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epicbuddieficrecs · 6 months

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Weekly Recap | December 11th-18th 2023

🎵 It's beginning to look a lot like Christmaaaaaaas 🎵

If you guys have any Christmas buddie fics to recommend, drop them in the comments!

Also, I see your reblogs, your tags and your comments, and I really appreciate them! 😊

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We might end up real close by thewolvesof1998 / @thewolvesof1998 (S2E1: Under Pressure, PWP | 2K | Explicit): “Said you wanted us to bond. We might end up real close.” When Buck said those words to Bobby just merely few hours ago, it had been a joke about how if the bomb went off they would be reduced to blood, shards of bone and flesh, mixed so together that you wouldn’t be able to tell them apart without DNA testing. He hadn’t meant it in the way that it was now true with Eddie balls deep in him as he fucks Buck against the tile wall of the firehouse showers, both of them still fully dressed, uniform pants undone and pulled only down to mid-thigh in their haste.

in the moonlight you look just like an angel in disguise by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (Post-S6, Cabin fic | 35K | Mature): While Christopher is at camp, Buck and Eddie go on a vacation of their own to a small cabin in the woods... It goes as well as you'd expect.

got nothing but love for you (fall more in love every day) by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (S6, Secret Relationship | 6K | Mature): 5 times Buck and Eddie are almost caught + 1 time they are

this is a place where I feel at home by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (Buck&Bobby | 1K | General): After watching parents mourn the loss of their children, the 118 go to check up on their children. And Bobby... he's staring at Buck, and Buck is confused.

something 'bout the time of the year by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (Christmas, Getting Together | 20K | Teen): “We need to talk,” Eddie looks up from his phone to see Christopher standing in the kitchen doorway with his arms crossed, his crutches leaning against the wall beside him. “That doesn’t sound good,” Eddie teases and locks his phone, “What about.” “Buck,” Christopher answers and walks over to the table, sitting down in front of Eddie. “He always tries to make Christmas happy for others. Aunt Maddie said they didn’t celebrate it when they were kids. We need to give him the best Christmas this year.” “You have a plan?” (Part 1 of The Diaz Christmas Experience)

want your love in every flavor by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (PWP | 2K | Explicit): After getting together and Buck promising he'll stay the rest of the month at the Diaz house, they go back to his loft to pack. But the excitement of finally being together gets them distracted. (Part 2 of The Diaz Christmas Experience)

Santa Baby by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (PWP | 2K | Explicit): Buck has to be aware of what the Santa suit did to him. And to the single mothers visiting, his mind supplies, and his fingers tighten their hold on the steering wheel. He hates when he gets jealous. Maybe it’s not jealousy, because he knows Buck would never flirt back or something. But he feels something when he sees those moms bat their eyes at him, probably imagining taking the sexy Santa home. But, he thinks, I am taking this sexy Santa home. (Part 3 of The Diaz Christmas Experience)

happy new year by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (Established Buddie, NYE | 2K | Teen): It's quite magical to actually have fireworks around them as they kiss. Buck had always felt them, imagined them in a very cartoony way. Now it’s real. The ground shakes slightly underneath his feet with the loud rumbles. The lights flicker against his closed eyelids. And Eddie’s mouth is warm and loving against his. (Part 4 of The Diaz Christmas Experience)

merle said mama tried, but the prison still won by oklahoma/ @malewifediaz (Christmas, Getting Together | 3K | Teen): Eddie goes to (mall) jail.

Of Love, Hospital Jitters And Christmas Lights by callmenewbie/ @callmenewbie (Established Buddie, Hurt Chris | 6K | Teen): Eddie and Buck end up in the hospital waiting room a few days before Christmas

to wake up by your side is all I wanna do by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (Living Together, FWB | 14K | Mature): After a fire destroys his loft, Buck moves in with the Diazes indefinitely. Except neither he, Christopher, nor Eddie wants him to move out. Buck gets used to being fully included in the Diaz family and the changes it brings to be with them full-time. It's a dream come true, especially when things between him and Eddie start developing in a certain way.

when your world is on fire by smilingbuckley/ @smilingbuckley (Established Buddie, Hurt Eddie | 6K | Teen): The 118 responds to what should be a normal house fire only to find out that one of their own is stuck inside and believed to be dead.

it's so dark tonight (but you'll survive certainly) by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (S5E6 Speculation | 5K | Teen): Eddie struggles with the aftermath of being held hostage and Buck is there to help keep him from crashing.

when it rains in california by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Getting Together | 4K | General): The minutes pass, and the rain falls with a scattered tapping on the ground. He couldn’t even remember the last time he had seen it rain like this in LA, quiet and calming, leaving a nice undisturbed haze across the city skies. He wants to bask in it, even for a moment. Well...maybe not in the rain. Buck’s more than okay watching it afar from the awning in Eddie’s backyard.

temptation comes from wants we cannot yet claim by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Coma Eddie | 8K | Teen): He thinks back to waking up with Buck in bed beside him, of family breakfast and lazy morning ins. All of that sounds…it sounds wonderful. Perfect even. And of course, he’d want it here. Here where he can experience these things. And even for a fraction of a second let his mind wander and believe it’s real. Even when it’s not. He knows he shouldn’t- can’t. But God, Eddie wants. He wants, and he wants- “You could stay here.”

can't make it stop, give me all you got by 42hrb/ @exhuastedpigeon (PWP | 4K | Explicit): Eddie and Buck fuck in a club at Pride

men made of stone and forged in fire (even you deserved to be so softly loved) by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (First Kiss | 5K | Teen): A quiet night in and a hand running through his hair, those two simple things usually don't do much to phase the average person. But Eddie is a different story.

share this hour of make-believe by fleetinghearts/ @shitouttabuck (Quarantine, Pre-S4 | 1K | General): or, quarantine finds eddie sharing a bed with a pillow-thief and sleep-talker. he minds less than he thinks.

all i want for christmas by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Christmas, Proposal | 3K | Teen): Eddie decides to finally pop the question to Buck, but his proposal doesn’t go quite as he planned.

jadeite hearts could never cost this much by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Getting Together | Teen): Eddie and Buck spend their first night together after their first kiss. Adorable fluff ensues.

exactly what you were looking for by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Established Buddie, Proposal | 3K | Teen): While washing the dishes, Eddie comes to a gentle revelation.

a two inch difference by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Getting Together | 3K | Teen): The height difference between Buck and Eddie is only two inches, which isn't a significant one by any means- until it is.

🔥 the last shred of truth in the lost myth of true love by lemonzestywrites/ @lemonzestywrites (Friends With Benefits, Post-S6E13 | 25K | Explicit): “If…If you’re really curious about if you’re still good at sex, you can practice,” he says slowly, partly from nerves and also because Eddie is still unsure if he should even say it at all. But once again, self-preservation is only a few steps too slow, and Eddie rips the bandaid off before he can rethink it all. “With me.”

Hold Me Close and Hold Me Fast by giselleslash (Post-Lightning strike | 5K | General): Buck dies and Eddie knows he needs to finally let go of the fear that’s been keeping him from telling Buck everything, because that fear is nothing compared to seeing Buck suspended in the sky far from his reach and lost to him. He’s going to bring Buck home.

Be My Baby by elless (Established Buddie | 1,6K | Explicit): Buck and Eddie enjoy some time alone. And maybe take an important step forward in their relationship.

🔥 dream sweet of me by spaceprincessem/ @spaceprincessem (Dimension Travel | 16K | Teen): buck is in an accident and wakes up in a universe where the 118 don't know who he is

you were the wilderness I crossed into by rowan_wood/ @transboybuckley (Post-Coma, Getting Together | 9K | Teen): or: the 118 has a 24 hour shift, and zero calls. The firefam spends it playing games, and everyone takes the opportunity to tell Buck just how much they love him. (Part 1 of bottle episode)

blind hope's my home by rowan_wood/ @transboybuckley (Fluff & Smut | 5K | Explicit): or: the first day of Buck and Eddie's new life. They fuck, they dance, they fall even more in love. (Part 2 of bottle episode)

WIP

🔥 Precious & Fragile Things by Daisies_and_Briars/ @cal-daisies-and-briars (Small Miracles AU, Angel Buck | 10K | 4/? | Teen): Buck is the Fallen Angel of Petty Temptation, who has been tasked with tempting human Eddie Diaz to sin and enjoy life, but just a little. He thinks the job will be easy - get in, get out, go back to Peru to continue messing around with eternity. But when Buck arrives in Los Angeles, he finds Eddie is harder to tempt than expected, and more compelling than Buck had hoped.

🔥 Right Where You Left Me by hyacinthusbloom/ @thebloomingheather (Canon Divergent, Post-S4, Angst | 20K | 19/? | Explicit | Warning: Rape/Non-con): "Therapy?" Eddie suggests. Buck almost laughs, but instead says, "I'll go if you go." Because he had fully expected him to be chicken shit, to disagree, and instead Eddie, the bastard, replies, "Deal." Or Buck never tells anyone that he slept with his therapist and deals with the butterfly effect years later.

Kiss Me Once Cause You Know I Had A Long Night by I_still_dont_understand_13 / @sherlockcrossing (Prompt collection | 15/? | 10K | Teen): 100 kiss prompts.

#buddie #buddie fic #buddie fanfic #epic buddie fic rec #buddie fanfiction #buddie fic rec #911 fanfic #911 fanfiction #911 fic

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spruzu · 1 month

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THROWING SOME SONIC HEADCANONS ON U

Sonic

-He always has a bruise or scratch on him somewhere even if he hasnt fought eggman in a few days. there. is. always. one.

-He's also COVERED in scars. Theyre either covered up by his fur/quills or theyve faded over the years.

-When sonic showers he uses a bottle that can be used for shower gel, shampoo, conditioner, moisturiser, mascara, ketchup, pepsi and a microwave.

-Sonic only really likes physical touch like hugging when he's seriously injured or in pain (example A. sonic prime and frontiers). Also he doesnt mind it when he's doing it to someone else.

-Sonic paces when he's worried, thinking or waiting for something. (Shadow does this too just less)

-Sonic fidgets in his sleep a LOT. He'll falls asleep on his back and wake up with his legs half off the bed and the duvet on the floor.

-Sonic cant cook so he gets tails to make him dinner (he knows how to make chilli dogs tho dw)

-Sonic used to hum tails to sleep when there was a storm

-This ties in with the one before it. SONIC IS A FANTASTIC SINGER. This man is angelic. Also no one can tell me Rouge can't sing coz she defo can.

-Sonic has a draw of all the stuff from his past adventures (chips bracelet, this upgrades from sa2, etc.)

-He smells like man deodorant (Lynx)

Shadow

-He takes notes on how to be a ''real mobian'' since he was brought up on the ARK he doesnt really know how to fit in so he'll stalk sonic and take in how he acts.

-Shadow and Rouge have ''girl nights'' where they stay up, do face masks, eat pizza and watch movies. Just a sleepover pretty much. (Omega is sometimes involved to)

-Shadow sleeps like a vampire

-Shadow and sonic spar often (3-4 days a week)

-And if sonic doesnt show up to the sparing session he'll go find him and make sure he's ok that they are still sparing

-His bedroom is lit up by lamps, no big light at all just lamps and the window.

-He's INSANELY good at cooking and baking. Gordon ramsey ahh hedgehog

-Can speak every language fluetly, this includes few ones that are dead (this is smt gerald gave him when he was in the 'creation' sage oin the ARK)

-He smells fucking fantastic 24/7. Lavendar, rlly nice perfume (probably Rouge's), deodarant, anything! This man smells great.

Knuckles

-He has a really low spice tolerance, one SPECK of spice and this dude is like sonic in tmosth.

-He gets bothered by Rouge trying to steal the master emerald at least once a week.

-Works out everyday, maxes out the machines and just goes at it like it's at the lowest setting.

-Sometimes he'll ask if sonic wants to spar for the fun of it if he's not on Angel island.

-FEMINIST! (He loves women)

-Denise he loves rouge but will just get flustered if she makes on single flirtation towards him.

-Has tubs of frosting and a spoon at nearly all times (WHAT IF HE GETS HUNGRY ITS A GOOD SNACK)

Tails

-Tails puts on cooking videos for background noise when he making/designing a new invention.

-Tails info dumps about planes and nerdy stuff to sonic and sonic just pretend s like he knows what tails is going on about because he knows it makes tails happy.

-Tails uses his tails for pillows sometimes.

-Getes his little hair ruffled by everyone (mainly sonic)

-Likes making gifts for people as a way to say thank you

Amy

-Amy plays dress up with cream.

-Herself and her room smells like roses/flowers in general.

-Loves watching mean girls with rouge.

-Doesnt look it but is STRONNGGGG. Your telling me that she would swing a punch and wouldnt send someone FLYING?? SHE CARRIES THAT MASSIVE HAMMER FOR VRYING OUT LOUD!!!

-Crystals.

Rouge

-LOVES to gossip

-Ayesha Erotica listener

-Does shadows makeup sometimes (Omega watches)

-Has a perfume collection that she lets shadow use to

-Has the most BEAUTIFUL dresses in her wardrobe for different occasions

-Loves to wear rings

there u go, have fun with those.

#sonic #sth #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #rouge the bat #knuckles #knuckles the echidna #tails #tails the fox #miles tails prower #sonic headcanon #sonic the hedgehog headcanons #headcanons #sth fandom #sonic fandom

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phantasmiafxndom · 10 months

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Please request 1 (or all 4) of the following demons for this scenario: Akaza, Kyojuro, Gyutaro or Yushiro. They are both watching a romantic movie in the living room, a kissing scene happens and the owner asks if they have ever been kissed. When they say no, he asks if they want to know how they feel and answer yes, they receive a kiss on the lips. It's just a chaste kiss, just lip contact and it only lasts a few seconds. And then he goes off to do his business, leaving the demon alone

This is assuming that the characters have already caught the feelings~ ;3

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Akaza

He's left frozen in place, eyes wide as he struggles to process what just happened. Despite an utter lack of experience with affection of any kind, Akaza knows that kisses are supposed to be significant, right? And the one you just gave him was so, so gentle. His chest suddenly feels all fluttery and tight— there's no reason for him to respond so much to just a momentary touch, and yet, the moment just keeps replaying in his head. It's hard to tell what he's feeling, beyond a flustered sort of confusion.

Kyoujurou

His normal response when you do something kind to him is an immediate, loud expression of thanks— and yet, this time, Kyoujurou can't get a single word out. There's a flush creeping across his face as you walk away, and his mind is running a mile a minute trying to make sense of why you did that. He can't deny that he's had the passing thought of being kissed by you before, but the reality is a hundred times more overwhelming. He'll pull himself together soon enough, but for now, he's just stunned.

Gyuutarou

It's almost cruel to do that to him with no warning— the spike of panic that follows the kiss is dizzying. Gyuutarou can hardly believe you actually did it. He's disgusting. Anyone can see that and yet, you still kissed him. It couldn't have meant anything, and yet, his heart is still twisting up painfully at even that small scrap of affection. As soon as you leave, he's curled up in a ball of self-conscious misery, unable to stop thinking about every little thing that could have displeased you about those brief few seconds.

Yushirou

He nearly pulls away the second it registers that you're kissing him, and there's no containing the startled little yelp that escapes. Once you pull away, Yushirou looks dangerously close to passing out— he's red-faced and trembling, tripping over a jumbled sentence of what might be thanks. Leaving afterward is a mercy; he's embarrassingly overwhelmed and very much needs the time to process what you did. Was his crush on you really that obvious? Were you just pitying him with the kiss, or could it be...?

#Kimetsu no Yaiba #KnY #Akaza #Kyoujurou #Rengoku Kyoujurou #Gyuutarou #Yushirou #Headcanon #Reader #KnY Pet Au

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ac3-76 · 2 months

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Kai Smith Headcannons

warnings: none😊

General

Idc what anyone says he can cook

like him and Nya were on their own for most of their childhood and bc Kai is the oldest he insisted on cooking

also because he grew up poor he gets really creative in the kitchen

his body temperature is constantly at 102° Fahrenheit

he does well in colder climates and doesn't struggle with feeling cold or freezing, but in hotter climates he gets heat exhaustion fast

He pretty much refuses on taking rest days

like he has to work out every single day or else he gets really insecure

He has the largest social media following out of all the ninjas(if you don't include Lloyd's graffiti account that no one knows he runs)

his body insecurity stems from growing up skinny and underweight

He LOVES Supernatural and sees a lot of himself in Dean Winchester

He has 3 tiktok accounts, one for fashion, one for thirst traps, and one where he just talks, rants, or does vlogs

he also has a YouTube channel that does really well, it's mostly vlogs, pranking the ninjas, doing challenges, trying things

his YouTube channel is kind of a mix of Jake Webbers channel, Kalogeras sisters, and the Sturniolo Triplets

He only has 1 Instagram and he mostly posts pictures of him and the other ninjas hanging out and having fun

He has a public and a private Twitter

the only thing he posts on his public account is i❤️my partner type stuff and dates for things

He definitely did a tweet about how exited he was for A Good Girls Guide To Murder TV show to be released

His private account has tweets for literally everything he does and thinks

"ate a fire cookie🔥🔥"

"just took a narly nap"

"you guys"(with absolutely no rhyme or reason, everyone was responding to that one really confused)

"just watched Teen Wolf, Chris Argent is such a dilf"

The crazy thing is his private account has over 4 million followers, he accepts literally everyone that requests to follow it

He's extremely good at math, put any math problem in front of him and he can solve it in his head in 15 seconds

He's also very financially literate, he's got all of his money related things in order and is a millionaire by season 10 bc he got into investing and stocks

No one knows abt him being a millionaire tho bc he doesn't buy things that look expensive and he doesn't flex his money

He totally buys expensive things tho

it's mostly high end clothing

he has a huge shoe collection that costs at least $2,813

He's an absolute fiend for cosmic brownies

He's a huge car guy

His favorite car brand is Koenigsegg and he owns a black Jesko Attack

He also owns 2 motorcycles

Dating

He's hispanic and fluent in Spanish

If his S/O doesn't speak spanish he'll tell them things in Spanish and won't tell them what if means

He does this all the time

It's bc Spanish is his first language and it's easier for him to say things in his mother tounge

(Yk in Modern Family when Gloria says that no one knows how smart she is in spanish, yea Kai totally feels that)

(he's also a chronic Modern family watcher and he relates to Gloria and Hailey so hard)

If his s/o speaks Spanish he prefers talking to them in Spanish

(he also loves if they speak it bc its also Nya's first language which means they can talk to Nya better)

He absolutely adores physical touch and cuddling

Hugs from behind.

Neck kisses.

he loves his hair being played with

if his S/O wants their hair braided, he can do it

French, Dutch, typical 3 strand, box, godess, cornrows, triangle box, twist, micro braids, fulani, Havana

whatever you want and whatever ur hairtype, he can do it

He can also do any hairstyle on any hair type like it's the easiest thing ever

He def does a soft launch at first

once your relationship is public, he post you all. the. time.

he just loves showing off his lover

However, he makes sure that while ur relationship is known, it's private

he's not gonna post any fights or issues that you 2 have, he works those out in private

he let's you steal any of his clothes(as long as you give them back)

He's the right amount of jealous and possesive

if someone else if flirting with you he'll just walk up and put his arm around ur shoulders or waist

he pretty much never introduces himself when someone else if flirting with you, he let's you do that

He's very secure in his relationship, he wouldn't cheat on you and he knows you wouldn't cheat on him

BUT, as mentioned above he struggles a lot with body insecurity so you'll have to reasure him that you love his body

He's been cutting meat for people his whole life(first Nya then Lloyd) so if you don't wanna cut your meat he'll totally cut it for you

He's so they fell first, he fell harder coded

also unexpected love trope, but it's unexpected for you two, everyone else knew the second you guys met that you were gonna be together

Nya and Lloyd had a bet on how long it would take for you two to get together(Nya won)

#ninjago headcanons #ninjago #kai smith #kai smith headcannons #hes so babygirl #kai ninjago

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writing-funsies · 2 years

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OP characters with a soft s/o P.5

p.1 | p.2 | p.3 | p.4 | p.5 | p.6

pairings: Kid x reader, Killer x reader, Law x reader

warnings: cursing

Kid

Captain Eustass Kid

this man would not know subtlety if it slapped him in the face

(he'd probably start a fight with it tbh)

he's the type of man to start a fight with anything that he thinks is offensive

which is everything

then there's you

when you're around, he doesn't waste any of his time arguing with others

he would rather keep his attention on you 100%

but if anyone dares to disrupt your couple time

(he refuses to call it a date b/c he doesn't do all that mushy shit)

they're gonna have hell to pay

usually, you can calm him down enough to just lightly rough up whatever dickhead got on his nerves

but sometimes, you egg him on

you want people to know that just because Kid has you, doesn't mean he's gonna go easy on anyone

if anything, he's actually worse than before

when the two of you get back to the Victoria Punk

Kid disappears into his workshop

you let him be for a while

after all, everyone needs some space every once in a while

but then a few hours have gone by

and you miss your lipstick-wearing brute

so you prepare a small snack and grab some ale

you find him deep in concentration as he finishes screwing together his latest masterpiece

once he realizes you're standing at the door

that signature smirk makes an appearance

he excitedly starts explaining what his little device was for

to no one's surprise, it was a weapon

you listen and watch as he demonstrates how it works

but it backfires

so now he's mad

before he can destroy it or anything else in the room

you lay a hand on his arm

smile that smile of yours that always makes him blush

and offer him the snacks you had made

he's quick to down the pint and food

though, he left you a couple of bites

but he's not going to offer them to you

he's not loud about his love

not in the ways a stranger would notice

he'll throw an arm around your shoulder in public

and call you nicknames (usually hot, sexy, or babe)

but all of those things would be just harmless flirting to anyone who didn't know either of you

when it's just the two of you, he likes to stay close

he'll never admit it out loud

but he loves when you lean on him

or hug him

or kiss his cheek

don't be fooled by his over-dramatic yelling or him hiding his face

he could never get enough of you

Killer

he spends most of his time with the captain

he has to otherwise Kid would kill every single person he saw

which means at the end of the day

this man is tired

he loves his friend

no doubt about that

but sometimes

he just needs a nice long nap

or a solid hour of Kid not destroying anything

he also cooks dinner most of the time

which means he really doesn't catch a break

so whenever you're able to

you sneak back to the ship before everyone else (if you guys are docked in a town)

or you lock yourself in the kitchen a few hours before dinner time (if you're busy sailing the seas)

and you make dinner for everyone

you also make a special treat just for Killer

his favorite dessert

and you give it to him in your shared room so that way he can enjoy it without prying eyes

he's still pretty insecure about his face

so you work on cleaning up the kitchen or doing your nightly duties while he enjoys some downtime

if Kid needs anything from him

you step in instead

which mostly ends in a bigger headache for your boyfriend

but, hey, it's the thought that counts

when it's getting closer to bedtime

you insist on doing Killer's haircare routine for him

you love the feeling of his long golden locks in your hands

and he loves the way you gently brush through his hair and massage his scalp

he lives for the small moments with you

when you two are snuggled close

enjoying each other's warmth

you can't help but admire him

you love his face

you love his eyes

his smile

his laugh

everything about him

when he's with you, he doesn't feel like he has to hide

he feels free

Law

another man who is tired™

he adores his crew

loves every single one of them

they make him so happy

but sometimes he just wants some peace and quiet

on days when it's very obvious that he's at the end of his rope

you'll make him some hot tea

and pull him into his room

and make him take a break

you won't let him so much as glance at his medical journals

or deal with any kind of work

you also won't let anyone bother him until he's had enough time to recharge

he likes to argue that he doesn't have time to waste

but one look from you and he's done

he's not the type of man to easily admit defeat

or back down from a fight

or take orders

but he knows that you wouldn't be doing this if you didn't think it was necessary

plus he thinks it's cute when you make a serious face

it's like a puppy trying to intimidate a lion

though, you are scary in your own right

(he's seen what you do to people who get on your bad side)

if it's time for the crew to restock their supplies, you go ahead and give the orders for them to surface

when you've arrived at an island

you make Law get out of the submarine

and go explore

it's a date that's not a date because he didn't plan it

but you bring some spontaneity to his life in ways that he'd never imagined

you drag him through the forest into a large field

then you plop down right on the ground

laying back to look at the sky

he hesitates before laying beside you

fresh air goes a long way to healing exhaustion

or so you said when Bepo was always freaking out about being underwater for too long

even if science didn't support your stance

he would agree with you anyway

the two of you stared at the clouds floating by

you would point out any that looked interesting

and while he couldn't quite believe that he was spending his afternoon cloud watching

Law would never complain about it

it was times like these

when you looked so happy just to be around him

that he felt at peace

he could smile and relax

and seeing him slowly falling asleep was enough for you to know that all he needed was a little field trip

he may act all tough and cold and like a machine

but he was a human

just like you

and he needed some sunlight and fresh air to finally kick back and stop worrying

even if it was for just a moment

you brushed his hair out of his face

taking in the peaceful look he was wearing

it was rare for him to not look so serious

but with you, he learned to let go a bit

#one piece headcanons #one piece #one piece x reader #one piece x y/n #one piece imagines #eustass kid #kid x reader #captain kid #massacre soldier killer #killer x reader #eustass kid imagines #law x reader #trafalgar one piece #trafalgar d law x reader #trafalgar d water law

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coquelicoq · 3 months

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9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

i was tagged by @littleragondin! mci mon ami.e !

3 Ships You Like: in a kim dojka & yoo sangah platonic life partners phase rn. god. they would get married but not because they particularly care about marriage, just to bypass the hoops the government makes single people jump through in order to adopt kids, but kim dokja would seriously hesitate for the sole reason that him marrying yoo sangah would make all three of his parents very happy in a way that he would find incredibly annoying.

ok i'm doing another platonic one: moon & ember! i have read the few existing moon & ember fics so many times i can no longer separate them from canon. their dynamic is everything 2 me. bodyguard & anger translator. damaged hottie with trust issues & naive little pretty boy who just wants to go home. moon sees ember as not just a romantic rival but also a threat to his place in the colony, and of course being moon, his reaction to that is not to challenge ember but just to assume that he's been replaced and that he has to start over again alone. ember is everything that moon is not, everything he's convinced he's supposed to be, but ACTUALLY they're both perfect the way they are and there's room enough in this court for the both of them. they are so powerful when they combine their complementary skillsets for the good of the colony. plus i love that every time he interacts with anyone moon is probably thinking, "ugh, i bet EMBER wouldn't be fucking this up"…but also he's defending ember when stone makes fun of him and offering to challenge the reigning queen on ember's behalf! he's protective of ember even as ember embodies everything that makes him insecure. meanwhile ember thinks moon is the coolest person to ever exist and also. extremely cringe. probably 25% of his pillow talk is him subtly trying to convince pearl that moon is just a little birthday boy who should be allowed to be a hugely oversensitive weirdo, as a treat.

people have been rbing some of my cherry magic posts recently so i've been thinking about kurodachi again. i miss them! they're so well matched, so complementary in the ways that they need to grow, and it's lovely to watch them help each other do that. the way that adachi is inspired to make an effort by kurosawa's continuous striving for things he thinks he'll never get, and the way that adachi's apathy for perfection frees kurosawa from his need to be worthy…like ok fine whatever i am listening!!!

First Ship Ever: i have been sitting here trying to think of an earlier ship so i can avoid embarrassing myself, but if i'm honest it's probably ron/hermione. moving right along.

Last Song You Heard: one week by barenaked ladies! what a banger.

Favorite Childhood Book: when i was a kid i had meticulously curated my top ten favorite books, but now i can only remember half of them: island of the blue dolphins, the witch of blackbird pond, ella enchanted, walk two moons, and mrs. frisby and the rats of nimh. can you tell i had one of those bookmarks that listed all the newberry award winners and was working my way through it? lol.

Currently Reading: i just finished my reread of maskerade, the discworld book about the opera, which i had put on hold after reading le fantôme de l'opéra. it wasn't one of my fave discworlds as a teen but i think i'm now in the right headspace for it. enjoyed it quite a bit!

i'm near the end of both the traitor baru cormorant by seth dickinson and par amour by valérie tong cuong. the latter is about a family in le havre during wwii and is very hard to put down. i have honestly no idea what will happen in the remaining two chapters except the nazis are going to lose the war. the traitor baru cormorant is well done, but i don't think i like it enough to read the sequel. (i still am pathologically unable to stop a book that i've started, but i've just discovered that i am capable of stopping after book 1 of a series. life hack!!)

Currently watching: natsume season 4 dub! i just watched the moon-splitting festival arc and the baby nanase episode yesterday. next up is the one about natsume's picture of his parents which. like. let's just say i am marshaling my emotional forces for that one.

also it is about to be march madness! selection sunday tomorrow babey!!!

Currently consuming: the great thing (sarcastic) about living alone is that you spend four hours making this quinoa black bean dish and then have to somehow eat all of it before it goes bad. luckily my neighbor and i have been doing this cute thing for the last ~6 months where we share whatever food we make with each other. this has been working out extremely well for me, because when he cooks i get to eat without having to do anything whatsoever, and when i cook i don't have to worry as much about quantity. i feel like i tricked him into it somehow even though he is getting exactly the same thing out of it as i am.

Currently craving: a baked good i made for the first time recently and then made again two times in rapid succession because i (and my neighbor lol) liked it so much: gingies! okay technically the recipe calls them gingerbread cookie bars, and i just looked up "gingies" (to make sure it's not an offensive term for redheads that i don't know about) and apparently it's frequently used for gingersnaps, but MY use of "gingies" is right and correct and all these other people are idiots. the reason is that they're basically brownies (texture/structure/technique-wise) but with the gingerbread flavor profile instead of chocolate. and "gingeries" sounds stupid, so gingies it is!

tagging @treecakes, @joelletwo, @qserasera, @defeateddetectives, @ctl-yuejie, @deimos-the-wolf, @stupid-lemon-eater, @loreofcardigan, and @dangerliesbeforeyou if you feel like it! no pressure obvi!!

#thank you for giving me a way to procrastinate doing my taxes!!! much obliged!!!#also the reason i just listened to one week by barenaked ladies is because you tagged me in another thing to list a song #for every letter of my username so now i'm just listening to all the songs starting with O in my music library 😂#it's gonna take a while #i started with the Qs cuz there aren't that many of them. but the Cs? the Is? the Ls? bye.#i realize this is not actually necessary in order to do the thing but it turns out to be a great way to listen to stuff #i never listen to. so for now i persevere in my folly #tag games

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hello!! for the 3k event, may i please request prompts 1 + 3 + 4 with silver? thank you!!

includes : silver.

prompts :

1. infatuation — little things they do when love struck.

3. affection — how willing are they to shred a reputation to give you the love you deserve?

4. true face — how they act around you.

kajasjajanss hi silver my beloved

— silver :

1. infatuation —

randomly doses off in the middle of the day. if I told that to you, you wouldn't really be suprised given how silver is on the road to passing out every single day but this time he's dozing out looking at you. it's completely unintentional, he wants to hear you talk more but the backround behind you is starting to blur and the only thing he can focus on is your face, stoic, smiling, talking. whatever fits your MC best.

wouldn't want to burden you, and as appealing your shoulder to lean on seems to be he mentally slaps himself cause you might find him quite heavy. scratch that, he doesn't want to see you burdened at all. so he just offers to help you with whatever, though if he sees you doing any kind of heavy lifting he'd offer to help. if you decline he'll just watch over you in case it seems too heavy.

it's funny to see silver, a literal man with scarily beefy arms picking out different kinds of flowers out of the grass, and placing it in his hand. one is enough but if he feels like showing his gratitude enough he'll give you way more, expect silver to open your palm and place the variety of wild life he'd picked out for you. he just gets this really soft smile when you look very pleased with his gift of gratitude. does what his father does to him whenever, and pats you on the head.

3. affection —

I don't think silver is actually aware with his reputation around NRC himself, so i don't really think he'd be aware of yours unless he accidentally overhears it. nor does he care for the opinions of others about his own, literal life. it's just a brush off, mainly an ignore. the only way for him to actually listen is longer is if he's involved with yours, or just generally staining yours with his presence.

I mean if you tell him you don't care as well it perfectly goes into his head.

anyways he cares about 4 over 10 in regards to affection in public. first of all, he never cared about reputations in the first place unless it's about yours, sebek perhaps, lilia, and malleus. so he won't suddenly grow conscious about his cause your relationship status had gone public. (somehow)

will let you initiate most of the affection. like, let's you lean on him, hug him, even peck him. you get the point. all he needs is minimum love honestly and he's all set for life if that kind of thing is daily. (his favorite I'd when one of you is leaning on the other's shoulder, then placing your head on top of said head's. :)

4. true face —

mostly reserved, and respectful. if there's a ceremony, or event of sorts, and there's limited seats he'd let you sit on one if there's no more unoccupied seats left. even if you're a gentleman, lady, or you identify as a different one.

even if there's a label between the two of you or not it's like he drinks respect spouse every single day. he's so sweet I'm gonna cry, he's perfect.. yes even if he's snoozy 75% of the time.

he treats you as an equal. nothing any less, and if you even want to be treated better you bet he's going too without a word cause his love languange is act of services duh.

IF you're still in that 'pining' stage he feels a little more awake when he sees you. like now hyper aware of your surroundings now that he sees you. despite fighting the heavy sleep in his eyelids he still makes sure to offer you a curt greeting.

and maybe you'll know why you can feel a barely existing gaze on your body. cause he makes it his duty to make sure you're safe in school, if there's a fight he'll be your knight in.. school uniform. he'd rather not see possible bruises on your face thank you next.

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Wandee Goodday Ep 6 Live Blogging

After failing terribly to keep up with 23.5 weekly, I'm happy that I'm catching the first episode that I'm watching as it airs on the day that it airs rather than 4 weeks down the line. I had to wait for 4 days since I finished ep 5 and it wasn't too bad of a wait but I'm also not disengaged. I think it helps that Oh No! Here Comes Trouble, the show I'm binging right now, is good but I can put it down for long enough to catch an episode of a different show without just wishing to watch Trouble instead.

Ep 6 (June 8)

6-1

domestic morning, as it tends to be with them

Yak sharing a past weakness with Dee. Also comes back to the fact that Yak hates to lose since he said he remembered his first boxing match loss for a long time

A bet? Among a pair who likes to win (Dee) vs hates to lose (Yak)? My bet would be that Dee will miss him more but since he's aware that he maybe likes Yak, he'll hold off on showing it whereas Yak will end up breaking first because he may not even realize just how much he's emotionally involved

So how are they supposed to figure out who misses the other more since they're calling and talking all the time

aw, Dee is alone at home and missing Yak and reminiscing about some conversations and wants to talk to Yak more

boxing elephant pants plug

toothpaste on mirror thing, pls you haven't seen Yak in like 3 days, you'll be fine!!

oh 3 days fr

at least Yak is also semi-aware that he kinda likes both Dee and Taem and even discusses it a bit with Yei

when Yak looked up from his phone and stared into the distance, I got afraid that Dee was gonna randomly open the doors lol

girl?! lmfao he showed up fr

I did think Dee was gonna lose his mind missing Yak but I wasn't actually expecting him to go meet him or to show it.

6-2

Dee drove 2 hours and is planning on driving back 2 hours because he has an early morning tomorrow? my guy

Great/Yak really just looks so Nong in this outfit and this night with both Yei and Dee, cutee

a chin kiss is so funny sorry

Ter constantly speaking over Dee again, aghhhhhh >:(

How often do we get to cheer for 2 beds rather than 1?

pushed the flights back by two days?! bro, Ter's audacity knows no bounds

let's kill this guy

6-3

non-binary genders mentioned

the kiss attack when Yak drags Dee out to the staircase is so cute

Kao don't tell Dee to get back to Ter!

all this discussion at the hospital, I'm always worried that Ter or one of the gossipy nurses are gonna overhear

spoke to soon. Ter watching Dee watch Yak

Taem being in the hospital makes everything chaotic because YakDee are supposed to pretend they're boyfriends while they're here but Taem should think Yak's still single and likes her. hard to juggle such contradictions

Cher's naughty hand hehe

is Cher insinuating they had (video) call sex? how fun

I wish they wouldn't do the 2 pairs' makeout scenes spliced together like this lol feels awkward

6-4

Yakdee on a double date with YeiCher ahh just confess guys

Second time Yak's helping Dee cross the road, I wonder when they'll get into his trauma with the road crossing and his parents' deaths

ah, debt collectors

Dee being part of the family being brought up twice in like 2 minutes

YeiCher are literally sooooo cute, I'm afraid of the debt collectors and how that'll affect their relationship

had to pause at the "If you hadn't passed by when I was assaulted" because what?!

Though I guess the follow up makes sense that Cher then wants to learn how to defend himself and so became a customer

You like him, Dee!

Very short episode, less than 45 minutes long including credits and the preview. Also feels like not much actually happened and there wasn't much progress emotionally or plot-wise beyond Ter making a move again, Dee kind of seriously considering how he feels about Yak, and we the audience see the debt collectors but Cher doesn't.

I knew Ter was gonna pull some shit but I was still so mad seeing him speak over Dee again! and then delaying their flights without discussion with Dee? let's just kill him wtf

I'm keen to see YakDee kiss or realize feelings or confess or anything and for Cher to discover all the debt Yei's in and have a discussion or falling out or whatever's coming. I want some progress on at least one of these fronts next episode.

#ep by ep commentary #wandee goodday

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The Great Hunt, Chapter 45 - Blademaster

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(Heron marked blade icon) In which things start escalating real fast.

PERSPECTIVE: Sunrise finds Nynaeve surveying her little army of Min and Elayne. A damane and sul'dam come by. As they get close enough, Nynaeve remembers what Min's told her of how the sul'dam enforce their will, and finds it all too easy to channel.(1) She unlocks the damane's collar from a distance with a flick of the power, and after a moment's shock at freedom, the damane punches the sul'dam clear out, and runs.(2)

Nynaeve stuffs rags into the sul'dam's mouth and Min lowers a sack over her head. They drag her to a nearby shed that used to hold horses, but no longer. They strip her of the special sul'dam dress and Min says it'll fit Nynaeve. Elayne has to put on a grey dress they've dyed, but is hesitant now.

While she changes, Nynaeve puts the collar on the sul'dam, ignoring Min's insistence that it doesn't work that way. When she puts the bracelet on, she can feel the sul'dam's physical sensations and feelings. The sul'dam laughs. Nyn thinks about adding something to the feelings, and the sul'dam cries out, only just muffled by the gag. Min is surprised, the Seanchan claim it will only work on a woman who can channel.(3)

Nynaeve threatens the woman into giving them answers, and she names herself Seta and begs Nynaeve not to let anyone see her with the collar on. Nyn realizes in that moment that she could never let Elayne wear the thing. Nyn tells El to put her own clothes back on, they have someone to play the leashed one. Seta weeps and begs, and Nynaeve says as far as she's concerned the sul'dam is worse than a murderer, she can't think of anything worse than what they do. Now, no one pays attention to damane anyway, so if she keeps her head down, maybe nobody will notice. If she raises a fuss, Nynaeve will make her regret the first kiss her mother ever gave her father. Seta agrees, reluctantly.

As they set out, Seta asks where they're going. The young women say, in three different, colourful ways, that they're going to free a damane.(4)

PERSPECTIVE: Bayle Domon is overseeing his ship readied for passage. He commands that an axe be next to every mooring line, ready to cut them all at once, and if a single line is cut before those women are on board, he'll split the man's skull who did it. He waits nervously at the railing, watching the area of town where the damane quarters are.(5)

PERSPECTIVE: Rand, sneaking into town, trying to hide his fancy coat and his sword, just in case. The others are spaced ahead and behind him, so there's nothing to connect them. He finds Hurin shortly after entering town, though, and he confirms the trail. He goes down an alley where Ingtar is waiting, and debates whether to take his saddlebags or not. He brought the Dragon banner in them, just in case Verin got any ideas about looking in his bags while they're in town, but he doesn't want to carry it all around. He leaves the bag on the horse, figuring it should be safe enough here while they go on foot.

Hurin finds many Fain trails, hard to tell old from new, but some are no more than a day or two old for sure. Rand recognizes grolm, the monsters in the other world, among the Seanchan beasts.(6) Eventually they find a building that Mat points to and says the dagger is there, and Hurin confirms Fain's been here very recently, maybe even last night. They sneak around the back, up some stairs, and find Horn and dagger displayed as a set. Mat grabs them up excitedly, and Perrin tells him to keep it down until they're away.

Rand looks out a window and sees Egwene, collared.(7) He's about to run out and find her when Turak says they’re not who he expected,(8) and an entourage of soldiers come out from behind the fancy screens in the room. Turak commands one of the soldiers to take back the Horn, but Mat slashes at him with the dagger, and the man screams, turns black, falls to the floor, and swells up like he's several days dead in the heat.

The rest of the party engages in combat with the Seanchan soldiers, and Rand is left to face Turak, who wonders aloud what it takes to earn a heron on this side of the ocean. He notices that Turak's blade bears a heron, too.

Rand wishes he could seek the void, but he can't risk being detected by damane, if they can feel men channelling. They fight, Turak clearly testing Rand's proficiency as much as toying with him, until he says it's time for Rand to die. Then Rand takes the void and saidin more by instinct than purpose, and manages, just, to hold his own. Eventually, he finds an opening, and takes it. Turak falls, blood obscuring the pattern of the carpet beneath him. The void shakes as he realizes he's just killed a man.(9)

The two servants that had been with Turak realize what's happened, say "From birth to death, I serve the Blood," and plunge daggers into their own chests. Rand thinks he might go mad someday, but they already were, to do that.(10)

The others have also defeated their soldiers, and when Ingtar says they're leaving immediately, Rand says he's going after Egwene. Ingtar calls him a fool, they have the Horn, what can one girl count? Rand says the Dark One can have the Horn for all he cares, because what does it matter to find it if he abandons Egwene to the fate of a damane? Not the Horn, not the Creator could save him from his own guilt. Ingtar's face is unreadable as he says "You mean exactly that, don't you?"(11)

Hurin warns that an officer is coming, and they take off at a run. Rand swears he'll come back for her, as he realizes he can't help her right now while he has to escape.

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(1) Yeah I'm finding it pretty easy to get angry, though probably on more levels than Nynaeve because I can recognize the whole extremely fucky chattel slavery situation with the damane besides "treating people as objects" being bad enough in the first place. (2) GOOD FOR HER! Do you think we'll ever see that damane again? Was she just one of the locals, or did she come across from Seanchan? (3) So, did you ever guess it? The first time we saw damane explained, and wondered how women who couldn't channel could control them? When Renna called out because she saw Liandrin channeling? Can you guess, yet, what the difference is? We have been told but not in its context. (4) Do you think they have a better or worse chance of success with her on board? (5) Bold move to tie Domon back in for literally half a page. (6) So, the description was the same on purpose. What does that say about the creatures, or Seanchan, or both? What might it imply? To me, the bleakness of that other universe and the Seanchan both harbouring these weird impossible creatures (okay, some lizards and such have a parietal eye, but it's not a true third eye) definitely draws us toward some conclusions… but has anything yet been as simple as it appeared? (7) But we don't have time to unpack all that! (8) At first I misread his line as implying that something like Fain's tales suggested someone would come for the Horn, but I'm reasonably certain he's just referring to expecting Fain to steal the dagger at some point. (9) He wins, which means he kills, and thus in a small way he also loses. He definitely almost loses control of saidin in that moment, and he doesn't have a chance to think or feel about killing a man but Rand is a good lad, and while he has killed a thinking being before, he also freaked out about killing Narg in book 1. Though, there was a LOT to freak out about back then. He's also done some probably-killing of people with the lightning on the Caemlyn Road, but this is the first intimate, deliberate kill. The first one that's not an instinctive burst of pure magic or fear. He calculated this, even though he was confronted with little alternative. (10) Big mixed feelings on both the "suicide on death of their boss" (though, who knows, they might be slaves as well) and calling them ~crazy~ for it when… it's just their culture, and Seanchan culture is fucked up. (11) Ingtar's been a curious figure this whole book, hasn't he? Do you think this is a Shienaran cultural thing, individualism vs collectivism? Or, does he personally just… not understand that kind of selflessness for love?

#wheel of time #wot #the wheel of time #twot #tgh #the great hunt #wot heron marked blade icon #nynaeve al'meara #min farshaw #elayne trakand #seta zarbey #bayle domon #yarin maeldan #rand al'thor #perrin aybara #mat cauthon #hurin (wot)#lord ingtar shinowa #high lord turak

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Spencer I know you're still watching but I am popping this ask into your box for when you finish. What were your favorite benvi moments (top 5) of the season and why, what were your top three episodes of the season, what were your favorite/least favorite storylines, and what do you think will happen in s4!

OKAY SO this is gonna be a long post bc i'm including screencaps so everything will be under the cut!!

(also i am sorry it took me over 24 hours to answer this lol)

top 5 benvi moments (the order does not matter until we get to like, 1 and 2 lol)

5: this right here in 3x03:

like, i gasped. i smacked my hand to my face. i mean, i fuckign called it. it's such a small moment, and it's not even a moment with both of them present, but i feel like it holds so much weight. because ben has known that devi is his match. he's known for so long. this wasn't even a confirmation for him, because in his head it was already confirmed. and while i desperately wish devi's card had said ben gross, i think it's important that she figured that out on her own, make the decision herself, instead of having a little piece of paper tell her. but the fact that he kept the card. because even though he knows, even though he has known, this is tangible proof that what they had (have) is real.

listen. they're both so jealous that the other kissed someone else. but it's also just so soft. idk. i love them.

3: one free boink: part 1

idk i just thought it was super cute and banter-y and lowkey flirting (because banter and teasing is their love language!!!)

2: surprisingly not number one, but number two: devi cashing in the one free boink. them coming back together is just so fucking...idk poetic to me. it beats malibu. malibu was about seeing each other in a new light for the first time, while free boink (yes i will keep referring to it as that fight me) is about returning to that and seeing each other in an old light again. while ben has been pining for devi the whole season, i don't think he thought for a single second that she'd want him ever again. the smirk here:

mirrors the post-kiss malibu smirk perfectly. one is about a beginning. the other, this season finale, is about picking up where you left off. about coming back to something that has always been waiting for you, no matter how long you took to come back to it.

1: HALLWAY SCENE. MY BELOVED. bathroom scene in 2x10 used to be my top benvi scene (yes it literally topped malibu kiss i just really loved the vulnerability in the bathroom scene) but it has been knocked down to number 2 after hallway scene. ben's hesitance at first, then just going for it, saying fuck it and telling her he wants her to stay, that he'll miss her. a lot. it's basically a fucking love confession, lets be real. as much chemistry as maitreyi and jaren have with physically intimate scenes, i feel like their chemistry shines so much more in scenes where they're being emotionally intimate. devi tries to give him an out in this scene: "You need my annoying personality to fuel your competitive drive." and he doesn't take it.

it takes major guts for him to admit that he'll miss her like that. he is being so vulnerable with her. this season gave ben such an amazing arc. his character growth was just so fucking good and i'm not over it. he's following what he wants now, not what he thinks other people want out of him. and what he wants is for devi to stay. because he cares for her, because he'll miss her, because he loves her. i don't think he's trying to get her to stay so she'll be with him; as far as he knows, she still sees him as a friend. and he's satisfied with that. he wants her to stay in his life, in any capacity, and he's not afraid to admit that anymore.

but then we get this, and everything starts falling into place:

honorable mentions:

3x02 troll shenanigans! they are just too cute like LOOK AT THEM:

3x06: "i filmed you doing something dumb for blackmail <3"

3x09: "your outfit is ugly <3"

especially since after this he doesn't banter back, he just lets it be, because he knows he has to give her the bad news.

but anyways all their banter this season was just shameless flirting even if they didn't realize it and i refuse to take criticisms on that statement

top 3 episodes:

3: 3x05. i really love these fabpax moments we get:

like this duo is so good. so hilarious but also paxton just helping her out with aneesa even though it doesn't really do anything for him in return. idk. i just enjoyed that

also the whole ben/devi kiss competition thing was absolutely wonderful and i STAND BY the point that they should have kissed each other. THEY WANTED TO.

like this here? devi you idiot he doesn't wanna kiss anyone else because he wants to kiss you!

and this. i really loved this moment, especially with aneesa going off on him right afterwards. like, ben. you fucking idiot. you could have it. you don't have to be miserable.

and then this jealous devi!

like! honey i know you don't realize it yet! but you wanna be the one kissing him!!

3x05 was just so good lol

2: 3x06. i just really love these windows we get into ben's head, honestly. and samberg's narration is just wonderful. ben's pov episodes both have been so so good, but this is probably my favorite out of the two because the growth in this one is absolutely amazing. from being overworked and burnt out because of his own self-expectations to live up to his dad's legacy, literally not pooping for over two weeks and ending up in the hospital after being carried fucking bridal style by paxton hall-yoshida himself, to realizing that he doesn't have to be perfect. he doesn't have to go to columbia or take every single class possible or work himself to the point of exhaustion. he can take breaks, he can do what he wants, he can find new passions (like art!!). his bonding with paxton was absolutely wonderful; i have been waiting on their bromance since season one and i think they'll make wonderful friends. this moment? so good. and though ben does hear it from his father later in the episode, i feel like it is so important for him to hear that from other people as well. that he's working hard and has reason for people to be proud of him.

and this scene with his father is just wonderful:

i love that howard acknowledged he hasn't always been a good dad. i love that that did not go unsaid, because it needed to be said. and ben hearing his father say "i'm proud of you," even after he admits that columbia may not be a possibility anymore, is just so so good. the whole episode just felt very....cathartic for ben's character, i think.

1: 3x10. so many reasons. paxton's graduation speech, devi telling her mom she didn't want to leave because she needs one more year with her, HALLWAY SCENE, ONE FREE BOINK. i'm not even afraid to say it: this season finale beats malibu. so fucking hard.

fave & least fave storylines:

for least fave, can i just say rhyah in general? like, obv i think narratively it fit really well esp with the whole situation culminating in nalini defending devi & assuring her that she will find someone who loves her just as she is, but i hated rhyah lol. des was fine. he was ok. i didn't particularly like him but i didnt hate him! and i really think it was important for devi to date someone who wasn't ben or paxton before going back to ben. so yeah, des was fine. but rhyah? god she was the worst. i thought she was like, okay at first, but she really turned around on us, huh? i know it was an important plotline bc it led to this discussion in devi's room:

which was definitely so crucial for devi to hear. but also i just wish devi didn't have to think that she was "too much" in the first place.

for my fave, obviously, the whole benvi arc is my favorite storyline because that slowburn was just so fucking good and i am a sucker for romance, but we already know how much i love that. my favorite storylines of this season aside from the obvious are ben and paxton's individual arcs.

i'm gonna talk about paxton's here, because he has never ceased to impress me with the growth he's capable of (and because i already have talked a lot about ben's arc in this post lol). i mean, in season one, we're led to believe that he's really just this shallow hot jock, but he just keeps growing and growing! this season was particularly wonderful i think, even moreso than last season. he owns up to the shitty things he did in the past (which is just…ghosting a shit ton of girls which like, while typical for a teenage boy, is still pretty shitty lol). he is really such a good boyfriend to devi too! (i still don't ship daxton, don't think i ever will, but it's something devi definitely needed to get out of her system) and the way their breakup happens:

him establishing his own boundaries and letting her know that he cannot be with her if she doesn't see how amazing she is just like he does, because she will continue to be insecure in their relationship if they keep going on like that. i also loved that he didn't date haley at all after he broke up with devi -- it would have felt so cheap if he did. they make really good platonic friends! and so do devi and paxton!!

i really love how this season ended with both ben and paxton admitting what they want and going for it (ben with admitting he wants devi to stay, and paxton admitting to trent that he wants to go to asu). and also with realizing that he doesn't want whatever he has going on with phoebe, because before, he did want something easy and thoughtless, but now he wants something more real -- and i don't think he'll find that with devi, because i will always believe that their relationship was too superficial to have any shot at longevity, but i hope he does find what he's looking for. not to mention all the interaction he had with other characters: el, fab, ben. it was just wonderful.

i also really loved the entirety of nalini and devi's relationship this season. they've just continued getting closer and closer as they both work around their greif and it is absolutely beautiful. nalini sticking up for devi with the whole rhyah/des situation? so wonderful. the talk they had in her room afterwards? fucking beautiful. THIS SCENE???

i will never get over it. as someone who has always had a rocky relationship with their mother, this just feels so healing for me.

season four thoughts:

i'm now leaning towards devi freaking out and ghosting ben after they...boink. but i can also see it going in a direction where ben is scared that devi isn't as serious about him as he is about her, so he avoids her and instead starts going out with margot (because he knows he wouldn't be setting himself up with heartbreak with margot -- yeah, he likes her, but he loves devi). and obv this is going to hurt devi a lot -- and honestly, i kind of like the idea of devi being heartbroken by ben for once. i want to see her pining again like we did in season 2 -- openly admitting that she has feelings for ben. and i want devi to be the one to tell ben she loves him. i feel like that's something they both need -- for her to say it out loud, and for him to hear it.

plus this interview from jaren even further solidifies my thoughts on ben and devi being endgame lol

#i have been working on this post all day omfg #it is so long i cannot #i did not mean for it to be this long!!! but my brain just would not shut the fuck up #devi vishwakumar #ben gross #paxton hall yoshida #benvi #never have i ever #nhie #nhie s3 #nhie spoilers #asks #grace <3

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xsturniellax · 10 months

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If I don't get part three of "my small heart , for big love" I'm gonna be VERY sad

my small heart, for big love.

- part 3 -

fem!reader x matt/chris sturniolo

Summary: you and matt have been in dating for 3 months, it's coming up to be your 4 month anniversary. Something happens between you and Chris, will it change it your perspective?

Warnings/notes: fluff, angst, kissing, mentions of cheating, 1st person, anxiety, swearing, not proofread.

A/n: thank you for the request, I am enjoying writing this story so far!

Madi walks in with her bag, it's quite big for a 'few days'. She walks up to matts room quickly, like she needs to be with him.

"What are you doing, are you crazy?" Chris turns me around, and looks at me concerned.

"I know what I'm doing. If he's telling the truth, he won't do anything. And if he isn't... Well. I'm breaking up with him." I say, knowing every single detail of what I'm saying. A few months ago I'd still be in love with him, but knowing this side of Matt, it makes me sad and angry at him. And he'll always try and lie to make you guys still together, even if you know he's done something really bad.

*an hour or so later*

We're all sat in the living room, the TV playing Spongebob for Chris. Matt and madi are sat quite close together, and I'm sat with Nick. Chris is sat on the floor, fully engrossed with the episode.

"Who wants to play truth or dare?" Asks Nick, he nudges me to say yes.

"I'm in!" Madi goes, shuffling over to Nick.

"Sure." I say, waiting for everyone else.

"Mhm..." Matt says, sitting still where he is. Chris nods, still fixated on Spongebob.

"Okay! Y/n, truth or dare?" Nick asks me, with a mischievous smile.

"Hmm...truth." It's a safe option, I know Nick won't ask anything too personal.

"Okay, uhh... Would you date chris?" He asks, Chris turns his head and smiles at me, turning off the TV as if he's engrossed in me now.

"Yeah." I say it confidently. Matt's facial expression went from happy to jealous.

"Haha okay!" Nick says, looking at Chris and raises his eye brows.

"Truth or dare... Madi?" I ask her, hoping she chooses dare.

"Dare!" She says it happily, I have the perfect one in mind to tell her.

"I dare you to kiss matt." I look at both of them with a smirk, Matt looks angry at me and madi looks in love as always. Matt storms out and Nick yells at him 'it's just a dare pussy!' Madi goes up to go after him, but I shoot up and stop her, going after matt.

"Why the hell would you say that? You know it'll make things even more complicated! God." Matt shouts at me, expressing his words with his hands.

"I guess I wanted to see how IN LOVE madi is with you! I can see how she looks at you, and how you look at her! It's pretty obvious matt." I say to him, copying him with his hand gestures.

"I'm going inside." Matt says, not denying anything I said to him. I say and lean on the fence. I hear someone come through the door.

"What happened back there, jesus." Chris puts his arm round me, leaning on the fence aswell.

"I just told him what exactly is true!" I say, turning my head to look at him. I get lost in his looks once more, wishing I wish with him then Matt, wishing we kissed under the moonlight, wishing I said I love you to him...

"Are you still going to play with him a bit more?" Chris asks, looking at me then my lips. I kiss him.

"I'm sorry-" I say, going to the chairs on the other side and sit down. He follows me to the chair.

"It's okay, theres no need to worry." Chris holds my hand and shakes it.

*the next day*

Messages:

Y/n: please meet me at the beach at 10. be there.

??? : okay. ill be there.

I get dresses in a nice top and a flowy skirt. I head down stairs and go to the beach early. I watch the waves crash on the shore. The whole time I'm thinking about what's happened between me and Chris this week. The kisses, the hugs, holding hugs... But now it's time to talk.

"You wanted to talk with me?" He stand there with his hands in his pockets. He's wearing black cargos and a green jumper.

"Yeah... Listen, please." I say to him. Looking straight at him.

"I'm listening." He stands there and crosses his arms, waiting for what I'm about to say.

"Matt. I'm breaking up with you." I say to him confidently, this time I'm not breaking into tears like I would've done a few weeks ago.

"Oh, okay. Was that it?" Matt says, tilting his head for more information.

"'Okay?' Is that it? Why arent you arguing with me? We were in love. We were together for ages. And all I get is an okay?" I push him by his shoulders. He just stands there, his eyes are a little bit teary.

"I'm just not in love with you anymore. There's no feelings. I didn't mean to say 'I love you'. I'm going home... Bye... " Matt walks off, and I start to cry. At least I am free. I can kiss Chris whenever I want, wherever I want. I mean, I don't mind being Matt's friend, it's just going to take a while.

*an hour later*

I go home and smile at chris.

"I'm free! I broke up with Matt. He can have madi if he wants, and I'll have you if you want me back?" I look up at him, holding both of his hands.

"I'd like that." He smiles back and we share another kiss. I don't want anything romantic to happen between me and Matt again. I knew it was a mistake in the first place. But now, I'm with Chris.

"It's always been you... " I say to him, hugging onto him, never wanting it to end...

Thank you for reading 'my small heart, for big love'! Please dm me if you have any stories for me to write! Thats the end of the story, thank you :)

#the sturniolos #the sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #sturniolo triplets #matt sturniolo #sturniolo #chris sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #love

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jikookuntold · 1 year

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This vlive was such an eye opener and I think there's no point in fighting with antis more because at this point I'm convinced Jikook are not a thing, if they were it is over. Nope it's not bad and it's us who read it all wrong. No they are not meeting up not because of 'MS' but just because there's no need for them to meet up frequently.

1. The tattoos JK explained it neat and clear. What we all thought was obviously wrong. J stands for JK. I remember some jkkrs here fighting saying JK is not the person to tattoo his own initial and its 'JK' not just J. But now he himself confirmed it is means Jungkook.

2. All the vibe around him, the way he was approaching the comments shows me he's single rn. You can't see a JK when there was Jimin in his life now, you can see whole another Jungkook, he said he's not feeling himself anymore. He just feels like a rock, the jungkook ? Feels like nothing but a rock ? it's just the lost passion which I hope he'll find back. No you don't have to agree but that's the vibe I personally gets.

3. It's been long since he went to company. It's like his whole passion is lost atm. He told he's not doing anything now, he's disconnected from society and everyone. And guess what I was right when I said few days before that he's not doing anything other than visiting BBQ restaurants and gaming with tae. I remember few jkkrs saying 'maybe JK was busy working' nope he was not working whatever we was looking forward to didn't happened because they are not even seeing each other much, even at company.

4.much more delulu area lol, but where JK is doing live is the place where he lives alone. Bam is there, bam's bed and house is there. It's just them there and no, no Jimin. So goodbye to that living together dreams too.

5. He is closer with tae than anyone else atm. I'll take care of everything- not just about live and company lol but atm tae is the one who's giving JK the company he wants. Tae was not lying when he was namedropping JK always. That's the only thing they both have been doing recently. I.e being with each other. And it's not because they are couple lol because they are at same point of life rn. And I'm glad he got tae who he can completely depend on in a vulnerable situation. although if Jimin was there for him, he will be 100 times in better place than now. That's how JM nurtured him. But no more point in saying that again 😕. I guess insecure jikookers can stop dragging tae because tkk were indeed together and that's all they were doing and tae just said it. They watched VIBE together and now did a insta live together. 'Hold on taehyung I'm having a serious talk rn' lmao

6. This is nothing but Man just accepted all proposals of being bf and marriage lol I don't think someone in a commited relationship does it but that's just me you don't have to agree.

7. Either we read Jikook wrong all this while or they broke up now. On good terms. JK still talks about Jimin with a smile and Jimin always will care about JK. From how he speaks about company it's like they don't even have permission to do a vlive and I won't be surprised the company pulled string to make them apart more and end whatever they had, it's a win - win for company and its future. They really don't want a homo relationship to affect the group or company. There's no more rebellious JK or JM who will do whatever it takes for their relationship. Just 2 artist they can profit from. Sad but that's how it is.

8. I saw few veteran Jikookers confessing they don't think they are a thing, the ones who saw them grew up for years now. It must be hard for them to accept but most of them are accepting it gracefully. I'm crying lol. To know there's no Jikook or no more Jikook is really painful and I'll be more heartbroken once the reality hit me more. If it hurts me this much I wonder what they were going through that time. But it was good when we had it. They gave me so much joy and we had a good time. I met few friends here and had a good time. Everything we thought was real will be proved wrong one by one in coming months and years, like how it happened with tattoos now. Jk is not obliged to like Jimin's posts or support his work or spend time with him. It's like hurting the wound more, they are good as how they are now. There will be nothing like Jkk, whatever they had was so special, like nothing I've seen and sad, good things end too fastly.

9. I'm 100% JM biased and I saw and felt the change in his vibe but no one will take me seriously when I talk about vibes lol. I think he's closest with hobi and yoongi atm. Anyway I'm happy he's at a better place rn. He is so happy, that's my priority. He'd doing his thing, he's working in his album, he's doing brand deals, he's glowing, what more can I ask ? I'm looking forward to what he's going to do more. Jungkook will ALWAYS be my dear JK lol. Jikook or not it doesn't change what he is to me. I'm so so sad but it's not about me rn. It's Jimin and BTS I fell in love with, Jikook was something I discovered in the journey. I hope they can find someone who can love and support them like how they did with each other, especially JK. A part of me also wish they can work things out and get back together in future, they were perfect for each other and idk if they can love someone else like they loved each other.

Out of context and a joke but it's not far from reality " ARMYs I have sad news. I was a couple, but we broke up " Me dramatically editing Jikooker out of my profile, blasting heartbreak songs, accepting new reality, signing off as a jikooker 😊👋.

1. As Jikookers we have only discussed the significance of J + M letters next to each other, and I don't remember discussing what the letter J alone stands for. Now it's official that it stands for JK and nothing else. In the Live last night I didn't see him explaining the meaning of J and M together, and our theory is still relevant because he could put that J anywhere else on his hand, yet he put it right on top of M and he can obviously read what they make together. ARMY goes for army, and J goes for JK which is in simple font. This is all he said about the letter tattoos on his hand, and debunked the popular ot7 theory of "hE taTtoOed aLl tHe mEmBerS". lol

2,3,4 Jimin is not a part of his "social" life or work, according to you, they are not coworkers anymore. And him being isolated from the world has nothing to do with his relationship. Also no one said JK is busy working, if YOU assumed it it's not our fault. And btw Jikook live together ❤️

5. I'm sorry but this one is also wrong because judging from that Live, Namkook are lovers 😍

6,7,8,9 When even you call yoirself delulu in your bs, then you already know it's too dumb to even worth answering lol. I knew you are the breed I hate the most, the most wrong and delusional haters of the fandom 🤡

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lilyevanstan1325 · 6 months

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🔥 Dangerous Game 🔥

Chapter 3

Amaya POV

"Stay the fuck away from me and my girlfriend" he snarls to me.

What the fuck just happened?

Petrified without even being able to find the strength to reply, I remain dazed with a cardboard box full of books in my hands.

I watch him go, he looks like a fury ready to overwhelm anyone who dares to cross his path.

I am aware that he would not have jumped for joy seeing me again but I did not expect this vitriol treatment either.

In his eyes I saw a disproportionate anger, as if what happened that night was just my fault.

Please tell me this is a joke!Where are the cameras?

What just happened cannot be real.

Jesus Christ we are adults able to make our own decisions, no one forced anyone that night.

It was consenting sex.

Of course I had no qualms about flirting with a man already engaged but he should have simply rejected me if he knew that he would not be able to bear the weight of the consequences of his choice.

I am tempted to run after him but I force myself to stay where I am.

I am here only to be able to start over, to experience a new beginning.

I'm not looking for trouble, I'm not looking for love.

I don't want anything from him, what I wanted I already got.

I'm okay with myself and if he has any problems he'll go fuck himself.

Who gives him the right to talk to me like that?

What makes him think I want something from him.

I am here for work, I want to do it in the best possible way and possibly without any drama.

I would never dream of intruding into someone's relationship, much less that of Sharon Carter and James Barnes.

I shake my head and put the box that I still hold in my hand on the floor.My fingers are numb from holding it for so long.

I start by emptying my suitcase and arranging all my clothes in the closet and drawers.

I look around in amazement.

This room is almost as big as my old apartment.

As soon as you enter there is a cozy sitting area equipped with a leather sofa and a large TV hanging on the wall.

Positioned next to the TV there is a bookcase, on the opposite wall there is a large window overlooking the New York skyline.

At the bottom on the right there is a sliding door that leads to the sleeping area.

In the center of the room there is a king size bed, white soft and fragrant sheets cover it.The blanket at the foot of the bed is made of soft fur.

To the right of the bed there is no wall but only a long and immense glass window.

The view is breathtaking.

Instead, along the left wall of the room there is a desk equipped with every technology. MacBook, scanner, printer and every miracle of Stark technology.

Only the best from him.

Rich son of a bitch.

Half a meter beyond the desk there is another door behind which the bathroom is hidden.

It is equipped with a large tub and a shower, I can't wait to try them both.

The floors are in white marble, as well as all the various components.

I think I could get used to all this luxury.

I look at the watch on my wrist.

It's still 10 in the morning, I have plenty of time to tidy up my stuff and take a relaxing shower.

I get to work and, taken by my thousand thoughts, I don't realize that it is already 2PM.

With the back of my hand I wipe the sweat off my forehead.

I spent the last 4 hours sorting out the contents of every single box, working non-stop just to put a stop to my thoughts.

I can't allow Barnes to screw up this chance for my rebirth.

I grab the last book I have left and go to place it in the library when suddenly something slips from inside.

I bend over to my knees and grab the photo that was hidden between the pages.

It's a photo of my parents, it was taken on the day of my birth.

Mom was huge but still beautiful to hurt, in dad's eyes a lot of anxiety but also an indescribable joy.

They were very young, beautiful and full of hope.

I get up holding the photo to my chest.

A knock on the door brings me back to the present.

I place the photo on the coffee table in front of the sofa and go to the door, opening it just a little.

Tony's face appears in front of me.

“Hey kid hungry?I'm ordering cheesburgers, would you like to join me?" Tony asks me, a smile on his lips as he watches me over the frame of his expensive glasses.

I open the door completely.

For a moment I hesitate, I would like to be alone and I really wanted to be able to take a shower but I don't want to sound rude and then one of the reasons why I am here is to learn to be in company, form bonds and friendships.

"Fantastic idea" I reply smiling. “Do you think I might have time to take a shower?All this unpacking made me unpresentable"

"Sure, I'll be waiting for you in the kitchen in 20 minutes.Agree?"

"Perfect.See you later"

So saying I close the room door and head to the bathroom, while my stomach rumbles.

Luckily I accepted this invitation to lunch.

I open the hot water and immerse myself in it, let the jet of water soak me and wash away the dust and fatigue.

I undo the bun I made and wash my hair too.

The bathroom products at my disposal are top notch.

Expensive oils and ointments all at my disposal for the hair I choose a Bulgari shampoo and for the body I use Pleasures by Estee Lauder.

The mix of these perfumes makes me ecstatic.

I get out of the shower and covered myself with a soft bathrobe I approach the large mirror overlooking the double sink.

I dry my hair quickly and with just a couple of brush strokes my hair is perfect.

Soft and shiny.

Thanks dad for this legacy.

I smile to myself.

I quickly put on a pair of black leather pants and a white turtleneck sweater.

I head for the big elevator but I remain motionless inside.

What the hell is the kitchen on?

I am not amused by the idea of wandering around the tower like an idiot.

I hear footsteps behind me and soon after a tall figure stops by my side, I turn to see who it is.

Fantastic.

Since my life isn't hard enough what I really need is another confrontation with him.

"You got lost?" his stupid voice resounds in the elevator.

James fucking Barnes.

I look back in front of me, I roll my eyes without answering him.

"Do you think you'll be stunned there all day?"

I still don't answer him.

“Whatever.I have to go down to the kitchen if you move I can press the button"

I take a step back and mentally curse myself.

This place is huge because he has to go right where I'm headed?

For the whole time of the descent I don't say anything, I keep my arms crossed on my chest and my gaze fixed in front of me.

His damn perfume is intoxicating, he fills my nostrils and head.

Closing my eyes I can feel it on my tongue, obscene memories come to life in my mind.

I rub my legs together for relief, I feel my clit throbbing incessantly.

How the hell is that possible, this man isn't even looking at me and my panties are already soaked.

I sigh, he stealthily observes me attracted by the sound my lips have produced, after which he immediately goes back to staring at the elevator doors.

My only salvation?

Barnes appears to be a first-rate idiot.

Arrogant and pedantic.

His character will be enough to make me pass any fantasy about him.

God if I had known before that he was such a jerk I would never have had sex with him.

The bling of the elevator makes me jump in fright.

Barnes leaves without even deigning to look at me.

For a moment I am tempted to go back to my room just so as not to give him the satisfaction of having unwittingly helped me find the place I was looking for but then I think back to Tony and the concern he had in asking me if I wanted to have lunch with him so I follow him with my head down.

I walk into the kitchen 30 seconds after him.

"Hey Snow, you did it" a smiling Tony greets me.

"Yeah sorry but the shower lasted a little longer than it should" I reply embarrassed because I am clearly lying.

And Bucky knows this because I see a corner of his mouth rise in a small smile.

I blush.

"Don't worry kid, it's ok"

Then Tony turns to Bucky.

“Will you join us Barnes?Cheesburger" he asks, lifting the bag with the sandwiches.

"No thanks.I already have other commitments"

So saying he grabs a bottle of water and disappears through the door.

I watch him go.

"Is he always so annoying?"

Tony looks up from the bag in his hands and I realize I have spoken aloud.

"Sorry I didn't mean to be rude"

I bite my tongue.

“Nah…don't mind it.He won't be the best of fun but he's a good guy.A bit complicated and tormented but he is an excellent soldier in the field, whatever happens he is always there to watch your back”

I don't know what to answer so I just smile.

Tony hands me one of the cheesburgers and fries.

We eat in a pleasant silence.

After a few minutes I look up from my lunch and notice that Tony is staring at me.

"What?Do I have something on my face?"

I ask and I automatically run a hand over my face.

Tony laughs heartily.

"No, don't worry.I was just thinking what could have pushed a girl like you to become a professional assassin”

He says it with a disarming lightness.

“I've read your file Snow, you're good.A lot good.You could have made a career at S.H.I.E.L.D. why limit yourself to working in the shadows?"

This is the first time anyone has asked me such a question.Also because technically no one has ever come close to me so much.

"If you've read my file Stark, you know very well why I did it" my voice is annoyed.

I'm sorry to address him like that.

"You are telling me that the death of your..."

"Murder" I interrupt him immediately.

"Ok...did the murder of your parents push you to be who you are?"

His eyes are studying me, I can feel it.

"If you don't want to answer me, Snow does the same, don't worry"

I see him return to focus on the food in front of him.

I put a frie in my mouth and as I chew I start talking.

“That's why I'm here.Over the past 13 years I have used every free moment to look for my parents' killers, working in the shadows made it easier for me to search.But on my way I got lost.According to Fury, I was losing my humanity.Working with the Avengers, in theory, I should learn to trust others as well, not just myself”

I talked all the time looking at my hands, fearing the judgment in his eyes.

And instead when I look up at him in his eyes I see only so much sadness.

And compassion.

"I know what it feels like" his reply.

I know it.I know all about Stark.

"When my parents died I was only 20 years old.I was left alone with a multi-billion dollar company to run.I closed in on myself.I became arrogant, selfish.Then it got to the point that I couldn't even look at my reflection in the mirror anymore, I was doing stupid things just to destroy myself.In my opinion I deserved all that pain, I felt guilty for their death even though I have never had any guilt about it"

The heart in my chest gallops wildly, I would like to cry for God to have mercy on me but it seems that Stark is describing my miserable life.

I keep listening to what he has to say.

“But then Pepper came into my life.And the Avengers.I realized I was missing out on the best part.Everything changed when love arrived in my life"

"So do you think love is the solution to everything?" I ask him raising an eyebrow.

My voice exudes sarcasm.

"As trivial as it may seem, yes.The answer is yes"

We both finished eating, I ball up my sandwich and throw it all in the trash.

Tony is preparing to leave the kitchen.

“I have work to do now.You take the day off, settle down and get used to the place.And for anything you ask Friday"

I look at him confused.

"Who is Friday?"

“She is the AI who runs the tower.Just say her name aloud and ask for what you need"

Tony approaches the door but I need to ask him one last thing.

"Tony?" he stops and turns his face to me.

“Do you get used to it in the end?Do you get used to the absence of your parents?"

The man in front of me turns completely and takes a few steps in my direction.

I see him place a hand on my shoulder and squeeze it.

"No, it never goes away but when you manage to forgive yourself, their memory will be something pleasant"

I feel on the verge of tears.

"Thank you" my voice is just a whisper.

"You're welcome kid" and Tony goes away.

I rest with my back against the edge of the table.

My head falls forward and I feel some tears slipping out of my control.

Damn.

Tony's words hit me.

After all, he's right, it's me who keep blaming myself on something I've never been in control of.

I admire him, he is a strong and compassionate man.

Being able to forgive the murderer of his parents requires extraordinary fortitude.

The way he forgave Barnes for what he did is unsettling, he treats him like a friend.

He welcomed him into his home.

Obviously that not his fault, at the time he was still the Winter Soldier but this does not detract from Stark's magnanimous gesture.

Perhaps time will heal my wounds or I will continue to drag myself through this life like a wounded animal, waiting for death to come.

I need to distract myself, to vent the anger I feel inside of me.

I have to find the training room, Natasha told me more or less where to find it but I have the impression that I would be able to get lost looking for it.

"Uh...Friday?" I ask insecure addressed to nothing.

"How can I help you Agent Snow?" a female voice answers me immediately.

Wow, this is insane.

"Yeah, I...I would like to know where the gym is"

"It is on the first floor, second door on the right"

"Thanks Friday"

"Duty my agent Snow.For any other needs do not hesitate to ask"

Ok, this has been the craziest discussion of my life.

Stark's technology has something absolutely extraordinary about it.

I walk briskly to the elevator, I need to go to my room to change.

I'm wearing red shorts and a white top, my hair tied in a high ponytail.

Exactly 10 minutes later I am in front of the largest training room I have ever seen.

The floor is a glossy and bright white oak parquet.

The walls are replaced by large windows, the room is fully illuminated by natural light.

In the center of the room there is a ring, on the right there are punching bags that swing from the ceiling and a little further on there are benches and various weights and barbells.

On the left there are 4 treadmills and 4 ellipticals.

I realize I'm not alone, Sam is at one of the treadmills.

He is so focused that he doesn't notice my presence.

He runs hard, sweat beading his dark skin making it shiny and velvety.

I go in slowly because I don't want to take it out of focus but my sneakers betray me by creaking on the floor.

Sam immediately turns his gaze, wandering a bit around the great space until his eyes rest on my figure.

A sly smile is painted on his face.

“Sorry Sam, I didn't want to bother you.I'm leaving immediately"

"Are you kidding?" he asks me, raising an eyebrow.

“This place is big enough for both of us in fact it's big enough to house an entire football team.Join me"

Meanwhile he slows to a stop and then heads for the benches.

He grabs a towel that he rests on his shoulders and then grabs a bottle of water, he drinks in large gulps.

I approach a treadmill, a bit of a run as a warm-up is just what it takes.

I set the stamina and speed and started running, with the corner of my eye I notice Sam devoting himself to the abs.

Only our labored breaths resound in the air.

After 30 minutes of running I began to slow down, meanwhile Sam finished his exercises and sat in a corner to catch his breath.

I approach him.

“Are you ok Wilson?What are you doing sluggish?"

I smile at him to let him know that I'm joking.

I'm just trying to bond.

Sam laughs heartily, gets up and looks at me from head to toe as he approaches.

"Oh Agent Snow are you underestimating my abilities"

"Do you want to get in the ring?"

I ask him I address with a confident and bold air.

"Sure but don't worry I'll go easy on you"

The boy knows the fact of him but has no idea what I can do.

We both climb over the ropes and position ourselves facing each other.

We go in circles for a few seconds, neither of us makes the first move.

So, without thinking too much, I throw myself forward.

My fist right to his face which he promptly dodges.

We smile at each other.

Now he is moving forward, he kicks in to my stomach and I move to the side just in time.

He takes advantage of my movement to get behind me and close me in the grip of his arms.

I tug to try to free me.

I hear him whisper in my ear "Is that all you can do?"

I smile because I know he can't see me.

Quickly I give him a knee in the stomach, the violence of the blow makes him lean forward but his arms are still around me.

I take advantage of his brief moment of daze to give him another elbow in the stomach followed by a head on the nose and he lets me go, I turn quickly on myself and with a kick I mow his ankles.

Now he's on the ground curled up on himself and I'm towering over him.

"Is that all what you can do?"

I take it back using the same words as him.

"Ouch...sure you hit hard for being so small"

"Hey I'm more than proud of my 4.9 feet!"

I hold out my hand to help him get back on his feet and he accepts it.

"Sorry I didn't want to hurt you" I feel a little sorry.

"Don't worry!I would like to tell you that I am sorry too but I am somewhat stimulated by it"

"Are you serious?This is gross!"

I exclaim between amused and embarrassed.

But in the end we both burst out laughing.

"I'm kidding don't take it"

I see that Sam is keen to specify it so I cut him off with a wave of my hand.

"No worries no apology.I got this.You know I have the impression that you and I will become great friends"

"It would be a pleasure Amaya"

We both go back to our rooms to take a shower.

I feel more relaxed and confident in the future than when I arrived this morning.

Maybe my life is really about to change.

Bucky POV

It's 7:00 PM, Steve and I are sitting on the high stools in front of the corner bar of the Avengers Tower.

"When is Sharon coming?" my best friend asks me.

"She is on her way, she should be here any minute"

We continue sipping our beer in silence.

Tonight I absolutely do not feel in the mood to go out for the evening, especially if She will be with us.

But I can't be the usual bad party so since Tony and Pepper left for a romantic weekend, the remaining inhabitants of the tower will take advantage of it to go for a drink all together.

After a few minutes of silence we hear heels ticking in the corridor and following the tall, slender figure of my girlfriend appears at the door.

She wears a short midnight blue satin dress, at the foot of the jeweled sandals and her hair is gathered in a soft braid.

She is beautiful but I can't feel "those" butterflies in my stomach.

“Hey babe, you are beautiful”

I tell her as she approaches me, I put my arm around her waist and she sits on my legs.

I give her a kiss.

"Thanks" she replies slightly embarrassed, then she turns to Steve.

"Hey Steve, how are you?"

"It's not bad.We have all been very calm lately.Crime seems to have taken a break”

We all three laugh.

Meanwhile we hear laughter and voices coming from the corridor.

God just hearing her voice makes me in a bad mood.Of course Steve and Sharon notice my change of expression.

The first to speak is the blonde man next to me.

"Really man?After 4 months you still can't stand her?"

Sharon intrudes.

"You overacting babe"

I raise an eyebrow, she continues undeterred.

“I don't understand why you don't give her a chance, she's so cute and nice”

“I find her annoying.And arrogant"

I reply angrily and then go back to drink my beer.

“Give it a chance, dude.She's a good girl”

“Steve is right.Look I know you don't like to bond with people but she is part of your team and she is not bad at all.Give her a chance"

I irritated sigh.

"But did you two agree tonight?"

Meanwhile Sam, Natasha and She make their entrance.

Sam is simply wearing jeans and a black shirt while Nat is wearing a beautiful red dress that comes above the knee with a sweetheart neckline.

To the delight of Steve who like a boiled fish he stood looking at her with his mouth open.

She approaches him and gives him a passionate, very passionate kiss.

“Hey you two, cut it out!You're not alone” Sam points out.

Steve blushes and Nat gives him her elegant red enameled middle finger.

We laugh.All together.

While for a moment I laugh carefree, I turn to the door and take my breath away.

For a moment our eyes meet, chaining each other.

There is no hatred or anger.

She wears a very short nude dress, it reaches mid-thigh.

The dizzying neckline embellished with many small sequins, at her feet she wears décolleté that recall the color of the dress.

Her wavy red hair falls soft and velvety down her back.

Her face is clean, very little makeup, except for her lips.

A sinful red illuminate them.

My mind immediately paints them wrapped around my dick.

Oh fuck.I'm fucked up.

I curse myself mentally because all this is wrong, I should react like this only for my girlfriend and for no one else.

She passes me leaving a trail of perfume that immediately reaches the crotch of my pants, I move uncomfortably.

Sharon rises from my lap to reach out to Amaya and hug her.

Then she approaches Steve and leaves him a kiss on the cheek.

“Hey handsome” she greets him.

Meanwhile, Natasha and Sharon stand behind the counter to prepare some drinks.

Sam turns to Amaya.

"What does my sexy girl want to drink?"

"Since when have I been your Wilson?"

"You didn't say that last night..."

Everyone burst out laughing.

Everyone except me.

She sits down on the stool next to mine, I stiffen instantly.

"In your dreams Wilson, in your dreams"

I hate her way of flirting with everyone, I don't understand how Nat takes it when she does it with Steve.

She has bonded with everyone in these 4 months, with one exception of course.

With Tony they seem to be very close, often you can find them sitting together somewhere chatting.

Whether it's Tony's laboratory or the training room, they always find a moment to exchange a few words.

As if they shared a secret of their own.

With Steve, Sam and Natasha has established a beautiful relationship, they act as if they have known each other for a lifetime.

The way they talk, laugh and joke make me feel left out.

She has even befriended with Pepper and Sharon.

Sharon respects her very much and Amaya has always been very kind to her.

A voice pulls me from my thoughts.

"Babe.Babe?C'mon we have to go"

It's Sharon who talks to me.

So we walk outside and decide our destination.

Nat and Steve already seem to know where to go.

“Yes, it's a really nice place, it's down the street so we can walk.Steve and I found this out by accident a few weeks ago.What's that pub called, honey?"

Steve thinks about it for a moment.

"If I'm not mistaken it's called Terra Blues"

I can’t breathe.

I look up and meet Amaya's eyes fixed on me.

We both know what that pub represents to us.

Oh Amaya I know what you are thinking…your thoughts are the mirror of mine right now.

I see her swaying uncomfortably, she immediately looks away from my eyes and shakes her head, as if to free her mind from annoying thoughts.

She takes a step towards Sam and rests her hand in the crook of his elbow as if she needs some support.

He smiles softly at her and covers her hand with his.

We set out, the air of this June evening is quite pleasant.

The streets are full of people and the traffic seems out of control.

A typical New York Saturday night.

In front of me Sam and Steve are chatting about motorcycles, the two redheads giggle at who knows what as they walk hand in hand.

They attract a lot of attention on the street with their stunning bodies and Steve, even though he seems distracted by his argument, always has a watchful eye on the two girls.

Sharon and I are behind them, my arm wrapped around her shoulders as she is talking to me about something I can't understand.

I nod absently and thank god she doesn't notice.

Arrived at the pub we enter and are escorted to a table in front of the stage where a jazz band is performing.

We sit down and order the first round, Vodka for everyone.

We get lost in chatter and laughter for a while until out of the corner of my eye I notice that Amaya is distracted, she seems to be constantly looking for someone in the crowd.

I'm not the only one to have noticed it though.

"Hey are you waiting for someone Snow?" the former Russian spy asks her.

"Maybe" her only answer.

Now she has the eyes of the whole table turned towards her.

"What...what do you have to stare at me?"

"Who is this guy?" Sam asks feigning offense, she laughs and gives him a light blow on the chest.He pretends to get hurt and massages the affected area.

Amaya and Natasha look into each other's eyes and Romanoff exclaims “No way!No fucking way!Are you kidding me?"

Amaya smiles slyly without answering her.

Nat continues.

“Seriously?Lucas Scott?"

I see my girlfriend's head whirling towards Amaya.

"Do you really have a date with Agent Scott tonight?"

"It's not really a date, I told him where I was going to be tonight and since he's around he said he'll come by to greet me"

Amaya is keen to point out.

I am facing Sharon with my mouth wide open.

She notices it.

"What's up?"

As soon as I am about to answer her Amaya begins to laugh, a crystalline laugh.

Enchanting as the mermaid's voice and I am so enraptured that I can not help but turn to her.

She is looking at me and continues to laugh.

“Oh Barnes you should see your face now.You are red with jealousy“

I am stunned, it is the first time she has spoken to me in 4 months.

Everyone laughs and Sharon wraps her arms around my neck.

"C'mon James you know I only love you but objectively Lucas is one of the hottest agents working at Triskelion"

"How did you meet?" curious Steve intervenes.

"We met a couple of times in Washington and one thing led to another and we found ourselves chatting and exchanging numbers.We have been talking for about a month now" explains the former Agent Zero.

Sam gets up from his seat.

"Someone wants to dance?" he asks, turning his gaze to each of us.

Sharon stands up and holds out her hand to Sam.

“I'll come.Do you mind babe?" question addressed to me.

"No don't worry.Go ahead, you know I hate dancing"

She bends over me and kisses me.

Steve and Nat ask us what else we want to drink and they head over to the bar.

Sitting at the table, only Amaya and I are left, the memory of the only time I was here hits me fully.

Images of her kneeling at my feet fill my head, sending me jolts of pleasure that expand from my intestines to the crotch of my pants.

My cock twitch in my pants.

"You could at least pretend that you like me after 4 months, you moron"

Her voice rouses me.

"Sorry...what?"

"You got it, Barnes"

Amaya finishes her drink and turns completely to me.

Her green, mesmerizing eyes don't let me go.

“Look I know you don't like me and that's okay even if I don't understand why.I don't want anything from you, I've already got what I wanted.It was a one night only.I have no interest in you and I have no intention of meddling between you and Sharon" she leans her elbows on the table and leans towards me, her large and voluptuous breasts seem to want to get out of the subtle prison that is her dress.

She continues with her speech while I can't help but listen to her with my mouth open.

“I know it won't make any sense to you but after almost 13 years I don't feel alone anymore.By accentuating this work, I finally found friends, people who respect me and who love me for who I am.Don't make me leave all of this” her voice seems to break.

I feel guilty for acting like a perfect idiot.

She looks at a spot behind me and a big smile appears on her lips, then she brings her attention back to me.

She stands up and before leaving she tells me one last thing.

"You owe me this thing Barnes.I've always been fair to you.Please”

I look down at my beer and hear her sigh.

The time to look up and she is gone.

I turn my head behind me and see her hug a tall blond man.

I go back to my beer, confused and disoriented.

Steve and Natasha return to the table with our orders while Sam and Sharon are dancing and laughing in the middle of the floor, he is giving her a pirouette.

I pause to look at Amaya and that guy.

They are leaning against the bar counter, he is saying something to her and she throws her head back laughing heartily and then she puts her hand on his chest and they observe each other for a few seconds.

And then he kisses her.

His lips are on hers those of her who happily reciprocates, her hands go on his neck and caress him.

Instead, his hands are on her hips, I see how he holds her soft flesh.

I know the feeling that he is trying to hold her.

My hand on Vibranium automatically tightens around the glass.

Sam's voice rouses me from my anger.

I hadn't even noticed they were back at the table.

As I turn to him I notice Natasha's curious look at me, I pretend nothing has happened.

"They're getting into it, huh?" Sam giggles.

Them start a barrage of comments about the kiss but I do not pay the slightest attention.

I feel anger boiling in my stomach.

I lean towards my girlfriend's ear.

"What do you say if you follow me to the bathroom in 5 minutes?"

I see her pupils dilate, she bites her lip.

I can see a spark of lust ignite in her eyes.

"You are crazy James, you know?" so saying she gets up and goes to the bathroom.

Without saying a word, I too get up and follow her.

Once we get to the bathroom I don't even give her time to talk.

I drag her with me inside to one of the cubicles and slamming her against the wall I begin to kiss her passionately.

She unbuttons half my shirt and scratches my chest with her long fingernails.

My hands are immediately under the hem of her dress, my fingers immediately find her panties and push them aside.

I penetrate her with two fingers, she gasps in my ear.

I continue to kiss her while I frantically pump inside her and with my other hand I pinch and massage her clit.

She cum shortly after.

Then I face with her shoulders towards me and I lift her dress, I pull down my pants just enough to free my erection.

I enter her badly, in an almost animal way.

She screams with pleasure and I immediately plug her mouth.

Between our moans I whisper to her "Shut up or someone will hear us"

She nods and I keep holding a hand on her mouth.

I don't give a fuck if someone catches us, that's not why my hand is on her lips blocking her gasps.

I do it because it's not her voice that I would like to hear at the moment.

I keep fucking her mercilessly, she is forced to put her hands against the wall to keep her balance and not hit her face.

I hate myself right now.

I hate myself with all my heart.

But I couldn't stay a minute longer seeing Amaya kissing another man, seeing how another could touch her and hold her.

I'm freaking out.

Thinking that he'll be between her thighs tonight makes my bile rise in my mouth.

I feel Sharon's pussy tightening around me.

She is going to cum so I keep pushing, harder and harder until I feel her cum.

I don't stop and I keep going in and out of her body until after a few moments I cum too.

We both have shortness of breath and a heart pounding.

But for different reasons.

She looks ecstatic.

I just want to throw up.

I feel like a monster.

“It was great” she gasps turning around and wrapping her arms around my neck.

She kisses me lewdly like she's ready for round two.

"We should do it more often" she continues, giggling.

After that she breaks off and tries to fix herself up.

When we are presentable we go back to our friends' table.

I immediately notice that Amaya and that guy they sat down at the table.

Fuck.

When we sit down, Mister Blonde Hair holds out his hand to me.

"Nice to meet you Sergeant"

"My pleasure but please call me Bucky"

We smile only out of courtesy.

Sam is looking at me strangely.

"What's up?"

He laughs attracting the attention of the whole table.

He points to my chest with his finger.

"Your shirt dude"

I look down and realize that it is badly buttoned, I see Sharon blush and laugh, then she turns to me.She adjusting my shirt and turns to Sam.

"I got it.Shut the fuck up!" Sharon says.

Everyone laughs loudly.

Everyone except me and Amaya, I see disgust in her face.

It lasts the fraction of a moment then her attention is again attracted by her handsome Prince Charming.

The evening passes between chatter and laughter but I am distracted most of the time.

I keep thinking about what I did and above all why I did it.

Amaya is a know-it-all and annoying woman but that doesn't take anything away from the fact that she is damn sexy.

That if I could I would fuck her here and now, in front of everyone.

Sharon does not deserve any of this, the guilt is corroding my guts like acid.

Finally someone has decided it's time to go, maybe it was Steve, so we leave the club.

Sharon comes over and kisses me.

"Are you sure you have to go?"

She sighs

"Unfortunately yes, tomorrow morning at 5 I have a flight to Newcastle and I still have to go to the hotel to settle my suitcase"

I sigh too but with relief.

I see her calling a taxi, she greets everyone and I kiss her one last time.

"I call you soon" she tells me, I nod.

The taxi leaves.

We walk towards the tower.

Agent Scott is on his way with us.

Great.

Steve and Natasha are in front of everyone, walking embraced, chatting happily.

Amaya is in front of me, she shrugs her shoulders as if she is cold and Scott takes off his jacket to wrap it around her shoulders.

She smiled softly at him and intertwined her fingers with his.

I clench my fists in my pockets, the urge to tighten my fingers around his throat is too great.

As if an unknown force pushed me to punch him until his pretty face turned into a mask of blood.

Sam is walking unaware by my side, continuing to tell me about that beautiful blonde who gave him her number just before leaving the place.

Once we reach the tower, everyone goes to their room.

The first to leave us are Steve and Nat.We say goodnight.

The two redheads wink.

They both giggle knowing what will happen shortly thereafter.

Sam stops in front of his door.

"Goodnight guys and I recommend Amaya not scream too loud that I am light sleeper"

She blushes but laughs heartily followed by Lucas.

I can't stand that much and keep walking towards my room door.

"Fuck you Wilson!" I hear her answer.

The sound of heels behind me and as I am about to enter the room I hear her voice.

"Night Barnes"

"Goodnight to you too"

I answer without turning and I close the door behind me.

I punch the wall, the imprint of my hand in Vibranium remains carved.

I go to the bed and throw myself on it badly.

I squeeze my eyes tight.

I can imagine her right now, he will be undressing her and she with her wise lips will be showing him heaven.

I can see her lying with her legs apart, all on display just for him, begging him to take her.

Her breasts that sway to the rhythm of his thrusts.

He who will give her one orgasm after another by getting sated with her sweet and tender flesh.

To kiss and lick where my lips had been before.

I run my hands through my hair, squeezing the locks in my fists and pulling.

The pain can distract me from my thoughts.

I take off my clothes and take a shower, I need to wash Sharon's smell and my anger out of my body.

At this moment, her scented trail makes me nauseous.

With only boxers on I go to bed preparing myself for a sleepless night.

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