Stats:
Lily (not my real name)
24 years old
hw: 62
cw: 52
gw: ???
My ed history:
I used to have anorexia when I was around 16 years old. It never got really severe but it stuck with me for the rest of my live. As soon as I moved out I had a relapse and lost 10 kg. But I stopped after my father was admitted to the hospital and I wanted to be strong for him and my family (he's completely fine now). After this relapse I had a weird case of drunkorexia, which later morphed into alcoholism (yey). After being sober for over a year now I started going to the gym. I was eating normally all this time, but because I'm doing so much sports now, I started loosing weight again. And now everything is a mess. Do I want to become fit and strong? Then I have to eat more. Or do I want to lose more weight? I don't know where I'm going with this ed thing. All I know is that I want to obsess over food and eating again. I already started counting calories again because of the gym, so thats fun (except that I'm eating 2500 calories a day to maintain my weight currently. as I said, I don't really know where I want to go or what I'm doing.) So this morning I thought to myself 'let's just go back to ed tumblr and go from there'
this is a mess, bye.
(english is not my first language)
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This is such an old blog (and I've had others in between as well) but I guess I'm resurrecting it since I need a place for my unhealthy coping once again and so on- I'm very much pro recovery, this is just an outlet for venting. I'm looking for active ED blogs (2023) to follow- like this and I'll have a look at your blog. Please be over 18 years old.
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gonna write thinnnspo quotes in my journal omfg i love
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Please enjoy my first meme with my favorite quote from always sunny. Hope this hasn’t been done before
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OKAY so im visiting my sister and mom out of state and since the last time they saw me, i have gained a little weight. i’m leaving in 2 weeks, what do y’all recommend for the best diet to lose as much as i can within that time??? no wrong answers. health is not a concern.
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Oh to have legs like this 🥺
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Is there a difference
Please don't use me as fatspo or take my pics .
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is it so bad that i just always want to see my ribs?
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Pro-ana tumblr I need your help. I’ve been binging a lot lately any tips to get back on track?
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when i binge i cannot get on tumblr
i'll be in my feels the rest of the day laying in my bed and waiting for a quick death. the guilty is astronomical.
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