I miss my ex so bad. I hate every ounce of my being for sabotaging our relationship. He couldn’t handle my obsessiveness and with me having bipolar I just have no other way of functioning. I would have walked to the ends of earth and died for him and I still would. Not trying to make him sound bad. We tried for so long but I was being toxic with my obsessive behaviour and all I want for him is true happiness. But unfortunately that means it has to be without me. And that breaks my heart. I love and miss him eternally.
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OKAY so im visiting my sister and mom out of state and since the last time they saw me, i have gained a little weight. i’m leaving in 2 weeks, what do y’all recommend for the best diet to lose as much as i can within that time??? no wrong answers. health is not a concern.
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Food log 05/12/2021
It’s 7:47 pm I’m done eating for the day but here’s what I ate td!
Gatorade zero
Fibre one bar
Green tea
Total= 95 cals
It’s a little over what I wanted but!
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GENERAL
name: Persephone Reitze
alias(es): Team Flare Admin
gender: Trans femme (she/her) (note: doesn’t really identify fully as a woman exactly)
age: 24
date of birth: April 11
place of birth: Celadon
hometown: Celadon
spoken languages: Kanto (native) Unova (native) Kalos (almost fluent)
sexual preference: Androsexual
occupation: Team Flare Admin
APPEARANCE
eye color: Seafoam green
hair color: Flare-orange
height: 5′11
scars: a few from... fun times with Jax uwu
burns: none
over weight: no
under weight: no
FAVOURITE
colour: Reddd
hair colour: Jax’s
eye colour: Jax’s
song: Happy Go Sucky Fucky by Die Antwoord. (sorry)
movie: lmao dont make me say it
tv show: Youtube drama bullshit, various reality shows
food: Gummy cherry candy and cinnamon gum
drink: Vodka!
book: this bitch doesnt read
HAVE THEY
passed university: no
had sex: lots
kissed a boy: Ofc
kissed a girl: Yuuup. comphet!
gotten tattoos: nope
gotten piercings: Ears, nipples, and tongue
been in love: Obsessively
stayed up for more than 24 hours: shes done a lot of drugs honey. of course.
ARE THEY
a virgin: nooo
a cuddler: only with jax. and she is pointy
a kisser: yuh
scared easily: exaggerated startle response bc trauma, but not scared really
jealous easily: oh absolutely... but trusts jax
trustworthy: FUCK NO
in love: obsessively
single: bitch she’s engaged
RANDOM QUESTIONS (tw for self harm/suicide mention)
have they harmed themselves: depends on what you mean
thought of suicide: thought, yes. truly considered, no.
wanted to kill someone: yes lmao
drove a car: yes, but she can’t actually drive lmao
have/had a job: yes
have any fears: Not being good enough,
FAMILY
sibling(s): one younger sister
parents: Mother and father are still alive but Seph is distant from them. Mother is Mary, a nurse; father is Robert, works retail
children: uhhh Jax’s kid, kinda?
pets: her pokemon! but she keeps them mostly in their pokeballs bc she is not a good person lmao
art by jaxxy of course <3
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