my guilty pleasure is watching mukbangs whenever i feel a b*nge coming, it curbs my appetite right away

I made it through!! 😭🙌🏾⭐️

tonight at a birthday party i refused a piece of cake (and i skipped dinner).

I feel so f*cking powerful right now. I’m so proud of myself.

(i’m not pro, it’s just because i ate a lot in the past few days and i demonstrated to myself that i am in control, not the food)

I know I need to get my shit together fr when I find myself coming back on here

rahhhh i need anti binge tips urgently

k well i was supposedly on the ABC diet... there's a reason why its supposed to be difficult i guess ;-; does anyone have any anti binge tips?? <3

Today’s Calories 💕

- 1 medium banana (105 calories)

- 5 strawberries (30 calories)

Total: 135 calories

Exercise: burned 500 calories (~10,000 steps)

Net calories: -365!!

Honestly I can't even look at myself. I didn't realize how bad I've let myself go. I guess I just didn't see it because I keep hiding myself under my clothes. But now I have to dress nice tomorrow for an important event and I don't even look like myself. My arms are massive, like body builder massive but instead of muscle it's all fat. I don't even want to talk about my stomach, it's so much bigger than my ass and pokes out more than my tits. I can't even look at myself. But this is the only decent outfit that I have that isn't just jeans and a t-shirt. I hate this. I need to actually do something about this instead of binging every fuckjng day

We must stay focus to reach our goals.

- Chic girl

im startin to make a thinspo notebook. like antibinge one to look in every day. i did something like that before but it was shitty. this one i will try to make as fine-lookin as i can. and i will draw something small in it just to open and look sometimes. yes it will be full of questionable things and some mean things like "skinyismoreimportanthanhealth" so i don't know if i will show it here. and also i thing that i have tuu wrythe lyek zadt tue awoed beyinghh kaughd bhye zumbaydeeh (to write like that to avoid being caught by somebody

I’ve been a year clean from self harm which is awesome however now it’s getting hard again all the trauma comes back this time of year and I relive everything so I’m just wondering when I will fuck up again

I think what's so funny about the whole "Hera having a vision about her own death" sorta thing is that she's following it like a goddamn IKEA manual. Not only is she just going "welp, guess I'll die!" but she's even dressing herself in the exact same outfit she saw in the vision.

Hades and Persephone weren't even dressed the exact same in the vision she had of them getting married in the Vol 1 bonus chapter-

And don't get me wrong, it's definitely a sort of cliche storyline for a character to have a vision and then try to defy it, but that's like... sort of half the point of having a vision plotline to begin with. Of course, Rachel circumvents this by showcasing it as a sort of tragic positive for Hera to go along with the vision, because it would be making some sort of grand sacrifice for Persephone to utilize to defeat Kronos (but that's... really ick when you consider the fact that Kronos is her abuser sigh) so it sort of makes sense for Hera to go along with the vision, but down to even wearing the same dang outfit, like girl it's a vision, not a list of commands, I don't think the outfit you're wearing has ANY bearing on whether or not this vision plays out when you're walking right into it and expecting it to happen LMAO

Unless this is some sort of Kingdom-Hearts-0.2-to-Kingdom-Hearts-1 pipeline explanation thing where the outfit HAS to be there for the plot to work?? 💀😆

IDK man I'm really not taking it that seriously, the entire plot at this point is a mess, but the Hera outfit thing is one of the funnier things that I'm getting a good laugh at, because damn, girl really understood the assignment 💀😆 Hera calling the nearest Forever 21 like "yo I was serving cunt in this vision I had of me dying so obviously I need to die in the EXACT outfit I saw, do you have it in extra small???" 😆

Starting a 120-hour fast.

If I could, I wouldn't eat on weekdays and then do OMAD for Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

why do i keep doing this?

i’m attracted to everything that is toxic for me. I keep saying that i will change, i’ll change my desires but in reality it’s all the same, nothing changed.

i hate this, and i hate me.

23/Feb/2023, Andrew Rea aka Binging with Babish....I'm very disappointed in you

I was just watching the latest Basics with Babish and literally halfway through the video, this shit slides onscreen:

Spread the word so y'all don't get a nasty surprise like I did.

I regret having been a years-long subscriber now.

Genuinely disgusted.

Shitty ai 'art' being promoted when you search for things is actually vile.

First of all, it benefits nobody. Someone wanting reference for the continents? Someone wanting to see how to draw earth accurately? Nope! Here, HAVE A FUCKING AI. THANKS FOR PUTTING IT ON THE FIRST GOD DAMN ROW WITH THE REGULAR IMAGES!!! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE AI!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY WHEN I NEED ACTUAL IMAGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Second, why. People who have stock images that give them money don't even get anything from it.

Third, nobody likes ai art.

im too tired to make an actual essay about this go get better sources I'm angry

I've been on a Friends kick lately, and I just watched the scene where Monica and Chandler had their first big fight and he thought it was over, but guess what HE DIDN'T GO SLEEP WITH ANYONE ELSE! HE TALKED TO HER ABOUT IT FIRST AND GUESS WHAT SHE ASSURED HIM IT WAS JUST A FIGHT!! His first thought wasn't immediately to get under someone, no instead he talked to her and worked out the issue with Monica. Some people should have taken notes from Chandler *cough cough Logan* *cough cough Ross*