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kanonavi · 5 months
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2023 XVX Fic Recs!
Hi, all, I hope you're having a lovely holiday season! Around the beginning of this year, just for fun, I decided that I would record all of the fanfics that I read this year, and during the summer I had the idea to take some of the best fics I read in 2023 and compile them at the end of the year into a rec list. Since xiaoven was the ship I read the most fics for, I've decided to just do a rec list for them this year, but maybe in the future I'll branch out more!
As with any rec list, please take note of the ratings and the tags for any given fic! Just because something suited my taste doesn't necessarily mean it will suit yours, please take care of yourselves. Now, here are 10* fics that I read this year and think that other xiaoven fans should read too! (Also uh. Sorry for how much I'm about to talk in the reviews lol)
*Keep an eye out for a few bonuses that I've peppered in ;)
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We Creatures of Fate, by Wackachu
[Ongoing, Teen, 57.9k, 7/?]
Xiao is a weapon forged from red, carved from the hearts of weeping souls and etched into the memories of grieving mothers. While free under the care of a new God, he finds salvation, yet feels as trapped as the day the chains first clamped down onto his wrists. Venti is a God, one born from the wishes of others as opposed to his own. After losing his loved ones, he can't help but feel lost, high on a throne all alone, built upon all things he despised. The two find each other by chance, yet the rest can only be described as fate. ---------- A telling of Xiao and Venti's story with a hefty load of lore
If there is any fic on this list that should be read, it’s this one. I am an absolute sucker for speculative lore when it comes to Genshin, and the picture that the author has assembled of Archon War-era Liyue is absolutely masterful. Within the threads of that beautiful tapestry, they’ve also been interweaving Xiao and Venti’s developing relationship all the way from when they were a newly-freed Adeptus and young Archon respectively. They have a long journey ahead of them (the burn is slow, folks), and I think that said journey is an absolute must-read.
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Extra Recs: Wackachu has also written two other xiaoven one-shots, which I highly recommend for more bite-size pieces of their excellent taste!
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the holy light of your single lantern, by boxofcrows (@miralia)
[Complete, Teen, 34k, 6/6]
“Long divided by river and sea, For years we two have failed to meet – And suddenly to find you seems like a dream.” Thousands of years of silence, broken by a single visit.
This fic wrapped up recently, so it’s a great time to go and show it some love! One of my biggest sorrows is that xiaoven is rather lacking in really good canon universe fics compared to other Genshin ships, but this fic managed to fill that hole in my heart. The author does a fantastic job of capturing the way that Xiao and Venti’s conflicting natures and ideals can cause friction between them, all while maintaining the undeniable magnetism that they feel towards each other.
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Relax In My Arms, by alphaparrot (@aparrotandaqrow)
[Queerplatonic XiaoVen, General Audiences, 5.9k, One-Shot]
As Lantern Rite arrives, Xiao is found exhausted and spent by Qiqi of Bubu Pharmacy, who brings him back to Liyue. Upon awaking, Xiao quickly makes his exit and returns to Wangshu Inn, where Venti is waiting for him on the balcony. Xiao isn't in the mood to party, but maybe a chill hang-out would help him relax. Venti knows just the thing to help Xiao relax and recuperate, and as they both get comfortable, they begin to reflect....
Author's Original Promo Post!
Queerplatonic xiaoven was a flavor of their relationship that I hadn’t tried before this fic, but it really sold me on it. What I’ve always loved about xiaoven so much is the inherent intimacy that can be achieved between them once all of the emotional barriers between them have been stripped away, and I think that those ideas are explored very beautifully here. Xiao and Venti trust and love each other so deeply here, and it shows in every word and touch that they exchange, and I think that it’s a must-read for anyone whose brain chemistry was altered by the ‘Endless Suffering’ trailer (so basically, every xiaoven fan ever lol)
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i can not save us (but you can), by anemowisp (@sillygirl19)
[Teen, 19.4k, One-Shot]
two boys figure out what the hell they're doing
In the midst of one of the most turbulent times in my life, one particular line in this fic really hit me where it hurt, and it’s one of the few times that I’ve actually cried reading a fic. In my xiaoven-enjoying friend groups, we sometimes call Xiao and Venti old men with teenager problems, which means they don't always work when turned into actual teenagers/young adults with those problems, but I think this fic pulls it off really well.
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what queer sins stain thy soul, by Anonymous (@sincerelyandyourstruly)
[Mature, 3.2k, One-Shot]
In which Xiao, long-established asexual, learns that identity is not as stable as he’d like to believe.
As an ace person myself, I feel it’s so rare to find a really good asexual character study where the asexuality is actually one of the central focuses of the intimacy taking place (if anyone has any recs of that variety please hit me up!), but I think that this fic pulled that off really well. It also delves into that particular vibe of when one’s identity might be shifting, which can be a really scary thing, but Xiao in this fic is lucky enough to have someone he loves and trusts to support him as he explores his new desires, which was really comforting to read about.
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Where Words Fail, by kavvueh (@kavvueh)
[Complete, Teen, 34k, 12/12]
Author's Original Promo Post!
"You're Barbatos," Xiao repeats breathlessly. The young man in front of him nods. "Yep." "But..." Xiao cuts himself off and tries again. "You're the God of songs and poetry." The Anemo Archon nods his head sagely. "More or less." Xiao fixes Lord Barbatos with the most incredulous look he can manage. "... You're failing Music Theory."
As someone who was also suffering through music theory alongside Venti as this fic was publishing, all of the attention to detail in the musical aspects of this fic absolutely tickled me. But all of that was merely a foundation for a lovely story about a pair of souls finding their partner in a new life. The musical connection that xiaoven have is one of the essential tenets of the ship, and this fic did a beautiful job of using that idea to its fullest potential.
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Extra Rec: kavvueh has recently started publishing a new xiaoven fic with a similar setting, so if you enjoy these kinds of fluffy modern aus, give that one some love as well!
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The Stars in Teyvat are a Lie, and So Is the Sky, by yueyunn
[Complete, Teen, 148.2k, 13/13]
There were several issues that Xiao immediately took with Ningguang’s proposition for him to produce for Barbatos: his other artists had upcoming comebacks and year-end stages that required his attention, he was overworked enough as it were already, and Ningguang was not exactly someone he was looking to do any favors for. While her persistence to overlook all this was one matter, nothing aggravated him more than Ningguang completely ignoring the obstinate fact that he. doesn’t. work. with. idols.
Perhaps I was a bit like Xiao in this fic at the beginning of this year, because I approached the two idol/celebrity aus on my to-read list with open skepticism, and then ended up absolutely adoring them both. What I loved about this fic the most was how much care was put into actually translating the character’s canon backstories into the modern idol au setting. The author clearly has so much love for the characters, and it really shows through in the way that everyone has their chance to shine, even the side characters. This fic also updated recently with 15k words of extras, so it’s a great time to visit or revisit it!
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Extra Rec: gold rush, by underthethousandstars was the other idol/celebrity au I read this year and really enjoyed, so if those aus are up your alley, I highly recommend it!
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low-key (no pressure!), by windrise (Twitter - @/wyndrise)
[Ongoing, Teen, 75.7k, 11/?]
Following his friend’s questionable suggestion, Venti partners with Xiao—the resident grouch of his early morning stats class—for his music project.
If you want to sit down with a fic that will give you the warm fuzzies, this is definitely the one to pick. As alluded to previously, I don’t really go for modern aus as much, but this fic absolutely blew my expectations out of the water. I was getting the ‘squee’s as I read about Xiao and Venti growing closer over the course of working on Venti’s project, as the author has an excellent grasp of the deep inner kindness that the two of them hold, and how that kindness would naturally draw them together.
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bouquet of lies, by underthethousandstars (Twitter - @/zhongliorder)
[Complete, Mature, 85.9k, 12/12]
In a world where humans can use elemental magic, Xiao uses his to move through the shadows becoming Liyue’s phantom killer. Known to the public as Alatus, he is their most notorious assassin. One day Xiao secures his biggest job yet: kill the Crown Prince of Mondstadt, Venti. Harbouring no love towards any royal family Xiao pulls off his mission with success. Or so he thought.
This fic falls solidly on the darker end of xiaoven stories (the ‘Dark Fantasy’ tag is there for a reason!), so if you happen to like your ships with an enemies to lovers flare, this is definitely one to check out. This is one of those stories that really managed to pull me into the world of assassins and political intrigue that the author has crafted, and on top of that it puts a fun spin on exploring Xiao and Venti’s individual guilt and the way that it affects them as people. The first fic in the series is finished, but the second installment is currently in progress, so I highly recommend checking that one out as well!
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every morning in the dark, by magicites (Twitter - @/bribird_wings)
[Complete, Mature, 77.1k, 34/34]
Stuck in a time loop where he succumbs to his karmic debt, Xiao struggles to see the point in moving forward. Venti struggles to save him.
While by far the heaviest of any of the fics I’ve recommended so far (mind the warnings and the tags!!), if you can stomach the subject matter, this is one of those fics that I would refer to as XiaoVen Essential Reading. The author has a pitch-perfect grasp of what makes xiaoven, qualities which are pushed to their limits as the two of them struggle to break free of the loop that they’re trapped in. I took severe emotional damage while reading it, but my only regret was that I hadn’t read it sooner. It’s definitely A Lot, but it’s so, so worth it for anyone who really enjoys this pairing.
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And with that, we reach the end of the list! If you've made it this far, thank you so much, and I hope I've given you some fics to add to your to-read list for the coming year! I tried to incorporate some newer fics with some classics, so hopefully there's something here you haven't heard from before.
With that said, I'll hopefully be back next year with some more xiaoven or other Genshin fic recs! <3
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scoutswritingcorner · 1 month
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Can I request Hazbin Hotel characters reacting to an artist!reader that draws a lot but never shows anyone their work but one day accidentally left it out and their partner finds it and sees several sketches and finished drawings of them? Sorry if it’s an odd ask, I’m an artist and I thought it would be a cute idea I don’t see nearly enough, it’s okay if you can’t. Thank you either way!!!
Artist Rendition
Hazbin Gang x GN!Reader
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TW:A little flirty with Angel’s reaction. Other than that none!
A/N: Not an odd request at all, Friend! For Angel’s part I did write for a male Reader and Fem Reader for Vaggie! KINDA SHORT I APOLOGIZE FRIEND!
-🦌Alastor🦌-
-🦌 Alastor was very curious to see you carry a sketchbook around all the time. He wanted to pry so badly.
-🦌 But he didn’t, he simply ignored the book and only ever asked about it if you were near him. You always get flustered and hide the book even further. Oh now he’s wondering what kind of dark secrets you have in there~
-🦌 But to his surprise when he finds it open and on a page, he sees drawings of him, he carefully flips the page and sees a half down sketch of him sitting in front of the fireplace.
-🦌 Oh boy you just made his ego inflate and his undead heart soar to new heights. His tail starts wagging and that’s the only way someone can catch how happy he is.
-🦌 Now? He’s going to poke a little fun at you, “My Dear, if you had to pick anyone in the hotel to be your muse who would it be?” 
-🦌 Silly deer man loves you and your abilities, he often tells you that your work needs to be displayed in a museum.
-🍎Lucifer🍎-
-🍎 Oh boy- when he finds out you can draw? Oh he gets super excited and asks if you can draw him a duck- even if it’s a little doodle! He doesn’t care!
-He doesn’t really ask or pry into your hobby much but he will admit he does want to see what you draw.
-When he does see that you drew him of all people he gets all flustered and he’s prideful cause his partner?? His darling little angel drew him?!?
-He will volunteer to pose for you, he’s used to sitting still for hours on end! 
-He will even pose naked if you want him to! Just say the word and he’ll drop his clothes right there.
-🎰Husk🎰-
-🎰 He watched you sit at the bar and draw to your heart's content and never really commented on it.
-🎰 When he does peek into your sketchbook it’s to pull behind the bar into a safe place so nothing ruins your work.
-🎰That’s when he notices the drawings and doodles of him and his tail curls happily. The way you captured him doing menial tasks sends his heart into overdrive.
-🎰 You were too good for him, damn it. The next time you find it? It has a little sticky note on the cover of your sketchbook and it has a little drawing of you with a small message, “Had to go out with Alastor. Love you, Dollface.” 
-🕷️ Angel Dust 🩷-
-🕷️ Oh this man- he loves it! You’re an artist and he’s also like an artist! But of a very very different genre.
-🩷 He also doesn’t pry much as he understands privacy. He wants to give you that as much as he can since he doesn’t get much of it.
-🕷️ Once he finds out you draw him? He’s over the fucking moon cause his man? His precious boyfriend draws him! 
-🩷Expect him to start flirting more and more but with art related flirts. “Come on, Suga’~ Draw me like one of your french girls~” im sorry. He’s very supportive!
-👑Charlie👑-
-👑 oh this baby girl..she’s been so busy lately that if she did notice it completely slipped her mind!
-👑 But when she finds your sketchbook? She gets super excited cause you draw this good?? She’s so proud that she immediately goes to find you!
-👑 She is another who fully supports you! You need anything, don't hesitate to ask!
-👑 Will try to convince you to start painting for the hotel! You can say no it won’t offend her.
-🎀Vaggie🎀-
-🎀 Much like Husk she won’t point it out or comment on it.
-🎀Will find out you draw her when she sees it when cleaning up and gets all blushy cause this is how you see her?
-🎀 Comes clean immediately about seeing your drawings and tells you how amazing they are.
-🎀 Shyly asks if she can pose for you next time, how could you say no to her?
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queers-gambit · 2 months
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Silence
prompt: ( requested ) anxiety plays tricks on your mind, making you mistake your boyfriend's stress for anger - at you.
pairing: Carmen 'Carmy' Berzatto x female!reader
fandom masterlist: FX's The Bear
word count: 2.5k+
note: it's short but to the point.
warnings: cursing, hurt and comfort, depiction of mental health: anxiety, slight self-destructive thoughts.
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Silence could be a good thing.
Libraries were silent for ample focus. Theaters were silent during the showing. Sometimes, long drives were peacefully silent.
Silence could also be a bad thing.
Demanding an explanation and the silence stretches. The silence before a doctor delivers life-changing news. Asking someone if they're okay and they don't answer.
When your boyfriend, Carmy, had returned from work that evening, he slammed the front door, dropped his backpack, toed out of his shoes, and stormed around the apartment silently. He didn't greet you, didn't offer a kiss, nothing - just breezed past you as if a pile of dirty laundry he's ignored for the past two weeks. You watched him from the kitchen, sipping a glass of wine, worry sprouting in your gut and chest. It was obvious something was bothering him - but couldn't fathom what it was that made him ignore you; to make him not look at you one single time.
It was like you weren't even there with the way he projected his moodiness. Even on his worst days, he always always always greeted you with a kiss; but the lack of affection hallowed your chest into a pit, wondering what you had done to make him avoid you.
Suddenly, the silence was eerily deafening, coiling your stomach and pumping lead through your veins; no TV or radio switched on to fill the void and create passive, background audio. Carmy was obviously upset about something, but the fact that he didn't even look at you made you think he didn't want to talk. This worried you because before dating, you and Camry Berzatto were the best of friends; talking about literally any and everything you could think of. He came to you with every single grievance, every frustration, every slice of drama - so why wouldn't he now?
Unless... Unless you were the cause of his annoyance? The idea made the pit in your chest stretch to your gut - anxiety rapidly spreading, confusion warping rational thought into something darker and self deprecating. The idea of upsetting Carmy - or anyone, for that matter - was enough to bubble nausea and turn your skin clammy. Muscles tensed, eyes darted, and your mind was plagued with every single thing you had said or done in the past 16 hours.
However, your memory couldn't pinpoint any moment you could've upset him; things had been normal and easy-going lately, there being no clear indication you were the culprit of Carmy's anger. However, there didn't need to be anything clear because your mind was fully convinced you were the bad guy now.
After swallowing a gulp of wine, your eyes adverted to give him privacy and begin on dinner; being obvious that his phone was much more important than you right now. Unfortunately, when it came to picking which sauce to dress your meal with, you were forced to slowly enter the living room where your boyfriend had taken refuge.
"Hey, baby?"
"Hmm?"
You tried not to be offended by his lack of verbal acknowledgement, but your intestines flipped and grew heavy. "Uh, just wondering, you want the marinara or Alfredo tonight with the - "
"Doesn't matter, you choose."
"I mean, which would you prefer?"
"I just said it didn't matter," he repeated with a hardening tone, "it's not like it's a difficult decision to make."
You didn't want to make his attitude worse, so you backed off silently and returned to your task. Yes, yes, Carmy was the professional cook between you but that didn't mean he wanted to come home and continue the act. So, you learned a few new recipes to keep meals interesting - a feat your boyfriend didn't seem to appreciate or even recognize most days. Tonight especially.
Tension tangibly filled the apartment the longer the silence stretched. Your mind conjured a hundred questions at once, begging your mouth to run rapidly if it meant getting answers - yet your logic stuck the words in your throat, refusing to let them fly, and even shoving them deep down for your soul to hold.
You poured a second glass of wine, throat thickening with silent emotion. There was always the worry in the back of your mind that Carmy would one day realize you didn't fit into his life and would break up with you. Or that perhaps, his irritation tonight wasn't due to anything you did specifically, but instead, was attested to your normal behavior and quirks - like the want to talk throughout the day.
Blinking the moisture away, you remembered Carmy hadn't answered a single one of your texts the entire day - a normal act for you, but maybe one that now got on your boyfriend's nerves. You dished up dinner, standing in the open kitchen with two plates and feeling silly for the nerves prickling your skin. You barely noticed the slight tremor in your hands. "Dinner's ready, Carm," you alerted, leaving the plates on the kitchen island you normally ate at; distracted by the need to pour a glass of water.
When you turned, your heart stalled in your chest when you noticed his plate missing - locating him in the living room, again, and it being obvious he didn't intend to eat with you. Now you knew for sure, you had indeed done something. So, you gingerly took a seat and tried to take up as little space as possible; shying in on yourself, eating silently and quickly so you could do the dishes right after.
Sure, there was usually the rule that the cook didn't clean, but there was no way you were gonna ask Carmy to do the simple chore; afraid of pushing him over whatever edge he teetered at. After storing any leftovers, you started the dishwasher and retreated to your bedroom with another glass of wine and the intention to get a bath. You felt like a glaring inconvenience all of a sudden, regret inking your blood and reprimanding yourself for being so - so - so... Clingy?
Is that what it was? Did Carmy think you were clingy? Perhaps texting him throughout the day without him ever answering was the final straw of annoyance he felt toppled the haystack. You wanted to apologize and eliminate the tension, but couldn't necessarily understand what you were sorry for; thinking you were simply paying attention to him, being attentive and interested in his everyday life.
Maybe you needed to apologize for being suffocating? Was that it? Your love was suffocating him? Was he feeling pressured by you? Did he think you two too comfortable in this relationship? Was your wall of texts an indication you were more serious than he? Oh, God, was that it - did Carmy think you were getting too serious, too fast?
Granted it'd been a few years of dating, a lifetime of friendship before that - so how much more serious could you get? Why would your attempts of communication rub him the wrong way? How could the pair of you ever manage to fall off from the same page? Make him think you were pushing for something more? Didn't he know he was enough for you? Didn't he appreciate your presence? The want to be closer? Your desire to maintain the friendship your relationship was built off of? The appreciation you had for him? The support you wanted to offer?
You soaked in epsom salt for the better part of half an hour. Draining the tub, drying off, and changing into pajamas were done silently; feeling almost fearful to venture out of the bedroom to return your wine glass to the sink.
So you decided to just get in bed, figuring if Carmy was so angry at you that it resulted in him ignoring you, he wouldn't want to sleep beside you, either. With your thick framed glasses on, you nestled into bed with your newest novel, trying not to let your mind go into overdrive as your need to fix whatever was upsetting Carmy was overwhelming. Yet there was also the nagging idea that trying to fix whatever was 'broken' would've made things worse - again, resulting in you doing nothing and giving Carmy his space.
The silence haunted the apartment like a ghostly presence; leering over your heads, embracing you uncomfortably.
When the bedroom door opened, you masked your surprise and just read the same paragraph three times in a row - distracted by your boyfriend milling around, preparing for bed. Your eyes widened in shock when the bed dipped and shifted, jostling you as Carmy got into bed beside you, but you still didn't look up from your book.
"What're you reading, sweetheart?"
His mood swings often gave you whiplash. You glanced at Carmy, finger holding your place to let you fold the book over and present the title on the cover. You worried that anything you said and did could make this tension fester, so, you remained silent and went back to reading.
"Is it any good?" He pondered, watching your profile. You nodded mutely, lips slowly rolling between your teeth in a show of anxiety Carmy could now recognize. "Hey, hey, you all right, babe?" He asked softly, sounding mildly confused - perhaps even alarmed.
"Yeah, 'course," you mumbled.
"Well, how was work?"
"Fine."
"You sure?"
"Mhm."
There was a brief pause, then Carmy gently pried, "C'mon, baby, what's wrong? Why're you so quiet?" He chuckled gently, "Usually so talkative in the evenings."
You offered him a bewildered look with slightly pinched brows, swallowing nervously and slowly shutting your book to trace the spine mindlessly in an effort to distract yourself. Typically when anxious, your hands needed stimulation, something tangible to do and feel when your mind numbed with nervousness.
With a great deal of bravery, more than you thought was necessary to muster when talking to the person you love, you asked softly, "Are you mad at me, Carm? I mean, did I do something? T-To upset you?"
"Wait, what?" He asked in confusion. "Nah, baby, you didn't do anything, why would you even ask?"
"'Cause you've been ignoring me...?"
He scoffed, "Ah, 'cause I didn't answer your texts?"
"That, and you've been ignoring me in favor of your phone since you got home. Slamming doors, brooding in the living room, didn't eat dinner with me - got a little snappy when I asked what sauce for dinner? Feels like I did something but I don't know what, so I don't know how to fix this."
Carmy sighed, leaning back to the mound of soft and fluffed pillows you had stacked on your shared bed. "Shit," he breathed, huffing a dramatic sigh, "didn't even realize I was doin' all that, baby."
"If you're mad, just tell me what I did - "
"No, no, hey, hey, hey, hey," he rushed, turning on his side to look at you, elbow supporting his weight; clocking the glassiness coating your eyes. "You didn't do anything, baby, I swear. There's nothing for you to fix 'cause you didn't do nothin'. I just - I've been havin' a shit day, didn't realize I was bein' mean to you let alone that you'd take it to heart."
"Kinda hard not to when I'm the only one here."
"No, right, I get that," he sighed. "I'm sorry, baby, I know you get anxious when I shut down like that, but I promise, I'm not mad at you."
"Well, who else would you be mad at? I thought you were annoyed 'cause I was texting you all day. Thought I was, I don't know, being clingy or something since you didn't answer me."
Carmen frowned, "Sweetheart, no, hang on, listen to me. You didn't do anything to upset me, okay? I didn't answer you 'cause I dropped my phone in the sink and it got all glitchy, I couldn't answer you. I tried to fix it when I got home, but I think I fried it - should just get a new one. It was just one of those days that everything went to shit, it all built up, got the better of me."
You nodded, still looking dejected and making a shot of guilt plunge his heart. "You usually talk to me when you're upset," you pointed out softly, "and when you didn't say anything, I thought I was the reason you were upset. Figured you wouldn't talk to me if I did something to cause your attitude."
"No, hey, I'm sorry, c'mere, baby," he opened his arms and curled them around you when you shuffled into his chest. "Shit, I'm really sorry, I didn't even realize what I was doing - but Goddamnit, that's no excuse, though. I don't mean t'take my shit out on you, you don't deserve that."
"I just got a little nervous, maybe let my anxiety get the better of me."
"That's okay," he promised, kissing your forehead, "I can understand why. I was a dickhead, being snappy and ignoring you when all you do is support and love me. I'm real sorry, sweetheart," he sighed against your skin, tightening his arms to keep you cocooned in his warmth. "You know, you can always talk to me - don't gotta shut yourself down and avoid me."
"Do you even hear yourself? Should take your own advice."
"Yeah, I should," he smirked. "Hey, promise I'll do better not to shut down like that."
You nodded in acceptance, wondering softly, "Do you wanna talk about it? Whatever happened today?"
"Uh, nah, you know what? Think I owe you some cuddles, maybe a dessert? You know, to make up for my bullshit attitude."
"You don't have to - "
"I got you all worked up, feels like the least I can do."
With a hum, you smirked, "I won't say no to a slice of cheesecake."
"What baby wants, she gets," he grinned, a hand caressing your cheek to direct your eyes up to his. His thumb swept back and forth under your eye, "Still sorry about today. I didn't mean to be such an oblivious dickhead, I swear."
You nodded, "I know, baby. Just don't shut me out next time. Had me worried when you didn't even kiss me when you got home."
"A heinous crime on my part," Carmy smirked. "Should I remedy that?"
"I'd be offended if you didn't."
He chuckled and pressed his lips to yours in a soothing kiss, hand sliding to the back of your neck. It was a slow and languid kiss, something he took his time in engaging; lips sticking together, moving in-sync, creating chains of saliva when he pushed his tongue against yours. "Yeah," he mumbled, "I'm the dumb fuck who had you thinkin' I didn't want this from you." He pressed another kiss to your waiting lips, "You're intoxicating, baby - always want your kisses. Yeah? Always. The day I don't, take me out back like Old Yeller."
You wanted to voice that he wanted your kisses now until one day, he simply wouldn't - but refrained from doing so because you knew it was just anxiety talking. So, instead, you chuckled at his comment and leaned in to initiate your own kiss.
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requesting rules and masterlist
FX's The Bear masterlist
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kyopmi · 2 years
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we've talked about jealous omi before but what about when u get jealous and clingy? or alternatively:
♡ — when you're in a secret relationship with kiyoomi but his fans start shipping him with someone else
。:゚ sakusa kiyoomi x reader
。:゚ 1.06k words; all aboard the fluff train!
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the second kiyoomi steps foot in your shared apartment, it seems like you're clinging onto him more than usual – greeting him with many kisses and a lingering hug, choosing to sit next to him instead of across from him at dinner, and flopping right on top of him on the couch to watch your show.
kiyoomi doesn't mind at all, arms encircled around your form with one hand resting on the small of your back while the other between your shoulder blades, fingers occasionally moving to brush against your neck ever so slightly and enjoying the way you shiver delightfully and bury your face into his chest.
he is curious, though.
“y/n.”
“hmm?” your response is slightly muffled by the soft fabric of his t-shirt.
“what's gotten you so clingy today?”
always so straightforward, you think. then again, he wouldn't be sakusa kiyoomi if he wasn't.
“... nothi-”
“no.” he's immediately cuts you off on your attempted lie, shooting you a pointed look.
“alright, fine,” you huff in defeat, “i saw that video of you and the sports reporter earlier.”
“from the last match?” he asks.
“yeah.”
kiyoomi knows exactly which sports reporter video you're talking about. it's the one where he's stood next to them for a short interview after a successful MSBY match, but just as the reporter was about to begin, they had accidentally dropped the cue cards they were holding. without thinking twice, sakusa had bent down to help pick up the stray cards while the reporter stuttered out apologies, thanking him as he hands them their cards back.
to him, it was a completely normal, harmless interaction.
to some fans, it was the blossoming of a romantic-cliche relationship.
and it usually wouldn't have bothered you so much – you know first-hand how attractive and irresistible kiyoomi is, so it's not surprising that anyone would crush on him at least a little. (in fact, maybe you would be offended for him if no one did.) so, seeing other people getting starstruck or tongue-tied in the presence of your boyfriend? nothing out of the ordinary.
however, it does start getting annoying when you spend your entire afternoon scrolling through social media only to find tweets, video edits and comments about “the way he looks at them is so cute😍”, “he's definitely crushing on the reporter!”, “i'm gonna riot if they don't become a couple ASAP.”
all because of the stupid “cool-guy” image your stupid handsome boyfriend has accidentally portrayed himself as, so now everyone's going crazy at the slightest crumb of him being a decent human being? plus that last comment is being way too dramatic.
your relationship with kiyoomi isn't really a secret, per se. many of your friends and families know about it. it's just the both of you tend to keep it lowkey – no excessive PDA or social media posts, and somehow the media has yet to catch wind of it, either. but, you've always enjoyed the privacy you get from it and so does kiyoomi, so you've agreed to keep your relationship the way it is.
but that was before you desperately wanted to comment “sorry, he’s taken! xoxo” at every post of kiyoomi and that sports reporter. 
of course, you wouldn’t actually do that, and you realize you’re just being petty and dramatic right now (not that you’d ever admit that to kiyoomi. the amount of times you’ve teased him, calling him dramatic? he would never let you live this down.) but a little jealousy in your situation is reasonable, right?
kiyoomi chuckles in amusement from beneath you, a soft smile growing when he sees your pout deepen. his toned arms squeeze you tighter, closer to him, pulling you up towards his face so he can lean in and press a kiss on your forehead. 
“you know it’s just the internet doing its thing, right? they’ll get bored and move on to something new soon enough,” he hums, his hand rubbing circles on your back.
“i know,” you sigh, feeling yourself instantly relax under his touch and you melt into him even more, “it’s just annoying to see.”
he hums again in acknowledgement. there’s a comfortable silence between the two of you for a moment, with only the sounds from the tv playing in the background, until kiyoomi speaks again.
“hey,” he calls out, quieter this time, making you look at him again, “you know i love you, right?”
kiyoomi doesn’t realize his heart is pounding until a small smile graces your lips and he feels himself calm down, the corners of his lips mirroring your own.
“of course i know that, silly,” you laugh. “i love you, too.”
“good.” he leans in once again, this time to capture your lips with his in a slow kiss.
sakusa kiyoomi has always loved you with his actions more so than his words, and right now, he hopes his kiss is able to convey just how much love he has for you, in the way his honey lip balm that you got him tastes on his lips, in the way you can definitely feel his heart pick up its pace, in the way his large hand is gently splayed across your face down to your neck, his index and middle finger resting on one side of your cheek and his thumb on the other side, while the rest of his fingers can feel your similarly quickening pulse as they rest just below your jaw. he’s reluctant when you pull away, keeping you as close as possible so you can still feel his breath tickle against your skin as he holds back a pout lest you start calling him your cute baby boy.
“do you want to tell them? everyone, i mean. like, officially,” he asks, his voice almost a whisper.
you blink in surprise at his sudden offer. “no, it’s fine. i like us the way we are,” you reply truthfully, “and, like you said, it’ll pass soon enough.”
“okay.” kiyoomi nods and gives you another peck on your lips, one that silently says me too. “i’ll get atsumu or hinata to post a shirtless thirst trap or something. that should shift their attention.”
you snort at his idea. it’s admittedly not a bad one, but...
“i’ll do you one better, omi. why don’t you post a – mmph!”
kiyoomi is quick to shut you up with another kiss on that one.
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this is my apology to kiyoomi for always saying he’s dramatic (i mean, he is, but don’t tell him i said that) and PLEASE tell me no one saw me accidentally post this when it was half-done LMAO
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master-muffinn · 9 months
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That time i got reincarnated as a slime
When their s/o sitting on their lap in public.
The first time you sit on their lap they get extremely nervous and blushing. They look around them to see peoples reactions “What will they think? Is this really ok?” are their thoughts. Poor souls aren’t used to this kind of thing. They probably tell you it is inappropriate but they don’t have the heart to push you away, they love you too much for that. Where are they going to put their hands? On your shoulders? On your thighs? Around your belly? Or should they first ask for your permission to even touch you? Help them s/o!! Try not to do it around too many people or even in front of their friends/leader, they might die of embarrassment!
Even when you have done this a couple of times they are still blushing and are a little nervous, but now they can put their arms around you and be a little more confident.
^ Benimaru, Souka, Geld? ^
These people LOVE it when you sit on their lap! You can do it whenever you want! When they sit and talk with their friends? Yes! While they are working? Of course! During the meetings? No problem! They will basically drag you to their lap and hold you with such pride and happiness. If you decide not to sit on their lap they might even look a little hurt and pout, but it gets over quickly.
If anyone questions it, they will be greatly offended. Like “How DARE you question us?” Is pretty much their reaction. (They might even start a fight, depending on who it is). They will continue to hold you anyway, it’s none of other people's business, they do as they want. 
^ Veldora, Milim, Shion, Rimuru, Ranga, Rigurd ^
They get surprised at first and blushing, but they adapt pretty quickly. They don't mind at all, in fact they think it’s cute and nice that their s/o want to sit on their lap. It makes them feel happy that you trust them enough and want to protect you even more. It’s fine anytime, as long as it’s not in the way of work or during meetings. These people are pretty confident so they don't care what people think and say, what are they gonna do? Push you off? Then they must be very brave. However if their leader (if they have one) would tell them it’s inappropriate then they would simply tell s/o so, but if not then they would continue holding their s/o and looking at them with that loving and found smile of theirs. 
^ Souei, Diablo, Shuna, Treyni, Guy, Kaijin, Shizu, Rigur, Carrion ^
“No dear s/o! No PDA, all cuddles and lap sitting is only for privacy!” They probably told you already from the start. If you decide to do it anyway, they will push you off and give you a glare that pretty much says “Not now. Later”. Teasing won't work either, sorry. BUT when it is finally just the two of you, they go all out! They hold you while they work, giving you a little peck sometimes. Putting you on their lap and might even feed you little sweets <3. If anyone disturb them while they have their bellowed alone time with s/o they will glare at however disturb them, still holding on tightly around their s/o. “Is it very important? Someone dying or what? No? If so, please leave”. 
^ Leon, Gazel, Luminous, Hinata ^
These people are most likely the ones who are sitting on YOUR lap. Don’t get me wrong, they LOVE it when you sit on their lap, but they prefer to be the little spoon and getting ALL their s/o attention. They don’t care if people stare, in fact they get a little cocky and get a confident/ego boost. “Yes this is my s/o, aren’t they amazing?! And only I get their attention. It’s fully understandable if you get jealous”. They would most likely be a little jealous if you pay your attention to someone else but them.
^ Gobta, Milim, Gabiru, Ramiris, Rimuru? ^
Thank you for reading! If liked, reblogs are very appreciated! :) 
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Some Navia forcing someone she cares for to bed mayhaps?
(Genshin Impact) Navia, Furina and Lynette making their S/O rest
I feel like the last thing you want to do is test the patience of the woman who owns an umbrella-shotgun. Also bonus Furina and Lynette bc I want to write them!
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Navia admires and respects anyone who goes above and beyond what they're expected to do for work.
But when it starts affecting their health? That's where she draws a line.
Working hard is one thing, but working yourself to death is a no go!
And when she learns that her S/O is forgoing their sleep in order to get some of their paperwork done-
Navia almost burst their door down, though it was not intentional.
(Navia) "S/O! I need you downstairs in the kitchen!"
(S/O) "Huh? What's wrong?"
(Navia) "I baked too many sweets and need someone to help me get eat them!"
(S/O) "You can go ahead and bring it up to me, I need to finish this work-"
Navia grabs both their hands and gives them the best sympathetic look her beautiful blue eyes could muster. (which was very easy to do)
(Navia) "Please, S/O?"
S/O is unable to say no, sighing and getting up from the chair.
Without missing a beat, Navia immediately sweeps them off their feet and smiles.
(Navia) "Now, you are going to take a break, and you will like it, S/O!"
(S/O) "N-Navia! I can walk you know-"
(Navia) "True, but I think you can indulge me by allowing yourself to be carried!"
Navia's hold on them tightened just a little as she playfully kissed them on the nose, making them laugh.
(S/O) "Alright, alright. Just put me down before you drop me down the stairs."
(Navia) "But I would never!"
(S/O) "If your hat or skirt flew up, you would.-"
Navia pouted and turned her head away, acting offended.
Though, there was a bit of truth in that statement.
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(Furina) "Oh, S/O!~ I'm respecting your privacy by knocking, but asserting my authority as your lover by coming in anyway!"
Furina dramatically swings the door wide open, scaring the absolute daylights out of her S/O.
The pen in their hand almost flew off as she walked up to them.
(S/O) "HOLY-Ugh, Furina, don't scare me like that!"
(Furina) "Your presence is required, dear S/O! Do tear thine eyes off your papers for a moment!"
S/O raised an eyebrow at her theatrics. She normally wasn't this dramatic unless she was up to something.
...Well, more dramatic than normal anyway.
(S/O) "What is it? This is important."
Furina gasped dramatically.
(Furina) "Is your signature more important than my needs?"
(S/O) "That depends, you still haven't told me-"
(Furina) "You are required to take me out to dinner tonight!"
(S/O) "..."
S/O slowly turned back to their desk before she pouted adorably and wrapped her arms around their side.
(Furina) "Please, S/O! I am starving, and have gone this entire day without a single morsel!"
(S/O) "Then what was that entire bag of macarons?-"
(Furina) "Those do not count!"
Her stomach suddenly growled, catching the both of them off guard. S/O immediately turned to Furina.
(S/O) "Wait, you were serious?"
(Furina) "When am I not?"
Not bothering to answer that, S/O instead chuckled and put down their pen.
(S/O) "Alright, let's go out to eat tonight."
(Furina) "Fantastic! Upon our return, I have many more tasks for you to do, so forget about your work for tonight!"
(S/O) "Huh? But..." sigh "Alright, you win."
Honestly, Furina debated whether or not to tell S/O directly to take a break.
But this option was a lot more fun.
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Besides being a magic assistant to Lyney, her other tasks required quite the concentration.
So on her days off, she made it a non-negotiable rule to allow herself to rest.
She did not like having to exert more energy than what was required for the given task.
And when Lynette saw S/O expending a bit more than necessary for their job, she at first didn't say anything.
Until Lynette saw that their efforts were causing them to be exhausted.
Direct intervention is necessary.
(Lynette) "S/O, come here a second."
S/O's head perked up at her request and quickly put down their work.
(S/O) "What's up, Lynette?"
Lynette motioned for them to sit next to her, which they did so without much hesitation.
Lynette then offered them a cup of tea, pouring S/O a small amount as she did the same for herself.
(Lynette) "You've been at that for a while. I think it's time you relaxed."
(S/O) "A-Ah, I suppose it has been a couple of hours."
(Lynette) "Six hours-."
(S/O) "Six hours?!"
S/O almost dropped their mug before stabilizing themselves.
Lynette's ears drooped as her tail stopped swishing idly, looking sad all of a sudden.
(Lynette) "You...haven't been paying attention to me lately."
S/O looked panicked and was about to begin apologizing before her tail gently brushed against their face, catching them off guard.
Lynette's face suddenly shifted again, though this time her lips subtly formed a smirk as her ears went back to normal.
(Lynette) "Just kidding. I just wanted to see your reaction."
S/O pouted at their teasing, which almost got her to giggle. Instead, she simply sat closer to them, enjoying her tea and thankfully not burning her sensitive tongue.
(Lynette) "But I do want you to relax. Can't get work done if you pass out."
(S/O) "Hah, fair enough."
The two enjoyed their silence together, the sound of silence occasionally broken up by their sips of nicely brewed tea.
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soleilceirinen · 5 months
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Through the window * | Cillian Murphy x fem!Reader AU
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Summary: Cillian is your neighbour. While you touch yourself, he watches.
A/N: this is fiction, not based in Cillian's real life. I respect his privacy as well as his family, I don't want to offend anyone. English is not my first language, sorry if there are mistakes!
Warning: smut *, do not read or interact if you are a minor.
CILLIAN MURPHY MASTERLIST | PEAKY BLINDERS MASTERLIST
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Your day had been a tough one, so when you entered your flat that evening all you wanted to do was relax on your own. It was cold and dark outside. Lighting some candles and pouring a glass of wine was the second thing you did after taking off your office clothes, as you moved around your flat wearing only your underwear. 
You took a sip of wine and sat on the sofa. The big windows in your living room gave you a perfect view of your neighbour’s living room. More than once you had found each other staring at your respective apartments, which both of you ended up looking for at the end of most days. That evening wasn’t different, from your spot on the sofa you saw his figure next to the window so you raised the glass in a toast. He returned the gesture with what seemed to be a bottle of beer. Despite not being able to see his face in detail, you could perfectly imagine his blue eyes roaming over your body. 
Placing the wine glass on the coffee table, you slowly started to unhook your bra, resulting in your breasts running free. You ran your fingertips along your body, leaving a trace of shivers behind. What would your neighbour be thinking at the moment? He was engaged in the view, of course. He always was. Your fingers played with your nipples, tracing circles around the nipple areola and sensing the delicate flesh erecting. A familiar warm feeling was starting to spread through your body. 
Panting slightly, you closed your eyes. Usually you had yourself and you focused on pleasure for pleasure's sake. That was all you imagined whenever you touched your body, just the act of doing it, and it was enough. A young and naked body enjoying your privacy.
Until one day you saw your neighbour watching you while you were at it and somehow, instead of creeping you out, it turned you on even more. Now it was your little routine, you played with yourself and he stared at you. Whenever you two crossed paths in the building you exchanged polite words and that was all, although deep inside, both of you couldn't hide the smile resulting of the thought of what you did almost every night.
His name was Cillian, that was all you knew.
Now, you descended with one of your hands down your abdomen until you introduced it under your laced panties while the other hand wandered lazily over your clavicles. You could notice your neighbour’s shape getting impatient, tilting his head to the side in what you thought might be an attempt to see better. Biting your lower lip, you took your panties off, throwing them to the other side of the room, and spread your legs offering a full view of your wetness. 
With a small smile forming at your lips, you slid your fingers between your folds, opening your slippery entrance and introducing one finger, feeling your walls getting used to the sudden fullness. You rested your head on the back of the sofa and stroked your clit in a zigzag motion. As the pressure in your lower belly grew, you introduced a second finger, trying to reach further, imagining that it wasn’t your own fingers. You visualised your neighbour’s thick fingers inside of your clenching walls, caressing your clit as his mouth left warm and wet kisses all over your soft skin. 
A moan escaped your mouth. You were really close. Opening your eyes lazily, you stared at the window and saw him. He was touching himself too, with his shoulders trembling with each stroke he gave to his dick. 
The orgasm hit you with intensity, making you arch your back as it spread in waves of pleasure. 
After a few minutes in which you laid on the sofa motionless, catching your breath, you got up and walked with shaky legs towards the big windows. Cillian’s blue eyes followed you and he smiled when you threw him a kiss. He licked his lips and nodded in your direction before you closed the curtains. 
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The next day you were on your way to work when you headed to the elevator but an unexpected presence made you stop in place. Cillian seemed to be paralysed too, with his finger almost pressing one of the elevator buttons and his eyes fixed on you. 
“Hey, are you going down?”
He cleared his throat and stepped away, making room for you. “Yes, get in.”
When you got in, your shoulder brushed against his arm and the touch was almost electric. Then, you noticed the presence of a black dog sitting next to Cillian. The dog stared at you with his big eyes and the pink tongue hanging sideways. “Who is this good boy?” You asked smiling, your mood suddenly got better. 
Cillian laughed. “His name is Scout” he said softly, without taking his eyes off your face.
You pet Scout and he wagged his tail happily. “You are adorable”.
The elevator doors opened and you stepped outside but Cillian stopped you placing a hand on your shoulder. You looked at him with your head tilted to the side. 
“Uh, would you like to go get coffee or something?” 
 You gave him a wide smile. "Sure, you already know where I live. Let me know when it's convenient for you. I can't go now, I'm late for work” you told him quickly as you took a few steps backwards and threw him a kiss. “See you later!”
“Yeah, later”, you heard him say as you walked away.
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wherethefireliliesgrow · 10 months
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Love You Twice
Huh Yunjin x Reader
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GENRE: fluff
TYPE: One Shot
Inspired by: Love You Twice - Huh Yunjin
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"Hello, is anyone here?"
A loud voice echoed from the front of the shop, accompanied by the obnoxious ringing of the bell you had left on the counter. You groaned internally, hoping for a slow day since you were still recovering from a severe cold from last week. Unfortunately, your manager refused to give you another day off, so you found yourself pathetically hiding in the storage room, seeking a few moments of respite.
"Hellooooo," the voice called out again, causing your headache to intensify. 
"Yes, I'm here," you sighed, getting up and dusting off your pants. "Please give me a second."
Stepping out of the backroom, you came face to face with a girl, likely around the same age as you. She wore black-framed glasses, a face mask, and a black fisher hat.
"What can I get for you?" you asked, mustering a smile while trying to stave off your fatigue.
"Hmm…Can I have a cinnamon churro and a cup of iced Americano?" The girl stared at you curiously, her wide brown eyes fixated on your every move. After taking her money, you began preparing her order as she settled into a corner table, taking off her hat and face mask.
You set your phone on the speaker and played the hottest Korean hits on Spotify. There was something about the mysterious girl that made you think she would enjoy some K-pop songs while she waited. And indeed, when you brought her order to the table, she was fully immersed in dancing to Fearless, which you found adorably funny.
"Quite a dancer you are," you laughed, setting her food down.
The girl blushed and quickly switched off the camera she had set up in front of her.
"Thanks for the food," she said shyly, hiding her smile behind her coffee cup.
"It's no problem! Enjoy," you replied, slowly retreating back to the kitchen. "Feel free to record or film anything you want. I'll be back here if you need me."
You could tell from her poised and polite demeanor that she might be an idol or celebrity. With her large brown eyes, luscious lips, and slender build, she stood out as someone more than just an average customer.
In the backroom, you struggled to stay awake, listening to muffled sounds of the mysterious stranger talking to her camera. 
"Hey," her sonorous voice echoed from the front of the shop again, pulling you out of your half-asleep state. "Are you still there?"
"Yeah, what can I do for you?" You quickly stood up, wiped your hands on your apron, and walked to the counter.
She gave you an awkward smile, hesitating before speaking. "Could you, you know… sit and talk with me? I'm feeling a bit bored."
You checked the clock on the wall before replying, "I don't get off until another five hours."
She pouted, "There hasn't been another customer after me, though."
You raised your eyebrows, "My boss would be offended."
"No, sorry," she panicked, "I didn't mean that no one wanted to come. I mean, the food is great. You're great, and I…"
She cut herself off, catching you laughing at her.
"Nevermind," she muttered with a huff, turning back to her table.
"Hey, I'm sorry," you called out. "I can't sit down with you because my manager checks the CCTV, but I can make it up to you with another cup of coffee. We can talk while I make it."
The brunette nodded, satisfied with your apology, and sat herself on the stool in front of the counter. There was something about you that made Yunjin want to spill her thoughts to you at the first chance; you looked like someone she could trust without hesitation. She had been stealing not-so-subtle glances at you ever since she first entered the store, though you didn't seem to notice.
"I never caught your name," you said, grabbing an empty cup.
"It's… Jen," she said hesitantly.
You sensed her reluctance, possibly due to her fame, so you respected her privacy and didn't press further.
"Nice to meet you, Jen. My name is Y/N," you said, reaching out to shake her hand. She warmly shook your hand, leaning slightly over the counter to give you her best smile with her tongue stuck slightly out between her teeth. 
"Well, Jen, how do you want your coffee? Iced or hot?" you asked, a bit starstruck by how alluring she was, shyly smiling and looking at you under her long curled lashes. 
Her confidence boosted at your reaction to her harmless flirting, and she winked, saying, "Steamy hot."
You snorted, trying to shake off the shivers she sent down your spine. "Coming right up."
The three hours spent with Jen were surprisingly effortless. Beyond her flirtatious facade, she proved to be easy to talk to and incredibly down to earth. She eventually confided in you, admitting that she was an idol of one of Hybe's biggest girl groups, but you treated her just like any other customer, and she appreciated that. During your conversation, she opened up about the challenges of being an idol and shared more personal aspects of her life. It felt like you had known each other for lifetimes and were just catching up on recent events.
Despite knowing that she shouldn't be sharing such personal thoughts with a stranger, Yunjin couldn't help but fall for you. Those short hours were enough for her to fall for you, and she desperately tried to memorize every detail about you within that limited time. The way your hair fell into your eyes, the concern you showed when she mentioned stalkers following her home, the way you laughed at her jokes, and how you blushed at her flirtations—all of it left an indelible impression on her. She knew that this encounter was a one-time thing, and she should forget about you after today, but she couldn't help longing for the possibility of your lives intertwining in the future.
The soft tinkle of the door opening snapped both of you back to reality. You had unconsciously drawn closer as you talked, your forearms almost touching across the counter. Quickly straightening up, you cleared your throat, trying to break free from the trance Jen had somehow pulled you into just by her presence alone. Jen seemed to be equally entranced, shaking her head slightly as she took a sip from her nearly empty mug.
A young girl in her teens bounced into the cafe with glee, her face lighting up with a wide smile.
"Anneyonghaseyo," she greeted you with a bow before turning to Jen. 
"Unnie! I've been looking all over for you." She launched herself at Jen, and you could see the affection between them. “Manager-nim wants us to go back.”
"Oh, okay," Jen replied, her expression slightly disappointed that her time with you was coming to an end. She wished she could spend a lifetime with you, but she knew it wasn't possible.
"Do you want something to go, Manchae?" she asked the younger girl, hoping to prolong her time in the store, even if only for a few more minutes.
"Oooh yes, can I get a chocolate muffin?" Eunchae's eyes lit up at the mention of food.
"One chocolate muffin coming right up," you grinned, heading back to prepare her order.
As you turned away, Eunchae couldn't help but tease her unnie, repeatedly turning her head to look at Jen and then at your silhouette. Yunjin blushed and playfully pushed the taller girl away, not used to this kind of attention.
"Here you go," you said, handing the bag to Eunchae.
As Yunjin reached into her bag to pay, you raised your hand to stop her. "It's on the house."
Yunjin opened her mouth to argue, but you insisted. "As you said, we don't really have that many customers here," you winked, "I'll have to throw them out anyway."
She blushed deeper at the reference of her embarrassing mistake earlier, and you quickly assured her you were joking. Your playfulness only made her blush more, and you found her intriguing—so confident and flirty one moment, and a shy mess the next.
"I'll see you around, Y/N," Yunjin said, extending her hand once again for a shake. She just wanted some kind of physical contact with you, and her hand lingered slightly longer than usual during the handshake. "Thanks for keeping me company."
"It was nice talking to you, Jen," you replied, shaking her hand warmly. You felt a pang of melancholy as this beautiful girl you had just met was leaving. "And it was nice to meet you too, Eunchae."
Eunchae was beaming, fully aware of the conversation happening in front of her. She knew Yunjin had difficulty connecting with people and had remained single for years despite having a long line of admirers. If this cute barista was the one to win over Yunjin’s heart, the maknae was determined to support your happiness. And she usually got her way.
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For the past several weeks, Eunchae had been giving Yunjin a headache, constantly thinking of ways to persuade her to visit your coffee shop. The rest of the girls caught on to Eunchae's antics, and they joined in, playfully teasing the blonde and suggesting your coffee shop at every opportunity.
Whether it was rain or shine, hunger or thirst, the girls managed to steer the conversation back to you whenever they could.
"Unnie, I'm hungry. I want the muffins at Y/N's."
"Where do you want to hold your birthday party, Chae?"
"Hmm… is Y/N's open?"
"Sakura unnie, let's get drinks tonight."
"Yesss, do you think Y/N's sells soju?"
It was all in good fun, and Yunjin couldn't help but get flustered whenever your name was brought up. However, she stubbornly resisted their suggestions and ignored the members whenever they proposed visiting your shop. The girls were genuinely curious about you, so they convinced Eunchae to take them to your shop during their days off. There, they could see why Yunjin was so enamored with you. Your sweet and soft-spoken demeanor balanced the idol perfectly. 
The girls continued to come up with various schemes to turn their favorite not-couple into an actual couple, but despite their efforts, nothing seemed to work. However, as it turned out, they didn't even need to put in all that effort.  Yunjin and her clumsy self, would end up making a mess and visiting you herself to solve the problem. 
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Your Monday started off badly. You had just finished a painful statistics class, and your professor grilled you for accidentally falling asleep. It wasn't entirely your fault; the professor had a monotone voice that could put anyone to sleep, talking about magic in a world filled with numbers. Nonetheless, he kept you after class for a whole hour, scolding you with his tone-deaf voice repeatedly.
This left you in a rush to get to the coffee shop without having the chance to grab lunch. You knew your manager would be furious if you were late.
Entering the shop through the back door, you hastily grabbed your apron and hair tie, rushing to the front. Your good friend and coworker, Wheein, leaned on the counter, teasing you with a playful smile as you tried to catch your breath.
"You're really unfit," she calmly remarked, her dimples showing as she teased you.
"Shut…" you panted, "...up."
Wheein laughed and poured you a cup of water.
"There are a bunch of people outside our store today," she said casually, her fingers tapping on the spotless counter.
Furrowing your brows, you looked outside the glass windows and saw groups of people peeking into the store, some even taking photos. You were puzzled as to why they were there.
"What are they doing here?" you asked.
Wheein shrugged, "No idea, I didn't ask. They've been there since I opened, but they never came in."
Just then, three girls entered the store, giggling and looking at you. They whispered among themselves before walking towards the counter.
"Annyeonghaseyo," the first girl said, and the other two burst into a fit of giggles.
"Um, annyeonghaseyo," you blinked, feeling slightly awkward. "What can I get you?"
"Three cinnamon churros and three iced Americanos, please."
You quickly rang up their order while Wheein started working on the drinks. As you prepared the churros, you could hear whispers and the sound of camera clicks from the girls.
Before you could ask what was going on, a few more people entered the store, all behaving similarly to the first group of girls—whispering and looking at you curiously before placing their orders.
"This is crazy," Wheein muttered, just as confused as you. The shop had never seen so many people at once, and they all seemed to be waiting for you before coming in. "Are you a celebrity or something?"
You shook your head, “If I was, I wouldn’t be working part-time in this shitty store with you.”
The blue haired girl chuckled and playfully nudged you, before efficiently handling the growing number of orders.
The rest of the afternoon passed by in a blur. A line formed outside the coffee shop as customers continued to flow in endlessly. You made more churros in four hours than you had in your entire two years of working part-time at the shop. The sudden rush of customers had turned your ordinary day into a surprisingly eventful one, and you couldn't help but wonder what had caused this unexpected influx of people.
It was like this for the rest of the week. Whenever you weren't working, a bunch of people would gather outside the store, and groups of fans would squeal and whisper when they saw you working. Some people even asked for selfies, which you politely declined, but that didn't stop others from sneaking photos of you as you worked. Your manager had caught on to this phenomenon and decided to schedule you to work every day that week, without any sort of raise, and extended the closing time to nine p.m. instead of the usual five p.m.
It turned out that a famous food sharing account had posted something about the coffee shop you worked at, which explained the influx of customers. But for you, it felt more like a punishment than a reward, as it brought only exhausting shifts and the constant invasion of your privacy.
Sighing, you rested your head on one of the tables you were cleaning up. It was Saturday night, and you had finally closed the store after a hectic day, serving hundreds of people all by yourself. Wheein was sick and couldn't make it to her shift, leaving you to handle everything alone.
As you closed your eyes for a moment to daydream about Jen, the alluring girl whose image had been visiting your dreams for months, the familiar sound of the door opening made you jump up. You cursed yourself internally for forgetting to lock the door after closing hours.
"Sorry, we're clo—" Your words caught in your throat as your eyes met the captivating pair of brown eyes that had haunted your thoughts ever since your last encounter.
"Jen," you said breathlessly, thinking you'd never see her again, at least not in person. After all, she was a famous idol, and her group's newest comeback had topped the charts.
"Hey, Y/N," Yunjin's eyes crinkled as she smiled at you. Her hair was now dyed a dark shade of brown, and she was dressed in a casual sweater and jeans, still as breathtakingly beautiful as ever.
"What are you doing here?" you asked, genuinely surprised to see her in your store again after months of no contact.
"Are you okay? Did something happen?" Your concern for her warmed her heart, sending tingles down her spine. Seeing you in person again, after months of longing, brought all the feelings she had tried to keep at bay rushing back without control.
She stepped closer to you to grab your hands, “I’m here to apologize.” 
"For what?" you inquired, your cheeks tinged with a shade of pink from the touch of her hands.
“For the post.”
“Jen, I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Yunjin took a deep breath, mustering the courage to share her most embarrassing secret.
"I have a finsta account where I rate the churros that I try," she confessed, looking a bit bashful. "And someone found out it was me running the account. My fans have been visiting all the places I posted about."
"You're the reason why I've been working my ass off this week?" you blurted out ridiculously.
"Yes," Yunjin whispered, hanging her head and still holding onto your hands. "I'm sorry."
You were silent for a few seconds, and Yunjin feared she had upset you. But then, you started shaking, and soon you were laughing uncontrollably. She was confused at first but couldn't help but smile as she joined you in a fit of giggles.
"You're so lame," you gasped out between laughs. "A churro rating account?"
"What?" Yunjin pouted, her nose scrunching. "I love churros."
You were once again captivated by this girl standing in front of you. In front of thousands of people, she was Huh Yunjin, the talented idol topping charts and taking home awards. But here, with you, she was a dorky girl with a cute smile and a loud voice.
“Do you want some?” You said, “I made a few extra today.”
Yunjin nodded enthusiastically, always ready for a few tasty treats. "I am really sorry for the trouble it has caused you," she said once you came back with a bag of churros.
"It's fine," you shrugged. After all, it wasn't really Yunjin's fault. She was just a woman who liked her churros.
"Let me make it up to you," Yunjin suggested, her eyes slightly closed in anticipation. “Let me take you out for dinner today.”
She had decided it was now or never, after months of thinking about you. She couldn't ignore her feelings any longer, especially after seeing your pictures all over social media with her fans calling you hot, bringing out her possessive side. She was lovesick, and the only cure was you. 
After what felt like hours, you finally said, "Sure. Let me finish cleaning up, and we can go."
Yunjin did her best to help with the cleaning, and within half an hour, you found yourself sitting in her car as she drove you to get, as she put it, the best pizza to ever exist in the world.  As the car moved along the city streets, you found it hard to tear your eyes away from Yunjin's side profile. The way she furrowed her brows in concentration, the slight tilt of her head as she listened to the music, it all felt incredibly endearing. You couldn't help but feel a strong attraction to her, and the desire to lean over and kiss her grew with each passing moment.
At a red light, Yunjin turned to meet your eyes with a soft smile on her lips.
"Whatcha thinking about, pretty?" she winked at you playfully.
Without thinking, you blurted out, "You." 
Both of you blushed at the sudden confession, and Yunjin cleared her throat, quickly averting her eyes. Fortunately, the light turned green, saving her from further embarrassment.
Inside, Yunjin's heart was racing with anticipation. She couldn't believe that you might feel the same way about her. Summoning her courage, she reached over and gently held your hand that was resting on your lap. The moment your fingers interlocked, it felt familiar and comfortable, as if you were meant to be together.
Yunjin's hand never left yours during the entire ride, not when she reached over to grab the box of pizza, or when you maneuvered your way to her dorm. You were worried about meeting her members, but she assured you that they were outside grabbing a late dinner. Oh, how wrong she was.
Eunchae had excitedly called her unnies when she saw Yunjin sneak out, and the group decided to wait for her in the shared living room instead of actually going out for dinner. They were so eager that they could barely contain their excitement when they heard the keys jingle to their dorm.
"I think we have some soda in the fridge. I’ll go grab them," Yunjin said as she gently pulled you inside.
"Can you grab some for us, too?" Chaewon suddenly said, scaring the wits out of both of you.
You quickly dropped Yunjin’s hand and hid yourself behind the taller girl, feeling a bit overwhelmed by the sudden attention.
"What are you guys doing here?" Yunjin spluttered, slightly embarrassed at being caught.
"We wanted to meet Y/N," Sakura said slyly.
"Hi," you said shyly, feeling like a deer caught in headlights.
"Hello, Y/N. You are as beautiful as Yunjin described," Kazuha said, throwing a teasing smile at her unnie.
"So slayyy," Chaewon added, bursting into a fit of giggles.
"Guys," Yunjin groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. She should have known her members would embarrass her like this.
"Okay, you met her. We’re going to go to my room now," Yunjin announced, attempting to lead you away from her teasing members.
However, Eunchae wasn't ready to give up her time with you just yet. She quickly bounded over to you and grabbed your other hand, using her maknae charms to persuade you to stay.
"But I wanted to watch a movie with Y/N unnie," the maknae pouted and begged you with her puppy-dog eyes.
Unable to resist Eunchae's charm, you looked at Yunjin before nodding and saying, "Sure. What movie do you want to watch?"
Yunjin groaned again, this was going to be a long night. 
The group ended up watching one of the Conjuring movies. You were cuddled up in Yunjin’s arms, seeking comfort and protection from the scary parts. It was amusing how Yunjin tried to pretend not to be scared and wrapped her arms around your shoulders protectively. You could feel her whole body shaking as she tried not to scream from the jump scares.
Under the flickering lights of the TV, you looked up at the girl you had met only twice, yet it felt like you had known her for years. Deciding to let your heart take the lead, you craned your neck and placed a soft kiss on the corner of her mouth.
Yunjin’s eyes nearly bulged out at the feeling of your lips on her face, and she felt her heart pounding even faster than the jump scares had made her feel. If this was heaven, she would die happy in your arms.
Giggling at the scene in front of her, Eunchae whispered loudly, “Yunjin unnie looks like a fish.”
The rest of the members quickly turned to look at Yunjin’s expression.
“You have it bad, Jennifer,” Chaewon said in English, sounding like a sorority girl. 
“Unnie’s always had it bad,” Eunchae shrugged, “Her post was like a lovesick schoolgirl.”
“Yeah, she even wrote a song for Y/N,” Kazuha agreed.
Curious, you asked Eunchae to show you the post on her finsta (much to Yunjin’s protest). 
Churros were a bit sweet: 6/10
The cute barista was even sweeter: 100/10
Would definitely fall in love with her twice, in every lifetime. 
I hope she felt the same about me.
Maybe if I write a song for her, she would know how I feel.
Attached to the post were a few photos of the churros you made for her. And in the last photo, there was a blurry picture of you standing by the counter, focused on making coffee.
You looked up at Yunjin, who was hiding her face behind her hands, blushing furiously at being caught. After all those months of thinking about this beautiful stranger and listening to her songs, you were over the moon to discover that she had written those songs for you.
“I’d fall in love with you more than twice.” 
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cressthebest · 23 days
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Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 16
chapter 28:
1. james’ reaction to waking up from nightmares is so sad. especially cause now sirius can see from james’ perspective what seeing his freind leave the arena was like
2. 😧 shit only this far in and i’m SOBBING. wdym that james almost wished he died in the arena because he was looking forward to not having to go through the aftermath and recovery
3. istg every time the cane is brought up, i’m gonna be like ✨✨THE CANE! REPRESENTATION!!!✨✨ but also like, 😟the cane. he’s in pain. NOOOOO
4. sirius: don’t go to regulus
james: no shit, sherlock.
james: *goes straight to regulus*
5. james is being so angsty, and then in the middle of it, casually brings up his personal tutor
6. 🎶do you wanna build a snowman? elsa please i know you’re in there!🎶
7. the first thing they do when seeing each other again is sob and hug, then IMMEDIATELY go into bickering all like “YOU COULDA DIED BITCH”
8. james gets his glasses back after the interview!!!!
9. “"I don't want to be a great, big tragedy anymore," Regulus chokes out, looking at him almost desperately.”
10. 😑 they both freaking love each other so immensely, that they know they’ll never love anyone else. and reg is still like “no! 😊 i don’t want to break your heart again! take it back! stop loving me!”
11. 😀😀😀 what was that?? another fucking
PARTING GIFT????
12. “Regulus doesn't want to like Remus Lupin, but he likes Remus Lupin.” LMAOO story of my life
13. “"We broke up," Regulus murmurs.
"Oh," Remus repeats, still startled. "You were…together?"
Regulus frowns, gaze drifting to the side. "No."”
😭😭😭 sir that’s so funny
14. i wish so badly that regulus didn’t have fear of bathing, because i know for most people, bathing would be a comfort after escaping the arena
15. i love how reg originally planned to kill to survive, and james planned to die to help reg survive, both of them being gryffindor and slytherin, then the roles reverse, and james is willing to kill for reg and reg is willing to die for james. 💋mwah! perfection!
16. reg understanding and valuing privacy >>>>
17. (but also! background wolfstar my beloved!!)
18. i’m so mad that they have to go into the interview and pretend everything is fine. like, pissed off beyond belief
19. as sad as it is that they’re not gonna date, i’m glad they’re recognizing that they’re not ready for a relationship right now.
chapter 27:
1. DORCAS!!!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
2. “"We broke up? This is news to me. I wasn't aware we were together."
"We weren't," Regulus says, heaving a weary sigh.”
😭😭😭 babes, again with the breaking up
3. the discussion that love is more than romance >>>>>>>>>>>> Top Tier
4. 😀😀 rita, it is on site
5. “Rita's days are fucking numbered.” -reg THATS WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING
6. “[Peter] betrayed them all. James would have never done that. He would have died first.” 🙂 yikes. yikes. yikes. canon callback. yikes
7. BWAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA LOSING MY SHIT! NOT REGULUS DECIDING TO GET SIRIUS TO SPEAK DURING THE FUCKING INTERVIEW
8. “”He and I—well, we broke up. That's what he said, in any case."
"You were together?" Sirius asks, startled as well as a little offended that he wasn't at least notified. When the fuck did this happen?
"No, not at all. This was news to me, too, don't feel bad."”
😭😭😭 this is my favorite running joke
9. THE GLASSES ARE BACK
10. “"Oh, it's my dream come true," James teases, playful, his eyes sparkling. "I mean, both Black brothers? You know—"” BWAHAHAHAHA
11. sirius thinking james is a total whore <3333
12. james giving sirius sex advice is the sweetest thing ever
13. “even just the knowledge that Sirius is probably having sex for the very first time because he wants to, because he's at a place that he's comfortable, because he trusts Remus enough to do it.”
awwww i’m so happy that sirius feels safe enough to have that intimate moment with someone
14. sirius and regulus getting to feel like brothers again is heartbreaking
15. “He's so small. He's five, he's fifteen, he's twenty-five and Sirius' little brother. Always his little brother.”
16. sirius being nervous and fumbley and so awkward about sex is the funniest thing to me. so reminiscent of my first time tbh
17. “"You shouldn't be embarrassed, you know. There's nothing embarrassing about pleasure."
"Fuck you, it's so embarrassing," Sirius counters.”
he’s so real for that 😭😭😭
18. remus lupin: be gay do crime
19. “It takes them a bit to recover, admittedly. Love tends to have that effect, especially when you're making it.”
that line is so beautiful. like, insanely beautiful
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ceterisparibus116 · 11 months
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Frank has lied to Karen and even put her in explicit danger by using her as bait in the diner to lure out the Blacksmith's men and lied to her by omission by not disclosing his plans. That's worse than any other shit Matt did so? Easily disproves one of your talking points about how "fRaNk nEveR LiEd tO hEr" 🤪 goofy
Normally, I don't consider it productive to engage with someone who...talks like this...but I do think it's interesting to compare Frank's lies vs Matt's lies.
[First, pro tip: if you're going to say a person's point is "easily disproven," it helps to articulate that point correctly. I never said Frank "never" lied to her; I said: "Frank (for the most part) did neither of those things [lied to her nor put her on a pedestal]." I'm conceding that Frank did lie to her, but suggesting that his relationship with her was not marked by lies the way Matt's relationship with her was. Misrepresenting someone's point like this is called a "straw man fallacy." I encourage everyone who's unfamiliar with the idea to look it up!]
Let's talk about the lies. Frank totally lied to Karen and used her as bait, which I (as a viewer) find pretty horrific. And is that "worse" than Matt's lies? If the metric we use to determine "worse" is "which endangers Karen more," then I think Frank did directly endanger her more than Matt did.
But we have to look at this from Karen's perspective, and I don't think the metric she's using is "which lies endanger me more." Frankly, Karen doesn't much care about danger. She cares about Capital-T Truth. She cares about trust. She cares about honest relationships. And by that metric, I think yes, she believes that Matt's lies are "worse."
I believe this for the reasons listed below, but also because it strikes me that her reactions to Frank's lies vs Matt's are quiet different. Like, was she mad that Frank lied to her? Absolutely. But when I watch it, I don't get the impression that she was hurt.
Mad is not the same as hurt.
With Frank, she was mad.
With Matt, she was mad and hurt.
Why? For several factors.
Depth/intimacy of the relationship. She'd known Matt for over a year (I think; timelines are weird) by the time she realized he'd been lying to her. Not only that, but she'd been working with him for that whole time period. Not only that, but she'd had a crush on him for probably that whole time period (or close to it) (which I bring up because a crush is one surefire way to make a relationship feel intimate, maybe even more intimate than it really is). Not only that, but their relationship was fairly intimate. From the very beginning, he invited her to ask him some very personal questions about his blindness, and she was depending on him to keep her out of jail. Then we have him literally falling apart and sobbing in her arms. Talk about intimate! And not only that, but they also literally dated and she invited him to her apartment to have sex, let's be real. So when Matt lies to her, it's not the same as a guy she's known for a few weeks whom she wants to rescue the way you want to rescue a lost puppy lying to her. This is her coworker, her best friend, and her would-be partner lying to her.
Scope of the lies. The scope of Matt's lies runs deep. A) Him lying (by omission) about his senses clearly hits Karen very hard. It feels like a massive invasion of privacy. Now, I've argued before that it's unfair for characters to punish Matt for something he can't control, and I've also argued that Matt is not required to reveal his senses to anyone. But that doesn't mean that it doesn't still hurt (and shock, and even offend) people to realize that he could smell their breath and hear their heartbeat this entire time. B) He's lying about a huge part of his life and personality. Frank's very up front: he might lie about goals and tactics, but when it comes to who he is as a person, what you see is what you get. Whereas Matt presents himself (as Matt) as a very buttoned-up, reasonable, conscientious, safety-oriented, controlled person...the very opposite, in many ways, of Daredevil. C) Matt's lying about things that could have huge direct consequences for Karen (and Foggy) - namely, their law firm falling apart and Karen and Foggy possibly going to prison. D) Matt lied more to Karen than he did to another person. I don't think Karen's reaction to Elektra was primarily jealousy per se; I think instead she's like: "You won't share this part of my life with me, but you will with Elektra." Not dissimilar to how Foggy was mad about Claire knowing more about Daredevil than he did. It just hurts to find out that your friend has chosen to reveal things to someone else, rather than you.
What the lies say about how the other person views Karen. What does it say about how Frank views Karen that he'd lie to her the way he did? Ehhhh. I guess that he didn't want her getting in the way of his plans? Maybe he thought she couldn't handle something, and that would annoy her? But with Matt, wow, we know exactly how she thought Matt felt about her, based on the lies. She says: "Why didn't you trust me? What, did you think I would judge you?" To her, Matt's secret-keeping was proof that he didn't trust her (ouch) and that he fundamentally misunderstood her by believing she'd judge him when she prides herself on finding the humanity in those others would condemn.
All of these factors show why when Matt lied to Karen, she wasn't just pissed off. She was hurt. Matt's lies struck deep in a way that Frank's didn't.
And listen. I say all this as a giant Karedevil fan. I don't ship Kastle at all. In fact the argument from the first factor (that Karen was so hurt by Matt's lies because of the intimacy of their relationship) is, to me, a pro-Karedevil argument.
But being a fan of a ship doesn't mean we can't evaluate it critically. Evaluating all things critically is one of the aims of my blog.
So, dear Anon, if you're still reading this far (which I kinda doubt lol), I hope this made sense. But if you're just going to send me another ask misstating my positions and calling my position "goofy," then into the trash it shall go!
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Chapter 2
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Pairing: Javier Peña x F!Reader (no use of Y/N)
Summary: Javier Peña and his partner can't stand each other, but to take down an old enemy they are forced to work together and pretend to be a complacent married couple.
Series warnings: language , violence, alcohol use, slow burn, angst, mutual pining, smut (18+ MDNI), creampie, oral sex (m and f), fingering, masturbation (m and f), trauma and SA referencing.
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Before to start… so here we are… I am very excited and nervous to write about this story 'cause I really care 'bout it. 🙏 I'm not an expert on these spy agencies, so if I got something wrong, don't get angry or offended. 😬 And maybe some aspects of Peña's character may change, if it's necessary. I don’t know how many chapters the story will have. If you want to follow my new fanfiction, I appreciate it 🙏 If you didn't like this story, it's okay, be kind and move on 🙂 Taglist: @love-affair-with-fandoms; @pedr0swh0r3; @angel98624 if you want to be added let me know. Thanks @saradika for the divider.
Thanks @vase-of-lilies for the banner.
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You're aware that this is an undercover mission, you're aware that your back is protected in a way, you're absolutely disheartened at the idea of putting on this act with him of all people. You pull your suitcase into the airport as if you're going to war and that suitcase weighs tons. As you stand there you think that probably if your partner had been anyone else it wouldn't have weighed you down. Sure, the other partner would have kept you at arm's length as being too intimidated by your presence, but it certainly would not have been Javier Peña. He, in fact, can't stand you, but while he can't stand you he doesn't keep you at a distance or avoid you, no he seeks verbal confrontation, he teases you whether it's with words or that look in his eye.
"List of do's and don'ts." you start to say, but he yawns crossing his legs and settling better in the airplane seat "Are you listening?" you call him back annoyed.
"Yes, honey." he replies without looking at you.
"Don't call me honey." you retort annoyed.
"All right, sugar." he replies in a slurred tone.
"Don't call me -- let's do this don't call me," you retort, "Peña, will you look at me?"
"Diego," he reminds you as he turns to face you, "but in privacy if you want, you can call me Peña." he says smiling at you, you snort and look away.
Diáz has reserved two seats for you across from each other in economy class and therefore you are forced to look him in the face when necessary. Fortunately, you can speak freely since there is hardly anyone on the plane and the few passengers are seated some distance from you.
"Speaking of things to do and things not to do," he says, but you raise your hand and take back the paper on which you were jotting down what is allowed and what is not allowed to do.
"First, never touch me, then-" you are about to continue, but again he interrupts you.
"We're a newly married couple, it's impossible not to touch each other!" he exclaims incredulously.
"And what do you know about married couples?" you ask him equally incredulously.
"If we were a couple about to separate, then you would be right, but Blanca," he says, sounding out the letters of your name under cover, "you and I are newly married, so…"
"Diego and Blanca are, not you and me Peña," you remind him in a low voice.
He rolls his eyes, then leans toward you "The point is we have to be believable, if you act like this all the time we'll end up with a hole in our foreheads before we could even try to approach him." he reminds you.
You sigh.
"All right, nicknames though no and hands where they belong," you remind him, "I'm not one of your list."
"I wouldn't dream of it." he replies, settling back against the seat.
You look out the porthole for a while, then turn to him and find him watching you "What?"
"We have to agree on how we met. I can't say that I met you at work and you, on the other hand, were out with friends."
"Never been out with friends," you retort.
"You've always been a lonely bitch." he retorts with a half sigh.
You snort, "Who would you like to tell about us?" you ask him.
"Is there even an us?" he asks you with a half-smile painted on his face "How quickly things change."
"Don't kid yourself." you reply feeling suddenly embarrassed "Just to be clear, when we're there don't go around screwing around with whoever happens to be there or our cover is blown right away." he looks at you "I'm just saying that to stay alive."
"Sure." he replies with that little smile you would very happily wipe off his face.
Your journey goes on like this until it's almost dark and you have arrived at your destination, among the many stories that one whispered to the other about how, where and when you would meet, you propose that you met in the middle of a mugging, for quite a while you argued about which of the two had been mugged and which had been rescued by the other, then finally you completely twisted the story by saying that you met on vacation and that at first you didn't like each other at all, then slowly things changed between you until you became very important to each other and then got married.
It's a bit cheesy, but it's the most believable one and the least complicated for both of you to remember, on the other hand there is also some truth in your story: you can't stand each other.
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You see almost nothing of the resort you are both so tired, you just check - in to take possession of your room - which of course is unique, you are a married couple! - and you go, before you even get into your room, to dinner. You don't eat much, Peña mostly drinks, you hardly say anything to each other. You just cast brief glances at each other and then go back to looking at your plate and he at his glass. When you leave, Peña would like to go straight to the room, you would like to take a walk. "If you want to go, I'll join you later," you tell him. "I'm not leaving my-" he is about to say, but then stops realizing you would not appreciate the next word and with a sigh resumes "I'll go with you, it's a new place we don't know anything. Where do you want to go?" he asks putting an arm on your shoulder. You jerk as if you have caught the current, "What are you doing? Didn't we say…?"
"Relax!" he exclaims "Remember we're married." he whispers in your ear, you retreat slightly at that contact with his face, "Put your arm around my waist so you're more believable." he adds as you pull away from the restaurant and head toward the beach. "Now don't push it too hard!" you exclaim as you turn to face him and look him straight in the eye "You certainly fit the role very well." you add surprised. "It's not because we can't stand each other that we have to joder las cosas." he says holding you imperceptibly tighter to him. "Claro." you reply. "I like the accent you have when you speak Spanish." he says, you lift your gaze to his, he is not looking at you, but you see him smile faintly. "This is the first time you've said something nice to me in, what, two years?" you say, trying to remember the last kind word he said to you, ah yes maybe when he was hitting on you, but last time he also called you frigid after calling you beautiful. "Yes, well-- maybe in these two years you haven't done anything worthy of a compliment," he replies. The tone is hard to understand, you don't know if it is a reproach or a regret of some kind. You have arrived on the beach, it's cold at this hour, the wind is crisp, and you instinctively clutch your shoulders, while Peña clutches you this time more resolutely to himself, the sea a dark board lit faintly by spotlights not far from the beach, the ambiance is quiet.
You slip off your heels and place your bare feet in contact with the cold sand and find yourself smiling and shivering at the same time, the last time you did this you were fifteen years old and you were serene, happy, nothing seemed to be able to touch you at the time. When you look up, you discover Peña staring at you indecipherably, he doesn't comment on your smile, he doesn't say anything, he just looks at you, then you continue walking like this next to each other with his arm on your shoulders. You feel eerily serene, dare you say even protected with him beside you. You've never thought of him in those terms, you've always found him to be a big blowhard, but in that moment…. "Do you like the sea?" he suddenly asks you. "As a child I loved to swim, when my parents took me to the beach I remember I was there very little. On the beach, I mean. I used to spend the whole day in the water, diving, swimming, with my little brother we pretended to be explorers…" you leave the sentence hanging, losing yourself in the laughter of those days, in the smiles between you and your brother, with your parents, in the joy of those moments.
"Why did you move from North Carolina?" you look at him puzzled, you never told him where you're from originally "Okay, um, two years ago when you first arrived I sifted through your file." you stare at him with a raised eyebrow "I was curious." he admits. "Curious? You wanted to find a weakness to get me into bed, tell the truth." you press him, returning to look in front of you. "Yes." he admits making you turn back to him "What? I'm honest, I even let you know," he resumes, feeling your eyes on him. You shake your head, "You are unbelievable. You'll never change." "Never." he urges, "I'm fine with that." he adds. "You know, at first I thought you were just a narcissist," you say "then I realized you're also an asshole." he smiles "Look that's not a compliment." you quickly clarify finding yourself smiling at his reaction. Who knows maybe he is used to being called an asshole.
"I'm an asshole, but with a heart," he says looking toward the dark mass just beyond you "maybe we should go back now, we have to get up early tomorrow," he adds. You nod, "Okay, maybe use that heart once in a while, asshole." you exchange a glance "Maybe there is something that can still be saved." you add, leaving the sentence unsaid, he doesn't comment nor you add anything else, you just walk heading toward your room.
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☂️ Umbrella Academy
✩ Five Hargreeves x male reader ⚣︎
A/N: That's the part 2 I talked about, but it can also be read separate. That's the first time I write smut and actually post it. So please be gentle with me. XD
@smoke-n-fiire here, since you asked to tag you XD
I have recently heard that Five is apparently canonly asexual. I know it's a spectrum and not every Asexual doesn't do sex at all. I also don't want to offend anyone. It was already halfway finished and it was asked for so I decided to continue it.
Part 1
tags/warnings: you're Five's fiancé, Five's and your bodies are aged up so we're not uncomfortable here, reunion sex, takes place after season 2, slight spoiler for season 3
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After another hour of talking Five's siblings decided to go back the hotel and leave you two to your privacy.
You closed the door after them and turned around to look at your fiancé.
"I have to look into the garden shortly. You could come with me so I can show you what I've grown over the time."
"Sounds good", he placed an arm around you as you walked through the back door of your little house.
You'd had enough time to get a beautiful blossoming flower field as well as some fruits and vegetables. You showed him your raspberry bush.
"I named him after you 'cause he can give very sweet things but he's stubborn as hell and a little grumpy."
Five hugged you from behind as you continued to talk about your plants. You felt his breath fanning across your neck and his chest pressed against your back.
When you were already almost done talking he started leaving kisses up and down your neck. The feeling of his chapped lips on your skin made you shiver and stumble over your words.
"A-and.. uhm.. they're struggling.. a bit lately", you let out a huff and grabbed onto Five's arms who seemed to have slipped down to your hips, "but I hope that.. that th-they'll make it."
You sighed and let your head fall back on his shoulder when he bit into your skin. "Five", you murmured and shivered again as his grip on your hips tightened, "let's at least go inside."
He grumbled but then complied and nearly dragged you through the back door. You both giggled when your lips conected as soon as you were inside.
His lips firmly pressed against yours and you could taste the coffee that he had earlier. Normally you didn't cherish coffee as much as he did but on your fiancé's lips it tasted like heaven.
You reached up into his hair to pull his mouth even closer. A gasp left you when he grabbed one of your thighs to pull it on the side of his hips and therefore brushing your crotches against each other.
He used that to put his tongue into your mouth exploring it as if he couldn't get enough of you. His tongue played with yours and when you sucked on his you finally managed a strangled moan out of him making you smile.
He bit on your lower lip dragging it slowly between his teeth before parting your mouths to breathe. His mouth howered just above yours and you could feel each others heavy breaths against your lips.
"Bedroom?", you asked already knowing the answer. "Bedroom", he confirmed and then just picked you up. You yelped and tightened your arms around his neck.
He went up the stairs and through your bedroom door not bothering to close it again. He was too occupied with your lips on his neck leaving bruises and marking him as yours.
His nails digged into your skin through the fabric when you bit on his sweet spot several times and your name left his lips.
He let you down softly when he reached your bed and joined shortly after getting off his top. "Hi", you said glancing up at him. "Hi", he gave you a smile only you had ever seen.
You both dove into another kiss filled with adoration for one another. His hands went down your sides to pull up your top as well and you broke the kiss to get out of it.
You continued as quickly as possible and he pressed his chest against yours as close as possible. "I missed you", he wispered in between the kisses. "I missed you. Mhh~ Missed you so much. Fuck."
Your hands went down his back till you reached his waistband that you pulled on eagerly. Five broke your kiss to get out of his jeans and then helped you out of yours too at your agreement.
He went to lay on top of you again leaving a trail of kisses down your jaw and neck. When he started rutting against your still clothed dick you moaned and felt yourself getting harder.
"Five", you whimpered getting impatient, "please" "Please what?", he teased you with that shit eating grin of his. The blush on his skin and the heavy breathing as he didn't stop the rutting gave him away.
"I need you", you whined and Five knew he couldn't resist any longer. He pulled off your boxers finally freeing your aching boner.
You let out a strangled moan when he finally put his hand around you. He left a trail of kisses over your chest as he started strocking you.
"Please", you breathed out, "hurry up- ngh." He stopped his movement and looked up at you. "Where is th-" "Bedside table. Bottom drawer."
He reached over to get lube and a condom and placed them next to you. Then you pulled him down to kiss him again making him moan when you pulled at his hair.
You smirked. "So you're still sensitive at that." "Only when you do it", he whispered and kissed you deeply again. Five went down your neck and chest and grabbed the lube from beside you to pour some on his hand. 
His fingers went down to your hole and teased your rim. A shiver went through your body and you grew impatient which you made clear to your fiancé with a pushy whine. That made him chuckle but he gave in and finally pushed one of his fingers inside you. 
You gasped and let out a strangled moan when he moved it. It was like heaven to feel his touch again, to have him on top of you and you caring about each other. He hit your special point making you moan out loud while your head fell back and your back arched.
After a while he had three fingers in you stretching you out. "Five, hurry up mhh~ please." You couldn't wait any longer as your tip already leaked so much pre cum at just the thought of him inside you.
Lucky for you he obeyed and pulled out his fingers. You whimpered a little at the emptiness and he chuckled. Five kissed up from your stomach to your neck. "Don't worry, you'll get what you want soon."
He put on a condom and lube strocking himself before leaning over you again and guiding his tip to your entrance. "Ready?", he asked looking into your eyes with a look you hoped only you would ever get to see.
"More than that." He finally pushed in. Your brows furrowed and your mouth fell open a bit at the familiar feeling. Him stretching you out accompanied with the light sting was one of the best things you had felt in a while. Five was just as captured in this feeling as you. His eyes were shut, his brows furrowed and he was panting trying to keep control.
After a few moments you signaled him to start moving and soon enough you were a moaning mess. You hadn't realized how much you had missed this closeness, this intimacy, this deep trust you had for each other in those moments. And of course also Five's quiet moans next to your ear as his hot breath fanned on your face and neck.
You put your legs around his waist tightly and your hands gripped into his shoulders as he sped up. "Fuck", your fincé groaned the rumbling going through your body too at how close you were holding each other.
Your body arched into his and you couldn't stop moaning as his thrusts grew irregular chasing both your highs. His hand on your aching hard on was enough to throw you over the cliff. "Oh~ Five, cumming cumm- mh~"
You came all over your chests with your legs holding him close and one of your hands tightly gripping in his hair. You didn't even know when it had went there.
Five rode you through your orgasm and soon after he came too with your name on his lips. His face was beautiful as he did with his brows furrowed, his mouth open and his eyes blinking rapidly as if he didn't know if he should shut them or look at you.
When he came down he collapsed on top of you. You were both still catching your breath and he pulled out to throw the condom away. He gave you a quick kiss and layed down closely next to you.
You turned to face each other. "I missed you." "I missed you too. So much." You drew patterns on each other as you shared another kiss.
"Next time, I'm gonna be in charge", you said smirking at him and pulling him closer on his waist. "Bet", he retorded with his typical grin again as he put his arms around your shoulders.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
After a few more kisses you both fell asleep cuddled up in each other. Both of you having the best sleep in a long time and you hoped you would now fianlly have enough time for these beautiful feelings.
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The Tutor Part 2 (Snzfic, Original Characters)
Part 1
It has been entirely too long since I promised to write a second part of this story, but that's often how it goes for me when I'm writing snzfics unfortunately.
Anyway, you can follow the link above to read the first part of this tale, but as a general reminder this takes place in the 1770s and features two of my OCs- Kit (Christopher) Annesley and Eleanor Seton. Kit is a tutor for Eleanor's younger cousins, and she lives with a wealthier branch of her family after her parents passed away.
And as an additional addition, my laptop has broken and I haven't gotten it fixed yet, so I'm posting this from my phone. Please let me know if there's any formatting weirdness, I know Tumblr mobile can be difficult.
I think that's all... enjoy!
If he had thought he could make it through the day with only minimal discomfort, Kit was proven decisively wrong by midday. As his pupils sat down to eat their meals, he ducked out into the hall where he could tend to his nose in relative privacy.
Sitting on a window seat with a heavy sigh, Kit took a handkerchief from his pocket (Eleanor's, he was reminded yet again by the embroidered border) and pressed it to his already much-abused nostrils. Over the course of the morning his efforts to hold back his need to sneeze had caused the congestion in his head to build until he had a pounding headache and wished for nothing more than to be able to curl up in bed and sleep off what was proving to be a monstrous head cold.
Giving his nose a quick blow did little to make him feel better, although it did rekindle a tickle which had him sneezing into his elbow rather forcefully. Thank goodness he was alone- he wouldn't want to disturb anyone with his sneezes, and he could feel more brewing behind his eyes.
"Mr. Annesley?"
Kit's head shot up at the sound of Eleanor's voice, his cheeks rapidly darkening as he saw she was standing in front of him. He'd been so preoccupied that he hadn't noticed her draw near, and now he was at a loss for what to do or say.
"Miss Seton!" he managed to squeak out. "I, um, that is..."
"I don't mean to offend, but you look awful," Eleanor interrupted. "Surely you don't still believe yourself to be fit to teach?"
Kit, more than a little taken aback at the forcefulness of her statement, briefly contemplated lying and claiming he was alright. However, the pulsing ache in his head and sinuses reminded him that not only was he decidedly not alright, there was also very little chance he could convince Eleanor that he was.
"I admit, I have been contemplating setting the boys to study on their own for the afternoon," he conceded. "My cold does seem to have worsened slightly."
"More than slightly, I would say, but it hardly matters now. Please, tell me if there is anything I might do to assist you."
Kit's cheeks now felt as though they were on fire, and as he doubted he had developed a fever in the last two minutes it was no doubt due to embarrassment. He hoped Eleanor hadn't noticed, though it was difficult to tell from the sympathetic look she was giving him. It could've meant anything.
"I would not wish to trouble you, as I am quite sure you have more important things to attend to. However..."
Eleanor raised one eyebrow as Kit's voice trailed off. "Yes?"
"E-excuse... m-ihh..." he held up one finger as his nostrils flared, the need to sneeze halting any further attempts at speaking.
"Hih-ish'uh! Hihh... heh'zschew! Heh-esch'uh!Huh..." Kit took a deep breath, trying to steady his breathing as his nose threatened to send him into a dizzying fit of sneezes once again. God, but he wished he could climb into bed and never emerge again.
"God bless you, Mr. Annesley." Eleanor's voice was soft, her eyes holding an emotion Kit couldn't quite place. Not pity, not sympathy, and concern wasn't quite right either. Perhaps a mixture of all three? Or something else entirely?
The feeling of a soft, cool palm pressed against his forehead startled Kit out of his thoughts, and he looked up to see that Eleanor had pressed her hand to his forehead. Now at a complete loss for what to do, he sat very still, and when she removed her hand after another moment he immediately wished she hadn't.
"You don't feel feverish to me, thankfully."
"Indeed, I, ah, I thought as much."
"What is it you wished to ask of me before we were so rudely interrupted by your nose?" Eleanor asked, a touch of humor in her tone.
"Oh! Well... perhaps I might prevail upon you to check in on your young cousins this afternoon? They are quite capable of working on their own, but I fear they will see my absence as an invitation to be rowdy."
"Certainly, I would be glad too. I know only too well what they can be like." Eleanor grinned at him. Kit smiled back sheepishly.
"I thank you, Miss Seton, truly. I shall have to repay your many kindnesses as soon as I am able."
"As I fear I am growing tired of saying, it is no trouble at all, sir. Now-"
"Ehschiew!" Kit interrupted her as he bent into the handkerchief with a sudden sneeze, more forceful than any that had come before. He blinked, having startled himself.
Eleanor chuckled. "To bed with you, Mr. Annesley. I believe your nose agrees with me."
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neopentane5 · 2 months
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Okay, I know most people don't care about this, but I'm still going to say something.
This is a direct conflict between dave and me, which has nothing to do with my ship. I don't know why dave and you want to put personal problems into the ship tag.
First of all, you have violated my privacy by taking the screenshot of the chat record.
Second, you're an adult, and you think I'm insulting you by sharing nsfw just to have fun with people who share the same interests?
You think you're good and I'm evil? I am now telling everyone that dave removed me from the discord server so that she could find a screenshot of my chat history out of context to attack me, and I can't do anything to fight back.
I used to say these things to you because I trusted you, and you used them as a knife to stab me.
Would any normal person not be offended by the betrayal of his once best friend?
I was really tired, I was just doing what I loved the whole time, I swear to God I didn't do anything wrong to anyone, I was the one being harassed and gaslighted, and now I'm being attacked.
And I don't have the slightest right to be angry and fight back, do I? I'm really too tired to argue with any of you, and if you choose to believe her and think I'm a heinous bad person, then go ahead and just block me.
I repeat,
1. I'm just doing what I love and I'm forgetful.
2. No one wants to watch arguments. Everyone goes online to have fun.
3. I didn't take a screenshot because dave removed me from the server and prevented me from defending myself.
4. Everyone is standing on their own point of view to accuse each other, I am a good person or a bad person, at least you need to identify yourself, not from other people's mouth to know me. If you think that you have no ability to think, and what others say is what it is, then I can't help it. Your best option is block me.
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try-me-on · 13 days
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Here to encourage the depravity in you and be a slut
⚠️ WARNING⚠️ This account is NOT for minors and I please ask you to leave if you are one. The things I will post and reblog about will vary from hard kinks to soft kinks and the additional lonely single post. The hard kinks will NOT be indicative of safe and healthy relationships, be they sexual or not. This is a place to explore mine, as well your kinks and to encourage and indulge the ones we already have. It is necessary to understand that what is posted is among consenting adults and is enjoyed SAFELY and RESPONSIBLY.
About me:
You may call me Kiren or K
I am a biological female but I'm Gender-fluid and flop between male and female pronouns
I am Pansexual (No, I do not fuck pots and pans), I find mostly everybody hot, and a good personality on top of that would be heaven to me
I am 20 years of age
I am from the US, and sadly so from time to time
I am an introvert most of the time but I am trying to expand and branch out
I can be quite blunt and honest and I'm sorry if I offend anyone too much
I have ADHD so I may not respond right away to comments or DM's or I may forget, but do not get discouraged just send another message my way and I'll respond as best and quick as I can
I am a switch but prefer to be on the submissive side most of the time
I am a giver rather than a receiver sexually, making others feel good makes me feel good
I am not always confident in myself, I have bad days and good days, so I may like to be sweet talked one day and degraded the next
About the blog:
This blog will have written posts, likely no gifs and certainly no links.
Asks and DM's will be open consistently unless I post otherwise.
This blog will contain mentions of the following kinks and fetishes;
-CNC
-Assisted CNC
-Intox
-Objectification
-Humiliation more so of others, than me
-Degredation
-Dumbification
-Knife play
-Gun play
-Edging and Denial
-Kidnapping
-Rapeplay
-Cheating
-As well as Age Gaps (Small and Major)
-Daddy and Mommy kinks are included
-Breeding, forced breeding (That's a big one)
-Free use
- Somnophilia
More will be added as time goes on, those were the ones I could remember off the top of my head.
Small thoughts and hobbies may be shared on this blog, along with fluffy sfw relationship stuff. The occasional unhinged rant or thought will be shared too.
Rules:
-Respect is mandatory and not a negotiation, it may not seem like it from my posts but it is a strict requirement.
-If age is younger than 18, not listed or you are untitled you will be blocked.
-I would like some interaction on my posts before you DM but it is not necessary if you are shy, embarrassed or afraid to post in public.
-Ask and submissions are accepted, but I may not agree to some things if they feel out of reach for me or make me uncomfortable. Anons are okay if you wish for your privacy to be respected.
Do not take anything too seriously, this blog is for me and others to express ourselves in a safe, open and honest space. If you feel offended in anyway then I am sorry, but if you don't like it and want me to change then I ask you to leave and block me. PLEASE do not report, I am just trying to explore, find myself and find a community I belong in. Please respect that.
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bengiyo · 1 year
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Moonlight Chicken Ep 4 Stray Thoughts
Yesterday, we delved deeper into the demolition plotline and considered the global impacts of gentrification and how they can turn people against each other as Wen and Gaipa are connected to the process. We met Jim's landlord, and I joined Li Ming in expressing disdain for him. Wen came clean about his role with the company, but not his relationship with Alan. Li Ming is failing school and wants to work abroad, but he's also falling for Heart in an adorable way. Finally, Alan appeared for all of ten seconds, and I was thrilled to see First.
Ah, yes, starting with the most endearing boys. Something terrible is going to happen this episode if they're trying to suck me in.
Okay, Fourth and Gemini are just too adorable. I'm so curious about the training they've been through in the last three years.
Chapter 4: The Midnight of Lifetime
Lol, the next scene, Aof? He said, "Let me use the overwhelming cuteness of Li Ming and Heart as direct comparison for how cold things are between Alan and Wen."
There's so much in this breakfast scene. Alan and Wen still share an apartment, and so have to talk about domestic concerns. They aren't together anymore, but I feel like Alan is still invested in the social cachet of their appearance as a couple. Alan can quickly pay a bill online, and some of their household items look like goods we might use in the West.
Gong is so correct.
I know Jim is worried, but he should respect his nephew's privacy.
Earth and Fourth played that fight so well. These two characters are both aching and so tired.
Important Chin Tickle Update: Gemini did it to Fourth when Heart was trying to cheer up Li Ming.
Ah, yes. The gays wrestling over a hose. A staple trope.
I love that Gemini has gotten to play cheesy and romantic twice. Putting his crush in a cute shirt that says "Touch me if you can" is sending me.
Crying over this birthday cake scene, because it takes a village, you know? Sometimes families have troubles, and it's their friends and neighbors who need to nudge them just enough to help them see each other properly.
Wen ain't shit for doing a surprise birthday party and excluding Gaipa.
Important Chin Tickle Update: Jim did it to Wen.
"When you decide on something for him, you think he's too young. But when you expect him to do something, you think he's old enough." Where is Wen from, because it takes other people a long time to learn this?
I like a personal shirt for Jim as a gift. Anything to fancy might have offended him. And of course, we can use it to make him take off his shirt.
Beam really did a number on Jim. I like that he won't touch Wen now that feelings are involved.
If I had a man hitting on me that pushed me to watch my favorite romantic movie that I can't seem to enjoy anymore, I would fold, especially if I was asked to describe it because the disk failed.
I need to know what Alan did that made Wen sneer like that. Also, I want to see what First and Mix look like when they're not at odds with each other.
First is a special actor, his physicality as Yok, Akk, and Alan have all been distinct. Alan seems to default to the seme stance.
Poor Gaipa. He's sweet, but it's just not what Jim wants.
You could see envy radiating off Alan when he recognized Jim, and then you saw him calculating because Jim didn't recognize him at all.
Gaipa and his mom seem to be doing okay, based on the house and clothes.
Add Gaipa's mom to the list of good parents. Saying she doesn't regret him being gay, but would regret if he didn't love anyone, and then demanding he get a boyfriend for her sake. She also asserts that parents always know. Oh, gay boys and their moms.
I don't think there are a lot of Christians in Thailand, but the Jesuits are just so persistent.
The teens are on the loose! Begin the gay date montage!
It's very sweet of Li Ming to bring Heart somewhere he can connect to other people.
Suddenly Ford. You better sing, boy!
The final sequences with the narration were lovely. First does a good job playing up Alan's increasing anger. There's just so much to love in the last couple of minutes about the complexity of life.
Um, what is this preview? Heart better not be hurt!
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