two bodies stumble into the bathroom.
Your lips are locked as Jaehyun takes and moans that you have for him. Your bodies are hot and needy, you’ve teased each other enough already and are both in need of release.
You and Jaehyun help each other strip down completely naked before getting into the shower.
Jaehyun presses you into the chilly wall of the shower, your shoulder blades feeling attacked instantly. But his luscious lips on yours make you forget the pain soon enough.
You squeeze some body wash onto your hands and coat Jaehyun’s body with it, slowly caressing his sculpted body while he groans. Your touch drives him crazy. “Fuck..” he mutters our as your hand runs over the silky skin of his pelvis, so close to his hard member, but not close enough.
The hot water decorates your bodies and only adds to the heat between the two of you. Soon the steam builds up in the bathroom and you are both taking deeper breaths between kisses.
Jaehyun returns the favor by rubbing you down with body wash all over, teasing you while watching you tremble with a smirk.
He kneels down and runs his hands up and down your thighs, slowly working their way inwards and up to your folds. His long fingers just barely touching against your bud. So close, but not close enough. You bite your lips and bring yourself closer to him but he chuckled.
“Mmm being teased isn’t nice, is it, baby?” He winks.
“If we stay any longer in this shower, you owe me half of the water bill.”
He stands up straight and chuckles. “You know me, baby, I always pay my dues.”
“Is that so? So how did you end up with those bruises, huh? You-“
Jaehyun shut you up with a kiss. Your eyes fluttered shut and you couldn’t help but smile.
He grabs your legs by the crook of the knees and wraps them around his waist before pulling away to look into your eyes. His playfulness has disappeared and you both swallow hard.
“Are you sure you want this...with me?” Jaehyun asks quietly.
You gulp and look at his neck tattoo, the one thing that constantly reminded you that he was no normal man. He wasn’t gonna be someone you could tell your parents or friends about. He wasn’t someone you could walk in the park with. He wasn’t someone you could walk down the aisle or raised kids with one day. No. He’s a gang leader. Someone that lived a life you didn’t understand. One that was just downright scary to you. And yet here he was, resting between your legs, ready to take you.
Jaehyun tried not to think too much about the doubt that he saw in your eyes when he asked if this was something that you wanted. But he knew you were conflicted. His reputation wasn’t great and you were scared, he had to understand that. You had reservations about him and unfortunately, he couldn’t promise to prove you or anyone else wrong. He couldn’t promise to be the long term partner you deserved.
Nonetheless, Jaehyun has showed you a side no one knew. He opened up to you and you opened up to him. You had more in common than you had ever expected.
You nodded.
“Fuck me, Jaehyun.” You whisper lowly.
Jaehyun smirks when the word falls out of your beautiful mouth, making him weak and even harder than he was before.
He pushes forward, teasing your entrance as he runs the tip along the folds, parting them every now and then.
You whimper, your mouth falling open as it feels incredible just to have some sort of friction against your needy pussy.
Jaehyun goes back to sucking your neck while one hand takes a fistful of hair.
His other hand pumps up and down his length as the sounds of your moans are muffled by the thunderous flow of water from the shower head.
“J-Jaehyun, please.”
Jaehyun places both hands on your thighs now, pushing into you slowly with his hard cock.
You gasp and hold onto his shoulders, your back riding up against the tiled wall as you pant.
Your heart feels like it’s stuck in your throat while Jaehyun stretches you out. He grunts and pulls back before pushing in slowly again.
“Fuck..you feel amazing.” Jaehyun’s member is comforted by your silky, tight walls closing around him with each push.
Your head falls back again and he watches your radiant skin sparkle with water drops that run down your neck and into the crevice if your breasts. It’s a beautiful sight for him and he never wants to forget it.
He then sucks hard into your neck as his speed increases. Your mouth stays open as you whimper and grip his shoulders, your nails digging into the skin.
When you looked at Jaehyun as he stares at your lips through low eyes, you feel butterflies in your stomach. His black hair plastered onto his forehead gave him a more gentle look, and his slightly parted lips were so kissable, you wanted to feel them everywhere.
But his dark eyes. Eyes of a wolf that watched his prey. You felt desired, wanted, special..
he groans as he gets closer, you can feel his dick twitch each time it enters you, and you know he is hesitant to go harder on you.
“It’s okay, Jaehyun.”
Jaehyun’s eyes widened. “A-are you sure?” He he snaps his hips into you hard as if to give you a teaser of what’s to come.
“Yes!” You cry out at the sudden feeling of him in the base of your stomach.
And so, he continues to push into your pussy harder. A mixture of your loud moans and his grunts filling the bathroom. The tip of his cock hit your depths as he pushed all the way in, leaving your legs weak as they widened more. Your spine tingled with pleasure.
Your back becomes numb as it rubs against the wall repeatedly, but you don’t mind. Jaehyun fills you up so satisfyingly and the way his skin presses against yours just adds to the erratic feeling you have inside. He breathes hard against your shoulder as his hips snap into yours.
Jaehyun puts a hand around your neck and looks into your eyes. You immediately nod before he kisses you, biting his lip as he pulls away.
He squeezes it while you moan, your close so Jaehyun rubs circles into your bud. You ignore the aching feeling in your trembling legs and shit your eyes tightly.
“Oh fuck, Jaehyun, yes..”
He grinds into you even harder and soon you feel yourself climax, you clench around him as his grip on your throat tightens.
You cry out his name as he continues to push into your throbbing and soaking flower, but he pulls out quickly.
“On your knees.” His tone is gravelly and surprisingly demanding for the first time this evening.
But you don’t hesitate to drop your knees for him and open your mouth.
“Can I?” He tilts his head and gives you a cocky expression because he already knows your answer.
You nod and without a second to spare, Jaehyun shoves himself into your throat, immediately hitting the back of it and making you gag, but you ignore the pain and hollow your cheeks.
The water hits your sore back as Jaehyun fucks into your mouth with his hand on the back of your head.
Tears run down your cheeks, but you feel yourself become increasingly wet every time he grunts or curses. Looking up at the tattooed man above you as he slowly loses it just makes you think of all the ways you’d love to have him ruin your insides, and even though you just came, you want more.
Jaehyun can’t get enough of your wet and wide eyes. You looks so innocent and pure, yet so nasty for him as spit runs down your chin. He pushes in faster and you him to push him along.
“Oh, fuck...Swallow.” He demands once again before shooting out strings of white onto the surface of your throat. He releases everything into you then pulls out while breathing heavily.
He helps you to your feet and uses a washcloth to clean the spit and cum from your chin.
He then cleans between your legs and watches you giggle as he purposefully tickles you.
He carries you off to your bed and lays you down while smiling softly.
“Did..you like that?” Jaehyun was surprised with himself, he normally didn’t care for a girl after fucking her. He’d send them in their way whether or not they were satisfied because only he mattered. But you. He wanted you to be satisfied, more than satisfied to be exact.
Your approval meant something to him and part of him hated that.
“Yes, I did. I’m always down for another round some time.” You gave him a wink and blushed.
“It’s funny because I wanted to ask you something..” Jaehyun looked away and onto the blanket that covered your body. He felt like he was back in middle school and about to ask his crush to the dance.
You had a feeling you knew what was coming.
“Will you-?” Jaehyun was interrupted by his phone. He cursed and took it out of his pocket, his soft demeanor shifting as his expression grew irritated.
“Give me one sec.” he looked away from your look of disappointment and left your bedroom.
You couldn’t hear what he said on the phone, but you knew that he looked angry when he saw the name on the caller id.
Jaehyun hung up and walked back into the room. He started to put on his clothes in silence while you clenched your blanket and watched.
“What’s wrong, Jaehyun?” You asked so softly, Jaehyun wanted to give in and cuddle with you all night. But he couldn’t, especially not after hearing what he just heard from his henchman. Someone from his rival gang had stalked and attacked the girlfriend of one of his gang member’s.
She survived but was hurt badly in the knife attack and it just served as a reminder to him of the kind of life he lived. He couldn’t live happily. He couldn’t love someone like you and put your life in danger just for his own benefit. He had to end things now before it got too late.
“Jaehyun..were you going to ask me to be your girlfriend?”
“Girlfriend? Listen..y/n..what we did..it was great but let’s be realistic..we would never last. We’re just too different.” Jaehyun couldn’t look at you when he said this. He was just so angry with himself. How could he get so emotionally involved? How could he fall in love so easily while knowing that nothing good could come of it?
“But Jaehyun..” you started but he grabbed his jacket and headed for the door.
“I..won’t be seeing you again, y/n. I regret ever meeting you.” His brows furrowed. How could he be so mean? He had to push you away, even if it meant saying cruel and untrue things.
Your eyes started to tear up. “W-What do you mean? What’s wrong?” You jumped off the bed and walked towards him, confused as to why his mood shifted and why he was acting like this.
But you were too late. He already slammed the door shut and headed down the hallway, pacing fast towards the elevator.
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Longing (part 8)
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Warnings: angst, mentions of death, nightmares
Pairing: Ellie Williams x reader
“(Y/n)?”
“(Y/n) can you hear me?”
“Please wake up! I can’t lose you too!”
“Her pulse is weak.”
You heard voices but it sounded like you were underwater, you couldn’t open your eyes. Everything seemed so heavy.
“Come on (y/n) please!” Ellie screamed, sobbing.
Holding your head in her lap, brushing hair out of your face. She didn’t know what to do, Joel is dead and you seemed close to death as well. She couldn’t lose you too. Ellie felt overwhelmed by everything, having witnessed the murder of Joel and now you wouldn’t wake up. After the man smashed your head against the wall and the way you fell down she wasn’t sure if you’d wake up at all.
Poor Tommy had to wake up to see his brother laying dead on the floor and now he had to collect his body off the floor to bring him back home, so he could be buried. Ellie watched how Tommy and Jesse carried Joel away, feeling tears running down her face she looked back down at you.
“Ellie?” You whispered weakly, trying to open your eyes.
“I’m here (y/n).” Ellie said, relieved that you woke up.
“I’m sorry, Ellie.” You said, letting a tear fall.
“It’s my faul-.” You said, closing your eyes, feeling lightheaded again.
“No (y/n), hey! Don’t close your eyes!” She begged you, touching your face.
“Ellie come on, we gotta go.” Jesse said, coming up in front of you to take you.
“She woke up but I think she’s unconscious again.” Ellie said, wiping her tears away.
“Come on, I got her.” Jesse said, moving down he grabbed you from her arms, carrying you to your horse.
Ellie stood back for a second, looking at the ground where Joel was laying just a few minutes ago, in his own pool of blood. Ellie couldn’t bare this pain, she started sobbing quietly.
“I’m sorry Joel.” Ellie whispered, before leaving the room.
Jesse put you on top of your horse, letting your form slump over slightly. The back of your head was bleeding and you seemed to have gotten a few punches in your face as well. Jesse felt bad that he hasn’t gotten there earlier, he has never seen you this way before.
Ellie came out of the room, seeing your unconscious form on your horse and Joel’s dead body on his horse. Not being able to look at Joel any longer, she went over to Shimmer.
No one said anything, Jesse got on top of his horse, grabbing the reins of Helios he started guiding your horse back. Tommy did the same with Joel’s horse. Ellie and Dina right behind them. Dina kept glancing at Ellie and you in concern, not knowing if she should say anything or if she should stay quiet.
Waking up again, you were on your horse. Looking beside you, you saw Joel’s dead body on his horse, Tommy guiding his horse back home. You could feel tears in your eyes at the sight of Joel. You couldn’t just go back home and let his killers go. Suddenly sitting up on your horse, your head started spinning but you kept yourself up. “I have to-“
“Whoa (y/n), take it easy.” Jesse said, halting his horse. Everyone else looked over to you.
“(Y/n)!” Ellie called out, getting off her horse she walked towards you.
“I have to go back.” You said, looking around, your friends looking at you in concern.
“I have to- I have.”
“Kid don’t make it harder than it already is, we’re going home.” Tommy said.
“I- we can’t just let them go!” You said, looking around bewildered.
“They’re not getting away with this but we have to go home first.” Ellie said, she was barely holding herself together but she had to stay strong.
“I-“ “you have a concussion (y/n), you can’t just go after them now.” Jesse said.
Nodding your head you looked down. Ellie looked at you one last time before getting back on top of shimmer.
Arriving back home in Jackson, Maria and the guards rushed over to Tommy, gasping at the sight of Joel’s dead body. You couldn’t stay, you would start crying again. Getting off your horse, you almost collapsed if it wasn’t for Jesse holding you up.
“Come on, let’s get you to the infirmary.” He said.
Looking back at Joel one last time, you started walking away.
“Alright, you definitely have a concussion. You need to rest as much as possible, your head is gonna hurt for a while. I’ll give you some pain killers but like I already said, you need to rest!” The doctor ordered but you weren’t even listening, you were just thinking about Joel.
Jesse stood back, leaning against the wall, he looked at you in concern. He noticed you weren’t listening to what the doctor said.
“Alright thank you doc, I’ll bring her home now.” Jesse said, walking towards you.
The doctor nodded his head, giving Jesse the pain killers. “You make sure that she rests, young man.” He said.
“I will.” He said “come on (y/n).”
Ellie waited for you in front of your house already, you didn’t want to see her right now. You couldn’t look at her not when you felt like it was your fault that Joel died.
“Hey I got it from here, Jesse.” Ellie said, coming up next you.
“Alright, here some painkillers.” He said, giving the bottle of pills to Ellie. “She needs to rest.”
Ellie nodded looking at you she noticed you were avoiding her eyes.
“Bye guys.” Jesse said, before leaving.
Opening your door you went inside, shutting the door and locking it, Ellie took of her jacket and helped you out of yours.
“You can go home, Ellie.” You said, your voice still weak.
“I’m not leaving you and I- I don’t want to be alone right now.” Ellie said.
“You shouldn’t be with me.” You said, feeling yourself tear up again, you sat down on your bed.
“I want to be with you.” She said, sitting down next to you.
Sighing you looked down, nodding. You knew that she would hate you if she found out that you saved Abby but you wanted to be with her one last time before she would shut you out forever.
“I’m so sorry Ellie.” You said, looking at her you noticed she had bruises too. You didn’t even notice them earlier when you were avoiding looking at her face. Touching her cheek, you ran your thumb over the bruise on her face. Closing her eyes, she started crying silently. “Come here.” You said, pulling her into you. She immediately latched on to you, hugging you tightly, she started sobbing.
You held her, crying with her. You didn’t even know what you were feeling in this moment. You felt every emotion but you also felt numb. You felt like you were missing a big piece, one that could never be replaced.
Laying down with Ellie, you held her in your arms, with her head on your chest. She was still crying, you were running your fingers through her hair.
After a while she fell asleep, you still held her tightly not wanting to let her go. Single tears escaped your eyes, looking up at the ceiling, you knew that this was probably the last time you would hold her. Your little romance seemed to be short lived, she would go back to hating you once she finds out what you did.
You didn’t sleep at all that night, you spent the night thinking about Joel, holding Ellie in your arms you knew you wouldn’t see her for a while and you didn’t even know if you’d come back alive. You wanted to spent the rest of your few hours in Jackson with her, even if she was asleep.
Looking at her, you allowed yourself to admire her for a while. Ellie lost him, she lost the man who was like a father to her, you’d have to stay strong for her. You knew what you had to do. You promised yourself that you would go after them, you’d kill everyone of them and leave Abby for last. She was going to suffer the way she made Ellie and you suffer.
Getting up from under her, you made sure you didn’t wake her up. Getting out of bed, you walked over to your backpack, putting some stuff in that you would need, you grabbed your gun holster putting it on your leg, getting your jacket on, you stuffed your swords into your backpack and grabbed a few water bottles.
You went over to Ellie, looking at her one last time, brushing some hair out of her face, you leaned in kissing her forehead before you turned around, you wrote a quick letter to Ellie and left.
Walking past Joel’s house, you looked at his porch. Thinking about how just a few days ago you were sitting there with him, drinking coffee and talking not knowing that it was the last time.
Breaking into the armory was not something you thought you’d ever have to do but you didn’t have the keys and you needed more guns if you wanted to go after the group. Ellie told you they were from Seattle, you didn’t even pick up on that but Abby had a patch on her sleeve that said W.L.F, they were probably something like the fireflies and you hated the fireflies.
After you grabbed some more weapons you went over to the stables, getting your horse out, you knew an older man named Darren was on guard duty today and he had the tendency to fall asleep, usually you would get angry at him for falling asleep while he had to look out for any danger coming close to Jackson but today you were relieved. This would make your escape easier.
Walking over to the gate, you opened it just enough so you and Helios could fit through it. After you got out, you shut the gate again. Getting on top of Helios you kicked your heels against him, making him speed off into the woods.
The next few days would be difficult for you. The concussion was definitely going to be a problem. You felt tired and a little lightheaded. The guy that smashed your head against the wall did a good job at making sure that you stayed down, you were looking forward to seeing him again.
You were riding for hours now, it must’ve been around noon now. You were thinking about Ellie, she must’ve been up by now. You knew as soon as she would find your letter she would run to Tommy and Maria begging them to let her go after you or join you, you knew she wanted the wlf’s dead as much as you did.
Ellie woke up to an empty bed, she didn’t think anything of it at first, thinking you were in the bathroom or something until she saw a piece of paper with her name written on it laying on the bedside table. Taking it in her hand, she turned it around, reading it slowly. Eyes widening at the mention of you going after the W.L.F’s.
“Shit.” Getting up from the bed, she quickly put on her shoes, grabbing her coat she left your place. Running over to Maria’s house, she saw her and Tommy walking out of their house.
“Maria! Tommy!” Ellie called out, running towards them, almost crashing in to them.
“Hey Ellie, slow down.” Maria said, putting her hands on Ellie’s shoulders.
“It’s (y/n)!” She said, out of breath.
“What’s wrong with (y/n)? She okay?” Tommy asked, looking at her in concern.
“Yes I- no.. I don’t know. She’s gone.” She said. “She went after them.” Giving them the letter. Maria and Tommy glanced at each other before taking the letter to read it.
“Maria!” A man yelled, running towards them.
“Someone broke into the armory, a few weapons are missing and a horse is gone.” The man said, trying to catch his breath.
Tommy ran a hand down his face. “We’ll deal with it right away, Rafe.” Maria said.
“But-“ “I said we’ll deal with it.” She repeated sternly.
Nodding his head, the man left.
“That was (y/n).” Ellie said.
“We know.” Tommy said.
“I’m going after her.” Ellie said, looking at them.
“Like hell you will.” Maria argued “go home Ellie.”
Ellie looked at Tommy. He must be considering going after them as well, they killed his brother after all. He looked down at her “we’ll talk about it once we buried Joel, Ellie.” He said. “Until then just stay put, (y/n) is a tough kid, nothing will happen to her out there. We’ll catch up to her before she arrives in Seattle alright?”
Nodding her head, Ellie turned around going home. She’d stay for Joel’s funeral but after that she would go after you and Joel’s killers.
It was getting dark out, you’d have to set up camp soon. You wondered if they buried Joel already. You wanted to be there but you felt like you didn’t deserve being a part of his funeral not when you were the one who saved his killer.
How ironic, saving her lead to Joel being killed. You wished you could turn back time, you would have never helped her, you would let the infected kill her but it was too late and Joel was dead because of you.
You were riding through a small town, looking for a place to set up camp. The streets were empty and quiet, no signs of infected. A small house with an open garage catched your eye. Getting off Helios, you led him towards it. Leaving him there you went inside to check out the house, making sure that no infected were inside. After you secured the place you went back into the garage and closed the gate.
“Alright helios, looks like we’ll stay here for the night.” You said, patting him.
Going back inside you left the door to the garage open, sitting down on the couch in the living room, you put your head in your hands. Your mind was racing, all sorts of thoughts plaguing your head. Laying back down, you looked up at the ceiling, trying to fall asleep. You needed some rest, especially if you planned on going after a whole group and who knew how much more people they had back at their base. Closing your eyes, you started falling asleep slowly.
“I was wrong about you (y/n).” You recognized this voice but you didn’t know where it was coming from.
“You made it far but at what cost?” Turning around you still couldn’t see him.
“You lost the only person that cared about you because of your mistake.” Walking through the hallway, you opened a door to see if he was in there.
“I always told you, you can’t defend yourself. I was wrong. You keep getting out of bad situations without an issue but it seems like protecting yourself isn’t very important to you anyways not as much protecting others is and yet you failed. You failed him.” The voice was getting closer now you turned around to see him standing there. Your father.
“You killed your own father and now you killed the man you came to see as a father.” He said, chuckling.
“I didn’t kill you.”
“No you just left me to die, same thing.” He said, shrugging.
“What do you want from me?!” You yelled at him, feeling tears build up in your eyes.
“I want you to understand what you are.”
“What I am?”
“You’re a monster, everywhere you go people die.”
“No.” You whispered, shaking your head.
“Your mother.”
“No, stop.”
“Me.”
“You did it yourself.”
“The man you killed.”
“He deserved it, he was bad.”
“Joel.” Your father said, coming closer to you.
“Don’t say his name!” You screamed at him, pushing him away but he was gone suddenly.
“What the-“ turning around you saw someone else standing there. Eyes widening at him standing there.
“Joel?” You whispered, a tear slipping down your face. He was bleeding, blood running down his face from the open wound on his head.
“It’s your fault.” He said, angrily, walking towards you.
“Joel.” You sobbed, walking backwards.
“All of it! You killed me and you’re gonna kill Ellie as well!” He screamed at you
“No please stop!” You begged, crying.
He pulled out a gun pointing it at you, pulling the trigger.
“NO!” You screamed out, gasping for air. You sat up on the couch. Looking around the room, breathing heavily, you realized it was just a nightmare.
“Fuck.” You whispered, clutching your chest, trying to calm down. You noticed tears were streaming down your face.
You already thought that it was your fault that Joel died, hearing him say it himself put you into even more pain, even though you knew that it was just a nightmare.
Could you ever forgive yourself?
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