β‘ No matter how much I talk about female strength and steel in character, to feel like a defenseless princess is a pleasure for each of us when you find the right man ... to feel the rough male power penetrating from the inside, inhaling the scent of his body mixed with perfume. To allow myself to dissolve in his hands, biting my lower lip...π
π Choose a man to follow. You will feel it with your heart and skin, and with every secret thought β desire. He will not be verbose, words do not adorn a man, you will become his decoration, and the victories laid on your feet. In him, Spartan features will merge with honor and nobility, in you, Athena with Hecate. His restless heart will be able to put your voice to sleep, and you don't need to seem weaker. You will be weaker, and you will be equal to him in your inner core, which will never submit, but will become soft. His decisions will become your guide, because you yourself wanted to choose him, and respect is your payment for this choice. He will give you a hand, he will become your support, he will crash into your hips, drive you crazy with his touches, and you will be faithful to him to the end. β€
Fandom: Marvel Comics - The Avengers/Spider-Man Comics
Summary: Peter and Carol had been dating over three and half years which was bliss for the down-on-his-luck spider-themed hero who needed a good break and the beautiful blonde bombshell was more than fine in giving him that one good break.
Theme: SpiderMarvel, Wholesome, Happy Relationship, Peter need a Break
It been three and half years of bliss for him which made Peter quite happy to have a well-deserved break after the past years of struggle and failures for him. But now...it feel like he got a lucky and very well-deserved break from the struggles and failures in his life.
Peter smiled a content smile as he lazed around the couch watching some good TV wearing nothing but simple plain t-shirt and flannel pajama pants and cute house spider-themed sippers his girlfriend of three-and-half years give to him as a gag joke for his birthday.
"Hiya go, Pete." Carol Danver, his girlfriend and light of his dreary life handed him a nice steaming cup of tea. She was wearing one of his shirt and simple boy short underwear that hugged her well-devolped and toned lower body like a second skin. "Fresh cup of tea for my spidey-bug." Smiled the mighty Avenger-level heroine as she took a sit next to her handsome boyfriend.
"Thanks for the tea." Peter thanked Carol who let out a small hum as she snuggled up to Peter and watched the TV simply enjoying slow domestic life with her man who need a well-deserved break and she was more than willing to give him the break he desires.
I realized I didn't want to be happy. I was running around trying to fix things about myself, raise my confidence, work on my self-esteem, let go of past, heal, grow, be a better person, love myself, etc etc... Stuck in an endless cycle of self-improvement. But it just hit me today that the only reason we were not together was because I didn't want to be happy. Everything else was just my excuse to not be with you now. I KNEW we would be happy almost right away and it absolutely terrified me and made me want to run from you.Β It made me want to push you away and only talk to you once in a few months to not get used to you.Β To stop myself from thinking about you, I got into a miserable relationship that ensured I would never have a moment of peace and always have issues to solve. I drank. I sabotaged. I microdosed my happiness. I stayed in control. I felt comfortable. But today, I am tired of it. I am done. I want to be happy. And if that means accepting the possibility of the greatest heartbreak in the world and an ocean of pain, I'll accept it. I'll take it with open arms. I'd rather choose happiness and you than a lifetime of comfort and safety.
I think a healthy happy relationship has a lot to do with what the two of you have been through together to get to where you are now. What you did to get there. How you got there. How you treated each other during that time. What you were will to sacrifice and compromise for each other. Good honest relationships are so rare to find and I believe building a strong friendship before the whole commitment helps so so much!