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#THIS WAS TRULY AN ANATOMY STUDY HEHE
marshmcore · 3 months
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HEAVY TF2 TUMMY ‼️‼️‼️
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IM HUMBLED TO BE A HEAVY TUMMY VICTIM dude u hve no clue how fast my dick shot up when i got the ask LYK
HERE U GO I HOPE IT SATISFIES YOU ;_;
(I hope i get the hamburger soldier, i want to feed this man)
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starsinmylatte · 4 months
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BESTIE not me, a medical student, studying male repro, and then stumbling across your “How not to study for an anatomy exam”. TOO. GOOD.
Only problem is I don’t have a Nanami to help with, uh…. anatomy. 😔
Loved the post by the way hehe 🙈🫶
I’m so glad you enjoyed the fic!! Nanami is truly for the medical girlies. 😌
I’m gonna have to write more med!student x Nanami for us in the trenches…. It’s very cathartic lmao. I’m manifesting a tall, stoic blonde man for you in your future 💕
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vellichorom · 2 years
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Do you have any tips on drawing plus size characters like Twogami/imposter or the Narrator?
i care that we're assigning the narrator as plus sized in this house ❤️ ( i know you were probably just grabbing a recent example but i had to go for it )
JOKES ASIDE..... oh man. I am admittedly NOT the best with art advice beyond " know what i know, " BUT I'LL TRY MY BEST TO LEAD YOU IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION WITH WHAT I CAN RECOMMEND!
namely; TUTORIALS & REFERENCES ~ ! truly, i can’t recommend ANYTHING better ( & because i unfortunately don’t have the time to craft one Myself ), i bestow upon thee my favorite & personally used tutorials!
( X / X / X ) <-- links here
GENUINELY SPEAKING, the artists featured i think could offer more helpful advice than anything i could struggle to tell you, & it NEVER hurts to look up “ how to draw fat people “ on google OR, look up images of heavier people for the sake of studying!
the bare bones basics ( hehe ) of heavier folks & drawing them amount to “ wide & saggier & lumpier than the average twink, “ i think - but you’re definitely talking to someone who’s never been to art school before, so take that entire phrase with salt. REST ASSURED THOUGH, it gets easier with the more practice you commit to & the more times you attempt! it REALLY does.
I DO APOLOGIZE THERE’S NOT MUCH I CAN PERSONALLY RECOMMEND BUT...... tell you what, I’ll give you one PERSONAL tip that might work better if you’re a beginner!
draw a person &
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break it up into shapes !!!! break it up like it’s your own personal barbie doll !!!!! i think doing this better helps the artist to study & perfect the dimensions & shapes of the human body, as well as giving them a better grasp on the structure of the anatomy & where things bend ( & where other things, like fat, are supposed to sit, later on! )
& this should work for ALL kinds of tutorials i think, break it down & analyze the body piece by piece! 
“ that’s cool & all, “ i know you’re saying to yourself, “ but stay on topic, twinkie! “ & to you I say YES INDEED - so check this shit out; so draw a guy,
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this is a very SIMPLE method of getting into drawing thicker people, beginner’s choice you could say, & is essentially meant to act as a good base to start building from &-- if you’ve broken the body down into pieces already, you can perhaps start applying the soft fat around where you want it to be a little easier!
HOPEFULLY, with what ( little ) i’ve been able to advise, you can get a good grasp on drawing the heavier folks & have some fun with it!
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But also love youuuuuu so much we truly are the power couple so true 😭 like you’re literally studying MEDICINE and have an impeccable Instagram presence (those pics 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫) and you’re super funny and I’m so glad I know you. Even if our relationship is built on a sport you introduced me to as a casual thing and no I can’t leave 💀
I keep forgetting I am like. Hehe anatomy and then yesterday I went to the dentist and I'm like ok this is what we r gonna do in a few years huh
Anyway YES bad hindi charles memes forever
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infraaa · 2 years
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Ok hear me out on this, reader but she's got a 'Panty and stocking' type ability. Like imagin she gets into a fight and is just like "Wait Ace,hold still" and uses him to pull off her undies and ace is like " Bit- WHAT" and them BOOM insta Glock! Can you pick your favorite boys reaction to that?
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Customer’s Notes: Fem!MC, assuming by pronouns used.
tw// for those that aren’t familiar with paswg, panty as an ability called backlace which allows her to use a gun. Also suggestive themes especially in Idia/Jamil’s parts. Not so much Leona’s but still hehe
When Y/n sees that trouble comes her way, she greets it with a cocky smile and… pulls her pants down? Well isn’t this a surprise!
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Malleus Draconia
What?
Confused dragon noises ensue.
So what he’s witnessing is truly something that he’s never seen.
He just stares as she shoots people with a gun that came from her undergarments. Like how does that happen? Genuinely confused.
A part of him is intrigued to learn more about how this ability works once you tell it to him. Another part of him, his more refined part, is disgusted, but in a good way I promise-
“Child of man, I’m honored, but such a method of protecting me is a bit vulgar, don’t you agree?”
Reminds you to be careful, let him do this kind of thing in private, yada yada, the whole I care about you script.
Trying to be mindful of both of your reputations and talks to Lilia about it over tea.
And Lilia loses their shit. Cue again another confused malleus staring at his dad laughing hysterically, screaming about how you remind him of someone named Panty.
Who is Panty?? Personification of undergarments?? What is going ON?!
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Idia Shroud
“Oh my GOD, PANTY!”
He knows paswg as he’s watched it before. He knows exactly what you’re doing.
As she takes out her gun, and aimed at the enemy, the inner weeb in him is doing cartwheels as he just hides in his hoodie and awkwardly runs off somewhere.
After you both get back he’s asking questions very awkwardly of course.
Like how long have you had this quirk? Is this your unique magic? Do you mind if he writes fanfics about you and stocking study your gun?
He just wants to know how it works.
How can underwear morph into a gun, he wonders.
Shields his younger brother from his he doesn’t need to see your underwear.
May get a lil turned on excited by this too I think.
He’s just like “panty gun yum”
his younger brother is just like “brother please come out of your room that gun is weird-“
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Leona Kingscholar
Wakes up to see this shit.
Dude he was sleeping, he hears a gun and he wakes up seeing you without your pants on shooting someone because they wanted to fight him.
Why are your pants gone? Oh wait-
He saw something once. He thinks this is what he thinks it is but the bitch in him is like “nah you don’t care about this.”
Kinda questions it anyway because he’s petty like that-
“That fight you in, herbivore, why’d you take your pants off for it? And where’d the gun come from?”
You explain it to him and he does nothing but smirk cockily.
“That’s cute~”
bro thinks this is badass and he wants to take a look at the gun for research purposes not that he cares
another part of him is like “what the fuck”
Oh like he’s confused about the anatomy of the gun.
He used it once and the chamber was a bit bigger for some reason.
Once he learned why he was like 😎
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Jamil Viper
“What the fuck! Put your pants back on!”
he hates this. Squidward is squidwarding hard.
He just sees you with the gun and is just flabbergasted and disgusted he’s just like wtf are you doing?
You explain it to him and he takes it then in terms of a unique magic that’s just on the more strange side.
Kalim can’t know about this. Good boy is too good to understand how this works.
It reminds him of the staff that Scarabia’s Idol carried.
Grows fond of it but is till wary because squidward unlocks his mom card.
“Be careful for god sakes-“
He remembers seeing it and his mind takes itself back to that fight that he was so disgusted with.
He takes the gun and remembers how you said to activate it and he does so but the chamber of the gun is longer than what it was.
“What-“
Mans confused about that but eventually learns why the gun does that. He finds that weird but interesting at the same time.
The sicker part of his mind wonders what other kinds of things your lil gun can do..~
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r-ene · 3 years
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08.30.21
- day 8/100 days of productivity
Today´s National Heroes day here in the Philippines and with this post, I am wishing all our healthcare professionals, our heroes this pandemic all the strength they would need for their work and daily life. Truly grateful for all the (literal) blood, sweat and tears they have poured until now just to save every single life they can during this pandemic. Hoping this all would end soon so they would get their much needed breather from all of this. (There´s a lot more to say for all the hardwork and sacrifices they have made ever since the coronavirus broke out in December 2019, but I don´t think I would be able to put into words the gratitude I have for them ((and so I shall do my best to be a good respiratory therapist in 1-2 years time, including my internship, hehe)) )
And with that, today´s accomplishments are: finishing blood, lymphatic and immune system medical terminologies, started on the respiratory system terms, currently highlighting and studying cardiorespiratory anatomy and physiology with Egan´s and with the notes I wrote down last night after watching the playback from the lecture last Wednesday andddd our class have voted on doing group transcriptions per subjects so we would have reviewers we could print out for examinations (teamwork makes the dream work hahahaha)
Well, as it´s currently 9:45pm, it´s time to tire out Luna with reviewing her on the tricks we learned the past few months, haha (really smart girl, I wish I could sign her up for agility trainings and all those, I know she´s going to do great in them, hahaha)
I hope you all are doing good and have all the energy you need for this new week !!!
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anotherbeingsworld · 3 years
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the start of something new
Pairing: Bryce Lahela x F!MC (Alessia Lyxienne)
Rating: G and very fluffy!
Word Count: 1787
Summary: An AU where bryce and alessia becomes study buddies through a cup of cappuccino.
Prompts: @choicesjunechallenge2021 : Day 2 - cappuccino.
A/N: Day 2 of my writing streak for our boy - Bryce hehe ! Its an AU where MC is also a student at Stanford with Bryce - and where he works part-time as a barista there! The concept is very cute, and I hope y'all love it! Shoutout to @appiomofchoice again for the help and the support <33 (I apologize for any grammar mistakes since english is not my first language and such, enjoy!)
During her time here, she discovered a vintage café away from campus – and since then, it's been her studying nook. It was never crowded or filled with people unlike the ones in the campus radius. The atmosphere was calm, as the customers weren’t as crowded. She was known as a local there among the workers. The baristas knew her name and her usual order, especially during the afternoons. But, today was an exception as she needed the night to study for her anatomy test tomorrow afternoon.
Stanford’s exam season came rolling in a blink of an eye. The library was occupied, as every seat was filled with students preparing themselves for the season. As for one Alessia Lyxienne, she prefers to study with the comfort of a hot drink – either to give her a sense of comfort or as a boost for her to survive the whole day while indulging herself in a textbook filled with words.
The music playing in the background was a reverb tune, as she smiles over the scent of brewed coffee and pastries. She walks upon her usual seat, before getting into the line. As it was her turn to order – she stumbled upon a familiar face from her anatomy class; the infamous Bryce Lahela.
“Welcome, what would you like to order?” He looks up and smiles over the familiar face.
“Are you from Dr. Lizza’s anatomy class today? You looked familiar.” She smiles before nodding to the question.
“Yes, I’m Alessia. And, you are the ‘infamous’ Bryce Lahela then?” She nods towards his name tag on his apron.
“The one and only.” He smiles at her, as she continues to convo.
“I never knew you worked here, despite being quite a regular here.” She raised an eyebrow at him in curiosity.
“I heard about you, my buddy Mikayla would talk about this one girl who ordered the same order every time she came in – and, here you are.”
Alessia nods in confirmation,
“Hey, they served a good cup of cappuccino here – and, maybe there’s a new reason for me to keep coming back here.” She winks at him – clearly surprised herself upon the sudden flirtation going on. She examined him, as the brown eyes of his shine brightly as the attire looks adorable on him. She tries to remember him – how he looked like during classes, however, this is the first time she saw him close.
“Maybe if you play your cards right – I’ll treat you to a cappuccino made by yours truly. The best this town will ever have.” He challenges her, as she nods in resolute with a pinch of excitement in her.
Bryce nods to the customer in the back, as Alessia immediately orders her usual. A cup of cappuccino and a side of chocolate croissant.
“I’ll send it to you later.” He winks before passing the change – as Alessia returns a smile his way.
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A couple of minutes had passed, as Alessia began to revise some of the terms in her textbook once more. Recalling each term one-by-one, before she was interrupted by the scent of coffee itself. There he was holding the tray her way, as she helped him with the contents.
“Thank you, Bryce.” She states as Bryce nods – his eyes fall onto the familiarity of the terms on the table.
“Studying for the test tomorrow?” She nods, as she took a small sip of the drink.
“Yeah – I need to get some of the terms in my mind. It's gonna be a long night – but, I got coffee.” She held on to the cup with a proud expression on her face.
Bryce laughs, his voice sounds rich to the ears as she wanted to hear it again.
“My shift ends in a little bit, but wanna study together?” His sudden question makes her froze, somehow shocked but, she nods regardless – and immediately she wanted to kick herself in the face for acting like a weirdo in front of the man.
“Yes, sure! Yes.” She replies with quite an enthusiasm before he left the table. She mentally scolds herself for the awkward replies but, smiles regardless before continuing to focus on her notes.
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It was an hour later, as the clock strikes at 10 p.m. However, Alessia manages to get her studying done a bit – as Bryce came to her table joining her along the way.
“It's already closing time, but we could stay a bit since I’ll be closing the shop tonight.” He stated as a backpack was brought with him.
“Lahela, good luck with the test tomorrow! And, wait a minute – both you and Alessia are in the same class? It’s a small world after all.” Mikayla winks at him, as she waved goodbye at them both.
“You know her?” Bryce asked suddenly at the sudden wink which was thrown their way.
“Yes, since I become a regular – she was the one whose cappuccino I kept coming back to. And, we become quite close since then.” Bryce nods at the response.
“Well, how about I treat you to another Bryce special before we began the new session shall we?”
“Let’s see if it can beat Mikayla’s recipe shall we?” She jokes as he started to make the drinks for their late-night session.
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“Here let me pay for the extra one.”
He stops her before the money lands on his hands.
“It’s on me – as for saying yes to this study session.” He says as she nods excitedly – sipping the drink with an astonished look on her face.
“This is much better! But, don’t tell Mikayla, she’ll kill me.” Bryce lets out a laugh, as he nods.
“My lips are sealed.” He acts as he zips his mouth before throwing the key away, making her filled with laughter.
They started to study together – and in between those moments; they began to get to know one another. In between moments, there were hidden glances and smiles, as they quiz one another in the dim light of the empty café. There were waves of laughter, smiles, and even competitive streaks between them both.
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Hours later, it was already 1 a.m. as they finally left the café. Alessia waiting for Bryce as he closes it for the day, she smiles as he met her eyes.
“Is everything locked?”
“Done and done. Let’s go – it's already late, let me walk you back to campus.” He stated as they made their way along the pavement back to their dorms. They stopped at the front of the dorms, as they are saying goodbye.
“I had fun tonight – and studying with you was very very fun.” Alessia begins, as Bryce returns a smile to her statement.
“Hey, I did win during our rapid rounds – it was indeed very fun.”
“No, you won by half a point – it doesn’t count!”
He clicks his tongue her way, somehow they have known each other a whole lifetime – it felt comfortable being with him and honestly, she wants to see him again. Their laughter died down, as there was a silence that follows.
“Do you – maybe, wanna do this again tomorrow? After the exams, maybe at someplace other than the café?” He suddenly asks her, as she nods instantly – somehow as if he was reading her mind.
“Yes, I’d love to. But, I’ll treat you on the next meal – I know a place where they have the best food in the whole country.” She explains excitedly earning an eyebrow raised from Bryce himself.
“The best huh, well – I’ll accept, only if you let me treat you with the next cup of ala Bryce for you?”
“Deal!”
They both laugh, as they said their goodbyes. He waits for her a few moments, before going back to his room – a huge smile on his face, satisfied with the day. Little did he know, Alessia was smiling too for the same reason as well.
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It was after the test, as they decided to meet up once again. She puts on a dress along with a jacket to complement her outfit with her hair up in a ponytail before meeting Bryce at the park for their adventure today.
“Hey!” She said, as somehow shocked at how they coordinated in their outfits today – it’s a coincidence indeed.
“Hi! Shall we began our adventure at and I quote ‘the best food in the country’ Ms. Lyxienne?” A tone of sarcasm can be heard in his voice.
She laughs as they began their adventure – and Bryce finally agrees that it is indeed one of the best food he has ever eaten, which she returns with a knowing grin on her face.
“Okay fine – you win. I’ll get you a cup then.” He rolls his eyes, however, the hint of a smile was still on his face as they made their final stop at the café once again.
They were greeted by Mikayla and Rowan who are working the night shift for the day. Alessia greeted them both, seem to know them despite not knowing that Bryce works there as well.
They sat on their seats before – somehow, a feeling of déjà vu from the day before made her smile.
“You know, as a regular – I have never seen you working here.” She begins as Bryce lets out a chuckle.
“I work only on specific days due to our studies. But, you did saw me – and here we are today.” He took a bite onto the pastry which is known as their supper for the night.
“Indeed, I would consider myself lucky than right?” She questions before taking a sip on her drink – a smile on her face.
The café becomes their usual spot together – as they grew closer every day. She wonders what if she didn’t come that night – how different their life could be, and yet here she is smiling once more – awaiting her special order by her boyfriend a few months later.
“Very lucky indeed.” He smiles back as they continue to get to know one another, for them it felt comfortable. The very definition of home, where it's warm and happy – as they talked about their future specialization that they would like to join, to topics about life. What makes them happy? What’s their favorite memory?
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“Is it the usual?” She asks as Bryce smiles – presenting the drink on the table.
“One beautifully made cappuccino by yours truly for one beautiful lady here.” He says as he places a kiss on her cheek moving on to his other tasks.
She sips the drink slowly, as she began her study session – the feeling of déjà vu is coming back even months later and yet, she is happy with it - they are indeed very happy.
THE END.
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dreamii-yume · 4 years
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Hi! ¿Could I order a one shot yandere from Azul with Ariel? (Or you can put s / n hehe. The one that is most comfortable foto You ewe) I always wondered how Azul would be with her Childhood love (Ariel protected him from teasing but she doesn't know him very much) when he found out that she fell in love with a human (Eric). Sorry I like ti see the world burn 7v7. Greetings! :D and sorry for My horrible english TwT
“She doesn’t know him very much” Yup, I definitely fucked this request up, didn’t I? I was just writing and I realized I was straying away from the original request Σ੧(❛□❛✿) But I was too lazy to start over so, sorry about this Anon~! (´;Д;`)
Damn, this was a very interesting request! I had fun writing this!
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 Azul’s Darling had always been there for him since they were children! Protecting him from bullies when he could not and encouraging him in his darkest times. Azul could not ask for better blessing such as his Darling! However, Darling was a mermaid who had always been fascinated by the land. But this time, she got a bit too curious and had fallen so blindly in love with a mere human! It seems that Azul has to teach her the hard way of what it means to face one’s consequences.
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“Ow!”
Azul heard the annoying voice of one merchild cried out. He and other merchildren all gathered around his pot again, having nothing else but to take pleasure in teasing and insulting him. Azul looked up with teary eyes, proof that he had been holding back his tears all this time. The merchild rubbed his head, trying to ease the pain coming from it. Azul looked down and saw a seashell, someone seemed to have thrown this at him, though forgive Azul for not feeling a single bit of sympathy for the merchild.
“Who was that!? That really hurts, you know!”
Everyone looked around trying to find the culprit, Azul did too, curious of the events unfolding. However, instead of showing themselves, many more seashells have come raining down upon them. Azul hid down his pot, as he did not want to get hit, leaving the group of merchildren panicking on how they’re going to defend against the attack. Though, peeking from the pot, Azul’s once teary eyes sparkled in amusement as the bullies he hated so much was now pathetically squirming in front of him. It made him want to laugh but he managed to restrain himself.
“Let’s get out of here! Azul must have done something using one of his disgusting tentacles!”
Azul narrowed his eyebrows, irritated at the fact that these merchildren even has the nerve to pick the blame on him. Well, even if he was at fault, they should’ve seen it coming. And so, they swam away with their long tails, retreating cowardly for a mere rain of seashells. Serves them right for being such bullies, Azul sincerely hopes they get at least a little bit injured. Morbid thought for a child, but who can blame him?
Azul looked around, his place that was once so empty and clean was now covered in seashells. He sighed, though the culprit had driven his bullies away, they certainly created quite a mess. He was thankful that the shells were somehow beautiful to look at, or else, he would’ve been the one to get seriously in trouble for littering. Speaking of the culprit, he never actually saw anyone that could’ve done the deed. Just in time with his line of thoughts, Azul heard a mischievous giggle from behind him.
“Hehe! My plan worked!”
Azul blinked, taking the time to study this particular merchild who was clearly unfamiliar to him. Her tail shone a beautiful shade of color as the sway back in forth in the water, she wore intriguing accessories from her wrist and fingers, her hair was flowing gracefully from every slight movements, and her skin looked very smooth and youthful. Most importantly, Azul couldn’t help but gaze on her face as she laughed, thinking of how adorable her smile was. He didn’t say anything to her though, and just waited until she calmed her laughter, silently admiring her figure not too far from himself. Once she regained her normal breathing, she instantly freezes up when she noticed that Azul was looking at her.
She flushed red in embarrassment and scratched the back of her neck, feeling silly. “Ah, I guess someone still saw me…My bad!” She said, nonchalantly and began to swim towards him. Azul quickly tensed up and backed away, his guard was up in an instant. “Hey, are you okay? I heard those kids saying some pretty mean things to you so, I thought of stepping in.”
“Well, I ended up not showing myself anyway…” She laughed, her voice was sweet and somehow enchanting to hear.
But Azul still kept his guard up on her, he wasn’t going to risk a way for this mermaid to be all friendly with him. For all he knows, she could be as crude as her species. Azul followed her with his eyes as she swam to grab one beautiful seashell. “My plan was just to scare them; these seashells don’t hurt much anyway...” She said and looked at him with an apologetic look. “I realized that I might’ve included you in my prank. Were you hit? I’m sorry.”
Azul sink deeper into his pot as if he wanted to disappear from her presence, or at least wanted her to just leave him be. However, being the curious child she is, she went closer to him about to ask more questions until she got a good look at him. “Hm? Huh?” She blinked, looking down at one squishy limb of his. “Tentacles...?”
She soon realized what she was looking at and widened her eyes, letting out a loud and dramatic gasp. “Ah! You’re a Cecaelia!” Azul flinched at her voice as he grits his teeth in irritation. It was a reaction that he expected from people who doesn’t know him. If she end up following the same pattern, he knew that this mermaid would end up joining his bullies for the fun of it, ultimately leaving him all alone when they get bored.
However, this strange mermaid curiously swam all around him, trying to take a closer look in his anatomy. “Wow~! Amazing! You’re a real cecaelia! Like the Benevolent Sea Witch from the Great Seven! It’s my first time seeing one!” She cheered, her eyes sparkling, her observation was making Azul feel self-consious even more. Then, she faces him, looking directly at his eyes. “Hey, can you move all tentacles at once? Can I touch one of them? What’s your name?”
Azul’s face flushed as he felt overwhelmed by her presence and never-ending questions that he resorted into pushing her away. “W-What do you want!?” He yelled, backing away as far as possible. The mermaid stumbled a little before noticing his scared, teary eyes. “Why did you come here for!? Tell me so you can go away already!”
The mermaid tilted her head to the side, blinking in confusion. “...What do you mean?” She said.
“You drove those bullies away because you expected to be rewarded, right? Just tell me what you want and leave me alone!” Azul yelled, aggressively as his reasoning only made the mermaid raised her eyebrow in confusion.
“Eeh? Rewarded? I’m not really...” She trailed off, putting a hand on her mouth, thinking of what she’s going to say next. She then snapped her fingers as an idea came lighting itself on her head. She swam close to him again but this time, she made sure to keep a safe distance as to not bother his personal space again. “Reward, huh? Then...”
“Be my friend!”
Azul blinked, his mind processing what the eccentric mermaid has said. “...Excuse me?” Azul muttered, tilting his head to the side. Was that all she wants? To be a mere acquaintance of his? A simple form of friendship and nothing else? No, there must be some kind of trick to this!
“A friend! I want to be your friend! And if you’re asking for what kind of reward I want, then I want you to become my friend! It’s as simple as that!” You cheerfully explained, Azul’s over critical mindset was contrasting with your idealistic point of view.
“T-That’s it? If I were you, I would’ve taken advantage of this, you know.” Azul warned her, his face not understanding her intentions at all. “You’re not going to ask me to do your homework for you? Make a certain type of potion? A spell? Anything else?”
The mermaid looked at him as if he was crazy. “Wha-!? No, of course not! What kind of life we’re you living up until now...” She said, sweat dropping, feeling kind of bad for the state of Azul’s mind. Then, she went closer to him, thankfully, the cecaelia didn’t move away like before. She then gently took Azul’s squishy hands onto hers, the boy taking note of how soft it felt around his. “Let’s start again, what’s your name, Cecaelia-kun?”
Azul stayed silent for a while, at first, he never had any intention of saying his name to a stranger but looking deep into her eyes, she was mesmerizing. She holds great kindness and patience in those eyes, it was very compelling. “...A-Azul.” He muttered but loud enough for the mermaid to hear. “Azul Ashengrotto.”
This made the mermaid smile, an adorable, happy smile. Azul could feel his heart beat faster than normal as his face flushed red. He wondered if he was about catch a cold soon. “Nice to meet you, Azul-kun~! I’m (Y/N).” She introduced herself, hands still in hers. “Let’s be friends!”
This was how this particular day had set a personal space on Azul’s heart, mind, and soul. A special day that he recognizes soon in his life. The first time he properly interacted with a genuinely kind and beautiful mermaid. The first time someone so warm held his hand and not being disgusted on how cold it was. Yes, this was truly the day the was more important to Azul than any other holiday in his life.
It was the day he met you.
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Ever since that fateful day, Azul was automatically attracted to you. He found your request to be ridiculous, all because he couldn’t understand why, and he wasn’t planning to take it seriously. However, he soon found himself taking on that exact role. Your personality was probably what interested him to bear with you, so cheerful yet so graceful. Before he knew it, he was having fun bonding with you and learning all sorts of stuff about you.
On that same day you met him, you had recently moved to Coral Sea, thus the reason why Azul has not seen you before. He found out that you grew up in a strict, yet loving family, that alone was enough to explain to him the practiced elegance in your form. You were the youngest out of your sisters whose names he didn’t bother to remember, you were the most interesting out of the siblings anyway. However, there was one little quirk about you that Azul did find strange. Something that he usually wouldn’t expect a resident in the bottom of the sea to have.
It was your extreme fascination above the sea, in the land, where humans reside.
When such topic starts, Azul has to live through that dreamy look on your face, fantasizing what it’s like to be on the land. You could talk for hours on end about the humans’ inventions, despite the fact that Azul thought that the deep ocean already has their own versions of that said item. However, he did dismiss your fascination as a simple, child-like addiction you have, nothing to really worry about. Instead, on times like these, Azul would pretend to listen but in truth, he was just quietly listening to your enchanting voice, not your actual words. Though, he wishes that you could talk just as much about him rather than worshipping some creature who could walk on two legs.
As time pass, the two of you grew closer and closer, your bonds deepen with every interaction. Little did you know that not only does your friendship grows, but also Azul’s undying and desperate love for you, slowly twisting into that of an obsession. Even when the Leech Brothers came in, he could not think of them more than mere acquaintances, you still remained to be the most important in his heart. Azul strived to be better just for you, who have done a lot for him, helping him gain back the confidence he once lost. He worked hard in sports, erasing his overweight self and mastered the art of studying and making high quality potions like the infamous Sea Witch.
Azul strived to become the better version of himself just for you.
Of course, Azul became insanely overprotective of you as time goes on. Once he developed his unique magic, he targeted any mermen who dares to make a move on you and trap them into one of his contracts, with knowledge of their weakness in mind. You would wonder why that one merman in your school had suddenly traded their long and fast tail just for a silky flock of blonde hair. Azul would only shrug whenever you would ask why they would make such a deal with him, saying it’s a confidential thing. You would never suspect him at playing quite unfairly with his deals at all, he was just doing his job with Floyd and Jade chuckling mischievously in background.
You did not have to know. After all, everything he had done has been for you.
Not too long later, Azul and the Leech Brothers had received their invitation to the prestigious school, Night Raven College. They were to be sent out by the ebony carriage anytime soon and Azul would not forget how cute and salty your face looked.
“How nice~! I’m so jealous!” You puffed your cheek as Azul merely raised an amused eyebrow at her behavior. “Night Raven College...You, Floyd, and Jade get to go on land and have legs!”
“Azul~! Take me with you~!”
Azul chuckled at her and pat her head, easing her pouting self. “You know I can’t do that. Night Raven College is an all-boys school and only chosen students with a high affiliation with magic gets to attend such school.” He explained, calmly but your disappointed pout would not leave your face. Azul thought it was adorable, if only he has a camera that could treasure that look on your face. “How about this? I’ll come visit during spring break and I’ll make sure to bring you some land items that will surely intrigue you.”
With those simple words, your eyes sparkled and your mood changes almost immediately. Azul really knows how to bring you back up. “Really!? You’ll do that for me!?” You exclaimed, excitedly.
“Of course, anything for you, my dear.” Azul smiled at you, watching as you cheered, going back to your usual self. You then wrapped your arms around his waist as a sign of appreciation. Azul had to physically resist himself not to just stuff you in his luggage to bring you wherever he goes.
“Thank you, Azul! I’ll be waiting for you always!” You said, looking up at him with shining eyes. “I’ll miss you.”
Azul leaned down on you and gently kissed you on the forehead, a daring move but you weren’t one to misunderstood such gesture. You thought it was normal move for best friends as close as the two of you are. Unknown to you however, Azul wished desperately that it was your lips that he could smooch on and not just restrain himself on your forehead.
“I’ll miss you too, (Y/N). Take care of yourself.”
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Azul had always looked forward to spring break just to see you again rather than his family. He wished he could come home during winter break too, but just as Floyd states, it is a very troublesome task to do so. His first time going home during spring break last year, he was blessed from seeing you so happy and swimming around him. He gave you his promised items, watching on how you curiously examine each one of them. He wanted to laugh as they were just simple, everyday items from the land but he made sure to never give you any low-quality ones. Heavens, he would never dare give you anything low of worth, you deserved the best of everything after all.
This year too, Azul was very eager to come home, he made sure to finish all his homework before going out. He wanted to spend the whole spring break with you after all, he didn’t want something as bothersome as homework get in between that time. Azul may look calm as he stood in front of the dark mirror that would take him back to Coral Sea but the Leech Brothers behind him only chuckled as they know exactly how utterly excited he was on the inside. He gripped his luggage tighter, full of the land items he promised to bring you. He couldn’t wait to see how happy you would look this time.
Arriving at Coral Sea along with the twins, his predictions had been on point once again as he was the first person he saw. “Azul! Floyd! Jade!” You exclaimed with a smile on your face as you swam towards them. Floyd and Jade gave their own way of greeting her, Jade being polite while Floyd is the complete opposite. Finally, you turned to him and Azul had already prepared for the usual hug you would give him every time he would come home.
But there was none this time.
Azul blinked, a smile still remained on his face to mask his confusion as you merely swam towards him, waving and smiling. “Welcome back, Azul! How’s the dorm head life so far?” You greeted. “I heard you opened up a restaurant? As expected of Azul!”
It delayed Azul half a second to answer before giving her the proper response, save for the little stutter he made at the first word. He was a bit disappointed that she didn’t tackle him into an embrace like last time, it even feels like her excitement had really gone down. This made Azul suspicious for sure, was she not happy to see him or...?
There was definitely something wrong.
If Azul hadn’t been suspicious before, the fact that you only smiled at the land items he got you was surely something that can raised someone’s attention. He wasn’t the only one too, Floyd and Jade felt the same but they chose not to speak about it. “Ah...I’ve heard one of these! I never thought I’ll ever see one...” You said with less excitement in your voice, causing Azul an even greater worry. What happened while he was away, he wonders. Does he have any business he has to take care of for you?
It was only after three days that Azul began to notice your actions were not corresponding with your past self. You seemed to be almost in a daze when you’re on your own and in some days that you were not, it feels like you were hesitating to talk to him. Azul wanted to ask you personally on what was bothering you but he didn’t want to pry too much. He wanted to wait for you to talk to him yourself, was there anything he could do for you? Azul had always been patient with you and this time as well, he shall wait for you to speak up.
Then, the time finally happened.
“A-Azul...” You called, Azul instantly knew that you were finally going to confess what you have in your mind this past few days. Azul looked at you with a smile, a smile that he made so innocent just for you. The Leech Twins were in the same room as well, but you seem to not mind having them listening. Perhaps it was the fact that you’ve known them along with Azul and that they don’t care much for any secret you might have.
“Yes, (Y/N)?” He asked, delighted that you were finally speaking up to him.
Azul noticed how you gulped as a final evidence of hesitation. You looked up at him. “You...Can do anything, right?” You said, your eyes now looking serious like you just finally accepted your fate.
Azul raised an eyebrow. “Well...I wouldn’t say anything unfortunately...Just things possible to do by my hands so I prefer the term, mostly anything.” He corrected, observing as how your mood changes depending on what he says. “Why? Is there anything you want?”
You fidgeted for a while before finally opening your mouth, Azul noticed your tail swinging a bit too much today. “...Legs. A pair of legs to take me up the surface!” You said with a determined look on your face. “I want to make a deal with you, Azul!”
Now that caught Azul’s attention, even the Leech brothers were quite shock at your sudden request. Was this the day Azul had been looking forward to? The deal that bounds you forever with him if you happen to fail? However, his darling (Y/N) wanted to go to the land, isn’t that a bit dangerous for a mermaid who had been swimming on the bottom of the ocean for all her life? Azul narrowed his look at her, showing his distaste for her plan as he cleared his throat.
“I know you’ve been fascinated by the land ever since we were children but...I didn’t think you would go as far as change a part of you for such thing.” Azul said, his voice was laced with disappointment that it made you flinch. “But do tell me (Y/N), why now? Out of all the times you could’ve done before?”
To his surprise, your cheeks flushed and a heartwarming smile appeared in your face. “...Because I found him.” You timidly whispered as you put on a dreamy expression. “A guy that I love!”
Azul froze, his hands almost dropped what they were holding as in that moment, he felt something in him broke. He slowly looked up at her with a dangerous look on his dilated pupils that unfortunately went unnoticed as you were sucked in on your own dream world. “Pardon...?” He quietly muttered, his voice trying to calm themselves upon hearing the words that he thought his darling would never say. Floyd and Jade immediately recognized the change of atmosphere in the room but not you. “What...did you say?”
“A guy, Azul! A human! He visited Coral Sea just a few weeks ago with a use of a water-breathing potion!” You enthusiastically told him, it was as if you were holding these words back all this time, thus the reason why your energy felt overwhelming. This was the (Y/N) that Azul knew, eccentric and happy, but the cause of this is definitely not what he wants. “He got lost so I helped him and we ended up hanging out! I can’t believe how good-looking and nice he was! Just like a prince from a fairytale!”
With every compliment this unknown guy gets from you, Azul could feel himself so close to snapping. Good-looking? Nice? You have horrible taste, not to mention the possibility of those traits being a mere facade! It disgusts him to no end that this guy was even coming out of your own mouth. “He taught me a lot of things about the land, some of which I’ve never known about!” You continued and Azul had to seriously restrain himself from slamming his hand on your mouth to stop you from talking. “This must be fate, Azul! Like what the little mermaid must’ve felt when she met the human prince!”
“That’s why, I want to have a pair of legs and go to the land! I want to meet him again!” You went closer to Azul, your eyes begging him to answer her plea. “Please, Azul! I know I’m being selfish but I swear this is a one-time thing! I’m never going to ask for anything like this anymore!”
“Make me a part of that world, Azul!”
Azul looked down at you as you gripped his sleeves with a desperate look on your eyes. How frustrating, if only you were this desperate for him like he was to you, maybe things would’ve gone a lot more smoothly. His eyes glared at your expression behind those glasses of his before sighing. “...Three days.” He said, holding up three fingers in front of your face. You blinked up at him, wondering what he meant. “I’ll give you legs and even take you to the land. I’ll even go as far as let you live in my dorm during all of that.”
Before you can cheer in victory, Azul continued, not giving you a chance to even let out a single word. “If you truly believe that you and that guy are destined together, then I’ll use that as your condition.” Azul said, his eyes cold and dark. “After you sign my contract, I will give you three days to make this human fall in love with you and seal it a kiss.”
“Only then will I give you the ability to change from a mermaid and a human anytime you want.”
“T-Three days...!?” You widened your eyes at the outrageous condition. “T-That’s...!”
“Impossible? But (Y/N), don’t you remember?” Azul smirked as he gave you a close-eyed smile but it looks so sinister from your sight. “The little mermaid was in the same position as you are and the benevolent sea witch was gracious enough to give her the same condition. In the end, she did succeed on achieving the life she wanted, correct?”
You pursed your lips together, thinking about what he just said. “If this was truly fate like you said then I do believe that you can do what the little mermaid had done.” Azul said, his voice cunning and manipulative. “After hearing all of that, do you still think three days are impossible?”
You looked down and slowly shook your head. “...No.” You said and looked up at him, this time with a determined smile. “I can do it!”
“Such determination, a trait that I personally liked about you.” Azul praised, keeping his eyes close as to not show how much evil he was plotting inside his head.
“I’ll have you know that just because you are a precious friend of mine, you are not going to special treatment from me.” He said, his lips smiling so cruelly. “Favoritism is not good for business, after all. You’ll have to pay the usual fee.”
“It’s fine! I’ll pay! Whatever it is, I’ll give it to you! Anything!” You desperately nodded your head, ready to take any risk. Azul smirk got wider.
“Then, I’ll take your voice.” He said. “I’ll have to take your voice as compensation for your request.”
You widened your eyes and wondered on why Azul would’ve wanted such a specific request. Your voice was not the most beautiful in the ocean, so why? Sure, it would’ve be harder for you to clear the task without a voice, but sometimes love needs no words, right? You decided to not get swayed by any form of hesitation in your mind this time and nodded. “I’ll accept that.” You said, brimming with confidence.
Azul looked delighted by your choice as always before opening his eyes, ready to kill your short-lived happiness. “Finally, one last thing.” He said. “You do know what will happen should you fail this contract, yes?”
You froze as you almost forgot about that part, but you mentally prepared yourself. This is where Azul took a deep breath and chuckled, everything was going rather smoothly for such a deal with an overwhelming amount of risks. “You’ve been my close friend for a long time now, haven’t you?” He said as he leaned close to your face, just inches away. You gulped as a chill went up your spine, somehow this was akin to that of making a deal with a devil rather than a sea witch. “I’m sure you’ve already known by now what kind of consequence I tell of my clients once they fail.”
You backed away from him, a wary look on your face. “...Being bounded to you forever...Right?” You said but shook your head, recklessly dismissing it. “...I’ll take it! I can definitely make my prince fall in love with me within three days and without my voice! If not, I can be your slave or whatever!”
Azul chuckled, patting your head like he usually does back then. “Then, I’ll look forward working with you, (Y/N).” He said as Floyd and Jade smirked in background, the two of them were already intelligent enough to know what their dorm head was planning. “Make sure that you won’t have to regret this deal, yes?”
It’s time for you to know the true nature of a sea witch.
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Continue with the spice~?
I feel like I’m going to jinx myself again once I set another deadline for myself but I was born to suffer so the estimated date of release of the next request is on June 23
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High School Au {Part 4}
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3
I started this weeks ago but I kinda lost my motivation to write, so sorry it took such a long time! I hope that you enjoy this monstrosity that I have created hehe
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I watch from the garage door as Cardan backs up and pulls out of the driveway. Oak has retreated back into the house to watch tv. Unfortunately the leach that followed him outside is still behind me.
I wait until Cardan’s car is nothing but a speck in the distance before I turn to face her. 
The face looking back at me is identical to mine. That is except for the dubious and accusatory eyebrow raise that is being directed at me. 
“What?”
“What! Jude really?” Taryns eyes shine in the afternoon sunlight as she crosses her arms turning herself from human to statue. I shrug closing the door and heading into the kitchen. 
“If you are talking about my display by the car lets both keep in mind I have seen you do much worse. I mean muchhhhhh worse.”
“You promised not to speak about that!” Taryns voice climbs as she pushes herself up onto the counter. I shrug again while maneuvering around to search for my barbeque chips.
“But really, Jude?” 
I stand from the pot cabinet I had been rifling through to look Taryn in the eyes.
“I truly am not comprehending what you are trying to say here, Taryn”.
She looks at me with a sad smile playing over her face as she shakes her head.
“Cardan Greenbriar? I just-” Taryn takes a moment for the breathy sigh that escapes her “It’s Cardan Greenbriar.”
“I have acknowledged that,” I mutter. 
Well maybe not truly, but she doesn’t need to know that. 
“I’m just a little confused, and a tad bit concerned.” Taryns eyes are puppy dog wide.
“I really don’t see how you’re in a place to judge.” My voice is firm as I cut her a glance. I mean really, who the hell is she to judge?
“I was just wondering.” Her voice now is as identically firm as mine.
“Great! Well please go wonder somewhere else.” I look up at Taryn to see her roll her eyes while I continue on to the next cabinet. 
“Oriana put them over here,”
Taryn hops off the counter and reaches into the spice cabinet before pulling out a glorious bag of barbeque chips.
“Sneaky bitch.”
“She’s just trying to help your addiction,”
“Or she’s saving them for herself.”
“Whatever you say Jude,” Taryn says before sauntering out of the room pony tail swishing behind her. “Whatever you say,”.
....
After polishing off my chips I decide to compile a list of reasons why I want to kill Taryn. It goes a little something like this:
She interrupted my steamy ass kiss
She attacked me before I had time to think about how I fell about said kiss
She made me feel shitty for having said kiss
& most importantly she RAIDED my chocolate stash
I am also compiling a list of reasons to grovel at her feet:
She interrupted my encounter with the devil incarnate
She reminded me that Greenbriars so shitty even backstabbing Taryn is concerned
She felt bad about the chocolate and replaced it 
Usually the list making makes me feel better. However, I still feel like my head is spinning around and around and around. 
I keep going back to what happened.
 He kissed me. 
I kissed him back and I liked it. 
I liked it. 
Shit.
As much as I can’t stop thinking about the kiss my brain has also adhered to what he said to me. Cardan Greenbriar thinks I’m hot. Cardan Greenbriar likes me. Cardan Greenbriar despise’s me.
Unbelievable. My life is a complete and utter joke. 
I can’t help but sigh and fall back onto my bed in utter disbelief that this has become an aspect of my existence. 
I decide for my sanity that this is too much for a Monday and decide to postpone until tomorrow. 
The next thing I decide is that homework is also an unessential aspect of a Monday and crash into a delightful sleep.
....
“I mean honestly what did she expect from me?”
“You really didn’t have to say that,”
“She ratted me out in chem,”
“You exploded the lab on purpose!”
“Minor details,”
“Jude can you please reinforce to Liliver how crazy she sounds,”
“Jude?”
“Jude!”
My eyes snap to Fand’s face mere inches from mine. I had been scanning the cafeteria looking for a familiar form. To my dismay the cafeteria is absent of a lanky boy in head to toe black.
“What are you talking about?” I ask as Fand rolls her eyes. 
“What Liliver said to Nicasia,” Fand supplies before texting someone back on her phone. 
“I wrecked her,” Liliver says with a shrug.
“If by wrecked you mean was blatantly rude to someone I am family friends with then yes that is true,” Fand corrects leveling a glare at Lil.
I look too Liliver who has a smirk spread across herself and can’t help but high five her. Nicasia is an arrogant bitch. To not congratulate Liliver on this would be an absolute travesty. 
Fand rolls her eyes again questioning why she’s friends with us. Something I also question on a daily basis.
“Are you going to tell us why you were hawk eyeing the cafeteria?” Lil asks glancing over her shoulder in the direction of the rest of the student body.
“Van and Garrett went off campus for lunch,” Fand states with an amused glint in her eyes.
“That was not who I was looking for,”.
“Then who were you looking for?” Liliver asks fully intrigued now.
“Don’t worry about it,” I say firmly before taking a sip of the iced coffee I had been nursing all morning. 
“I personally adore a defensive Jude,” Fand says cheerily to Lil. 
“I hate that you just said that,” I mumble as the bell rings.
I sling my backpack on my shoulder and take off with my coffee in hand leaving behind the shared look of confusion coming from Liliver and Fand.
I don’t waste anytime getting to anatomy. Anatomy is the one class Cardan and I share together. I hadn’t seen him in the halls at all this morning and by lunch time I was antsy. 
When I had woken up this morning it had finally sunk in. I had kissed Cardan Greenbriar, my childhood tormentor. The worst part is that I wanted to do it again. Like really wanted to do it again.
However, just because I wanted to spend hours in a dark room with him didn’t mean I wasn’t annoyed. I mean who the hell just kisses someone they have hated for years out of the blue. 
I was especially annoyed with his declarations. The fact that he liked me was the craziest thing I had ever heard and yet I was accepting it. 
But being told you are despised before being kissed just didn’t set well with me. He had no right to despise me. Me of all people! Out of the two of us I am the only one with the right to despise. What a little bitch.
I mean truly who the hell does he think he is?
But that didn’t do anything to deter me from craving to see him again.
So now sitting in my anatomy class I couldn’t help but wait to talk to him. Of course I wanted to give him my peace of mind but mainly because I couldn’t help of think of what he would look like in the absence of his ever present black clothing.
Van slides into the seat next to me mumbling something about how torturous this class is while I keep my eyes pinned on the door.
When Cardan finally comes in I feel my thoughts freeze. His black shirt is tight and daunting. His backpack is thrown over one shoulder and his walk is lazy and smooth.
I’m cursing myself for wanting his attention. But I mean when he looks like that, who wouldn’t?
I can’t help but twist my hair around my finger. A nervous tic. One that Van knows well, and he cuts me a knowing look.
But Cardan doesn’t look at me he passes by with out a glance and drops down into the seat behind me.
I look over my shoulder to see the dead look he posses so well.
“What?” It’s cold.
“Uh-” I freeze, everything I had been planning to say completely lost. What an idiot I am. 
Cardan’s face is blank as my thoughts try to reform. I hadn’t expected him to be so harsh.
Of course with my luck Nicasia would have to show up now.
“Drooling Jude?” She says as she slides into the empty seat at Cardan’s lab table. “I didn't realize you actually liked other human beings, I pegged you as a pig type of girl, you know?”
“I was not talking to you,” I say with a roll of my eyes. She truly is a complete and utter bitch. 
“Doesn’t seem like you were talking to anyone,” She says with a smirk.
Unfortunately she does have a point. Van is cutting me an amused look and Cardan’s face is empty of life. 
I look at Cardan only for our gazes to lock. He quirks his head a bit and his eyes flicker with a bit of a shine. 
But he says nothing  and I turn around trying to save myself from making this anymore embarrassing for me. 
I look over to Van who is smirking “You know now that she says it I could see you living happily ever after with a pig.”
“Oh shut up, you roach!” I can’t help but punch him in the arm as we laugh. Class starts a few minutes later saving me from the never ending discussion of gambling Van has started up on again.
....
When the bell rings I can’t help but race out of class. My next class is a study and I have to pick up some flyers for the Sadie Hawkins dance the school is throwing. Being the vice president is never ending. 
Plus my plan to talk to Cardan went absolutely no where so I might as well move past the delusion that was yesterday. 
Now that I think about I wouldn’t be surprised if he was on some phsycadelic drug that randomly makes people go around confessing false feelings.
That would make a lot more sense and it would relive me of having to try to figure out how we even got there. 
But as I’m weaving through the hallways a hand yanks me back. 
The next thing I know I’m in an empty stairwell. I turn to look at my assailant ready to swing a very effective jab to the throat. 
That is until I see it’s cardan. He has a smirk on his face as he tilts his head towards the stairs. I don’t protest as he grabs my hand and pulls me down the stairs until we are partially hidden.
“Hi,” His voice is soft. 
“Hi,” I repeat quietly.
“I...sorry about,” He gestures his head up the stairs in the direction of anatomy. “My friends...”
“I get it, they’re complete assholes!” I cant help but grin as he laughs.
I just made Cardan Greenbriar laugh. 24 hours really can make a difference. Who knew Cardan had such a nice laugh.
“Do you think Taryn will tell Locke?” He looks sheepish.
“I can ask her not too,” I whisper. Saying anything louder feels wrong here.
“That might be best for now,” His hand is still holding mine and I can’t help but look down.
It feels nice. Good even. 
I understand what he is saying about his friends. If my friends heard I kissed Cardan I would never hear the end of it. I mean never.
I feel kind of giddy when I look up to his face and nod.
“We never got to talk,” I say leaning back into the wall. 
“You didn’t seem like you wanted to talk,” Cardan says with a smirk.
“Oh shut up,” I say. “I mean about how you told me you despise me,”
He shrugs “Well I do.” I consider following through with that throat punch until I see his smirk. 
“I don’t think you’re aloud to despise me,” I say.
“And why is that?” He asks with a teasing tone.
“Well because between the two of us you are always the mean one to me. Plus it doesn’t really make sense that you can despise someone that you like.”
“You are extremely annoying, rude, and a complete and utter brat,” Cardan says with a bored tone.  “Seems like a good reason to despise you.”
I can’t help but sigh. Of course the one guy to ever tells me he likes me thinks I’m an annoying brat. I’m about to comment on how he has my beat in the terrible traits by a long shot when another thought crosses me mind.
“So you don’t like me?” I can’t help but mumble. 
He laughs “I do like you Jude. It’s like how you think I’m cold, arrogant, and a dick and you like me anyways,”
I can’t help but stutter. “I- I do not,” 
I mean do I? 
Cardan’s face is open and I can’t deny the fact that he’s been pretty much all I’ve thought about all day.
“Lie,” He says with a playful shoulder nudge. I can’t help but roll my eyes.
“Maybe,”
I  gulp as he takes a step closer to me. 
Cardan tucks a piece of my hair behind my ear as our breaths mingle. 
He smells fresh, like the way the world smells on a spring day.
I don’t stop him as he brings his head down to mine. Cardan’s lips are soft and warm. The move is tentative, slow. He’s asking a question and I answer with the press of my lips to his.
The kiss is gentle, warm. It’s full of soft touches down my back. It’s occupied of the feel of Cardan’s smooth hair dancing in my fingers. It’s slow and sweet. My heart feels like it’s dancing, bouncing in happiness. 
I think I could stay here for hours in the feeling that is his gentle lips. In the way his warm hands feel on me. In the way he feels like sunshine in a cold winter.
When Cardan pulls back I can’t help but smile. One of his hands is still resting on my face and his fingers move to trace the smile that has crept onto my face. 
When he steps back he does it with an amused look. 
“I’ll see you later, Jude,” His voice is warm and kind and then he’s bounding up the stairs.
I can’t help but lean back resting my head on the wall.
I am in some serious shit here.
My heart still feels giddy and there is no denying it now. Cardan Greenbriar really does like me. Me of all people, and that alone makes me feel ecstatic.
What am I doing? 
I can’t believe that I spent all day wanting to talk to Cardan. I used to spend my days avoiding him and his cronies and now I’m standing in an empty staircase memorizing the feeling of his body nest to mine. 
I stand there for a minute trying to compose my thoughts. To figure out what this means for me. If maybe he was right when he said I was lying.
That is until I look at my watch to see I’ve been in here for 7 minutes. I am so late to pic up the posters. I was supposed to meet Sophie our president 3 minutes ago. She’s totally going to rip me a new one. 
 But I can’t help but smile as I make my way out of the staircase. 
Cardan kissed me, and that is totally worth a Sophie scream.
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@deargreenbriar @dontfwithlibrarians @judexcardanxgreenbriar @sensitivehighlord @afexiss @mi-mavencalories @pilesofriles
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tilthestarsburnblue · 4 years
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was tagged by @theoldestthewittiest​ <3
1. Name 4 fictional characters who showcase your personality the best, with explanations if you want.
lexie from grey’s anatomy
villanelle from killing eve when she looks at food
rogelio from jane the virgin when im feeling hella dramatic HAHAH
and finallyyyy probably ellie chu from the half of it
2. Aesthetic
Dangly earrings, fun socks, and milk tea!!
3. Favorite musical/play? (If you’ve never seen a musical or play, one you’d be interested in seeing?)
LMAO is it bad if my answer is high school musical... 
But the first musical/play i saw live was phantom of the opera on broadway and it was everything
4. What is the best compliment you’ve ever received?
the first one that came to mind was when my friend was introducing her boyfriend to her mom and her mom said that if i liked him she would trust him HAHAHA
5. How many times have you been in love?
hmmmmm. i think twice 😌
6. Embarrassing story or fact about yourself that makes you laugh now?
all embarrassing stories have been repressed from my brain but the best i can think of is getting drunk with my friend and not only vlogging the experience, but also facetiming random people and professing our love and appreciation for them
7. Favorite Disney/Pixar movie?
high school musical 2 🙈
8. Favorite flower or plant?
dont know much about plants but maybe cherry blossoms?
9. What’s your favorite holiday?
Christmas!!
10. Name three things that made you laugh or smile this past week.
walking around a park and seeing human beings in the flesh
taking grad pics and trying to gracefully pop champagne
videochatting friends whilst exercising
11. What song would you play to introduce yourself to someone?
OKAY at the moment probably supalonely by benee NOT bc of the lyrics, but bc of the ~vibe~ of the song. its such a fun song to dance to!! OR if the mood is more angsty probably prom queen by catie turner
12. Name something that truly makes you feel peaceful even at your most stressed moments.
Weighted blankets & chicken congee
13. What do you, did you, or would you study at college?
just graduated (c/o 2020 babbbbyyy!!). i studied biochem
14. This is kind of a weird one, but which outfit of yours makes you feel most like yourself?
Recentlyyy its been like a crop top n shorts bc its getting soo hot, but back in school it was definitely leggings / any soft tshirt / vans
15. What is a quote you live by?
it is what it is, coined by my mother circa 2008.
16. Name the funniest playlist name you have.
when we were studying in school, my friend and i used to take the bus to go to this one cafe all the time. they had this FIRE playlist called “joints poppin” and my friend and i definitely developed some sort of pavlovian response to listening to those songs & doing work. once quarantine started, the cafe closed so we tried to find it on spotify to simulate the cafe’s working conditions but when couldn’t find it, we piled together as many songs as we could remember and recreated it hehe. so in conclusion, joints poppin.
17. Make a reference to an inside joke you have with someone you love with zero context.
the flying truck from avengers 2
18. What is a message you would give your younger self if given the chance?
be less afraid to try new things
19. Who is your favorite family member? (If you have no good blood family members, feel free to mention someone in your found family)
my mom:)
20. What’s a secret dream of yours?
med school!! doctor in the future hopefully!!
this was kind of long but very fun!! sorry if you have done this before but i am tagging @topeve​ @kassies​​ @butchdyke69​​ and anyone else who wants to :)
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haloud · 5 years
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running through your veins
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On days like this where Kyle spends five hours saving a single life, he celebrates by getting outrageously drunk and, more often than not, getting off with a random stranger in the backseat of his car. If anyone asks where he’s been, he says he’s “reminding himself he’s alive,” which—since it’s usually his mom doing the asking—earns him rolled eyes and a smack to the back of the head. But guess what, mom. He’s a grown man now, and he’s not scared of the safe sex lecture she would always gleefully use as a punishment if he got caught sneaking around with girls. Grinning against the rim of his glass, Kyle knocks back another shot of tequila.
He doesn’t usually drink at the Wild Pony, if only because DeLuca doesn’t like him; he knows she overcharges him and sticks the extra cash in a donation jar. And hey, he can’t really blame her, but the atmosphere generally isn’t so good for his party of one. Tonight, though, he can’t stop rubbing his fingers together to remind himself the gloves are off, can’t stop smelling blood. Drinking alone isn’t really so appealing, no matter how loud he turns up the music, so the Wild Pony it is
His wild night, turns out, even comes with a show. He watches for about an hour, getting increasingly wasted, as Michael Guerin successfully bilks Racist Hank out of two hundred dollars.
Part of him wants to blame the tequila for the way he blushes every time Guerin lays himself languid and slow over the pool table, giving Kyle a perfect view of his ass under soft old denim jeans, shirt riding up to show the smooth skin of his waist. DeLuca does keep some damn good tequila on the shelf, but Kyle prides himself on being man enough to—eventually—own up to the handies he traded with his roommate sophomore year at Michigan, so he’s not going to wuss out now. He props his elbows on the bar and rolls a shot glass between his hands. His type basically stops at smart, like maybe med school broke something in his brain after it rendered him incapable of even jacking off without thinking about studying. And Guerin’s definitely that, Kyle thinks, thumbing his bottom lip. Last time he broke down and drank at the Pony, he had front row seats to another occasion when Guerin took Hank for all he was worth after Hank dared him to get viciously drunk, go outside, and take his engine apart, which Guerin did, then put it back together so fast it was damn near superhuman.
So Guerin’s got one point in the brains column and a question mark under the “anatomy class” column, but is it enough to balance out the inherent negatives of hooking up with a local? When your mom is the sheriff, that can get ugly quick, and Kyle is, like, way too drunk to work out the math right now, so he just waves his hand at the non-DeLuca bartender because more tequila will definitely help him make a decision.
(Maybe Maria would like him better if he learned the names of her employees.)
(…Nahhhhhh.)
“I’m cutting you off,” DeLuca interrupts, appearing seemingly out of nowhere to shoo her bartender away.
“DeLucaaaaaaa,” Kyle whines, and he squishes his cheek against the bar which smells—Kyle sniffs—reassuringly of Pine-sol and spilled beer, and nothing at all like copper or bleach.
“Nope, nn-mm, no way, McDreamy. Your money’s not good enough to make me deal with your mama when she has to scrape you off the floor.”
At the mention of his mother, Kyle tries to snap himself up into better posture, but his biggest success is not falling backwards off the barstool. Combing his fingers through his hair, he looks around frantically and tries to just look regular drunk. DeLuca snorts out a laugh, not a real one but not a mean one either.
“She’s not here yet. But it’s only a matter of time before Guerin starts throwing punches, so. Sheriff’s son’s gotta go, or else I’m borrowing trouble.”
Kyle spins around to look out at the bar, and sure enough, he peers across the room to the pool tables, where Guerin is grinning kinda sleepy and dangerous with his hands in the air, nearly chest to chest with a red-faced Hank.
Nnnh. He doesn’t want to see any violence, bruises, bloody lips. Not tonight. He slides off the stool, grabs the bar to right himself, and wobbles as he straightens up. Hehe. Straightens. Just ‘cause his Guerin-boner went away doesn’t mean it’s not still funny.
“Valenti, what the hell are you doing.” DeLuca hisses as Kyle staggers away. He flaps his hand behind himself in a way he hopes is reassuring, because he’s totally got this.
“You guys done with the table?” He says loudly, pointedly not tripping on anything as he crosses the floor. Hank sneers at him and says something foul, but what’s he gonna do? Kyle’s got dirt on that guy, uh-huh, and he’s got a bunch of codes, but the football team bro-code shit is way past its expiration date. Hank tries to, like, loom over him as Kyle leans on a pool cue to hide his swaying back and forth, and that’s definitely annoying, but Kyle’s more concerned with the way Guerin bares his teeth and the way it’s both scary and really hot.
“Why, you lookin’ for a game? At least I know you can afford the buy in, Doc.” Guerin drawls.
“I don’t have any cash. And I don’t know how to play pool, because beer pong is the real man’s game. But here.” He fumbles his wallet out of his pocket and slaps it down on the wooden edge of the table. “I’ll open a tab if you wanna give lessons ‘stead of sleeping in a cell tonight. And making me talk to my mom when I’m wasted,” he adds mournfully, rubbing his hand over the chalky end of the cue. Even drunk, he doesn’t miss the way Guerin’s eyes flick briefly to the motion. Nice.
“You’re a fucking idiot, you know that? God damn, I come to this bar to avoid people like you; aren’t you late to get your chest waxed or some shit?” Guerin snaps, and hey, it’s none of Guerin’s business (yet) what parts of him are or aren’t waxed professionally. But guess what, Kyle’s already winning, because Guerin doesn’t even blink when Hank fucks off to do Racist Hank things somewhere else, even though that’s the fight he was spoiling for walking away.
“I mean…I can just leave if you’re not looking for easy money…and not looking to show off”
“I’d have to be as drunk as you are right now to take you up on this, and I don’t think that’s even possible for me. Buzz off, Valenti.”
“I gave you an open opportunity to try,” Kyle points to his wallet still perched between them. “C’mon, Guerin. One game. You can kick my ass like you never actually got to in high school! Call it cth—caht—catharsis.”
Nailed it.
“Fine.” Guerin ticks his jaw, runs his tongue over his teeth, and it makes Kyle all warm and tingly even as Guerin snatches the cue out of his hand. “One game. And if you can’t beat me after that, you’re gonna be losing a lot of fucking money, Valenti.”
One game turns into two, actually, and is Kyle learning anything with Guerin hot like a fever—and maybe it’s just the flush of the alcohol, but being all over him feels like burning up—moving his arms and pressed up against his back? No, not really. But it turns out Guerin’s not so bad when he shakes out his curls and laughs around the mouth of a bottle of beer like he can’t believe himself for spending time with Kyle of all people, especially a version of Kyle so uncoordinated he can barely wrap his brain around the concept of breaking, like, in general, let alone any of the trick shots Guerin is easily enticed into demonstrating with the fluid grace of a truly practiced drunk.
They aren’t buddies; even if they did see each other outside of the Pony, they wouldn’t acknowledge each other at all. Kyle doesn’t start going to the bar more frequently, either, not to seek Guerin out or for any other reason. But if every now and then he feels like some drunk company and the night ends up with Kyle’s wallet feeling light and him on his back in the bed of Guerin’s truck?
Well.
Ain’t life worth living after all?
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anilatac · 3 years
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Started doing some sketching for this sticker today. This will be a good opportunity to do a hoof/lower leg  anatomy study while I'm here. I think this is also the first time in a long time that I'll be doing a truly digital drawing. The colors are random right now. I have a 80s/90s pop color scheme in mind hehe. I'll make some natural colored versions too. Not sure if I'll keep the background sparkles or not but it'll be easy to make that decision in the future. 
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