#🍋food🍋
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hating my body, hating my personality, and also hating my face is the worst combo like can i at least have one good quality please
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Been a minute lol
Okay sooo I was stuck in the worst binge restrict cycle because of my “addiction” to weed (yes, yes it has no addictive qualities, but the withdrawals are real and painful) but I’ve been sober and making good progress lately, it’s weird though the time flies so fast for me now because I’m doing the same thing every day.
152 lbs today (jan 24) and hoping to be out of the 50s before the month is over.
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All I want is to one day wake up and be okay with my body is that too much to ask for
#restrictive ed#n0t pr0#meanspø#i wanna be sk1nny#4norex1c#caloric restriction#4n4 thoughts#🍋food🍋#calzoned#4n0r3x14#ana inspiration#ana inspo#anorektyczki#anorexjk#anorexsick#pr0 ana diary#ana trigger
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Them: Just take your pills,
Despite the down hills.
They’ll fix the problem,
They’ll fix you, because you are them.
Just take your meds,
They help heal our heads.
Don’t worry about the defects,
Just think about the calming effects.
Just take this drug,
They’re prescribed it doesn’t make mean you’re plugged.
Me: my pills hurt my body,
They make it difficult for me to not feel shoddy.
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep,
Yet I can’t even stay on my feet.
I feel better than before,
But yet, worse so much more.
I don’t want my med,
I may wind up dead.
I don’t want these pills,
A part of my mind the pill kills.
A poem called “pills” done by myself.
#slef harm#self mutalition#tw vent#eat1ng d1sorder#bpd feels#vent blog#bpd mood#bpd thoughts#sk1nnie#🍋food🍋#my meds arent working
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I'm staying over at a friend's house for the night and I'm lowkey kinda scared about how much food and cals I'm gonna have because the next day we're doing a picnic kind of thing in her backyard or something and there's gonna be so much food and I know I won't be able to resist eating a lot
I won't be able to not eat lunch either because I said I would like cook something for the picnic and it will be around lunch time. Also I really dislike cooking and I really don't wanna make it even though it is a box thing so I'm gonna get my mum to do most of the work. Which will make it more boring but whatever
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pov: you're the wedding cake testers i'm about to gobble up 🍰
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i want to go feral. i want to go wild. i want to go completely unhinged and break my inhibitions and crush my conscience, i want to go batshit fucking crazy.
i want to eat bread.
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Instead of saying "I'm not going to binge ever again" tell yourself "I'm not going to binge today" it's much easier to take things day by day rather than stopping all at once.
You've got this ❤️
#🍋food🍋#calzoned#calzones#4n0r3x14#tw calzone#tw calzones#4n4r3x1c#th1insp0#butterfly 🦋#sk1nnie#🦋 tips
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Does anyone want to be ed friends
Dm me
#ana inspiration#ana inspo#anor3x1a#anorektyczki#anorexjk#anorexsick#eat1ng d1sorder#eating problems#tw eating issues#ana trigger#b1nge eating#need to lose more weight#pr0 ana diary#i need to lose this weight#skinnysp0#tw ana diary#tw ed relapse#tw ed vent#🍋food🍋#i want to be a skeleton#i wanna be sk1nny#sk1n and b0nes#sk1nnie#ed diet#restrictive ed#ed fast#body ch3ck
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Thoughts on Graeme using piping bags full of fluffy cream or frosting to fill up Matty's tummy? 👀👉👈
(I know you were looking for ideas and that's a fav trope of mine >;3c)
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ooouugh, I absolutely love this trope too! I spend most of my week working in a bakery and try to, you know, not think horny thoughts on the clock lmao but there sure is a lot of inspiration. everyday I am surrounded by sugary treats.
matty’s favorite desserts mainly of anything fruit or dairy-forward. think: pies, danishes, cheesecake, milkshakes, ice cream, etc. straight up buttercream would probably be too sweet for him, but I can definitely see him taking well to a huge bag of whipped cream or like, a pudding filling or a mousse. yeah omg milk chocolate mousse would be so dense but so good to be able to fill up one. actually no, let him lose control on something fruit and dairy….now that I think of it you could “force” feed matty whipped strawberry or raspberry cream until he looked like a stuffed piping bag himself
#tbh it’s less forceful to matty and more of a challenge#any sort of food eating challenge would automatically get him to stuff his face#he’s easy to encourage if he gets a reward…mainly praise#sunny answers#oc: matty#🍋 anon#hello 👋
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today i witnessed the true holiday spirit when i saw two grown adults fighting over a turkey in a grocery store while one of their young children sat in the cart beside them playing with a loaf of bread 🦃
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id: a screenshot from tik tok showing smushed up smiley potatoes. the text says “if i can’t smile no one can.” /end id
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trick or treat!
happy halloween! 🎃 you didn't specify what you wanted sooooooo
have a very small lemon :)
#cryptid chattering#food#enjoy your lil lemon lem 🍋#this is not my picture btw this is not what my hands look like
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