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#tried to explain to a guy that I don't want to spend eternity with the guy who supposedly just let my ppl be enslaved
gxlden-angels · 1 year
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If another white christian tells me that white christians freed the slaves I'm gonna go back in time and push the first tiktaalik back into the fucking water
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grlazul · 1 year
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affections
some of the ways they show their affection for you. housewardens version
notes: bit of angst at the end of malleus' section, i'm quite sorry guys.
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RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS
when most think of riddle, patience is not the first thing that comes to mind. this is because they don't have the privilege of seeing the riddle you get to see. you had been studying with him for around an hour and a half. for the past half hour you had been stuck on a certain topic, no matter how many chapters of the textbook you read or how many times he tried to explain it, you just couldn't wrap your head around it. had you been anyone else, riddle would be incredibly frustrated, and perhaps a bit desperate for them to get a grip, but you were not just anyone. so he sat with you throughout it, vowing to help and find the perfect study method. ace and deuce gawk at his gentle behavior, a stark contrast to the yelling they endured earlier. his favoritism towards you is outrageous, not that you mind.
LEONA KINGSCHOLAR
is tired, very often. he isn't always asleep when he's seen laying around. but can't seem to find the will to get up and do something. despite his constant fatigue, he will always find ways to remind you that he loves you. forcing you to lay with him is one of them, he'll wrap his arms around you and nuzzle into your neck before asking you to speak. it can be about anything really, most of the time you'll talk about how your day went. he always listens, his eyes are shut but you know he's invested because of the never ending remarks he'll make as you go on. someone was bothering you? he's just called them the most hilarious name you can think of, not wanting you to be bothered by such a lowlife. he doesn't have to see you to know what expression you have on your face. it's quite amazing really, he knows just what to say and when to say it, and even knows when he should stay quiet. it's quite simple, really. but he loves it, though not nearly as much as he loves you. (a/n almost called him eepy while writing his part haha)
AZUL ASHENGROTTO
azul is very devoted to his work, but when it comes to you, he is almost tempted to throw it away. he is very aware that his constant giving of gifts does not make up for his lack of presence on most nights. which is why he will put everything aside once in a while and dedicate an entire day to you, his lovely pearl. whatever you want, he'll do it with you. it's only fair after he has spent many a night cramped up in his office dealing with contract after contract. he knows your relationship isn't perfect, but he's eternally grateful that you're willing to work with him through it. one of his favorite things to do is when you decide to have a movie night with him. he'll help you build a fort, make snacks, anything you feel is important to the activity, and will then wrap all his limbs around you while the two of you watch. it's quite endearing really, a normally serious businessman tossing the entire persona for his one and only. don't tell the tweels please... they'll never let him hear the end of it.
KALIM AL ASIM
when on earth is he not showing all of his love for you?? it would honestly be hard to find an answer to that question... kalim is always in your corner (almost literally, he would spend every second with you if he could but i think jamil would lose it if he hears one more nickname such as 'pookie muffin' or 'moopsy'...) however i think his favorite way to show you he loves you is taking you for rides on his magic carpet, cliche i know but it's cute! of course all his gifts mean a lot to him, you're beginning to develop your own mini treasure room in ramshackle for goodness sake, but the time you spend with him cannot compare to any riches. if you're scared of heights, he'll work his way around it! it may not seem as romantic when you're only two feet off the ground, but when it's with kalim, that doesn't really matter.
VIL SCHOENHEIT
now, vil is very busy. and unlike azul, he doesn't have the same amount of control over his schedule. this can be a bit problematic when it comes to your relationships but he always manages to find ways to include you in whatever he's doing. you've never been on the set of a movie? now you have, several times in fact. the directors begin to expect your arrival with his after a while and you eventually get your own chair to watch your star do his magic on set. if you ever find yourself feeling unwelcome or uneasy, he knows how to pull strings. he will promise to ruin anyone who dare to make his partner feel as if they are not welcome. and if you ever feel as if you want to do the kinds of things he does, you better believe this man is getting you in contact with anyone and everyone he can (and this is vil... it's a lot of people). but at the end of the day, he just loves to unwind with you. to fall asleep with you in his arms is bliss, he can't get enough.
IDIA SHROUD
idia is without a doubt, one of the most closed up people on the planet. to see him outside of his room is a marvel in itself, but to see him with his significant other in a cafe? one would have to double check their vision. he really can't believe the lengths he goes for you. to sit in such a place, surrounded by so many normies is honestly a nightmare! he's thankful you let him choose where the two of you should sit, bringing you to the most closed off booth in the space. you'll definitely have to order for him, it's the least you can do after forcing him to come to such a place! jokes aside, he really does try for you. of course he would rather sit in his room holed up playing video games while the both of you chat, but he knows that's just a fantasy. start easy with him, small gatherings first, perhaps you can build his courage up enough to bring him to a bigger place like the mall... oh the things he does for you prefect...
MALLEUS DRACONIA
you were malleus' first friend, and now his first lover. needless to say, he would do practically anything for you. he truly feels that no action, words, or items can express his feelings for you. even the most passionate of poems cannot do him justice. despite his frustration for not being able to properly express his feelings, he does enjoy gift giving. tiny trinkets, photographs, letters, you name it, he has given it to you in some variation. if you collect them and keep them somewhere he will just absolutely melt. you truly are everything to him. something he enjoys very much is when the two of you go into the forest or the meadow to find plants and other things to give to each other. it makes him so giddy, preparing something for you while you do the same. he's practically giggling and skipping as he looks for more flowers for you. once you give him your small bouquet or flower crown, or whatever you have created, he's delighted! he casts a spell that will make them last forever. if only he could do the same to you...
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fractiflos · 29 days
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banjo and en as villains headcanons 😮
I took this villain version a little differently.
This time, they were never heroes at all. The villainous duo, Lariat and Gaen. But they still have standards and don't work for AFO. Instead, they're thieves who take advantage of the chaos of the time to rob people.
One day, they run into the woods to get away from the cops and come across a dying hermit. Hikage just shoves hair into Banjo's mouth and dies before they can ask any questions. Unfortunately, the cops see them over the dead body of Hikage and they are labeled murderers, which offends them because they are thieves not murderers, so they set out to prove their innocence.
They plan to break into a news station to broadcast their story. Unfortunately, during the break in, OFA activates and Banjo accidentally punches through a steel beam, which causes the building to collapse. This was all caught and broadcast, only furthering their newfound reputation (despite no one dying), much to the disappointment of the other vestiges.
As they try to figure out what the heck that strength was, they catch the eye of AFO, who immediately knows what that strength is. He offers to take the quirk back, but when Banjo is told it's a quirk, he decides to keep it, so AFO tries to take it by force and fails. Luckily, the villain duo managed to escape before he killed them. At first they weren't too sure about the quirk, but they did know that if AFO wanted it, they weren't giving it to him, thus they were ready to join in the OFA keep away game.
Out of pure frustration with the quirk not being used to try and kill AFO, the vestiges manage to manifest and show up in Banjo's dream to scream "KILL AFO!" and also explain the purpose of the quirk. He told En about it, and remembering the hermit who shoved the hair down Banjo's throat, he realized that it must be true. Now they're faced with a moral dilemma: Try to defeat AFO and die or keep the quirk for themselves and face the disappointment of the ghosts. In the end, Banjo decides to try and defeat AFO, mainly because he realized that once he died he'd have to spend eternity with the predecessors and that would be awkward.
After failing to take OFA again, Banjo gets a building thrown on him and he dies. But not before giving it too En. "it's your problem now" were his last words. En, also realizing the eternal awkwardness, tries to find someone to hand it off to, eventually deciding on one of the newer heroes. Thus, OFA ended up back in the hands of heroes with no one the wiser. Hm, oh what's that Deku, a picture of a guy that looks a like Banjo in a book of historical villains? No, that's just a coincidence, everyone has a doppleganger, there totally wasn't a super embarrassing point in time where OFA used to belong to villains, haha.
Poor Yoichi. His brother will never let him live that down.
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Chapter 5: In Which a Nickname is Given
Over the following days, Twig swiftly learned that Darkrai was shockingly clingy. She would stand up from a spot she'd settled in and he would rise as well to follow her to her destination, and he would only leave whatever room she'd stepped into when she left it herself. With the fact that he'd politely turned down her offer to stay in the guest room, and Twig subsequently facing the options of either sleeping in a linen closet or keep sleeping in the main room where he'd set up shop, this was awful for her nerves. If she thought trying to sleep around Dusknoir the night the Future Trio returned was bad, trying to catch any winks with Darkrai in the room was infinitely worse. She kept jerking awake from nightmares, much to her bewilderment. 
Didn't Darkrai lack his memories? Why would he send nightmares to torment her in the night when he had no reason to? She intended to confront him about it in the morning, but his level tone cut through the silence one evening after she bolted upright in bed, gasping for breath after a dream of being buried alive. 
"Apologies," he said, monotone, clear, and deliberate. "I'm afraid I don't have much control over my… peculiarities."
She dragged a hand down her face. Yeah. Cool. Okay. She probably should have anticipated the fact that the guy who was once bent on throwing the world into eternal darkness had an aura of bad vibes that sent you spiraling into nightmares if you slept around him. It made sense in hindsight. 
Speaking of hindsight, she should have thought up a cover story before now. 
Darkrai clearly knew something was up with her. It took her forever to think up a false origin story for him, and her nervousness as she brainstormed all the details and tried to memorize them, keeping everything in her head and never daring to put them on paper, all made her look suspicious. She must look sketchy beyond belief as she wrung her hands and fidgeted in the corner across from Darkrai, glancing up every so often and then looking askance. But she finally had a cohesive narrative in mind, so she finally broke the news.
“We used to know each other,” Twig said over dinner one evening, “before you lost your memories.”
Darkrai looked up, but didn’t speak.
“I wasn’t sure if I should tell you, because, uh… well, it seemed like you didn’t mind not knowing? That was the sort of energy I got, at least!” She forced out a nervous chuckle. “But, um. I figured it’d kind of be a jerk move to keep it to myself, you know?”
He made no move to respond— just stared at her unblinkingly.
“You used to be a sort of traveling do-gooder. You’d go from place to place, and you’d help however you could. We crossed paths a couple of times when my exploration team was on expeditions.” She couldn’t look him in the eyes anymore. She fixed her gaze on the tabletop and continued, “What you did meant a lot for a lot of people. I know lots of folks wouldn’t be here today if it weren’t for your help.”
He didn’t react— didn’t say anything, didn’t incline his head, didn’t even flinch at the supposed reveal of his past. He just sat there and stared at her. Did he know she was lying? Did he remember his past already and had caught her in her bluff? Was he going to kill her? Was he—
“Interesting,” he said, and went back to his meal. 
She blinked, surprised. She wasn’t too confident in her skills at lying, but he wasn’t calling her on her bluff, not yet… Mission accomplished? Maybe? Hopefully?
***
Twig couldn’t hide away in her home for forever, much as she wanted to when faced with the thought of explaining her sudden multi-day absence from appearing in Verdant Village. But no matter how she would have loved to spend the rest of her life rotting in secret within the walls of her home, her lack of preparation for cooking for two meant the pantry was practically empty. She needed to go to the market and get some staple ingredients so that she wasn’t just roasting apple slices— and even those would be gone eventually, so she probably should just face the music and stop putting off the inevitable grocery run.
Darkrai, of course, made to follow her out the front door. 
“Are you sure you don’t want to stay here?” She asked, forcing a smile that wobbled far too much to be convincing. 
“I believe a bit of fresh air would do me some good,” he answered. 
He didn’t comment on the way her hands twitched around the strap of the shopping bag she’d slung over her shoulder or the way her smile wobbled even more. Twig had no idea whether that was a good or bad thing. 
Twig bought everything on her shopping list in record time and managed to escape the market before it was even remotely crowded. Darkrai trailed after her in eerie silence, just a few feet away at any given time, and it was messing with her head to have him so close by. Her safety net of routines was already up in flames which meant that she was floundering emotionally, and having the guy behind roughly eighty-five percent of her collective neuroses practically attached to her hip was not helping. Thankfully, she was on the final stretch of road to reach her home, and she could enjoy the greater amount of space he offered when they were in the same room. She couldn’t wait to collapse into her bed, unwanted spectator be darned. She could make the excuse that she wasn’t good with crowds or something like that. Nevermind that the market barely had a handful of other shoppers while they were there— she was too tired to think up another reason. 
But of course Gardevoir and Gallade had to be out in their front yard when they passed.
“Twig!” Gardevoir called from where she knelt in her garden. She dusted herself off and swept over to the roadside to meet her. “We haven’t seen you in quite some time. Are you alright?”
“Yep! Just peachy.” Please don’t let her notice that my smile isn’t reaching my eyes. Does that mean a charmeleon is faking their smile like it does for a human? Frick, fudge, heck— “I’ve just had some stuff come up that needed some attention.”
She hummed, then glanced over her shoulder. “Oh, pardon me, who is this fellow with you?”
Darkrai began to introduce himself, and it was in that moment that Twig processed two things— first, that your average pokemon wouldn’t recognize a Legend based on sight alone. They didn’t have photographs or really any sort of mass-produced images in wide circulation, if in circulation at all, which meant they didn’t have pictures of the physical manifestations of the functions of the universe handy. All of that was to say that Gardevoir didn’t recognize Darkrai. Yet. Because her second realization was that your average pokemon would absolutely know the names of any given Legend, which meant she needed to cover her tail, and fast.
“My name is D—”
“Ark! Ark. His name is Ark.” She could feel herself vibrating out of her own skin with nerves as all eyes turned to her. “He’s staying with me for a while. And, um, I’m sorry, but I need to get to my place to put away some groceries.” 
“Oh!” Gardevoir nodded. “I’m very sorry for stalling you, Twig. Glad to have met you, Ark! I hope we see each other again soon.”
“Well met,” Darkrai replied, and had to swiftly pick up the pace to return to his place in Twig’s wake as she bolted to the house.
She didn’t speak as she stuffed all the groceries into their proper places in a linen closet-turned-pantry. But it eventually occurred to her that she should. “Sorry for butting in back there. Um. I forgot to say that everyone called you Ark. It was kind of your thing to not go by your species name.”
He loomed at the end of the hallway, his shadow blocking the light from the windows of the main room. The brightest light in the hallway was the chilly glow of his eyes as he silently picked apart her every move. She felt like she was being dissected with how he took in everything she did with a clinical gaze.
He hummed quietly. A noncommittal sound that didn’t indicate his thoughts whatsoever. “Interesting.”
Twig was going to have a heart attack one of these days, she knew it. 
***
Twig broke out an old journal she had only ever used for kindling on rare occasions. It wasn’t often that she pulled it from its place on her nightstand— which was really more of a small floor table than the nightstand she had as a human— but she found herself needing its services as she woke up from another nightmare. Darkrai stared out the window from his place across the room, the picture of serenity despite the nightmare Twig had to claw her way out of seconds ago. Her resolve was wavering, and she needed to bolster it up fast. She scratched out a quick pair of lines with a piece of charcoal she kept at the journal’s side— one line long and vertical, dividing the page down its center, the second line closer to the top and horizontal. She scribbled out a pair of words in English in either of the topmost boxes she’d set apart. Darkrai couldn’t read English, could he? No pokemon she’d encountered could. She was in the clear— if he ever went snooping, he wouldn’t know she was writing out a pros and cons list on why she should or shouldn’t keep watch over him. 
The pros for kicking him out and going about her life were numerous. She would actually sleep through the night once in a while, she wouldn’t have to constantly police what she said for fear of awakening the memory of some motivation for starting the literal apocalypse, and she could actually get some time to herself so she could cry in peace every now and then. There were a host of other pros, but those stood out as the most appealing right then.
The cons— or rather con, singular—  meanwhile, outweighed everything she could summon. Stop another apocalypse before it happens made all those delightful reasons to give Darkrai the boot shine out in just how selfish they were. No, she wouldn’t let herself buckle in this. It was just one job. One thing for her to do to save the people she loved and the world at large. She could handle that. She had to handle that. 
She felt tears prick at her eyes from how overwhelming it all was.
Darkrai cast a glance her way. He seemed nearly worried.
Twig snapped the journal closed and rolled over in bed, musing on how familiar it felt to write out the letters she had studied over and over as a human, even if her hand didn’t quite hold a pencil right any longer. 
***
There was a knock at the door. Twig staggered out of bed to answer it.
“Hi Twig!” Lyra said, beaming. “Mom and Dad thought that you looked kinda sad the other day, and they said that they wanted to make you something nice, so they cooked a big pot of stew for you, and I helped a whole lot! I peeled the potatoes by myself. And I didn’t miss any peel-y bits. Dad said you don’t have to peel potatoes for stew, but I still did it because I don’t like peels, so you probably don’t either.”
The girl held out a large covered pot, little arms shaking with the effort. Twig caught it when it slipped from her hands. “Ah— careful! You don’t want to drop it.” She frowned. “Did your parents send you out to bring the pot here on your own? It’s pretty heavy.”
Lyra put her fists on her hips, puffing out her chest. “No, Dad said he would bring it on his way to get some firewood, but I said I wanted to do it! Did you see how strong I was? That pot is as big as my head, but I still carried it all the way to your house, and I didn’t spill a drop!”
Twig found herself smiling despite her exhaustion as she shifted her hold on the pot, noticing points where the broth had sloshed out on its journey here. Gosh, this kid’s enthusiasm was precious. “You didn’t, did you? Nice work, Lyra.”
“Who’s that? Is he your exploration team partner?” She gave a little gasp. “Is that Kip? Oh, wow, hi! I’m a big fan!”
Twig frowned, confused, and nearly dropped the pot herself when Darkrai’s voice sounded from directly behind her. “No, I’m not a partner of hers, nor am I named Kip. Though it would be fascinating to be on an exploration team, admittedly.”
Lyra chattered excitedly about how she wanted to be an explorer when she grew up, and Twig could barely hear the familiar rambling as she realized something. Kip. Oh, gosh, if he knew about Darkrai… Ever since the battle at Dark Crater, he’d gone from being scared of Darkrai to shaking at the very mention of his name. If he knew about her new roommate and the looming threat of Darkrai’s returning memories, his heart would give out on the spot. She’d sent him a letter recently, so she had time to figure out a cover story, but Arceus, she was not looking forward to the thought of him learning of Darkrai’s return. 
Kip wouldn’t be on his expedition forever. Eventually, he’d come back to Treasure Town, and he’d want to know why Twig was so jumpy. He’d already started suspecting something was amiss when her memories returned and she was back to refusing hugs or handshakes from everyone but him, but he'd never confronted her on it. She didn’t want to think about how she’d juggle keeping both Darkrai and Kip from finding out about each other. She’d rather die. 
She thanked Lyra again, cutting her rambling about exploration teams short, and asked her to thank her parents for her. “And thanks for all your work peeling the potatoes, I’m sure you did amazing! I need to put this on the stove now, see you soon, okay?”
Lyra pouted. “Aw. But I’m having fun talking to Ark.”
Darkrai gave Twig a brief, appraising glance out of the corner of his eye, then turned his gaze back to Lyra. “I’m afraid there’s work to be done for me as well. It was nice to meet you, miss… ?”
“Let’s talk again later. You’re cool. Bye Twig! Bye Ark!” She turned and started down the road to her house, half skipping and half running as she hummed to herself. Twig and Darkrai both watched her go. 
“I prompted her several times for her name, and she never seemed to recognize any of them,” Darkrai mused.
Twig was jolted from her swirling panic by his quiet frustration. She almost laughed at how frazzled he sounded. “Her name’s Lyra. The gardevoir and gallade that live over there are her parents.”
“I gathered as much. She’s… very familiar, isn’t she?” 
“F-Familiar?” She worried that he was referring to his past, even indirectly, but then remembered his strangely dated vocabulary. “Oh. Yeah, her parents have tried to get her to be more well-mannered, but the lessons don’t stick. I’m not exactly a good example, and she kinda puts me on a pedestal, so that doesn’t help either.”
“Hm.” He followed after her as she turned back inside. “You do have a particular way of speaking, come to think of it.” 
“Um. Thanks, I guess?”
“I mean no offense. Only that your speaking habits are dramaticized when compared to your neighbors.”
Twig narrowed her eyes as she spat a small flame to light the stove and start to heat the stew. “Yeah, uh… I’m not exactly from around Verdant Village.” 
“From where do you hail?”
“Way off from here. I don’t even know what it’s called— if it had a name.” That wasn’t a complete lie. She didn’t know the name of the area she had grown up in beyond its numeric bunker designation. The name for the plot of land on the surface above it had never been revealed to her after her escape from the underground. 
Darkrai hummed a low note. "Curious." 
Twig didn't like him asking so many questions. She needed to start expanding the cover story, and fast.
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twoidiotwriters1 · 7 months
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Daughter of Olympus (Leo Valdez xFem!Oc)
A/N: You get Nico, as a treat-Danny Words: 2,013 Series' Masterlist Previous Chapter / Next Chapter Listen to: 'Out Of My League' -by Fitz and The Tantrums
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XXXIX: Fates' First Mistake Was Giving Me a Body, the Second? A Will
"Nico!"
"Ara!" Lily shouts, running after her friend.
Ara's never compared to her in speed, no matter how good she is at other stuff, so Lily reaches Nico way sooner.
"Don't listen to her!"
The boy looks at the girls with confusion. "What happened?"
"She made a fool of herself," Ara pants and supports both hands on her knees, trying to catch her breath. "Oh, gods, how can you run uphill like that? You're a cyborg or something?"
"You must be thirsty, Neeks, let's go get you something!" Lily tries to take him away.
"Wait," Nico smirks. "Is this boy-related?"
"Yes!"
Lily glares at Nico with determination. "Yesterday Leo used his shirt to clean his face and Ara was staring so hard she walked straight into a wall!"
"Connor heard Leo calling me sunshine," Ara acts like she didn't hear anything. "And he was making fun of us, so he called Lily 'My sweetheart' as a way to mock Leo, but Lily was drinking coffee—"
"He caught me off guard!"
"She spat it all over Connor!" Ara cackles. "Her face was redder than a strawberry!"
Nico never really laughs, but he enjoys hearing their funny stories, especially if they have to do with how they embarrass themselves in front of the guys they like. Ara and Lily rarely fail at stuff, so he thinks it's fair they suck at this.
"I hate you," Lily tries to seize Ara.
Ara sneaks away giggling, she uses Nico as a shield and he stays out of it. Nico moves forward while the girls chase each other around him until they reach the Big House.
"So you two are in your boy-crazy era?" He asks, sitting on the porch steps.
Ara wrinkles her nose. "Is that what this is?"
Lily blushes. "I'm not boy crazy! My brain works just fine, don't compare me to the Aphrodite!"
"You can judge me all you want, but I have a boyfriend and you can't even take a compliment without gagging."
"Lily's just playing the long game, aren't you?" Nico teases her. "I'm sure she'll tell Connor right before they die, so they can spend eternity together."
Ara snorts and Lily raises one fist as if to punch the boy, but he lifts one finger to stop her.
"Attenta, Saggio," he grins. "Don't wanna anger your patron, right?"
"Let me anger him for you, babe," Ara gets up to punch Nico, but Lily trips her.
"Stay away from each other," Lily warns them. "Now's not only my patron I've got to worry about, Nico. Did you know Leo can summon fire?"
"Leo won't fight my battles," Ara states calmly. "Especially when it comes to Nico. Kicking his ass is the highlight of my weekends."
"Likewise, hobbit."
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We have no problem finding the palace, but Lily keeps glancing back at Cerberus longingly.
"It'll take a while for him to get in," I say, unable to utter Mike's name out loud. "We still have time."
Nico's sulking on the front steps of the palace, and as soon as he sees us he runs up to us. "How—"
I roughly seize him by the jacket. He's taller than me, but I'm too angry to care. "You backstabbing piece of—"
"Let go of me!" He snarls.
"Ara," Lily urges me, looking at the skeletons rushing forward to get us.
I toss Nico to the ground. "Call your father," I point at the dead guards. "And tell them to back off."
Hades agrees to see us, mostly because he's super insulted by my audacity. 
"I can't expect you to give up the fight, Lily Saggio," he says. "But I thought you knew better than to bring a Jackson to my palace."
Lily keeps her head down. "She's not here to offend you, my lord."
"No, of course not," he says with a hint of mockery. "An Aphrodite is no challenge for a god, and even if she's Perseus Jackson's sister, I'd like to think she's not as stupid."
"Lord Hades," I get on one knee in front of him. "If you let me, I'll explain why I'm here."
"And why would I care about that?" He asks.
"I know you won't fight if you're not promised respect, recognition worthy of your sacrifice," I glance at Nico without lifting my gaze, "and a place for your children amongst the rest of us."
"A charmspeaker, aren't you?" He points out sharply.
I go straight to my point. "I think can help, my lord."
"You think?" He presses.
I'm not sounding like I want to. Michael believed in me the most, and I'm not an expert at looking confident. Without him, I have no one to speak for me, so if I only have myself, I can't guess, I have to get things done.
"I'll give you what you want," I look up at the god. "If you accept my offer."
He laughs, but he doesn't throw me out of the palace, so I can still convince him. "What can you offer to a God that he can't get himself?"
"A daughter of Olympus."
His eyes flash greedily, but he isn't convinced. "Children of Olympus can't favor a god above others, Jackson."
"If the god favors them beforehand," I reply. "They can."
"You're asking for my blessing?"
"Something of heavier meaning. Show faith in me, obliging to my request."
He takes a heavy breath. "And what would that request be?"
"Fight with us," I look at Nico. "I'll make sure your son has a place in our camp, and you'll get to be one of the gods that didn't turn his back on us, you could be the first patron of the first daughter of Olympus."
He ponders this, looking me up and down. "Do you even know how to use a sword?"
I pull Almighty out of my pocket and show her off, now I have his full attention. "I've been trained, yes."
"Pantodýnamos," Hades's grip on the throne tightens, he leans forward, staring at my sword in awe. "How..?"
"The fates chose me," I continue confidently. "Will you?"
He fixes his posture and glances back at Lily and Nico. "I've heard enough."
"Thank you," I smiled politely, bowing to him. "I'll know you accepted if you show up to fight."
He mutters some stuff as we walk out of the palace. 
"That's what you were trying to do?" The boy inquires as soon as his father is out of sight. "I thought—"
"That I was going after Achilles's curse," I glance at him with annoyance. "That should teach you— When I ask you to do something, just do what I tell you."
He scowls at me. "I did what I thought you wanted—"
"You did what you thought would make you look better," I stop to face him. "You don't fool me, Nico Di Angelo. I know you're not a bad person, but you're very stupid if you think I'll ever forget this. I don't trust you, and Percy never will."
He reaches for his sword, but Lily yanks me onwards. "Let's go back now, or they'll realize we're missing," she says. "And I wanna sleep before our next fight."
I know we have a few hours left before we could be at risk of getting caught. Annabeth is injured and Percy's probably still sleeping—the only person who would've noticed our absence fast enough would've been Mike, but he's gone, and that's given us a type of freedom we never asked for.
"You want to be a hero?" I press, still glaring at Nico. "Convince your father, then maybe Percy will reconsider."
I'm being an ass for manipulating Nico like this, but I never said I'm not like the other charmers in my family. Also, I'm a matchmaker, and that works in more ways than just romantically. 
Hades is a good match for my ambitions, and Nico's a good match for the cause. I'm merely working with what the fates laid down for me. I can only hope... 
No. I believe this is enough.
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Ara's studying a map in the rec room when Leo finally finds her. She feels him before she sees him, he wraps an arm around her shoulders and kisses her cheek. "I've got something for you."
Ara glances up at him a little distracted. "What is it?"
"Two things," he pulls something out of his tool belt. "Here's a snack so you stay motivated for the rest of the month!"
Ara looks down and laughs. Leo is holding a stack of photographs of him in various places of camp. He made an effort to look ridiculous in every single one of them.
"What is this?" She asks, looking through them.
"I can't Iris message you every hour of the day, so these will have to do."
"How thoughtful of you!" Ara replies, half-amused and half-bashful. "Who took this?"
"The Stolls. Piper helped with the costumes, though."
"They're great," she puts them in her pocket. "I'll put them up on my ceiling back in New York, so you're the first thing I see when I wake up."
"Damn, you love me too much," He jokes, squeezing her shoulders.
"What's the other thing you wanted to show me?"
"Right! Look at this!" 
He steps away to pull a larger item from his belt: It looks like an ancient scroll, but when he rolls it open a projection starts playing on it. Ara gasps and picks it up.
"What!" She watches as a tiny projection of Leo walks around the bunker giving the viewer a tour. "How did you make this?"
"I'm very smart," he grins. "You like it?"
"This is so cool!"
Leo starts glowing, he's comfortable with her praising nowadays, though it still makes him slightly dizzy. 
"Last weekend you couldn't come cause you had a pile of homework, so I thought I could send you this with a weekly report. Everyone can record a short message for you, so you know everything that's going on around here while you're away."
Ara beams at the idea. "That's awesome. Thank you."
"Don't mention it," he pinches her chin as a brief affectionate gesture. "It's the least I can do to help my stunning girlfriend."
"True," Ara nods solemnly. "That, and sharing your full name with me." 
He snorts. "Nice try."
"Leo!"
"Pretty close. It's Leobard."
"Liar."
He laughs. "Are you sure?"
"Why are you torturing me with this?" She scowls.
"You don't need to know my full name, sunshine," Leo brushes it off. "Cause the only way you're allowed to address me is either by a cute nickname like 'Baby' or 'Honey', and plain Leo when you're in General mode. See? Easy."
"I'm not calling you any sweet names unless you tell me your full name!"
"I can live with that," he taunts her. "Can you live with the doubt?"
Ara groans. "C'mon! It can't be ugly."
"It's not that I hate it," Leo grins. "I just like to give out different names when people ask me, and if you go around shouting my name then the joke dies."
"I promise not to call you that in front of the others," Ara pouts. "Pleeeease?"
Leo frowns. "Hey! Not fair, don't look at me like that!"
Ara gives him the most pitiful look she can, placing her arms around his neck and leaning closer. "If you tell me your name," she continues quietly. "I promise to call you ridiculously long fake names in front of everyone else."
The boy sighs, shaking his head a little. "You know the way to my heart..."
"Being real for a moment," Ara says, smoothing out the front of his shirt. "Why can't I know?"
Leo's eyes brighten with amusement, he holds her face and kisses her briefly. "Well, I already dropped the L bomb and took you on a picnic date on the beach, I'm running out of options to keep you interested, and my name is the only thing I've got left!"
Ara laughs, pulling him closer. "You know... next month is Valentine's Day, we can convince Chiron to let you visit the city that weekend?"
Leo hums, half-listening. His brain gets all fuzzy when Ara stands this close to him. "Could be fun..."
"We can go to the movies and you can meet my parents!"
"Movies and parents," His eyes regain focus and they grow worried. "Parents?"
Ara kisses him again. "And if everything goes as planned, then maybe you won't need to keep me on my toes, and I'll know your full name."
"Are you sure you want me to meet your parents?" He asks anxiously.
She nods, eyes bright with affection. "You'll love them."
He makes a face. "That's not the part I'm worried about."
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fae-fucker · 11 months
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Review: Of Goblins and Gold by Emma Hamm
Oops forgor to post this review here lmao :')
So ... I read the prequel to this book and hated it with a passion of a thousand suns. You might be asking, "Ok you hater, why go back to read the actual book it's based on?"
Mutliple reasons. 1) I am a hater. 2) I wanted to see if the author would put more effort into her solo projects/proper books. 3) A friend of mine tried to read it and failed, and I am nothing if not a martyr. 4) Yeah?? Maybe I want to read a story with a hot Goblin King in it? I didn't grow up watching The Labyrinth, I'm a little younger than most who did (and also not American), but just the words "Goblin King" are enough to perk my cat ear headphones.
Basically, I was curious, and I wanted to give this book a chance. Against my better judgment, clearly.
I'll cut to the chase: the writing is very poor. Like, to the point where I wasn't sure about the target demographic of this book, that's how juvenile and simplistic it was. Slightly better than the prose in the prequel short story, but only marginally. It reads like something for lower middle grade kids, it has this fairytale quality that's less dreamy and more "Oh, this could be a picture book." To illustrate my point, I literally, physically recoiled when I read the word "fuck" being uttered by a character, because it was so sudden and jarring amidst what had been, up to that point, Freya sees ball, see Freya run.
The writing isn't helped by quite poor and derivative characterization, the nonsense worldbuilding, and the shaky and confusing plot.
Freya is a fae-hating, determined young woman who totally isn't an off-brand Feyre (and I say this as an SJM hater, so being an off-brand copy of a shitty character is not great), and the Gerblin Shmerblin is a ... star-themed hot guy in a billowing shirt. Cool. Great. They don't have chemistry as much as they have scenes together and interact with each other. I understand Jareth and his magic bulge was the sexual awakening for many, and you will not get that here.
My biggest problem with this here book is the plot, and the ... themes? Morals? Where do I even begin?
Freya is understandably distrustful of goblins because her parents taught her to be. Esther is ... not. So Esther runs away with a goblin boy, and Freya thinks that she's been kidnapped because she finds a threatening note saying so (that I don't remember if it's ever explained who wrote it), and sets out to save her. She encounters the Gorblin Shmorblin, who challenges her to a game to fetch mystical artefacts from each of the four courts. Which she does, very easily. It apparently takes her weeks, though some of that time she spends brainwashed, I suppose. We then find out that it was easy on purpose, because the Gablin Mamblin wanted her to win for some reason?
Spoiler warning because I have to go into some very confusing things that honestly won't really spoil anything because it's hard to make sense of what's exactly being spoiled.
[Spoiler start]
Basically, the Gobbo Bobbo knew Esther came willingly, but also wanted Freya to think she didn't so she would fight to get her back, but also he wanted her to succeed along the way, but also he tried to trick her into getting frozen for eternity, but also he wanted to get her to join him in his court, but also he didn't care about Esther at all and was just doing this to amuse Freya because he saw that she was too special for her mundane life and wanted more from it and he was there to provide that excitement by being the villain in her story? I honestly could not tell you his motivations at all. I don't understand why he didn't just show Esther to Freya right away, cleared up the misunderstanding, and then try to seduce/lure Freya in the way he attempts it at the end of the book, while Freya still believes he stole Esther? Of course he'd fail then! It's made clear that Freya staying with him is very important, so why did he waste all that time toying with her for shits and giggles? It makes no sense. And at the end, when it shows that Freya winning was a huge mistake, him toying around with Freya like this made no sense at all. If so much was at stake, why did he fuck around? What was his actual motivation? What did he want? Yeah, read the sequels etc, but the reader still needs to have some idea of a character's motivations in order to connect with them and, important in a romance novel, root for the romance to happen! The narrative attempts to paint him as this manipulative mastermind, and yeah, he's one of those things, but we have no idea what goal he's manipulating Freya towards at all. In the end, it just looks like he fucked up real bad. Tried to swing his dick around and got it stuck in a blender type shit.
[Spoiler end]
The way this book handles Freya's prejudice leaves a weird taste in my mouth. As per my review of Stolen Goblin Bride, Esther is an insufferable brat who is always right and who never gets punished for hurting those around her, particularly Freya. The narrative and other characters encourage Esther to act like an asshole, because Esther is Good and Pure and Righteous and anything she does is automatically correct, even when she knows it'll hurt her sister. And even in Freya's own story, Esther is vindicated in the end. This book confirms what was hinted at in Stolen Goblin Bride: Esther is always right, and Freya is always wrong. It's honestly kind of gross and uncomfortable to read, like the author had a grudge against Freya and thus didn't want to afford her any sort of depth or complexity.
We're led to believe that Freya, who was raised to believe goblins were dangerous and had no reason to believe otherwise, is actually a close-minded bigot who is in denial about how great the fae are and how much she longs for the adventure the fae world provides.
I get what the author was going for, but it falls really flat for many interconnected reasons. Freya spends the entire book warring against the idea of goblins/fae being good people and the fae world being wonderful, believing they stole her sister, and denying her (supposed) attraction to the Gabby Babby, up until the last pages of the book. But when she finally meets Esther and sees that she wants to be there, Freya's like "Oh ok. Nevermind then. I was wrong and you were right." Like, she kept denying it for so long, to the point it became unrealistic, but all it actually took was Esther, the paragon of righteousness, to tell her to calm down?
It's not even a bad idea, it's fine to have Freya's sister be the final nail in the bigot coffin, but the way Freya folds and doesn't even doubt or give up or feel bitter or anything? She spends the majority of the book being in denial, then flips on a dime and goes "Ok! This is fine actually! Whatever my little sister wants, uwu!" It's the author showing her hand very blatantly. Like, ok, the book is over, time for the finale and for tying a nice bow on the character development. Freya is done with her arc, which was less an arc and more of a 90 degree angle, so now her anger and denial are just gone despite being her main characterization throughout. Freya's entire character gives way for Esther's wants and needs, and it's framed like Esther is doing Freya a favor by opening her eyes to the wonders of the goblins.
And the thing is, Freya being in denial isn't even that convincing, either? Obviously, she needs to be in denial for this particular plot, I get it, and the part that doesn't work for me is the idea that there is something to deny at all. Pretty much every fae creature she encounters wants to hurt her, except for the one side character she forces into servitude who doesn't, at any point, show that he wants to help her out of the kindness of his heart and nothing else, and one character who Freya admits herself seems nice but harbors some threatening edge deep down (not even that deep down, tbh).
So all the things Freya sees that she needs to deny are ... pretty landscapes. The mere existence of magic. The supposed kindness of the fae? The promise of adventure, the type she's on right now trying to save her sister from a creep who, as far as she knows, kidnapped said sister?
Freya's in very unconvincing denial about things that nobody in their right mind would actually be in denial about. Are we supposed to believe she doesn't care about her sister and just wants adventure? That she's convincing herself the goblins are evil to have a righteous thing to war against, to make herself a hero in her own story, and Esther's kidnapping is just an excuse to go on a quest? I think that angle would've worked, and there's hints of that in the book, but it's clearly not the point. Mostly it's Freya's bigotry we're supposed to dislike about her, and her wanting to be a hero is painted as a good thing she's repressing.
Now, I'm not saying that bigotry is somehow justified if the people you're bigoted against "prove" that they're as bad as you think they are. Nor am I saying that it's on them to prove you wrong. But this is a book, and Freya unlearning these things needs to be shown convincingly to the reader. Here, the fae are in obvious positions of power over Freya throughout and several of them attempt to kill her, yet her reacting negatively to this is painted as irrational? Why purposefully write cruel and threatening fae and then punish your character for thinking they're cruel and threatening? It doesn't make any sense.
The fae: We stole your sister and you need to do a bunch of dangerous shit to get her back. Also, a bunch of us will drug you, dehumanize you, insult and belittle you, and generally treat you like disposable garbage. The one guy who doesn't hate your guts is in charge of all of us.
Freya: Hmm ... Yeah that matches what I know about you. Kinda shitty tbh.
The fae: Omg how racist! Open your heart to how great we are!
In the end, Freya wins, but we're meant to dislike that. Because Freya winning means the Gabba Babba loses, and he's correct about everything always, just like Esther. The narrative tells us Freya is wrong, Esther tells Freya she's wrong, the Gorblo Borblo tells Freya she's wrong. You just end up reading about this poor woman who's gaslit into being the villain by everyone around her, and she ends up blaming herself when shit goes to hell, and then Esther is the one who's like "it wasn't your fault uwu" and I'm not sure if we're meant to agree?
Freya somehow ends up being the butt monkey of the entire book despite also being the most interesting human ever (according to the Gebble Pebble) and having the easiest epic quest of all time. She's a bigot but we never see her get any reason to unlearn said bigotry, but she's still punished for her beliefs, ones she got from her dead parents and never had reason to question. Her love interest tells us she's the most fascinating human he's ever met (and he's met millions, despite being a thousand years old? That's a lot of humans for a guy who mostly seems to live on non-human soil) despite her never doing anything extraordinary.
This is a very confusing read. I'm leaving two stars because it baffled me more than it infuriated me, but I wouldn't recommend it unless you're really desperate for lukewarm goblin content. On that note, let's talk about Stolen Goblin Bride and the way these two books together open up a well of wack-ass worldbuilding.
First of all, the events in this book do not match up with the events in Goblin Bride. Lux "kidnaps" Esther in that one, but here, she says she went willingly. The Gobbo Shobbo also distinctly helps Lux kidnap Esther, all while claiming he didn't, and that goblins don't do that. Here, it's also established that only children go out to the human world to sell their wares (???), but in Goblin Bride, there were named characters who were clearly adults. Lux himself can't be a child, either. Assuming he's not much older than Esther's 16, and also that he lives and travels alone and owns a home, he's probably around that same age. That does not make him a child. It seems like the author just retroactively made those goblins kids in order to make Freya look even worse. We also find out that the King Gob is well-loved by his people, despite there being a bunch of starving people that Lux has to personally feed on the king's orders? Man must have one hell of a propaganda team. We also don't really know, generally, what sort of world Esther and Freya come from? They talk about being peasants and living in a small village, but at some point Freya mentions a zoo? Huh??? And again, why are the goblins sending their kids to trade with humans that hate and fear them? What kind of sense does that make? Goblin Bride establishes that they trade mainly with nobles, but this book outright says that human nobles left Freya's village centuries ago. Why are the goblins still sending their kids to remote human villages?
All in all, it's a shambles of a book. Nothing really works, and the protagonist seems to be punished for existing, a pawn in a heavy-handed moral that doesn't really work at all. The characters are bland amalgamations of tropes, the worldbuilding is wacky and nonsensical in a bad way, and the plot has the integrity of string cheese. There are tiny glimpses of a vision, of a goal in there somewhere, that might be enough to please some, but I don't know if I'm masochistic or mean enough to pick up the rest of the series.
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The Story.
- lowercase intended. yeonjun and beomgyu. hs(?)au. inspired by 'the story' by conan gray and romeo and juliet. two boys in love with homophobic families. tws: suicide, homophobia, abuse. other warnings: talk of food/eating. major angst, some fluff + humor.
A/N: FIRST, this little fic is definitely NOT slow burn. slow burn is too...slow. so expect some bad pacing. and second, i've been wanting to write for a while and i'm not gonna lie, i started reading 'under the sky in room 553 i discovered you and i' again and got inspired...you know my fortè is angst so <3 also, i don't ship these two romantically although their friendship is so precious to me. but yes, these two + angst = yes. alright anyways i apologize in advance. (i've been working on this since like the 4th of july of 2022...it's 11:05 p.m on february 28th rn...)
Yeonjun wasn't one for romance. in fact, he tried to avoid it at all costs. the shows, the movies, the books - everything about it. his life revolved around two things, school life and home life. if he had to have a reason, he would say it was because he never understood it. he never understood why everything was based on the concept of romance. perhaps it was because he had never once had a girlfriend.
or was it the way his parents had explained it to him? a man and a woman, meant to be with each other for eternity. they were supposed to get married, have children, and spend the rest of their lives together. the guy gets the girl and they live happily ever after. it was all so confusing to him and in the end, plain out meaningless. it could have been that, maybe, he just hadnt found the one yet. or, as he suspected, it was that love was a made up phenomenon. to him, it was an excuse that people made so they wouldn't have to die alone.
Choi Beomgyu was, as his friends called him, a hopeless romantic; he was in love with love itself. the idea of finding the one made him think things he would never dare speak aloud. the thought of having to do so made him want to sew his mouth shut, so that the possibility became impossible. he loved having something to hold on to. that something being the hope that one day, he would find his other half; his soulmate. he knew that everyone had that one special person. as time went on, though, he began questioning whether or not he did.
day after day he would make sure he looked presentable. he would carry bandaids with him because what if his soulmate was the girl who fell and skinned her knee? he carried hand sanitizer because what if the girl on the subway who taps his shoulder and asks to use some was the girl he was looking for? what if, on a cold day, his soulmate forgot her jacket and it was his chance to give his to her?
what if the roles were reversed and instead, he was the boy who forgot his jacket on a cold day. what if instead of Beomgyu, it was Yeonjun who would give his jacket to his soulmate.
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on a particularly cold day in march, beomgyu had awoken 10 minutes after his alarm had gone off. he rushed around his room collecting his things before grabbing his backpack and running to his bus stop. it wasn't until he was seated on the bench did he realize that his jacket had been forgotten, still hanging over his chair from the day before. he shivered and wrapped his arms around himself, cursing as he did so. had march always been so cold?
beomgyu took his backpack off and set it beside him. he grabbed his phone out of his pocket and opened instagram, thinking that maybe this would distract him from the cold. as he scrolled mindlessly through meaningless posts he noticed the sound of footsteps approaching. he looked up and noticed choi yeonjun, a classmate of his. he looked back down at his phone choosing to ignore the boy.
when yeonjun approached the bench he stood still for what beomgyu thought was eternity. as the awkward seconds ticked by, the silence was interrupted by yeonjun clearing his throat.
"is uh...is this seat taken?"
beomgyu looked up and saw yeonjun pointing at his backpack. he shook his head and moved the bag, making room for yeonjun to sit down.
"thanks."
beomgyu nodded.
yeonjun sat down on the bench and took his bag off, placing it down by his feet. he reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out his phone. beomgyu watched as he pulled the headphones that were around his neck up over his ears. after a few seconds, beomgyu could hear the faint sound of music playing. he turned his attention back to his phone.
after a while beomgyu sighed and turned his phone off, placing it on his lap. he put his hands together and brought them up to his mouth, breathing into them so that his breath could warm them up. he rubbed them together for a few moments before rubbing his arms, the regret of forgetting his jacket seeping deeper and deeper into his body as the cool air blew against him.
yeonjun took notice of the younger males actions and a small frown appeared on his face. had he forgotten his jacket? the awkwardness of their exchanged words from before drove yeonjuns attention away from beomgyu's bare arms. but now that there was no tension, his arms had yeonjun's attention.
as the song he was listening to ended, yeonjun took his headphones off and set them on the bench. he slipped his phone into his back pocket before standing up and taking his jacket off. he reached his arm out and offered the piece of clothing to beomgyu, who was eyeing yeonjun curiously.
beomgyu's eyes widened as he realized what was happening. he shook his head, "i can't take that."
yeonjun just rolled his eyes. "yes you can. i mean, i dont see a reason you can't - i'm offering it to you so the least you could do is take it."
it wasn't as if yeonjun and beomgyu were strangers. they had common friends and went to the same school so it would be hard not to know of each other. albeit this, they had never really spoken before due to the fact that they were opposites. yeonjun was a math guy, beomgyu an english guy. beomgyu was the type to stay home from a party while yeonjun was the one throwing the party. it wasn't like they had never tried to talk before it just always ended up in an awkward silence; they couldn't find common ground.
beomgyu sighed before taking the jacket. he had no reason to decline it and after all, he was cold.
he thanked the older male and yeonjun just smiled and nodded in reply. he sat back down and the both of them continued with what they were doing before.
beomgyu was thankful for yeonjun and his selflessness. he was thankful that Yeonjun wasn't the type to ignore the needs of those around him. he thought of the simple gesture and smiled to himself.
he was kinda glad that march was cold.
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it had been three days since beomgyu last saw yeonjun. it had been three days since yeonjun had given beomgyu his jacket. he hadn't been to school since then and if he was being honest, beomgyu was a bit worried. it wasn't out of the norm for students to miss days but yeonjun was hardly ever absent. he missed maybe 3 days max but that was throughout the whole year, not a whole week.
he wasn't sure why he was worried, he had never been that way before. beomgyu suspected that it was because he still had yeonjun's jacket. he had washed it and it was now neatly folded in his backpack. he was worried that the boy had gotten sick due to the cold weather and felt bad. he would apologize when yeonjun came back.
as he made his way to his locker, beomgyu noticed yeonjun's friends, kai and taehyun, sitting on the floor. he tilted his head, contemplating before putting his books away and grabbing the ones he needed for his next class. he closed his locker and shook his head. he thought about asking them about yeonjun. he would ask them if they knew why he had been absent so much lately. would that be weird? probably. what if he told them the circumstances?
"see a few days ago i left my jacket at my house and when we were at the bus stop he gave me his jacket so i was just wondering where he was so i could return it to him"
nah. he sounded too desperate.
---
on the fifth day, beomgyu was making his way up to the roof for lunch when he heard his name being called behind him.
"choi beomgyu! wait up!"
beomgyu glanced behind him and saw yeonjun with his two friends trailing behind him. he had forgotten the jacket.
beomgyu stopped walking to wait for the boys and turned, smiling shyly, "ah, yeonjun. it's been a few days, welcome back!"
yeonjun smiled and beomgyu's faltered, his heart picking up its pace. what happened? was he dying?
"thank you beom. actually, i was gonna ask if you'd like to eat lunch together? i know we don't talk often but we could get to know each other better." he paused and gestured towards his friends. "all of us. maybe we could all be friends?"
beomgyu paused when yeonjun called him by the name that his fellow schoolmates called him. beom. it sounded different when yeonjun said it. beom. he looked down and took a deep breath, exhaling it slowly before looking back up and smiling.
"yeah, cool. that sounds cool." he was just glad yeonjun didn't ask about the jacket.
yeonjun smiled and started walking towards the roof again, opening the door for his friends to walk through first. such a gentlemen, beomgyu thought.
wait. what?
"are you going?" yeonjun asked.
beomgyu nodded, embarrassed. he walked through the door and made his way over to the other two boys who had already sat down and grabbed their things. beomgyu sat beside them and waited for yeonjun before preparing to eat his lunch. he looked over at yeonjun to see the male staring at him. he quickly looked away.
yeonjun wasn't sure why, but he was attracted to beomgyu. he didn't know what it was about the younger male but he felt as though he might implode if he didn't try and befriend beomgyu. he wanted him in his life no matter what and he knew that. he knew the two would become close, he had a strong feeling about it. yeonjun knew that if he were to ever lose beomgyu once that happened, he wasn't sure what he would do with himself.
these feelings and thoughts that he had conflicted him. they went against everything he had spent his whole life believing in. he knew it wasn't love, there was no way. the two boys had interacted such a small number of times that Yeonjun could count them on one hand. but he knew it was something. it was something he had never experienced before.
while they were eating lunch they they talked. they talked about life, their grades, how the weather had been recently. they talked about themselves and got to know each other which mostly consisted of beomgyu talking and everyone talking to him. once the conversation drifted off, beomgyu asked the question he had been saving.
"yeonjun, why did you miss so much school?"
"i ended up catching a cold," he said, "it was probably because of the weather. to be honest, i'm surprised i caught a cold and you didn't. you know, considering you were out there longer than i was."
beomgyu immediately began apologizing profusely but yeonjun just brushed him off. "it's okay beom, i'm okay now. it wasn't anything major, so don't worry about it." yeonjun laughed at the boy who still had an apologetic look on his face. how cute.
that thought made yeonjun freeze. what did he mean by that? that's a weird thing to think about the boy whom he was befriending. he just wanted to be friends with beomgyu, nothing more. just friends. plus, how likely would it be that yeonjun's first crush was a guy?
not likely at all...right?
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beomgyu sat in his room, staring at the black jacket that was folded at the end of his bed. it had been a week since the incident and he still hadn't returned the clothing to yeonjun. if he was being honest, he was a bit nervous to talk to the boy again, especially after the roof event. he wasn't sure why. maybe it was because the thought of yeonjun caring about him enough to give him his jacket gave beomgyu butterflies. maybe because yeonjun wanting to be his friend made his heart pound. maybe it was because beomgyu didn't understand why that was.
he was sure he had no interest in boys, but yeonjun felt different. he acted different. he presented himself with confidence but it wasn't meant to be taken in a bad way, that's just who he was. he was just yeonjun. different.
he knew that sounded clichè, but it was true. yeonjun was polite and understanding. he was the type to appreciate small gestures rather than the grand gestures. he was the type to take responsibility for something he didn't even do. the more beomgyu thought about it, the more he realized how yeonjun was perfect in almost every way.
it wasn't as if the jacket thing made beomgyu notice yeonjun more, his presence was hard to miss but instead, it felt as if it made him see him in a different light. he realized how amazing yeonjun really was. how caring and hardworking he was. how pretty he was. from his head to his toes, he was just so pretty.
pretty. pretty and perfect.
as beomgyu sat there on his bed and thought about yeonjun more and more, he had two very important realizations that day.
the first thing he realized was that there was no way he was straight.
and the second thing?
the second thing he realized was that he had a crush on choi yeonjun.
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yeonjun was sitting at his dining room table having dinner with his parents. his mother was in the middle of chewing her food and his father taking a sip of water when the question slipped out,
"is it right for a boy to like a boy? it is, isn't it? i mean, i know people like that and they seem quite happy.."
his mother looked up from her plate, distraught. his father had slammed his cup down and looked at yeonjun, his face showing disgust.
"choi yeonjun, you should know better than to ask such a stupid question. it's unnatural for two men to be in love, it's disgusting even. we've told you a million times, a man and a woman should be together. thats just the way the world works."
his mother nodded before stuffing another bite of food into her mouth.
"i agree, jun. it wasnt what god intended- two men dating. you understand? its just not natural."
"of course," he nodded. "i understand."
yeonjun didn't understand, but he would never say that to his parents.
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"yeonjun!"
yeonjun, who was sitting at his desk, turned towards the sound of his name being called. once his eyes landed on the younger male behind him, a smile made its way onto his face.
"hello, beomgyu"
beomgyu smiled and bowed slightly, "ah, i'm sorry to bother you, i know you're probably busy with uhm-" beomgyu paused and peaked around yeonjun, making eye contact with kai who was taking selfies with a sleeping taehyun. his eyebrows furrowed in confusion but he continued, "-whatever that is."
yeonjun stared at beomgyu as the younger male muttered out apologies.
"i'm sorry for taking so long but you weren't here for a while so i never got the chance to give it back to you so here"
beomgyu held his arm out, holding yeonjun's jacket in his hand. yeonjun eyed the piece of clothing and another smile appeared on his lips. "you can keep it."
beomgyu's eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he processed the other male's words. "i can keep it? but-"
yeonjun chuckled and cut him off, "you can keep that one, i have plenty more. plus, you can keep it in your bag for emergencies like the one from the other day."
beomgyu flushed at the nickname. gyu. if he were being honest, yeonjun could call him anything he wanted and beomgyu would still melt into the floor. gyu.
"gyu?" he asked. "that's a new one."
yeonjun nodded, "yeah, i decided since we were friends now and everyone else called you beom, i could call you gyu. is that okay?"
its more than okay, beomgyu thought.
he smiled, "of course that's okay."
"good." yeonjun said.
yeonjun noticed the way beomgyu's skin turned a pretty pink when he called him that. it made him want to call him that more often. he would call him gyu everyday if it meant he got to see his skin flush and that pretty smile.
his pretty smile. his pretty face. his pretty pink skin.
no. yeonjun thought. it's unnatural. it's disgusting.
he cleared his throat, "if that's all you came for, you can go now"
beomgyu's eyes widened slightly, taken aback by yeonjun's sudden change in tone. he just nodded and said his goodbyes before walking out of yeonjun's classroom and back to his.
what happened? did yeonjun notice the way beomgyu reacted to the new nickname? did he hate it? what if yeonjun found out that beomgyu liked him, in more than just a friendly way? what if he hated beomgyu? what if he told everyone and everyone hated him?
yeonjun could never find out.
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dating tate as a ghost hcs? love ur writing!
being a ghost and dating tate would include...
tate langdon x gn ghost!reader warnings: fluff word count: 545 a/n: tysm! i can do a part two to this where the reader is a human if anyone wants? anyways ask and you shall receive
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-since you're both trapped in a confined space for all eternity you're always looking for new things to do
-card games, board games, video games... lots of games
-i feel like tate is really into zelda
-he had the older games when he was alive and now that he's dead he decides to try the new ones
-him trying to explain the game's timeline to you while you nod along confused
-"so then the timeline splits into three branches after ocarina of time- y/n wake up this is important lore"
-but he's a total hypocrite because when you tell him a story or something he doesn't pay attention because he's too distracted by how cute he thinks you are
-every halloween you go out and steal new games to try
-you may have stolen a ps5...
-you're dead it's not like you can get caught
-tate is super clingy so being trapped in the house with him can sometimes be a lot, but he'll give you space if you asked
-he would literally lick your shoes clean if you asked
-he's a simp like that
-if someone new moves in you both love messing with them
-and competing to see who can scare them the most
-you try moving their things around, opening and shutting doors and windows, flickering lights, turning sinks on and off
-stereotypical ghost things but you both get a kick out of it
-does anyone even say "get a kick out of it" anymore i don't know why i just typed that
-anyways
-you both keep what's left of your stuff in a box in the basement so none of the other ghosts mess with it
-the attic and bedroom are your go-to hangout spots
-if you go to the attic you guys talk there while playing cards or something and play with beau
-if you go to the bedroom you cuddle and listen to music
-putting on one of his cd's or records to listen to as you hold each other in comfortable silence is a concept i can get behind
-if he notices you've fallen asleep he slips away from you and turns the music down then returns to your side
-when you wake up he definitely tries to keep you in bed with him by cuddling you
-or just wrapping his arms around your waist and not letting go
-sharing sweaters and t-shirts all the time
-seeing as you're ghosts you have a limited wardrobe so almost everything you two have is shared
-once tate figures out how to spell youtube you spend a lot of time on there
-he probably just types "nirvana" into the search bar and watches every video
-he has elaborate bullshit ideas every ten seconds (i hope you guys know what i'm referencing)
-"i can't wait for it to be fall so i can wear my sweaters out"
-"tate we live in california, and you're dead"
-he carves your initials in a heart under the kitchen table
-every halloween you guys get each other a small stolen gifts
-tate treasures his so much, he hides them away, and doesn't even tell you where he keeps them
-and, because i love you anon, here’s a mini dating tate moodboard i made a while ago
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What's your take on 🥇🕜 Itachi Shisui Sakura lol
You dont have to if you don't want to just curious!
It starts out as a joke between the three of them. Shisui accidentally walking in on Sakura and Itachi together and teasing them with "aw common, how come I wasn't invited?"
Sakura is mortified. Itachi seems to just laugh it off whenever Shisui teases them about it, usually shooting back some barb about how Sakura would get bored with him and Shisui shoving Itachi before things turned into a wrestling match.
But its also something that sparks Sakura's imagination and no matter how hard she tries she cant get the thought of it out of her head. When she starts dreaming about the idea she finally reaches a point where she can't take it and one night over dinner she shyly asks Itachi-
"What do you think about Shisui?"
Itachi gives her the strangest look, and Sakura is kicking herself because she realizes that sounds really silly like that. Sakura starts trying to recover and explain, blushing fiercely and stammering.
"No, no, I mean of course you guys are friends and theres the whole same clan thing, but I mean, sort of, would you ever-"
Eventually she gives up hope of ever being able to verbalize what she means and just sort of hangs her head, "It's nothing, never mind."
Itachi watches Sakura for a moment before understanding hits him, "Are you asking if I am attracted to Shisui?" His voice is concerned, like he's worried Sakura is fretting about the bond he and Shisui share and that she isn't able to measure up to some boyhood crush.
Sakura glances up, somehow even more pink than before, "No..well yes but not...I guess What...what do you thing about Shisui and me. I mean Shisui and us. You and me and Shisui. All of us. You know. Together."
Itachi goes silent for what feels like an eternity. Sakura feels a lump starting for form in her throat, thinking that she's upset Itachi or worse that he's disgusted by the idea.
But the silence shatters with a warm laugh and when Sakura meets Itachi's eyes again they are shining brightly.
"Is that why you keep jumping out of your skin every time he's around, Sakura?" Sakura is a little put out that she was apparently so easy to read, but also grateful that Itachi at the very least doesn't seem put off by her inquiry.
They talk about it for a few hours before bed. Itachi wants to make absolutely certain that this is something Sakura wants. That he has no problems welcoming Shisui into their bed (especially after he admits to Sakura that Shisui was his first, the two often falling into bed together before Itachi started dating Sakura.) but that he doesn't want Sakura to feel uneasy about anything, wants this to be something she enjoys and not something that she comes to regret. Sakura appreciates that. She does get a little self conscious finding out that Itachi and Shisui have already slept together (She knows just how good Itachi is in bed, how can she ever hope to measure up to that? What if Shisui thinks she's boring? What if he doesn't feel the same attraction towards her that he feels towards Itachi? - Itachi puts that last fear to bed by telling her that Shisui has admitted more than once how jealous he is of Itachi for having won Sakura's heart.)
By the end of the night, they agree to approach Shisui. Sakura is a nervous wreck (so is Itachi, he's just better at hiding it.) but the moment they explain their idea to Shisui, he's grinning with one arm wrapped around each of them, pulling them in tight with a boisterous "Fuck yes."
It doesn't happen right away. They spend a week or so going out to dinners together, flirting, and discussing any rules they want to have in place.
Itachi has a hard rule that if Shisui wants to finish in Sakura (with her consent of course, having already discussed potential limits between themselves) he has to wear a condom. Sakura makes a rule that before Shisui can do anything to intimate to Itachi, she gets to make him come with her mouth. Shisui is the one who sets the safe word and asks for a few "practice runs" So that he knows Sakura will be able to remember and comfortable using it (He knows first hand that Itachi is comfortable using safe words. First Shisui has her use it when they are sparring, then they get together for a night and the three do some less intimate making out, so that Sakura can understand exactly what happens when she uses it. Everything stops and Itachi holds her while Shisui steps back to get them some water and something to eat.)
Finally it's time. Itachi and Sakura make dinner while Itachi playfully smacks Shisui as he tries to sneak in a taste of everything, pretending to give Sakura a betrayed look when she sneaks Shisui a spoonful of roast vegetables. It feels as easy as breathing and Sakura has to step back at one point to just admire how quickly they'd welcomed her into the special bond they shared. Her biggest fear had been feeling out of place with them but there is none of that. It's so natural being with both of them. They have water with dinner (at Shisui's insistence when Sakura starts trying to open a wine bottle. He says that if everyone is ok after they do this they can talk about drinking wine next time. The thought of next time has butterflies dancing in Sakura's stomach and suddenly she agrees that maybe wine isnt the best idea)
Itachi washes the dishes while Sakura dries next to him and Shisui leans on the counter. They work in silence and Sakura can feel her nerves rising and she's almost ready to call this off when Itachi takes her hand, pulls her into him and whispers in her ear "It's ok. Just breath."
Right. Breath. Sakura inhales and tries to relax. Itachi nuzzles into her neck, murmuring about how beautiful she is and kissing along the sensitive dip of her neck. Sakura melts into Itachi reflexively. After a few moments, there is a second set of hands, a second pair of lips as Shisui comes from behind, trailing fingers through Sakura's hair and kissing along her jaw line.
Sakura let out a small gasp of surprise and pleasure at the extra attention, leaning her head back into Shisui's broad chest to give both him and Itachi room to keep going.
She makes a sound of annoyance when they stop kissing her, but she opens her eyes to find Itachi and Shisui kissing and her jaw drops and heat pools in her stomach because if she thought Itachi was beautiful the sight of the two Uchiha boys kissing is stunning and very, very hot.
Before long, they are headed towards the bedroom. Shisui shuts the door behind them, but before Sakura has a chance to feel nervous again, Itachi is pressed up against her, his sharingan smoldering down at her. Locked under the power of his gaze, she barely registers as Shisui comes from behind and lifts the hem of her shirt, allowing him to slip it up over her head. Next goes her skirt, leaving her there in her bra and underwear. Itachi's eyes flick from her gaze back to Shisui behind them who whistles softly in appreciation, "Damn, Itachi, she's a goddess."
Sakura blushes. She can't see the smile on Shisui's face, but she can feel his hungry eyes on her and Itachi.
"I wanna watch you pleasure her, 'Tachi. Get down on your knees and make her scream."
Sakura watches Itachi's eyes drop, almost submissively (something she notes in the back of her mind, as Itachi was a much more dominate personality when they had sex) and he drops down to his knees, nuzzling between Sakura's thighs, trailing kisses up and down before taking the hem of her underwear in his teeth and pulling them down to reveal his prize. He takes his time, licking and kissing and nipping until he reaches her core, sending lightning bolts of pleasure up through Sakura, making her knees shake as she tried to stay upright. Shisui comes up from behind her, wrapping his arms around her. She can feel his arousal pressing up against her as he returns his attention to kissing along her collarbone, occasionally nipping her and watching as Itachi made her go to pieces with his mouth.
"Isn't he beautiful like this, Sakura? Itachi has always had such a talented mouth."
As if on cue, itachi finds Sakura's most sensitive spot and he's driving her over the edge. Sakura cries out and she has to lean heavily into Shisui to keep from collapsing.
When her breathing returns to something resembling normal, Itachi gives her a kiss and she can taste herself on him, making the fire start to flicker to life again.
"Color?" he asks. Sakura doesn't hesitate for a second. She wants more of him. More of them both.
"Green." She isn't nervous anymore. Even here, like this, naked except for her bra between them, it feels natural. Sakura cocks her head to the side, remembering the way Shisui commanded Itachi to eat her out. She feels a surge of confidence as she tosses Shisui a wicked grin before gazing back at Itachi and with the most commanding tone she can muster-
"On the bed. I think its time I share that talented mouth of yours."
She half expects Itachi to push back, to balk at submitting to her. But to her surprise and her delight, he quickly strips to nothing and lays down on the bed with his head hanging off the side at just the right height for Shisui (who had also taken the moment to disrobe) to offer his cock out to Itachi. Itachi wastes no time in starting to tease Shisui, licking the length of his cock before swallowing him down to the base and making Shisui let out a breathy moan. Sakura admired them for a moment, watching Shisui start to thrust into Itachi's mouth and feeling a wave of possessiveness towards them come over her. They were hers. No one else would ever get to see them like this, and by the end of the night she was going to make sure they both knew where she had staked her claim.
Sakura slid over on the bed to take Itachi's cock (already quite hard) in her own mouth. She watched as Itachi's breath hitched and he moaned around Shisui's cock. Shisui, for his part, watched both Sakura and Itachi with half lidded eyes, although Sakura could see the red of Shisui's sharingan peering out at her.
"well, well, well. Seems our little 'Tachi isn't the only one with a skilled mouth." Shisui teased. Egged on, Sakura doubled her efforts, and before long Itachi was bucking under them both, his cock twitching in her mouth as a warning before he came hard for her.
She heard Shisui pull himself out of Itachi's mouth with a soft pop, still hard.
"Color?" he asked. Sakura waited for Itachi to answer before echoing him - green.
"Sakura, sit here besides 'Tachi. I'm going to fuck him senseless while I'm kissing you."
Sakura helped Itachi shift positions on the bed so that Shisui could settle himself right between Itachi's legs. Shisui leaned over, taking Sakura's chin in her fingers and kissing her deeply. Sakura gave herself over to the kiss and she could hear Itachi moaning quietly beneath them both.
"Fuck, Sakura" Shisui breathed when they broke the kiss, "You know how to drive someone wild. Why don't you give our sweet bird some attention too."
Sakura found Itachi's cock with her hand, stroking it and teasing him with deft fingers. Meanwhile Shisui made quick work of preparing Itachi to take him with a bottle of lube he'd brought (Sakura was grateful Shisui took care of that aspect of things, as it was something she new little about and she would have been a mortified mess trying to buy the right kind) and his fingers. Itachi's moans grew breathier as he twitched underneath both of them and Shisui's thrusts grew faster and more erratic, the older Uchiha still pent up from having Itachi sucking his cock. It wasn't long until Shisui was groaning and releasing himself into Itachi. Sakura leaned in and kissed Shisui deeply as he came, finding herself rewarded as Shisui thrust a few more times and moaned against her lips.
Sakura kept teasing Itachi with her hand while Shisui recovered. Eventually, her other hand went to Shisui's cock, teasing both men until Itachi was struggling not to arch under her fingertips and Shisui was ready to go again, biting back his own sounds of pleasure.
They made one hell of a sight, there on the bed together. Sakura felt that possessiveness surge again.
"Color?" She asked them. Shisui smiled, "Green."
It took Itachi the span of a few breaths to answer but finally it came. Green. More. Please. Sakura loved the whimpering sound he made as he begged to keep going. However she looked to Shisui, a touch uncertain of what the next position they might all enjoy would be.
"Do you want one of us to fuck you while the other person fucks them? Or you could try taking us both together if you want?"
Sakura thought about both options, then with a flush on her face- "Can I try taking both of you?"
"You remember your safeword?"
Sakura nodded. Though she felt determined to do this. To prove that she could keep up with Itachi and Shisui together.
Shisui directed Sakura to climb on top of Itachi, straddling him and lowering herself down onto his cock while he whimpered and moaned and professed how beautiful she was.
"Ready?"
Sakura bit her lip and nodded. Shisui pushed her forward gently until she was laying against Itachi's chest. She felt herself being stretched as Shisui started to finger her alongside Itachi's cock while both Uchiha breathed heavy and whispered praises in her ear. After a few minutes one finger became two and Sakura groaned, biting down on Itachi's shoulder and making his cock jump inside her. Shisui didn't let up, trusting Sakura to use her safeword if she needed to stop. Relentless, he pushed a third finger inside and Sakura let out a yelp that quickly became a moan as Shisui managed to find her sweet spot, feathering it for a second or two to help her relax before adding a fourth finger.
Once Shisui was satisfied that she was ready, he removed his fingers and leaned over her. Sakura closed her eyes in anticipation as Shisui lined himself up and slid into her, his cock running alongside Itachi's inside of her and making all three of them groan and Itachi buck slightly.
Shisui gave Sakura some time to adjust, then with some unseen signal to Itachi the two of them began to move inside her, one thrusting in while the other pulled back in a delicious harmony that didn't give Sakura a moments respite and had her nearly screaming with the overwhelming pleasure. Every nerve ending in her body lit up at once as they fucked her, the pace picking up and reaching a crescendo as Sakura came hard and heard a soft "fuck" from behind her and a mewling whimper from beneath her as her orgasm pushed both Uchiha over the edge.
They lay there, a sweaty, tangled, blissed out mess. After several minutes, Shisui pulled out of her, standing up with a groan to throw away the condom while Itachi nestled against Sakura.
Shisui came back some time later, nudging Sakura and Itachi both awake with water and desert in tow. They all cleaned up, got dressed and Shisui put on a movie while they cuddled together, Itachi and Shisui bickering while Sakura lay across both of their laps, enjoying them running their fingers through her hair and massaging her back and scalp.
As easy as breathing was the last thought Sakura had before falling into a deep, peaceful sleep.
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the boys with an SO who hasn’t even kissed anyone ever? or held hands?
I hope you like this!
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It wasn't like you had meant for it. Your friends all got boy friends and girlfriends, but often they broke up after a couple of months, leaving your friends heartbroken. Often you heard the stories - how they trusted someone, shared their first kiss with them or lost their virginity to them - and how quickly they broke up afterwards. So, it wasn't that you didn't want a relationship or anything, you just wanted it to be with someone who actually cared for you instead of your virginity.
Meeting the boys was definitely a big, new and somewhat scary thing at times? Paul especially was just very open about sex and sexuality. The boys were sweet, cared about you, and always made sure you were feeling great! It didn't take long before you began feeling comfortable around them, and that you five became close friends.
It was one night when you and Marko had gone off to a movie theater together, that he held your hand. You'd felt beyond flustered, although you liked the feeling. He noticed - asked what was wrong - and was just really quite sweet about it. He told you that if you didn't like holding hands he'd stop, and that he just liked holding you.
Dwayne looked out for you a bit more than the others - mainly because he quite quickly on realised you weren't experienced with relationships. It was definitely not s big deal - why would it be? He just wanted to make sure that you felt comfortable around them all, and that you never felt pressured into doing something you didn't want.
It's after you've been hanging out for a couple of months that they take you to the cave for the first time. They all absolutely love your responses, and they enjoy telling you about its history. It is there, when you're all chatting and drinking, that David tells you that they all like you - and that if you want it too, they definitely want you to become theirs officially.
It's a bit of a shock. You probably didn't think your first relationship would be a poly relationship - especially not with the four most desired guys in town. You awkwardly tell them that you do like them, but that you don't know what to answer yet. You explain that you've never been in a relationship before.
They all understand, and honestly, somehow it isn't even awkward between the five of you. They get how intimidating it can be, and all they want is for you to be happy. So, when you see them a couple of days later and tell them that you made up your mind, and that you'd loved to be theirs - they are delighted. They didn't expect you to come up with an answer so soon, and to hear that you wanted them? Honestly, for Paul and Dwayne it came a bit as a surprise - but a good one that is.
So, now that the five of you are officially together, they all take you out on dates a bit more. Dinners, concerts, rides on the boardwalk, movies - you name it and they probably have done it with you. It's all fun and cassual, and you feel beyond comfortable with them.
It's one night when you decide to stay at their place, that David tries to kiss you. A bit surprised you take a step back. David worries he's done something wrong, and asks you about it. When you remind him you've never kissed before, he apologises - and asks if you want to.
They're all just very willing to take things slow. After all - they've got an eternity to spend time with you. They want to change you - rather sooner than later - and after that, you can take as much time as you want before making any decisions when it comes to going further in the relationship.
Honestly, they're all supportive and they do think it is adorable. Also - especially in David's case - they might love the idea of you being theirs completely, but once again, they really won't pressure you into doing anything.
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Trini Kwan x Reader Part 2
Summary: You are the white ranger.
Warnings: Light cursing?
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"What the actual fuck?" You cringe at Trini's sentence, this is going a lot worse than you thought. Everyone else stood still and Trini's outburst, still confused on how you two know each other. "Trini I can explain, I swear." You say desperately, wanting to diffuse the situation as fast as possible. Trini walks up to you with a look of anger and starts poking her finger against your chest hard. "You've been keeping this from me the whole time! Is there anything else you've been lying about!?" You visibly gulp in fear, "Well I don't have a job, this where I go when I say I have a shift." For some reason, that just makes Trini angrier. "I'm leaving." She says before storming over to the above head water. Before she can jump you grab her hand. "Trini wait! You have to understand! I was not allowed to tell anyone about this stuff, you can't either! Don't you see where I'm coming from? If I wasn't the white ranger would you have told me about the Power Rangers?"
Trini knows the answer and knows she wouldn't have told you. "I... I just need some time... please." Trini never said please, so you just nod your head and give her a kiss on the cheek. "Just know that no matter what, I love you." You say giving her a watery smile. Her heart soars at your confession but she's feeling to many things at once to respond. She just nods her head before leaving. You growl in frustration, anger, and sadness. "Alpha 5, 30 putties please." "But y/-" You cut Alpha 5 off, "30 putties." Alpha 5 just nods before spawning 5 putties and pulling the rangers away.
*Major Time Skip to the final battle, plus a scene that happened during the Time Skip*
(During the camp fire thing, when Zack asks Trini if she had boyfriend troubles and then girlfriend trouble, she gives you a pointed look. The both of you haven't really confirmed or denied your relationship to the others and you both haven't talked since you revealed yourself as the white ranger.)
"Guys we need our zords! I don't think we can beat Goldar without them!" you yelled after finishing off the last of the putties. Everyone else agreed and called their zords to them before hopping in. "Alright, Kimberly attack from the air, Billy, Trini, and Zack pick a side to fight from so we can surround and over power Goldar. Y/n make sure everyone gets to safety, we don't need anyone getting stuck in the battle zone." "Aye Aye captain!" you joked before running off to clear out the rest of the civilians. Clearing them out took longer than you expected and when you got back, the scene was not pretty. All of your teammates are being pushed towards a deep pit. "Guys!" you yell in fear before sending your zord right at Goldar. Your zord gets stopped by Rita, "White Ranger! I have heard about your updated coin! Fight me so I can see it." You didn't want to stop to fight her, but she was the only thing standing in between you and goldar.
Before hopping out to fight her, you set your zord in acceleration mode so it runs right at goldar. Goldar ends up just backhanding it away. You grit your teeth in worry before turning to Rita in a fighting stance. Rita comes at you full force swinger her staff at your head. You dodge and pull out your double sided detachable scythe.
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(Like this)
"Well that is new." Rita says with weird excitement. You detach the scythe and start swinging them both at her. Rita just spends her time dodging, trying to tired you out. When you do finally pause to take a second, she attacks instantly putting you on the defensive. You finally get a second wind before getting in a powerful hit, pushing Rita on her back. You put your scythes up to her neck. "Give up Rita. It's over." "Is it?" Rita asks as she smirks and looks over at Goldar. You follow her line of sight, only to watch your friends get pushed into the lava pit. "NO!" You freeze as your heart breaks. Jason, Kimberly, Zack, Billy... Trini... You forget about Rita for a second, heart breaking more as you think about your friends and girlfriend who are probably dead now. Before you can get your senses back, Rita is already making a move. She grabs one of your scythes from your hand. You turn towards her to say something, mouth wide open, before feeling your own scythe plunge into your stomach. Your eyes widen, "What-" you fall to your knees in pain.
Rita just smiles in delight at everything that just happened. "It's okay, you tried your hardest. Don't worry, you can have a front row seat to me destroying the Zeo crystal. Goldar!" Goldar turns to you before picking you up and roughly dropping you against your zord that had powered down after it got hit by Goldar. All you could do was watch as Rita walked towards the destroyed Kripy Kreme to retrieve the Zeo crystal. "No..." You say in pain and defeat, you lost. Before Rita can reach Krispy Kreme, the ground starts shaking. You groan in pain at the shaking but look around in confusion before your eyes widen. Coming out of the lava pit that you watched your friends fall in, was them in megazord form. "Holy shit..."
*Time skip to after battle*
"We did it!" Billy yelled in excitement as they watched Rita fly into space. They all get out of their zords. "I can't believe it!" Jason exclaims in agreement. "That was crazy yo!" Zack says before wrapping his arms around Jason and Billy's shoulders. Kimberly just laughs and rolls her eyes at the guys excitement. She looks at Trini who is just looking around. "Trini?" Kimberly says in concern, which catches the guys attention. "Are you okay?" Kimberly asks as she puts a hand on Trini's shoulder. "I don't see y/n. They wouldn't have left us like that, so where are they?" Trini says getting more worried by the second. The rest of the group starts looking around. "Look there's their zord, maybe they're around there." Zack said pointing to your tiger zord that was laying on it's side.
Trini took off in a sprint to look around your zord. She just had this terrible feeling in her stomach that wouldn't go away. The other rangers went to check and make sure no civilians were injured or stuck anywhere. Trini got to the zord and was by its back. She scanned the area as the she walked around the zord. "Come on y/n. Where did you—" Trini cuts herself off after she finds you limp on the ground, with your scythe still sticking out your stomach. "No no no no!" She runs over to you and kneels at your side, trying to shake you awake. "Come one y/n, open your eyes for me!" Trini looks around in a panic, she knows she needs to get the scythe out of your stomach so she can wrap the wound so it won't get infected. But she's just surrounded by rocks, concrete, and building pieces. "Guys I need help! Y/n is down and unconscious. I need something to wrap their stomach to stop any bleeding that may occur." At the sudden urgency in Trini's voice, all the rangers take off from what they were doing and ran towards your location.
People wore confused looks when the Power Rangers suddenly took off running and walked over to see what had happened. Many let out gasps of surprise at the sight of the yellow ranger holding the white ranger up. "Please does anyone have anything I can use to wrap around their stomach?" Trini was getting desperate at this point, you wouldn't wake up and she had no idea what to do. Your parents pushed to the front of the crowd and immediately ran to your side. "Me and my wife are doctors, we can help." Your father says as your mom runs to get bandages from the car, that she always kept for emergencies. The Power rangers look concerned but your father leans in to Trini's ear to whisper. "I know that's y/n. I was the white ranger before them." Trini nods in understanding and gives the rest of the rangers a nod. Your mom gets back with the bandages and kneels on the opposite side of your body, across from your father. "Okay, your going to need to hold their head when I pull the scythe out. It will cause a lot of pain and probably wake them up. After we wrap it you need to take them to Alpha 5, before I passed the coin down I updated Alpha 5's medical directory and the medical room on the ship." Trini nodded in understanding and laid your head in her lap. Your father turns to the other rangers, "I would suggest backing the crowd up, this won't be pretty." The power rangers listen to him and start ushering the crowd back.
"Okay on 3... 1... 2... 3!" Your father yells and yanks the scythe out of your stomach. Your eyes shoot open and you yell out in pain. You try to sit up but get held down by Trini. "It's okay, it's okay, everything will be okay." Trini kept saying over and over again as you cried. "Okay, we wrapped it as best as we can, you should get them to Alpha 5 fast." Your mom said before standing up and grabbing the wrap. Trini nodded before calling the rangers back over and having Zack carry you to Kimberly's zord, it being the smoothest to ride in because it flies. When they get back, Zack picks you up and to Alpha 5, who leads him to the medical room. Alpha 5 kicks the group out before getting to work. The group stands outside the room for a few minutes in silence before Trini starts sobbing. Kimberly immediately hugs her, letting her cry on her shoulder and whispers reassurances. "It's not okay!" Trini sobs out, "I never even said it back to them!" The group looks a little confused at that. Trini sniffles before answering their confused faces. "Me and y/n are dating. We have been for 6 months and that day they showed that they were the white ranger, they told me they loved me and I didn't say it back." The rangers gave her a look of sympathy before having a group hug.
An hour or two past, it felt like eternity for Trini, before Alpha 5 exits the medical room. Everybody stands up, "How are they?" "Y/n will make a full recovery. You may go in the room but they will be asleep for a little while." The group lets out a collective sigh of relief before walking into your room. As time passes, the rangers leave one by one before it's just Trini left. The whole time, she sat next to you holding your hand. You slowly start to wake up with a groan. This causes Trini to immediately sit up and rush to get water for you. When your eyes finally get use to the lights, you looks to your side to see Trini with a giant smile and holding a cup of water. She hands you the cup before taking your hand in hers and squeeze it. You squeeze it back to affirm that your awake and okay. You go to ask what happened, when Trini cuts you off.
"I love you too."
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Alright, so today’s the three-year anniversary of Reputation a.k.a the greatest album of all time, my baby, the light of my life, the album that deserved a Grammy (trying desperately not to think about the scene from Miss Americana😭), the album that introduced us to the most beautiful couple ever, the album that shut Kimye up, and I better stop now, or else I’m not gonna shut up.
So in honour of this momentous occasion (and the fact that I reached 200+ followers! Thank you so much you guys!🥺 Love you all 3000💙), here’s a loooooong post on why Reputation is the Ethan and MC album.
1. ...Ready For It?
No one has to know
Throwback to MC saying the exact same words back in Miami.
In the middle of the night, in my dreams
You should see the things we do, baby, mmm
In the middle of the night, in my dreams
I know I'm gonna be with you
So I take my time
Remember back when MC asked for Ethan to get into bed right away during their first time? Ethan told them that he had dreamt about the moment for months, so he wasn’t going to rush it.
2. End Game
Big reputation, big reputation
Ooh you and me would be a big conversation
These two dating would be the talk of the hospital, and they know it.
Even when we'd argue, we don't do it for long
And you understand the good and bad, end up in the song
For all your beautiful traits, and the way you do it with ease
For all my flaws, paranoia, and insecurities
Think these lines are pretty self-explanatory😌
I hit you like bang
We tried to forget it, but we just couldn't
*gets war flashbacks of the ‘reset’ phase*😭 They tried to make it work, but we all know how Ch 8 of book 2 went😌
I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me
Perfect for our chaotic MC😌
3. Don’t Blame Me
Do I... really have to explain this one?
For you, I would cross the line
I would waste my time
I would lose my mind
They say she's gone too far this time
Do we need a recap of our rule-breaking MC?
And baby, for you, I would fall from grace
Just to touch your face
If you walk away
I'd beg you on my knees to stay
He was willing to risk his (mostly) rule-abiding reputation for being with MC. And there’s no way he wouldn’t beg for MC not to leave him if he ever screwed up🤷‍♀️
4. Delicate
This ain't for the best
My reputation's never been worse, so
You must like me for me
Ethan stood by MC’s side throughout the Ethics hearing, when her reputation was completely smeared, and people only saw her as a patient murderer. He didn’t know about the sabotages, but he would’ve definitely supported her if he had known.
We can't make
Any promises now, can we, babe?
Commitment-phobia🙃
Sometimes I wonder when you sleep
Are you ever dreaming of me?
Sometimes when I look into your eyes
I pretend you're mine, all the damn time
They spent so much of time apart, not able to be with each other, so the least they could do was dream of being with each other all the time.
5. So It Goes (an underrated af bop)
What can I say... it’s a sex song, okay? Don’t make me go into the details😂 Just listen to the lyrics, and all will be clear.
6. Gorgeous (Tumblr won’t let me put any more links)
MC’s eternal anthem to Ethan.
Whisky on ice, Sunset and Vine
You've ruined my life, by not being mine
We all know Ethan loves Whiskey, and the second line? C’mon!
You're so gorgeous
I can't say anything to your face
'Cause look at your face
And I'm so furious
At you for making me feel this way
But, what can I say?
You're gorgeous
Ethan Ramsey is famous for two reasons. One: his smart brain, I guess😒 Two: HIS LOOKS!!! HE’S GORGEOUS, AND DON’T DENY IT.
And you should think about the consequence
Of you touching my hand in the darkened room (dark room, dark room)
Ah, the olden days of hand holding in the diagnostics office🥺
Ocean blue eyes looking in mine
I feel like I might sink and drown and die
No explanation required.
You make me so happy, it turns back to sad, yeah
There's nothing I hate more than what I can't have
You are so gorgeous it makes me so mad
The wonderful will-they-won’t-they saga. The frustrating hot-and-cold behaviour. The ‘We can’t’, ‘It’s unethical’ and ‘It’s complicated’. MC deserves an award for her patience😓
7. King Of My Heart
I'm perfectly fine, I live on my own
I made up on my mind, I'm better off bein' alone
Ethan ‘I don’t believe in soulmates and nobody’s waiting at home’ Ramsey.
And all at once, you are the one I have been waiting for
King of my heart, body and soul, ooh whoa
And all at once, you are all I want, I'll never let you go
King of my heart, body and soul, ooh whoa
This could be from both Ethan and MC’s perspectives. The love they share isn’t something that you get easily. It’s something that MC has waited for her whole life, and something Ethan never knew he needed, but now can’t live without🥺
Late in the night, the city's asleep
Your love is a secret I'm hoping, dreaming, dying to keep
Change my priorities
The taste of your lips is my idea of luxury
This was definitely Ethan throughout book 2, after he finally gave in. He let go of his previous rules and regulations, especially during the time of the attack. He was clearly affected, and once MC was alright, his main priority was her, and her alone.
Is the end of all the endings?
My broken bones are mending
With all these nights we're spending
Ethan’s been burnt a lot in the past. But all those wounds are now healing thanks to MC.
Up on the roof with a school girl crush
Drinking beer out of plastic cups
They act like lovesick teenagers around each other, like, that’s literally their description if you choose to kiss Ethan for the first time in Chapter 14 of book 2!😅
Say you fancy me, not fancy stuff
Baby, all at once, this is enough
We all know about his initial fear of his mother reaching out to him for the sake of his money. To him, MC not talking advantage of him is a pretty big deal, even though it’s never mentioned. You just know, you know?🥺
8. Dancing With Our Hands Tied
My, my love had been frozen
Deep blue, but you painted me golden
Again, Ethan doesn’t have the best experience with love. But MC changed that.
I'm a mess, but I'm the mess that you wanted
This could go both ways, cause they’re both piping hot messes😬 (but love each other anyway🥺)
The rest of this song could have made so much more sense for them if we had gotten some sort of a secret relationship storyline. But oh well, I’m definitely not complaining about the gala😌 (and definitely not believing any of the supposed cancelled storylines)
9. Dress
Our secret moments
In a crowded room
They got no idea
About me and you
I mean... pretty obvious😌
Even in my worst times, you could see the best of me
And I woke up just in time
Now I wake up by your side
My one and only, my lifeline
This is practically Ethan’s train of thought, and you can’t convince me otherwise.
As for the rest of the steamier lyrics... I’ll um... let you guys listen to it yourselves😁
10. Call It What You Want
I wrote an entire fic inspired by this song, so excuse me for the shameless self-promo, but go give it a read?🥺👉👈(totally fine if you don’t! I’ve probably made so many posts about this song that y’all know the meaning anyway😅)
11. New Years Day
Don't read the last page
But I stay when you're lost and I'm scared and you're turning away
I want your midnights
But I'll be cleaning up bottles with you on New Year's Day
MC has always stayed by Ethan’s side, even when he’s pushed her away. These lines perfectly explain how she wants his worst times, and his best, the midnights they spend staying up together, and the moments where it’s just the two of them, when everyone else has left, like the aftermath of a New Years party (still mad at the fact that we didn’t get to see the gang celebrate New Year together😭)
I'll be there if you're the toast of the town babe
Or if you strike out and you're crawling home
The above explanation for these lines as well.
Please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere
Becoming strangers to each other would be their worst nightmares. Knowing that the other was out there in the world somewhere, but not being in their lives would kill them.
You and me forevermore
These two are each other’s soulmate, they know it, even if they haven’t said it yet. Forever wouldn’t be enough for them to shower each other with they love they hold for each other. But it’s a good start.
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If you guys made it this far, then I honestly love you more than words can ever express🥺💙 Thanks for putting up with my Swiftie-Directioner-Ethan stan ass, cause I dunno if I’d ever be able to handle someone like myself. And if you read all the above stuff, then I hope you wanna know why this album means so much to me.
Reputation is perceived as a dark album, when in reality it’s truly about finding love amongst all the noise. This album, and Taylor and Joe’s story, taught me what true love actually is, and Ethan and MC cemented that. This album and these two couples (quite literally) saved my life.
The most beautiful part about both these relationships is that even though they never showed it openly, for the sake of their relationships, both Ethan(in the story) and Joe stood by the side of the one’s they loved, despite half of the people who they knew hating on them, or betraying them. And I think that’s what’s truly important. Forming a true relationship like that, be it platonic or romantic, is long lasting, and I hope everyone finds those kind of people to fill their hearts with. Sending much love, and sorry for being a huge sap😅💙
Tagging a couple of my Swiftie homies: @swiftlydarcy @nikki-2406 @dxnicaramsey @kaavyaethanramsey @caseyvalentineramsey @drariellevalentine @justanotherrookie
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i LOVE your analysis especially byler ones so please don't take this as hate, it's the last thing i want to do. but while i love the byler theories do you actually think the duffers are smart enough to realize the potential/brave enough to follow through on the relationship. bc tbh i think our viewpoint is skewed i don't think anyone but byler shippers see the canon possibility. and also it really seems like m/leven is going to be endgame? just wanted to know more of your thought process
Even if byler never happens- I’m 100% sure mileven won’t be endgame XD. Regardless of byler, Mike and El are just not going to happen. (Even if they’re ‘dating’ in s4). I could try to explain the reasons why I think byler will be endgame though. I’ll give the cliffnotes version. This will probably be a mess- because focusing on all the reasons isn’t as good as analyzing , each reason as it’s own separate post, in depth). 
Why mileven isn’t endgame
- The duffers said, while filming ST, El was supposed to die in s1 (glad that didn’t happen). And this was also their plan when pitching their show ‘Montauk’ (later retitled ST), saying that the hypothetical  s2 sequel would be about the boys returning to their town 10 years later. Mileven was never ‘planned end-game’. They also describe mileven kissing but never mention the word ‘love’ like how Jancy was described in the Montauk pitch. Nancy’s bio says “ she will experience love for the first time.”  But when they describe mileven, they say, “If Mike is the Elliot of our show, Eleven is our “E.T.” Like that’s … not romantic, Duffers. And if it was supposed to be … WTF did you guys watch the same film? 0-O
- In the byler centric s2, the Duffers kept mileven separated. And the mileven kiss wasn’t written in the show. Millie pretty much said “they had to do it.” Much to Matt’s confusion but then the Duffers agreed. And used ‘every breath you take’ (a song about divorce), and just by coincidence their 2nd back-up  song was also a song about a divorce? Nah, they were trolling.
- Most of the women (Nancy & Max) in the show critique Mileven saying Mike treats her as if she’s stupid, can’t take care of herself, or as she is a possession. 
-in the first ep of s3 almost all the guys (who had/have gfs) Hopper, Lucas, and Dustin all criticize the mileven relationship and think it’s unhealthy.
Hopper says “ They’re spending entirely too much time together… It is constant.It is constant! Okay? That is not normal, that is not healthy! ”
Lucas mocks Mike, saying “ Oh El, I wish we could make out forever and never hang out with any of our friends.”
Dustin says when they flake on him, “It’s bullshit, I just got home!” (insert Nancy calling Stancy ‘bullshit’)
and before this  Dustin talks about Romeo & Juliet (while mileven is out of frame). R&J is all about the dangers of not knowing the difference between love and infatuation. Juliet after Romeo is banished just complains about how in love/sad she is but never pursues looking for him (sound familiar)? R&J claimed that they were in love with each other after knowing each for a few days and deciding to get married-sabotaging the closest relationships they had with their friends/family (all in the name of ‘true love’) . Similarly Mileven thought they were in love after only a week of knowing each other, and the second they are reunited they start dating and spend all their time with each other. El is allowed out of the house (and her friends are allowed to visit), but El hasn’t interacted with Max nor Will? They spend almost everyday in her room just making out. Mike puts very little effort into integrating her into his life or as part of the group. The only time they go out- is for Mike to show off El to Dustin like a possession- then before El can even do the boding activity with the group (with the radio tower)- Mike convinces her to leave to make out. They are both complicit in this and they both bring out the worst in each other and they make each other blinded to their loved ones’ feelings.
- El literally asks Max “How do I know what I like?” Do I have to explain why this could be problematic? She even says “I don’t know”, when Max asks if Mike is a good kisser.You can call me ‘ableist’ my abused-autistic ass will disagree. But El is not ready for a romantic relationship! it makes perfect sense for El to be confused by the distinctions of romantic, platonic, and familial love- when the first 12 years of her life she didn’t receive any form of love , PERIOD! And she is not like normal abuse victims (she has never had proper socialization with peers her own age or even adults).All she had was television. She latches herself on to anyone who is kind to her (something I used to do). Without Mike she used Max as a replacement almost immediately, and even starts repeating/mirroring the things she says (specifically coping phrases from her …over 6 times!). She’s also susceptible to doing what others say or want her to do, “dumping his ass” (with Max’s validation and encouragement). El might love Mike but I don’t think it’s romantic, she latched on to the first person that was kind to her. Before their first kiss she asked Mike “Will you be like my brother?” And she’s hurt when he says “no”, asking “Why not?”. He then kisses her (she watches a lot of soap operas and she assumes it must be ‘romantic love’). You’re telling me that if she was ‘in love’ with Mike she would have been that happy over dumping him? I’m not saying El is dumb for not being able to discern these things (I think people without such backgrounds may still struggle with this concept). But it makes perfect sense for El to be confused by the distinctions of various loves or even the differences between ‘crushes’ , ‘physical attraction’ and ‘romantic love’ 
- In the last ep El asks about what he said at the cabin to Max, specifying “you talked about your feelings?”. He says and I QUOTE “Oh! Oh, yeah that.Man, that was so long ago. Um…”  and starts to scratch his head. Then he excuses what he said at the cabin, saying it was “in the heat of the moment stuff and we were arguing… I don’t actually remember. What did I say exactly?”  
Now either he legitimately forgot! Or he lied! You know the thing that broke them up in the first place! The one thing that El holds as her most important value in life- honesty. And he lied- about something as important as his romantic feelings?!  Make up any excuse (about being shy/character flaws all you want), but this isn’t real life- it’s fiction (everything is done for a narrative purpose). That wasn’t an accident ( mileven wasn’t “written out of character”- like milevens claim,  the duffers were criticizing the ship on purpose) .And the fact he lied again! Wouldn’t bode well for a long term relation with each other. The whole season, criticized their romantic relationship ! That wasn’t a coincidence neither was the fact he looked confused by her confession, and kept his eyes open the whole time and didn’t kiss her back . 
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And as she smiled and walked away, he looked confused. That wasn’t a directing mistake, like so many milevens are claiming! You really think they wouldn’t make sure their ‘fav ship’ didn’t have a good final kiss? 
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 Especially since it was right after a romantic Jancy scene (which was directed amazingly)- where Nancy even mentions Mileven- to make us compare the 2 pairings romantic scenes even more. 
* I know I sound like an assh*le but I’m just annoyed. I’ve always censored my byler posts trying not to offend/criticize mileven. I never cross tagged my byler meta with the hashtag mileven (never will, cause it’s rude). But (without sounding pompous) my byler posts generally gets reblogged a lot- and now the milevens have seen my posts (and are sending lots of hate my way) and worst of all they’ve invaded the byler tag. Today I saw 2 posts in the byler tag saying. “We’re delusional” and “stupid”- and also in the same posts they say they “feel attacked” by us.Um… there’s a difference between byler shippers privately criticizing a ship without bothering mileven shippers (and only tagging it byler) . Versus Mileven shippers  tagging things byler (and ranting about the ship and it’s shippers). Loved the comment about how Mike can’t be bi cause “he loves El too much”.I think Mike is probably gay and in denial. But, um that’s not how being bi works- didn’t know  bi people love women and men ½ as much as the gays/straights. Thanks for informing me (rolls eyes for eternity).So kid-gloves off, nothing left to lose! Time to compare the ships.
‘The breakup’ vs ‘fight’ parallel
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comedic vs dramatic! The casual sunny day vs the dramatic framing of the storm (a romantic trope) . The ‘break-up’ being a scene with multiple onlookers vs the fight being with Will and Mike only (making it more personal/intimate).  ‘Cold as ice’ playing after the mileven breakup vs the sad instrumentals playing during the byler fight. The comedic after-math at the mall. El and Max laughing, and another joke being made as the bus leaves.El’s happiness vs Will’s heartbreak.
Mike’s drastically different expressions after their fights. He looks regretful with Will, and almost annoyed with El dumping him.  The fact Mike apologized right away more than once to Will, and ran into a storm to apologize a 2nd time. But with El he just lies to cover up the first lie, and then after the break-up he just complains/lounges on the couch (not taking any responsibility). He literally says about El “Why is she treating me this way? What did I do to deserve this? What did I do wrong?”.( He lied and made her feel “like garbage”!) Then he burps and laughs about chips- and makes sexist comments. Neither EL nor Mike are heartbroken by the breakup.
But when he angers Will (by him trying to finish the game early), he immediately tries to de-escalate saying softly “I was just joking- c’mon, let’s finish the game”. But when Will just yells back (much to Mike’s confusion) he doesn’t dismiss his feelings as irrational (like he wrongfully did to El) but chases him to the garage-  and begs him to stay since it’s raining.
In the garage, Mike immediately apologizes saying “I said I was sorry, alright. It was a cool campaign.” But after this, they fight and Mike runs into a storm to apologize a second time , and says to Will’s door “ WILL! I’m sorry I was being an asshole. Can you just come outside and we’ll talk? WILL!” He immediately takes responsibility and apologizes. And he’s desperate to resolve things. And when they find him outside castle Byers he just asks  (Mike’s catchphrase) “Will, Are you ok?”
Shed scene ( “best thing I’ve ever done” vs “the most important thing in the world to me”) parallel
When Mike says to El  “you’re most important thing to me” in the pool shed. El doesn’t even acknowledge the comment (and neither should the audience- cause the words were empty). She completely ignores his words, and responds by asking him about his previous comments. Asking whether Hopper was right about them spending too much time together.
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I didn’t edit (or delete any scene after his proclamation) this is how fast it was delivered ! The framing of this mileven scene was not cinematic or heartfelt, and neither was the delivery from Mike. He’s not crying, trying to reach her with proclamations of his genuine feelings. There’s no dramatic music, framing, lighting or shot composition. And El just responds and cuts his supposed ‘true feelings’ off- only to agree with Hopper and says “ she should spend time with her own species.” And if this ‘romantic moment’ wasn’t already undermined enough. This is when Mike realizes she was spying on him , and feels wrongfully violated (something she doesn’t apologize for,  saying “I make my own rules” . He even brings this up in a later episode (this clearly bothered him)!
Juxtaposed to the MUCH longer byler scene. A literal single tear falling down his cheek as Mike , recounts the first day they met. Mike being in the back drop of darkness only his face being illuminated (having him appear like a guiding light to Will). Saying “ I felt so alone and  so scared… but you were alone too” (alone together/crazy together) .  He then talks about asking Will to be his friend, and then he pauses and breaks eye contact , before looking him in the eye and smiling (lost in the memory) saying softly “you said yes, you said yes.” (cough like saying yes at a wedding).
So, after he says “you said yes, you said yes.” It’s important to mention that he takes a deep breath and breaks eye contact again, (looking down and to the side) as he says this line. Subconsciously, I believe he knows this line is romantic and he’s too afraid to say it to his face. Only flicking his eyes up to look at Will  after he finishes the entire sentence, and to gauge Will’s reaction.
This whole monologue is only of tight shots of just their faces (their bodies aren’t shown like in the pool shed scene). This is a personal moment between them and them alone- and the fact we zoom in on their faces (expresses this to be important emotionally) . And when we see Will’s reaction to Mike saying “it was the best thing I’ve ever done”. We just see Will’s face only- no music is playing and all we hear is  Will’s whimpers and Mike crying in the background.
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“ Blank makes you Crazy” vs “ Crazy Together parallel
When Mike tries to confess his “love” to El he says “Well they do say it makes you crazy”… much to El’s confusion.He has to try to explain it a second time to El- who just gets even more confused, by his ‘confession’. Saying “you never heard that expression? Like blank makes you crazy … like the word (love)?”
But when Mike says he “feels like he’s going crazy” Will immediately responds with “Me too”. Mike even smiles at the comment. So that moment in s2 means more than we think, when Mike (with tears in his eyes) smiles at Will’s comment and asks them to go “crazy together”.And when Will responds back “yeah, crazy together” (who also has tears in his eyes). They even linger on the moment as they just smile and stare at each other.
Mike is in denial, and may not even realize he loves Will, but he knows subconsciously that he does. He heard the phrase “love makes you crazy and that damn stupid”, 100′s of times and that’s why he said that phrase to Will. And why it made him so happy when Will reciprocated , by saying “ yeah. crazy together.” In addition to why we see them both go from happy, to immediately upset over the conversation.The scene was already romantically coded in s2 (but the scene in s3 re-contextualizes the whole thing) . Mike thinks “love makes you crazy” , and he asked Will to go ‘crazy together’ with him. And When Will is at castle byers looking at the Halloween pic of the 2 the day Mike said that, Will cries and calls himself “stupid” (4x). Can’t get more obvious… Like look what the duffers did! 
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El and Will’s opinions on Mike (Parallels)
-When asked if Mike was a good kisser,  she just said “I don’t know he’s my 1st boyfriend.” (implying she’s thinking, at least subconsciously, of having other boyfriends ,who are not Mike in the future).  But when Mike pretty much asks’ if Will thought they’d never get girlfriends, and spend the rest of their lives with each other’.Will just sadly responds “yeah, I guess I did. I really did!” Unlike, El, Will always saw Mike as his future, his forever.
-And when Mike says “it’s just a break” , Max says “No it’s not!”, and we see El laugh along with Max’s comment. She is not heartbroken at the idea of never getting back together with him, romantically. Right after they break up she was laughing, reading comics, and playing games with Max.
But Will is devastated over the fight! And out of all the memories in Castle Byers it’s the Ghostbusters photo from Halloween that causes Will to pick up the bat and start destroying everything. That was the night that Mike agreed to go “crazy together” with him. He tears it in ½ right in the center where Mike and Will are. He was so stupid to think it meant anything. The “crazy together” scene, that Mike initiated in s2 was always meant to be romantic. Not only because of Will’s reaction to the photo in s3, but because Mike in s3 says “They do say it makes you crazy…blank makes you crazy.”  Which is exactly what happens to Will, as he has his breakdown.Castle byers was built on a rainy night , the same day Will’s dad left, when Will was 5 (the same age he met Mike). And lonnie called him a “queer” and a “f*g” and forced him to do “normal things” like baseball to have him “be more of a man”. And then on a rainy night, after Mike says “It’s not my fault you don’t like girls”… what does Will destroy castle byers with? A baseball bat! The fact Will has a baseball bat (despite in s1 saying he does not like baseball) in Castle Byers, surrounded by things he loves: drawings, d&d, art supplies, a microscope, comics- just shows what an impact Lonnie’s problematic conditioning and abandonment had on him. He used a baseball bat to destroy something he loves -castle Byers, and symbolically he was trying to reject his feelings for Mike using Lonnie’s old tactics of fixing him.
- Also, El doesn’t even seem to appreciate when Mike acts like his true self (goofy/like a kid). She laughs when Max complains he talks too much. Rolls his at his jokes with the cpr-dummy, covers his mouth and tells him to stop when he tries to joke and sing, ignores him when he gets excited about talking about dinosaurs. Which relates to my next point
The only characters who’s character bios focus on ‘escaping’ through d&d is Mike and Will.
Will in the Montauk pitch was described as having “sexual identity issues… LIKE MIKE , Will ESCAPES through fantasy gaming where he can be himself, uninhibited.” Like what is Mike escaping from… being a nerd? Because they could of said ‘like his friends’. And no it’s not because they’re best friends- they even specifIed in Lucas bio he’s “ Mike’s best friend” (which was even mentioned in s1).
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.In Mike’s character description it says “ bullying and near-crippling insecurity. He has never had a first kiss, much less a girlfriend.He ESCAPES his insecurities through reading fantasy novels … retreating into his own vivid imagination. The Dungeon Master of his Dungeons and Dragons group, he writes sprawling adventures with fantastical monsters.When he finds himself on a real adventure, facing real monsters, he will discover a courage he didn’t know he had. By the end, he will even kiss a girl.”
*Interesting that Mike uses D&D  to escape his insecurities about not having a gf (retreating into his imagination). While Will (who is somewhat aware of his sexuality) uses d&d to escape and be himself uninhibited. They’re foils in a sense- using d&d for opposing reasons.
So the s3 fight about d&d games has a lot more meaning 
Mike equates heterosexual romance with ‘growing up’ and his feeling for Will as something childish he has to grow out of.When they fight over d&d. Mike says “It’s not my fault you don’t like girls!”, then he tries to ½ apologize only to say, “I’m not trying to be a jerk. Ok? But We’re not kids anymore.” He pretty much explains, this is just the way things are-boys fall in love with girls, get girlfriends, and that’s just a part of growing up (heteronormativity).  And tells Will “I mean, what did you think, really? That we were never gonna get girlfriends? We were just gonna sit in my basement all day and play games for the rest of our lives?” And poor Will who is probably more aware of his feelings just responds. “Yeah. I guess I did. I really did.” And after this Mike rushes to Will’s house and apologizes saying he was an “asshole.”When he tries to say he loves El . It was very forced. He can’t even use the world love or explain his feelings, “A feeling … yeah, like, something… like OLD PEOPLE say it sometimes”.
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He can’t even describe love and what his “feelings” entail for El , he then says  “Yeah, like something , like old people say it some times. He doesn’t even say it back in the last ep, when she confesses. It’s all talk, but no feeling, it’s just a part of becoming an adult in Mike’s mind.
In the last ep before the mileven kiss, he even invites both El and Will over for Christmas saying “ And Will too… we could all have new presents to play with and… *scoffs* Sorry, that made me sound like a 7 year old...  ”
And it’s implied in the last ep (before the mileven kiss),  because of the 3 month breakup Mike is back to liking d &d. When Mike sees Will put his own d&d book in the donation box he stops him.
Mike: “WHOA, dude that’s the donation box.”
Will: “ I know, I’ll just use yours,  when I come back. (pause) if WE still want to play?”
So then Mike asks, shyly …
Mike : “Yeah, but what if you want to join another party?” (cough- girls , the other ‘species’, or just someone else: girl, guy or otherwise)
Will: “Not possible.” (Will will always love Mike- insert Mikes immediate heart-eye reaction to this comment).
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I think people don’t notice what the subtext is here- regardless of his intentions, Mike broke Will’s heart. He made him feel “stupid” for ever thinking he ever had a chance with Mike. He always saw Mike as his forever, but Mike shot any hopes of that down in the garage. Will doesn’t trust his own instincts. Mike could straight up flirt with him in s4/5- and Will would dismiss it as his imagination. He essentially said ‘he’ll always love Mike- but if something is going to happen. It’s up to Mike to initiate it’.
Mike was queer coded since ep 1 (and he’s more queer coded than Will)!
 I LITERALLY thought (in s1) Mike was queer before Will!
- 3 rainbow references. Mike in s1 in his basement has a red heart being propelled by a rainbow sign. We see this again in s3 as a drawing. Mike also stands next to Will behind a rainbow apple poster in s2. Forbidden fruit + rainbow = queer forbidden romance. Also the apple poster was in the AV Club and at that time the rainbow apple-mac sign was suspected to be in reference to for Alan Turning (the gay ‘father of computers’).
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In s1:
- 4 separate characters said El looked like a boy, but Mike doesn’t care! Even one of the men thought El might be the missing ‘Byers boy’. When El loses her wig , Troy said “she doesn’t even look like a girl” to the cops. But Mike just calls her “really pretty”
-Nancy says “I thought you were acting weird, but I thought it was because of Will” And Mike responds “I thought you were acting weird too I thought it was because of Steve … Do you like Jonathan now”?” Nancy: “No, do you like Eleven?”. They literally compared the explicit love triangle between Steve/Nancy/Jonathan to the Will-Mike-El dynamic!
- Mike literally uses gender inclusive pronouns when talking about crushes using the word “someone” (3 times), and embarrassing himself because he can’t articulate the difference between friendship and romance. When he could of simply given the 80s heteronormative  answer of ‘when a boy likes a girl’.
Mike: “ you go to school dances with someone.
You know someone that you like”
El: “a friend?”
Mike: ‘not a friend uh … uh someone like a” (gives up and kisses her)
-Mike’s mom said “ What’s been going on with Will, I can’t imagine what it’s been like for you. I just … want you to feel like you can talk to me. I never want you to feel like you have to HIDE anything from me” (she even emphasizes the word ‘hide”  (which is heavily queer coded)
- when Will ‘dies’, “we can be heroes” by David bowie (a bisexual singer) plays,   “And we kiss as though nothing could fall and the shame” is the lyric that plays when Mike returns to his house and cries in his mother’s arms over the ‘death’ of Will. Do I have to explain how ‘kissing and shame’ are queer-coded . And how such a lyric is oddly romantic- if we’re supposed to see their bond as nothing but platonic XD
-his dad jokes “Absolutely not” *turns to wife* “our son with a girl?”.
- when Lucas makes fun of his crush on EL, Lucas gets down on one knee  and says “ I love you so much, will you marry me?” and literally 1s later, we’re introduced to the bullies and the idea (for the first time) that Will is ‘gay’, and Mike is in the forefront of the scene and unlike his friends he is THE ONLY ONE physically assaulted as they cause him to fall face first into a rock (like a gay-bashing) .  They leave Lucas and Dustin unharmed. Even though Lucas just proposed to another guy- which should have gotten him a beating by the homophobic bullies.
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It’s supposed to subconsciously hint Mike is queer like Will, and likes Will. The first interaction with the bullies, they mention Will being ‘gay’ right after they mention Mike’s crush on androgynous El and have a guy propose to Mike. Mike says to “ignore them” ( the homophobic remarks) but is assaulted anyways. And when asked what happed he doesn’t want to tell El the details cause he’s ashamed .
2nd time the bullies talk about Will, Mike is once again in the forefront, unlike his straight friends who are in the background . But this time Mike initiates the confrontation), as the bullies say Will is “flying in fairyland with all the other little fairies. All happy and gay”. Mike was literally on the verge or tears at this comment (despite being happy a few moments earlier , telling the others to ‘act sad’ because they’d look suspicious other wise). But this is the comment where Mike snaps and pushes Troy back (because he took it personally/wanted to defend Will).
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The framing of Mike once again being in the front and snapping at the homophobic remarks ( gifs don’t do it justice, just rewatch the scene -Mike eyes water at the remarks). Then the last time the bullies appear , Mike jumps off the cliff and “flies like a fairy” (like Troy said) thanks to El . Troy at the police station even uses the word “fly” not levitate.
-Mike sneaking out to find Will, as Steve sneaks in to Nancy’s. They both even make eye contact (and pretend not to have seen each other).
- they share dinosaur toys , in s1 and 2 they appear to be the only ones with dinosaur toys.
- The s1 mom hug scene where Mike feels he lost Will is paralleled in s3 - signifying how he lost him a 2nd time.
- Mike in the 1st ep being the one to insist on looking for Will in the rain (callback to s3). But he never went looking for El when he saw her through his window? Even when Mike saw Will’s dead body, the second he heard his voice he convinced his friends to help rescue him!
- You remember the binder (from s1) that Mike keeps, filled with 100s of Will’s drawings, and how he caresses the drawing after thinking Will was dead. That’s totes platonic.
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- Mike in s1 proclaiming “I’m the only one who cares about Will!” Seems like something a kid with a crush might say ( because obviously his other friends care about Will). But he thinks he cares the most. He was even the first to worry about Will not showing up to school, the first to suggest looking for him while speaking to Hopper, and when Hopper and his parents say ‘no’ he sneaks out anyway (and is the first to suggest forming a search party). The first to believe he was alive after seeing his dead body.The only boy to have a scene dedicated solely to him mourning Will.  Mike being the only boy to stay awake at the hospital, and the first boy to see and hug Will. The only one to have a private one on one talk before Will goes missing. The only one who was literally given 100s of Will’s drawings. And yet Dustin says Lucas’ is Mike’s best friend? So what does that make Mike and Will?
In s2:
- Will in all 3 seasons identifies as a wizard. But in s2 Mike (the paladin) says Will is a cleric. Meaning this reflects how Mike actually feels about Will. In d&d, they have similar moral values, powers, and generally need and depend on each other in the lore of d&d. Paladins have similar healing powers to clerics, but clerics have stronger healing abilities - which is interesting since Mike has always been viewed as the protector. But to Mike Will has helped him (maybe deal with the loss of El and other trauma) , just by being there. And if Mike says Will is a cleric,despite Will still identifying as a wizard in s3, it shows how deeply Mike actually feels about Will. It shows he views Will as one of the only people who understands him and views him as a healing presence and his moral compass.
“ strength of conviction gave many paladins a sense of common fellowship but did not always endear them to others. In many cases, paladins did not get along quite as well with other non-paladin adventurers, with the exception of clerics with similar beliefs.”
“A Paladin tries to hold to the highest standards of conduct, but even the most virtuous Paladin is fallible. Sometimes the heat of emotion causes a Paladin to transgress his or her oath (of honesty, courage, compassion, honor ,and duty). A paladin who has broken a vow typically seeks absolution from a cleric who shares his or her faith or from another paladin of the same order. After a rite of confession and forgiveness, the paladin starts fresh.”
This proves Mike knows he treats Will special/different than his other friends- and unlike a relationship with El (they are still individuals who are not dependent on each other). And Mike thinks being with Will quite literally makes him a better person. Juxtaposed with how him being in a romantic relationship with El made him blind and apathetic to those closest to him .
- All the mileven s1 parallels vs byler s2 parallels were ALL initiated by Mike. If the parallels were meant to show a one sided love triangle (on Mike’s end). They would of made Will the instigator not Mike! Parallels can be watched here , start at 6:50)
-Mike initiated the “crazy together’ line- and in s3 he said ‘blank makes you crazy’. So subconsciously he knew the line had romantic connotations.
-Mike initiating the hand hold (with a zoom in shot) and in the show this is only done for romantic pairings. Also Mike being the one to initiate the ‘arm thing’ which is generally romantic. But in s3 , Lucas also does this, saying “I am spending quality time with my girlfriend’
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-Mike saying, asking him to be his friend was the “best thing I’ve ever done”
-Mike constantly following Will around, asking if he’s okay or biking to his house to check on him in s2 . In s3 running out to chase Will to the garage and apologizing, and running into a storm to apologize a 2nd time.
YOU SEE A PATTERN! Mike is whipped! And is the one constantly chasing and pursuing Will, not the other way around! Before s3, people always portrayed Will as the (stereotypical- problematic trope of a) sad-pinning-gay in a one sided love with Mike. It’s like people didn’t even watch the show (and just assigned tropes/stereotypes they wanted, that weren’t actually there). Will (probably too shy or scared to- because of homophobic taunts) never initiated a single byler moment- it was ALWAYS Mike!!! If people were actually objective, they would of thought it was Mike who was the one pinning!
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- Which brings me to Mike literally pinning! Mike forcing Will to dance with a girl (who has a rainbow hairclip), but you literally see Mike’s shocked expression like  ‘what,why’d I do that ?’ And after this, they show Dustin looking sad about Max/Lucas dancing and then they have Mike get into the frame (next to Dustin) and look sad when Will/girl are dancing in the same exact frame as Max/Lucas. As they switch between these last 2 shots.
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the cannon Spotify playlists-called ‘Mike’s basement beats’- These are character playlists that Spotify and St worked on together after s2.
-his first song is “small town boy” an 80s LGBT anthem about living in a small town and being queer and bullied. Every band member was openly gay.
-his 11th song is ‘don’t you want me’ from a “celebrate your gay pride” album
* But queer people are “delusional” for thinking Mike isn’t straight? And are told to “open your eyes and watch the show” (that was an actual quote in the byler tag). Ok? Take your own advice, then! XD
One of the Duffers cited inspirations for ST is SUPER GAY (and what they based the byler dynamic off of).
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In the Will comic, Will throws an old 1970s book called “house of stairs” at the demorgorgan. And in a later chapter Mike and Will just read together at the library (just silently reading together, enjoying each others’ company-totally not a romantic cliche).And Mike warns Will the book ‘could have spoilers’ for the d&d campaign. Also look at this byler-centric cover :)
  Peter (Will) is shy, quiet ,initially a pushover, and gay-coded.  And as a coping mechanism he has psychological-breaks with reality where he thinks of his best friend from the orphanage, Jasper (Mike) . Another kidnapped boy, named Oliver (who looks just like Jasper/Mike) is also queer-coded (but a violent-sociopath). And, unlike Jasper who actually wanted to protect/take care of Peter -Oliver starts to gets a sick thrill out of making Peter dependent on him (which Peter catches on to pretty quickly). Oliver was insistent on being the only one to ‘wake’ Peter from his episodes (just like how Mike did for Will, in s2), except Oliver calls him pet-names like “sweetheart, baby, etc.” 
And again to prove it’s queer-coded I’ll read some of the (shortened) quotes, in the order they were written. These are quotes from Peter (Will’s) pov talking about his childhood best-friend Jasper (Mike) .  
-“his room. His and jaspers room.  Jasper looking up from his desk, smiling glad to see him. Jasper saying . Something very important. The most important message, the secret message.  He couldn’t hear him . But jasper keeps smiling , keeps talking . What was the message, jasper? What was the message? The dream had been beautiful at the beginning, terrible at the end, but he longed  to be in it again. If only he hadn’t awakened.”  
-“Jasper sitting on the bed and taking off his shoes ,smiling, ‘you’re okay pete, you’re better than a hundered of those slobs put together. Tomorrow I’ll tell them so myself‘ jasper’s strong, hard body as he got into bed ,so different from peter’s. Strong, to protect him to take care of him. Jasper, who always took care of him”.
-“He wanted to think about oliver it  it was like having Jasper back again. It would disturb him to see Oliver go off with Abigail… the rejection quite painful. It had never been like that with Jasper…jasper.
-The room they shared with rainbow colors, murmuring comforting words to him , enclosing and protecting him. He let himself drift into it, the rainbow hues dimness.”
-“No one ever depended on him. It was he who always depended on others, on Jasper. jasper, who had always taken care of him. Jasper…”
later he admits his feelings for Jasper to Lola/el. Lola and Pete are plantonic soulmates. The only reason why they survive and don’t succumb to their dark and violent urges/psychological brainwashing is because of each other. Lola has  brown hair and eyes and has a buzzcut and is heavily implied to be a lesbian (as she is the only girl in the group who is not fooled by Oliver’s ‘nice guy act’. Which makes the other girls ‘suspicious’ and alienate her). Also this was written in the 70s… she has a buzzcut and is said to “look like a boy”. It’s not that subtle! There was a reason that the author whose first name was WILLIAM (was suspected to be gay/bi when he was alive)!  XD
-Peter says “ he was my friend we were always together . Jasper his name was jasper .in the dream he’s taking care of me’. Now he was beginning to cry, his throat constricting and tears welling up in his eyes .’taking care of me … he always took care of me… taking care of me, and , and … and loving me’. ‘”It was the best time in your life’ she murmured’. ‘Yes’ “
* cough protective childhood friend, rainbows, ‘best time of your life = best thing I ever did.
S3 ending (byler centric ending)
When we first see Mike during the Hopper mologue, the moving truck leaves. “Like you’re pulling away from me or something. I miss playing board games every night (d &d)”…  (the last thing they talked about was Will visiting to play d&d and their fight this season started because of a disagreement about d&d.)
Then Mike looks back at the Byers house (just lingers there and looks back as his friends leave) like how Will did seeing Mike hold hands with El and leave .  “But I know you’re getting older, growing, changing. I guess, if I’m being really honest, that’s what scares me. I don’t want things to change.”Mike , like Will “doesn’t want things things to change”. He doesn’t want his  his feelings of friendship to become romantic in regards to Will,  it “scares” him (especially in rural 80s Indiana). Right after Will cries,  it immediately switches to Mike hugging his mom- to mirror the time he thought Will died in s1 “So I think maybe that’s why I came in here, to try and maybe stop that change. To turn back the clock. To make things go back to how they were.” He goes back to his mother for comfort, like he did the 1st time he lost Will. But also to reverse back time, to s1, before he realized his feelings for Will were romantic.  When things were simpler. 
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“But I know that’s naive. It’s just not how life works. It’s moving, always moving, whether you like it or not. And yeah, sometimes it’s painful. Sometimes it’s sad. And sometimes, it’s surprising. Happy.” (byler endgame)
Will (in s2) even says everyone treats him like ‘freak/ that something is wrong with him’ (purposely leaving out Mike from the discussion). And then when Will disparages himself as a freak,and Jonathan agrees but asks Will, ‘who would he rather be friends with-  David Bowie (who was openly bi since the 70s) or Kenny Rogers’? And when Will says Bowie, Jonathan agrees saying “see, it’s no contest”.
So,  it’s just another coincidence that when Will ‘dies’ (in s1) a David Bowie song (‘we can be heroes’) plays. And as Mike hugs his mom, mourning Will -  a romantic lyric from the song plays during the hug?“And we kiss, as though nothing could fall. And the shame”  (which is heavily queer coded)?
And then in the last ep (in s3) Mike mirrors this scene in s1, hugging his mom, since he feels like he’s losing Will all over again. And right after the hug (‘we can be heroes’) plays again!?  I’m not saying byler is endgame. But- WAIT THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT I’M SAYING! XD
These men literally invented ‘hetero-baiting’ (with Robin & Steve) and you think they’re going to queer bait?!
Also, if Will was a girl named ‘Willow” no one would call byler ‘delusional’ ! Even the most casual viewer would say it’s obvious they’d end up together in the end!
If the witness said about El in s1 , “ same height… it could be the Byers girl”, instead of ‘boy’ (pointing out the resemblance).  Mike only meeting El cause he was looking for Willow. Proclaiming “i’m the only one who cares about Willow!” . Mike getting into fights and getting upset (almost crying) about the bullies insulting Willow. Mike only getting angry at El when he thinks she lied about Willow being alive. Mike being the only boy who has a scene dedicated to his loss of her (with the same romantic lyrics playing). Mike having a whole binder of her drawings and caressing one of the drawings, after he thinks she died.  Mike being the only one of her friends to stay awake at the hospital, waiting for her to wake up- so he can see her and hug her first. People probably would of started shipping it the second Willow stared at him and was the only one who didn’t lie to him, in the first ep! Another parallel to El!
If Will was Willow, the majority of the fandom would be byler shippers. Think about it! . Mike having s2 byler scenes that are identical to s1 mileven scenes, and then additional unique byler scenes. Mike staying by Willow’s side 24 hours a day for several days (not even changing clothes), carrying her out of the hospital, grabbing her hand (with a zoom in shot),constantly asking her if she’s okay at least 5-7 times, putting his arm around her twice, being the only one who could tell something was off with her (and it wasn’t her normal type of quiet). Calling and running all the way to her house and banging on the door to check on her, desperate. Watching her sleep cause he’s so worried. That shed scene reminiscing about how they first met in perfect detail, saying “I asked, I asked if you wanted to be my friend. You said yes, you said yes. It was the best thing I’ve ever done. (like a marriage proposal)”  The “crazy together” scene. Them being close since they were 5 vs the girl he knew for a week (but is somehow in love with?). In s2 if Mike sadly watched Willow dance with another guy , while Dustin does the same to Max. Forget it- everyone would already know mileven would be doomed to fail.
And again think about s3 if Will was a girl.They parallel the (comedic) mileven breakup vs (the sad/serious) byler breakup. Then Mike just complains and burps on the couch vs apologizing to Willlow multiple times/even going into a storm to apologize a 2nd time (and to ‘talk’). Willow having a breakdown over the fight vs El laughing and high five-ing Max after.The shed vs the pool shed scene- “best thing I’ve ever done” vs “you’re the most important thing in the world to me”, “blank makes you crazy’ (as El stares confused) vs “crazy together’ (where Willow says ‘yeah, crazy together’). Mike going on ‘movie dates with Willlow all the time’ right after making out with El. The last mileven kiss where Mike has his eyes open the whole time,  and doesn’t kiss back. And saying he doesn’t remember saying  “I love” you to El (and doesn’t say ‘I love you’ back). Right after having a talk with Willow about playing games when she comes back (the crux of their fight). Mike getting excited that he’ll be able to visit El and Willow on Thanksgiving and them visiting him on Christmas (those are holidays where family usually introduces their S.O.) Having the last scene of Mike,  be him looking back at Willow’s house, and have that whole monologue about “feelings changing”, and then he goes to hug his mom like the s1 byler scene where he thought Willow was dead, signifying he lost her again. And that’s not even all the scenes- and every time byler won by a landslide. If Will was a girl, we wouldn’t be ‘delusional’! It would be obvious writing on the wall, that Mike would eventually choose Willow over El by the end of the series.
But since they are 2 boys, we’re delusional, because queer kids don’t exist … apparently.
*S3-I’m not repeating my literal essays but they’re probably better than this post so here are the links to pretty much all my s3 byler meta.  (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)
gif credit: 1st few have the name stark in the gifs, 2nd byler gif (found on wheheart.com- user dream_daisy, not sure if they also have a Tumblr , 3rd livelovecaliforniadreams, 4th &10th Cath-avery, 5& 6th unknown, 7-9 eggogorgon . Tell me if you know the unknown one so I can give credit , please.
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Hi!! I was new here and read some stuff of yours and I'm?? Impressed of them?? Great job!! So, uhh, if you don't really mind, would you be in the mood of writing a Mikey Way x female reader where the reader has a really nice friend (with who they hang out much) so Mikey gets jealous and tries to impress her with every way? Sorry if this is too specific, I loved your writing preety much!! And, oh! Put some angst and fluff if you can! Love yaa!! ♡♡♡♡♡
And It's Our Time Now If You Want It To Be
Pairing: Mikey Way x Female Reader Rating: General Requested By: Anon Word Count: 2300 exactly Author’s Note: Shout out to my friends for again appearing in stories they will never know exist! I hope that this is what you were looking for anon! Shout out to @mariawritesfanfic for giving me direction in the middle
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Mikey walked into the crowded party and looked around for a familiar face. He'd been away on tour for a few months and the one thing that kept him sane between soundchecks and shows and interviews and the long nights alone on the bus was (YN). The guys liked to give him shit for constantly texting her, especially since they weren't even going out, but Mikey didn't care. (YN) was his anchor in the storm of craziness that was life in a massively popular touring band.
Finally he spotted her, but as he crossed the room to her, it was as if time slowed down. She was talking excitedly to some guy he'd never seen before, touching his arm, head tossed back as she laughed. Mikey felt his heart jump up in his throat as he paused, wondering if he should just leave. He told her he'd meet her here, but he left out that it was because he wanted to tell her in person how much she meant to him and to see if she'd be willing to take a chance with him.
He must have been staring too long, as (YN) looked his way and her face lit up in a grin as she rushed over to him, throwing her arms around him in a big hug. He instinctively wrapped his arms around her as well, taking the opportunity that he feared he might not get again.
"Mikey! I missed you so much!" She exclaimed as she pulled back.
"Me too, I mean, I missed you too," he laughed self-consciously. Despite usually being pretty smooth when flirting with someone, seeing (YN) in person short-circuited his brain. 
To his relief she just laughed as she looked up at him. "Oh your hair is getting long, I like it like that!"
"Then I'll cancel my haircut tomorrow," he replied.
"Good, then we can all hang out!" 
"Is something going on?"
"Come here," she said tugging on his arm. To his dismay they were going over to the guy she had been talking to before. "Mikey, this is Nate."
Nate extended his hand in greeting. "Hey, nice to meet you."
"Hey," Mikey replied curtly as he shook his hand.
(YN)'s eyes flicked between the men. "Nate just moved out here last month for work. We went to high school together, played in the orchestra and went to prom together too, all that kinda stuff," (YN) explained with a wave of her hand.
"Yea, we were just talking about the weird game we used to play at lunch," Nate replied.
"And I still think we can make it into a drinking game," (YN) shrugged. "Anyway, like I was saying before, I'm getting a few people together for dinner tomorrow at Fresco, can you make it? You said you're gonna cancel your haircut," (YN) smiled up at Mikey and his stomach did a flip.
"Yea, I can be there," Mikey nodded. (YN) might not know it, but she could ask him to do anything and he would agree to it.
"Great!" She grinned as she gave his arm a squeeze as her hand lingered.
"Hey (YN), it's getting kinda late," Nate said cut in politely. 
"Oh, right, you got work tomorrow," (YN) replied. "Mikey, I'm so glad I got to see you even if it was just for a second, I'll see you tomorrow, ok?"
Mikey smiled halfheartedly. "Yea, see ya," he replied as she leaned in and gave him a quick hug. 
And then he watched as the girl of his dreams left with another man.
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The next night Mikey arrived at the restaurant and spotted (YN) sitting next to Nate in a large corner booth. They were engrossed in their conversation until he walked up.
“Hey Mikey! Sit!” (YN) greeted him, patting the spot next to her. He couldn’t help but feel relieved that she still wanted him near her, even if Nate was on her other side. “We’re just waiting for a couple of others. But Mikey, I was just telling Nate how much you and Gee play D&D. Nate plays too, maybe you could, I dunno, play together? I don’t get how any of that stuff works,” (YN) said with a shake of her head as she sat back so they could see each other better.
“Umm yea we play a lot,” Mikey replied. He understood that she was trying to be nice to Nate, but he really didn’t want to have to spend any more time with the guy than he had to.
“Cool, what do you play?” Nate asked, he seemed genuinely interested.
“Human cleric,” he answered.
“Nice. I have an elf wizard character I usually play,” Nate replied.
“I don’t know what any of this means,” (YN) shook her head. “Why do I hang out with such nerds?”
“Who’s a nerd?” Mikey looked up and recognized a couple of (YN)’s other friends.
“These two!” (YN) laughed. “Eli, Jennifer, this is Nate. Nate, these are my friends Eli and Jennifer.”
They exchanged hellos as they slid into the other end of the booth and soon after the waiter came to take their orders. The conversation shifted from D&D to less nerdy topics, but Mikey was barely listening anyway until he felt (YN)’s knee bump against his under the table. 
“Mikey,” (YN) whispered.
“Hmm?” He snapped back to attention.
“I was asking how your tour went? (YN) was telling us about it,” Jennifer asked again.
He glanced over at (YN), who was looking back at him eagerly, and realized that her knee was still pressed against his. Maybe it was nothing, but he couldn’t help but feel like it was something and he had a thought. If he had a snowball’s chance in hell with (YN), he’d need to impress her, make her realize that he was better than Nate in some way.
“It was awesome. They were the biggest shows we’ve ever done as headliners and it was so amazing playing to these giant sold out crowds every night.”
“That’s awesome,” Nate commented, clearly impressed. “Are you constantly busy when you’re touring?”
“When he’s not busy texting (YN) all day while she’s at work,” Jennifer said with a smirk. He glanced over at (YN) and saw she was blushing and looking down.
“I mean,” (YN) started, but then the waiter came back with the check. As soon as they set it on the table Mikey grabbed it as (YN) started to reach for it. 
"I got it."
“Oh, I was actually gonna take care of it, as a thank you to (YN) for introducing me to so many cool people out here. I was really feeling lonely until we reconnected,” Nate said with a smile.
“Guys, it’s fine, I organized the dinner, I can take care of it,” (YN) insisted.
“I feel like I should argue that I should take the check, but,” Jennifer shrugged.
“Right?” Eli laughed.
“I insist,” Nate said to Mikey..
“No, allow me,” Mikey replied, digging out his wallet for his credit card.
"You don't have to do that," (YN) replied with a shake of her head.
“I’m happy to do it,” he replied.
“Thanks Mikey,” Nate smiled over at him, and everyone chimed in their thanks. Mikey glanced back at (YN). She was looking back at him a with an expression that was a mix of amusement and exasperation, but her knee was still against his under the table
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It had been a few weeks since he had gotten back from being on tour, and while Mikey had gotten to hang out with (YN) it was never alone as it seemed Nate was always around, along with Eli and a few others. He started bringing Ray along because he thought he might as well have back up, but unfortunately Ray and Nate also seemed to get along splendidly. That was part of the problem; Nate was so nice, it was hard for him to find fault with the guy, other than he was with the girl he loved. But despite his frustrations, he didn't want to get in the way of (YN)’s happiness with Nate.
It was late morning, but Mikey was still feeling half asleep as he dragged himself into Starbucks. The cafe was busy, even for a Saturday, and as he waited for his drink, he glanced around at the other patrons. Suddenly he realized he recognized two of them at the table by the window and his heart leapt into his throat.
It was Nate, sitting at a table with a girl that was not (YN). When he looked again, he realized it was her friend Eli. He tried not to stare, but couldn't help stealing glances. They were very clearly holding hands, then they were getting up, and he was pressing a kiss to her temple before wrapping his arm around her waist and walking out together.
Mikey's head was spinning. He didn't want to know this. He didn't want to break (YN)'s heart or make her think he was lying to her because he was jealous. What felt like an eternity later, his drink was ready. As he walked back to his car, he decided he had to do what was right, what he would hope a true friend would do for him.
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"Hey Mikey, what are you doing here?" She asked when she opened the door. He had driven around for an hour before he worked up the nerve to go to her house. 
"Can we talk?" 
"Yea, come in," she said ushering him in.
They sat down on the couch and he drew in a deep breath. "I have something to tell you and I don't want to, but you deserve to know."
"What? What is going on?" She asked, her voice becoming strained with nerves.
"I was at Starbucks this morning and I saw Nate with Eli. It looked like they were on a date because they were holding hands and he had his arm around her, the whole thing. I'm so sorry, but you deserve to know."
Relief flooded across (YN)’s face in an instant. “Well I should hope so! She told me she was going to spend the day with him today.”
It was Mikey's turn to be stunned. "But, wait, I thought you and him were going out."
"Pfft, no. We kinda went out in high school, but we're just friends now,” she said with a dismissive wave.
"Shit," he laughed, running his hand through his hair. Then the relief he felt turned to embarrassment.
"Wait, is that why you've been acting so weird since you came back from tour?" She asked, her eyes narrowing as a smirk started to cross her face.
"Whaddya mean?" He replied, trying to sound calm, but his heart was hammering in his chest.
"I wanted to introduce you to Nate because I thought you'd really get along, but you froze him out! And then you kept trying to one up him all the time, like that time picking up the check for the table."
Mikey sat back and shrugged, trying to keep his poker face. "I don't know what you're talking about."
"Yes you do. Come on Mikey, just tell me what is going on with you. I was so looking forward to you being home, but everything has been so weird since you got back."
Mikey drew in another deep breath, recalling everything he intended to say that night at the party. "It's because... You're one of the most important people in my life and when I was on the road, knowing I could talk to you when shit got overwhelming or boring or I couldn't sleep, it kept me sane. That night at the party I wanted to tell you all that, but I thought you were with him and I didn't want to ruin something if you were happy. I just want the best for you."
"I should have clarified that night, I'm so sorry if you were hurt thinking me and Nate were together," she said softly. "But you really want the best for me, regardless of how it left you feeling, huh?"
Mikey looked down, it was now or never. "Yea, because that's what you do for the person you love." When he finally looked back up, (YN) looked stunned, but was smiling.
"I was really hoping that was the reason," she replied, shifting over so she was sitting knee to knee with him, and taking his hand. "Because there is no one else I wanna be with but you."
A smile broke across Mikey's face as well. "So maybe we can…"
"Start over from the night at the party?"
"Yea," he laughed.
She grinned and threw her arms around him in a hug, just like the night at the party. "Welcome home, I missed you!"
"I missed you too (YN). Thank you for being there for me while I was on tour. Would you please go out with me?"
(YN) nodded excitedly. "Yes! I'd love to, 'cause I love you too, Mikey."
It took a moment for the words to fully register in his mind, but when they did he reached up and grabbed her face between his hands and pressed his lips against hers with everything he had. He felt her wrap her arms around him again, and her smiling against his lips. When they pulled back he rested his forehead against hers as he caressed her cheek.
“So how about that date?” (YN) said with a smile.
“Now?” Mikey asked, sitting back, surprised at her proposition.
“Yea, we have weeks of lost time to make up for. Oh and this time, I’m gonna pick up the check,” she smirked.
Mikey laughed. “Come on, who are you trying to impress?”
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stan-joonies · 5 years
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The Difference Between His Blood Singer and His Mate
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Y/N strut down the halls, an easy going smile on her face as people peered at her enviously.
On her right, their arms linked, was her boyfriend, Edward Cullen. The man that introduced her to a world of vampires and shifters and so much more. The one who promised her eternal life once she was 23.
Her eyes caught the new girls and scanned her. The girl was definately at the very least average looking.
Her hair went to her shoulders, clips keeping her messy fringe from falling into her dark, muddy brown eyes. Her eyebrows thin and sad.
She felt Edward stiffen beside her.
"Edward?"
The vampire didn't look her way, instead they were latched onto the New Girl's, who looked back at him in interest.
She looked up, her e/c eyes widening when she spotted Edward's were black.
"Edward," She mumbled, getting infront of him and grabbing his face. "Edward! Come on!" She shook his head gently in his hands. His eyes finally found hers, slowly fading back into gold.
"I--"
"I know, you're ok. Lets take a walk, biology can wait." She grasped his hand, pulling him forcefully away and out of the building.
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Over the next few weeks, she realised a difference in Edward.
At first, it was as tiny as no longer paying attention or zoning out of conversations. Then it was the staring. His eyes never left Bella's. His thoughts seemed to be somewhere else.
Edward also seemed very protective of the girl, which annoyed her in a way she was uncomfortable with.
She was Edwards mate, his one and only. Destined to be together. Bella Swan was a blood bag, a distraction. Someone that as soon as they lost all blood, attraction would cease.
But Edward seemed to forget the differences between the titles. He befriended Bella. Walked her to class, laughed at her jokes. Would even cancel on her to spend time with the brunette.
Whispers began to start up. Talking about Edward cheating. How the two were spotted snogging in the halls. How her and Edward broke up.
Frankly, she had enough.
Her tray slammed onto the metal table. Earning curious looks from students.
"What!" She exclaimed, glaring at all her nosey classmates.
She plopped down angrily, picking at her food.
She looked up at the pale faces.
"Y/N," Alice called, indicating towards Jasper, his face scrunched up painfully.
"Sorry..." She took a large breath, her eyes closing. "I just--"
Rosalie put a hand on her shoulder.
"We know." She assured.
"It's fine, Bella's just an appetizer, you're dessert!" Emmett shrugged, grinning at the human.
"Well...he's never had a sweet tooth," Y/N growled.
"Where is our dearest brother?"
"Don't know. Wherever Bella is,"
"You should go find him," Alice said, a pitying look on her face.
Y/N's eyes widened before she scowled.
"Alice...what did you see?"
Alice shook her head, her eyes darting to her hands.
"Go to his locker..."
She was up in a flash, storming past the tables and out of the cafeteria, Smoke flowing from her ears.
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"I just...she keeps glaring at me Edward!" Bella yelled, her hands on her head. "It's so unsettling."
Edward laughed slightly.
"It's fine, Y/N doesn't like new people,"
"I can tell," she huffed, edging closer. "I'm just getting annoyed of these secret meetings..."
"They aren't secret. Everyone knows we have them."
"Everyone except Y/N." Bella giggled when Edward looked away.
"I just need to figure things out..." He muttered.
"What's to figure out," She slowly wraps her arms around his neck. "You like me Edward, you're drawn to me. You said it yourself. Don't let her control your feelings," She leaned in, their lips inches from locking.
"Excuse me," Y/N swooped in, her arm locking with Edwards and shoving him back. "I have to talk to Edward. You can have a snog fest after,"
Without waiting for a reply, Y/N directed Edward out of the building, her face red in anger.
"What was that?" Y/N exploded, turning to face him.
"It's nothing," Edward explained, taking a step closer.
"Nothing!?." She screeched. "You almost kissed a girl you've know for a month. Bearing in mind you've known me for two fucking years!"
Edward placed a cool hand on her shoulders.
"You don't get to touch me!" She flinched away from his hands.
"Y/N, you have to understand...Bella is--"
"A blood bag!" She yelled, looking around to make sure nobody was near before lowering her voice. "You're attracted to her blood Edward, not her. I'm your mate, someone who you're ment to be with. Bella is someone you're ment to feed off of and enjoy!"
"Don't talk about her like that!" Edward fumed, crossing his arms.
"I will talk about her how i like Edward!" She growled. "You need to get your head out of your arse and start noticing the differences between love bound by fate and love of something so fickle as blood," the human hissed. "And until you figure it out, I'm not wasting my time with someone who is distracted by a manipulative little girl!"
Edward scoffed, running a hand through unruly hair.
"So this is it? Two years together and you're breaking up with me?"
"Don't make me out to be the bad guy Edward! How can you expect me to be with someone who is fooling around with another girl?"
"We aren't fooling around!" He defended, his hands moving in his frustration.
"Really? Well, until you decide whether you want me or her, we're on a break,"
The girl turned on her heels, walking away from the scene.
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The news travelled fast of their split, people still looked her way, but instead of in wow or jealousy, it was to mock her.
She kept her head held high though, refused to cave under their stares. She did the right thing. She didn't regret it.
She still spoke to the Cullens , but often Bella was there, Edward's arm wrapped around her shoulders.
Rosalie hated her, glared at her and ignored Edward too, Emmett didn't stop her, neither did he glare at them.
Jasper tried to be supportive, maybe it was for the best. But he couldn't help but scowl when he caught the emotions Bella was feeling: smug, victorious, proud.
Like she had just won a prize.
Edward brushed it off, ignoring his brother's warnings.
Alice was confused, she tried to see what Bella's future was like, Edward was never in them. She kept it to herself though. Not wanting to hurt anyone. She was less excepting of Bella. It wasn't obvious to Bella, but someone close to Alice, like Jasper, picked up on the reluctance she felt when Bella sauntered to the table.
Y/N wasn't seen after a while, stopped going to school for a week. People began to worry. Wondering if the frail girl was so heartbroken that she took her own life. The very idea but a heavy weight on Edward's heavy heart.
Then she showed back up.
She seemed...happier. she smiled at people as she walked passed, a genuine, welcoming smile.
People began to flock her, warming up to her and wanting to be friends, she earned quite a good few looks from the other males in the school too, which she soaked up.
She began to find a new crowd, away from the supernatural. Away from the danger and immortality.
It was going so well, until it wasn't.
Bella was in a car crash, her body was found too late. She died young.
Although she wasn't Y/N's favourite person, nobody should have to die so young.
She felt even worse when she saw Charlie Swan.
A child should bury their parents. A parent should never bury their child.
She paid respects to her, not apologising, but giving her flowers before silently reading the letters engraved into stone repeatedly before getting up and walking away, never speaking a word.
Edward tried to talk to her. He always came up to the beauty, trying to start conversation, but he was always ignored, something that pained him deeply.
People couldn't help but throw Edward dirty looks.
He left his girlfriend for a girl he knew for only a month, then when his new girlfriend dies tragically in a car crash, he turns to his Ex for comfort.
You assured them it wasn't happening.
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"Y/N!"
Said girl rolls her eyes.
"What, Cullen?"
Edward ran infront of her, halting her escape.
"Can you let me talk for one sec?"
Y/N scowled.
"Five minutes, go,"
Edward sighed.
"Look, I know what i did was wrong and i should have realised, but i got so confused and--"
"You are hundreds of years old Edward. You should know the difference between love and rare steak,"
'I know!!"
"But thats not even the main reason I'm angry. I gave you time to think Edward, i thought you would use that time to take a step back and evaluate the situation. Instead you immediately prance around with that girl, showing her off like a peacock shows its feathers!" Her fingers pointed at his chest. "Don't act like you're a good boy for realising. Cause i know for a fact that if she hadn't died then you would of never realised and would still be at her beck and call!"
Edward grit his teeth.
"What am i ment to tell you! I'm trying to fix things! It's what you want!"
Scoffing, Y/N crossed her arms.
"You think I'm going to crawl to your feet again? After your girlfriend just died? I'm not that shallow and disrespectful!"
"I thought you hated her?"
"No, do i hate how she acted? Yes. Do i hate that you chose her over me? Yes. But i don't hate her. I have a strong dislike for the girl. But that doesn't mean I'm going to go straight back into the cold ass arms of the man she thought loved her as soon as she dies!"
Edward sifted a hand through his thick locks.
"What do you want me to say!?"
"Sorry!" Y/N bellowed, face red. "Thats all i wanted. You can keep knocking on my Door Edward Cullen, but i never will answer."
She turned on her heel, walking away from her mate, her destined partner.
The sad truth was...she knew she'd take him back. It was destiny for them to be mates. Fate had chose to pair them together.
It was something she couldn't control.
Eventually she would open the door.
Letting all the vampires and Werewolves and demons and danger back into her life.
She knew it couldn't be helped.
But she'd be damned if she let her just walk in.
No, he needs to go back to her on his hands and knees, begging.
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honeysuckleharrison · 5 years
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Run For Your Life Parts V-VII
pairing- George Harrison x Reader
warnings- So much fluff, Implied smut
year- 1964
Summary- You're falling hard for George.  There's just a few problems. John Lennon is your protective older brother, and their band, The Beatles are leaving for their first tour in America.  
Word count- 1k+
Disclaimer/ AN-  So hi, this is the first fic I've published.  This is FICTION. So the timeline may not match up with reality.  For example, Julians not in it. So ignore that, and just enjoy the story for what it's worth.  Anyways, I'm so excited to release my first fic. If you guys have any questions, or comments or anything, please comment or as, don't be afraid to talk to me.  I have up to part IX almost done, so expect to see more parts soon!
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      It was almost 1am.  You were growing impatient after having to wait so long to sneak out.  You were so ready to feel George's touch again. But you were stuck on this couch for a little longer.  With the relationship getting more serious, you had to be sure John couldn't find out. You waited a little later this time just to be sure John and Cynth were asleep.      
  You laid there for what seemed like an eternity longer. You checked the clock again.  It was 2:28 am. You weren't as nervous this time around. Having successfully done this once, you knew you were capable.  So as you got up, put your flip flops and reached for the handle, you felt ready for what the night had to offer.
      When you knocked on George's door something seemed different.  You skipped the conversation, you ran your mouths enough at Strawberry Fields earlier.  Before you could say hi you were making out on the couch. Geo's soft lips were on yours, kissing deeper than they ever have before.  His hands has successfully slipped under you shirt, and he was holding your bare waist. You shivered as his cool fingertips reached up your chest.  It felt so good to have him on top of you again.
      His lips moved from yours, and started trailing down your neck.  His hot kisses were warm on the sensitive skin of your neck. As he reached your collar bone, you could feel him start to suck.  Shit. That would leave a mark. You wanted him bad, but this was too fast.
      "George" you said through short, breathy moans.  You pushed his chest up, and he took his lips off your skin.  
      "Yes, Love?" he asked.  He looked at you for a second and continued "Is- is this too much we can stop for tonight if you want dear"
      "No, please no." you begged.  You were needy for him now, you just needed to breathe.  "I just needed a second, and I don't want you leaving marks." you added, smirking.  George nodded and sat up. You sat up in front of him. He placed a small peck on your cheek before standing up, and reaching his hand out for yours.  You took his hand and he pulled you up off the couch, leading you to his room.
     He pulled you through the doorway, and brought you close to him.  He reached down and kissed you hungrily. You held him tight. You wanted him so bad.  
          While his lips were busy on yours, his hands pulled on the hem of your shirt.  You got the hint, and pulled away. You pulled your shirt off and threw to the floor.  George stared at your exposed skin. His eyes were wide with lust. You came back to George, and lifted his shirt off.  His chest was smooth and pale. He was just slightly toned. He had the beginning of abs, but they weren't too defined. His arms and shoulders has the slightest muscles.
         He pulled you back class to him, and pushed his lips into yours.  His skin was warm against yours. His hands were holding your shoulders, and yours were around his waist.  He slid his hands down until the met the clasp on your bra. He undid it smoothly in one try. Moving your hands off of him, you let the garment slide to the floor.  
       He pulled you in for a quick passionate kiss before pushing you back onto the bed.  He climbed over you and kissed you softly on the lips. He reached his hands down to the button of your jeans and looked into your eyes.
      "You ready?" He asked with the cutest grin.
      "Yes George." You moaned.
Part VI
It was meant to be your last day and John's.  He was going to drive you home after you ate dinner with him and Cynthia.  The events from last night still buzzed through your mind. You couldn't stop thinking about George, and how much you'd miss him while he was away.  You had to see him one more time. You had to tell him how amazing he was.
        As Cynthia cooked, and you washed the dishes beside her, you made a suggestion.  
      "Cynth, um, if you don't mind, could I stay another night? y'know, help you pack." Cynthia smiled.  She was happy that you were enjoying your time with her, and that she would have another hand helping out.  
      "I don't see why not, you wouldn't be a bother, you've done nothing but help me."  Cynthia said in agreement.
      "Perfect, thanks so much." you thanked her, leaning in to give her a side hug.
      At dinner, you asked John, and he agreed too.  John started asking you about your stay.
       "Have you been enjoying yourself?" He asked between bites.  
       "Yeah actually, it's been really nice to be in a new place, y'know.  I got so used to going to school everyday, it's nice to have a change in scenery."  you explained. You and John were both artistic people. You hated routine. It was the quality that made John's music so good, and one of the many things you have in common with George.   
      "I'm glad," John said, "Have you been enjoying the studio visits."
      "Yes!" you answered honestly, you just couldn't say exactly why you enjoyed visiting the studio as much as you did.  "It was nice to get a sneak peek of the album. You guys are really good. You're gonna be the biggest band ever."
      "I've heard we are the biggest band in America, but I don't believe it."  he admitted.
      "Don't doubt yourself.  The tours gonna be great.  You and Cynth get to travel the world together." you joked.
      "It'll be nice," John said, "You excited darling?" He asked Cynthia.
      "Yes!" she exclaimed, "I really am.  I'm so excited. I get to spend time with you, and see new places.  And I get to see New York, I'm so excited." she rambled. Seeing her so happy made you smile.  
        "I'm glad your excited, but we don't get much free time on tour.  We have to play 25 shows in 26 days. The other boys usually spend their nights being wild and getting as many girls as they can." John said seriously.  
       That was a little concerning.  George could really get any girl he wanted, couldn't he?  But he wouldn't. There was no way. He was so romantic towards, and he was falling for you hard.  A one night stand in America wouldn't compare to you. Would it? You felt sure that George wouldn't continue his normal behavior on this tour.  There was no way he would. George was too good to you, you didn't even want to think that anything could go wrong.
Part VII
You knocked on George's door with a wide smile.  The reason you asked to stay another night was to pay a surprise visit to George.  You couldn't stop thinking about last night, you just needed to see him one more time.  The American tour would be long, you'd miss him.
      He opened the door and looked delighted to see you.
      "Y/n, I wasn't expecting you tonight."  he laughed.
      "I know" you said, "I wanted to surprise you.  I needed to see you again before you left."
      "Come in, love, please." he begged.  As you stepped in, he pulled you into a warm hug.  You weren't craving one another in the same way as the night before.  Tonight you just wanted to curl up next to each other and say goodbye.  
      You sat down on the couch and he just held you.  He put his head on your chest, and your fingers ran through his hair.  You were so comfortable you wished he didn't have to leave.
      "I'm gonna miss you so much, Geo." you huffed.  He looked up into your eyes and adjusted himself so that his head was in your lap.  
      "I'm gonna miss you more, flower." He smirked, "We can see each other as soon as I get back, I promise."  As he spoke he sat up. When he finished making his promise, he pressed a soft kiss against your lips. He tried to deepen the embrace, and reach his hands for your waist but you pushed him up.
      "Not tonight, Geo." you sighed, "I just want to enjoy your company while I can."
      "Ok," he said understandingly.  He rested his head on your chest again.
      "What am I gonna do without you, Harrison?" you pondered, "I'm really gonna miss yo-"
      "Wait" George interrupted, quickly sitting up straight.
      "What's wrong?" you asked.
      "I didn't know you were coming, so I didn't ask Ringo to stay out later." he explained.
      "What?" you said, confused and scared.
      "Shit," he muttered under his breath, "Ringo should be home soon, this is when he usually gets home."  George looked more scared than you had ever seen him. He started getting off the couch. You felt a chill as he left your side, and you expression dropped even more.  
      "Y/n, we have to get you out of here before he comes." he said sternly.
      "Ok." you agreed, getting up off the couch. "Are you sure I have to leave? I won't see you again for a month."
      "I'm afraid so love.  I don't want you to leave either.  I'm gonna miss your pretty little smile, and your lips." he said leaning in closer to your face, and taking your hands in his.  "I'm really gonna miss you, y/n, goodni-"
      He was cut short by the sound of the door opening.  You both turned your heads quickly to the door to see a startled Ringo standing there.
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