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If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

things to remind myself:

- losing lbs without a goal is endless torture, always have a special event/day (concert, party, anniversary, etc) to make as a goal

- fantasize outfits that will fit on ur ugw to wear on ur special day

- make sure ur special day is far away enough to give u time to get to ur gw, rushing is not good for ur body, and u want to be pretty and flawless on ur special day!!

- losing a little every week over a longer time period helps with loose skin

- small progress is still progress

- fasting 2-3 a week, no more than 24 hrs each

- have a hobby that u tend to zone out into so u can do that when u get hungry (right now for me its watching kdramas :))

august >>>>> now

i mean i really don’t feel much skinnier but i guess i am a little

Hello you sons of beaches,

new fear unlocked: pregnancy

i am currently pregnantt so I am terrified of gaining even more weight

I have to start running again and working out a lot

New diet:

Salad

Chicken / Salmon

School thinspo *:･ﾟ✧ 📎📚🎓

🏷

Ur so pretty when ur sad

Howdy ana tumbler. It's been a while.

Haven't posted on or browsed any pro Ana anything in a while. I havent had intrusive thoughts or acted on behaviors related to my ed in just as long. It feels like my ed just went away on its own. (I go over this in excessive detail in my most recent post; this is essentially a tl;Dr of that)

I never thought I'd be in this position where I'm both underweight and without an eating disorder but I am.

I'm leaning in more to therapy and I've got a long road ahead of me but I think it's time I put this and other accounts I have like it to rest.

I've always saw goodbye posts from people entering recovery or otherwise distancing themselves from this world and I guess it's my turn finally.

I hope to see y'all on the other side eventually.

Stay safe and take care. I love y'all ❤️

going to need all of the motivation i can rn send everything you can meanspo thinspo fatspo whatever

fasting from 2nd to 5th having a protein bar then fasting again from the 5th to 8th

help

so, let’s keep a long story short. i was under 80lbs back in nov, (5’6” and newly 17 for reference) and my heart almost gave out, so i was hospitalized for 3 months and forced to gain back i don’t know how much. (followed up with 6 week php program). the whole time i was planning my relapse. i feel larger than i ever have been, and i desparately need to know what i weigh to get a grip on things. i’ve been back to omad for over a month and i feel like i’m gaining. my body adjusted back so fast. i’m considering diet pills. idk if they work or what to look for. i have to be careful with being secretive, or i know i will be sent back inpatient. i need help. i’m hoping this summer i’ll be able to avoid being home and thus go back to what i was doing a year ago. i’ve been dealing with ana since i was 12, and i don’t think it’ll ever go away. any tips or people looking for mutuals/coaches greatly welcomed!! be safe <3

GUYS

Don’t forget if you’re gonna purge to purge before you take your meds I just did a big dumb and now my evening epilepsy meds are bye bye 🫠🫠 but I’ll be fine for a night. Some of you won’t be!!! And none of use should risk it!!!

MEDS DO NOT COUNT TOWARDS YOUR CALORIES!!!! Be safe pls 💖💖💖

i wish i was a “i’ll just have some water, thanks” typa girl

i hate the fact that when im in high restriction i become the most productive bitch ever like all the things i complain about not having time for (cleaning my room, skin care routine, meal planning, etc) when im binging i get done with time left over when im not eating

it bothers me bc i have to suffer in order to take care of myself

new skirt i bought myself

its a size small and its still too big on me :)

I just talked to my boyfriend and he said: ‚babe you’re fat, that‘s just a fact.‘

I want to cry rn and leave him and be alone and starve so no one can ever call me fat again I‘m so sick of it

Dream body <3

i just wanna feel skinny just once

why must i feel like a fucking elephant stomping around the place all the time?

i’m so aware of how much space i take up, how jiggly my tummy, butt and thighs are and also how much my belly sticks out.

when will it be my turn to be thin? to be dainty? to be perfect?