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xqueen-of-disasterx · 3 months

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Playing Dangerously

Paring: fem!reader × Natasha x Bucky

Warnings: SMUT, threesome, Dom!Nat, SwitchBucky, sub!reader, mommy kink, daddy kink, dumbification, oral, teasing, slight alcohol consumption, fingering, pet names,

A/N: I’m not really a shipper of this but friends with benefits Winterwidow is so hot. @syndote this one is for you.

!Disclaimer English is not my first language so please excuse any grammar or spelling errors. This story is completely fictional!

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Don't get me wrong being with THE black widow was something many could only ever dream about but I had to admit that sometimes I felt like I never really got the chance to try different things. From the Red Room to S.H.I.E.L.D and directly into the red heads arms left little to no space for explorations of my sexuality. Sex with Nat was great and always left me satisfied but I couldn't help to wonder about the forbidden fruit, but mentioning this to Nat could lead to a hefty argument which I didn't want to risk; after all she was all a girl like me could want right?

"Bucky will join us for the mission" I turned away from the laptop screen I was watching an episode of modern family on (after spending so much time in russia I was dying to know what the American dream was like), I hadn't heard Natasha approach, spy I had to remind myself. "I thought this was gonna be a me and you thing" She chuckled leaning over the chair, swiping my hair over my shoulder, and letting her precisely painted lips meet the soft skin of my neck. "You know I only ever have eyes for you my little bunny"

I hummed as her sweetened words hit my ears, and made tingles run down my spine "I know Tasha" I sighed standing up but making the fatal mistake of leaving my laptop open. "I'll just be on the toilet alright?" Natasha hummed deciding to press play again as suddenly there popped up a message from I was way.

Katja: You should really try to communicate this with your girlfriend before this ruins your relationship.

Natasha couldn't believe her eyes but curiosity got the better of her and she opens the message; I had told her all about how I waned to experience sexual things with a man but how unwilling I was to cheat on her. She quickly closed the tab again pretending like she didn't have her master plan planned out already.

The mission was easy inflate a party, steal some hard drive and go back to the hotel. Even though you were there with your girlfriend the thoughts of trying it out with a man couldn't leave your head. Not that I was interested in having an affair of leaving Nat you just wanted her to have this with you. And the fact that out of all people Bucky had been assigned to you two didn’t make it better. I had long expected the two to had have something going on in the past but never had the courage to ask either. The mission went by quick and you soon found yourself sitting at a hotel bar celebrating our success mission.

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"I'll have a martin" "A beer for me" The bartender looked at me with expecting eyes "A beer for me too." Sitting between the two I almost felt sandwiched even though there was still space between our bodies. Natasha slipped quietly on her martin while my bottle was still untouched by me I couldn't tear my mind away from the two assassins next to me. "You're awfully quiet Y/N" I heard the deep voice of the Winter Soldier. I opened my mouth before closing it again there were so many words in my heart but so little on my tongue. “You’re normally so filled with life”

I felt Natasha's watchful eyes on my smaller form and suddenly I felt awfully naked in my cocktail dress. "James" her voice was sweet like honey. "Do you remember the last time we were sitting here?" I could practically hear the smirk in her voice "How could I forget that night" He took another slip of his beer bottle. "Are you down for a second time with our little guest" I couldn’t believe my ears was this a lucky guess or did Nat suddenly become a mind reader. I looked down peeling away at the label of the bottle as my cheeks continued to heat up. "I see" he took another close look at me, seizing me up. "I'm down if she is" There were a few seconds of silence with two awaiting eyes in my form; if I wanted to try this now would be the time "Of course" I stated in a quiet voice as I met his lust filled gaze, he only nodded before finishing his bottle. "I'll be in my room"

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"Strip and lay on the bed" I could hear Natasha's cold words as she went to open to open the door letting Bucky, in his blazer and tie missing, the first few buttons of his white shirt unbuttoned revealing some of his chest hair. Just as he kicked the door closed behind him Nat had him already pressed against the wall as they violently made out with each other. Her hands twisted in his white button up shirt pulling herself impossibly closer to the man. The way Natasha was still containing control of the much stronger man was definitely a turn on. (Not that I had expected it any other way)

Even though she was busy with him from the corner of her eyes I could see she watched me on very move. She turned away from him sitting down on the cushion of armchair. "James I want you to eat her out" she pulled out a small metal tin with cigarettes in it, lighting herself one "and don't let her cum" He only nodded having seemingly submitted to the redhead without a fight.

He climbed onto my much smaller frame, his eyes scanning my naked form. There was something about the both of them still fully clothed while I was undressed which made me even wetter. He leaned down to catch my lips and my hands went to his short black hair. His tongue fought it's way inside my mouth our tongues dancing a dangerous dance as one of his rough hands went to my breast. He kissed down my neck his beard stubbles irritating my soft skin.

His chipped lips wrap around one of my nipples and the strong fingers twisted the other. He watched in an awe how my body squirmed under his touch. "Mommy please" I whined out buckling I hips against his hard prick "No sweetie this ain't gonna work" She chuckles blowing out some smoke from her lit cigarette. "Beg Daddy not me, I can't help you little girl" I chocked out another whine as I felt his teeth tugging at my nipple.

The way his mouth wrapped around my tender flesh made want him even more. He liked over my nipple a few more times each time discovering a new sound escaping from my mouth. Eventually he got bold enough to bit down making me cry out in pure lust. “Daddy please” I didn’t know what I was begging for but the pure title made him moan. He switched sides giving my other nipple the same treatment as his fingers brush over the other one.

He kissed his way down your stomach stopping your hips from buckling as her presses his forearm down on your lower stomach. He kissed your public bone taking in the strong smell of my cunt as he groaned. He took his time kissing and nibbling on the soft skin of my hips. My hands go to his short black hair folding with his soft hair (which somehow was even softer than Nats)

After a while he was done with the teasing having had enough and he just wanted to finally get a taste of Nat’s little girl. He took a bold lick over my cunt moaning inside of my heat as I tried to buckle my hips again but you were stopped by his cold metal arm keeping your hips down.

"Daddy please" I whined, having so much control over a sexual partner did something to him. "No more teasing please" I begged. Natasha (who had been watching closely from the corner) made her way over the the bed puffing out a load of smoke "Be a good boy James" He was seemingly torn between the dominance of having me under him begging for his mercy out still being so obedient to the black widow. It was a match made in heaven or in hell so to say.

He continued to eat me like the last supper his tongue pressing on the pulsing nub of nerves. Two of his thick fingers pushed passed my tight hole making my eyes roll into the back of my head in pure pleasure, he bit down on my clit sending shock waves through my body. His fingers twisted and turned to to press against my G- spot. I was so close to stumbling of the edge I got a taste of heaven.

"James stop" I heard her cold voice as he immediately pulled way sitting on his knees and my juices dripping from the concert of his mouth. I whined and cried ash the lost of pleasure my tears smudging down my pink cheeks. "Good boy James" She leaned down to kiss him moaning as she tasted my juices on his lips. She pulled away from him whipping the corners of his mouth with her palm. "Would you look at that you made a mess Ana" She inspected your dripping cunt further running two finger through your cunt making you let out a pathetic whimper. She tasted me letting out an extensive moan "I'm almost jealous James got to taste you bunny"

She whispered something in Bucky's ear and he quietly nods. "Get on all fours Y/N" he rasped in your ear. You placed yourself on all fours and he positioned himself behind you and you heard the sound of this clothes being torn off. "Are you ready" I nodded, my position was beyond embarrassing ass up in the air having gabbed a pillow to bite on.

He pulled down his shorts and let Natasha touch him how she pleased. Her smaller hands wrapped around his pulsing prick I heard him groan as her hands moved up and down his length. Her movements made him impossibly hard a few droplets of pre cum already leaking.

Bucky positioned himself behind me and he slowly pushed his length in making me scream out at the stretch. He let you adjust before moving at a decent pace I took a look behind me to see Nat guiding his hips only not giving him control of his own pleasure. I lead out a few mewls of pure pleasure. "mommy" my whimpered gripping onto the pillow for dear life "need you”

She let go of his hips leaning up to my ear "Do you need your clit played with" she rubbed circles on my back. Bucky's pace was great for his pleasure but I just needed more so I nodded as more tears made it's way down my cheeks "Can't even cum without mommy's help such a dumb little girl.”

Bucky quickend his pace and so did Nat and I was nearly seeing stars "Cum for me" she announced slapping Bucky's ass as if he was nothing more that a common whore "both". It didn't need more to make both of us cum with im pulling out to paint my back in his milk.

I flipped to my back watching as Natasha and Bucky were caught up in a passionate kiss. His kisses trailed down her neck and chest at the same time pulling her red lace panties down her perfectly shaped legs. He nibbled on her skin paying extra attention to the small scar on her hip.

Natasha laid next to me on her back as I turned to my side stroking a few of her red hair, which were stuck to her sweaty forehead. “Kiss mommy bunny”

I kissed the desperate woman our tongue intertwined. She broke away letting out an almost pornographic moan as Bucky dove in to her wet center.

Our foreheads were seemingly stuck together as were lost in, probably the hottest, make out session I ever had. The air was humid filled with the sounds of Natasha’s wetness and the indecent sounds of our desperate sounds. “Fuck James” she groaned on my lips her hands twisted in my dark blonde locks. “Make Mommy cum” He kept his pace up flickering her clit with his tongue while penetrating her with two of his fingers. With a scream she came down from her high releasing over his chin and face.

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"Thank you" You signed laying between the older Agents "But I think I'll stay with women for now" Natasha chuckled kissing your forehead "I wouldn't have given you free either way" she joked "And I wouldn't risk talking Nat's girl"

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nataliasquote · 3 months

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Masterlist

Welcome to my masterlist! Alongside my work on Wattpad and AO3, you can find all my mini series and oneshots linked down below. I usually only write for Natasha Romanoff and occasionally Yelena Belova, but feel free to send in any requests. But no smut, I’m not comfortable with that :)

Natasha Romanoff | Series

[F = fluff, A = angst, H = hot af ]

⧗ Double the Trouble AU | WandaNat x daughter: [F] Natasha and Wanda have their work cut out raising twin girls. But despite the struggles and the arguments, there is nothing that would break the bond this family has created

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5

Canon oneshots:

A Day Out: [F] summer and sunshine calls for family trips out. To the zoo, naturally[2.9k words]

Groceries: [F] Natasha volunteers to do the weekly shop. Mundane, perhaps, but with two babies, things are never smooth sailing [1.4k words]

Cuddles: [F] a tipsy Y/n only wants one thing when she comes home from a party- Natasha’s hugs. And who is Natasha to refuse cuddles from her teenagers? [800 words]

New Families: [F] Natasha was content keeping her little family to herself. But Yelena and Melina weren’t. Which is how the family of four find themselves in Ohio, resurfacing memories for Natasha and challenging the three year olds in a whole new environment. Isla loves it, Y/n… not so much [4.4k words]

⧗ My Songbird AU | Natasha x Willow (O!C): It’s the 70s. Final summer of high school. Why not spend it getting high, partying and sneaking off with your girlfriend in a town that is so disapproving of anything deviating from the norm.

Mood board | part 1 [F]

⧗ Back in Time | Winterwidow x daughter: Natasha and Bucky’s daughter seeks comfort in her Aunt Wanda as her parents go missing on a mission. She doesn’t ask for much, she only wants to see them again.

part 1 [F] | part 2 [A]

Natasha Romanoff | Oneshots

⧗ Promises: [A] Natasha and Anastasia didn’t know love… not until they found it in each other. But the Red Room was cold, in more ways than one [2.6k words]

⧗ Ghost of You: [F + A] Learning to move on after Natasha’s sacrifice is the hardest thing in the world [3.2k words]

⧗ Lost in the Fire | f1 AU: [A] A horrific crash tests Natasha’s nerves to the limit as she has no choice but to sit back and watch from the garage. Her girlfriend and her sister push themselves for that all important win. [4.5k words]

⧗ I Will Rescue You | natasha romanoff x adopted daughter reader: [F + A] An alert from the Red Room sends Natasha, Yelena and Bucky on a last minute mission. But what they find is far from expected… [3.7k words]

⧗ Can’t You See This is Breaking Me: [A] Natasha isn’t quite ready to give her entire life for the woman she loves [5.2k words]

⧗ Tattoos For Troubled Minds: [F] Natasha struggles to trust anyone when it comes to touching her body. But that becomes rather difficult when a tattoo idea comes into her mind that she just can’t shake [3.6k words]

⧗ Midnight: [A] Natasha has never learned how to rest, and at midnight is where she is most vulnerable [1.1k words]

⧗ I Know What You Are: [A] The bane of Natasha’s existence had finally slipped up but when sent to eliminate her, feeling get in the way far too easily. [5.9k words]

⧗ Mustang | cowgirl Nat AU: [H] The mayor’s daughter. A bounty hunter. One has freedom, the other does not. But will one fleeting night be enough to convince Natasha to leave everything she’s ever known behind? [4.3k words]

⧗ Is It All For Nothing?: [A] You just want a friend. Is that so bad? How is it fair that everyone else gets one but you. What did you do that was so wrong? [1.3k words]

⧗ Midas Touch | Maid!Natasha: [F + A] no amount of money will ever save a broken marriage or a broken woman. But maybe the right person can turn everything she touches into gold and this time won’t be cursed to break everything she cares about. [7.1k words]

⧗ Welcome To My Head At Midnight | song fic: [A] Natasha Romanoff is her own worst enemy and maybe this fight isn’t one she’s so sure she can win. [2k words]

Yelena Belova | Oneshots

⧗ For Her: [F + A] Yelena tries to find the balance between spending christmas with her girl and tracking down Clint Barton… [1.7k words]

#double the trouble au #natasha romanoff #fanfic #marvel #kaya speaks!

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buckyseddie · 10 months

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out of the woods

pairings — avenger!james (bucky) barnes x fem!human!avenger!reader

summary — in which, their relationship is a very complicated and rocky relationship that they both have to fight for. based on the song out of the woods by taylor swift!

word count — 7.7k.

warnings — lots of angst, lots of hints at winterwidow (but its not actually happening), also a lot of miscommunication, mentions of bucky's trauma, mentions of reader's past with old relationships, use of pet-names [doll, baby, babydoll, darling, sweetheart], reader calls bucky james a lot, cuddles, dancing, screaming fights, secret relationships, a lot of the avengers not being completely supportive of their relationship and being kind of judgemental, also big mentions of bucky's past and also past relationships and big hints at him kind of being a heartthrob / player / heartbreaker and like sleeping around etc., bucky's kind of an asshole, steve and natasha and wanda are probably the closest to the reader, steve's kind of hard on bucky but it's for a good reason, steve and wanda and natasha are hella overprotective of the reader, kisses, pining, jealousy, love confessions, tension!

notes — i'm back in my bucky obsession, so let's expect more!! also, this is the fastest i've EVER written a fic omg. gif and divider creds to owner!

p.s., feedback is very much encouraged and appreciated <3

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THINKING BACK ON IT, NEITHER of them could say for sure how it first started.

they just knew that finding each other was the best thing to ever happen to either of them.

"looking at it now, it all seems so simple. we were lying on your couch. i remember."

the air is quiet with a calm and comfortable silence.

"do you think anything's going to change?" [y/n] asks quietly, not daring to look up at him.

she keeps her head leaning over his shoulder, becoming incredibly comfortable, but also feeling a little nervous of what his reply will be.

it takes him a moment before he answers her, "no, and even if they do, we'll figure it out."

[y/n] sighs, trying to keep the lingering, negative worries buried, as she moves the blanket to cover the both of them.

bucky chuckles, gently moving the fuzzy blanket off of his body and over to cover her whole, shivering body. "doll, you know my body's too warm for the blanket."

[y/n] sighs dramatically, rolling her eyes. "ugh, i hate how amazing your body is."

as soon as the words leave her lips, she groans and buries her face into his chest. "oh my god."

bucky smirks down at her.

she lifts her head up and squints her eyes in clear embarrassment. "i didn't mean it like that!"

bucky gives her a pointed look.

"i didn't!" she yells defensively.

she sighs. "you know i meant like how amazing your body is in the sense of healing and how you're always warm."

bucky chuckles, shaking his head. "sweetheart, i know. i'm just kidding."

"you better be." she mumbles, moving back to lie her head back on his chest and snuggling closer to him.

"you took a polaroid of us. then discovered (then discovered) the rest of the world was black and white. but we were screaming in color. and i remember thinking."

[y/n] giggles as he kisses her cheek, just as she takes the picture.

"bucky!" she yells, turning around to shove him, after she took the polaroid out of the camera and setting it down.

"what?"

"that picture is probably all blurry now!" she whines, turning back around to grab it on the side table.

she shakes it as he wraps his arms around her waist, both of them waiting to see what the picture will look like.

she giggles again as he buries his face into her neck, the scruff on his jaw tickling her.

he lifts his head up as the picture becomes much more clearer.

"huh." she murmurs, a soft smile forming on her lips as they both notice that the picture is perfect—no blurs, or anything like that.

"see? it's fine." he whispers, but since they're so close, she can hear it clearly.

she giggles as she turns around to face him, moving her hands up to his face, giggling once more at the feel of the facial hair that's grown on his face.

"fine. maybe it is." she says with playful glare.

he smiles genuinely, placing his own hands over hers, just appreciating the moment.

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

with a silent gasp, [y/n] holds her breath and stands still, hiding behind the corner of the wall.

"what's going on between the two of you?" steve's voice speaks up again, judgement in his voice.

"what are you talking about?" bucky asks, trying to act dumb.

"come on, buck," steve says, giving him a pointed look. "it's clear that something's going on."

bucky shakes his head immediately, almost feeling and sounding defensive. "there's not anything going on."

[y/n]'s heart stops as she hears those words.

she wasn't expecting him to admit it, especially considering the fact that they've been keeping everything on the down low.

but, how could he sound so disgusted at the mere thought of them together?

with no more interest in hearing any more of that conversation, [y/n] angrily pushes herself away from the wall and marches up the stairs, up to her bedroom.

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good."

hearing her bedroom door open, [y/n] immediately turns away to hastily wipe away the tears staining her cheeks.

"doll? why are you—" bucky cuts himself off as he notices her red face and runny nose.

"are you crying?" he asks, shutting the door gently as he walks over to her.

"baby, what's wrong? talk to me." he murmurs as he sits down beside her, cupping her face gently.

[y/n] only scoffs, pulling away from him and getting up, wanting to get away from him.

"you have a lot of nerve, james!" she exclaims as she turns around, trying to ignore the sniffling sound coming from her nose.

bucky's eyebrows furrow in confusion. "sweetheart, what's going on? why are you acting like this all of a sudden?"

she scoffs again. "are you kidding me right now?"

he raises his hands up in the air, becoming frustrated.

realizing that he's probably never going to get it until she spells it out, she spits it out with disdain, "how was your talk with steve, huh? you have anything you wanna tell me?"

his eyes fill with realization.

bucky opens his mouth to say something — anything — to explain, before she can come up with too many assumptions.

she holds up her finger, trying to shut him up. "what are we even doing, james?"

he falls short at her words.

"if nothing is going on, then why are we even doing any of this?" she questions, pointing between the both of them to emphasize.

"doll, it's not like that. it's not like that at all, i swear."

he walks over to her, and for some reason, she lets him place his hands over her shoulders.

"i only said that to protect you — to protect us." he explains, sighing when she rolls her eyes at him in disbelief.

"from what, james? what could me or we need protecting from?" she exclaims, tears filling her eyes.

she can't stop the hurt feelings she feels deep in her heart from what he had said to steve.

"baby..." he trails off, hating to see her hurting from this misunderstanding.

"what? what could you possibly say that could make this better?" she exclaims again.

he sighs, shutting his eyes for a straight second. "i wanted to protect our relationship from all of the judgement and the questions!" he suddenly yells, causing her to jump in surprise.

he flinches, trying to ignore what his yelling has caused her.

"look," he says, much more softly this time. "i know this is all still very new to us. and i want to protect us and this relationship before we announce it — we need to figure out what it is before we do that."

she's quiet, tears spilling as guilt fills her for overreacting.

before she can quite apologize or defend herself, bucky can practically read her mind.

"don't worry about it. it's okay." he murmurs, wrapping his arms around her.

she sighs shakily as she whispers, "i'm sorry."

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

she can't breathe.

she can't breathe at all as she sees it.

the scene playing out in front of her — in front of everyone too — makes her sick to her stomach.

she swears she hears her own heart shatter into a million different pieces.

despite the tears blinding her vision, she doesn't hesitate as she says, "excuse me, guys. i have to go." and turns around to walk back up to her room.

how could he do this to her?

flirting with her best friend? did she mean nothing to him?

as soon as she's in her room, she slams the door shut and locks it.

and with that, she slides down the door and finally lets everything out with her hands covering her face.

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good. (are we out of the woods?)"

she'd been avoiding bucky ever since she saw that exchange between him and natasha in the kitchen.

they'd all been drinking and even if [y/n] didn't know it, it wasn't anything more than two friends joking around with each other.

but, even though she was great at dodging and avoiding bucky, one morning, after a particularly exhausting training session with steve, he was able to find and catch her before she could quite run away from him.

she grimaces when he grabs her wrist to prevent her from going any farther away from him.

"[y/n]." he calls, his voice filled with anguish.

"what?" she whispers, trying to ignore the tears that have already spilled down to her cheeks.

she doesn't turn around. not yet.

"doll, what's going on? why won't you speak to me and why have you been avoiding me?" he asks, his voice barely even a whisper.

"did i do something wrong?" he asks again, this time his voice small.

but, [y/n] forces herself not to dwell on it.

instead, she whips around, ripping her hand out of his gentle grip and pointing a finger at his chest. "you have a lot of nerve, you know that, james?" she exclaims, finally having had enough.

everyone around them watches cautiously, before steve nods for them to follow him out of the room.

they do.

and bucky and [y/n] don't speak until the room is quiet and empty.

"what are you talking about?" he asks again, only becoming more and more confused.

she scoffs. "are you that clueless, bucky?" she asks, shaking her head.

how could he not even know what he did?

when he doesn't answer once again, she rolls her eyes, suddenly sick of this heartache that's quickly been happening for her — for the both of them. "i'm sick of this, james. if you wanted to be with nat, you should've just told me and ended this before one of us got hurt."

bucky only becomes more confused. "natasha? what the hell does she have to do with this?"

"oh my god," she mutters, only becoming more and more irritated.

"bucky, i saw you with her the other night, okay? along with everyone else."

his face fills with realization as she continues, "i don't know what you were doing. maybe... you were trying to get everyone off of our backs. or maybe you just couldn't find a way to let me down gently."

tears fill his eyes at the thought of her thinking that he doesn't want to be with her or that there's something going on between him and her best friend.

"baby, i'm not interested in natasha." he simply states, hoping that he can fix this before he causes any more damage.

[y/n]'s eyebrows knit together, creating a crease in between them, and bucky wants so badly to fix it.

"then... why were you flirting with her?" she asks meekly, not quite sure what she's supposed to believe anymore.

he chuckles, running his hands through his hair. "we were just laughing and talking — we were drunk, but nothing like what you're thinking of happened."

she stops short, her heart stopping. "so, nothing really happened?"

"nothing happened." he confirms and she deflates.

tears fill her eyes as she glances down at the floor in clear embarrassment and regret. "oh, god. i'm an idiot."

he laughs, walking over to her to cup her face in his hands. "no, you're not. you're just scared. just like me. right?"

she wordlessly nods, still emotional and embarrassed.

he simply nods and pulls her into his side, hugging her with her arms wrapped around his torso and his chin resting on the top of her head.

"looking at it now. last december. (last december). we were built to fall apart. then fall back together. (back together)."

the screaming match happening in the middle of the living room has gotten so bad that the rest of the team has gone out for dinner.

what is this about, you ask?

well, in a way the cat's out of the bag.

you see, most of the team, including tony and natasha, walked into the kitchen, catching bucky and [y/n] sharing a few stolen kisses.

they'd finally found out about their relationship. and most of them were just shocked.

but, a few others were pretty judgmental and critical about it, like tony.

and thus, leading them to the fight that's happening right now.

"i don't get what the hell you wanted me to do!" bucky yells, raising his hands up in the air.

"oh my god. you can't be serious right now!" she yells back, shaking her head at him in disbelief.

"i am! what the fuck were you expecting?! i was trying to protect us." he screams, becoming too heated, which only sets [y/n] off more.

"first of all, i wanted you to defend me! maybe defend our relationship when tony insulted me and our relationship! and secondly, you weren't protecting us! you were just protecting yourself — just like before!"

he rolls his eyes and scoffs. "why are you always turning this into something it's not?! i've been trying to protect our relationship since the beginning!"

"oh really? because it sure as hell doesn't seem like it!" she yells, her tears finally falling.

"you know what? i'm done!" she exclaims, taking a deep breath as she turns to one of the couches to grab her things.

"this was just a big mistake. and i can't fucking take it anymore." she mutters, but bucky hears it perfectly.

panic fills him, just as much as the guilt fills him.

"wait, sweetheart. don't go." he calls out, walking up to her as she starts to walk over to the door that leads to the exit.

"why?" she whips around to face him, her face red from the screaming and crying and her voice is croaky from said-screaming.

"why, james? all this has caused is pain," she mutters now, looking away from him. "we've had more pain and drama than we've had any good moments or happiness."

his face softens. "doll, that's not true. and you know it."

"look," he murmurs, grabbing her chin with his forefinger and turning her face, so that she's looking at him. "i'm sorry for the yelling. and for not defending you — i was just stressed. but, that's no excuse."

"please, just give us a chance. i promise it'll be worth it."

[y/n] sighs quietly, thinking for a moment.

after a few minutes, she can't help but agree. "okay. one more try."

he smiles, before pulling her into his arms and chest, hoping for something better for them.

[y/n], however, hugs him back with a stressed and worried glint in her eyes. is all of this pain really worth it?

"ooh, your necklace hanging from my neck. the night we couldn't forget. when we decided, we decided. to move the furniture so we could dance. baby, like we stood a chance. two paper airplanes flying, flying, flying. and i remember thinking."

bucky can't help the fond smile that forms on his lips as he admires the way his dog tags hang around his girl's neck.

even without makeup and wearing one of his henley's and her own comfy pajama pants with a messy bun, he still thought she looked absolutely jaw-droppingly beautiful.

something was shifting between them and he knew in this exact moment.

but suddenly, he's shaken out of his daze when she suddenly pushes the furniture away from the floor, along with some of the tables.

"babydoll, what are you doing with that?" he asks with a raised eyebrow, his body growing warm at the excited smile and the giggles that leave her lips.

"we're going to dance, silly!" she says, as if it's completely obvious.

"whoa, whoa," he says as she walks over to him excitedly and he lifts his hands up in the air, to motion for her to stop her actions.

"i don't dance. and also, there's no music." he tries to reason with her, but she simply rolls her eyes at him and grabs his hands and pulls him towards her in the middle of the floor.

"yeah, right. steve's told me stories about how you'd take all of your hookups dancing! and there doesn't need to be music!"

bucky chuckles, moving closer to her.

he puts his hands on her hips and hers around his neck, him unknowingly and unconsciously already starting to dance with her.

"we both know that you're more than just a hookup. so, i guess you're worth my terrible and lack of dancing." he says teasingly, waggling his eyebrows at her.

she laughs, unclasping her hands and pulling them away from his neck to cover up her flaming, blushing face and hide it from him.

he smiles, slowly pulling them away to see her face. "darling, i want to say you're gorgeous face."

she flushes even more. "it's not! you're just saying that."

his face changes into something serious. "yeah, i am just saying that because it's true."

she groans and rolls her eyes as she places her hands back around his neck.

"fine! you win," she mumbles, but she then says quickly and defensively, "just this one time!" when he smirks in victory.

and true to his word, bucky doesn't dance very gracefully.

but, considering the stories she's heard about him in the forties — back before all of that super soldier and nazi stuff happened — she chooses to believe that he only danced clumsily and silly to make her laugh.

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

she tries to ignore both the concerned and judgey looks her friends keep giving her.

she'd just told natasha and wanda the truth about her relationship with bucky.

and to say they haven't been completely supportive is a big understatement — it's not that they're bad friends and could care less, it's more about the fact that bucky's been known to break hearts and they worry that their friend will be caught in the crossfire.

"what?" she asks, her voice coming out small.

"are you sure you want to do this with him?" natasha asks, raising a single brow at her in question.

wanda nods in agreement. "yeah. are you absolutely sure that you wanna get into a relationship with him?"

[y/n] scoffs in disbelief. "are you kidding me right now?" she asks, seeing the confused looks they share as they look at each other.

"we just mean that he's not exactly known as a commitment type-of-guy." wanda says hesitantly.

natasha nods. "it's true — he's broken a lot of women's hearts."

"wow," [y/n] mutters in further disbelief. "neither of you have any right to judge. we've all done things we regret! and let's not forget all of the hearts you guys broke!" she exclaims in a whisper as she suddenly gets up from her seat at the kitchen's counter table and marches up the stairs to her bedroom.

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet, good."

bucky knocks on the door gently.

he hears quiet sniffles and then a shaky voice say, "come in."

he tries to mentally prepare himself for what drama could be on the other side of the door — he doesn't mean this as an insult, it's just that so many people have been causing them and their new and blossoming relationship extremely complicated for them.

as he opens the door, his face falls at the upset and red face of his girlfriend's.

shutting the door softly, he walks over to her.

it's quiet as he crawls over to the other side of the bed and pulls her into his arms.

"why don't they support us?" she cries, her feelings being a little too hurt from the conversation that she had with her best friends.

he sighs, holding her tight, with his chin over her head.

"i don't know." he says, really not knowing either.

"it's going to be alright, okay?" he murmurs as she buries her face into his chest, crying even harder.

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

"buck, i'm not sure this is a good idea." steve states from the couch, nodding towards [y/n], who's standing alone in the kitchen; she's numbly opening a water bottle as her eyes catch the scene of wanda and natasha talking and laughing on the far side of the kitchen.

bucky sighs, his gaze softening, before he turns back to face his best friend.

"what are you trying to tell me, steve?" he asks, giving him a tense — but pointed — stare.

"no offense, but you can't ignore the way you are with women," he briefly expains, continuing on when bucky stares at him silently, daring him to go on, "you can't commit to her, buck!" he whisper-yells, not wanting to catch anyone's attention with their conversation.

bucky scoffs, shaking his head at his best friend's judgement. aren't your friends supposed to not judge you?

"i'm sorry, bucky," he says, stepping up to stand with him. "i'm not trying to gang up on you — i'm just worried about both of you. and i don't want [y/n] to get caught in the middle of it, with her heart broken."

bucky scoffs again and walks away.

"buck!" steve calls, feeling bad for the way he approached this situation.

"no!" he yells, cutting any other words he could say off and catching the attention of everyone else.

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good. (are we out of the woods?)"

"hey..." [y/n] murmurs softly, walking over to the open hall that leads to the living room and kitchen.

bucky sighs, that anger still bubbling inside of him.

"it's okay, james." she murmurs softly, moving to gently touch his flesh arm and rubbing it comfortingly.

bucky groans, some of that anger dimming down a little bit.

but then, he remembers the conversation between him and steve and that anger comes right back.

he clenches his jaw, staring at the wall behind her.

she notices this again.

"hey, look at me." she murmurs softly, now cupping his face.

he sighs and looks at her this time.

"what did he say?" she asks, bringing one of her hands up and into his hair, in order to calm him even more.

he doesn't answer her.

although, he asks her a different question, "do you think that i've hurt every woman i've come into contact with?"

[y/n]'s puzzled now, her eyebrows knitting together as she tilts her head in confusion.

"what do you mean?"

"do you think i'll hurt you?" he asks, his voice wavering in unexpected emotions.

"what? james, of course not. why are you asking me this?" she asks seriously, grabbing one of his hands from across his chest to hold it carefully — the metal one.

he tries to ignore the dread and worry filling him at her holding his metal hand.

"so, you're not worried?" he asks again.

"i mean, i'm scared. but that's because of my own issues. it's not because of you — i know you would never purposely hurt me." she says truthfully, moving her other hand to cup his face, smiling softly at the ticklish feeling of the growing scruff on his jaw.

"you promise?" he asks, tears filling his eyes.

"hey," she says, stepping even closer to him and this time, placing both of her hands over his cheeks. "it's okay. i promise."

"remember when you hit the brakes too soon? twenty stitches in a hospital room. when you started crying, baby, i did too. but when the sun came up, i was looking at you."

it all happened too fast.

since [y/n] and bucky have been inseparable — especially with their friends seeing that nothing could tear them apart now — tony and steve decided to pair them up in a simple mission.

all they needed to do was go to a recently revealed hydra base and get some files.

but, the plan didn't go right. in fact, it all went terribly wrong.

[y/n] was supposed to go into one of the rooms to copy their files off of one of the computers with the thumb drive she brought with them, while bucky stood and watched guard.

but, things just went horribly wrong when something drew him away from the door of the room she was in — he thought it would only be a second, just to make sure he could be on top of any sudden attacks.

but, turns out, it was quite a few hydra soldiers trying to distract him.

and before he knew it, by the time he made it back — after finally getting the upper hand on the enemy agents and knocking them out — he came back only to see the door of the room slightly ajar and everything too quiet.

panic filled him as he walked into the room, lightly pushing the door open.

his jaw dropped when he saw another agent standing over a weak [y/n] lying on the floor, who was holding her abdomen in clear pain.

shaky gasps left her lips as she kept pushing herself further and further away from the smirking man before her.

but, before he could even take a step further to cause her even more pain, bucky didn't hesitate; he stepped closer and faster and quickly drew out his gun and knocked him out on the back of the head.

a shocked and pained groan left his mouth, before his body dropped to the ground.

and with that, he had ran over to [y/n] to help her up, panicking much more as he had finally realized what happened.

now as she lies unconscious, bucky continues to let the racing thoughts consume his entire being.

he holds her hands in his own, his chair scooted to reach her bedside and his head leant over their connected hands.

a sharp intake of breath and a pained groan draws his attention away from his intrusive thoughts.

he snaps his head up, his eyes filling with tears.

"james? what's... what's going on? what happened?" she croaks out, trying to clear her throat of the dryness.

"baby... you were shot." he murmurs, his voice wavering in worry.

"but... did we get the files?" she asks, only one thing on her mind.

he laughs. "doll, you got shot and you're more concerned about the mission?"

she shrugs. "i just don't want to disappoint anyone."

"you're not." he says honestly, holding her hands tighter.

after a few moments of silence, bucky dips his head down to take a deep breath.

"i really thought i was going to lose you, back there." he mutters, tears spilling.

"james..." she says, sitting up so that she can grab his chin and lift it up gently.

"it's okay." she whispers, wiping away the tears.

"it's not." he says, crying for the first time since she woke up.

"i know." she murmurs, smiling softly at him. "but, i'm okay."

he sighs and nods.

"remember when we couldn't take the heat? i walked out, i said 'i'm setting you free'. but the monsters turned out to be just trees. when the sun came up you were looking at me."

she couldn't believe what was happening right now — she's couldn't believe what she was hearing.

how could he do this to her? now? after everything they've been through?

"are... are you serious right now?" she asks, barely even a whisper.

tears fill her eyes over him refusing to look her in the eyes.

"tell me you're not serious!" she exclaims, suddenly standing up.

he stays silent.

"no." she says to herself, in denial and refusing to believe any of this.

he finally turns to her, his face cold and unfamiliar to her. "yes, i'm serious. i can't do this anymore."

she gapes at him, the tears filling her eyes — she's absolutely speechless.

but, when he turns around and starts to walk over to her bedroom door — to walk out — she springs into action.

"no! don't walk away — don't walk away from us!" she yells, racing over to him to grab his flesh wrist and stopping him from walking any further.

although, she knows that he can easily leave and escape her shaking hand — being a strong super soldier, and all.

he scoffs, turning to face her a cold look in his eyes — she couldn't recognize the man standing in front of her.

"i am walking away. it's for the better," he mumbles, before saying his next choice of words, clearer as ever, "we. are. done."

he walks out and as he slams the door shut, [y/n] can only cry and sob with heaving breaths as she falls to the ground — she can't believe he's done this.

maybe everyone was right about them — about him — this entire time.

"you were looking at me, oh. you were looking at me. (are we out of the woods yet?) (are we out of the woods yet?) (are we out of the woods yet?) (are we out of the woods?)"

she was miserable.

and so was he — he was just better at hiding it.

[y/n]'s quiet at game night.

everyone's crowded in the living room and the room is filled with loud chatter.

bucky's talking with steve animatedly, as if they never argued about [y/n] before.

seeing this, [y/n] ignores the blinding tears that are pricking at her eyes and turns away from everyone else.

she tries to make it through the rest of the night, but she can't.

she's abrupt as she gets up from the couch, from being smushed in between natasha and wanda.

she doesn't say anything in excuse from her actions.

instead, she starts walking down the hall to her bedroom, the tears finally falling freely.

"i remember. (are we in the clear yet?) (are we in the clear yet?) oh, i remember."

it's quiet for a moment as everyone watches the empty hall — the one that [y/n] had just walked through.

then, natasha stands up and walks over to bucky with a look of pure anger on her face.

loud gasps and yells sound in the room as the black widow slaps him hard on the face.

bucky is shocked, but also not.

steve stands up to hold natasha back. "alright, nat. calm down."

she scoffs. "why should i? he's the one that broke her heart!" she yells, still very much angry and protective over her best friend.

everyone else watches with shocked faces, except for wanda, natasha, steve, and bucky.

wanda watches in silent anger — she feels just as angry and protective, she's just more calm and quiet about it.

natasha is still just as angry as she glares at bucky.

steve is both bewildered, but not shocked at all.

and bucky? well, he's just filled with so much guilt.

"look, i know you guys will never understand," he starts, his eyes cast on the ground. "but, i did to protect her."

wanda scoffs. "to protect her? by hurting her? what the hell is wrong with you, barnes?!" she exclaims, jumping up from her seat and having just about enough of this, to just stay quiet.

he sighs. "you don't get it." he mutters, already giving up.

besides, why should he try to convince them that it's not what they think, if they're already assuming the worst of him?

"then explain it, man!" steve suddenly says, shocking everyone in the room — steve's always been in bucky's corner.

but, what can he say? [y/n]'s always been his soft spot — she's like a sister to him and he'd do just about anything to protect her, even if it's from his best friend.

"i'm trying to protect her from me!" he yells suddenly, millions of different wild emotions crossing his face.

"buck, what do you mean?" steve asks, slowly walking over to him, upon seeing the exhausted and pained look on his face.

"i'm bad for her, alright? you guys were right," he says tightly, motioning to natasha and wanda. "i am a piece of shit when it comes to committing to women. and ever since steve and i talked, i couldn't get it out of my head — i knew deep down that i was only going to hurt her and i couldn't do it anymore."

"but, don't you care about her? don't you remember those good moments with her?" steve asks quietly and gently.

"it doesn't matter. the best thing i can do for her is walk away." he says, rolling his eyes at all of their reactions.

"why are you guys fucking shocked like this? you all have been unsupportive from the very beginning!" he yells, throwing his hands up in the air.

before anyone else can say anything to convince him otherwise, he pushes past them and walks to his own bedroom.

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good."

weeks have gone past, but for [y/n], it felt like so much longer.

things have only gotten worse for her — the heartache of bucky walking out on her and their relationship has really taken a toll on her.

even as the red-headed ex-assassin talks to her, it all goes over her head.

natasha's voice feels muffled and far away as she feels completely haunted by the memories of bucky.

a shake to her shoulder brings her out of her daze. "[y/n]!"

"huh? what?" she asks, her voice blank.

natasha gives her a pointed look. "i'm serious. you need to talk to bucky."

she scoffs at hearing these words. "why? he's made it perfectly clear that he doesn't give a shit about me." she mutters, pushing back the tears.

the red head shakes her head. "i'm serious. i think he might be just as miserable as you are." she says, trying to persuade her best friend.

[y/n] glares at her. "why do you even care? you've been against us from the very beginning!"

natasha simply shrugs. "well, now i'm not."

[y/n] rolls her eyes. "how is that even possible?"

"because i've seen the change." she briefly explains.

[y/n] refuses to let those words change anything for her. even if her heart flutters at the thought of him changing himself or his mind.

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

another party. great. another event i have to pretend like i'm not completely miserable.

[y/n] couldn't help the bitter thought in her head.

but, it seemed that things were only going to get worse.

one minute, she was talking excitedly with wanda and natasha.

and the next? she's feeling her entire body freeze up with her heart stopping as she watches something happen that she should've been expecting to happen soon enough.

how could she expect him to not move on so fast, when it was so easy for him to leave their relationship?

[y/n] gulps, trying to blink away the tears as she watches some mysterious, gorgeous woman leaning into bucky's personal space with a big smile on her face.

as if sensing her eyes on them, both of them turn to look over at her; the mystery woman with confusion and curiosity, and bucky with guilt and something else she can't decipher.

she shakes her head, walking away — away from the man that shattered her heart and her two, confused best friends.

"are we in the clear yet? (yeah). are we in the clear yet? (yeah). are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good."

she wishes she could actually kill herself just about right now.

how did she have the bad luck, to run into him in the kitchen? let alone with just them by themselves?

she's been able to avoid him whenever they've been surrounded by their friends, but this is the first time since their big breakup fight that they're really alone with each other.

"sweetheart—" he starts to say, but she cuts him off, holding a hand up.

—"don't worry about it. we broke up — it was messy — but i don't want to talk about it, okay? i just want to move on."

although her words come out as a lie, bucky believes it and it just about kills him.

he swallows his pride and every urge that he has that makes him want to come crawling back to her and get her back. "i just wanted to, uh, apologize for everything — i want to move on as well."

half of her was expecting that he was going to prove what natasha had said about him, but let's just say, she's extremely let down.

she fakes a smile, nodding. "right."

"yeah, exactly."

they both lie through their teeth.

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

everyone watches the two as they talk quietly.

but, despite the fact that they are on talking terms, everyone can see that it's not the same.

"this is weird." sam whispers to steve, watching them with an amused look on his face.

steve sighs, frowning. "yeah. it is."

natasha turns to face them, blocking their view of bucky and [y/n]. "i thought he was going to get her back!" she whispers as she glares at them.

steve sighs, sharing a look with sam.

"well, he was," steve says, before sam finishes for him, "but then, she was talking about moving on and it really just ruined everything."

"man, she has no idea how whipped he is for her." sam mutters, steve nodding along in agreement.

wanda chimes in, frowning, "this is so painful to watch."

she nods to them, all of them quickly taking notice of how when one of them looks away from the other, they give the other a longing, sad look.

with that, wanda groans quietly, before getting up and walking away.

despite the both of them acting all content, both bucky and [y/n] are hurting deeply on the inside.

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good."

things had shifted recently — between [y/n] and bucky.

everyone could see it. just... not them.

things were still tense and they both were still hurting, but it was sort of bearable now.

"how do they not know? seriously!" kate murmurs, watching the pair giggling and discussing a book they have in common in disbelief.

peter — just as appalled — nods and points to kate, whole heartedly agreeing.

tony raises his eyebrows in shock. "i have no idea."

the rest of the group continues to watch confusedly as the pair become even more cute, if that's even possible.

a lot of them, like tony, yelena, clint, and some other watch in disgust, while some others watch in fondness.

"are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods yet? are we out of the woods?"

bucky watches intensely, jaw clenching and his baby blue eyes turning cold.

he shouldn't have expected them to get back to their old selves, especially after what he put her through.

but, watching pietro and [y/n] practically flirting right before his eyes, it completely shatters his heart.

he thought walking out on her to protect her was the worst thing he ever had to do.

but no. seeing her with someone else — right in front of him — that's so much worse.

"for christ's sake! barnes, go over there and get your girl!" tony complains, rolling his eyes.

bucky doesn't move his eyes off of the woman in the room.

he hears her laugh at pietro, and it kills him.

"i can't. she doesn't want me back." the words are hard to say, but he says them.

"that's a load of bullshit, barnes," natasha says, rolling her eyes when he turns to her in disbelief. "anyone with eyes here can see that she's completely in love with you."

bucky sighs, turning back to look at her again. "no. she's not."

"are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? are we in the clear yet? in the clear yet, good."

things were intense between bucky and [y/n], to say the least.

especially, after natasha marched over to her and pietro and pulled her to the side, and spilled how heartbroken and longing bucky was over her.

it must've been hours after that.

she left pietro to hang out with the rest of her friends, while she spent most of her time in her dark and quiet bedroom.

no matter what she tried to do — to distract herself — she just couldn't stop thinking about him.

knowing that he thought that she was moving on — that he thought that she didn't want him back anymore — it kept her up, all night.

even when everyone was asleep, she couldn't sleep.

so, instead, she walks out of her bedroom and down to the kitchen.

taking in a deep, shaky breath, she walks over to kitchen sink, trying her best to find a cup and the knob for the sink in the darkness.

although, before she can get her water, the kitchen light flicks on, flooding the room with brightness.

she whips around, only to find herself face-to-face with bucky.

"why are you up so early, doll?" he asks, trying to ignore how her eyes linger on his bare chest.

she looks away. "couldn't sleep."

when she looks back at him, and notices that longing gaze in his pretty blue eyes, she blurts it out, "i'm still in love with you."

he stops breathing for a split second. "what?" he utters in a mere whisper.

she takes in a deep breath, hoping to god that this is the right decision. "i... i can't keep this in any longer, james," she says as she puts her cup down on the counter and walks a little closer to him.

"i've been hiding this for so long. even in the beginning of our relationship, i knew that things had changed between us — and for the better. i knew exactly what i felt for you and it killed me when you walked out on me." she tries to say, her voice breaking as she recalls their messy breakup.

"sweetheart, i'm so sorry about that. i didn't mean—" he starts to apologize, but she cuts him off with a gentle voice, —"james, it's okay. i forgive you."

"how can you? i hurt you — exactly in the way that i hoped i wouldn't, like everyone was telling all of us." he interrupts her once more, the guilt absolutely consuming him.

she laughs, taking another step closer to him.

"because... i love you. i think i have from the moment we met." she says, tears in her eyes and giving him a happy smile.

"you saved me, bucky. i never thought i would find love again, but you showed me that i can."

he gulps nervously as she finally gets as close to him as she can.

"james, i'm so in love with you i can't breathe without you. and i can't be with anyone — not pietro, no one — unless it's you." she says, laughing with happiness as she cups his face in her hands.

his face fills with an insane amount of relief and shock. "are you serious? you're not messing with me?"

she shakes her head, now wrapping her hands around his neck, while his find their way to her hips.

"it's true, james. i love you — only you." she says with so much love in her voice, leaning her forehead over his.

he laughs, feeling both relief and the biggest amount of happiness and love he's ever felt before.

"i love you too, doll," he murmurs, closing his eyes and wrapping his arms around her body to pull her closer to him. "i could never stop loving you."

she smiles. "you promise?"

he nods, before his eyes glance down at her lips, hers following quickly after him.

they're both fighting the urge to take things too fast, so fast.

but, with her missing him so badly, she lets herself lose control.

"bucky?" she whispers breathlessly.

"yeah?" he asks, his voice raspy.

"would you kiss me already?" she asks, laughing when he nods with no hesitation.

without another second wasted, he connects their lips and pours everything into that kiss — her doing the same.

maybe even after all that drama and heartache, they made it — they found their way back to each other.

bucky pulls away — far too soon. "i am never leaving you again." he promises, holding her head in his hands.

she scoffs. "you better not."

"never again." he swears, pulling her back in, to appreciate that he has her back in his life and in his arms.

she giggles in excitement as he pulls away and wraps his arms around her waist, lifting her up into the air and spinning them around.

her arms wrap around his neck as her legs lift up into the air as he continues to spin them around.

"god, i love you." bucky murmurs, moving his head to kiss the side of her head when he sets her back down.

"i love you too, james buchanan barnes." she says with brutal honesty.

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Naughty and Nice

Pairings: Winterwidow x Female reader

Warnings: SMUT SMUT SMUT!!!! Mommy and daddy kink (Reader is referred to as mommy) Sub Natasha!! Unprotected sex, Metal arm kink, Oral (f receiving) Breeding kink, Vaginal smacking, Fingering, Squirting, Creampie. (I’m not even sorry)!

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This is downright filthy and i’m not even sorry there is very and i mean very little plot… this is also based off my DR so enjoy :)

You knew it was a bad idea. You tried to tell her not to go through with it but she was stubborn. So inevitably you got wrapped up into Natasha’s scheme. See your beloved boyfriend Bucky had been in her words “Ignoring us and being distant” So she decided that you two would get dressed up in the littlest and tiniest dresses you had, get all dolled up and make him regret it.

And that’s exactly what you two did even though you protested the whole time. It was obvious Bucky was going through something and just needed some time but Natasha didn’t care, she missed his attention and truthfully you did to. But you’d never go as far as she was. Because currently she was dancing with Bruce and they were a little closer than they should’ve been. But in all honesty you weren’t going to try to talk her out of her idea anymore so you sat at the bar as she went along with her plan.

What you didn’t see was how Bucky’s eyes darted between the two of you and how he nearly shattered his glass in his hand. After about fifteen minutes of her little game he came up with his own plan. So he walked over to you and gently placed his hands on your waist.

“Hi babydoll” He cooed in your ear with a softly and gentle tone. You smiled as you turned around in your chair and faced him. God he loved that innocent smile of yours.

“Hi honey” Your sweet voice rang through his ears and he couldn’t help but smile at you.

“You’re such a good girl for not getting wrapped up in her game” Bucky praised you as his eyes wondered over to Natasha who was still grinding on Bruce.

“I didn’t want to get in trouble and plus i’d much rather dance with you verses any other guy here” You said honestly as you looked into his crystal blue eyes.

“And that’s why you’re on my nice list this year” He said with a smirk and you couldn’t help the arousal that started to pool between your thighs. “And that’s also why Natalia is on my naughty list” His eyes stalked over to Natasha who was shamelessly grinding on Bruce.

His hands soon cupped your cheek and you shivered at the contrast of his warm and cold hands. All he wanted to do in that moment was to tear that little dress of yours off and take you right there. But he knew he needed to punish Natasha before he did that. So he quickly kissed your forehead before he stalked over to Natasha calmly.

He didn’t even bother saying anything to her and just threw her over his shoulder as she yelled. “James!! put me down!” She said smacking his back as he walked to your shared room.

Bucky nodded his head to you so you knew to follow them. You quickly finished your drink and followed behind them trying not to laugh at Natashas yelling.

“Put me down your bastard!!” She yelled again but all Bucky did was smack her ass harshly to get her to shut up. You giggled as you followed them into the room.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” He scolded her as he threw her onto your bed.

“What’s wrong with me?! What’s wrong with you!? Who just throws someone over their shoulder like that James” Natasha screamed crossing her arms over her chest and pouting. “I was having fun til you ruined it” Her eyes landed on you as you silently closed the door and walked up behind him.

“Dont even act like you didn’t want this” He said in a low voice that made the both of you shiver. “You decided to act like a brat so daddy would put you in your place right?” He asked as he took her chin in between his fingers. “Even tried to get mommy in on your naughty little plan didn’t you?” You smiled at his words and then sat next to Natasha.

“That she did” You responded for her and your hands slowly caressed her cheek. “And didn’t mommy even tell you it was a bad idea?” You asked kissing below her ear making her shiver.

“Yes” She responded not looking at either of you. “I just wanted daddy’s attention” Her words made you smile and you made her look at you.

“But all you did was make daddy mad” You said softly and Natasha just nodded her head in acknowledgement.

“You know you have to be punished right?” He asked bringing her attention back to him.

“Yes daddy” Natasha said in a small voice nodding her head.

“Take off your clothes and lay on your back now” Bucky commanded with a stern voice. Natasha was quick to take off her dress and red lingerie and laid against the pillows.

See she thought she was going to get fucked till she cried but that wasn’t what Bucky had in mind at all. He watched her lay on the bed before he brought his hands around your neck and brought you in for a kiss. Instinctively your hands wrapped around his neck and you kissed him back and a small moan escaped your throat.

“Normally i’d remind you who you belong to…but i have a better idea on how to punish you” He said breaking the kiss as he spoke gruffly to Natasha.

His words made the both of you look at him in confusion. “What’s your plan daddy?” Natasha asked nervously and slowly rubbed her thighs together to relieve the tension she felt.

“I’m gonna fuck mommy since she was a good girl and if when i’m done with her she still has the energy to fuck you then she will. But if mommy is too tired than you’ll have to wait till tomorrow.” Both your eyes widened at his words. Bucky was always very dominant with the two of you but he’s never punished one of you like this before.

“But dadd-“ Bucky cut her off.

“Deal with your punishment for being an attention seeking whore” He said coming up to her and smacking her core. Natasha yelled at the contact before she quickly nodded her head.

“Now come here babydoll” Bucky beckoned you over to where he was standing and you quickly obeyed.

He smiled as you stood in front of him with an eager look. “Strip and get on the bed” He said a lot more gentle then he did to Natasha.

You reached behind you and slowly unzipped your dress giving both of them a show. What you didn’t see was how Natasha kept rubbing her thighs together as she watched you get fully naked. Once you finished taking off your pretty black lingerie you laid next to her.

Natasha smiled as you laid next to her and she reached her hand out to touch you all while Bucky watched. You smiled as you leaned over to give the redhead a passionate kiss.

“Be a good girl and i promise mommy will make you feel good” You whispered against her lips which caused her to smile and nods enthusiastically.

“Yes mommy” She responded and you kissed her again as you felt Bucky climb on top of you.

His eyes were dark and fully lust blown as he powered over you. You then felt his hands grip your hips and you moaned softly at the contact.

“Please daddy” You begged bucking your hips against him. Bucky simply smiled and lowered himself in between your thighs. He then stuck his tongue out and licked a stripe on your dripping folds. Your hands immediately flew to his hair and you tugged on his dark locks.

Bucky spread your lips and wrapped his lips around your clit and start sucking causing you to squirm and mewl under him. You kept one hand on his hair essentially riding his face and the other hand you put in between Natasha’s thighs.

“Fuck baby” You moaned as he added two of his metal fingers into your dripping core. Trying to ride out your pleasure you focused on Natasha for a minute and started rubbing her clit. Natashas back arches off the bed once you started touching her. She reveled in your touch knowing it wouldn’t last long until you were ready for her.

“Oh mommy” She moaned grabbing your hand to keep it where she needed you the most. She started grinding against your hand chasing her high while you got blissed out from Bucky’s mouth and fingers.

“Cum for me baby. You have till daddy makes me finish to cum” You choked out in broken moans and she nodded her head enthusiastically. She started moving her hips against her hand with fever needing release.

And while you let her use your hand as she pleases you started to feel the band in your stomach about to snap. Bucky was eating you out like a man starved while he pumped his metal digits in and out of you harshly.

“Come on babydoll cum for me” Bucky urged hitting your g-spot as he curled his fingers upward. You tugged at his hair again feeling the band snapping.

“OH FUCK!” You screamed as you came all over his face. And luckily for Natasha she came just seconds after you.

“Such a good girl” Bucky praised pulling his fingers out and licking them clean. He then came back up to your face and pulled you in for a kiss. The kiss was sloppy and nothing but tongues and it was nothing but filthy.

Natasha watched the two of you and she couldn’t help the arousal that pool in between her thighs again. Her moan caught yours and Bucky’s attention making you two break the kiss.

“Aw is someone feeling left out?” Bucky taunted her as he pulled away from you and moved over to her. You smiled at his teasing and flipped on your stomach watching them. He slowly made his way over to her and kissed her softly.

“Please” She begged clawing at his toned abs. “Please fuck me” You giggled at her desperate pleas.

“It’s not me you have to beg moya lyubov” He turned both of their heads over to where you were laying on the pillows looking at them. “You gotta beg mommy” He continued with a smirk on his lips.

Natasha wiggled herself from under his hold and crawled over to you on her knees. “Mommy” She said softly as she put her hand on your cheek.

“Yes baby?” You said with the same smirk Bucky had. You flipped over back on your back so she had better access to you.

“I need you” She started grabbing one of your tits in her hand.“Please fuck me mommy” She begged and then brought your nipple in her mouth and started sucking softly.

“Has she been good enough daddy?” You asked Bucky who was watching this from the corner of the bed.

“I dont know” He said coming up behind her and rubbing his hands down her body. “Do you think you’ve been good enough Natalia?” He asked in her ear as she continued to suck on your nipple.

“I have” She says desperately as she let go out you. You and Bucky looked at each other and nodded. “Please” She begged again.

“Lay on your back pretty girl” You commanded softly her and she was very quick to obey. A smile adorned your face as you looked at her sprawled out on the bed. God she was so pretty, fiery red hair splayed across the pillows, puffy red lips parted as she breathed deeply, and her pale body on display and you couldn’t wait to devour her.

“You’re gonna eat her out and i’m gonna breed you” Bucky husked in your ear causing you to snap out of your thoughts. You smiled at his filthy words and settled in between your girlfriend’s thighs. Your hands gripped her pale thighs and parted them as you left kisses on them.

“So pretty” Natasha smiled at your praises and she felt her heart rate speed up. If she knew this was how her plan would’ve worked out then she would’ve pulled this a lot sooner.

You kissed her thighs again before you parted her lips and started eating her out. She moaned loudly and held onto your hair and started grinding her hips against your face. And while you were lost in the taste of the beautiful redhead in front of you Bucky took this as his opportunity to without warning shove his cock into you. You moaned as he rammed into you which in turn made Natasha moan.

Bucky snapped his hips against yours and gripped your hips tightly. He groaned feeling your walls clench around him. The three of you were all moaning together all consumed with pleasure.

“Oh god!” Natasha yelled out as you started to finger her. You started pumping in and out of her at the same pace Bucky was thrusting into you. You pulled away from her clit for a minute and rested your head on her thigh still fingering her and just looked at her fucked out face.

“S-So fucking pretty” You choked out as Bucky started to thrust into you harder. He gripped your hips harder and fucked into you chasing his own orgasm. Your hand squeezed Natashas thigh trying to ground yourself.

She moaned and kept grinding her hips against your hand until you pulled away. “Mommyy” She whined but she was quickly shut up as you started to smack her clit. Her head flew back and she started losing her mind at the contact. You smiled and continued to smack her clit knowing she loved it.

“Cum for me baby” You urged and smacked her a little harder causing her to jump. Less than a second layer your hand was covered in her juices. “That’s a good girl” You praised cleaning up the mess she made.

“Thank you mommy” She said with a smile and you kissed her softly muttering a soft ‘you’re welcome’ Til you felt Bucky’s cock prodding your hole again.

Bucky stilled his thrusts as your brought Natasha to the edge. But now that she is thoroughly fucked he started thrusting into you again rougher and harder than before.

“Gonna fucking breed you babygirl” He grunted pulling your hair so your back was flush against his chest. You were so blissed out you completely missed the smile that crossed Natasha’s face as she watched the two of you.

“Please daddy please make me a mommy” You begged grappling at his metal arm for stability. Bucky grunted as he felt his own orgasm build up.

Natasha watched the two of you for a minute before she ended up feeling left out. So she sat on her knees and and started rubbing your clit.

“Oh fuck” You moaned at the feeling. Every nerve ending was on fire feeling the both of them touch you in everyway you needed.

“Cum for me babydoll” Bucky grunted in your ear feeling his own orgasm build even faster.

You grabbed onto his shoulder bucking your hips against Natasha’s hand. The band in your stomach snapped and you came with a guttural moan. Bucky came right after you losing his mind feeling you cum around his cock.

“Take it baby” He grunted thrusting his seed into you making sure you end up pregnant. “Gonna make you a mommy” You moaned at his filthy words again nodding your head not being able to speak. Once he was sure nothing would leak out of you he slowly pulled out of you and Natasha pulled her hand away.

Luckily his arms were still wrapped around your stomach or else you would’ve collapsed. He slowly turned you around and gave you a soft kiss before he laid you down against the pillows.

“Both of you stay here i’m gonna go get a rag” He said softly to you and Natasha as the two of you cuddled together.

“You were such a good girl” You praised Natasha kissing her forehead. She giggled and wrapped her arms tighter around you and laid on your chest.

“Thank you mommy” She said as she let out a sigh of contentment. Bucky came back a few minutes later with a wet rag. He slowly crawled over to the both of you and started to clean both of you up. Once you and Natasha were cleaned up he laid on the other side of you. His arms wrapped around your waist and one of his hands rubbed Natasha’s arm that was laying on you as well.

“I’m sorry” Natasha said after a beat of silence. You and Bucky both looked at each other and smiled softly before you turned back to look at her.

“It’s okay pretty girl” Bucky said softly and leaned over to give her a kiss. “I’m sorry i was kinda distant i didn’t mean to be” He continued ava’s this time looked at the both of you.

“It’s okay baby” You said giving him a soft kiss. “We definitely need to work on our communication though” They both nodded their hand and laid their heads on each of your shoulders.

The three of you laid in comfortable silence until you all fell asleep tangled up together with smiles on your faces. Who knew Natasha acting out would lead to some of the best sex any of you had ever had.

~The end~

A/N: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR OVER A THOUSAND FOLLOWERS!!! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

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marvelfanfics1 · 2 years

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Hi, I have a request for winterwidow💕

So I was thinking like is a day where Nat work to work and when reader woke up she wasn't there so it was only her a Bucky so she got a little teary eyed in the morning but Bucky understood because he missed her to, so though out the day she was sad/mopey but she had her happy moments but when it came time for a bottle/nap time she was not having it so when Bucky her in his arm trying to give her the bottle she was kicking him and crying, then she finally got out of his grip she ran to her room with her Blankey and stuffie in hand and cuddle up in the corner crying softly as she heard Bucky calling out for her and as he came in to her room he seen her in the corner and when he came in he still had the bottle and he sat down in the rocking chair knowing if he try to hold her she would freak so he is trying to convince her but she keep so no, so he ends up leaving and she falls asleep in the corner and when she wakes up again she hears Bucky talking and another person but can't make it out because she's to tired, so when at the end of the hall it's quiet but she wasn't look up at the time because she was rubbing her eyes but when she notices Bucky and Nat sitting next to each close and looking at her with disappointment then she gets nervous when Nat tell her to come here and stand in front of her and Nat tells her that what she did was wrong and she should and listened and can't any sweets for a three days ( or whatever you want is fine to) and she make y/n apologize to Bucky and he forgive her and she gives her a hug and a kiss and once thier doen Nat ask her why she didn't want a bottle and then y/n get shy and hides in Bucks neck and they both chuckle then she mumbles something but neither of them can make is our and bucky gentle and softly moves out from his neck and tells her then didn't hear her then she looks down and then glances at nats slightly exposed breast and whispers lowly boobies but Nat didn't hear but Bucky did and chuckled a little whispered what she wanted to Nat and Nat made her look at her and said she can't always get what she want and Said she has her milk in the freezer for she wants it, so then Nat ask if she wants some of course she said yes and then she got ready and started feed her as she did Bucky brushed y/n's baby hairs away and gently rubbed her cheek and she looked up at him.

Im so so so so sorry this is soo long

I hope you have a wonderful day💕✨

Can't always get what you want

(GIFs not mine)

Pairing: daddy!bucky x little!reader x mommy!Natasha

Warnings: Age Regression, tantrum, breastfeeding

A/n: don't worry for it being long! It helps me writing the fics when the requests are so detailed 💜

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You opened your eyes and were met with Bucky smiling at you lovingly. He got woken up early because Natasha had to leave for a last-minute mission and couldn't fall back asleep so he spend the time just staring at you.

"Good morning, babydoll" he leaned closer to kiss your nose, making you scrunch up your face slightly.

"Mornin' daddy" you yawned and turned around to greet Natasha but frowned when she wasn't there. "Mommy?"

"Mommy got called for a mission" Bucky told you and you turned back to face him with teary eyes. "Oh baby, come here"

He knew this would happen because Natasha didn't say goodbye to you and you were always scared that if one of them would leave, or sometimes both, that they would never come back. Bucky can't blame you, he missed Natasha just as much.

He pulled you closer, wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead.

"There's no need for tears. Mommy will come back, I promise" he said and snuggled with you a little longer.

Bucky did a good job with trying to keep you smiling and laughing throughout the day but you were still moody. You get frustrated really fast and start crying easily because of missing your Mommy so much.

Right now you were playing with your blocks and humming to the music from the TV when Bucky came in and picked you up, sitting down with you laid across his lap. He held up the bottle for your nap and you suddenly started to squirm and whine in his hold, confusing him because you usually never fight nap time.

"What's wrong, baby?" he asked while keeping you from falling on the ground.

"Don't wanna!" you suddenly cried and started kicking your legs.

You continued to squirm until you tumbled to the ground but quickly got up and run to your room, grabbing your blankie and stuffie from the bed you sat down in the corner.

Bucky really doesn't know what has gotten into you. He wants to help and comfort you but he just doesn't know how.

Natasha would know what to do. She always does.

He sighed and made his way to your room, seeing you cry into your stuffie with your blankie wrapped around you and knees to your chest.

Sitting down in a rocking chair near you, with your bottle still in hand he tried to convince you and go to him.

"Baby, I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong" he said and you still avoided looking at him. "Please, come here"

"No" you mumbled but Bucky could still hear you, thanks to the super hearing. You turned around to face the corner. "Leave me 'lone"

"Okay, I'm in the living room if you need anything" he said and stood up, knowing it would only get worse if he tried to feed you again and left you alone.

You lay down on your side and curled up in the corner, slowly falling asleep your body working like a clock and making you take your nap.

When you woke up you felt miserable, your body hurt from laying on the hard floor and your tummy grumbled.

You stood up and were on your way to the living room when you heard muffled talking, not being able to make out who it was because you were still too sleepy to focus.

Natasha saw you walking into the room but you haven't noticed her yet because you were rubbing your eyes.

When you finally saw Natasha and Bucky sitting next to each other on the couch you were about to run to them, but the way Natasha had her arms crossed you knew she was mad. You shuffled on your feet at the uncomfortable silence and looked down at your hands, playing with your fingers nervously.

Natasha pointed in front of her and you slowly walked over to stand before them.

"Daddy told me how you behaved earlier" she said and a sob escaped you. "That was not good girl behavior was it?"

You shook your head, mumbling out. "No mommy..."

"Now, you are not allowed any sweets for a week and will have early bedtime" She explained and you nod all along.

"Yes mommy"

"Good, and now I want you to apologize to daddy" she watched you shuffling over to stand before Bucky, looking him in the eyes.

"M sowwy for bein bad and for refusing nap time and bein feed. Will never do it 'gain..." you said tearing up a little.

Bucky smiled and opened his arms for you. You instantly got on his lap and hugged him tightly, placing a kiss on his jaw.

"I forgive you. I love you babydoll" he said and you smiled a little, feeling Natasha brushing a hand through your hair.

"That's my good girl, but why didn't you want your bottle? You never refused them before" she asked and you blushed, hiding in Bucky's neck mumbling something so quiet that not even Bucky could understand it.

They both chuckled and he moved your flushed face from your neck so you would look at them.

"What was that? We couldn't hear you" he smiled and looked over at Natasha.

She wasn't wearing her suit and only wore a tank top with no bra on and some black leggings. You looked at her chest and whispered. "Boobies"

Bucky chuckled and Natasha still couldn't understand what you said so he leaned close to her ear and whispered to her what you said making her smirk.

"Dove, you can't always get what you want, besides Mommy always has a bottle with her milk prepared in the fridge" she told you and you felt even worse now for giving your Daddy a hard time. "You want some now?"

You instantly nod. "Yes pwease!"

Bucky handed you over to her and she made it comfortable for the both of you. Natasha pulled her top higher up just above one of her breasts and suppressed a chuckle when you quickly latched on, sucking eagerly.

"There we go, all that fuss just for Mommy's boobies" Bucky cooed and was rubbing his fingers over your cheek lovingly, leaning down to whisper. "Can't blame you though"

"James, let her be" Natasha scolded him with a chuckle and shared a kiss with him, making you grumble around her nipple. "Oh, I'm sorry dove"

They both kissed your forehead and you hummed, looking at them with big eyes. Bucky put his arm around Natasha and she rested her head on his shoulder, both just watching you enjoy your feed.

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questionableratatouille00 · 2 months

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Hi! I wanted to ask if you would do some Bucky Barnes x Reader x Natasha Romanoff(basically WinterWidow x Reader), where Nat and Bucky come home to their lover, all bruised with wounds and fresh blood on them. And Reader just gets lil mad that they don't look for themself and acts like they are immortal? Just a really big missinderstanding and angst with hurt and comfort and happy ending? Thank you!

howdy! I would love to! Hope you enjoy!

𝘚𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨 (𝘋𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘔𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘐𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦)

Pairing: WinterWidow x Reader

Summary: Natasha and Bucky keep coming home, each time more beaten up than the last. Tonight was your final straw.

Warnings: gore, cursing, death mentions, let me know if anything else needs to be tagged.

2:43 AM, the clock read. You sat on the recliner chair with a warm cup of tea as you scrolled through your phone.

You heard the opening of your apartment door, and you knew it could only be two people.

“You’re back,” you smiled eagerly, as you stood up quickly and tossed your phone back where you were previously sitting. You sat your mug down onto the coffee table.

You smiled as you walked towards the doorway, your partners not visible yet. The apartment was set up in a way where the doorway was covered by a wall, where you hung up things like keys and jackets.

When they finally walked past the wall, your heart dropped and your stomach twisted.

They were both supporting themselves on each other, and it was clear they were moments away from collapse.

“Oh my God!” You gasped. Bucky flinched at the sudden noise, and Natasha looked up with a hurt-slash-guilty-slash-scared look in her eyes.

“Are—what—how—“ You couldn’t even make a sentence. And then, somehow, the deep and familiar sense of calm filled you.

“Get in the bathroom. Who’s hurt worse?” You questioned as you marched them to the bathroom.

“Bucky,” Natasha croaked just as the man in question said her name at the same time.

“Okay,” you groaned tiredly. “I’ll start with Nat,” you decided. You pulled down the toilet lid for Bucky to sit on before you helped Nat sit herself up on the sink counter.

You quickly assessed both of their wounds. You’d seen countless injuries, the blood and the gore didn’t scare you.

You made the mental notes in your head. Though they were both caked in dirt, you could clearly see where blood oozed from and where they clutched at in pain.

Looking at Natasha, it was clear to see. Three knife slashes on her left thigh. Small cuts on her face. A bruise on her right cheekbone. A bullet wound on her right side. Bloody knuckles. And most likely plenty of bruises.

“Here,” you murmured as you helped her slip out of her suit. And you were absolutely correct, she was covered in bruises.

You opened the drawer under the counter, grabbing a small water bottle. The three of you keep those stocked for times like this. You opened two bottles, handing one to each of them.

“Thanks,” Natasha murmured.

“Thank you.” Bucky said as you handed him his water bottle.

You turned your attention back to Natasha as you began to treat her wounds. She was more bruised than bloody, so it didn’t take very long. You helped her get in the shower, knowing that she at least needed to rinse off before she got in bed.

“C’mon,” you murmured to Bucky, gesturing for him to hop up on the counter just like Natasha had.

Begrudgingly, he did.

“Pull off your shirt.” You instructed. He grumbled a little, before eventually slipping off his shirt.

That same voice rattled off his injuries. Burn marks on his lower left ribs. Many long cuts across his chest and upper body. Bruises across his chest and a cut way too close to his ear.

You began to treat those. When you came across a large gash on his right side, he tried to cover it with his hand.

When you looked up at his eyes, you frowned.

“Don’t,” he whispered. “It’s..not pretty.”

“I was a SHIELD nurse for seven years,” you chuckled. “I can handle it. Let me take a look at it.” He lowered his hand and you took care of injury.

“Get in the shower with Nat,” you directed. He obeyed, and you cleaned up the area while they showered.

When they were finished, you sighed as you sat down on the bed.

“You..you can’t keep coming home like this.” You forced the words out. “You can’t. It scares me too bad. You both act like you’re immortals—like you can’t be hurt. Because you’re not and you can. You come home after every mission bruised and battered and bloody—you can’t keep sacrificing yourselves. If Sam or whoever showed up at the door saying you’d died—I couldn’t live with that. I couldn’t.” You ranted.

“Doll, we’re Avengers. It’s part of the job.” Bucky tried to brush you off. This made you mad.

“No, goddamn it! I’m serious. You both are too fucking reckless with yourselves. And if you won’t see it in a ‘my-life-has-value’ way, at least think about me! What happens when you don’t come home? What happens to me?” Your eyes watered.

Natasha frowned. “We need to go on missions. There’s people who need help.”

“And I’m not saying you have to choose between me and your careers. I’m just saying that you can’t nearly die every time.” You reasoned. This seemed to make them listen.

“I’m sorry, milaya.” Natasha said mournfully.

Bucky nodded. “I’m sorry too,” he added. “We both are. It’s—“

“There’s no excuse. We’re sorry, and we’ll be better about it.” Natasha said. You were satisfied with that.

“I love you both.” You kissed both of them on their foreheads. “Now go the fuck to sleep before you pass out.”

A/n: graphics by @saradika-graphics

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avengerslittleone · 2 years

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𝟙𝟟 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕓𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕪/𝕟 𝕞𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊: 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚘 𝚌𝚞𝚝𝚎

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚊 𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚍

𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚢𝚔𝚘𝕧:𝚊𝚕𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍

𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚛:𝚗𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚢/𝚗

𝚁𝚎𝚖𝚕𝚘𝚠:𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚐𝚘

𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚛:*𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜*

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:𝚗𝚘 i won’t no *screams my baby*

𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚢𝚔𝚘𝚟:*𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚢/𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊’𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢*

𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕪𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕤 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚝’𝚜 𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎𝚎𝚝 𝙿𝚎𝚐𝚐𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚂𝚝𝚎𝚟𝚎

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:𝚘𝚔 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐

𝚈/𝚗/𝟶𝟷𝟺:*𝚓𝚞𝚖𝚙𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚝 𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊 *

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:*𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚌𝚔’𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚎*

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:*𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚜 𝙰𝚃 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 *𝚗𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗’𝚝 𝚋𝚎 𝚢/𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢

𝚈/𝚗/𝟶𝟷𝟺:*𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚠𝚕𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢*

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚢/𝚗 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔

𝟛 𝕞𝕠𝕟𝕥𝕙𝕤 𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣

𝚈/𝚗/𝟶𝟷𝟺:𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝙸 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎

𝔸𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕘𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕒 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕨𝕟 𝕒 𝕙𝕪𝕕𝕣𝕒 𝕓𝕒𝕤𝕖

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚒𝚏 𝚢/𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:𝚕𝚎𝚝’𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚜 𝚞𝚙

𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:*𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚘𝚛*

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:𝚢/𝚗 *𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛*

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:*𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚜 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛*

𝚈/𝚗/𝟶𝟷𝟺:𝚖𝚊𝚖𝚊 𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚜

𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚊:*𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚢/𝚗 𝚞𝚙 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚒𝚛 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚢'𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚗 𝚓𝚎𝚝*𝚜𝚑𝚑𝚑 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚘𝚔 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚖𝚊𝚖𝚊 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎

𝙱𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚢:𝚜𝚑𝚑𝚑 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚘𝚔 𝚍𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢'𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚞𝚜

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Just as I promised

Created: 28.08.2022

Finished: 29.08.2022

Edited: 13.08.2023

Age: 24

Word count: 3,825

Warnings: Vormir mentions

Request: No

Pairings: Peter Parker x Female!Reader , WinterWidow

Summary: Two years after Natasha sacrifices herself, you decided to travel back in time to deliver one warning.

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"Are you sure you're going to be okay on your own for a little?" You looked concerned at Peter who was holding your daughter in his arms

You and Peter had been best friends from the moment you met each other when you both were 15 and since then things have beautifully grown into a loving relationship.

One year and a half ago he finally asked you to marry him and you happily accepted.

But the most beautiful surprise in your lives was when you found out you were pregnant not long after the wedding and you had been blessed with the most beautiful baby girl.

"Yeah. We'll be fine, love. Don't worry. You're literally going to be gone for 5 seconds. Me and Natalie are going to be just fine." Peter smiled reassuringly as he softly kissed you on your lips

You and Peter decided to name your daughter after the 2 most important women in your lives.

Natalie May Romanoff-Parker was born 4 months ago and completed your happiness with her arrival in your lives.

Sadly, none of the women whose names she's wearing got to actually meet her.

Your mom died 2 years ago, sacrificing her life for a damn stone.

You and Peter had not been dusted but she somehow felt the need to be the one to give up on her life to bring back half of the universe.

—

That was the reason that had brought you here.

After working and repairing the time machine, you decided to go back in time and warn your mother to never go to Vormir and if she listened to you, you could have her back and she could enjoy seeing her granddaughter grow.

"Look, Y/N..." Peter smiled "We will be just fine. You go there and bring Miss Romanoff back so we can all be a full family once again."

You let out a deep sigh and nodded "I'm just worried for both of you. You know how much I love you two. I know that for you will only feel like 5 seconds but I don't know how much time it will pass for me."

Peter nodded.

He knew how much you loved him and your daughter. He loved you even more. But he also knew that without Natasha, you'll never be truly happy again.

He knows you can convince her.

He believes in you.

"We both love you so much." Peter slightly helt your daughter up "And we know you can do it. Go, Mama! Go!" Peter cheered in a baby voice as he pretended to talk for your daughter

You chuckled as a new wave of confidence washed over you. You could do it.

You leaned and kissed little Natalie's forehead then Peter's lips and stepped up on the platform.

Just then Bucky ran inside the room as fast as he could and smiled as soon as he saw you on the platform.

"Here's my baby doll." He came and kissed your head before going next to Peter and kissed his granddaughter's head too

Bucky, your dad, could not miss this.

He begged you to let him come with you but you told him that your mom would recognize him from the beginning and that you could handle it yourself.

He feels guilty for Natasha's death. He thinks that because of him she chose to give up on her life for the soul stone.

The guilt was eating him alive and that, besides his endless love for Natasha, was one of the reasons that pushed him to work day and night without rest to bring the love of his life back.

She deserved to be there with you and him and Peter and Natalie.

He planned on making her retire and move together with him. He wanted to finally fulfill that promise he made her 25 years ago.

And that was the one of making her his wife.

That's why he put all his trust in you.

"I know you'll be able to make your mama choose the right way and stay with us." Bucky smiled "It's time to make her feel happy and loved." He looked at his granddaughter smiling before turning back to look at you "And I know that little Natalie will love to have her grandma around."

You nodded with a small smile on your face "Thank you, Papa. I promise that when I come back, Mama will be here with us."

Bucky walked to the control panel to make sure everything goes well and you travel back in time safely.

"Mama! Mama! Mama! Mama!" You heard Peter whisper-shout in a baby voice as he held your daughter's hand very gently, moving it up and down, cheering for you

You couldn't wait to hear Natalie finally calling you 'mama' and from the moment you found out you were expecting her, you suddenly understood everything your mom had done for you and to protect you.

You hated to admit it but your mom was right. You did finally understand her when you became a mother yourself.

—

"5, 4, 3, 2, 1..." Bucky shouted before pressing a button on the panel

"See you in a minute..." You smiled at Peter as the sight of him holding Natalie was the last thing you saw before being thrown back in time

—

You opened your eyes and found yourself in a park.

But that wasn't just a random park.

You recognized it.

It was the park Natasha always brought you to after she escaped the Red Room.

You smiled.

It has been a long time since you have gone to this specific park.

Thinking about it better, now you plan to bring Natalie here too once you are back home.

Safe and sound and with your mother being back too.

Snapping back to reality, you quickly pressed a few buttons on your traveling suit making it disappear, leaving you in some normal, casual clothes.

—

It didn't take you long after you started looking around the park to find Natasha.

She was sitting on a bench, with an empty stroller in front of her, and making funny sounds while smiling widely at a baby she was holding in her arms.

Wait.

That wasn't just any random baby.

That was baby you.

Once the realization of what was in front of you washed over you, suddenly your legs decided to give up on you and you were hit with the need to start crying.

But you didn't allow them to make you fall on your knees.

You fought with all of your strengths to gather yourself up again and to find the courage to go talk with her.

—

You started walking to Natasha and stopped beside the empty side of the bench she was sitting on.

"Can I sit for a moment please?" You pointed to the empty side "It will be really quick."

You were so lucky that all the nearby benches were occupied, so the reason for you sitting down beside her specifically wasn't that weird.

"Of course." Natasha looked suspicious at you before looking back down at the baby in her arms

"Thank you." You mumbled as you sat down trying your best to hide the birthmark that was on your left cheek

You knew that the small birthmark on your left cheek was an instant giveaway about your real identity and you didn't want young Natasha to know who you actually are.

"That's a really beautiful baby. Is the baby yours?" You asked as sweetly as you could while you pretended to work on your shoelaces

Natasha smiled widely "Yeah... She's my daughter. My little miracle."

You quickly smiled before continuing to work on the shoelaces "Let me tell you that you look really young and beautiful to already be a mother, ma'am."

Natasha lightly laughed at your comment "Oh, please!" She smiled "Don't call me that. I think we're roughly the same age."

"Well... How old are you?" You questioned Natasha although you knew exactly what her answer was going to be

"A couple of months shy over 17." Natasha started to gently rock the baby in her arms "How old are you?"

"I'm 24." You eyed Natasha from the corner of your eyes "You're very young to already have a baby. What made you want one at this age?"

Natasha thought for a second about her answer "It just happened... You know... I got pregnant even though I already knew I had trouble conceiving a baby and my daughter it's a true miracle that if she hadn't been born when she was, most probably I never would have had a child. She's everything I ever wanted and it's my reason to keep going every day." She smiled before it faded away "It's such a shame her father never got to meet her."

"What happened to him?" You curiously questioned your mother

Natasha frowned "He unfortunately died a little before our daughter was born. He was killed..." She sadly answered

You knew she wasn't lying. Until Bucky showed up alive out of nowhere with his mind wiped, Natasha always believed he was dead. Killed by HYDRA because they found out that he was the one who fathered the baby of the Red Room's best assassin and spy.

But you were not going to push Natasha into telling you more. You know how painful it was for her to think Bucky's dead.

"What was his name?" You asked one last question about your dad

"James..." Natasha sadly whispered

"What's your daughter's name?" You cheerfully changed the subject of the discussion

Natasha wasted no second in answering you "Y/N Rose Romanoff."

"What a coincidence!" You decided to play your card "My name is Rose too."

"Really?" Natasha smiled unsure

"Yeah... My name is..." You quickly thought about your answer "Rose Parker." You held up your hand "Nice to meet you, young lady."

Natasha shook your hand as she slightly laughed, holding baby you with one arm "Natasha Romanoff."

"Your daughter looks so much like you." You pointed at baby you even though the fact that grown-up you was a perfect copy of Natasha was very much obvious "How old is she?"

That fact hadn't passed unnoticed by Natasha as well but she kept silent for the moment.

"She's 6 months old." Natasha kept a close eye on you but still smiled at you

"That's so sweet. My daughter just turned 4 months old a few days ago." You noticed Natasha being taken slightly aback by your answer

"You have a daughter too?" She gently put baby you in the stroller and turned to have a better look at you

That question lifted your mood instantly. You loved talking about Natalie just as much as Natasha loved talking about you.

"I do actually." You smiled as you pulled a small photo of Natalie from your pocket and handed it to Natasha

Usually, you would have shown her the multitude of photos you have of your daughter on your phone but she would have understood something was going on the moment she saw such a modern phone that still had decades before being invented and produced.

Natasha took the photo from you and carefully studied the baby's face "She's really beautiful. She looks like a little angel. Just like my Y/N."

You quietly sighted relieved at your mom's words about your daughter.

Only if she knew that the baby girl in the photo was her own granddaughter...

"Thank you so much." You played it cool, trying to not raise any suspicion "She's little Natalie." But without realizing you also added "She's named after my mother."

Damn it!

You have said it!

You are doomed!

"Where is your mother now?" Natasha handed you back the photo

You sighed sadly as your head hung low "She's dead." You tried to fight back your tears "Sadly, she died 2 years ago."

"I'm so sorry to hear that." Natasha lightly patted your back "I never got to meet my mom. She abandoned me when I was still a baby." She thought she was making you feel better about this "How was your mother like?"

"She... She was the most loving woman in this or any other world. She was caring, always putting me on the first place and she was the most beautiful woman to ever exist. She was incredibly smart, and funny and she had such a big heart. She was my entire world." You smiled between sniffs as you described the way Natasha was "If I hadn't have had my boyfriend who now it's my husband, Natalie's dad, I think I would have followed my mom. I loved her so much."

A few tears fell down your cheeks and you quickly wiped them away as more threatened to make their way out.

"She sounds like she was the best mother ever." Natasha kept her gaze on you but her attention never left the baby who was peacefully sleeping in the stroller

Only if baby you knew back then what was going to happen in her life...

"She was the best mother." You stood up "It was so nice meeting you but unfortunately I need to go. My daughter, it's waiting for me back home."

Natasha nodded "Of course. It was a pleasure getting to talk with you. I hope we'll see each other again one day really soon. And maybe our daughters could even be friends and play together."

"I think they'll get along really well." You chuckled "Oh, and before I leave, I have something to tell you." You took a deep breath in "Whatever you do don't ever go to Vormir. Trust me, you don't want to go there."

"Vormir?" Natasha asked confused "What is that? A store or something?"

'Only if you knew, Mama... Only if you knew..." You thought.

"Something like that." You turned your back to Natasha and rushed to leave as soon as you could "It doesn't matter as long as you don't go there."

You started to walk away when suddenly you've been pulled back by someone grabbing your arm.

"Who sent you?" Natasha whispered through her teeth as she held you in place "Are you a Widow? Did Dreykov send you? Or you're one of HYDRA's experiments that were sent to take my daughter as a replacement for James?"

"Neither one of them." You chocked out before turning around and leaving Natasha with a clear sight of your face

You could see how Natasha's angry "mama bear" face instantly fell and she became speechless the moment she spotted the little birthmark on your left cheek.

Her eyes moved between your face and her baby's face. The resemblance between you and her was now more obvious and undeniable than ever.

"Hi, Mama." You tearfully smiled at Natasha

Natasha let go of your arm and shoot up on her feet too being again taken aback by the fact that you were not only older than her but also taller.

"Y/N?" Natasha's voice shook as she whispered your name in disbelief

"In the flesh." You chuckled nervously

"How... How is this possible?" Natasha kept questioning you and you had a feeling that she had a lot of questions for you

You sighed deeply "Time travel."

"If the time traveling it's real..." Natasha thought for a second "Then... What year are you exactly coming from?"

"I'm Y/N from the year 2025." You awkwardly answered " 'Parker' is my husband's last name."

"So you're actually married? And you have a baby?" She fought back her tears of happiness

All she ever wanted for you was to be happy. To be safe, healthy and do anything you love.

You nodded with a smile on your face "His name is Peter, he's the sweetest boy in the entire world and we've been best friends ever since we were both 15. We got married a year and a half ago and four months ago our little angel was born."

You pulled your phone out from a secret pocket in your jacket and showed Natasha the lock screen.

There was a picture of you, Peter, and Natalie from a few weeks ago.

Natasha very gently took the phone from your hand in her shakey one and stared at it.

"You 3 are the perfect family." Natasha smiled widely as an unexpected feeling of pride washed over her

"Thank you so much, Mama." You unlocked the phone for Natasha and started to show her more pictures of you and your perfect family "Despite having this beautiful family I still miss you, Mama."

Natasha looked at you and quickly pulled you in a tight hug, remembering everything you said about your mom "Oh, sweetheart..." She started to rub your back "I'm so sorry... What happened to me?"

"You... died in a war." You weren't sure that you fully wanted to reveal your secret to young Natasha "You died as a hero but you didn't get the chance to be there for our wedding or when Natalie was born. Even Papa misses you like crazy. He refuses to get out of the house unless he's going to the store to buy diapers and toys for little Nat."

"Your papa?" Natasha was confused "He's still alive?"

"Yes he is but it's a really long story about how we found him so I won't tell you just now... You'll have to live and find out yourself." You slightly smirked

Natasha laughed "You little snake."

You smiled before sighing sadly "I wish you were there for all those moments you've missed in the past 2 years. That's why I'm here. I traveled back in time to give you a warning. Don't go to Vormir."

Natasha nodded because she knew you were not going to give her more information about what this Vormir was "I promise I won't, baby."

You smiled being satisfied by your mother's answer.

After thanking her you looked over her shoulder and at the baby who was sleeping without a worry in the world knowing she was loved and protected by her mama.

Natasha smiled reassuringly at you as she stepped aside for you to have a better view of baby you.

You leaned closer and whispered to the baby with a smile on your face "Don't worry, little girl. You're going to be just fine. Mama will keep you safe in this cold and cruel world you were born into. But have no fear because her love for you has no boundaries and she'll do everything she can to protect you. Love and cherish her as much as you can. She deserves it."

Then you stood back up and looked at the young version of your mother as she wiped her happy tears away "I really need to go. I can't spend more time here."

"Are you sure you're going to be okay? Is this journey dangerous?" Natasha looked concerned at you as the mama bear was showing up

"I'm going to be just fine. This is not dangerous and in the blink of an eye I'll be back home with my 2 loves and hopefully, you'll be there too." You laughed "You know, my friends used to call you 'mama bear Romanoff' and that title never stopped to be true."

Natasha cupped your cheeks "I'm your mama. I could never stop protecting you. Adult or not, you'll forever be my baby."

"I might as well admit this to young you because I'll never be able to admit it to older you but you were right, Mama." You could see the puzzled look on Natasha's face "I do understand you now that I'm a mother myself."

"Well, that makes me so happy to hear, little angel." Natasha kissed your nose

You pulled yourself away from Natasha and pressed a button on your bracelet.

Your traveling suit instantly materialized itself on you as the only thing Natasha was able to do was to watch impressed.

"This was yours." You pointed to the suit

"That's... impressive." She admitted

"Oh, you just wait and see. This is nothing compared to what things there will be invented in the future." You laughed again

"I can't wait to see." Natasha nervously answered back

"I love you so much, Mama. I hope I'll see you soon." You looked one last time at the 17-year-old version of your mother

"I love you so much more baby girl. I promise we'll see each other very soon." Natasha smiled softly as she looked a little concerned at you, thinking about how safe this time traveling was

But before Natasha had time to think twice about it, you were already gone.

—

You landed on the platform back home and quickly disabled your suit as you hopefully looked around the room in hopes of seeing Natasha there.

"Peter, where's my mom?" You asked hopefully as you approached Peter who was holding Natalie

"She-" He started to say

But Peter was quickly interrupted by Natasha's voice.

"I'm right here, baby. I just left to bring Natalie her bottle." Natasha walked inside the room and held up a small pink baby bottle that was your daughter's

You sprinted with the speed of light into your mother's arms and hugged her as if she would disappear if you let go.

Natasha shared the hug "I'm right here, baby. Just as I promised I would be."

You started crying like a small baby in her arms.

Natasha was here.

She was actually here with you.

Your plan had worked.

"Don't worry, doll. The only place your mama will leave is at the restaurant I'm going to take her tonight." Bucky winked at Natasha and she gave him a death glare back

"James..." Natasha sighed disappointed

"What?!" Bucky threw his hands in the air

You sniffed and started to wipe your tears away as you looked around the room with a wide smile "My family is back together again."

Peter smiled and walked up to you and Natasha, passing a now-awake Natalie to you.

"Hi there, baby!" You excitedly kissed your daughter's little nose "How was my love's nap?"

"Hey! I thought I was your love." Peter playfully pouted as he crossed his arms

"Sorry, honey. Now our daughter comes first. But don't worry. I love you just as much." You kissed his pout away "Better?"

Peter nodded with a chuckle "Better."

—

After everything that happened the big family hug at the end of the day was a much-needed hug for everyone.

Your plan to bring your mama back had worked.

She and Bucky were now retired and living their best life as the new grandparents they are.

You and Peter are more in love than ever and little Natalie can now grow without a worry because she also has her grandmother's love and protection.

All 5 of you were now ready to live the rest of your lives happy and peacefully.

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