Been a minute lol
Okay sooo I was stuck in the worst binge restrict cycle because of my “addiction” to weed (yes, yes it has no addictive qualities, but the withdrawals are real and painful) but I’ve been sober and making good progress lately, it’s weird though the time flies so fast for me now because I’m doing the same thing every day.
152 lbs today (jan 24) and hoping to be out of the 50s before the month is over.
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tw: ed vent
heh its getting bad again...i cant think of eating without feeling sick, my hair is falling out, my knees are getting too weak to go up stairs, i only get 3 hours of sleep every night...it feels exhilarating and miserable at the same time
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hungry to bed and hungry to rise
makes a girl wake up smaller in size 💕💕
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gonna start weighting myself in kgs instead of lbs so I can feel less pathetic about the numbers.
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in my “don’t care as long as i’m in a deficit” era
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okay but staying places without a scales is driving me crazy
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i miss the twelve year old girl who ate everything she wanted.
the twelve year old girl that laughed with her friends while eating pizza and chips.
the twelve year old girl that ordered takeout with her family.
the twelve year old girl that bought ice cream and donuts.
the twelve year old girl that wasn't ill.
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Instead of saying "I'm not going to binge ever again" tell yourself "I'm not going to binge today" it's much easier to take things day by day rather than stopping all at once.
You've got this ❤️
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This may be weird but whatever that’s who I am enjoy reading if you’d like to.
What I hate the MOST abt myself:
Fat thighs
Fat face
Fat arms
Fat stomach
Fat legs
Fat everywhere
My body in general
My face
My personality
My style
My life
The urge to b1ng3 that I always have
My scars
What I like abt myself:
Boney/skinny hands
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Edblr this, edtwt that, whatever the fuck ab edtok- no. Let's talk about ed Pinterest.
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literal holy grail for my vegetarian girlies
mckays chicken soup base !!! it is completely vegetarian but it tastes so good and salty just like chicken soup and it’s only 10 cals per teaspoon!!
i like to make two cups of soup (so 2 teaspoons of mix) for 20 calories and then cut a piece of keto bread (35) into tiny bits and toast it in the oven for little croutons and boom you have a meal for only 65 calories !!!
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I was just asked what the word "waif" means and I said that it's a Victorian word for skinny goals
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