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nanaslutt Ā· 5 months
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i have another toji idea but this time heā€™s your bodyguard!
readers dad is a really rich businessman or something and reader is basically serena van der woodsen! sheā€™s always out partying doing drugs and sleeping around so her dad hires toji to keep close eye on her. sheā€™s not happy about it obviously!
reader is in college and toji is like i dont know in his late 30s!!
Bodygaurd!Toji x RichBrat!Reader
contains: fem reader, legal age gap, drug use, non con/dub con (not from Toji), voyeurism, exhibitionism, choking, dacraphillia, restraints, rough sex, so much dirty talk, daddy kink (sorry), teasing, sexual tension, brat taming, multiple orgasms, size kink, Toji has a big dick and knows what aftercare is :3
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The club music around the two men was blaring, Toji could feel a headache coming on. "That her?" Toji asked, pointing to a girl who was laughing at some college boy's joke by the bar, swatting his arm playfully. "She's uh.. that one there." Your father spoke, almost too quietly to be heard under the music. He pointed to you, you who were currently adorned in a skimpy black nightgown-esc dress, the fabric being pulled over the curve of your ass and exposing your lacy black thong without a care in the word to the room around you as you sat on a boy's lap, ruffling his hair as you sucked on his tongue, his hands leading your hips as he ground you down on top of him.
Toji turned his head back to your father, an unreadable expression on his face. Your dad held up his hands in the air, waving them in front of him. "S-shes a good girl really, just a little.. misguided." He said defensively. You loved your father, he was the only man in your life who acctually cared about you and didnt use you for your status or body. The two of you had a wonderful relationship, the only problem was you were an only child, and your mom had died early on in your life, resulting in him spoiling you a little too much.
So when you started acting out, wearing skimpier clothes, doing drugs, staying out late, frequenting parties, and bringing a new stranger home to fuck on his couch every night, you didn't exactly take to his words telling you to 'maybe calm down' in the best way. It's not like he had been strict about it when he talked to you, he had been very sweet and understanding when you said you were 'going through something'. Your father's lack of disciplinary skills combined with how much love he had for you and the constant mindset to always keep his sweet little girl happy had resulted in your behavior getting worse and worse.
Which is where Toji came in. You had just finished up a new photoshoot for a major modeling brand and it had brought you even more attention than you had been getting before, meaning you were going out more, and frequently engaged in unsafe sex and use of drugs. Your father couldn't stand to see you like this, so he hired you a body guard without consulting you first, someone he had worked with in the past, someone he knew wouldn't take your shit, because he sure as hell wasn't going to stop you.
Toji stayed quiet, watching your body sway and move in a way that was clear to him you were under the influence of something. The man beneath you looked too sober, and the way he had started to manhandle your drugged out body made his eye twitch. Toji had known you since you were a kid, he started doing business with your dad when he turned seventeen, and he saw you around sometimes too, although you looked quite different back then. "Do whatever you have to do, I just cant stand to see my little girl like this." Your father said, placing his hand on Toji's shoulder before he checked the time on his expensive wristwatch, clicking his teeth.
"I have to go, please don't leave her side, don't let her bring anyone home, and don't let anything enter her mouth that isn't food or water, alright? I'll be back in a week." When your dad had mentioned not letting you ingest anything that wasn't food and waterā€”referring to substancesā€”he couldn't help but think that might include other people's genitals too. He just had a hunch from the way you had started to palm at the man's crotch underneath you. "Right, is it alright if I use force if I gotta?" Toji asked, squinting his eyes as he watched the scene unfold in front of him.
"Yeah that's.. that's fine.." Your dad answered hesitantly. Toji averted his gaze from you, turning his head to look at your father, he smiled. "Have a good trip, sir, Don't worry about your daughter, I'll stick around and whip her into shape for as long as you need me to." He reassured, before starting off in your direction.
Upon closer inspection, he could see your eyes were all out of focus, you looked like you didn't even know what was going on around you as the blond-haired boy roughly kissed your neck, starting to slide his hands down your ass, slipping his fingers underneath your panties. God, you really did look so much different from when he used to watch you lay on your stomach on the floor of your living room, watching your cartoons.
This new look didn't suit you quite as much, white powder on the table in front of you, girls and guys alike touching your skin wherever they could get in, drinks scattered around you, your bra peeking out of your dress as the strap slipped down your shoulder, your eyes rolled back in your head. He doubted you even knew the name of the man who was marking your neck. Hell, he doubted you knew any of the people around you. The people around you were too high off their asses to even notice Toji's presence as he stood right behind you, he was so close he could practically feel the heat radiating off your skin.
The boy under you looked up at him, pulling his lips away from your neck. "You wanna taste, get in line old man, 's how this shit works." He giggled, talking about you like you were some disposable inanimate tool. Toji grit his teeth, grabbing the boy's hand and stopping it before he could dip it any lower in your panties. "She's not even fucking here right now, you don't see anything wrong with that?" He asked, referring to how high you were. The boy was taken aback at Toji's sheer strength, "What the- let go of me man-" He tried yanking his hand away from Toji, but to no avail.
"Look- she fucking loves it its fine, ain't that right baby~" He asked, grinning as he took his other hand to grab your jaw, nodding it forcefully. You smiled drunkenly, your eyes all out of focus as he manhandled your head. "Alright, I've seen enough." Toji sighed, leaning down he picked you up with ease from underneath your arms and threw you over his shoulder, your ass being exposed even moreā€”if that was even possible.
"What the fuck~" You slurred, eyes trying to focus on the constantly moving ground underneath you as Toji kept one hand on the small of your back, walking you out of the building. You felt dizzy and sick, the music was too loud, but you still felt the need to kick and scream at the man who was taking you away from the chaos. "Who the fuck are you? 'was fuckin' doing something back there.." You slurred, weakly struggling in his grip.
Toji stayed silent until he reached the exit, pushing the heavy wood open he took in the cool air of the night, the ice-cold oxygen feeling refreshing in both of your lungs. He pulled out his phone from his pocket, shooting a quick text to one of your drivers who was nearby to pick the two of you up, ignoring your 'hey- answer me''s in the backround. He slipped the device back into his pocket, plopping you down on the ground in front of him, making sure to keep a hand on your waist to insure you didn't fall over.
"Was it you I was kissing?" You asked, squinting your eyes at him as you leaned in, standing on your tippy toes you placed your hands on his solid chest to try to get a good look at his face. "I don't think he had black hair.." you slurred, losing your balance on your tippy toes, and falling back onto flat feet. Thanks to Toji's grip you didn't fall flat on your ass. "You don't even care do you?" He asked incredulously, keeping his tone steady as he let you grope his chest.
Toji took the opportunity to fix your appearance up a bit, pulling the strap of your dress back atop your shoulder so your bra was fully covered again; not like it made a huge difference thanks to how low the dress was, but he still wanted to give you some dignity; he used his large hands to slide down your waist, smoothing out your dress so it rested on your thighs once more as it should. His touch felt so good, it was a lot softer than the touches from the college boy's inside, you could work with this.
"Mmm, not really." You smiled up at him, biting your lip between your teeth as you looked him up and down. "You takin' me home to fuck me?" You mumbled, giving him a doped-out grin. "Not exactly." He replied. Seconds after, the car approached, and out came another middle-aged man who walked to the curbside and opened the door for the both of you. Toji held your waist as he walked you towards the open door. You stopped in your tracks, holding the top of the car door when you got close enough to see the driver's face.
You looked at him closely, narrowing your eyes. "Wait.. you're my driver.. why are you here? I'm not going home yet," you said confused, tuning your body to look between the two men. "Yes, you are," Toji replied, using a strong hand to manipulate your weak body as he pressed your shoulder down, pushing you into the car. "No- no wait- what the fuck? You said you were gonna fuck me." You slurred, watching the blurry picture of Toji slide into the car after you, the driver slamming it slut promptly.
Toji gripped your chin, tilting your head up to look at him, "Don't think your dad would like it very much if I fucked his daughter while she was high on coke." You blinked at him, trying to make the fuzziness in your vision go away, "'m not on coke, it's jus' molly, and why the fuck are you bringing up my dad?" You asked, trying to jerk your head away from his hand. "Your father hired me to be your personal cockblock, hope you're ready for rehab," Toji smirked, releasing your face as he bucked you into the seat, your body jolting when the driver pulled out into the street and started driving the two of you home.
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You woke up with a headache, stomachacheā€” honestly it would take longer to list what wasn't aching in your body. You groaned, stretching your limbs under your own sheets as you tried to wake yourself up. Wait, these are my sheets? How did I get home last night? you wondered. "Fuck.. water." You sat up, sitting on your ass as you curled your legs up to your chest, laying your forehead on your knees. Your throat was dry- like you had been stranded in the dryest desert for months, you tried to swallow, but it just felt like swallowing sandpaper. You didn't care as much about how you got home, too focused on trying not to throw up as you tried to gather the strength to stand.
You always regretted the morning after you went so hard like a night like the last. You always felt like a shell of yourself the morning after, no amount of drugs or sex could make that feeling go away until the next night, but it wasn't awful enough for you to break this little cycle you had going. "Need some water?" A voice rang in your ears, making your body jolt as you held your hand over your chest, scooting back on the bed as you looked in the direction of the voice to the large figure standing in your doorway.
A tall, balck haired and well build man who looked to be around your dad's age walked into your room holding a glass of water, you swore he looked familiar but you couldn't pinpoint where you had seen him before. You sighed, chalking it up to another unwanted one-night stand who had overstayed their welcome, although you didn't quite feel sore down there.. maybe his dick was just small? It's not like you could remember if you tried anyways. "Don't you know you're not supposed to hang around after we fuck? It's called a one-night stand for a reason." You said sharply, rubbing your temples with your fingers.
"Good thing we didn't fuck." Toji smirked, flipping on your light switch, making your face scrunch up in displeasure. You had no time to be confused when the light hit your eyes, making your headache worsen tenfold as you hid your face in your knees once again, pulling the sheets over your head. "Dude, what the fuck! Turn that shit off." You yelled, your voice coming to him muffled as you spoke into the sheets. "Its almost 2pm, you're not going to rot in bed all day, promised your dad I would take care of you, so get up." He said, uncrossing his arms as he started towards you, setting the water down on the bedside table as he stood at the side of your mattress, looking down at you.
His words made a flashback shoot through your brain, one of last night, the two of you in a car together, and this man had just told you he was your bodyguard. You turned your head to the side, squinting your eye at him as you tried to gauge if he looked like the same man in your flashback--unfortunately for you, he did. "Fuuuuuuuuuck." You groaned, half of the word being muffled when you turned your head back to your knees. "Remember me now, princess?" He asked, his deep, usually soothing voice meeting your ears in a grating, annoying way.
You pick your head up, giving him the best snarky smile you could manage while your body fought with the aftereffects of what you did to it last night. "You really think you're gonna stop me from doing what I want?" You raised your eyebrow challengingly at him, keeping your eyes on his darker ones. "I'm not as nice as your daddy, so yes, I do." He said, ripping the comforter off of your frame he grabbed your ankle and yanked you towards him on the bed, your night shorts and t-shirt he had dressed you in last night riding up, showing more of your thighs and midriff.
You stared at him in disbelief, your chest heaving at the sudden manhandling. "Don't touch me." You yanked your foot out of his grip and sat up, sliding off the bed hastily you made quick work of walking past the man, towards the bathroom. Toji winced when you slammed the door shut to the bathroom behind you, the sound echoing through the entire house, he was sure even the neighbors heard it. He sighed, sitting down on your bed, his big hand coming to rub his forehead in annoyance. "He better be paying me fucking good to put up with his little brat," Toji mumbled under his breath.
When his hand dropped into his lap, his vision was unobstructed once more, and under the illumination of the bright lights above your bed, and the absence of your presence distracting him, he could clearly see the bag of white pills on your dresser. "Jesus christ.." Toji whispered, his lip curling in disgust. He stood, pocketing the bag of substances to promptly flush down the toilet later. Something in the back of his head was telling him to check in your bedside table.
The man didn't exactly have the strongest morals, so he didn't think much of going through a college junkie girl's drawer. Just as he expected, when he pulled the drawer open he found three bright orange pill bottles, all labeled with different names. With a curt laugh, he pocketed those as well, he would make sure they were delt with appropriately. Once the drugs were in his pocket, he noticed the bright pink vibrator next to them, along with a baby blue dildo, some condoms he doubted you used, and panties with the crotch cut out.
He laughed, "Your good girl is actually pretty naughty.." He said under his breath, directed to your father. He didn't want to look too long, not because he was afraid of you finding out, he was sure you were going to the moment you came back in here, looking for something to take your pain away from the day before. He didn't want to look too long because he didn't want to imagine his boss's daughter sprawled out on her bed, legs wide as one hand pinched her nipples and the other used the vibrator on her sensitive little clit through the gape in the crotchless panties.
He heard the shower turn on, snapping him out of his thoughts as he shut the drawer, averting his gaze as he did so. He flicked the lights off in your room as he left, making his way down to the living room where your chef was preparing your breakfast, rich people. The old woman behind the counter who was cooking something that smelled devine, looked happy to be there though. He knew how genuinely nice your father was, and he figured you must've treated them with the same kindness for them to stick around.
He must've been sitting on the couch watching the old woman cook for quite some time because your figure emerged from the hallway leading into the open room, adorned in nothing but skimpy panties and a tank top. You were ruffling your hair in a pink towel, trying to dry it the best you could before you discarded the towel on the floor and jumped up on the expensive-looking bar stool in front of the kitchen. You sat on your knees, your ass poking out towards Toji, he watched as you twisted back and forth on the chair, showing off your body like you wanted him to see.
He was grateful you had come down here in a better mood than before, you must've not checked your empty dresser drawer yet. "Good morning" You spoke kindly to the old woman, to which she replied her own 'good morning' with a smile. He liked seeing you like this, this was the you he recognized. He could barely tell you were the same person who was letting yourself get manhandled on the lap of a stranger in the middle of a disgusting club high on drugs.
Toji just couldn't help but break the peacefulness of the morning with his deep voice, "Where are your clothes?" He asked, "You have company." You sighed, sitting your butt down on the stool you brought your foot up on the cushion, resting your chin on your knee as you tipped your head as you looked at him. "You're just my handler, right? So why are you talking right now?" Your face was scrunched in disdain, the girl from last night making an appearance, he had a hard time telling which of the two of you was real.
"Just sayin' it's unbecoming for a young lady like you to have your ass out so shamelessly." Toji retorted. "This is my house, I'll do whatever I want old man." You bit back, spinning around as the chef pushed your plate towards you, the colors of the different foods on your plate stimulating your brain that was dulled from last night's drugs. "Oh ma'am, I would be lost without you." You whispered to the chef, placing your hand ontop of her wrinkled one gratefully. You thought the conversation between you and your babysitter was over, so you were shocked when you felt his chest bump against your back, his large hand reaching over yours to grab the other plate the woman had made for him.
"Your daddy spoiled you too much, now you're just a stuck-up brat. You should listen to your elders y'know?" Toji scolded. His voice sent goosebumps down your spine, maybe this could be something, you always did love a good hatefuck. The warmth of his chest was gone as soon as it came as he took the plate back to the sofa, kicking his legs up on the coffee table as he started shoveling the food into his mouth sloppily. "When you stop treating me like a kid, I might." You answered, keeping your back to him to he couldn't see the blush that had spread across your face.
The two of you ate in silence, you were the first to get up, walking your plate over to the sink to clean the food off, when your phone started buzzing on the counter. You abandoned the plate in the sink, walking back over to see who was calling. Toji watched your eyes light up as you answered the phone, probably some college boy you were fucking with at the moment had called you to hook up. It was the middle of the day, students these days were relentless. "Tonight? Send me the address and I'll be there~" You cooed into the receiver.
It didn't take a rocket scientist to realize you had just been invited out to another party. Toji acted quickly, when you faced your body away from him, leaning against the fridge as you listened to the boy speak, Toji appeared behind you once again, snatching your phone out of your hand, "No she won't." Toji spoke for you, letting him know you would absolutely not be going to any parties under his watch before hanging up the phone. "Stop fucking doing that!" You yelled, your body jolting in surprise as you turned around, glaring at the man just inches from you.
You grabbed his wrist that was holding your phone, with your other you ripped the device out of his hand before digging your sharp nail into his chest and giving him a death stare from under your lashes. "Touch what belongs to me again Ill-" "You'll what? Fire me? Your pretty drugged-up brain keeps forgetting your daddy hired me?" He smirked, crossing his bulging biceps over his chest. You took a step back, shaking your head. "You won't tell me what to do, fucking watch." You spat, walking off to your room. Toji brushed it off as an empty threat, what could you possibly accomplish when he was watching your every move like a hawk?
When you reached the comfort of your bedroom you slammed the door shut, hoping Toji would hear from his place downstairs. Who the fuck was he to come into your life and order you around? And your dad had hired him too? Seriously? These old men needed to stop fucking intervening with you, you didn't need any help. After that thought ran through your head you made a path straight for your drawer, looking for a pill or two to at least make you feel like you weren't cooped up at home if you couldn't actually leave.
Curling your fingers around the handle you pulled it open and- what the fuck? The familiar orange bottles you kept next to your sex toys were nowhere to be seen. Even on your most fucked up nights you had never neglected to put the bottles back where they belonged in your drawer. There was only one person who could've done this. "OLD MAN!!" Toji heard your voice echo, your footsteps getting louder as you marched angrily into the living room. A grin spread across his face when your figure came into view, his feet still kicked up on the coffee table as he barely spared you a glance before he went back to watching his show.
"Do you really not know my name, or are you just being a brat?" Toji asked, keeping his eyes on the screen. You were fuming, you had spent your hard-earned money on those (not like you had a shortage of cash or anything, but you hated your drug guy, he was so pushy and not at all cute.) "Toji, you had no right to go through my drawers like that, seriously, you're more fucked up than you think I am!" You yelled, your face growing hot, veins pumping with adrenaline. Toji decided you were worth the time of day, tilting his head back against the couch cushion he looked at you.
"Your daddy said I could do whatever I wanted, he also said to keep all that nasty shit out of your pretty little body, so that's exactly what I'm going to do." He replied, raising his eyebrows as he looked you up and down, pausing on your crotch, still only clad in those skimpy panties he couldn't stand. You blushed at him calling your body pretty, his words making your brain forget its track of thought for a moment. "W-what I put inside me isn't any of your business." You retorted, placing your hand on your hip.
"It is when your father specifically tells me it is." Toji laughed. "If you want something inside you so bad why don't you put those toys to use? That'll give you some kinda high for sure." Your face heat up even more. You figured he had seen your toy stash in the process of him throwing your pills away, but you didn't think he was going to use them against you like this. "Did my dad tell you to harass me like this too? Fucking pervert." You spat. "You're calling me a pervert when you're walking around in front of me with just those little panties on? There practically fucking see-through."
You were feeling hot in a different place now. You still wanted to punch him so hard he threw up, but another part of you wanted to climb over the cough and straddle his hips, pull his cock out and sit on it, letting him fuck you dumb. You'd never fucked someone his age before, it sounded fun, you bet he had loads more experience than the college guys you were sleeping with. "Why are you looking?" You retorted, your voice losing its edge. "Don't you want me to?" Toji replied. The two of you kept your eyes on one another, the air around you thick, making it hard to breath as neither one of you dared to break the eye contact.
The doorbell ringing snapped you out of it, both of your heads turning to look at the massive entrance doors. Toji stood to get it, but you beat him to it, running over to the door. "I got it." You told him. He stood behind the sofa, watching you open the door in your slutty attire. Pulling open the door, a handsome man around your age came into view, his arms sticking out for a hug as he stepped inside. "Absolutely not," Toji spoke, making haste for the door to shove him out. "Relax, do you think I'm fucking stupid?" Toji raised his eyebrows like you knew what he was going to say, before he crossed his arms and let you finish.
"He's gay, nothing is going to happen. You won't let me go to this fucking party, and I am not staying here alone with you all day." You hissed. The boy behind you nodded, his hand wrapped loosely around your waist. Toji stayed quiet for a while, the boy hadn't said or done anything yet to contrast your words, so even though he was hesitant, he stepped aside, letting the two of you pass as you held his hand and dragged him in the direction of your room. He heard you giggle as you pulled him along with you, his eyes squinting before he shook off the feeling, finding his place once more on the comfortable sofa.
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About an hour had passed since the boy had arrived and he hadn't heard anything suspicious yet. For having such a massive and expensive home, you sure had some thin fucking walls. Toji was starting to doze off, his show having long ended and now some drama had taken its place, droning on in the background. His eyes were fluttering shut, arms crossed over one another, and thatā€™s when he heard it.
ā€œAhh!ā€ His eyes shot open, scanning around the room as he tried to figure out if what he heard had been a figment of his imagination or not. ā€œFuck! Baby~ ngh!ā€ There it was. All he needed to hear. You had fucking lied. He heard your moans echo through the walls, you were so loud it was like you wanted him to hear you. ā€œThis fucking bitch.ā€ Toji mumbled under his breath, uncrossing his arms he stood and made haste for your room. The moans and crying began to be accompanied by slaps and squelches the closer he got to your closed door.
"Yeah~ give it to m-meee" you moaned between his thrusts. Truth be told, he wasn't fucking you well at all, you only invited him over because his looks rivaled Toji's, but even then he fell short. His thrusts were sloppy and felt more like he was jabbing around your cunt with a thin stick, but you wanted Toji to know you were in charge here, he wasn't going to come into your home and tell you what you could and couldn't do, so if it took a bad fuck to get that through his head, so be it, it's not like you were going to see this boy after today anyways.
You had a smile on your face, which the boy took as him fucking you good, his annoying moans filling up your ears, "Yeah? You like me fucking dick?" He whined, emphasizing his words with a thrust that made you yell out, not from pleasure; not like he would be able to distinguish the difference anyway, "Love ittt~" You faux moaned, fighting to keep a yawn from spilling through your lips. The boy kept jabbing his dick into your walls, and you got so immersed in listening to your own moans to get you through this, that your soul almost jumped out of your body when your door swung open.
Toji stood in the doorway, the vein on his forehead protruding out from under the skin as he took in your position. You were ass up, face down in the sheets, and he could tell right away you didn't like it as much as you were leading on, he saw right through your little game. It only took a couple steps for Toji to get from your doorway to standing behind the man at the edge of your bed. Faster than you could comprehend, Toji had yanked the boy back from the collar of his shirt, pulling him off the bed and out of you as he stumbled on the floor, awkwardly tucking his cock into his pants.
"What the fuck are you doing!?" You yelled, turning your body around you crawled towards them on the bed, reaching out for the boy like you wanted him to stay. This wasn't exactly what you had in mind, you wanted to rile Toji up and show him you could do whatever you wanted, but you didn't know he would storm in here and throw the boy out forcefully. You should've known he was the type of guy to pull something like this. "You know you're way out right?" He said to the confused boy you had dragged into your mess.
He held him up by the collar, bringing his face close to his own he tipped his head, waiting for the boy to answer. He nodded in fear, still trying to wrap his poor aroused head at what was happening. "Good, be a good boy and let yourself out, would you?" He whispered, throwing him forward and out of your room. The boy stumbled on his feet, trying to grab the wall so he didn't fall over before the door was being slammed shut in his face.
"Fuck! You asshole, Fuck!" You were behind Toji, grabbing at his shirt as you tried to get him to face you so you could yell at him properly. While he was throwing out your fuck, you had slid on your panties and pulled your tanktop back over your tits poorly, the hard buds of your nipples poking through the shirt. Toji wasted no time in turning quick on his heels as he grabbed you by the throat, your hands coming to grip at his wrist as he choked you out, pressing just hard enough that you could barely manage to get a stream of air through your esophagus.
He leaned his face close to yours, looking at how messy you looked with your tangled hair and smeared lipstick. "You really think you can get away with shit like that? Huh?" Toji asked, squinting his eyes at you. You whined, trying to give him a pout, "Aww, don't act like you wanted him to stay, he wasn't even fucking you right, was he? If I wanted to hear someone fake an orgasm I would've gone to pornhub." He said, looking between your glassy eyes and your swollen lips from the boys sloppy kissing.
"You're such a slut you know that? You can't go one fucking day without having a cock inside you, even if it's bad, huh?" He chastised, slowly walking you backward towards the bed, so slow you barely noticed it. "He get you high too? Hmm?" He asked, his other hand coming up to pull your eye down to get a better look at your pupils. "N-no." You whispered through his hand squeezing your throat. "No?" His eyes everted to the side table, where a few white pills sat atop the wood, waiting to be taken.
"But you were gonna let him get you high, weren't you?" He asked, following your face when you yanked it away from his hand that pulled down your eye. "None of your fucking business." You spat through your teeth. It was only then you realized you were back at your bed, your calves bumping into the mattress taking you out of your trance. "How is it none of my business when you were moaning like a pathetic slut just to get my attention?" He asked, tilting his head at you as he slid his massive thigh between your own, his knee pressing against your crotch.
You kept silent, pouting at him as you kept your pretty eyes locked on his, waiting for him to do anything. "You sure you ain't high right now?" He asked, to which you quickly nodded. Toji smirked, huffing out a smile at your unapologetic display of lust, "Ur' pupils that big cos you're horny then?" Your arousal spiked tenfold when he announced your need. You licked your lips, nodding at his words as you shamelessly let your eyes fall on his plump lips, dragging between them and his dark eyes.
Toji was feeling conflicted. On one hand, he could think of no better time to put you in your place and fuck the brat out of you, showing you who was really in charge here, you were sober and so clearly wanted it after all. The more rational side of him was telling him this was his boss's daughter, who was twice his age, so he absolutely should not fuck her. Unluckily for the rational side of his brain, your hard nipples poking through your shirt and the smell of your arousal that was still evident in the room was more than enough to sway him, the primal side of him winning as he listened to his urges.
"You wanna find out how it's supposed to feel to get fucked?" Toji whispered, like if he said the words too loud, your father who was currently in another country might hear. You nodded, pulling your lip between your teeth. He laughed at the ridiculousness of the situation before he pressed his lips to yours, the pair of you instantly groaning into the other's mouth. You don't know if you've ever felt this aroused in your life. Even his kisses made you feel something you've never experienced before, was every kiss supposed to feel like this?
Toji slowly pushed you back on the bed, keeping his knee between your legs as he hovered over you, releasing your neck and instead using one hand to pull your panties off, his other resting by your head so he didn't crush you. You wrapped your hands around his strong neck, whimpering into the kiss. He heard you giggle when you threw your panties somewhere in the room, sliding his hand up your waist as he situated you on the bed, pulling your thighs around his hips. "Whats so funny?" He asked, pulling back from the kiss as he watched you smile underneath him, tilting your head as you loosened your arms around his neck.
"Jus' wondering what my dad would think if he saw what the bodyguard he got to protect his little girl was doing to her right now~" You giggled, biting your lip. Toji shook his head, keeping his eyes on yours as he wordlessly dipped his fingers down to your pussy, teasing up and down your soaked entrance. "Yeah, what would he think about you fucking someone twice your age? Fuckin' brat." He spat, watching your smile fade and your expression be replaced with your slacked jaw and raised eyebrows as your eyes fluttered when he dipped his large fingers into your hole, pressing into it teasingly before pulling away.
"I know he's used to seein' you slut yourself out to those dumb college boys, but this might shock him.. huh?" He cooed, pressing his fingers into your cunt slowly, your walls greedily swallowing up his thick digits. "F-fuck-" You cursed, your eyes falling shut, tipping your head agaisnt the pillow. "That feel good baby? You like feelin' this old man's fingers in your pussy? Fuckin' into your sweet spot?" He whispered, bringing his lips against yours once more, hovering them against you as he inhaled your reactions when he curled his fingers, massaging your g-spot with precision.
"Right there-" You gasped quietly against his lips, wiggling your hips down onto his fingers. "Right here? Yeah? When's the last time someone actually touched you right here, hmm?" He asked, softly kissing your lips before he went back to hovering his lips over yours. "I-I don't know." You whispered, trying to kiss him back but he kept his lips just far enough away from yours that you couldn't manage. "No? That why you're so fucking insatiable huh? Jus' waiting to find the guy who will actually fuck you right?" You were dripping around his fingers. His soft teasing words were a stark contrast to his fingers that now pistoned in and out of you, wet squelching noises bouncing off the walls and echoing into your ears, driving you mad.
"Mhm- mhm-" You replied, nodding your head rapidly, feeling your orgasm come on quickly. "You're not gonna find that with these fuckin' college boys sweet thing, 'ya need a man for that, someone a little.. older." He whispered, making you whine against him as he curled his fingers into a particularly sensitive spot. You abandoned one of your arms around his neck, reaching between you to grab his wrist. Your eyes cracked open, staring up at him as you breathed heavily. "All it takes is a couple fingers and you're a good girl, isn't that right?" He asked, feeling you squeeze around his fingers.
He continued to drill his fingers into you, your back arching against him as moans fell freely from your lips, your nails digging into his wrist as you felt your orgasm creep up on you. "You gonna cum for me, princess?" Toji asked knowingly, smirking when you nodded against him. You felt it, it was right there, well within your grasp when- suddenly the stimulation stopped, your orgasm fizzling out. Your eyes peeled open, eyebrows scrunched together as you looked up at him with a crimson face. "You sure?" He asked, his smirk growing.
Toji abandoned his fingers from your pussy, pulling them out with a pop as he sat back on his heels, replacing his lips with his fingers soaked in your cum as he pressed them against your lips, watching while you eagerly took them into your mouth, moaning around them as you tasted yourself on your tongue. Of course, you were mad Toji had pulled away right before you came but with the way he had rubbed inside your walls so nicely, your brain couldn't think of anything bratty to say as you sucked on his fingers, watching his eyes watch your lips as he unzipped his pants, pulling out his cock in one swift movement.
You moaned around his fingers when your eyes made contact with his girth, it was massive, way bigger than anything you had taken before, even bigger than your dildo. His was prettier than other dicks you'd seen too, a pretty flushed and tripping tip to contrast against a slightly darker color of his length. He jerked his cock steadily, pressing his fingers deeper into your mouth. "You like what you see, brat?" Toji asked, grinning when he felt your tongue slide over his fingers, mimicking the way you sucked a cock.
Toji groaned through a smile when you grabbed his wrist tighter and pushed his fingers into your throat, bobbing your head around them. "Someone trained you before me, huh? Who taught you to suck fingers like a dick?" Toji asked, raising his eyebrows at you. You swallowed your arousal and saliva in your mouth before pulling his fingers from you, a line of spit connecting your lips to his fingers. "I don't remember." You smiled drunkenly, making his cock twitch as he didn't let up his strokes on it. "Such a slut." He said, shaking his head.
You whined at his words, spreading your legs around his thighs to make more room, you dropped your hands down to his cock and wrapped both your hands around the tip, jerking what you could while he kept up his own ministrations on his cock as well. "You gonna slut yourself out for me too? Show me how good you are at taking cock?" He asked, releasing his hand from his dick he leaned over you, placing his forearms around your head as you stroked the entirety of his cock in your hands, wrapping your legs around him.
"Yeah~" You answered, looking between the two of you as you pressed his fat tip against your entrance, his cock leaking against your pussy. "You gonna fuck me raw, daddy?" You whispered against his ear. Toji swore his brain stopped working, his cock throbbed in your hold at the name. He audibly groaned, pressing one of his hands over your mouth, "Don't do that." He warned, swallowing hard as his smile faded from his face, his arousal plastering itself all over his features.
Toji felt a new need, a rawer, more primal one. He knew he shouldn't have felt as aroused as he did when you called him that, but he couldn't fucking help it. He kept replaying your words over in his head, one of your hands came up to pull his down off of your mouth, while the other stayed between your legs, his tip pushing past the ring of your cunt, making the both of you gasp. "You like it when I call you that, huh?" You whispered, watching his jaw go slack and his eyes roll back as he slipped deeper and deeper into your cunt. "Fuck- you're so- haah- so big-" you whined, his cock pressing agaisnt your sweet spot ruining your attempts at being in control for even a second.
"Yeah.." Toji moaned, his eyes peeled open again to watch your expression as you took his cock, "Let's see if you're still runnin' that fuckin' mouth when I'm done with you." He finished, thrusting his cock to the hilt unexpectedly, knocking the wind out of you. The older man started up a brutal pace inside your cunt, his eyes rolling back at how tight and warm you were around him. Both of your hands came down to push against his pelvis, trying to get him to slow down, "Fuck! T-toji w-wait wait-" You whined at the painful stretch.
"Nah, what happened to 'daddy' huh? Though you liked callin' me that shit." He asked, not letting up his hips, ignoring your hands trying to push him away. "Stop fucking whining, you can take it, ur' such a big fuckin' girl who can take anything, right?" Toji smirked, biting down on his teeth when he felt you squeeze around him. Incohearant moans were being fucked out of you, one of your hands starting to circle around your little clit in small circles as you felt yourself rapidly approach your orgasm.
He gripped both of your wrists together, stopping your motions as he pinned your hands above your head, watching your head thrash back and forth against the sheets. "Answer me brat." He spat, picking up the pace of his hips. "Fuck f-fuck D-daddy please-" You wined, letting him hear exactly what he wanted to hear. You've never called anyone other than your father that name; really only calling Toji the nickname in the first place to tease him; so it felt foreign calling Toji that in this setting, but seeing how worked up it got him made you aroused as well.
He groaned once again at the nickname, his hand that wasn't pinning your arms above your head came down to rub at your clit, finding it with pinpoint precision and rubbing it in circles just how you liked it. "Oh fuck me-" you groaned, your eyes rolling back, head tipping back in the sheets, revealing your still marked-up neck to him. He hated the sight, he wanted to lean down and replace the ugly purple marks with his own, darker ones, so that's exactly what he did.
He found the bruises with his eyes first, then made sure his lips were covering them before he started sucking the skin into his mouth, making you gasp. "When's the last time someone touched your clit for you?" Toji asked, noticing how tight you got around him when you rubbed the little bud, your legs squeezing his waist simultaneously. "I- I don't know I- Fuck!" Your head pushed further back into the sheets as Toji kept sucking on your neck. "Feels soo much better when someone else does it huh?" Toji asked knowingly.
Your moans were raising in pitch, the noises coming less frequently as your high crept over you, your breath stuttering in your chest as you came hard, all over his dick, moaning out his name and broken cries of 'daddy' as you did. "Oh- fuck yeahhh~ Cum all over daddy's fucking cock princess, that's fucking right~" He leaned back from your neck, pressing your wrists into the bed harder as he fucked you through your first orgasm, your walls squeezing him like you were trying to milk him for all he was worth. You came down, gasping and crying in overstimulation as Toji kept fucking you, the squelching louder now thanks to your orgasm.
"That feel good baby? Wanna feel that again?" He asked, laughing at how tears had started to fall down your cheeks. "P-please fuck- Your cock feels so- fucking- good-" You praised through his rough thrusts, his hips making your body slide up on the bed from how hard he was fucking you. "Yeah? I bet it feels good, you're fucking shaking." Toji laughed, slowing his thumb against your clit so as to not overstimulate you to the point of passing out, as validating as it would be to see you literally pass out from his cock, he didn't want to deal with that right now.
"You like my p-pussy?" You asked, smirking at him, noticing how his grip on your wrists tightened when you asked him that. His cock twitched as he watched your tits bounce from under your shirt, your nipple occasionally popping out from under the fabric. "Who taught you to speak like that? Such a filthy fucking mouth." Toji chastized, picking up his thumb on your clit once more, wanting to see you fall apart one more time on his dick before he came.
"Y- fuck T-you didn't answer-" You wined, feeling the coil tighten in your stomach once more. Everything about this man was making your entire body feel like it was on fire. How confident he was, how he knew your anatomy like the back of his hand, how he seemed to know every little button on your body that made you twitch and whine, all of it was driving you crazy. "You want me to tell you how much I love fucking you little pussy? Huh?" He stared, groaning against your lips as he leaned down, kissing you between words.
"Want me to tell you how I almost came when I got inside you? How good it feels when you twitch around me?" He whispered, kissing you hungrily, swallowing up your high-pitched moans as his hips lost rhythm. "That what you wanna hear? How you have daddy losing his mind in your tight little cunt?" You pulled off of his lips, practically screaming his name as your high crashed over you once more, his words being the final straw that got you there.
Toji dropped his head to your neck, biting the skin there to keep his groans at bay. "Fuck- fuck- where do you want it?" Toji rushed, hoping you were able to respond through your orgasm, or he was going to cum inside you anyways. "I-inside daddy f-fill me up!" You slurred through your high, riding your orgasm out on his dick as he continued to pull his cock almost completely out before bullying it back inside you. "Yeah? Want me to cum inside you? God- you drive me fucking crazy-" Toji continued to thrust inside your tired cunt, fucking you once more into overstimulation as he groaned loudly into your neck; he never was one to be shy about being loud in bed.
"Fuck- It's coming- gonna fill you up baby, 'n you're gonna take every last fucking drop, right?" He asked. He desperately needed to hear you say it. "Yes baby yes- g-gonna take it all- c-cum inside me pleasee~" You slurred, the pulsing of your walls working him over just right as his breath hitched at the first rope of his hot cum shooting inside your cunt. His teeth dug into your neck when he came, his hips stuttering as he humped them against you every time his cock shot out his cum. "Yessss~ Fucking give it to me daddy~" you slurred against his ear, giggling.
He stilled against you, the aftershocks of his orgasm wracking through his body, his grip had tightened around your wrist almost completely cutting off your circulation, you were sure to have bruises there in the morning. The two of you panted when he finally came down from his high. He sat up, slowly pulling his cock out of your sore and red pussy, his eyes watching as his thick cum spilled out of your hole and down the curve of your ass. "Take a picture if you wanna~" You said, squeezing your calves around his waist.
Toji shook his head, "You should be careful with that, you know who you are, don't you?" Toji said, scooping up his cum he stuffed his fingers back inside you, keeping it all in. You didn't know what to say back, guys usually jumped at the opportunity to take a picture of you all ruined like this, was it weird to say you were almost charmed by Toji looking out for you? "Your legs alright?" He asked, his voice breaking the silence when he noticed how shaky they were.
You weren't used to someone asking how you were after sex either.. this Toji.. he was weird. "Uh, yeah, just a little sore." You said, uncharacteristically shy. His eyes glanced up at your bashful face, before they found your wrists, seeing bright red marks imprint on the skin there, he admit the sight was erotic, but that shit look like it hurt. "Shit, sorry," Toji mumbled, his hand reaching up to your hands on your tummy to rub your wrist softly in his hands. "Didn't mean to fuck your shit up so bad." He laughed. You giggled at his choice of words, "It's fine, it felt good." you replied.
Toji had started to climb off the bed, tucking his cock into his pants a he laughed, walking towards the entrance of your room. Right, he was going to leave now, just because he was a good fuck doesn't mean he was going to stay now. "Don't move," he instructed, making you snap out of your thoughts. You watched Toji exit the room, you heard the skin in the bathroom turn on briefly before the water stopped, soon after the large man entered the room again.
You hadn't moved, just like he told you to. You watched him crawl back on the bed, a damp rag in his hand as he wiped your legs down, starting from your ankles, "I would carry you to the shower, but you wouldn't be able to stand anyway." He laughed. You pulled your leg back, out of his grasp, "What are you doing?" You asked. Toji looked at you like you were dumb, "I'm cleaning you up?" He said like it was obvious, roughly pulling your leg back towards himself so he could wipe you clean again, kissing your ankle before he threw it over his shoulder, scooting forward to wipe down the underside of his thigh.
"You're weird, Toji fushiguro." You said, blushing at his sudden soft treatment of your body. The man laughed, reaching your sore cunt he dragged the towel through your folds, cleaning the mess the two of you made there as you groaned in distain. "Okay, baby." He replied.
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Hi, could i make a request for Eddie Munson, an angst/comfort one where he cries the first time reader kisses him? Because he's never ever been loved like that, and he didn't realize how touch starved he was until the gesture overwhelmed him? šŸ„ŗā¤ļø Love your writing
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summary ā€” eddies first date with you doesn't go how he'd planned and he hadn't even expected a kiss. still, you kiss him because you want to.
warnings/tags ā€” fem!reader, touch starved!eddie, eddie's never been on a first date before
word count ā€” 2.3k
In Eddieā€™s opinion, his first date with you goes to shit.
If he could sit here and say that heā€™s surprised, he would. But heā€™s not. Heā€™s Eddie Munson, things donā€™t go to plan for him like they should.
He was a nervous wreck to begin with, how heā€™d even scored a date with you in the first place is beyond him. Though he canā€™t attribute much credit to himself anyways, you had asked him out.
Sitting in Steve Harringtonā€™s backyard after a swim, you start to tell him about this new, fancy restaurant up behind the arcade. Itā€™s just opened and,
ā€œWould you want to go there sometime? I heard their pasta is delicious.ā€
He had to get you to repeat the question, his ears were full of water and he was sure heā€™d heard you wrong.
He psychs himself out for the better half of his afternoon, so not only is he late to pick you up, his old, dingy, stupid van breaks down before it can even make it out your drive. You tell him itā€™s okay, itā€™s a nice night, we should walk. Eddie tells you that he shouldnā€™t have you walking all the way into town in those shoes.
ā€œWhatā€™s a few blisters if it means I get to spend more time with you?ā€
Your kindness does nothing for his thrumming heart.
Once youā€™re at the restaurant he forgets to open the door for you. You donā€™t seem to mind, of course, you donā€™t, but Eddie has a checklist of gentlemanly dues he feels he must achieve to impress you. Itā€™s stupid, really stupid, but heā€™d be damned if he messed up such an amazing opportunity.
You sit and chat for a while, waiting for your meals, and the entire time he thinks you want to hold his hand. Your manicured hand keeps inching closer to his over the white tablecloth, knuckles almost brushing, and heā€™s too nervous about making the final move to tangle his fingers through yours.
Then you say something terribly, awfully kind to him. Something about his hair, how it looks really nice tonight. How youā€™ve always loved his hair.
Eddie spurts his soda out over his glass and gets it all down his white shirt. Yeah, his white shirt. Something heā€™d begged Harrington to let him wear.
ā€œPlease, man. I donā€™t have anything nice to wear tonight. I canā€™t exactly show up in my Judas Priest shirt thatā€™s covered in bleach.ā€
ā€œYou could show up in a brown paper bag and sheā€™d still think you were the hottest thing out.ā€
ā€œItā€™s not that easy for me. I need to impress her.ā€
Eddie had wiped the soda from Steveā€™s shirt, feeling utterly stupid and you had laughed like it was the cutest thing youā€™d ever seen.
Youā€™d laughed when heā€™d choked on his spaghetti. Smiled kindly when he offered you to try his food and youā€™d reminded him for the second time that night that you were allergic to tomatoes. To top it off, youā€™d pretended it was no big deal that he had accidentally left his wallet in his van and that you had no problems paying for dinner.
ā€œReally, Eddie. Itā€™s fine. Just get me back next time.ā€
The thought of a next time was enough to stop his racing thoughts for just a moment. Not for long though, because watching you pretend like your feet werenā€™t aching on the way home had Eddie cursing himself the entire walk.
How could he fuck up so badly and how could you be so calm and kind about it?
Now, standing at your front landing, heā€™s apologising profusely for how horrible heā€™s made your night.
ā€œHorrible?ā€ you question, eyebrows raised and skin glowing if it's entirely possible. The setting sun casts you amber.
ā€œI donā€™t know,ā€ Eddie stammers, ā€œIt didnā€™t go how I wanted it to.ā€
ā€œIt didnā€™t?ā€ you question again. Your voice is pitched up and its melody has his brain spinning, ā€œHow were you expecting it to go?ā€
ā€œIā€™d have expected not to forget my wallet. And maybe have a van that works,ā€ Eddie canā€™t help but laugh at his stupidity. Especially when youā€™re making the same face you have been all night. A smile that looks like it could ruin him.
ā€œI donā€™t know,ā€ You reach forward and take the hem of his shirt in your fingers, playing with the thread. ā€œI had a really good time.ā€
ā€œYou- you did?ā€ Eddie stammers. Suddenly youā€™re really close, if itā€™s because heā€™s been too deep inside his own head he hasnā€™t noticed you inching closer, heā€™s not sure.
ā€œYeah,ā€ you nod gleefully, hair bouncing.
ā€œYeah,ā€ he echoes. More to set it in stone himself.
Eddie watches where your fingers play with his shirt, the closer they inch towards his skin, the louder he thinks his heart becomes in his ears.
Thereā€™s a silence that you hate, ā€œHey, Eds?ā€
Eddieā€™s breath hitches. Youā€™ve never called him that before.
ā€œYeah,ā€ he murmurs. Voice quieter than heā€™d like to admit. Any louder and he feels as if youā€™d step back from him.
He looks up and catches your gaze before you speak, ā€œCan I kiss you?ā€
Eddie doesnā€™t know how to reply. Heā€™s never even been asked such a question before so he canā€™t even pretend heā€™s got an answer somewhere in the back of his numb mind.
His heart thrums in his throat, feels as if it might escape, ā€œYou want to kiss me?ā€
You nod like itā€™s the most obvious thing ever. To you, it is, to Eddie itā€™s unimaginable.
ā€œYeah.ā€
ā€œOkay.ā€
The moment your lips press into his, he freezes. Not in a bad sense, his mouth still moves. He still shows you how much he wants to kiss you with his tentative and loving lips. But he doesnā€™t know what to do with his hands. They flex at your side until youā€™re cradling his face in your own.
Your touch is warm, warmer than your lips and it almost burns. Burns so much that his eyes well with tears and he gasps into your opening mouth.
Your face suddenly feels wet and you can feel a sob making its way through Eddie's throat. You pull away, ā€œEddie? You okay?ā€
He slams his eyes shut to will away the tears, fisting at his hair when he pushes it behind his ears, ā€œMā€™sorry,ā€ he sniffles.
You reach up to cradle his face again, wiping hot tears away from his flushed cheeks, ā€œHey, itā€™s alright. I had a great night. Promise.ā€
He shakes his head, ā€œNo,ā€ he swallows, ā€œNo, itā€™s not that. Iā€™ve just. Iā€™ve never been kissed like that before.ā€
ā€œOh.ā€
Eddie feels stupid. That is until you say,
ā€œOh, Eddie. Hey, cā€™mere.ā€
Eddie lets himself fall too willingly into your arms. Has no problems this time when you wrap your arms around his back and pull him as close as possible. Close enough that his hair presses so hard into the skin of your neck that he expects it to be embossed.
He grasps at the back of your shirt a little too hard. Pressing his nose into the skin behind your ear, sniffling wetly.
ā€œItā€™s okay,ā€ you murmur into his head, ā€œI had I really good night and I think,ā€ you pause and let him rub his cheek into your shoulder, ā€œI think Iā€™ve wanted to kiss you for a really long time.ā€
He pulls back and you think he has the prettiest eyes. Despite them being glassy and the tiniest bloodshot. ā€œYeah?ā€
You lean in and peck him right above his top lip, overthe plush of his cupid's bow, "Yeah."
ā€œYou think you'll want to try it again sometime?"
You smile brightly, "I think I do. More than you think."
"Way more than I think."
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No Such Thing As Monsters
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Summary: Dean is injured on a hunt and at first glance, appears to be fine. Quickly though, the reader and Sam learn something far more serious is going on...
Pairing: Dean x reader
Word Count: 1,200ish
Warnings: language, injury
ā€œDean,ā€ you said, shaking on his shoulder, his eyes flashing open, fist tightening around his angel blade.Ā ā€œYouā€™re okay. Sam took care of the ghoul. Howā€™re you doing?ā€
ā€œI feel like I just went through a wall,ā€ he said, shakily getting to his feet, cocking his head at the damaged sheetrock in front of him.Ā ā€œLooks like I did.ā€
ā€œYou sure you okay?ā€ you asked, his head nodding.Ā ā€œSamā€™s driving us home, just in case.ā€
ā€œNo arguments from me,ā€ he said, giving Sam a nod when he showed up, following his brother the few blocks over to where youā€™d parked Baby. Dean grabbed the passenger door, slamming his hand on the roof.
ā€œDean...ā€ said Sam. Dean scrunched up his face, placing a hand on his head.Ā ā€œDean.ā€
ā€œTake me to a hospital,ā€ gritted out Dean, your eyes wide.Ā ā€œNow.ā€
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€ you said, shoving him in the backseat instead, climbing in beside him as Sam started gunning it for the closest one.
ā€œMy head. Somethingā€™s wrong. I donā€™t...just hurry.ā€
Eight Hours Later
Your excuse of Dean taking a hard fall worked with the doctors but you and Sam were staring at one another after finally getting to see Dean again.
ā€œLetā€™s talk outside,ā€ said the neurologist, Dean giving you a smile as you followed her out.
ā€œWhat is wrong with my brother, Sally?ā€ asked Sam the second the door to Deanā€™s room was shut.Ā 
ā€œRetrograde amnesia as far as I can tell. He remembers certain things like his name, date of birth, address when he was a child. Youā€™re lucky I was on call tonight to take his case. Neuro patients are hard enough, especially oneā€™s that are hunters and have to lie about everything,ā€ she said, crossing her arms.
ā€œSally, amnesia...isnā€™t that supposed to fade after a few hours at most?ā€ asked Sam.
ā€œNormally,ā€ she said, taking a deep breath.Ā ā€œMy best guess is a combination of lasting amnesia which will be hard to recover from but we can help him...and then heā€™s repressing all the hunting without realizing. You guys have seen some serious crap Iā€™m sure heā€™d rather forget.ā€
ā€œWhat do you mean repressing?ā€ you asked.Ā 
ā€œI mean, Dean thinks monsters are made up, creatures from stories. He doesnā€™t know theyā€™re real,ā€ she said. You raised an eyebrow, Sam shaking his head.Ā ā€œHe doesnā€™t remember the ghoul, he doesnā€™t remember the Vamp you guys took care of for me years ago. Monsters arenā€™t real to him,ā€ said Sally.
ā€œHeā€™s known monsters were real his whole life,ā€ said Sam.
ā€œTechnically, since he was four, almost five,ā€ said Sally.Ā ā€œThere was a time when he didnā€™t think any of this was real so it is possible.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re telling me Dean thinks heā€™s five?ā€ you said.Ā ā€œHeā€™s in his thirties.ā€
ā€œHe doesnā€™t think heā€™s five. He just doesnā€™t remember certain things. Like he understands basic long term memories, who his parents are, who Sam is...more recent things heā€™s blocked out,ā€ she said.Ā ā€œEither by choice or because he really canā€™t remember.ā€
ā€œDoes he remember me? I only started running with the guys about five years ago,ā€ you said.
ā€œHe knows your name and that he loves you but thatā€™s about it. The details are all fuzzy for him. Now Deanā€™s not exactly what Iā€™d call a normal patient. Heā€™ll get thrown in an institute if he starts remembering here in a hospital and God knows whatā€™ll happen to him in there,ā€ she said.
ā€œWhat do we do then?ā€ asked Sam, Sally sighing and grabbing a chart from the nurses station.
ā€œHe has no bleeding in his head, just a few minor cuts and bruises from his tussle. Take him home, try to get him to remember. Any problems and you guys call me. Iā€™ll get you some materials that help sometimes,ā€ she said.
ā€œWhat if he doesnā€™t remember?ā€ said Sam.
ā€œThen he doesnā€™t. Either way, you need to be there for him. You guys gotta get going. The other neurologist starts his shift in an hour and heā€™s going to want to look at Dean if heā€™s still here.ā€
Dean was quiet on the way home, sitting in the backseat, leaning against the backdoor as he stared out the window. Sam simply went through the motions, making him dinner, sending him to bed after checking his bandages, Dean wearing a confused but happy smile the whole time.Ā 
ā€œY/N,ā€ said Sam, catching you sipping on a drink the library, stealing the bottle to pour himself some.
ā€œWhat are we going to do Sam?ā€ you asked.Ā ā€œHeā€™s...ā€
ā€œDo you remember when I saved you from that fire? You promised youā€™d do anything I wanted. Anything. I told you maybe someday Iā€™d take you up on it. We both know I was never going to but this...Iā€™m cashing that favor in, Y/N,ā€ he said, taking a long swig.
ā€œUsing a spell to get his memories back might be dangerous, Sam,ā€ you said, earning a head shake.
ā€œIā€™m not talking about that. Iā€™m talking about the fact that my big brother thinks the world is normal. The weight of it isnā€™t on his shoulders anymore. Heā€™s so light and happy. Youā€™re gonna pack up his stuff, pack up your stuff, and youā€™re going to take him to a little cabin that used to be Bobbyā€™s. Itā€™s not that far out in the boonies so youā€™ll have electricity and internet and then...youā€™re gonna help him get a job, get a job yourself and you two are going to get the hell out of this life,ā€ he said.
ā€œSam that is not-ā€
ā€œYouā€™re doing this. If something comes after you, you can protect him. Try it for me. If he starts to remember on his own, come back but please, give it a try.ā€
Two Days Later
ā€œI thought we lived at the bunker place?ā€ asked Dean, sitting down at your new kitchen table, watching you whip up an easy dinner.Ā 
ā€œWe live here now,ā€ you said, stirring the pot, taking a deep breath.Ā 
ā€œWhat do we do now?ā€ he asked with a smile.Ā ā€œDo I go to work?ā€
ā€œWeā€™ll find you a new job,ā€ you said, Dean pursing his lips.Ā ā€œWhat is it Dean?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re not happy,ā€ he said.Ā ā€œI want to fix it but I donā€™t remember how to do that.ā€
ā€œWe both have to get used to this new life,ā€ you said, giving him a nod.Ā ā€œWe will. I donā€™t want you to worry about me, Dean.ā€
ā€œI love you though. Of course I worry about you,ā€ he said with a smirk.
ā€œYou donā€™t even remember my birthday,ā€ you said with a smile.
ā€œI guess I get to learn everything I love about you all over again then,ā€ he said.Ā ā€œI do know I love you. I definitely remember that.ā€
ā€œI love you too Dean. Every version of you. Weā€™ll get through this too.ā€
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Don't leave me
Comforting Farleigh after Felix's death
Farleigh Start x female reader
a/n: I really wanted to write this because I feel like Farleigh needed someone to comfort him and tell him everything's going to be alright after he got yelled at and he definitely deserved better, poor baby, (also that's what I think the scene is about, if I got it wrong, sorry)
warning: Felix dying, swearing, everybody treating Farleigh like shit, drugs, Farleigh crying a lot
word count: 3,299
You have known Farleigh for as long as you can remember. He's always been there for you. Your rock, your shoulder to cry on, someone who knew all of your secrets and all your problems, always ready to help you. Even if it was 4 pm or 4 am, you called and he was there.
And you were always there for him. Even though most of the times you two were on different continents and hours and miles away from each other, you never let something like that ruin what you two had. Then things started getting a lot easier because Farleigh came to live in England and since then you were inseperable. Yes, you did spend quite some time at Saltburn even when Farleigh wasn't here because you were really good friends with Felix and then later met Venetia, who you've clicked with just like that. Yes, sometimes they had their own opinion on Farleigh and sometimes you hated the way they talked about him but he somehow learned how to shake that off and not take it too seriously, so you did exactly that even though deep down it hurt to listen.
When you joined Oxford university, you and Farleigh became even closer and you eventually fell in love with him. You kept it a secret for quite some time because you were afraid to talk about your feelings because you didn't want to lose him. He was your home and you weren't planning on losing that, but luckily he felt the same and that was it. He was everything you always wanted and you swore you would never let him go or do anything that would harm him or let him battle his problems alone. No fucking way.
Everything was going great. You finished another year at Oxford, celebration obviously planned there and then later at Saltburn. Summer was about to begin and you had a feeling this summer was going to be one to remember. And oh boy it was.. but for very different reasons.
"Hey baby." Farleigh walked into your dorm, closing the door behind him, his arms immedistely wrapping around your body, hugging you from behind. "Did you finish packing?" He aks gently as he looked around the room, your clothes still splatered across the floor and your bed, messier than the first night you came here.
"Shut up." You playfully hit his arm as you heard him chuckle in your ear, his lips connecting with the top of your head in a gentle kiss. "I still have so much to do, I'll never make it in time."
"Yes you will, I'll wait for you, you know I'm not leaving." He spun you around, his hands resting on your waist as he pulled you closer and hugged you tightly, one of those as you called them grizly bear hugs.
"Then help me pack?" You batted your eyelashes at him and made a pouty face, hoping it would work.
"Oh no, that's not fair, don't do that, you know I can't resis that face" He said and kissed your lips swiftly, his fingers tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. "Of course I'll help."
"Is anybody else coming with us?" You asked while folding your t-shirts, placing them neatly inside your suitcase.
"Oliver fucking Quick." Farleigh trailed off.
"What?" You quickly turned around to look at him, unsure if you heard that correctly. You obviously didn't like him, I mean Fekix though he was a very inspiring person but you and Farleigh? You didn't get the hype and always held him on his toes.
"Yeah, Felix invited him. I don't know why, something about him not wanting to go home because of his parents."
"Do Elspeth and James know that?" You asked, crossing your arms.
"Yes, apparently Elspeth is extremely excited to meet him. That'll be interesting." Farleigh closed one of your bags and placed it on his shoulder. "Damn, what do you have in here, rocks?"
"Very funny, no, all the vibrators you gave me." You said, laughing, seriousness washed over his face.
"Oh really?" He dropped the bag on the floor and grabbed your waist, hoisting your body up on his shoulder, his large hand smacking you on the ass. Your laugh echoed throughout the room, probably audible outside too, but that's how Farleigh always wanted you to be. Such beautiful laughter, it was like music to his ears, like daisies adorning a beautiful meadow. He gently put you down on the bed and laid on top of you, his thumb caressing your soft cheek.
"I love you." He whispered, a special kind of sparkle in his eyes, a smile plastered on his face.
"I love you too, Farleigh." His hot breath washed over your face, his lips slightly brushed yours before he kissed you gently, a moment of bliss before the big storm.
~ Ā° * Ā° ~
Summer at Saltburn? Always crazy and busy, but the busy part? Partying and laying out on the freshly cut grass or swimming in the pool. That was all you did there every summer. Not a bad life, you always thought to yourself, but sometimes it was nice to go back to reality and to a real life.You'd be lying if you said you didn't get used to this kind of life, the glamour, the dinner parties, dressing up,it was quite fun to a certain point. When it was too much, you and Farleigh packed your bags and left for a week or two, all alone, away from all of it. But to someone, this life was inviting them in more and more as each day passed.
And then the Cattons decided to throw Oliver a birthday party. 200 people? 300? You lost count. I mean if it's a party then it's a great idea, but for the entire night Farleigh had a very strange feeling about everything that night. He watched Oliver just skulk around almost every room in the house, people not paying too much attention to him. Most of them only knew him as "the birthday boy" but only a few of them knew his actual name. There was something strange about him, Farleigh always kept an eye on him.
...and he was right...
Around 11 am you felt someone shaking your body, trying to wake you up. You opened your eyes and saw Farleigh standing in front of you and you immediately knew something was wrong. His eyes were wide and his hands were shaking, his mannerisms completely different than how he usually is.
"What is it?" You asked and instantly sat up on the bed, fear in your eyes and in your voice, your heart suddenly picking up its pace, a sudden wave of ringing filling up your ears.
"Felix is missing." Farleigh trailed off.
"What?" You quickly got up and didn't even bother to put on shoes. You ran outisde and saw Venetia in the water, walking around, waving her hands underwater. You ran towards her with Farleigh, both of you joining her, hoping he's not in here and that he's fine. Then you heard a gut wrenching scream coming from the maze. You looked at Farleigh and instantly felt tears well up in your eyes. You shook your head and walked as quickly as possible to the edge, climbed and got up, the three of you running towards the maze.
You knew the maze like the back of your hand so it was easy to get to the center, but at that moment you wish that you could just get lost in there because what you all saw was something you would never be able to forget as it was buried inside you mind very deeply.
Felix was laying there on his stomach, golden wings still attached to his back. His body a pale colour, almost a hint of blue, his beautiful eyes now without that incredible spark that you got so used to seeing. His lifeless body was something you never thought you would have to see in your life nor did you want to but for some reason you couldn't look away.
Venetia, you and Farleigh fell to your knees, grasping onto one another, looking for comfort as tears just started coming out, the pain in your chest unlike anything you've ever experienced before. It was as if someone ripped out your heart, a huge hole right in the middle of your chest. Your ears started ringing and you felt like you were going to pass out. You suddenly felt like you weren't on this planet anymore, completely disoriented and if Farleigh and Venetia weren't grasping onto your body, you don't know how you would have dealt with this alone. You let out a loud scream, your chest convulsing from all the sobs that kept coming out of your body.
You don't know how or when you got up, left the maze and changed your clothes or when on earth did everybody gather for lunch, but there you were, sitting at the table with James, Elspeth, Venetia, Farleigh, oh and yes, of course, Oliver.
The curtains shut as the room plunged into darkness, making it look red like blood, not a hint of daylight. It somehow looked terrifying and gruesome, very unpleasant. You were sitting next to Farleigh, his face kind of emotionless as he kept staring at the table, not moving his gaze from the same spot. You reached out to him, grabbing his hand and squeezing it, making him snap out of his thoughts, a sob suddenly falling from his lips. On your left was an empty chair and an empty plate. Felix's spot and when you first walked in and saw it, you broke down again.
Suddenly there was a hint of a squeaking gurney on the outside, meaning they were passing the window with Felix's body and then there was a sound of doors closing. A tear rolled down your cheek as you closed your eyes, your hand suddenly slipping away from Farleigh's.
"Oh my God... May I be excused, please?" Farleigh whimpered and got up from the table, his cheeks stained with tears.
"No. We haven't finished lunch." James replied, not even looking at Farleigh.
"Lunch is cold. You want me just eat it like nothing is happening?"
"What else is there to do, darling?" Elspeth looked at him, sadness noticable in her eyes.
"Anything! Anything-" You looked at him as he screamed out, a whimper escaping your lips as tears started falling from your eyes again. The pain was unbearable and seeing Farleigh like that broke your heart and how everybody acted like nothing ever happened, like Farleigh was the only one who actually cared and the only one who saw how messed up it was that everybody was acting like this. James slammed his fists on the table, the plates clattering. You jumped, your body shook from fear, the sudden change in tone almost too much.
"Farleigh! Will you be quiet?! Sit down and eat the bloody pie! Just eat it! Eat it and shut up! Eat the bloody pie!"
Farleigh sat down and grabbed his fork, placing the pie in his mouth but unable to chew through the meat. Small pieces flew out of his mouth and onto the plate, a tear rolling down his cheek.
"You're not the only person here with feelings. None of us wants your bloody American feelings!" James trailed off and suddenly there was silence inside the room. You didn't even try to put anything in your mouth because you felt like you were going to throw up.
"I think itā€™s delicious." Oliver suddenly said, Farleigh snapping at him.
"What the fuck are you still doing here?" you look at Oliver and his expression and there was nothing on his face. Like he didn't care. You wiped away your tears and placed your hands in your lap.
"Wait, does no one else find it weird?.. No one else finds that weird?"
"Farleigh.." you whispered and placed your hand on top of his, your fingers grazing his in a comforting way.
"I wouldnā€™t throw stones if I was you, Farleigh." Oliver replied in a strict tone, a fork in his hand.
"Excuse me?"
"Please stop." Venetia sighed and said quietly.
"What is he saying?" James asked and looked at Oliver.
"I..I've no idea." Farleigh said, clearly confused what Oliver wanted to get with all of this.
"What I'm saying is that I'd feel guilty too."
"Guilty?"
"If I was the one racking up lines the night someone died."
"Fuck you." Farleigh stared back at him, cursing, only hate for Oliver in his body at that very moment.
"That's not a denial." Oliver replied as he leaned forward a little bit, his gaze moving between you and Farleigh.
"You took it too far, Oliver." You interrupted them, defending Farleigh.
"Is that true?" James asked, pale with fury. He looked towards Duncan signaling him to leave. "Search Farleigh's room."
"No." Farleigh crumpled into his chair and started sobbing. Now you were a little bit scared. Your eyes widened, not surely understanding what they were going to do about this situation. Seeing and hearing what was happening was making the situation even harder. You couldn't take your eyes off Farleigh and when you saw tears continuously welling up in his eyes, you couldn't help but start sobbing as well. Your heart was breaking.
"Get out." Sir James said angrily.
"Please, he didn't do anything.." You looked at Sir James, begging, trying to make him see that it really wasn't his fault and that he had nothing to do with all of this. Of course he didn't believe you, he didn't even acknowledge you.
"No, wait-" Farleigh whimpered and wiped away his tears with the sleeves of his jumper.
"What's happening?" Elspeth asked after wiping her mouth eith a linen cloth.
"Aunt Elspeth- Elspeth-" he said desperately but got interrupted by James.
"Donā€™t you dare look at her!"
Elspeth looked liked she was now ignoring Falreigh, not wanting to look at him at all. Could she ever look at him again after this? Who knows.
"Get out!"
Farleigh looked around the table, searching for somebody to look at him, to see they were making a mistake but no one looked at him except for you. Not even Oliver. He got up your hand slipped off, hanging next to your body. Your lip trembled at the sudden empty feeling, your head hung low as you kept staring at your fingers. Farleigh grabbed onto the chair, picking at the stitching.
"I won't mention this to the police. That's all you get. Nothing more. Ever again." James trailed off and that was the last thing you heard from him that night. Farleigh turned to the side and left the room, leaving you alone with the Cattons and Oliver. You wiped away your tears with the back of your hand.
"You didn't have to do this. It wasn't his fault." You snapped back at Oliver, his eyes quickly looking back at you. A hidden smirk adorned his face, a sinnister look in his eyes.
"You know he did it. He was racking up lines the whole night. Felix could've taken whatever Farleigh was using." Oliver replied, his plate now half empty. "Even when you two were fucking outside. It was like a freak show."
"Fuck you." You quickly got up and threw the linen clot on the table, your legs feeling like jello. "If you'll excuse me, I can't be in the room with someone who cares more about a fucking stranger than a member of this family."
You turned around on your heels and walked out of the room. The second you closed the doors, you let out the biggest sob, a long hallway making it echo throughout the house. You felt like you were falling apart from the inside out.
You stood outside Farleigh's room as you quietly knocked on the door, only a quiet sob audible. You silently opened the door and what you saw broke your heart completely. Farleigh was laying on the floor, his knees pulled towards his body, his arms wrapped around them as loud sobs fell from his lips.
You looked around his room and saw how big of a mess it was. Everything was scattered on the floor. His clothes, his books, all of his belongings on the floor. You bit your lip in hopes it would stop you from crying, but it didn't help.
You walked over to his sobbing figure and knelt down, your arms immediately wrapping around his body.
"Farleigh... baby.." you whispered, his body shaking.
"They think I killed him." He whispered through his cries, his tears soaking the carpet underneath him. "I didn't do it." His cries kept getting louder and it was harder for you to stay quiet because you couldn't stand him being like this, broken, like he didn't mean anything to anybody. Like it was all his fault. You wanted to fix everything and make it all okay for him because that's exactly what he deserved. He deserved better and to be treated right.
"No, Farleigh, you didn't do it. It's not your fault, please don't think that. You didn't kill Felix." You told him, your hands caressing his arms, comforting him, hoping it would help him even just a little bit.
"Now I feel like I did." He cried out, his face now buried in his hands.
"Hey, come here." You grabbed his arm and gently pulled him, moving his hands from his face. You intertwined your fingers with his and helped him sit up, his knees once more pulled towards his body. You wiped away his tears with your thumbs, gently caressing his cheeks before you cupped his face, making him look at you directly in your eyes.
"You didn't do it, why would you think that? Because of Oliver?" He just nooded and closed his eyes, a single tear rolling down his cheek. It felt like someone was sitting on your chest, the pressure and the pain in your heart from seeing Farleigh like this was unbearable.
"Fuck him, Farleigh. He's a nobody, a fucking leech and if I could get rid of him, I would. You're so much more than all of this. You deserve everything in this world and if they can't see it, fuck 'em." You trailed off, tears welling up in your eyes and your voice breaking every other word.
"Everybody is leaving me, pushing me away like I mean nothing." He sobbed and quickly got up as he started pacing around his room, his cries so loud that it seemed like he was fighting for air. You jumped up and stood there in place for a few seconds, somehow unable to move.
"Are you also going to leave me?" His voice cracked and right then he looked like a little kid. You dare to say that he looked absolutely defeated. "Please don't leave me."
A loud cry fell from your lips, his words hurting you, hurting how he thought that you would actually leave him after everything. You shook your head and practically ran towards him, your body smashing into his
You wrapped your arms around him tightly, your face buried in his chest as you sobbed quietly. His arms squeezed you, almost as if he was afraid if he held you lightly or if he let you go, you would somehow slip away.
"I will never leave you, Farleigh. I could never. You're a part of me and if I lose you, I'll lose myself. Please don't ever think that I would leave you." He kissed the top of your head, one hand still wrapped around your body while the other gently caressed your hair.
"Now let's get out of here. Okay?" You kissed him on the lips gently, his arms resting on your hips. You had to get out of this house, had to get away from Saltburn as soon as possible. The only good thing about all of this? Farleigh by your side.
"Okay."
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hi babeeee!!! idk if this is how requests work bc i never request fics but i was wondering if u could do something super duper angsty, like really angsty, and then hurt comfort with a fluffy end? it can be anything you want, but like that sort of timeline would be so so so good, if u could and if requests r open,, xoxoxox
it may have taken me 12 years but i did it bestie.
Peter Parker wasnā€™t the type of boyfriend to have rules.Ā 
You were your own person, and should live as one. However, there were some things he was a bit more passionate about.Ā 
Like: texting him when you get home (and he wasnā€™t around), calling him if you feel unsafe or nervous, keep him informed of your whereabouts so he could try and track you down if he needed to, and always, always, call him back.Ā 
Peter had one rule, let him know you're safe. Always. Even when youā€™re mad at eachother, even at your most ugly, youā€™d let him know youā€™re okay. It was Peterā€™s one true rule, the other things he liked and he preferred youā€™d do, but this was his number one thing.Ā 
And youā€™re not following it.Ā 
The third time you ignored his call he felt frustration brew so deeply he almost slammed his phone to the ground, it wouldā€™ve done nothing to fix anything, and wouldā€™ve made a bigger problem, but the satisfaction of watching something break apart into a million pieces wouldā€™ve made him feel better. Even if just for a moment.Ā 
Itā€™s almost like you knew itā€™s pissing him off, youā€™ve never dug this deeply into a wound. You knew it would get under his skin in the right places, it was something that either of you didnā€™t play with. It was too serious for Peter, and knowing you were most likely safe and just doing this to try and get even with him made him furious. Because he canā€™t prove it. And because he canā€™t all he could think about how not okay you might be.Ā 
Peter hates leaving angry voicemails but he canā€™t stop himself this time.Ā 
ā€˜This is the fourth fucking call youā€™ve ignored, I think you proved your point. I know youā€™re mad at me but this is just childish, you made this night go from a small hiccup to a massive fight because you wonā€™t answer your phone. Just call me back, goddamn it.ā€™Ā 
Peterā€™s never once gotten loud with you, heā€™s never once felt enough rage towards you he could ever buck up enough energy to yell at you. But all he wanted to do was scream about how inconsiderate you were. He understands he may have started it, he even tried to apologize but you mustā€™ve had this in your heart for a minute because you couldnā€™t wait to bulldoze him.Ā 
ā€˜Iā€™m so sorry, baby. I got caught up in the low-ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Whatever, I donā€™t care. Iā€™m going home.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Hey, no, no, no! We can still hang out! I havenā€™t ate-ā€™Ā 
ā€˜I did. I waited over an hour, Peter. Iā€™m going home.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Iā€™m sorry, I really am, baby. I know tonight was important to you.ā€™Ā 
And thatā€™s when the night switched.Ā 
ā€˜No, Peter, this wasnā€™t important to me. This was important for us, this was about you trying to prove you still care about us.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Woah, hold on, donā€™t you dare stand there and tell me I donā€™t care about you or us, thatā€™s unfair and you know it.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜You know what, Peter? I didnā€™t sign up to date two guys. I was willing to accept the other because it was a package deal, but Iā€™m tired of being picked last. You know Iā€™ll always be waiting around and itā€™s so fucking tiresome just waiting around.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Bullshit. You knew exactly what you were signing up for, you donā€™t get to act like this is new news.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Iā€™m always picked last! I understand who you are, Peter, who you share a life with, trust me, if anyone here knows best about understanding, itā€™s fucking me, but that doesnā€™t mean Iā€™m always the last priority. I know sometimes I have to be on the backburner, and guess what, Peter? I fucking understand. But, tonight? What stopped you? Because itā€™s not like thereā€™s a domestic attack on the city, so tell me, what was so fucking important tonight I was shot to the bottom of the list for it?ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Okay, I get it. I know youā€™re mad, but I think we both need to take a breath and talk about this at home.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜No! I want you to look at me and tell me what was so important NYPDā€™s finest couldnā€™t handle it for an evening.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Baby, I really donā€™t-ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Fucking tell me! I want you to admit right now it was nothing important. Look me in the eye and admit you didnā€™t care about my feelings.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜It was a robbery. I have a responsibility to keep the city safe, a city you very much live in, by the way.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Ah, the classic, ā€˜if you really think about it, Iā€™m doing this for youā€™ line. Real original.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Can we please just go home? If youā€™re going to be pissed at me anyways Iā€™d rather it be in the comfort of our home.ā€™
ā€˜You can go wherever you want, but Iā€™m not going anywhere with you.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Iā€™m gonna get a cab, hold on.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜No, Iā€™m not going anywhere with you and I mean it.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜You can hate me at home, letā€™s go.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜No! Iā€™m leaving, you can sit around waiting on me for once.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Why are you doing this now? Youā€™ve never been this persistent before, I moved in with you and you still donā€™t think itā€™s enough. What else do you want from me? Iā€™m giving you all I can, fuck.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜You know what? I hope someone fucking kidnaps me, maybe then Iā€™d be your first choice.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Donā€™t, donā€™t you even dare go there. You know thatā€™s a low blow.ā€™
ā€˜I do. I hope Iā€™m fucking tortured with you on the line, too.ā€™Ā 
Peter tried calling out for you, screamed your name even, but you walked across the street and were swallowed into the crowd. He tugged at his hair a few times before looking around, he wasnā€™t sure what to do. Get a cab, bus, train? Does he walk in the direction you went? Itā€™s a start.Ā 
Pulling out his phone he tried calling, you sent him to voicemail on the second ring. Youā€™re pissed, thatā€™s fine, he just needs you mad and safe. Peter dodged bodies on his left and right, checking each alleyway for you, assuming youā€™d stop to collect yourself and call him when you had a breather.Ā 
No sight of you. He doesnā€™t know where you went from here, it splits two ways. He tries using his boyfriend intuition and attempts to channel you, heā€™s left hopeless. Like a hail mary he remembers you share locations, Peterā€™s hands shake when he reaches for the app, your name loading until a small circle appears in his.Ā 
Youā€™re close. He follows the road forward, he knows you took this way and his heart squeezes. You deliberately took the sketchy route, the one you told Peter you wouldnā€™t dare walk without him. It looks like heā€™s getting closer, but itā€™s impossible to tell when he has to wait for it to constantly reload.Ā 
Peter swears he can see your jacket ahead, he calls your phone, picking up the pace and trying his best to catch up. You blocked his call again, but he saw you do it.
He knows you heard your name get called, because you started to walk faster, itā€™s useless, Peterā€™s quicker. The only option you had was to hide in the crowd, squeezing yourself in the middle and out through the front. Sighing heavy at your escape, and a bit unamused by the childish behavior. Peter looked down at his phone refreshing your name ā€˜find friends.ā€™Ā 
His face crumbled into a thousand pieces when the notification appeared, ā€˜- stopped sharing their location with you.ā€™ His response was to call you, this time you let it ring out, and he left a nasty voicemail. It was like he snapped, he pulled at his curls and exhaled a loud ā€˜fuck!ā€™ before gripping his phone so tight he thought itā€™d snap, and that's why he put it away.Ā 
If you wanted to play dirty so could he, youā€™re hard to find from the street but when heā€™s swinging from building to building youā€™d be out of luck. He was tired and hungry, he wanted this to be over. Fight about it like grown adults, at home, while heā€™s making a grilled cheese or something.Ā 
Peter ran down a back alleyway, ripping his clothes from his body and pulling his mask from his pocket. The suit came in handy tonight after all. Taking a sharp inhale, he took a leap, screaming out when he took flight.Ā 
ā€˜Not you, not you, not you, notā€¦. You? No, not you.ā€™Ā 
ā€˜Where the fuck did you go?ā€™Ā 
You were nowhere to be found, still no answer on his calls or texts. He knows itā€™s irrational, but heā€™s terrified youā€™ve jinxed yourself and really are in trouble. Heā€™s taken the route on a spin three times and he still hasnā€™t seen you, thereā€™s three options, you either went into a gay nightclub, were kidnapped, or somehow snuck your way across the road and intoā€¦ central park.Ā 
Of course you did, Peter shouldā€™ve known that. He told you one time it was a weak vantage point, he couldnā€™t see through the treelines all that well, and didnā€™t have much to swing from. At least he has a general idea of where you are, he just has to do it on foot.Ā 
Maybe you were right, maybe he just sucked at prioritizing you now. He doesnā€™t know when he became this way. He just feels so responsible, he got a great gift and itā€™s only right he shares it. He just hasnā€™t figured out how to share Peter with you and Spider-Man with the world yet. Both people need him at the same time.Ā 
At last, sitting on the edge of the fountain, is the love of his life. Just looking terribly sad, he hates to know he caused it. He may have started the fight, but you said some terrible things, things that were only said to jab at the most vulnerable spots.Ā 
Taking a seat next to you he sighs, his entire body deflating in one breath. You mimic the sigh.Ā 
ā€œRough night?ā€Ā 
You hum, ā€œmy boyfriend and I got in a fight. Maybe we still are, I donā€™t know. What about you?ā€Ā 
Peter stretches his legs, red feet scrape the brick. ā€œMy girlfriend went nuclear, kinda deserved. But, she also really hurt my feelings.ā€Ā 
ā€œDid you hurt her feelings too?ā€Ā 
ā€œDoes that make it deserved?ā€Ā 
Silence. It didnā€™t.Ā 
Peter watches you twiddle your thumbs, chewing on your bottom lip and sniffing.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sure sheā€™s really sorry, and she knows whatever she said hit a soft spot. It seems like your job comes with some downsides, and maybe she kept it all bottled up until she couldnā€™t anymore, because how do you tell a superhero you want their attention more than a city needs protection?ā€Ā 
He knows what you mean, he knows how selfish it could sound, but itā€™s not. Youā€™re allowed to want him around every second, because he does too.Ā 
ā€œYou donā€™t.ā€Ā 
Peter can feel your eyes, ā€œyou donā€™t tell the superhero, you tell your boyfriend.ā€Ā 
Your throat clears, ā€œwhat if heā€™s both? What if heā€™s already spread too thin and his whining girlfriend is his last straw?ā€Ā 
ā€œNo. Heā€™s not spread too thin. He was unaware of how you felt, he didnā€™t know how much it bothered you. He didnā€™t know how far he pushed you away.ā€Ā 
ā€œSo what changes now he knows?ā€Ā 
Peter breaks character, this is about real solutions.Ā 
ā€œWe figure it out. Weā€™ll go home and look at our schedules and work around it, and have a set day where itā€™s only us. Twice a month weā€™ll have a standing date, attendance mandatory. The police scanner gets turned off unless itā€™s a slow night, and from now on, unless itā€™s a domestic attack, nothing comes before you.ā€Ā 
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And They Were Roommates
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Includes: Fluff, fluff, some more fluff and a kiss? You confront Spencer about your relationship status after Penelope informs you of everyone's belief of you being more than roommates :)
(Prompt from this challenged by @imagining-in-the-margins)
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You were at the coffee shop nearest to the apartment, desperately trying to find a pick me up. It was 6:30am...a new record for you. Seeing as your roommate and best-friend Spencer hadn't alerted you that you guys ran out of coffee at home, you were now standing in what you deem the longest line in the world you'd ever seen for coffee.
Then again it was one of the first times you'd been up this early to see people who actually got up early. It'd only been 10 minutes but you swore if you didn't get your daily caffeine boost soon you'd start to shut down.
The line was moving at snail pace so you decided to see what the problem was, only to catch a Penelope Garcia with 8 coffees in her arms, trying to balance her way out of the crowd.
Fortunately for her, Spencer had introduced you to the team a few months ago after they'd wanted to see where he lived and he was essentially peer-pressured in showing them by Derek. You'd been given a 5-minute notice at the late hour of 11pm and to this day are still making him pay on movie-nights where you got to choose the film.
You were torn between helping Penelope and staying in your spot in line, but seeing as you remembered how kind she had been and she was about to drop all that coffee, you took pity. Rushing over and calling her name,
"Penelope, you need some help there?"
"ah!-oh hi Y/n, sorry you scared me for a moment! And yes please."
You took one of the trays of coffee from her, holding her purse around your other arm. "Not that I mind helping, but why all the coffee?"
"Well" She was now wobbling over to a table that was just freed up by a couple, talking to you while placing her many belongings on it,
"Sometimes, I like to get up really early and get coffee for the team, cause you know the coffee at work sucks and I'm sure Spencer's already alerted you, but someone's been stealing the curate cups from the kitchen!"
You now placed the tray you had been carrying on the table as well,
"No...uh Spencer doesn't exactly talk about his job much, we usually just talk about other stuff"
She looked surprised at this, "Really? I thought he'd be more open about what he does with his girlfriend. But I guess thats just Spencer."
Now it was your turn to be surprised. "I-I'm sorry, did you say girlfriend?"
"Well, I mean yeah, you live together, he talks about you all the time, and when we went over you two just had so much chemistry we all just assumed-" she stopped talking as she saw the growing disbelief on your face, "I-I just- I'm sorry are you not dating?"
You were speechless. Absolutely speechless.
I mean sure you liked Spencer, he was one of your best-friends and you did live together and yea maybe you had feelings for him. But could other people see it too?
I mean, it made sense, now that you thought about it, you two were practically never seen apart, having roomate-movie-nights, going on consistent 'friend-dates', eating almost every meal together and getting each other gifts for holidays, even sometimes falling asleep in each others beds when you both got black-out drunk on occasion...
Were you dating?
Penelope had taken your silence as her cue to leave, gathering her things, but you had another idea, one that wouldn't leave you overthinking for the rest of the day.
"Wait- I- I'll help you! I mean you can't carry this all yourself!"
"Thank you" she smiled " but you're sure you don't have anywhere to be?"
"Not a place in the world." You would just call in sick today, you thought.
On the drive to the BAU as you talked to Penelope who you found was alluringly talkative, you also realized you might not even be able to get into the building. When you asked she waved her hand, shooing away your worries it seemed as she explained that as long as you weren't a spy you'd be fine for staying a couple minutes since she had clearence.
The topic of Spencer didn't come up again.
Once you got there and helped Penelope up to the office you caught sight of your roommate sitting at his desk. Excusing yourself, you began walking over, It was more decorated than you assumed, containing his adorable action figure favorites and small trinkets you'd given him over the years. And as you got closer you even found he had a picture of the two of you posing at a theme park you'd forced him to go to with you.
He saw you before you were closer, standing himself up as well.
"Y/n? What-What're you doing here?"
"Are we dating?"god you needed to get a filter, but you were really curious.
He sputtered at that, which admittedly made you smile, "I-uh-Who-did Garcia?-What?"
By pure instinct you grabbed his face so he had to look at you now, as he had a habit of looking down when nervous.
You asked him once more,
"Doctor Spencer Reid Are you dating me?"
You could feel him blush against your palms as he answered,
"Uhm...do you want me to be dating you?"
You don't know what had gotten into you that morning, but the next thing you did surprised both of you, pulling him closer as his hands circled your waist hesitantly and you kissed him.
It was soft at first, almost gentle in the way the both of you were nervous, but eventually he deepened it, grabbing one side of your face, the other circling your waist completely now as you arms came to rest around his shoulders.
When you both had to finally come up for air you breathed out your more than obvious response, "yes."
And while you both grinning like idiots at one another, Penelope was adamantly taking photos of the two of you for your wedding which she had already informed Spencer was to be on October 31 of next year.
You never even noticed you didn't get your coffee, knowing you were now with the Dr.Spencer Reid was enough of a pick-me-up to last you a lifetime.
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Fight Me, Fuck Me
a/n: happy valentiiiiiine's day!! Sorry this is a lil late i ended up picking up a shift at work so I wasn't able to finish it until this evening (which is kinda ironic ig but whatever). I seen a vid kinda similar (but less horny) on tt n couldn't resist imagining you and bkg getting in a fight on date night and lowkey being all hot n bothered with how yall are mean to each other šŸ™ˆ then w V-day around the corner I thought why the hell not lmao
wc: 3.5k
cw: afab!reader, reader is described as feminine but no pronouns are used, prohero!bkg, reader has a healing quirk and works at the hospital, yall can be toxic but that's why it's fun, established relationship, pet names (babe, my love), bakugo pays a lot of attention to your ass and thighs, reader and bkg are switchy asf, multiple orgasms, creampie, squirting, light spanking
all characters aged up +24
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You were silent as you continued doing your makeup, looking past yourself in the mirror to find red eyes focused on you.
Considering it was Katsuki, there wasn't a lot of aggression in his expression, but still, his eyes on you pissed you off. "Can I help you?" You asked, your attitude seeping into your tone.
He sneered, pushing off the bed and walking into the bathroom. "Not unless you can hurry that lil' ass up." He shot back. "We're gonna be late."
You and your boyfriend had impossible schedules. With you regularly pulling doubles at the hospital and Katsuki working his way up the hero rankings, you didn't often get a night off together for date night. Even the important couples holiday, Valentine's Day, was a day neither of you could take off. So this year, you decided to celebrate your own V-day, nearly two and a half weeks after the actual holiday.
The problem was you had mixed up your days, rushing home from the hospital in a flurry after getting a confirmation call that afternoon about the reservation from Katsukiā€™s assistant. You felt guilty, especially since he'd taken on planning the date night. But in typical Katsuki fashion, he'd blown up at you, yelling his head off as soon as you walked through the door. Then, despite your guilt, you were pissed at him.
"I told you on Tuesday that I was gonna be working today." You raised your brow, looking toward the bathroom with lips pursed. "If we're late, it's because you don't pay attention to anything I tell you."
"Babe, I already said I was sorry." You huff, unsatisfied. You turn back to your face in the mirror, reaching for your eyeliner. "And you told me that while I was in bed. You think I can remember the shit you tell me when I'm half asleep?"
You narrowed your eyes, trying to keep your hand steady as you did your eyeliner fuming mad. "Nice apology, Katsuki." You said dryly.
He emerged from the bathroom, and as he passed behind you toward the door, you caught a whiff of the cologne you'd gotten him for his birthday. God, it smelled so fucking good. Normally when he wore it, it was only a matter of time before you were on top of him, unbuttoning his belt. Not now, though. Not unless you were gonna use the belt to strangle him. "Don't fuckin' talk to me about apologies. You're the one who forgot about tonight in the first place."
"I didn't forget!" You whip around to face him. You had crazy eyes, you knew, but fuck, your boyfriend made you feel crazy sometimes. "We had different dates down, and I couldn't exactly leave work immediately. There was a bus accident today. The hospital was overrun. I can't just leave when people need me."
"People are always gonna need you. They're always gonna need me. Doesn't mean we don't need each other." You stilled, recognizing your own words. You'd said them early in the relationship, the first time your jobs were making it hard to be together.
"Are you trying to make me feel guilty? I can't even count how many dates we've had to cancel because you had a mission! But oh, because it's my job, it's a bad thing to be dedicated? Do you not take my job seriously?"
He groaned. "Babe. Do you know what I had to do to make tonight special for us? The strings I had to pull to get us a spot at this restaurant for tonight? If we were just gonna sit at home in our fucking underwear, it wouldn't be a big deal."
You were glaring, but turned your attention back to the real task at hand. "You know what, I can't even fucking talk to you right now. I need to finish getting ready." You could argue, or you could do your makeup. You could not do both.
He let out a bitter laugh. "Well, thank god for that!" He yells back, walking out of the room. You flushed with anger, the sudden urge to throw something at him. But you couldn't chase after him to scream anymore; if you really were late, you'd never hear the end of it.
Ten minutes later, you were off, heading toward the restaurant in silence. Well, silent except for the occasional passive aggressive sighs and grumblings about the music you passed back and forth during the twenty minutes it took to get there.
When you got there, the host offered to take your coats, and Katsukiā€™s hands were on your shoulders, helping you out of yours. The rough pads of his fingertips grazed over your shoulder, and you were acutely aware of his breath ghosting along your neck.
Fuck, you think, annoyed at the way goosebumps rise along your skin, always like a live wire when it came to his touch. You had to fight your body's urge to lean into his touch, your anger still simmering but somehow making everything hotter, more volatile. You needed to keep it together. You couldn't let him win the argument because you were a little horny.
The restaurant was elegant, elevated. The low light was warm against the white tablecloths, and you were glad you had purchased a new dress for the occasion.
Katsuki was dressed to impress, too; charcoal colored trousers and a black cashmere sweater. When he took off his own coat, you had to remind yourself not to check him out. At least not obviously.
You followed the host toward your table, Katsuki behind you. ā€œAre you gonna be pissy the whole night?ā€ He asked as you were sitting down, realizing the attitude had yet to leave your expression. He couldnā€™t admit the reason itā€™d taken him a second to realize you were still pissed was because heā€™d been too focused on the way your dress hugged your curves, or how he had wanted to run his hands over your hips as heā€™d taken your coat. No, he wouldnā€™t admit the reason his ears were red was because he couldnā€™t stop thinking about dragging your ass to a restroom, or back to the car, to fuck you so hard you forget about why you were mad in the first place.
You sneered at him, about to pop off with an insult, and maybe a curse or three, but you were greeted quickly by your waiter.
Katsuki ordered wine for you, and a dirty martini for him.
When the waiter left, you shot a narrowed look to your boyfriend. ā€œIā€™m not pissy.ā€ It was a blatant lie, but you couldn't be bothered to care about being fair.
He rolled his eyes. ā€œYeah, sure. You have been since you got home.ā€
ā€œWell, I kinda had a shitty day,ā€ you said, honestly. ā€œCanā€™t imagine why you thought yelling at me would make me feel better.ā€
ā€œBabe, really? You were supposed to be off today, then you text me that you were staying late. And you still stayed later than you said. I almost lost the fuckinā€™ table tryna change the reservation. We don't get to do this often, I'd like my fucking girlfriend to at least pretend to be excited about it.ā€
You groan a little, trying to not be loud and draw attention. This is not the place you wanted to have this argument, especially with someone as explosive as Katsuki, but you werenā€™t ready to concede, because if you did, heā€™d think he was right. ā€œI told you since last week that Iā€™d picked up the extra shift, on this day, and you didnā€™t say anything. I didn't do it to spite you, and I donā€™t really appreciate being blamed for an honest mistake as if I did it to piss you off. Weā€™re here, arenā€™t we?ā€
ā€œYes, and this is just how I wanted to spend the evening with you.ā€ He said dryly, sneering and turning his attention to the menu, effectively ending the conversation.
The rest of dinner, and even the drive home, was much of the same. Neither of you were able to drop the bickering long enough to really talk about anything. Over the course of the meal, one martini had turned into two, and youā€™d finished off the bottle of wine. You both were still mad, senses dulled, and emotions amplified. When you glared at him, you couldnā€™t help but focus on the shape of his eyes, how pretty he looked even when he was mad.
And all he could think about was how he wanted to fuck the attitude right out of you. Every sneer, every glare sent his way, pissed him off, but he couldnā€™t deny how fucking sexy you were when you were mad. Without even trying, you had him half hard in his pants, like he was some fucking teenager on his first date. He couldnā€™t stop thinking about it, even by the time youā€™d gotten home.
He rounded the car to I open the door for you, offering you a hand. You raised your brow at him, but let him help you out the car. Katsuki set his hand on the small of your back, just barely above your ass, only because he needed to touch you. He wanted to get you hot and bothered, until you were begging for him.
The heat from his hand did stir something low in your stomach, and you tried not to show how he affected you, not even looking in his direction. As his hand dropped from your back, his fingertips grazed your ass, and you rolled your eyes as he unlocked the door. ā€œDonā€™t think thatā€™s gonna make me forget Iā€™m mad at you.ā€
"Tsk," he clicks his tongue at you, pushing open the door and flashing that smug smile he knew you couldn't resist. ā€œYou can be mad at me and still want me to fuck you.ā€ He said shamelessly.
You felt your face heat at his boldness, and you had to look away, focusing on the door as he pushed it open. He moved, if only slightly, for you to walk in passed him, and you fought to maintain your composure. You loved it when he was like this, and he knew it was a sure way to get you in the mood and give whatever he asked of you.
He wasnā€™t wrong, either. You werenā€™t even really sure why you were still fighting, other than that you were being stubborn and, in a sick way, loved fighting with your boyfriend.
You walked past him, keeping your expression level. Katsuki watched you move through the house, following you into your shared bedroom. Despite your efforts, he saw right through you; he was certain he could have you apologizing and begging him to give you attention.
But you were determined, and when you wanted, could be even more stubborn than your boyfriend. Through the wine, or maybe because of it, you knew youā€™d succumb to him eventually. You always did, and happily. Tonight though, you wanted him to fold first.
So, you took your time getting undressed, going so far as to ask for Katsukiā€™s help unzipping your dress when you could've done it easily, letting it pool around your ankles before you stepping out of it. As you stood in front of your dresser, examining its contents and deciding what pajamas to slip into, Katsuki slipped his hands around your waist, settling on your hipbones. He pulled you back into him, and you felt him, hard, pressing again the small of your back.
You bit your lip, stifling the urge to lean into him, to rub against his erection, or worse, let out the sweet moan that threatened to expose you. After so many years together, he knew exactly what would make you crumble, and fuck, you almost did.
ā€œIā€™m trying to get ready for bed.ā€ You say instead, voice clipped. You reached for a pair of black shorts from the drawer, but his hand was covering yours, intertwining your fingers. Fighting to keep your expression even, you leveled a glare on him as he leaned over your shoulder. ā€œYou really wanna piss me off tonight, donā€™t you?ā€
ā€œDefinitely wanna do somethinā€™ to ya.ā€ He shoots back quickly, the thumb at your hip rubbing slow circles into your skin, promising more. You narrowed your eyes. There was no way you could resist him, you needed to act quickly.
You turned around, looking up at him through your lashes. His hand was on your ass now, fingers squeezing and pulling you closer to him. You placed your hand flat on his stomach, trying to put some space between the two of you. You were flushed now, and he knew it. ā€œCā€™mon,ā€ his finger came up from under your chin, forcing you to look right at him as he smiled sweetly at you. ā€œDonā€™t be a sore loser. Admit it. Youā€™re turned on.ā€
You lean up onto your toes, pressing your lips against his, reaching down and untucking his shirt the best you could. He helped you, getting his belt undone and stepping backward out of his slacks as you pushed him back toward the bed.
He was pulling his shirt off as he sat on the edge of the bed, before pawing at your hips so you were sitting in his lap. The heat of him pressed right against you was delicious, and you rolled your hips against him. He swallowed your sighs as your tongues danced together, flushing with pride at the noises you pulled from him.
He was impatient, meeting the wave of your hips with thrusts of hie own. But this pesky fabric between the two of you. "Fuckinā€™ take these off already.ā€ He grumbled, pulling at the fabric of your underwear where it covered your ass, and you wasted no time getting rid of your last layers of clothing.
He nearly cried out as you lowered yourself on top of him, leaning into you so that you could feel his heavy breath tickling your neck. You allowed yourself to enjoy it momentarily, before pushing his shoulder with a finger so he was laying back on the bed, his legs over the edge of the bed. You squeezed around the tip of his cock as you got used to the stretch. ā€œFuck, youā€™re so wet already.ā€ You hid your satisfied smile by leaning down, sucking kisses from his chest up his neck. With each hitch of his breath, every moan, you rewarded him, clenching around him, or shifting the angle of your hips, lowering down until he was pressed flush against you.
You were used to the stretch, but with the way he filled you, and the lovely friction against your clit, you could already feel how the tension in your stomach was ready to snap. You needed to calm down before you came undone, biting into his shoulder as you found the rhythm that would make him crumble.
The drag of his cock along your walls had you clenching, and then you started to feel the telltale signs that he was close. His fingers tightened on your hips, almost painfully so, unable to control the way he thrusted up into you.
"You gonna come?" You cooed, sitting up a little, pulling out slowly and dropping down on his cock. He looked so close, his eyes fluttering each time he filled you. His resolve was crumbling, too lost in the feeling of you around him to remember that you were the one who was supposed to be one begging.
"Fuck," He whimpered when you clenched around him. You settled your hands on either side of his chest, leaning forward so you could keep bouncing on his cock. "You wanna come, my love?" You ask, crumbling at how Katsuki blushes under you. He nods, melting for you. You lean forward, pressing a messy kiss against him. You were close, too. If you looked at that expression one more second, you'd come undone.
You shift the angle of your hips, and he let out a clumsy grunt, fingers squeezing the fat of your hips for some stability. "Fuck, baby, just like that. I'm gonnaā€”"
That's when you lift your hips, until only his tip is inside you, and still. You reach down, wrapping your fingers around the base of his cock. He cries out, a moan turned sour as deny him. You smile down at him, and he knew by that look in your eyes that he was in for it.
You leaned down, lips brushing over his slightly as you said, "I'd like to see you beg me to let you come." He couldn't even find it in himself to be mad, not with the way you looked above him, your hair messy from him running his fingers through it, the light sheen of sweat on your skin from riding him so well. He doesn't care who was supposed to punish who, not when he was so close to coming, not if all it would take was a little begging.
You continued edging him, bouncing up and down on him until he got close, then cockwarming him until he calmed down. His sweet pleas grew more desperate. You almost let him when you came yourself, squeezing around him uncontrollably as you stilled on top of him to ride out your orgasm, and he nearly lost it at the feel of you so tight around him.
But even though you came, you weren't done with him, continuing to roll your hips over him, looking right into his eyes as you fuck him.
He has tears pricking his eyes, and he's whimpering. ā€œBaby, please. Please let me come. Iā€™m fucking sorry for yelling at you today. I got lost in wanting things to be perfect, but I was an ass for getting mad.ā€ Your expression softens for your boyfriend, and before you can even speak, heā€™s leaning in. His kiss is rough, hurried, and heā€™s thrusting up into you harder now than before, shifting so he hits that spot that has you moaning into his mouth. Unexpectedly, you fall into your next orgasm, and he feels you clenching. ā€œBaby, please can I come?ā€
Words elude you, so you simply nod, leaning against his chest and resting your hands on his shoulders, bracing yourself as he uses you to finish. Heā€™s twitching inside you, and after only a couple more thrusts, you feel his warmth flood your cunt, as he fucks you through both your orgasms.
Youā€™re breathing heavily, body feeling heavy as you lay on top of him, hands still resting on your ass, holding you against him. You feel his cum, and yours, seep out of you onto him, but he makes no move to get up to clean.
ā€œIā€™m sorry, too.ā€ You say softly, tracing your finger over his chest. You look up at him, and his gaze is already on you. ā€œI was being kind of a bitch. I justā€¦felt guilty, for almost ruining tonight, but it was easier to be mad at you than admit I messed up.ā€ You feel your cheeks heat, looking away from him and resting your ear against his chest. ā€œSo, Iā€™m sorry for being so sour all night. And for getting the day wrong.ā€
He rolls you both over, easily moving you both so your head was back against the pillows, still snuggly pressed inside you. Still hard, you realize. ā€œCute apology, but I canā€™t let you off that easy. You were a bitch tonight.ā€ His eyes shine wickedly, his smirk smug as he pulls slowly out of you. You whine at the lovely drag of his cock along your walls.
He leans down and, kissing you hard, knocks the breath out of you with the way he thrusts back into you. ā€œI'm not done with you, yet." He thrusted into you again again, hitting that spot that had you already craving a third orgasm.
Youā€™re gasping curses, then his name, as he fucks you, slowly but with strength and precision. You couldn't help digging your nails into his back as you feel the first wave of your orgasm. "Fuck, I'm gonna come again." You say breathlessly, and bite into his neck as you tug on the hair at the nape of his neck right as you come. You feel a rush of liquid, making a mess between your thighs and dripping down your ass, ruining the sheets beneath you.
The way you're clenching around him has him seeing stars, and feeling you squirt around him spurs him into his next orgasm, keeping himself buried in you as he cums. You pull him in for a kiss as he fills you, his lips grounding you as you come down, chests heaving against each other.
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After showering and changing the sheets, youā€™re back in bed, curled up into his side and playing with his hair. Youā€™re both smiling, fucked out and tired, though unwilling to end the night. ā€œWe should just sync our calendars.ā€ You say finally. ā€œThat way we wonā€™t get anything confused, and we can avoid pissing each other off.ā€
His hand, which had settled on your hip, landed a couple light smacks on your ass. ā€œI donā€™t think I mind us pissing each other off. Not with the way you fight.ā€
You roll your eyes, grinning even as your face heats. ā€œPlease, you were the one who couldnā€™t stop pawing at me when we got home.ā€
He snorts. ā€œYou liked it,ā€
ā€œYeah,ā€ you say absently, eyes growing heavy. ā€œI guess if we settle our arguments like that, I donā€™t mind getting into a fight every now and then.ā€
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a/n: thanks so much for reading! I hope you like this spicy little valentine's treat <3 if you did, pls lmk with rbs and comments! happy v-day <3
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villain!azul ashengrotto x magical girl!reader note - welcome to this very impulsive magical girl parody! i'm not sure how many chapters it will be exactly, but i'm looking forward to writing more. i hope you'll enjoy reading! chapter navigation: [01] (you are here) // [02]
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Magic is a messy, complex thing.
It can enchant and amaze with beautiful, endless possibilities. It can terrify with traumatic results. Like any sort of power in this world, it is a heavy responsibility for those who wield it. Everything has its dark side; youā€™re sure the same holds true for magic. No matter how marvelous it may be, surely there exists some shadow.
Itā€™s also something you canā€™t use, and so the good and the bad donā€™t really apply to you!
Not that this is cause for envy. Rather, youā€™re relieved you donā€™t have to worry about experiencing the problems that accompany magic. Youā€™ve got enough on your plate as it is; magic would only further complicate it. With no other plausible way to return to your world, youā€™ve had to make your home here on Sageā€™s Island. Itā€™s an isolated place, boasting two elite magical universities and a bustling town.
It also happens to resemble a chicken wing on maps, so thatā€™s a plus. Truly an ideal getaway! If only you werenā€™t trapped here indefinitelyā€¦ Maybe then youā€™d have better appreciation for it.
As it happens, youā€™re a janitor living in the abandoned, decrepit dorm on the outskirts of campus. It took a month since you moved in, but youā€™ve managed to clean it up into a habitable space with the help of its resident haunts. The Headmage hasnā€™t been very helpful or present since your arrival, and so youā€™ve had to make do with what little youā€™ve been given. But for all of his troubling qualities, he isnā€™t inherently cruel. Heā€™s kind enough to pay you for your services (but then that was only after you threatened him into an agreement), and he doesnā€™t overwork you (again, this is because you made it abundantly clear you wonā€™t do anything if it violates your own sanity in some way, shape, or form). At least heā€™s willing to negotiate every time you argue for humane working conditions.
Heā€™s an irksome guy. You canā€™t believe he has the gall to call himself the ā€˜embodiment of magnanimityā€™ when heā€™s done the bare minimum. Even the ghosts have offered more assistance and they donā€™t have any sort of authority here! Youā€™re pleased to share a space with them. Sometimes they seem more reliable than the Headmage.
Despite your attempts to acclimate, the illustrious Night Raven College is still a place wholly unsuitable for a magicless human such as yourself. Youā€™re the same age as some of the students here, but they feel like theyā€™re on another level. Flying overhead on brooms, casting spells, mixing up potionsā€¦ You listen in on some of their conversations while washing windows or sweeping the floors and wonder if all magic schools are this rigorous.
Maybe thatā€™s any school regardless of its curriculum. Any sort of academic pursuit comes with difficulties; thatā€™s normal. But magic is a facet unique to this world. There arenā€™t any arcane academies where youā€™re from, but now you wish there were. They seem so fascinating.
ā€œNot much of my problem, though, is it?ā€ you mumble, shaking free of that thought. Being a janitor is great. You can avoid the stress of school and keep up with the gossip exchanged in the halls. Itā€™s like reading the newspaper, only itā€™s spoken instead of written.
Morning spills through the part in the curtains when you open them. You shut your eyes and bask in the warming glow of a sunshine smooch. Itā€™s going to be another great dayā€”youā€™re sure of thisā€”and a day as pleasant as this deserves to be lived in its entirety. Perhaps youā€™ll have a picnic outside or you could evenā€”
BAM.
Your eyes snap open just in time to view the raven whoā€™s slammed itself against the window. Disoriented, it jerks itself up and away from the glass, flapping its wings wildly. You watch its attempts with a pitying frown. And then, inching closer to pull the window open to allow the raven respite, you see it: the blue flames racing towards you at a rapid speed.
With a yelp, you dive out of the way just in time. Due to the forceful blast, the window shatters in a spray of glass. Heat licks at your face, so hot it almost singes your brows, and you stumble to the other side of the room in a panicked daze.
ā€œYou lousy bird!ā€ someone exclaims, the words pronounced in a growl. ā€œGet back here so I can nab ya and prove that Iā€™m worthy of beinā€™ at this school!ā€
The raven squawks, fluttering wildly about your room. A sleek, obsidian-colored feather floats into your hand. You donā€™t have time to admire it, for the curtains have just caught fire.
ā€œCome onā€”I just put those up last week!ā€ you bemoan, looking on in abject horror.
From the opening, a furry creature bursts through. He resembles a grey cat with his short, fluffy stature, but his tail is shaped strangely and thereā€™s blue fire flickering from his ears. The same blue fire heā€™s currently conjuring in an attempt to catch the ravenā€¦
You grab hold of the coat rackā€”the nearest viable weapon you can think ofā€”and jump in front of him. He startles and leaps back when you swing.
ā€œWhatā€™re you doing?! You canā€™t do that in here! Fuckā€”my curtains! Donā€™t light anything else on fire!ā€
Baffled, the cat-creature scoffs at you. ā€œHow was I supposed to know someoneā€™s livinā€™ in here? Not my fault!ā€
ā€œItā€™s a residence! Of course someone lives here! I live here!ā€
ā€œWhen they make me the Great Mage Grim, Iā€™ll fix this place up for ya. Thatā€™s a promise! I just gotta catch that bird and prove myself a worthy candidate. Just you waitā€”theyā€™ll be puttinā€™ my name up in lights!ā€
ā€œLike hell they will!ā€
With a devastated groan, you whack the curtains down with the coat rack. They land in a heap, smoke curling from beneath the pile and sliding out the shattered window in dark, wispy tendrils. It takes a frazzled few stomps and smacks before the fire fizzles away, leaving you with charred curtains and the distinct stench of something scorched.
Still panting from the adrenaline rush, you loosen your grip on the coat rack. This is a mess. What am I going to do? I donā€™t have enough money to fix this!
You turn your hateful scowl on the cat-creature. ā€œYou!ā€
ā€œW-Wait! Wait!ā€ He raises a paw to his lips and gestures towards your bedside table. The raven sits perched, a golden chain wrapped around its neck and an envelope clasped in its beak. In all of the chaos, you must have missed that. ā€œDonā€™t say a word. Itā€™s right there.ā€
He approaches stealthily, slow as a sloth, and pounces. He misses narrowly, ending up with a mouthful of feathers instead. The raven caws and takes flight, circling overhead.
He spits feathers. ā€œMyahaha! I got it! I actuallyā€”oh. Dumb birdā€¦ No one can escape the Great Grim.ā€
The raven lands on your shoulder next. It cocks its head at you.
ā€œWhat? Is this for me?ā€ you ask, even though youā€™re certain of the answer. You pluck the envelope from the raven, who sets to preening itself now that itā€™s no longer occupied.
ā€œGive it here!ā€ The cat-creature hops up onto your bed, reaching with an expectant paw. ā€œThat birdā€™s got my admission letter!ā€
ā€œYour letter?ā€ You hold it out of reach and stick your tongue out at him. ā€œNo ā€˜great mageā€™ sets someoneā€™s home on fire. Youā€™re a subpar mage, if anything.ā€
ā€œI am not! You just waitā€”Iā€™ll show you!ā€
ā€œI donā€™t want to see anymore.ā€ Turning away, you break the wax seal and procure the parchment waiting within.
He swipes at you impatiently. ā€œLemme see! Whatā€™s it say?ā€
Written in elegant script, complete with a stamp youā€™ve never seen before, it looks very official. Whoever wrote it is exceptionally good at cursive, their letters swooping together seamlessly. Itā€™s almost like a decorative artwork with its double-looped Oā€™s and dancing cursive. You marvel at the craftsmanship, wishing your handwriting could look as refined as this personā€™s.
To whom it may concern,Ā  Greetings and congratulations on your admittance into the program! We recognize your outstanding achievements as a model student and believe you have what it takes to do wonderful things. It is with great pride that we bestow upon you a piece of magical history, referred to as The Tried-and-True Trident. You will find it enclosed in this letter.
You look up from the letter just as an aureate necklace lands in your palm. The raven blinks at you once before lifting itself off of your shoulder with a flap of its inky wings. It departs through the window, up into the cloudless, cerulean sky, in a flurry of feathers. Thereā€™s a tiny trident pendant hanging from the chain. It winks at you in the light, so shiny you think you might catch your reflection if you stare long enough. Youā€™re not sure what part of it is tried or true, for it looks more like costume jewelry than anything. At least itā€™s cute. Kind of fashionable, even.
With this historic piece, you are now free to wield the wonders of the sea as you please. You are expected to use these powers to defend those you hold dear from the threat of tragedy. You should have met with your mentor already. If not, we shall send someone to escort you. We look forward to beholding your excellent heroics. Sincerely,
ā€œGimme that!ā€
Grim snatches the letter before you can glimpse the name signed at the bottom. The enchanted letter tears in two and then, before both of your eyes, it promptly disintegrates.
You eye the fuzzball with a fresh bout of vitriol. ā€œWhat did you say your name was again?ā€
ā€œItā€™s Grimā€”the Great Grimā€”and I promise ya as soon as Iā€”ā€
ā€œGood. Now I know what name to carve on your tombstone when I put you in the ground for ruining my letter!ā€ You reach for the coat rack, expression ablaze with newfound ferocity.
Grim yelps and scurries away. ā€œH-Hold on! I can fix it!ā€
ā€œHow? Itā€™s ash!ā€
ā€œWell, what did it say? Iā€™m sure I can explain it to ya!ā€
ā€œIt said something about this necklace. The something-something trident. Protecting loved ones from tragedy. Admittance into some program. A mentorā€¦ā€
ā€œMentorā€¦ Mentor! Yeah, that sounds about right!ā€ Grim laughs proudly. ā€œArenā€™t you in luck, human! Iā€™m gonna be your mentor.ā€
ā€œSure you are.ā€ You rest your hand on your hip, brows raised. ā€œThe same cat who destroyed my window and curtains is gonna mentor me in whatever this is. Funny story.ā€
His jaw drops. ā€œA-At least pretend like itā€™s cool! And Iā€™m not a cat!ā€ He hops off of your bed with a huff. ā€œUngrateful human. Youā€™re undeserving of the Great Grimā€™s teaching anyways! I donā€™t need you!ā€
ā€œOther way around.ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t need me!ā€
ā€œThere we go.ā€ You applaud him sardonically. ā€œLook, I donā€™t know what any of this is. Iā€™m sure it was a mistake. Iā€™m not even a student here.ā€
Grim, who had been on his way towards the door, halts. He turns to face you slowly. ā€œYerā€¦not a student?ā€
ā€œI work here. Thereā€™s no way for me to be enrolled here because I canā€™t use magic.ā€
ā€œW-Whaā€”canā€™t use magic?! Then why did you get in, but I didnā€™t?!ā€
You can only shrug. The necklace twists idly when you hold it up for closer inspection. ā€œSo this thing is supposed to help me? Hey, Grim, do you know what this is?ā€
You lower to his height and hold your hand out. He watches you dubiously before approaching and leaning in to sniff at the chain.
ā€œSmells fine to me. Kinda like wet metal.ā€
ā€œI didnā€™t ask for a flavor profile.ā€ You heave a tired sigh. The dayā€™s only just begun and youā€™re already swamped with nonsense. ā€œMaybe that Headmage knows something.ā€
Grim gasps. ā€œYouā€™re chummy with the Headmage? You think you could talk him into lettinā€™ me join?ā€
ā€œWhy do you even want in so badly?ā€
ā€œIsnā€™t it obvious? Iā€™m a renowned mage! They should be begging me to join!ā€
Anyone couldā€™ve sent that letter. It might not even be from the Headmageā€¦ If I knew the senderā€™s name, I could just track them down and ask them.Ā 
ā€œYou said you wanted to prove yourself, didnā€™t you?ā€ You offer your hand again, this time to shake on it. ā€œBecome my mentor. Thatā€™ll show that Crowley youā€™re plenty capable. Then you can get into this school and I can find a way to return this necklace to its rightful owner.ā€
Grim folds his arms over his chest, avoiding your hand like itā€™s the plague. ā€œAnd whatā€™s in it for me? My services arenā€™t cheap, yā€™know!ā€
ā€œYou can live here with me. Iā€™ll find ways to sneak you into the lecture halls if you wanna sit in and observe the class.ā€
ā€œHow about food?ā€
ā€œFood isā€¦ā€ Nonexistent, really. That cheapskate Crowley! Iā€™ve got to talk him into raising my pay. ā€œI get paid at the end of this week. Weā€™ll have to survive off of whatā€™s in the fridge and the lunch Iā€™m allowed to get from the cafeteria for now.ā€
Grimā€™s features soften. ā€œHmā€¦ I guess itā€™s not terrible. Could be better. But all great mages start from humble beginningsā€”including myself, but youā€™d never be able to guess!ā€
ā€œRightā€¦ā€
With how carelessly you tossed that fire around, youā€™re the last mage I should be partnering with.
ā€œDo we have a deal, Grim? Youā€™ll be my mentor and Iā€™ll help you wherever I can.ā€
Grim places his paw in your palm, his chest puffed out. ā€œYouā€™d better start callinā€™ me Teacher!ā€
A smile strains on your lips. ā€œNot happening.ā€
With a firm shake, your pact is made.
ā€œSo what spells do you know? Any that might be able to fix up a window and some curtains?ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t need those lame spells! The Great Grim can do plenty of other amazing feats.ā€
ā€œLike?ā€
ā€œVery amazing feats. Didnā€™t you hear me?ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t know anything, do you?ā€
Grim flinches, guilt flashing across his countenance.
ā€œIs blue fire all you can summon?ā€
ā€œIā€¦ I can do much more! This is just a fraction of my true power! If I had a magestone, this whole spell business would be a lot easier.ā€
ā€œA magestone? Ah, those things the students have on their pens? I guess that would be helpful. Where can we get one, though?ā€
ā€œIā€™d tell ya if I knew.ā€
ā€œThe library might know. If we head there now, we can spend the rest of the morning researching and then we can get lunch.ā€ You reach to fasten the chain around your neck. Itā€™s tucked under your shirt next, safe and sound. ā€œWait outside for a minute. Iā€™ll change out of my pajamas, clean up the window, and then weā€™ll be on our way.ā€
Grim trots out the door without resistance. ā€œIā€™ll grab a snack from the fridge while yer doinā€™ all that stuff.ā€
ā€œOne snack! Donā€™t eat everything!ā€
But heā€™s already bounding away, singing as he goes: ā€œFree eats canā€™t be beat!ā€ Sighing, you shut the door and turn to assess the state of your bedroom. It could be worse. Your bed could have been damaged, or you could have sustained quite the nasty burn.
One mess at a time.
You change into your uniform, which is really just a PE jumpsuit. The same one the students wear. This one has seen better days and itā€™s a size too big on you, but itā€™s all Crowley claimed to have on hand when you asked about work clothes. Once again, you soothe yourself with your favorite adage: It could be worse.
You could be homeless. You could be starving. You could be dead.
So itā€™s not so bad to wear the spare. Itā€™s still got the dorm patch and class numbers sewn onto it, albeit both have worn considerably. Your eyes are drawn to them as you admire yourself in the mirror. Octavinelle Dormā€¦ Youā€™ve heard there are seven dormitories at this school, each based on a historical figure and representing the various spirits of these people. The sorting at the entrance ceremony was something special for the incoming first-years. Youā€™d felt a little awkward to disturb such a grand occasion, even more so when the Dark Mirror announced to a hall full of talented mages that there isnā€™t an iota of magic in you.
Quite the humbling experience.
But sometimes you wonder which dorm the Dark Mirror would have chosen if your soul was bursting with magical capability.
As of now youā€™re a faux member of Octavinelleā€”whatever that implies.
By the time youā€™ve managed to sweep the glass, dispose of the ruined curtains, and patch the window with a temporary placeholderā€”what a relief for pasteboard and masking tapeā€”Grimā€™s nearly through the few items left in your fridge. You yank him away just as he reaches for a container of leftovers.
ā€œIf you eat too much, youā€™ll spoil your lunch.ā€
ā€œCanā€™t imagine that problem.ā€
ā€œYou sound so proud of your bottomless stomach.ā€
ā€œAnd youā€™re not?ā€
You roll your eyes and tug your sneakers on. ā€œLetā€™s be off.ā€
ā€œHowā€™re we gonna sneak me in?ā€
ā€œHow do you feel about becoming my temporary purse pet?ā€
Grim looks unimpressed when you hold your tote bag open for him. ā€œNo way!ā€
ā€œIt has lots of space and itā€™s stylish. Besides, shouldnā€™t your dedicated student pay proper respect to her great, glorious mentor?ā€
He doesnā€™t bother hiding his approving smirk. ā€œWell, when ya put it like thatā€¦ā€
After Grim clambers into your bag, you lock the front door behind you and set off for campus.
ā€œPlease donā€™t blow our cover, Grim.ā€
From within the depths of your tote, he scoffs. ā€œThe Great Grim is the stealthiest mage youā€™ll ever meet!ā€
ā€œI highly doubt that.ā€
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Itā€™s the second time youā€™ve found yourself in the library, but itā€™s still just as impressive as ever. You could spend hours here, wandering between shelves and skimming all sorts of tomes. Some of them are written in languages you canā€™t decipher, so you observe the pictures provided in hopes of gleaning any clues. Grim lounges on a chair beside you, absentmindedly turning through a thick textbook. You managed to find a relatively isolated corner in the very back and itā€™s not especially busy today. The promise of a hearty lunch keeps him well-behaved.
ā€œFind anything?ā€
ā€œNothinā€™ important. Ugh. This stuff is the worst! Why canā€™t a magestone fall from the sky? Thatā€™d be a whole lot easier than this.ā€
ā€œIt sucks, yeah, but what else can we do?ā€ You rest your face against your palm and scan through yet another page of information. ā€œLetā€™s keep looking. Iā€™m sure weā€™ll find something useful.ā€
ā€œNnghā€¦ Iā€™m hungry.ā€
ā€œYou just ate.ā€
ā€œThat was hours ago!ā€
ā€œHas it really been that long?ā€
ā€œFeels like it.ā€
You lean back in your chair and stretch, listening to the satisfying snap of your joints as they crack into place. ā€œCan you understand any of these words?ā€
ā€œMost of ā€™em.ā€
You point to a specific place in the paragraph. ā€œCan you tell me what this one means? I think Iā€™ve got the general idea based on the graphics, but I could be wrong.ā€
Grim glances at it, his blue hues waltzing across the page. ā€œItā€™s about merfolk.ā€
ā€œMerfolk? They exist in this world?ā€ And then you pause to gather your delayed thoughts. ā€œNever mind. That would make sense.ā€
ā€œWhat about ā€™em?ā€
ā€œWhere Iā€™m from, merfolk arenā€™t real. Theyā€™re fiction.ā€
ā€œHuh. A place without any merfolkā€¦ Bet they donā€™t have anyone like me either. Iā€™m one of a kind!ā€ Grim chuckles. ā€œSo whereā€™re you from?ā€
You open your mouth to respond, but the sound of approaching footsteps interrupts. You usher Grim under the table, who goes but not without protest. He ducks under just in time, hiding within the shadows. A student rounds the corner and stops short when he sees you. Heā€™s holding a few books in his arms, each looking more heavy than the last.
ā€œAh,ā€ the both of you say in unison.
He clears his throat and offers you a cordial nod. ā€œI wasnā€™t aware someone had already claimed this corner.ā€
You eye him carefully. He looks familiar. Glasses. Silvery-grey hair. Blue eyes. Where have you seen him before?
ā€œItā€™s all yours. I was just leaving.ā€ You move to stand, but he steps closer.
He peers at the open textbook lying in front of you. A smile you canā€™t quite classify as friendly spreads on his lips. ā€œIs that so? You seem especially engrossed in this book.ā€
ā€œI like to stay educated.ā€
I genuinely canā€™t understand a word in this text.
ā€œOn the anatomy of merfolk?ā€
You shut your mouth at once. Thatā€™s what this is? No wonder the diagrams lookedā€¦unique. But youā€™re too committed to your story to falter now.
ā€œEspecially the anatomy of merfolk.ā€
The student chuckles, but it sounds hollow to your ears. ā€œI donā€™t believe Iā€™ve seen you before. Youā€™re in Octavinelle?ā€
You gape at him like a fish out of water before realizing the jumpsuit and its patch. ā€œOh! Ohhh, no, not at all. This is an old uniform.ā€
He looks at you with more scrutiny until it clicks. ā€œI remember now. Youā€™re the magicless girl who so carelessly interruptedā€”ah, forgive meā€”fortuitously appeared during the entrance ceremony last month.ā€
What a little fake. You narrow your eyes at him, suddenly defensive. Now youā€™re made aware of who he is. He was one of the few in the audience during your awkward arrival. Back then, he was clad in a robe with his hood up and so you only caught sight of his glasses and the swoop of his silvery-grey hair peeking out. Youā€™re certain this is the same guy. You couldā€™ve said that without the backhanded barb.
ā€œSo my reputation precedes me.ā€
He smiles and shakes his head. ā€œI disagree. Youā€™re still quite the mystery.ā€
ā€œWell, thereā€™s nothing to solve.ā€ You rise from your seat, reaching for your bag. ā€œIā€™m just a janitor trying to get by.ā€
He hums. You canā€™t decipher the meaning in that, but you donā€™t particularly care enough to drive yourself mad over it. You feel around on the chair for Grim. He was just here a moment agoā€¦
You drop to your knees to check under the table. Your heart plummets into your stomach.
Grim, you had one job!
ā€œIs something the matter?ā€
You pop up from beneath the table so fast that your head knocks into it. ā€œShit! Ow! Yeah, no, Iā€™m fine. I thought I dropped my pencil.ā€
You scan the rest of the space as discreetly as you can. The student watches you. You donā€™t like the way he seems to stare through you as if intending to gain access to your very soul. As if he sees something you donā€™t.
ā€œHave a wonderful day. Study hard. Pass your tests. Getā€”uhā€”the scholarship or whatever.ā€Ā 
Flashing him your most nonchalant grin, you make your way down the aisle at a pace that is the exact opposite of relaxed. Thereā€™s no time to dwell on that off-kilter exchange. Youā€™ve got a runaway cat-creature in dire need of capture!
The one day I take off and itā€™s the day my windowā€™s ruined, I get a weird letter, and my new roommate is missing. Thatā€™s horrible luck!
You walk briskly through the library, worrying your bottom lip between your teeth. Grim couldnā€™t have gotten far. You were only distracted for a few minutes, and the library is huge. Perhaps heā€™s just lost and waiting in place for you to find him. For some reason you canā€™t fool yourself into believing this train of thought.
Your search takes you out of the library and down the hall. Where could he have possibly gone? Surely he didnā€™t make his way back to Ramshackle. You check the time on your watch. Itā€™s almost lunch.
Lunch! Of course!
You hurry towards the cafeteria with rekindled purpose.
Iā€™m going to start calling him Gluttonous Mage Grim if he makes this a habit!
Fortunately, Grim is predictable. Youā€™ve only known him for a dayā€”not evenā€”but itā€™s not so difficult to pinpoint his location after youā€™ve worked out his motivations. Unfortunately, you make it to the cafeteria just as the grand chandelier falls from its support in the ceiling, crash-landing in a broken heap. And standing just feet away from the damage, looking very guilty, is Grim alongside two students youā€™ve never seen before. Crowleyā€™s there as well, just as frazzled as the feathers on his coat. Heā€™s in the middle of lecturing them about the importance of this relicā€”how itā€™s been with the school since it was founded and itā€™s an irreplaceable piece that would cost over a billion Madol to fixā€”when he takes notice of you.
ā€œ(Name), itā€™s devastating! A most heart-wrenching tragedy! Why, itā€™s enough to bring one to tears.ā€
ā€œSeems soā€¦ā€ You shoot Grim a vicious look. So much for being covert. Not so stealthy now, huh? ā€œIā€™ll get the broom.ā€
ā€œNo, not yet. These threeā€”ā€ he turns towards them, yellow eyes fierceā€” ā€œare expelled!ā€
ā€œExpelled?!ā€ the navy-haired student exclaims. He looks like heā€™s just stared Death in the face. ā€œThis canā€™t beā€¦ What will my mother think? I promised her I was gonna get good grades, attend all of my classes, pass my testsā€¦ā€
ā€œHey, itā€™s not my fault. That hairballā€™s the one who started it!ā€ the other argues, his arms folded over his chest.
ā€œNo way! It wasnā€™t me!ā€
Crowley clicks his tongue. ā€œUnbelievable. This school has zero tolerance for blatant tomfoolery. Surely youā€™re all awareā€¦ā€ He pauses to look at Grim. ā€œAnd you! Youā€™re not even a student here! Just what are you doing, trespassing on school property?ā€
Grim flounders dizzily. ā€œSpinningā€¦ā€
ā€œHeā€™s my roommate.ā€ All eyes flick towards you. ā€œIā€™m letting him stay for now. Sorry if that breaks any rules. I just donā€™t believe in turning others away, even if theyā€™re prone to causing trouble.ā€
ā€œWhat a noble soul,ā€ Crowley murmurs, impressed. ā€œWell, if thatā€™s the case, seeing as heā€™s nothing more than a talking pet catā€”ā€
ā€œI ainā€™t a pet or a cat!ā€
ā€œIā€™m afraid my previous statement still remains in place. Heā€™s not to be on school grounds.ā€
ā€œYou heard the Headmage. No school for you.ā€
But Grimā€™s already lying flat on the floor like a defeated pancake.
ā€œThen what about us? That hairball canā€™t get the easy way out and leave us with the worst of it!ā€
ā€œThereā€™s a way to fix this, isnā€™t there?ā€
ā€œY-Yeah! Canā€™t you just use magic to fix it right up? Itā€™ll be good as new. Someone with your skill should be able to do it.ā€
Crowley shakes his head, mournful. ā€œMagic is not limitless. Not only that, but the magestone powering this great chandelier is cracked. And those are not so easily replaced. I fear this is the final day this miraculous chandelier will ever grace this grand hall with its light.ā€
The ginger-haired student grimaces. ā€œNot goodā€¦ā€
The other withers. ā€œExpelledā€¦ What am I going to do? I canā€™t go back home with this news!ā€
A magestoneā€¦ Thatā€™s what Grim needs. You glance at the one set into the chandelier. A ghastly crack runs up the surface. Are they really that special?
Before both can succumb to their melancholy, Crowley says, ā€œThere is one way! Possiblyā€¦ā€
ā€œReally? What is it?ā€ they say at once, eyes bulging with hope.
ā€œThis very magestone was mined from the Dwarfsā€™ Mine. Perhaps, should you procure one of similar qualities, the chandelier can be repaired.ā€
ā€œThenā€¦ Okay! Iā€™ll get a magestone! As long as itā€™s all right with you, sir.ā€
ā€œAh, but the mines have been closed for some time. I reckon the magestones are all but gone.ā€
ā€œIā€™m sure I can find one. Please, sir, Iā€™ll do anything to stay here!ā€
Crowley seems to consider this. Eventually, he nods his approval. ā€œIā€™m willing to postpone your expulsion for now.ā€ The navy-haired studentā€™s relief is short-lived when he adds, ā€œHowever, if you fail to bring a magestone to me by the first rays of the morning sun, it will be expulsion for the both of you. No further exceptions.ā€
With a hasty nod, he says, ā€œOf course! I understand! Thank you so much for the second chance. I wonā€™t let you down!ā€
ā€œYeah, sure. Letā€™s get this over with.ā€
You gather an unconscious Grim in your arms while Crowley instructs the students on how to access the mine. They stride off with different degrees of enthusiasm. You open your mouth to ask permission, but Crowley beats you to it.
ā€œPlease do accompany them. I trust youā€™re responsible enough to handle any trouble?ā€
ā€œIf you raise my pay, Iā€™ll do anything.ā€
He clutches his chest. ā€œYour proclivity to bargain strikes through to my very soul! Ah, but since I am the kindest Headmage I shall grant your request.ā€
With a satisfied grin, you hold Grim tighter and run off after the pair. ā€œThanks again, Headmage!ā€
You follow them all the way to the Mirror Chamber. Itā€™s just as imposing as you recall, but thereā€™s a serene quality to the space that wasnā€™t there before. Maybe itā€™s because youā€™re here willingly and there isnā€™t an audience to witness your poorly timed debut.
You approach both of them. ā€œHey! Sorry to bother, but could I join you?ā€
They turn to look at you. Grim shifts in your arms, groaning.
ā€œI donā€™t see why not. Welcome to the team,ā€ the navy-haired student says with an awkward smile.
ā€œMight as well. More people means a faster chance at finding that magestone.ā€ He points at Grim next. ā€œAnd he better be coming, too.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s the plan. Iā€™ll make sure he wonā€™t cause any problems for you.ā€
He sighs and shakes his head. ā€œTodayā€™s just not my day. What bad luckā€¦ā€
ā€œNo time to sulk. Weā€™ve gotta get that magestone,ā€ the other says, turning towards the mirror. ā€œDark Mirror, the Dwarfsā€™ Mine!ā€
Grim jerks awake then. ā€œMyaah?! Where am I? Whatā€™s goinā€™ on?ā€
You hold onto him tightly, preventing him from squirming out of your arms. ā€œRelax. Youā€™ll be fine. I think.ā€
ā€œWhat dā€™ya mean by that?!ā€
The Dark Mirror brightens with life. Thereā€™s a blinding flash of light and then, just like that, youā€™re taken to the mineā€™s entrance.
Magestone, here we come!
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am i the asshole for yelling at my friend when i found out he had sex in my car?
i (26f) lived with my friend John (26m) when we were in college. John didnt have a car, but i did so i did most of the driving when we needed groceries/whatever we needed to go out for (it was a college town so it was mostly walkable, so we didnt need to drive every day). i have issues with other people using my car, especially when im not there (if anything goes wrong id rather it be my fault than have to deal with someone else totaling my car). but John had a girlfriend (Sarah) who also didnt have a car, so he would sometimes borrow my car (with my permission ofc, he never took it without me knowing) to take her on dates. when they were gone, i would constantly be nervous that something went wrong. there would be times they would go to a movie, then they would be gone for longer than the movie's runtime and i would get so anxious that something happened, then find out that they had just gone shopping/to dinner/etc after the movie ended. i never bothered saying anything because i didnt want to seem like a control freak saying "you can only borrow my car if you tell me exactly what you're doing and when you'll be back"
anyways, fast forward to now. i got a new car a couple years ago, John and i no longer live together (not because of any problems, we just got our own places after we graduated), and he is still with Sarah. one day John, Sarah, a few of our other friends, and i were all hanging out.
then at one point, Sarah made a joke about having sex in the car after Yesterday (the beatles movie from a few years ago). then i said "hold on, didnt you guys borrow my car to see that movie?" and everyone got really quiet. i turned to John and said "you had sex in my car???" and he tried to laugh it off but didnt deny it. and i got MAD. i was yelling at him and admittedly was pretty harsh (like calling him insensitive for violating my trust & property)
he said something along the lines of "i'm sorry, but it was a long time ago and theres nothing i can do to change it, and you dont even have the car anymore" and i realized he was right, and that screaming at him wasnt going to accomplish anything, but i was still mad so i left and went home
i asked some of my friends that were there if i was being crazy, and they basically said that it was understandable that i was mad, but yelling at him in front of everyone just made them uncomfortable and killed the vibe for the rest of the night, and there was nothing any of us could do about it now. no one told me how Sarah reacted, but she has really bad anxiety so knowing her, im guessing she didnt take it well that i got mad about something she said, and i do feel bad about that (though, in fairness, i assume she knows common decency and would know that having sex in someone else's car is wrong)
anyways, i dont think im the asshole because i think i have a right to be upset about that, and even though it was a long time ago i JUST found out about it so it wasnt that long ago for me. but i know i might be the asshole just because i yelled at John in front of our friends and made everyone uncomfortable over something that he can't do anything about anymore, and since i dont even have that car anymore, it has no impact on my life
tldr: my friend had sex in my car years ago and i found out about it and tried to fight with him about it in front of a bunch of our other friends, and it made everyone uncomfortable. so, am i the asshole for getting angry years after my friend had sex in my car? šŸš—
What are these acronyms?
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Letā€™s do protective Jamie!!!!!
Me šŸ¤ Keeley Jones
Comparing Jamie to dogs
Thank you for the prompt, this isnā€™t proof read at all but I think itā€™s cute <3
Despite what his teammates and the press and a majority of the world thinks, Jamie is not a jealous person. Sure, he can be competitive and a bit of a prick on the pitch, but that doesnā€™t equate to being a jealous partner. Heā€™s always had complete trust in his partners, even if they werenā€™t exactly exclusive, and he believes communication can solve any problems.
He can, however, become quite protective when the moment calls for it.
Every day he has to wonder what exactly he did to deserve you, someone so lovely and kind and perfect, and heā€™d walk to the ends of the earth if youā€™d ask, so the least he can do is keep a hand on your back whenever you go out and send a glare towards the man standing a bit too close for comfort. In his mind, those are just boyfriend duties, and he knows you're not one for talking to strangers, even to tell them to back off.
ā€œLike my own personal guard dog,ā€ youā€™d said with a beaming smile one night as you made your way home from the club youā€™d been at to celebrate a recent win. Jamie frowns, even as you giggle and squeeze his hand and keep walking, because the last thing he wants is to be overbearing. You continue on, giggling and oblivious, but Jamie canā€™t seem to move past it, a sick feeling in the back of his throat completely unrelated from all the drinking.
Heā€™s about to pull you to a stop, the words crawling out of his throat, but then he tunes back in to your babbling.
ā€œIā€™d make sure you had the best bed, and Iā€™d dress you up in clothes when it got cold,ā€ youā€™re speaking to the air in front of you, but after a few seconds, Jamie realizes what youā€™re talking about.
Sometimes when you drink, you latch on to one thought and thatā€™s all you can talk about for the rest of the night, and Jamie knows thatā€™s when itā€™s time for you to head to bed. Tonight, though, Jamie almost starts crying on the street because youā€™re so lovely, talking on and on about how youā€™d take care of him if he was your guard dog, completely erasing that mean little voice in the back of his head.
Instead, a warm, fuzzy feeling takes its place, and he almost feels like heā€™s floating, heā€™s so overwhelmed with how much he loves you, and how much you love him. Here you are, perhaps a few too many drinks in, and all you can talk about is how youā€™d take care of Jamie no matter what because he always takes care of you. At least, those are your intentions, even as your words garble.
Despite your kind nature, Jamie knows youā€™ve never been one to hide away your problems or issues, and he knows that if he truly had been overbearing, youā€™d let him know. Heā€™s able to relax and laugh along with you as you all but pull him home, making the footballer break into a jog just to keep up with you, babbling about dogs and leashes the whole way.
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Don't Stand So Close To Me
Eddie x Teacher!Reader
Chapter 1/? 3.5k Series Masterlist
āœļøŽ Summary: Forced to move back home to Hawkins after your fiancĆ© cheats on you, you begin to fall in love again with an audacious 20 year old metalhead, only thereā€™s one problem ā€” heā€™s still in high school and youā€™re his English teacher.
While you struggle starting over in a place you never thought you would return, Eddie struggles feeling stuck in a place he canā€™t manage to leave ā€” until you offer to help him.
Of all the lessons learned, the most important are the ones you teach each other.
āœļøŽ Series CW: forbidden romance, slow burn, perv!eddie, smut (18+ mdni), true love, internal conflict, student-teacher relationship, 10 year age gap, mutual pining, sexual tension, emotions, drama, angst, character development, happy ending :)
A/N: I've poured my heart and soul into this one.
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Fourth period English was the only class that Eddie Munson could seem to pay attention in, though not exactly to the lessons.Ā 
He propped his cheek against his knuckles as he watched you from the back of the classroom.
ā€œSee, everything is filtered through Holdenā€™s limited first person narration, so we get really pure insight into how he sees the world, but we also have to take it with a grain of salt,ā€ you said, delicate heels clicking against the tile floor as you paced back and forth. ā€œWe see what he pays attention to, and therefore what we ought to pay attention to as readers.ā€
Eddieā€™s eyes traced the curve of your waist, over the back of your tweed pencil skirt as you turned to place the chalk back on the ledge at the bottom of the board. It was hugging you in all the right places, as it did every time you wore it. His favorite.
ā€œAlright letā€™s break out the quotes and notes assignment from chapter ten. Who would like to share their thoughts on a quote with the class?ā€Ā 
Your eyes scanned the room. Students shifted in their chairs in an awkward silence before a hand shot up in the front row.Ā 
ā€œNancy,ā€ you smiled and gestured to her, ā€œTake the floor.ā€Ā 
ā€œOk so one of the quotes I picked out was where he says ā€˜I damn near gave my kid sister Phoebe a buzz, though. I certainly felt like talking to her on the phone. Someone with sense and all.ā€™ I think itā€™s really interesting that he says that she has sense,ā€ said Nancy.
Eddie barely registered a word of what Nancy said. He was too transfixed on your shirt, the way the fabric parted at the buttons when you leaned in just the right way. Sometimes if he was lucky he could catch a flash of skin, a glimpse of delicate lace from your bra. It almost made him wish he would have picked a seat closer to the front of the class.Ā 
Nancy continued. ā€œRight now heā€™s surrounded by very mature things at the hotel that heā€™s trying to make sense of and has really negative opinions about. He keeps thinking of his little sister though, and thatā€™s always positive, so thatā€™s in contrast to the rest of whatā€™s going on.ā€
ā€œThank you, Nancy, thatā€™s exactly right. A juxtaposition, very perceptive of you.ā€
Eddie shifted in his seat, feeling his pants start to tighten.Ā 
ā€œDoes anyone else have a quote theyā€™d like to share their thoughts on with the class?ā€
Chairs creaked, a few legs scooted loudly against the floor in the restless silence. A sniffle.
ā€œCome on, Nancy canā€™t carry this entire class.ā€ You tapped your fingers on the desk behind you. ā€œWell, I know she could but Iā€™m not going to let her,ā€ you said, giving her a little wink.
Still silence.Ā 
ā€œAlright, fine.ā€ You glanced around at the rows of averted eyes until yours settled on the young man in the leather jacket seated at the very back far right corner of the classroom. ā€œEddie,ā€ you said with a gentle smile.Ā 
His dark eyes shot up, face flushing.Ā 
ā€œDo you have any thoughts on what you read in chapter ten last night?ā€
Eddie licked his lips, casting his eyes downward in thought. ā€œI uh,ā€ his mouth was like cotton, ā€œNo I donā€™t really think Iā€¦ understood the chapter,ā€ he said, giving a sheepish grin. The soft pout of disappointment on your pretty lips made his stomach drop.
ā€œI donā€™t think he can even read the chapter,ā€ muttered the blonde athlete in the seat next to him. Ā 
ā€œJason,ā€ you began, but Eddie didnā€™t miss a beat.
ā€œI donā€™t think you can even read your girlfriend,ā€ he said, to which the class awakened audibly.
Jason shot daggers at Eddie. ā€œWhy donā€™t you quit talking to her and find a girlfriend closer to yourĀ  age, huh? Thereā€™s plenty at the senior home across the street.ā€
The class erupted in laughter.
ā€œStop it, both of you!ā€ you shouted over the din. ā€œThe next person to make another sound has detention,ā€ you said sternly. The class grew quiet again, allowing space for your voice to soften. ā€œEddie, please see me after class.ā€
ā€œOooh,ā€ mocked Jason as he sat back and laughed.
ā€œJason, detention.ā€
ā€œWhat? No!ā€
ā€œI told you, the next person to speak has detention. I donā€™t make idle threats.ā€
Eddieā€™s lips curled into a satisfied grin as he watched you command the room.
ā€œPlease,ā€ Jason begged,Ā  ā€œItā€™s the last practice before the game tomorrow.ā€
ā€œNo. You can use your time in detention to work on practicing some self control.ā€
Jason huffed and shot Eddie another glare but Eddieā€™s eyes were fixed on his desk, teeth sinking into his bottom lip as his face contorted. It took all of his strength to bite back a laugh.
You sighed and leaned back on your desk at the front of the classroom. ā€œNow then,ā€ you started, composing yourself, ā€œIā€™ll be very curious to read all of your assigned journal entries from this chapter, since clearly so many of you have something to say.ā€
Chairs shifted. A cough.
ā€œAlright, pass them forward,ā€ you said, gesturing to the class.Ā 
The room was filled with the sound of sheets being torn from notebooks, binders opening, paper shuffling. The students passed the pages forward up the four rows and you walked by to collect them.
ā€œWhy donā€™t we spend the last fifteen minutes of class silently reading the book, hm? Then maybe tomorrow we might have something to talk about.ā€
You returned to sit at your desk with the papers as the students opened up their books.Ā 
Eddie dug his beat up copy of The Catcher in the Rye out of the mess of his backpack. The red, soft cover spine was beginning to peel away from abuse.
He opened it up to a random page and began to gloss over the words but none of them registered. His mind was too full of other images ā€” the arch of your back, the way you toyed at your lips with your finger in thought, of what you would look like bent over that desk of yours with him on top of you.
Fifteen minutes passed like this. The bell rang.Ā 
Eddie waited in his seat as the other students filed out of the classroom, turning to bury the book in his backpack in an effort to avoid Jason, but it didnā€™t matter.
ā€œWatch it, freak. I mean it, Iā€™ve got my eyes on you,ā€ said Jason, to which Eddie simply raised his eyebrows in mock fear.
After the last student left, Eddie slowly approached you, dragging his feet a little as he walked.Ā 
You swiped the last of the chalk from the board with the eraser, leaving a small cloud of dust as you turned to face him.Ā 
ā€œSorry for the outburst today.ā€ The chain on his wrist rattled as he brought a hand to his chest, ā€œI meant no disrespect,ā€ he said earnestly. ā€œWell, I did to Jason, but never to you.ā€
You returned a soft smile, ā€œThanks, I appreciate the apology even though I can see that you werenā€™t exactly the instigator.ā€Ā 
ā€œYeah, well, Jason, like any basic primate, seems to think that any male who comes within three feet of his mate is a threat.ā€
A snort escaped you. Basic primate. Ā 
Eddieā€™s eyes crinkled, his smile contagious. ā€œBesides, Chrissyā€™s the one who came over to talk to me anyway.ā€ Ā 
You sighed and shook your head, not really knowing what to say.
ā€œSorry, I know, Iā€™ll stop.ā€
You gave him a gracious look and took a deep breath to compose yourself, ā€œEddie,ā€ you started.
His mouth curved ever so slightly as he relished in the way his name rolled off your tongue.
ā€œWeā€™ve been in class for about a month now,ā€ you began, ā€œYou havenā€™t turned in an assignment in the last two weeks.ā€
Eddie scratched the back of his head, ā€œYeah, uh, sorry about that.ā€
ā€œNow I might be new to teaching here, but I know this isnā€™t your first time in this class, nor your second. Clearly there must be some part of you that wants to graduate, or else you would have just dropped out two years ago, right?ā€ you asked, searching his eyes. ā€œYou donā€™t strike me as the sort of person who does anything they donā€™t want to do.ā€
Eddie smirked, ā€œItā€™s only been a month and you already know me so well, miss.ā€
There was something about the way that he said it that brought a heat to your cheeks. You tucked your hair behind your ear in an attempt to hide it. ā€œWell, what do you think we can do about this little conundrum then? I donā€™t want to see you fail.ā€Ā 
ā€œI dunno, maybe I justā€¦ need a little help?ā€ he said sheepishly. Ā 
You hummed, bringing a curved finger to your lips in thought. ā€œI want to help you, but you have to be willing to put in some effort.ā€
ā€œI know, Iā€™ve been totally slacking. Thatā€™s on me. I can change that,ā€ he said assuredly, ā€œI promise.ā€
You smiled softly at his earnestness. ā€œIf youā€™re willing to put in the effort, I would be open to tutoring you. I have some time after school today if you want to stop by my classroom, we can come up with a game plan then.ā€
Eddieā€™s dark eyes widened at the suggestion, ā€œIā€™d appreciate that very much, miss.ā€
You gave a nod, ā€œSure thing. Iā€™ll see you after school then. Iā€™ll be here.ā€
Ā ā€œSee ya later,ā€ he said, grabbing his well worn backpack and slinging it over his shoulder. ā€œOh, and,ā€ he turned back toward you, closing the distance between you even further. His eyes lingered over your lips for a moment before meeting your gaze again, ā€œThank you.ā€
ā€œOf course,ā€ you half whispered.
You turned toward your desk to gather the papers in as neat a pile as you could manage with the frayed edges left by spiral notebooks and placed them in your fourth period grading folder. The bell rang out again through the halls signaling lunch period. You grabbed your purse from under your desk and closed the classroom door behind you.Ā 
Walking through the halls of Hawkins High was like a strange recurring dream. Same drop ceiling, same tile floor. Same weird smell when you walked past the science room. The same cliques too ā€” the jocks, the burnouts, the party animals. This time with less bell bottoms and fringe, more leg warmers and hairspray. Surprisingly little had changed.Ā 
You opened the door to the teacherā€™s lounge adjacent to the cafeteria. The wood paneled walls and old carpet were much less familiar to you than the hallways and classrooms you had spent countless hours in. It was strange to be on this side of things now.
ā€œHowā€™s your day going so far, sweetie?ā€ chimed Ms. Click, putting the glass coffee pot back on the warmer.Ā 
ā€œOh, you know, just another day of pulling teeth from my class. I swear Nancy Wheeler was the only one who read the chapter last night.ā€
A swoon swept across the room. ā€œOh Nancy, she really is such a bright star isnā€™t she?ā€ Ms. Click remarked, her voice sweet like table sugar.Ā  ā€œYou know she kind of reminds me of you when you were her age, doesnā€™t she, Doris?ā€Ā 
Doris Oā€™Donnell hummed and pursed her lips with a little nod.
ā€œWell, smarts-wise anyway. Boy I try not to pick favorites but you certainly were a pleasure to have in class. If Iā€™m remembering right you were valedictorian, werenā€™t you?ā€Ā 
You offered a weak smile, ā€œYep, class of ā€™74.ā€
ā€œā€™74? Goodness it hasnā€™t been that long has it? Gosh we sure are getting old arenā€™t we?ā€ she called over to Ms. Oā€™Donnell, the beads on her glasses chain rattling as she laughed, ā€œOh goodness I donā€™t mean you sweetie,ā€ she said, putting her hand on yours reassuringly, ā€œHeck if I didnā€™t know you I would have mistaken you for a student!ā€
ā€œThank you Ms. ā€” I mean Peggy.ā€ You grabbed a mug from the stack and turned it over in your hands. #1 Teacher. The matte apple and text printed on the front of it was fading with age. You filled it with coffee and and grabbed a small open milk carton sitting nearby, watching the cream swirl in the mug before taking a seat at one of the three round tables with plastic veneer to look like wood.Ā 
ā€œGosh, you know I donā€™t mean to pry, but with such a pretty face to match the good head on your shoulders I would have thought youā€™d have a different last name by now.ā€
You stared into your coffee, feeling the ghost of the ring on your finger. ā€œAh, yeah. Almost, butā€¦ it didnā€™t work out.ā€Ā 
ā€œOh ā€” Iā€™m sorry sweetie, I didnā€™t realize.ā€
ā€œItā€™s um ā€” itā€™s fine.ā€
ā€œYou know thereā€™s plenty of lovely young bachelors at St. Michaelā€™s, weā€™re having a potluck tonight if you want to come.ā€Ā 
It took all of your strength to hide a visible grimace. Sounds delightful. ā€œNo thanks, I canā€™t. Iā€™ve offered to tutor a student after school today.ā€
ā€œWho might that be?ā€ asked Ms. Click.
ā€œEddie Munson.ā€Ā 
The whole room groaned.Ā 
Ms. Oā€™Donnell cackled from her corner, her toad-like face contorting. ā€œGood luck. Iā€™ve been stuck with him for the last three years. Honestly I donā€™t know why heā€™s still in school. Heā€™s too old to be here anymore if you ask me.ā€
Your eyes shot up from your coffee. ā€œWell, he must have some desire to be here or otherwise he wouldnā€™t be. Isnā€™t it our duty as teachers to help students achieve milestones?ā€Ā 
Ms. Oā€™Donnell huffed, ā€œOh yeah, he needs help alright. None that I can give him though.ā€Ā 
ā€œI can imagine that help would be a difficult thing to offer while putting him down.ā€
She snorted, ā€œSure sweetie. Say some magic words of encouragement, thatā€™ll do the trick. Hey, pick me up a little fairy dust too while youā€™re at it.ā€Ā 
Laughter rang out across the teachers lounge.
Your lips formed a hard line as you popped open the tupperware container which held your salad. Ā 
ā€œKeep us posted, will you? Weā€™re all dying to know how it goes.ā€
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You could hear the lockers slamming shut as the din in the hallway began to die down, students filtering out with the last bell of the day. You flipped through the pile of notebook papers on your desk, making small notes on each one with a green pen before setting them onto the neat pile in front of you. You never liked to use red, too harsh.Ā 
There was a strange feeling in your stomach that you couldnā€™t seem to shake. You wondered if perhaps the chicken on your salad had sat in the fridge for a few days too many.Ā 
Your eyes shot up from your papers as you heard footsteps at the door. ā€œHey, Eddie.ā€
Eddie flashed you a smile and a little wave as he dragged a chair from the far corner of the room to the empty spot across from you and plunked himself down in it.
ā€œHow are you?ā€ you asked.
ā€œOh, you know, just another day in suburban paradise.ā€
You chuckled dryly, ā€œYeah, you could say that again.ā€
Eddie fiddled with his rings, twisting them as he looked at you with those big dark eyes.
ā€œSo first off, letā€™s talk about the book weā€™re reading in class. Have you read any of it?ā€
ā€œI did read the first few chapters, kind of lost interest though, sorry,ā€ he admitted.
You nodded curtly. ā€œThe Catcher in the Rye seems to be a fairly polarizing book from my experience. Some students love it, others hate it. I myself am in the former camp, of course. I tend to find that most of the people who donā€™t like it just donā€™t quite understand it.ā€
Eddie gave a short puff of air through his nose. ā€œI could say the same thing about most of the shit Iā€™m interested in.ā€ Ā 
You smiled sympathetically. ā€œIs reading not really your thing?ā€
ā€œActually, contrary to the opinion of a certain primate, I do like to read.ā€
You raised your eyebrows, ā€œReally? Like what?ā€
ā€œFantasy mostly, The Lord of the Rings, really anything Tolkien writes. Iā€™ve read those books a few times through actually,ā€ he said, ā€œProbably kind of stupid to read the same thing over and over when you could be reading other things, but ā€” ā€
ā€œNo, thatā€™s not stupid at all! Iā€™ve read them more than once too, actually.ā€ Your eyes were sparkling. ā€œTheyā€™re some of my favorites.ā€
Eddie sat back in his chair, a smile playing on his lips. ā€œYou? A geek? Never would have guessed.ā€
You smirked at him. You couldnā€™t quite tell if he was being sarcastic or serious. ā€œActually incorporating world building with storytelling the way that Tolkien does is something Iā€™ve always tried to emulate in my own writing.ā€
ā€œYour own writing?ā€ Eddie shifted in his chair, leaning in.
ā€œOh, yeah,ā€ you said, glancing downward, wishing you could suck the words back into your mouth. Ā 
ā€œYou write books?ā€
ā€œIā€¦ donā€™t know if you could quite call them books if they arenā€™t published, or totally finished but ā€” I do like to write stories.ā€
Eddieā€™s eyes were enormous. ā€œCan I read them? Oh please let me read them.ā€
The heat was back in your cheeks again. ā€œOh jeez, I donā€™t know, itā€™s been ages since Iā€™ve even looked at them myself.ā€
Eddie leaned in even more, his elbows on the desk. ā€œCome on,ā€ his smile was so disarming, ā€œWhat,Ā  you think Iā€™m gonna like, judge you or something?ā€
You looked down at the papers you were grading and clicked the pen in your hand. ā€œI donā€™t know, writing is such an oddlyā€¦ personal thing.ā€Ā 
ā€œPlease? You know Iā€™m like the last person to be passing judgement on something like that, right?ā€
You sighed. His eyes were big, and wet, and pleading and you cursed yourself for being stirred by them. ā€œOk, how about this, if you can get your grades up, get at least a B in one of your classes, Iā€™ll let you read one of my stories.ā€
Eddie sat back in his chair, grinning from ear to ear. ā€œChallenge accepted.ā€
You tucked your hair behind your ear as you met his smile, ā€œWhatever motivates you,ā€ you said trying not to think too hard about the implications of the deal you just made. ā€œYou know, what I really want to talk about is the creative writing assignment you turned in the first week of class.ā€
He raised his eyebrows. ā€œThat bad, huh?ā€ Ā 
ā€œNo! Actually not bad at all. Actually quite good. Youā€™re very creative, Eddie.ā€
ā€œOh is that what theyā€™re calling it these days?ā€ he deflected.
ā€œNo, Iā€™m serious. Youā€™ve written stories before, havenā€™t you?ā€
ā€œWell, I am the dungeon master for my DnD club.ā€
You squinted your eyes curiously at him.
ā€œOh! So basically, I come up with the plot of the story that they players are going to play. I create the world essentially, lead them through the story. Well, to some extent. The monsters are all from a guidebook but the plot is all me.ā€
You raised your eyebrows. ā€œCreativity and leadership.ā€
Eddie chuckled and scratched the back of his head to distract from the heat creeping across his cheeks. ā€œYeah, well, doesnā€™t change the fact that Iā€™m 20 years old and still in high school.ā€
ā€œAbout that,ā€ you started, ā€œWhy do you want to graduate? Maybe if you can identify the reason for reaching your goal, then you can find the motivation to work toward it. Besides wanting to read my stories anyway, like a personal reason.ā€
Eddie sat back in his chair for a moment, biting his lip in thought. ā€œUhh, maybe to prove all the assholes in this god forsaken purgatory wrong?ā€
You laughed, probably a bit too hard. ā€œI think thatā€™s an excellent reason.ā€
Eddie beamed. ā€œSee, I knew I liked you.ā€
You coyly returned his smile and fidgeted with the pen in your hand again. ā€œLetā€™s figure out a day or two when we can meet weekly. Got any after school conflicts?ā€
ā€œMy band plays at the Hideout Tuesday nights, Fridays Iā€™ve got Hellfire Club.ā€
ā€œHow about Mondays and Wednesdays then? Does that work for you?ā€
ā€œSure does.ā€
ā€œGreat, and I can help you with other classes too, to the best of my ability anyway. Show you how best to study, how to approach papers and essays ā€” that sort of stuff.ā€
ā€œLooking forward to it,ā€ he said softly.
Ā The feeling in your stomach was back again. ā€œMe too.ā€
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Thank you so much for reading, tons more to come! Comments and reblogs keep me going! šŸ™
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There are some of you are on this list who I talked to about this months ago! Sorry it took me a while to get this up but Iā€™ve spent the last month outlining this monstrosity. Thatā€™s mostly out of the way now so updates should be pretty regular, like once a week. šŸ’•
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junnieverse Ā· 7 months
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SAFE HAVEN āž³ ENHYPEN
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āž™ enhypen's way of comforting you when you're feeling sad/stressed
pairing: enhypen x gn!reader
genre: heart melting fluff
request: " can i please get all of Enhypen with a reader whoā€™s just been really sad lately? Like what would each of them would do to help cheer you up and comfort you? sometimes i wish i could just get a hug from them when im feeling down. thank you !! "
warnings: not proofread, lowercase intended, mentions of body insecurities in heeseung's drabble, mentions of mental health (anxiety attack) in jake's drabble
a/n: we all would love a hug from them too I'm sure :(( this was such a cute request that hopefully makes you all smile a little
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šŸ–‡ļø ā€” ģ–‘ģ •ģ› ; JUNGWON !
ā†³ gives you his feedback and support
jungwon was always more blunt when it came to expressing himself but he also knew when to gently comfort and be there for you
it's like he always knew what to say to make you feel better but he also said what you needed to hear
after a bad fight with your best friend, you realised you were in the wrong but you were just too stubborn to admit it
"Gosh I'm so stupid Wonnie, why did I say all of that to them, I didn't mean it." You recall beating yourself up for what had happened
"The first step is realising you were in the wrong which you did love. I know the fight you both had hurt you but you can't stay not talking to them any longer." jungwon says knocking some sense into you
you knew he could be quite the straightforward person but you also appreciated that from him
jungwon gave a great balance between helping you get back on your feet when you were down and being able to comfort you and wipe your tears when you felt vulnerable
"Now call them and apologise, it'll be water under the bridge soon." he encourages you giving your forehead a kiss as he hands you your phone
šŸ–‡ļø ā€” ģ“ķ¬ģŠ¹ ; HEESEUNG !
ā†³ reassures you
"Hi baby, you look beautiful." your boyfriend says as he wraps his arms around your waist placing a chaste kiss on your neck
staying silent, you continue to look at yourself in the mirror nit-picking at your features wishing you looked better
"What's wrong, I know something is bothering you." heeseung says with a raised bro looking at you through the mirror still holding you in his arms
if you had a problem, heeseung made sure to put that as his top priority as so to help you figure it out and solve it together
"Oh nothing. I just felt a little... insecure lately but it's nothing serious." you say trying to brush it off as if it were nothing
"Well it is serious now, baby you're gorgeous. I just wish you saw yourself through my eyes." he says sweetly making you blush
your boyfriend definitely had his way with his words and he always knew exactly what to say when you were feeling unwell
"Every little part of you is perfect. Now let's get out of here so I can show you off to everyone."
if it's one thing heeseung would do, once again proving to be the best boyfriend, it was making sure you felt loved and reassured
šŸ–‡ļø ā€” ė°•ģ¢…ģ„± ; JAY !
ā†³ silently let's you cry it out
you had an incredibly bad day and all you wanted to do was to get home and cry
what you weren't expecting was for your boyfriend to be home and not having planned to cry around anyone you unfortunately end up breaking down in front of jay not being able to hold it in
jay obviously would urgently run to you and check for any injuries and he would be relieved to find none but he was upset because you clearly were
he usually knew how to comfort you on your bad days but he was caught off guard when you suddenly came in crying
jay didn't want to let you talk about anything if you weren't ready yet and so he simply held you as you cried into his shoulder
"Why did this have to happen to me Jay, I don't deserve any of this." you hiccup as your voice grows weaker
soothingly rubbing your back, jay sways you back and forth holding you closer to him feeling your tears dampen his shirt
it was a comfortable silence between the two of you, jay simply let you cry it all out and ride out your emotions until you were ready to talk to him (if you wanted to)
his presence alone and being able to hold you when you felt alone was enough to bring you all the comfort you needed
šŸ–‡ļø ā€” ģ‹¬ģž¬ģœ¤ ; JAKE !
ā†³ cuddles/holds you
you were prone to having minor anxiety attacks here and there but it was never as severe as the one you had today
here you were nestled in your boyfriend's arms as he rubbed your back
you were doing your best to come down from an attack and laying on jake's chest hearing his heartbeat oddly comforted you
jake was a very physically affectionate person and because that is one of his main love languages, just being able to hold you was his way of comforting you
"You're okay angel, I'm right here." he softly says kissing your forehead
other than his words being able to sooth you, jake was like a human bear, he was always so warm and comfortable to hold and cuddle
with no words needed, if he noticed even the slightest frown on your face, he would immediately engulf you into his arms in a tight embrace
"How about I make us some hot chocolate and then we can cuddle on the couch and you can tell me all about your day." he suggests with a bright smile
šŸ–‡ļø ā€” ė°•ģ„±ķ›ˆ ; SUNGHOON !
ā†³ takes you out on a walk
you and working under pressure were not the best of friends, you couldn't do it
and the minute everything did feel overwhelming and there was pressure, you felt like breaking down and crying
which is exactly what you did after looking at the massive load of work on your table not knowing where to start
"I give up Hoon, I knew this would be too much to take on." you say pacing back and forth trying to pray your headache goes away
feeling his hands on your shoulders stopping you, sunghoon signals you to take a deep breath with his hand before leading you up to door putting his shoes on
"Where are we going, I need-" you start off pointing back at your work in the other room before your boyfriend cut you off
"We're just gonna take a walk sweetheart, just to clear your mind and relieve the stress you're feeling." he suggests to which you agree to
whenever you did feel sad or stressed about something, sunghoon knew taking walks together always helped you calm down
you would both silently walk together and whenever you needed, you would ramble about your problems let go of your negative energy
sometimes sunghoon would even add in his classic dad jokes to lighten the mood, that always did the trick for you
šŸ–‡ļø ā€” ź¹€ģ„ ģš° ; SUNOO !
ā†³ let's you talk about what's bothering you
you had been stressed about school/work lately unsure about your performance
you knew sunoo had his own problems to deal with and didn't want to stress him out too but ofcourse he was quick to notice something was bothering you
best believe even if you protest, he won't force you, but he would encourage you to open up to him
he never wants to see you going through your struggles alone because you're always there for him so the least he can do is let you tell him all about your problems
"I don't know if I can handle all of this Sunoo. Maybe I'm not cut out for this, it's too much." you say with your head in your hands holding back your tears
sunoo was a great listener and so he made sure to let you say anything you wanted before he said anything
"If anyone could face their obstacles it's you, you are one of the strongest and most hardworking people I know." he holds your hands in his as he places a soft kiss on both of them
you would then spend the rest of your day de-stressing by binging on your favourite kdrama together cuddled up
šŸ–‡ļø ā€” č„æꝑ 力 ; NI-KI !
ā†³ helps you get your mind off of it
riki was not usually your go to person when it came to needing someone to confide in
yes he was your boyfriend but even he could acknowledge he was bad at it
he usually never did well in situations having to deal with people around him crying but you appreciated how he tried his best to comfort you and he always validated how you felt letting you know it was okay
"We all feel sad or demotivated alot and that's completely normal. What matters is how you pick yourself up again and keep going." he says kneeling in front of you as he wiped your tears with the pad of his thumb
he didn't just want to 'cheer you up' completely forgetting about the situation at hand
riki knew that the best way to help you was to let you vent to him as much as you needed and them he could help you ease your mind by doing something fun
"Since you're feeling better, how about we go to the basketball court and shoot some hoops together." he suggests helping you put on his large hoodie to stay warm
your boyfriend may not be the best at giving heartfelt advice but he definitely knew what to say and how to make you feel much better
"This one's for you." riki says winking at you before aiming for ball and completely missing
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artists-ally Ā· 5 months
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HC of being mated to xaden and azriel!!!
{Azriel x Reader x Xaden Mates Headcanon}
Say less babe šŸ˜ definitely a little NSFW, NO MORE IRON FLAME SPOILER!!!! JUST FOR YOU ANON!!!!
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I think there would be little to no privacy ever again
With two of the most powerful shadow wielders in the world? You can kiss any ounce of secrecy goodbye
They know everything about you
But you like it
They know exactly what you like, and what you donā€™t
Azriel is definitely more reserved, will opt to stay in on a night out
Xaden will let out that wild side of him only to get you to join in
But only occasionally, during Solstice or another holiday, will the two of them let go completely and rope you into it
When it comes to relationship things, it was a STRUGGLE to find a balance
Being mated to two very headstrong, stubborn, independent and dominant males was hard
They constantly fought for your attention (sometimes physically)
But that was also so hot????
Who wouldnā€™t want to have the two of them fighting for you?
Anyway
There has been more than one altercation involving who got who, how to share you and all that
They were NOT in agreement with before the bonds clicked into place
And when they did? The world almost collapsed
It was an absolute fury of bodies and tongues and teeth
It somehow all clicked together, like they had done it all their lives. Knowing exactly what to do with their hands, with the shadows
Though their abilities were slightly different, the feeling of them on your skin, on your wrists holding you down was more or less the same
It was hypnotizing
Addicting
If there was one thing they agreed on it was pleasing you
That they liked a little too much
They liked teasing you even more
Azriel was a patient bastard and could hold up a threat like his life depended on it
He would not forget all the times you were a brat. He knew how to punish you properly to get you to behave after
The problem was you just kept finding new ways to break the rules
Xaden like to punish you with pleasure until your body physically couldnā€™t take it anymore
Forcing orgasm after orgasm out of you until you could barely breathe
That was his way of punishing you
It had taken a while for the inner circle to warm up to the concept, the same with Xaden and his Wing back home in Basgiath
Everyone at Basgiath was far too afraid of Azriel to begin with to even think differently
But when it all fell into place it wasnā€™t weird at all
Everything was perfect: the constant spoiling, the constant reassurance that you were the most perfect mate for both of them
The aftercare and simple date nights were what you loved for. Seeing both of your warriors showering you with kisses and praises of how much they loved and appreciated you for all that you did, all the comfort, peace, and security you brought them
There was one thing for certain: you NEVER felt unsafe
Both of them constantly had tabs on you
It worried them sick when you once shut them out to focus on a task, whether that be for your education or simply reading a book
they tore through the house trying to find you
They had been so afraid something happened to you that they forced you to keep some of their shadows with you at all times
It was mildly annoying, but also incredibly endearing
It came in very hand when you needed to get out of a sticky situation
There had been an incident when a male approached you in the street
You tried to warn him to back off, but just kept advancing
Azriel came first
Then Xaden
And the male nearly shit himself
Both of them were a head taller than you, and a head taller than the male
Just their presence made the male run for the hills
You could feel the power radiating off them, feel it vibrating in the air
Both of them asked you numerous times if he had touched you (he hadnā€™t) and checked every inch of you for harm
And if you got a paper cut or bruise?
It only doubled
Being sick was such a luxury that sometimes you faked a cold just to have them take care of you ;)
At the end of they day, they just wanted you and only you to care for them
Azriel would gladly let you clean his wings
Xaden would gladly let you massage his shoulders and back, kissing every one of those scars marked into his skin
You were never cold when you went to bed
And you had never felt so loved and appreciated and cherished in your life
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a/n: fwb zhongli who catches feelings for you and mopes when it's time for you to part ways bc me and art said so. suggestive obv but nothing blatantly nsfw
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You've become sort of a sore topic for Zhongli.
No, not because you've rejected him in any way. Not even because he's trying to avoid catching feelings for you. Quite the opposite, actually.
He doesn't know what you are. He doesn't know if he means anything to you below the surface.
Sure, the flings were funā€”distracting, even, when he was stressed from work. You were only meant to be a good time outside of work which Childe so earnestly encouraged him to find. And you were for the most part wonderful company even when he wasn't tangled in bedsheets with you.
The problem is that he was falling hard and fast, and he's almost positive the sentiment isn't shared.
"You're going out again?" Hu Tao asks as she peers into his office. He's packing up his belongings and shoving your favourite snacks into his bag.
"Yes, does that concern you, Director?"
"Yeesh," she hisses. "Cold. Haven't you two made it official yet?"
"No."
"And that's because...?" She trails off, awaiting some sort of explanation. It's been months after all. Months. Frankly, she's tired of watching Zhongli do this back and forth without making any actual advances outside of... well.
She coughs when he doesn't provide any answer. "Are you going to?"
The man only sighs, frustrated with himself or with the Director, he can't tell anymore. And again, he tells her:
"No."
She shakes her head. He's utterly hopeless.
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"My, you sure do know a lot about Glaze Lilies."
Zhongli's fingers twitch and he recoils from you. The flower he placed behind your ear shimmers in the glow of lanterns, sparkling like diamond itself is sprouting from your hair. You look so breathtaking, he thinks. Could he tell you that? Probably not.
Ah, he must have been rambling without realizing. A bad habit that he has yet to kick. It must bore you to death.
"An old friend of mine used to love them," he tells you. "My apologies for going off on a tangent."
"No, no," you wave him off, a smile spreading across your faceā€”warm and welcoming. For a moment he believes that you're looking at him with something more. "It's alright. I like listening to you talk."
"You... do?" He questions.
"Why wouldn't I?"
He opens his mouth like he has an answer but it quickly snaps shut. Yes, why wouldn't you? He's surprised that you haven't lost interest in him yet simply because he's a talktative walking history book, yet simultaneously relieved that you haven't left his side.
There's zero dishonesty evident in your expression, nor is there any sign that you genuinely want him to stop blathering. But the time has come to leave you anyway. If only the night could be as lasting as his growing feelings for you.
The winding streets of Liyue have lead you back to your front porch. It must be well into the nightā€”hardly anyone is around. The shops have all packed up and closed down for the day and even the croaking of frogs has quieted down.
You turn slightly, glancing at the welcoming entrace of your home. "So... this is it."
"Home."
"Home," you echo.
"When will I see you next?"
You laugh, seemingly amused by his formality. "Whenever you'd like, Zhongli."
A long silence settles over you as you watch each other. Your eyes bore into his intensely, as if searching for something in them. With the distance between you, he can't make out exactly what it is that you're thinking.
You turn to leave and it's a familiar, gut-wrenching feeling. The sight of you leaving him: sometimes draped in nothing but his bedsheets and others like this. And for some reason, this version bothers him infinitely more.
It's pathetic that he mopes about it, feels like a kicked puppy now that your date (if you could even call it that) has ended. The uncertainty of having you means that it could be the last time he holds your gaze, or it could be just be the beginning of your story.
He wants you. He knows he does. Would it be selfish to ask you to be his? Does he have that right?
Just as he's about to leave you at your door, once he knows you've gotten safely there, your voice calls out to him.
"Actually, do you want to walk around a bit longer?" You freeze, looking surprised at your own suggestion before continuing. "I-I know it's quite late but..."
He holds his breath. But?
"But... I just want to hear your voice a little longer."
It's a silly reason, he knows. It's even worse how giddy he feels inside, acting like a child having a crush on someone. He's certain you can see the melting of his expression, eyes impossibly soft.
The realization strikes him down like lightning. Oh. How could he have not realized? Had he been so busy worrying about how to move on from you while you were still in his bed that he missed the way you purposefully lingered around a little longer? That you were always the one asking him when he was free?
He chucklesā€”to you or at himself, he isn't sure. "Of course."
When you close the distance between your bodies, he offers you his hand with a blooming smile. He can't help admiring you under the warm lights of the harbour. You take it without question and don't let go. He doesn't either.
"Where was I?"
"You were telling me about why they only blossom under moonlight," you ponder. You're not very subtle with the way you scoot your body closer into his side and how you try to nimbly interlock your fingers, but he doesn't mind.
He had been blind this long. He would be remiss if he were to let the opportunity slip.
"Ah, yes." Zhongli squeezes your hand as you walk. "I should tell you of this old legend."
There's an uncontrollable joy in his heart when he realizes that, indeed, it is only the beginning of a long tale.
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rafedaddy01 Ā· 5 months
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Requesting innocent!reader/virgin!reader - reader is sarah's BFF. Rafe and Y/n both attracted to each other, but they dont know it. reader is drunk at a party and can't stand up. random guy tries to take advantage, rafe saves her. reader confesses her love and wants her first time to be special, rafe offers and she accepts. SMUT
Summary: takes place in tannyhill, reader gets drunk and a rando tries to take her upstairs to ā€œcool offā€. Rafe sees and jumps in. He takes reader into the house library and finger fucks her
Warnings: mentions of drinking, language, fighting, arguing, fingering, kissing, smut
A/n: I know I havent been on this app as continuously as I have in the past, Iā€™m kind of dealing with some personal problems but Iā€™m so thankful for all of you being so patient.
ā€œI said. Donā€™t. Touch. Her.ā€ Rafe got up in his face and pushed a finger against the manā€™s chest, enunciating each word.
ā€œWhat are you gonna do Cameron?ā€ The guy clearly had some balls, but he didnā€™t know who he was messing with. Poor man.
Fuck that. This guy tried to take advantage of me when Iā€™ve had 7 drinks and I might be drunk but Iā€™d NEVER give up my virginity to a prick like him. He deserved this.
And thatā€™s exactly why I stood and watched with a smug look as Rafe pulled his fist back and let it collide with the manā€™s nose, I swear I heard a crunch.
The guy tried to hit back, only to be pushed against the wall and choked until he was purple in the face.
ā€œRafe!ā€ I needed to put a stop to this.
ā€œRafe! Calm down. Itā€™s okayā€ I tried to tug him off.
ā€œItā€™s not okay y/n. This guy tried to put his hands on youā€
ā€œRafe, Iā€™m fine. Look at me. *hiccup* I-Iā€™m still hereā€ I did a little twirl and giggle before almost tripping over air.
Rafe let him go with a push and caught me just in time.
ā€œCome onā€ he put his arm around me and led me into the one room that always made me feel safe.
Sarah and I would always spend time in here as kids. Reading, playing, day dreaming. It was home, a safe space.
A space only Rafe knew made me feel so warm and secure.
ā€œI uh- Iā€™m sorryā€ he said as he closed the door and scratched the back of his neck while exhaling a shakey breath.
I cocked my head and looked at him in confusion. ā€œWhat for?ā€
ā€œSometimes I just get carried away. My dad tells me my anger will be the death of meā€ he stands at a far distance with his hands in his pockets as I lean against the wall and lavish in the cool comfort it brings, my body feels like itā€™s been dipped in lava.
I let out a dreamy sign as I roll my head to the side ā€œdonā€™t be sorry, it was kinda sexy watching you go all beast mode over meā€ I giggle without a thought of what I just said, blame the alcohol.
Thereā€™s an awkward silence before I turn my head and my eyes meet with his, only heā€™s not at a far distance anymore. Heā€™s right in my face and his breath is fanning against my skin, making it hotter.
ā€œYou think Iā€™m sexyā€ he smirks as his hands cage me against the wall.
ā€œYeah. I do.ā€ Again, alcohol.
His smirk widens as he leans a bit closer, the smell of vanilla and a hint of resins fill my nostrils.
ā€œCareful honey bunny, might think your starting to like meā€
ā€œAnd what if I do?ā€
He stares at me for a second before letting out a breathy laugh.
He turns his head and I think heā€™s about to push off the wall and walk out of the room, but then my eyes meet his again.
Without thinking I grasp his face and push our lips together, heā€™s clearly taken aback but quickly returns the kiss.
I moan against his mouth and his hands drop down to my hips, pushing and pulling.
His hands come up to my breasts and toy with the nipples pebbling beneath the material. ā€œRafeā€ I let out a breathy moan that has him groaning.
ā€œWe shouldnā€™t, your drunk. I donā€™t wanna take advantageā€ he pulls back and leans his forehead on mine.
ā€œRafeā€ I whine ā€œitā€™s not taking advantage if I initiated itā€ I tug at his shirt and pull his lips against mine again.
Heā€™s hungrier this time. Stealing my lips and claiming them as his, which I donā€™t mind. He can have anything he wants. Iā€™ve wanted this for so long.
ā€œPleaseā€ I moan when he pulls away.
ā€œRelax, honey bunnyā€ one of his fingers comes down to my waist band as he slips his whole hands in and his lips connect with mine once again.
ā€œSo wetā€ he groans as he feels me through my soaked panties. ā€œLet me take these offā€ he starts unbuttoning my shorts and shimmying them down my thighs.
I watch as he helps me step out of them and comes back to me.
ā€œAre you sure?ā€
I bite my lip and nod. ā€œPositiveā€
He slowly pulls my panties down and I hear a small groan before I feel his lips press soft kisses to either side of my hips and then my thighs before coming back up to my face.
He kisses my neck and I melt. So caught up in this small pleasure I donā€™t feel his fingers sliding between my folds until one slips in.
My head leans back and I breath out a shakey moan. I burns a little but it starts to feel good once he moves a couple times. ā€œSo tight honey bunny, donā€™t know how Iā€™m ever gonna fit my cock in thereā€
I panic at the thought of having sex tonight. I mean I want it, but the thought of it happening right now when I possibly wont even remember it tomorrow is making me overwhelmed.
ā€œHey hey hey. Iā€™m sorry, we donā€™t have to go that far tonight. Letā€™s just focus on making you feel goodā€ he kisses my temple before refocusing on his previous action.
Once Iā€™m slick enough he adds another finger and I feel my core tightening.
ā€œRafeā€ I grip his shoulder and his palm comes in contact with my clit. ā€œFuckā€. I start shamelessly grinding down on his hand and all throughout it he encourages me.
ā€œGood girlā€
ā€œTake all you want, make yourself feel good honey bunnyā€
I moan and whimper as my orgasm approaches.
One last curse of his came and I drench his hand.
ā€œFuck. So fucking sexyā€ he groans as he pumps a few times and pulls away.
I watch as he cleans his hand with his tongue and brings his lips to mine.
I moan as I taste myself.
ā€œThank youā€
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urrockstar-xe Ā· 6 months
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never enough - j.m x fem!reader
posted nov 2nd, 2023 12:16 am
hey, sorry i ghosted, I'm not doing to hot but here's something, I'm trying a little November challenge where i try and cope with life things where i write an imagine/blurb inspired by something that happened during my day, here's an argument i had with my mommy in a jj fic lol this isn't my best work but i hope u like it :3
this includes wording stating that the reader's hair is a texture that is easy to play with and the use of y/n and probably inaccurate JJ but i needed his comfort sue me
summary: How do you deal with having to have the very same (or at least very similar) conversations with your loved ones that involve what you're currently going through? Because that's the exact problem youā€™ve been having with JJ. angst to fluff??? kinda? hurt/comfort? idk
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ā€œYou never do anything to show that you love me, JJ! You throw your arm around my shoulder and call it a fucking dayā€
Eventually what once was calm and civil and even mature conversations turn into screaming matches.
ā€œI donā€™t know what else you fucking want from me, Y/n!ā€ JJā€™s voice bounced off the walls of the chateau which was luckily empty due to the small fire in the back.
ā€œJJ, I expressed what I needed, I used my words and my actions to show and tell you exactly what I needed and you still couldnā€™t do me one small favor? I just wanted you to run your fingers through my hair a few times is that so fucking hard?ā€ Your own voice was wavering in volume, sometimes louder and sometimes quiet, defeated even.Ā 
ā€œI listen when you vent, I do better when we have a problem, I even fucking cancel my plans to spend time with you, nothing I do is ever fucking enough for you!ā€ and there it was, the words slipping out of your dear boyfriendā€™s mouth before he could even think about it, the words that thrown in your face so very often, the words that made you question everything about yourself
He was trying, he was listening and he was being incredibly patient and understanding with you.
The look of regret from his words alone was enough to realize that.Ā 
Until that gross feeling of pride came onto you, possessing your entire being with the rage youā€™ve had building inside of you for months.
ā€œFuck you, JJ. fuck you, because I got upset with you and when I tried to walk away and blow off steam you got pissed and bitchy and didnā€™t fucking let me, and then when I explained my issue to you, you gave me a fucking attitude.ā€ Your words were fast now, spewing out like a soda when you shake it too hard.
ā€œI needed you! And I told you that! Just like you asked me to! How am I supposed to properly communicate with you when you tell me one thing and then turn around and do the fucking opposite!ā€ it was less of a question and more of an accusation but at this point, it was hard to care.
You had tried responsibly talking to him, getting to a better place with him, but it wasnā€™t getting anywhere. Your relationship with JJ getting heavier on your shoulders and piling what smelt like loads of shit onto what youā€™ve already been struggling with.
ā€œY/n, baby-ā€ JJ started but you were already out the door, feeling the guilt from ignoring him as you walked away yet still ignoring his calls even as your friends called out at the sight of you leaving what was supposed to be a night of freedom for the pogues.
When the next day came around the avoiding calls started, when JJ and Y/n got into a fight it caused tension in the entire friend group. There's a reason ā€œpogues donā€™t date poguesā€ is such a big rule for you and your friends.
It wasnā€™t a rift it was just a fear, a fear of losing everything you all had,
all that you guys had.Ā 
But you couldnā€™t deal with the confrontation today, so you turned off your ringer and went about your day as normal, morning routine, work, go home, homework.
5 pm rolled around and you thought that maybe they had given up (feeding your delusional anxieties and fears at no fault of the pogues but still)
Then there was the knock on your door, and then another after you ignored the first,
This pattern repeated until eventually, you sighed, getting up from your bed to go down the hall and answer who you knew was your impatient boyfriend at the door.Ā 
ā€œHey, beautiful!ā€ JJā€™s voice was quiet as if he was astonished at the fact that you actually opened the door. The array of flowers sat loosely in his hands before he watched you look down at them and back up at him, wordlessly.Ā 
ā€œOh! This is for you, I uh, wanted to apologize.ā€ JJ was almost stumbling over his words as he went to hand you the flowers, carefully examining you as you took them and moved back into your home,Ā 
He followed, mumbling more apologies before you set the small bouquet on the kitchen counter and turned to him.Ā 
ā€œListen, Y/n, You were right, I did ask you to be more clear on things you need from me and you were, and I, I dismissed you completely, I was just drunk and all over the place and Iā€™m overworked like hell lately but these arenā€™t excuses and Iā€™m sorry, my sweet girl, I really mean itā€ JJā€™s words were calculated, he had thought about them all day and he did mean it,
despite this, there was still an aching feeling in your chest,
and the confusion and guilt you felt for still being upset about this stupid mistake caused the recurring tears to well up in your eyes as you stared at JJā€™s chest, avoiding his eyes.
ā€œOh, babyā€ he whispered, quiet and delicate like if he spoke any louder youā€™d fall apart in front of him.
Carefully, JJ pulled you into him, not knowing what else to do but you let him, grabbing fistfuls of his shirt as sobs wrecked through your body, broken apologies barely being heard through your tears and shaky breaths but JJ still held you,Ā 
Playing with your hair and shushing you and whispering ā€œIt's okay, babyā€ to every little apology that slipped past your lips.Ā 
You stood with each other like this until you eventually calmed down, JJ had managed to lean against the counter and in turn, get you to lean on him.
ā€œIā€™ll do better baby I promiseā€ He whispered into your hair, hoping you could hear it through the small pains of your hiccups from crying.
ā€œIā€™m sorry there's always something wrong with meā€ you mumbled back, the soft laugh from JJ catching you off guard as he pulled you back just enough to hold your tear-stained cheeks in his hands.
ā€œThereā€™s always somethinā€™ wrong with us, weā€™re pogues.ā€ He teased, earning a quiet scoff from you before he shut you up with a soft kiss pressed to your swollen lips and then one on your nose, and another on your forehead.Ā 
ā€œWeā€™ll be okay, pretty lady, weā€™ll get through it,ā€Ā 
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